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autism,Leafkage,2020/01/01,"I cant live with autism Im 14 years old and i have been diagnosed with autism since i was 8, when i was 11/12 i learned what autism was and i became depressed i hated myself and i still have these feelings i feel useless, i have a very light form of autism and other people will not know i have autism but i still feel so different from the rest, autism is just the reason why im an unhappy person but when i look at other autistic people i see that they are very happy people i see many people with autism saying that they dont care or that they are proud of it so why do i feel so sad when thinking about autism? It has gotten to the point where i wanted to kill myself multiple times i feel like this is never going to end, everytime when im doing something i randomly remember that i have autism and then i just stop and feel unmotivated, i was in therapy for years when i was younger and that made me more depressed, what do i do in a situation like this?",1.771113462047076,3.8004451909547723,3.2002644802962195,90.77305474742133,79.50251256281408,6.199523935466808,20.021422903993653,7.273561745256523,0.4084613065326632,759,19,163,10,19,248,101,199,0.177,0.745,0.078,-0.9657,1,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,3,1,14,11,2,0,6,0,23,1,0,2,1,32,40,19,1,1,6,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,14,10,0,1,11,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,8,11,30,5,14,31,3,21,0,4,3,0,5,5,0,2,17,116,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255324600368425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705842343046224,0.12200179889604147,0.0,0.12558478485328595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087503948813782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646268255304557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364664362284666,0.08587183950390663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831317421300455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795652906684274,0.0,0.11867390774929433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895141226329539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298493962475375,0.0,0.06605949614980562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744857641037347,0.0,0.10613995845354628,0.0,0.10093882648281934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373738536815388,0.0,0.1218652614627233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270666004021633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261310542538556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333298129253116,0.10495514705000752,0.0,0.0,0.11362908994746075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358696563668245,0.0,0.0,0.1361646517864885,0.0,0.0,0.09558890581915426,0.0,0.0,0.19156976226581665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943176532101054,0.135111308083582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925368405359334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198584202884772,0.10049367697665312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746067302883064,0.0,0.0,0.07702014559328449,0.0,0.0,0.07009035018624624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835733762722385,0.07089784663492242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169259713609434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481140469002086
autism,foofohy,2020/01/01,"I have a question How do you know that you are NOT autistic?
I researched the spectrum quite well, and I could relate to pretty much every symptom of the Asperger's syndrome (high functioning autism) symptoms, but when I took my sister's opinion on the matter, she STRONGLY disagreed with me, it would be very hard for me to get an actual diagnosis if I wanted to, and now I don't know what to think, is there a definite thing that can tell non autistics apart from autistic people, that you think can help me deal with this more?
I'm 20 years old (F) btw.",11.121422018348623,6.740715431192662,10.085206422018349,71.29184633027525,59.825688073394495,12.7348623853211,41.92889908256881,9.516144504307137,3.922667889908257,438,16,85,5,4,139,83,109,0.046,0.823,0.131,0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,0,18,18,6,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,14,2,10,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1995506044861804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326687667197298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081795270788506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228979910749584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683644061311164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831809119371112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706386838277335,0.2160525980430741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224762304718384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032206875336265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457555766370726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176609978704266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803761709711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907314602905374,0.21749795645275105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250822623969817,0.0,0.0,0.1787313587892558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585261440557428,0.262055063121202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719348059085906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687238586477951,0.12061220822135033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838590988638486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526227292543534,0.0,0.0,0.13168344501111487
autism,connor_the_metalhead,2020/01/01,Advice for Someone with Sensory Food Aversions? I really have a Problem with senses and food. I went out to eat a few weeks ago with my parents and I touched my Dad's broccoli and that was enough to make my Skin Crawl. I really want to start eating better and start eating something nother than Chicken and Fries. Does anyone have Experience with this stuff?,3.6016844349680177,6.382571044776121,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,77.35820895522387,6.216631130063965,24.49680170575693,7.447530270364453,1.376089125799573,288,10,50,4,7,89,47,67,0.08199999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.068,-0.2371,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,1,0,13,8,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,10,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332592560400306,0.15722963044144975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402266945891942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687117434869272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552194862481462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544487699485056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832727539996938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350391111038713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289580014838977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183972283223168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695068365167645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972110817004152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272581688487607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028677205701954,0.13654967850503774,0.0,0.0,0.2510897160207535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304857444544427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046186373840895,0.0,0.1422771687627276,0.0,0.0,0.1644256779618665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LJamH,2020/01/01,"I was diagnosed with autism at 16 and hid from it. I originally rejected the diagnosis, and lied to everyone about it
I'm not sure about anyone else but I convinced myself.

I was 19 when I accepted my diagnosis and still struggle, I've never learned the alphabet, struggle to write and was never supported properly and I've never had a relationship. 

I'm 21 now with a good job and driving licence and my boss knows about my autism, even if I feel he doesn't understand it. 

I'm not really sure why I'm writing this post, I think I'd like to talk about it, properly for the first time, with people who understand. I also want others to know that they don't have to hide themselves, and that anyone can succeed no matter what if they work for it.

I've read the rules and discussions seem to be allowed.",4.035,5.485597735849058,5.459261006289308,79.52209905660379,71.64150943396227,9.325157232704402,28.97327044025157,9.725611199111238,2.7766893081761004,636,25,124,16,12,214,94,159,0.12300000000000001,0.743,0.134,0.5803,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,9,11,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,3,5,38,22,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,9,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,1,14,8,17,17,0,12,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,3,10,81,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929628574893318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261023136883727,0.16566135316959335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410287315051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506377967165129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678881567662092,0.0,0.0,0.1544931820939765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175080221222393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752582755247886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356104027262307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604435048496663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771136516267175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898919938386957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740952037703447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208928987673908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484576328272434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617248137922704,0.0,0.10357702750122563,0.0,0.0,0.17358495163776042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471883652552685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911870384797045,0.0,0.0,0.3380482985242149,0.0,0.0,0.18347375156286452,0.3047649723995409,0.0,0.0,0.12995311214143046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103598695238085,0.0,0.0,0.09427752664114283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366313721491713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953636785543578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589200931221954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177057377297314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kinaibhlan,2020/01/01,"Social cues you understand and still hate Which do you notice and still not really respond too? One I frequently encounter at work is when someone stares at you because they want to say something. Like they look directly at your face as you're walking by but never say a word until you look right back at them.

Why not just say what it is you need or try to get my attention. I don't know how but I manage to avoid this cue without getting into trouble or anything. I know they want to ask me something because when I walk past them they turn around and continue to look at me. At this point I look in their direction and they finally say what they wanted.

I just feel awkward in these situations even though I know it's nothing but again, why not just say what you need to say. I've never done this and I'm not a very social person so why do social people do it?",3.7101406593406594,4.983101394285717,4.494285714285713,86.81725274725275,72.19999999999997,7.441758241758242,26.032967032967033,7.882392219407189,1.3854263736263728,684,22,140,9,13,220,98,175,0.042,0.9129999999999999,0.045,-0.2899,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,9,1,15,5,1,2,2,0,7,1,1,1,2,36,27,17,0,5,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,11,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,1,12,27,1,20,26,0,27,0,0,5,0,28,12,0,2,14,98,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653956790161617,0.09361669446610718,0.0983125039772515,0.0,0.0,0.08086327575362341,0.0,0.12821185793618026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761748902053986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945867155198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053173191255956334,0.0,0.0,0.11520010000026312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098858660533144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382594593522124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733832602086483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137696135494725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35323920278447885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559529455315482,0.16221521403853276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009060111008557,0.1197279138709421,0.0,0.0,0.07126065938449329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038926298647166,0.07290626008644813,0.09182361674866203,0.0,0.0,0.09941231373687197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736962750223137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980798332918022,0.0,0.501775432652953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820677042133065,0.0,0.3215989986432045,0.08910362961458296,0.16191806918159127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796541070278864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332137257525892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713982618772084,0.1143863253475419,0.0,0.10947760663910894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676986627863459,0.18608225172440654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28467770972091283,0.0,0.0,0.10137265224207563,0.0,0.07655936742955394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,doXXymoXXy,2020/01/01,"Looking for sibling resources I believe my 9YO son, Lefty, has high-functioning autism (is autistic - which is preferred?).  We do not yet have a definitive diagnosis but we are working on it.  His 11YO brother, Pancho, is NT and struggles to get along with Lefty. Lefty is very smart but has poor impulse control (physically and verbally) and so tends to sound or act rude often. 

Pancho doesn't understand why Lefty continues to act this way, and why Lefty ""gets away with"" his rude behavior. We are constantly trying to help teach Lefty about how to improve his behavior but we've got our work cut out for us.
 
Since we do not yet have a formal diagnosis, I won't share my suspicions with either Pancho or Lefty. I will be happy to talk to Pancho about autism and what we know about people with autism in general. He's a smart kid and if he puts the pieces together on his own that's fine. Once we have something official we will talk about it as a family.
 
So my question is, are there resources you might suggest that I could provide to Pancho that are specific to being a sibling of an autist that might help him deal with his situation better? Because we haven't been able to enact any change in behavior between them and it's frustrating as heck.",5.255018615040953,6.687923561181433,5.580392156862747,79.88470588235295,68.66244725738396,8.951998014395633,30.39687267311988,9.325443323948027,2.6982431868950103,992,39,183,20,17,316,137,237,0.09300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.127,0.8696,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,10,1,1,4,11,11,4,1,7,0,27,0,0,2,0,42,34,18,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,10,22,0,1,4,0,1,3,5,5,0,0,2,2,25,6,32,24,3,14,0,0,1,0,31,6,1,7,4,126,35,3,0.15436554116767473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049738614139781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503150732991416,0.0,0.0,0.09409980112666197,0.0,0.0,0.17391710380181552,0.0,0.1365237767801639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329827441508082,0.0,0.0,0.1668143106390783,0.1731340803879349,0.12324832378398352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914409477570582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552209403153765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129924811470936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346022483234292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643249889885642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206935936717472,0.16309566949996498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483526441809222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962817662585374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275148899894211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439426339731264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701762981140768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518000492207365,0.17292473432151545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769277082338815,0.17351333593510504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188381352088748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613763799807433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248146349455605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480406963260648,0.0,0.0,0.16069997234875102,0.18568273949693645,0.0,0.0,0.12736773793061884,0.0,0.12252818145439087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27858178175964315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475990490957864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LostOnWhistleStreet,2020/01/01,"Is BBCs Great British Intelligence test trying to spot Autism? I always like a test, so did this Intelligence test  

[https://gbit.cognitron.co.uk/ex/task/rs\_blocks](https://gbit.cognitron.co.uk/ex/task/rs_blocks) (Don't know if it will work outside of the UK)

While I generally do well in these types of test it includes an emotional recognition test (saying if two pictures are showing the same emotion or not) and the results were as poor as expected.  I suspect if you had to identify the actual emotion it would have been even worse.

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autism,ParticlesOfIce,2020/01/01,"Working at Home Depot as a person with high-functioning autism, LDS and Major depressive disorder. \- FIRST REDDIT POST -

Any survival tips from anyone who also works retail?",6.6184523809523785,10.218390607142858,6.171428571428574,67.44023809523813,71.5,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,3.20624761904762,139,5,16,3,3,43,28,28,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492754687907521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119744196348829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795583652258094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26847654495492845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35724823373546505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651415308290335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293401749877346,0.31267191802147154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217434372753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985333260656439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538591775004983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pipsqueakian,2020/01/01,"I produced my first full length song today! I've been working on this since last night and I really wanted to get it finished so I spent the better half of today finishing it, please let me know what you think:

[Daybreak by pseudogibson on SoundCloud](https://soundcloud.com/pseudogibson/breakbeat)

I had never been a fan of tradition music and instruments but when I bought FL studio at 12 years old and became acquainted with the world of producing I've been hooked, my style has changed quite allot since then as I try more and more to fuse some of my favourite genres together, RnB, Soul, Trap and Noise music and I feel I've finally found my particular niche.

I hope to make much more in the future (:",7.371104651162792,8.253902418604653,6.615029069767445,76.35649709302328,63.57364341085271,10.170930232558144,30.078488372093023,10.125756701596842,2.895983720930233,568,18,100,12,8,174,92,129,0.035,0.8690000000000001,0.096,0.8291,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,20,16,11,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,14,2,14,8,7,20,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,14,62,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299301633177328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888087556431435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046187327681383,0.0,0.0,0.2266572344468848,0.0,0.17599555493142918,0.0,0.22686357607976304,0.0,0.0,0.10810071564342466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055059981560601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371104208586355,0.16865736332186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115771068249043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811247366494234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210094155125095,0.0,0.15957994740933096,0.0,0.0,0.1941688281548111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711478976572116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271224839725419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200717714723201,0.0,0.0,0.13255034896096166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423123187451803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257807775518554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922485484247179,0.0,0.0,0.14047672338275347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203950215149326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506312450470613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324175311720424
autism,00Xoyumbitan,2020/01/01,"Need your suggestions on growing up with me genius boy Dear Amazing People,

Two years back my kid was diagnosed with the spectrum and since then me and my wife are working to understand and help him. We are based in Germany and the social system allows to take regular checks and trainings/therapies. We are privileged to choose from few therapies  but I am not sure if these are making sense or making him _socially fit_ or if that is necessary in the first place. 
He has exceptional skills like drawing anything he likes(trains, solar system, etc),  listening to a tone and plays on piano although we never taught him how to play a piano, he remembers everything we told him etc. The things those made him not normal are; his speech and social interaction. He speaks very less and sentences composed of 3-4 words. 


He is going to be in school this year as he is 6 years old now. We are worried about shall we send to normal school, a school for ASD kids ? We don't know if he will speak one day normally and how others will behave with him.

I really like to know how shall I work with him as dad so that he grows into a person he wanted to be ? What was your journey of  finally speaking normally? Any ideas or suggestions will out me into your shoes. 

Regards",5.227696283534336,6.598140920502093,5.543987201575191,80.3552522766429,68.6652719665272,8.803445729756337,28.28476495200591,9.168548406835145,2.3688988924440064,996,34,182,19,17,317,147,239,0.027999999999999997,0.888,0.085,0.8964,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,7,3,0,4,7,8,0,0,8,0,21,2,1,7,2,55,34,24,0,9,10,2,0,2,0,5,1,5,0,4,8,23,0,0,6,2,1,5,4,0,0,3,5,5,26,8,30,22,4,29,0,0,0,0,46,11,0,6,13,127,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744297327878492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371434534947308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756744612683942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734438126056451,0.0,0.0,0.11558680011164588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540147972412922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234888402712798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475104992426095,0.0,0.09686710558027148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472118677101572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633202209468097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855776765727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251720195281706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112729914458965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775693921507086,0.15203288030390252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444130557958406,0.08783203428186892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463167347049472,0.0,0.0,0.1194989343422264,0.0,0.07716870103837037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895073434671386,0.09943648136774516,0.11898138843239472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729550735102707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290049534575132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34576090246602115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420352557834814,0.0,0.0,0.3482619610159982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073314783266059,0.0,0.08562432621389501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604656567422349,0.0,0.07565746455854297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881815908810784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124517239666476,0.1185541190623349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396373718445268,0.06716995406206915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581342322363102,0.11565166569321232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000685708113554
autism,SebiDOTA,2020/01/01,"How could someone with ASD be punished? Say, a court would threaten one with jailtime, how *could* that be adequate punishment? He is already isolated and felt all kinds of pain that could be imposed on him.",2.530090090090088,5.463300972972974,2.4420270270270272,88.53799549549551,93.32432432432432,5.709909909909912,30.490990990990987,7.1686216300943375,2.405255855855856,164,9,28,3,6,49,30,37,0.342,0.618,0.04,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,1,11,9,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132828797045981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6799961513159006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725817087983061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956307735560175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237317938409287,0.0,0.3020820664654251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257630323894215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405415368265585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166937416451594,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sage010101,2020/01/01,"Wish all of you a great 2020! I have a query - do you use headphones for your toddlers on the spectrum ? If yes, what do you play (white noise / music) ? How long do you play ? Which model do you use? First of all, here is wishing you and all your beautiful kids and loved ones a very happy 2020! 

Our 2 y 3 mo old is always mumbling something to himself, and his therapist said we should get him some headphones so he does not self-stimulate in this manner. 

Has anyone of you got a similar advice? If yes, what do you play (as mentioned in the title) 

Which model or headphones are you using? What are the things we should look for?",2.0828763440860207,4.238878846774192,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,79.08064516129029,5.423655913978496,21.623655913978496,6.42735559955562,0.3041849462365596,483,14,100,4,12,152,82,124,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.9868,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,11,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,2,13,1,0,4,3,21,23,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,18,6,10,19,4,6,0,0,2,1,22,3,0,4,3,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853039205659653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778707783204246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259347561368975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659462036610185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612989019383913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990736768257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166417151766176,0.2090673825821125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186431175257832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678162922220018,0.15924116483671685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711481824125032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989844413822839,0.0,0.12849797324837395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038124261473093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782510435472264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598618579897685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220174664635002,0.12598152782239389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913374543462222,0.0,0.15646433883915506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361295280602885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jvcollins0,2020/01/01,Happy New Year!!! It’s now officially 2020 in my area! Here’s to the roaring 2020’s,-1.4216666666666669,0.5007779444444438,1.8277777777777795,92.645,102.88888888888887,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.08068888888888859,65,2,15,1,3,23,15,18,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6758779714217958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132040901622019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088639279211412
autism,TheRadDad69,2020/01/01,"Need Transportation for 9 yo Autistic son from school to therapy clinic Mon-Thur afternoons [Maryland-PG/AA Counties] Hi, thanks for reading. I need to find a professional transportation company that I can hire to drive my 9 yo son with Autism from his school to his therapy clinic Mondays through Thursdays. His school is in Prince George’s County and his therapy is in Anne Arundel County so his School District says they won’t allow a school bus to cross county lines.

His mother is in military so her schedule is unpredictable and I just started a new job that hours prevent me from taking him anymore.

Thanks for your consideration.",6.304912280701758,8.580575807017546,5.807894736842107,75.9835964912281,67.24561403508773,8.926315789473685,33.719298245614034,9.444778638647367,3.459708771929825,518,24,83,11,9,159,74,114,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,15,2,16,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,7,47,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973362960085545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877884059855582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875681757031233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398201985223794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894917126863988,0.0,0.13608082279409373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409368088263694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204828531072132,0.0,0.7129849300991825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997288106525748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593827203421816,0.0,0.0,0.2594411477606199,0.4833897588391015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,condemnednick,2020/01/01,"Looking for something for my son to chew on Hello, my son is two years old and has been chewing on his nails though out  the day and also completely destroyed his drinking straws. I was looking into sensory necklaces he could wear but some of the reviews state that they rip easily. Is there a brand that someone can recommend or an alternative? Much appreciated. Thank you",5.016078431372552,7.529072764705883,5.31529411764706,77.14049019607846,71.35294117647058,8.062745098039215,31.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,2.9931686274509817,300,14,50,6,6,95,58,68,0.028999999999999998,0.789,0.182,0.9153,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,0,0,8,10,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,1,8,7,2,8,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,3,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434359430464068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941354215094632,0.0,0.0,0.2239842265488495,0.0,0.0,0.18092175091813126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748173230073123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711571888209752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206225371546688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437410269173075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376962427274335,0.21596941022841312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582787713352369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562403642601924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740417559647081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806552264692508
autism,Wofbrand,2020/01/01,"Suggestion: allow us to report posts directly to the mods. As of right now there are only three report options for post in the sub. You can report for spam or read it rule-breaking. But not to the mods. 

the mods I think should add report options for each rule of the sub so that way if a new submission breaks a rule we can report it and the mods can remove it. Otherwise there's no way for us to report things to the mods and post that break the rules will only be removed if a mod sees it...",2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,74.88235294117645,6.668627450980392,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.3399372549019599,384,8,84,4,8,124,59,102,0.047,0.934,0.019,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,9,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,13,6,1,13,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,2,57,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012697946176412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169885291587083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987562127925944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845202126291307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779687263311905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606433320537084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384487942508998,0.13353150278050582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013485590775236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308294965109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gatorskins24,2020/01/01,New to this sub How does it not even have an icon of representation?,0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,93.28571428571428,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.4324571428571429,54,1,13,1,2,18,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989329869451673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520472436443086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610087493086026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ConstantLeadership8,2020/01/01,"Question regarding the rules of this sub. People asking for diagnosis. Something I wanted cleared up that I didn't understand. One of the rules of the sub is

""We can't diagnose you. Post will be removed.""

Yet most of the posts on here are people saying, ""I think I have autism"" or ""I suspect (person I even vaguely know) had autism. If the rule isn't going to be enforced why even have it?

It kinda goes along with something that has confused me about many NT's for a long time. Why get so mad at us for not knowing all the rules by heart when most of them only follow the rules when it it's convenient? Do some rules matter more than others? Feel free to fill me in.",2.4309452736318384,4.366921074626866,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,77.05970149253731,5.959203980099503,22.360696517412933,6.816661863887847,0.530424875621891,520,15,108,5,12,166,93,134,0.069,0.888,0.044000000000000004,-0.6549,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,1,0,8,3,1,1,8,0,13,2,1,0,2,22,23,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,2,2,12,2,19,18,5,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,8,5,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840259073153408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369093112430705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520860816750606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649062625564883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970208465662604,0.0,0.1084544854346666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261373853422093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975305994891494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888072301296134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934741633157008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931301449073748,0.14513668598118748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645984010941069,0.1666275443670046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36552949372648297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137760306022908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175763259886174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938243037216071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227773565867485,0.0,0.0,0.11127594275860526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866332217541852,0.2295479542400861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125579299132122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443932282814003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ad48hp,2020/01/01,"Is there anyone who consider his imagination at fully awake state more vivid/deep than his dreams, on average ? Lately i've been looking a bit on the definition of pseudohallucination, that sort of imagination that is so vivid in resembles an actual hallucination, but is still affirmed by the actual person to be ""just"" imagined..

Has anyone had them here, believing these are often (or at least sometimes) weirde than his/her dreams, awhile being oddly entertaining and fullfilling ?

Because dreams usually excel at the visual domain, it would be one i'm talking about, on the other hand, i would love to hear from people that hear vivid music or read such texts inside their dreams, as well..",12.432250000000005,10.258701058333337,11.371666666666671,56.28000000000003,55.08333333333334,14.266666666666666,39.0,12.688352899677879,5.02455,557,18,85,14,5,179,90,120,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,12,2,1,0,0,12,17,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,5,4,17,10,3,11,0,0,3,1,10,7,0,4,3,62,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.386680459995624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770655077637741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207744176298394,0.0,0.0,0.22321765483074088,0.0,0.0,0.21629985461701154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44659979947793627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234922539860789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663740768094948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881444710418082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425380110105806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137354083237657,0.17299404307837804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817739553569852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959494848542274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822190697590371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924438991178572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820535342344888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813707231334758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28148289833272433,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pinkcrowberry,2020/01/01,"Is new year's eve hard for anybody else? Too much noise, too many people, lasts too long, and I feel like a burden for not being able to have fun like the others and I haven't saidba word for the whole evening appart from infodumping about typography at one point",6.257820512820516,6.2377896538461535,5.920000000000003,83.49166666666667,65.92307692307692,8.471794871794872,25.025641025641022,7.793537801064563,1.0610179487179483,210,4,43,2,3,65,43,52,0.079,0.769,0.152,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,7,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,27,3,0,0.2874726243975244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401464900026571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898729571956729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453547964812927,0.2053705003093378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575190060822745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343285573440513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808892069549828,0.0,0.0,0.25440422635587856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145212052653363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113254559562804,0.0,0.0,0.2776428519984357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947988901417584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929732157820754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271754549419465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32095291890056604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851229449517879
autism,Squidneyjh,2020/01/01,My brother is autistic Hi my brother is autistic and my mom never told him. He’s high functioning but not Aspergers. He’s 18 now and I always thought oh it’s normal that he doesn’t know right. It’s supposed to be a secret.  I’ve asked him about what he thinks is wrong and he blames himself. He says it’s because he was mentally unstable and he misbehaved as a child. So my question is is it normal to not tell a child they have autism,-0.3234065934065917,1.9390495714285765,1.7274175824175837,94.25508241758243,97.24175824175823,4.797802197802199,21.884615384615387,6.5431188927421005,0.6471846153846159,345,14,73,5,14,114,57,91,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,14,7,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,4,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,24,2,0,1,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356372630552094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287094753346803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913294633942725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584802245755187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445015594798918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654399902474616,0.0,0.0,0.2865245468351092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886848314973256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793991085984875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740577006068014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892496800646293,0.0,0.19455103419405595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138299755568036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675824354867413,0.0,0.1942203145825679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376819379472424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674802299897841,0.0,0.0
autism,blueflamesandsatan,2020/01/01,"Everyone at new years paries Dont be afraid to cover your ears, take a break from fireworks by going inside, wear headphones or just skip altogether. If people wanna start having a go, ignore them. You're allowed to enjoy the new year too! Good luck guys",4.489374999999999,6.600459187500004,4.823333333333334,81.855,71.70833333333334,6.466666666666668,22.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.9043166666666664,203,5,35,2,4,64,45,48,0.048,0.7709999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.784,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33554948677426105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27357845714691564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254295527494708,0.2401405955140888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834887868907793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530338646048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848911499873406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026494565332344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526711401977386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687444388962392
autism,stormassembled,2020/01/02,"4YO still not sleeping My 4yo son was diagnosed with autism at two and a half years old. He has only slept through the night 3 times in his life. All of which were due to benadryl because he was sick. We have seen the neurologist and sleep specialist at Seattle Children's Hospital multiple times, we've been told to try melatonin, clonidine, iron, valerian root, no screen time, special lights, sound machines, weighted blankets, co sleeping, cry it out, hammocks. Nothing has worked. Someone please help. The doctors want to do a sleep study but what is the point if he doesn't sleep. He is non verbal and does not respond to his name or understand instructions. 

His pattern is. Fall asleep while we are reading to him around 7pm or 8pm wake up screaming at 10pm takes 2 hours to go back to sleep, sleeps 30 minutes to an hour and wakes up screaming again or thrashing, and takes and hour or 2 to get back to sleep. Rinse and repeat until the sun is up. He maybe sleeps a total of 3 to 4 hours a night,  and doesnt nap during the day. We thought they were might terrors but he is fully awake when he screams out. 

Any ideas are welcomed, please, we feel insane.

Edit for clarification: should have put in the post, he has also done EEG to rule out seizures, and a recording of his sleep breathing was shown to the sleep specialist, she doesnt believe he has sleep apnea, he has also seen and ENT and nothing of significance was found.",5.537427536231885,6.364197597826087,5.097246376811594,85.82818840579714,67.58695652173913,7.7275362318840575,31.27536231884058,7.594959193182576,1.873697101449276,1131,44,224,11,18,344,168,276,0.09300000000000001,0.863,0.045,-0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,1,1,8,6,0,1,14,0,28,22,17,1,2,42,41,23,0,3,9,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,20,1,0,6,2,0,3,6,4,0,2,14,10,12,2,33,25,2,38,0,0,3,0,28,13,0,6,21,123,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024042960647562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046872143495492985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135888396573589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599990487491953,0.0,0.04201673942346699,0.0,0.0,0.07765616445765766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571213588784381,0.044451662656538785,0.0,0.0,0.06995858825712348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054883204100455,0.060317735669730914,0.07053537896369333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034851130890370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755739624732027,0.0,0.0,0.036011066952811234,0.0,0.039172317708012064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619974339109162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715134824720425,0.0,0.0,0.07780923017250335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868457596997984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924557890210058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311974959154259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936503943037694,0.0,0.13227299386914831,0.0,0.07232639658453999,0.0,0.0,0.05242144067677059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132042240687035,0.0651574877550759,0.0,0.06601219581890043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928981520127453,0.0,0.0,0.06894479933130743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8277110949127622,0.0,0.05840090062597196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504450997947172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036477690636921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471966154270295,0.12057417170517552,0.0,0.0,0.06586188716349868,0.0,0.04679632933915344,0.0,0.06733083019664685,0.07175454977261056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065442727836825,0.0,0.0,0.08393347815724543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017905587662946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438617879497304
autism,boyfrappe,2020/01/02,"What happens after the diagnosis? Hi!

I was first diagnosed with ASD when I was 16. My therapist did the book thing and she was like ""yeah, you're autistic :)""

I'm currently in the process of applying for SSI. My legal aide is asking me about the additional testing. I don't know if there was *supposed* to any additional testing since the next week I had to be hospitalized after a suicide attempt. My autistic uncle is telling me there was supposed to be additional testing and my clinic is saying that there was, but they can't find it or it never existed. (I'm sure that if the psych I had in the residential didn't change my treatment team for me, my therapist might've done the testing that might not exist. So I lost a lot of time :)))))

What happens from here?",2.982133204633204,5.277361750000002,4.478803088803087,81.78067567567571,76.77027027027026,7.4718146718146725,28.814671814671808,8.418075326091056,2.30882664092664,601,27,114,12,14,200,89,148,0.037000000000000005,0.9179999999999999,0.045,-0.2679,1,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,10,1,19,2,0,0,2,17,26,8,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,1,17,2,14,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,5,10,84,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653052882508628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739455871136062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968320183676972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885198132407716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040901771458688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700599697756996,0.15826672938685912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290731957828804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225641626638196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090192341217593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311184422362408,0.15818574472387853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39477096174470394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350474000347355,0.0,0.197882157639278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796629574232956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391482795613745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352482740453484,0.0,0.17536398897489244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262894480557727,0.0,0.0,0.4320714356622216,0.12361326786480872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849595353630877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492500588485946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Steve717,2020/01/02,"Is it normal to find it hard holding on to memories that should be important to you? I find most of mine just get locked away in a vault somewhere, only randomly being remembered, most of my life is just blank For instance, I remember almost nothing about my grandfather even though I spent tons of time with him as a kid, he was basically my father(real one absent of course) and shortly before starting this post I had a revelatory ""Oh yeah, I had a grandfather...!"" memory when talking about my girlfriend's own.


It kinda gets me down, I'm basically a carbon copy of my grandfather in terms of personality and behaviour, a huge amount of what makes me me clearly comes from my interaction with him. But if I think about him, barely anything comes up. EDIT also he passed away when I was like 16-18, so it's not like I was too young to remember.

Another one was a few days ago I remembered my girlfriend had goldfish, who all sadly died one after the other due to some infection. They were treasured pets for like 3 years, didn't care about them as much as she did of course but they were funny little things. I had to bury all of them as well.

I completely forgot about that, happened at the end of 2018 so it's not like a massively long time ago.


Does this happen to lots of people with autism? It just makes me feel like a bad person, like I don't really care about anything, my brain is so quick to file everything away. I picture it like the Memory Warehouse from the Dreamcatchers movie. Everything that isn't immediately useful is just on some dusty shelf somewhere.",4.881881396748945,6.322553738410598,5.6272125225767615,79.1680433473811,69.56291390728478,9.19951836243227,27.965683323299217,9.573946990214177,2.516425165562913,1247,43,235,28,22,406,168,302,0.061,0.826,0.113,0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,0,21,13,0,0,13,1,21,3,1,3,3,42,38,16,1,3,9,0,2,7,2,1,2,0,1,3,16,7,0,2,8,0,1,3,5,2,1,3,14,2,35,11,47,21,13,33,0,1,0,0,19,13,0,9,23,168,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785660823684766,0.0,0.10085747798018646,0.0,0.0,0.08054650386453252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056146935582684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576951261482953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389193196927115,0.0,0.08409778251952303,0.0,0.0,0.08570610631880828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243788578677548,0.0,0.0,0.2053834336237752,0.0,0.0,0.17352435250904685,0.10560399524105248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495667752258975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453243982113973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814157830416232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920886230498191,0.0,0.0,0.06652523469458417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104298289209692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050927536457634544,0.07195506371317117,0.0,0.0,0.1841142392611025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524507401992804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781343992436789,0.0,0.0902261837123258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114218260047063,0.3444501651074825,0.10094884790532427,0.0,0.08913486741652027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562934619534876,0.0,0.0,0.13446402669422447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404148416956319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868514167705444,0.09664446383134204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047533583980066,0.07660281784329766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982722177929201,0.17589128954585792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646282411296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452441690478412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563887882864237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129080375460088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095568088965094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691452081735065,0.0645379150531692,0.09895781773470133,0.0,0.11746238679562432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699055828656754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905602262585498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486098674693701
autism,WH4200,2020/01/02,"Higher chance of sensory overload when nervous? Hi I suffer from mild Asperger’s syndrome, but my bigger problem is anxiety: I easily get stressed out when there’s change or too much (like events) going on at once. Usually I handle noises pretty well, and can have quiet a few whilst being only uncomfortable- I’m worse with fabrics but I can avoid the ones I know I react badly to. However, if I’m ever highly stressed or anxious, it seems like I am much more susceptible to getting overwhelmed by lots of people talking or the sounds of footsteps. Is this a common thing or is it just me?",3.97723214285714,6.284347973214286,5.2137142857142855,77.63128571428574,73.73214285714286,7.337142857142857,28.164285714285718,8.238735603445708,2.3027292857142863,471,19,78,8,10,156,85,112,0.266,0.613,0.122,-0.9584,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,15,10,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,2,9,3,11,14,5,13,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,7,9,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003997159459734,0.22157263685346276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637615128662226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748099772194306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741206517120844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049411057802853,0.0,0.11146598513141154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722357510016595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778867913037228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916397740653069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674388858517747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883582681779588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887352246441346,0.13290370142602906,0.14916675522237352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597280612205806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995361275942095,0.0,0.18767124595299933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855064542103535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493356744375837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764297678748798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030097623827142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160110097673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634566826021514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987463582903586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CommonD,2020/01/02,"My mind is so literal I think it is funny I was scrolling through reddit and I stumbled with the term ""pick up line"". I literally thought of someone picking a line up. Bent over backwards sounds painful. Butterflies in my stomach sounds gruesome. And why would you spill the beans? It would make a mess, and I am not cleaning it. I laugh all the time when I hear people talking because I literally imagine the idioms.",2.042377622377625,4.902923564102566,2.6062237762237785,89.00695804195807,89.0,4.887645687645689,30.16783216783217,6.574015621080383,1.7805999999999995,330,18,60,4,11,102,56,78,0.111,0.851,0.039,-0.6623,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,3,1,15,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,11,1,7,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996554555675985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512274214121521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801411988686128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146554600541133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315941794375194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604362801947805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640414058931623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047479424957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967864906569294,0.0,0.2473978347742789,0.18171280163032152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811958129587925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427432017147873,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sakdxxx,2020/01/02,"I don't like using acronyms Is there anybody else who prefers writing the whole thing instead of using an acronym. Not only writing but speaking acronyms kind of agitates me. For example people while having conversations use short forms for Mcdonalds, Michael Jackson and the one for Jennifer Lopez is awful. It's just my perspective that I wanted to share :)",7.028548387096772,9.600162822580646,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,65.93548387096774,8.185806451612903,39.81935483870968,8.841846274778883,4.0998929032258085,293,17,42,5,5,88,53,62,0.13,0.773,0.09699999999999999,-0.317,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,11,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,6,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383045091494521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970623497324147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936735987281218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933047361948789,0.21695889548535746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977686635893356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895191448200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7391389497753166,0.0,0.0,0.16825824557723573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31849113346539865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sp1cyicecream,2020/01/02,"Can autistics love? I have some dumbass ex telling me I could never love someone because people with autism cant feel love at all, is this true or are they the dumbass they are?",3.3779047619047624,5.350543171428576,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,74.42857142857143,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,1.7888095238095238,141,6,28,2,3,44,29,35,0.146,0.526,0.32799999999999996,0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,8,11,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,10,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253130544436874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390725290039599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514020960436284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8107487107644324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309408447706113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758883059428385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370823097309986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617172498737257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spooniextubie,2020/01/02,"I went outside alone for the first time after 5 months isolation Hi,  23 yo female, depression, autism and social anxiety disorder.

I've been incredibly sick the past few years. Got wheelchair bound, several complications from my type 1 diabetes, not able to walk anymore and it messed with my structure a lot.

I got diagnosed with depression / anxiety disorder 5 years ago and got it under control with exposure therapy, medication and lots of structure. In 2019 things got out of hand physically which made me undergo multiple surgeries, hospital nights and eventually bed-bound for quite a time. 5 months ago it was the last time I went outside by myself. Being isolated for so long (living on my own) felt terrible, yet comfortable. Eventually I got used to being alone and isolated which lead to not being bored anymore, learned to ''entertain'' myself and got some studies done online, also began the first pages of writing for my own book. When I got a bit better again and was able to leave the bed for a couple of hours a day, it was hard to get used to the again new structure. I caught myself eventually on being terribly afraid of going outside. My anxiety got out of control, leading to me hyperventilating, sweating and throwing up out of fear by just trying to open my door. All this time my caregivers went out to get groceries n such for me, the other supplies I constantly ordered online. The fear of going outside made me unable to think healthy and unable to leave my house at all.

Last week, a trusted caregiver of mine came to talk with me. He saw I was doing awfully (mentally speaking) since I didn't bring up any of my interests, hobbies and art anymore. When talking with him, I realized that my anxiety was choking me and telling me lies. We took it step by step and went outside for 10 minutes together. Just sitting in front of my apartment complex, taking some deep breaths of fresh air while talking about my pets. We went inside again after a little while, and I wrote down everything I enjoyed while being outside (even though it was for a short time). 

Today, after one of my rabbits got surgery, I realized that I had to go to the store to buy some blankets and veggies so my rabbit could recover a bit more easier. I had two choices: calling my caregivers to fix the job, or getting my handbike and wheelchair and go myself. After writing a grocery shopping list, doing my breathing-exercises, and seeing my poor bunbun in pain, I went. I went outside, and I enjoyed every single moment. Although I was a bit anxious and tensed, I got everything from my shopping list. I went to the store, had contact with other humans and now my bunbun is warm, eating her veggies and cuddling up to me.

Sorry for the long post, I just feel really proud after a terribly long time of being numb. I feel proud that I didn't let my demons win, and that I am able to be proud of myself again :)",7.950178160919537,7.664947909259263,8.03910600255428,70.59166666666668,62.5,10.855683269476373,38.250319284802046,10.324001499409627,4.083120051085569,2301,106,388,46,29,749,256,540,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.9607,1,3,0,0,1,0,69.0,2,0,0,12,18,24,0,3,24,1,27,11,3,8,2,71,69,34,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,6,1,3,1,16,37,1,3,8,5,6,23,4,12,0,4,41,9,64,12,76,19,16,92,1,2,2,1,18,21,0,6,45,270,80,6,0.17716240953608678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469585779041553,0.0,0.0,0.12232455126146775,0.0,0.047225571632997655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040158837880808165,0.0,0.18070501117368984,0.06671436516692635,0.17569750530026507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222858476138887,0.19341546655162348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030087602706492,0.0675421999682877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381654220315729,0.13246847114678126,0.047149922726032835,0.06534227882293203,0.0,0.03808503262343794,0.0,0.10172648248987322,0.059938705479901426,0.0,0.0,0.13536231330647486,0.0,0.0,0.06043288481007271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060427124533148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900470021336908,0.0,0.04975565699540728,0.0,0.10614810012861524,0.0,0.0,0.1329046432065345,0.059719091597497935,0.0,0.056701231976823925,0.0,0.0,0.10046283669862437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256004687380663,0.0,0.134247306731584,0.0,0.4723098766670677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290090690025232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815642891441935,0.06814054477474088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586021182854407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962740062158181,0.0,0.12505960764411925,0.0,0.06038685562370968,0.0,0.0,0.05918775886337033,0.05214588446205693,0.15678315746353064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041143013324176,0.0,0.11175690367393462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059490829725608735,0.05951267992298346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427289670915087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057034853032934076,0.0,0.05541830667962097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040016611233616266,0.0,0.0628377648750027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637385541556007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056557538707447626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281134329788819,0.0,0.0,0.03783159201719342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705850103525843,0.0,0.0,0.06671436516692635,0.0,0.04885019197135872,0.0,0.0,0.060198255311241324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610627099184954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440136127907708,0.14239643399230606,0.0516159182279433,0.0,0.06753355172053485,0.0,0.03923294425618142,0.03783950617538636,0.05802038928884039,0.0,0.20660965140569967,0.0,0.05597641639446275,0.0,0.06561131854834051,0.0400938822763391,0.0,0.057687310470607364,0.0,0.0,0.10200762651762292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473696662193469,0.0,0.0,0.4379502094778187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605785549565422
autism,https-wham,2020/01/02,"Sheldon Cooper as ""Autism Mascot"" Hello, 
i apologize if this is the wrong place to ask this, but im writing a research paper for my school regarding the (mis)representation of mental illness and the stigma that follows it and i thought i could get some real and personal views and answers to this topic.

We have to get a few specific examples and i was thinking about including the role of Sheldon Cooper from the Big Bang Theory, mainly because he is widely recognized as some sort of ""autism mascot"".

So my question is, how do you feel about how autism is represented in the show? Are you able to identify with Sheldon Cooper? Or is it just harmful represantation, reinforcing the already existing stigma surrounding autism? And if yes, how could it be improved?

Again, i apologize for any grammar errors and bad wording, english isnt my native language",7.4579605263157855,8.828043611842109,7.727473684210532,66.7333157894737,63.53947368421053,10.290526315789474,37.56842105263158,10.355215969177356,4.410124210526316,687,34,102,16,10,224,98,152,0.09,0.8440000000000001,0.066,-0.7105,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,9,1,13,1,0,3,0,30,20,17,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,11,0,16,15,4,7,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,7,1,77,18,3,0.2333315027841721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574871154777077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867342317140198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181334576656179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482205856140133,0.14223671839252175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725924372319588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179794186348952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438121596042023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203806289381153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351432746512963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373606821552304,0.24378175833063176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613846835412918,0.0,0.0,0.2655823329353025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614393779199186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950940547095162,0.0,0.18523914982885456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551113693015366,0.0,0.0
autism,alexzavalny,2020/01/02,"Anyone with infantile autism (F84.0)? Guys, I really am afraid to offend anyone with this post. I really don't want to.

I know there are a lot of autistic people here, most of them are F84.5 (Aspies). Is here anyone who had F84.0 diagnosis, which is infantile autism?",2.6468027210884344,5.535631265306122,3.7296938775510218,82.86828231292519,83.28571428571429,7.348299319727893,16.329931972789115,8.344100000000001,1.0545482993197282,208,4,37,5,6,67,35,49,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.4697,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6703222052385942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164103262650703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561942386251836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716747795981984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215396465081747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060459719092409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094310541929999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848219718301468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gameperson700,2020/01/02,"Does anyone else with executive dysfunction have the issue where even if something is right in front of you, you can’t find it? Like it doesn’t even matter if something like a medicine cabinet is organized. It just happens... I’ve had people get mad at me and tell me that I’m just not looking hard enough...",5.224,6.1381047333333365,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,68.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.2525,244,9,48,4,4,77,47,60,0.096,0.785,0.11900000000000001,-0.1541,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702326966768805,0.25940393017007074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155192346417807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149214708262815,0.0,0.0,0.26159364490033066,0.0,0.33443453110471444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313939949241577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132271562597738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387855735565598,0.0,0.2267917699331021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424507642972744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473734322354189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260014140678005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551711227561873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620691933098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898072935616042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128288790417114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FlygirlAdventures,2020/01/02,"I think my husband is in denial about the possibility his youngest daughter has Autism. My youngest step daughter is 8 years old. I've been married to her dad for 3 years and I have thought she has some mild or high functioning Autism since she was 4. I haven't brought it up before because my husband is very defensive of his children. But my oldest step daughter said something the other day about getting her tested so I used that opportunity to agree. My husband refused and said, ""She's just a little weird. She'll grow out of it."" 

A few things she does. She is very sensitive about how her clothes fit, ie if the collar is too high, she won't wear jeans, can't wear certain socks, freaked out when I bought her a down jacket and a feather poked her, ect. 

She thinks she is a wolf and can speak to snakes. She doesn't understand when to not act like a wolf  (school, Walmart, restuarants, everywhere). Howls, runs on all fours, doesn't play with toys you have to act out (barbie, figures, baby doll) unless it is her wolf stuffed animals, which she calls her pack. 

She whines about EVERYTHING, but if you ask her what's wrong she literally can not speak. 

She doesn't have any friends and only barely plays with my kids well before getting mad and not wanting to play. 

She is very smart and seems to enjoy science a lot. She got accepted into gifted at school. 

She doesn't like affection at all, no hugs no kisses. 

Advice please- I don't know how to parent her. So many things and behaviors she does I would consider unacceptable and I don't know if its the way her brain is or lack of discipline, like the not talking after whining.",3.8478888619267164,5.718496823343848,4.017365930599372,87.97589602038342,72.8801261829653,7.022033487017715,27.018806115020624,7.748469712250963,1.4628598398446977,1291,47,258,17,26,399,175,317,0.138,0.7559999999999999,0.107,-0.8218,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,1,13,22,2,0,12,0,29,5,3,4,3,53,46,23,0,6,13,8,0,3,1,3,0,4,0,2,10,15,0,3,10,4,1,7,15,7,1,1,8,4,46,15,30,35,6,30,0,2,0,2,51,14,0,8,11,164,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827070937830454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926475038752849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271512305281446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001796967305859,0.0,0.223393816676663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465352325744983,0.13403631506173772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465511229986948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297418985763763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797258289960927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141506918781057,0.0,0.13716116494823255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049846695548893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773775115271241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427970163880438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238845151002035,0.13156208694626834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111596870326545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308218037345976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774061214352512,0.0,0.0,0.0998330024616115,0.0,0.0,0.1457543285374449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408963114715975,0.0,0.14798164599980562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497262861796274,0.0,0.0,0.2656945220090188,0.0,0.11949879178686415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858382420448744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105426563385447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550589282591376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441336257738227,0.16821871606735012,0.0,0.10420980489977157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665156950284255,0.0,0.11337087673883404,0.0,0.3249222953406637,0.07742354056200608,0.10419210444999016,0.0,0.0,0.11802306423620584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324694113328394,0.1435177501472508,0.0,0.16906080564335438
autism,thetwicenamed,2020/01/02,"Found a good new toothpaste; GC Tooth Mousse Plus If you’d like me and have trouble with toothpaste because of the way mint burns I’d recommend trying this. 
I’ve tried tones of mint-free ones that still burned and the ones that didn’t didn’t have fluoride. 

If you try this brand look that it is the plus version as that means it has fluoride in it.",2.9949765258215955,4.804192464788733,2.819366197183101,95.92557511737093,75.05633802816901,6.423474178403758,23.10093896713615,7.1686216300943375,0.5270544600938969,279,8,62,3,6,83,49,71,0.038,0.85,0.11199999999999999,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,9,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,3,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177644809815432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30896797372857104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363519168725925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766826372677562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366324634868995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30695170438475844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215434715439674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818961258417702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250377002432536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739503360954467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236716289530805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NlLarsD,2020/01/02,What's your experience with medication? I had medication for a week and I absolutely hated it it changed my personality and I felt trapped I honestly wished I never agreed to try it I was against it for 2 years and I finally agreed to try it and I regret that decision massively. So I wonder what's your experience with medication?,2.1061904761904766,4.9851412063492075,5.308253968253972,69.47285714285718,89.31746031746029,9.784126984126983,29.222222222222207,9.444778638647367,4.0647650793650785,268,14,48,11,9,97,37,63,0.23800000000000002,0.713,0.049,-0.8929,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,12,6,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,12,1,7,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,36,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623199921578176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998920582191981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625959550708494,0.2239142493139797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180632432910914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177456346857405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764872547272807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847741636964093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775533738342508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639603092806626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350541538678064,0.0,0.2216670806389097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162927360039298
autism,Domak042,2020/01/02,"What the heck has happened to me recently? I’m a 15M in the UK. 

About a couple of months ago I started to notice that I was stammering more than normal. It’s normally when I’m nervous or flustered but it started happening more. Another thing I noticed is that I was finding it harder to actually get the words out of my mouth at all. Again, this is something that only ever happens when I’m nervous or flustered. Over the last couple of months I’ve got worse and worse. 

Now I’m sort of semi-mute. Sometimes I can talk fine, or as fine as before, awkward and a little mumbling. Sometimes I talk but stammer. But quite a lot of the time now, I will try and speak and my voice just won’t work. I’m left just moving my mouth like a goldfish and not making a sound. 

Does anyone know what caused this sudden issue with speaking? It only started a couple of months ago and snowballed since",2.9464232209737844,4.7297968258426994,4.1526067415730346,86.42628838951313,75.12359550561797,6.0949812734082425,26.473408239700376,6.742157984588678,1.1757920599250942,697,26,135,6,15,228,105,178,0.131,0.8240000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9179,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,12,0,8,2,2,2,2,28,23,16,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,4,11,3,18,18,4,25,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,5,19,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.11420192147329225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747556801572656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227134976932046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818283224369663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958175066089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021944014639425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884659823324229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241152060850203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585803930505908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696098011394847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611420187515873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359755200354113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046099440618363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214626561278193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431523256894643,0.09539300095693487,0.0,0.0,0.12715067985360726,0.0,0.0,0.05717370663556804,0.1172922611163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949256322953087,0.0,0.0,0.07811673960147053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802306109240777,0.12438167161829915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932413090531975,0.0,0.2664730822227441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780093165828355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244731110054782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555050040213764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680632587417204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009345767287658,0.2314863045555267,0.0,0.24849791976891145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812448202812104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774784567671549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823965418756207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945396479669181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851973861081702,0.0,0.23852196337668424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ghostybun21,2020/01/02,"Does anyone else have this stim? Recently I realized a stim I've had for as long as I can remember. I count the pieces of food i put in my mouth. They have to be even, with the highest numbers I can have being 6 to 8, and if I can't count the individual bits I distribute each bite evenly in my mouth. It's rare for me not to do this, and if I cannot, I feel far less satisfied by my meal. I'm not sure when or why I started this but at this point it's instinctive. Anyone else experience something similar?",2.407637614678901,3.281425853211012,4.663199541284404,85.89736811926608,74.87155963302752,8.752752293577982,25.551605504587158,9.188382445141503,1.7876871559633027,394,13,92,9,8,138,71,109,0.016,0.961,0.023,0.1612,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,11,4,2,0,1,14,14,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,15,1,13,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911818159719291,0.4266880145134039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273201921458393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221302636505465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478789402485127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750521281004401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367721536621594,0.0,0.0,0.10528130675445403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177810313368465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426642974970514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968333675389333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093166592530996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559021339755426,0.0,0.2358704708740801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029643423636405,0.0,0.0,0.14737781367263755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962430562082672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878844117706624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,allisgoodmayne,2020/01/02,"I'm annoying when I'm happy (21f) Why is it that I get really obnoxious when I'm in a good mood? I get extremely talkative and don't seem to pick up on signals that I'm being too much.  Sometimes when I'm talking I do realize I've gotten really annoying and it makes me sad, because I battle a lot with depression and want to be happy of course, but I also don't want to annoy the hell out of everyone around me. Can anyone relate? What do you think/do about it?",1.9799242424242431,3.3083659191919215,4.969583333333336,81.47437500000005,76.67676767676767,8.990404040404039,24.49621212121212,9.516144504307137,2.210463636363636,362,12,76,10,8,132,63,99,0.187,0.691,0.122,-0.8238,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,11,5,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,14,20,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,3,12,17,2,8,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,2,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495293779293487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171495923574614,0.0,0.0,0.20588645907258035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098492577706648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919940762238836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099604587825952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416664249134701,0.0,0.0,0.19398501847301775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923994758434365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966242900716612,0.0,0.0,0.15437986486906574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700159455553952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963252256357929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054681041466852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287398616393924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589250052057726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819360761070313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27282752022155604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869242736952984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Masterlet,2020/01/02,What do you think is the worst aspect of Autism? I think it's quietness because I used to be very quiet most of the time!,2.279615384615384,3.4073223461538475,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,75.53846153846153,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.4706307692307692,95,2,22,0,2,30,22,26,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135128237342835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6590860139880221,0.0,0.0,0.29989276940100673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441905217146541,0.0,0.4243517913234192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hebeach89,2020/01/02,"i forgot to tell her im autistic I hate my brain. 

I have been seeing a girl casually for a few months and i am starting to have the ""hebeach89 does stupid things in order to show im interested"".

For example she mentioned she was excited to play pokemon on her new switch, she just wished she had someone to play/trade/battle with.  So i bought a switch and the game so i could do that with her. Now in fairness i was already looking at buying it before she mentioned anything, because of that sweet sweet collecting action. Anyways her having it gave me the push to go out and buy one. 

We went out ice skating and got dinner afterwards, now i know ice skating is super important to her, so i dont know how to read that. The point being that i think its important to support people in their hobbies.  if my friends like things like she like ice skating then i want to show that i support them. 

So anyways we are ice skating and she is showing me some cool spins and jumps and she has this smirky smile on her face that was just amazing. We go to dinner afterwards, and this is where everything went horribly wrong. So the entire time we are having dinner we are laughing and telling stories and generally having a good time. But i couldn't look anywhere near her, the resturant had just so much going on that it was overwhelming, and when i would try to look at her it was like trying to look at the sun.  So dinner was fine but i realized the one thing i have never mentioned, i have never told her im autistic. And while im certain she has an inkling im just terrified that if i confirm it then things will end. 

So dealing with this stress i did what i always did and bought a birthday present for her. Because a previous (and rather abusive) relationship has engrained in my mind that buying people stuff is how you get them to like you. So now i am the proud owner of a rather large character rug.  I honestly wish it wasn't weird to be all ""hey i like you, i would like to move this into a more exclusive direction."" but instead i say things like ""did you know that cows cant walk up stairs?"" 

Im nearly to the point where i just want to be all ""hey, im really bad at reading social cues, i like you, im not the best at expressing that so im just being blunt and saying it""   


Yay stressed out rant",2.5578749407364465,4.476286438444922,3.6214897539904136,89.21180371911711,76.62419006479482,6.5041142074487714,25.331559816678077,7.407850130929222,1.1679098035084028,1803,65,372,23,41,581,208,463,0.07200000000000001,0.764,0.16399999999999998,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,5,5,3,3,30,37,2,3,20,2,44,6,2,2,5,65,73,36,0,12,14,0,0,9,1,3,0,2,1,1,30,27,4,1,5,8,5,10,7,8,0,2,21,10,64,29,45,43,7,53,0,1,5,0,51,24,0,3,27,267,94,2,0.0,0.08038821697330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487142571799321,0.0,0.05645457198945988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583272817241425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056649845405834835,0.08271843719822013,0.0,0.05773324251646475,0.0,0.07120178663032274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757402711076367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054170724106996776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994781419066103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059373822176558864,0.0,0.07951678841685775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009276471985976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097697635646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052418825832752494,0.0,0.03544752902117533,0.0,0.11567792789375204,0.05690728097175785,0.054263859923178566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698537971942803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595826809487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186166827042407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983218414985461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278993166608797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850665428638579,0.0,0.054155243350793324,0.07211117664114579,0.04987573401059173,0.0,0.10465638054883623,0.06552755783042488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195047124165524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407385546693893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282756737628194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573176148088795,0.0,0.04346485879944683,0.0,0.0,0.07284284550987702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079101425864822,0.0,0.0,0.05406568938155065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916200264284472,0.05748698372404956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802282403365746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543821039934927,0.0,0.07766917829539953,0.0,0.15398512387296168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860344637686672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225374388369184,0.04347395140565321,0.0,0.0,0.0791248693320509,0.0,0.0,0.0648312131289195,0.0,0.0921280252266796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003645060989899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579066199150746,0.0,0.0,0.15604259979272356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639386347310264,0.07418061249798415,0.0,0.0
autism,jjusedtobeonice,2020/01/02,"should i talk to my therapist about possibly being on the spectrum ? i've been worried about it for a while now, and lots of people i talk to with loved ones on the spectrum all day i remind them of them, or that they think i'm autistic. idk if it's just bad social anxiety or what, and i'm terrified about annoying my therapist with it or seeming dumb for bringing it up. any tips or ideas ?

also- i talked to a friend (kind of) about it and she said that i probably wouldn't be aware of it if i was on the spectrum and that makes me more worried i'm sub-concisely making it up for attention 

(sorry for any spelling errors)",3.000468750000003,4.396494359375001,4.428562500000002,86.11018750000002,74.15625,7.932500000000001,26.8625,8.548686976883017,1.843831875,490,18,102,9,10,163,76,128,0.162,0.784,0.054000000000000006,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,6,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,23,16,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,13,3,22,9,3,9,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,8,3,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795202325040098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346183538060725,0.0,0.1319656969778138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403429935273626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125132262644244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327677767918444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947369176294005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963719955876029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466574089562558,0.15569231366782052,0.0,0.2302965820597489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689371440969215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959310535201842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447323846904585,0.0,0.0,0.18598934686688826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409156445071454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704188769437133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584691575289269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310499624514707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159584626214485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005827285438426,0.0,0.11053410800946717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503739883822992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BlueEdibleCrayon,2020/01/02,Can you take criticism? Personally i have a hard time accepting criticism but i try my best to. I probably oftrn misunderstand people and think they are trying to make fun of me. I'm not sure if it's an autistic trait or if it's just me so that's why i'm asking.,0.06428571428571317,2.3402325714285723,3.1228571428571428,86.92214285714287,89.35714285714286,7.485714285714287,20.5,8.418075326091056,1.470992857142857,208,7,46,6,7,74,44,56,0.175,0.631,0.195,0.6436,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,9,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28862886026399825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400205232464885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27656909133023144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060853742744819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404043131412107,0.2695785863985014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328723667308682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909824221991568,0.0,0.2321329607058419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978271914892516,0.0,0.0,0.18002792673313536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192264079697843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785885130756945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Iron_physik,2020/01/02,"Do you also turn ""non verbal"" in specific situations? I wondered if anyone else has this.

When I am in specific situations (for example when something stresses me or I need help with something) it becomes really hard for me to speak and I rather take my phone and text message the person.

It's not that I don't want to talk, it's just that I have no idea how to say what I want to say, and finding words gets really difficult for me in that moment.
However when I can use text it comes back.",3.0741666666666667,4.674391909090911,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,74.35353535353536,8.586363636363638,26.516414141414145,9.188382445141503,2.2109686868686875,385,14,78,9,8,131,65,99,0.10099999999999999,0.846,0.053,-0.6866,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,19,15,10,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,13,0,11,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,5,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852152158320978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986088296336998,0.19029375900293025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280847068445904,0.0,0.0,0.2051149505456017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998274059001874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514659180980034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974620652799693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703188706282387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637010234657215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448529472703918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965711580934485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771023646107472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216496497799515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379560655813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538659132290584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175177903960379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859551708794997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212743501355303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963955351948695,0.14927601236122898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020118037249494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040385938815438,0.0,0.0,0.21908686023925006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201407186969442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tearsintherainscoob1,2020/01/02,"r/depression won’t help, but I’m autistic too so let’s give this a shot. Holy fuck I wanna die. My social life is consistently on the brink of destruction, and I honestly think dying now would be best. May as well die while I’m ahead, ya know? I can’t even put this shit into words. I don’t know if y’all are depressed as well, but if you could, maybe just give me some words of encouragement.",1.1788253012048209,3.0957745180722926,2.8152861445783164,93.3573870481928,80.92771084337348,6.559638554216868,18.808734939759034,7.645422480735847,0.28259156626506066,307,7,72,5,8,101,65,83,0.282,0.53,0.18899999999999997,-0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,3,0,2,7,9,3,0,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,17,18,9,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,9,5,8,12,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,3,2,4,3,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889866624888888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437821273606615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102115383369519,0.0,0.5606951383452429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894354114490666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648441682014975,0.0,0.3455052602209152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207062631568054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979385101353025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414771571628089,0.12719839564829713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091821416943135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810337905336543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848532613372608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835725853113987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115390320526867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238336263683347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279262459857512,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autism-class,2020/01/02,"TW: drug use Any other people with high functioning autism have problems with addiction? I wouldn’t really call myself an addict but, I use weed daily (experiment w other things from time to time) and I think it stems from the routine and comfort of it, how it makes things easier at places like parties or in groups, and how being part of “drug culture” helps to open conversations with my peers. It’s tough to kick the habit because being high is now a predictable part of my day when life can make things so unpredictable.

Does anyone else suffer from these types of issues have any advice, or wise words on how to balance things out? Or just if you’re going through this type of stuff yourself, I see you and I feel you",5.861666666666667,6.7689699492753626,5.439275362318841,83.37601449275364,66.89855072463769,8.162318840579712,26.20289855072464,8.167268648758528,1.4972115942028994,575,15,109,7,9,176,97,138,0.055999999999999994,0.799,0.145,0.9361,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,7,0,27,15,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,3,20,12,2,14,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,4,6,72,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108990522624184,0.0,0.13934211941366653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393889015217256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997056935223274,0.14610536122497822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692454839817346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560537093481965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196193600423727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247857878891814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33072970566042603,0.0,0.1191197701804087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948520751544966,0.0,0.0,0.07210028325327633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103998723368233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557837865303752,0.3013187540725913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883206402607446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071901909131704,0.06966468212436623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036645175434028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088328360275332,0.0,0.0988573730297054,0.0,0.14898135650264654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644409420712508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134996623010637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362970076587313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323708417281582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789349527010146,0.0913690761338962,0.0,0.0,0.1662965057541247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631247961659145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Thoughtfulkiwi,2020/01/02,"Autism and a high pain tolerance My 9 yr old had a ruptured ear drum this morning, his ear was filled with blood, and yet he was still playing nerf with his brothers. I never thought about his pain tolerance until a person asked me if he was autistic, because they usually have a high pain tolerance. I was really intrigued and researched what little there is, so I wanted to ask here, if anyone else has a high pain tolerance? He is verbal, so it's not a communication issue.",7.182857142857145,6.932903989010995,7.457450549450552,74.01254945054949,64.05494505494505,10.356923076923078,34.683516483516485,9.888512548439397,3.350897142857142,377,15,68,7,5,123,62,91,0.139,0.7490000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,9,7,3,0,1,11,13,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,2,9,1,5,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,6,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781757025843522,0.15799223186267286,0.0,0.0,0.2883052693758527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399657404723956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881114143916822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887502627439842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094077432243947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545451040307755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892561751621725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618029762759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563025258034388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463817668561115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878203595178474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231412867627152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224145611633506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982533274086184,0.0,0.09094891551449036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,imagodknow,2020/01/02,Doing it for attention Who else hates it when someone else or a teacher tells you off for what you're doing is for attention saying that gives me attention that makes me go weirder,7.102,7.2038684857142865,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,64.14285714285714,10.428571428571429,34.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,3.5038571428571434,147,6,26,3,2,47,25,35,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6072741074465289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34867872066509464,0.20657144418713186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35885670360835625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262264966972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890502242182659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079715240252101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31769351746354674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MinnieMillr,2020/01/03,"Affordable weighted blankets Help, I'm so tired of needing someone around to squeeze me when I'm dealing with chest pain or panic attacks. Is there anyway to get a weighted blanket as a poor person who isn't co-ordinated enough to make one? My boyfriend is sleeping next to me and I can't sleep because someone in my apartment building is making a roast and it's all I can smell. I'm so beyond frustrated and the only relief I get in these moments is from pressure, I realize I can't wake my boyfriend up just to get him to lay on-top of me, so what do I even do. After googling the cheapest weighted blanket I could find was 70 dollars Canadian which is more than what I spend on groceries every week.",6.1222872340425525,5.914785865248227,6.431267730496455,80.34562500000001,66.23404255319149,8.468439716312059,38.19237588652482,7.645422480735847,2.9441695035460995,561,29,107,5,8,181,93,141,0.155,0.8029999999999999,0.042,-0.9420000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,2,5,0,13,9,4,2,1,14,22,9,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,2,0,3,0,3,5,0,1,1,5,15,1,19,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062592817452696,0.0,0.17971257689640066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629645453772916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612541648350986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285913364353188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632242358840756,0.0,0.10433705454430006,0.0,0.1330957210135902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438083166756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475968948989689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588331103651144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089110849215345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117132034206064,0.0,0.0,0.16800185563841954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704390307116862,0.12014256575353205,0.16809018567864412,0.18534262050169234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793246393993924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161662269027473,0.0,0.26769329316164736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156216192496424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671322740686636,0.5770911646976922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,concrete_redditor,2020/01/03,"r/autismspectrum_memes    
r/autismspectrum_memes is a subreddit created by me to help people on the spectrum feel welcomed and share memes about ASD. I tried finding a community like this, but the only one (r//autismmemes) was not... well, what I expected. This subreddit was made to help people on the autism spectrum feel welcomed and also post memes relating to being autistic.",6.244700460829492,9.878606419354842,5.183640552995391,73.67403225806453,73.51612903225806,8.704147465437789,33.05069124423963,9.23628265651192,4.025430414746545,306,15,42,8,7,91,43,62,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,3,5,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459116533774416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109675551852589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105401733621443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41222826592647854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023142008244442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909686850629688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083733598291702,0.23387142439972666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426370524718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945048068997671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877572340502787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764839428279812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,asics_stew,2020/01/03,"My 4 year old has autism, and I feel like I'm failing him... My son was diagnosed when he was 2. He is now 4. He's nonverbal (more like non-comunicitave, he's not quiet). 
I'm I wrong to push him out of his comfort zones and not give him what he is having a meltdown for?
He has such a hard time with transition. I'm worried about him going back to school after the holiday break. I feel as tho he's regressed on any improvement with transitions, due to not having been to school or therapy for the last 3 weeks.
I can't get him potty trained either. 
It's the hardest guessing game I've ever delt with.  
Anyone have any advice?",1.6310512820512848,3.494888900000003,3.61192307692308,88.46224358974361,79.23076923076924,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.0822564102564098,487,16,105,8,12,165,86,130,0.055,0.8170000000000001,0.128,0.8487,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,1,15,20,6,0,0,5,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,4,12,3,15,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,16,2,0,2,13,59,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057880602527597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864195562685999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725081943962084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619322451175482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137464420387528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904925161327728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296328054718866,0.15044696333472185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002562554425108,0.20201903099271165,0.1196842838755632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319908248878223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886490630723384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166058329661585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057692227278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098087340770586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262606839006696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408302996023957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227978858436854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892419570762726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386639334164556,0.0,0.0,0.2302492872908233,0.0,0.13561434027587568
autism,lillypapyrus2007,2020/01/03,"Does anybody hate it when other people say ""because I said so"" I just had a meltdown today because I wasn't told why I couldn't sit next to my friends on the school bus",13.970833333333333,5.100109972222224,12.544444444444444,69.24500000000002,60.38888888888889,14.4,49.88888888888889,3.1291,4.3114222222222205,133,5,29,0,1,43,31,36,0.109,0.799,0.092,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,5,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740661607274428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684980333474816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370464142366575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029187284628185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32630385737165096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270859998853667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918536720114622,0.24399356484544946,0.0,0.31051565723395763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908270838913048,0.2931772384954985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685504194416954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kaneki15s,2020/01/03,"Professional basketball As far as I know there has never been an NBA player with autism, I it possible to make the NBA and have a good career like anyone else even with autism?",6.6026470588235275,6.842855735294122,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,65.17647058823529,10.329411764705883,25.823529411764717,10.125756701596842,2.2223999999999995,141,3,27,3,2,45,29,34,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801739574676326,0.4105574698447232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347276995431198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465403748709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33608239195600365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021046866961705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575842659514275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26746577990123016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090392486487496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517213059075827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NEPFU,2020/01/03,Some help So I me and my little brother have autism I’m never picky whatsoever but with my little brother he has anger issues and he is very pick if I make him food anything he will say no it’s gotta be perfect nothing touching the food and you gotta wear gloves and stuff I don’t know if this is just him being picky or something mental if anyone know what I can do to help the anger or picky ness would help I’m scared that once he hits middle school in a year he will end up trying to fight others  or have meltdowns,3.0745270270270275,3.9970345045045046,3.8536824324324317,92.14646959459463,73.32432432432431,5.910360360360361,21.98310810810811,5.148860815047168,-0.03942432432432463,414,9,92,1,8,132,75,111,0.161,0.727,0.11199999999999999,-0.7992,0,0,1,0,1,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,3,1,3,0,13,3,1,2,2,21,21,12,0,4,8,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,10,1,5,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,7,3,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008394283195662,0.0,0.15309559701160244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477678938515816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499221665344397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37409736311262803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417809579745296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448614336845486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729231966461487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418357343649908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748521032102392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348601246673345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785110139341981,0.0,0.0,0.19812721245461976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794698596733713,0.186259138102726,0.18828306235260767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322317564898954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297202572325274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630938416642842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535030137387176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215793459973624,0.0,0.0,0.11980407412859385
autism,lschmitty153,2020/01/03,Mini victory! Completing an impossible task I finally found a therapist after starting to look in April. I think I was only a little awkward on the phone. I actually managed to remember to say “its nice to connect with you.” I go Monday. I am really nervous but I am also hopeful. Has anyone else had a mini victory today?,1.917418032786884,4.70581998360656,5.954241803278693,65.95464139344264,86.8688524590164,8.951639344262295,30.575819672131143,9.188382445141503,4.248096721311475,253,14,37,9,8,96,47,61,0.05,0.8320000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.6996,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,2,8,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,6,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2408840280053188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974009688513778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725989865953716,0.2529207349421313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881112121539795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620639494381587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704054147659636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065158336922085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028707063858067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517167874165136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740242499483744,0.0,0.0,0.2072866975382772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773590079644767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581345160926747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796260068971066,0.0,0.0,0.1963001681213568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471737513300611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286604780620545,0.0,0.1581675969520674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397914407401965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Zonakylez,2020/01/03,"What professions are recommended for high functioning adults? I recently have been confirmed with autism at age 42. I'm realizing that most jobs I've had, while performed adequately, were not good for my stress level, with high levels of social interactions and frequent interruptions. What's your occupation? Does it work for you? I'm looking to get into programming as it seems quite ideal for the autistic skill set. Does anyone have any experience in that field? Thanks in advance for the replies!",6.344883720930233,9.41036831395349,6.0280813953488375,70.99119186046515,69.34883720930233,9.41627906976744,31.68023255813953,9.827888789773867,3.7165860465116287,409,18,63,11,8,127,69,86,0.085,0.81,0.10400000000000001,0.4096,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,6,0,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,3,14,9,1,14,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,4,36,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697613079107256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140562601647052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040115965434124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258015208933569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060207906758352,0.0,0.0,0.1936139581175684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877809923733056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290687248448864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384377533737848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455220858222164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279223170961404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014407016737427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530783503194416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442141184943496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125224163528372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805107364078056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Secret_Life_Shh,2020/01/03,"Is this an autism thing or is my girlfriend in the wrong? I don't like certain things. I tell her that. Yet she still does the things. However, I struggled to tell her ONCE that I didn't like the things. So I cannot for the life of me tell her again and again. (Even though I want and need to.) So what usually happens is I either shut down and go with whatever she wants or I lash out which usually ends up in an argument. (She's on the spectrum too, by the way.)

So which one of us is causing the problem and being difficult?",1.4541818181818194,3.2114387818181878,2.752727272727274,94.91909090909094,79.36363636363637,6.581818181818183,22.81818181818182,7.554174236665415,0.7283818181818185,406,13,95,6,10,131,70,110,0.17800000000000002,0.81,0.012,-0.9459,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,9,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,13,10,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,17,3,13,11,1,16,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,9,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411830399279993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483264292028138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012247628788614,0.0,0.0,0.11195000933697644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632805251579334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498840834618659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971950257582407,0.1656136282159451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567857488693376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050690188033652,0.11485436310832095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621840565491978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535911986448934,0.0,0.0,0.17719322916145092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444389390979822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504204315654409,0.0,0.1665282154993813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388190771742892,0.0,0.37335012772429865,0.0,0.19994537137480486,0.13453743439885354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853164402181209,0.0,0.0
autism,evntlsprnva,2020/01/03,"Inability to say people’s names Does anyone else find it really difficult to say people’s names to them? For example, when greeting someone I find myself completely unable to say their name and end up just saying hi. I’ve been called rude in the past for this but it’s almost physically impossible for me.",3.5426436781609176,6.279874758620689,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,77.27586206896551,8.694252873563219,23.459770114942533,9.2995712137729,2.4976459770114943,248,8,42,7,6,84,44,58,0.102,0.867,0.032,-0.4491,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029113024175099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416882350436812,0.2076251619246892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691464340514565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246063895295966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732867020872778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927689281747507,0.0,0.1794758980691966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704123960884539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343958096808456,0.2809654335837332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298142064830554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445790884067398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169334909554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NokiaPhone,2020/01/03,"Tracking Autistic Behaviors/Meltdown Application Survey Hey everyone! I am a student at UCI and one of our capstone project looks to create a mobile application which will help parents track Autistic meltdowns of their children for the purpose of understanding trends overtime. A mobile app experience that will incorporate an intuitive, seamless, and simple interface involving manual entry, voice-memo and video recording that can be accomplished in 8 seconds or less - for people to keep track of autism-related behavior “incidents” quickly with a mobile phone. 

We need your help in understanding pivotal information about what is needed in our application. We’ve put together a questionnaire that should take 5-10 minutes of your time. We appreciate your involvement and support. 

https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/6B8NFDZ

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autism,L-F-,2020/01/03,"Looking for beta-readers for a comic script involving autistic character (Allistics, Autistics, anyone really. ) Hello everyone, some of you may have seen a few of my previous questions and the good news is that I'm finished with this draft at least, hopefully all the worse issues have been removed.  
Huge thanks to anyone who helped me out. Unfortunately the second autistic character probably won't appear yet, which is probably not all that bad considering I still need to do a lot more research, despite the wonderful answers I've gotten, to portray her faithfully.

Now, while I do have some Allistic people that have agreed to look it over, I've not yet found any Autistics that would review it which is something I'd like to rectify since, well, one of the main characters is autistic.  
The reason I'd like to hear from some more Allistics as well is that I'm probably autistic so there may be places where the Allistic characters seem a bit not-allistic and provide feedback on wheather or not the autistic character is relatable/understandable for you, as statistically speaking, most of my audience will be Allistic and if a few minor explanations or such would help avoid feeling alienated from one of the major characters I'd be happy to add them, as long as it's not a huge character change or focuses the story too much on autism rather than, well, the story.

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Fair warning: It's probably not going to be very good prose-wise since Its mostly so I will have some idea what I'm doing once I start to draw.It'll also include gore, some swearing and ableism/racism.

The Genre is Fantasy, hard to narrow it down any more, it's going to be one in a series of several comics so there are some dangling plot threads. Most of the main characters are dragons and it's taking place in a coastal city in France (Most of the names are subject to change).

Here's a quick visual, the designs are still subject to change, though it'd probably not be anything huge:

[https://imgur.com/a/wnPLUYz](https://imgur.com/a/wnPLUYz)

The Protagonists are dragged into a series of murders due to a few coincidences, questionable choices and pure bad luck.  I've thought of more I could write, but most of it would be semi-spoilery so in the end I think it's best just to let it speak for itself, though I'd be happy to answer any and all questions you wish to ask.

I can PM you the script, I just don't feel comfortable posting it here directly.

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Okay, this honestly mostly feels like I'm admitting to being a lazy bum. So, um, even if you want to give it a shot you can obviously back out anytime for whatever reason, please don't feel obligated to work through it.",9.838396076352065,8.498570713414638,9.013584305408274,68.53989925768825,59.34552845528455,12.540261576528811,40.293743372216326,11.467429594995785,4.621260233297985,2149,93,370,49,23,678,246,492,0.052000000000000005,0.821,0.127,0.9872,0,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,0,6,1,2,29,22,1,1,31,1,45,0,0,2,5,79,76,26,1,11,15,0,5,3,0,8,0,3,0,0,27,12,0,1,18,3,1,4,9,4,4,4,5,11,19,18,57,51,30,37,1,0,3,0,24,19,0,28,16,259,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215217479530915,0.0,0.16841787132090433,0.1888751516573541,0.1585555680050562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868642080926526,0.0,0.06395644273461032,0.0,0.0726571461260995,0.0,0.0,0.059761420012510086,0.12978490259098285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156171368093958,0.0,0.0848494538697002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466504547453084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062052615511510735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883631861408886,0.0,0.0,0.051332929632684016,0.0,0.0,0.07426421573187053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718905208513492,0.05552275372286981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521530880051499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455552878249705,0.08833945027306883,0.13037468795769333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546748949726026,0.069621315291767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087595410434086,0.0,0.10418734894236607,0.0,0.0,0.07719289890356654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877357407193159,0.0,0.08111885976214131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947335048119285,0.0,0.11390931685185615,0.0,0.0,0.06877922186847019,0.13052944099622096,0.0,0.0,0.06607425322013068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713270030876112,0.057627949110640266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276862277470687,0.15799402718313554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388084504321226,0.0,0.16240045912679832,0.08531256071029833,0.0,0.0,0.07443370001013623,0.0,0.4189732823111249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26119053927476443,0.0,0.07774043034054402,0.0,0.0497890367132053,0.15981697133878495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075282133738119,0.0,0.08780079820814005,0.0,0.12858057891953034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059832189889624576,0.0,0.0,0.0550101901841218,0.0,0.12413362386117928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058435315273953015,0.0,0.0,0.07155358008638836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049799452302183,0.15271782858641886,0.061700520962818424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090863462244771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412664308710571,0.04584091479737672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963721857091924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937347255345039,0.0,0.08428337224206978,0.05658064764516595,0.0,0.07920270669052336,0.16562889216556326,0.0,0.1888751516573541,0.0
autism,invisible-dave,2020/01/03,"Why you should hire an autistic person right now. I saw this article on Wired and thought some of you might like to read it:

[https://www.wired.co.uk/article/autism-work-talent](https://www.wired.co.uk/article/autism-work-talent)

""Autistic people have been overlooked too often because employers can't see past social skills. That is a big mistake.""",10.527222222222225,13.475637092592592,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,57.7037037037037,9.844444444444443,35.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,4.113311111111111,289,12,38,6,4,78,48,54,0.025,0.919,0.055999999999999994,0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,3,3,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499257201135305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826017462301413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219338465423789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896965734859829,0.2103879748132836,0.2649784085053221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035522491776627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591618293447957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418263998941983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093495764117541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092138198428698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738345868226276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44185973186365457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nololgoaway,2020/01/03,"The fact that people automatically bring up how ""intelligent"" i am whenever my autism is the topic of discussion , no matter who im talking to, reveals the subconcious ableism plaguing our society I know im smart, im still autistic, autistic people arent stupid.",4.515106382978722,7.573494127659579,6.152595744680853,67.69400000000002,75.80851063829788,8.866382978723406,34.93191489361702,9.3871,4.25199914893617,212,12,32,6,5,72,37,47,0.048,0.8079999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5229,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8657770834575924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468311277769781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37044781754406897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336446192673106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147432945145405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ACC373R4T0R,2020/01/03,"I'd like your opinion. Hi, I'm an 18 years old male diagnosed with hyperacusis (audio sensivity).

I did a diagnosis a year ago to see if I had autism or not because I thought I did, and the result was that I didn't have autism. I brushed it off and told myself I didn't really have autism, just that I was a bit different from the others.

However, the more I look on this subreddit, the more I can relate with the posts, and I'm starting to doubt if I'm really non-autistic.

Here's my story:

From a young age, I was always different in the sense that I never understood other people and the social cues that seemed to be an instict for them. Because of that, I've been bullied from the start of elementary school to the end of middle school. It only started getting better starting from high school because I always analysed how people interacted, and I eventually started to look like a normal person. Now I'm in college and I have a near-normal social life, but I still have some problems sometimes.

For example, I still can't understand what sometimes seems to be normal logic, and I don't like what others like. I also take interests to some things people often view as weird (I have 200+ animes completed on MAL and I'm starting to get into cosplay).

I also can't stand noise. I just want to stay alone most of the time, and people don't seem to understand that.

Even after changing so much and imitating normal people, I still feel as different, and I feel more lonely when I'm with people than when I'm alone. I'm starting to think I was diagnosed with being non-autistic just because I became so good at imitating normal people.

Now for my question: Do you guys think I might be autistic ? Should I see a more specialised doctor ?

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tl;dr: I feel different from other people and I relate with what people say on this sub, and I'm wondering if I should do a diagnosis at a clinic more specialised than the one I went at (a shitty old clinic at some small unknown city) where I got told I wasn't autistic.",6.563231051064804,6.241920405541563,7.438659262651707,73.87201225097323,65.34760705289673,9.938584840851846,32.15124799633616,9.457814108942452,2.874341057934509,1599,56,293,27,22,538,178,397,0.066,0.8759999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.591,5,4,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,1,1,19,11,0,1,23,0,30,6,0,2,1,62,71,27,0,11,9,0,3,4,0,3,6,2,0,3,18,19,0,0,15,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,17,11,40,7,44,47,11,44,0,1,5,0,14,15,0,17,29,205,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191596502431629,0.0,0.0,0.1446827562687695,0.0,0.1117147097580668,0.1162381265389511,0.07568019009250455,0.08487286574203942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703145703052381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177480743945405,0.07625583612642503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388983585936387,0.0,0.07323421322847326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178833319367914,0.0,0.29190483222312513,0.0,0.07149230389762984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186452348701354,0.0,0.0,0.04613389116175686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059516182780572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729853086943214,0.0,0.0,0.058585119800552386,0.05586376084314278,0.0,0.0,0.06916042040520043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379816040243799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049335650211048986,0.13649665854015244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730931913323885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740976031421586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513462566169895,0.0,0.05387102043575618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737445185312469,0.0,0.0,0.14658728074866093,0.0,0.047330756991210525,0.05312248919212431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43581376571383584,0.06098850793584858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689499780367276,0.0,0.0,0.06683502446606397,0.0,0.0,0.07824565373276764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949272980177772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055545867973038635,0.0,0.212069466396016,0.1113194949900892,0.19076076403523806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240231271945866,0.0,0.0,0.13816275403937495,0.0,0.3460710116159385,0.07444858714646757,0.167341912892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251694173977228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640385313484785,0.08951145118205821,0.0,0.05545144489298712,0.04072888275334925,0.0,0.0,0.13348535804611192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542829214803926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119811179977983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474971986643148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574708768006429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487286574203942,0.08995953842071748
autism,SnoomBestPokemon,2020/01/03,"Im Autisitic,Anger issues, ECT Can someone please tell me some ways to manage my emotions? I hate bursting out crying or getting overly angry at my family",6.121724137931036,7.5028792758620755,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,66.58620689655173,7.179310344827586,31.74137931034483,7.1686216300943375,2.31043448275862,125,5,19,1,2,40,27,29,0.294,0.64,0.067,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442537856925403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525313857167947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29544442817493943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373789987508758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094163599116439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385244048025457,0.3271068475883832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440176905280208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655417244882226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27392430112822314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487613220935536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nerdbebby,2020/01/03,"thanks, karen (venting) me in 2015: hm, am i autistic... [2948374733 hours of research later] gna ask an autistic friend for help

autistic friends: dude im pretty sure you are autistic, do you need someone helping you through the whole process yada yada

autism help center: you're very likely autistic, here are adresses for places that can diagnose you, (though you'll either have to drive 3 hours or wait 3 years)

random person that overheard a conversation with a friend: how can u be autistic if u can talk


thanks, karen",4.064148936170213,7.0105296702127715,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,76.76595744680851,4.611063829787233,28.54893617021277,5.6839178017228535,1.1221055319148938,415,18,71,2,10,120,69,94,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,1,10,1,0,1,1,9,15,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,7,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,3,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736199179118362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849840366205614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304524711228825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734456953366546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365786812554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060575877984174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073173250748992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377064793688995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621605406974429,0.19403428214414026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889405124041592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573570424257548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503566417369268,0.0,0.0,0.1492719397247104,0.0,0.3419657215640122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246558168435545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532356155225527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734591194065596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959537857968555
autism,StoneHer_,2020/01/03,"Diagnosed as an Adult New to the community - 28yr old Female - just recently diagnosed with high functioning Autism spectrum disorder & PTSD.

I was wrongly diagnosed with Bipolar disorder as a kid, and I was turned away from mental health for a long time. I didn't feel like I could trust anyone, because they just made me feel crazy and like what they told me I had and what was happening was completely different. My Mom also pushed my Bipolar diagnosis, and didn't believe Autism was real. 

When I finally got the courage to be reevaluated as an Adult and tackle my mental health...I was given my diagnosis, and it felt right. Multiple psychologists I talked to didnt believe I had Bipolar. I didn't feel like I was judged, pushed, or manipulated like my experiences before.

Now that I know what is really going on... I feel a lot more calm. I'm grateful to finally know, even if it's late.

Who else was diagnosed an an adult? 
What is your story?",5.885093632958803,7.0452667415730375,6.768033707865168,72.95894194756555,66.97752808988764,10.877153558052433,32.249063670411985,10.864195022040775,3.7570996254681663,752,31,136,22,12,250,101,178,0.109,0.82,0.07,-0.5918,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,0,8,8,0,0,9,0,18,8,0,2,0,24,33,13,0,2,4,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,8,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,19,5,22,7,13,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,14,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914659772834425,0.0,0.12078322499860343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794598231137344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473452661231768,0.0,0.0,0.06795418669196572,0.0,0.0948571001382699,0.2511885296073375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687952214652865,0.0,0.0,0.08900379707089134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525795225772098,0.0,0.11646775393101585,0.2555202462277629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312314243456728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362825264366556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904403884681693,0.0,0.0,0.2254606413964275,0.1592756683801891,0.107033578270286,0.2442310478410723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335386865360908,0.0,0.08915682144743656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857706336742117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369856383960501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777956426213447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252760000139686,0.0,0.1257487690656929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217844413443745,0.0,0.0,0.09865195617321844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477214419953503,0.0,0.10548043560603884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246813644971504,0.0,0.0,0.1305582906083599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076633468692536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697436601941427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303084272496375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688306956414008,0.07141380397020103,0.0,0.11006821345205234,0.0,0.0,0.09519912687979064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959946331415862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500202765778647,0.0,0.0,0.10651923584755564,0.0,0.0,0.12125289864442895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188052292460007,0.0,0.0
autism,SuperDuperDerpy,2020/01/03,"Is suppressing my overstimulation harmful? 20m with Asperger’s syndrome here. I was diagnosed relatively young and got lucky with a supportive family and lots of resources to help me. people around me say I’ve made great strides in fitting in. However I feel like the truth is that I have just gotten good at suppressing the symptoms. Things still overstimulate me. (Loud repetitive noises, certain fabrics, being touched on the shoulders, crowds, and other stuff)  But when in social situations or when I’m with other people, instead of outwardly showing my distress at these symptoms, I use all my willpower to stop myself from expressing it. It takes a lot out of me and feels really horrible while doing it. (And for a long while after) But it’s allowed me to fit in to society better.  Is this harmful in any way. I also have been diagnosed with depression  and anxiety and I’m worried that this is contributing to it. Should I talk to my therapist about this?",4.931810344827586,7.599933603448278,5.740905172413798,73.27273706896555,72.16091954022987,9.40747126436782,32.71408045977012,9.827888789773867,3.910828735632186,773,38,123,22,16,252,112,174,0.10099999999999999,0.754,0.145,0.8109,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,1,6,0,11,5,1,3,3,32,21,15,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,15,13,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,16,8,27,14,3,24,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,4,11,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094935676072358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135437448205657,0.0,0.12526690603412408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577059279524096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448219543466154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410360635875521,0.3324019024548686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436720661628564,0.0,0.16559199519700338,0.11698172927237001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734420060252278,0.13096437460181853,0.18053294153469174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975695035242436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999908729356217,0.0,0.0,0.14491198243410502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278425686184494,0.0,0.15494248289253534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704473410206025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490127421610937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302191215022203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405981000500532,0.0,0.16692064359506606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130769504450437,0.13690080684871106,0.0,0.0,0.1874524845024756,0.0,0.18581948901677672,0.0,0.34039410473450193,0.12311824923963502,0.13161458077008142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901242526072167,0.1087870117084314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142584848922626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997567983586442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629422071277214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,godoftheodd1,2020/01/03,"Anyone else have a hard time with feeling emotions too strongly? To a lot of people I'm quite outwardly stoic/non-emotional, but in truth I feel emotions so strongly that's it's hard to deal with, especially the negative ones. I fucked up today and said something I didn't realise would really hurt my best friend, I should have known but it just didn't occur to me, and that made her really mad and broke her trust in me. I've apologised and I'm really sorry and hope she can forgive me. But I feel so guilty and worried that I've been sick all night. This always happens with strong feelings, and I find it really difficult to process them without feeling sick. Anyone else have this problem?",4.71822222222222,6.223820859259257,5.233518518518519,81.58583333333334,70.03703703703704,8.362962962962964,29.055555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.338199999999999,556,21,103,10,10,178,84,135,0.3,0.493,0.20600000000000002,-0.9696,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,4,15,2,0,3,0,9,3,0,1,2,31,21,12,0,4,5,0,7,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,8,14,9,12,14,3,7,0,2,0,1,8,4,1,2,3,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069842679488258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604678349294315,0.27262668305792115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961536660721108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715652631451328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222726637724141,0.4489501526239553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363405166325414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159449024988793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278497116591404,0.1229916576261012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764522700108868,0.0,0.23835216352026764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213693525438286,0.0,0.0,0.14242012784215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131043067917056,0.0,0.12588394670262928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484732370112125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015011672925016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223192591614698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729957516497895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150248498475654,0.0,0.0,0.34091066997080643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654977869614736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241929392300593,0.0,0.14892535531455411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757563512344047,0.0,0.126104642959041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282440621755662,0.0,0.0,0.13510673397225134,0.0,0.09450650906666497,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BwayPrincess,2020/01/03,"I’m a burden to everyone I recently moved to New York City to go to the school of my dreams, and I was so excited because I got to move into my very first apartment and finally live my life as an independent woman, but I had to move in with two other classmates in order to figure out how to find my way around NYC safely. Honestly, I was not looking forward to having roommates because I knew there would be issues in regards to my autism, and sure enough, no matter how hard I tried to behave like a normal person, my roommates and I don’t exactly have the best relationship because of my autism. So halfway through my first semester, I basically gave up on making any attempt to have a close relationship with my roommates because now that they know I have autism and have clearly made up their minds about me, I really don’t see the point anymore.

I’ve never been good at socializing with other people anyway, but now I choose not to because I know that the closer I get with someone, the more likely I will become a burden to them. I’ve been avoiding making friends for about 5 years now because I’m fully aware that not everyone understands autistic people. Not even my own mother understands me. There are many misconceptions about autism, and I feel like a lot of people tend to accept those misconceptions as truth rather than actually learn the real truth about autism. 

I have been in numerous relationships with family, friends, faculty, coworkers, and now my roommates where I have felt like I have been nothing but a complete burden to them. I want more than anything to live alone in my own studio or 1 bedroom apartment, but unfortunately I have to wait until my lease is up, which won’t be until August, plus I am now completely worried about my future. I’m afraid I won’t be able to hold a job or have my dream career or even fall in love because of my autism. 

Pretending to be normal is not an easy task for me, and I wish I didn’t have to feel like I should change who I am in order to please people. Ever since I moved, I have never felt more lonely and unloved than I do now. I’m so sick of feeling like a social failure. I don’t know what to do.",11.80939607843137,6.964876872941179,11.119294117647062,65.80749019607846,59.09411764705882,13.874509803921569,42.450980392156865,10.793553405168565,4.429792156862745,1721,60,324,27,15,564,203,425,0.10099999999999999,0.72,0.179,0.9869,1,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,4,25,25,0,2,16,0,39,3,0,6,8,76,68,26,0,7,13,1,6,6,2,5,2,0,2,2,9,19,0,4,16,3,0,7,14,7,0,3,14,8,54,18,64,45,8,50,0,1,2,1,17,22,0,4,26,236,63,4,0.08076339047383209,0.0,0.07881341884332277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364651556672792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492187501687334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009558157964147,0.0,0.0,0.0664613888731187,0.07189654035482758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446282924991165,0.08919681952101582,0.0,0.0,0.0847561955970614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543695827790049,0.0,0.16935775664801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834501717745893,0.0,0.10668691542057936,0.07305511047494663,0.0,0.15434576127361904,0.0,0.0,0.0761365367810463,0.0,0.12250919067580053,0.17309214687538227,0.15509104049159286,0.08847234658074439,0.07381627574089815,0.13739459735808884,0.0,0.0,0.12479519027566086,0.0,0.0421955381365636,0.0,0.04589969599934261,0.06774050013634295,0.06459386123805216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234813431798542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429599666709015,0.08014520304969122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315634177786204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057045571148881064,0.2367414784145164,0.0,0.14263110688459862,0.0,0.06782090721835936,0.0,0.0,0.06866214645467766,0.0728921131159225,0.07642027284342659,0.10782038055857568,0.08188140162508466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154800132395022,0.0,0.0,0.3433548106798957,0.0,0.0,0.12457941127702077,0.07800178578816751,0.0,0.0,0.15826194994581386,0.07749465136032829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239646635813475,0.07051947737255884,0.0,0.08865394994928856,0.07634750903256286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919264197155812,0.05173909600234245,0.0,0.07974410472488412,0.2601289695412947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173686291115198,0.06435796573623002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668083111858027,0.0,0.0,0.16465621162896527,0.06843055866136971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611853972612076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054833040683547184,0.0,0.07889409711331287,0.16815507551440534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663825536740567,0.047636340208759696,0.06410622013173606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287391325004808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201914337444306,0.0,0.05737199537773515,0.0,0.0,0.05200897553337855
autism,26bradberries,2020/01/03,"How to handle autistic and ADHD brother with rage problems? (BTW totally not sure if this is the right subreddit to post about this to and if not I will take it down immediately ) I (16f) have a little brother (13) diagnosed with autism and severe ADHD. Usually he can handle it well and I can help him with social stuff but when he gets mad it's unstoppable. He loves games like GTA and Fortnite and he gets really upset when he loses (punches holes in walls, has body-slammed through a wall, smashes TV's, etc.)  So if anyone has any experience with autistic family or knows how to help someone during a meltdown like this please comment , thank you :)",7.089449648711941,7.225856680327872,7.1661592505854825,74.72696721311478,64.1639344262295,9.92224824355972,33.822014051522245,9.606745405546679,3.1536473067915685,513,20,91,9,7,165,84,122,0.129,0.669,0.201,0.925,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,7,11,2,1,4,0,7,2,0,2,2,23,13,16,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,5,6,12,12,2,10,0,1,0,1,15,6,0,4,5,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323395428317069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231832561831135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576985953352868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825650960267056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006035109794871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594817644285016,0.16956620098227548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879501590884283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411272382342554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885229863160944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575159403043378,0.18027781537791174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012294383815534,0.0,0.0,0.16234043765586964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744414614240705,0.0,0.0,0.17226652465194808,0.0,0.0,0.1721120826341463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522985313351522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153608697463792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032028283818158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833556493011365,0.15240396206452916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059090551582236,0.0,0.0,0.16952611914559607,0.0,0.13524047142374965,0.0,0.0,0.1656008846289838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810229624778555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172546877733796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cancerkillme,2020/01/03,How to deal with obsessive thoughts? I just don’t think I can work it out. Makes me depressed and want to do things to myself. I don’t want to live.,-0.5034375000000004,1.6315005312500013,0.8049999999999997,103.54,90.5625,4.45,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.6802125000000001,115,3,29,1,4,36,23,32,0.16899999999999998,0.747,0.084,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064501564829,0.33956336991174696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481263053940228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316216391985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26191942230018384,0.2526168194990848,0.0,0.31298716444679753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650728296678159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701567171038245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CrystalUnicornBlood,2020/01/03,"Struggling Hi, it’s my first time posting in here, I hope everyone is well.

So I got diagnosed with Autism when I was 12, I’m now 23, lately I’ve been struggling a lot more than I have in the past.

The main thing I struggle with is social situations and understanding other people’s feelings and emotions.
I have a daughter with my amazing girlfriend who really does try her best to understand me.

However whenever we take our daughter out anywhere, I always feel like I rush everything because there’s too many people there and I feel ridiculously uncomfortable, I don’t know what to do because I know my girlfriend and daughter want to stay longer at family events and days out, but sometimes I get to the point where I have to walk out and have about 15-30 minutes to myself, because all the noises and people get way too much for me. 

I really want to be able to be different but I’ve tried soo many things and nothing has helped.

I’d really appreciate any help or suggestions.

Thank you!",4.491797556719021,6.287743869109949,5.253486910994766,80.07715881326357,71.04188481675392,8.653542757417103,29.48726003490401,9.21078282632365,2.6496677835951132,793,32,146,17,15,257,121,191,0.049,0.8190000000000001,0.132,0.9369,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,2,11,10,1,3,6,0,13,1,0,0,1,30,29,13,0,3,3,3,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,15,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,3,3,24,6,20,24,6,21,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,9,97,30,0,0.12094357492000385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063474292122618,0.0,0.0,0.08224577827750444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211782421406712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269228202529338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799860041108751,0.0,0.0,0.122755182701552,0.0,0.12636029426366446,0.0,0.0,0.10583853743686428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604524322485853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556676875910288,0.10869628665136986,0.0,0.11401483873205685,0.0,0.1834581162821345,0.08640211408851968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287454304290138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637605226746534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672962526935897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213185777546898,0.0,0.0,0.12012425916732407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293485165660082,0.0,0.1364296204410881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908692160997464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282190241381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523560424836305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890744351228898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160486220019972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545432731189735,0.251541139899834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433077071754726,0.0,0.1158305128813778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324386530929525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359456455472308,0.0,0.1232867438474124,0.0,0.0,0.11961628811508687,0.0,0.0,0.12890975881003516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793094525154386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093451672623087,0.0,0.0,0.11134859450459196,0.0,0.0,0.16069907421348184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052317113831985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422549685184218,0.0,0.0,0.251813053591959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142671308055588,0.09599938031146653,0.0,0.0,0.10874279859252076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WheatenBygone,2020/01/03,"Dunno if this is allowed here Just wanted to promote my (nearly) new sub, r/AuTeens which is designed for teens with Autism/Aspergers etc. to do basically what this and the teenagers sub do but in one place, and in a smaller more cozy community",6.100579710144928,7.0672232608695635,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,66.3913043478261,8.742028985507247,34.89855072463768,8.841846274778883,3.0002550724637684,194,9,35,3,3,62,39,46,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524599513768795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784240340391763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356703411492814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175482120096666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921775420812817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GodBlessWaluigi,2020/01/04,"My body does weird stuff Sometimes it feels like I need to scream, and my face does weird things and I rock a lot. I don't really know what causes it, as there's never been a consistent trigger. I'll be just fine and then suddenly my face starts twisting and I wriggle around and vocally stim. It's strange. I'm thinking maybe it's because I go from over stimulated to under stimulated. Who else gets this too?",1.4525609756097566,4.038689621951221,2.7177560975609762,90.18273170731709,85.70731707317074,6.206829268292682,22.83414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.1381131707317076,327,12,67,6,10,105,59,82,0.10300000000000001,0.792,0.105,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,4,1,17,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223599603285105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218060258464408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772980915326304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564530499374258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369301134125707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085454424538584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262274553529653,0.17834564999683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304286325828988,0.0,0.14187837978957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719775711529028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196339814146805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122383139967622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080084909584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510778650173465,0.1925407635311613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992827300413778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690419764772634,0.0,0.17669923530459475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28578253544428395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585231245111584,0.15996172910747872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,IreneButterfly,2020/01/04,"Does anyone feel more Autistic, the more they read about being autistic? So I (F/17) was diagnosed with autism at age 12. And while I did struggle as a child, for the past 4 or so years I’ve felt relatively ‘normal’ even though I fully recognise I have autism. However, I find that then more and more I read up on Autism, the more alienated I feel? Does anyone get that? Like I read up on people with Autism ‘lacking empathy’ and ‘lacking emotions’...but I know I do experience emotions and empathy....but then I’m not supposed to....",2.7864356435643565,5.196680762376243,3.8876138613861393,85.17953960396042,78.00990099009903,7.2083168316831685,25.941584158415843,8.238735603445708,1.8433239603960392,411,16,79,8,10,133,63,101,0.026000000000000002,0.94,0.034,0.1877,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,11,12,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,11,1,11,7,7,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,53,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27357088454143264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855510291439446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34238524566702283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005162368744607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292083671644778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135863887202076,0.0,0.0,0.1978276021004725,0.0,0.18783053221438611,0.0,0.1787975670876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220590899566244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751030046429323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557241937138143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167081601480496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867460528901655,0.13562163818219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870333607788081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204509565904879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922004199814073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597598834071952
autism,Mullberries,2020/01/04,"Was scrolling through Facebook today and saw this.  [https://www.facebook.com/PAFarmShow/posts/1271650073020170](https://www.facebook.com/PAFarmShow/posts/1271650073020170)   


As the parent of an Autistic child, I absolutely love that this is becoming the norm now. You see spots like this in train stations, air ports, and so many other venues. I'm just happy it's happening in my state!",13.019411764705884,18.418560647058822,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,60.17647058823529,6.537254901960785,26.14705882352941,7.793537801064563,1.787964705882353,327,9,40,4,6,81,45,51,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8997,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,5,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39089985494009294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31298871981147386,0.37677661038649146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291761834014266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194454308606547,0.0,0.0,0.358840463027897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393009421651522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820450281257437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354945352918397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Me321123g,2020/01/04,"How do I deal with my grandmother? So I am not yet diagnosed with autism but it is no joke obvious. My mom and grandmother had always thought that I was and my mom who recently started working with autistic people and is technically able to diagnose me has confirmed that I am, so I am officially the autistic person of the family. 

The thing is that my grandmother doesen't even try to be considerate, it clearly upsets me a lot but she doesn't care. She always projects her anger, and i have over the last few years felt as though she was out to get me. She does a lot for my family and if I upset her, she gets mad at EVERYBODY, which I can't afford since my mom would have to take care of that and her mental health also get's affected in a negative way by my grandmother. 

She used to be very strict with me when I was a kid and it really gets on my nerves seeing her treat my younger brother better than I was treated. She literally let's him get away with all the things I know I could not had gotten away with. That alone causes some build up hatred for my brother, which I know is irrational and dumb, but I can't help it. Then my grandmother calls me cruel when I suggest an actual punishment for my brother when he messes up that I know I would had gotten myself. 

She is also very surprised that our relationship has greatly deteriorated and blames me for it. My mom turns a blind eye 'cause she can't do anything about her either. It's not like I can get away from her either since she lives with us. 

Any tips on how to handle this? Thanks.",4.897250803858519,5.456661836012863,5.803117363344054,81.15335771704181,68.90353697749197,9.306816720257236,27.76864951768489,9.3871,2.174349067524116,1225,38,250,24,20,404,159,311,0.207,0.722,0.071,-0.9939,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,2,13,18,5,2,11,0,32,5,1,6,3,47,53,25,0,4,9,7,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,19,17,0,0,6,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,11,4,57,10,35,36,7,21,0,0,3,0,35,11,1,4,10,192,76,2,0.09729222143846002,0.0,0.09494317355226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076539961148,0.0,0.15560910866725006,0.1619098443083151,0.0,0.0,0.06616204687058536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006320840933681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422773411655305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604706349380573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993462360111437,0.0,0.1983918078863252,0.19989182358626026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767992207849925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030400821594496,0.0,0.19749911354972924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514107862150674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426059467530894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343689517242576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341579003866987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049870206794507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726501760761653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034170817997002,0.0,0.0,0.06521292519819015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604077814735199,0.07930614589216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948788817050172,0.0,0.04753206497490225,0.0,0.08591081400628693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542873492843105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980476758352684,0.0,0.0,0.4557898954841924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745017611230296,0.08495181502414112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232788836318893,0.0,0.09606433124942884,0.10445543522746736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752930402007943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609622619279384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886393509445755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315164235536821,0.0,0.0,0.08957360587834119,0.0,0.0,0.12927325758044575,0.0,0.09558911358369754,0.07723915617554374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605503192756973,0.10582599876035917,0.0,0.0,0.11703056311520173,0.0840292414193774,0.0,0.16055254390487586,0.0,0.07722603679770441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082989595196369,0.0,0.0,0.13822720531935745,0.0,0.0,0.06265300075558879
autism,AwkwardTubbs,2020/01/04,"Autism, working and single I am a 22 year old guys working in IT as a consultant. I have been single my whole life.
I didn't care about it until now. Kinda want to try dating and/or meeting women.
The problem I face is I barely meet any girls my age with similar interests.
I meet 0 girls at work that are about my age. The girls I meet at my hobby are all girls who come with their boyfriends.
And the advice of bars/parties/dance lessons are a nono for me.

What advice can anyone here give me?
I've already asked my best friend (neurotypical girl my age) and she could not really help me with this",1.8677823691460065,4.055417148760334,2.873078512396696,92.42355716253445,79.99173553719008,5.686225895316805,20.00068870523416,6.816661863887847,0.22134655647382928,469,12,99,5,12,149,84,121,0.067,0.845,0.08900000000000001,0.3827,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,4,5,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,1,14,15,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,18,4,13,12,5,12,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,1,8,64,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031923870207277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276596882724318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029262003771398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425134603945694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286477648331754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650150766133894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033891663624946,0.0,0.0,0.17771114092687196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647155780115862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593886243550377,0.0,0.0,0.19790393871617604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042716850545364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382800649180794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571739649394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647953172245168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740341351825366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321625187472462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006570132148655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168242571546604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303291203113628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505715353488009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285189991808152
autism,miriam-hila,2020/01/04,"please, stop asking us to diagnose you look i know quistioning you're identity for any reason is hard and i'm sure you guys have issues in you're life that are difficult to deal with and you're looking for answer for them but please understand most of us are not psychiatrists and even those of us who are have not spent enough time with you to evaluate whether what you have is autism or something else. 

and i'm not trying to gatekeep who is or isn't allowed in the autism community you're welcome to stay here as much as you want but if you want to know whether you're on the spectrum or not talk to a psychiatrist irl

good day",3.0809943181818165,4.9921977812500025,3.698181818181818,89.27409090909092,75.09375,7.467045454545455,24.91761363636364,8.296473431620573,1.3946624999999997,508,17,108,9,11,160,74,128,0.035,0.8340000000000001,0.131,0.9091,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,3,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,2,1,29,21,14,0,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,11,3,19,20,3,7,0,0,2,0,17,3,0,5,3,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642636387815342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630774502446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093049884370266,0.16134613999636382,0.0,0.15884569415884414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073689342405642,0.0,0.0,0.16170785036469162,0.0,0.10336774261712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126600493125262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496105695205808,0.0,0.0,0.1401945739555666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334687065958942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201822623354507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054161408114163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628436319025915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504658516075195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435832273985507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090957283565924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204824748749958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680974009719202,0.0,0.13084223365864694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750078004942427,0.0,0.0,0.12578995059564907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912572636626262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625422272163723,0.0,0.0,0.16292354593826544,0.5647559840157103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461723949968625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nonbinaryneil,2020/01/04,"Mouth Noises After my dad has breakfast, he always makes these weird, gross mouth noises. I think it's him trying to get things out out his teeth with his tongue. And like, we own floss. It's right there in the bathroom. The noise itself infuriates me and grosses me out. If I say anything about it, I'll be seen as rude.",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,2.7668750000000024,94.22395833333336,77.90625,4.891666666666667,18.479166666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.4838770833333337,251,5,53,1,6,77,51,64,0.192,0.7709999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,10,6,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,1,9,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,2,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720668269287323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36796853253555867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361880500724064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845619910430567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984778672569354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818659214151127,0.0,0.3555937360846124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706835282422034,0.2865173640245686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035872986841577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheNotSoClever1,2020/01/04,Non-english member with F84.9 what is my flair? All the flair options don't make sense,0.7974509803921563,3.1890624705882367,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,100.76470588235293,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-1.0945921568627457,70,2,14,0,3,20,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,StaticBolt01,2020/01/04,Does anyone else have this? Ok so my special interest is cowboys and stuff like that but sometimes it just seems like I don't have a special interest and I'm wondering if anyone has had a special interest like this. (I also have figures as a special interest),3.163599999999999,5.70064816,4.829999999999998,78.245,77.4,8.0,34.0,8.841846274778883,3.5558,208,12,35,5,5,70,33,50,0.0,0.48700000000000004,0.513,0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530498872736225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114812893928163,0.301485403191115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574929027851381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580119196018796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312549095191194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26786660132250234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910125743707525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33683636058914024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190925823696377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xrisdead,2020/01/04,"Can anyone corroborate this thought I had about autistic vs. normal emotions? Basically I think I have figured out how at least my autistic emotions are different from normal people's.

So we know the different areas of the brain are not connected properly in autism. The emotional part of the brain is not connected properly to all the rest of the parts of the brain either. However I think, at least in my case, the emotional part of the brain IS connected to whatever part is responsible for imagination.

I can be with someone and be fully present, and still not feel emotions/empathy properly. Later on when I think about what happened, I will feel the empathy and happiness, love etc.

I can feel some extreme emotions in the moment, such as anger which I used to get very often (large outburst vs just feeling angry and tense), and if I'm very close to someone I can feel something like love, I think. But there's no complexity there.

Maybe it is because in the imagination, emotions are more intense, which seems to be the case in some dreams. But not sure exactly why, I just feel that I do have the ability to feel emotions/empathy properly, it's just that maybe the conscious/aware frontal cortex is not connected to the emotional part well. And maybe there's some way to do that, like practising social things constantly and for long periods, not intermittently and for short periods, and imagining things very shortly after experiencing them?

Anyway, I'm wondering if anyone here can relate to this?

Addendum: I also realised something that backs this up, which is that I sometimes think about something I said, and think ""what made me say that?"" and usually also ""why did they react in that way?"". I realised just before that some things I say are motivated by emotions, and bring the emotions out in other people and help me connect with them, but I don't feel it. Why?  Because the emotional part is still working, although probably atrophied a bit, but it just isn't connected to the conscious part of the brain, which means that I say things without knowing what really motivated me to say it, and without understanding why the person reacted in such an emotional way.

It's like those people with the two halves of their brain disconnected who can react to and feel things happening in one side of their vision, and know what it is, but not actually be able to see it.[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMLzP1VCANo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMLzP1VCANo)",9.07082575757576,9.218396734090913,8.375,67.6716666666667,60.06818181818181,12.15151515151515,39.24242424242424,11.618504940865991,4.8176969696969705,1993,92,325,53,24,627,187,440,0.02,0.882,0.098,0.9745,3,0,3,0,0,0,77.0,1,0,5,3,25,9,1,0,24,0,31,8,6,8,3,94,66,30,0,4,24,0,9,3,0,1,0,5,0,1,35,23,0,0,31,1,0,1,12,1,1,2,5,16,31,8,51,56,19,37,0,0,1,2,17,20,0,9,16,246,66,3,0.048967911009961104,0.0,0.0477856174396377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831924148609386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684790038776126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037653300957900766,0.0,0.05970076809590901,0.0,0.041668085612411684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346027624511846,0.0,0.0,0.3279863000856301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052916915632677135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023220894336604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059053988412972,0.0,0.0,0.05461216485880248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283682414962566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0255837124267107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660432397419808,0.052127251824708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282215855071313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073444980870344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717697435642254,0.0,0.0,0.043335060313520204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839090304275958,0.04633462139218067,0.0,0.0,0.14758454503227225,0.053340410524868036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595631183562693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03318192379984741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711923301498669,0.0,0.10184455157792732,0.04275689111352112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279569022582768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03137009768800419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046579696909262586,0.155764993052617,0.0,0.0,0.039021085178128315,0.04457854707735049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049916618600211696,0.0829807041837252,0.11309367075344083,0.04843051609509391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821167397396851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615167661546556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266052104615314,0.1882599608255824,0.0,0.038875051573171074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783453374097344,0.05097732230750412,0.0,0.04229255283950211,0.053931235843113816,0.12121096475317475,0.0,0.1166053454731919,0.0,0.0,0.04402803280765229,0.0,0.1767436928606351,0.0,0.0,0.09440663757924624,0.05310361065906905,0.03564922242025705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ZiyodaM,2020/01/04,"Does Gluten-Free Diet Help? Hello everyone, 

I am considering switching to a gluten-free diet and wanted to hear another opinion. Does the gluten-free diet help in reducing sensory issues in autistic people? Can people who have no gut problems, but with severe autism also take the advantage of a gluten-free diet? 

Thank you.",5.836842105263155,8.527348824561408,6.452491228070175,69.1061052631579,69.52631578947367,8.770526315789473,28.94385964912281,9.3871,3.2780975438596496,261,10,36,6,5,85,41,57,0.114,0.7190000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015223509571084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642414049065735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410495111444882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079445965585036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840195552587828,0.0,0.337817293892005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630199728338467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494067456343717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411276238526773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846855050380389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947079730853789,0.0,0.0,0.232005488559268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863468495536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,coopelite,2020/01/04,Draft I am an autistic student and I am a politics major. I saw the news regarding trump assassinating an Iran general with an air strike and I am very worried. I’m worried because I’m a 21 year old male college student that registered for selective service. I can’t afford to be drafted at this point in my life. I heard I’m not considered eligible because I’m on the spectrum but I’m still very worried. What do I do?,2.4454411764705877,4.588041235294121,4.9349264705882385,78.60591911764706,77.82352941176471,8.014705882352942,34.154411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.3507941176470584,335,20,63,8,8,118,57,85,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.7169,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,6,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,36,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953672850125662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112026329926988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542183387745961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290205108789029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347464475555107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997910994532347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7381013351510931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560119288484254
autism,Amlan01,2020/01/05,"I'm not autistic, I have autism. I am not autistic.
I have autism.
For my autism does not define who I am.
It's merely a part of me.

This thought has been in my head for a while now. I wanted to share it here and hear your thoughts. I am open to friendly discussion :)",-1.0932894736842087,0.98711728070176,0.6448903508771942,103.12944078947369,95.49122807017544,3.5517543859649123,17.651315789473685,5.148860815047168,-0.8473842105263159,203,6,50,1,8,65,38,57,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,12,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,10,2,6,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147970508959777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779220063433138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691807854019484,0.0,0.4054352907465833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895462281636048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711616289440123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217463936594105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,forgetmenot8711,2020/01/05,"Sense of responsibility, empathy, apathy These are qualities my 10 year old lacks entirely. He's fairly high functioning; so much so that it is easy for an outsider to assume there's nothing amiss at all. But at home, we are seriously struggling to teach this child to be empathetic, or that he is responsible for his own actions. The only emotion he's capable of displaying is anger. When he was younger I thought he might have ODD on top of his ASD due to his behavior pattern and the fact that discipline has never, ever worked with him because he just can't comprehend that his actions have consequences. I thought that would get better with age but it has only somehow gotten worse. The only thing he cares about in the world is his Nintendo switch, which we obviously use as a bargaining tool with him. But he literally shakes with rage when we tell him he cannot have it due to his behavior. He says things like ""If you want me to stop give it back!"" And just can't wrap his head around the fact that his logic is completely backwards. Yesterday he had a 25 minute, full blown, screaming bloody murder meltdown because he didn't get to play it before bed. He's narcissistic to an extreme, he told us he didn't even get everything he wanted for Christmas, (after truly not even deserving one at all) I have caught him purposely leading our younger children into potentially dangerous situations, he's harmed our dog before, (he was not mad at the time, these behaviors seem to be triggered soley out of curiosity) and *everything* we ask him to do results in excessive pushback. If it wasn't a totally, original-to-him thought, it will be a fight. Everything. From ensuring he drinks enough throughout the day (He seems to not feel thirst, and will not drink anything unless he's reminded to) to brushing his teeth or getting dressed. Same with activities. Unless he's doing what he wants when he wants to, (which is nothing most of the time. Watching TV, playing a game etc) it's a fight. I'm exhausted and at the very end of my rope. I worry about his future. He literally fits the description of a psychopath and I'm scared of what kind of future adult I'm raising. Or even what I'll do with him at that point. I don't know what I'm asking here, I guess I just needed to vent to some people who might understand since we have no one else in our lives that do. Has anyone had success with their asd child seeing a therapist, even with almost no comprehension ability?",5.423105738233397,6.754613827659576,5.957311411992261,77.71893939393941,68.17021276595744,9.611863313990973,31.476466795615732,9.873865916822265,3.10290780141844,1969,81,364,46,33,637,248,470,0.13699999999999998,0.787,0.076,-0.9883,0,0,2,0,2,0,59.0,9,1,1,5,20,21,7,3,20,0,39,6,3,4,8,78,70,22,1,9,17,0,1,1,0,5,1,2,2,4,28,22,3,2,10,7,1,5,14,14,0,2,13,6,37,7,56,49,12,45,0,0,2,0,66,20,0,15,21,232,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788624781622088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835168629291642,0.0,0.08044299697528169,0.08702155155586683,0.1827730979444078,0.0,0.0,0.07516659031918525,0.0,0.1191795423785884,0.0,0.16636246177272754,0.0,0.0,0.08645523712932879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996664505382174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249293414395533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304307385659269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152289543407036,0.0,0.0,0.08166070436922766,0.10995979762790324,0.08658079676257678,0.10100574227339372,0.10902125757779173,0.25826168727421844,0.08842385226382095,0.0,0.0,0.26356426876317096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049427226956249765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042891732623938,0.09377429262643117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768676293899587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032353684223012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328219094093233,0.09805496927352954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179547507224587,0.05372289776311789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477575385120221,0.0,0.08631834132749779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074025356258346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186024490446273,0.0724831578772322,0.07539370884704095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759469552706845,0.0,0.10257610377571884,0.0,0.1324809251148645,0.22303836743675828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777013338315638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924088789342291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773769577299205,0.0978685447229462,0.0,0.07789707273404288,0.17798266287113496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086290199115752,0.10987929690463977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172650184635741,0.0,0.1021934312641646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854410754270305,0.0,0.0,0.11349962384744933,0.1298864793846543,0.0,0.0,0.2328166456246332,0.11400198114432385,0.0,0.0,0.09340788552421553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176508842455692,0.11758571036223685,0.08442784329569665,0.0,0.08065707120854994,0.23063074884832324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116588529268668,0.09927366572163412,0.09961941005971604,0.06944145057588016,0.0,0.0,0.06295020210164842
autism,DolphinDangerYT101,2020/01/05,Anyone else do this stim Folding arms awkwardly in a split second? Like I have no control over it but people make fun of me for it,1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,84.18518518518519,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.2442444444444449,103,3,21,1,3,34,26,27,0.107,0.69,0.204,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239287081393177,0.4746742060746744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195959799586467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387002104947512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263300087113763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092358952201679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32117264324918565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Swayinthewind,2020/01/05,"Resource for fussy breakfast eaters My ASD school age kids struggle to choose breakfast in the mornings, when they are already hangry.

We fill these in the the night before. It helps us, so it might help someone else.

They are laminated and we use erasable markers.",5.79031914893617,8.328113936170215,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,69.21276595744679,5.5510638297872354,33.026595744680854,5.985473137389443,1.6866212765957451,213,10,37,1,4,59,39,47,0.044000000000000004,0.848,0.107,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258265073883149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512443243727571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665165781303025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395812811091714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322396519773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770813004331605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988186587470221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501726519493078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086696279882523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551611588461593,0.25500964846330115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,analogclockwise,2020/01/05,I think I might have autism but I'm not allowed to be diagnosed. I show many traits of being autistic and I've talked to some friends of mine on the spectrum and they believe I have autism as well. My problem is that I can't get diagnosed because of my Mom. She is really ableist and she just won't let me. I don't know what I should do,-0.2764992389649876,1.8961137397260257,1.4747031963470327,98.9364687975647,89.68493150684931,4.888280060882801,21.80974124809741,6.42735559955562,0.2310407914764077,265,10,63,3,9,86,51,73,0.052000000000000005,0.8490000000000001,0.099,0.5023,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,1,0,13,17,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,14,2,7,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901961503485998,0.0,0.0,0.2939031811269838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295407461730213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015420452039932,0.0,0.1362901091899647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433634388981002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675001011445204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644740572330802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767343347208504,0.0,0.3055194995749305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961058451760826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671154665862402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096717341071809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715042621042014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454709381854064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Godoftj,2020/01/05,I wish I was never born with aspergers I hate aspergers having difficulty with communicating and understanding sucks,8.975000000000003,13.25090094444445,10.208888888888893,37.900000000000034,67.33333333333334,14.711111111111116,36.77777777777778,12.161744961471696,7.609244444444442,99,5,11,5,2,34,14,18,0.386,0.493,0.121,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951507563901662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868059433779964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221037886711006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767274264927821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rayniidayes,2020/01/05,"Whats wrong with using functioning labels and person first language? I'm in a group on facebook and they don't allow either, but it seems like it should be up to each individual autistic person what they prefer. Whats wrong with using them?",6.202971014492757,7.1950461086956565,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,66.17391304347827,7.872463768115942,26.20289855072464,7.793537801064563,1.593950724637681,195,5,33,2,3,63,36,46,0.16399999999999998,0.769,0.068,-0.5637,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,13,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957256356005166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376006625572099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918543319728094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640488494397223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865128119130218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6158832514316461,0.0,0.0
autism,AmoxicillinJunkie,2020/01/05,"What are your opinions on Autism being used as an insult? I am Autistic and a lot of non Autistic people seem to be upset when they hear Autism used in an insulting way. I have no problem with insults like ""You're Autistic"" and stuff, it is probably because I have got used to being mocked and also have an incredibly dark sense of humour. What are your opinions? Sorry if I've offended anyone didn't mean to, it's also my opinion.",4.604156862745096,5.7684355529411775,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,69.94117647058823,7.549019607843138,29.46078431372549,7.793537801064563,2.0027254901960787,342,13,62,4,6,113,61,85,0.24100000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,3,9,5,1,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,15,18,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,7,2,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,6,2,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35093546946717497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342150229264845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337545964551303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754878581356622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472989608577296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719608691018903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654052854840428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390094905661224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211615452557672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365686896818853,0.20995248287931612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997490405921806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561942230720696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511800259235619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685176440963594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416304039530536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,coniumhoratio,2020/01/05,Romantic relationships Has anyone here had relationships with someone who is NT and how did it end and why?,9.884736842105266,9.874964842105268,9.830526315789477,58.42368421052634,58.47368421052632,13.915789473684216,40.05263157894737,13.023866798666859,5.678115789473685,88,4,14,3,1,29,17,19,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567585183343074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252349473529644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7884822452382672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31113190102223703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33134571280370584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hobbittoisengard,2020/01/05,"How do you deal with people who cannot understand that you need a break? My autism is still undiagnosed but even if it were, the people around me do not care.

However, I am getting sick of being told that I am rude when I am with people and go away for a few seconds as a break from my autism.

How can I explain this to people?",4.533260869565215,4.128660260869566,5.502717391304348,86.33494565217394,69.57971014492753,8.63913043478261,25.94565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.229634782608696,254,6,58,3,4,84,49,69,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,12,17,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,9,1,9,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478212468837225,0.0,0.0,0.23723585235765296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574446917065878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032057217690113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667765333793022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192293631788274,0.0,0.14350386177642882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872285421308205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7002180172575083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165004814177065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412784258081397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286560497012645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,marmaladesalad,2020/01/05,How to get diagnosed in Canada as an Adult? I wasn’t diagnosed as a kid and I want to be diagnosed now but I feel like the resources to do so are hidden? Does anyone know the steps to get diagnosed?  Im 23F,-0.9333333333333336,1.1603622222222256,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,93.44444444444444,6.555555555555558,18.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.8514444444444442,160,5,37,4,6,57,33,45,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,6,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027193539112316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.872527342132735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807152523556064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866630303606266,0.15353365393865415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245659991037695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321425621175292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811038263323448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049954745953562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676106058898096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sanchopanzaaaa,2020/01/05,Executive Functioning Struggles I struggle with Executive Functioning any tips what has worked for you so far? Thanks 🙏,6.5261403508771965,10.474104421052632,6.132631578947367,62.37508771929825,83.73684210526315,10.954385964912284,37.91228070175438,9.725611199111238,6.1160385964912285,100,6,13,4,3,31,17,19,0.218,0.637,0.145,-0.1585,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728518721236807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8389106926464858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36940099668591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921020528675766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Fayejulia1715,2020/01/05,"How can I help my friends understand my diagnosis better. I’m 18/F and got diagnosed around 7 months ago, I’m still learning a lot about autism and how it effects my life but I feel like because my diagnosis was quite late and I don’t fit what most people think of when they think of an autistic person, people I’m close to just decide to ignore it because I ‘seem’ normal, or register something like me not having lunch with them in school sometimes as rude for example. 

I don’t want any special treatment or people to feel bad for me or bring it up all the time, but I want to be able to communicate how autism effects me and in turn my relationships with people, because I feel like in some of my relationships there’s a disconnect or things that I do that I can’t help that might upset or annoy them that I’d like to be able to explain.",9.18358395989975,5.957263298245617,9.11842940685046,73.19789473684213,62.21637426900586,12.110609857978279,37.878863826232255,9.957137785484203,3.465714452798663,668,23,137,10,7,220,98,171,0.10400000000000001,0.721,0.174,0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,4,9,12,2,1,4,0,10,3,0,5,1,41,26,16,0,3,9,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,12,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,21,7,21,21,4,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,10,10,88,30,2,0.2756472331360737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122172320286393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372478543945943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269223904911156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150769629380008,0.2520479922819477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189378873702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988806965222025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090632850193777,0.19692243842933252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648218427420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023013659644186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847605299768083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547104266293124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734889631058108,0.26933462926146284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717271018697578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620907709316294,0.0,0.0,0.11000949583060593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503788151210055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821981684662724,0.12034226588249795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465923812644035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594197029089336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948485801857008,0.0,0.1254694442305109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106103353486758,0.13631108092653887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100661182252576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915638867210885,0.17662361684614653,0.0,0.0,0.08036605916898701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991251777823686,0.0,0.14347924545822405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258387987720488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,out_damned_trash,2020/01/05,"How do you guys find community? My brother feels incredibly isolated, and I don't know where to direct him for a community that will be accommodating to him. Do you guys have any advice, particularly adults who are out of school?




Ordinarily I'd go with him and be able to kind of tell people how he communicates, which basically means I tell them ""be direct and if he says something unintentionally hurtful let him know, because he won't realize it otherwise,"" since he sometimes finds it hard to assert himself in new groups, and it's always helpful to have someone to back you up. I'm incredibly busy right now though, so I can't.


If you guys have any advice, or even just anecdotes, I'd really appreciate it.",8.106204690831559,7.5771393432835845,9.135415778251602,63.66171641791046,62.28358208955224,12.134754797441365,36.30703624733475,11.491704259439757,4.204417057569296,568,23,103,15,7,196,88,134,0.059000000000000004,0.897,0.044000000000000004,-0.2406,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,14,0,0,2,0,19,20,11,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,14,1,13,14,0,9,0,1,0,0,25,5,0,3,3,65,21,1,0.1588481653840205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104491775473725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217439866072062,0.0,0.0,0.21604439919365484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221444340682253,0.0,0.0968323672427326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491771510341777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031840527149638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29036869076767696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027707304514664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718539734094972,0.0,0.0,0.14229675522466192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647257688128943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005024641949434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654159200331861,0.17459759491328988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243301139763694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730322200385921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341654797345786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101253170279961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176220228474324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356554653063235,0.0,0.12632243681188313,0.0,0.16076282386743665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140084389730988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459153504810015,0.1222890783318224,0.15710489730186786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776805961238741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606751597361254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,westonewoof,2020/01/05,"Let's call for a thorough understanding as to why people with autism walk on their toes or sides of their feet or have different gaits. Aside from the so many neurological underpinnings, I propose that some of these movements are based on deeply psycholgical struggle and contradiction to resolve moving through a different world. I also propose they are functional rather than dysfunctional in a system with despondent and off kilter feedback loops and physiology. If the world we move through is sensory, then in the right context, any sense in response can make reason hidden to others",14.019242424242428,11.809081000000004,11.822095959595961,54.38647727272728,52.13131313131314,14.74848484848485,47.98232323232322,13.023866798666859,6.309765656565657,485,23,70,12,4,149,78,99,0.077,0.8959999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.6222,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,6,3,2,2,0,15,8,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,19,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,4,1,51,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844050204166939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681104671153906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354610836969895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818409022626503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357968142922253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539225192788152,0.2337849589274348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901674172596552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986404921444805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370878570196639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692503565211816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106571596431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400552912038303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807418248729026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gunpas11,2020/01/05,"I suspect I have ADD This is why i suspect it:

\- Problem actively listening to the other person in conversations. After a while, I start fading and thinking about other stuff

\- Bad short term memory: Constantly forget where I put my keys etc.

\- Difficulty following instructions

\- Difficulty organizing daily tasks

\- Avoid or dislike, or unwilling to perform tasks that require mental endurance

\- Difficulty finishing tasks, always starting new tasks

\- Diffuclits in mining interest in conversations when they are not related to my special interest

\- Difficulty focusing on what the other person is writing to me on chats, I miss details

Most of the time I live in my own dreamworld with daydreams and I constantly fade away. I also have high functioning autism.

Anyone else here with ADD? How do you treat it?",8.238796992481205,10.710702390977444,8.406022556390983,58.484372180451174,62.684210526315795,11.93654135338346,39.61578947368421,11.602472056035307,5.921993082706766,650,35,83,22,10,212,94,133,0.184,0.728,0.08800000000000001,-0.9034,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,6,8,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,19,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,16,4,16,12,4,25,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,3,13,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070412210143506,0.1672111588582344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051282918114688,0.20590276180825975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880440288065392,0.0,0.1677895335247248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343232293726964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787261918707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241186161449484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123206264574896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774474780062243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025159812834156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408417238591386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35093336042612683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228737121023887,0.0,0.20201588404980966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844748184367472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004608577610505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287642353579978,0.0,0.0,0.11717882741178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133117391833567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sage-lilac,2020/01/05,"Do you have „low visibility“ stims for social situations? When i‘m in Uni i can’t stim freely a lot so when i‘m sitting in class i will flex my fingers and toes interchangeably (like a cat kneading). That one is pretty lowkey and it relaxes me a bunch. It’s become my go to stim whenever I’m supposed to sit still for a long time. 

Another one is touching my thumb to the tips of my fingers one by one. It’s more noticeable but no one minds it and it doesn’t really draw attention (other than my friends doing it in tandem with me for fun) 

What are your low key stims?",3.082978927203065,4.4599561293103465,4.695287356321838,84.35622605363986,73.91379310344827,8.259003831417624,25.819923371647512,8.841846274778883,1.7804532567049811,445,15,95,9,9,150,80,116,0.051,0.86,0.09,0.5368,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,9,3,3,0,0,8,13,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,3,11,4,13,12,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628518434537367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278017463475231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593586096075369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722425711610827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076989012486537,0.0,0.0,0.18253663937533854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535778690696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082672589953622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483227515736305,0.0,0.0,0.6988471706987562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984405509429868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213763099477752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318487305054615,0.0,0.21025958524904612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472223672749434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027386117312767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,epicman26,2020/01/05,"I am so sad and frustrated. Hi there, i am an individual with Autism Spectrum disorder, borderline personality disorder, schizoid personality disorder, dependency disorder, PTSD, ADD, ADHD, OCD, psychophsyciological insomnia, major depressive disorder, narcissist personality disorder, and social anxiety disorder.And, i was wondering how the hell do people even deal with this? I know it can't be just me put there. It's so frustrating, when literally everyone gives up on you. Even the government, even child protective services. You know i could have had four other siblings in my life but they were all aborted. Why me? Why me.. I feel so fractured in my head and everything feels so twisted. I have been through hell. But yet, nobody cares. Nobody could give a second glance. Everyone i try to reach out to they're just judgemental like ""oh, everybody's a little autistic"" or ""those are just labels, you are just victimizing yourself"". But my question is, how do you move forward? Has anyone experienced similar problems? It's so hard to cope... Even my own therapist, who thinks i'm intelligent, has such an impossible time understanding. Who do you even turn to with all these symptoms fighting with each other. It's always like a war. I can't even sleep anymore.",4.998042813455658,8.264307665137618,6.139655963302754,67.22275611620796,75.55963302752293,10.238837920489297,32.936544342507645,10.125756701596842,4.607907645259938,1013,52,155,36,24,336,137,218,0.21,0.725,0.065,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,2,0,49.0,0,5,1,0,22,13,7,0,7,0,21,5,2,3,2,34,33,15,1,3,8,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,11,10,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,10,0,2,4,5,22,3,14,26,5,12,2,2,1,0,19,7,2,4,6,110,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132241568240848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839168260266476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720716936064535,0.0,0.093432692225288,0.06587501206250072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605510833040146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044075478404276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971281271923948,0.08114440025822439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478486306796192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733556409617225,0.0,0.0,0.18004663584365946,0.08467140230022094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527253381885764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807528970520458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843951792782074,0.0,0.09668838558441746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355257434357244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654451078140272,0.09205415685204052,0.09442487497932901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013212875677806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531453130448035,0.24678607091529695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014787455180363,0.11012843718646456,0.09470878122766822,0.10553866678850347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427973983874016,0.09603696509035238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792203064065888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938704654628062,0.0,0.0603670540751228,0.0,0.0,0.05493560064376638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396356094709678,0.10247527741592698,0.0,0.09807770358116068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700228134155384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021685712304048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,s0ycatpuccino,2020/01/05,"Finally got my...unofficial diagnosis?! Tl;dr, psychiatrist believes I will test positive.

Background: A year ago my mother insisted I am not on the spectrum, and I cut off contact 4 or so months ago. I've been very ""quiet and shy"" forever, but I really have trouble speaking and socializing. It's been known for years that I have social anxiety. I've finally found peace with not needing to speak out loud much, and letting people know if I'm having sensory issues. But I never said I'm Autistic...in case it's just severe social anxiety or something? I dunno..

But now...

At 21 years old, highly suspicious, my psychiatrist sent me to a testing center.  The results were inconclusive. Not negative, but not positive either. I didn't know how to feel. I wanted some sort of answer I suppose, as to why I have trouble interacting and speaking.

Then she said she's going to send me to a different testing center. One that does more specific, neurological, possibly computerized methods. I didn't ask her to. She said that's what she's going to do.

I was uneasy, a bit scared to ask. I said it a bit strange, ""Are you sending me to another because you...have an opinion on the results?""

""I was surprised. I'm very surprised. I read the whole test, not just your results. You need a different test. You'll have to wait a bit longer, but if anyone asks you can let them know what your doctor thinks about the results. And you can tell your mom to f off.""

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autism,ntortojpeg,2020/01/05,"I hate my job I work in a supermarket and I hate it. It’s so loud with so many different sounds (beeping, talking, babies screaming and crying etc.) I also have to wear these tight scratchy black pants. 
Every shift I have headaches and dread going because I’m so overstimulated the whole time. How can I cope with this?",3.111038251366121,5.579503737704922,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,77.19672131147541,6.033879781420765,24.92076502732241,7.1686216300943375,1.0633912568306014,252,9,49,3,6,79,47,61,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.9442,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,7,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,30,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177024812599785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142708015409127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29088380479562503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766724224721233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953356412395794,0.0,0.0,0.22311572868769985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049889537456673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228945143249404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278528138229146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26847804169493816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284604305165367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544141434060098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295653402648184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927864604964842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mousakleiw,2020/01/05,"8 Y.O. Future Engineer Needs Project 8 year-old boy fascinated with appliances that spin, washer, ceiling fan. Going through a destructive phase right now. How to keep him safe, out of my tools and appliances, possibly redirect his attention to something mechanical that is age-appropriate? He just got his own Black & Decker plastic workbench but just wants to throw the hammer at the ceiling fan. Stands on counter to reach fan blades, jams screwdrivers (or corn dog sticks) in door lock of clothes washer to make it run with the door open. Worried he is going to catch his arm in the spin cycle.",7.385847797062747,8.695433112149534,6.362082777036048,76.6751401869159,63.67289719626168,9.852603471295062,34.91188251001335,9.957137785484203,3.5287153538050733,481,21,82,10,7,145,81,107,0.047,0.8290000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.6757,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,16,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,16,8,1,15,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,2,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363197372183306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528164851963972,0.0,0.248256318381714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758989853876521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071953140046911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015867080272495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325714005743638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499308878118664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650810601885809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389621270361956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308276072585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152276420807321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998882949749258
autism,ArialCCAA,2020/01/05,"To everyone who is autistic or cares/knows of someone who is Consult your city's policies towards autistic people, here in Brazil for example, I have the right to free public transportation, priority line, half in cinemas and public events (also extends to my company). This is all possible due to autism being considered a disability in my country.

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I encourage you to share this information and check it, it really does help.",13.3012,10.768601520000004,12.410666666666668,50.612000000000016,53.8,16.400000000000002,51.66666666666667,14.554592549557764,7.723266666666667,354,20,49,12,3,116,59,75,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.9058,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,11,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327533211446706,0.0,0.32960965335920056,0.36964647978079335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662148039485592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906841442940914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390446512575566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718497027986368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108997877494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34294924105649577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488367835808354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979229492596484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577547737483192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36964647978079335,0.0
autism,DisastrousRelative7,2020/01/05,"not wearing shoes is the best feeling ever some of my favorite surfaces to not wear shoes on are:
-cold tiles
-warm concrete
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autism,Nateistired,2020/01/05,"Cross reddit post. R/autism and r/mechanicalkeyboards Does anyone here use a mechanical keyboard for your day to day use and if you do, which cherry switch do you find satisfies your stimming needs for either sound or feel ?  Are you more of a sound or tactile feel?? Which color does the best for you ?",3.3382738095238125,6.123494375,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,78.46428571428572,5.8761904761904775,20.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,0.4841047619047618,239,6,45,3,6,73,39,56,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,8,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,5,8,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678116754914596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953415730491372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629958630785969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925594951881941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845971462206757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572203110388497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867547252025875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953045806342074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861272772755361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AussieBuzzsaw,2020/01/05,"I don't take negative/blunt encouragement very well I think I have trouble being motivated by encouragement that isn't overtly supportive.

I've finished high school and am putting together a scholarship application to a film school that requires a written portion and a showreel of my high school films. Getting the scholarship would mean my parents saving thousands and thousands of dollars so I obviously understand that it's very important.

I was reasonably motivated coming out of high school, but I recently dislocated my knee, and so have been more or less immobile at home while I recover and the boredom has been making me pretty miserable a lot of the time, so my motivation isn't there so much anymore.

Just earlier I apologised to my Mum for my lack of enthusiasm, and I suppose I was hoping for an ""I understand"" type response, but she said ""Well you'll have to make yourself enthusiastic because it's important"". And the thing is, I know what she said is absolutely correct, but the negative nature of the encouragement just didn't sit well with me. And I think that's how I was through school as well. I just don't get any kind of good feeling out of that sort of reinforcement. It just makes me feel like the person is already mad at me and I don't think it helps me.

So I just thought like, is this actually a bad way to motivate me or am I just overly sensitive and can't handle an honest push? I know that I've definitely always had a procrastination and motivation issue and that I have to be responsible for that, but I just want to know what some people think of this. Thanks in advance for any responses.",8.280833333333334,7.804844624183008,8.720383986928109,66.60547794117647,61.90849673202614,12.617320261437907,39.713235294117645,11.93303328291395,4.906033333333333,1309,63,233,38,16,437,154,306,0.11900000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.203,0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,7,19,20,1,1,16,0,28,1,1,10,2,63,55,26,0,4,13,2,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,17,16,0,1,19,2,3,4,8,4,4,2,11,4,36,16,30,40,7,19,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,6,6,172,53,15,0.0,0.0,0.09589060159795504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843576371021636,0.0,0.08176276289526159,0.0,0.0,0.13364454209822346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745058158532872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204557602235064,0.05990026785578475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846449515610303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936954195185567,0.07019917140742171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267681813697484,0.0,0.0,0.08241841815710814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586367819034733,0.3114610500403615,0.09856589154231203,0.09759742048484184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256113681320543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232588750785247,0.1620084740270581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601276500679118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353976552691766,0.0,0.0,0.1967741275791302,0.0,0.0,0.10703731224510192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223467773161947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910953322366744,0.0,0.0,0.0681232543984435,0.08579954034313474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996888914374986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878154628809832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103082261394804,0.09702294721106763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186941401961446,0.0,0.0,0.4972374674458103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150779050253948,0.0,0.0,0.07388161497964926,0.0,0.0,0.09046745156715956,0.0,0.0,0.065281630980515,0.25185208252498564,0.0,0.07800991767474305,0.05729799821636136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459068505682512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215468102764735,0.05795811662000783,0.07799666737999794,0.0,0.0,0.35340127672794497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698032801061797,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bozzaholic,2020/01/06,"My Daughter (7) got suspended from school today for having a meltdown Ranting here because I got rid of facebook as a new years resolution

So today was the 1st day back at school after the Christmas holiday. My 7 year old was excited for school but we had some issues putting her hair in to a ponytail (no big deal but it would have been a trigger)

An hour in to school (I'm at work at this point) I get a call saying my daughter's teacher has had to evacuate the class due to my daughter having a meltdown, shes apparently screaming, throwing chairs and putting kids in danger.

I arrive and shes calmed down, thumb in mouth under a desk, I coax her out after about a minute and shes ready to continue her day at school like a normal pupil but the school have insisted on suspending her for the day and are talking about excluding her in the future if her behaviour doesnt improve, isn't this discrimination??

I'm so frustrated as she seemed to be in an OK place once I arrived",4.362849779086893,5.613743974226806,5.2637702503681885,82.00505154639177,70.59793814432992,8.223269513991164,30.3519882179676,8.634040054169528,2.3327390279823264,777,32,151,13,14,254,117,194,0.099,0.813,0.08800000000000001,-0.6392,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,17,1,18,2,2,1,0,15,24,12,0,3,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,3,20,4,31,15,1,36,0,0,0,0,19,17,0,3,17,100,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368636089580384,0.0,0.07427167822342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441083050712408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572744796176,0.1256102441962607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365563853599804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489091331440594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998647610565412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716784121831762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952418447522111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767247677287967,0.0,0.0,0.11937595685055752,0.0,0.0,0.12784911270831725,0.12975413004738845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272954024537278,0.0,0.11517685643377035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449628852407057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689094304358596,0.0,0.7398429924556634,0.0,0.11091728330455734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792924957554697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097748859641815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869995013327472,0.0,0.0,0.08655064400492753,0.0,0.0,0.15692012442005224
autism,oniiranen,2020/01/06,"Any parents/others here who would like to test a PECS-like app? Hi,

I have slowly been iterating on a communications app for iOS that I can use with my son. It is nothing complicated, but helps him show what he wants with pictures, has voice, and a daily calendar feature. 

I started thinking that maybe the app would be useful for others as well, and getting feedback from other users could help me make it better. I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but if there is someone following this subreddit who would like to test the app and give feedback, feel free to let me know. I can try to set you up with a test account.",6.1878514285714274,5.873557088000003,6.3838857142857135,81.09880000000003,66.12,9.062857142857146,31.457142857142852,8.418075326091056,2.1612742857142853,496,17,101,6,7,159,85,125,0.021,0.8009999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9665,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,3,0,22,28,8,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,10,6,14,21,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,67,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382962898313373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901203571479581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986126782551815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623717149932968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028282843311395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625067643685948,0.19508781331546846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726247457730273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352997513570286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795616925286414,0.0,0.19870933699826387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574881224350768,0.0,0.2043091255321929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513577716736372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247485578771094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736740005038671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231189523383236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439439554428834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303091321675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138072600113809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35128696511982066,0.0,0.0,0.11995091409371668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828510338911259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333974813418396,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bsmith128,2020/01/06,"Should I bring a Teddy to school? A few weeks ago, I posted a picture of Bessie the bear, a Teddy bear I have owned for 10 years now. At the time I am posting this, I have 12 hours until I go back to school after Christmas break.

I have extreme bullying issues in school that nobody takes any notice of. Usually, when I come home, I go straight to my room and lock Bessie in my arms until I get it all out of my system. I feel that it would help me to take her to school with me, but I fear she will fuel more bullying, or worse, get destroyed.

Any advice is welcome.",3.3081355932203387,3.8690006186440686,4.362500000000002,90.05697033898306,72.47457627118644,6.9169491525423705,23.224576271186447,6.6274283507984215,0.4942508474576273,435,10,97,3,8,142,78,118,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,0,8,1,1,0,1,10,17,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,19,1,17,14,4,26,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,12,65,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542895112777356,0.13996107480547618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474294136788025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140863239881748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360093392874816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776715631583257,0.07983456483182533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498333258400974,0.0,0.17946648259481596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105831182941295,0.0,0.1583778068002743,0.0,0.1554910856932786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479745333044982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797602452728134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30243236257514505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391775355204621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237429154451793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920676630582474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389491547132555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665084440128424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090468231123325,0.11216142052482912,0.0,0.0,0.1016767943568621
autism,mysrhgirl,2020/01/06,"Sensory seeking autistic toddler: help, he won’t eat anything but crackers I’m working with his OT to get him to eat different things but it just seems to be getting worse. He is 20 months old now and drinks milk, and eats crackers..sometimes Greek yogurt, chicken nuggets, and fries. It’s been really hard. Anyone have tips??? The OT suggests an air fryer but we have to save up.",3.272440476190475,5.7403694583333325,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,76.6388888888889,5.7809523809523835,29.73015873015873,6.868970318607317,1.6750492063492062,299,14,55,3,7,92,59,72,0.08800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.08,-0.14800000000000002,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,0,11,10,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276598738351915,0.0,0.17979006118963753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282646378941872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140267915421452,0.0,0.6706773962607477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829310407537576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571477088478031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644224288132024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438829938081862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925754469463586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996359982660672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889558477121824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608187011549665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514811080105094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905572085185304,0.0,0.22264933560115188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Vaidif,2020/01/06,"When Autism Becomes Life Threatening Autism (and ADHD) is when you have a girlfriend in the hospital and you can barely maintain yourself in life, deal adequately with issues coming and going and then having to fight for her life because the treatment is inadequate. And because of my diagnoses, I see things going wrong where others do not and they do not not take me serious.

And so now I have to fight for the literal survival of my friend against her brother, who seems indifferent, the nursing staff and the doctors and specialists.

Because she has cancer that has spread to her liver and she was told she will likely die in a matter of months, perhaps 6 months.

In the meanwhile I am fighting my lack of emotional control. I didn't take care of my own needs and am out of meds for my diabetes. I need to take ADHD meds again to control myself. 

But the issue is, she also has Bipolar Disorder. And they almost stopped all her antipsychotic meds and the lithium she takes. Because the liver is where all meds are going through. 

So I am with her, and see her go full psychotic and unable to speak in two hours time. She won't eat. Not because of treatment or cancer. But because of her BPD she wants to keep control over the situation and she can only do that by refusing to eat. And the staff is fine wiht this, because the oncology department is where people come to die anyway. They won't force her and just take the untouched food away. But my friend, she cannot even tell me why she won't eat. She is not nauseated. Or sick. She just feels reluctant. And it is the BPD that makes her ineffective to deal with the situation and fight for herself.

So now I find myself fighting for her life, because she can no longer self-advocate, give reasonable permission for treatment, she has trouble focusing her mind and explaining what happened that day. And this causes an ethical and protocol issue and none of the staff seem to realize this, because they don't know her.

So now the tension and stress on me are higher than ever before because my girl is not eating and she would had she proper medication.  Which would allow her to think straight. And then eat and gain strength. She is losing weight and is dying of Bipolar Disorder.

And now I am faced in no uncertain terms with my disabilities and impairments. Emotional control. I already yelled at some nurses.

They don't like it when I question their competence. But they are not trained to be psychiatric nurses. They don't know my friend, not does the shrink or the supervising doctor. Now I must control myself and advocate for her and impress upon these people that this is serious and that in my not so humble opinion, she will weaken and die if she won't eat.

She has an infection too. She looks so skinny. 

This is autism. This is where I can only do so much. This is where perhaps because of my dx, her brother does not take me serious. And seems to keep me out of the loop. 

If autism is 'just another way to be' then it is killing my girl. If I don't step up now...I fear she will die. Not because of cancer, but soon and because of Bipolar Disorder. 

I am terrified and lie awake at night. This is it! This is do or die for her. And I must now disregard myself and my weaknesses and do incapacities away, mask myself to the max, to make myself heard and in such a way that they don't call security. I have to be assertive and reasonable because a life is on the line.

And I have no one to back me up. I am in transition between coaches/social workers. 

And if they do not see the problem, what am I going to do about it? Is my friend, my ex, gonna die because of my autism? because I can't take it anymore? I am ready to talk to the chef de clinique if I have to. Or file a complaint and insist on second opinions. If my ex agrees. And she cannot deal with the stress. Because of BPD. 

Maybe I cannot save her. Maybe my diagnoses and her is what will ultimately be the death of her. 

My god why must I always be the one to see things for what they are. :-( I wish I was NT.",3.199026285336424,5.22054663117871,4.258918829558606,84.89485534799141,75.08365019011406,7.311555629029591,26.89739350856891,8.18289091462,1.8012936242905158,3168,122,619,54,69,1029,288,789,0.139,0.8059999999999999,0.055,-0.9961,1,0,0,0,7,1,94.0,0,2,11,12,34,32,6,5,34,0,88,33,4,11,6,137,129,78,9,17,31,4,2,2,5,14,21,3,0,2,32,57,9,11,13,0,0,9,30,20,0,4,6,10,113,12,83,104,9,64,0,1,5,0,86,29,0,20,26,477,145,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935136905916897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555628377516156,0.0,0.05020443733459566,0.036382026009718856,0.03785516296125669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047705069043193896,0.0,0.0,0.04511843186252759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548737402040853,0.034982549595947085,0.0,0.4714626005011892,0.05024522632264701,0.038712565284359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189661941061218,0.0,0.046455087025195456,0.0,0.04638479055920798,0.046735500171758516,0.0,0.0783791623894886,0.0,0.0,0.25513038784280195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029340262056642856,0.14070884668821185,0.0,0.0923521501742903,0.3305135832561817,0.0,0.1564223057496302,0.09313132945629754,0.07962528578007612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27931408435357835,0.0,0.1023506336457201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030048763172038383,0.041152482561049385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051194088485886885,0.02300344356508364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041581252569464995,0.0,0.05501226727616103,0.0,0.14059610226126965,0.0,0.0,0.043642578819910766,0.12927818648759598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040230736503530186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044803030143067135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245366998651052,0.0,0.08087540572789001,0.050333049292204654,0.0,0.05000529962728892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067095488785138,0.04445274030610772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820401726084887,0.05089683547774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073601561637685,0.0,0.09141090838152093,0.0,0.20213703845774028,0.04583103686360751,0.0,0.0,0.04593659061706792,0.0,0.07262673296446358,0.0,0.033443775627875524,0.06746735895678772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426936129159262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165665508662565,0.06920140732315039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308047344260367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353220097425806,0.0,0.0,0.05096437909417651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355207966883576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501326712978352,0.12424976252087025,0.04746080392684017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227570353296346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380355340318495,0.10422785219542616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394440125433029,0.036566847056644425,0.03976429748861793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044919940657325,0.029151111363274758,0.0,0.0,0.026528275012094243,0.0,0.0,0.04347205286454767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444162680088968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02683390178960141,0.07222301325328298,0.0,0.05540018296923795,0.0,0.0,0.08210362496744981,0.0,0.052316560341247084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463613630656348,0.04974121803990123,0.0,0.0
autism,lariet50,2020/01/06,"Does anyone have thoughts about whether or not to homeschool a child with autism? He’s only 3, but the schools here super suck, and we can’t afford private. I just want to think ahead.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,2.8566666666666687,95.955,73.44444444444444,4.800000000000002,25.88888888888889,3.1291,0.20778888888888947,146,5,30,0,3,42,35,36,0.09699999999999999,0.731,0.172,0.4497,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393275482013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246824224268019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36908654090749865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911415546381487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109556083574325,0.0,0.3852677518528188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28623787791848165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rum-and-roses,2020/01/06,please Help! I have an autistic younger brother (I am also on the spectrum) and he is 4 years old he has grown pretty fast in relation to size but not much in his of social skills this has lead to the point where my mother can no longer help him in the instance of changing his nappy getting him to go out ect ect I cannot help because I need to work and we even together can’t afford to employ someone dose anyone know of anything we could do,2.28967391304348,4.0592988369565255,3.388478260869565,91.25163043478264,76.93478260869566,5.469565217391305,24.54347826086957,5.985473137389443,0.5655173913043483,351,12,73,2,8,113,68,92,0.028999999999999998,0.835,0.136,0.8478,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,13,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,3,48,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205522254479804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792489405935018,0.0,0.1976305556969227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463988170109005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405658575314016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174757634465656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862288418627732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547326788159618,0.0,0.13648800575004047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829209409013838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198521360207907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654464238011688,0.1780750010388958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520066774320915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636226791265807,0.2270280668522718,0.0,0.0,0.2443282414658761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481205670638825,0.20348610771159092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483875521667655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546546485134706
autism,Okinau,2020/01/06,Help needed. Toothpaste discontinued. My 8 year old will only use Crest Fruit Burst toothpaste. I just got confirmation that the flavor has been discontinued. We have tried every other option of toothpaste. Is my last option really to just but a hoard of it on eBay?,3.372674772036472,6.564667361702135,4.1009118541033445,77.62000000000002,88.14893617021276,6.089969604863223,19.480243161094226,7.447530270364453,1.2542243161094229,214,6,33,4,7,68,40,47,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,8,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249073900097153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084211496149521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584776578275348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31433748416032264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859375435257982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046506802001435,0.0,0.0,0.29328672004462764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470425387680699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618154282831511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330579244083339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483311527884169
autism,rogerkeithbarrett,2020/01/06,Lonely Hello. I’m fifteen years old and I’m so lonely I don’t know what to do. I have chronic insomnia too which makes me feel more lonely because of all the time spent awake at night and all the time in the day being too tired to talk. I have no friends though so I don’t know who I would. I write all the time and listen to music but nothing seems to be going anyway. I’m jealous of people sometimes. I love myself and I know I’m great but what is wrong with me that I’m like this I just don’t know. I’m so alone I even have some great people I talk to online but there’s no point to that either I feel like I’m just seeking attention and nothing is fun anymore anyway I’ve never felt understood or like I belong I don’t know why I’m here sorry I just needed to get this off my chest,-1.1943103448275885,0.8655509942528745,1.2301471264367834,98.63956551724138,96.52873563218391,3.4736551724137934,14.431264367816093,5.108053359733372,-1.0960581149425286,619,13,143,3,25,208,90,174,0.156,0.687,0.156,0.7168,0,7,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,1,0,4,0,13,5,1,1,4,34,38,13,0,2,8,0,3,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,11,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,3,4,19,8,13,32,6,13,0,3,0,1,8,4,0,3,11,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522201814576558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575818107191038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959365810181948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478572399368562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707458532162644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862839660088742,0.10499787041436703,0.14111757176097756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355133193593515,0.0,0.07678756763905213,0.0,0.08352840529618348,0.0,0.0,0.3240775208006981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40386385434657657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154114284298159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264928742293255,0.0,0.09810592696098072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897895956612856,0.1133549942994825,0.0,0.0,0.1379246375621931,0.0,0.28205000081938003,0.0,0.15422392447027214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037857853341132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389374273397644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379911960622462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536051173572234,0.16452475749302933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362634025380617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440067990787972,0.0,0.25710422236214997,0.16892437356932033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262068893627713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440573032620656,0.16069240810248175,0.0,0.09464609062886936
autism,seth3511,2020/01/06,"Well I guess I'll never know So my therapist had referred me to a place that does assessments for different things, so that I could take the ADOS and get an official diagnosis. So I go in take do that today, and i find it its going to cost me over $1000 WITH insurance. I dont have that kind of money. So I'll never know if I'm on the spectrum or not...",1.7469264069264092,2.816799818181821,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,76.79220779220779,8.25021645021645,23.222943722943725,8.841846274778883,1.4081359307359302,274,8,64,6,6,97,55,77,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,8,2,8,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315344535637754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396692175772441,0.0,0.0,0.2007453338473849,0.0,0.2688495308546283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966310756873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198495529942507,0.0,0.2607412200924813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527047360470632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388798581817336,0.2521392663015201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35384752543065484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396692175772441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449533669028121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634557212996385,0.15240001460335215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743987961381092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062538838461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,zovalinn,2020/01/06,"""Self diagnosis "" is awful As a parent of a severely autistic non verbal child that comes with all the bells and whistles I'm finding this terrible, horribly tacky trend of people ""self diagnosing "" themselves as autistic  extremely infuriating. Thoughts? Maybe make a rule about not posting that crap",10.190544217687076,11.66698791836735,9.322857142857146,57.31380952380954,57.57142857142858,12.247619047619047,44.904761904761905,11.855464076750405,6.190423129251701,244,14,32,7,3,77,42,49,0.289,0.674,0.038,-0.9386,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,1,8,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393458467513091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201505232893304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539527038006047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546910483381213,0.0,0.2791407894889117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085229908747662,0.0,0.0,0.1926283577077144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610646844091185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797227710558357,0.3138949203691281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205843284983034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AndyK2131,2020/01/06,"Improv Comedy Social Skills Group Hi, I'm a special educator in New York City and I run an improv comedy social skills group called [LaughMind](https://Differentdirections.org/laugh-mind).  I am looking to connect with people who might be interested or know people who might be interested.  This group would be most beneficial to neurodiverse teenagers who have a sense of humor and are looking for an outlet to socialize, though no IEP or official diagnosis is required, it's open to any teenager who would benefit.

Our winter 6-week session starts on **Thursday, January 30th** from 5-6:30pm, located at 339 West 47th Street. The spring session starts March 26th.  For more information and to register, families can go to [Differentdirections.org/laugh-mind](https://Differentdirections.org/laugh-mind).  No experience necessary, come as you are!

Happy to answer any questions here as well!",7.437000000000001,11.393017771428573,7.039642857142859,60.17660714285717,71.28571428571428,9.5,30.17857142857143,9.673873057562805,3.980785714285714,728,30,98,21,16,228,101,140,0.03,0.7809999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9697,3,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,18,21,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,7,17,14,2,16,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,6,7,57,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588635670595187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545752856225309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039994313904696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807809391502735,0.14270701942752714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603239765860231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114617888151778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831941555543335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542411287194857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211792276600658,0.4585501009592826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620316119533455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098948215145209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957956511381933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629366829365821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429422721406755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872948516083884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142741810936672,0.0,0.136108254363415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507115519351136,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,smallfruits,2020/01/06,"I think I might be Autistic? Advice please! (longish post) So i’m a female, recently turned 20 and I’m beginning to think i might be autistic to some degree? 

When I was in high school a few of my close friends used to poke fun of me, saying I was autistic sounds stupid but it was all harmless). They mainly said things because I often took things too literally, struggles to understand irony and sarcasm and really liked having a strict routine. All this is still true, and i feel very anxious when things dont go as planned or if my usual routine has to change. 

Other things that make me question whether i’m autistic is memories from when I was a child (around 12), I remember my mum once moved something in my room without me asking, and I remember this made me feel so uncomfortable I cried, and the thought of things being out of place makes my skin crawl. 

Also, I’ve never been super smart, always achieving solid Bs in highschool and numbers have never been my thing or anything but I know that when something interests me, I tend to subconsciously learn as much as possible about that thing and relay the information to people who dont care and just listen to keep me happy. (Now that i think about it, It’s probably pretty annoying.) 

My Mum likes to remind me that when I was 7 I decided to learn every capital city and flags of europe off by heart and when I was younger (4ish) I was obsessed with doing massive Jigsaw puzzles and then trying to do them upside down? Maybe I was just a little weird. 

My sense of direction has always been all over the place and my spacial awareness is definitely lacking too. I don’t understand left and right, even though i know it should be obvious, it takes me alot more time than it should to figure it out.

I’ve always been told i’m very awkward, but i’m not particularly shy, just struggle to keep a conversation going. I definitly dont adapt well to new environments. I started University last year and hated it, I really struggled to make friends. 

All this considered, I’m wondering if there’s any truth to the jokes my friends made in school or if i’m just overthinking like always. But it’s been on my mind for a while, and i’m too embarrassed to ask a friend but could do with a second opinion :)",4.5098056426332285,6.109341970114943,5.094357366771161,82.01683385579939,70.67816091954023,8.031347962382446,28.584117032392893,8.575989854853784,2.1278505747126437,1787,67,337,30,33,573,228,435,0.11800000000000001,0.746,0.136,0.8792,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,3,26,28,3,6,14,0,36,2,2,6,9,88,78,43,0,7,18,2,3,3,4,4,0,4,1,1,26,22,0,2,19,1,0,4,8,10,1,1,19,7,45,18,46,50,11,44,0,0,0,0,19,19,0,15,23,234,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757379088819678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198147330758433,0.2579646083492553,0.0,0.0,0.05270669792027927,0.0,0.0,0.08755965255351224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378078580932428,0.06899672002878378,0.144915185286806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724690247205583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902247272198172,0.0,0.08199100904325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618821874642233,0.0,0.08513663719098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725091581374713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051191943295738736,0.0,0.06530209840397869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837866549437783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395235921476551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809682520586773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250651580032461,0.0,0.076521070993482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184491369425957,0.0,0.08188928242374538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778168373647431,0.0,0.0,0.08519047683761784,0.06317768679278944,0.0,0.0,0.08421043207255817,0.0,0.0,0.11359646392408057,0.07768131478926182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466759914699325,0.15520745311420506,0.0,0.07786513560786519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444311125214367,0.07825890631853863,0.0,0.0,0.08237654978285094,0.05697578485129625,0.0,0.11955472014105273,0.07485572114055121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254129803359991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373286083446915,0.0,0.16195442485572994,0.08507824902156301,0.0,0.08737630340752257,0.07422926720677192,0.07885140625724889,0.0835645137106865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682439239693457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930458138313712,0.0,0.07652776671164818,0.0,0.17559824537283095,0.06618965044056843,0.0737258989202404,0.061635835434265984,0.0,0.1568803010125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933572052117394,0.0,0.0,0.0548591042191434,0.0,0.06189634489271395,0.0,0.0,0.2430781147766938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827482217317601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604405245240795,0.14898803302212202,0.07614919387210056,0.06153105994626613,0.045194337696288216,0.0,0.0,0.07406024841854808,0.08611195267010567,0.052621446563326624,0.08430420781394958,0.0,0.16137283670990135,0.0,0.0669402482759397,0.08536184445679344,0.1279010374101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968714937663145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471296167003617,0.08405188722839857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991128510705085
autism,prettyfly4aporkpie,2020/01/06,"Anxiety and ""freezing"" Hi,

I suffer from anxiety pretty badly sometimes, and am finding it very difficult to switch tasks when my anxiety is bad at the moment. I get that panic feeling whenever I need to move from one thing to another. For example, I'll be on my computer before I need to leave for an appointment, and won't want to think about leaving, so I won't, and then it'll get later and later and I'll stress out and freeze completely. Does anyone else get this? And how do you cope when it's popping up?",4.511008403361345,5.457518,5.94187675070028,78.41558823529414,69.98039215686275,9.75014005602241,30.257703081232492,9.957137785484203,3.0243820728291326,404,16,77,10,7,137,69,102,0.245,0.701,0.054000000000000006,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,15,13,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,0,3,8,0,14,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842636479206005,0.4032888846130756,0.0,0.0,0.12287144836466912,0.18005167722479315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29344712685325874,0.0,0.0,0.14952957081356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842449828003373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537786855656004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467962176869645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888521599706753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606100449539249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542817118367696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372136144975478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867685379170737,0.0,0.2605966604029044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907623668416825,0.0,0.0,0.2061761680331314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877614318871868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379714425425632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129311879906436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674430222970332,0.11259789008738533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499205063904688,0.10364753119250586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Fireyicequeen86,2020/01/06,"How to get an 8yo boy to stop being afraid of his kitten  

So my housemates bought their 8yr old son a kitten for xmas (believe me i know, thats the number one DONT but who listens to the housemate even though ive known him his whole life and am basically a psuedoaunt). he's not been socialised with animals AT ALL due to the rental his parents have been in his whole life hasnt allowed pets until 3 months ago. We think he's borderline autistic (doctors wont refer him to get diagnosed becoz bullshit reasons but he has all the signs and issues), and has never really shown much interest in anything that's not a screen, except for a kitten. he's asked for a kitten his whole life, and his aunt is a cat foster carer, so she organised for a kitten from 'santa'. He loves it. But he's terrified of it. He'll pat it from arms length, play from a distance and absolutely refuses to pick it up or hold it. If you try, he whines its 'too hard' or 'too scary', to the point of running away from the animal. We've tried encouragement, we've tried saying maybe it would be happier with Cat Aunt, we've tried being very firm with him, but nothing seems to sway him. He loves the idea of a kitten, but the reality is way different.

Does anyone have any advice on how we can get this boy to cuddle his cat?",4.56313725490196,5.138142379310344,5.452819472616636,83.31383367139959,69.6513409961686,8.440027045300878,26.4640522875817,8.4952907291091,1.6392148298399816,1015,29,208,15,17,333,153,261,0.065,0.8340000000000001,0.1,0.8872,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,18,0,18,9,1,5,3,40,30,19,0,2,11,4,1,0,0,3,5,2,1,2,11,10,0,3,7,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,3,4,20,5,32,21,6,16,0,1,1,3,39,7,0,4,7,129,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763567786278135,0.11578250854034705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882282619457643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132919631946423,0.0,0.10748519402721672,0.0,0.12210759565277475,0.0,0.12271729547511002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715862096691215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325716953008116,0.0,0.13646510119227434,0.0,0.13369020871023435,0.11430225614405864,0.0,0.1530800609458651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086270118625104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472317900321985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170055785250233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744868086970694,0.0,0.13632835110890199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178270709565185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677217045689256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577066486757306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122054083478218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425581965430686,0.0,0.0960172128939064,0.0,0.100738507123818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532882292662112,0.0,0.13705869785379726,0.0,0.08850825103676786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450327406348457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347359814472418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836754522723174,0.1342941964773746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387046265762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890718752101576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920016954142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369295671056172,0.12832878702416833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354716632733936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777123272995348,0.0,0.10367627920574604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374816739925336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278530225537664,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Olivia93,2020/01/06,"Those who have been through ABA therapy, how did you find it? Have the effects lasted?  As an Assistant Psychologist I've been learning about ABA and PBS. Recently I came across this article which raises some very VERY valid points and wanted to know if anyone who has been through these therapies shared that experience.

Here is the article, possible trigger warning**
https://madasbirdsblog.wordpress.com/2017/04/03/i-abused-children-for-a-living/amp/?iframe=true&theme_preview=true&__twitter_impression=true",16.037834821428568,22.03017157812501,8.256964285714286,52.14875000000001,51.96875,9.907142857142855,34.14285714285714,9.957137785484203,4.569310714285715,447,16,46,10,7,110,53,64,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.4479,0,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,3,0,12,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306810667181633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566744684150886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219139834229736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979459755266107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733619181675078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663158104418184,0.15815703537544942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834172256814124,0.21873509162061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157720583716686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437711381637495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201834369874724,0.11444152498780374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,quargsg,2020/01/06,"“But you weren’t always like that.” I’m realizing that this phrase and it’s variants trigger any and all disability/diagnosis-related insecurity I have. Most noticeably, I start picking apart how I come across as not needing a bunch of support, how I was not diagnosed super young, and what was done in the process to diagnose me and who did it compared to other people. Furthermore, it just makes it hard to take myself or my complaints seriously.

My therapist has been trying get me to de-mask and have certain discussions with other people about my needs, especially my parents, who I still live with at the ripe old age of 22 after graduating from university. 

I had one really long discussion with them and my brother disclosing that I had now been diagnosed in addition to the IEP I had before starting university, and it seemed to go well. 

But now, every time I even try to scratch the surface on things, such as my mom not just spontaneously touching me and not trying to get me to wear makeup, I get told things such as,  I’m “getting more impatient”, that  I “wasn’t always like this”, and “You’ll get used to it if you don’t overthink it so much.”, and more things along these lines. I just don’t know what to say, because it triggers so much self-doubt and questioning of how I really feel, which took me such a long time to even be able to identify in the first place. I also feel like such an unreasonable person and like some sort of “trender”, who thinks it’s trendy to fake things and have a label.",12.478448275862071,7.407986155172415,11.629655172413795,63.33586206896553,58.13793103448275,15.324137931034484,44.51724137931035,12.516099999999998,5.217041379310344,1195,45,228,27,10,391,161,290,0.067,0.873,0.06,-0.2117,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,2,20,11,0,1,9,0,19,4,1,8,2,52,43,26,0,3,11,3,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,28,19,0,0,7,0,0,3,8,3,1,2,13,6,30,8,34,28,8,26,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,7,18,169,58,1,0.11198693930938088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895559149059451,0.18636420918413754,0.0,0.0,0.07615495892615867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826619877780747,0.0,0.09529263712446327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964668322137585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34099315827740445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460151994835932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479326344797345,0.0,0.09435382632524096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324792269171707,0.0800034918186702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525603336800492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925427684934216,0.0,0.06364475834955027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031830114462928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615450931329591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188446474710561,0.0,0.09888651910602164,0.19820983453067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475215158184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115774984052322,0.0,0.0,0.16464657154955872,0.1660737930331007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749787264816625,0.11751145457434288,0.0,0.07588524832080569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434824334231001,0.0,0.0,0.15527528649293598,0.09778267586733837,0.1170025163732778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545100144156784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348340182211358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905650896543836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194870361196552,0.1168268011436312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585298640735863,0.0,0.08943291439189834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270814516230137,0.0,0.0,0.0842002414140974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300254679307844,0.2975965855635105,0.07175670887502994,0.0,0.0,0.13060096977282,0.0,0.0,0.1070083196049659,0.12442161010659784,0.22809534232593184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672075958299838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068970752987616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pigeonpersona,2020/01/06,"Ah yes I'm ""normal"", totallyyyyyyy One of the more annoying things about me being on the autism spectrum is that it's not particularly obvious? I socialize with people in a way that doesn't line up with the idea of how an autistic person acts. I make eye contact, I'm an extrovert, I recognize social cues pretty naturally, my body language is rather open and casual, etc. Now obviously I'm not saying that no other autistic people act how I do in social situations. However, people just often don't realize that I'm on the autism spectrum. The hard part is that people expect me to think more similarly to how they do, so as soon as other behaviors jump out, bluntness, oversharing, etc. Then people just think I'm weird. I'm not really sure how to feel about. I guess I just wanted to say something about it. Can anyone relate?",4.798206751054848,6.476249474683545,6.348797468354434,72.99614978902953,70.07594936708861,9.570464135021098,27.723628691983123,9.928628108626363,2.937099578059072,659,23,114,17,12,225,97,158,0.054000000000000006,0.88,0.065,0.3972,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,15,4,1,0,8,2,9,2,2,5,3,30,21,9,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,2,1,1,0,5,10,2,19,20,5,14,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,3,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401152217563787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652309948597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317977233677576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521396166597638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386814633149446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325342624125472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792397566274833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929375002897964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574630895947674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007988495074026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108495030852826,0.0,0.5156328331842935,0.12988533934177846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133522904817678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952949495924101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365886346424639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672045496824099,0.0,0.4549047026222413,0.0,0.11451728926547093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019789611167804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882485102809067,0.1906297695294634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773834468919077,0.11807316880328085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,casualf2p,2020/01/06,"Jobs for teens with high functioning autism So before I get started I should say that I'm 17 teen male with autism and simply I'm trying to get a job to help my mom out with groceries, rent,etc. So I would appreciate it if someone could help thanks. (sorry if this post is a mess this is my first on reddit.)",4.306093749999999,4.491304921874999,4.846875000000002,88.810625,70.09375,7.65,23.8125,7.1686216300943375,0.6591062500000002,241,5,54,2,4,77,47,64,0.039,0.787,0.174,0.8307,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,8,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794519368890004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573068146258087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594363381917828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978691590876913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430720220118729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118448297357553,0.24577916282996845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616852259779498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724454583209111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278870459697955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499129049599436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710086653460385,0.0,0.0,0.2604026062059109,0.1646518849537914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141681713330364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793587024382194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524883363482598,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BigThrowAwayYuh,2020/01/06,"Am I autistic? Throw away account because I wish to keep this private. Where do I begin? For a couple of weeks now I've been doing some research on autism spectrum disorder for college and I've noticed that I meet some criteria for the diagnosis, per the DSM5. When I was a child, my mom was very concerned about my perfomance in school. Teachers would tell her that I showed little interest in class work, had trouble socializing, and appeared to be more interested in day dreaming. In second grade, my parents got a phone call from the school because I would go to the bathroom for long periods of time to be alone. For as long as I can remember, I've always perferred to be alone. In High School the bathroom thing evolved into skipping class to go take naps in the woods behind the building. Eventually I started to do ok in school and I excelled at math and science. I had a few friends growing up but, I was always part of the outcast group because I have social anxiety. I was also diagnosed with a speech impediment at a young age, so communication was never my strong suit but, it got better as I got older. Reading social cues has always been kind of a challenge for me as well and a lot of the time I don't know when someone is making a joke. My mom never took me to a see a psychologist as far as I know, but every now and then she'll tell me about how worried she was that I had something wrong with me as a kid and that she's happy I turned out as well as I did. She also takes every chance she can to tell me that I shouldn't do certain things because I'm uncoordinated. I wonder if maybe she knows that I have a diagnosis and never told me. I am thinking about seeing a specialist to confirm my suspicions but, I feel like a diagnosis might be tricky. I'm 27 and I know it's usually diagnosed in children. I also have PTSD from serving in Afghanistan back in 2012 which like Autism, tends to make you socially withdrawn. Like I said before, I've always had problems with socializing but, it did get worse after I got out of the Army so I don't know if that would affect how they would diagnose me. Maybe I'm overthinking this as I tend to do with a lot of things but, I feel like it wouldn't hurt to seek some advice. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.",4.159265502709212,5.420457392935983,5.262532610876981,81.78261288380494,71.09713024282561,7.875015051173992,29.400561910495682,8.296473431620573,2.050972626931568,1801,71,354,27,33,595,216,453,0.077,0.802,0.121,0.9571,2,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,5,18,23,0,0,26,1,44,3,0,5,4,60,80,37,0,11,8,3,2,4,1,9,3,2,0,3,17,16,0,1,10,5,1,6,7,4,2,1,21,6,54,19,65,45,8,51,0,1,2,0,30,22,0,10,27,250,71,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823812806912159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446478882169879,0.0,0.16753168033991372,0.232420227092226,0.0,0.0,0.04748753241114142,0.0,0.053420588890267816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560860305791236,0.05369579395072538,0.0,0.17027352507352073,0.0,0.059421110034066485,0.0,0.0,0.06175991992113365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130534537016436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726676734599225,0.0,0.04503527284461578,0.0,0.0,0.2126312440320097,0.0,0.0,0.08003247329350938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767140180797928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061738953246413,0.09977468215634748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395132304887012,0.0,0.03648385974167876,0.0,0.07937322972898046,0.0,0.22340119146772697,0.07698901773983581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433648848813154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378037529697927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475562077524565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206907689411548,0.0,0.07271832913246294,0.1918866903816432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646376331005916,0.0699890924560429,0.0,0.12359662554094256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873578257054443,0.0,0.0,0.09322558297188392,0.0,0.14030942164008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407974587201886,0.0,0.16357064554557402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161574113109601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950315311182814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753915594271465,0.07562026006735872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681891745266441,0.08162880145692893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984998228510537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910500655053834,0.0,0.0664253529942424,0.0,0.0,0.2826911445019578,0.11129266737071204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559199856170253,0.05916765171156215,0.0537593808724997,0.0,0.0,0.04942680138287353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500857067114616,0.0,0.1831063386636244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917800989258308,0.04474493961350369,0.0,0.0,0.08143813446248183,0.0,0.0,0.06672659426459382,0.07758490485580115,0.0,0.07595616798107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690907446806929,0.05761795842930322,0.0,0.0,0.05601428424230382,0.0,0.12557306358551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803023014829014,0.0,0.07572883288976552,0.0508378615654956,0.07091685650082623,0.0711638414532957,0.2480299961677414,0.07634932918205818,0.0,0.0
autism,dichiejr,2020/01/06,"Does anybody else have trouble keeping up with “Callout Culture”/“Cancel Culture”? (Alternatively, anyone have trouble reading intentions/tones online and having bad run-ins because of it?) Alright, so. I’m a high functioning autistic person who is in the LGBTA community as well as some fandom communities. It’s a common thing in some of these places (like on Twitter or Tumblr) to keep note of people in the community who have done wrong/creepy things and when they did such things.

I understand the intent of these things- to make the community safer and less racist/transphobic/sexist/predatory-, all of which I am fully behind and I’m not arguing about the necessity of it, but I feel like I am lagging behind all of my friends in being able to pick up on red flags or warning signs that everyone else seems to intuitively know about.

It leaves me feeling like I’m MUCH lower functioning, that my previous perceptions of my ability to communicate are wrong, and is starting to convince me that everyone I interact with is trying to manipulate me.

I feel like this plays into my autism- an inability to read proper tone or intent in people makes it hard to know who is malicious and who is not-, but I don’t know how to navigate the online world and communities when everyone has a low tolerance for trying to fill me in or explain it to me.

So, I thought I would reach out in case anyone else has a similar scenario: Has this sort of thing happened to anyone else? Is there a way to learn to know what to avoid? It feels wrong to blindly follow my friends on their judgement of other people, but is that the wisest choice to avoid associating with manipulative and potentially disgusting (like predatory) people?",8.47529411764706,8.401268987261147,8.599516672911204,66.30646122143125,61.35668789808917,11.719445485200447,37.8973398276508,11.20814326018867,4.464174072686399,1378,61,227,34,17,452,169,314,0.11900000000000001,0.753,0.128,0.2431,1,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,0,10,21,2,2,13,1,22,1,0,8,2,55,44,22,0,1,9,0,5,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,27,13,0,4,14,3,0,2,3,10,1,0,3,7,21,11,52,39,6,25,0,1,2,0,13,18,0,8,9,166,48,3,0.09749257124274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450721788434212,0.19978532075446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140222472026795,0.05943056653624471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531640608536711,0.09976874907908108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32577013319922943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947498932438364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971806933773368,0.2089461371272544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506450374027256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621235877579547,0.0,0.08733419434094944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300625423154794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331175366722534,0.0,0.0,0.21431747001602586,0.0,0.0,0.1032305561300529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381497288460737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301540966935052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716682575024349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703562937607956,0.08512675274538767,0.10185898671262557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950379082342039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875357529449075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900574371712287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238486614886976,0.0,0.0,0.07739821154085305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323821125867408,0.0,0.0,0.10149320492388504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738506514682741,0.0,0.0,0.08765752993434091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692559254123237,0.3197784660411133,0.0,0.0
autism,MileHighScrub,2020/01/06,"Can someone help me please? A close friend is autistic(if I’m not mistaken he said “lower end of the spectrum”) and he told me the other day that he thinks that I could possibly have some (type, kind, form? I don’t know anything about this topic I’m sorry) of autism. I don’t have the money to get (a test, checked?) so I’m wondering if someone could like ask me questions about myself and my personality or however you’re able to tell to see if it’s worth saving up to pursue. Thanks for your time :)",1.3480378037803789,3.681194118811888,2.828532853285332,91.13723672367243,83.05940594059405,5.652925292529253,21.063006300630068,6.980632752743323,0.5042594059405938,390,12,82,5,11,127,74,101,0.02,0.752,0.228,0.9655,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,20,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,9,5,10,16,2,5,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,6,4,46,14,2,0.20474468699305567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848743201734956,0.0,0.1914086438373957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269439446742893,0.0,0.0,0.13204338500517698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134302123309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818523727967912,0.0,0.10697064842855324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723604785867186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321008454196486,0.11252232543523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002791201119468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877516331160725,0.0,0.2247481826428065,0.0,0.23081887113015234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293609074551034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475908339194534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315500714947878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469590177351872,0.0,0.0,0.22919491439430975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895588091931142,0.18850139946697256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119212819703455,0.0,0.0,0.11938827349880805,0.0,0.0,0.1956423225626661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220368792203624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anonymity117,2020/01/06,"Stem Cell Treatment? What's this community's take on stem cell treatment for children with autism?

Am getting some pressure from relatives to have it done on my son, but I am skeptical.",5.016078431372552,7.529072764705883,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,71.35294117647058,8.062745098039215,34.86274509803922,8.841846274778883,3.2784627450980395,150,8,26,3,3,46,28,34,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7452594566175524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804840717349021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475584110194459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xplodingturtle,2020/01/06,"New years resolution My new years resolution is that I'm going to take small steps outside of my bubble. And I took the first step on the 4th, I went to a bar with a friend and his classmate and drank a beer for the first time and the thing is, I didn't hate it. Yes I hated the amount of noise other patrons made but I handled it. I didn't know my friend's classmate but she was fun to talk to and she even said I was doing great. 

Anyway my next step is to maybe go to the gym with that same friend",0.8290825688073404,2.468822045871562,2.301366972477066,97.97700458715595,80.83486238532109,5.093944954128442,17.322018348623853,5.6839178017228535,-0.7445383486238528,389,7,96,2,10,126,64,109,0.038,0.795,0.16699999999999998,0.9457,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,0,9,1,8,3,0,1,0,12,20,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,3,0,7,2,2,0,2,9,1,14,5,12,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301558641206052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168462954847787,0.0,0.0,0.4316861196889704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169898847428045,0.0,0.0,0.20533997715354174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677642931725029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235747844500134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762331330049946,0.0,0.0,0.18711196921202805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597605341608159,0.19807772876030025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716527456351944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003593067912554,0.14969974331918895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237354374714976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860318238155993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692928755612275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265451837690562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987626219044084
autism,trent_85,2020/01/06,"Autism silicone bracelet I wanna get a silicone bracelet to replace my braided autism bracelet. I want one that's all puzzle pieces, but I'm having trouble finding one online. I'll keep looking, but if anyone can help me out, I would be very appreciative.",5.088829787234044,7.452391446808518,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,70.70212765957447,7.253191489361702,35.15425531914894,8.07648339933343,2.9947063829787237,206,11,34,3,4,64,37,47,0.07200000000000001,0.726,0.20199999999999999,0.7572,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,3,7,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659631112324234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34765071804433983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987272994228844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549535744156882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380897776763393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31941447676989376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154962654688829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313844570119175,0.2243517125777208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702034908766787,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NegativeArtist3,2020/01/06,"what are some differences between being autistic and an introvert? yo so basically I've noticed that honestly, introverts and autistic people have a lot in common, I know it sounds dumb, but honestly I can see a pretty big relation. I know being autistic  doesn't make you an Introvert by default, but what is the ""line"" between being autistic and just being antisocial? 

(I hope this isnt breaking any rules)",5.751552511415525,8.105875410958909,6.7741780821917805,68.16528538812787,68.86301369863014,9.798173515981736,36.82420091324201,10.125756701596842,4.592828310502283,327,18,48,9,6,109,52,73,0.027999999999999997,0.7829999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,4,11,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514071233236486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612641308278815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434353040431737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380060792991244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396785930308905,0.0,0.0,0.2308093185156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936702352425937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397187391891531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35178025881610675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554008130330176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autisticmess,2020/01/06,"Cutting contact I've been mates with a guy in the USA, he owns a family-friendly stream and I've been mod for over 2 years. Today I realised I didn't fit in and knew it would be better if I removed myself from his community.",7.9381249999999985,4.64834322916667,8.765833333333337,74.96250000000003,64.625,11.266666666666667,36.5,8.841846274778883,2.97655,177,6,38,2,2,61,39,48,0.087,0.843,0.07,0.0747,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327221769730754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780110788695499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844571584855746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637735613941064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475654762291944,0.0,0.0,0.31507574785286874
autism,SuitableMarsupial0,2020/01/06,"I think my husband has mild autism He is obsessed with politics — that is his special interest. He has very little ability to emote or have empathy. He is brilliant but emotionally challenged and terrible at reading his audience. He is doing a PhD but tends to push people away with his crass sense of humour and intense behaviour.

He insists he has ADHD and anxiety. But I suspect autism. What do you think?",3.944459459459459,6.903698513513517,5.079662162162162,75.119222972973,77.37837837837839,8.564864864864862,33.57432432432432,9.188382445141503,3.9261945945945937,326,18,51,9,8,107,53,74,0.14,0.7020000000000001,0.158,0.1388,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,13,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,7,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,0,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361466201472128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397073640155725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278858773749825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.629252653459113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803341925649277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390967051856306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797770009215036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584426109195816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307828732550409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ItsTooEZ,2020/01/07,"Weighted Blankets Hi All,

I have a 10 year old son who has Autism/ADHD and some have suggested getting him a weighted blanket.  If you have used one, can you give me some feedback on if they help and what blanket worked best?

TIA",3.035,5.088619555555557,3.219722222222224,92.01625,75.66666666666667,5.388888888888888,29.027777777777786,5.985473137389443,1.125777777777778,180,8,36,1,4,55,36,45,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.8986,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,8,8,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,1,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,2,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286700793871383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700061868309346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288212756071006,0.2623471469778875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330802686652145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697148674713185,0.0,0.18531727491314376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361991031204981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660504643415683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909685741985106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611229539036832
autism,bearded-cat8,2020/01/07,"I dislike to socialise and it damages my relationship I feel really awkward about this and I am embarrassed to have this issue so that's why I use throw away.


I have amazing boyfriend. He is not very social but still likes to hang out with friends (obviously) while I am very not social. Seeing my friend once every 1-2months is enough for me.


Now when my boyfriend wants to hang out, I obviously don't, I just want to sit in my cave. Him leaving makes me feel super lonely and I don't know why. Just the though of him socialising and me sitting alone at home makes me feel awful even if we wouldn't do anything together anyway.

Does anyone else experience something like that too? How do you cope with these feelings??

Even if I would go socialise with my friend, I would feel exhausted and unhappy. It feels like I just need someone to sit with me in house in silence. It brings so much uncontrollable feelings in me",2.8854802259887045,5.4073335084745775,3.5116666666666667,87.3999293785311,78.32203389830508,6.419209039548023,25.65254237288136,7.594959193182576,1.4000372881355934,729,28,142,11,18,229,105,177,0.14300000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.156,0.8221,0,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,15,14,0,3,1,1,13,1,0,4,2,40,30,14,0,8,8,0,7,3,3,3,1,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,8,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,0,8,27,8,21,27,2,20,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,2,7,97,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345442254003739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083382698639746,0.1331048271613786,0.10690219460287524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220516771705032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368228099179678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852042860324414,0.0,0.0,0.13422840921548582,0.0,0.1716043794336687,0.0,0.10945204802631447,0.0,0.0,0.1270737383094665,0.0,0.0,0.4597933273752563,0.09280541521046352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010969212926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382900533875479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303070721032283,0.0,0.0,0.14989495927895388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355889064724827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139335787138715,0.0,0.0,0.13755250165101496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903976430913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734275419166102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549641577063148,0.09632421640386893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383464595676374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322159682787432,0.0,0.0,0.13947124385677914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351886853454492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648471642946856,0.11006957607772816,0.10000857042093587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374370624264488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763273200339414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219773098049736,0.0,0.21437336366480345,0.15324474548335262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234441290164392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456407001468975,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,masterbuilders1,2020/01/07,"PSA: snapchat anxiety? I used to have it to. I never liked that the other person could see exactly when I'm reading the message, how long it takes me to think of a response, alerted when I start typing... delete.... then start typing again.... my point is, look at the main message page then swipe (without letting up off the phone) all the way from the left to the right and it'll consider it not read even though you can read it, if you swipe it closed after reading it.",3.6742546583850952,5.0839253695652165,3.9009316770186366,90.50369565217392,72.47826086956522,6.561490683229812,26.186335403726712,6.868970318607317,0.9794422360248444,362,12,75,3,7,112,65,92,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.4646,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,2,3,12,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,11,11,3,18,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,11,54,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633236490244918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228848283635642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770792603617405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362881484313646,0.1822347434137291,0.0,0.0870658109636536,0.0,0.0,0.15771279018068754,0.14965393458221538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744875901995626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560861224557707,0.0,0.0,0.16846877446636813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7130444250911256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219282521488445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201259153205442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522799865022983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399390639468808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141916171582596,0.17509324911206506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391870840666688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145708849071345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179085613911768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,teej_was_here,2020/01/07,What are some things that would be helpful for an autistic toddler flying on a plane for the first time? My nephew is going to fly on a commercial flight for the first time and my family and I are looking for any helpful tips.,8.66,6.403609777777781,7.869444444444448,78.71750000000002,62.33333333333334,10.777777777777779,35.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.8603333333333336,180,6,36,2,2,56,33,45,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,7,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207993944952156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078627135915582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555634044285916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855982102787604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377882234407999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742379600812528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695971160069547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808531429623561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198715003213666,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hahahihihoehoe,2020/01/07,"Is it possible for someone to be Level 1 autistic but completely undiagnosed? I have a question regarding my brother and I'm sure you guys can't give me a definitive answer, but I don't really know what to do, so this is a start.

So my brother is 30 years old and lives with me and my mom (never moved out which is totally fine). Since childhood he was never able to make friends and was extremely shy. This never really changed. He used to be a very quiet person ever since I knew him (all my life actually), but when he turned 18 he developed more extreme behaviours like anger issues (extreme rage).

His shyness and lack of any friends is the first and biggest problem. My brother always complains about there not being 'enough subjects' to talk about with people he doesn't know. He can't make any small talk and can't keep conversations. This is mostly because he never ever shares his opinion with strangers or people he doesn't talk to every day (who are me and our mom) and so he never really engages in discussions and always just lies about agreeing with someone. When someone tells him a crazy story, he always has trouble showing how shocked he is, often completely faking some kind of emotion like being surprised or amazed, but everyone can easily see it's fake and acted. My brother is never able to show his true emotions and feelings and because of that nobody wants to be his friend. We have a few cousins, but none of them take him seriously, which angers my brother (and only I know that because he only tells me).

On top of that, he has these habits, like obsessively asking who I go out with when I go with friends, playing with a jar of pepper every time he sees it at the dinner table, and he really stares at it super concentrated while using a spoon to play around with the ground pepper in the jar. He has an extreme obsession with fireworks, and not like the big fireworks, but every small little burning thing makes him super interested and only when he sees such things he finds interesting are the moments his shyness goes away. He just doesn't care about people when he sees something he's interested in and literally can't keep his eyes away from burning things like little fireworks.

Since he turned 18, he has become extremely loud and outspoken at home, but outside he becomes quiet and shy again. Like literally the guy I see at home is a different person. At home he can be super confrontational with me and my mom, but to any other person he never dares to react to anything, even insults. He has severe paranoia, like a fear to cross the road (he literally waits for cars that take 10 seconds or more to even drive by), fear of fire at home after watching a documentary about a bar that caught fire and everyone died, etc. Also, extreme rage is a big thing. He gets triggered of the smallest of things, literally screams and swears so badly foam comes out of the sides of his mouth (this happened when he got turned down for a job and doesn't happen often, but still). There's a lot of swearing and screaming when he makes homework for college etc.

I never heard about any autism with him, but after finding a new job and now having a diagnosed autistic coworker, I start to see many similarities between them. What do you guys think of this? I'm sure you know much more about this and I'm just wondering how he has never been diagnosed when he was a kid as well.",7.264435844513245,7.171107571207429,7.208642930856553,75.34120313037495,63.8452012383901,9.716477468180257,33.73391812865497,9.225670689056813,2.9412089439284475,2705,102,486,41,36,865,280,646,0.157,0.708,0.135,-0.9469,3,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,2,3,2,5,39,50,6,4,29,0,44,7,2,10,16,112,90,57,1,3,18,9,3,7,4,0,3,6,5,7,28,44,2,3,12,5,0,9,21,20,1,2,8,18,41,30,73,76,15,73,0,0,9,0,88,29,0,11,42,315,69,4,0.10871744002437046,0.0,0.053046269392261036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347064875447992,0.1356924289092198,0.0,0.0,0.1478631745928877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044732594906913684,0.04839078552873699,0.050818065323580165,0.0,0.1021436136621779,0.0,0.045387260644922885,0.09940971354009052,0.12006987101145307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542233787120058,0.0,0.0575043180638375,0.04682522404048673,0.11398816742969765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505687742315404,0.0,0.0,0.11034591314060184,0.056415769237558415,0.0567932927489461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222924870600392,0.0,0.05616708877438024,0.12124868378457312,0.07180684379750002,0.09834114869294833,0.1373986982479077,0.10388417292682472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223373452749038,0.02748540213494777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936577059978284,0.046237499473199765,0.0,0.0,0.16798964895511662,0.0,0.028400187632936467,0.052145837455925284,0.06178662656023828,0.0,0.04347563415732143,0.0,0.0,0.16147103723354794,0.0961384731686914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810491324536116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673638085388609,0.10788528384799463,0.09663305595829096,0.0,0.05660624194748505,0.119496523661421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839517152294317,0.18589847383063554,0.10896343600070507,0.04799974566867688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046213839868136784,0.0,0.0,0.14513947084204876,0.05511121015388045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099282768982706,0.0,0.057774716703580864,0.03995991380344372,0.0,0.3773231638396949,0.05249999051839289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704033253185122,0.0,0.0,0.1240267682010108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130564761658904,0.14239181280320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061281289265973336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201395374616808,0.0,0.0,0.0608942069911468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392943518975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599011720150395,0.0,0.0,0.06140988101927353,0.0,0.13489828476477822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817390119683204,0.041847998392157915,0.0,0.0,0.07695076361484232,0.0,0.04341094401975231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246490060491564,0.0,0.08174198484597603,0.1310744402222306,0.09502383449644043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180567590861398,0.03483087287489512,0.0,0.0,0.03169700678035183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738003362158447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938969619486274,0.0,0.044851636915750566,0.032062181449058536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887501751078634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894971306546496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035005233467204806
autism,moonlorn,2020/01/07,"Does anyone have Problems sharing clothes? I don't mind my family (specifically my sister) borrowing my t-shirts however I can't stand when she takes my hoodies. I have about 15 hoodies as it's all I really wear but even though I have that many I have a full breakdown when she wears them or wants to wear them, it's causing problems with my family as they get angry at me and force me to share even though I know that I can't without freaking out. Does anybody have any tips that can help my family understand me more? Or that can help me freak out less? 
(I've recently just been diagnosed with autism so I'm quite new to this.)",2.8489477451682177,4.7392398503937025,3.8717823908375095,87.86754473872585,75.69291338582677,7.767788117394417,24.931281317108088,8.575989854853784,1.637368503937008,499,17,104,10,11,161,79,127,0.129,0.78,0.091,-0.7112,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,9,6,0,0,1,0,11,4,3,1,1,18,17,11,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,23,2,12,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,70,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163480002546922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963106570557072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575796881720124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365414161484571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994464260308092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600847583430786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838691576755743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938818058107993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293578810344059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940273438851393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345979783470716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727535135297852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524111367210226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274226741239088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819767346781895,0.0,0.0,0.10960551425108248,0.0,0.16893208969997053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286394195155624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361928095524607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811215260556132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091412430909576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649259776539634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,funlovinghippolover,2020/01/07,"I told a lady at work that I had autism Without skipping a beat she scowled and said ""Oh, the only autism you'd have is from those vaccines they give you.""

Yo, vaccines weren't even brought up. Was that an insult? Was she saying that she doesn't believe I have autism? Was she high and just decided this unrelated thing needed to be said? This happened like 6 months ago and it keeps me up at night. What does it mean??",2.905357142857145,4.623009297619049,3.137619047619048,93.94071428571432,75.07142857142857,5.7523809523809515,23.904761904761905,6.1826913282559595,0.37223333333333386,327,10,71,2,7,100,60,84,0.053,0.915,0.031,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,2,2,2,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,20,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,3,11,1,7,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,4,47,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089218149351932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655379172844038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062507982065568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556686755629445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260919161347984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084167468914001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24901567154934456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094889434083548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514449311901395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567316348490148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881226735741675,0.0,0.0,0.17475851422573638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117576485822493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925016353270268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483835658786832,0.18742732257375486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657960290388967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520850041919985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271933246091031,0.0,0.17158254057272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,UnEarthlySlayer,2020/01/07,"Does anyone else get the “feeling” to not speak? A lot of the time, I don’t like talking to people. It makes me nervous  and I start to sweat and stammer a lot. But something else that happens is I can’t bring myself to speak. It begins to make me uncomfortable in that moment to talk and I just don’t say anything or make gestures to get the idea of what I’m trying to communicate across. I’ll speak when I have to, but I just generally don’t like to talk anymore",3.1732106038291623,4.128626969072169,4.5338733431516935,87.23804123711342,73.12371134020619,6.7799705449189975,26.228276877761417,6.868970318607317,0.9817081001472759,364,12,79,3,7,121,57,97,0.055,0.875,0.071,0.3506,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,3,0,17,17,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,14,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,7,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143240698417344,0.1349700176553711,0.1977805127012507,0.15884601113535265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892054404867712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32250109128929944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760101113456257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169885205073534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069446799664087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790568473451194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886079529485638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282118615107161,0.0,0.0,0.3865440745646081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382165964469273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535040134343542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860277237271433,0.0,0.0,0.1366265681598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654469975289228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125564725781409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105368302838571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LeoLizard1,2020/01/07,"Getting Diagnosed with Autism at 24 I have never been to the doctor to be evaluated for the diagnosis. I would like to find out how you can get a diagnosis for Autism and get help for the condition. Currently in AZ, do other states have better benefits. How much can you get through SSI? Please share your personal story with being diagnosed and any other resources that you have.",4.925476190476188,7.28249421428572,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,71.14285714285714,9.80952380952381,28.809523809523807,10.125756701596842,3.357809523809524,305,12,52,9,6,100,49,70,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,2,1,10,14,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,12,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048360498319998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217224870829108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508907484751859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660058014759324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291339250685813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239185627597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803794781370338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247864406413485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429227368574846,0.0,0.19335417021602191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890029647224266,0.0,0.27519171511736423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808905093045016,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,switch_me_off_safely,2020/01/07,"Help my mindset about my kid’s autism. I have the best 3 year old.  He’s funny and smart.  He’s verbal but needs speech therapy for pragmatic communication.

He likely has autism.  I understand it’s just a difference not some kind of disease to be cured, but I’ve also been a school counselor for a decade and seen how hard school can be for autistic kids.  I was picked on pretty badly in school for being different.  I have an anxiety disorder that causes me to be a pretty awkward person.

I’ve also seen a lot of autistic kids flourish once they leave high school (same goes for ADHD kids).  I don’t want him to hate 18 years of school like I did or feel like a freak like I did.  

Right now, I’m in a pretty dark place.  If you’re autistic and had awesome parents, how did they help you?",2.087924528301887,4.150763075471698,3.3867672955974832,89.66090566037737,78.62264150943396,6.252578616352202,21.92075471698113,7.3011,0.7067539622641514,615,18,128,8,15,200,101,159,0.131,0.637,0.23199999999999998,0.9590000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,7,11,1,1,9,0,15,0,0,4,0,20,23,11,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,5,14,7,15,11,4,10,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,4,8,73,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238151082639894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948561411741247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063151284445092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891999777808673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243300934858665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170439530723835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475581170887173,0.13578031021285333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990350330656032,0.08463712751256679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612852830306864,0.11696754978836413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881989538280314,0.12517321823486666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337138765605216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254457899413277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151967385913505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072149920738432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878462206955694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431747338651565,0.1261698674887035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155023472701358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344604488841257,0.12377905854435865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615888669957154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117528587702417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995049527292209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354841887435648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333456045043285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698784388534421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258544215246236
autism,Erdferkel,2020/01/07,"Going to be diagnosed for the second time today I'm sorry for my bad English, it's the third language I learned and my brain doesn't work today either, so I will use short sentences. I hope you will understand me.

As a child I was diagnosed with high-functioning autism, which I did not know about until recently. My parents wouldn't believe that and treated me like a neurotypical kid and never told me about my autism. I don't remember much, but the only help I got was speech therapy.  I never met the requirements. Neither in school nor in social life. All my life I thought I was weird and it's my fault I was bullied. I fell into severe depression and had my first suicide attempt at the age of 8. I never received support. My mother even threw away my antidepressants.

As an adult I sought help for myself in the form of therapy and medication, but even that didn't help. I stil felt like I was from another planet. 

By several coincidences I remembered the autism diagnosis again. But because I don't remember what the doctors said and I don't want to ask my parents, I will get a second opinion from my neurologist today. So wish me luck!",3.74007823613087,5.795529067567568,5.072247510668563,79.50795874822192,73.63963963963964,8.27728781412992,28.80132764343291,8.99025400887824,2.5820684684684685,911,38,167,20,19,303,129,222,0.147,0.736,0.11699999999999999,-0.8306,2,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,4,7,10,0,0,12,0,17,7,1,1,4,34,35,16,1,4,5,3,1,2,0,4,6,2,0,3,6,9,0,1,8,0,0,4,12,4,0,4,15,3,37,6,22,15,5,23,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,3,14,123,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554373858131828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301270049834993,0.0,0.10352705691374213,0.0,0.09200398042478247,0.06717075238452269,0.0,0.0,0.12414630610303268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300839252841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490641648955342,0.2236808983024256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278405209607707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555880564802542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579960312692303,0.0,0.0,0.09372748951966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756968519167776,0.0,0.06262347076896564,0.0,0.08812894493143739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215739416813204,0.1164217001502893,0.0,0.10944345325030712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055749822502651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566079816267486,0.10766645784542532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100475166453903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810022696921518,0.0,0.25495577750558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380439938118249,0.0,0.0,0.2447057317540872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879925242440903,0.0,0.3744710967900364,0.0,0.10481584699921458,0.0,0.0,0.11151808163036173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489664901958553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232474672623984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334859387177413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052988774994773,0.1250422152172058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202355295223833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747848801415875,0.06425262837866169,0.0,0.3133414794984819,0.10529119048599653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471159260270912,0.0,0.09516871173006586,0.0,0.0,0.06499286964006233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671296976993346,0.0,0.0,0.08021957399425653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nnoni,2020/01/07,"Hi! I have a step brother, me and my family thinks that there is somerhing quite off (?) with him. I really want to help him. I've been researching about autism since it always came in my mind whenever I think of him. Some of the symptoms matches well with him, but I'm still not so sure and we really want to help him. is there anyone that can help me with what to do? thank you! (if some of the words i used are offensive, im really sorry i didn't mean it lol, i dont know what words i should use but please do tell me if ever, ill be careful next time!)",-0.2517312348668277,1.866270194915256,1.7971428571428592,97.19016949152544,88.57627118644069,5.744309927360775,15.20823244552058,7.1686216300943375,-0.26514963680387416,425,8,102,7,14,141,78,118,0.12,0.698,0.182,0.7309,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,1,12,2,0,2,2,28,24,7,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,0,19,4,12,19,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,4,4,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103043044676986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851233445198213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938530195362124,0.17280778808014946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986426697251002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533146835341299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978141660567086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408195573536761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307980722152745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314804612351008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462583314521125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711380071091648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025603692961628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860506704070616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802749772014858,0.0,0.0,0.32574161116331785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020504548293886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897317565620603,0.0,0.0,0.13535605863394592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974364768351718,0.1761664716583653,0.0,0.0,0.148142962611804,0.1560449180549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172065029952196,0.0,0.0,0.09883180394164494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927723175355244,0.0,0.0,0.19994084948608046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239313231509116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,I_am_ze_comic_gal,2020/01/07,"My sister was rejected from several mental health hospitals during a breakdown strictly because she has autism I found out that here in LA, of the 6 possible mental health places she could go to during a breakdown, she was rejected from 4 simply because she has autism. Apparently it’s hard to find places for people with autism because they are considered violent and most places aren’t equipped to handle them. 

Has anyone else ever experienced something like this or noticed you couldn’t get the mental health care you needed because of your autism?",16.73285223367698,10.743635824742274,13.807628865979385,53.65790378006875,51.57731958762887,16.6446735395189,51.92096219931272,13.023866798666859,6.608349828178691,453,19,67,9,3,138,66,97,0.11800000000000001,0.825,0.057,-0.7351,2,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,2,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,9,3,0,0,1,11,14,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,11,2,11,9,1,7,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993808241129117,0.14644589606674352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485085906126556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572389486989867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411580870269801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193974083981264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928591398309627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063295112342718,0.0,0.0,0.15671239314347726,0.0,0.0,0.07467360843790724,0.0,0.08122887105695822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803477552032808,0.0,0.0,0.4557750680279979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982705297308081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321112658193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597877240837246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272366375396188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908778469701007,0.0,0.44798578369769787,0.0,0.0,0.16112904105994005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146715186253016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100324084557136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WeenerMcThrowAway,2020/01/07,"Don't know what to do I don't have any friends, I don't have anyone im close to and I have no idea how to make that happen, it's so over whelming, I just keep ignoring it. I have social anxiety, autism, I don't have good social skills, Objectively speaking what is the point in me being alive. I'm never going to be able to have friends, I don't even know where to begin with trying to fix the problems I have. How do I fix something ive dealt with my entire life. 

The nhs don't help, they don't care because I'm not suicidal, I will just keep being miserable and pretending I'm okay and eventully die. 

I just keep putting off and ignoring the fact I literally have no friends, I keep just going to work but I'm depressed and numb and I don't know what the answer is. It isn't simple, I just want a friend.",1.9550454170107368,3.2849989595375746,3.75760941370768,90.13180635838152,76.74566473988439,7.023781998348472,23.33980181668043,7.7094869923839395,0.9003628406275803,632,19,144,9,14,213,85,173,0.207,0.725,0.067,-0.9429,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,10,13,0,1,6,1,26,2,0,3,2,34,44,10,2,2,7,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,7,9,0,6,5,1,0,3,13,6,0,0,0,1,19,7,13,40,0,11,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,91,26,1,0.14370439488569026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772391635594503,0.0,0.10993346875132733,0.0,0.0,0.10048145419768206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760086530634646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651620798182555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377238474293245,0.0,0.14914247389336496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491539751357177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441026360580799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334103856523494,0.1205324284212816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707732180636366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963220267332405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222477006688074,0.15522540627451709,0.0,0.0,0.5109242759700148,0.0,0.0,0.23692853170372716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150266395161624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592379946911224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108336884307772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358471025322922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375056982031554,0.0,0.14446260828031754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29297706692956643,0.0,0.11063066394452133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718928383784336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756585112316052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476057535606675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461851098786522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,germanium21,2020/01/07,"11 months here & 0 followers I guess hard for even some autistics to get followers from an autistic community forum. Granted this is not the only forum I post to here on reddit but you would think that somewhere I might find some kindred spirit here. I try my best to be nice & generally stay on topic though I admit to sometimes going off topic. I never do or say anything  to demean others at least not intentionally but always seem to fail to connect with others.

Granted some of my other interests here are out of the mainstream but I never talk about them here on this forum. None of them hurt anyone else. I'm not looking for a lot of friends as I get overloaded easily with too many social responsibilities or events. I would like just even one or two though. I have other more mainstream interests too as well.",5.52744755244755,6.913823423076928,6.203729603729607,75.8443006993007,67.97435897435898,8.236829836829838,28.284382284382282,8.575989854853784,2.1760717948717945,658,22,114,10,11,215,100,156,0.034,0.738,0.228,0.9856,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,14,9,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,2,29,19,10,0,2,10,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,2,1,2,0,3,15,7,25,15,8,15,1,2,1,0,8,6,0,10,5,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202106432683175,0.3438245106650549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094147894637224,0.1625699023161929,0.1305668600050498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665079606778739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254331832722435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959200200710046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501591832749405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258332555412607,0.0,0.16579066474919166,0.0,0.09017234342276076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747861595133418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213167803575086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985297265447954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751516079144848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323770460320009,0.0,0.0,0.13489036289791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608602781896395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683173107167535,0.0,0.0,0.1266440009036851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474274202682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075147561205804,0.12067103577215232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195614504716784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261758912864256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144441643773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173785183577774,0.0,0.0,0.1569226413202061,0.0,0.0,0.1691145926962602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752802233173666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166541225640442,0.31177292689744257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772236433770377,0.0,0.1549915628859977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426578892271887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542054614585125,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MrPoopMan42069,2020/01/07,"Can a high functioning autistic join the military? Ive thought about the military as a path before and see it as a good line to take if my main goals dont go my way. Also killing or at least having some say in the killing of complete lunatics has always been something i wouldnt mind doing as i believe the only way to deal with people like that  is to kill them. But theres an issue, as a high functioning autistic ive been told under no circumstances can anyone with autism ever have a figthing role in the military, but I've also heard it depends on your medication cost if any, and how you handle high stress. Any autistics here in some kind of fighting infantry or air unit, or know somebody who is? My main goal isnt military but its always been a plan B",6.7570098039215685,5.902539888888893,6.985089869281048,79.04665441176472,65.14379084967321,9.741503267973856,34.15767973856209,8.841846274778883,2.7408699346405223,605,23,119,8,8,196,100,153,0.128,0.8370000000000001,0.035,-0.9337,0,0,1,0,2,0,9.0,0,2,1,3,7,8,4,1,12,0,16,1,0,2,1,21,23,17,3,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,6,3,10,3,18,16,5,14,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,8,2,81,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268434617961677,0.23602853262475285,0.0,0.0,0.19289909029345406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917112324631623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206872360787208,0.15979430811609258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870649072662512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622092916418672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622418900428404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829372948006149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060549280499907,0.1189606222321218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495548585177006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803410360139804,0.0,0.0,0.4707430177672402,0.14769455081246785,0.07794628639275503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929117618868852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287922086954774,0.0,0.0,0.1432082869148821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786842103128527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983273510087022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278923793262705,0.0,0.0,0.11302047717637093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918798196609908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246626013401386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066388203755537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125975061687552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552503866257615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515676206911453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Glittertossaway,2020/01/07,"I hate ableist people who refuse to listen to autistic voices. I just had an hours long argument with somebody who thinks nonspeaking autistic people who need support for basic daly life stuff like dressing, eating, bathing or grooming are not worth keeping alive. They said they have no thoughts or voice or value as people.

I’m ready to throw things and scream all night long. It was so personal and painful to see somebody who sees autistic people as worthless.",8.424512195121952,9.428067060975614,6.203560975609758,79.79631707317077,61.3170731707317,8.023414634146341,37.13170731707317,7.554174236665415,2.871226341463414,377,17,60,3,5,107,62,82,0.23399999999999999,0.665,0.102,-0.9025,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,14,15,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,7,3,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,7,4,2,8,11,1,5,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,3,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999374800569136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291173793126384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242434479700507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736757191163924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380130010112188,0.0954599432283914,0.0,0.0,0.3458361859932503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448826374130091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336461766381867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079136556402739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418481175455123,0.17061104842878744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586503176961194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114084340413699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368009603613628,0.0,0.22173150310050693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981150551837506,0.12520098498406304,0.0,0.15512150518643492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,adefaultaccount,2020/01/07,"Do I really have aspergers? My psychologist think I do. My family thinks I don't.

Here are some things about me:
1. I have no friends. I have made a few friends, but I've lost them all. There's a few reasons why. I was quite insensitive when I had friends, without realizing it. (But now I know much better!) I also suffer from severe social anxiety.
2. I always find myself stuck in bad habits, and it's really hard to get out of them. (Side note: this is why I swear I will never use any easily addictive substances)
3. I'm sensitive to bright light. The only thing it does is it hurts my eyes and makes me tired. But it's not a big deal.
4. I'm sensitive to an enormous amount of various noises. It causes me to become tired.
5. I am highly sensitive with my emotions. I become easily sad, and somewhat easily angered.",0.02945121951219676,2.3837306524390267,2.7976682926829284,86.68879512195123,96.1341463414634,6.526439024390244,18.75512195121951,7.699297019823105,1.159088097560976,633,20,127,16,25,220,108,164,0.301,0.634,0.065,-0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,6,11,1,0,5,0,13,4,1,5,2,24,24,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,4,24,5,12,18,8,9,0,4,2,0,7,6,0,2,3,84,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601085002718515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144448877996969,0.11907885164457176,0.0,0.0,0.09731959903316424,0.0,0.10947863632721892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949073917394645,0.0,0.31610715068092216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656902428635985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470132276853086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753996169569553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252363858830361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097930858335446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349112212397844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307998016276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316989234753049,0.0,0.07476898505699882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819830751336725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120340383771508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532020441983484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864942573163106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622129633279933,0.0,0.0,0.13541399139855295,0.09552692984662346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520219924827737,0.0,0.11037513148943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884148252990967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522149311847042,0.0,0.0,0.18335965681213226,0.14714075101628665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167338524753927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458824602139647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901516381143459,0.18339801463036934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289674188545064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360095354955596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582687436053756,0.0,0.0,0.1379527794229452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mrs_peterson21,2020/01/07,My 7 yr old son w/autism told me he spilled his milk at lunch so his friend sat with other people and he was left alone. He has a hard time being clear when speaking and so when he manages to make friends it makes me incredibly happy for him. But today from what he told me his only friend sat with other people because he spilled his milk. My heart immediately fell into my gut. Mom side of me just wants to hold him and baby him knowing full well that will not help or solve anything. I tried to be empathetic while also not trying to make a big deal of it and giving him advice to avoid spilling his milk in the future. I dont know how to deal with the friend side. What advice could I give him? I just want him to be socially accepted....I know it's tough for kids on the spectrum and I'm being a worry wart but any help I would greatly appreciate.,2.3132575757575786,3.994260022727275,3.6019090909090927,90.13703030303031,76.61363636363636,6.056969696969698,21.392424242424237,6.742157984588678,0.305222424242424,668,17,145,6,15,218,108,176,0.07400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.13,0.8748,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,6,0,10,7,2,4,1,30,25,15,0,4,7,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,8,9,4,2,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,2,23,7,19,13,1,17,0,0,0,0,34,9,0,1,7,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582261275777508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368438184541665,0.0,0.1056619866461078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985095246407328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872933763641993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054344809292317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549273059433087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724344575310794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485196619519653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083242498825281,0.0,0.0,0.2534966897796879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456705838767631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406517448762231,0.11835992080519045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657123857183772,0.17712400746872206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178407807762731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355647057561688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645875769513665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474565166061335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386451554544351,0.0,0.0,0.100488606304076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320057659081565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468692974742133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704436908827986,0.0,0.12524103270855974,0.2525061945712255,0.0,0.17941124298485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586396270501388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879812230823415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341814741433537,0.0,0.09385929427701063,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Alanad001,2020/01/08,"Think I may be on the spectrum, need something cleard up. When I was in kindergarten I was tested and diagnosed with ADHD but I can't remember if I was tested for anything else. Does anyone know if any type of autism would have been detected on a test like this? My test scores online suggest I should seek a professional opinion but I don't want to waste my time if I have already been cleared.

Thanks for any help you can give,

-A",3.498089700996676,5.241962662790699,3.882823920265782,89.10686046511627,73.53488372093024,6.774750830564784,26.239202657807308,7.447530270364453,1.2273109634551498,343,12,70,4,7,107,64,86,0.016,0.804,0.18,0.9315,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,0,1,17,20,7,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,11,2,9,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,3,46,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31073492520949153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28532376347129285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35165486380274474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078886626834434,0.0,0.2127701452757897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624296222740123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262647229251286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159909573894023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803116014425824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330511534509035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209600824801896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631775032374076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171652737311126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289435449922724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904959048159948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380442841881966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567270235710352,0.0,0.0,0.15076649927189442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250344897207274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367127136911168,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,-_-__-___--_,2020/01/08,"Considering asking my psychiatrist to preform a case study on me. The case study would be based upon a different study preformed in 2011 https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3040206/

To sum up the study linked. Autistic people (autistic men specifically) have a decreased expression of a gene called RORA. RORA is a gene that regulates metabolism, circadian rhythm, and most importantly, development.

The study also found that estradiol can increase the expression of RORA and androgens decrease its expression.

As an autistic male, I want to see if getting on a low dose of estrogen helps with symptoms. Specifically sleep issues and developmental issues.

I highly doubt that my psychiatrist will actually let me do this, but hey, it will be worth a try.",9.336260162601627,11.911564739837404,8.831056910569108,56.09016260162604,60.138211382113816,12.295934959349596,39.68292682926829,11.855464076750405,5.9346195121951215,625,32,81,21,9,199,85,123,0.03,0.895,0.075,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,12,0,10,4,1,0,0,12,15,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,13,8,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,3,1,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2329093144014749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086580666255773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231259783077448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437106624099125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493613034112648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616913842158393,0.0,0.0,0.12469620024637396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997672217753942,0.252169932606517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982228427255788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440581556112157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546502172614488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019057789762284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884423403467525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480714567466153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620425315838859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077485156016198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954564724360996,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,queeridescent,2020/01/08,"Masking feels way more exhausting now that I know I'm doing it Recently realized I line up with almost all the signs and symptoms of females with ASD, and I'm still just trying to figure things out and navigate life in light of this new info.

Anyway, since I've realized that I mask a lot at work and such, it seems like it's way more exhausting than it used to be. I frequently will get through my work days okay and then come home and break down and cry. And now that I know why I do *that*, and why I'm so tired all the time, and why social situations stress me out *so much* and make me exhausted, idk, it just all seems worse. Like having a cut you didn't realize was there, but now that you do, it's all you can think about.

I'm not sure what the point of this was. But I am overwhelmed and tired.",3.7006493506493503,4.101380190476196,4.484220779220781,90.1153246753247,71.5,8.490043290043289,24.201298701298704,8.575989854853784,1.1466357142857149,624,15,146,10,11,201,100,168,0.145,0.8170000000000001,0.038,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,2,12,10,1,2,5,1,11,7,0,2,5,43,25,17,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,1,0,15,17,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,2,13,4,16,20,8,21,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,12,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273376899392466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138851427627235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754375942132407,0.09836730382349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712223966455015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796890679056343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299702828376155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676497125937759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773433859964736,0.14903398623488578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967301029944925,0.0,0.0,0.10181296420649713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121249030373631,0.0,0.0,0.14731153763975302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418732644269616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060202232588074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777097245255609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617191963557114,0.1714467509486771,0.0,0.15548207949284495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180826797868748,0.0,0.17471917571806686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437549027454247,0.1585339659353854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133216861583773,0.09773314985148364,0.0,0.0,0.08893972667967333,0.3506147229342939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355582830491797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173436516629206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213768350188394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41289570999356057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220829611315463,0.0,0.15543805491388318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ILoveEveryCat,2020/01/08,"Help needed, work session Hi guys 

I have dyslexia , dyspraxia and autism :)

I'm looking for stories I can use in a session I'm running at work. It's a neurodiversity session and I'm hoping to make my workplace better for people with autism and other neurodivergent conditions

Have you got an example of a time you've been treated unfairly at work as a result of being autistic ?

It can relate to absolutly anything as long as it happened at work/ at a work related event (including work social events)

Thanks alot :)",4.323883040935673,6.958069084210527,5.916140350877192,71.44742690058482,73.94736842105263,8.011695906432749,32.66081871345029,8.841846274778883,3.352730994152047,413,21,65,9,9,140,63,95,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,7,0,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,17,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,15,14,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,4,39,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946207421760474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063274062619684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526227402190592,0.0,0.0,0.1798375152109657,0.16061057537358892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173955128161396,0.0,0.0,0.18039481702995652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607325974365267,0.15251943481842636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123623952533895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467279352486242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591605343300086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514403129507775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721609333065204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059071218591135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568658684431061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7933519060195238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nursingnursw,2020/01/08,"3yo (Possibly autistic) throws bad tantrums whenever she’s instructed to behave in a group or do a non-preferred activity Hello! I have a 3.5 year old daughter who we are pretty certain has autism but she will be fully evaluated by a developmental psychologist on the 24th. She has maybe 50 words and can’t express herself or her wishes well. She also does a lot of stunning by jumping and shouting/making vocalizations for stimulation and not speech. She is not potty trained.

We are running into the issue of the fact we want to socialize her more since I’m a stay at home mom. We’re thinking of adaptive gymnastics or preschool. However, she resists things she doesn’t want by crying and screaming and melting down. I don’t know what to do with this. She can’t participate in group activities because she literally does whatever she wants and when we stop her (which we do) it’s 5-10 minutes of crying and trying to figure out how to get her way. I don’t know if this is normal three year old behavior but it doesn’t seem like it is based on watching other kids her age.

What can we do to help her stop throwing tantrums so severely in response to directions or doing non-preferred activities? Thank you.",4.822801932367148,6.681302217391307,5.759420289855076,76.52903381642516,70.30434782608697,8.589371980676331,32.34299516908213,9.150863307647796,3.036270531400966,970,45,172,20,18,319,141,230,0.125,0.778,0.09699999999999999,-0.8932,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,6,1,0,0,5,8,2,0,9,0,22,0,0,2,2,43,33,18,0,6,9,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,11,16,0,2,5,0,0,4,8,4,1,1,0,3,27,4,25,31,2,23,0,0,1,0,34,9,0,7,9,118,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323775884857947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867128608427295,0.0939410127329305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385543390120783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697167487207257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051353211979702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329337168263644,0.0,0.15457993768411465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608456423345143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938421887149913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528794697331047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101460908262555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548192434396333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048598088629106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099023680020926,0.0,0.0,0.3234146692820465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373029768072573,0.0,0.15678024529973766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402914566151416,0.0,0.17409485077429995,0.0,0.12747729608563738,0.0,0.0,0.1570906992678592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425548702123927,0.0,0.2576774569641526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418792323274323,0.0,0.0,0.10238055265348506,0.09874429839052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046272183568946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726854670075245,0.12232142168564497,0.0,0.0,0.13855895401362406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772132108695501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847720906281754
autism,UnitedVehicle,2020/01/08,"Mid 30’s male, I’m quite confident I’m autistic. Should I get diagnosed? After scoring 38/50 on the AQ test and doing a ton of reading on it, I’m very confident that I’m on the spectrum. Should I get diagnosed? Not really sure what to do now.",-0.2400840336134457,2.04352403921569,2.7533893557422964,88.29882352941178,92.92156862745098,6.835854341736696,22.97198879551821,7.957251820313856,1.7100341736694682,190,8,40,5,7,67,36,51,0.044000000000000004,0.8079999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.7325,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647957443357511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422025037330713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483284580983299,0.32758100421550795,0.0,0.2098000046306465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086576925560348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702155113809284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CptChris,2020/01/08,"Help finding headphones for sensory overload. Hi. I am trying to find noise canceling headphones and was wondering if anyone knew of some bluetooth headphones that could be used with phone calls that had active noise canceling, but where the active noise canceling could also be used if you weren't on a phone call or listening to media. I often wear over ear headphones that I find comfortable and if I want to listen to music, watch a video, or talk on the phone in a public place I put my earpods in underneath them. The problem is that I find that to be uncomfortable on my ears to have the cables pushed against them by the larger headphones and I can't wear them that way for very long. I have read 12 reviews and rankings of noise canceling headphones and watched three videos that said they would rank the top noise canceling headphones and discuss their features, but none of them said anything about whether the active noise canceling could be used while media was not being played and while not on a phone call. I looked at product websites and could not find this information either. Does anyone have any knowledge about this? My mother said that I might have to invent them, but I'd rather not get fixated on doing that.",9.554084901882256,8.56426875770925,7.896948338005612,75.20098518221869,59.66079295154185,10.721505806968363,36.93592310772928,9.573946990214177,3.390730396475772,996,37,173,14,11,297,119,227,0.049,0.868,0.08199999999999999,0.7681,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,7,3,7,3,0,0,11,0,23,4,4,3,0,46,36,20,0,11,15,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,11,9,0,0,9,4,0,2,7,1,0,1,8,10,21,2,27,17,3,19,0,0,3,0,27,13,0,9,3,124,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944912854037949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035181111558536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652382984509875,0.0,0.09723435267954038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619590249358238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773596931506021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340127295266653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399735027041941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173292352506168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919913146081015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456652731506756,0.09922335544485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534746375666544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345045192381428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306169770246292,0.0,0.11878189747865865,0.0,0.0,0.11819044490260693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371872876570356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497130205512176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022184469383062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30615294057887715,0.0,0.09749311192869667,0.06969292671665107,0.09378869329892438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281378199161709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393638663100493,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,disasterblaster75,2020/01/08,"Questions on early detection of any type of spectrum disorder (18 month old) I was wondering what we’re some of the typical signs that anyone has experienced. 

Every google search and review points to having my daughter evaluated for autism 

Everything developmental wise has been off the charts, until recently. Turned 18 months and it’s as if a brick wall hit. Went from 15 words to speaking 2. Walking is 5-6 steps and fall, where as just two months ago it was hard to keep up. She was waiving and blowing kisses to everyone and everything, now she hardly acknowledges me or my wife. Flat blank stare 

Just wondering what others have experienced and what the the general consensus is for next steps. 

Thank you in advance!",6.1200769230769225,8.201662392307696,6.181538461538462,73.89846153846156,67.38461538461539,10.123076923076924,31.461538461538463,10.355215969177356,3.634676923076924,581,24,97,16,10,184,99,130,0.031,0.9,0.069,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,19,17,11,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,6,7,3,17,11,1,23,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,6,10,60,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578341624828851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108285231096458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449952409084696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040653546699267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001820733684718,0.17013826468392976,0.3200469786777592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31900289128538073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826261102766456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42636310578907705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936249054592832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683776210644573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831861908683465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994612733563477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580688299710792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639282368748725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367166502005054,0.17393292392226828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505787807887748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861840202217741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,seanyboy43,2020/01/08,"What is the proper vernacular? Good evening!

I’m posting here because I used to work with developmentally disabled youth who were autistic, and back then (2016), it was not politically correct to use the term “autistic person”. But from what I’ve read on this subreddit, it seems like term “autistic person” is not offensive, and that “person with autism” is offensive, which is the exact opposite of what I was told years ago.

I’d love to hear some input from this subreddit on what is politically correct when referring to an “autistic person” or “person with autism”.

*** I just want to clarify that I do not mean to offend anyone, I am inquiring so that I do not offend people in the future and use the correct vernacular.

Thanks for reading (and possibly your input)!",6.1871739130434795,7.918013079710146,6.893449275362317,70.2193043478261,66.7536231884058,9.577971014492757,32.64057971014493,9.888512548439397,3.493157101449276,607,26,99,14,10,200,80,138,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,4,0,6,0,11,1,0,3,4,27,22,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,13,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,7,4,16,18,3,13,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,10,71,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484542503306518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636601720660467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169710840050019,0.0,0.09273109372160393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004739917999036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759125012451933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145057982546655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431827126174746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729446664785902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570355006435214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546102904667838,0.6641276826996194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714927277004561,0.1456891515440258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30432283590467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384845642307906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005189008881488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535741980561673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941491682102329,0.0,0.0,0.08972446595993915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107453552371193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796045486294154
autism,TheDeathShadowKing,2020/01/08,So are ABA's for lower functioning autists or is a high functioning autist rare. I have been going to a aba and I'm not to impressed with it. It seem to be for the autists who can't function without help. Basically to learn basic life skills is this all it does or just my feeling.,2.479137931034483,4.255581741379313,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,76.41379310344827,6.708965517241379,27.11724137931035,7.554174236665415,1.3717613793103451,223,9,48,3,5,72,45,58,0.085,0.8540000000000001,0.061,-0.3233,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,8,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849856322788927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244178287675292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500223082514789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948757479546372,0.4648101078511599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107355084524195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004956709917278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240767380525884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rpmanago,2020/01/08,"How do I (28F) help and support my younger brother (20M) who has ADHD, Autism and Intellectual Disability? My younger brother has recently been experiencing psychosis and paranoia (having hallucinations, thinking people are badmouthing him and are out to hurt him, thinking he is on the news and social media, lashing out and hurting others, cursing and screaming out of nowhere, etc.). We have consulted his doctor last Saturday, and she said that one of his meds (Concerta) might be causing his psychosis and that he was becoming treatment-resistant, so she has prescribed him new medications.

On top of this, we got the result of his psych test, and we found out that he has an IQ of 72, which means he may not be able to go to college due to his limited ability. He is currently in Grade 11 and delayed for a handful of years due to SPED school and therapy.

I am devastated by the recent events and feeling hopeless. My parents (49M and 48F) and youngest brother (13M) cannot fully grasp his conditions even after the doctor has explained the situation to them, and their patience, understandably, are wearing thin. I suffer from a mental disorder myself, so I understand him in one way or another.

If there is anyone here who is a parent or a sibling of someone who has similar conditions, how did you manage to help and support them? I love him dearly and would like to see him flourish and succeed in life.",11.934767441860465,8.60012689534884,11.257271317829463,60.306139534883755,57.178294573643406,14.040930232558141,48.66821705426357,11.979248473330829,5.8726747286821706,1121,59,184,24,10,367,158,258,0.098,0.7859999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.6199,3,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,3,1,3,3,7,11,0,0,10,0,26,7,2,4,0,49,41,26,0,2,4,5,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,9,26,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,6,7,30,6,28,30,1,26,0,4,1,1,41,11,0,5,14,136,39,10,0.12726926620834358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295292581575082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133452922431191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898963009070575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055890548869265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074059432882085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586160516689498,0.26053097364960565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193887393348292,0.08406015002557447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435116500851952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954418135695262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233005690759238,0.0,0.10178885845554082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061181283691804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724887634432091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374143836248358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989404652230751,0.06217733485044857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486548167693413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863354116476034,0.1413674639551755,0.12821039629902142,0.12825748628713465,0.13501257925168547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291745036901312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248189707454328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826349176443053,0.0,0.0,0.08823248449380068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513260930041229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106221653284305,0.0,0.0,0.12880329198468704,0.1014171275606067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430559875914001,0.0,0.12973498950278672,0.10783483625395034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888473101683787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554349753577311,0.0,0.0,0.1630980137571417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649835890292526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102041961945724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040843518077207,0.0,0.0,0.08195723475137455
autism,Liliac100,2020/01/08,"Anxiety when something happens to special interest Parent with autism to child with autism here.

My son is 12 and had a number of special interests, but video games and systems are a big one. He takes really good care of his stuff, but when something breaks or wears out it is a BIG deal.  Being so aware to sensory things, of a joystick clicks differently, he knows. 

He gets really upset as he feels bad that’s he’s “broken” it although we don’t word it that way and most of the time it has sincerely worn out. 

What happens in these cases is that he will start to do some OCD type things, hand wash, say he is anxious, have meltdowns, etc. He will also scratch his arm as a stim until it looks pretty raw.

Sometimes we have replaced these things but it might be a specialty order or really expensive so it can take time. 

I’m sure some of you sometimes have felt anxious about special interests? Any suggestions about how to help in a case like this?",6.1320059288537525,6.397175184782608,6.132549407114627,80.88833992094865,66.17391304347827,9.51699604743083,31.40118577075099,9.339509955726095,2.6152239130434785,750,27,145,13,11,237,117,184,0.1,0.684,0.21600000000000005,0.9733,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,8,0,18,4,3,1,1,24,31,18,0,0,5,2,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,18,9,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,7,6,11,21,23,4,16,0,0,2,0,21,6,0,6,7,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016444543225055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218329426803928,0.0,0.1149499979760052,0.3395065179919134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546247091663448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532020957972315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491349606885366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699178003975045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758181973143468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597696836047389,0.0,0.14427505819875985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850567900098275,0.0,0.0,0.12603261372940192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657523327582856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007174330419464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258005061045158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341040992879773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618221278297378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940420753397758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018214016409194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668481385891273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287044658385016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878500253380485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949435191637735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313580157335533,0.29722586675449153,0.0,0.10635619780591377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201400909739795,0.0,0.0,0.14162013117174224,0.0,0.2259566065605559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29948213390757794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523792953426934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927095996122475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SubZero_Primrose,2020/01/08,"Suspended for autism Hey all, 

I thought it would be super exciting (sarcasm) to share with you all that I got suspended from Uni because I made three complaints of bullying and got suspended for it because I'm autistic. Quoting the complaints team staff member ""we want to make sure that you are looking after yourself as you have a lot going on and you have autism."" 

Guess whos getting sued....",4.043737769080239,6.653473452054797,4.156594911937379,83.83630136986301,74.75342465753424,6.911154598825831,32.34637964774951,7.957251820313856,2.6178352250489234,314,16,54,5,7,97,54,73,0.213,0.64,0.147,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,3,14,17,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,4,10,11,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676889579385332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756662539524285,0.0,0.1713986958023173,0.0,0.4824129368175582,0.0,0.33223179799628816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325690709418314,0.0,0.0,0.25639826358518825,0.0,0.28536866776651776,0.20131149244337126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842419356246027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394261859375558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788367453879952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423856888858744,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Draykez,2020/01/08,"I have suspected for a while that I am on the spectrum but I have been too afraid to talk to my doctor about it. Here's my story, what do you think? My partner jokingly tells me I have autism because of the way I act and the things I do. I shrug it off and refuse it of course, but deep down for years I have always felt different and wondered if there is actually something different about me.

First off my social skills are incredibly lacking. I don't like small talk and really struggle to hold conversations. I get scared and purposely avoid most social situations because they scare me. I often just keep to myself because of this while everyone around me is having a laugh with each other. For example a work colleague just left to go on maternity leave and was going round saying goodbye to everyone and giving them a hug. I saw what she was doing and purposely hid in the toilet so that I didn't have to be all like ""awww we'll miss you so much, I hope everything goes well, see you in a years time"" etc like everyone else did because I just find it so awkward and forced.

I'm also very literate. If someone says something to me, I will absolutely take what they said word for word as fact. It only occurs to me afterwards that it may have been a joke and now I look like an idiot. I also like to repeat things, like a lot. I'll go up to my partner and repeat something from a game or TV or YouTube or something, just as a joke. But my partner notices I do this a hell of a lot and will tell me. I also seem to repeat these phrases a lot in my head. I notice I'm doing it but I won't stop, and sometimes I'll think of something funny and just randomly laugh out loud without saying anything. I must look mental to others. I do a lot of repetitive things. I like visiting the same places, I like playing the same music and I like playing the same games.

I used to be incredibly conscious about my body when I was little. I hated showing my arms because I thought they were incredibly skinny. I went on holiday with my family to Spain and it was like 30°c and I wore a thick brown leather jacket nearly all the time and jeans. My family picked on me every single day for this but I just didn't want to take it off. I have grown out of this mostly now, but I still get a little self-conscious because I have a big belly and skinny arms and I prefer to hide this with a buttoned shirt rather than wear just a T shirt, for example.

When I read I often accidentally skip words or read a word as something else. This happens a lot and everywhere. At work, browsing Reddit, titles of YouTube videos. You name it, I'll read something and go ...Huh??!! the reread it and realise I skipped, added or misread a word.

There is probably more to add to my suspicions but it's currently 01:20AM and my brain is shutting down for the night. If I remember anything else I'll add it.

So do you think I should see a doctor about this? I'm worried that I'll just be told I'm being stupid and told to go away. But at the same time I'd really.like answers. I just don't know what to do. Please help, what would you do in my situation? Many thanks.",2.6591571886847483,4.415449677165356,4.0666622922134765,86.85116287547392,75.85039370078741,7.034412365121027,24.83012540099154,7.857877913537022,1.2979198016914553,2455,83,508,37,54,811,274,635,0.156,0.7609999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9929,3,1,7,0,0,0,66.0,1,6,4,4,34,32,4,6,34,1,48,13,10,2,4,112,88,55,0,11,27,0,4,10,3,8,2,5,0,3,35,34,2,5,14,14,0,9,6,11,1,1,18,15,79,21,70,58,19,62,1,1,7,1,35,30,1,22,32,357,114,7,0.0,0.0,0.06266709221719348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406432075894402,0.0534341689060709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569118930557213,0.05716725895966979,0.0,0.0,0.06033452804599052,0.0,0.0,0.234878635465758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133125187030814,0.0,0.07168805460278155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141502494884496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341874011044217,0.0,0.13145882356147534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093663753539272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161957414718495,0.0,0.0,0.054106078789146944,0.18408794207294327,0.0577146179519572,0.0,0.12107723384112025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165894513387525,0.0,0.05869370250490735,0.05462343868053751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710206760132607,0.06160335197992259,0.18248164615533896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678739176860489,0.0,0.0,0.06340156285009961,0.06590576136450288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304368860071968,0.0,0.0,0.06378254435536071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570795335689611,0.0,0.0,0.03529230120100027,0.0,0.0,0.06799714236671725,0.06977258593436465,0.0,0.0,0.3137346464847198,0.12872576658811466,0.0,0.0,0.10785318310719948,0.0,0.0,0.2729774400638297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510654431465471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471621406111573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047207308487500266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026384633701965,0.0,0.0,0.14622427540291255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048840361501382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709370055221085,0.07049161600177442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923741002680674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270486729336245,0.0,0.041139424580205454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274599692495858,0.0,0.06108562195202246,0.15320518557967686,0.12858599600102152,0.0,0.10234619010046916,0.05846127078160453,0.06699293874497962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436649561278705,0.0,0.13092346645688366,0.05441134508618567,0.3460648002346127,0.06351282626182035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128424040537954,0.05368877032627055,0.0,0.06713415521332254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656725272195184,0.10323131267388606,0.1122579866113737,0.059122917528286474,0.0,0.0,0.12798991519202144,0.1234440921556024,0.0,0.05098158342228033,0.11233735772584452,0.0,0.0,0.12272529471529554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546336849662981,0.0,0.05298622690894599,0.03787719107435802,0.05097292399759367,0.0,0.0,0.057739314461805226,0.05953033778128364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061903453173615,0.06964122354265949,0.09350232260589693,0.065216067223772,0.0,0.045618324617642585,0.0,0.0,0.08270802900585306
autism,soydollasign,2020/01/08,"Tips for potty training? My brother is 3 and is still not toilet trained and he will start kindergarten in September. He's shown curiosity and has sat on his mini-potty and our actually toilet, has peed in the potty once or twice, but since then little progress has been made. Does anyone have any advise, tips, or tricks that worked for them or a child in their life? Any advice or insight is appreciated :)",6.1875,7.242031171052632,6.174842105263162,77.86489473684213,66.23684210526315,8.185263157894736,28.35789473684211,8.238735603445708,1.8959136842105253,323,10,58,4,5,102,57,76,0.021,0.833,0.146,0.9066,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,12,12,10,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,6,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,3,36,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.2956098982938214,0.0,0.0,0.2960135981836264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119970970963507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118113404843424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26509062895474017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213964014414309,0.0,0.3036091944159695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866337917371712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226039243802024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505816695260684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441100068324567,0.0,0.2419153107945029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205321094201164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aeladya,2020/01/09,"Body Odor and Autism Hi there, my first time on this subreddit and I thought this would be the perfect place to ask this because maybe someone here might know something? Most of my family is on the spectrum, including myself, but this question isn't about me. My niece is on the very low end of the spectrum, she's an adult, but most of her speech is due to echolalia. She doesn't comprehend toileting and diapers do not fit her because she is morbidly obese (most of the time she becomes extremely violent with her meltdowns requiring 3 people to restrain her, if we run out of something or a store is closed she doesn't comprehend) so she tends to wet herself most of the time (setting timers didn't work as she just went after we made her try on her floor) so that just makes her normal BO even worse. We've tried Irish Spring, charcoal and pine tar soap, but even with using all of those it's still there.

Does anyone have any suggestions? I tried Googling and I can't find much.",5.200028191703584,6.258928157068063,4.720104712041884,87.39037051953285,68.47643979057591,8.39001208215868,29.87555376560612,8.617729084823388,2.0615014901329043,782,29,158,12,13,236,120,191,0.084,0.904,0.012,-0.9403,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,4,11,3,1,0,8,0,15,2,1,3,2,37,23,13,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,11,1,2,4,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,4,3,25,1,21,16,6,22,0,1,0,0,22,10,0,8,9,104,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407365280834962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729254155221094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682071904853995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451392181765027,0.18526328568577405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632900398835228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679645358306054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857397458167032,0.0,0.0,0.2215905073368664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581368600420674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331763906249807,0.14268543810598652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218931616671346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872618458823834,0.1119723666910898,0.0,0.16852432035567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795296537144986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331328191799495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435635823926892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629458784349744,0.0,0.17525982048536004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791493272002244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213141462887527,0.25827953727924435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339629010354042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317231103828026,0.2934437210466613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34166742723765603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487947342639768,0.0,0.1384087707165889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550306850136653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212175017922552,0.0,0.17094843488955608,0.11916259376853627,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kpawesome,2020/01/09,"Questions about Autism I’m just trying to educate myself and better understand my child.  My husband and I are having our 3 year old son tested for autism.  To be clear, I’m not asking for this community to diagnosis him.  I’ve read the rules and the “community info” section.  I just have questions and want some clarification.

Our doctor thinks it’s unlikely.  She has 2 sons on the spectrum so I trust her opinion however I like to “trust but verify.”  I felt like I understood autism before my son was born.  I’m a teacher and I’ve taught students across the spectrum.  I’m just puzzled and thought I would ask an experienced community some of the autism-related questions I have.  I apologize if this post isn’t allowed.  I think it’s allowed.  Apologies in case I’m wrong.

I know people with autism have special interests.  How would you define this?  How is this different than a hobby?

Our doctor thinks he will be diagnosed with ADHD when he is old enough to be tested for it.  He also has a sensory processing issue where he is sensory seeking.  He’s very social and makes eye contact.  I know kids with SPD usually have ADHD or autism.   What has your experience with SPD been like?

Thanks for taking the time to read/respond.  I appreciate any feedback.",2.62216707021792,5.4539758898305095,4.197142857142861,79.98338983050849,82.47457627118644,7.269733656174336,26.225181598062953,8.306716005460428,2.3173503631961263,994,42,174,23,28,330,134,236,0.027000000000000003,0.825,0.14800000000000002,0.9744,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,2,0,1,10,10,0,0,10,0,21,4,1,5,1,45,42,15,0,4,7,4,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,14,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,25,9,20,30,4,13,0,0,1,0,28,5,0,9,10,108,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060931329606717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018394961177464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660045126056573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381048507217772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836307304412747,0.0,0.0,0.1126282344738498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292547099579852,0.0,0.1330507016144836,0.0,0.26069047562308817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158368193421846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245699808381241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227326624333472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291737306103246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997336255819434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664620296095055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500523342101794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725889260319713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828650208412739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196339915982927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279739686996765,0.0,0.2547632896171896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981441570906674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574923295250756,0.0,0.0,0.11724417633682832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447967981537227,0.0,0.1010994383663968,0.07425716642011597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646037786811303,0.0,0.0,0.13257290848890466,0.0,0.0,0.14025493043737555,0.10507476272907992,0.07511266789804646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092756985825886,0.13923415315335386,0.0,0.08200741051551072
autism,ZazzooGaming,2020/01/09,"Looking for a treatment for OCD with a 22 year old non verbal autistic male, any suggestions? I work closely with a 22 year old autistic male eho has a moderate to severe case of OCD.  It effect his quality of life and amps up his anxiety.  Me and his mom are trying to look into OCD treatments but since hes non verbal most doctors wont even try to help out since (from what i hear) they mostly use cognitive therepy which is next to impossible since hes non verbal.

My question is is there any OCD treatment out there specifically for non verbal autism? Have you guys been in the same situation, if so what helped?",6.295428571428572,6.384665400000002,6.53404761904762,78.75000000000001,65.83333333333334,9.523809523809524,32.14285714285714,9.23628265651192,2.6652857142857136,488,18,94,8,7,157,81,120,0.027000000000000003,0.937,0.035,0.4479,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,0,16,14,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,17,12,3,11,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,4,5,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554854750103975,0.0,0.23291079591337,0.0,0.13100524753391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528091736415907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131085490822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956373305961306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301040971873046,0.0,0.22956959511030844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095844666206967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876125673958129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056511313454276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212557578310493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593946710730446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183841082637898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346296742951616,0.0,0.4249775775262465,0.19249139085612374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325340703322955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790441366835202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467153164790752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220557872111916
autism,Cerealism15,2020/01/09,"Looking for professional help with level 1 Autism in the Tampa area (Specifically New Port Richey) . Or just a good tool to search for resources. So my Fiancee and I went to a couples counselor last night and it did absolutely nothing for us in regards to even remotely helping us find common ground that can help mitigate some of her frustrations with my Autistic tendencies. 

Does anyone know any good counselors that specialize in Autism? Or know any tools that can help us look for the counselor that we need? 

We live in New Port Richey which is just north of Tampa.",8.096828478964397,8.621022,6.9147087378640775,76.06326051779938,62.009708737864074,9.973462783171524,35.61326860841424,9.725611199111238,3.382645307443366,458,19,79,8,6,138,69,103,0.027000000000000003,0.825,0.14800000000000002,0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,5,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,3,15,8,1,14,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,3,5,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230435813561824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914754255381746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271977099779082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660265138917152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310143769161392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267099435624253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618556521752702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185175302520188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157505799010486,0.12724092736110856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783763567797142,0.0,0.26216647138768434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574489215872001,0.0,0.3015213712223266,0.0,0.1464876556375964,0.0,0.1497805037696129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633010107673011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470466375687602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,1234whore1234,2020/01/09,"Should I continue this friendship? I met this guy not long ago, we hung out and I had a great day. He has mentioned to me that he has Autism. He was funny and awkward but I had a really nice time. However, I saw him briefly the next day and he was not the same person I had met prior. It was at a theatre and he was fine the whole day, texting me excitedly that he would like to see me after the show as he had realised I was there. I went to see him after the show and he completely ignored me, said some rude things to me, rushed past me and walked away mid conversation. It made me feel very uncomfortable as there have been other tiny incidents where he has been rude like this (to strangers, on the phone with me etc) It made me angry because it gave me the impression that he hated me and his whole change of demeanour made me feel unsafe. He texted me the next day seeming fine so I confronted him in a direct way about the situation, telling him that it made me uncomfortable. He said he didn’t know that he was being rude and said sorry. I know he has autism which makes it difficult to understand that these situations may hurt me, but I am contemplating if I really want to continue this friendship because it does hurt sometimes. Is this really insensitive and mean of me? 

Autism is a really hard spot for him and I felt that bringing the situation up with him may have made him feel sad as well, and for that I feel bad. If I were to continue the friendship, how could I set boundaries / be straight up with him without hurting his feelings or making him feel like he is doing everything wrong? Because he really is great 80% of the time.",4.717955939765755,5.595657923312885,5.3553485778025705,83.06018962632463,69.4601226993865,8.994757389849413,28.31511433351924,9.218907990703514,2.1588576687116574,1297,44,267,25,22,419,151,326,0.177,0.679,0.14300000000000002,-0.9542,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,0,7,25,5,1,17,0,33,0,0,8,0,53,65,21,0,6,8,0,8,3,0,4,0,3,0,2,24,16,0,1,12,2,0,4,4,14,1,0,28,14,44,11,30,30,5,33,0,4,3,0,41,10,0,7,20,177,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707785224675845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169442593702485,0.0,0.0726014298946634,0.15901570718030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198386633671264,0.0,0.09116769583442663,0.0,0.0,0.06942423232442219,0.0,0.0,0.22430782491805967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076092429863642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697465423693287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814700362230115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637937784134933,0.06211864756987012,0.08348771905126705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173014862576893,0.0,0.08609631882862835,0.0,0.0,0.07789206510805148,0.08584726603978618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925228888392434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557327719260708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744131430805744,0.0,0.0,0.0769499341603724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113812280032402,0.11608249724216692,0.0,0.0,0.0947164039528346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849492383369152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300568503863859,0.0,0.07592328087890449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785189329646838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481342763420303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385792433932045,0.07915798980662661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932136464539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859979194192473,0.09733583535451792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760000290884171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776715802141497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140501907077776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052027542720813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717446465578666,0.051286642676113735,0.06901858519786233,0.0,0.0,0.07818044330037642,0.08060553265904488,0.0,0.1941579849654665,0.0,0.08381878891441905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061768326736663964,0.09506854783509927,0.0,0.0
autism,whoisjohngalt25,2020/01/09,"Do examiners use the information you gave them during your intake appointment while scoring your test, or only what happened during the test? I just finished testing and am worried that everything I mentioned experiencing during the intake session will be left out and I won't have enough ""points"" to be diagnosed",14.747924528301887,11.705365773584912,13.001603773584907,49.04693396226415,51.64150943396227,15.128301886792451,51.02830188679245,13.023866798666859,6.829950943396227,258,13,34,6,2,82,42,53,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,27,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562456275728878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626646283469607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315445555949388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037769984503205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813496985878555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26694233685125124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317972917215953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031411058600252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564455472850928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ceedub24,2020/01/09,Looking for cartoon explaining difficulty with transitions Can anyone help me find a cartoon or video that depicts a person with plants/trees/something growing out of their head and being snipped abruptly? It's used to describe difficulty with transitions and I can't remember where I saw it!,7.710599999999999,10.40828946,6.9849999999999985,67.2475,64.4,9.8,42.5,10.125756701596842,5.269800000000001,243,15,33,6,4,75,41,50,0.107,0.8,0.09300000000000001,-0.1759,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658766232610334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475376662560051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902417724547102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487066661186664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31931060706405223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320158643288668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307442352721369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29273170450765656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284101841829442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Throwaway389910,2020/01/09,"Would it be possible to surrender 19M with ASD to state custody? He’s been diagnosed w/ PDD-NOS, ADHD, and intermittent explosive disorder and has a video game addiction. He’s verbally abusive to parents, teachers, siblings, and has been physically violent in the past. He consistently threatens to kill parent and siblings. Parent has exhausted all resources available to him with no improvement in the kid. Parent also wants to send kid to community college, even though kid has history of school refusal in high school and plays video games in classes. Parent does not have the tools to deal with his child any longer and struggles with serious health issues himself. What options are there for the kid if family is low-income? How could he be surrendered to the state if thats the only option thus far?",8.022346542346547,9.18700846853147,7.77030303030303,67.65323232323233,62.216783216783206,11.390520590520591,38.26651126651127,11.20814326018867,4.832950893550894,653,32,100,18,9,208,99,143,0.17300000000000001,0.795,0.032,-0.9688,6,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,7,0,13,4,0,2,1,22,14,11,1,5,3,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,10,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,19,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,4,1,61,6,4,0.0,0.157733034989163,0.0,0.1451274445771764,0.15999208268505427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646114746761218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053052856578557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629061126949617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724749022378693,0.0,0.13512051082627655,0.0,0.0,0.15257440725617968,0.0,0.11649982451937885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792874279247576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549973787018193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150715585282664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065536856260116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894939187540173,0.0,0.0,0.14728465593863724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124863892995084,0.0,0.0,0.7391056573821779,0.0,0.12708422846321474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150080032400663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694620822898847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917263574858246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307960286475715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785214098519703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456918695555228,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,daddydnizzle,2020/01/09,"Just took my test Just finished my testing

Feeling incredibly anxious and nervous, I'll find out on the 20th.  Really hope I've finally figured out why I am the way I am.  Seems like the testing was kind of light...  A puzzle, some questions from the tester, and a few stories.   I really thought it would be some big, comprehensive test.",3.407619047619048,5.834073492063496,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,75.98412698412699,7.374603174603175,31.13492063492064,8.344100000000001,2.601234920634921,262,13,48,5,6,85,46,63,0.073,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5478,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,10,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,3,5,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,3,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30843396851105914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804670381861892,0.0,0.0,0.2990791733386924,0.24953458996795425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711696548960609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430746903548626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338338361387247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058439718474393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498061633880001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485464131739436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167467372522993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033343614748253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167099219570236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463573500691069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394499652729724,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CloudyGazed,2020/01/09,"I’ve been diagnosed since 8, I am now 16 and my parents still don’t take my autism seriously. I could make a list of all the things in my life that I know have been a work of my autism. I developed later, talked later, didn’t talk as much to my friends as a kid, I had comfort items (which they took from me) and I had special interest. But my parents still don’t think I have autism. Their reasoning is that because they have worked with severely autistic kids with developmental disabilities, I can’t be autistic because I’m not like them. I try to remind them that they’re working with autistic children that specifically need help because of their autism. But they don’t listen. They keep saying I have autism but very very lowkey autism, like barely any. 
The thing is they trained many of my autistic behaviors away as a child. And then they say they never saw any traits.
This leads to me not talking to them about it. Like for example when I found out what stimming was. I had to find out why I did the things I did through a fucking tiktok btw. I was so excited that I understood myself finally, and I talked to my parents about it. They resorted to mocking me and telling me I was looking into it too much. I have never felt worse. 
I don’t know what to do.",4.679763299742208,5.574126430278884,5.024012186547925,85.34045699554727,69.55776892430279,8.296320599953129,29.90414811342864,8.4952907291091,2.029873962971643,998,38,206,15,17,316,129,251,0.047,0.867,0.086,0.8456,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,13,4,8,11,2,0,8,0,27,3,0,3,3,32,43,14,0,2,5,3,1,3,1,0,2,3,0,4,15,11,0,1,8,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,16,6,46,8,28,25,4,17,0,0,2,1,30,5,1,0,13,147,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028076567566255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072166313031688,0.0,0.0,0.2155163386106603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940916883415151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119612794031047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315213979762465,0.12909624304275594,0.1077105360245086,0.0,0.0,0.1292137682108932,0.09104873351409497,0.10894817143626627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899073620833362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474832723711196,0.0,0.0,0.12953187540282768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323921770095334,0.17272309719856324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896227081137578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866416225802797,0.11947893023529325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326303451508634,0.08738247345066734,0.1817826086670348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39256731146006224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116692048302433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743422157475467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313420027563702,0.0,0.09748472049678386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882264293417627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860669977520988,0.3788856230934913,0.10300396290327923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487804964955816,0.07551195879448386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309329767600609,0.08001075839438837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944731601078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633909404274866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738328451614473,0.0,0.12009673294668385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MorwenInMotion,2020/01/09,"Need help managing meltdowns [CW: Violence, Self-harm] TL;DR: Partner has violent meltdowns. She doesn't know how to intervene. My way is no longer working. Please help.

My partner and I are looking for some advice on handling her meltdowns as they have gotten more violent over the last little while. I have talked to her about it at length, but she doesn't seem to understand them any better than I do, and she never knows when they are coming. I typically see them coming. From what I have been able to work out, the pattern seems to be something like:

1. Triggering event happens - Something overwhelms her, usually it is change in routine or an unexpected problem during a routine, more rarely it is noise/social
2. She feels bad - She can't recognize overwhelm so it is literally just 'bad' or 'down'
3. I check-in, try to help her self-soothe
4. She picks a fight or lashes out - The fight isn't logical or meaningful as far as I can tell. It is more of a 'I feel bad because I feel bad because I feel bad' kind of fight.
5. I disengage from the fight, move to back to soothing, and she shuts down (goes non-verbal, can't/won't move, lots of crying) - When I realize  that the fight isn't actually a problem that needs solving, I back down
6. After some time (could be 5 minutes to an hour) she starts to come back, if she is still angry she lunges at me violently, screams, hits/breaks things, threaten self-harm or worse
7. Back to shutting down (non-verbal again, catatonic again, sobbing uncontrollably again) & and I leave or stand on my guard nearby preparing in case she attacks again 
8. She slowly comes back out of it, with piles and piles of self-hatred and guilt

Generally, I have felt that I am pretty decent with working with her throughout her meltdowns, and I am generally pretty forgiving of what happens or what she says during them (in part because I am not really in physical danger as I can overpower her if necessary), but last night see grabbed a knife in the midst of step 6 and I had to physically disarm her. As scary and frustrating it is for me, I know it is more terrifying and confusing for her.

I also feel like I can't just walk away from her in a meltdown (or a shutdown) a lot of times, because of her history self-harm and threats of self-harm.

So, we are looking for some advice. How can we change the cycle and perhaps limit the violent part of the meltdown?",4.549934640522874,6.013734679738562,5.20266884531591,81.80700980392159,70.39433551198258,8.362962962962964,29.62200435729848,8.841846274778883,2.356099782135076,1874,74,358,34,34,604,220,459,0.233,0.6920000000000001,0.076,-0.998,1,0,2,0,5,0,81.0,2,0,5,5,20,32,13,5,19,0,34,1,1,4,1,75,60,37,0,7,15,0,7,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,15,24,0,2,16,0,0,8,9,27,0,0,4,13,59,5,60,53,11,57,0,3,4,0,45,23,1,18,26,245,74,4,0.07403163613119021,0.0,0.07224419767214256,0.0,0.0,0.1446857160348819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059203072667219366,0.0,0.08021324681805371,0.0,0.050344051222184286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422167365322851,0.06955515911769199,0.2846287924235181,0.3090666193301839,0.18051599299507934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547496604094064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663130956431467,0.2550867972718784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059108237441697076,0.0,0.08132027603228979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716309814853688,0.052888215644342616,0.07108198039680752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093186267515716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488655355364663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729062490517449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709255673553278,0.12205755336946973,0.1206913286355411,0.0,0.07838881333852868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723362358626345,0.07419914821210066,0.0,0.0,0.12433585801238982,0.0,0.0,0.12587809928475382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736782630729024,0.0,0.10978704027964448,0.0570977616899736,0.0,0.0,0.06947367546855443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033809519960687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126450518895689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063357759806964,0.0,0.1416765551733997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742656179402458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588729284638207,0.0,0.0,0.1179872581766346,0.13479124220006894,0.4633868531084174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398634070457847,0.0,0.0,0.05239997309239645,0.0,0.059121760244931425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950382485371506,0.06470691305510855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049183329485094913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633688474948853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050262621368853774,0.0,0.0,0.07706954407844463,0.0,0.0,0.08153538808773407,0.0,0.0,0.05876286687191973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161687738448112,0.0,0.0754445619172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SuddenlySilva,2020/01/09,"Looking for therapist in Syracuse for my 23 yo son I'm in North Carolina, my son is in Syracuse.  I am helping him find a therapist/counselor in his area.   He is on my insurance (for two more years thank you Obamacare)  he needs some help with the whole new patient intake and making sure they take my insurance.   (Blue Cross/ Blue shield) 

He lives near Thornden park and relies mostly on public transportation.   


I would be grateful for some recommendations 

​

thanks",5.071071428571429,7.9106875357142865,4.659761904761903,80.35607142857144,72.45238095238095,7.533333333333335,30.73809523809524,8.472884824447931,2.7044095238095243,379,17,62,7,8,115,62,84,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,12,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,3,12,10,5,13,0,0,3,0,12,9,0,3,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337101141990534,0.2505033066081426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842375307183687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276365368210497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204039823358467,0.0,0.17311994877221665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376113909742025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286279511716885,0.0,0.19910770459486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194300522338556,0.0,0.15500439915326014,0.0,0.0,0.3796033147612389,0.0,0.4787283074905369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013854224437402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301669158969533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644801003288066,0.0,0.2505033066081426,0.13275834177571433
autism,TheTigerbite,2020/01/09,"Apps to help teach reading. My 6 year old is on the spectrum but high functioning.  He's extremely smart but refuses to learn how to read.  He can memorize a whole children's book with no problem (even without pictures).  He loves figuring things out, solving puzzles/problems, and gams, so I thought maybe it would be a better route to find different way to teach him using those aspects with some sort of game/app that teaches kids how to read.  Has anyone had success with this and if so what apps did you use?",6.2702405498281815,6.858331298969072,5.799536082474227,82.27737972508592,65.90721649484536,8.940893470790376,35.75429553264605,8.841846274778883,3.003427491408936,404,19,76,6,6,124,79,97,0.095,0.742,0.163,0.8173,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,4,0,24,11,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,13,6,2,6,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,2,46,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081010625615858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654563240301638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954579160510405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356402814065033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709869731809106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539522494365327,0.1976594156500328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688462559964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794617254209012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963081199890616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580190023403734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613893922089199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428708851990515,0.0,0.0,0.1485199649249758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231526755656041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484947382183025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886721357577925,0.0,0.180337645026188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328956756017012,0.0,0.0,0.1204728525712564
autism,hedgybaby,2020/01/09,"Hey so this might sound REALLY uneducated and rude, but please don‘t attack me My brother is on the spectrum. He‘s 21 years older than me so I don‘t know him that much and him being on the spectrum certainly hasn‘t helped but I know he loves me in his own way. He‘s not ‚visibly‘ autistic if that makes sense, which is my a lot of people assume he‘s just a stupid ahole when he‘s acting a bit rude or direct (example: he says ‚give me carrots‘ instead of asking ‚could you pass me the carrots‘). He grew up in a time where autism awareness was non-existant and no one knew ‚what was wrong with him‘. 

I now have a friend who has sinular characteristics to my brother. He doesn‘t understand people‘s feelings or that being an hour late isn‘t acceptable. She doesn‘t understand when she did something wrong, mostly when it comes to her behavior around other people. I‘ve known her since she was 9 and I knew her sisters who are ‚normal‘ (for lack of a better term), so it‘s not parenting. 

She‘s also what most would consider ‚stupid‘ because she‘s 21 and still in her fourth year of highschool due to many failed classes and terms and because she was sent from one school to the next constantly. It‘s partly her fault, she honeslty never studies and when she does it‘s an hour before the test, but it‘s also because she is... kind of stupid. I don‘t like using the term because it‘s so degrading and it‘s not her fault, it‘s just how her brain works. She struggles a lot with the concept of fractions like half and quarter, if I say it‘s quarter past two she doesn‘t understand that. She can‘t read a normal clock either. Not because no one tought her but because she actually doesn‘t understand it (trust me, I‘ve tried and it‘s honestly impossible). I overheard her mom in primary school say to the teacher that she‘s always been ‚r-word‘ but still she was never diagnosed with anything. It‘s become more and more worrying over the years because she‘s 21 and she has no high school diploma and I don‘t want her to end up on the streets or worse lose her through drug abuse (she smokes a lot of weed, I think it made everything worse for her and I wouldn’t be suprised if she started taking other drugs). It‘s hard for me to take action as her friend because mental disabilities are still seen kind of taboo where I live and while we‘re all ‚okay‘ with it, people still think it‘s a ‚bad‘ thing. My question essentially is: does this look like autism? Is it to hard to tell just by hesring anecdotes? Is it to little information to tell? How should I proceed if? There‘s definitely something ‚off‘ about her brain because her behavior and mental maturity are NOT comparable to that of a 21 year old.

Again, I really don‘t mean to offend anyone with my wording or anything else, I‘m not a native speaker either, so that might have affected my language. I‘m just really lost at this point and I don‘t know how to help her.",4.6401373513735145,6.770023780442807,4.586669126691267,83.630922099221,71.34317343173431,7.400803608036081,27.72710127101271,8.167268648758528,1.882428897088972,2307,85,421,35,45,711,260,542,0.155,0.7659999999999999,0.079,-0.9938,1,0,5,0,1,0,53.0,0,1,0,5,30,28,6,1,24,0,41,6,2,7,4,94,70,47,0,10,25,5,3,3,2,5,3,5,0,0,35,25,0,1,18,1,0,6,25,15,0,7,13,10,67,13,49,49,18,59,0,3,2,1,70,18,0,17,37,308,102,9,0.0,0.07927869736468275,0.0652955694083314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070175450787663,0.05567538497702313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678578817519982,0.0,0.11012424771892734,0.05956505389380495,0.0625528345263247,0.07612102168629599,0.0,0.0,0.0558679632262123,0.3670954013176825,0.07389803926175363,0.0569364072705419,0.0,0.0,0.05917741946607447,0.07304957778480403,0.0,0.0,0.14938980506199104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763797721168922,0.0,0.07230711504215491,0.0,0.0534230588038864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067913345395869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710868724164265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519123738715945,0.0,0.05589562780475603,0.0,0.0592633633062794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013537103806159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383225631848503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339068052192107,0.0,0.0,0.06418721218227043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987838353553493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969818311907515,0.07069523767014622,0.0,0.0,0.13178788604901184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935520225541229,0.1103177515240161,0.0,0.07547862119817274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806813270197133,0.06706248789846381,0.059083716174555184,0.0,0.05618846155393716,0.07485639177504168,0.0730413561670814,0.1706562416154946,0.06038986889710215,0.06331288888217466,0.04466367051270004,0.06783734066518217,0.0,0.07288578999936468,0.0,0.0,0.13486127718919905,0.1419641800380168,0.0,0.07836545704842085,0.0,0.0,0.04918734823761911,0.0,0.10321191131244707,0.0,0.07116070069910749,0.0,0.13111731845978994,0.0,0.0,0.0702119307272372,0.0,0.1360220537892035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429684433086874,0.07245818737871165,0.06387420421379457,0.1855508928620527,0.0,0.0,0.07344828110736046,0.06325260530949889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749557313777056,0.0,0.06692919464050492,0.0,0.12859486812244128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963114730237107,0.0,0.20315277843907004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534954306141696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302284835184028,0.0,0.0,0.04736001215733065,0.0,0.2137411237998546,0.0,0.0,0.06994999666186062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061762129994152,0.0,0.11696647948843923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445275340589999,0.08574784630141327,0.0,0.0,0.03901639323508696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542823628727469,0.0,0.06536240997501656,0.27862720754295245,0.0,0.0577896963008912,0.0,0.0,0.03946589304345957,0.05311090684238447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048712068643568536,0.0679514573484533,0.13637622917505873,0.047531716822594786,0.14631354071474395,0.0,0.17235418646395345
autism,Andy553,2020/01/09,"It All Makes Sense Now { Hi everyone!, just joined this thread. I’m a 19 year old M,  It’s such a relief to **finally** relate to so many of y’all. I haven’t been officially diagnosed, but I’ve taken *many quizzes and read many pages on the symptoms of autism*. I believe I have *high functioning autism* or a variation of it.} 

    1) Looking back everything makes so much sense now, my behaviors, attitude, interest in different hobbies. I’ve always wondered why It seemed like I could only have one specific hobby. What I mean by that is when I find something I enjoy, I get totally obsessed with it ( *AKA the gym for 6 months* ). 

   2) At first I was quite saddened when I found out / determined I had some form of autism. Mixed with that emotion came anger that no one had figured it out sooner. I have yet to talk to my parents about this diagnosis, but am considering telling them soon. I also am considering going to my family-doctor and getting an actual diagnosis.

{ Today I’m happy in finding out. Now I realize that this diagnosis does not change who I am. No, it makes me who I am today. Actually I’m quite proud of it, because it’s as if it’s given me special *traits / abilities* that truly makes up personality. Thanks for reading!}",0.831310297639412,3.37239325316456,3.238909795871824,83.24996920971604,95.37130801687763,6.7815714448625855,23.704983464477138,7.824948511530503,1.9973339947542488,959,41,180,25,37,328,148,237,0.073,0.773,0.154,0.9682,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,1,4,14,10,1,1,6,0,14,2,0,4,2,30,33,12,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,21,8,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,2,0,3,8,1,23,8,25,24,6,26,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,5,16,119,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.23004992815747494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426129054408022,0.09807800460401284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090635421747964,0.0,0.07185298708737406,0.0,0.0,0.13280010440112006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481287182024546,0.0,0.0,0.12469174921149476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411029684824593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963644984509447,0.0,0.12314996951159395,0.0,0.12064582800159945,0.10314959089367623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258886150090582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263066560719025,0.10593473578977627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912177439786213,0.21546367585961773,0.10026090009585788,0.0,0.1292393228089438,0.0,0.0,0.12316532716566522,0.0,0.06698873061254917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547573077264196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453704358857788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057585752211204926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898184257286664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31471887865594605,0.35850767872532113,0.0,0.12839593026747706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408340227399464,0.0,0.08664865036675193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368564793875265,0.0,0.15974470134082214,0.08964610656927413,0.0,0.0,0.13088164982341513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292029543541553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25074035423339514,0.2358055310368613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730521129567358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907427528264086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251296378835935,0.0,0.09474013881927684,0.1030243339899371,0.10851965879239378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345560114673604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636012471806254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127825928297914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759049744357796
autism,LzzrdWzzrd,2020/01/09,"Logic I just got home from a graduate work conference of 400 people plus the organisers where everyone left knowing that I'm ""different"" after this:

1) we were given a scenario where a son and a dad were in a car crash.
2) Son was injured
3) Surgeon in the operating theatre says ""oh no that's my son!""

We were told to work out what happened and choose from the following options:
A) the son was horribly disfigured and the surgeon mistook him for their son
B) the dad is the surgeon because the son has 2 dads that are in a relationship
C) the surgeon is the mother
D) none of the above

Half of us chose D and for some reason I chosen to explain my reasoning. I argued that there was no information in the scenario on the car crash itself and the degree of injuries the son received. Furthermore, I thought it was frowned upon/disallowed for surgeons to operate on close family as it would be difficult to remain calm and professional which means D was the only sensible option.

To which the room and the organisers laugh at me and they say ""well of course it's C!""

Am I missing something? Please tell me you all would have logically picked D too. How on earth would you come to the conclusion of there being a mother when no mother is mentioned???",5.920250000000002,6.506378858333335,6.776666666666667,74.97500000000002,66.66666666666666,10.066666666666666,33.91666666666667,10.047579312681364,3.4316166666666668,986,43,181,22,15,328,138,240,0.11,0.847,0.042,-0.9387,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,2,2,3,9,6,1,0,27,0,20,6,0,4,1,35,32,12,0,3,1,13,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,0,12,14,0,0,11,0,0,5,4,3,1,1,12,2,17,3,29,15,3,21,0,1,0,0,31,14,0,3,2,129,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931728287534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544760390061182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736061782398453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713565271496317,0.0,0.0,0.1690554042345472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342576881416028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858002642288105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988159040512633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855451857665752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948414635091826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534183334681987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638777158408213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432413640274967,0.0,0.0,0.1968493706085843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687601211202697,0.0,0.19253221452834013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852192082395689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805621146340938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674143439752852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236718036159504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713565271496317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215710684992134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612382912443287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611072691956487,0.0,0.0,0.3821704905576991,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mr-dirtboy,2020/01/09,"echolalia for movies??? I've heard of echolalia in the context of social conversation, but that's not how it usually happens for me. very often when I'm comfortable with the people near me and I'm watching a movie or TV show, I'll repeat phrases from it  because I like the way they were said or how they sound. is this echolalia?",2.1977802197802205,4.713196030769228,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,81.0,5.560439560439562,26.20879120879121,6.868970318607317,1.0992637362637363,262,11,53,3,7,81,49,65,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,5,2,8,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420863331622164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511801254085191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401731452370255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753194509931288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777609027225737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048233061715065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373818141566184,0.3276732604066391,0.0,0.31522275076226186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,slytheringoddess,2020/01/09,"No point in trying to socialise anymore So I was supposed to attend a college interview but the social interaction was a big issue. I overheard my mum saying I wasn't like other 19 year old girls, which has led me to think there isn't even any point in trying to make friends anymore. Everyone thinks I'm weird anyway. I've tried making friends but the conversation is always awkward and then I lose contact.",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,5.515897435897441,78.67076923076927,69.76923076923077,7.2512820512820495,30.948717948717945,7.793537801064563,2.2711641025641027,330,14,56,4,6,106,58,78,0.139,0.758,0.10300000000000001,0.0348,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,11,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,6,3,6,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400477611308167,0.0,0.0,0.1340362191137788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909447344744184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018410940533878,0.0,0.0,0.1883395484130682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30456126020816354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572343308041144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629415317770083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205068860999416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26313442774924034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068255474863792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726504765664273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674353866796584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092081755734226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525901947628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014582597631653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692732064106332
autism,WitchyDragon,2020/01/09,"Why can some autistic people not talk? So one thing I've always failed with understanding is why some autistic people just can't talk. Like that's the one symptom of autism I just can't understand or relate to among all the others I've heard of, and unlike the others it seems so much more polarized than the others which only makes it even more confusing.",6.922391304347826,7.111193376811599,6.528804347826089,78.97842391304351,64.5072463768116,9.218840579710145,27.39492753623189,8.841846274778883,1.934997101449276,289,7,53,4,4,90,48,69,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.7652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,14,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,8,6,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980946068654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066741458278202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144517687292783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226813816906615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676903365003574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091524519840678,0.1734912859337129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162916153933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766678897191426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370982125673032,0.0,0.3666994394361884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154907601425918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749502856437603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116755432127445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,miscreant_moose,2020/01/09,"Any tips or advice My son was diagnosed with Global Spectrum disorder and ASD. I don’t know much about this, I think they mean the same thing. He is almost 3 years old and I’m just starting to notice the set back that he displays when he is around other toddlers. I see 1 year old boys speaking already to each other... my son does not use words. He still communicates. He is friendly and plays and he points. I still can’t believe he was diagnosed. Does anyone have any tips or advice for raising him ? I am looking out for any help since to do whatever I can do to help him. My greatest fear is for him to never achieve his dreams.",1.8124894003634184,4.088106275590551,2.9003149606299203,91.66883706844338,80.73228346456693,5.482495457298608,23.155057540884318,6.67199483983844,0.6300689279224714,495,17,102,5,13,158,82,127,0.062,0.825,0.113,0.7678,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,13,2,0,1,1,20,21,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,14,2,12,19,4,15,0,0,2,0,19,4,0,3,10,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978559746732364,0.0,0.0,0.1526111675907717,0.0,0.1681822388692679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109210125932791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656482278843203,0.0,0.0,0.13567238386167504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718971120401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170776703513888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309374872129081,0.0,0.0,0.17466884726234885,0.0,0.2667405421526439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149751845729372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177473969930277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430714884473025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375756898335679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798145936598546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660132616766372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203489890447672,0.0,0.11754380408724738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351361936344475,0.3198459296042304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407158538127152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214467148047693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607063977789648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787274297709043,0.0,0.2434209817630644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125082795267812,0.097654698167974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162862026050445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962870997128085
autism,AnAutisticGuy,2020/01/09,"I had the most positive experience of my LIFE at work! I'm a physical therapist assistant and I work very hard at my job. I treat my patients to the best of my effort, and when I'm not working I'll read up on new techniques that apply to the type of physical therapy I perform. One of my main functions at my job is to spend an hour with a patient performing deep tissue massage and other manual techniques on the patient. That obviously involves me using my hards directly on the patient. 

As an autistic, one of the things I do is bite my right index finger when I get overstimulated. I bite my finger hard enough that it has damaged and scarred the issue over that finger so it looks extremely inflamed, almost like a 2nd degree burn that occurred 10 minutes ago. One patient, who is extremely finicky (I can't blame him, I can be the same way) saw my finger after I completed treatment on me and asked me about it. I told him I injured my finger which was technically true, just not the whole truth. Knowing the patient, I knew he'd think about the appearance of my finger and about my answer and turn it over in his head. When I week went by, and the patient was scheduled to come in in an hour, I figured everything was fine and I was in the clear. That's when this text message exchanged between me and my boss took place and I'll include it word for word with only the names changed (I'll call myself ""Bob"" in this exchange):

**From my Boss:** Bob, John called saying you have an infection on your hand and you told him you chewed on it. He doesn’t want to see you. Is this really what happened? Do you have an infection?

**My response:**LOL no. Oh my goodness!

**From my Boss:** Patients are weird. Was there even a conversation about it?

**My response:** He asked me about my hand and I told him it's an injury. To be honest, I'm really pissed.

**From my boss:** No mention of an infection? Is it a large problem that would look bad to a patient?

**My response:** I do not have an infection on my hand and did not say I have an infection. When we first met, you saw the injury on my hand and asked my about it briefly.

**From my boss:** I don't remember. How weird. He was probably wanting to switch to a female therapist and just used that was an excuse. Don't worry about it.

**My response (I'm trying not to have a melt down at this point:** I doubt it, I treated him a few times. I feel like I put in my best effort with each patient and provide the best results I can, but then something like this happens. Maybe I'm not the right fit for this clinic.

**From my boss (she tried to call me but I was at Starbucks and too upset to answer the phone anyway):** Do you recall the exact conversation you had with him about your hand? The only mention of it was that you had an injury and that was it? So weird patients make up stuff like you chewed on it. What was the injury to your hand and how long ago? I’ll call him and talk to him about it. I just need the details. Or maybe when you aren’t mad should call and explain. We can talk about it

Bob, you read the review I sent you that Janice wrote. Many patients love you! It’s hard for all of us, me included, when a patient knifes you in the back. Please don’t stress over it.

**My response (After a few minutes I decided to, for the first time in my life, become openly autistic in my work environment):** I’m not mad, I’m humiliated. I was at a loud location and couldn't answer the phone. So I’m going to be honest and you can decide if you need to look at other options. I’m an autistic. When I stim, I bite my finger. I didn’t tell him that I bite my finger and certainly didn’t say there was an infection. He’s obviously smart and figured out what was the cause. Whatever happens, I’ll be here to help patients and they won’t know I’m upset. I’m upset because this is related to my disability and it’s humiliating

**Response from my boss:** Aww Bob, I doubt the patient figured out anything. You do not show autistic behaviors in the office that are in any way disruptive. You have adapted amazingly well. This information changes nothing about my opinion of you or your work. You have been awesome and continued to grow and learn. The setting in Oakland may actually be a great work setting for you! Please try not to be humiliated by any of this. I know you have probably dealt with this issue all your life and it feels overwhelming but it’s clearly not an obvious issue in the office. Please never, never give up! It’s a phrase I have used with my daughter who had dyslexia and struggled in school but now reads novels and graduated from college with a degree in business. Focus on your successes in this job. There have been many. I’m sorry this happened but glad I understand better.

Of course, the autistic thing for me to do after I received that wonderful text message of support was to think of how to respond to it, but then decide it was too late to respond to it and so therefore never sent a response. However, at the time I received that message, I had tears in my eyes, and I have tears in my eyes as a write this post. I have had to work SO hard to get to become a physical therapist assistant, and I have worked hard all of my life to try to hide my autism because I know many people would hold it against me and doubt my abilities. But my boss, who has been a physical therapist for 30 years, believes in my ability and supports me. And now I'm ""out"" in the work place as an autistic and I have the full support of the team I work with.

I'm 42 years old and I was diagnosed at 15, and this is the first time on my entire life I've had this experience. I feel like a giant weight has been lifted off my chest, and I feel like I've found a work place I can stay at for years to come. This started out as an extremely negative experience and turned around into one of the best experiences of my life! I needed to share it with you all.",0.8275872747747748,3.309721467060811,2.5971837837837843,90.50096936936941,88.13006756756758,5.555981981981983,22.25144144144145,7.0594251519435405,0.8574342522522524,4603,170,945,71,150,1516,386,1184,0.078,0.7959999999999999,0.126,0.9967,5,0,1,0,0,0,176.0,3,30,1,25,43,49,3,9,75,0,87,39,19,18,16,175,161,76,0,11,23,1,25,6,0,5,16,4,0,0,71,65,3,1,27,6,3,12,26,18,1,7,44,37,157,31,153,104,17,125,0,2,8,1,99,66,1,13,47,669,228,33,0.0,0.0,0.04456927783133429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097093389334402,0.0,0.04573390463554665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211704409146389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037584159515157665,0.040657757640944266,0.1280914472331189,0.0,0.0,0.035118944183977215,0.0381342072281877,0.05568244720017998,0.10088225810395343,0.0,0.051456697217763504,0.1917197596516843,0.0403931671539777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318106129243585,0.0,0.0,0.046917718716888435,0.0966298274186458,0.07868475742723563,0.04788621671102872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635611247181561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047191378644391206,0.0,0.03016592126145733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104704321551962,0.17870389540840864,0.0,0.0,0.0923725297249388,0.09788424481175302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654572416818408,0.0,0.05007698399333885,0.0,0.0,0.04772346359418197,0.04381273827448075,0.025956446673570503,0.03830750163258519,0.0,0.05035353456670511,0.0,0.0,0.16155037366532696,0.0,0.2454788141146731,0.0,0.04687264216376457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030612974820691755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995542823726685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300908718324448,0.13596722007472015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040053379741498,0.0,0.051519998508170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935568800512984,0.1338781755760789,0.0,0.0,0.04041827743233935,0.11505891639838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041220757694003234,0.0,0.030486410610789563,0.13891270008863407,0.09176731331295568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159561441963716,0.10567517197117528,0.04411029635758016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382350997597256,0.0,0.04792507479469731,0.0,0.12379410040535205,0.06947121891641514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166320996492365,0.0,0.14315253866957314,0.15040240294574422,0.04317479677625845,0.0,0.04374114529935322,0.0,0.098484268365658,0.04370193007309471,0.0,0.045912968609605136,0.0,0.0,0.1370530603220147,0.0,0.05851729764583977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173746592276579,0.07800726657234659,0.0,0.10896060818708828,0.0,0.04622249618926985,0.03639466600554082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351605322748186,0.0,0.05112605800634217,0.032326872390611404,0.04868026869905072,0.0,0.0,0.05231711476071303,0.047746284530073776,0.05228350614448029,0.0,0.1554841124921638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734188374260238,0.0399193357873386,0.0,0.05222990543611318,0.21211482058052655,0.060684886734828074,0.058529539138356984,0.0,0.0,0.10652682782788034,0.0,0.0,0.13092464234995307,0.05074326576957626,0.12403314361581814,0.0993560287498142,0.0,0.04754615641182456,0.05493778527813189,0.11833781619006195,0.0,0.03768417816729357,0.05387705070510456,0.07250460588311568,0.036635318654866966,0.05561618452487522,0.04106460754745106,0.04233839596022078,0.0,0.050991150204775036,0.0,0.0,0.049529329202468865,0.36574731101448027,0.04638212682805472,0.0,0.06488814821779404,0.0,0.0,0.08823380006690074
autism,throwitaway11011,2020/01/09,Overwhelmed when starting a new piece of media? Does anyone get overwhelmed when they start a movie or show they haven't seen before?,5.96125,8.437912625000003,3.84,88.905,68.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.3001499999999999,109,3,18,0,2,30,20,24,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069693668187705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735692732871063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841848237858711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936712159355346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240032447858709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214738924574278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,singingswords,2020/01/09,"Do any of you really need to read lips in order to understand what someone is saying? I feel like even though I hear that someone is speaking to me, I can't discern all the sounds in the correct order sometimes to figure out what was said unless I have other context like inflection and reading lips. I always use subtitles for TV and I think that's part of why I hate phone calls so much. Do you guys get that too or do I just have horrible hearing?",6.14769230769231,5.640629043956047,6.6794285714285735,79.59057142857147,66.25274725274724,9.477802197802195,32.48571428571429,8.841846274778883,2.5686993406593404,357,13,70,5,5,117,65,91,0.084,0.86,0.055999999999999994,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,9,2,2,1,2,15,19,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,11,2,11,17,3,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579663106346732,0.0,0.0,0.12910116111634046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385304760392424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125390881615805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599137416442244,0.13562535956675814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918621616042028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879764717249041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874327078897396,0.0,0.0,0.4279383942596938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549742847346487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395579740347766,0.14076771765025214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558371603922612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37979289969790897,0.0,0.12161961635432313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058614048152755,0.1509724235233832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32171023208178945,0.0,0.1877616335756438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164505850020893,0.1865218223655589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763541839973695,0.0,0.16396519074124788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130565174312926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,zombiebait9,2020/01/09,"I just don’t really know what to think, I need some kind of understanding. I feel like I need help understanding. My little sister is about to be 12 she was diagnosed at 9 for being autistic. She has her little quirks but most of them are very nasty to me. For example she uses the toilet but doesn’t flash cause she hates the sound of the toilet. For me I’m like okay that’s fine but can we think of an alternative, like wear noise canceling headphones or something. I use have a serious Germophobia problem growing up but with therapy I kind of overcome it but now that life as ended me back with my parents at 26... it’s coming back and I feel like I’m going crazy. My dad makes every excuse for her doing this and I don’t know if I just need to get over it. 
I have no idea I’m just stressed.",0.9942424242424224,3.2436556060606065,2.9316666666666684,90.37083333333337,83.84848484848484,6.090909090909091,19.46969696969697,7.3871296695380915,0.4912424242424245,625,17,135,10,18,209,101,165,0.134,0.743,0.12300000000000001,-0.6994,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,7,12,1,1,5,1,13,3,1,4,0,35,34,10,0,5,10,3,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,3,24,8,21,31,2,13,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,4,8,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225903829464231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868660232857325,0.0,0.1246796472298678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146906820047805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819560276282388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194866889535347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636855722007233,0.2068028338487675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562004128960419,0.0,0.08225838702227395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289958482457316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701535662304876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339247059986614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014463431469626,0.15908930197984222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223328428010786,0.28284823725085984,0.2901325736268911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661426290277833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219659252976883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607152920624439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384954698453908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927233719195924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142698799046874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657977891965238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552141475802293,0.0,0.0,0.1854855382643954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301356359345425,0.0,0.2500156770545052,0.0,0.11942465589706057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KanataTheVillage,2020/01/09,"How many times have y'all had to pay for appointments because you missed them for one reason or another ? I get to pay for a therapy appointment I slept through, and this is far from the first time it has happened, and it Royally Sucks",5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,67.91304347826087,10.481159420289854,32.72463768115942,10.504223727775694,3.346342028985508,187,8,38,5,3,59,39,46,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,7,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604769406060545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956139739877302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924139298898925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960769007785127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039981516427535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485328083415213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329501124241692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534568562915341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931354500224721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009146871690824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JJOtterBear,2020/01/10,"I need help/advice My best friend is on the spectrum. And I have BPD/PTSD. And the difference in emotions, how they are processed and expressed is causing some strife in our relationship. I'm very scared that I'm not understanding him enough to meet him where he is. But I want to, he's very important to me. 

We had an issue recently. His work schedule changed, meaning we won't see each other as much. Which triggered my BPD symptoms. I became extremely emotional. Which confused him and did not provide much response from him. Which then scared me more.

Is there a middle ground where I can communicate better with him, so that I don't have unrealistic expectations of him. 

He's the first friend I've ever had on the spectrum, and I want to do better and be a better friend to him.

Any help, insight or advice is highly welcome.",2.767791342952276,5.405724610062894,3.7167665556788774,85.07384017758048,79.62893081761007,6.256899741028488,25.70514243433223,7.510576382923642,1.4970507584165746,659,26,123,10,17,211,97,159,0.053,0.74,0.20800000000000002,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,6,6,11,0,3,7,0,16,1,0,3,1,27,24,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,23,8,13,19,7,14,0,0,1,0,23,9,0,3,5,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678847485278045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935071467689484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788725617188974,0.34861527035545,0.0,0.0,0.3309659488603239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349752474438683,0.1389947681066087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727613545276962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955954692171206,0.0,0.13576252605502678,0.0,0.0,0.1188511195171427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176152910764486,0.0,0.0,0.3045382036559292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761378841264263,0.13882231666280345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371385726414414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312384473081954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931757175697242,0.0974251204770412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358961348523867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973323919200702,0.1410652818483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630915936829165,0.0,0.1047020013777132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656606070168564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678316853843175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168234693396703,0.15499620291320093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565456516448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LoveDove1312,2020/01/10,Need help with getting diagnosed in Houston Any recommendations on getting help in Houston?,11.475,14.424999357142866,10.098571428571432,47.5964285714286,55.42857142857143,11.314285714285715,56.85714285714285,11.20814326018867,7.9200857142857135,77,6,8,2,1,24,10,14,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30622917933670696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570595554605579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705412920174626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036723925621543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33390236215065217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PalmTree005,2020/01/10,"I am really confused about my autism I'm diagnosed autistic but I've heard if you're autistic you're supposed to be really awkward and shy n stuff

 but I have no problems talking to people its more like they have a problem hearing me as if I say something than everyone in the rooms looking 

but I'm confused, I'm not shy but I'm autistic can somebody explain sorry if I sound stupid or am saying something wrong",2.1346050870147266,4.652023879518076,3.6452208835341366,85.35396251673363,81.28915662650601,5.616599732262381,30.908969210174032,6.937597516519254,2.0484013386880857,334,18,60,4,9,110,56,83,0.35100000000000003,0.61,0.039,-0.9813,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,3,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,14,10,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,6,7,1,6,12,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,6,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313514356231892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178037397227837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569017633469531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113585906532128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140982041436067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580229378871521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362101877314171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920447832502263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36252958220321296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509543482103025,0.0,0.2551570070659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609335330544295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832072679802832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921351980348005,0.0,0.0
autism,Knee2Face,2020/01/10,"Daughter of 3 years old understands 0 words. Hello.

I have a daughter that is diagnosed to be on the spectrum. Since her diagnosis I've spent lots of time researching about autism so I've learned a fair share about the condition.

Every child of the spectrum is different, and so is she. On the positive side she is a beautiful little girl that seems to have no issues at first glance. She has no ticks, no self harming, no sensorial sencitivities, sleeps fine. She can operate a tablet, and loves drawing apps, puzzles and other games of this sort. I would say she's quite hyperactive, always running, jumping around on beds etc. She goes to preschool, adopting fine, not once we where called to pick her up because of tantrums etc, even though she has her fair share of tantrums and the loudest possible high pitched scream. She likes hugs and generally looks people in the eye.

On the negative side, she has one major issue that we are trying to adress that has me quite worried because I haven't seen a similar case, even at the autism therapy center she attends for 4 hours a week. 

The issue is that she does not understand spoken language at all. I mean she only understands two words, a short word for food, and the word ""no"" and I think she understands no from the tone of voice and expression. In addition she does not point and only responds to her name very occasionally, mostly when she is not occupied with anything else.

I believe that is the reason that she does not speak, not that she doesn't want to speak. She babbles all day and tries to imitate spoken language, but cannot do eccolalia or repeat what is spoken to her, even simple one syllable words.

We checked her hearing and it's ok. She can also hear her favourite songs from one corner of the house to the other even in low volume.

She is doing stpeetch therapy, but I get the feeling it's too early because there is no speech at all yet. I am not sure if her therapist understands the situation because she claims that she ""understands more that she shows"", something that I as a parent am sure is not at all true. During the last two years we tested many words and repeated simple one syllable words of her favourite foods toys etc tens of thousands of times.

The child psychiatrist recommend us to start P.E.C.S which we will asap. She is already responding well with pictures showing us what type of food she wants to eat.

What I am looking to find out is if anyone has experienced similar cases, of children that ""seem fine"" but do not understand language, or there if is some specialist I can send an email to receive advice on that particular matter, because I cannot find this level of expertise where I live.

Thanks",6.791294162826421,7.462041178571429,6.507391193036356,77.3652073732719,64.7936507936508,9.915924219150027,33.71838197644649,9.857291076455118,3.2349753712237583,2150,88,389,43,31,673,251,504,0.067,0.8590000000000001,0.073,0.4628,2,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,7,0,0,3,19,19,2,0,27,1,38,9,2,2,7,81,62,26,0,6,17,3,1,1,0,2,1,9,1,5,23,22,4,0,16,5,2,5,21,5,1,9,2,16,55,14,53,57,12,49,0,1,5,2,67,28,0,12,17,269,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777820616461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654095555284858,0.05546750812429755,0.05771343131191223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484984230165164,0.0,0.05707772123286847,0.06174548497346144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140736149587253,0.0,0.0,0.07814544896700752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082475055942852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044731737137484184,0.0,0.0,0.07039937301348187,0.0,0.07246688322389325,0.0,0.0,0.1820933302914217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097303230160125,0.057941736321667416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320656309110675,0.1832476305662464,0.0,0.0584391509343671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035070715756518066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678834675667314,0.05899794346668465,0.2516127096326104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623796017304976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634848356973494,0.0,0.0,0.07328309889620177,0.0,0.0,0.06830604864583044,0.08003261983272876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718279502087115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653800512393713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388600092553466,0.0695173691305633,0.061246527464515275,0.0,0.116490579014531,0.0,0.0,0.058967754376490475,0.06260049305391696,0.0,0.0,0.07032058606291683,0.0,0.07555383831613885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278210007843589,0.07386659069152106,0.18800168061123584,0.10550345991958487,0.0,0.0,0.07701654552996852,0.0,0.0,0.048085786539587935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556802244539138,0.0781934594403196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475467029493533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131407054804888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515819518732993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628625483413844,0.072358051931865,0.0,0.0,0.05737566166698494,0.07796402563064322,0.06941051791001003,0.0,0.0,0.053397045070862785,0.0,0.0,0.04909366697152519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074276252140776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385776198235092,0.15863938536655306,0.08053280128276147,0.0,0.044443360739250926,0.06814626701109094,0.0,0.08088924511042138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418235350034684,0.0,0.13551011672504693,0.5054465518090939,0.16686410624623715,0.0,0.0,0.057229615989019586,0.08182115339721402,0.0,0.05563675049368815,0.0,0.06236335340119219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704388800875424,0.0,0.0492716570367712,0.0,0.0,0.08933168136972032
autism,Aliciab12,2020/01/10,Just got great news but I'm torn My son started a new school this year specifically for autism. He has done amazing and hes so happy. The progress is beyond what I expected. Just got a call that since hes doing so good they wanna move him to another school that has an asd program but it's more of a gen ed setting. I never thought I'd hear my sons name and gen ed in the same sentence and I'm so happy. But do I take him out of the school hes in now and have him start over? They think the kids in his class now could have negative effects on him since their behaviors arent as good as my sons. Part of me just wants to wait til next year but I also want what's best for him,0.6135091083413258,2.294627268456381,2.2613854266538844,97.80565436241608,81.68456375838926,5.599424736337488,19.367689357622247,6.5431188927421005,-0.1895411313518696,529,13,131,5,14,173,92,149,0.044000000000000004,0.701,0.255,0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,3,10,7,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,1,1,25,26,15,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,20,7,18,21,4,19,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,0,10,85,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408383849557675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270199138977945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628340527284656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584388267490236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388507315659608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878567605003432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028681663565223,0.24819613793842465,0.1710678151818232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303479131770654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488003914671096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491377106112382,0.0,0.0,0.11967131300467986,0.14985744476224835,0.16501766857539507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680264673192584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710998842518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256704963919025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196504169612004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166633065821302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942222001053176,0.0,0.1231821332633583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303837916984653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998398395467685
autism,SCE-UK,2020/01/10,"Night time behaviours - 6 Yr old Hello, I am a father of a 6yr old severly autistic boy. My son has no verbals skills and communication is limited to pushing my hand toward an object or space as a sign of wanting (The item or something). I have been quite adept at preparing ourselves for his requests and reversing his ""rumble stage"" before melt downs. My son has a safe space bed (a metal box with very soft padding) and free roam of his room full of toys lights all of which he enjoys playing with. He's a very happy child.

Bedtime - my son is kept as close as possible to a routine as able, he does not sleep through and melitonin (forgive my spelling) has had little to no effect on him at his highest possible dose. My biggest problem is that while I've been able to proof his room / secure him in his safe space bed. When my son gets extremely tired/overtired his will self harm in the way of slapping the side of his forehead repeatedly. He is monitored by a baby monitor alarm system but often he has done enough to cause some bruising before we are able to bring him down from his melt down. (Slapping will immediately stop if I am present or at least very quickly brought to a halt.) 

My question is.. what can I do further to prevent him from self harming in the middle of the night when he should be sleeping? Any tips or advice are so greatly appreciated.",6.606476552598224,6.567676897338406,6.7270874524714825,78.06148035487959,65.1977186311787,9.14261089987326,35.02382762991128,8.648137234880735,2.8435695310519646,1076,46,202,14,15,345,162,263,0.067,0.85,0.083,0.4945,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,4,6,13,0,1,15,0,24,5,4,2,2,34,29,18,0,4,7,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,4,3,8,0,8,3,2,1,3,3,4,0,0,6,3,26,10,38,19,6,41,0,0,0,0,33,23,0,8,12,131,29,0,0.4024748960012429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109793676767198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091232243577703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283176618801761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378175283352716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740283124038332,0.1372905183028386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862138529686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009217387397165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790999790085682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281400359453464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446185991407686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179695033332866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815531331923311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024866481846997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837137335040116,0.0,0.0,0.15028799807615092,0.1426938645038385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799127286950334,0.15156069085230114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685103723718454,0.0,0.0,0.1032816126953713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216234489663676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822878282523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208393978198336,0.0791300404755064,0.10648861292713643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cloudmarshmellow,2020/01/10,Another year in preschool? My 4 yr old has had 2 years in public special needs preschool. I am trying to figure out if she would benefit from another year of preschool. She has apraxia of speech and doesn't talk very much. She doesn't seem to understand how to initiate interactions with other children. I think she does understand a lot of the academic content. Does anyone have any experience with this?,4.6688223938223965,7.3829840675675715,4.957181467181467,78.350945945946,73.18918918918921,9.093436293436293,32.19305019305019,9.606745405546679,3.5756509652509667,327,16,56,9,7,103,54,74,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,13,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,12,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,4,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915192893051714,0.4291340369037046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307846732649154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581372065039518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016238793383498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396474757540056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042282437006074,0.15172674879761186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147193801431345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628279707071946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164469719979338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111535472493274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892685524478096,0.0,0.0,0.4260434136689163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883694833961962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535963713824154,0.0,0.0,0.39531512343376496
autism,masterz13,2020/01/10,"Noisy work environment -- my ears can't take it. I'm an IT person in an open office environment with 5-6 other people. Between their constant coughing and  talking, it's really started to take a toll on my health. My ears are always have a lot of pressure, my anxiety has gotten worse, and I'm often distracted from getting work done. I constantly have to wear earbuds with white noise in the background to make it semi-bearable. 

Is there really anything I can do to help with this? Is there a specialist I could see to relieve this ear pain? I am also taking a couple medications already (Lamotrigine 100mg and Zoloft 50mg) for anxiety, but maybe these should be increased.",4.798425196850396,6.6852380157480304,5.9015826771653535,75.3712716535433,70.41732283464566,8.54456692913386,30.81023622047244,9.120678840339163,2.9302510236220485,536,23,91,11,10,178,91,127,0.099,0.8490000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,7,0,14,9,4,1,0,13,24,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,5,9,1,15,19,2,8,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,3,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943566773353728,0.1408459105487357,0.14654887264454938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694680123437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449346453616637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806538993122601,0.0,0.1406202946627856,0.1948773183661103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802355036442629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920172668576438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187211059521189,0.0,0.0,0.11805187893886805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973391340313028,0.0,0.0,0.11756381324538738,0.0,0.1769397424657311,0.0,0.0,0.17742591126516966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740783657308016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210186861907404,0.15378425906196502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565846599289385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403476379042589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246611297425834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972688911563332,0.14156140914784748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564400316888682,0.0,0.17948490746285425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,1ch1ko,2020/01/10,"BUTTER??? Hi everyone. I’m 17 with autism. Idk if asking questions is allowed, but if it isn’t, lmk. How the heck do you spread butter on toast and bread? I’ve always had trouble with it. The toast always rips, and it sucks. Any tips?",-0.6546276595744693,1.4314351063829776,1.0118882978723427,98.27187500000002,102.19148936170212,3.201063829787234,14.38563829787234,5.148860815047168,-1.0209978723404256,178,4,38,1,8,57,36,47,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.8385,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643990369525293,0.0,0.0,0.2714967728578533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732353448035664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38149076371848334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447239976535164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,creeper287,2020/01/10,"Any correlation between ASD and incontinence? Looking for support. To be honest, part of me can't even believe that I'm sharing this on a public forum...but I have some issues with bladder control. I've been diagnosed as ASD Level 2 (without language delay), and with an overactive bladder (OAB). For some additional context, I am 18M, and have been having control issues for quite a while. It's actually really embarassing, because my bladder can start filling and for some reason (like if I'm hyperfocused on something, like a game or book), my brain doesn't interpret the signal as well as normal people can. So I end up wetting myself. It really pisses me off, because this is something most *toddlers* are able to control. Even most autistic people at my functioning level (mid-high) don't have these problems, but I do. 

I wish I knew why this happens, whether it is some feedback loop that isn't making a very good connection, or whatever else it could be. It definitely makes my life slightly more difficult, as I have to wear Pull-Ups (Goodnites - to be specific) almost everywhere. This has created some interesting situations at school. I have unlimited restroom access written in my IEP, so usually I don't have accidents unless I am really focused on something. I'm also allowed to use the special-needs bathroom, so I have a private place to change in case I do end up wetting myself. Most of my close friends know about this, and are surprisingly not weirded out by it (but I can't control it very well - not my fault that my damn brain doesn't always receive the signal).

This is really frustrating, as I hate having to wear what are essentially *diapers. (*although I suppose it is better then wet pants) It makes me feel like a stupid idiot, and makes me feel really ashamed of myself. I wonder if it could have any correlation with autism, as you hear of lower functioning people with similar issues, but not many people with high functioning autism with the same issues. 

TL;DR - Have OAB, my brain doesn't always receive bladder signals, end up having accidents occasionally and have to wear pull-ups to prevent any mishaps. Feel ashamed of myself for this, any correlation with autism?",7.243308270676688,8.178385982456144,7.580264661654137,69.14236691729326,63.86215538847117,10.19352380952381,36.762005012531326,10.17224662633116,4.0560433283208015,1753,83,278,38,25,573,194,399,0.10099999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.4469,2,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,0,6,9,25,6,2,11,0,42,13,11,11,0,65,64,29,0,7,13,0,6,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,22,17,0,6,8,2,0,3,12,12,2,0,4,8,34,13,49,55,11,28,0,0,1,0,8,17,2,14,11,198,56,3,0.08177562717499835,0.0,0.07980121584676145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188647815088912,0.0,0.0,0.06539593950712584,0.13608774543701466,0.0,0.0,0.2224409227389677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969932662389816,0.0,0.0,0.0921331284966271,0.0,0.07232389681043187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738659342528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650777048993763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668732775979093,0.13058236831178324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300054021919434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831304328542134,0.0,0.21728680015489735,0.0,0.0,0.10802406100955664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124044642547059,0.05842052439336174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631796467021898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858951625603621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231391704269496,0.0,0.0,0.08073650177492474,0.0,0.0,0.09216707509777584,0.0,0.0,0.17280087980773787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34141003518302593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044941746077971634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057760543866310486,0.11985432237367555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867093110901139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183434645498525,0.08290765076323471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012275202184843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855503525382945,0.0,0.22677169348575515,0.0,0.08543812534285704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824823116678939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869784454615246,0.0,0.0,0.2619378037645582,0.0840789644473716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276130049347055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191923120916516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886461898495308,0.0,0.0,0.057881209811307024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279801263316276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706278859349036,0.09006430015967486,0.13494691331174213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470522193766758,0.0,0.07378978414028936,0.0,0.09403793550098477,0.07882878642663751,0.08868217935657755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwaway749083,2020/01/10,"Feeling super conflicted and need advice I'm an aspie girl going into the sorority recruitment process at my university (so blessed to be finally comfortable enough in my social skills to give this a go), and there's this one sorority where a lot of my friends are already members and I generally like its vibe so far.

The problem? Said sorority is partnered with A\*\*\*sm Sp\*\*ks.

I know this sorority most likely means well and don't understand the actual problem with that organization, but I feel conflicted about possibly affiliating myself with a chapter that gives money to this harmful ""charity.""

I feel so upset and conflicted, not sure what to do because I'm not ""out"" yet and I don't want to come across as disrespectful to the sorority or anyone else.

Does anyone have any advice?",6.997676056338031,8.740543838028174,7.481802816901411,66.71354929577465,64.8450704225352,11.31380281690141,37.439436619718315,11.20814326018867,4.935930140845072,643,33,100,20,10,211,96,142,0.086,0.816,0.099,-0.2185,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,33,23,12,0,4,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,12,0,3,6,0,1,3,4,4,1,1,1,4,9,8,17,21,3,12,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,4,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.16184885456122572,0.0,0.0,0.3241397671531774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302319369685252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127859023538458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319369076497877,0.1699362617942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110260629104366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286789556272164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451393031792006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854911469729916,0.0,0.0,0.17137075022090725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158117075872777,0.0,0.0,0.1816841365923108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813781521785322,0.0,0.0,0.3182031143403517,0.18851645649252186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911486128064596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620550479468124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410025084370035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066281881113425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297808881182525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238645950169177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697462776109786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173983366395243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776442776105676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690665094830904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631473226706186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265909003875615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782454829936382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491219965401501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,excrescenceband,2020/01/10,Aspergian elitism Do any of the other aspergers on this subreddit constantly feel like the neurotypical mind is inferior to yours? Not in and egotistical way but just to measure its effectiveness.,10.5615625,12.300482031250002,10.562500000000004,47.83250000000001,56.8125,16.400000000000002,47.25,14.554592549557764,8.4427,163,10,22,8,2,54,30,32,0.055,0.855,0.091,0.0601,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32853360771802786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220738434792359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442765982223006,0.3451362349589443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602475327036676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878067085095138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834728470318038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ghostinmyownlife,2020/01/10,"Is it possible to find new special interests? Long story but mine have been pretty much utterly destroyed along with most of the person I was inside.  I can't even handle anything to do with them without flashing back to the last 6 years I spent in about the worst possible situation I can think of for someone who's brain works like me, in therapy to try and understand some of it(imagine 6 years where your special interest is the only thing that exists but also it's a nightmare of 90 hour work weeks at best and several extremely abusive people).  
I miss that focus and drive but have no idea how to find it again.  I honestly even miss melting down or panicking just to feel something again.   Now it's all just numb.  Nothing interests me anymore.    Well I'm still kind of stuck on wanting what I always wanted but going anywhere near anything to do with it ends badly.   
Is there any good way to find things that relate or to trick your brain into a new interest?",7.423783783783783,7.072776918918918,7.3795945945945975,75.1050675675676,63.59459459459461,10.427027027027028,35.25675675675676,9.888512548439397,3.4166324324324333,770,31,138,14,10,247,124,185,0.17300000000000001,0.643,0.183,0.3072,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,3,15,19,2,0,6,0,11,3,2,1,1,30,22,11,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,7,1,0,4,1,13,12,28,18,6,25,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,4,15,100,25,2,0.0,0.15115833492932426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020235855283906,0.10615460103945927,0.0,0.0,0.08675699392467759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652248093066046,0.0,0.0,0.20997062860360613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809913114101623,0.10652178426091326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388459050667811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848370992362768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299569263204748,0.0,0.0,0.16852731393715487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450695712720571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498102450450538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725051656691639,0.10700585435180024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563802182185274,0.0,0.0,0.1440193344264021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285221022092172,0.0,0.10399259307702377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062327864195633374,0.0,0.0,0.11290196759781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937840543088884,0.0,0.0,0.2464300591944103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241393789264254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702834714087144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844609252551876,0.1113956482385736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876486565465741,0.0,0.12979206141806768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412612712186565,0.0,0.0,0.14340232157610194,0.0,0.0,0.10809590095427016,0.09821530079452237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188346130010187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589585370273753,0.0,0.16951348625092474,0.08174643442408125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661666732959479,0.0,0.0,0.1328125529247225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049688951134851,0.10126498683437866,0.10233487972444237,0.0,0.11470738698601593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298004271688692,0.0,0.18575570567850824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643113012070978
autism,Andrew-Levi-Black,2020/01/10,Bragging? Is it understandable to get irritated when someone brags excessively about relationships like teenyboppers? And is it understandable to not like PDA specially the explicit stuff like French kiss seasons? Its just rude & gross like a lack of social Etiquette.,9.052142857142858,12.880561595238106,7.609761904761907,59.20607142857146,64.0,11.81904761904762,39.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,6.014171428571429,225,12,29,8,4,68,35,42,0.201,0.564,0.235,0.2359,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914463345647003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053413892085256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52565209948907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28879041368892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741974618780251,0.2279110555771117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792473816478816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600480474050531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sam1070,2020/01/11,"fired after disclosing my disclosing my autism disability hello, I am writing to you to ask the following questions.

1. I would like to know if there are any special rules or      laws in regards to being fired after disclosing my autism diagnosis/ disability      to my supervisor, ( disclosed it the previous day and then was fired when I      reported to work under a flimsy excuse that I was not the right      ""fit"" for the company even though there have been no problems previously.      The only thing that changed was I stupidly disclosed my disability when questioned      by my supervisor after direct sustained questioning for about 10 minutes on      how I was able to stay up for 84 Hours  to find this critical piece of software      and why I used my ability to hyper focus after being told multiple times      that it was extremely important to find this piece of software. I stupidly      thought using my ability to hyper focus to help the company find the      software after being told about it great importance to find the software      for free as the company did not want to pay for it unless absolutely necessary      would not compromise me and or cause me to get fired for disclosing my disability      and or questioned at length by my supervisor on how I was able to      accomplish this task and focus for such an extended amount of time. I was uncompensated      for my time for this and was told they don’t pay overtime/ offer additional      pay  without being informed before      hand and getting clearance as they not obligated to under federal and or      state law per my supervisor for employees working outside of business hours      to find the software that I was told is of great importance to find .
2. About four weeks after being fired I met up with a old colleague      from the place that fired me and he disclosed to me that the reason why they      where given is that I answered the      phone even though I was never told not to, I was told I could use the      phone by my supervisor for project work which I was doing as I was not trying      to rack up my cell bill any more then I already did calling internationally      for there project they assigned me. (researching memory or finding an old      piece of software for example I was told to find a piece of software for a      Mitel phone system and due to my disability and my ability to hyper focus I      stayed up for 84 hours straight to find that software that they needed, I disclosed      that fact to my supervisor which made him question the reason why I did      that and that time I disclosed my disability to him and my ability to hyper      focus ( that what I call it anyway other people call it other things). I      was using the phone for that purpose to call a bunch of different vendors      and the morning that I answered the phone and was let go I was expecting a      call back from a vendor I reached out to to inform them that we no longer      needed help with finding the software as we decided to get rid of the      phone platform.
3. Did I compromise myself and or loose any chance on filling       an ethics complaint and or state or      federal civil rights case for being fired and not disclosing my disability      during the initial interviews, and seeking for an investigation to be      conducted against the company that fired me even though from my      understanding that I was not obligated to disclose my disability during my      interviews from my career counselor.
4. I was never informed of this rule that I was not      allowed to answer customers calls or use the phone what so ever by one of      the company’s owners, Due to my disability I found it hard to interact      with outside the office during there weekly gatherings at a local restaurant.      The owners that told the the two employees I worked with that I was fired      never informed me of that rule nor did any of the other owners inform me      of that rule. I was told I could use the phone by my supervisor for project      related work which I was doing as I honestly thought it was the vendor I was      waiting for a call back from and not a customer as the shop was not opened      at the time when I answered it so I thought it was the vendor calling me      back.
5. I asked my supervisor plus all the owners if you have any      task you would like to do to please write up and send it to me either      through the chat app we used and or email and please do not tell me verbally      as verbally does not work for me and having it in a written form works      better for me. After the direct and sustained questioning by my supervisor      in regards to my ability to hyper focus and why I stayed up for 84 hours to      find that software that was so desperately needed and after I disclosed my      autism diagnosis to him he asked me if that was the reason why I needed everything      in a written form and I replied yes it was. (Did I screw up there and mess      up any case or investigation that might be launched in regard to the complaint      I will file)
6. Due to my disability during my the time I was working      for the company when I was invited to the weekly work gatherings if I was      attending I informed them that was not my thing and I don’t like to do      that sort of thing, Because of that I was not buddy buddy with the owners      like my coworkers where in regards to the after work gatherings, They      where given the white glove treatment.
7. Under WA state or federal law are there any special      protections a person has for disclosing a disability such as autism when      asked by a supervisor why I stayed up for 84 hours straight.
8. What sort of attorney      should I seek out or look for as this is the first time I encountered this      sort of thing and  I am not sure on      the best course of action if it even worth investigating as it my word      against theirs and they have more money then I do since I live on disability      and ssi and don’t make very much",10.344738292011023,7.538052381083567,10.058101010101007,66.05381818181822,59.62442607897154,13.27963269054178,41.37171717171717,11.559568630706911,4.6714695684113865,4549,187,822,98,45,1496,332,1089,0.065,0.853,0.081,0.9154,5,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,3,10,14,36,18,3,0,66,1,80,2,1,17,7,166,125,81,0,18,37,0,11,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,66,47,0,2,37,2,8,6,26,5,0,4,61,13,131,14,169,47,14,100,0,0,2,1,87,40,1,28,50,639,197,23,0.07936158408988336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378874074699478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889009512029664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838473619534975,0.0,0.0,0.09153623920032833,0.0,0.02418904252680041,0.0,0.03376543140181318,0.0,0.04164254314084417,0.03509443593838906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241482020512318,0.0,0.0,0.040763104007382985,0.041977016498288035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336376718490093,0.0,0.0,0.025590828158966145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145798206089564,0.0,0.0,0.034724928522667266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483515562888486,0.03589354817286747,0.0,0.0,0.035662537257752175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39894277556008106,0.03375246144248538,0.0,0.04350794034156105,0.0,0.0,0.062194728237562835,0.0,0.02255150856335188,0.0,0.0,0.0874964266301002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035546195570400896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319439694505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953879353870026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02180752556553659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057629832186695,0.0,0.0775441225557284,0.0,0.03503886636149454,0.0,0.03332187145490091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754692487433696,0.02648723681639855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420950496561134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029169947883482213,0.11769121803133573,0.09181281920488016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832766324469501,0.0,0.026888731636622296,0.03017903043514932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02750966492629558,0.03464773705414382,0.04145798206089564,0.08711518749426941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03796915897898714,0.0,0.0,0.2667094107972753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239538914634795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777435918843196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032824361229566425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917777849010954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373986768994731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034682761248986116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318107751878834,0.0,0.116958530141309,0.09450634948860216,0.16196732262117508,0.0,0.0,0.34125027553734155,0.0,0.026940653082916856,0.0,0.03876236798331456,0.04130910393707735,0.0,0.23990024727679865,0.0,0.03274080914580353,0.023404759241977848,0.0,0.09548861360992016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483445720906635,0.0,0.0,0.03825086751895752,0.0,0.2888808920466988,0.0,0.0,0.08456428851355198,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CannabisMP,2020/01/11,"Weird autistic thing or is this just me? Do you ever just sit there, usually in the evening watching TV or something and suddenly your skin just becomes super sensitive; like, you can feel every molecole of air on your skin and any sensation harder than a tap feels like a stab wound, even touching your own skin is painful. And then after a few hours it just stops?

I dunno if this is just me but it's happened my whole life as far as I can remember. A lot of people are a bit unnerved when I'm fine one minute and then the next I'm like **dOnT toUCh mE**",1.0475697753573847,3.4301742743362813,2.106194690265486,95.44416609938736,85.01769911504425,5.246834581347855,21.966643975493533,6.67199483983844,0.4360529611980932,435,15,94,5,13,137,79,113,0.062,0.8340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6966,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,8,6,3,0,1,20,13,13,0,1,9,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,11,5,8,13,5,15,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,5,13,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422484495839368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310210509161356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283685791587665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451554658265702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763206519225274,0.1892137913363611,0.17624177987006062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153371558007436,0.1494370535153415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497572220082795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059985368841581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774885324045234,0.3065819242908939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783595107199845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246354603815333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417446620960464,0.0,0.222580510305574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501792840396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369582912567003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103571172106773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488246520712245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896879958575425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038039768627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335401552092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheStupidWanker,2020/01/11,"Amazing teacher There is one teacher at my school who lets me talk about my special interests. He teaches English and he lets me correct me when he gets stuff wrong when talking about mythology or something else I know a lot about, he will even let we correct him when he was probably going to say the correct thing anyway. It sounds confusing so heres an example:

Teacher: You might be familiar with the movie 'Stand by me' which was based on a book written by Steven king 

\*I put my hand up\*

Teacher: and as OP is about to tell us

Me: The story was called 'The body' and was not a book but a short story in a book called different seasons

He's just a great teacher, he'll let me tell him the difference between wizards and warlocks in D&D, thats how cool he is.

I always look forward to his lessons and even more so now that we've started looking at the history of literature and we're reading Beowulf on Monday! It sounds really stupid but he has made a lot of my day mutch better just by listening to me.

I hope you enjoyed",5.933088235294116,6.006994563725492,6.194901960784314,80.92705882352944,66.59803921568627,9.15294117647059,35.627450980392155,8.841846274778883,2.972939215686275,817,38,159,12,12,262,125,204,0.04,0.825,0.135,0.9655,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,0,3,18,11,1,1,14,1,15,2,2,2,3,26,26,16,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,3,0,1,6,8,22,8,23,12,3,20,0,0,2,0,25,9,0,6,9,110,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771903978972457,0.1402671851414714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144946694980201,0.0,0.14379813732998106,0.0,0.0,0.26438123501534777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348940035352942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051114099399204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814515890742356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101096191679738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763621890167365,0.0,0.07357370051981141,0.0,0.0,0.14272738941948268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858054263709848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114647565725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295164024258688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742344945975034,0.0,0.0,0.2201203337109787,0.0,0.12249584981793935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733398668497546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772377613821092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957711850492935,0.0,0.0,0.13014057913782706,0.0,0.0,0.12949256809899212,0.0,0.08293381190360463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294982791790837,0.0,0.13101793688001998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996627352055358,0.0,0.0,0.09163070962370044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481979051900239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810612582018545,0.2263031834136203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600583390432054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572147498103506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154149199445454,0.0,0.0
autism,smish-is-scared,2020/01/11,"i’m panicking i’m about to have a full blown panic attack. my mom got free tickets to a hockey game from her boss. they’re really good tickets cuz apparently the seats are in a box or something. my mom is making us go because she doesn’t want us to seem ungrateful and waste them. 

i can’t stop panicking and my mind is going a mile a minute. it’s going to be noisy and i’ll have to interact with my mom’s co workers. on top of all of that, it’s raining which is a huge peeve of mine(the rain hitting my skin and the sound it makes when it hits the ground and the humidity is just bleh). 

i don’t even like sports and my phone is about to die. my jacket feels like it’s choking me and i’m stimming so much.",1.4783408748114653,2.9372545816993494,3.2679738562091494,92.59511312217195,78.34640522875817,6.5377576671694335,22.22674710910005,7.321109707123232,0.5560179989944691,553,16,130,7,13,185,97,153,0.17800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9171,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,2,6,6,1,1,10,0,12,1,1,4,1,20,26,11,1,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,5,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,3,15,5,15,22,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,4,75,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262666982126048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321628944139127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572809012272902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183468459980817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561360216664457,0.12096269772914778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886864619758269,0.14201811792038846,0.13542118206649165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544302217259946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260456815283209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709655766474532,0.5949188549702266,0.0,0.0,0.12447015132558258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986612867043126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084711365042433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414314973705656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035129950895286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155963517311732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073437595981476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986969932974876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hesitantjoyrider,2020/01/11,"Need help with concentration I was recently diagnosed with autism. For a long time before that, I found it extremely difficult to focus. I still do. I am a student which makes it even worse because I can't focus on classwork/homework which leads to very poor grades. I know I'm not stupid but I feel like I am because I can't focus long enough to get any work done. Does anyone have tips on how to focus?",2.9631216931216926,4.8713115555555575,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,75.41975308641976,7.097707231040566,23.917107583774253,7.957251820313856,1.2313477954144625,320,10,65,5,7,103,56,81,0.084,0.82,0.096,0.2132,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,3,0,11,15,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,9,1,9,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,39,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557230818135018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011721895971048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791839955604454,0.0,0.19485616349088408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324230587783693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200393303698728,0.2343393275830396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366109664430199,0.0,0.15124770643177168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578573332060316,0.16359263372362265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25107898772149545,0.0,0.0,0.11963938294870875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348917039702967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584855547563492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187440523612538,0.0,0.0,0.4053031701952426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285459516565708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979539628304402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261029460556923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828740930472191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352765064567396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894319411526714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670961984813026,0.0,0.2333634143978945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,redditispoison12345,2020/01/11,"Social Secuity help. My grand daughter has severe autism. She is non verbal and just turned 4. The insurance copay for therapy is almost $600 monthly. I have been trying to help with that but it is alot.  I was told Social Security disability insurance can help wth this. Her parents need t apply online for this and other assistance.  Does anyone know if this is true? Where can I find more information? 
Thank you.",2.413887559808611,5.370392039473689,4.028229665071773,78.48806220095696,89.13157894736841,6.974162679425838,21.382775119617225,8.00094639256281,1.870857894736842,329,11,54,8,11,109,62,76,0.07200000000000001,0.701,0.22699999999999998,0.9132,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,15,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,4,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,1,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389056264268814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633756368340068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956629092253351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435490478354384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495979215894824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287783090391265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846539224496208,0.0,0.0,0.1657872822924069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826743515694316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252590209137669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558385547323581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058493103413969,0.2556917675858534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213647417403764,0.0,0.1518012212809333,0.24319897192256346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ServantofHades,2020/01/11,"Depressed and ranting Little background. I have ASD. I LOVE to research and learn. I will find something, and I have to delve into the history and learn about it. If applicable, I try and apply the knowledge to my everyday life. I also love to share what I have learned, especially once I have more evidence to support it because it means to me it is more likely to be true.
Unfortunately, my parents have this way of engaging in a conversation with me about the subject, and then putting down what I know or have learned. 
Don’t misunderstand. I am not a minor, I am in my mid-late 20s. My parents are some of my biggest supporters normally. But when it comes to this, it discourages me so much. Nothing can kill my will to learn about a subject than when I get an urge to info dump so strong I can’t resist. Because as soon as I start sharing, I have my authority on the subject immediately shot down. Doesn’t matter how many hours I have put in, how many sources I have searched, or where my sources are from. I have tried waiting to have more info, I have tried getting more sources, I have tried using only academic journals and research studies as sources. Nothing works. But they are the only people nearby that I can really info dump with.

And it gets more frustrating when one of my parents engages in conversation about the topic, and we have a good, academic discussion of the topic, before they start disregarding any work I have done into research, and start implying that these are just personal beliefs of mine.",5.947300568494406,6.989097351916378,6.377010819732258,76.24671190170551,66.77003484320558,9.247680176049881,34.96589033559509,9.414487439383343,3.3047811846689896,1208,57,217,23,19,391,144,287,0.07200000000000001,0.792,0.136,0.9589,3,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,3,15,18,4,0,12,0,31,3,0,3,1,46,46,27,1,2,7,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,16,0,3,13,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,1,0,38,12,36,42,7,26,1,2,0,2,14,12,0,4,11,167,52,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582933693399992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148963947042788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609653802883873,0.0,0.1019679184777484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032243663288646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321083502588324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262939505239535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952396827907727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782129282473695,0.0,0.0,0.10050911284367356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180100489757556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257597964032625,0.0,0.06585634765349509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464064682567356,0.058543697199485815,0.12010280638981495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163055072766279,0.0,0.0,0.2429809942108315,0.0,0.13053180994591354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809005969410952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174095862441795,0.2299634234373656,0.0,0.0,0.12761680931620684,0.08120103554625173,0.18227475778577165,0.0,0.0,0.3991766391170056,0.0,0.0,0.08307618632718104,0.10463238527394267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409278363925203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676723124367882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922522679747747,0.0,0.0,0.2544524017374605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719671002955754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254313305943605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349608139591747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511679571649946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447775447889116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sadplantsclub,2020/01/11,"How to Help Autistic Brother Pick a Career Hi there. I would really like some advice on helping my autistic brother pick a career that will work well for him and learn of any resources out ther that could help us figure that out.

He is 22, 3 years younger than me. He is high functioning and does well in school as long as the math and science is not too hard!

I moved out of our home at an early age, 16, and had limited contact with him. I basically missed the entire time that he grew into a young adult and feel like I only know a little about him.

He likes anime and in that way enjoys art and graphic design. He was working towards an A.A. in Graphic Design at Community College but I worry this isn't the best career path for him. He has told me he only did it because it was the easiest major for him to pick and he was pressured by our folks to go to school.

I have worked in design the last 5 years and I feel like it is a pretty cutthroat industry and if you're not a type A personality that it can be hard to find work. Also it's not the kind of work that has steady employment, wages, benefits etc. He does well in school put socializing / making connections is hard for him and I suspect he has anxiety. I know he has been bullied a lot.

He is also really reluctant to get any sort of help in school as he says it makes him feel weak and pathetic. I am trying to help him see there are a lot of neurodivergent people put there (myself included) and that help is not a hand out but a way of making life fair for everyone.

I recently started going to trades school for machining and wonder if he could explore his creativity through a trade, perhaps drafting?

I would really appreciate any input / help you folks can give me. Thanks!",4.375775862068966,5.323279336206904,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,70.29310344827587,8.558620689655173,27.431034482758626,8.841846274778883,1.995779310344828,1371,45,273,24,24,456,179,348,0.102,0.726,0.172,0.9657,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,1,0,7,11,15,0,1,20,0,29,3,1,7,0,55,47,24,0,6,8,2,7,4,0,3,2,1,1,2,15,20,0,1,11,1,3,7,5,3,3,0,7,9,30,12,43,34,6,36,0,1,1,0,44,17,0,7,14,174,45,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025010428912553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313482183586281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754032692252824,0.0,0.06282422966362709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006170498619808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861835150061113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113781647661754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437336037953982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158937725648222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847249477839834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457228169123336,0.11733804655881892,0.0,0.0,0.0750593636629853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290612348237058,0.07878031546456439,0.09334532091887436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069949491247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853194153265947,0.0867679548019821,0.08237653621137013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551895636263497,0.09026582264521507,0.06694158881212743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800623544401086,0.16048551663412833,0.08230929141270323,0.0,0.07267668655416208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963687462946228,0.0,0.0,0.16445416149890546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728425181839232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491719891269135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693407369405026,0.07170704623476244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835490927713612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511353973445306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578311930582375,0.0,0.08108701904081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530787943004418,0.0,0.4155666793224945,0.06544177291958919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371453547324137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058127414656445976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560825741400971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047886855696759184,0.0,0.0,0.07847249477839834,0.0,0.055756445311061664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878442264944293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037157568927274,0.0,0.0,0.2215165861181317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905939991409957,0.2989343207315553,0.08340037001430474,0.0,0.1166763135069035,0.0,0.0,0.10576964413652404
autism,milkmilktea,2020/01/11,"not sure if therapies are helping my 2 year old...i'm so overwhelmed My son turned 2 in November and was also diagnosed with ASD in November as well. We are going on three months now of speech, OT, and PT. So far, I've seen zero progress. He cries from start to finish every session, like not able to catch his breath crying, so nothing really gets accomplished. I am conflicted whether to pull him out and wait longer, or keep pushing through and hopefully he adjusts. We are paying a lot of money for him to seemingly not get anything out of therapies. Do any parents have advice or can tell me this gets better? We are not doing ABA therapy at this time. I just feel overwhelmed and don't know where to go from here.",4.698848920863308,6.013029568345328,5.196467625899282,82.56391007194247,69.863309352518,8.725467625899281,29.727338129496413,9.120678840339163,2.492461294964029,566,22,108,11,10,181,103,139,0.07,0.805,0.125,0.7234,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,3,10,7,0,2,1,0,11,2,1,0,1,30,25,14,0,2,9,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,0,3,4,0,2,5,5,2,1,2,2,3,11,5,20,23,1,19,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,6,7,70,13,3,0.15737417371358575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378422117267593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258520698610316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701983471560368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950553581765795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918466777309169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457362802049575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973147361895745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259452884615194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795731107944303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666453115759265,0.0,0.1788787392213744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548459133500793,0.0,0.0,0.15630806383818485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988139650313472,0.0,0.0,0.0864887301827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688507199989486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379389473758185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561456402098795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510047640831219,0.0,0.16513772212693767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474539593111876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081792547694893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432675371882438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113902501549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832329627821056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755196437316433,0.0,0.5399132488101669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176614626197237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117790986878395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414982820469806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134380815658676
autism,averysolidsnake,2020/01/11,"Doubt has made me afraid to open up about the scars bullying has left on me I'm a 16-year old male with Asperger's Syndrome. Born and am currently living in the Netherlands, so English is my second language


Though these days I'm thankfully no longer being bullied as much as I was, it still has left some ugly and lasting scars on me. My inability to fully trust others, hiding my stimming and other things that could point to me being autistic, assuming the worst in every person, being afraid to try out new things because of how often my mistakes were mocked by others and general tendency to get lost in my own head and shut myself off from the world. I lost faith in my own abilities when all I was being told was how much I fucked up everything, that I was ugly, weird, had no friends. Though I made it seem like it just bounced off of me harmlessly, in reality it stuck to me like glue. 

I learned to keep my pain from others, since getting a teacher or parent involved would only result in more bullying and pain. Through my upbeat and joking demeanor I concealed how I really felt. In actuality, I began to believe the many things being said to me, and stored my pain as much as I could, although I'd sometimes lose control at times, resulting in an aggressive outburst that only made people see me as a weirdo. When I finally moved schools because of my poor performance as a result of the bullying (I'd even ran out of the class on one occasion because I'd cracked under the emotional pressure and hid in one of the many bathrooms on one occasion), I learned to keep to myself and not draw too much attention, taking a step back and keeping my distance from others.

Nowadays I'm fine, on the outside. I managed to repair my friendship, opened up to people more at school and appear to be more social again, the pain and problems are still there, and I've never opened up about them except to my closets friends, who have routinely informed me that I should seek some form of therapy, or at least open up to someone who is able to help me treat these wounds. And they're right, I know it.

Unfortunately, I can't. I've tried countless times, so many times I've gone up and thought ""I'm going to do this today, I'm finally going to.""
But I've been too afraid. That I don't deserve help, that it's better that I continue to build up this pain and suffer alone. That they'll not take me seriously, and that they'll simply brush it off because I appear to be fine. The side of my brain that has been protecting me like this in years past is now working against me, and breaking free is the hardest challenge I've had to face yet.",9.370623124448365,6.7743585786407765,8.891001765225068,73.01263680494266,61.27184466019417,11.771403353927624,39.33142100617829,9.910423181423305,3.7417766990291264,2088,82,398,31,22,670,250,515,0.172,0.732,0.096,-0.9921,2,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,3,8,23,38,3,5,19,0,36,10,3,10,2,70,70,38,0,6,7,1,1,3,2,4,6,1,1,2,32,26,0,5,9,1,3,8,7,22,0,4,22,4,52,17,77,35,15,76,1,4,1,1,17,42,1,10,28,282,84,8,0.07827433729561023,0.0,0.07638446199161575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106860713325266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018813379382894,0.0,0.19086123799708726,0.0,0.0,0.08818837378785205,0.0,0.06922729044141711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738004729947682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779132507902218,0.12499137817950133,0.0,0.0,0.050480472081309236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804809401978912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051699461560893764,0.0,0.06594950511603699,0.0,0.07034792720288965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515563885904106,0.17149142097592102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209491176533992,0.07236336353392417,0.08179022116564816,0.0,0.08897021943581226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033205221215259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493127667406116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872148243067434,0.0,0.0,0.043017528726900775,0.06380403203255401,0.0,0.0,0.17009059299860088,0.0,0.0,0.11472266223941767,0.0,0.06911767388436124,0.0,0.0,0.08756896163372145,0.17089137117620776,0.0,0.0,0.22219521163021494,0.0,0.2380736771241359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319323305259367,0.23016257709181664,0.0,0.06036999438220456,0.07559784271836875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213574983095719,0.0,0.15912215012183076,0.11906232138007394,0.41644706816823296,0.0,0.0869143884234834,0.0,0.0747217118745389,0.10853113964516097,0.06834613214459218,0.0,0.0,0.0739945492460567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489796961174178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014454480052431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684585636673826,0.07445681941100656,0.0,0.0,0.15843561642116866,0.06237451261198855,0.07125801689541061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474934067561175,0.0,0.0,0.07979082955314343,0.06632159198074519,0.0,0.07741532105498065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501997375071552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177051205696588,0.0,0.0,0.07206449329292149,0.08951352637366786,0.0,0.1560059748489942,0.0,0.15380827794483895,0.062141080484393985,0.1369271866278496,0.0,0.07419491937820846,0.07479448365898793,0.0,0.10628627392255244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056984649794062085,0.0,0.0,0.05560384341435082,0.0,0.0,0.1008122137868354
autism,WholeWheatBricks,2020/01/11,"Can you be on the spectrum AND be fine with eye contact? So I've always struggled all my life with social concepts. I suspected I might be on the spectrum, and a lot of the issues that plague adult women on the spectrum fit me to a tee. My therapist is starting to see that I *might* be onto something, y'know, after 8 appointments with him. But he just dismisses it everytime there's another tell because I have good eye contact. And ONLY because I can maintain eye contact. I mean, when I'm in stressful situations or in trouble, then I won't make eye contact, but for the most part, I'm okay with it.

Is it really so important of a symptom to disregard everything else??? Everything I try to look up on this just gives me search results about forcing kids on the spectrum into making eye contact with you. :/",6.4993589743589775,6.5393204743589735,7.205897435897441,74.27243589743594,65.41025641025641,10.01025641025641,37.846153846153854,9.725611199111238,3.8034538461538463,638,32,113,12,9,212,95,156,0.091,0.835,0.07400000000000001,-0.3767,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,1,12,7,5,3,1,25,21,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,15,3,24,14,4,15,0,0,7,0,15,11,0,5,4,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739072247061666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857417599544677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596001511732726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797377635541548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183954915442923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992427768256893,0.0,0.1485726480723605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488318541376195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973489038598118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511586937402058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487490018500106,0.0,0.0,0.1505940596920788,0.0,0.0,0.2364783168638421,0.0,0.0,0.1929522220687193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758250269735409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471934372309405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182021985240075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347738039232452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115386474467426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910744870313,0.0,0.18056708567282698,0.0,0.13636737362323678,0.0,0.0,0.1253772454553647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029078365395911,0.18518022909161244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411135419902264,0.0,0.0,0.15482402073879115,0.0,0.0,0.205667684173872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120263210927245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WhyItEvenMatter,2020/01/11,"How do you feel about people using ""autism"" as an insult/meme? More and more often I see people saying someone is autistic when they don't like them/don't agree with what they're doing. Or if they are being called stupid they say ""I'm not autistic"". 

It makes me really insecure, mostly because people use this word mostly as a joke, or something negative, and when I admit I'm autistic, people thinks I'm joking - or they feel the need to 'validate' me ""you don't sound so autistic, you're ok"". 

If i try to tell people it's insensitive, they say I'm oversensitive. Am I? How do you feel about these ""jokes""?",3.902371615312792,5.332675016806721,4.9364145658263325,83.22116713352008,71.94117647058823,7.305695611577962,23.3062558356676,7.793537801064563,1.118696732026144,473,12,91,6,9,155,73,119,0.126,0.809,0.066,-0.8411,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,5,0,8,7,1,1,3,1,9,0,0,5,0,24,23,14,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,14,5,7,22,4,2,0,0,1,0,14,0,0,8,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198469771170312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758306772726135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786598920731113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974885130427633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262433309695095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621472883805585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367886425244433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176859534247256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382681216020608,0.0,0.0,0.1463888846801874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565242073586485,0.14142487538390427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056603025819008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771057267025108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472345229471846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31732380645952984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TesaMesa,2020/01/11,Developing traits later in life I’m currently in the middle getting an autism diagnosis. I highly suspect it. I’ve been showing signs of autism since I was a child of course but one thing I didn’t struggle with (from what I remember) was eyecontact. I definitely felt less of an inclination to look people in the eye than others but other than that I was fine. Now however I find myself struggling more with eye contact. Looking people in the eyes for more than a moment or two makes me quite uncomfortable. So I’m curious if any of you have had this issue as well. Developing certain autistic traits later in life,4.428103448275864,6.688623534482763,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,72.27586206896551,8.433103448275862,28.84137931034483,9.120678840339163,2.73952,494,20,85,11,10,164,81,116,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.11900000000000001,0.2918,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,0,7,5,3,1,1,13,14,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,7,6,10,3,18,7,3,12,0,0,5,0,3,7,0,2,5,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492983795453046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462993442722496,0.0,0.19478906862244896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134711811382213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517442564581194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224433367109854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010678488340377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579365449583167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422601675356984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441655405444553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955030430990691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668080766898235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142496353572954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629619730206816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456014532620313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158836643639133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081886080307452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916217039804804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SepticRedK,2020/01/11,I want autistic headphones I made a post [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/HeadphoneAdvice/comments/e04gyv/i_need_headphones/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) that I want headphones but I did a search and found out that the headphones made for autistics come in a variety of colors. But since I’m neurotypical I feel like I have no right to buy these.,14.108757062146893,14.784792305084743,9.680000000000003,60.69028248587573,49.6779661016949,12.612429378531074,41.700564971751426,11.855464076750405,5.1281819209039545,322,13,44,7,3,88,43,59,0.066,0.8029999999999999,0.131,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,6,1,5,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604782370454384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279767385679952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307774556591619,0.1847743049976404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835882301040997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635969605729558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894677103707168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477080884068389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208793431474736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395180815990755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30510818013165103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DottieMaeEvans,2020/01/11,"How do you put on contact lenses with ease? I have trouble getting my contact lenses in and out. Sometimes it is so painful/frustrating, I end up going into a meltdown. 


I had a lot of trouble getting my contacts out the last time. They felt like they were glued to my eyes.


I wear glasses on days it's hard to get them in. It is a lot better breathing wise if I wear contacts. It also helps when it's raining really bad.


Does anyone have any advice or suggestions?  Thanks in advance.",1.1646874999999994,3.713947760416669,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,87.02083333333334,4.45,25.70833333333333,5.985473137389443,0.9456208333333334,379,17,71,3,12,124,68,96,0.10300000000000001,0.732,0.165,0.7405,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,4,7,0,0,4,0,7,4,4,1,0,11,13,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,12,4,13,10,2,17,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,4,6,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826982317230626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680869541738648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588550409149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633375545411833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950450520656917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659895572241552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065175525248467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442368650441656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689900104033093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242912644120964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36613684083362796,0.0,0.13275945301793832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092584390768436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565762002618481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904140159863719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412446385054995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971943084978661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483108746342454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964922828708846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310349630166333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150661821956154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621320718530466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,redditscooliguess,2020/01/11,"Tips on calming down when overwhelmed? Does anyone have any tips on overcoming really random intense feelings? I find myself getting extremely sad/irritated out of nowhere, and it normally takes up to 4 hours to go away. This usually happens after i've been in a place with a lot of people and/or loud noises; I could also just be sitting in my room, and all of the sudden I feel like everything is too much and I get overwhelmed by extreme emotions.

 I am newly diagnosed with Aspergers, so i'm not very educated on the topic, and I dont know if this issue has anything to do with ASD at all. 

I hope that someone can help, and thank you for taking your time to read this (-:",4.975411365564035,6.044960977099239,6.030178117048348,77.7542408821035,69.0,8.87565733672604,31.349448685326553,9.150863307647796,2.7926583545377444,532,22,97,10,9,177,101,131,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.9488,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,10,1,0,0,2,23,22,9,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,11,4,23,19,4,20,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,4,7,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876055431423155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650034244562045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300698829869137,0.0,0.1530790500010808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477241568057308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852226025141307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880692692002102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278782340088765,0.0,0.21801468114545092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092480637483308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671832618273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188115143173382,0.13289310708866878,0.0,0.0,0.1700193985805322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943761032307308,0.0,0.10571975665948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644973444067193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468564319945895,0.0,0.0,0.1847603638623388,0.18319275560023704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941571084728208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022320209602618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088023694662667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581480063617563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367464967298559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822606280112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289632165237188,0.0,0.194351866207034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607087440098824,0.0,0.11916951779436452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576145953092261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797285829597781,0.0,0.0,0.17126271561493714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847006966421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487533808145164,0.15348642269342944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,beepthehonk,2020/01/11,"Paralyzed (long post, need advice) I'm 16 and I'm going to be turning 17 in a couple of months. I've recently been experiencing this feeling that I'm losing control over my life, and everything is so overwhelming. It's like everyone else my age is so far ahead of me and I feel like I'm still a kid in some aspects.

Let me explain. I've been struggling with a lot of things recently. I've had depression and anxiety since I was 9 or 10, and I've had trauma since I was 4 or 5. My dad has TBI (traumatic brain injury), and my mom died last year. My parents divorced when I was 5.

Ever since I was little, I've felt this need to take care of others and my dad. However, I have an inability to take care of myself. I have so many things I have to do - get a driver's license, figure out which colleges I want to go to, get a job, sign up for the ACT, take care of my AP classes, etc. I really want to take care of the first 3 things. But I feel like I'm literally just stuck. 

For one, I'm terrified of driving. I'm really bad at processing everything on the road at once, and I've almost bumped into several people. I just don't trust the drivers on the road because I don't know what they're going to do, and I don't trust myself because of my sensory issues. 

I want to figure out what college I want to go to so I can feel more prepared for the future. But I also feel terrified of this too, because I feel trapped. I keep thinking, ""What if I end up broke?"" ""What if college is useless?"" ""What if I'm pursuing the wrong thing?"" Stuff like that. My dad says I'll be getting grants and scholarships but I doubt it will cover all of my college expenses. 

My biggest thing is struggling to push myself to get a job. I had a job for a short time, but my experience was terrible. I have hearing loss, and combining that with sensory overload, working in a large fast food restaurant where the managers are socially political was not a good experience. I want to work for the sake of working and nothing else. I barely care about money, and maybe that's a problem; I don't know. And it seems I am incapable of pushing myself to get a job because nearly all the jobs that I want and would be the least overloading are not available, and jobs that are available, I just don't care about or they're overloading. 

I don't get why everything has to be like this. It's completely beyond my understanding. I just want to be a psychologist when I grow older, but there's so many obstacles in the way. Whenever I accomplish something, it takes weeks or even months for me to recover because everything is so tiring. I've even thought about what it might be like to just end my life here. I already feel like I'm behind, how could I possibly deal with things later in life? 

I need advice. I know I need to get moving on things, but I just feel paralyzed. I don't know what to do. It's like I've lost my purpose. Any advice would help at this point. 

TLDR: I'm 16 and I feel like I'm stuck, like I can't get myself to move and keep the momentum going. When I do accomplish something, I lose energy and take weeks to recover. Any advice would help.",2.5498920990566063,4.147556778125004,4.385683962264157,85.12714622641509,75.75,7.892688679245284,26.137971698113212,8.622042349995798,1.843628242924528,2438,90,510,49,53,828,249,640,0.105,0.772,0.122,0.8606,8,1,2,0,1,1,84.0,0,0,0,12,31,35,0,4,27,0,52,6,1,2,3,96,125,43,1,19,21,5,10,10,0,5,4,2,0,1,35,25,1,3,21,0,3,12,10,16,0,2,16,13,68,19,69,96,7,65,0,8,0,0,14,27,0,13,34,319,103,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996901855027088,0.0,0.0,0.05115719501584415,0.0,0.05637681519551314,0.0408550093514317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948310588650057,0.0,0.039082136362078426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426562982429172,0.15571367856512586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703103989466474,0.0,0.0,0.3125253747365929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053564735973867066,0.0,0.05729947187860096,0.04078956521397389,0.056527836933358784,0.0,0.0,0.052669425700668834,0.04400197022187128,0.0,0.053021218817930135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535484139490145,0.0,0.09049750712533354,0.0,0.05697656064262234,0.06748620871551465,0.046211969048045184,0.0,0.048816718613542455,0.1836581950597773,0.09994762201425253,0.0,0.0,0.2324843898314,0.14598894600459186,0.04905243668945289,0.0,0.0,0.04345537799616387,0.06177574314884578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135307320356399,0.0,0.1451722759055792,0.042850142519096204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057579824426307616,0.0,0.06848634226171121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053322539156101884,0.3041814010220481,0.09081862171257657,0.0,0.0,0.11230638905861308,0.041643491949801686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052240882765437785,0.10825477442118987,0.2495898827098922,0.05120353990937576,0.0,0.045211221680896425,0.0,0.11430868027229908,0.0557685244424365,0.04343314199523463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359031073689533,0.0513247051683195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054196233886253636,0.0,0.05983358108590546,0.08155581697496624,0.10859679617539,0.0,0.151524248834281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049020258908248,0.0,0.0,0.054406991687779,0.03461851216682085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672711456211064,0.0,0.0,0.03541794692387208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829461897149672,0.0575939793346451,0.048928127132975126,0.0,0.0,0.04888426162458952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545648860127425,0.0,0.1008863603203828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062718258654418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046508544341348615,0.0,0.057714833691185026,0.0,0.12678142248772262,0.0,0.0,0.052077723966864484,0.0,0.07865998850427164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040798897064969225,0.0,0.0,0.10681642026639833,0.058483471753828176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047064980433102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758391361543035,0.03273509086693164,0.0,0.04055811995680008,0.029789790249914606,0.058718074839393584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555690114288151,0.0,0.05318435010517366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109309458961123,0.04055123099883482,0.08195933217728943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046098922101473205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157789230705001,0.0,0.0,0.10887422621295098,0.055856645466332885,0.0,0.03289896014041699
autism,chapmanavfc,2020/01/11,A bit of advice needed please? So I have been diagnosed with autism when I was 13 or 14 I think one of the two and I’m 17 now and I’ve only recently been starting to think about it a lot and I’ve been realising im becoming confused with things like I play fifa and when I go to watch the football a part of my brain is telling me I’m playing fifa etc lol and if I multitask I get confused like eating and drinking and I get scared easily when my routine is different and I’m so confused recently and when I multitask I can literally do things like throwing my phone instead of throwing my dogs ball small things like that then it triggers my anxiety thinking I’m having severe brain problems I just need reassurance and advice because my autism wasn’t as bad as a kid as I can remember maybe because I didn’t think into it too much but yeah it’s scary and I can’t control it,0.7969597615499282,3.197749234972683,3.0650198708395457,87.90352086438155,86.70491803278688,6.168802781917536,24.711624441132635,7.520522993642371,1.4613737704918033,702,30,143,13,22,239,100,183,0.107,0.777,0.115,-0.1406,1,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,4,6,2,14,5,2,2,0,32,28,24,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,14,2,1,5,4,0,3,3,6,0,2,6,1,21,7,13,22,5,14,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,13,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610708841146652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219037923623256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153595222821976,0.1628615152193056,0.14753156730422776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583768133997027,0.0,0.0,0.2982448830881956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982432656858669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355836012324551,0.0,0.13956546169389364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086016411481527,0.0,0.13668842346075502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897999141355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958286647352525,0.0,0.075918111496959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429220977437454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610469860844043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356721164866547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420174979041158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819863489653552,0.1980997188639482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905190763920004,0.10159564230523692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465701735522704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663366086329432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782057735582672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637935481671005,0.0,0.15132312815737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337395593889356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091039772792592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455050351700583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675714412302628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623917683652265,0.3423775321832356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304908612289323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jon_queer,2020/01/11,"My 2-yr-old communicating her own way during autism evaluation Ok, so I have 2-year-old autistic twins who were diagnosed at 17 months through an early-signs-of-autism study, which meant we got our diagnostic reports for free. I’m also middle-aged and informally diagnosed myself (42F), by a psychologist who didn’t think I needed to spend all the money on a formal evaluation.

I appreciate that the study gave us free evaluations for the kids, and that’s helped us get subsidized speech and OT. We were asked to come in after they turned 2 for new evaluations, to make sure the early evaluations were accurate.

During the evaluation of one of them, the doctor wanted to play a tickle game. I was a little apprehensive, since we strongly believe in consent. We play tickle games at home by wiggling our fingers, and if the girls want to be tickled, they walk into the wiggling fingers and giggle. If they don’t, they walk away.

So the doctor did a little tickle. And my smart girl giggled a moment, then reached out and grabbed the doctor’s hands. She looked up at the doctor’s face, and pushed the doctor’s hands to the doctor’s sides. Let go and stood back. The doctor was confused— this wasn’t one of the expected outcomes of that part of the test.

I shrugged. “She doesn’t consent to be tickled right now.”

I’m just so proud of her communication abilities!

That’s important, because the outcome of the evaluation included an analysis of the kids’ “age equivalency” for various skills. Those ranged from 4 months to 17 months. It’s hard to have it laid out, that my kids are labeled as being “delayed.”

I mean yes, they’re absolutely autistic. And yes, there are things other kids do that my kids don’t. But my children are brilliantly smart, and can figure out puzzles so fast. They’re creative and imaginative in their play, so sweet, fearless, and confident. They learn new things every day. They are just learning at their own pace.

Besides, most of the skills they “failed” to demonstrate in the evaluation are things they could do. They just didn’t want to. They wanted to play a different way.

And I was just so proud of her for demonstrating her consent boundary.",5.515970149253732,7.265773432835822,5.692218905472636,78.1190746268657,68.40298507462686,8.54407960199005,29.569154228855723,9.029198982220553,2.4894103482587067,1728,65,309,32,30,547,198,402,0.016,0.79,0.19399999999999998,0.9965,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,8,0,13,6,15,19,0,1,30,3,28,14,5,1,2,51,48,26,0,9,7,0,6,0,0,0,9,2,1,8,17,23,0,1,8,6,4,5,6,2,0,2,14,10,40,19,48,29,6,41,0,1,1,0,43,19,0,4,15,203,57,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484611487920115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874966181579117,0.0,0.08793350066518432,0.07196707311259054,0.0,0.05705329191775106,0.0,0.0,0.10544701661312404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062189542127368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472622163947128,0.0,0.0,0.06035960240066706,0.0,0.0,0.18998940959032048,0.0,0.0977845381941224,0.0,0.6705732560129695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885595643624396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048898366301620234,0.0,0.053190935516568665,0.0,0.07485469855679709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384075021558153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273326970119389,0.0,0.09388119259893826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570496188653584,0.0,0.0,0.1876091128660872,0.0,0.0,0.0785943659099312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062473909519414166,0.0,0.0,0.10194997852620648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411459977409784,0.0,0.0,0.06939786280355993,0.0,0.1807849863796502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964197638521233,0.0,0.1268417841394569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013518636125353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992772543667097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742091739138708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821009050355035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653665914309606,0.059970476338211724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180207223423354,0.0,0.0,0.2251611887329445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081379365351386,0.148579189774458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027068379534273
autism,QueenofGames,2020/01/11,"Is this a form of stimming? When I listen to a song I really love, without even thinking about it my hands start to go all over the place to the beat, almost like the song is controlling my body. I also mouth the lyrics and move my head as if I'm performing it. It feels glorious. If I don't do it,  I feel all tight and wrong inside, like I'm suppressing something. I know it looks weird to everyone else, but it just feels  so good that I don't even care. Sometimes I have to stop myself from dancing because I'm in public, although I've given in before",4.518459627329193,4.537148373913045,5.490186335403728,84.96173913043478,69.6086956521739,8.6583850931677,27.732919254658388,8.418075326091056,1.7031614906832298,433,13,93,6,7,143,75,115,0.085,0.794,0.121,0.6153,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,6,0,6,5,4,1,2,19,21,10,0,2,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,4,5,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,9,12,5,13,20,3,10,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,3,5,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014023968979317,0.0,0.0,0.16084339272544818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260683207160768,0.0,0.17114660793707315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234098167892862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506519022358324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255841230888769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801810222835467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656886130807041,0.0,0.0,0.19218810050891716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050917428063009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430667502960652,0.16869809629107066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064171549739885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105356535691165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652367806200946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688983387108518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152745687645527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376909971691874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101377861044387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884887152956473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483951201602691,0.1989224709629613,0.0,0.14236067607973854,0.0,0.0,0.16815348150684786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887582599534042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938819068714284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199038136495413,0.0,0.0
autism,Menaced_boy,2020/01/11,"I want to get a job, should i mention to them i have autism? I’m really self conscious and insecure of my autism as nobody seems to understand it and treat me like a child when i mention it.

I’ve been trying to get a job for years but sadly nobody wanted me because “i can only look in a straight line” (i never told anyone that I’m autistic )

A while ago i heard that businesses get extra money for hiring autistic people so i was considering to try again but tell people that i‘m autistic.

Does anyone know if this is a good idea/how you handled it? And if i do what other things i might get/people will do to me?",1.7003280839895003,3.672904433070869,3.5894685039370096,88.17795603674541,79.47244094488191,5.808136482939633,20.81955380577428,6.816661863887847,0.4606750656167975,481,13,98,5,12,162,80,127,0.048,0.8540000000000001,0.098,0.598,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,24,11,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,16,3,11,17,1,8,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,4,7,66,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866507072888195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030988836435697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911149221782702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566365747659373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740624622940427,0.0,0.0,0.15012948878635868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205949649916155,0.0,0.0,0.3552426787021543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983689889088326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744615372232298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030769051344411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988158286435505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380491972356315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613102051550793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722702856710676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466647009493645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629470423126992,0.18672706012687626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644636739625697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891392852944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103394711960526,0.0,0.2430468139400709,0.0,0.0,0.18633635323770809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114752293826936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526458903333815
autism,sugargay14,2020/01/11,"Diagnosis in adults in south-western Ontario? To make a long story short, my parents always dismissed any neurodivergent behaviours of mine as just quirks and I am beginning to suspect I may have autism or Aspergers. I’m in college and think a diagnosis could help for school accommodations and my work in therapy. I would bring it up to my therapist but they don’t do referrals or even talk about trying to confirm suspicions like this. 
Anyways, I’ve tried researching but most diagnosis information is for kids and I was wondering if anyone’s knew any notable places/people I could go to to try and confirm or rule this out. Any help/info is appreciated! I’m very in the dark on this. I would try to ask my doctor but he’s very rude about anything that isn’t a physical ailment and so I haven’t gotten anywhere with that :(",4.127142857142856,6.4659411910828055,5.468921747042767,75.82702229299366,73.39490445859873,8.81692447679709,30.322565969062786,9.424239791934726,3.0950604185623303,665,30,119,17,14,222,101,157,0.08800000000000001,0.85,0.062,-0.5969,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,0,28,25,15,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,13,1,22,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,3,77,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107301190784194,0.0,0.0,0.3458843135534511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854811700146485,0.0,0.13951910091152311,0.0,0.15849942975056736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707319155100335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353401916177166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198127793356537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096354957766022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272816408991388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282994276048887,0.0,0.0,0.1500398519083082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317099153757765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825697584900908,0.0,0.0,0.11753948054890788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158614675452266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362719070984811,0.0,0.0,0.1938867209256472,0.19685200786164206,0.0,0.10863604218761404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604331426788904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797807759606828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386170046698488,0.12342902061019916,0.0,0.0,0.2408763749395313,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,el_dadarino,2020/01/11,"Aspergers and LSD? Has anyone else here on the spectrum tried acid? If so, what was it like? I’ve only tried it one time a while back, but it did basically nothing to me while everyone around me tripped balls. Just wondering if its lack of effect was due to autism, or some other weird quirk of my mind.",3.1744999999999983,4.9590007833333365,3.84,88.905,74.5,7.466666666666668,23.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.2095666666666671,237,7,50,4,5,75,51,60,0.08900000000000001,0.883,0.027999999999999997,-0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,5,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,1,6,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977954440808969,0.3074038706374553,0.0,0.2670796059199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069530434543725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25062652127129176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866800328146937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657362845694796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029326299940128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878753392593409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032999448927912,0.22817718988378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494289433905547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073850236708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32535669678822604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,boringflatcicle,2020/01/11,Sports? My 8 year old son is on the spectrum he is verbal but conversations are difficult for him.  We have tried a handful of different youth  sports with him.  Pretty much always the same story he struggles more than the rest but he never gives up and is always proud of himself.  Sorry for the rant but what I’m asking is those of you on the spectrum what sports did you enjoy growing up.  Any sports to avoid? Or what are great sports with kids on the spectrum?,2.171666666666667,4.757782833333336,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,81.77777777777777,4.933333333333334,20.11111111111111,6.2581,0.1362444444444444,365,10,71,3,10,113,59,90,0.124,0.688,0.188,0.879,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,2,7,0,8,1,1,0,1,11,11,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,14,10,4,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,4,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475525797033557,0.0,0.0,0.1828856971723003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25141884938530185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28098087215290074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579879098096699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650288126272495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769889872875365,0.0,0.20742001686680345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822030843243976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360458870303744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010518255953605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811502917238628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825898855493686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318596181788806
autism,railgun20,2020/01/11,"I'm 23 yrs old but still have nightmares of my middle school bullies How....please tell me how can I get rid of this curse.... Even if I don't think about them, they always appear in my dreas and I have to experience the bullies again and again again again again,,,, Its even hard to fall asleep because I am overthinking everything. Also,... does anybody else have a ""trigger music"" whch makes them cry? I have. Even if I just ACCIDENTALLY think about that certain music, I have to forc myelf not not cr, but when Iactually hear it, I burst into crying. And it's not even a sad music.",3.604414945919373,5.258022814159297,4.239410029498527,87.03093411996069,73.07079646017701,6.792133726647003,23.17502458210423,7.3871296695380915,0.7955278269419863,450,12,92,5,9,143,75,113,0.125,0.8220000000000001,0.053,-0.8449,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,0,16,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,3,1,19,15,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,14,1,9,15,0,13,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712534607895304,0.16348747536967048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197726595694188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316490999253284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194136716696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413420540825374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190939406606746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765839606764899,0.19219558321074626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265292647771833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760078918512184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144774860593416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115222707265686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061731822808844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567653377591905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884870650973405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690954237287974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173257483836912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517934795779143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wtfRichard1,2020/01/11,What is the best approach into making sure a child won’t walk out of the house? 22f.  One of my younger brothers (6y/o) has autism and I am still looking into it to understand it more.  I’ve been seeing more stories where they will just leave the house and I feel as if he may soon.  My parents will go out without him and he throws fits.   My boyfriend came over the other day right after my parents left and we were putting groceries away and I found my brother heading out of the door by himself.    I’ve asked my parents how much a security system for a house is.  So we could hear when a door is opened.    They declined getting this. I am also thinking of paying for cameras because of safety reasons but my parents won’t talk to me about it.   I know there are devices for kids such as watches that are like phones.  Does anyone know how I can implement any of this? I don’t want my family to deal with my brother leaving and being lost    Anything helps,2.9756578947368415,4.7628408157894775,3.6359868421052655,90.14503289473686,75.05263157894737,5.592105263157895,27.66447368421053,5.985473137389443,0.984184210526316,745,30,150,4,16,235,124,190,0.022000000000000002,0.897,0.08,0.8253,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,2,2,12,5,0,0,9,0,19,1,1,4,1,34,35,15,0,3,4,7,1,1,0,5,0,1,2,2,8,16,0,1,7,0,1,6,4,1,0,1,5,5,23,4,26,23,4,24,0,1,3,0,23,12,0,2,6,109,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847909946888764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837428971946148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610592373511629,0.0,0.10133793236489078,0.0,0.11512405388938515,0.0,0.1156988839384713,0.0,0.0,0.0750681156779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292331948301252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084519888324534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983213494200032,0.0,0.0,0.0794184080003545,0.12695720047273928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776511506643437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609024947619395,0.0,0.06226586739198256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350222562488877,0.0,0.0,0.06433823701678235,0.0,0.0699862035328568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638240957442826,0.0,0.13879348816941886,0.0,0.08254157102053132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262787672884725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353546631694404,0.0,0.0,0.2607857801369621,0.1337975216438861,0.0,0.0,0.060162480136488165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341087697912152,0.0,0.13442743381987102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220031673925061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052582464189617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344631312688164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469522828391481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379484782026524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661368221725058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516525054511787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813070851364523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834384341271027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606280821494835,0.0,0.0,0.0989793742545542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789064137001517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281984017955438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263417608383321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870749098534847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FireBoyTim518,2020/01/11,Are any of you ticklish? I’m ticklish myself in many areas,0.017500000000001847,2.2973990833333358,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,99.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,0.10986666666666656,47,2,8,0,2,16,11,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570451709074655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8304821958167871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DaddyBlueRazzbery,2020/01/11,What is wrong with people I had to delete my post in r/teenagers because people we making fun of me for being autistic,9.21375,6.240802875000004,8.52,76.72500000000002,61.91666666666666,9.6,36.5,3.1291,2.306549999999999,95,3,18,0,1,30,23,24,0.11699999999999999,0.758,0.125,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276734800154023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030272975417311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294487776643332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347760456507188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963429598105216,0.0,0.0
autism,dontdownloadme,2020/01/11,"can’t focus on reality I feel sore and shaky?? recently started 3.5 mg of zopiclone for sleep maybe related to that. how do you guys focus on the moment?
i keep analyzing everything in my head and i’m worried i won’t be able to enjoy the night. would really appreciate advice on how to cope with sensory issues n stuff. i’m gonna have a couple of beers and see if things are any different",1.3815471167369928,3.8268977594936717,4.263713080168774,80.1280872011252,84.0632911392405,8.068073136427566,22.701828410689174,8.841846274778883,2.1194798874824192,309,11,60,9,9,110,63,79,0.092,0.828,0.08,0.2808,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,7,4,2,2,0,11,14,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,11,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,4,35,8,0,0.2330613365622347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774484073807136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848970087609004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578779360086444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349949213065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094605014204028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784281447549695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076736504774936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918816951007885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325548413477266,0.0,0.20715562445808167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414143814952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187122763557369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930506007836195,0.0,0.2301199531260648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571971068713586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332296506722212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649620135788658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667994709275167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483559604253608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668510034544446,0.0,0.1655600866373938,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,OvsWormyWorm,2020/01/11,"School is annoying as an autistic kid It really gets on my nerves when people at my school insult each other by calling them autistic. It's as if they think I'm not in the room. I've already told everyone that I'm autistic, but apparently, they must have forgotten. I used to have serious problems in middle school where I would fall on the floor and look like I was having a seizure. I've definitely improved a lot from then and everything seems to be going just fine until I meet up with a kid from one of my previous schools. Everytime he's around me, I always hear him warning his friends about how they should avoid me because I ""overreact"" as if I hadn't changed a bit since the last time we've met. The only class that doesn't have people who make fun of me is my academic seminar (special education) class. This is the first class I go to in the morning and where I get to hang out with one of my best friends. He doesn't have autism or anything, he's just nice. I do have plenty of autistic friends that I really enjoy spending time with because we can have regular conversations where one of us isn't confused with what the other person is saying. Although I may like going to school, it is still very annoying to have to deal with people calling me an ""autistic twat"" all the time. Honestly, if people are going to call me that, they might as well get a life. Making fun of others isn't going to make your future better, it's only making it worse because when your friends get older and realize it's wrong to poke fun at people with disabilities, they're going to start hating you and start making fun of you for being such a jerk. I really enjoy going on reddit and going on subreddits like r/dankmemes because I think they're funny, but when I have to see 5 memes in a row making fun of autistic people and discussing it as if they're not even people, it doesn't make me feel good. Seriously, whoever does this can go to you know where. I'm tired of needing to deal with this everyday and tired of needing to tell people to stop. I get that one kid can't tell people to stop but I can still try. I know for a fact there are a few people who find this subreddit by just searching ""autism"" they'll find a meme subreddit. If you are one of those people, get off of the internet and take a break to realize that we're people too. Everyone on this planet is a human, so everyone needs to be treated that way. I hope this message actually does something to help with this stupid problem I've been having. I hope everyone has a good day :)",7.0041393380686126,5.964678288801576,7.391954813359529,76.93456060148105,64.73673870333988,10.502674928215203,33.13291521837691,9.661875296680813,2.8985365875774525,2015,69,397,34,26,662,221,509,0.115,0.684,0.2,0.9955,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,6,6,3,21,39,6,2,24,0,42,3,0,9,3,73,88,31,0,15,14,0,1,3,4,6,3,2,1,5,29,21,0,3,10,0,1,11,9,13,1,6,5,5,47,26,68,74,6,55,1,0,2,0,47,22,0,13,23,261,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.057295048456133674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479083698112079,0.0,0.04885360383526141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048315484239012836,0.05226668026731862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431626746371675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061615273197891424,0.051926541824215466,0.06409897542522107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985645075554713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062110167739433175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037864783210813,0.12106026786461245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275962015407414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877913227447438,0.0,0.0,0.22440970080871095,0.05276711771983862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029686865168842544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732454339618842,0.04994092521789905,0.0,0.0,0.1814449005987306,0.0,0.18404952641172256,0.0,0.3003096186537592,0.09849072136992623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796655768072188,0.0,0.0,0.06617339069028083,0.0,0.03935383208082429,0.0,0.0,0.11662976022025325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453384179472092,0.04785862218160475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041470460375287586,0.08605206243051859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930381427989605,0.0,0.0,0.049915370579767714,0.0,0.0,0.2743379118383481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062284812338856924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060399302703984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989259565790395,0.08930718754712015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884472634487981,0.05126559578888632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236009749317342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128384248280296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669063257366315,0.0,0.2971015335888814,0.04678635719033896,0.053449764840376564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856768660515127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519984389365355,0.0,0.0,0.08311419032027341,0.0,0.09377594954871904,0.09817275985082127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044144583929346094,0.0,0.10263483680070944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524135333172713,0.0,0.0,0.102707403943826,0.1349630411569322,0.0,0.056102425202177744,0.0,0.03986201549264669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062405366977427,0.05070885329322719,0.0,0.048444061003086285,0.0,0.046603345505022084,0.0,0.0,0.052789697157919695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983317650533264,0.04170776123450588,0.06419303393018659,0.0,0.0
autism,freedom-searcher,2020/01/12,"Can’t stand him I just want to be far away from him

Hello:

I hope my story doesn’t disturbed you. If it does , please forgive me, I’m drowning every time my nephew comes and shouts, hits, spit and more .

I don’t have autism. I have read about it but there is not enough information to fully understand it. I don’t know what it feels to be in the shoes of an autistic kid or adult.
I  only know that every weekend my nephew comes and stays at home with my parents. I still live with my parents. And whenever he is here I just want to run away, stay far away from here or disappear from the world or put him in an airplane to travel to another country far away from me. He drives me crazy.
He is 9 year old boy whose doesn’t seem to learn a language. He is a non verbal autistic kid whose language consist of maximum 20 words. He repeats word without any sense. He probably can speak like 10 phrases. He shouts all the time. He wants to hit you. He like to touch somebody’s body ass, breast etc..
He throw things anything he finds through the window and then he laughs and let you know. He do things to make you loose your temper but on top of that, he shouts all the time.. it’s a non stop behavior. The last time a psychologist evaluate him. He was diagnosed with autism, hyperactivity and also some mental limitation. 
He doesn’t receive any special therapy. His parents doesn’t care enough about him or would rather save the money on electronics perhaps. The dad lives abroad and the kid lives with the mother.
He doesn’t seem to evolve even years passed. I feel that I hate him. He shouts horribly . It has affect my mother hearing ability and also start affecting mine. I know everybody tries to put themselves in an autistic person shoes but I can’t and I wonder if people also try to put in ones shoes. It’s hell. His behavior burdens me. He doesn’t seem to understand. Sometimes I have asked myself ,is he retarded? He studies in a special school in a classroom with 3 retarded kids. I just don’t know how to handle the situation. I wanna die when he is here. I put on my headphones and remain in my room all the time he is here . Why? Because he drives me crazy . He will cause me a psychiatric illness. It’s such a bad luck that he was born like that and that he have parents who don’t care enough about him. Because if he were kid I would be committed to help him out to succeed. But while the dad is enjoying his second marriage far away from him, we have to deal with a sick a kid who have already cause deafness to one of my family members.  He only shouts, how can my parents say they get distracted and enjoy their company if while he is here, I only see them angry and gaining  more white hair. My parents rarely discussed but when my nephew is here they always  discussed because of him. And my brother well he totally ignore the situation. He just ran away to foreign country and leave the weekend custody to them. He never loved his kid.  He was never born to be a parents. He prefer enjoying time on the computer, cellphone , laptop , tablet instead that with his baby born boy even before he was diagnosed with autism. Now he just left and lives abroad and left my parents taking care of my nephew on weekends which is nightmare. But my brother doesn’t care. He always love the easy life. It’s a job not a pleasure and not even does he send money to my parents. It’s a never ending story. My nephew won’t ever get better and will probably shout , hit, break things, throw chair, and do incorrect behaviors and touch his penis publicly , mainly because he doesn’t receive therapy . His dad doesn’t send money for that and doesn’t care about that anymore. His son is not his priority . Probably his wife is. How easy is to bring kids , don’t love them and drop them somewhere . I wish he had never become a father because father is a title I would never be able to grant him. He isn’t a father and never have and probably never will. And now we are condemned to spend weekends with this sick kid. I hate the kid and his father and hate my life too. I’m on the border looking for help. What did I did to deserve a nephew like this? He talks stupid thing he vocalize words without sense. I’m unable to play anything with him. He can barely learn anything. I’m sorry if my words, hurt anyone here but it is how I feel . And I would do anything to help this kid  but I don’t have enough money and his dad works and earn five times what I earn and he doesn’t spend on his kid.
This status quo in my life seems like  punishments. If I can’t disappeared and my nephew either, so why doesn’t his dad take him out to where his lives, why do we have to be punished and spend time  with him on weekend? This is not life. While he is having a great time abroad we are suffering with a person that doesn’t receive treatment . I find this so unfair and I can stop feeling this as a punishment

Help me please and don’t hate my for being honest. It’s how I feel and please I also need to understand a autistic child. Because i only see a sick kid that every weekend destroy our family, our peace and calmness. He is like a monster that steal happiness. He seems dumb. Doesn’t speak. Doesn’t have any achievements and still screams , shouts, spit, hits and disturb us.

I behave like the autistic girl who put on headphones and close my door for not listening his screams still every sound passes the wall and disturbed me.

I hate that I can not understand him. I hate that he doesn’t talk. I hate that he shout and throw everything throw the window. I hate that he cause deafness to one of the member that lives  In my house.
I hate that he always come every weekend without stop disturbing us.

No one undertand what I live all weekend. And now as time passes I understand that his dad didn’t just move abroad with her second wife. He never loved his son so it was easy for him to just drop him in another country and enjoy a life as if he were a recently married man which he is not

This is a sad story but is true life",2.952123444451608,4.8978206043587615,3.7301875523889367,88.7503706315688,75.56328583403186,6.533138822619126,24.463609839448058,7.395310329662975,1.059414475465859,4723,155,952,58,104,1501,386,1193,0.163,0.693,0.14400000000000002,-0.9889,11,0,0,0,0,1,121.0,8,5,7,9,49,68,17,5,53,0,99,27,9,11,16,187,169,87,2,20,40,34,8,7,0,8,14,18,5,21,55,69,0,5,28,11,7,29,49,31,1,7,12,30,133,37,104,137,15,128,1,3,4,6,202,40,3,20,60,598,188,13,0.035875634686739204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958965498098654,0.1147589283899021,0.08955420598962338,0.0,0.0,0.07318998544474824,0.07523746204651686,0.0,0.0,0.03557898953863463,0.02508507792302266,0.0,0.11809036218002088,0.0,0.033538875577403815,0.0,0.2022380384512151,0.0,0.029954656437165262,0.13121672351660324,0.03962181990603518,0.03052752275306512,0.0,0.0,0.03172908347789175,0.0,0.03984974255406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288800274422548,0.11056247766502282,0.0,0.0927110479105092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698620406819532,0.0,0.07282602806172561,0.03723324477258348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279001935200268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03177516387992476,0.14827648317220274,0.0400108159714598,0.07108655507826668,0.032451565493003286,0.1511338476350709,0.0,0.032242707182162635,0.0,0.06764071106587106,0.0,0.09069899419913403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557936032351462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748707682321007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955301389424632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819028022875018,0.0,0.31877785707808315,0.0,0.0,0.0404344476536646,0.0,0.09618672681839226,0.0,0.035986186711255905,0.035632600092667784,0.0,0.04139566567358164,0.03840560892967961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560103172534422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858155297465238,0.02924343052686932,0.0,0.03798711710053936,0.07795796411566508,0.03668526711580631,0.15204013048685036,0.12268916071745678,0.0,0.22175189890341068,0.0,0.030126497627380337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951664393230752,0.0,0.02394726473226727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615420172490198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03813012208754899,0.0,0.0266013285417006,0.22135600906509947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764544367240623,0.0,0.09724103412983136,0.10914014718911512,0.0,0.0,0.35852082052049555,0.0,0.0,0.02487164792811114,0.06265044084144558,0.0,0.1181420209054119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547200079816144,0.0,0.0,0.18032460888481355,0.0,0.0,0.03588534314298844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035422861184337705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028529744645434268,0.0,0.0363080576117056,0.05717647202250039,0.16329915212099858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065143303612925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354819200427887,0.040159835850332004,0.02539295888215237,0.07647730634196033,0.08595098460982943,0.08998091100808993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394802501320558,0.057670952432623865,0.0,0.0,0.08205382971370367,0.0,0.09533671027656247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919371090049405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871440202757273,0.0,0.0,0.18673900465553386,0.08630794255551143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348113653164716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032256504073898344,0.0,0.0971165406202982,0.0,0.04125520937318988,0.10374849483902193,0.03890559546565196,0.026117889328693064,0.0,0.0,0.10194008623686032,0.0,0.0,0.046205465018747484
autism,faircreditscore,2020/01/12,"Has you autism ever been misdiagnosed for something else? When did you discover what was really going on with you and how? I want stories, bitches.",4.279487179487177,7.470756692307699,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,78.23076923076924,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,3.0371435897435903,118,5,18,3,3,38,24,26,0.149,0.805,0.046,-0.6072,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677166055017024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064529426445052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819863051644065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35868014228982703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43103100200029776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33023787820859823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Starryeyes-,2020/01/12,"Alone Time? I am dating someone with Aspergers and ADHD. He is extroverted and likes people, but I was wondering if it is important for him to have alone time to avoid becoming irritable?",5.016078431372552,7.529072764705883,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,71.35294117647058,11.5921568627451,31.92156862745098,11.20814326018867,4.796698039215686,150,7,24,6,3,52,28,34,0.273,0.628,0.099,-0.8025,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635481754640511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266009199569735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33408928507319874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778701695008808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971654241528867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563086502759222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35278226735824403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32805011494403624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lostbrains,2020/01/12,"Parents of young autistic kids (and the kids themselves), what kind of clothes are best? Hi everyone,
I hope my ignorance doesn't offend anyone. I'm the aunt of a young 4 yr old on the spectrum, she is nonverbal and has recently taken a dislike to clothing. Whenever the mood strikes, she will completely strip down, diaper and all, often leading to accidents on the floor. I know her mom is trying very hard but she has a lot of other stuff going on and seems overwhelmed.

I'd love to gift her some clothing that could help, but I'm finding mixed reviews online. According to her mom, onesies (the ones with the buttons at the crotch) somewhat help but their phased out for her age group in regular kids clothing stores. I've noticed a few specialty stores online, but they seems pretty expensive (ie $35 for one onesie).

What do you guys recommend? What has worked for young kids and what do they enjoy wearing? Any specialty stores out there that aren't overpriced? Would love some recommendations!",5.130398550724639,7.28784761956522,4.97008695652174,81.27781159420292,70.08695652173913,8.167536231884059,30.744927536231884,8.841846274778883,2.6797910144927544,798,34,139,15,15,246,118,184,0.040999999999999995,0.7490000000000001,0.21,0.9903,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,3,2,10,1,1,12,0,13,4,2,1,1,27,23,9,0,3,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,8,0,1,4,0,4,2,2,3,0,2,1,1,14,6,20,19,7,17,0,1,0,2,26,9,0,8,6,87,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403748871352007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725535699213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759842266097315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758236882513712,0.0,0.0,0.1338898002146348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023854797211926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326903367903222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530421280902984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604316016506265,0.0,0.0,0.15022064611225988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248031484216517,0.0,0.0,0.1665577144007705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462721722225527,0.09216008993357333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256721477491038,0.30270028196261894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928017460197663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092042616963256,0.17596636336872745,0.0,0.22726722647956266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620404497157272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060481316258794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557733033950306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053241522664412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919692035917003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385303681196092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836489180339373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220830346437315,0.0,0.0,0.11912481635688082,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,iron81,2020/01/12,"Benjamin Giroux, a 10-year-old kid from Plattsburgh, New York, has Asperger’s disorder – a type of chemical imbalance. He was as of late given a school task where he was approached to compose a lyric titled “I Am.” 
I am odd, I am new
I wonder if you are too
I hear voices in the air
I see you don’t, and that’s not fair
I want to not feel blue
I am odd, I am new
I pretend that you are too
I feel like a boy in outerspace
I touch the stars and feel out of place
I worry what others might think
I cry when people laugh, it makes me shrink
I am odd, I am new
I understand now that so are you
I say I, “feel like a castaway”
I dream of a day that that’s okay
I try to fit in
I hope that someday I do
I am odd, I am new.",-1.4668421052631544,0.32858624691358074,1.3562508122157233,100.52523391812868,90.85185185185185,4.645094217024042,17.16829109811566,6.05967700443912,-0.5976098765432099,540,14,142,5,19,187,87,162,0.151,0.73,0.12,-0.3786,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,9,1,18,0,0,1,0,17,31,6,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,3,0,2,9,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,10,30,5,13,27,0,18,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,4,11,90,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800124631610293,0.09276475981288178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485285185056622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909188626965289,0.20551833798308491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211788825546236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286535900166175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225753930042486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054570370092745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601417141005082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259127787517635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6946067888237952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509356547388706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997203937117041,0.0,0.15028195743865738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143871679415956,0.0,0.14557353860956995,0.1146216832437082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921667243009679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765777007741508,0.0,0.0,0.14974228583007926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484043017575063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598810776981525,0.0,0.1460762807562352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262810362666213
autism,mslean25,2020/01/12,"Communication There’s a girl that I really like, we’ve been speaking each other for 4 months now cause she lived on the other side of the world for those 4 months.
We got to know each other through work and I really wanted to stay in touch with her so I started sending messages at Instagram.
That worked but there are some things that I’m just wondering about, I know she has a type of autism and I noticed a difference in communication that I don’t have with other people.
I’m most of the time the person who starts a conversation.
She replies really fast.
But what’s really confusing for me is when is ask her something, sometimes I get a really short answer or when I ask her like hey how does that work I get an really expanded answer.
Yesterday she got back home and I said it’s shitty weather here etc she replied with a funny answer.
And then I asked here in the evening I bet you have a jetlag.... then I noticed this morning that she saw my message but didn’t response. Is that a common thing with autism that there’s not always a need to reply?
Or another example, it was her birthday I said happy birthday I now you birthday is almost over but did you have a good day did you have some birthday cake ? And she only said yes thanks I’m almost going to bed here. I’m just wondering and asking for some advice.",1.3565909090909078,3.909541401515156,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.74242424242425,6.027272727272727,20.37121212121212,7.413659706084162,0.8318621212121209,1046,32,207,18,32,344,136,264,0.031,0.865,0.10400000000000001,0.9607,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,0,3,17,6,0,1,16,1,16,0,0,2,0,41,42,18,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,20,13,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,11,6,33,5,23,31,7,28,0,0,1,0,32,9,0,12,18,146,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500203711899077,0.0,0.0,0.21519774450344234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940968195823609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267406391336965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018169999466001,0.0,0.0,0.0826248888867025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038405014377196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929843365726862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226573839520776,0.0,0.0,0.0940330316992238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983873760141114,0.07097183444171125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227973871028024,0.0,0.061068137785186126,0.09012665783282876,0.1718803025718976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438594440368705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107784334856899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810695255698828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499242539277688,0.0,0.0948831566096541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153626052711254,0.0,0.0,0.07967519665761713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467239270306215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172301128590657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744945289768067,0.09382400181448736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130236823700018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30663783920091153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272273383804211,0.10627397623270386,0.0,0.1521118758773794,0.11453082903525873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892848267069294,0.0,0.0,0.1427742815188316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265683320818091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337868964300337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330568539047372,0.2346816586942315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,peachy06,2020/01/12,"my mum is ill and i’m ignoring her please say i’m not the only one who struggles with this. my mum is ill and i haven’t spoken to her yet because i’m not sure what to say and it feels really painfully awkward and uncomfortable saying anything like “are you okay? can i get you anything?” because i’m not sure how to do it without wanting to scream and cry. she had to go to the hospital but i wasn’t worried bc i don’t get worried about situations like that for some reason??about that kind of thing?? i worry a lot about little things surrounding my own issues though. i struggle with other people’s birthdays but it’s worse when someone’s ill. especially if i live with them. i don’t want to make this all about myself but i’m just sitting in the same room as her with my headphones on and i’m acting really off but not on purpose it’s just happening. i cant even just text her nice things either. i don’t want to do it at all. i don’t know what to do. she understands why i’m like this, i just wish i could be a normal person and get over it and do the whole “aw are you okay!!??”",0.3995986622073602,2.584431086956529,2.430434782608696,93.39354515050172,85.95652173913044,5.2775919732441485,20.150501672240807,6.67199483983844,0.2244682274247487,850,26,189,10,26,284,119,230,0.17,0.731,0.099,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,12,15,0,3,6,3,19,4,0,2,4,46,39,17,0,7,15,2,1,3,0,0,4,4,1,1,18,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,12,6,0,1,2,5,28,9,26,35,8,14,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,3,5,132,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331440893455646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060924584422952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863111757104326,0.0,0.1356952948252246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159243854802799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062462040275376676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193622817128206,0.0,0.07020669986447323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923990039499257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893644737576898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864069977953213,0.0678905536569964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105607846245506,0.12381260595357126,0.10908197858791956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502341253552312,0.0,0.0,0.08245929447177193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103619618712914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370921645643223,0.09395247887782164,0.1314479137389127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564228789515611,0.10786432621614003,0.0,0.1356022326592071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582769168818742,0.12701258730213985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947154058583277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388563650306071,0.0,0.0,0.10466918328970676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828720778332354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285694409611254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462096805592284,0.0,0.12137063024931945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860229964809322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858904510345092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146939620065152,0.13792027942777227,0.14205695290179338,0.11908148707281123,0.0,0.0,0.3763615372602812,0.12589076884420394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Terminatorfan1,2020/01/12,"Is Biomedical engineering a good career for someone who has high functioning autism? Hello. I am new to this sub. I am 24 years old and have high functioning autism. I am really good with numbers and math but have almost zero social skills. I have had 14 retail jobs in the past 6 years and been fired from all of them because i don't handle people well.  


I am now looking to do something better with my life and go to college so that i can be qualified for something other than entry level retail because i fear i will keep failing at it. Can anyone tell me if they are someone or know someone who is high functioning autistic and has succeeded as a biomedical engineer. I live right next to University of Vermont and they offer that major andi can afford it. I read up on it and it sounds like it would be good but for me but i just want to see if anyone with autism has any actual experience in that career. Thank you.",4.030418310970799,5.624993292817685,5.424518547750591,79.19868784530388,71.87292817679558,8.044356748224152,26.18823993685872,8.634040054169528,1.9572648776637736,730,24,135,13,14,245,112,181,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.121,0.6574,2,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,4,4,10,0,1,3,0,24,1,0,0,1,23,31,15,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,2,1,1,2,4,19,8,21,25,2,18,0,1,2,0,10,10,0,4,8,98,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.13532705625328253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886324810373527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430393680446032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392994182026613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907031101324002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264700416239475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356510206320436,0.0,0.15604822917395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881234989767044,0.3489427031759719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395540995377103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761380435858606,0.12326094887930104,0.0,0.0,0.07621229996411419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979504420587548,0.06774973060229668,0.0,0.12245280123687545,0.0,0.1164522978572088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339334368198918,0.1474827194829912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551636482036792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323812335982312,0.09613996915763894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871279430096886,0.0,0.08883892689799462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842792014210117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050623329572144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136197071885553,0.3524973106351407,0.21351799089302348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120829554677845,0.12767355406373007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817942653134567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468571908710495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851093075000657,0.0,0.0,0.17860465034952375
autism,apocalypticrabbit,2020/01/12,"Is music making you want to pull out your hair an autism thing? Sometimes when I listen to music, (even if its music I enjoy and listen to regularly), I have an urge to pull out my hair. I haven't been able to pinpoint a specific noise or instrument that makes me do this, and this doesn't happen when I am not listening to music. This has been happening for a couple of months now. Its a pain in supermarkets and other public places, since if I don't pull my hair, my head shakes uncontrollably. I also have no past of any other mental illnesses/disorders if that means anything.",7.076755162241888,6.459798460176991,7.627566371681419,73.9209365781711,64.39823008849558,10.719174041297935,29.45280235988201,10.125756701596842,2.7037563421828903,458,12,86,9,6,152,71,113,0.075,0.883,0.042,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,0,11,5,4,2,0,14,20,10,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,6,13,1,12,18,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,65,23,0,0.22281301419092372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818348694835692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152049023365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335612577994412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653836223099565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553630178770658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716589447352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940656251955086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286704341160381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29745883428770364,0.0,0.0,0.2427086923272973,0.0,0.0,0.22454311212422196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784722216704418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708875658469725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270023386330808,0.0,0.0,0.23279217649686354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431322782488926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203677683488441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802706603835727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314208886559444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Laser20145,2020/01/12,"Housing is a worry for me Hi all,
I'm a 24 year old autistic guy who lives in Auckland,New Zealand and one of my big worries is where I'll live when my parents downsize and sell in about ten or so years time because houses are so unaffordable and even renting is so expensive and I don't see it changing significantly in ten years time and even if I get a full-time job I like I probably wouldn't be able to save enough for a home loan deposit. It  does seem like a group home is my only option.",3.609142857142857,4.122155819047617,4.981904761904765,86.06142857142858,71.76190476190476,7.523809523809526,29.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.5447142857142868,391,15,86,4,7,131,73,105,0.057999999999999996,0.8590000000000001,0.083,0.3612,5,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,12,11,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,8,3,8,10,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,9,51,11,2,0.16247928805706724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904586592135976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188154277961387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218671990733991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788453801439188,0.0,0.2146320747660632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488872192450915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088004013377544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259599473452548,0.0,0.0,0.3749585670621207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123562243120693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875834599766792,0.0,0.2869443762258815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156923508878044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704946808577546,0.0,0.11010017058449448,0.12357282016452835,0.0,0.0,0.18041402126000453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518015335857307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947495631714312,0.14791504155186375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948595897979686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001120790856064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138940032481212
autism,silverwillowgreen,2020/01/12,"(Advice) Needing reassurance from an occasionally nonverbal partner My partner is on the spectrum, and often has long periods where they are mostly nonverbal and are overwhelmed by touch. We have been dating for two years, so you'd think I'd be used to it by now, but due to my intense anxiety and (managed but still present) codependency issues, when they are having nonverbal days, it sends me into a panic. I assume they are angry or upset, when they simply don't have the energy to talk. 

I ask what's wrong, they say 'nothing', and it's hard to get an answer out of them about whether or not they are feeling nonverbal, obviously, because they are feeling nonverbal. I usually just need a few words of reassurance when they are in this mood, because I need to know whether they are mad or just not feeling words. But it's difficult for them and it's a lot of effort.

We've reached an impasse on this issue, and are planning on going to couples therapy soon. I was wondering if anyone had any short term solutions for us. We need to figure out a way that my anxiety can be calmed, while they also don't have the energy to communicate. 

Also if anyone has any advice for me on how to better handle these moments of limited communication and physical contact, it would be highly appreciated.",8.620432098765434,7.612527144032921,9.157705761316876,65.4738425925926,61.51028806584362,12.215226337448561,38.768518518518526,11.374738998889045,4.548454320987653,1028,45,175,25,12,347,138,243,0.155,0.757,0.08800000000000001,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,12,4,15,11,1,3,10,0,27,0,0,2,1,49,41,25,0,7,14,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,11,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,6,26,4,29,33,4,31,0,1,0,0,25,11,0,10,17,140,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728724250210561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331003294765064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898943961969231,0.0,0.21361965881852055,0.0,0.0,0.1952527670335926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130526966664778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022356495708202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348359776894233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448819286104765,0.0,0.0900441180050194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211790008851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294630995559867,0.0,0.07934994075438699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507316327116408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751745465421526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914564985990934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673215549035144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356036093785296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187009441919996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141093777324707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339702989386247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381538526906195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103237553968973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150166396286494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222222504636803,0.0,0.0,0.15966900069502915,0.0,0.0,0.08946362191669245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363896164345378,0.0,0.1679471023834613,0.12058788094502144,0.15377301700721466,0.0,0.0,0.1108248030556412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141322644220825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918288858055728,0.15265385490598266,0.0,0.0899114697258356
autism,N7FuryAutism,2020/01/12,"What are your biggest fears having autism? One of my fears is anxiety from lighting. At night I like to go outside but when it starts raining hard I get apprehensions thinking that my hair is going to go up and that response is get out of their and take cover. That's what I fear for one as an a person with autism. I don't have that many fears as an autistic person because i'm a high functioning person with autism.

I have went outside in a lighting storm before but I was just using courage to do something for a special need. I would like to hear what the other people of this autistic community has to say about what they fear the most about being autistic.",4.831594571670909,5.865423541984737,5.0393384223918565,84.85805767599663,69.30534351145039,7.04359626802375,29.05937234944869,6.937597516519254,1.484566751484309,528,19,102,4,9,166,81,131,0.14800000000000002,0.759,0.09300000000000001,-0.6858,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,4,10,0,6,8,0,13,1,1,1,0,13,26,7,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,2,2,6,12,4,21,22,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051063365587416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800922465264925,0.0,0.11180059123510537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7392340598488942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372884850962857,0.0,0.22401064218218966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769687268725665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808260698096545,0.0,0.0,0.13881749390109374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283780243375235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332057141952582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974217358761219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329772338522205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806235369911638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108714669863006,0.3441659703542601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448415172586767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011480694745171,0.0,0.0,0.09299633773750317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878661202270422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418743272720469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347611350039663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217969905162967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333349780809108,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Music141414,2020/01/12,"I feel like people dont get me I feel like not many people understand me. It makes me feel sad. My friend who also has Autism doesnt seem to want to hang out with me because of some of my issues.

He cancels plans with me to hang out with other people. I feel lonely. I'm the weird person in my family as well. I have sensory issues and I feel like I cause problems. 

I dont like to talk a lot but everybody wants me to. I feel immature as well. I want to talk about dogs a lot when I do talk. I'm also frustrated with the fact that my parents say I have a developmental disability. I dont like labels like that. 

I stim a lot and people make fun of me. I like to rock back and forth. People tease me about it. I flap my hands too and people sometimes grab them. I just feel so lonely and misunderstood sometimes.",0.17008771929824462,2.366919269005848,2.5117514619883043,92.28306578947372,87.30409356725147,5.525263157894738,16.73713450292398,6.961326702584282,-0.06146339181286509,629,14,141,9,20,214,83,171,0.14400000000000002,0.705,0.151,0.2983,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,11,18,2,0,6,0,8,1,1,3,1,35,25,12,0,4,3,1,9,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,9,1,0,2,5,7,2,0,0,10,30,11,21,25,4,7,0,3,0,0,11,3,0,5,9,91,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991118773112806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688001012170984,0.0,0.06094811794348488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270908689469098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515345862232072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425416041505373,0.0,0.35387743208570793,0.2142815482282319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724586893869254,0.0,0.05223648445897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087105279047751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34192318954749185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550034414485814,0.0,0.0,0.13347756379313047,0.10136608637682916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101821306851556,0.0,0.0,0.4158897072480509,0.0873004527612501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566930055632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950972383458793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101988572926692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776956988463906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410853071863754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408482006293346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769159765383595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979170600080066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dalrog_The_Barbarian,2020/01/12,"So there’s this kid in my school that I find to be annoying, but he has autism. Should I tolerate him or is he just being annoying? This kid tries to be the center of attention when it comes to anything. He complains to teachers that he “feels like he’s being bullied when somebody offers valid criticism to him but it’s okay when he criticizes somebody else. 

He can’t take signs that people don’t want to talk to him and makes horrible jokes that he expects people to laugh at.

I don’t know if I should learn to accept him being like this, or continue disliking him. I know nothing about autism.",2.8933821263482287,5.109951466101698,3.793636363636363,86.97054699537755,76.71186440677965,7.3417565485362095,25.134052388289675,8.296473431620573,1.6858033898305091,475,17,93,9,11,152,69,118,0.205,0.647,0.14800000000000002,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,1,1,12,0,0,1,0,21,19,10,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,11,6,13,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,3,6,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545966682198424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464746718669281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390239419987692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467534563175585,0.20441051024170384,0.0,0.0,0.2615165886041467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31449787013535035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795762099647811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909932316597289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454835204578376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967314403212177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895776756166808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513328879369875,0.2299795342212865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426270965887624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168766211244645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sbsowbwm,2020/01/12,"Coping mechanisms? It's torture sitting in the livingroom trying to listen to my music, hearing the TV, hearing my cat meow, someone watching a YouTube video and being talked to about a sport I don't care about all the while taking wondering if people are making eye contact with me and not understand social protocol. How do I cope with this?",9.779047619047619,8.642956111111115,9.457142857142859,64.66285714285716,59.317460317460316,11.574603174603176,41.63492063492063,10.504223727775694,4.720168253968254,277,13,41,5,3,90,51,63,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.7838,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,2,1,11,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,8,11,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856924133193001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316332814659211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870421173368524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426208972677944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856384506917507,0.2374207272550431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068278438946575,0.22522190263542444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902439590054423,0.0,0.0,0.2917081279273141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038754126412339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dodobird17,2020/01/12,Anyone have a fear of platonic intimacy and praise? I get extremely uncomfortable whenever a friend is showing me affection and i also feel really uncomfortable when I get a lot of praise or positive attention. Anyone else struggle with this?,6.555731707317072,9.851421097560976,8.266036585365852,54.05564024390245,69.73170731707317,13.856097560975613,37.079268292682926,12.161744961471696,6.964409756097561,199,11,26,10,4,69,31,41,0.204,0.47,0.326,0.8288,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557208519016313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44718280914575775,0.3276433047888614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671277415173071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598314155578181,0.1616858880690945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470543767593949,0.0,0.33413442788392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718579740429481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485356989669487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342942079959265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,chronickiddo,2020/01/12,"Stimming without drawing attention My favorite stim things are stuffed animals mad by Jellycat because they’re so soft, I love how they feel and I always sleep with one. The issue is that I’m in high school and bringing a stuffed animal with you to school is somewhat frowned upon. I want something with the same feel as my stuffed animals that will fit in a pocket. Jellycat makes some tiny ones, but they are not the same material as the bigger ones.",4.8113109243697485,6.942193694117647,4.8327731092437,82.04176470588239,70.88235294117648,8.151260504201678,33.31932773109244,8.841846274778883,2.9948151260504203,364,18,65,7,7,113,59,85,0.025,0.884,0.091,0.5279,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,6,0,5,2,1,2,0,18,12,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,3,8,1,11,11,4,7,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,0,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012495896658224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474375852769544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458664109368825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554179065517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524423829189613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182910156890745,0.0,0.16144558977652132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916783695681109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895570195842359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420379092067348,0.0,0.0,0.1861981373417409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068318856071415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426572045091253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314753097380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,disasterchild96,2020/01/13,"weighted blanket used one for the first time last night, not only did it seemingly cure my insomnia but once I fell asleep I was out for almost 14hrs",5.309655172413795,6.489111862068968,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,68.3103448275862,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.0794,120,4,23,2,2,37,27,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367794588542544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607664437666097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414858612384946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31561687352114665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35817361004298953,0.22790154523269784,0.25578921916969705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30617633336869576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961129697717152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047556742332026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095514843328652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mytoe2,2020/01/13,I think I just cured my autism I have been able to extract a compound called CBN from a specific UV process of oxidizing THC and have been able to heal my autistic personality and disorder using stem cells extracted from marijuana. What should I do next?,10.963829787234037,8.711424638297878,10.396276595744684,62.38250000000002,57.93617021276596,14.506382978723408,44.776595744680854,13.023866798666859,5.7097319148936165,206,10,37,6,2,67,36,47,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,23,7,0,0.6521142513727253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329407806978866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736897143011811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467654522048884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847005055397104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892424053012293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28160866846007665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SixLobedHyperCycle,2020/01/13,"Tips on finding a job I never got guidance on growing up, how to talk, what to expect from jobs, just life. I was a foster kid and I am autistic. I am 28 and going through jobs like a pair of $0.01 cent socks. I have tried working in so many industries and jobs my resume looks awkward. But I can never find a job where I can just go and work and not have some over hanging pressure to be buddies with my coworkers. Where that need for others to socialize ultimately gets me bullied at work or just treated like an outsider despite doing a good job. I am stuck and I don’t know where I am going anymore. 

I guess I am asking, do you struggle to with jobs that have cliques? Are there any jobs/industries where I won’t feel as much as an outsider? And any tips for jobs?",3.63789413118527,4.467870177215191,4.57510932105869,87.84451668584582,71.91139240506328,7.011277330264673,28.920598388952822,6.980632752743323,1.3985620253164548,600,23,127,5,11,195,96,158,0.102,0.853,0.045,-0.8149,9,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,10,7,0,3,7,0,17,1,0,1,2,26,29,13,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,3,2,17,4,20,24,2,17,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,4,89,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254862203520227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394323556668708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979830874903952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529950234222642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191588659116296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475883530517702,0.0,0.17869760676954746,0.08790955286435925,0.08382603387619733,0.0,0.11545989681499423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8320610506436689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760076784781766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403031631736724,0.10240962432606296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801390034648537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626076557274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704731979426002,0.07771519637999624,0.1616716782342206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684047144254737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957004098651266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424220968319089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115902715483087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289085180495984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,coexistwithdolphins,2020/01/13,"Autistic people should be sterilized I mean do we want a cure for the disease or not, there is already proof it’s hereditary",1.3912499999999994,4.012355625000001,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,96.91666666666666,5.7333333333333325,26.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,1.9902833333333336,101,5,18,2,4,32,24,24,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137469227235104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058316809810732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855779340909123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280432073816689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dyfghg1,2020/01/13,"My parents are treating me like sick and i don't know how to respond it My parents started saying im mentally ill and sick with 16yo because i haven't a gf like my peers,i like to stay in my room my free time,i study i listen to music,i browse news and google,i program and thats what makes me happy,they say i need to go out to ""heal my sickness"",it has been years of bullying and i still needs at least +more 3 years to finish my college and may get a job to get out and i dont know how to react,it's driving me insane,they keep treating me like an uncounscious kid/schizophrenic,they cut out the food i like because it's ""making me a soyboy"",they made talk with a psychollogist that said me it has a spirit in the house,they frequently hummiliate me to relatives and neighborhood,it's 4 relatives agains autistic me with poor social skills alone,everytime i ask them to stop or fight with them they say im mentally ill and can't answer for myself and need to obey they crazyness,in the start i laughed at them,after 4 years im afraid of my future my hair is falling,im skinny with deep eyes like a crackhead,my face is getting 10yo every year,my dreams of becoming a scientist is fading,depression is eating me inside i tried everything to make them stop i dont know what do anymore and nobody is by my side,i worry about how long i can support this sometimes,my life was perfect before but now i die inside a little everyday",5.527657028913262,5.31596086440678,6.257647058823532,81.10583250249256,67.47457627118644,9.246261216350948,30.91226321036889,8.841846274778883,2.328479561316052,1145,40,232,17,17,377,161,295,0.10099999999999999,0.815,0.084,-0.7506,3,1,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,5,2,7,15,2,1,12,0,18,12,4,8,1,42,39,16,1,3,2,2,1,6,1,1,6,5,1,0,8,19,3,3,4,1,2,2,5,3,0,0,4,7,38,13,30,34,2,28,1,0,1,0,18,10,0,2,21,127,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074375930848048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094967070522844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384899236527905,0.11219124375758624,0.08644026838309632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749391389829837,0.0,0.105427869039668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381107393978383,0.0,0.0,0.10394551156433272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558866998164022,0.0,0.09129690229921752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228354440679554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921991153887569,0.0,0.057732372184504416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389114214650853,0.0,0.10080617290654212,0.0902922826911588,0.0,0.0,0.16748327662903706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717515894896558,0.2977720624453031,0.10181357992675094,0.0,0.08989840039069523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612097723482237,0.20342377669249964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047450050602844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596913582783065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255934110300001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662938536443362,0.24235036730632845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355181538010724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380296747752286,0.10827473521007493,0.08112489438424397,0.1698570862280629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527600784580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164915061252817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923428723832159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896868146568894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316320420979246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616663546068625
autism,time_is_valuable,2020/01/13,Anybody Indian here? I am from India and I just want to know if there are any Indian autistics here,0.5078333333333305,2.9865154500000024,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,94.5,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,1.0191666666666674,79,2,15,2,3,27,17,20,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447712450749348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210758023790386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592406009040826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BurgerRunner2049,2020/01/13,"Anyone here have experience or know if CARD is a good group or not? I'm just trying to get more assistance for certain symptoms I have but idk if I want try them or not? 

I'm iffy as not every group or association is great as this community may know.",0.12793956043956098,2.4918822884615395,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,91.5,6.048351648351648,18.96703296703297,7.447530270364453,0.6480186813186819,197,6,43,4,7,69,37,52,0.028999999999999998,0.768,0.203,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,16,11,9,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533695849299704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835740047284325,0.0,0.0,0.32922918774041343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584347693556118,0.0,0.0,0.2822982144409852,0.0,0.3710686495639782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699391791687997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498241918888221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570166870979625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851719069640394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LadyStoryweaver,2020/01/13,"Struggling to Find a Job Been trying to find a job that requires minimum amount of interaction with others (and is more understanding to how Autism works) it's impossible to find without a degree.

If anyone has suggestions on where to look that would be awesome. I'm more complaining then anything right now",6.939727272727275,8.880895654545455,6.72159090909091,71.36238636363636,65.18181818181819,9.863636363636363,33.75,10.125756701596842,3.750727272727273,251,11,40,6,4,79,44,55,0.087,0.8390000000000001,0.073,0.0534,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,29,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187063277329652,0.0,0.19050530467920124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347621832196534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594573355879201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440223582927826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977002848708537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201473703391335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717374100996598,0.0,0.0,0.2410003344602289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315835946246584,0.0,0.16853522581479988,0.0,0.0,0.16445141524735468,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,K-Razors,2020/01/13,"Laughing at being punished? 
My daughter is five, soon to be six. Since she's been in classes she's done amazing, she's even started talking! I am pretty decent at dealing with her meltdowns and anything else she wants to throw at me... But there are times when I am trying to be serious with her. When she's done something wrong (she's taken to karate chopping things and kicking people most recently.)
When I try to sit down with her and explain that she's doing wrong and can't hit or chop people she bursts out laughing at me. I try to explain that it's not funny... But she just laughs harder. This in itself annoys me, I know I can't expect a 5 year old to be too serious... But when a parent is clearly being serious... And then bursting out laughing. It's super super frustrating.

I need some advice on what I'm supposed to do... Or try... I want to avoid spankings... Since I constantly tell her we don't hit people we love. So... Lol spanking kind of goes against that.
It frustrates me... And I end up just leaving her to her laughing fit to go cool off or put her in bed early.

Any advice would be much appreciated...",1.8142834860596584,4.113289188340811,3.2720218366153264,88.87283681029442,80.88340807174887,5.1338662507311374,24.49385845193995,6.280692351149826,0.7800143887697408,871,33,170,7,23,285,126,223,0.08800000000000001,0.72,0.193,0.9790000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,0,2,11,21,4,1,2,2,20,1,0,0,1,34,33,18,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,10,0,2,4,1,33,11,29,20,3,32,0,0,0,1,26,14,0,5,14,124,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149577624462746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794773227421738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852731396946894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556490655664201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484922339537552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947925953188215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203215234349558,0.0,0.1275709467258916,0.0,0.0,0.09513278111468852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818575682973381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998874592236794,0.07915705542988888,0.0,0.0,0.1525107001876016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999587465262033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588120942748308,0.10679902955198424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113894950638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993217801445364,0.0,0.0,0.299564120406643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465338701584446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447934692663889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221572401962695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829203120648065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088404003261873,0.0,0.0,0.10194766632862087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576868695651095,0.12589164444159825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956894701918207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839871034167635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911572201060737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990940297860047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231727961890603,0.31495608528548424,0.0,0.09275286413354666
autism,agc123456,2020/01/13,"need advice My little brother (and sister, they’re twins) M12 has autism and pica. he is completely nonverbal and knows limited sign language (“more” and “my way”). he is not potty trained and will hardly do anything for himself; however, he can write when prompted and do certain other things like take off his shoes and such. i know he can do so much more than he has been doing but we have let him have his way for so long, he doesn’t want to do things for himself. how could i go about getting him to be more communicative and independent? thank you",3.109905660377361,5.426579801886796,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,76.45283018867924,6.504150943396226,24.75094339622641,7.554174236665415,1.2366596226415094,433,15,84,6,10,136,74,106,0.013999999999999999,0.9109999999999999,0.075,0.6757,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,19,1,1,2,1,22,27,13,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,12,3,8,22,4,7,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,0,3,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429034567609637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045550712544701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606249174597348,0.0,0.0,0.19846596597240607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986955970215272,0.0,0.14127022839725176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226733148594978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732193377456574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541835689325244,0.0,0.12144061087463695,0.24913626698427035,0.0,0.21998000558774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273035651957167,0.18431433539058945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689657473980067,0.0,0.0,0.2288533734407169,0.0,0.0,0.3302827970678946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661527739523705,0.3946126510216781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,computerhazard,2020/01/13,"what are my job options as a nonspeaking autistic person? i cannot verbally communicate in 99.9% of situations, in the ones i can i am not the most well spoken and very hard to understand. i also cannot make eye contact. a lot of jobs seem to want a cheery talkative sociable person no matter the position :/.

i turn 18 soon and so i would like to have my first job, what are my options as someone who doesnt verbally speak? i live in washington if it helps.",2.206764346764345,4.469316758241757,4.302783882783881,82.22277167277169,79.21978021978022,8.44004884004884,26.5946275946276,9.150863307647796,2.52854481074481,359,15,71,10,9,123,62,91,0.065,0.773,0.162,0.8278,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,0,14,14,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,3,10,2,10,13,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,6,3,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126173392211318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152583526839055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064137029579602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516367366490176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003280984924575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851741045753452,0.0,0.17806318599175647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143806595632166,0.0,0.0,0.1346048621261645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664520915425188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35215103043660984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835772068527634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266662841346962,0.0,0.0,0.1708598293960939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934042550976476,0.0,0.20992775798203245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638474339616582,0.11894009226783735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131015512969068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324841904128782,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,celestial_catbird,2020/01/13,"Did anyone else gag themselves on purpose as babies, or have a child who does/did? When I was a baby, I think maybe a bit under two, I used to stick my fingers down my throat and gag myself, frequently throwing up. My mom, of course, hated it because I was always doing it and throwing up. Apparently I seemed to find it really funny, especially when she'd react and try to get me to stop. Thankfully I grew out of it, but I'm curious about why I was doing it in the first place. I thought it was just one of my weird quirks, and I had quite a few bizarre ones as a baby, but recently I found it mentioned briefly in regards to autism, and I became curious. So my question is, did any of you used to do this, or do you have a child who did/does this?",7.133818681318682,4.619472070512824,7.927069597069599,77.9226923076923,65.47435897435898,10.965567765567766,34.46520146520146,9.23628265651192,2.7820047619047616,577,19,126,8,7,196,93,156,0.086,0.847,0.067,-0.1977,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,1,0,7,0,15,2,2,3,0,21,25,14,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,9,1,21,1,21,15,2,18,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,6,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611099023509739,0.0,0.0,0.1316703250033715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538575022751134,0.19838971319401835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180308243424335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138624094914912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174722709482958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769679752258368,0.16469568165952994,0.0,0.21229769877274815,0.0,0.0,0.1011600608760458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116269250176648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945203952527345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267689956337251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624080020593357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229489417779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690214747310166,0.2059419650159668,0.0,0.0,0.1240398945577896,0.0,0.1911794195482683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626716798935835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618775536644787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782621057778762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406584301238598,0.0,0.15371508708781328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314573525668529,0.0,0.1891416016763085,0.0,0.0,0.3344563250625532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747147015944017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,arlomilano,2020/01/13,"Late diagnosed people, were any of you mistakenly diagnosed with tourette's due to certain stims before doctors realized that was an autistic trait? Before I was diagnosed and even knew it was a stim, I did hard blinks a lot and my mom got me tested for tourette's.

Then, when I was diagnosed, my doctor looked into it and saw that there was more correlation with an autistic stim than tourette's. Especially since I could stop this stim and I didn't have any other tics.

Now, it's possible for an autistic person to have tourette's but I'm just curious about if anyone was diagnosed with tourette's before doctors realized it was autism.",7.4336785714285725,7.805629391666668,7.124047619047619,74.52000000000002,63.41666666666666,10.857142857142858,36.30952380952381,10.608840637214634,3.9052023809523817,517,23,92,12,7,163,70,120,0.042,0.917,0.040999999999999995,0.2425,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,13,8,0,0,1,18,18,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,3,9,1,11,4,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,6,60,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841906153957198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469401951266547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457163470796697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108127796284152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6872800379043035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158471904639283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944855123732774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831370058439677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131639149854136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527680585771884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372494687597415,0.0,0.0,0.11513557217404427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586109886847154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388833957159616,0.1182500226972004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267409770175028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202698330201956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322340940318375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LivingFaithlessness,2020/01/13,"Does anyone else fucking hate the special ed managers? Legítimately one of the cruellest people I've ever met, and they're on the bankroll of the local government. Jesus fuck, they're worse than my parents. Don't normally post on this sub, but I am *tilted*",4.783750000000001,6.967949875000006,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.08333333333334,7.300000000000002,30.75,8.07648339933343,2.456400000000001,206,9,34,3,4,66,40,48,0.188,0.772,0.04,-0.7403,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917114433274576,0.2809274845678472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399347786255739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904031117347695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480094531892739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069457855288474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069374456536743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686359613417464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857899251986678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444192172221424,0.0,0.0,0.1900803153517176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625864750149128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941052988998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tubkb,2020/01/13,"Hello all, after watching the struggle of my autistic sister claim PIP (we are in the UK) I’m writing a simple step by step guide through the process specifically for autistic people PIP is the disability allowance in the UK so if you’re from USA still feel free to answer just imagine it was your version? 
Have you had any issues as an autistic person trying to claim PIP? 
Are there any things I should consider including or doing to it that for you personally would make it easier or more engaging? For instance I’m going to offer a video game of sorts that would be what it’s like going for a PIP interview as that was a really difficult step for my sister. 

Just thought I’d ask more people that just my sister what they would find the best and worst ways to do this?",6.204385577630613,6.461332072847687,6.582472406181015,77.75257542310523,66.01986754966886,9.360117733627668,30.68506254598969,9.150863307647796,2.525078881530538,617,21,115,10,9,200,95,151,0.057999999999999996,0.838,0.10400000000000001,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,1,1,6,7,0,1,11,0,14,0,0,2,1,22,22,7,0,5,6,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,0,5,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,4,2,9,5,20,13,6,10,0,0,1,0,16,2,0,4,3,81,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29130002358162965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002297552164654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476910856127905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829604209574407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575699898652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344730624892846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235486844669479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463772134465464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429670754578392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969714333435205,0.3740281156693847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720944415084327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104473850871746,0.0,0.0,0.22390785030057464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229193609788315,0.0,0.0,0.17003530785082255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541442766896154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000642667759158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564428181300689,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kuuyuu,2020/01/13,"*Long post* I am not asking for a diagnosis, just sharing my experience. I am considering my next steps.  Hi there everyone,

Thank you all for taking the time to read this. I am 34 \[m\] and though I am by no means a high achiever I know I can do a lot of things well. Growing up I have always felt out of place. Going into adulthood I have learned to deal with myself better (much has to do with just accepting), but the feelings never really went away.

I have serious issues focusing on things that do not interest me and this applies to activities, items, games and yes even people, women, men, relationships etc. I have not managed to keep a relationship for more than a year and often have a hard time reconnecting with friends when I have not spoken with them in a while. I have been told I sometimes appear aloof, a loner or just stuck up - the variety of opinions does amaze me. Once or twice (thrice lol?), I have even fallen asleep in a social setting which I found boring.

I have had mixed bag of performance academically, though I know for a fact that I am exceedingly capable when I focus, sometimes too capable, especially synthesizing abstract information and sorting through extreme complexity. People I have met throughout my life who have realized what my real capacity is, often wonder why in the world I trip myself up all the time, or fail to do some basic arbitrary thing I should have done.

My technique for dealing with my environment is basically using hard logic and reason to work around all issues... yes even emotional. You can imagine how well that has worked out in relationships. I have dated many women, some of which honestly cared, but found me too distant or non-attached along the way - I do not blame them tbh, I do have a hard time connecting. I sometimes wonder if I am just a mess and this is a nice snowflake way of disguising it. I am not really, but go through the same thing enough times and you start questioning your perceived reality. I am generally considered good looking so I guess this helps, but to be honest personal contact sometimes terrifies me and I have issues connecting with people - not that I do not connect, but I always feel like I am holding back (I understand this does not necessarily equate autism, but just saying).

On the plus side, I am extremely observant and I will notice the slightest details, or changes. This makes me very sensitive to other peoples' mannerisms, faces, behaviors etc. In a way this is empathy through observation, however I do not fully connect emotionally - Powerful emotions tend to send me into a tailspin. Extremely sensitive to the above, yes, but this is a two edged blade. I can use my capacity for reasoning to socialize and often this works sufficiently well, perhaps too well for formal settings i.e. business etc, however I cannot continuously keep it up plus it prevents me from forming close relationships in more relaxed settings.

Oh another thing I do which. I find going back to the same cafe and seeing the same faces behind the till quite overwhelming so I actually try going to many different places, so that I do not have to see the same people continuously. 

Anyway.. feel free to comment below. Sorry about the blah..

Thank you.",5.73758849138747,7.704185817717207,6.48370471323112,71.81124323301157,68.16524701873935,9.783365512019683,32.294870338822626,10.099794991653747,3.627155472269546,2573,113,428,67,45,845,292,587,0.068,0.782,0.151,0.9949,4,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,5,2,9,32,25,0,1,31,4,53,4,3,6,5,110,90,37,0,2,29,0,7,2,1,2,1,1,0,4,28,27,0,4,24,3,1,11,14,5,4,2,10,11,67,21,66,77,19,62,0,2,3,0,34,25,0,19,20,335,95,9,0.0,0.0,0.062812070323071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711557393952724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749351278207852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729951339543424,0.06017365461053166,0.0,0.06047410984699075,0.09898718126436123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056926622536913836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562557223567406,0.0,0.0680908443041794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271733358012033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724891946022499,0.0,0.0,0.11265449042130593,0.06586891140391529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172097411901812,0.0,0.06650743153774434,0.2153557905120325,0.12753969055581774,0.0,0.0,0.061504607676385874,0.0,0.06296243843056032,0.0,0.0,0.0976363671679856,0.045983185187966534,0.0618015909270602,0.0,0.058829488313934676,0.0,0.0,0.14114830633156505,0.049729122163566335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632304880211638,0.05398726664481526,0.0,0.0,0.07090656285957646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297826311372966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314326865497984,0.06800636368256947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015445903114205,0.0,0.1144231701102612,0.0,0.0,0.07074789738822543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045463710104321146,0.03144604605154375,0.0,0.0,0.05696201078296648,0.054051348819706434,0.0,0.0,0.05472179274722079,0.0,0.0,0.04296490004683578,0.13051433201370824,0.0,0.07011359895436542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731652092940476,0.0,0.04964313727777064,0.0,0.06845412295280526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328128005138178,0.0,0.06854784126520394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231168943882578,0.056202033065929545,0.13449783892044995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164497223742404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210481067974163,0.0684613157199458,0.06438356106730722,0.07326276190608905,0.08246919837373833,0.13235822967160005,0.0,0.2764205955059068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051186540122938634,0.0,0.0,0.10258296439874236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312263532753123,0.0,0.0,0.2546390437742327,0.07205262699091915,0.045558687076066494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483953288262898,0.0,0.0,0.11851939262224065,0.0,0.0,0.2138100255719078,0.0,0.12647881674681566,0.0,0.18766207706293286,0.0,0.0,0.061504607676385874,0.0,0.04370038577173811,0.0,0.06287636862712295,0.06700742451859132,0.0,0.11118336208390084,0.0,0.053108808674639414,0.0,0.15327254417419636,0.0,0.0,0.2314915693111278,0.05966805911649205,0.05808043225111063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396046721103837,0.14057795539332651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144968555580205
autism,succymyzuccy,2020/01/13,"How to get diagnosed? hi folks. to get straight to the point, i truly believe im on the autism spectrum but my parents don’t think so. i tried going to therapy with my mom to get diagnosed but it’s too expensive and they took our money without our permission. i cant afford therapy but i truly believe im on the spectrum. ive done research on it and im positive. any advice please? i hope im not upsetting anyone since im not diagnosed. thanks in advance",0.015547112462005687,2.3737097340425564,2.971124620060792,85.72000000000003,95.27659574468085,6.515501519756839,25.863221884498486,7.7094869923839395,2.148798784194529,361,18,70,9,14,127,57,94,0.032,0.737,0.23199999999999998,0.9614,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,12,12,7,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,11,2,11,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,0,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144898970604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451745377780782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690233647357166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800512543550743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784372534584852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718579067836605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479994681487653,0.0,0.0706335214128805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344216000378733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712408072228181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556004252455906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380027913773231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642662627153773,0.1174886520849474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280909657371946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442410645702104,0.2842594127316233,0.0,0.0,0.07963623657749459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380842144677818,0.08438074956553411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980544283197912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ginaaa22,2020/01/13,"What to do after being diagnosed? After an autism diagnosis in adulthood (24 F) what does one do? I dont know, it feels painful. I feel as though I wish I would have been diagnosed as a kid. I think it would have made things a lot easier for me and for my family. It hurts. I am annoying to almost everyone. My life so far has been cringe after cringe. Theres been so many mistakes and misunderstandings. I feel as though I will never fit in anywhere. I thought accepting that I have this would make me feel like I'm not just weird or broken or unnecessary. But it hasn't changed how I feel at all. So what now?",1.4195533498759332,3.668344677419357,3.165483870967744,89.3566873449132,82.06451612903227,7.041191066997517,20.828784119106697,8.139509932561175,1.0020888337468985,476,14,104,10,13,158,79,124,0.13699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,3,0,17,4,0,3,2,28,29,14,0,5,5,0,5,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,5,15,2,13,19,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674599900753138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769106538076846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33947655230062057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634698510840385,0.0,0.19599617851289944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979858184173965,0.0,0.0,0.15765266896295602,0.0,0.4227908986298001,0.11947150074130715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902670316446515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919070464639672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181218232975386,0.08170174159969551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421757687302643,0.0,0.15824018908675586,0.11162952428834833,0.1695483147827639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898062819784986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332161003124715,0.0,0.1779480187572282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110237154818853,0.10715634408792482,0.3286117302870349,0.1327645576215738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231003825418425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35639320794331075,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Chaossicc08,2020/01/13,"Brain starts hurting after not making eye contact for awhile. I don't know if it's just me but after awhile if I don't make eye contact, something builds up telling me I have to make eye contact for at least 3 seconds with another person. And if I don't my brain starts hurting, so i force myself to look into someone's eyes. I have aspergers syndrome, and I think I might have sensory motor OCD. Any solutions? Is anyone else like this?",3.570147783251233,5.270429758620693,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,73.25287356321839,6.810509031198686,28.52052545155993,7.447530270364453,1.6991490968801322,347,14,66,4,7,112,57,87,0.07200000000000001,0.862,0.066,-0.1179,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,6,3,0,16,16,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,12,1,10,15,1,7,0,2,5,0,5,3,0,4,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600614848378145,0.20971634382342327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984392039405671,0.20492256542717266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465299575277167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707346461350364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282060382135125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099141959121218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770938766997836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679487521977553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005025688759421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121672869729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746313742490454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945846658124902,0.15396896756054484,0.0,0.0,0.28312058119828903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480790304420793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281512555397431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mastermishmish,2020/01/13,I have trouble understanding sarcasm. I just don't get it. Is there a way to work on getting it? Because I'm afraid my friends will get tired of me not understanding when they're being sarcastic.,1.829736842105265,4.599201447368422,3.2108421052631577,85.57889473684213,87.15789473684212,6.197894736842105,28.65263157894737,7.554174236665415,2.072298947368421,157,8,30,3,5,51,33,38,0.24,0.682,0.078,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904854593104047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414219720166284,0.0,0.4897751269770923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591508324339857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506072845535044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803279755492716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274898204281821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mozartlennon,2020/01/13,"Please give me some advice. Have any of you (with autism) ever experienced something like this? TL;DR: My parents have been in denial about me having Asperger’s Syndrome forever, but now I’m finally getting a diagnosis. I’m having trouble sleeping because I’m anxious about how they’ll react. Do any of you have any tips about how to deal with them? 

I’m 17 and still in high school and living with my parents, and I’m starting my process of diagnosis (high functioning autism), but my parents don’t know yet. 
 
You may ask “Oh, but how don’t they know?”. Well, I have been going to my therapist and psychiatrist before they suspected I had autism for other issues, so the only people that know that I’m probably autistic are me, my therapist and my psychiatrist. 
 
I’m going to another monthly appointment with my psychiatrist on this Friday, and she has told me that she’s going to ask my parents to come with me, and she’s going to talk to them and say that she suspects I’m autistic, and that I must start the process of diagnosis (going to doctors, taking tests, etc). 
 
But I’m so afraid of this. Years back, when I was 15, I told my parents that I thought I was autistic, and they totally FREAKED OUT! 

They said I was wrong and that it was probably only anxiety, but I knew and I still know it isn’t! They took me to my therapist on 2017, and since then she’s been helping me a lot. I had an appointment with her on November of 2019, and finally told her I thought I had autism, and she agreed and told me she and my psychiatrist already suspected of it. She also told me my parents suspected of it too - since I was really young- but were in denial about having an autistic child. 
 
So, it seems that I was right all along and that my parents had a really hard time accepting it. I’m so afraid about how they’re going to react and I’ve been having trouble sleeping because of it. 
 
I know that my parents would never say bad things or hurt me because of the diagnosis, but I’m afraid they’ll be sad or upset and that everything will change in my relationship with them - It’s really good and they’re my friends - forever. 
 
Have any of you ever gone through something like this? Please help me, I’m really stressed out.",5.253650246305419,5.908749694252876,6.12088259441708,78.84969827586207,68.14942528735632,9.524630541871922,31.627668308702802,9.606745405546679,2.862732348111659,1747,70,339,36,28,577,162,435,0.11,0.807,0.083,-0.9232,8,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,10,0,24,18,0,5,8,0,37,3,2,6,6,71,80,41,0,2,9,8,1,2,1,6,1,3,0,1,25,32,0,0,14,0,0,9,4,12,1,0,26,5,68,6,45,47,5,39,0,2,0,0,50,12,0,6,20,237,93,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383953909192014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209307535052789,0.05224422943021618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770605774349826,0.06850400720980038,0.049977129638127664,0.07380409552600864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214911624438207,0.0,0.0,0.05023459514476609,0.05454766667355072,0.11947334651280828,0.0,0.0555908607730644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911028181620232,0.05627585090135909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735217061373745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668678338852831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728600128506267,0.0,0.1181891156896047,0.0,0.0,0.05871422520618121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313123801172434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047365298987008,0.0,0.034132131934272364,0.06267031143852812,0.2227706362490976,0.05479554924656193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852268213164787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757839576487003,0.1380490727476276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993691811105811,0.0,0.0,0.06818735361213298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951778893215728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383369531794958,0.0,0.05768742351810303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055541072473030216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214563502797904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038638076186351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993725363210593,0.0,0.0,0.5803282261137378,0.0,0.0,0.0452914679108536,0.0,0.0,0.14342503732836284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087318011497926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674078093467118,0.0,0.0,0.07013977227935153,0.0,0.05579130503017145,0.062143614415610386,0.1039057820252496,0.0,0.06611726054417796,0.0,0.0594738099343906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808299608928512,0.0,0.1307539907664319,0.0,0.0,0.10058816658308567,0.0,0.0,0.09248155857599996,0.0,0.10434494925344233,0.0,0.07483508232419332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911989046326713,0.05250963062520552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275588514331452,0.043402226168304386,0.0,0.0,0.10372915135348212,0.038094340478715766,0.0,0.0,0.3121271892680209,0.07258382822969166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058739349455331234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464084261522538,0.07142789702587786,0.0,0.04207025891994443
autism,venusnena,2020/01/13,"Fear of maybe having autism. I wasn't diagnosed but I am strongly thinking about it. My background: My childhood was not that great I grew up with a mentally ill mother who wasn't really nuturing and provided me with any support and love. I speculate that she has aspergers too on top of her mental disorder. I always struggle socially and I always felt like an outcast. I was very self aware as a kid. And I was found annoying by friends when I did open up. I was really quiet during my middle school and hardly ever talked and I think this hindered my social skills even more because I never got to practice. Same for high school. I had only 1 friend for about 6 years.

I never thought I had aspergers when I was younger. I thought I was just socially awkward with a mix of social anxiety and depression. (Which is what I was diagnosed with). I noticed even at 21 I am still struggling , I noticed a lot of my ""symptoms"" are similar to aspergers.

* I struggle with social situations with more than one person. I never know what to say and feel too scared to talk. It's always awkward and I can tell the other person is uncomfortable.
* I mimic other peoples personalities a lot and in conversations I usually just play off the other persons personality instead of showing off my own personality (I dont think I really have one)
   * I think I learned normal social skills by watching my interviews of my favorite celebrities and copying how they interacted with people. I have trouble with/dont know how to act in social situations that I havent observed yet.

I have other symptoms but i think they may be a result of insecurity and other mental illness. In my community people with aspergers are called slow or ""Short bus"" (term coined b/c usually the kids in special education would come to school on one of the smaller school buses). I know we live n a pc culture but if people sense that you are different then a lot of the times you are targeted. People aren't so forgiving and they see you as the weird one. Even the word autist is an insult.

I know people say you can definitely live a normal life as someone with autism but can you? When I think about me being on the spectrum I feel like people see me as less than and I feel less than. When I make a mistake in social interaction I feel like people see it and I don't want to be around them anymore because I dont want them to see any more of my flaws ore look down on me. I can act more neurotypically now but I cry looking back at my cringe experiences and how many people saw me and thought I wasn't right in the head. I  guess I am more focused on other peoples perception  of me.

 I remember seeing other people as normal because they had normal not mentally ill parents and I would wish to be normal so bad. I was so embarassed of my mother and I felt bad for her because she would never be normal. Again I know I havent been diagnosed but it scares me that I might have it. Did anyone else feel this way?",2.6016614861298493,5.064664214532876,4.297459973022111,81.70078323851975,79.0,7.032830919007683,25.713565186792565,8.118234210410813,1.8785814556331013,2348,92,434,45,59,787,245,578,0.159,0.752,0.08900000000000001,-0.9912,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,5,6,4,28,29,2,9,21,0,53,11,1,5,5,101,92,43,0,14,12,3,8,3,2,5,9,3,0,9,23,32,0,0,26,2,1,4,15,17,0,4,25,20,91,12,65,57,13,52,0,1,9,1,53,25,0,8,25,327,114,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930742746362402,0.0,0.0,0.0650042714950748,0.0,0.03656292807114799,0.0,0.047399646579430736,0.033419269163830916,0.048971470139394666,0.0,0.04254754801566748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03675128808438175,0.07981340374988015,0.11654118344655975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048803883821143236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117102969993873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052500396500947684,0.0,0.0,0.04116563274089954,0.14553229462128664,0.0,0.049935443779242826,0.05477703681622568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804561848340316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039926462790224736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947041394641132,0.04323317652535658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046752532675456086,0.0,0.0537824920108206,0.12083255668293988,0.06828929824225112,0.09178109905635808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052404584132567336,0.07385236235531202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038225906267252655,0.052693988897654816,0.052651413757628315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281479614382799,0.0,0.04905130309192465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050497881267969565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133399320337394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03375891476223472,0.07005044589371118,0.0,0.08440745324810023,0.0,0.08027127013617189,0.0,0.0,0.12190041240042905,0.04313671655766858,0.0,0.03190343232263405,0.04845647440112903,0.04801634910529097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192663862166285,0.05070278100848487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474493336372817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809728207146148,0.0,0.10882950297041044,0.0,0.0,0.12954810438804976,0.03635013579273811,0.0,0.0,0.053070522813863916,0.0,0.0,0.364484228085336,0.25039570761604163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185581088808598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054142245989016916,0.04081653923672714,0.0,0.07601676330501468,0.0957019619019266,0.19348375219163128,0.1904315300735514,0.0,0.049860450366766285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744682385895148,0.0,0.3897666305380659,0.04049641980009513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816902753085092,0.0,0.0,0.1498966582136762,0.0,0.0,0.054237027370078864,0.0,0.09935429525065496,0.0,0.07683137713164061,0.04177480399103228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837500532235178,0.0,0.11383131226063382,0.02786956035543316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527854582699583,0.03943575526627722,0.056381279608728276,0.0379373258531882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496171670997552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185626663153892,0.0,0.0,0.030778315240637507
autism,windigo_skyward,2020/01/13,"I'm back after taking several months away I took a several month break from reddit due to it's negative impact on my mental health but I'm back , idk for how long again but hopefully it can be a while",0.7128571428571426,3.0763331428571448,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,86.61904761904762,7.1695238095238105,17.923809523809524,8.238735603445708,1.038289523809524,160,4,33,4,5,55,34,42,0.098,0.815,0.08800000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304876011709773,0.3772741428360957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076525608439705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436595780419881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710178548241332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722634648677386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916265215461663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542868773427215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844512185011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725611851773075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheBigBingding,2020/01/13,"I’m pretty sure that I’m autistic, but everybody here has their special interest. I mean, yeah I could say video games but that leaves it open to a wide genre. Which ones do I like? Which ones do I dislike? How do I feel about them? If I were to play one game for the rest of my life, it would be Xenoverse 2... but that doesn’t mean it’s my special interest because I don’t obsess over it. Are you guys the same or no?",-0.8286666666666669,1.2910255777777806,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,93.22222222222223,4.777777777777779,17.5,6.42735559955562,-0.3343333333333329,322,9,79,4,12,105,62,90,0.085,0.633,0.282,0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,1,3,1,11,1,0,1,1,14,16,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,12,7,6,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219296588880102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933653113952224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623771019751828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472067888195255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26435831632534595,0.0,0.0,0.17634519269173926,0.12197330656975408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439149638051088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075367260483565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539982253840078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854297549607866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235305533542368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735426916125682,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,whtdrg0,2020/01/13,"please suggest me what to do with this i'm 28. i was 3 or 4 or 5 when i was sexualy abused. that made me autistic and pretty much isolated from outside world. my parents or family members didn't know what was wrong with me and i didn't come out to them. so they were unable to give me a proper psychological care. most of my teenage years i lived with anger and i fucked up all my relationships and lost everything when i was 23. last 5 years i spent by using different sedative drugs or thinking about suicide. this winter i finaly decided to give up drugs and few days ago i came to conclusion that i need to come out. 

but im not sure if this is something i should tell my family members since this will be very painful for them. i dont want to tell anyone else either cause i trust no one for that. or maybe i do trust some people, its just that i dont think this is something i should talk to them about. i also thought about seeing therapist, but im not sure i dont want to rush this decision because i lived with this pain whole my life",2.847107843137252,4.2466671203703745,3.8967755991285418,89.75519607843138,74.55555555555556,7.304575163398693,24.279956427015254,7.928766900206844,1.0854420479302829,822,25,181,12,17,266,122,216,0.16399999999999998,0.767,0.069,-0.9477,2,0,4,0,1,1,13.0,0,0,4,2,8,11,2,0,1,0,18,6,0,3,3,46,38,17,1,6,12,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,7,0,1,4,8,6,0,1,12,1,32,5,25,22,7,17,0,1,1,1,12,5,1,8,8,119,46,0,0.0,0.1276389750707998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954935572381714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614930758519222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532527966614057,0.11037912486441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566942856156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321108159933633,0.1098349384966208,0.11066538675908504,0.0,0.18559468258194348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694750550690237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255187088277814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787660091212146,0.0,0.2498584252582653,0.0,0.08999215276102951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681815392970608,0.0,0.2031110086039315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959195029716476,0.0,0.2066832641790276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327274666211591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059203986294361674,0.08781194898390646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760908230286157,0.0,0.0,0.19024997197428253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759683431807635,0.0,0.0,0.10193396857315463,0.0,0.0,0.10822633215502896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919179961573196,0.0798782653991868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729986579405019,0.0,0.2292584185640688,0.0,0.11961817457423855,0.0,0.0,0.07468439371373545,0.0,0.0,0.1182519848696683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095971697457128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565856903144275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584453591562027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911295444851221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586713971868688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783594156899688,0.0,0.20306299748952608,0.0,0.0,0.08658694690784992,0.18831643374346016,0.0,0.0,0.1250794438585327,0.0,0.13805432707975548,0.0,0.08552326891373113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304160954572542,0.0,0.08888612374242874,0.12708044672199806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027343854360928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778265156087928,0.0,0.13874541611237892
autism,Tough-Sundae,2020/01/14,"I just finished my neuropsych appt for diagnostic testing and I want to cry I'm 33F and I just got home from doing all these intense brain tests and things. I was a little stressed going in, but now that I'm done I am FREAKING OUT and I want to cry because I feel like I completely f-cked up every single test and that the results will be that I'm the stupidest idiot who ever lived. Like why did it take me SO LONG to make patterns with blocks and why am I SO BAD at math and why was I TERRIBLE at the spatial tests. Also, the neuropsych said at the end of the interview that she couldn't tell just from the interview if I'm on the spectrum or not, whereas with a lot of patients it is super obvious to her. So I feel like I won't get any kind of diagnosis at all and it will just be like, well you're a dumb freak but your brain is normal, sorry! I hate this and I'm terrified it was a huge waste of money and I hate everything!!!!",2.4575544388609707,3.5087546884422096,4.170934673366837,88.78842881072029,74.97989949748744,7.31671691792295,25.32696817420436,7.793537801064563,1.184895209380234,729,24,164,10,15,246,114,199,0.278,0.607,0.115,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,11,16,4,1,12,0,16,2,2,2,4,36,33,18,0,5,9,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,9,1,0,7,3,19,7,21,20,4,16,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,3,9,110,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217688690117474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539097694881793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712274258605247,0.08550959104726714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131838476446707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470743838912181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081683093890314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354877347243106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242409288700976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688565998826504,0.11818670509363535,0.0,0.1260690237424493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185327042801946,0.2004232252636226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328725766356857,0.0,0.07972081873908866,0.0,0.11218975183387606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698262297815474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070603318977382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607355037895928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741227231509019,0.1405911734334861,0.12386431294300425,0.12413787639933875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925574696243114,0.0,0.0,0.09363383381681742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374385162061384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343248205510555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702500632792038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606831349160622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546842124365136,0.0,0.1226054618534376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319166287339653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654742133033074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612296960567893,0.0,0.37972579027167497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MariaDolorosa,2020/01/14,"In shock. Just realised that I’m likely autistic. (Adult, female diagnosis) I’m 32 and female. Was always unusual and couldn’t put my finger on why. The stress of being an oddball left me mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted. Wasn’t capable of functioning in the adult world but couldn’t quite verbalise why. I am able to convince people that I’m very capable, so it’s hard to communicate to people how much I struggle. Could go into more detail but am running on adrenaline at the moment. 

I just so happened to click on a video on YouTube of a woman who was diagnosed with autism at 33. Her symptoms describe my experience almost exactly. Saw another similar channel and it fit again. 

It’s like a light went off. I’ve previously been diagnosed as bipolar but that never felt right. This makes so much more sense. I’m actually in shock. 

So, I’m going to see if I can get tested for it. Wow. 

Just reaching out because I feel like I just entered a new dimension.",3.118583214793741,5.728744664864867,4.9825035561877655,76.68291607396871,78.02702702702703,8.219061166429588,29.19630156472261,8.99025400887824,3.0002432432432427,773,36,134,20,19,263,118,185,0.07400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.128,0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,8,0,11,6,1,2,2,25,26,14,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,2,2,0,6,4,5,0,0,7,8,10,5,23,15,4,26,0,0,3,0,5,16,0,2,7,84,19,1,0.15986953256078887,0.0,0.15600960232200906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008624375349725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302425797181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763714417131625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745498319370324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764281304752936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245284206439551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983170628007986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638307940261895,0.0,0.0,0.08083483920472039,0.1142108260048706,0.15349982214894056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352523239138956,0.0,0.1817150790982399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137209966626638,0.0,0.1432116995980877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369871489923625,0.0,0.0,0.2343125348615829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067141543915918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111088710592222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504500251271274,0.0,0.12330123915494025,0.1544029907573225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166680885249287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071303648477686,0.0,0.1700409266081338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652770729462824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739531907279242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313000940561575,0.1671303468294789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616565728139826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319091072545476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820065834816012,0.2885147740420203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dotacchin,2020/01/14,"Adopting a character’s personality? Ok so I‘m not sure if this is something „autistic „ of if people on the spectrum do this too, but does anyone else often times kinda accidentally adopt a characters personality they either strongly relate to or at least relate to the most in media they often consume?

It‘s kind of hard to describe what exactly I mean by this,.. but the thing is, whenever I say, watch a show, a movie or read a manga or something I often notice how afterwards (or while still consuming) I adapt certain speech as well as thought patterns and little behavioral things such as gestures or the way I generally move of the character I like the most in the series
And I was just wondering if anyone else does this too",7.4175,7.925230037037039,7.9482870370370415,68.1335416666667,63.444444444444436,10.601851851851851,35.393518518518526,10.411451182825502,3.886351851851853,585,25,96,13,8,194,88,135,0.047,0.843,0.11,0.8166,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,11,7,0,0,12,1,4,0,0,1,3,29,8,18,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,9,7,14,6,4,11,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,15,5,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428418035916707,0.3558521903901206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30392653341136017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901264593035301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555572963760325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083092096717596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483716654522408,0.17404404360596185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915697896729808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184563660661638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977029528665045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203878229857172,0.3032509226488514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369811403598076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380943417231419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26737023443129393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386780100051333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366412700905544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073217814094096,0.0,0.0,0.13785959351307675,0.10125736545646973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783617751288169,0.0,0.0,0.15613321295841667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883172338885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kernowder,2020/01/14,"To those that were diagnosed at an early age, how did you find out you are autistic? My son was diagnosed autistic when he was 4 and he'll be 6 in around a month. We haven't really talked to him about his autism yet, as I don't think he's really ready to comprehend the complexity of that just yet. But as he has extra support at school and acts a bit differently to other NT kids, I know that it's something he will come to realise in the future. I want to be able to support him in the best way possible. 

So my question is, how did you find out that you were autistic and did you understand what autism was at a young age? Are there particularl good ways to go about it, or things to avoid?",5.297916666666668,4.686564069444452,6.0980555555555584,83.4025,68.02777777777779,9.977777777777778,29.11111111111111,9.516144504307137,2.1490444444444448,542,16,122,10,8,179,88,144,0.015,0.865,0.12,0.9317,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,5,0,1,11,5,0,1,7,0,17,2,0,2,0,22,26,11,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,0,14,4,23,14,3,23,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,2,9,86,24,1,0.17752091358707106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580312497117622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629724663961256,0.0,0.1938068601235632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291854827934026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603599810100047,0.0,0.18547157129805256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32450179791214084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088922616259148,0.1488961198941371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756085153448844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169549957689384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001281570620234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988640507871669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274488858533233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966064193937262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666427216646873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028972580412117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268458596859512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179370069300616,0.1137482334462707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848055316554109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047064342419292,0.2818156765740769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,luciaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,2020/01/14,"Sometimes I feel better communicating in poetry rather than in prose Nunca me has visto,

Has visto un pajaro sin alas

Sin capacidad de volar a la libertad.

Tu no me has oido,

Solo has oido las voces de otras personas

Que trato de imitar para encontrar mi lugar en este mundo.

Pero ahora me ves.

Ves mas alla que la mascara que pongo.

Una mujer diferente,

Que antes odiabas,

Que antes querias que se quedara sin alas, 

Sin mi voz. 

Pero aqui estoy. 

TRANSLATION

You have never seen me

You have seen a bird without wings

Not able to fly towards freedom.

You have never heard me

You have only heard other people's voices

That I try to imitate to find my place in the world

But now you see me, 

You see more than the mask that I put on, 

A different woman,

Whom you hated

Who you once wished was without wings. 

Without my voice,

But I am here now",0.7474390243902427,3.280049402439026,2.8696195121951225,86.17294146341465,94.60975609756098,5.063024390243903,18.145365853658536,6.742157984588678,0.5315880975609759,658,19,119,10,25,221,106,164,0.14,0.82,0.04,-0.9509,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,8,0,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,2,12,19,2,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,9,20,1,13,14,1,12,5,0,4,0,13,7,0,0,4,64,25,0,0.1988937825969567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759053877752061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078016704301001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056667257052418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817853140289368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963664332074994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067982931030725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181538727490906,0.0,0.15126768416208286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788790579000654,0.0,0.2078016704301001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994318634131025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698518772986745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671103668924253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503582265255593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871803427901846,0.5751795266468485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lewis_s55,2020/01/14,"? I read that if you are Autistic you are 28 x more likely to have suicidle thoughts or commit suicide. Even if I don't feel that bad I still get suicidle thoughts is this normal, do most people not  get suicidle thoughts at all
(15, male, high functioning)",4.01561224489796,5.9032966326530625,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,72.46938775510203,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.532383673469389,201,9,39,4,4,63,37,49,0.08900000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.1,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,12,12,3,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,2,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489660572780254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790361445718514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619182033416935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28144927496938954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28458383078616645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159115947145145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639065232639707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867338792425312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694236164973128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510383800997365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946259772519009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415031698982413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,totalynotatrap,2020/01/14,Am I the only one who when they get a crush it becomes their special intrest? Like they completely obsess over them,3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.0,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.8237454545454548,93,4,16,1,2,29,21,22,0.155,0.638,0.207,0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615317032518998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330893526258168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656387584971282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483979554397201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445318996603124,0.38669130348888814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,joycee97,2020/01/14,"How to survive college? I got diagnosed with ASD yesterday and my life started to make a whole lot more sense. I’m currently in college and I really want to finish my teaching degree, but college has been hell for me. I can’t deal with the ever changing class schedule and unclear assignments that seem to change sometimes before the deadline arrives. Don’t even get me started on my fellow students. I have a hard time connecting with them because all they seem to talk about is partying, which sounds just like a one way ticket to system overload to me, and celebrities. I also have a very hard time to work in project groups with them because they can never decide on who has to do what, communicate almost everything through WhatsApp, procrastinate a lot and get angry at me for not carrying out a request for the next day that they send via whatsapp at 11pm.

I know this is just how college life works and people can’t be changed. But are there any tips you have for me to make navigating through college a bit more bearable?",8.29523076923077,7.61849844615385,7.6878205128205135,74.67634615384618,61.97435897435898,10.261538461538462,39.5,9.3871,3.7218615384615386,827,39,146,12,10,259,121,195,0.10300000000000001,0.857,0.040999999999999995,-0.9219,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,5,3,9,2,1,0,10,0,15,3,0,4,3,32,27,11,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,3,20,1,28,24,7,22,1,0,0,0,13,7,1,6,13,104,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348239980263575,0.0,0.0,0.11458749417138694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744086609173956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746942714564456,0.0,0.12192767515739662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643356540233966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547396392576609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240901280496086,0.14772380685489162,0.0,0.14543447177714386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464048192130746,0.12961234908530564,0.0,0.0,0.12877816386549298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497243049320734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460063556300205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567161032248144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874742844240941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241733763594896,0.07000335989215653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436369485275647,0.0,0.0,0.19129192622686025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105126666587994,0.0,0.1523885895642485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709576926087916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933797228611972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179406791416052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26088832866451017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417156595355739,0.0,0.20284020206371572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516959975923068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710496317677662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182277428774532,0.08451507247260315,0.11373547624848887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599761196508721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086309820567399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,OhNoMyBaguette,2020/01/14,"I cannot move sometimes Does anyone else like,,, experience suddenly not being able to move or it costs a lot of energy like you feel like you suddenly gained 200 kg of weight? 

Because I know problems with movements are common in people with autism but most of the time you hear about flapping limbs and stuff and I never heard anyone else experience the problem I have.

Sometimes I sit like a statue not able to move ( except for ticcing because of tourettes) and it can last up to 45 minutes before I can move freely again.",6.754242424242424,7.291457505050503,6.459141414141418,78.14204545454548,64.85858585858585,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.544406060606061,419,15,75,6,6,131,64,99,0.053,0.809,0.138,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,10,5,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,1,4,9,4,14,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,11,47,12,0,0.2645525743710805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498131115399616,0.2710653758200129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126879384839152,0.0,0.11255737778599237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575587031023547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209997292421455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587831813939207,0.0,0.0,0.06688286525873732,0.09449820599540186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908498920583052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269558811340933,0.1078228287370865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584940495420329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245656912035314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623550383109083,0.0,0.0,0.10201962725192933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170372239665328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531410850675382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616492606448094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514247020030048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713136679561204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107688235274284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MehBerd,2020/01/14,"Randomly shouting out the words you're reading Any other Autistics here do this? Like sometimes I'll be reading and a strong emotion will come over me and I just have to blurt out whatever words I'm reading at that moment, the words usually aren't even literally relevant to the feelings at all.",8.173154761904764,7.918521910714286,7.915000000000003,71.56333333333335,62.03571428571429,11.038095238095238,41.88095238095238,10.504223727775694,4.590530952380954,241,13,41,5,3,77,44,56,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.7331,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,27,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779949140623868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546930300898174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944268007860593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287946138067067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234564466643048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787491047494942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7854445764703231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588715356509678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882740670127959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sebastian-Deltovo,2020/01/14,"If my brother has an extreme case of autism, what are the odds of me having an autistic kid? So my brother has a very extreme case of autism and will unfortunately never be able to care for himself. I do my best to be a good brother for him and do things with him whenever I can. I don't have any kind of autism at all or any form of adhd, but since my brother does, does that mean that there are genes in me that could be past onto my kid in the future?",5.361958762886598,4.011269731958766,6.087340206185568,85.97286597938147,68.17525773195877,8.584742268041238,29.70927835051546,6.742157984588678,1.3404325773195869,352,10,82,2,5,116,60,97,0.018000000000000002,0.909,0.073,0.6497,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,0,2,10,17,6,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13,4,14,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,64,18,0,0.24676152417032715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965593990211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33561259649808833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589609956405398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515898196851328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701899788203797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318853453960402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697185895285392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569641547369871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687956404411431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031769980558289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355617964690365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412368275692544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393739192804588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360410039794455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,moonsal71,2020/01/14,"Really good informative article on ABA in response to the New York Times feature I really wished they stopped trying to convert us, but as more survivors speak out, it’ll hopefully be a thing of the past one day: https://theaspergian.com/2020/01/11/an-open-letter-to-the-nyt-acknowledge-the-controversy-surrounding-aba/",15.516219512195127,21.037479097560986,9.417256097560976,45.801981707317076,50.70731707317073,9.953658536585364,32.201219512195124,10.125756701596842,4.1248975609756116,277,9,30,6,4,73,38,41,0.037000000000000005,0.8290000000000001,0.134,0.6205,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,7,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659392988012656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556818807470815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027708197221201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944124010275771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656468751612386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910003488304369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905713523640037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485645274656343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025194193307322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775225822795904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696355859246027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666800408629037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35054622809573405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Freezeonaut,2020/01/14,"I think I may be Autistic I’ve been thinking over the past while about myself. I think I may be Autistic.

I am a very unsociable person when I’m not near people I absolutely trust (good friends, family), I get uncomfortable in large crowds, I struggle to control my emotions particularly when I am being scolded by family which results in me crying or going into uncontrollable anger and I occasionally have emotional meltdowns which result in me crying too.

Are these symptoms of Autism or something else? Please let me know.

Thanks in advance",5.997448453608249,8.430497030927839,6.534626288659798,69.80853737113404,68.38144329896907,8.561340206185568,32.74355670103093,9.188382445141503,3.3632278350515463,440,20,67,9,8,143,71,97,0.16699999999999998,0.703,0.13,-0.5888,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,2,2,0,11,1,0,3,0,14,19,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,15,4,11,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048029438315941,0.0,0.0,0.4011580230300637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525399991904903,0.4108038883746768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34428060822476697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410773520444845,0.0,0.09540167013246584,0.0,0.1037765567235485,0.15315735108531922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035292794247426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867222546377173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743136528155499,0.12659278622756592,0.15944045781421215,0.0,0.2004414509806501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405754423144216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908945807254556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979272214438672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168114792194305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510107208499121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066523944282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,I-wanna-kill-myself,2020/01/14,"Uncomfortable experience Just a little prologue- I have a problem with people touching me unless it's like a hug or something. I didn't tell anyone about my problem because I thought they'd say I was faking it. So the other day, I had shaved and then went down to dinner. And, of course, my sister touched my arm to see how well I shaved. I said in a very small voice, ""can you please not touch me? "" And my mom BLEW UP. She said ""SHE'S YOUR SISTER! SHE CAN TOUCH YOU WHENEVER SHE LIKES!"" when I said that I don't like it when people touch me, she sad ""WE'RE NOT JUST 'PEOPLE', WE'RE FAMILY! GET THAT OUT OF YOUR HEAD"" when she said to get that out of my head she was talking - or yelling - about me not liking physical interaction. I'm not sure if this qualifies as autism but I don't know where else to put it.",0.753014354066984,3.064338757575758,2.1713875598086148,94.96234449760769,85.66666666666667,5.170653907496012,18.38118022328549,6.5966054737557815,-0.09912121212121283,625,16,139,7,19,201,96,165,0.086,0.858,0.057,-0.5303,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,4,1,0,11,11,0,0,5,0,10,5,3,1,1,23,21,15,0,3,11,3,5,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,9,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,10,13,31,7,17,10,0,15,0,1,1,1,23,8,0,3,9,92,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151810866241792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850463236325917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363358783512084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212850875994258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420207207142326,0.13686935868925726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170840409797245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29800744551939706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979096447458643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837240891665032,0.14551549090407642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004123034607085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019631030919052,0.0,0.0,0.15937169968373605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778486542288038,0.0,0.14595301075365907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524242427063609,0.11545850987243972,0.0,0.0,0.11569522162788795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177202652362128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683700568936918,0.0,0.0,0.11669579089381557,0.12689981549634474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526224058152496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197944595580596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054052675030156,0.13458978036070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kelvedona,2020/01/14,New sub r/Autistic _Women For grown women on the spectrum who would like their own little sub. Especially for women who were diagnosed in adulthood.,4.641794871794873,7.923052923076928,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,77.46153846153845,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,2.418682051282051,120,5,17,2,3,38,21,26,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268938339036119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253614828926063,0.5202926045531767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013673909045042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687665268541041,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RinaRiRina,2020/01/14,"Should I mention that I’m an autist when I introduce myself to other people? I’m terrible in communication with people and I have no friends, I’ve been to this university for almost 2 years and I wasn’t able to made any friends at all. I literally don’t talk to anyone anymore outside of labs. Last year I tried being friendly and even start conversations first, but I was always excluded and I think I weirded out people to the point where they clearly avoided me. As well as I was told that I have tired bitching face, but I don’t know what to do with it.

So I wanted to ask if anyone has any advice. Should I straight up tell people that I’m an autist so they won’t be weirded out by me for no reason?",2.737045977011494,4.377882193103448,4.340431034482759,85.4655890804598,75.34482758620689,6.764367816091952,25.186781609195403,7.492282038375204,1.1855402298850568,558,19,115,7,12,187,88,145,0.13699999999999998,0.767,0.096,-0.782,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,1,1,3,0,15,2,1,2,2,22,25,12,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,6,0,19,4,20,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,2,6,81,26,0,0.16859992993437106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647539002296072,0.0,0.0,0.16882847561985195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402886479641827,0.0,0.0,0.2293074677866422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672058263422668,0.2357779823074829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761817517107266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113586636178424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341101427286188,0.0,0.0,0.3907796629112577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265811222284233,0.13743144562939996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159533330279663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675438508221719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938143010135936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334880825121118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193358981866248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551423722940964,0.1473637701053649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080320273351526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937808174079308,0.0,0.16110445824355815,0.0,0.11446828523537488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944460694885024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159158504859122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217145654223795
autism,velvert,2020/01/14,"Excitement for college turned into demotivation College started back up again today, I was very excited but it seems my verdict for this semester is already sealed. Im gonna lose my scholarship automatically because one of my classes that was 2 credits got changed to 1 so now I dont have enough credits to keep my scholarship no matter how well I do. Along with that, my voice classes dont start for another two weeks and ny piano instructor has not even contacted me yet and I know nothing about it. Does this sound fixable? I seriously think its too late to change classes, idk why they changed the credit amount for the class.",7.3154358353510895,7.8071044661016975,7.384285714285718,72.14533898305088,63.66101694915254,10.471670702179175,38.89104116222761,10.290406445055957,4.138768523002422,509,26,89,11,7,164,89,118,0.081,0.77,0.149,0.7541,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,17,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,4,2,1,2,3,2,12,6,13,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,59,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106553234638945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205139984658155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616681516036646,0.0,0.1000211878064832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207222707652758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358685729227275,0.0,0.3845993177531671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169537726288088,0.0,0.1083727970863341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122916506449006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723374602552378,0.0,0.0,0.14584117629140014,0.0,0.0,0.0901736646983248,0.0,0.1850885406688387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835627107840272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574384655145643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111843461321356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937158671730275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227227517163496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105135358101962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552794361583094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847110734133448,0.16028158549837207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538256493122164,0.0,0.0,0.13161447715670666,0.0,0.14752695077991665,0.0,0.1480560021340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SusDisbelief,2020/01/14,"Anyone want to discuss routines? Personally I LOVE LOVE LOVE routines! They bring so much balance into my life. From getting ready in the morning, to the steps involved in getting ready to drive to work. I can go on and on, step by step about how I handle different daily situations, what I normally do on my days off. 

Mornings:
Wake up at 7am
Get coffee kettle going
Grind beans
Prep cups/ devices
Serve said coffee
Prep work lunch for the day

Anyone else find joy in daily routines? I swear they’re rejuvenating and therapeutic.",3.847959183673467,6.6194411428571485,4.727918367346941,78.6206530612245,76.34693877551021,6.3689795918367365,27.1469387755102,7.554174236665415,1.8624375510204083,424,17,70,6,10,137,70,98,0.011000000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.233,0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,6,1,1,0,7,13,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,18,12,1,19,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,0,2,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27547013094557793,0.20183232053585254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540754259677584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058052671537944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455398649053182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003885647755868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087463987438644,0.0,0.22389991089216316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391348898826035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333544354508449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480514049632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930014770195603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719979223838866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737590327587636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141709991481226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618565325708065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868118813692828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MortaECansada,2020/01/14,"Help redirecting harmful stims and dealing with really unhealthy high focus Sorry for the text wall. TL;DR in the end.

So i have some problems dealing with some traits I'm starting to notice just now. Almost all of my stims are body stims and some of them can get real wild. Like skin picking, cheek biting, nail biting and toe nail picking in a way that i get blood a lot. Lately I'm trying to stop whenever I notice I'm doing it, but a lot of times I'll notice it when It hurts (hence when I already hurt myself). I'm trying to redirect it, but it's just too hard since it's such an unconscious and automatic thing. I've managed to stop some stims when I was a kid but it was only because my parents would tell me to stop as soon as I started.

Also having problems with when I'm discovering a new thing or interest, or when I'm invested in one of my long term ones, I'll forget to eat, drink water, go to bathroom, won't be able to sleep, and it gets really hard to do anything else (work, cook, clean, even personal hygiene becomes secondary). When I'm not investing in some of those things I can get so anxious I just throw up and get irritable. 

I grew up in a non orthodox family and kinda isolated from society so just now I'm learning that I'm different from other ppl and am discovering and spotting my traits such as identifying my stims, masking, etc. Only now I see all these harmful things I keep doing without even noticing and I would love to know how you guys managed to deal with this.

Also, is there a weighted blanket for really hot climates? I'm from Brazil and summer here can be hard. I don't really use weighted blankets since I've never known it was a thing, but I've always depended on 1 or more heavy blankets (the more the better) to get a good night sleep. In summer I find really hard to sleep since o have to choose between waking up all sweaty and gross in the middle  of the night or not being able to sleep because I don't feel any weight on top of me (plus I can't sleep naked too).

TL;DR: help redirecting harmful body stims, dealing with forgetting/negligecting basic needs and anxiety due to high focus on interests and problems with having to get really specific conditions to sleep when the world doesn't contribute",6.3840898876404495,6.1488852966292145,7.023460674157303,76.41159550561798,65.69662921348315,10.086292134831464,32.182022471910116,9.692545771848811,2.9250701123595504,1787,64,337,33,25,591,213,445,0.121,0.8140000000000001,0.065,-0.9652,2,0,1,0,0,2,46.0,0,1,1,3,29,15,0,0,17,0,26,21,13,5,4,72,53,39,0,6,15,1,10,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,20,21,7,4,6,2,2,3,9,9,0,2,3,11,26,6,55,44,14,51,1,2,1,1,14,19,0,14,29,213,46,4,0.13047093682469724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532389837107859,0.0,0.07198896157571141,0.10433756104085926,0.0542811356234902,0.0,0.0,0.04436235553992834,0.0,0.04990495477811761,0.07369751076811383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053683232081222894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795338721008821,0.07204744957098504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576954705066129,0.0,0.14492379824497004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690196138133037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815717982922759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390592364189436,0.0,0.06675217023837571,0.05449586302604348,0.0,0.057779262100476014,0.0,0.07275479149706156,0.08617482327200134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061498193811153165,0.0,0.032985012935793104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596240362887293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385798782555082,0.0,0.03707482005069724,0.05471641582844288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459337003395857,0.0,0.0,0.2337526645824756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745191874428078,0.13784970810679648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967183633493788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798428171361195,0.0,0.0,0.0358517073845404,0.0,0.07358844982612853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031870754695484727,0.0,0.0,0.057731336704455335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092172480350428,0.058877557204879964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837127323213768,0.050313614878663884,0.06300482190057996,0.0,0.12243813586632883,0.0,0.0,0.29708405266092924,0.0,0.0,0.08841048340679973,0.09922902670076404,0.0,0.0,0.07243626757472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696109476834619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726459908450144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425224491484328,0.2507490690875253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051984222260074237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189036078627364,0.0,0.3916954841247455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302576598116099,0.0923480006147472,0.0,0.0,0.16361931793090553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701867476205485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166977325310844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803932624098074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858120176674758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634249936203513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051780878364609186,0.0,0.2383176779661825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288466361638506,0.0,0.04749219795486875,0.0,0.0,0.09268281012621213,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Girafesarefab,2020/01/14,"Hi, does anyone else here kinda feel like objects have feelings? I’m 24 and have probably a hundred stuffed animals, and I feel bad for them if they can’t see or if they fall over or if they don’t get a turn in bed with me. Or any of my toys if they don’t get played with for a while. I’ve heard this was commonly found with autistic people I guess. And I just wanna feel less alone or weird I guess",2.7110344827586204,3.2450561379310368,3.7638505747126447,93.90370689655177,73.82758620689657,7.179310344827586,23.69540229885057,7.1686216300943375,0.5527333333333329,312,8,76,3,6,101,58,87,0.08199999999999999,0.861,0.057,-0.2551,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,24,19,12,0,5,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,6,11,2,9,16,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,11,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277290312279684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952571910587936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537449813307536,0.22529271138189405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359034438056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924181854777368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368125425464765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447110816288421,0.15708208387016726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410867146618322,0.0,0.0,0.2297561101470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844445032906528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742210273303113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243688132469466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370674790369662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752156331870474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391659465386883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BuckarooOJ,2020/01/14,"Hope to get into autism academy I learned that my mom is trying to get me into a school in Utah specifically made for kids with autism and I hope I get in. I have always been having issues with my autism, constant meltdowns over small things, trouble socializing, and sometimes I feel ashamed of it and the many trials it puts me through at times. It is hard for me to talk about my autism with other people because it’s hard for them to understand what it’s like to have it and they often see it as an “excuse for me to act immaturely” and I used to also get bullied and have rumors spread about me because of my autism in middle school. And since I moved to Utah it’s hard for me to get into contact with friends back in Colorado who actually understand me and my autism. When my mom told me she was going to sign me up for the autism academy high school so I could be with kids who can understand me and my autism as well as have teachers who are experienced in understanding kids with autism I feel like going to school there would feel like a home full of people who actually understand me and not see me as a brat who cries to get his way. But the thing is the school is very difficult to get into, so much so that they have to do a lottery to see who can get in and what I’ve heard it is almost impossible to get into the school. There is a strong likelihood that I won’t get in and I’m super worried because this would mean so very much to me to be at a school filled entirely with kids who have something in common with me and understand me and not view me in all these negative ways, Better hope for the best...",8.653350649350651,5.786308309090908,8.406493506493511,76.77545454545456,62.87878787878788,11.731601731601732,34.78354978354979,9.784248007369934,2.929264069264069,1282,37,273,19,14,414,138,330,0.07400000000000001,0.831,0.095,0.8078,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,4,13,15,0,1,13,0,25,0,0,2,1,53,58,25,0,6,3,2,6,3,1,3,0,1,1,4,26,27,0,0,11,0,0,6,4,3,1,0,5,12,38,12,61,47,5,35,0,0,4,0,26,22,0,5,8,197,64,8,0.0,0.0,0.13906435474204887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134910242482488,0.0,0.0,0.0569806113466477,0.05928780127811384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478878669123606,0.0,0.13030461733621412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477511966919838,0.06301706017666772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699865693577483,0.0,0.05688933620020671,0.0,0.0782675431264174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808223904846004,0.1018056234137525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504951715486425,0.0,0.37226498799778135,0.0,0.08098889377827778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148477689546614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528219524708102,0.07147208317858082,0.21230947681064075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436911477695625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443114072313417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742085350534703,0.0,0.07223886775552348,0.0,0.07761487837513861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669001712865663,0.0,0.07573014832934029,0.1047575954405289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879504620867888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162845871262725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047794516681574,0.17033709060531335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058940817584179586,0.0,0.0,0.07263296707751007,0.0,0.05485366794239407,0.07047056030087061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727007340796152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467401119118088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041547915109437006,0.0,0.0,0.06808483255039198,0.0,0.04837578126359909,0.0,0.0,0.4450582924114412,0.0,0.06153929661418181,0.0,0.11758157582564085,0.0,0.1131138614262374,0.0,0.0,0.06406456901694417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236038873365569,0.0,0.1012314861423436,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Twenty-One-Goners,2020/01/14,"Is it normal that I almost always blame things on others? I really want to know if this is from my Autism or I'm just crazy. I often blame things on others. Sometimes I take responsibility for things, but then kind of go like ""Yeah, I admit, I did do \_\_\_\_\_\_ but (name) did \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_."" I think it might be from when I was a child when my mom would blame EVERYTHING on me, even if it is nobody's fault. With friends I almost always take responsibility for my mistakes, but with people kind of in charge (like teachers and parents) I blame other people. It's hard to think of an example of what I mean. I also don't always blame directly on other people, sometimes it would be with just the universe or something bigger than a single person, like an entire company for not making their product easy to open, causing me to make a mess when trying to open it.",4.142272727272728,5.3886205151515165,5.29128787878788,81.61693181818183,71.12121212121212,7.196969696969697,23.446969696969692,7.492282038375204,1.005515151515152,655,16,126,7,12,217,92,165,0.14,0.7559999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.5458,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,3,0,34,25,13,0,7,10,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,18,6,23,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,8,7,95,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830652109854762,0.0,0.0,0.1130303551464743,0.35282113034294715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519615210408665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335440451118633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702818664536428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919971421160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032735355354677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661378333275974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943698248888964,0.07767732306288352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715623517054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886924442708883,0.0,0.0,0.15396179612784114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994047635801028,0.0,0.1655368834125175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848418089254005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694246573866968,0.0,0.0,0.29396418086174897,0.1234135187169433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054667066162236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881121529034528,0.2795797472133319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125416997961463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28170206115321084,0.181131225040913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596126835930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336659009682505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008091973788144,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SmallWillyDwarfBoy,2020/01/15,Anyone unable to touch certain things? Like a corner of a table that’s been worn down or hardened clay. Feels like an itch all over my body agh,1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,80.72413793103449,3.8666666666666663,16.563218390804597,3.1291,-0.957698850574713,114,2,23,0,3,35,27,29,0.07,0.703,0.22699999999999998,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547550149869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635579869583401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565343679230481,0.36245512884520936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957368928095651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370646902787571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gingybreadwoman420,2020/01/15,"Looking for advice I'm a college student who just started working on campus in a program for the developmentally disabled and I'm looking for some tips or advice!
It's a day program for adults and most of them have autism and the good majority are low functioning. Today is my 3rd day and I'm really loving it so far. I don't have a whole lot of experience working in this field besides going on home health visits with my dad when I was a kid. If anyone has advice I would really appreciate it!",5.707575757575757,5.984823949494951,7.412676767676767,71.30568181818181,67.08080808080808,9.42828282828283,32.66161616161617,9.2995712137729,2.9699616161616165,397,16,72,7,6,139,67,99,0.022000000000000002,0.865,0.113,0.8615,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,0,0,12,16,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,11,14,5,13,0,1,2,1,7,6,0,5,5,50,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573425917197927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677087013956726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522968059833447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133825290743373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111662652200308,0.164063361212721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791791323206615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620676820725366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285162045259393,0.0,0.0,0.16629553240323453,0.1765402537570005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061787200174107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384495233535933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540972783656534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183848890730584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480409434293963,0.0,0.0,0.13895147485192566,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SezFrancis1,2020/01/15,"I Quit My Job | Autism Seeking Employment This wasn't an easy vlog to film; I tried to control my emotions and tbh, I still feel like crying. But since everyone has been asking how I was getting on, I thought it would be best to explain everything. This short video is about me quitting my job after being employed for two months - didn't film much, since I didn't have a lot to say but yes, it wasn't the best start to 2020 but hopefully, there'll be a light at the end of the tunnel.

https://preview.redd.it/n9wmhlji30b41.png?width=1280&format=png&auto=webp&s=3e2fe075c30d61f04f72ad1535d6705a161ce535

Original Video Link: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1GigyBrT6E&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1GigyBrT6E&feature=youtu.be)

YouTube Channel: [https://www.youtube.com/c/sezfrancis1](https://www.youtube.com/c/sezfrancis1)

\#AutismAndJobs #Resignation #IQuitMyJob #AutismAndEmployment #ShortVlog #AutisticYouTuber #YouTube #YouTubeChannel #📷",19.16717948717949,24.48935221367521,8.743247863247866,55.53230769230771,39.68376068376068,9.644444444444446,35.22222222222222,9.994966539143718,3.8433863247863247,847,26,89,13,9,191,86,117,0.031,0.795,0.174,0.9583,8,0,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,3,0,14,20,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,3,10,4,11,9,4,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,55,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6962085482993644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120140519129689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697289157415789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413611219738914,0.0,0.0,0.14116339524857996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455767636471295,0.11382267945014422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279785136759153,0.11549747903955893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497906718713024,0.09180834661739214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714173914091036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764050670672755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505484959770186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627840260270207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925553102782153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025763240083504,0.0,0.09447043601826624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733747206856964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219717487038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261139922256425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096080920482624,0.0,0.102629120515198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020234486801912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725059275135666,0.0,0.1255366591367069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129058942626676,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Leland144,2020/01/15,"My story in order to help with pacifiers techniques I was diagnosed with Autism when I was a Junior in high school, and my phycologist was impress that I created pacifier technics with every challenge. Furthermore, was surprised that I lasted that long as I was also diagnosed with ADHD, ADD, Dyslexia, Dysgraphia, anxiety disorder and depression which is typical with Autistic individuals to have these characteristics but not as severe or even more severe. As I viewed that god gave me a buy one get one free pass, but with the other disabilities which counter balance my above average intelligence. Henceforth,  takes away the ""get one free"" portion of that gift. Since childhood I studied body language by looking at the ""popular"" kid and I started mimicking. This helped me a lot throughout my life, and helped me in every social situation to look for the top individual in social situations and develop a correct format to act. My parents in addition unknowingly helped me by raising me in a ""formal"" format or acting in a southern high class fashion because of the order and rules when talking helped me set a consistency and a template because you don't have to read people in that atmosphere. For example; Holding the door, dressing nicely, how to treat women, how to respect older individuals and manners.

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When I was in middle school my eye contact which was increasingly to be problem, so I practiced to control eye dilatation. When I talk to an individual I ""zoom out"" which makes the neuro-typical think I am making eye contact when I actually see just a blurry face in-front of me. I also recommend dressing more ""preppy"" which made me look more normal, and I found out in middle school that neuro-typicals make pure judgments on the way someone looks. I read a lot to gain information of emotions which an individual faces in situations, and psychological books in order to improve reading individuals. I created a set of principles which I hold to the highest regard as didn't understand social constructs. That helped me in the aspect of emotional situations, and a way of life as guidelines to act justly and to do good.  I pushed myself to be uncomfortable, to experience all range of emotions to feel and talk with people and to feel connected. I have multiple ways for me  personally deal with over- stimulus, and with brings me joy and individuals need to have safeguards in social situations.  Those are some of the pacifiers technics I use, but I use many different equations with different people I made which is too complicated to put on paper.

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Lastly, I will tell you about how extraordinary Autistic people are, and my experience/words of hope of which someone I wish told me when I was depressed and was being made fun of/bullied for the most of my life.  When my high school found out that I was Autistic, they set up a parent meeting and requested that I am put into special classes. In addition, basically told my parents I probably won't be able to go to college or work normally. I started a lawn care company for my neighborhood when I was 13, started investing in the stock market at 14, started working at 15 to help support my family, help start a teaching volunteer group for underprivileged kids, freshman year in high school I started working as a statistical analyst for voting demographics in neighborhoods for politicians, did that another year while doing a college level law firm internship by cold calling law firms, was on 4 sports teams(not at one time). Now I am a sophomore at college, about to start a mentorship program for troubled kids, joined a top fraternity, got elected to Honnor court and in a senior level research team. I was called stupid all of my life because people didn't understand, and I used that as fuel and made me gain a passion for learning and always trying new experiences. My teachers didn't believed in me, and my parents don't believe in autism, so I had to help myself. Never give up hope. Keep fighting the uphill battle because you're stronger than most already. I hope I helped others in making there life a little better/easier.

Sincerely,

A Fellow Person Fighting A Uphill Battle",11.19690281006566,9.562045907133246,10.803560504098863,57.70836616501491,56.95423956931359,13.312924670663572,45.66454586239242,12.023833886356066,5.766114759982054,3371,172,502,80,33,1109,342,743,0.051,0.778,0.171,0.9983,6,0,0,0,4,0,91.0,0,2,1,10,24,29,5,0,41,0,39,14,6,15,5,98,87,53,0,8,9,4,2,0,1,2,7,1,2,6,26,41,0,4,9,6,4,10,8,9,0,4,28,13,73,22,111,53,12,96,0,2,9,1,48,49,0,12,28,358,99,29,0.04857521730312415,0.0,0.04740240502851306,0.0,0.05837797160302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360396019329418,0.07769116745513148,0.04041847207572555,0.10526245530684718,0.11804841169155958,0.0,0.05093535069354465,0.03715990828067347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563801565465883,0.0,0.0,0.1184440064364716,0.0,0.0,0.10945527150682867,0.0,0.04296083228144958,0.0,0.05395611592489901,0.0,0.0,0.09920145580273736,0.0,0.04952567140906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448123664001783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500789161088868,0.08367552697043533,0.0986056461247591,0.0,0.10150152674756108,0.05567140738884782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392174426152653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03208347290492829,0.0,0.08185343121965091,0.0,0.0,0.09503176675174796,0.045792391789754285,0.0,0.04912217878086746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652043709758037,0.0,0.0,0.050757092345446855,0.04659777465891685,0.027606415409687484,0.04074258763828541,0.03885003870785806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325589442366484,0.20528953618097576,0.0,0.1447384533561806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317588503543426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791905706998715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715505626051912,0.0,0.04868512890519525,0.0,0.0429875387403198,0.16316379421412433,0.0,0.0,0.08259382536981423,0.0,0.18385218044733967,0.12969733897031752,0.04924764616353716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036017908135922996,0.03746420215132796,0.0469142475626952,0.0,0.0,0.09518679892376368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166329752440672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574812130287385,0.0,0.0,0.1683796974386861,0.08482801223122692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052372299991852236,0.046479922732698534,0.0,0.09766301990936943,0.0,0.0,0.1457650873403636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458035660892239,0.03870815913600487,0.0,0.0,0.10975233833326213,0.0,0.04018192171558948,0.2730028973526731,0.0,0.1980652672767041,0.08231524797679779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406725217569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512258095321703,0.0,0.0,0.036522518151566985,0.1171287590151675,0.04245688096230011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03112503786653285,0.0,0.0,0.02832459984100155,0.0,0.0,0.0928314035566817,0.0,0.03297938398781503,0.0,0.0,0.1011370286191989,0.0,0.1258601746804008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567023951489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055859102638519134,0.0,0.0,0.1060900101741608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804841169155958,0.06256169468430835
autism,explaura,2020/01/15,"Advice for working with ASD teen? Hi! I hope this post is okay and doesn’t come across in the wrong way !

I’m a psychology graduate working as a teaching assistant, and will be starting a one on one position with an autistic teenager. Though I know a lot theoretically about autism, I’ve never worked in this capacity with any teen. 

I know that all people have completely different needs and no advice will be specific to his, but until I have a better understanding of who he is as a person - what advice do you have for my first meeting with him? 

If you were a teenager and struggling at school and with meeting new people, what would make developing a new relationship with a TA easier? What would help assure you that I’m here to help?

Thank you so much for any help in advance!",6.40273333333333,6.766542340000001,7.036666666666665,74.29833333333335,65.6,10.133333333333336,32.0,9.994966539143718,3.0486,621,23,116,13,9,205,94,150,0.046,0.765,0.188,0.9733,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,6,4,7,0,1,11,1,14,0,0,1,3,26,25,12,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,1,0,11,5,22,18,3,16,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,3,6,84,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421272264999184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544479412643054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270928833461434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237866872223521,0.15066898149242058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013817253202386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223298451885325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889615877061625,0.0,0.0,0.14272867005606024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794989881783555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221704382269401,0.0,0.0,0.09592230816241296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056376227296236,0.10655333134846134,0.11083196532323787,0.2775768846234525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194752606323033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992499689413539,0.12547518391122725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376269470469084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542823416070534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454342585654846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171312900580652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022869949416368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230164261920402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118664331559289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959901726375147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406408641385155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138506535190625,0.0,0.0,0.20416378395273369,0.15711575403081432,0.0,0.0
autism,Crasher0400,2020/01/15,"Infuriating Throughout my life, I have been to many specialists, each of which do not believe I have autism even though I have dealt with the following:

Tantrums as a toddler due to intense sensory input

Difficulty understanding others and their needs

Once I visualize a plan, I expect it to be the definitive outcome. When that doesn’t happen, I experience intense anxiety

Certain textures gross me out

In my state testing in elementary, I tested at college level in English, but everything else was just normal

When I find an interest, it becomes my life and is the only thing that I talk about.

Despite all of these factors, they all believe it to just be ADHD.",14.620210084033609,9.639289823529412,13.563760504201676,50.80513655462187,54.12605042016806,16.269747899159665,54.11974789915966,13.427899808715575,7.120544537815126,535,29,82,13,4,177,87,119,0.079,0.853,0.068,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,0,6,0,10,2,0,0,3,17,14,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,15,2,14,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,67,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549251866583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227005314738344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342681908639564,0.0,0.4779697675925607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719776781415125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010225251667371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063840828197284,0.2074925713624018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938724437373103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757566733376466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996511046383389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505484082416246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572831618239902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783106895236525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258992535866489,0.0,0.1613256590261103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049279568471018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409220897246664,0.0,0.20840532517346816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082281373311846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DMBear89,2020/01/15,Do I have a discrimination case I had a trial day at a place of work earlier today which I am currently on my way home from. I mentioned I am autistic and I would need extra support on the systems I will be working with so I can be more confident on them. In the call they said I wouldn't be suitable due to the nature of the training. I cant help but wonder if I didnt mention I need extra help if that would have been a factor? What they said was they dont think I am suitable for the way they train people.,3.5115974025974026,3.6441922636363664,5.234935064935065,85.5195454545455,71.81818181818181,7.740259740259741,27.532467532467532,7.447530270364453,1.3431558441558442,399,13,89,4,7,137,68,110,0.048,0.9079999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.1077,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,9,0,20,0,0,0,0,12,27,5,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,19,1,11,14,3,13,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,4,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082897168062065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331560798688638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419813217470545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678499985198146,0.0,0.20710626118621114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061898022740174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314031251106968,0.0,0.21571722244433847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928005338897941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342997280575761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229764974357214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957094338316736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277725775781478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390792558173714,0.3006252622620311,0.0,0.0,0.29334075175729096,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BrockleyPark,2020/01/15,What happens during a UK autism test? People have talked about the tests but not the actual process of the tests/assessments. What exactly are people looking for when testing for autism?,6.275833333333331,9.354680750000004,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,69.625,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.804091666666668,152,6,23,3,3,44,25,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.43606718135339184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951534527742502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752466557291784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195876349738705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591660786581187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Twig-heed,2020/01/15,"Is autism ever mistaken for Physchopathy? So I've noticed physchopaths share a lot of traits with us.

 (please note that these symptoms do not apply to all autistic people or all physchopathic people) 

The lack of empathy
Lack of mourning for death or lack of disturbance when seeing people get hurt
Intrusive thoughts ect

This lead me to the question, does Physchopathy ever get confused with autism? This isn't a question made to make either parties feel bad, I'm just genuinely curious.",6.69531092436975,9.294134094117648,5.388067226890758,78.06058823529416,66.88235294117648,8.151260504201678,34.49579831932773,8.841846274778883,3.3397563025210086,398,19,60,7,7,117,62,85,0.27699999999999997,0.653,0.07,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,3,4,23,11,4,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,2,1,11,9,7,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,6,3,39,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721914714607475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525978819607266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623158300398476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012637783965267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926819937080185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439582137482371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026449226694082,0.0,0.1895026535935025,0.1336834289323588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280115346048072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165311423331184,0.0,0.0,0.2198390314747591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487020020378853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959122930486055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815977939217728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589939706066835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090312263035302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gaywitchcraft420,2020/01/15,"Just learned what ""samefooding"" is. Always figured my habit of getting the same thing every time at every restaurant was an autism thing but didn't know it had a name This is why the barista girls at my local coffee shop can see me walking in and already start preparing my drink before I even order",7.984210526315786,7.502393385964911,6.93228070175439,79.20263157894739,62.50877192982456,9.003508771929825,34.78947368421053,7.793537801064563,2.5618,241,9,43,2,3,73,50,57,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,4,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254072503314011,0.0,0.2453636599484628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509210358937222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886999391325524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947653617648344,0.0,0.4968979882704482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540625524251387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620582553815507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498106454107445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087174776235856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918101428471271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194681358916833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26608320161859245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,amberaubade,2020/01/15,"special interests and employment Hello, r/autism group!

I plan to tell my doctor at my next visit (in early February) that I've been wondering if I might be on the autism spectrum, and see what next steps he might recommend.

I'm looking for information/research/articles about how autistic traits, specifically having special interests, affect occupational outcomes for those on the spectrum. 

I read an online article that said that people on the spectrum with special interests can be frustrated when they aren't able to focus on their interest (like at work, or school, where they have to focus on an assigned task instead). I've searched, but I can't find the article I read, or any other article that mentions this. 

I'm a 40 year old female with diagnoses of anxiety, depression, ADHD, etc. and an abysmal work history.  I've been receiving disability payments since 2009.

Before reading about special interests, I've never been able to really put my finger on and express the anxious feeling (in addition to social anxiety) I get when I'm at work.

It's more than boredom, it's more than difficulty concentrating - I'm agitated that I can't engage with my interest/obsession.

I spend so much time on the internet seeking information about it, that I've told my therapist I have an internet addiction. But, I don't think I'm addicted to the internet so much as I am addicted to researching my obsession(s). 

If anyone happens to have information to share with me about special interests specific to adults on the spectrum and/or interference with job performance, I would be very grateful!

Thank you.

ps - This is my first post to any forum for autism. I've read the rules for the subreddit, and have tried to obey them. I do hope nothing I've said here has been offensive or ignorant, and welcome correction if it has.",7.362117527862207,8.475089568389057,7.986869300911857,65.70476190476192,63.65045592705167,12.345694022289765,39.37487335359676,11.944058876818428,5.454253900709221,1464,78,232,50,21,487,174,329,0.09300000000000001,0.774,0.133,0.8226,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,4,6,12,21,2,0,15,0,25,6,1,3,2,37,42,20,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,15,12,0,2,6,4,1,4,5,4,0,1,7,6,26,17,42,29,5,29,0,1,2,0,22,14,0,10,11,152,41,13,0.21701720957677686,0.0,0.0,0.3548711870728917,0.13040625653800578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475791443494214,0.0,0.16601757132401052,0.122583837664474,0.0,0.07587173941876807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923328306385416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345830230502283,0.11013394977202733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110631549041876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101577729335165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054865210899786285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991748989774646,0.09229736380135678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669126747442884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595380085920148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777352804484724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767804710008802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053011823318270285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111989943180178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302209644157071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595326193591009,0.0,0.08368852535610341,0.0,0.2308002643914664,0.0,0.0,0.1041169327877132,0.0,0.11386152761340725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522620405277211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039212488385188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908111809007502,0.0,0.0,0.43415187503150027,0.0,0.06951339074906329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064330627484576,0.0,0.0,0.10981650104378103,0.08646730935992465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975943917793737,0.0,0.0,0.11061085777094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484130329540652,0.09990014469832666,0.0,0.1259868534593024,0.0,0.0695279325629702,0.0,0.0,0.06327224005519408,0.0,0.0,0.10368462190940647,0.0,0.07367021995943128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953096289082077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767295322582218,0.2369866698515777,0.0,0.0,0.07708139957770807,0.0,0.0,0.06987598388936936
autism,cleggzilla,2020/01/15,"We're really struggling and I don't know what to do from here. My son is 5, and was just diagnosed last month. I would like to share our story and hopefully get some feedback on where we can improve to help our little dude.
When Jude was 3 we tried putting him in daycare and he cried every day from 730 when i dropped him off until 445 when i picked him up, he was only in daycare for three weeks because it wasnt improving and we felt it was mean to make him keep going. The next year when we put him in pre-k he started having meltdowns before school everyday so we thought he maybe had anxiety, so we started taking him to therapy. His teacher was an angel and recognized the signs that he possibly autism because she had just recently gone through this with her child, so she knew how to help calm him and get him going for the day. When we brought up that we thought he may be autistic to his therapist, we found out that in our county in Georgia they do not do any sort of testing until they are at least 6, so we had to travel 3 hours away to get him evaluated. He has been on ability since we first started taking him tp therapy, but now it seems like its not working. He has had melt downs a few times over the past few weeks and he has only been to school three complete days over the last two weeks. We're looking into transferring him to a private school next year that has a program centered around people with autism so hopefully they can help, but i dont know what to do in the tine until then. If anyone has any suggestions or tips, please feel free to let me know. I honestly dont know how to help him at this point and it really makes me feel like I'm failing him as a father.",9.113732452518583,5.705724947976879,8.645103220478944,77.10028901734105,62.52601156069365,12.082246077621805,37.72006606110652,9.784248007369934,3.322604293971924,1336,45,284,19,14,428,180,346,0.032,0.85,0.11900000000000001,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,14,0,3,3,18,11,0,1,11,0,33,1,0,5,0,59,65,30,0,4,8,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,25,0,1,13,1,1,7,6,2,0,4,19,4,44,10,46,42,4,64,1,1,1,0,53,24,0,8,35,188,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720484515501926,0.0,0.0715488612783989,0.0,0.0,0.06539713254845281,0.0,0.0,0.08325997865338433,0.0,0.0,0.08787287703815083,0.0,0.0,0.11402791580877532,0.0,0.07958565877229486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806259893527637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273639953008563,0.18095396679432446,0.0,0.0,0.0949292129915803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922884334127032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880159110271126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458139478543673,0.06681660611571234,0.08980179475210406,0.0,0.0,0.07955508837190313,0.0,0.10254890727452394,0.0,0.0,0.14659396351395307,0.0,0.10630852862297678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507600790576399,0.0,0.0,0.1857893269023912,0.09210649417675236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313221296563432,0.0,0.0,0.20560273821748865,0.15247602644135638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563898041336834,0.0,0.137079547512885,0.0937398851484908,0.0,0.0,0.07854018092366527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486167678447975,0.0,0.0939617060905092,0.10187969157723377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465336312641159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893672661593176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226490932152094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928330508730661,0.06484071770653461,0.0,0.0,0.1026659411410794,0.08841443469906024,0.10543905787821546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804346369065747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983319384883814,0.0,0.09234787132120023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839667706230662,0.0,0.08514461329622283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736754141084473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985993469395727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777604229577552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406432203775565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391542790346896,0.10859351608594343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850197909433968,0.05453707930285695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063499547742922,0.0,0.0913635177591879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250681807960116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808968565119569,0.0,0.0,0.06643979093955875,0.0,0.0,0.12045826325780153
autism,LaniusExcubitor,2020/01/15,"Life Transitions (Moving) I've lived in the same 2br apartment for around 5 years, with my partner and a roommate. This year (June/July) we'll be moving into our own apartment, hopefully in the same complex. 

I'm terrified of this. The financial aspect is scary to me (I have a mathematic learning disability and can't process numbers) as well as the idea of change. What if there isn't an empty apartment in this complex? What if we have to move to another apartment complex? What if we don't get accepted there? What if I lose my job at our new place and we can't make rent? 

I wish I could rip off the band-aid and do it today and just get it all over with but obviously I can't. 
Has anyone else dealt with this/have any advice? I know my anxiety is making my brain catastrophize.",2.7096978021978018,4.7241091089743605,4.0352014652014665,85.97884615384619,76.5,7.277655677655678,25.88644688644689,8.192908349453996,1.6655216117216118,615,23,124,11,14,202,95,156,0.086,0.882,0.032,-0.7783,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,14,2,1,2,2,35,22,12,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,9,13,0,0,7,0,1,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,17,3,19,19,4,20,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,5,4,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525759440383364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500425923891165,0.17733222387796507,0.12937280463935594,0.0,0.0,0.11824940749573284,0.1732786943900534,0.0,0.15054854487045835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878869656242594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890165066937494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350248717946768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412742015751278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767116146377699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796973329802775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091068192345756,0.0,0.0,0.16782092209070068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294139141232688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945119591824126,0.0,0.0,0.1493319809879928,0.0,0.0,0.18919685485515114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257716618958661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392286631632665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333269013711751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668958022345516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603016083632873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205503870974468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944743436501264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178095231873745
autism,AVeryBrightPrincess2,2020/01/15,"how to stop smiling when I'm hurting?? For example, my friend called me a fagg*t, and right away like a reflex a smile came across my face... for NO REASON! i was actually really hurt inside, but it came out as a smile :/ autism sucks, can't ever express myself properly....",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,72.07692307692308,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.8311,208,6,39,4,4,70,44,52,0.244,0.5770000000000001,0.179,-0.6014,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,2,1,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,7,3,0,9,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2350002350300197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625317003846904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589855108554884,0.5508553176533596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783052154970714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860527019116934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155938517289671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764981117273103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427194885381298,0.24759743566005896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565428553637896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133172289881254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,0chrononaut0,2020/01/15,"Advise for newly diagnosed UK So I guess this is the weirdest way I could ask this, but how the hell do you unlearn all the 'normal' things you forced yourself to do and just let yourself be autistic? I was diagnosed thirty years too late and I feel like I'm learning how to be a person from scratch. Ontop of that, I keep having to fill out these diagnostic exams to prove I'm autistic enough to be offered a chance to be diagnosed formally (Apparently my diagnosis in the psychiatric ward wasn't enough.)  


Advise,rescources and help would be hugely welcome.",6.121142857142857,7.258076352380954,6.330476190476192,76.39285714285717,66.42857142857143,9.047619047619053,33.09523809523809,9.23628265651192,3.0250952380952376,447,19,78,8,7,143,72,105,0.105,0.773,0.122,0.2238,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,14,3,0,2,2,17,20,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,2,11,10,3,7,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,3,56,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887076951335145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611652352799614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146374169375493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171414947611027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206423352950987,0.1442056485995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223666508819368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529952337284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941849170648755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277018578937238,0.0,0.0,0.2064109807976158,0.0,0.09861642790116623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777558559893246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625248441920136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341038611773161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602235437062303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339239452939578,0.0,0.0,0.12998835912278695
autism,lavender-slut,2020/01/15,"The use of colored lenses to deal with sensory overload I’ve recently been thinking of different ways that I can cope with having light and visual overstimulation as it’s something that’s a very intrusive, uncomfortable part of my life. I came across the idea of colored glasses lenses because I already need to wear corrective lenses 24/7 so it wouldn’t be too much of a jump to wear colored ones (Other than the fashion aspect of it lol). So I decided to do some research on how to go about deciding color and benefits or effectiveness of using colored glasses for this specific problem. I didn’t really find anything of real relevance. 

However I did find one site that was aimed at a specific Brand of colored lenses that was made for Neuro-divergent people and more so autistic children for reading and difficulties in school based settings. The downside and ultimate reason why this is inaccessible to me is that the company requires money simply for a consult to determine if you’d benefit from *their* specific color lenses.

My research hasn’t really led me to anything other than this site and various “color therapy” articles that are not necessarily based in science. So Reddit, I was wondering if any of y’all have used or were thinking about colored lenses for dealing with visual sensory stimuli and your experiences/thoughts.




T.L.D.R: I have been thinking about using colored glasses to help with visual overstimulation. I can’t really find any resources and information about it from autistics for this specific reason and I’d like Your opinions/thoughts on it!",9.113255395683453,9.780531647482018,9.22581834532374,59.864842625899286,59.863309352517994,12.129856115107913,43.27428057553957,11.698219412168324,5.7777258992805764,1290,72,180,36,16,425,152,278,0.047,0.912,0.040999999999999995,-0.1951,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,2,10,4,0,0,9,1,21,3,2,10,1,47,33,19,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,14,0,1,14,1,1,4,5,1,0,2,10,11,18,3,44,20,5,15,0,0,10,0,11,8,0,6,2,135,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680921906494442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686141620730561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040413112554804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557385669391302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417940863481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556250463499432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952722670265104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399320255612543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045770722466638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309766141405682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399524020951564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875670320459051,0.06056780047193765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730790570178044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113570570942284,0.09192570598627096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801699770759562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425257261854218,0.0,0.08594848152976595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186270922582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400829897678152,0.14111040662720256,0.2382641975398373,0.25493338120882186,0.12241010885299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546906534063146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954418191379439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417759307300232,0.0,0.0,0.23831404108198034,0.0,0.19684420621453488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282975150172377,0.0,0.1022921521464209,0.0,0.0984053857216519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186792851931428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344453275854199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,alaskamamma,2020/01/15,"Thoughts on a Neuro Feedback Therapy? Hi, we are looking at starting Neuro Feedback Therapy for our 11 year old daughter with Autism. She also has sensory processing disorder and severe ADHD.

I’d love to get some feedback on this from others who have tried it. Did you hate it? Love it? See results? Waste of time?

Our insurance does not cover it, so we would be paying out of pocket. I don’t want to waste my daughters time or money if the majority of you have not seen results or it harmed you in some way.

Thank you for your feedback ❤️",1.5313570391872275,4.145441613207552,3.2862264150943403,86.02488388969525,85.69811320754721,5.903047895500728,25.134978229317852,7.321109707123232,1.5315306240928883,425,18,79,7,13,141,78,106,0.153,0.747,0.1,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,17,19,6,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,12,3,14,14,3,11,0,0,3,2,16,5,0,5,5,54,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889497441630826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656184739306318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373555150561065,0.0,0.18123534837867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820164570527156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446921193025705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739125532775738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738332035274261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173175026620096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503256302517408,0.0,0.0,0.2339650101869163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658704669519773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906706366625049,0.473675739152103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441494052687908,0.2415243407468013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406078818519151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215344639715894,0.16438701399538905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711850094612242,0.0,0.0,0.1333661565339871
autism,healingisntbinary,2020/01/15,"infidelity My fiancé and I are monogamous and it is extremely difficult for him to fathom his infidelity throughout our relationship. I know he really struggles to understand why he did any of the things he did, although I do know that he feels mortified by his actions. Communication is the only thing that will help me heal, and it is something that we don’t share the same understanding of because I am not Autistic.

He isn’t always able to understand how to support me in the ways that I need, and the betrayal hurts more and more everyday",7.4588448844884505,7.998511930693071,8.149257425742576,66.61847359735975,63.35643564356436,12.277887788778875,37.62541254125411,11.855464076750405,4.8902264026402635,439,21,75,14,6,147,65,101,0.11699999999999999,0.812,0.071,-0.7083,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,1,0,16,19,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,13,2,9,16,3,4,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,0,1,57,21,0,0.2032216947924748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690967298178814,0.0,0.0,0.13819772122773652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388205890991685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275499501578952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621521828992025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755302740640908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337065750296725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068631167587535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455925640996704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018902147295766,0.0,0.0,0.2181840466109465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644998916495292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245143955760384,0.0,0.0,0.2306135709644614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002292792193594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6346828538308998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130792213499207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337597043762174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MobilityFotog,2020/01/15,"CA IHSS Parent Work Requirements Hello, looking for a little advice on how to navigate the bowels of IHSS for my autistic son. We were awarded protective superversion. They pay my wife X amount of dollars to be the caregiver for him in our home. The caveat being, I must work full time at 40 hours per week. I've never been one for not working. I work healthcare, as a CNA/EMT. Full time in my industry is considered 30-36 hours at 12 hours per shift. We've relayed this to the social worker in charge who was adamant their policy requires 40 hours. Despite the IRS full time requirement being 30 hours. We're located in CA. Having to pull an extra shift is doable on paper, but 48 hours in healthcare is soul crushing in reality. Is there anything we can do to navigate this?",3.741373257614869,5.886939120805369,4.7189261744966435,81.64449148167269,73.8993288590604,7.806091894682499,27.568921011874032,8.617729084823388,2.230899432111513,615,24,112,12,13,200,97,149,0.031,0.956,0.013000000000000001,-0.3818,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,2,9,2,1,0,0,8,0,14,1,1,1,2,10,15,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,11,1,22,8,5,26,1,0,1,0,12,14,0,0,11,68,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203867634175426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119306908016807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355373790391671,0.0,0.7984017954762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542673850747566,0.0,0.0,0.11346760802437668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421364433519414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156148584710358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003587884125708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773884224035154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363704233051873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838591498425593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934787860741966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,zipping,2020/01/15,"Online dating : interest Question. If their first response doesn't include a question/ continuation of the conversation does that mean that there's little interest?

I message some people and they answer my question and that's it. I've only ever dating people that responded to my opener with a followup",7.7142307692307694,10.191765807692311,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,64.0,9.046153846153846,36.07692307692308,9.516144504307137,4.265715384615384,250,12,30,5,4,82,39,52,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,6,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460159507287934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148718000096334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887175417108455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343308992144912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546787816218331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781686032136546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32417756138310905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7857348192156743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Tips4Inclusion,2020/01/15,"Had any of you heard of this group called Best Buddies? Best Buddies is a non-profit organization that pairs neurotypical people to socialize with a partner with a disability. People with disabilities get the chance to socialize with their neurotypical friend at Best Buddies programs. Neurotypical people who volunteer in the program also allow their partner to keep in touch and hang out at restaurants and other places. 

There are several Best Buddies chapters in middle schools, high schools, and colleges throughout the United States. 

I was a member of Best Buddies myself.",10.253971631205673,12.085210851063831,8.722127659574468,60.43333333333334,57.510638297872354,10.521985815602838,42.26241134751773,10.504223727775694,5.165211347517731,476,25,60,10,6,145,61,94,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,5,2,6,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,6,16,4,5,11,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,0,46,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615387402394785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877285620607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7621381751542649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483132996676615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221737586817668,0.0,0.07588549771143277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346129878773482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291020968162075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020876859771036,0.0,0.1517520708886692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399518514537715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408762666564125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29612179681898065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Olive09,2020/01/15,"Do any of you or your autistic loved ones have an issue with telling the difference between real, not real, or made up/imaginary? I've asked this before in a different sense, possibly a different sub that I ended up deleting. I am almost 26, mother of 2 (and 7 months pregnant) and married. Autism 1. I've had this happen before maybe a year and a half ago when my mental health was really bad and I was extremely stressed, always on edge, fight or flight mode. But it's starting to happen again. Wondering at times whether or not the people around me are real or if they are made up by my own mind. Or maybe I'm in a coma and this is how my mind is passing the time or maybe I'm already dead and therefore none of this even really matters. Sometimes I feel like a zombie, or like automatic. I've noticed I care for myself less when I didn't care much regularly anyway. And everything seems to be a pain and really really hard to just get up and do anything at all. Nothing has really changed. Life seems harder and more depressing and I feel like I was just fine last week or whenever. I don't know anymore. Anywho, anyone experience this also?",3.666937069813177,5.336073933628324,5.074808259587023,81.04155358898727,72.93805309734512,8.208062930186825,26.714847590953788,8.841846274778883,2.1276959685349066,903,32,171,18,18,302,141,226,0.09699999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.4437,2,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,2,1,0,10,12,1,1,11,0,16,5,0,4,1,47,34,27,1,1,16,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,7,3,17,7,19,26,6,22,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,14,15,112,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784215247005693,0.0,0.0992297959497036,0.0,0.10935431206523916,0.0792466092054149,0.08245536696600221,0.0,0.0,0.06738831572893783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827607557687228,0.06928985465249701,0.0,0.0815471259091112,0.08821597514216226,0.09264088479604253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274057577440319,0.0,0.0,0.16864588748351775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206886606802127,0.0,0.10482986455911088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535078057248663,0.0,0.0,0.3106010150470068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776917072195259,0.0,0.0,0.06545162140130609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906061608063247,0.0969343817136641,0.0,0.0,0.10021129126201106,0.14158764293528284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517732915241076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525958850612747,0.0,0.08877007415209617,0.0,0.0,0.10533384757148356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342992179968644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446027712564524,0.08077603174943658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999405898537424,0.14523911909991796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943752796670046,0.18753305392003644,0.0,0.0,0.2986641479924973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986492329355527,0.0,0.20011634557610725,0.0,0.079097056381129,0.0,0.07284657035943644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508477326328292,0.11282084604777184,0.0,0.0,0.06714965309047995,0.0,0.10544456370140924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870031957625435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171524974225516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383770088177757,0.31741546841440743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042558289133792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800795078654892,0.0,0.07014028162640687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135135227082219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661380601966967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155667274942642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948840632884148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746480689660304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381423181392036
autism,cleosmo,2020/01/16,"Sensory issues regarding paper? I am mildly autistic but one thing really upsets me and no one I know relates.


I cannot touch paper, the rough feel makes my legs tighten and my eye twitch and my spine tingle horribly. 


I write in school with my sleeve covering my hand and I cut my nails because the second nails scratch paper I want to throw up and scream.


Sometimes when the teacher one on one explains something and touches their nails on the pape I feel violently sick and my left eye closes.


Anyone I tell acts like I'm being a snowflake. I normally say nothing.


Does anyone else relate or gave anything similar?",3.4614367816091938,6.178498017241381,4.150689655172414,82.52160919540232,77.44827586206897,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.9440252873563213,494,20,84,8,12,157,81,116,0.21,0.721,0.069,-0.9652,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,5,0,3,8,5,1,0,19,11,10,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,5,1,11,18,1,6,9,0,9,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,2,49,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841844433266447,0.2082171502947366,0.16722812233907194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387760179624635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783427612597985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975954121585204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055025960522244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210301924701064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111681310460135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079302188210315,0.0,0.0,0.09928028284867872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564717873348214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910694898119374,0.19498968134790645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508133009890116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018433744306293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160423390339446,0.0,0.20566380483882105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564443602999535,0.200984221106725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761832790346882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500660642593032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986110828084337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nightshadeberri,2020/01/16,"1hour 'front of house staff' trial, looking for tips/advice please! I have an hour front of house staff trial /interview/ at a country pub/restaurant tomorrow could anyone give me any good advice?
espcailly how to be an ""excellent communicator""",6.3259756097561,9.564599097560977,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,70.21951219512195,8.978048780487804,29.76219512195122,9.516144504307137,3.4961170731707307,197,8,28,5,4,62,34,41,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,14,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006659099848514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742089745155087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912473984205352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045362893957917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457480814533007,0.0,0.214868903479614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522824956423064,0.5911871485608252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151239500397972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120514280821485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,empinys,2020/01/16,"anyone else sensitive to new music? idk if it’s a me thing or an autism thing but if an artist i like releases new music and i haven’t listened on my own yet, i freak out if it’s played by someone else (like at a store or by a friend). Whenever they release new music i have to wait for the “right time” where i’m calm and receptive and the environment is quiet (can be the day the music is released or 6 months later, i never know), and if someone plays the song i get irrationally upset and like. tantrum-y... does anyone else experience something similar?",4.86330357142857,5.186912294642855,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,68.91071428571428,9.257142857142858,29.392857142857146,9.23628265651192,2.3501107142857145,435,15,88,8,7,147,72,112,0.10300000000000001,0.763,0.134,0.5514,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,10,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,11,13,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,7,8,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,7,12,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046773894364876,0.3523733161080514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108957675263922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047764679202422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309351971814254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682034961213861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285083004185874,0.0,0.08983859479075895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450113417272467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202334996430803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725162507887406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262112231825485,0.4982212197672986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684733010833112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913912466757663,0.1323781877411731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284764993443587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002674554486926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,granaria,2020/01/16,"Advice? (19F considering diagnosis) So about a couple weeks ago I was mentally spiraling on my lunch break, wondering why I wasn't like my coworkers, who didn't need constant reminders or didn't mess up their work. 1 of my two jobs (mon-fri) is a factory job, loud noises everywhere

At first I was frequently messing up orders because it was hard to concentrate and it was hard for me to do two thing at once with all the noise and coworkers trying to talk to me while I do my work. i've also been told by coworkers i've come across as rude/cold at times 

Back to the spiral, I began researching ""sensory sensitivity"" and it led me to a page on autism. after continuing research on it, i realized more and more of the general symptoms match up with mine, along with masking . watched a lot of videos on youtube on people who have autism and their experiences are similar to mine in the past and present 

My work days is usually 6-7 days a week, and i'm constantly sleeping because being on high alert all the time trying to make myself appear ""friendly/positive"" and get through one task at a time is extremely exhausting. My second job is retail which is such a pain to constantly talk to people and make an entirely different mask specifically for CS. at one point i had a break down and cried in the back of the store bc a customer and i had conflict bc i apparently came off as rude/racist for telling them only three items can be used in the fitting room (it apparently was my face and tone of voice).

I'm constantly sleeping when i'm not at work, usually for 10-12 hours because i'm so drained trying to ""fit in"". 

i'm realizing that this (autism) would explain so much about how my life has been; constantly feeling alienated, being told i'm being rude when i'm just being straightforward. not understanding how to express what i'm feeling to others (i've been to therapy so this issue is less severe now). doing repetitive things when i'm upset like walking in circles, and some other stuff. 

if my diagnosis is true, i'd be uncomfortable with the people around me knowing due to internalized ableism and insecurity (the desire to be known as ""normal""). 

part of me even feels that it's rude of me to stereotype my symptoms? i'm not sure, i'm confused and hesitant. i've heard getting assessed as an adult takes quite a long time, so i'll still be doing more research 

Anyway, TLDR: I want to get assessed and know a clinic, but hesitant to go.",6.344356689821807,6.57625086469345,7.08912337662338,74.32511363636365,65.723044397463,10.647206282090004,34.22900936273029,10.451354775682146,3.5702679553005137,1941,82,363,46,28,645,245,473,0.077,0.892,0.031,-0.9258,6,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,3,6,22,13,2,3,23,0,37,10,3,6,4,63,73,35,0,6,7,0,5,2,0,1,6,3,1,1,19,24,1,1,11,1,2,6,6,9,0,7,18,9,32,4,68,46,12,73,0,0,1,0,14,29,0,7,37,239,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806099744835734,0.07312395104067584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596861539397766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343513866534432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686211368104156,0.0,0.1508585987752458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434857553863507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105933046709742,0.0,0.4457213309231894,0.0,0.0,0.09127554228743684,0.0906133038644899,0.10640069701759557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861863117680455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448501686605877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069275152386943,0.0,0.0,0.12513090839498847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016743266828784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929558969700738,0.0,0.046881957376166704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779279363373365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715705337129903,0.0,0.0,0.08123774809031377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609994547207048,0.2455809724753077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067060690605913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826635616800665,0.0806025955695437,0.0,0.0,0.0730025948324597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013152818028287,0.0,0.0,0.11012775521871898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313227256228746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060640921182576364,0.06116658062801155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808243914266332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785101181891311,0.11179707707322853,0.06273868617436809,0.08777702841737156,0.0,0.0,0.08933051663281713,0.07874770082372701,0.17156815938288508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798135883715611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774012055583598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319218687604452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510263089668006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587801084135897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944333073539646,0.0,0.0,0.07774748954823482,0.1714810086363316,0.06202352293268711,0.13260747320700522,0.07210141751692456,0.0,0.0943364949452169,0.0,0.1096076943450272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924063899982943,0.0,0.0,0.1576487870709524,0.0,0.16801943151225826,0.0,0.1611648886803287,0.08587681150399509,0.0,0.07124637826820562,0.18170599651111205,0.0,0.04865576606990237,0.0,0.132339797449132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443596539239203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945877414355888,0.24021987938725065,0.0,0.0,0.05859976593141565,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nueoritic-parents,2020/01/16,"Anyone else not like smelling? Don’t get me wrong, I love sniffing vanilla extract as much as anyone, but in general, I’ve found I just don’t like smelling.

Vanilla too! I know I just said I love the smell of it, but it’s more the concept of “smell in my nose” than whatever it is I’m actually smelling.

Maybe being able to block light and sound but not smell is the reason. For this? Anyone else in the same SS No-Smell boat?",0.6860227272727286,2.9532628295454586,1.921545454545456,96.95981818181819,85.47727272727272,4.883636363636365,21.3,6.2581,0.09033727272727267,331,11,75,3,10,105,55,88,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.276,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,0,14,12,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,10,7,4,10,9,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,42,11,0,0.20395198381983312,0.0,0.19902771578079345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278239076199535,0.41794581870758507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34075142386903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362282321699475,0.0,0.0,0.10655649373816138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208667650221177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992812745634841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681492564289738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489718075684588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499281751236043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969660752172645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400504114701056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298947738818545,0.0,0.0
autism,NoopNobodyHere,2020/01/16,"Autism? Or ADD Hi all,

My friend has pddnos, i have add. We were talking about symptoms, and she mentioned that my symptoms sound like i have autisme in one sort of another. But it is similar to the symptoms of ADD. Which i have a diagnosis from. However what i experience fits more with autism traits then ADD. The focus issue being the only indicator that says i actually have ADD. 
Is it possible i was wrongly diagnosed? I have never been tested for autism.",2.359672304439748,5.233217313953489,3.924207188160677,80.8530338266385,85.16279069767441,7.313319238900636,26.422832980972515,8.296473431620573,2.3987116279069776,363,16,65,9,11,120,61,86,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,0,2,13,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,11,2,8,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.21262588031086996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284730864107705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115030132213412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131348931655832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833863814279248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274169901657644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644838149125256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804756969143111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476455916314776,0.16571256925310732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563439099571446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327216087176048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6794027796564791,0.0,0.17512898681223268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382247806227359,0.0,0.0
autism,_-_-account_-_-,2020/01/16,Recently diagnosed 3.5 year old My son recently started OT and they have said to have purposeful play for him and to make his playroom better for him but idk what to put in there or what is a no go. We are getting playdoh and some tongs for a sensory bin but not sure what else could help him. Please help!,3.1541935483870955,4.763511193548388,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,74.16129032258064,8.185806451612903,26.916129032258066,8.841846274778883,1.898925161290323,242,9,52,5,5,77,47,62,0.094,0.7140000000000001,0.192,0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,10,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,7,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171935500954806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015955828262108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254450147937679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094235040415892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097779045882135,0.0,0.14247574578308486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360711481867009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734085919565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630622310887116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751878277324989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201771744934404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950621369102318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384683536016903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744321133819566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362770706706588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143936065804118
autism,Eliverto789,2020/01/16,Try to not talk to myself I talk to myself too much sometimes at work I talk to myself out loud and everybody around we can hear me look at me is there anyway I could try the patrol not talking to myself I've been mostly alone about my childhood in the teenagers I honestly just want you no more public any advice will help,1.7674675324675349,4.1351118939393965,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,81.57575757575758,4.983549783549783,18.51948051948052,6.1826913282559595,-0.10945194805194758,259,6,52,2,7,82,48,66,0.062,0.833,0.10400000000000001,0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,13,1,11,5,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,1,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363960049163974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264314535367534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867373621933888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462422345400127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455572780611914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24640831808227756,0.0,0.14654095055389907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359146818714428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071586993903147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162275175602907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028958334163352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968665226445894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895176423740046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916293049100316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mossycoat,2020/01/16,"how to interact with people with power/authority? by ""people with power/authority"" i'm meaning anyone who has more social status, knowledge, and/or power than you do (a boss, professor, etc.) & has some sort of direct influence over some part of your life (income, grades, etc.). i'll also note that i have a fairly extensive history of trauma, which includes interactions with ""grown ups"" as a child that were pretty damaging. so my difficulties navigating these interactions as an adult can, at a certain point, become complicated by that.

in my life, i've found that people in authority really like me because i take direction well, follow the rules, do a good job consistently, work very hard, show up on time, don't call off sick often, am fairly kind, etc. basically, i'm fearful & obedient. however, i also notice things with the person in power/authority that are problematic (usually centering around them breaking ""the rules"") &, when i notice incongruence between their words/actions, i ask questions--not big, angry ""WHY DID YOU DO THAT, YOU HYPOCRITE?"", but small, sweet & confused ""how come you decided to do X? i think i remember you saying \[thing that contradicts X\] last week...?""

at a certain point (like, after several months & when their ""breaking the rules"" begins to negatively impact me/my ability to function), though, i get impatient & my questions get a little direct. at that point, the liking they have for me stops--& it stops real quick.

in workplace settings, ""breaking the rules"" has been about my bosses not following the company policies/procedures in their interactions with me/other employees (which causes harm) but expecting us to follow those same policies/procedures... or selectively picking & choosing policies/procedures if/when they fit the situation to punish someone--but \*not\* when they would hold the person with power/authority accountable for their own behaviors. in my profession, this ""breaking the rules"" has been about internship supervisors not behaving according to our code of ethics & my professors failing to acknowledge that those other professionals are behaving badly when i seek input/guidance.

some people have referred to interacting with people with power/authority as ""playing the game,"" but i don't understand the game, the rules, or how to play it. occasionally there are phrases tossed in like ""professionalism,"" ""professional demeanor,"" and ""know your place,"" but what those seem to mean is not asking questions of people with more power/authority & not organizing people with the same amount or lesser power than you to go talk with the people with more power/authority about the problems that are happening to try to seek some sort of resolution. it has been my perception that the latter behavior especially is very threatening to people with power/authority.

some folks have suggested to me that i just ""want to be right""--but that's not it at all. i feel right about very few things, *especially* when it comes to other people & their behavior (humans do so many different things! for so many different reasons!)...which is why the rules are *so important* to me. it's about values, & it's about saying what you mean & meaning what you say, & it's about (as they say) ""walking the walk"" while you ""talk the talk.""

how do you navigate this? to me it seems like there's many levels of dishonesty & a lot of gaslighting involved. overall i dislike all of it very much, as it is something that consistently causes me a great deal of confusion & emotional pain. if given the option, i would choose to avoid people with power/authority at all costs--but i'm not sure that that is an option for me at this point, so i'm wanting to understand it better to reframe the way i think about/approach it & minimize burnout/the amount of energy i waste twisting my brain into knots trying to understand it.",9.644343508944688,9.680132166912855,9.2611533727228,62.15947337108156,58.940915805022144,12.6625471852946,38.5987608731331,12.00992498983062,5.043277072049895,3115,134,472,87,36,1005,305,677,0.096,0.816,0.087,-0.8788,17,1,1,0,0,0,199.0,2,12,10,5,31,28,1,4,33,0,37,5,1,10,6,101,71,32,0,7,16,0,2,5,0,2,4,4,0,5,49,20,0,3,24,5,1,9,10,12,1,0,7,7,55,16,92,61,23,62,0,2,0,0,53,32,0,21,20,328,104,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563494396089722,0.0,0.7558852884216476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028694197598959238,0.0,0.0,0.036531850655611965,0.07672857353826956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034264387515738966,0.02501592516759281,0.0453224157047847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629411053624482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581114001613658,0.04190361791263077,0.0,0.0,0.08431311477646808,0.0,0.07069991002922574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230760020857632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575037855968858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616137994833367,0.0,0.0,0.13730213592762755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046178312444760485,0.02074966535534058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044995223708201484,0.0,0.0,0.042880536112878925,0.0,0.02332241344452096,0.03442009618410208,0.0,0.045243710216831885,0.0,0.0,0.03628910241570177,0.0,0.03676131320189915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040723135969065065,0.0,0.0,0.04273397826478588,0.022552997996237386,0.03345083386164401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797164301620191,0.10024363122741893,0.041130102842990415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03488840029849384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248159836708578,0.0,0.17880637193211804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327555394174051,0.0,0.03016709870129348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344235648962676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366652465586094,0.0,0.0,0.04443933996626074,0.0,0.31295066361606444,0.07166428323176317,0.04287518927984429,0.0,0.15517385310283816,0.0,0.0,0.04174963384017517,0.0,0.03926710363349036,0.0,0.0,0.09194221797748768,0.0,0.0,0.04670937182486031,0.02628951155209556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648720165735132,0.07009117024210024,0.0,0.13053786523064506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471753770239553,0.0,0.04636040886012775,0.0,0.0,0.046127585556630116,0.0,0.041832305859653925,0.0,0.03159247800577094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430897641649139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867712009053845,0.0,0.03085490295371562,0.09895255517443227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905329501088433,0.05259002234277162,0.04031888728797962,0.0,0.02392914901623329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557231945614734,0.0,0.0,0.128163665637277,0.04936275593097809,0.0,0.045196730396491636,0.135440107744719,0.04840966359988368,0.03257345692004658,0.032917604596879375,0.0,0.03689741385649021,0.0,0.07405946582366721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029875604914005545,0.0,0.0,0.05830336638202783,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LindiP,2020/01/16,"Help!! My son is mean... Is it just puberty??? What do I do? My son is 11 and Autistic. We are going through a time where he is mean to other children. Not physically but verbally. I am primary custody and share him with his Dad basically every other weekend. I am at a loss of what to do. My husband and I promote love and inclusion across the board for every living thing, including bugs.... We are also the only ones that punish him for bad behavior (grounding from video games). I am sad that he is acting like this and just need some guidance from people who have been here.",1.9505059523809507,4.391038276785714,3.7482142857142873,84.81345238095241,81.41071428571429,6.590476190476192,24.511904761904763,7.793537801064563,1.5546404761904764,445,17,85,8,12,149,78,112,0.125,0.732,0.142,-0.4393,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,4,0,15,1,0,0,0,16,20,7,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,13,3,11,19,1,8,0,2,0,1,17,4,0,1,3,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090717148032292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020602494169955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44441282632200907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988553215217312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767746594695693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288466139846918,0.0,0.2328810560875799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802931427329976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574565069627068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955546653864548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871229496378685,0.2005808180814961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283924355759068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521247527123218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378482346085715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Anon14287,2020/01/16,"Autism/aspergers brain developmental delay. Hi I have aspergers and I have a couple of questions. 
I know it is a brain developmental disorder, but are you born 'normal' but the brain doesn't develope properly so by say 2 years old you could notice signes?
I ask this because I have also heard from a psychologist that it could be something crucial that happens in the first few years of life as opposed to have been born with it.
Thanks",5.671851851851853,7.414309209876543,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,68.01234567901236,9.350617283950617,30.78395061728395,9.725611199111238,3.0320765432098766,350,14,62,8,6,114,58,81,0.047,0.9009999999999999,0.052000000000000005,0.3291,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,11,4,3,0,0,12,16,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,7,1,8,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,7,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891535524654428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408505433963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351439213149675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6236295891849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735362642760704,0.2060423691459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134175011122912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839362551620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466852111679886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233840408198258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315285318004794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245028927773446,0.0,0.21200599668397715,0.19540038222885425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860241855968856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808493312288107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433567182795445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144093240210773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398315611390461
autism,Aggravating_Skill,2020/01/16,"Any people on the spectrum who smoke weed? Interested in knowing the effects it has on you. Hi there!

I'm a neurotypical person in a relationship with someone who is on the spectrum. I smoke weed on a fairly regular basis, he, on the other hand, has not even tried it (with very good reason).

But I find that when I smoke weed, I become hyper-aware of social interactions and the meta-narrative of gathering. I almost start to feel detached from myself and watch my own socialising happening like some kind of performance. I found that this made it much easier for me to empathise with social anxiety, and consequently, how my SO feels during these situations.

I do wonder though, if this could actually make things worse for someone on the spectrum as it could lead to anxiety.

What does weed do for you, as someone on the spectrum? Does it help you or exacerbate any issues you may have? Or do you consume it recreationally, and have no awareness of its effects on the condition as such?

Thanks a lot!",5.951114345114341,7.419340627027029,6.6713513513513565,72.57887733887738,67.05405405405406,9.8004158004158,31.52806652806653,10.035473477838034,3.3135738045738052,796,32,137,19,13,262,112,185,0.053,0.8340000000000001,0.113,0.9237,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,4,7,5,0,0,12,0,11,1,1,7,0,31,22,15,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,16,5,27,17,4,13,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,8,3,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.14519157848481115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489855372895561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235624450952103,0.0,0.2276384810591973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643200766081005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375836004037803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604035053062672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827033188588677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045917335876086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598574646275588,0.0,0.0,0.16313381561322512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479283713980732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156907010051105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997266806330694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552916875789372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493548772814414,0.08176771473575338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726882753560936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649071150850774,0.0,0.14078287942862278,0.09931437739843042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093732514597044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314799023894433,0.12991232183443338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297458110066647,0.0,0.15973817763364195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723928490007609,0.0,0.30333280327889256,0.3781922282191478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530997714686142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698018237080511,0.0,0.0,0.09884538098805773,0.0,0.14617938044319104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101446995711164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122762260872119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134974220166806,0.0,0.0,0.15162345746545142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,epicforger12345,2020/01/16,Advice I just wondered if i could get some advice im 20 and ive bever really had a job i tried a couple of times but it didnt go well i dont think ill ever be able to get a job that i can feel comfortable in what sort of jobs could an autistic person do?!as someone who also has social issues like talking to people,1.2247619047619054,2.6626112857142914,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,79.0,5.80952380952381,18.80952380952381,6.42735559955562,0.03238095238095262,250,5,54,2,6,88,55,70,0.033,0.8029999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.868,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,1,12,15,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,6,3,5,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,35,10,3,0.17759523545479242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470880173528184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420228456298062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359068890963884,0.19650575011536334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081402932927202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064505798797246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979748718570821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855723611041987,0.0,0.10093146499276563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183332978658788,0.1853632851240791,0.5287076033835078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676406136136706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312217493881147,0.15506930943155905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377205541824414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810359774507912,0.1504758666825234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274432307060722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379585589812105,0.0,0.0,0.10355720997674092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057550721637895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967944500421405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259445714518103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,fauwl909,2020/01/16,"""Need"" to think/say in mind in public I always had this weird thing that if i saw a license plate, it bring's some persons name to my mind or if it sounds like abbreviation of some filename or movie like ""SOD"" Spear of Destiny you had to say the the association... I Remember this so far as 7th grade.. also roadsigns do it too... it sucks.",1.4359663865546215,3.6352298235294103,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,81.64705882352942,5.650420168067227,21.478991596638657,6.868970318607317,0.3877579831932776,260,8,57,3,7,86,50,68,0.065,0.861,0.07400000000000001,0.1593,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,2,8,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,6,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276349486085241,0.2368520673629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27813176903303233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748318382034973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110647821643936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485458879990507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224535932118623,0.0,0.0,0.4527310979490952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910918260387533,0.1823925840547683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vamproy,2020/01/16,"Starting Over | Depression and Autism Hello all,  
New here.  
I have a depression and I am autistic (aspergers), and I have recently decided to share my journey with other people. About how I deal with things (or not) and how I am going to deal with things, how I am (going to) fighting my depression, and maybe in the process of this all, hopefully be able to not just help myself by talking about these things, but also help other people with simillar issues, or even just give them the courage to talk to someone or get help.  


My first video of the year I am just explaining some things about me, where I have been and where I want to go.  
But I will be creating more video's (not just about these two subjects) about depression and autism.  


Hope you guys and girls appreciate what I am trying to here, and maybe take the time to watch my video and give me some things to talk about, like, what you want ""regular"" people to know and be made aware of, or just to support me on this.  


Greetings to all, and since it is still January,  
May you have a happy and healthy 2020,  


Roy",7.832644230769232,6.324403129807696,7.158538461538463,80.78646153846154,63.375,10.82,33.3,9.642632912329526,2.729346538461538,833,26,172,13,10,258,103,208,0.091,0.735,0.174,0.9656,0,0,0,0,2,0,32.0,0,3,1,1,21,12,1,0,6,0,16,0,0,4,3,48,32,23,0,4,14,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,17,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,5,0,2,2,1,23,7,30,25,6,16,0,4,1,0,20,5,0,9,8,134,37,0,0.11665506698832995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932890149242526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053250351633185,0.4018993530428178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704957154565244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922674038700488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060947457741070514,0.2238123399601729,0.19889328865962488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550685680195205,0.0,0.12418148800123364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345742972570029,0.0,0.0,0.2317296062954388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217575819979175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411057402322394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699177325546161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038184498587693,0.0,0.0,0.2343913885929601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126661906210622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262180562088415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518280527883297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649827689294653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884145969921114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256905683467461,0.0,0.09316088718637344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237878759326935,0.0,0.0,0.08771009247300939,0.2812887720894567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875022149737141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802250767609358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920113304536845,0.0,0.11395504980340425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761236187656714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512203845387687
autism,JustineKeyblade,2020/01/16,"Im 24 years old and as long as i could remember I've never been like others around me. I also tend to get twitches in my body or flap around when excited or anxious There are times when my body will sort I'd freak out and jerk. When I'm excited or anxious I sorry of jump around or flip my hands around to calm myself. I tend to avoid eye contact and when I get angry or stressed I hit myself or pull my hair. I could never truly focus in school as well as others and was put on focus meds, but all that did was made me lose weight so I stopped taking them. I also have photophobia. I tend to stutter when i talk (blockage). I've never actually been to a doctor for any of my behaviors, so im not really sure if I'm a part of the spectrum, but I've always felt like I was.",2.478692614770459,3.2335857664670686,4.463847305389223,87.84611027944115,74.56886227544909,7.243313373253492,22.89870259481038,7.492282038375204,0.7649205588822348,601,15,136,7,12,207,94,167,0.188,0.7709999999999999,0.04,-0.9594,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,2,3,0,11,8,5,1,5,32,22,26,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,8,5,22,7,21,10,2,24,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,8,15,90,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12338985553305065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022323956498928,0.10521047249164983,0.0,0.0,0.08598538578066532,0.0,0.0,0.28568856713514545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502433142936758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808987157969381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201908447010315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941948217077875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140484045471304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321222053609978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315967143314124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354705264222005,0.0,0.0,0.11189782863757497,0.0,0.14145706133729338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964315930377392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044935789846907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925612627671163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268036510950384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692514444487205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710985772019331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100244444199169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432349536830062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279667835039778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154227347479706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571177598835688,0.14483970901794516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917076759306895,0.0,0.09506918975343882,0.1016298690959786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372976709326012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539731695854224,0.1136871908038658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142496635303925
autism,YuXinWolf,2020/01/16,"Does autism always show signs early on in life? Hello, I am trying to get some help here, I am 14 years old and have been the “odd one out” for quite a while now with no answer, me and my family have been trying to find answers on why I behave and act differently than “normal” people do, I’ve been showing some autistic traits and symptoms for a while, but my parents never were able to put a finger on it. Is autism usually something that is figured out and known really early in life? Or can it go unnoticed until your older? I’m just trying to find answers for my self, not knowing what’s “wrong” with me is driving me insane",4.79904761904762,5.233391246031751,5.8175793650793635,81.40589285714286,69.07936507936508,7.887301587301588,26.067460317460323,7.645422480735847,1.3989555555555562,491,13,95,5,8,163,86,126,0.059000000000000004,0.899,0.042,-0.2867,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,13,4,1,0,1,26,17,10,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,8,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,1,10,0,18,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,11,67,14,0,0.1855326250249517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437800672946794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938421045447816,0.0,0.0,0.16236085044163193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490364689274865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391469161318055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969331389988344,0.0,0.10544246640270158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435860769433725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196387861639254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620943598134054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309419814276922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817825802182494,0.0,0.0,0.19468528001686247,0.0,0.12572170833898313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060120237843457,0.0,0.0,0.12862496145620889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865115326049612,0.0,0.19733678437626212,0.0,0.0,0.11885695042536405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935509910630288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283207904815587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928394365742691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778934211317456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433797461315512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741433633122982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285080006536807,0.0,0.1194769275900158
autism,cluelessclod,2020/01/16,"Sometimes when he looks at me, I can see his brain working hard to work out how I feel. I love it, because it means he loves me enough to try. Title. I am very much in love with my husband. Part of the reason our marriage works is his autism. I just wanted to share this with someone.",0.8897175141242961,2.915871220338982,1.8450000000000024,99.34908192090398,82.55932203389831,3.9333333333333336,20.002824858757066,3.1291,-0.6830700564971752,218,6,50,0,6,68,47,59,0.022000000000000002,0.757,0.221,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,9,11,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,9,11,3,4,0,0,2,3,11,3,0,0,1,33,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359196242245565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263313732141704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949061649943507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251437209278133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162042016879112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025541544842449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489580209318742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084962131800767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904149673084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955395206825912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084564573580113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615621589749412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178586474445454,0.0,0.20052078779653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765109469592146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728652443128308,0.11958473021560187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428040876133476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,new_to_humanity,2020/01/16,"How is/was your experience with/as a child and a pet Hello, my 5 year old daughter is on the spectrum. We're thinking about adopting a cat, and she is very excited about it.
Can people share their experience with pets as a child in the spectrum, or as a parent of a child in the spectrum?
Thanks!",2.703500000000002,4.3710156833333365,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.5,6.8000000000000025,27.0,7.554174236665415,1.4283999999999994,231,9,48,3,5,77,40,60,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.7955,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6522801129007378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34985888949335736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37021359733631415,0.0,0.0,0.23114529343100546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069601683463342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136363861008441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750990954434131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470583293765572
autism,__error,2020/01/16,"Boyfriend (28) told his mom I (F26) might be autistic. I'm not diagnosed. Hi everybody. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for on this forum, maybe just information to figure out if I will have have to shell out coin to figure out what is up with me.   


I guess after that last time my boyfriend's mom met me, she asked him why I was awkward or uncomfortable. I thought I had done a very good job at not being awkward. He told me while I was staying with his family after the holidays. Being in a new environment around people I don't know well was already hard but that made it worse. I'm not complaining about what my boyfriend said. But, I grew up in a really neglectful/abusive military family and I am finishing my phd in physics. It feels a little bit ridiculous to go and get diagnosed now.   


It sucks because since my boyfriend lives with me he sees the reality. Did anybody feel a major resistance to talking to anybody about it/felt the need to hide things? And, if I go to talk to somebody about it, how many sessions would you expect to be more certain? I'm afraid to go in and they just diagnose me because I asked about it. It sucks feeling a little bit ""outed"" when I was trying really hard.",2.903405060769078,4.872861966527196,4.252755528989842,84.8431659693166,75.77824267782427,7.732297270372584,27.28053397091054,8.563005593585519,2.0424559075513056,946,38,189,19,21,312,136,239,0.107,0.847,0.046,-0.8974,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,0,11,10,3,3,9,0,20,3,0,2,2,40,47,12,0,5,10,2,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,13,12,0,0,9,1,1,4,5,7,1,0,13,8,29,3,34,27,4,29,0,0,2,0,21,15,2,5,9,125,42,3,0.0,0.13645620942823244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709164766470504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252465969954108,0.2153345847545736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041167741840888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25146902802890336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506817590486405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178576802190391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714181198857171,0.0,0.1746984350305984,0.0,0.11058012020032223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017095074310778,0.0,0.19635926942049345,0.09659813518257757,0.0,0.0,0.12687143043384833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633726780846667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428727486285067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658753407081869,0.0938779529857762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308588106930156,0.10169617080142614,0.0,0.0967127958975505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897551438151093,0.0,0.11676309869574375,0.1157025511839496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221759093332729,0.0,0.2697686408682647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539621464391525,0.0,0.111230756089523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984355298974427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756017979788275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955191340526174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177463204067314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526883123473616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275462967063132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513665680024446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651304108232349,0.0,0.0,0.09143117208051717,0.06715586031807151,0.0,0.0,0.2200974702335849,0.0,0.07819206332637238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502633118083877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355059301789486,0.0,0.1039219392781414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173668583613395,0.08181261954130986,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,walljumpingkids,2020/01/16,"I need help and tips! Help with stepson with autism and adhd (13 y old) who speaks literally all the time I do understand a lot of his traits. I have ADHD myself too. I am at my wits end unfortunately with the situation. I would love it if the kid could be even quiet for 5 minutes during evening.  When it is just me and the boy or us two and his father, things are very well.  When his sister is with us (most of the time) it is totally opposite. He bullies his sister and mocks her and generally complains about every lil thing. Me and his dad talked about maybe his son behaviour rises from jealousity and frustration because he has no friends while her sis has quite many. It hurts me to go to balcony to calm down from his constant noise making. He plays games (pc,xbox) watches youtube all the time. His bio mom controls his game time and he makes frequent calls to her and asks and begs for more game time. Games, game time, bullying his sis is all he speaks of.  

I am wondering what triggers his ""talk bursts"" ?  Any tools to make less trigger friendly environment for him?",3.799377828054297,5.6396310192307695,4.158687782805433,87.03925339366518,72.94230769230771,7.394117647058824,26.177601809954748,8.124751697461798,1.5001161764705886,844,29,171,13,17,264,132,208,0.091,0.8079999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.3406,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,2,9,11,3,0,7,0,14,1,0,6,4,36,23,16,0,4,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,8,15,0,1,2,6,0,2,1,5,1,1,0,4,28,6,21,20,8,17,0,1,1,1,50,2,0,5,13,109,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075694811846509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701814250759794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196266389508568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800408400796571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066290013247106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382808182910677,0.1435195950419054,0.10216676854976732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333582273190528,0.0,0.0,0.16903460063793976,0.0,0.10781300155736437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772532617165692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272341460117906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153966319492225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698532923429108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878820949275823,0.11549016279674698,0.0,0.25624569184283397,0.12973277902738126,0.12855442921025154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986684948073964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488175945931553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134273967770638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610270392812718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383397914482318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570105842360412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002374144439947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476919412565556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499969790735235,0.13321233406536964,0.30784362638667434,0.0,0.0,0.10558155926462992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505266948379245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876868385752567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090010980490414,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,themorganster,2020/01/16,"Is there anyone that is on the spectrum and has a learning disability or has symptoms like a learning disability? Hi, i’m morgan. I was diagnosed with autism at the age of 2 and was non-verbal til the age of 5. Ive struggled in school my entire life, i almost dropped out of high school because of difficulties taking tests. 
Recently i started researching hypoxic ischemic encephalopathy (HIE) and believe i have it as well, many of the symptoms i have mildly.",7.4615294117647055,7.915063858823532,7.8376470588235305,69.14941176470593,63.352941176470594,10.564705882352943,39.352941176470594,10.355215969177356,4.3795176470588215,368,19,60,8,5,121,60,85,0.057999999999999996,0.884,0.057999999999999996,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,9,4,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,2,12,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,41,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273147435940348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872858946504104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838137492156424,0.0,0.0,0.25575917970407475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304073510565025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984538456971755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603417745556053,0.1109041654341927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014949233133974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241420500211216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594864555419361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606767400952989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731703015547295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718944350673498,0.17068103079145336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410657716251931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Brusheer,2020/01/16,"How to get better at cleaning? Growing up my parents were never very strict about cleaning, and now I'm just total garbage at it. due to certain circumstances I find myself needing to clean a lot more, but a messy room has my floundering, and my parents havent been very forgiving about my struggles. I tend to do things in parts but end up doing said parts an hour apart, so cleaning a room will take me all day if not several. The only thing I'm actually good at is doing the dishes since I've been doing them so long and they're easy to seperate into parts. I'm usually in charge of the dishes so I do those everyday, but other things have been added to my plate and it feels wrong and awkward to do them. Does anyone have tips for getting things done in a timely manner, or getting used to doing them in general?",6.321077027948192,5.904582975460122,6.603394683026584,79.97737559645539,65.87116564417178,9.207634628493524,31.60804362644853,8.515128840125781,2.3256931152010907,647,22,126,8,9,209,101,163,0.099,0.8170000000000001,0.085,-0.6555,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,8,7,0,2,8,0,18,2,0,2,4,25,30,14,0,2,7,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,8,6,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,2,13,4,22,23,7,24,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,10,94,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14237984774252346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201845940329526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129038953940113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409507825945586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276803097812052,0.14930897084617378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292263582463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377271608259067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335229273332852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286841904640999,0.0,0.0,0.1223761414866224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436846276094588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911917057775818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404113539759358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818489638473472,0.11252904562316292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096546829004997,0.0,0.0,0.3240150435759676,0.4739947494215673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878674189385926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482835851763492,0.0,0.1206921018548811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252903014021285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970056414786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877246997932088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507695359136103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260129628237486,0.16069105223152866,0.2407697773370341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952154057620238,0.0,0.0
autism,s0ul_99,2020/01/16,"is autism or borderline autism anything like Anti-social personality / BPD ?? i know someone who says they’re pretty sure that they’re autistic and i could kind of see some signs but some times it seems a little like ASPD. i notice people that are antisocial pd are outcasts and are really intelligent but sometimes make dumb decisions (impulsiveness) with drugs and money and stuff. 
he is extremely smart and has deep knowledge in a lot of things and can sometimes be quiet and to himself and other times erratic and loud. 

i feel the same too cuz i’m 99% sure i have BPD & it has similarities. but i don’t know too much about borderline autistic people. i just wanna make sure he’s not sociopathic and wants to manipulate me bc they can be really smart and people like myself with BPD have no personal boundaries and can’t say no to people that well.",4.917971153846153,7.0050906625000025,5.730000000000004,75.90269230769233,70.5,8.673076923076923,26.68269230769231,9.265573868473778,2.4088461538461536,686,23,120,15,13,224,99,160,0.057999999999999996,0.7559999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9647,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,1,0,3,0,16,1,0,4,3,41,25,17,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,2,9,14,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,11,10,10,22,5,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,5,5,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371020542733401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412861312351647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781042116906645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102895842272623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674196330759495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398056744550515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176810959417068,0.13908210900617912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545776904524788,0.12682263901230606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757665775024393,0.0,0.0,0.16892795778685946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301875765415868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440624436411151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508974188294948,0.22097327490457488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873293221805926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621248187056006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125352740765828,0.0,0.0,0.1008330675779024,0.11519391706960193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721381676629263,0.0,0.2502953200792317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485381752022253,0.0,0.0,0.3577769638458799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406511113687225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475686962973218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463440238493753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137713517486817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheActualDongerino,2020/01/16,How to get better at not interrupting people Me and my girlfriend have been dating for nearly a year now and she despises when I interrupt her. I don’t mean to sometimes she’ll just say something while she’s talking and I’ll want to respond to it. How can I get better at not doing this?,2.831016949152541,4.613252440677968,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,75.4406779661017,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.3464345762711862,230,8,45,3,5,77,43,59,0.091,0.758,0.151,0.3794,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573895879373849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390214364937695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534190483713381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493143032520607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580141166543833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497759647342057,0.32088742366317224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607790576720374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191367869685793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893391072333015
autism,Amelle26,2020/01/16,"In need of some advice! (RDI) Hi all! Hope you are all doing well.
I'm a mom of a 4 year old who has autism and is non verbal. I have recently told my son's o.t I am not interested in ABA therapy for my son after researching the subject and they now recommend RDI. I would like to know from autistic people how they feel about RDI. (If you do not recommend it, please tell me what you do recommend) because my son definitely needs some help to have an easier life as he is very frustrated cause of no communication. Thanks in advance!",2.870238836967808,4.625479616822432,4.7064797507788185,82.49488058151611,75.26168224299063,8.867705088265836,24.973001038421607,9.444778638647367,2.1402988577362416,417,14,87,11,9,142,80,107,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,2,1,4,6,1,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,2,17,19,5,0,5,3,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,12,5,13,17,4,9,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,4,6,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260563768164019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101872822070638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376431840607413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696914664607415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505793991944036,0.0,0.0,0.2297663200359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713481806835664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339766201411787,0.11301784198034827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709349489195943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34306165428285235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274554863345166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037749147721714,0.0,0.0,0.2539346676400927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284138805000047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219563784285774,0.212980766564922,0.2645499689771046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104903173007506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908743292150806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799655986403026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433265056354124,0.0,0.0,0.14897116173531735
autism,Vice2k20,2020/01/17,"Confusion Hi, all. I need some advice. I'm not Autistic, I've been diagnosed with a mood disorder (Bipolar), however in light of recent events my therapist has told me that it might be a good idea to be tested for autism. She went over a lot of the signs and sure enough, they were all there. Do any of you know if symptoms from these two disorders can overlap? I'm 20 years old almost 21 so Im just having trouble imagining I've been autistic my whole life and it's gone unnoticed. Any fact based advice or knowledge you guys can share would be greatly appreciated. I know very little of autism, so anything helps. Thank you all in advaced.",2.4814523076923045,4.970794536000007,3.4528,87.43378461538461,79.64,6.726153846153848,24.81538461538461,7.882392219407189,1.5074923076923077,507,19,99,9,13,162,94,125,0.059000000000000004,0.812,0.129,0.8416,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,13,4,0,0,5,25,22,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,6,1,10,5,11,11,7,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,7,4,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951441712923057,0.0,0.0,0.16370820935746086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223529816627136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345355377692669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659354526146351,0.0,0.0,0.3747396034938673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689253554129833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371247993628386,0.0,0.1802445482060854,0.0,0.16187743242991984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958161851558207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455646615990684,0.17659357709953907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969591419636693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547541696008433,0.0,0.1638565177142926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138990456779462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734334417805515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122323870186665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155168010439656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142328944663825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540841810545874,0.16992517016096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051649160951752,0.0,0.18982053758661116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562184476387909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970264783698085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134893562621376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515537115177275,0.0,0.18252694493557026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613618646722842,0.0,0.0,0.10528000709659847
autism,schofieldius,2020/01/17,"I wrote a thing. I wrote a book, and it's a just over my target of 50,000 words, a small novel, about a person who isn't autistic. I tried to find the empathy I am told I can't have in writing a character based on as much stuff as possible that isn't quite me, philosophies and development included. And honestly, a Tonne of different stuff that amused me as I created them. And then at the end I ditch the narrator and tell my motivations. Those above, as well as sending a message of understanding and allegiance to sufferers of all afflictions.  And then some sprightly appendices resurrecting the tone of the preceeding story. Looking for publication, but also I'm not sure if it's all shite. Might come across too high and mighty, the ending, although perfectly executed, might have a maudlin tone on some ears. I don't know yet Awaiting word from a large editorial team of a large publisher, which is exciting but also scary, as the one thing I lost early on in the writing process was perspective as to whether I would even read this kind of thing, had I never thought of it. Fingers crossed.",7.888511198945983,7.48136771497585,7.881458058849366,72.0736758893281,62.671497584541065,12.164953886693015,38.14185331576636,11.567385478589935,4.446230917874395,875,40,163,24,11,283,129,207,0.06,0.836,0.10400000000000001,0.7787,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,8,9,0,0,19,0,13,3,2,1,5,36,23,24,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,14,9,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,2,1,1,7,3,16,7,29,13,5,20,0,2,1,0,13,10,0,5,7,121,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570020657580829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841729595477845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678833186976361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28464130404552834,0.0,0.0,0.10613199779784538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686466064735354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697742375524848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673303888040808,0.08830916466576168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493629180618974,0.0,0.17540842865434392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409262238875805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812315538471928,0.0,0.12393142824672213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888541309356603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403053596161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811500217379515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170910000900001,0.16073010523157175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678954745585346,0.0,0.0,0.15144523878566518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044718943447218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202591531755585,0.0,0.0,0.12756722832320772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535429525825309,0.0,0.1090956680139022,0.0,0.0,0.16728043953503288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444765701011085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141471653404508,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,idkwhttodo,2020/01/17,"Anyone been on antidepressants? My therapist is currently asking me to think about it. Ive only heard horror. Anyone of you who has been on it, can you tell me your story?",1.96318181818182,4.666794939393941,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,84.45454545454547,6.936363636363637,17.340909090909093,8.07648339933343,1.0643999999999996,135,3,24,3,4,46,27,33,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.6199,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742402293845751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838810400344254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31230052059866165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589063080450106,0.0,0.0,0.476769876268413,0.0,0.2631133558387816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,iritropical,2020/01/17,"What can I do about my autistic brother? My brother is 12 years old and he has autism. I'm not gonna lie, but his disorder has damaged our family completely. He throws things at us (e.g., knives), hits us, threatens to kill us, threatens to kill himself, swears at us, etc. We don't even know what to do anymore because we've done the most we could. We've consulted with doctors, psychiatrists, psychologists, and occupational therapists. We've had people come to the house since he was as little as two years old to help with his communication and social skills. We've placed him in several schools for kids with special needs. But, nothing seems to have helped. He's even been taking the medication abilify and there still hasn't been a change in his overwhelming emotions. 

I'm scared that the day he moves out and has to experience life in the real world, he will end up harming himself or someone else. Not even that, I'm scared he might harm one of us. Like today, he threw a knife at my father because he was angry that my brother asked for the computer from him. 

I want to help my parents badly. I'm sick of seeing them suffer like this and they don't deserve this at all. But, they just keep letting him do this because they don't know what to do. He literally controls everyone's life in our family. Like the other day, he started screaming and swearing because we were out of juice. My dad ended up going to the store to buy some in the freezing weather. They give him whatever he wants because they don't want to deal with his tantrums which could go on for hours. 

My mother even expressed to me the other day that she regretted having children. It hurt deeply because I know she was only saying that due to the stress brought on from my brother. 

I did express putting my brother up for adoption. But, that would hurt us deeply as well and I don't think that would ever cross my parents mind to do so. 

I can't even go outside or anywhere without feeling safe for my family at home. I always have to worry about my brother. I even went to university last year and had to come back because I felt my parents were extremely tired of my brother and needed a hand. 

I would like some advice on what to do. He also cries about literally everything - whether it's going to take a shower, brushing his teeth, waking up for school, someone asking to use the computer, etc. He also keeps damaging our walls. He writes swears on them and when he's confronted about it - he starts crying. We even fixed the wall for 2000$ and he ended up doing it again. I'm so tired.",4.6520385214874205,5.972894595190383,5.115632932531732,83.07418865508795,69.9819639278557,7.7889334224003575,29.49237363616121,8.167268648758528,2.0000126475172566,2029,78,390,28,36,647,237,499,0.21,0.727,0.063,-0.9983,4,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,13,0,7,2,23,25,4,4,17,0,41,10,3,2,2,67,80,27,2,11,11,13,4,4,0,6,7,2,2,2,22,24,0,4,7,0,2,13,10,18,1,2,15,8,58,7,67,55,6,61,0,7,1,0,79,26,0,7,26,253,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060266309290685986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864002573582073,0.05131701912002594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611632139300148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531217994178145,0.0,0.0,0.047422861930875616,0.051494522009315716,0.26316774989017483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652420377456777,0.10625195245017324,0.06466314680710668,0.0,0.06917170587498675,0.09848201790506568,0.0,0.13549016561619384,0.119322280331084,0.06358233162933799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068279751049875,0.06312510421991324,0.0,0.0631130667859433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152002095659127,0.06937401681667238,0.16387237281756425,0.0,0.13756377730286498,0.28514183628467576,0.05578691436577027,0.0,0.058931358195973615,0.055427869724180984,0.06032819576000455,0.17441993160631047,0.0,0.031183808519434957,0.0,0.059215916166260665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916252570463775,0.14020113820830332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240146802770959,0.0,0.061863219413691835,0.0,0.060735650691557584,0.07116255937002666,0.13204481102689722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963589686103437,0.1364644529751895,0.0,0.10168188628731596,0.050271866080406784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306499621770613,0.08712316967121547,0.12052158520943525,0.06181271984274987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212923181515431,0.0,0.06542548870004455,0.06227232204541067,0.0,0.0,0.06554882093787087,0.0,0.0914597502355645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917707127041363,0.0,0.12943123763115535,0.0,0.041791337038959285,0.046905225931391965,0.0,0.0,0.2054422748576371,0.0,0.0,0.042756411656019434,0.0,0.06443533762307507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061998571477650526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019757100201321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904498125846311,0.12349120703929012,0.12483308401305845,0.04914553273468122,0.05614493893886993,0.0,0.06967312908518038,0.0,0.05101668467563605,0.0,0.0,0.06286803153276556,0.10451095594066148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730517626076219,0.0,0.04925227432778248,0.0,0.07064640943992334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274109910854733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160730542742343,0.04097291464459198,0.03951767796456779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417684760146227,0.05845895521030396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024572697257787,0.0,0.4451113892919812,0.053265818480414784,0.0,0.0,0.10912930312395304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055451587717630015,0.05717164774311015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059450736394724986,0.0,0.0,0.06263209921984904,0.0,0.13143255436847315,0.0,0.0,0.11914650099641028
autism,TheForsakenNinja,2020/01/17,"I can’t even look at girls it’s sad When I get something and put my items on the counter I can’t even look at the girl when she talks to me.

When an associate I don’t know who is a girl sees me I try to ignore her and when they ask for help I avoid eye contact and look at something else",1.016865671641792,1.6491993432835803,2.492716417910452,101.05788059701494,77.95522388059702,5.957014925373135,20.86268656716418,5.6839178017228535,-0.4037737313432834,224,5,62,1,5,73,44,67,0.125,0.8320000000000001,0.043,-0.6249,0,1,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,12,0,7,11,1,9,0,1,5,0,11,4,0,0,4,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510967558212595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008804827389466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322142163875915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313934101649659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856878583621052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821260575514388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335660598327696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528174219588077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004053737149936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872193584345773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021385434591244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074554617144472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ChronicallySickBro,2020/01/17,"what are some of your weird stims! i rub my nails, especially when they're painted or buffed",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.2392444444444446,74,2,16,1,2,22,18,18,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,briingit,2020/01/17,"Parent of autism Are there any other parents of autistic children in here? I have two on the spectrum- a son and a daughter, with my son being more severe.",5.381,6.3340997666666645,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,68.0,6.0,31.66666666666667,3.1291,1.505666666666667,123,5,21,0,2,39,27,30,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.4391,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462738749634625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8042476593678849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091255148904164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537671465489852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SkrtSkrts,2020/01/17,"I believe I'm probably autistic, wondering about help and testing For all my life I knew I was kind of different cognitively, and I've been slowly becoming more convinced that it's probably autism. I never really wanted to get tested for it in fear that I would kind of be placed in a box and be viewed negatively. However, I really want to know what it is and have a reason for people to be a little understanding of some problems I have.

I was wondering generally what the process is about getting tested for an adult and how I should go about it. I heard you might need to get your parents/ family involved but I don't really want them knowing about this and my family doctor is in another province currently. I can wait to see my family doctor though and inform my family if I have to. Also, I was wondering if you guys would consider it worth it if you can get by being considered ""normal""",6.570172413793102,6.592649810344831,8.0143908045977,68.59468965517243,65.26436781609196,12.247356321839082,32.91724137931034,11.792908689023552,4.217900689655171,713,27,127,23,10,248,98,174,0.025,0.9159999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.5319,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,1,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,21,3,0,2,2,36,41,14,0,12,4,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,11,7,0,1,9,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,6,3,23,3,21,27,3,8,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,8,2,100,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363984575803026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278302769305785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932086964242007,0.0,0.13192458135246868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233806776472153,0.0,0.2397008710619465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415423420234021,0.1317630455286029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470664833804426,0.0,0.06654708805574792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594124199630498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848548596273387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438702856652437,0.128703347717155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270679279639219,0.0,0.11735871942007205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421798605210894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682354694496143,0.09030993421289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147270334760963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001877474072845,0.0,0.0,0.08117807680543981,0.0,0.12233806776472153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25249377780621396,0.1120429242628811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503980272387802,0.12039189774907805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330857470165048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150440347456102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189874435593588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719481845182366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809495968261624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636010959160974,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anipony03,2020/01/17,"Do I have autism? Don't know where to get tested I've always felt I'm different. Other people had pointed out that I'm different too (once a person asked my mother if I had a mental illness). I have always been an awkward person, I just manage to go through life as best as I can.
I have read about autism a lot, specially about high functioning females with autism, and I like I identify to most aspects of that. I get physically sick in some places with a lot of people making noise, and I have to prepare conversations in my mind when I have some kind of appointment that's gonna last long (for example I have to prepare conversations to go to my kinesiologist). 
At the same time, in my country, the most prevalent type of Psychology is Psychoanalysis, which in general doesn't ""believe"" in autism. I know children who have been diagnosed but I don't know where to get tested as an adult. And I know you guys can't answer that if you don't live in my country haha, my question would be more about, how did you get your diagnosis as an adult? What made you want to get tested?
At the same time I feel very embarrassed to go to a therapist and say that I think I have autism. Maybe I don't have it and I will just look stupid by thinking I do? I have only discussed this with my boyfriend but I'm too embarrassed to talk to anyone else because I fear people might think I try to look special by saying I have some diagnosis. Specially because people here don't know about the autistic spectrum and only link autism with severe interactional and language difficulties.",5.0497338935574225,6.130049977124183,5.9033146591970125,78.69205882352942,68.83660130718954,8.835107376283847,29.604108309990664,9.107695989026183,2.4114735760971047,1247,46,239,23,21,410,147,306,0.09300000000000001,0.861,0.046,-0.9386,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,1,13,12,1,4,12,1,31,4,0,3,0,48,59,17,0,4,6,1,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,6,11,12,0,0,13,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,7,6,37,7,43,47,11,22,0,0,2,0,22,14,0,11,6,165,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211159831266724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651707003390971,0.11212553428233127,0.0,0.0,0.10230370817622568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341688969766982,0.0,0.0,0.1232918602199394,0.1148416391181432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107069921389894,0.0,0.2286653146183097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141600118629616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314089478186566,0.05533186950773533,0.0,0.10507142974696217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858672884583257,0.0,0.18657738067841306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083544192855391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562041942338973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139560984912433,0.3007035344343125,0.0892013024046691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729472576038204,0.053462717851779515,0.0,0.0966300456767452,0.0968434602483277,0.18378984796495376,0.0,0.0,0.18606954662553493,0.0,0.10354675942414668,0.07304639587974923,0.0,0.10993868026409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028124345053188,0.11608955977825745,0.11049464965810303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654100775986928,0.0,0.16645521914676326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034641761471089,0.19110278167087189,0.11433265730915484,0.0,0.10344816704102698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258835793881175,0.0,0.10946114350886037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740486894864873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362648020796192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795691844671033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705844051220894,0.0,0.2103579168998624,0.0,0.0,0.1276208100827601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429682544822384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029247266770436,0.06454555153904465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773701901370003,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Grunt636,2020/01/17,"I'm being told I can't be tested for autism because I'm depressed So I went for assessment for personality disorder and was told it sounds like autism instead but according to my care team in the NHS I can't get tested for autism because I have depression and they apprently can't tell what traits are what. Surely it's possible? I'm just getting really upset because to me diagnosis of what is ""wrong"" with me is really important to me. I don't really know what to do.",5.343546099290776,5.955153425531917,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,67.93617021276596,11.373049645390072,31.624113475177303,11.20814326018867,3.814466666666666,378,15,71,12,6,132,57,94,0.131,0.742,0.127,-0.09,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,0,1,7,22,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,10,3,11,16,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781853562653677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108437480249527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562286229032555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370077549224452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608622931266896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365045166120065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103077175864336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805675271780919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331330147542047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974391602854507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490411731413895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075005662421975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39520758635744574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917032765263538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261005108877707,0.0,0.0
autism,Acerimmerr,2020/01/18,"I got denied on my animal adoption application, because I don't have three non family references. I kinda gave up trying to make friends this year and focus on myself, and I like taking care of animals so I applied to a hedgehog rescue.  I feel like I'm being punished cause of my disability.",5.166964285714286,6.55019891071429,7.359285714285718,67.2357142857143,68.82142857142857,9.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,10.125756701596842,3.694550000000001,233,10,37,6,4,83,44,56,0.098,0.6609999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,9,4,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128916848879999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560704825411316,0.3587626870216775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292296414644185,0.0,0.1765847630565841,0.2494950425705692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698197047568354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27931679946730115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412391971645814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311846542180745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258282405568656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710905549281824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489723189049185
autism,Donnimation,2020/01/18,"Can anyone else relate to this? I’ve been like this for a long time, but sometimes when I’m hyper-fixated on something, I get so excited about it that I feel like I have to tell someone. I have my own private Discord server and I even made a chat for dumping my excited thoughts about whatever I’m interested in. Lately I’ve been fixated on The Lion Guard, animals, and cute characters like Rilakkuma and My Melody.",5.9170370370370335,6.400359962962966,7.04404938271605,73.41422222222224,66.65432098765433,10.924444444444443,35.953086419753085,10.793553405168565,4.123393086419752,331,16,60,9,5,112,55,81,0.07200000000000001,0.662,0.266,0.9562,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,7,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518027408430785,0.2860105921904268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331845712247669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436848321356525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114091733166065,0.19941674790382705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583845327142614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148806196830109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091192168876032,0.0,0.0,0.2470289715244545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641277936542831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23651332042204656,0.2148946139686615,0.2760753185714846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439795332691607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160495309347555,0.16276802470204155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,roadtoshine,2020/01/18,"Looking for advice Hey yall! Im looking for any advice you may have. I am a special needs preschool teacher and mainly work with children with autism. One of my former students is struggling in kindergarten and his mom is thinking about homeschooling. I would help support him and come by a few times a week to tutor and help them. 

Are there any good homeschooling programs out there for young kids with autism? 

We are located in Florida if that is helpful. Thanks!!",3.830801033591733,6.673367558139539,3.366899224806204,87.94308785529718,76.90697674418605,5.682687338501292,29.32299741602067,6.937597516519254,1.7150144702842374,374,17,65,4,9,111,64,86,0.03,0.755,0.21600000000000005,0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,1,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,16,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,9,4,13,14,2,8,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,2,4,45,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059004184727519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824697837314047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890473330236573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419875429864104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41762645841179225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433856815704087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488110518541478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432415548150504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399794400453834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073469399652622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171204837971583,0.0,0.0,0.2356817642763865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121111178730724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307801831303193,0.0,0.0,0.12110448290901925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665947034139932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119926255005287,0.0,0.0,0.1475355231554746,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hooliganschild,2020/01/18,"Happy Birthday to my big brother Patrick! ​

![img](gydwq1kawlb41 ""A child at heart but the best brother ever!"")",6.689999999999998,10.627187999999997,5.105555555555559,69.14500000000001,85.66666666666666,4.622222222222223,39.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,3.5282,96,6,11,1,3,28,17,18,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.8758,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36981588306253466,0.4147364555252206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581902197485668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873997930700203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633373659614391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044612561193219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147364555252206,0.0
autism,lemonkool,2020/01/18,"Guy & Psychology Syndrome Hi! Has anyone ever tried GAPS food plan? 
[gut and psychology syndrome ](http://www.gapsdiet.com/)

Certainly some criticism for it - it was the only thing that made sense based on what my kiddos were eating at the time @ <2 when they were just about to be diagnosed. 

Curious what thoughts are here? Thanks",5.04368181818182,8.653408345454547,4.254886363636363,76.80232954545455,83.72727272727272,7.840909090909091,25.056818181818183,8.472884824447931,2.6577727272727274,269,10,41,7,8,80,49,55,0.047,0.821,0.133,0.6544,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,2,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238311044619377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898045685197247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30335199001088303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058238967792276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703496876948253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614010225368805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959333915188744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280289718895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273080224273477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751640866357963,0.0,0.0,0.19855937192519849,0.0,0.0,0.23727348757656944,0.1742765057724681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029166108678786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Oh_how_far_ive_come,2020/01/18,"16 year-old with toileting issues. 16 year-old toileting issues

High-functioning, she’s extremely smart, funny, and charming. She was in normal classes until this started happening.


Up until a few months ago, she would use the restroom independently and on her own. However, a few months ago she started refusing to use the restroom. She messed herself in class and would sit in it until her aide noticed. In addition to this, she wet her pants almost every day with no indication of bladder control! We’ve talked to her and she says she doesn’t know why she does it, and when we try to push deeper, she becomes non-verbal.


Her parents are very upset about this. I’m 100% sure there’s nothing going on at home, as I know her parents personally. She hasn’t used the bathroom once in the past 3 months, in addition to getting several UTIs after sitting in her messes which ended in feces getting pushed into her vagina. She’s been in diapers for 2 months now with no end in sight. Her parents have tried every doctor they could find in addition to therapy, and nothing has worked.


She’s a very smart and capable girl but I’m very puzzled about this situation. My coworkers (all female) are on the end of their rope about changing a high-school student who can maintain conversations with them. We think it may be related to sensory issues? Any help would be appreciated. Thank you!",4.570442164839051,6.833110163424128,5.403263176512206,77.13048372833394,71.87937743190662,8.252493809692254,29.96975592500884,8.97023862654752,2.80251906614786,1100,47,187,23,22,358,150,257,0.044000000000000004,0.863,0.09300000000000001,0.9289,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,3,2,8,8,0,1,9,0,16,3,2,5,2,38,31,13,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,9,17,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,3,31,5,39,22,4,41,0,0,1,1,40,17,0,3,19,121,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066781100499864,0.0,0.0963963859320353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654641081153603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631811522960784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183655004556348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797038428711196,0.07686048207194239,0.0,0.0,0.062083536895106775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853222028535566,0.0842429314020314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557890230310397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622163329808276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798528189889361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058991138627964,0.0,0.054710125254099434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512761096722192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452499866039066,0.20342040194533725,0.09656253939155164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014297438576741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581043408433967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307354068403727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432013563464016,0.1847394406493259,0.10959935685358264,0.2020297213870761,0.10252003391725913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206756445371792,0.0,0.0918966872686219,0.0,0.08405566433297472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655450168311294,0.0,0.09742622277520804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875305772287958,0.0,0.0,0.10820689674658399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627498862272847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072946458370562,0.0,0.0,0.07737487804288104,0.0,0.08862870024218343,0.11008843792664053,0.0,0.0,0.06168329697810185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071644413082656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494284686758437,0.0,0.23828832970381614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686499493508472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008271638676476,0.0,0.0,0.20515358445326906,0.0,0.0,0.12398415735952965
autism,Thin_Branch,2020/01/18,Do autistic people have a conscience? ...or is that tied to psychopathy?,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,67.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.8064,56,3,8,1,1,17,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rxnyeah,2020/01/18,"Anyone else that doesn’t use the toilet when you think your stomach is upset? I don’t know if this is an autistic thing, but I have genuine anxiety of using the toilet if I suspect I have diarrhea or just an upset stomach. I’m not used to having an upset stomach, so when I actually do have it, I can go hours (even a whole day) without using the toilet because I’m so scared of the discomfort I might feel while pooping. It’s hard to explain my feelings about this, I’m just scared of how it will feel if I poop while having diarrhea or an upset stomach. I just wanna know if this is an autistic thing or not. Also I wanna add that I’m 17 years old and I have pdd-nos.",4.886329787234043,4.3718462411347545,6.347579787234043,80.94562500000002,68.8581560283688,8.468439716312059,30.39095744680851,7.645422480735847,1.9091340425531904,524,18,108,5,8,180,74,141,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,7,10,0,15,6,6,5,0,32,31,17,0,6,14,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,4,14,0,9,29,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,8,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.16691864686351496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678741128279084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085162248732654,0.0,0.0,0.11960107746071587,0.17525938597860924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426956855658018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103121220356107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288906036503715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297591083725785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594617596351292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721079557388164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322584479509713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844830217145895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880075475898439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145541152146408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948661106506728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424987453335057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272740253314515,0.10960096225354536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909238863589682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909695244873678,0.0,0.1648846352102458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101496159942908
autism,DogedotJS,2020/01/18,"A decade of being called creepy I'm so fucking pissed. If you google searched ""how to not be creepy"", every link would be purple. I once got the feedback by some girls at a party that I let off hardcore rapey vibes. It just hurts.",2.6480434782608704,4.506678804347832,2.4906521739130447,97.68858695652176,76.17391304347827,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.5967652173913045,179,4,39,0,4,53,41,46,0.162,0.782,0.055999999999999994,-0.7328,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,2,2,2,0,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838297761458964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167068862808484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475079229982763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063675053617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024022748765199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843770572387692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003148157365831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26702429505759306,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,purplehug527,2020/01/18,"Dealing with flu... If you or your child has autism and gets the flu, what suggestions do you have to make yourself/them as comfortable as possible? 

I remember having the flu several years, and it was miserable. I can imagine my son's sensory system is in overload right now. 😥 We're on top of med management, etc. I'm wondering if there's anything else specific that might help kids with autism deal with the flu?",3.827920433996384,6.064512696202534,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,73.9367088607595,9.577576853526224,30.273056057866178,9.957137785484203,3.357667631103076,329,15,62,10,7,106,64,79,0.16399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.092,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,1,0,13,12,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,5,2,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229474714604065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068738658595321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053569877215858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741621839626335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843450705375994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647727149051285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409148975149487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730584764070541,0.0,0.0,0.2607836920519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771331049012639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784741689541249,0.20993498950591655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771463691998666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665889900580476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830458456014693
autism,CharmingSkies,2020/01/18,"Autistic Mothers, how did you survive pregnancy? I’m back again with another question: Again, I am autistic, but forgot to mention that I’ll also ADHD (yes, comorbid with other things as well), and I have a low pain tolerance.

I want to have a baby of my own one day, but I have a terrible fear that I could die in labor or during pregnancy. I can’t even tolerate a simple cut without freaking out! Should I still have a baby or just adopt? I know I’m young (18), but I hope that if I grow older I could manage pain tolerance.

So Autistic Mothers, how did you survive? How horrible was it? Did you manage to succeed or almost died? I have a fear of dying during labor.

P.S. Is low pain tolerance connected to Autism or ADHD? Sometime I get confused with the two of them. And does Pain Tolerance get higher or stay the same when you grow older?

Thank you in advanced.",2.2437647058823518,4.552347847058826,4.135882352941177,83.22147058823529,79.35294117647058,6.8235294117647065,25.882352941176467,7.928766900206844,1.83764705882353,674,27,124,12,17,228,96,170,0.272,0.579,0.15,-0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,1,4,13,16,1,3,8,1,15,4,0,3,0,31,24,18,3,6,11,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,12,1,2,5,0,20,4,15,16,2,18,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,10,9,92,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31745267750351114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322522469170877,0.0,0.0,0.10561890234349304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849028163568247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015561499657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089943061375305,0.0,0.0,0.08517629755047837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112134365917869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557816049925328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723311291576964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29723817089848825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800560746546806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117850304929746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258398496802887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949622858662608,0.0,0.5621408505877317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795222720984974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062378676894948,0.0,0.0,0.14077247432254106,0.10547384012962424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121595271804422,0.0,0.0,0.08774357545618358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290163400964872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790020412424789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874968166828352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273138662461433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pepsibluefan,2020/01/18,"Living life as an adult with autism and dating. Hello, I go by Pepsi and I have autism. I was diagnosed with autism at the age of 7. I am considered high functioning now but when I was little I wasn't that way. When I was little I would try to eat dangerous things and would throw my  body at windows, so my parents had to make a lot of changes for me to live safely. Now I am 30 years old and if we met on the street you would probably not know something was wrong with me.

Adult hood has been tough, having to learn to ""be normal"". It is not normal to jump when you are excited or run and it is not normal to walk on your toes. I have also had to learn it is not normal to be fixated on a subject and to not move on from it. I have learned all these things while I was little. Even if the physical signs that I have autism might of been ""suppressed"" the mental challenges are always there.

Since I don't do particularly well in social situations by no fault of my own I've decided to do long distance relationships. I do much better on the computer then I am at physical interactions. Over the years I have been in few different long distance relationships. I have learned that ""normal people"" don't generally like long distance relationships and that will tell you nasty things about them.

What these people don't understand is that real physical dating requires skills that mostly come naturally to people without autism. The problem is that autism effects your social and communication skills including social cues. Now imagine body cues being like speaking and now imagine autism making you deaf. It doesn't mean that I don't understand the obvious disadvantages of being in a long distance relationship but it does take a lot of stress off of me to be ""normal"" long enough to land a date.

I really do love the girl who I am currently in a long distance relationship with. I am sorry if don't like this in one form or another but I am happy and someday we will meet. Thank you for reading.",4.123889353167311,5.951730466321244,5.070792244693298,80.88521393949527,72.05699481865284,8.296707337456125,26.44125020892529,8.933256019334266,2.07558843389604,1584,54,301,32,31,517,180,386,0.102,0.823,0.076,-0.8145,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,7,1,6,13,17,1,1,16,0,53,8,3,3,2,67,65,26,0,13,14,1,0,3,0,6,3,2,1,3,22,17,1,3,12,1,0,7,14,6,1,1,12,2,39,11,48,42,9,52,0,0,0,1,30,21,0,9,26,226,61,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923612500988607,0.06163464246998208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767196452151942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655115199040457,0.0,0.16455673573555588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835937744284723,0.06380730226834591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518250235974566,0.0,0.07739048496838742,0.0,0.0,0.0648217526582564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579513765657518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653717594305921,0.0,0.04892449615576209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209737420222232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788520508350054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826215660525905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070856553023758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231992724457996,0.10856493043163044,0.2227217180343773,0.13081557401783472,0.39331346953840335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594837546949142,0.0668537447889776,0.0,0.0988885614202191,0.0,0.0,0.08068717638157286,0.0,0.0,0.07464812866612232,0.07857971241508581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787278414084256,0.054452153746638615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354546833341375,0.0,0.0,0.07772711853337592,0.0,0.05019375951502994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224926399468706,0.0,0.0,0.15405860614513414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986318679441358,0.07087782572025493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409301227416366,0.08431125317023437,0.047453039456438015,0.0,0.0,0.3976332280347135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127392381525865,0.08326111853053847,0.0,0.2265241851197926,0.0,0.057024988933847234,0.0,0.08291862219989488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485033352060846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569365274763058,0.0,0.06474303812373841,0.06819643606778658,0.0,0.0,0.14763236378749606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029068236822366,0.0,0.0,0.15422514210190544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058795673453139685,0.0,0.0,0.06660049320821204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140369696251705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785793166337814,0.08098716132984148,0.0,0.09540112444031087
autism,simooygeneric,2020/01/18,"Talk to your autistic children. Watch for signs of mistreatment I have been in this community for a pretty long while and feel safe in telling a story of mistreatment that happened to me while I was in school. I was in the 2nd grade at my elementary school when this particularly memorable event happened. I have made improvements from that point in my life to where I am ""high functioning"" but back then I could not speak much for myself.

I was having a particularly bad day one morning in elementary school. I didn't get to watch my favorite cartoon before school and I didn't have the skills to express my frustration, so I had an inner meltdown. This was shown by me sitting and saying nothing to anybody. My teacher thought the proper way to handle this was to twist my chair around to face her and get inches away from my face (another aspect of human contact that I struggled with) and get me to ""straighten up."" I faced away from her, still frustrated and now even angrier. This is when she took me to the principal's office. He wasn't in so she decided to leave me somewhere around the office until she decided to come back and get me. What she did was put me in a room that was freshly painted and had open paint cans in it. Not knowing how to properly speak up for myself, I stayed there for a little while. In the end, the principal showed up and asked why I was sitting alone. He asked me to come into his office because he knew (like any rational human being) that I shouldn't be in a room with strong paint fumes and inhaling them. I didn't get in any trouble with him and I believe it was because of how he thought the way I was handled was ridiculous. Also, he had a soft spot for me (I think) because his wife had worked with me in therapy to help better my symptoms of autism.

This gets me to my final point. Not only did I not tell my parents, but apparently the school didn't either. I'm an adult now and have been out of school for a good number of years. However, if I had had the vocal skills to communicate with my parents what had happened, I believe things would have gone far better for me in school. 

I don't blame my parents. Just the school mostly. However this final point is PLEASE LOOK FOR SIGNS OF MISTREATMENT. Parents of children with autism; you are most likely doing your best if you're on this sub and you obviously love your child. However, they cannot always vocalize or even spot mistreatment on their own.

TL;DR- Children with autism cannot always spot abuse or mistreatment for themselves or vocalize it. Try your best to be vigilant and don't let them be mistreated by anyone just because the person can get away with it.",5.504830382638493,6.4160446349514615,5.714634494574527,81.07005568246717,67.6990291262136,8.777270131353513,30.098515134209023,8.925248442259385,2.352986293546545,2117,77,403,35,34,672,225,515,0.062,0.825,0.114,0.9835,9,1,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,6,4,8,20,17,4,1,22,0,52,6,3,3,1,64,78,33,0,5,14,5,2,2,0,2,2,3,2,8,20,29,0,1,9,1,0,5,14,7,0,1,33,9,68,10,79,37,7,68,0,0,3,1,49,39,0,7,21,296,88,10,0.0,0.08216028995189192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181858734638681,0.0,0.055453689489656316,0.11539810629969305,0.0,0.0,0.094311435483049,0.0727123356213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848634059185007,0.0,0.0,0.12346020460964892,0.12965296335166693,0.0,0.19545050733076866,0.1066411992741656,0.057898631161566724,0.1690837548201916,0.0,0.059005910612384214,0.1562519611422006,0.1455427089913654,0.1226567565703561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946596191330787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536486026320121,0.0,0.0,0.04472059310824485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061417445980101626,0.0,0.0,0.09160098901833057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035061978580033404,0.0,0.0,0.15192405583422558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360252540463263,0.0,0.0,0.05816174162148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395974727281425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046479249648368665,0.07326484185882498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038109180033406485,0.0,0.0,0.07342438016302988,0.0,0.0709080658046308,0.048979115346558126,0.06775511779472437,0.06950005025041671,0.0,0.06136650286808928,0.05823077884323009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258489737689582,0.06561416220454573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050975191665646236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653661960562696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046988710925983404,0.05273858790766755,0.0,0.0,0.307989433512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060547761146875725,0.0,0.07611795189431401,0.19665506240101693,0.0,0.0,0.07054690966626592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970901529834822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055144453611900665,0.0,0.5614317333968385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391056815175981,0.05537752665529545,0.0,0.0,0.07249251310772138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207408060257935,0.0,0.055735394773046135,0.12121793355428252,0.0,0.07929993174772866,0.0,0.046068505543025065,0.04443228855329824,0.0,0.11010142580176932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770427876249225,0.04707944491313329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008272463674808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257140440315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050482636785792616,0.0,0.0,0.049259381976113466,0.0,0.0,0.04465471307242111
autism,AlphaZ16,2020/01/18,"Am I autistic? I recently noticed people calling me autistic online like in csgo when I play online and talk with my voice my friends also call me autistic I didn't even know what it means till now basically since I was small I've always been shy I never wanted to be in group assignments for me it was difficult making friends I do have friends tho but usually I never ask if they wanna do something it's always them asking me I'm still very shy to this day Idk why i always enjoyed being alone if i could i would rather be with friends, but I guess that only happens during school times. I'm male 16 atm almost 17 I do grow and age slower then most others I just find it hard to talk to new people I have to know them for a long time before they are considered a friend I guess.. so am I autistic?",1.8240681818181803,3.9230084484848495,3.3785416666666706,89.20781250000003,79.66666666666667,5.579545454545455,21.82765151515152,6.6274283507984215,0.5096742424242429,634,19,128,6,16,209,104,165,0.071,0.787,0.142,0.9247,1,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,17,0,0,1,2,25,29,12,0,7,6,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,27,8,13,20,1,19,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,6,16,86,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574734620578976,0.1300600243488807,0.0,0.1004239775766464,0.31347067109726195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347953112624221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685688001576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645655997789424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100263112099024,0.0,0.0,0.08098685373052429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294250348203902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477521275283956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851028574205129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667471096643204,0.0,0.11104743258232053,0.0,0.11249243375220916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802780216645644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135063773700414,0.0,0.0,0.11113179960968544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382370279110532,0.0,0.0,0.136790297986468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370563321472686,0.12128316511609223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297038355687205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550705856012512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411872689091135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399225636511273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709074978676246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038786914273971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966754021983282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028605032887587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186826472413352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464500571930765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830545639161582,0.10361427558494944,0.07406863902777161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133138186214534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920638313761614,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,failsafegardener,2020/01/18,"Anyone else conlang? Is it recognized as a common autistic trait? I used to read my grandma's encyclopedia for fun as a kid and was especially fascinated by languages and how many ways there are for people to verbally communicate. English was always so frustrating to me even as a native speaker because there are so many exceptions to every ""rule"". So... I decided to make my own language. I've been working on it for 15 years now and it's still evolving, but I love it.

Anyone else make up languages?",3.7846690307328608,6.324462265957449,5.430141843971633,74.73388888888887,75.27659574468085,8.007565011820331,31.72104018912529,8.841846274778883,3.15280047281324,399,20,67,9,9,135,64,94,0.025,0.861,0.114,0.8525,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,4,0,10,10,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,15,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,48,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618514383713452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29610790558819144,0.43390654012999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907510625067112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537642076013331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985267127265913,0.0,0.17840059027934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110416106386355,0.0,0.2826769933183921,0.4293434747709891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679427345451218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117979029603008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690963190291786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287589675902116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680698349047407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541496807631123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635400610887513
autism,Woodpuddle,2020/01/18,"Fevers during labor I'm curious. Mothers of children with autism, did you have a fever during your labor? Adults with autism, do you know if your mother had a fever during her labor with you? 

I was reading an article about labor shakes, which lead me to read about fevers during labor, which I had. I have a Facebook group for moms of kids with autism and A LOT of them had fevers during labor. From what I've found, only 1-2 percent of women get fevers while in labor and scientists still kinda dont know why? They do know it can harm the mother and increase risk of uterine infection but no other studies have been done. All the research I've read say ""no harm done to the newborn"" but I'm wondering if theres a link between the fevers and later diagnoses of autism in the children. 

I will say, I'm not saying I believe fevers during child birth can cause autism in the children, period. I know theres many different factors when it comes to being diagnosed and how one may have obtained ASD, whether environmental, genetic, etc.",7.0760606060606035,6.906356303030307,6.924949494949495,77.4740909090909,64.25252525252526,9.422222222222222,31.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.517478787878788,820,27,149,11,11,260,110,198,0.078,0.905,0.017,-0.9079,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,2,2,7,4,0,2,12,0,20,11,0,3,1,30,31,13,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,8,6,10,0,0,7,3,0,4,4,4,0,1,9,3,15,0,21,19,5,14,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,6,6,97,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720589066918466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568816465763497,0.0,0.13155151873573498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100075388294241,0.0,0.15955596728522142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31256347187235817,0.1789822964472393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703189768272989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674454751702285,0.0,0.0,0.0797879325096721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357154075271184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983388645416633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483029806410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885941509149705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348447686267633,0.11614758252674975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582727029288817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643382519832065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195938690250906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780265352294366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561424833958158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,octopus-moodring,2020/01/19,"How do y’all with autism feel about your name? I’ve been really focusing on who I am and my relationship with my identity lately, and I keep coming back to think on my name. It’s never felt right.

I hesitate to refer to myself as it, labelling pictures of my younger self as “nine-year-old [Name]” feels wrong, and I low-key kind of wince when people call me my name. I’ve read about people (cis, since trans people would obviously have some trouble identifying with their birth name) who don’t identify with their name, so I know this isn’t some unheard-of phenomenon. But now I’m wondering if perhaps these feelings of detachment from my name have any connection to my autism, since I find a lot of things that went unexplained in my childhood have such a connection.

So… Here I am, r/autism. Anyone got any insight?",7.702341772151897,6.741509329113923,7.571993670886076,75.95204113924055,63.303797468354425,11.444303797468354,33.67405063291139,10.686352973137794,3.3192886075949355,646,22,127,14,8,207,102,158,0.043,0.9440000000000001,0.013000000000000001,-0.6537,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,35,22,10,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,10,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,4,21,1,20,17,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,7,77,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414633383893497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413843141742265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651547055082242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812857592706364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293293883045056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693050642832937,0.0,0.1704639562099466,0.0,0.16226616773726402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199305257883765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780359345521672,0.0,0.1848781103469213,0.09757003259483832,0.0,0.20027016764158573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093613518139476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692795690372694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629586648468896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692466935964859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758566356925898,0.0,0.11373514507775348,0.0,0.0,0.1906089616020491,0.0,0.1516161568912707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521045651697,0.0,0.0,0.2937219067288287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794810550865208,0.11375893783619287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457915182750835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253197495688168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611763099593942,0.19410951645659588,0.0,0.11432840607354895
autism,coolsnackchris,2020/01/19,"Advice wanted: 8 Year old ASD/ADHD partially verbal step-son is constantly making repetitive demands. I'm not sure if this is the right sub to ask for advice but I figure it's worth a shot. 

My partner's eight year old ASD son has started talking a lot more lately, which is outstanding and we are really encouraging of him using words to get what he wants. However with this has come a cycle of repetitive demands that he seems to get stuck in constantly until he is just sitting there asking for certain things non stop. 

We try to redirect his attention and distract him with things he enjoys but it doesn't seem to help. For example, recently we drove for five hours back from holiday and he asked non-stop for an iceblock, even though he had been given two at certain points along the way. 

I feel like I can see him trying to stop himself at times and it makes me feel really sorry for him that perhaps he is stuck in a battle with himself, fighting against what he knows he should be doing and what he needs to do impulsively. As someone who has suffered with motor tics for the last twenty years, I can sympathise with not being able to say no to bodily urges/tics. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to help him get through this? Has anyone seen this before?",7.371362637362639,6.820645665306128,7.3648979591836765,75.82697017268447,63.775510204081634,10.47723704866562,32.31554160125589,9.851270322608157,2.9621585557299843,1008,33,186,18,13,324,152,245,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.7364,1,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,3,0,0,0,6,10,2,1,8,0,21,0,0,4,3,43,47,12,0,5,6,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,16,15,0,2,7,1,1,2,4,4,0,3,7,5,17,6,35,37,2,30,0,1,2,0,33,7,0,4,20,119,33,0,0.11364079541845948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365741523395617,0.3331454101613341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727963779347465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589205728733791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31871641000952583,0.0,0.0,0.08738275704912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669994686103096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789148280930184,0.0,0.24561065643031685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944782588250016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505867360202521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492040137484927,0.08118500695345203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811787576585286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234205944766907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191329229215832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062454009198434864,0.09263241570096233,0.12819176707666052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551915242316096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661334043147304,0.0,0.0,0.15171222675411994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426320986549746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384937967045564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742728362165048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560240696787707,0.0,0.1122065757480176,0.0,0.0,0.09704861836460736,0.0,0.09037172172430126,0.0,0.0,0.0905570008251304,0.2069086241983585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628747717974084,0.0,0.0,0.1272115665620104,0.08043553990314968,0.0,0.0,0.2850263804034283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710510479832673,0.0,0.0,0.09134016672053474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099578980288295,0.0,0.1116515045128031,0.0,0.06626486168357225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430928102281755,0.0,0.11101054447043028,0.0,0.0,0.09814916025273313,0.0,0.0,0.13405657093858106,0.09020277385954673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195428391689671
autism,hazelSpark,2020/01/19,"How to deal? Whenever I obsess over something (a long time focus of mine has been Harry Potter), I worry about being overbearing to those around me. How do you deal with wanting to talk about something a lot for long periods of tine but not want to come across as weird?",6.529551282051281,6.5770118269230755,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,65.34615384615384,9.241025641025642,28.871794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.120633333333333,213,6,40,3,3,67,41,52,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.6361,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,14,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669192579905315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935788183075414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250646323741756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507133536253042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164937858273784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920830481547076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467751558035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848809397476098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003975892761441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586087935828292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Warrior_of_Light416,2020/01/19,"Got an official diagnosis the other day. I'm not on the spectrum.

However, while I was waiting for the diagnosis I got to explore this community a bit. It's been a great experience, and even though I didn't end up being on the spectrum there was a lot of stuff you all posted that I related with!

Thank you for being such a neat community while I was waiting for something to pop up, even if I didn't post much. I learned a lot about autism on here, too.

Stay cool! :)",2.5542368421052655,4.2367488842105265,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,75.94736842105263,8.118421052631579,27.66447368421053,8.841846274778883,2.1374473684210527,364,15,77,8,8,126,61,95,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.938,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,10,1,8,0,0,0,1,11,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,1,9,4,13,4,5,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925985590760246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133646466097902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410575933828225,0.0,0.0,0.2894988426464569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437506602545106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505556046261851,0.2416185113969109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726344857546873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161103708038925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197786910082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687157722147689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358944230388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508793679320691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017679369796851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531809573117766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kendorable,2020/01/19,"We need a better word than ""meltdown"" I really think we need to collectively adopt a better word than meltdown to describe the autistic meltdown. For one thing even though it's a common situation autistic meltdowns have not been medically designated a term. I think it's time for this to change. 

And while this is the case I think ""meltdown"" is a terrible word to describe the circumstance given that it is typically a synonym for tantrum and as we all know autistic meltdowns are not tantrums. 

One reason I feel so strongly about this is because I lost a friendship due to my own series of meltdowns following my father's death. When I describe what I was experiencing as a meltdown my friend was disgusted and ceased communication with me, not understanding that it was something out of my control and not giving me the chance to explain. He assumed it was a childish choice to display a rageful tantrum and did not want to associate further. 

Meltdown is a terrible choice of words. I personally have thought about potential terms to use such as ""sensory overload attack"" or ""overstimulation attack"" or ""processing attack"". I like attack, not unlike panic attack, because I think it gets the feeling across well enough that people who aren't familiar with autism at least understand that we are not making a choice to be  inconvenient and childish until we get what they think we want.",10.302195121951216,9.57377104878049,9.433455284552846,63.942134146341495,58.02439024390244,11.939837398373985,43.67073170731707,11.038039088145766,5.054063414634147,1122,57,174,23,12,355,129,246,0.191,0.701,0.10800000000000001,-0.9688,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,6,0,1,5,8,20,10,1,17,0,17,1,0,4,1,50,41,16,1,4,9,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,17,15,0,1,14,0,0,1,8,14,1,2,9,3,23,6,29,31,6,13,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,3,9,131,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458144254299184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384202275260288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082563425597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010537763367747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273395826179778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731239731149053,0.0,0.07498904761731984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481379882347878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771715284017723,0.0,0.11863509994969235,0.108913481813931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239607556224652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546765170416389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393727887695415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578574767065535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437495067731482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837009112352633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386902341851005,0.0,0.0,0.13320930569703848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871113695475272,0.0991347144266439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273367157540546,0.1167332797829384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761852390425713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740508225006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542786148593553,0.3637444352705639,0.11154793425806134,0.09013440958079036,0.06620339302146203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23638866894095975,0.0,0.09805811505298932,0.0,0.0,0.1339322172788386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208194154165844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Impius_Operandi,2020/01/19,I don’t get it... Could you share examples of jokes you’ve been told that were completely lost on you?,1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.47619047619048,8.009523809523811,20.02380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.0001238095238096,80,2,19,2,2,25,19,21,0.11900000000000001,0.688,0.193,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168983952953348,0.0,0.0,0.3936183091462249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575707943125797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381649002498196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710801436085619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwaway183848282,2020/01/19,I’m having fantasies about fighting people I’m not sure if this is normal or caused by my autism. So I’m having fantasies about fighting people. Often people that I dislike. And it’s not your typical ”i wanna beat his ass” thoughts. It’s more than that. I fantasize that my school sets up MMA tournaments where students fight each other. And sometimes I fantasize about fighting different people. Sometimes I fantasize about fighting the good looking guy in my class that all the girls like. And then I fantasize that I beat him up in the MMA tournament and that the announcer is Bruce Buffer. And then he says my name out loud.. and I can’t stop whispering ”BY KNOCKOUT!! aaaannndd... new!!!” whenever I’m having those thoughts. And then I pretend the whole school is watching and that all the hot girls are impressed. Idk what is wrong with me. I dont think this is normal at all.,3.106606060606058,5.880679690909092,3.3607575757575745,87.2944696969697,79.36363636363636,6.333333333333332,26.74242424242424,7.594959193182576,1.730151515151516,699,29,126,11,18,215,91,165,0.17600000000000002,0.775,0.05,-0.9547,1,0,0,0,9,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,7,10,5,0,6,0,11,1,1,1,4,29,19,14,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,14,11,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,6,18,4,15,17,6,13,0,0,2,1,14,7,1,3,6,88,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756248344460837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861866541357516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036592468468511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433946239556644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927903382943782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352328666905509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356483148684454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651159456817144,0.0,0.0,0.33501247781303023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740934691796623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359556637829007,0.0,0.34604488295391805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381711299320126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429316973791275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611294477913881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954540099665397,0.0,0.2714491022736856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087271414382434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869198607332569,0.0,0.0
autism,becccssx,2020/01/19,"Really need some advice Hi, i will try and make this short but I’m 19 years old (female) and I’m currently studying health care in college. I’m doing quite well but I have ran into a problem that’s causing me extreme anxiety  and I’m not sure what to do.

I have been professionally diagnosed with autism, dyspraxia, and dysculia which is a math based learning disability and is the reason why I’m writing this post. 

I’m really struggling at the moment taking all the information in, this is my first year doing GCSE maths and I’m tending to have meltdowns, situations where I go completely non verbal, stimming, and sometimes trying to dodge class all together due to the anxiety of all the information that’s being thrown at me, along with the fact I have been made fun of. I have tried talking to the teacher but nothing has come of it, I’m really struggling.

If anyone has any coping strategies, please comment them down below, or if anyone experiences the same , I would appreciate to know I’m not alone. I’m extremely smart in other ways, i excel at English and I’m amazing at describing things etc but I can’t do math, and I think my ASD is making everything a lot worse. Thankyou :)",4.153684210526315,6.181390859649124,5.4961403508771935,77.03131578947371,72.42105263157895,8.48421052631579,29.105263157894736,9.134995656068208,2.722715789473684,948,39,168,21,19,317,137,228,0.092,0.755,0.154,0.9525,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,2,10,0,2,11,0,21,2,0,5,5,45,44,16,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,4,0,15,7,22,37,7,24,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,5,7,107,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643376458244766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446028524430973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949454945631017,0.0,0.2136158260709551,0.0,0.0,0.19524926382339355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235055600591906,0.1434268507943899,0.0,0.12026913575453288,0.1463875364606822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171002786863535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571174200401836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548027278027146,0.13657386614309114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875958343059327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793485170638244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484081349077888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673077876789164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869881446874575,0.0,0.1321105770248587,0.1863931148193817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035254869534291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396789525377684,0.0,0.1465063251128356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532593910954728,0.0,0.0,0.1337161075175594,0.0,0.0,0.13359622708519256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148501659118995,0.0,0.0,0.26832991717859195,0.14355126320307562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693725344334594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808645100992034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29191953123741066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315889597268355,0.0,0.1049758765039266,0.11222021156379708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275645143481384,0.08946201676723667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843757700095967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082281464550864,0.0,0.0,0.12553396671263067,0.0,0.12598414828778198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228336952307255,0.09918110904876302,0.0,0.0,0.1798197130822574
autism,CatPooedInMyShoe,2020/01/19,"I can never figure out the order of conversation, when I’m supposed to speak and when not In conversation I’m always interrupting, and people often just talk over me. I’m not trying to be rude, I just never can figure out when it’s my turn to talk. I’m always picking the wrong moments to open my mouth. Then getting frustrated because I say a few words and the others just go on talking as if I hadn’t spoken at all. It can take three or more tries for me to finish a sentence cause I’m always inserting it at the wrong time.

At the same time, when my NT boyfriend and I are alone and he’s talking to me, he will often chastise me for not speaking when I’m expected to. I’ll be just quietly listening to what he’s saying and then suddenly he’ll be like sarcastically, “okay fine, don’t talk to me.” When I didn’t realize I was expected to speak at this point.

If he says something that’s a joke, but not a laugh-out-loud-funny joke, I’m never quite sure what to do and tend to either stay quiet or respond as if he was being serious, though I’m aware he’s joking. My boyfriend scolds me for this too. I have repeatedly told him I don’t know how or when to respond, and he keeps expecting me to learn. But I never have.

I’ve been able to figure out some social skills and am a lot better, socially, than I used to be. But I am 34 and still really struggle with those things detailed above. I have no idea how NT people figure it all out.",4.1261689106487145,4.346816455149504,5.642241650638226,82.82702395523694,70.4950166112957,8.595978317887743,26.80556041265956,8.532816995589336,1.6704445182724257,1127,33,241,17,19,384,147,301,0.087,0.855,0.057999999999999996,-0.7234,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,18,14,2,1,10,1,23,1,1,5,7,64,42,33,0,6,18,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,12,16,0,1,8,3,0,1,13,6,0,1,6,9,25,8,35,29,8,36,0,0,0,0,28,13,0,10,21,162,37,1,0.11829686154513493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251987209398145,0.0,0.0,0.2952973961086422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211266880614238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046239607441868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152346317709205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061805227634429714,0.0,0.06723083256834428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335427575409811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514768595377816,0.0,0.0,0.06501286137500695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779387114567019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057176134987217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649513295751781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640242976628732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182877108493053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582327370176175,0.0,0.0,0.07578399867007388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822232371671317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411775057404165,0.0,0.09107070347919184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608871450884496,0.09447202644023037,0.0,0.0,0.12366956468931632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149339202043912,0.0,0.08894451765587309,0.4754126815225311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859117834592537,0.0,0.11622606584212278,0.0,0.13795970257025728,0.0,0.0,0.11303772070700575,0.0,0.1606316075584278,0.12867301556217794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021705064491551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586780950943314,0.0,0.0
autism,katembers,2020/01/19,"Autism vs STPD? I've got my diagnosis of Atypical Autism aged 19 within 2 sessions with no *""background questions""* or anything and frankly I think it's not a great explanation of my mental health issues. But it'd take me *months* to even find a psychiatrist willing to redo diagnostics with me yet alone actually getting that stuff done.

Are there any resources available?",3.7171212121212136,6.9802510151515165,4.254848484848484,77.61893939393944,84.3030303030303,6.56969696969697,30.06060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.679769696969697,301,15,48,6,9,95,57,66,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.7817,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.25175654245268536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671950773910409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543892350049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230000823289136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640086420472759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039692824785194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579398825733094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478672723625518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063344974450159,0.28442982205722545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274226423768168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692697382624416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599886115058047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592149059461787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28900269864643563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953315686211116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939729194325306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530663185283148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BibiFloris,2020/01/19,"How to properly relax 
Warning bit of a rambling story ahead.

I have been noticing that I am always on edge, always on alert. The main physical factor is in my shoulder but other parts of my body have the tension too.  I have a hobby those are fun but I don't relax. Same for watching a movie or show at home or having a conversation. I can enjoy it but never let my body rest. This is I think as much about letting my gaurd down as I am not as trusting to the world as about relaxing muscles.

Wat are some tips to relax or subreddits that I can visit that might have info.",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,4.809914529914535,83.7323076923077,73.87179487179488,6.90940170940171,24.96581196581197,7.3871296695380915,1.2180017094017097,447,14,88,5,9,152,77,117,0.06,0.747,0.193,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,7,0,18,3,3,1,1,14,19,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,12,7,18,15,7,9,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,5,2,78,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37953958289861417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489898030773061,0.5066614515907041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287695280791885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664273718624903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419427620500919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765529005052435,0.0,0.17589912393897847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596554865185156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697404631018924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613595322746245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ysabelsrevenge,2020/01/19,"My son has a gift. My eldest son has a gift, that gift is language. When he was diagnosed with Autism, they suggested we see a speech pathologist, my husband and I laughed, the doctors looked confused.

The difficulty with his gift, is that due to being disregulated quite often and anxiety, not many people get experience his gift. But after one session with a speech pathologist (honestly she’s amazing), she told us JUST how unnecessary it was. 

His little brother wasn’t so lucky. At two he can say about ten words well and has about 20 words he can say not so well. He understands body language really well, but if you say something to him, he rarely understands (an example was this evening, I took him to get his book and crayons, he thought I was taking him to time out, because he didn’t understand my words). 

My eldest son has taken it upon himself to help him. Since my eldest has been on holidays his word count has tripled. My eldest proudly announces to everyone when his little brother learns a new word. He’s been a god send. I’m just so proud of him and his little brother, working together to overcome.

Tonight he learnt the word chocolate. 

Fuck I love my boys.",4.890361990950229,6.666515773755656,5.177737556561088,81.09520361990954,69.99547511312217,8.457918552036201,31.552036199095024,9.007467420416297,2.750636199095024,930,41,171,18,17,294,123,221,0.04,0.775,0.185,0.986,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,1,4,15,12,1,1,10,0,19,5,1,1,0,32,34,14,0,1,7,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,2,3,3,12,7,31,10,18,21,1,16,0,0,2,2,44,7,1,4,7,110,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294607142205156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203293354510638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947749929054666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365862344425708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377386187009144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888255235161584,0.0,0.0,0.12858788870754234,0.0,0.1316357803347609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244082675806466,0.14061507402825424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019977588469584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046250103426129,0.0,0.0,0.1130053355204066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145513879570186,0.0,0.0,0.1364333749433984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299690366246915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118845994070862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329424727111978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313230145110342,0.0,0.0,0.08620931425235326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210476112270042,0.0,0.0,0.1072352731587279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131811606111396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359895272352322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101180275627856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683395286108738,0.07846914626937633,0.0,0.0,0.12858788870754234,0.14951278753150293,0.0,0.0,0.13145583390922286,0.4202779387803736,0.16187175368333126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629851478925342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796893363373856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,_leon1s_,2020/01/19,"i need some help hi, i hope this post fits in the rules, sorry if not.(and also sorry if my english is incorrect, english is not my native language). So i need some help. I'm a 14 autistic person and I'm getting into my first relationship. although I'm really excited about it, I'm also terrified to ruin everything. I have no idea how to act in a relationship, and I'm really scared to even hold hands or stuff like that... do you guys have advices ? I really don't want to disappoint him or make it seem like I'm not into it or something... thanks in advance !",1.921142397425584,4.057911106194695,4.393354786806114,81.86127916331456,79.53097345132744,7.648913917940468,25.316975060337892,8.575989854853784,2.0464938053097352,437,17,85,10,11,153,69,113,0.141,0.684,0.175,0.6309,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,22,20,12,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,1,10,5,10,20,2,10,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,9,3,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680960578323914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730232529766638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274813374829275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534174102731109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520041542258794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918559803979051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902342580626886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883808186070465,0.0,0.0,0.16954721564257413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927036134487176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667943362865263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394599459630808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531491485274322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905182018463853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348688501074235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280713380694076,0.0,0.0,0.3665436163879073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090410717339186,0.0,0.0,0.1554021681656943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141598962692824,0.0,0.3821774628502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541480906599584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571609622804898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068542024977116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,shireoki,2020/01/19,"I can't deal So. I recently found out my older brother is Autistic. We are not close. I found out because I recently studied autism in college and he matches all the symtoms. 

The thing is, I grew up being abused by him and my mother. My mother has social anxiety issue, mental issues and PTSD as well. The entire family thought my brother was brilliant while I am ""stupid"". My dad avoided the family because my mother abuses him too mentally and constantly argue (they were bad for each other). My older brother was savant in school while we were little. His grades were good in HS, but failed in college because he was failing socially and couldn't coop. 

I have a feeling I'll end up being responsible for him. He doesn't even realize he's autistic. I realized because he has macrocephaly when he was little and he has all textbook symptom once I was leanring it. he was a pre-mature baby and everything. All we do when we are together is talk about our bad childhood, he likes to trash talk about mom or dad; and like, i don't care, we are adults now.

Is there any social help out there for adults autistic people? Or people with autism (whichever label you the reader prefer). He's totally in denial. We are in Texas. He thinks all his problem stems from Stockholm syndrome (we moved from China to America, and he hated it, he thinks our parents kidnapped him to America).

I really don't want to live with him or keep in touch with him because he mentally abused me bad when I was little;  But I have a feeling he'll kill himself or fail in life if I just let him be. Honestly I could just let him be because he wouldn't return call or text. He barely returns mom's phone calls. He refused to apply for SSI help (he has 1 deaf ear) because he's too prideful and he argues with everyone that tries to help him.

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I feel like I should just let things be and i'll never see him again because we have such bad blood. He apologized but I wanted to just leave everything in the past. I could technically keep up the relationship just because I can be a nice person, but... it will definitely be a drain on me. I hated him, my child hood were terrible because of him.

I just want to see what resources out there for adults autistic people  or people with autism that was never diagnosed by doctors when they were children. He has no health insurrance. 

Or family and siblings of autistic person or person with autism, how do you deal? Truthfully? The lack of social skills and emotional maturity? and it's forever? they want to hang with you forever because they can't make friends",4.6729647994768975,6.2109021149193575,5.387301656495207,80.31480383609417,70.18951612903226,8.10409764603313,29.736050566695727,8.605353355243054,2.3781579773321715,2043,81,369,34,37,662,220,496,0.177,0.7340000000000001,0.09,-0.9936,1,2,0,0,3,0,65.0,10,3,4,5,24,27,6,1,13,0,54,8,2,2,8,91,75,36,1,13,20,11,4,3,1,4,6,2,0,8,10,35,0,4,11,0,0,3,11,16,1,0,16,8,64,11,48,42,7,44,0,3,2,0,94,21,0,9,23,251,74,9,0.0,0.23314804606343786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106910672869468,0.07970168608744778,0.044604936109617764,0.0,0.05017784318120308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190669439453232,0.4398282693148553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339539122384128,0.0,0.0668756056833494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088185161525577,0.0,0.10474004735944743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524532839082692,0.0,0.06657468864909284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671363823184179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378238140792205,0.05809520849570185,0.0,0.0,0.0433230206052245,0.0,0.0,0.06267614514512643,0.1179000557348526,0.0,0.18550342778807785,0.0,0.09949614104136524,0.04685907118114591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383689399619598,0.05067636062428027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501561408249141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951740926234465,0.0,0.06972142707951154,0.0,0.0,0.13189518007247916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692240275762393,0.0,0.11660269837880285,0.0725680361326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945265479813166,0.0,0.2012173642786257,0.046329701155518765,0.09613508748501136,0.19722180784273485,0.057919102433019676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378329385743295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830448980288484,0.0,0.0,0.15364155228789014,0.0,0.06971411385992107,0.0,0.0,0.10117747580318598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698535379841556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283236085787897,0.0,0.06261516397778001,0.18189345332417892,0.17181770187490375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276286411526939,0.07667375601173022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042020034291342864,0.0,0.12952874224630287,0.07042146116998263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638279459381931,0.104536960871331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745189589777457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817539663077896,0.0,0.10544102993079264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715306837977406,0.08405764929662995,0.0,0.052072869406684284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453278908693988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547518842614129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058975253018270765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970168608744778,0.0
autism,withanfnotaph,2020/01/19,"Do not mistake my composure for ease I've been watching Star Trek: Voyager with my husband. Towards the end of the episode ""State of Flux"" (which I just watched), Lieutanant Tuvok says, ""Do not mistake my composure for ease,"" and I feel like I need that emblazoned in a flashing neon sign floating above my head at all times.",8.587499999999999,7.709198750000002,7.15666666666667,79.37500000000003,61.5,10.0,43.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.9013333333333335,255,14,47,3,3,76,46,60,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.7948,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,5,1,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,8,4,1,6,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239477391901278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420231957439865,0.3419524226213223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912398386498187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384747240173884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35491785777485324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806469980079345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27910855510989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Jack-Of-All-Shades,2020/01/19,"Aren't Autistic people just 'different'? I am under the assumption that autism is akin to a rewiring of the brain. Signals move differently and thus give different results. The severity of this causing different levels of being able to operate smoothly in the outside world.  

So why is it that autistic people don't have a network that can connect them to their niche? I feel like autism is a milder form of Savant syndrome.",6.098333333333333,8.322687605263162,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,67.6842105263158,8.750877192982456,36.35087719298246,9.2995712137729,3.816550877192983,342,18,53,7,6,107,55,76,0.0,0.96,0.04,0.4329,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,1,3,0,6,11,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,9,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,38,9,0,0.1895437361246805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159349539230127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471362922513108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7921314476900775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583900813667892,0.13541008296010099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818276231031704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260149524659314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014549948028012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628115216935465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413047034139102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103374021031373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thatuser313,2020/01/19,"Autism and Social Anxiety So recently I have done a lot more research into autism after finding that I relate to some of the traits and was wondering if it is possible to have autism and social anxiety at the same time. For example, I know part of autism is not being able to read people well and therefore saying things that people wouldn't usually say. But what if you had social anxiety at the same time so thought about saying these things but never actually do due to the fear of people judging you.

I am not trying to self diagnose or anything just want to find out more. Also if I am wrong about anything please correct me!",8.310771349862263,7.271932157024793,8.268388429752067,71.70137052341599,62.14049586776859,11.37245179063361,35.04269972451791,10.504223727775694,3.6202550964187328,505,18,89,10,6,164,77,121,0.10300000000000001,0.85,0.048,-0.7809,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,1,2,29,16,13,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,3,8,1,17,10,7,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,7,74,15,2,0.13619433014574206,0.0,0.13290601995392975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891455661189373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125648693436542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241526584019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823437822980075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937408540053958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325648569161446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895830076976205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484884205866073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578754913457455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504146352252376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748518750725334,0.0,0.2832600001729236,0.0,0.0,0.14950047611026945,0.0,0.1535386436651891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362311862657009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447547041250624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249215933161091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420803892217262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164989046814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096292243736292,0.0,0.0,0.10812308508141556,0.1588320183075451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924670101383324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999881326550293,0.0,0.08033094459337732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245505908253206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769694138189746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890711987023936,0.0,0.0
autism,madbacon26,2020/01/19,College support Program Does anyone know of any colleges with good autism support programs?,7.975000000000001,12.311622214285721,4.84,72.83000000000003,76.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,49.85714285714285,3.1291,4.218971428571429,77,6,7,0,2,21,13,14,0.0,0.57,0.43,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423493074055427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918783180171414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118688494635514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891301573925005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958560664374402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8088272180618151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,brensteven2005,2020/01/19,feeling defeated. I am feeling defeated. I had a melt down and it was so bad. I hurt myself. I didn't mean to but it happened. I mean I am an adult. I shouldn't be having this happen anymore. Anyone else?,-1.9536692506459945,-0.6619380465116258,1.366356589147287,93.77625322997416,115.51162790697674,3.7715762273901814,18.7312661498708,5.82211442006289,0.12407700258397948,156,6,33,2,9,55,31,43,0.237,0.698,0.065,-0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,8,0,2,9,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654297484443104,0.18714207483558976,0.2742316860583581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347056580173014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235812234785601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706564916722701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733513036267629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651716221411894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830829616649471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pikfin,2020/01/20,This sub is a circle jerk of self diagnosed autistic retards nobody here is actually fucking autistic you dick wads,4.5113333333333285,7.984388799999998,5.300000000000002,68.93833333333333,86.0,6.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,7.793537801064563,4.103666666666667,96,6,12,2,3,31,18,20,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.7152,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.4925392399391152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512285715954502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666105533131735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265387297112685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vanjans,2020/01/20,"Resources for NTs with close autistic friends/partners Hi! I have a very close friend who's autistic. Most of the time our relationship is pretty good, I love their straightforwardness and we are able to resolve most misunderstandings , but sometimes it gets really complicated, my feelings get super hurt, I get upset, they're upset but not asking what's going on because they're avoiding conflict, I will not escalate fearing I'll upset them(or because I'm so hurt and have no patience or energy) and be passive aggressive and sad, and so on.

I've only recently started looking for resources, and all I come across is ""be friendly treat them like a human being"" 101 stuff basically. We're well past that stage, we've known each other for years and I'm more interested in more complex situations, how I should deal with my feelings and expectations in this context. Things like how to discern between situations where I'm right to be annoyed for doing all the emotional work, and where I'm just not being patient enough. What to do with feeling the need to mourn they'll never ask how I'm doing out of spontaneous interest. And so on

I love my friend and our relationship means a lot to me, and I would like to find a way to explore and deal with these complicated feelings.

If you have any recommendations - books, texts, online communities, etc, let me know!

(NT used here for lack of a better word, I have my own stuff like depression and anxiety)",9.334557979334098,8.301852432835823,8.917164179104477,67.84919058553389,60.11940298507464,11.67898966704937,39.64523536165328,10.727762888450028,4.260399770378875,1164,51,200,23,13,374,157,268,0.153,0.629,0.218,0.9585,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,3,4,11,29,2,5,8,0,20,2,0,4,3,62,44,24,1,6,8,0,4,4,3,4,0,0,0,1,11,24,0,2,12,1,0,3,5,12,1,0,0,5,22,17,28,34,12,23,0,5,1,2,21,12,0,5,10,134,33,2,0.11542326935425805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784917811934534,0.0,0.08829848512862629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215810351700372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407219073566045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208250197134863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942692627396374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799264497098074,0.09941389276344907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983564247621046,0.0,0.11926309182770613,0.12872745609332684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298832676025555,0.2334458922668545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549477712095864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675271947499017,0.0,0.1809116829535212,0.0,0.06559770390431093,0.09681156211442883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712599416914294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343361025782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180281130804848,0.0,0.2255599166078236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692647616436062,0.0,0.0,0.09812873602981784,0.2083480140350518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572977781768427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558489170324686,0.08902154094485099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778459751562932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018457101379828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742696034764775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394310193006476,0.0,0.1139665537203608,0.2478427906675425,0.0,0.0985708413665072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594811815991921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415656475671647,0.0,0.08169718412925088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642640572707529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668209138100622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730423656981208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968864542904504,0.0,0.09523628531991894,0.0,0.09161761870245123,0.0,0.0,0.10377938092686867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402951477440312,0.0,0.0,0.08199337889388345,0.0,0.0,0.07432880116360639
autism,marbarbajar,2020/01/20,"Noisy new apartment Hi all! I need some help. I just moved into a new apartment and I’m really struggling with the noise. Most people would probably think it’s nothing; the neighbors upstairs walk a bit heavy on their feet, the walls are thin so I can hear the people next door when they drop things, slam cupboards etc. so far no one being super obnoxious. But for some reason I get so much anxiety. I feel like I can’t be at home in my space and I dread being there. I know it’s irrational and lots of people can hear their neighbors, but its making me exhausted in all other aspects of my life. I feel like I don’t have control of my environment or have my own private space to retreat to. I don’t want to resort to drowning it out with my own music/sounds all the time, because I don’t want to disturb them either. 

Does anyone else get incredible anxiety from small things like this? Any advice on how to keep calm? Would love to hear if anyone has been in a similar situation and what they did!

Thank you all - I love this community and it makes me feel like I’m not alone ❤️

Also - for anyone wondering why id live in a building like this when I have this issue. It’s a newer building that I thought would have thick floors & walls. I told the person who gave the tour that I have this issue and asked several times about noise, and she assured me it was completely quiet. I think she either has a very high tolerance, or misled me so that I would take her sublease 😥",3.144172259507826,4.7438005033557085,4.2202852348993325,86.92067393736019,74.16778523489933,7.114317673378077,24.161633109619693,7.793537801064563,1.1517042505592832,1162,35,238,16,24,378,169,298,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9842,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,5,2,11,15,0,3,13,0,24,5,1,5,5,50,52,20,1,8,9,0,5,5,2,4,2,4,4,1,20,11,0,2,9,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,6,9,37,11,25,39,15,32,0,0,0,2,23,21,0,8,13,158,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785635939403847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371559226106188,0.0,0.08008250316510966,0.0,0.10850243581609384,0.0,0.06809912830043616,0.0,0.15321476404487538,0.0,0.0,0.21006217402193,0.1026060088477814,0.0,0.0,0.0936180616973414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104485767841623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932773761266573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499564695400444,0.0,0.11231634041753977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763382499372503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365472759248177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168338155918127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519024813200721,0.2146216660345848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463879335456004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385976318498613,0.0,0.0671222184012066,0.10580417613412386,0.10044931411046393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904180312422668,0.0,0.08900967930501087,0.0,0.0,0.055034724627551976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073235696060666,0.2446185044306428,0.0,0.08842609656337676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851360649898406,0.1807618316616497,0.0,0.13368942569430686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643374474141046,0.07361495665076777,0.0742530801577025,0.0,0.19343307621670328,0.10650079918714936,0.0,0.0,0.09608772832251712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785794824628197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827491352905125,0.0874390201681607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796864089560183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415271393647122,0.10296134572303366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313051753312435,0.0,0.0,0.11256237282806088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468883069500218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529336400202223,0.0,0.0,0.09219612704808523,0.0,0.0,0.13305809856526615,0.1283322686533341,0.0,0.07950055137357394,0.11678572639431488,0.0,0.0,0.09568875604093538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262658732222818,0.11813119062824852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036143018212284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859834666398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845483970006556,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sashimiroll16,2020/01/20,"What should I expect? Hi, my name is Sasha. I’m an 18 year old male to female transgirl, and while in therapy for my depression/anxiety, the topic of me possibly being Autistic came up. She (my therapist) suggested I talk to my family doctor as soon as possible. So I made an appointment with him today, for tomorrow at 10:50am.

Can someone please tell me what kind of things to expect to possibly come up tomorrow? I’ve already had 2 or 3 panic attacks from freaking out about tomorrow. 

How does it compare to being tested/treated for depression, anxiety, and ADD/ADHD (I’ve been diagnosed it’s all 4)? 

Is it normal to be scared? 

Any info would be greatly appreciated.",4.0344155844155845,6.2555551111111125,6.109018759018762,71.66577922077924,73.28571428571428,9.97864357864358,32.08946608946609,10.230975488527342,4.06940634920635,528,26,87,17,11,184,92,126,0.14,0.8140000000000001,0.045,-0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,3,0,11,2,0,2,1,17,15,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,11,2,21,5,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,8,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886001850200228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731769113015409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671824599644768,0.0,0.24010308630520286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853130745261095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948689483371907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518188803263534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516416753553165,0.15928134013981635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062520403484287,0.13733109845445846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794028170052534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730166323036196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341915746685773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484916069219214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537587500518328,0.0,0.0,0.16467235349473086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841243441962072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226276481526331,0.0,0.5307472983077843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711499071820673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296685866341604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613493877246987,0.13716433416552168,0.0,0.17946391294779235,0.1822086186914656,0.10425777281510894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875193830344094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147905482373237,0.0,0.0,0.10105821484224876
autism,Myynek,2020/01/20,DAE feel tired almost instantly when they walk into a room with those bright florescent lights? I find it difficult to concentrate on classwork whenever those lights are on and always end up trying to keep my brain going.,10.17923076923077,9.970438846153849,8.656025641025643,67.73480769230771,57.97435897435898,12.928205128205128,34.884615384615394,12.161744961471696,4.513861538461539,181,6,28,5,2,55,35,39,0.128,0.804,0.069,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,7,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605882051060914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963210637564197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019907718666328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189417798492765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820774158693624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291249414479543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465316905567754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32007348901170696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41388205915247056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444843108548594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,belgianmuffins,2020/01/20,"How do Non Neurodiverse Autistic (AKA Autistic without any symptoms) people know that they are Autistic? I've been reading up on the whole non N-D autistic vs Neurodiverse Autistic debate for a while but still haven't made my mind up as to what idea I side with, so I suppose what I want to know is how someone can know they're autistic even though they have no symptoms?

I heard most doctors would agree that you need symptoms of Autism to actually be Autistic, I'm still very divided on the topic though.",5.261148748159059,6.735158855670104,5.142120765832106,82.87721649484537,68.69072164948454,7.192341678939616,33.444771723122244,7.447530270364453,2.252017378497791,407,19,75,4,7,126,67,97,0.03,0.907,0.063,0.46799999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,3,0,16,17,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,8,0,12,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.17415125937398884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135894929749835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826614166148654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787117569506528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014596669830172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942309184727445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688632082290911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801937707870522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232586106368685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372172401092292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850833741322014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120861580988013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850368426759353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564649492638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35067217347395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724822581024707,0.10526035745023556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924426549372146,0.0,0.17202911366016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677289469821976,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,confused123456,2020/01/20,"Blender terrifies my kid help He's scared of blenders. He has a toy one he loves. We play smoothie maker. Anyway it's the only way to get veggies into his older brother and him. I took a break because he was so scared but I thought with a lot of blender play I could try. HE loves drinking the smoothies but he's so scared. He won't use his headphones. I had to carry him out of the bedroom and he was hiding in a corner head down and pinching his face. He was terrified to come out but I told him blender all gone. He's now drinking the smoothie and wants more until I said I have to make more then he freaked out,  


how can I muffle the noise? Can I make smoothies when he is in preschool and then somehow keep them smoothie like? They really need veggies and hiding spinach or kale with fruit is working when nothing else is(lol butternut squash mac and cheese).",1.0695638465580686,3.6161799421965313,1.7323095112979523,96.6487848134525,87.72832369942196,4.070310036784025,24.04860746190226,5.565023196281405,0.3212450867052028,682,28,141,4,22,209,102,173,0.135,0.77,0.095,-0.8129,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,8,9,0,3,9,0,12,7,2,5,1,32,27,19,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,15,3,1,1,5,0,3,1,4,0,1,9,2,19,5,17,16,4,20,0,0,0,2,28,8,0,3,8,84,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058084460888582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951770859359131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858385954595648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400707797978353,0.0,0.0,0.14499790926168102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068469111505338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813590029897236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163422751263083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542795939298379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847989652944615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756549667376978,0.3133126891875349,0.0,0.23172255500610225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870212705198608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665479060590658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176175083664072,0.13201003352131802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119526250285736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510760268080352,0.0,0.52133034402253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779751684177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585637136225193,0.19284590999568926,0.11784462473717824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499112805346064,0.0,0.0,0.10237781027230623,0.13777411138554918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636315909717616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wishme4hope,2020/01/20,"I feel like I'm a burden bc of my ASD For some reason lately, I have been feeling like I am a burden to others bc of it.",0.5996551724137937,0.6092608620689681,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,78.3103448275862,5.8000000000000025,17.948275862068964,3.1291,-0.5968068965517244,91,1,23,0,2,35,21,29,0.191,0.594,0.215,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013553555625229,0.5670714153854279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477051214554956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877972734996793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080652978418812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,iron_pancake_,2020/01/20,"Is this a normal thing? When i get into online conflict, I get super shaky and my fingers can hardly type. I hate conflict, and I'm just wondering if this is a normal reaction.",2.974190476190476,4.846555942857143,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,75.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.791952380952381,138,5,24,2,3,48,25,35,0.262,0.635,0.10300000000000001,-0.6151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,8,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621203584099444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31044434419498196,0.3421503611399148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790987456014242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023510113756546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758230667228583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Secret779,2020/01/20,"Does anyone else freeze themselves in the shower? I've always hated being surrounded in water. I hated showers more than baths when I was younger, but now I prefer showers because I wash myself (instead of my parents, obviously) and the water flow is in my control. Also hate swimming. But when I do shower, I have the water literally freezing me because I find it easier to cope with, does anyone else have this?",6.497368421052627,7.6288634736842145,7.416947368421052,68.95963157894738,65.57894736842105,8.185263157894736,33.62105263157895,8.238735603445708,3.008808421052632,328,14,48,4,5,110,52,76,0.155,0.785,0.061,-0.8131,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,1,8,9,6,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,2,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,0,7,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541109634788252,0.16035103803863965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26949610505415605,0.3949105049737689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494974458658585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161418381300552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728549107095634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219707216757645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613441578060554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707868181213797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139828241217672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,iheartplant,2020/01/20,"Could I be on the spectrum if I don’t struggle that much socially? Hey guys! I’m a female, 25 years old. 

Here are the things that I struggle with daily:

1.) Sensory overload: For a long time now, everything has been too loud and too bright. For a while I thought that this was due to HPPD as I’ve experimented with MDMA and psychedelics in my early teenage years and I was heavy marijuana user for 3 years in my adult life. If I stare at something for a little, it will start to shake, and reality is typically static looking to me. That being said I’m not at all sensitive to tastes, smells or textures.

2.) Obsessions: I find certain topics extremely fascinating. When I like something, it’s all I want to focus on, learn and talk about. I find things that are unrelated to my interests boring. I will listen to people talk about them, but I will generally stay quiet unless the topic is related to me or one of my interests. Sometimes I catch myself talking about something when it is clear that the other person doesn’t care/isn’t interested in it. I also really love puzzles and find them very relaxing. 

3.) Stimming: In the office, I am constantly moving back and forth in my chair, shaking my legs or tapping my fingers. The only way that I can focus is by either doodling or moving some part of my body over and over again. I also make bubbles inside my mouth (I know gross) but I like the process and how they feel inside my mouth. 

4.) Seeing patterns.

5.) Thinking in pictures.

6.) Prefer being alone: I love being alone and I often feel guilty because of it. People just exhaust me, I know that I should like being around them, and sometimes I do, I usually prefer being by myself or around people that I’m very close to.

7.) Selective social skills: So this is the thing that makes me doubt things. I can be pretty great socially when I “turn it on”. For example, I can be great at job interviews, and certain one on one interactions. I can appear very friendly and people generally seem to like me. However, I have trouble really connecting with people and I’m typically only good at surface level interactions. 

8.) Never tried to make friends: I always had friends. In elementary school, I even remember being close to many of them. In 5th grade I immigrated to the U.S. and I still made friends fairly easily, but the thing is, my friends always picked me. I never really had to go out of my way to make friends, in 7th grade I moved to a new school and I basically had no friends for 3 months until someone decided they wanted me as their friend. When I really think about it, I’ve never really had to make the effort to make any friends and I never really knew how, but people always seemed to come into my life regardless. But things got kind of rough in college and I lost pretty much all of my friends, including my best friend of 8 years. I’ve noticed that I can always manage to draw people in, but I have trouble getting close and maintaining friendships. Right now, I’m mostly closest to my family, my boyfriend, and I have like 2 friends that I see semi regularity. In social environments, I will always manage to befriend people, but again, the friendship are never maintained, and I often feel like the weird awkward one who is the least close to everyone else in the group.

9.) I am diagnosed with panic disorder, anxiety and depression. I have suspected that I have BPD in the past, due to the fact that I can split on people and I often have black and white thinking.

Sorry that this post is long, but let me know if you relate to any of these symptoms! Should I talk to my doctor about these symptoms? Or does this sound more like ADHD to you? Any comments would be helpful. Thank you all.",3.6532430713312163,5.7808774901408455,4.897537482962289,80.34626079054976,74.09859154929578,7.622898682417084,26.240345297592004,8.460557738077197,1.9931181281235808,2918,105,529,54,62,964,310,710,0.078,0.72,0.20199999999999999,0.9988,2,2,3,0,0,0,105.0,0,3,7,4,30,50,0,8,22,0,55,15,5,10,13,120,98,55,0,12,21,0,5,7,12,7,7,5,0,3,36,37,1,0,22,1,0,9,9,16,0,4,13,19,90,34,86,66,13,85,0,2,7,2,45,38,0,19,41,378,126,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059341889088802786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227993098181666,0.0,0.07897397795272129,0.2054292416467092,0.0,0.0,0.10073472065258747,0.0,0.03777348022190415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791248667682926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037968076596150695,0.0,0.030099928535467186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181840377459192,0.0,0.0,0.054847021212911407,0.0621889493264915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050343422683304176,0.0,0.0,0.04253415024802839,0.0,0.053359292674496586,0.0,0.039423736220446814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252857460252405,0.05011689473946896,0.0,0.0,0.056590634994164175,0.050539733254715606,0.04321038609831021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124837730726617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03261322444798946,0.0,0.0,0.04718210227719602,0.0443771109031063,0.04830044970424106,0.04654850040315063,0.0,0.07489990158025928,0.035275135124597734,0.0,0.0,0.1353898044101602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577851221336859,0.0,0.025797588214571218,0.0,0.02806224328109673,0.04141531557935477,0.03949151751579325,0.10887724000471743,0.0,0.048891265332109406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033096546602854764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048999326396966615,0.0,0.0,0.05141883353059446,0.08140937703475741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050491609098160736,0.06975325918114755,0.16886269695057365,0.04948900142355026,0.0,0.08739466912195397,0.0414644750138116,0.0,0.0539011285236487,0.0,0.0891298370063948,0.04672197149564436,0.197758286891825,0.050060806778180506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039412469816699776,0.1574406870119381,0.072595957091176,0.0,0.1904139924544181,0.047688879882317736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056216354855567016,0.051813143958681696,0.0,0.13383727773018936,0.07510728532237114,0.0,0.057933593281893576,0.0,0.0534707770424824,0.04713619614068972,0.30808786774376984,0.043114331957947734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728978030856958,0.10046888024746348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979408044653034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593482704820437,0.042167923055421705,0.0469690958052716,0.0,0.0,0.09994487684969636,0.07869459055207867,0.08990243335480015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133565453426752,0.04183720487046845,0.11403911594649956,0.09767077509329486,0.055273816783184604,0.034949489387004734,0.05262960529234896,0.03943275559660732,0.0,0.0,0.10323969756736252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264378988764082,0.0,0.15875033306174496,0.0,0.045459960772017936,0.0,0.0,0.1968244047178309,0.09491689215516452,0.0,0.03920004085325108,0.02879228613284485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352392851416736,0.05370829615634359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438209244139997,0.12222426923969852,0.0582479922297721,0.07838676514084468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035076199455330165,0.0,0.0,0.12718938480456862
autism,Nyhmzy,2020/01/20,"Asking my family doctor about Autism? Do Family Doctors / General Practitioner know how to deal with this?

I've been diagnosed with social phobia, ADHD and generalized anxiety but after doing some research and educating myself on ASD I think that all those diagnosis could be summarized as Autism. From everything I've read it just seems to match perfectly, I'm almost scared how much of myself I see in it.

I was never really knew what Autism really was before now so it never occurred to me. As a child I didn't really have parents, I had a mother that was alcoholic and suicidal, an absent father and a grandmother that didn't believe in doctors. So if it was noticeable as a child, that's probably why I never got brought to a doctor for it.

My question is, how do I go about it now, do I just ask my Doctor ""Hey I think that I might have Autism after looking into it?""

Are General Practitioners knowledgeable enough about Autism? Or am I gonna run into issues and going to need go looking for something more specialized which where I live might take many months.

I'm struggling financially and can't hold a job and my condition isn't improving after many years of medication and therapy.",4.91485615079365,6.942260138392861,6.383869047619048,71.45835317460322,70.38392857142857,10.156349206349207,28.515873015873016,10.380263240014207,3.4741932539682536,957,36,159,29,18,325,131,224,0.095,0.878,0.027000000000000003,-0.9283,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,2,7,0,23,8,0,3,5,42,43,19,1,3,5,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,16,12,1,1,7,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,11,3,19,2,26,27,5,21,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,8,10,120,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259698728362796,0.0,0.0,0.11201768095827193,0.10495925791190422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018485041850201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959798148818803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919169404085323,0.11809306022771104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836879835589492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806190281692003,0.0,0.10638722417199482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364240900511968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083041590659446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420291640767108,0.0,0.19762460435762627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871004472054375,0.0,0.08383186844846953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940189621556712,0.10401487060940093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760477705387694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255548406483396,0.0,0.17604005281653626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253632335472344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559227443306336,0.0,0.22238891278379894,0.0,0.0,0.08366406744388903,0.0,0.07705268254536407,0.07772060561754406,0.2425243966854841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933504614047025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638706629788155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301064063992022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741922225408218,0.0,0.10484553797733527,0.0,0.2014456949891684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494027563835397,0.0,0.08352571612536472,0.09542161760665274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068479078966345,0.0,0.0806933806496841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957766742776774,0.0,0.11465297470454595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880946940909263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198675721889375,0.0,0.0,0.13432522420385887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458119532962568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674988228213455
autism,Citponys,2020/01/20,"Parent of a 8yo autistic Hi /r/autism !

My son is 8yo, been diagnosed at 5yo, but we had a hunch when he was three.

I am looking for ideas here, as a parent.

His main difficulty is his anxiety. Anything new or anything he hasn't done in a long time puts him in a state of very high anxiety. When he is in that state, he starts to be angry, say things that are very demeaning towards himself and sometimes slaps himself in the face. It looks like he realize his anxiety is not logical and gets frustrated about himself. He can sooth himself after a while when he has access to a calm area though.  


Lately, he decided he does not want to go to school anymore. We know things a re good at the school. What he says he does not like is the ""work"". He does not want to to anymore work, he says it's complicated and hard. But when he's not in that anxiety state, he does the work without problem and does not complain about.

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We are looking deeper to try understand why he suddenly wanna stop going to school.

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In the meantime, do you have suggestions to help motivates him or lower his anxiety about school, or anything really ?",5.01110105580694,6.003075841628959,5.586769230769232,81.24989743589747,68.86425339366517,9.151251885369533,31.47541478129713,9.3871,2.7761056410256413,895,37,173,18,15,289,118,221,0.134,0.774,0.092,-0.7316,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,1,0,4,9,7,1,0,13,0,18,2,1,1,0,31,29,16,0,4,12,3,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,7,0,1,7,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,4,7,16,4,28,24,1,30,0,0,3,0,40,11,0,3,15,107,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331076991373647,0.21679172583108755,0.0,0.0,0.34121427524755604,0.0,0.1769380835486565,0.0,0.0,0.22022845477747255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905428878447352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390326771297928,0.09128939084823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046606800930486685,0.0,0.1013964077096345,0.07482231876195382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991165044364254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979334758644472,0.0942517400403942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070346724123322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902565048297527,0.0,0.10062900441710687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716374166342969,0.0,0.0,0.07894509192630665,0.22473339560838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615635356244933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981068906046495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535873139949901,0.0,0.0896773380202196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714807427980102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282216304432197,0.0,0.3611276325997614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822767333204347,0.0,0.06314093708815174,0.0,0.0,0.07458076688980182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852988959854407,0.0,0.08764509606983242,0.0,0.052017124118957724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060565470294046776,0.0,0.0,0.09286728497911634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720968327086478,0.1052328053255828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049514053592134,0.0,0.0,0.08599204233508187,0.0,0.19483054510879466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679172583108755,0.0
autism,b0ngomongo,2020/01/20,"Getting an adult diagnosis in Austria Hi everyone
For a while now I suspect that I‘m on the spectrum, lately I talked to a good friend about my suspicion and she advised me to look into the idea of getting diagnosed. I‘m 23 years old turning 24 this year but I‘ve read that adult diagnosis is not that uncommon anymore. 
Does anyone on this sub have experiences with getting a diagnosis as an adult in Austria (Vienna)? 

Where/How do I start the whole process of getting diagnosed?

Are the costs covered by health insurance?

How long will the whole screening and assessment process take?

Recommendations for institutions/providers/diagnosticians in and around Vienna?

I did the AQ self assessment and scored 39, should I tell this to the person who does the diagnostics? 


Thanks for your time and all the best!",5.690904658721564,8.529534471830987,5.70521126760563,73.61427410617551,70.47887323943662,9.439653304442038,33.45828819068255,9.851270322608157,3.8629581798483215,653,32,107,18,13,205,95,142,0.024,0.872,0.10400000000000001,0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,14,0,7,3,0,1,1,15,18,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,7,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,19,15,4,16,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,0,9,70,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594242480354591,0.11240256501512366,0.0,0.0,0.14310467139841362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870085069514376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32632277958716305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813528925113229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360683100877573,0.0,0.15724774135282868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124197733356594,0.0,0.33594821612896764,0.0,0.0,0.13483238504291448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087342309095366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181471102404952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133691784157416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226176370877952,0.13499242930920707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868372675164262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036373081073136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079697372667145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770092986053042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378213455968285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086660459242618,0.12920755120203764,0.14050561963449562,0.1480001986971218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373664200846313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485361552963502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589510203058021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070399303426989
autism,steg03,2020/01/20,A freind of mine has autism and will get kicked out of college He is so close to getting kicked out of college because he never does any work I try encouraging him but nothing works he also always gets sent out of lesson for watching videos and laughing for no reason is their anything I can do becouse he is so close to getting kicked out also have around 65% attendance and always comes late .,5.8156578947368445,6.7778324078947385,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,67.02631578947367,7.132631578947367,30.989473684210523,6.742157984588678,1.771045263157895,317,12,57,2,5,98,52,76,0.035,0.883,0.08199999999999999,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,13,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,2,37,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35824092167316274,0.3727463793716628,0.0,0.0,0.15231725734889373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432029987398688,0.19939384510009814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365389767664671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929429614975273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601049539354584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680909848287192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526644654832203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727507868406339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149193331580088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029354684681466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207088917580236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32612701692296264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AryaStoleMyKill,2020/01/20,"Sick of seeing prejudice against autism (rant) Maybe it's just my area, and half the internet, but it seems like most people are vastly misinformed about autism and autistic people are suffering, and even dying, because of it. Worse, there doesn't seem to be much opportunity for change.

Are autistic people supposed to band together? How? They aren't visibly identifiable and have to remain unknown and try to blend in not to be bullied or outcast even as adults. Not to mention they don't tend to be clustered together like racial and religious groups can often be. You gonna gather together a bunch of easily overloaded people (who are pretty spread out to begin with) to march against riot cops? The standard courses of action in society fail entirely here. And before anyone starts any crap about NoT cArInG wHaT pEoPlE tHiNk, let's remember it has real world consequences when you can't get promoted, or get overloaded and lose your position, or can't get hired because the interview process can become too inhumane. Though people loathe to admit it (especially abusers), we are emotional machines, it takes a toll when everyone treats you badly. There are environments and tasks where autistic people actually thrive, and even outperform ""normal"" people, but they require treating your employee like a human who has feelings rather than a cog.  Then there's relationships. Mostly autistic people get to choose between people that will pity you but can't handle you for long, people who will take advantage of you, other socially unacceptable people (often with actual mental illnesses) or isolation, which they know plenty of and surely suffer psychological effects from. Add to all this an emotional system cranked to 11 and how is it even a puzzle that autistic people commit suicide at higher rates, and even die younger on average naturally? 

But hey, they're socially awkward, nobody likes that. You can't expect /everyone/ to change just to accommodate them, they need to fit in or screw 'em amirite? /s 

The change being asked for is an end to bullying of all kinds, at all stages of life, and equal opportunity based on merit of work rather than social skills. In my experience autistic people don't want to be socially awkward and welcome a certain degree of polite coaching. Nobody wants anyone to let the raging child take a bite out of anyone's leg except his Karen of a mother.  Also gonna go out on a limb and guess those holy terror children still get their fair share of abuse behind closed doors. If the parent is a total doormat they will likely let other abusive people into the household, and if not they probably wanna smack the kid too and probably do, which is not always as good of a learning tool as people hope. It can even make things worse, especially when you don't understand what you did wrong and just feel like your parents, teachers, and peers hate you for being born.

I saw a post that got an uncomfortable amount of traction, saying it should be ok to hate autistic people because of certain kids who aren't disciplined for violence, and it's their own fault for acting ""wrong"". But for every spoiled brat of an autistic child, whose parents can't figure out how to balance discipline and care and instead let the kid wreak unmitigated havoc, nobody seems to realize there are 10 who go their whole lives being pushed out of every opportunity and often abused heavily by family, friends, teachers, bosses, and coworkers because of ingrained social prejudices that are considered acceptable because ""It's how normal people know they can trust each other,"" and ""They're bringing it on themselves."" 

Except ""NORMAL"" PEOPLE CAN'T MAGICALLY TELL WHEN PEOPLE ARE TRUSTWORTHY, THEY JUST THINK THAT!  It's proven wrong constantly, every time a normal person trusts someone they shouldn't!   It has nothing to do with trustworthiness! It is a standard fear reaction to the unfamiliar, aka basic human prejudice. So even though autistic people are statistically more likely to be honest and trusting, to the point it often becomes the reason they get taken advantage of, their differences are used as an excuse to treat them like loose cannons who deserve to be denied every opportunity in life simply because they are socially awkward and ""I once knew a bratty autistic kid so my prejudice is justified"". Not to mention mommy's over-protection just translates to a lack of preparedness once adulthood rolls around, so yeah those kids are getting a huge advantage. /s

Also how the hell does anyone make the jump from ""They don't act the same,"" to ""They don't have feelings""? Pretty extreme assumption to make with ZERO EVIDENCE don't ya think? Nope, it's fine, just treat them like garbage, they can't feel anyhow. /s

For some other marginalized groups they say ""It gets better."" So far as I can tell, for autism it gets worse. I really wish it was easier to inform popular opinion. Unfortunately it is just that, popular, and autism is decidedly not. If you are an adult with autism who has a secure enough life that you can speak out, please do what you can to show people the other side to this. I know there are often gives and takes with it, and humanity would be worse off without some of the gifts it brings. Maybe with time they will learn that.

TLDR: THERE IS NO LOGICAL JUSTIFICATION FOR PREJUDICE AGAINST AUTISM. The stats don't match the popular sentiments. People who only deal with autistic problem children need to stfu and autistic adults need to be heard for public opinion to change.",9.082393977225436,9.341854465781411,8.354917149018274,67.45283348465937,60.01123595505618,11.13336359853214,36.005012673551995,10.706319330188203,4.057714319222184,4458,175,687,95,54,1400,438,979,0.17800000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.149,-0.9932,4,1,0,0,3,2,126.0,1,17,24,15,54,71,11,5,43,2,83,8,2,13,8,171,144,68,3,23,32,4,4,9,1,9,5,4,1,16,56,52,0,4,30,3,0,9,28,27,0,2,7,10,51,44,120,111,19,57,1,5,2,1,103,30,3,26,24,478,107,9,0.0,0.1859012840367511,0.0765560648599097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273658531839818,0.03263841958974921,0.0,0.0,0.026674408290662758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970838807343587,0.0,0.0,0.034918648926708866,0.03667016690842645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032751314178686305,0.14346751552316522,0.0866420668049357,0.033377665034479934,0.0,0.0,0.03469140711949152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998519295259743,0.0,0.1659797891107599,0.0,0.0,0.0423883905076556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040439348461748036,0.0,0.0,0.08141890727385097,0.04098187349561731,0.0,0.0,0.03432614317238091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824590002755116,0.03474178972787259,0.04053000654397651,0.0,0.18135462766228808,0.0,0.132195330293652,0.07496251453324948,0.0,0.03836966760875573,0.03697792668787711,0.044139134791923135,0.07933354230752908,0.02802241423988055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030305209509883125,0.0,0.1844414289857769,0.037628283385301865,0.04458504853039397,0.032900146943187436,0.031371890111269334,0.0,0.04321086215874312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745331698093656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895936790617013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040846898185828255,0.06467125577891335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044126048437546,0.08311752951980328,0.1724705917075072,0.0,0.03463647571045305,0.03471297291764265,0.0,0.043882845619060425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854916239268489,0.0,0.07881375615499818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039529667851664514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028834956614113418,0.08725472820566989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372905125449962,0.03763753459059601,0.0,0.0,0.08354688764299874,0.0,0.029832450737641018,0.0,0.0,0.13066447122723593,0.0,0.0,0.6254560326642666,0.03424983818017647,0.0,0.04305737298300145,0.03708039150673525,0.0,0.037566796227397725,0.07981204240797307,0.0845825690200145,0.037533116487103266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464674324099285,0.02512859895865311,0.040329928480959634,0.0,0.042113070245338544,0.04443438383565178,0.0,0.0,0.06238673658503398,0.0,0.0,0.03125732058997019,0.10712715428628113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991025517075465,0.03323529396494082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027763722679322374,0.0,0.03132520989770977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290588519534333,0.0,0.036969185893959096,0.0,0.11796955309658892,0.0,0.0685689203057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026059408806606017,0.07540156716449771,0.07707690933025473,0.0,0.04574493427610635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026631263309238817,0.0,0.0,0.04083470510648482,0.0,0.033877886189939636,0.0,0.0,0.04627195221616124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043793415468061335,0.04510692107329314,0.037811589851550746,0.0,0.028556334835036907,0.0,0.15989488323144266,0.027864380607646018,0.12865944444247118,0.0,0.0
autism,LadyImago,2020/01/20,"Kinda dumb question but... What do you guys do with laundry that isn't quite ""dirty"" by your standards yet but isn't ""clean"" enough to go in the closet or back in the drawers. Logically I know it should, but it feels weird. I always end up tossing it on the floor but that ends up getting out of control. Ideas? Should I just suck it up and do extra laundry/ put it back in the drawers?",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,73.87179487179488,5.712820512820513,25.82051282051281,5.46131890053228,0.5264205128205129,298,10,64,1,6,94,54,78,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.8054,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,19,12,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,12,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,3,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125441688813433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928307975760521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28649448053319354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524829888197297,0.2639348554226698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915669651068587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345536648669734,0.0,0.14517081714647687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529229352226665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883574469572496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038157568919152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678488486883744,0.2861480640886893,0.2716888481302264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pegem,2020/01/20,"""Friend"" got mad at me for not picking up on his flirting. What do I do to prevent this in the future? I've been hanging out with a new friend for the last 9 days and I was really happy because he's into all the niche media and humour that I'm into. I was starting to get a little bit of a crush on him but I wasn't sure what to do to move forward.

Then today he seemed to really get mad out of nowhere and told me that if I was going to reject him I shouldn't pussyfoot about it.

??????????

I got a bit spooked by his anger because I didn't see any of this coming, and words don't come easy to me in high stress situations so he just kind of ranted at me and left. He said stuff about how he's been flirting and dropping hints and I've just ignored them. Like I've said that I'm on the spectrum and stuff but he was still convinced that my lack of awareness was communicating disinterest somehow. 

He's blocked me on all everything so I guess reconciliation won't be possible. :( On the other hand he scared me a little, so maybe a relationship with him was a bad idea to begin with.

How do I tell if a guy is flirting with me? And are there any red flags that might help warn me when someone's going to get mad at me like that? His outburst seemed to come out of the blue but I'm sure there was body language/signs that I might have missed.

I'm also thinking that maybe I should engineer a script for potential partners to explain properly that I'm autistic and that they're going to have to communicate with me in a clear and plain manner.",3.923044058744997,4.372552003115267,5.038718291054742,86.16299065420564,71.02492211838006,7.734223408989765,27.12372051624388,7.62386473244151,1.3002729862038276,1207,38,265,13,21,399,153,321,0.157,0.732,0.111,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,15,23,4,2,16,0,26,2,2,3,5,56,54,24,0,5,8,0,1,2,3,5,0,2,0,2,18,24,0,3,5,0,0,9,6,10,0,0,16,6,30,13,47,32,5,41,0,2,3,0,26,22,0,8,13,171,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809379553581224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982325595634874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197783271574482,0.13430332465377032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405293287045797,0.12236137517021413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846756487927591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104318615721365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900344988848576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021652783200994,0.0,0.17265997132767252,0.0,0.18781701917265314,0.0,0.17620779702995118,0.0,0.1213521213059122,0.1090743367196835,0.0,0.1172658819711644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383698997963171,0.11638861287811755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435565496404455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471323403377,0.0,0.0897939646437632,0.0,0.0,0.11968764518017025,0.0,0.0,0.10763585883003644,0.22081572111197076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133824736845095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372174049542235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708116226124216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639186584218524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418727397555282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411408445346692,0.0,0.0,0.1182691146083204,0.0,0.0,0.20957211626587416,0.0,0.11028797957256906,0.0,0.08778214482268458,0.2005685109814542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238228859617026,0.0,0.0,0.0933370273903478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779708266432524,0.0,0.08797280316867921,0.0,0.12618630828843835,0.0,0.2522104919173465,0.0,0.0,0.20764636052404264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628347502285207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705851852063437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104417475748155,0.10526126652618148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,uptheewolves,2020/01/20,Autism questionaire to be filled out by parent/so/close friend?? A lot of people who go for autism diagnosis talk about how they were given a form for their close friend / parent can fill out to aid in the diagnosis process. I did not receive this in the packet I received from my local University Autism Center. I was curious if anyone had a copy of a form I could have my mom and girlfriend each fill out. Or a link to a form I can download. When googling this myself I could not come up with much. This would be for an adult autism diagnosis.,3.3984631360332287,5.284902158878506,4.0447975077881635,87.23880581516096,74.14018691588784,6.9985462097611615,23.10384215991693,7.793537801064563,0.9631025960539974,429,12,88,6,9,136,70,107,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.8426,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,1,0,18,15,5,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,5,0,11,2,18,5,6,17,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,1,67,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652771566532074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747417003317068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031416762367663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901039474908825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348031008585438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463466914069745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956811386402909,0.0,0.0,0.18558905519570115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606596670662662,0.0,0.0,0.1750257745682348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029198698209136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934218316303313,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,piranhaglitter,2020/01/20,"Little story about a 4 year old superstar Hi everyone,
I am 22 year old (f) working with children on the autistic spectrum since three years. It has been a whirlwind of emotions. I thought I'd share a story I wrote about a four year old, who rocked my world. Sorry for mistakes and weird sentences, but English is not my first language

She does not look at me, she does not care for me for she is happy on her own. She is four years old with the serenity all of us are striving for.
 Pain and sadness rage through me when I think of the ignorant crossing her dancing path and seeing only everything they would change about her.
But as I hear her song and see her dance all of that disappears in my foggy subconscious and I join her in perfect harmony with myself. Almost miraculously she takes my hand to invite me to her beautiful planet.
Nowadays we often venture there together, but she will still happily abandon me and venture on her own.",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,5.7966666666666695,80.22000000000003,67.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.8301666666666665,748,33,136,12,12,237,113,180,0.14300000000000002,0.693,0.16399999999999998,0.7585,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,3,7,11,1,0,7,0,9,2,1,0,3,28,18,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,10,0,2,2,4,0,4,3,7,0,4,3,6,33,4,24,13,4,24,0,2,3,0,23,8,0,2,12,100,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761714534597114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011991179379993,0.0,0.14538361758742208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053332753155124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459120959241762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132106751890085,0.12351398720987435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689861158161705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629769631518208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489455715108116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774181699669805,0.0,0.0,0.1154073019242357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768422387107701,0.0,0.0,0.10452235499209096,0.1462361149688799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902918989382367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368422004801873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384258596972614,0.0,0.0,0.10975245506729313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333089640756593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806014005171445,0.0,0.10910474445140353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531239223624322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005129625956972,0.0,0.0,0.09762693340618964,0.0,0.0,0.44250481070872383
autism,Rainbow6SiegeCreator,2020/01/20,I'm available for Q&A about ASD/Asperger's I'm accepting questions from anyone who's having trouble with how to deal/tolerate the autism in your life.,6.771379310344829,8.313893206896553,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,65.20689655172413,9.937931034482759,38.63793103448275,10.125756701596842,4.426641379310344,129,7,20,3,2,41,26,29,0.10300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.099,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119300543252928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303678218524229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487104393858967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337254050478049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292838418768852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BrigadierGeneral96,2020/01/20,"I'm thinking about starting a club at my University ""Club Spectrum"" an sanctuary for people on the Spectrum. I'm attending University at UAA in Anchorage,AK. Great school bunch of support etc. I am really wanting to communicate with my own kind. My idea was to establish a club invite ONLY by either disability services or my referral from another member.

The idea of the club would to allow use to come together as a whole. Speak about our day what we struggling with and working on developing our social skills by working with experts or students in then psychology department. I'm still trying to develope a few ground rules. I will post them later down below.

I guess other then that tell me your thoughts. I'm planning on also doing community outings by going to the movies maybe even speaking with Regal about doing a spectrum night. And other awesome things around town.",5.812112950340798,8.186914797468358,6.625949367088612,69.20517526777023,68.74683544303798,9.165335929892892,33.672833495618306,9.661875296680813,3.8156040895813055,710,34,107,17,13,234,108,158,0.018000000000000002,0.87,0.11199999999999999,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,1,4,7,4,0,1,10,0,6,0,0,2,0,21,19,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,13,3,31,15,6,24,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,3,7,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173427797411528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584571169115752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777618333356433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526717339287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143015195761425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976631950972121,0.11706164332537007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072638843547478,0.0,0.0,0.19540154111423155,0.1952436626133177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001521074469289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456234404433747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805576708333773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663224692085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347947403907533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287201041613838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974155389772122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354088883958853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937066518270106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066814136514575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254474137492888,0.0,0.1415396131206863,0.0,0.0,0.18528386656344112,0.0,0.0,0.20112348590941154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491066913622767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774665365962925,0.1135646409607056,0.0,0.14070430870830694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033051711428043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530736081363424,0.0,0.0,0.10453743544577457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978758674825692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580574941329544,0.0,0.0,0.1259022258408592,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,byathred,2020/01/20,"Thoughts on a nonverbal 5 year old I cross posted something in another sub. 

I am not in a good place admittedly.

I  had suspicions that my son was autistic well before he was 1 year old. I  did push and got a diagnosis and started therapy before he turned two.  

He  is now almost 5 years old and has no words. He does understand what you are saying he just does not speak. We are getting an assisted  communication device to help him. He doesn't have any friends. He  doesn't try and play with other kids. His father is not involved.

I  know he is awfully young to predict his future (at least that is what I  told myself 4 years ago). But the reality is that not having speech before the age of 5 is bad for their independence as it means he will be  low functioning. All his therapists have told me that.

Not sure what I am looking for but thought this community may have some input. I love this kid so much.",2.1717194289261315,4.480556156424584,3.8458752327746737,85.20172408441964,79.61452513966479,7.329733085040349,23.910924891371824,8.344100000000001,1.5900574798261942,708,25,144,15,18,236,119,179,0.079,0.868,0.053,0.1459,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,6,1,24,1,0,1,2,27,38,8,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,11,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,2,1,1,9,4,18,6,11,26,4,22,0,1,1,1,29,6,0,3,13,91,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026622859114143,0.0,0.13585725061561252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226252267202892,0.14226532507838008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328157063590888,0.0,0.0,0.3463440549563445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745730575727164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048208848353317,0.0,0.07088371969797308,0.0,0.0,0.11379635942370492,0.10851036285849207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093897897953762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745625187197273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393143420447766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245048511005399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477880397167081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973551463137284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270990383857048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417497622189117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993755478576186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789288436859977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444796443917864,0.0,0.0,0.09603028735439886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787051598448426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551542867159555,0.1575272031140767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541895194849908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592833783344771,0.0,0.09211329106458577,0.14757363279609428,0.1325331376863955,0.1412407302399832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198662509716295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494767272838464
autism,intoxicatemenic,2020/01/20,"What do you think my little brothers future might look like? He’s 4 So some things he can do : 


*** Count to 50 ( a couple months ago when everyone thought he could only count to 20 I heard him by himself counting to thirty and even doing some 30s, so I guess he may have learned this by himself ?)


*** recognize some colors and shapes 


*** read some stuff. I don’t know the extent of this but earlier this year my dad had a suspicion he was able to read, low and behold I randomly gave him something at the supermarket ( right before turning 4 ) and he read the name to me. After a few months we know for sure he definitley can read some stuff. 


*** may be able to spell out his name, not sure but my dad said he could 


*** say the alphabet 


*** answer some questions that don’t require deep thought. For example, my dad can show him a pic of someone in our family and be like “ who’s that “ and he’ll answer. 





Things he has trouble with: 



*** paying attention. He can’t seem to pay attention for more than 5-10 secs and doesn’t always respond to calling his name even if you do it loud. 



*** verbalizing what he wants. He’s getting better for sure but he won’t be like “ I want milk”. Though yesterday he wanted vegetable chips and walked around repeating “ vegetable chips “ for a few minutes 

*** interacting w people. 


*** some noises like the blender ( makes him cry / scream and run away ) 



*** talking , he can’t have a conversation cuz he can’t seem to say too many words Mx 

He sings to himself and babbles a lot ( like he says “ wa wa wa “ a lot, idk if he’s trying to talk and can’t . And interestingly enough today my dad asked him if he was ready to leave and he said “ yes” so that’s pretty cool. 





Any idea what his future may look like? Do you think he may be able to talk somewhat normally and hold a conversation?",-0.3515151515151516,1.636453090909093,1.2735227272727272,95.43132575757578,106.1590909090909,4.292424242424242,17.549242424242426,6.194236138160024,-0.03914734848484835,1376,43,289,19,66,441,180,352,0.057,0.8079999999999999,0.135,0.9845,0,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,2,3,0,2,9,15,0,0,14,2,33,3,0,2,3,74,56,26,0,9,7,5,0,6,0,7,0,8,1,0,15,18,3,2,15,6,2,2,9,3,0,0,9,12,27,12,30,34,15,23,0,1,3,0,65,10,0,23,17,163,42,8,0.2759422463523853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153538399632243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653535141255075,0.0,0.0,0.06255006332748167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188236746905812,0.08598958362477725,0.0,0.08641894130378516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826884251303168,0.0,0.0,0.08134949756329637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939226285728273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468782867249579,0.10177494902783556,0.10103653345614333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504070149801204,0.0,0.1215048341616292,0.0,0.0,0.08789154721162734,0.0,0.0,0.08671126387666983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805614487430288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132716478702844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383506944205928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110042805472573,0.0,0.0,0.09739433199071758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696228863730562,0.09218887449143047,0.0,0.0,0.15448132607025264,0.0,0.0,0.15639748670712478,0.0,0.0,0.06139786405562545,0.09325404231771946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757703886276016,0.0,0.0,0.146836312263921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012160444631656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995550426161147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376786975056617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357748918955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303948942149173,0.0,0.3680225603242118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855105688737278,0.17498951094647194,0.219440349810202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674716382754869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793498995598022,0.07081127418682477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210591902312971,0.0,0.0,0.2600723015447772,0.0,0.0,0.2217919251115307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221584474288184,0.1178750996020316,0.0903706186686364,0.14604488037051455,0.0,0.0,0.0871869948206944,0.0,0.0,0.06244889064950046,0.10004864174021434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627578863157143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923258650967071
autism,Hydrahead_Hunter,2020/01/21,"The concept of side dishes is weird to me. Is it the autism? So, I was tweeting about things as one does, and it hits me mid-thread, that I'm tweeting about a thing it started to sound like one of those autistic features that you don't realize are rooted in your autistic neurotype until someone points it out to you, and then it's like yeah, ok: that makes it make sense. But enough context, on to the point.

The tweets more or less read 

""So, as the title suggests, the concept of side dishes is weird to me: my mindset is that an ideal dish should be a complete meal.  Like, yes the dish can have multiple components (as examples rice&curry, cereal&milk, and burger&fries) , but those components should interlock with each other and not be interchangable. 

""Like, I thing you should be able to throw all the components in a bowl and have one unit or amount of a thing to eat. So, if it's a curry or a ramen, it's a bowl of curry or ramen (maybe with garnishes): If it's a sandwich and it comes with a side; that side should come on the sandwich. If it's two sandwiches, they should combine them into one really tall sandwich. Am I making sense.""

And, the thread that got me to think, wait is this an autistic tendency was the sterotype that autistics don't like their peas and mashed potatos to mix; cause I be like that: it doesn't cause a meltdown when it happens, but there's a lingering discomfort about it as it happens. But the tweets prompted a thought of *what about a pea-based sauce over the potatos*, *or a sauce with peas in it, would that be a problem.* And I came to the conclusion that for me, it wouldn't.

So does it seem to y'all that this preference for a unified dish could be rooted in my neurotype: that is to say (with loving affection for my neurotype), is it the autism?",3.8080285714285718,5.536412917142859,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,72.68571428571428,7.2857142857142865,27.07142857142857,7.957251820313856,1.5292285714285718,1411,51,287,20,28,434,154,350,0.019,0.885,0.096,0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,5,3,2,10,13,0,1,33,3,31,12,0,8,1,59,48,32,0,14,13,0,0,6,0,7,0,2,0,0,41,20,11,1,6,1,0,4,5,4,0,5,5,2,21,9,44,28,6,24,0,0,0,1,11,16,0,9,10,209,62,1,0.11896208083972308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866860946640227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606092862069905,0.0,0.2444136532714445,0.0,0.2049505980418171,0.1247294784121468,0.0,0.0,0.09498154151790007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820903722831524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217279076150764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291963007612985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514484344042937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039555041652366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348713182148889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736792254758308,0.0,0.2382243381486357,0.0,0.11951339979394172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224471389593889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491523667238844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383064518366533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899427366828864,0.0,0.0762101551841006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460342147204784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829861049319414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079618504895363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842019731128258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161324819461898,0.07622609792380243,0.0,0.0944426039933627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620866711399178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845072490396961,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,account456123456,2020/01/21,"Some of my personal austistic quirks. Hey guys, I have actually started to take note of some of the things that I tend to do. I'm not sure if this is fully due to autism, or if it's just a personal quirk of mine. 

* I mostly tend to walk on my toes when I'm indoors. 
* Right before typing something on a keyboard, I raise the index finger of my right hand in front of the monitor. 
* I don't drink the last bit of liquid in a glass nor eat the last bit of food on my plate. 
* In general, starting anything and abandoning it halfway or slightly before I reach the end. This is not just with projects, but also with games, books, movies. It's a miracle if I ever finish anything.
* I wait 10 minutes after the shower before drying myself off with towels. 
* Stubbornness to follow somebody else's pre-made plan, and trying to come up with my own reasonings. 
* Greatly over- or underestimating the value of money, distances and time. According to me, the average building is 50 meters tall, the average street is 20 meters long, the average cost of a car is 4000 euros and the time spent on a car trip is 5 hours. 
* Trying to solve every problem that I face by creating a program for it, which usually takes longer than it takes to do it by hand.
* Completely starting over with something which has one tiny mistake rather than fixing the mistake. This might be the reason why it takes so long to write a program. 
* Struggling on basic concepts while having next to no issues with more advanced topics. 
* Zipping my coat when I am putting it on, even when I'm indoors.",3.0800883898709976,5.360850939799331,4.202736502627808,83.95076505016723,76.3913043478261,6.545676063067367,26.063186813186807,7.5804360353943165,1.5671795508838988,1217,46,223,17,28,396,172,299,0.077,0.848,0.075,0.3333,2,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,1,22,0,15,8,5,2,2,39,31,18,0,7,12,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,16,11,3,3,2,3,4,9,5,6,0,1,1,3,19,2,46,28,7,49,0,1,0,0,6,19,0,10,21,150,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.1143699014105772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372447618397514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928905662153649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991846772396845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559032131900304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009570761223024,0.12288154869575843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481098769491298,0.0,0.1199244476739357,0.0979052254117655,0.0,0.1038040571514422,0.0,0.0,0.07740922914857165,0.10601374620187982,0.09874571609898118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171821912209315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921297055478334,0.0,0.1160460281225026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115417995976697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232593090888665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106662959703732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743591236167985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124330252587626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246431020819931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941748075967954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466833676276425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214418714224317,0.0,0.11781796674425188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410014126354834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001756326622716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804519528017685,0.0,0.0,0.2488634360793177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252246659888108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045923412230073,0.0,0.3524780481284168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778622052082569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668005618536927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914166772758326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907879937135913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057544079709051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PrimordialObserver,2020/01/21,"10 ways to increase autistic symptoms [Spock approves](https://preview.redd.it/zvgmzcxbl7c41.png?width=1400&format=png&auto=webp&s=79f12f2cf1a89a79751c13b484866e0dac64f0dc)

Here is a deliberately facetious post on how to INCREASE negative symptoms associated with autism.

[https://embraceasd.com/10-things-that-increase-autistic-symptoms/](https://embraceasd.com/10-things-that-increase-autistic-symptoms/)

(You may want to do the exact opposite of what this post describes, unless you are very brave and bored.)

———

What increases negative symptoms associated with autism for you? And what do you do to prevent that from happening?",23.44049019607843,30.529666382352943,11.388823529411766,33.596372549019605,32.23529411764706,12.180392156862744,43.68627450980392,11.538034831475384,6.799492156862747,566,22,44,13,6,130,48,68,0.098,0.743,0.159,0.3749,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577803117850169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174387872865433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286876234162288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134256732947781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415866328765814,0.10121316915539427,0.13620680500793833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tinytraggot,2020/01/21,"bullied and didnt notice? so im 19 now, but ive been thinking about this since i realized im autistic a few years ago when i was in high school. i was bullied pretty much all 13 years of grade school and i didnt even notice until high school. i can only remember 2 or 3 times where people were bullying me and it actually made me upset throughout my life. but there are a LOT of weird situations that i look back on and have now realized they were trying to bully me. i just didnt pick up on it, so i humored them. looking back, i think thats hilarious bc it probably annoyed the hell out of the person picking on me. but i just genuinely had no idea, so i probably came off as really snarky and able to stand up for myself, which aint me at all lmao. 

i was wondering if anyone else has this issue or have noticed it in their autistic kids? its so interesting, i want to talk about it lol",3.944516129032259,4.292362322580647,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,70.93548387096773,8.995698924731181,27.865591397849464,9.075114841892004,2.0533204301075267,696,23,149,13,12,240,117,186,0.174,0.695,0.131,-0.8737,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,16,6,2,1,4,1,17,1,0,3,2,29,25,18,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,12,2,24,2,21,13,5,25,1,0,2,0,6,13,1,5,10,107,35,4,0.12464793687795908,0.0,0.12163840571182642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049287521616097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715673567395815,0.12771654154315695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916931388023668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256403319910915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412735678762046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823287867252012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633947779163717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071234853619313,0.26928232304311017,0.13010006154989925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804252409433874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934574718477292,0.0,0.0,0.1059712184812361,0.0,0.11794489173495284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916305757807358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257375068895581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480037284684263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641518479225548,0.10883777058677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268117635470896,0.2687831164110129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985266015685935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120181381962446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784511002687321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311006146168614,0.1401095035946543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018729008257247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973872977659945,0.0,0.0,0.07268321438569329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462776703466755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352058268730488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517537041914768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053836921252987
autism,btflchs,2020/01/21,My son may be autistic My son is 13. We just got paperwork to fill out to get him on the waiting list to be tested. We weren't going to talk to him about this until closer to the time of his appointment but he has paperwork he has to fill out to. How do I talk to him about this? Thank you!,-0.44716517857143145,1.4506930781250027,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,86.96875,5.5321428571428575,16.955357142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.23615803571428584,223,5,55,3,7,76,41,64,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.6254,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,13,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,1,16,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,2,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347805662941726,0.0,0.2539740525911517,0.0,0.3574133630726786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7183756664429917,0.0,0.4114300611056832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26058122008543994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Darolyn91,2020/01/21,Nutritional approach to autism I’m looking for beta members to join my new program for FREE. I have created this program to help teach parents how to help children with autism have a happier life through the nutritional approach.  Message me if you are interested in a free spot!,8.286733333333338,9.118482739999996,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,61.6,10.666666666666668,46.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.448666666666668,227,15,35,5,3,73,37,50,0.0,0.62,0.38,0.9695,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,9,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,22,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897533410464022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107364806409219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694314843111332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42488838154086345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884916355013241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,poodl12,2020/01/21,"Just looking... I have high functioning autism. I hate myself and wish I didn’t have it. Anyone I can chat with who has the same condition? I’d specifically like to talk to someone who is successful with autism, someone I can truly relate to. Someone who was diagnosed when they were young and grew up with a an amazing career and a significant other and kids. Or not. Doesn’t matter. I just want to know if we succeed.",2.2588888888888903,4.866668962962965,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.5925925925926,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.4816518518518509,330,12,62,6,9,108,57,81,0.055,0.691,0.254,0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,3,5,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,15,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,9,4,8,12,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,3,47,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189370014082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488585050257985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673876808318761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614582922051474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884059864055338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323134253306911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274282462843456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884178900101935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768218356353405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974202878474492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114401160694742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FutureHowell,2020/01/21,"Serious question: Why do neurotypicals over-share and over-explain things? Not saying we autists don't. I'm guilty of over-explaining things, usually when I'm nervous.  But here's why I pose this question...

I work at the front of an office. Every time (and I mean *every* time) a client asks to use our bathroom, they explain *why* they need to, even after we've told them they're more than welcome to use our facilities.  They ""really have to go,"" they drank a lot, they travelled a ways to get here, they have a medical issue, they're pregnant... there is always an explanation when none is needed.

Also, if someone calls and says they have to reschedule an appointment for whatever reason, they will go into *great* detail about their specific reason.  I had a woman call and say some of the lights on her car aren't working so it's not safe to be driving, hence the need to reschedule.

Instead of accepting my ""Ok, here's when we can see you..."" she went into a long story about who told her that her lights were out, where she was when she got this info, where she was going to get the lights fixed, and what she thinks the problem might be.

This isn't the first case of this happening. People over-share daily.  I'd say 80 percent of our clients do this.  I'd be lying if I said it didn't make me somewhat uncomfortable.  I can think of nothing to say but, ""Ok.""

I'm really curious if anyone knows the psychology behind this over-sharing or just why you, as an NT, have the desire to share seemingly excessive detail.

Thanks.",3.469661016949153,5.410520372881359,4.332000000000004,85.02138983050848,74.08474576271186,7.296271186440679,25.020338983050852,8.109356740369918,1.4983328813559331,1190,39,231,19,25,383,164,295,0.037000000000000005,0.895,0.069,0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,5,2,10,3,17,11,0,1,18,2,23,2,0,5,0,44,53,18,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,13,10,1,1,12,1,0,8,7,3,0,1,11,10,33,8,30,37,6,26,0,0,1,0,43,7,0,11,10,151,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368271951674655,0.08707109888551409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316860027677806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782678723925432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370376771304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911550829189962,0.0,0.1763319551142858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900901666835004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934297067121974,0.0,0.1784125526695826,0.0,0.08369231661454972,0.11536893256822847,0.0,0.0,0.09253518311151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921977889510476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750888449619941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092605485667312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896347099210432,0.0,0.0,0.06984980657801028,0.0,0.0,0.11398656391873264,0.0,0.1054164988501303,0.0,0.11100935506231688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327736809355393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040748104035033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254606388152837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012891978864344,0.0,0.0,0.23444751757056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407357049055718,0.2151802222626141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953915890068957,0.416080326392862,0.0,0.0,0.08338667393197828,0.09526277274277156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866340967745147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634092761047228,0.0,0.0,0.13903990386903806,0.13410161793423528,0.0,0.0,0.12203598537954832,0.0,0.0,0.19998114484934548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075536840042766,0.11524913665186955,0.0,0.0,0.08306049474971848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700481983267632,0.3776949979434279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236224581231042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pingukii,2020/01/21,Do any of you guys have hyperfixations? What are they? I’m talking about the old ‘I love this character/subject so much I can talk about it all day and I know a lot about it’ stuff. It seems to be a common stereotype but I don’t think I’ve ever met another autistic person with a hyperfixation besides me. I’m worried that people think it’s weird and cringe when it just helps me a lot. :|,1.4839814814814822,3.5623567037037063,3.363688271604939,88.98034722222225,80.72839506172839,6.025308641975308,22.47067901234568,7.1686216300943375,0.6698753086419758,307,10,67,4,8,103,60,81,0.113,0.828,0.059000000000000004,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,13,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,12,4,5,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804041858962745,0.2436923560620672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987920008223662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021970273274412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011319200788316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577326402756822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772132528233093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951574618902122,0.20975066975014367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084122592902715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438653993367981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111735611178105,0.2029232927546077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156883308318009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660431550554902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735896956747531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29782591881428755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360141518707674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Woolliza,2020/01/21,"Just looking for more info about autism So I'm thinking there's a possibility I'm on the spectrum, but I'm not seeking a formal diagnosis because I don't think it would change anything for me. I'm just trying to understand myself.

I'm female, and I identify as a highly sensitive person (HSP) but without the empathy component. I have OCD, GAD, and sometimes get panic attacks. I had crippling social anxiety as a child and have only somewhat overcome it through repeated exposure and experience. When I go into a new social situation I like to have a ""safe person"" with me (like my husband) who can pick up my social slack and mitigate my anxiety just by being present.

I could go into a lot more detail (and will in comments if you ask) about my traits that cause me to suspect autism (like obsessive interests and certain physical sensitivities?), but what makes me doubt it is that I seem to understand social ""rules"" fairly well. (I could be fooling myself though.) Or maybe I just memorized the rules over time? (But how else would you do it?)

Mostly, I'm looking for opinions, information about other's experiences with autism, and if anyone here with autism can or can't relate to what I'm saying. Hopefully that makes sense. I look forward to your comments and questions.",7.3154358353510895,7.8071044661016975,7.884285714285718,68.56059322033902,63.66101694915254,10.641162227602903,36.77239709443099,10.451354775682146,4.112243099273607,1018,47,166,23,14,338,137,236,0.105,0.8170000000000001,0.078,-0.7536,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,0,14,13,1,3,10,0,17,0,0,5,1,55,39,23,0,7,14,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,3,11,14,0,1,10,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,1,4,24,8,26,31,5,15,0,0,3,0,18,8,0,12,9,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123913036874814,0.0,0.0,0.08282814862400684,0.0,0.09748032375785984,0.0,0.11074165205034936,0.13476236146826104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072210514359306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168835140926786,0.12531219246284905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891571448144556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895593400943548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174807958891394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188908761058109,0.0,0.13464410847462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251567170531556,0.0,0.11765489847757488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361686502533766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984230741469554,0.0,0.0,0.10070822141694268,0.0,0.0,0.15814243100773795,0.0,0.11900635171219093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440686782573704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009216913702872,0.0,0.1389842027245676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686481585979932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335428881417937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269936664366594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420205657516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783914232643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315104905703054,0.0,0.4830094913898552,0.0,0.0,0.11715736964372575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180540148315286,0.11638376633903445,0.0,0.06907344609749486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042477969674212,0.0,0.0,0.24663660330609674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650740339425656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418867924074673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682974364177962,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rthrfrdd,2020/01/21,"tell me your thoughts on textures do you also have ‘weird’ preferences, opinions, descriptions of textures of anything? food clothes other materials doesn’t matter tell me i’m curious and want to see if anything is relatable",10.876315789473686,11.11282821052632,9.52,60.65000000000002,56.368421052631575,12.86315789473684,50.57894736842106,12.161744961471696,6.792326315789475,184,12,25,5,2,57,33,38,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973835695748865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345570418876852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927432713889894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588194767607613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677701012309416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578508634827865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915724418350924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anotherpdpfan,2020/01/21,"As a future teacher, how can I make sure I help autistic students? As I’m going through my program, I’ve been learning about “diverse learners” and how a general education teacher can help. I want to make sure that what I do is actually helpful and won’t harm autistic students mentally/emotionally/academically. For example, I know that stimming is very important and that I should never force eye contact because of sensory overload. I’m not autistic myself but I want to know more from an autistic student’s perspective.",7.6985460992907795,8.89507892553192,8.220000000000002,64.03333333333335,62.93617021276596,10.521985815602838,46.517730496453886,10.504223727775694,5.647551773049647,425,29,62,10,6,141,64,94,0.047,0.8,0.153,0.6183,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,4,3,19,17,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,9,14,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,42,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.2527996494157624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791711034771086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722654120602147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209159545863403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847389612323686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458415432943915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997986634602208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883112657517559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374694616468148,0.3055939021796337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,snsdreceipts,2020/01/21,"I've recently been learning about the spectrum and I think I may be on it. Is it worth being officially diagnosed? I always felt I was different to most people. For years since I discovered I was gay, I believed that was the reason. But getting older and coming out and attempting relationships has still left me feeling abnormal and misunderstood.

I feel like I have 3 emotional states. My normal state, which is stoic and I think off putting. My hyper emotional state, where I'm too honest about my thoughts and feelings with no tact, and my performative state. Where I act and react like I'm auditioning for something in every conversation, to varying degrees of success.

And I can't stress enough that final one. I constantly feel like I'm acting. I'm always raising my eyebrows slightly, squinting when I smile, exaggerating facial movements. Bc it seems like everyone does it naturally. And I think I come off as fake to some people bc maybe I don't seem entirely genuine in my efforts.

I love to socialise and be included in things but I'm so a anxious bc others mostly assume I'm introverted or out of place. I often have to drink myself into a state where I'm just between the line of performance and honesty that people actually enjoy my company, but I don't feel that that's a healthy or long term coping mechanism. (I don't have a drinking habit this is just an observation I've made). 

It's like 4am and this may all sound like rambling. But would seeking a diagnosis, even if it's nothing at all, be useful to me? Did any one else discover this late in life and did it help at all to know?

I'm sorry if I got any terminology wrong.",4.174765833535549,6.126562192429024,5.655220820189277,76.23330926959477,72.18611987381703,8.536229070613928,30.173380247512736,9.162432508145574,2.841755738898325,1313,57,235,29,26,443,177,317,0.051,0.79,0.159,0.9827,1,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,13,13,0,1,9,0,24,7,1,4,3,60,52,25,0,4,10,0,6,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,18,20,2,0,16,2,2,6,5,3,0,2,10,7,32,10,29,35,8,38,0,0,0,2,4,17,0,13,16,155,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.10654870846744134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170116032321448,0.0,0.0,0.14849894689358142,0.0,0.0,0.12334785432992992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230139884990088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881062401700324,0.0,0.11799008402192268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082037120132393,0.0,0.11407497758732738,0.0,0.0,0.09554843834720006,0.0,0.0,0.2139192620766384,0.0,0.0,0.091209970378383,0.2456366244186708,0.0,0.11281718461731123,0.0,0.07211559411624834,0.0,0.09199298405678302,0.10433084722425676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760358204958129,0.15600342315726656,0.10483462271888792,0.11960671674454085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704460176352848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732513562850816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318433432631995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000516345608916,0.0,0.12316531854215525,0.0,0.11862970906603615,0.0,0.07712052108517005,0.3200533505072841,0.0,0.0,0.09662519718609412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854363157882706,0.10331338865508984,0.0,0.0,0.10969090356393764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697801601391864,0.10476585252559656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479730226277725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270851778525464,0.0,0.11407497758732738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976097763514404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122602578931875,0.10780691271900893,0.11722371708761173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198795657394052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903188743263264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405586729690914,0.0,0.12222355206701285,0.0,0.0,0.08719519905261812,0.0,0.12507092956704532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253759337943623,0.20988381815339144,0.0,0.08668061141950907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430069389669757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756181751041491,0.11937654373579305,0.0,0.07031149331070705
autism,lordskorpz,2020/01/21,"Looking for ideas for an intro/hook I can use for my Self Help/Motivation Youtube channel for Adult/Teens with Aspergers and ADHD? I want to create an intro/hook for my videos, do you have any ideas? 

My Youtube channel is called SpeedyAspieLEVELUP. 

It is a self help/motivation channel for adults and teenagers with Aspergers/ASD and ADHD. 

I was thinking of something along the lines; display the logo for a few seconds, transition to a short clip of me saying ""Welcome to SpeedyAspieLEVELUP.  If you're an Adult or Teen with Aspergers or ADHD, you have come to the right place if you want to level up your LIFE""  and then transition into the main video and go from there but I am not sure? perhaps, I could add a bit of music (my own) below my voice to set the mood.",7.2124657534246595,6.94311117123288,6.39873287671233,81.69207191780822,64.0,9.217808219178082,33.31849315068493,8.472884824447931,2.4380438356164382,605,22,117,7,8,184,86,146,0.018000000000000002,0.934,0.048,0.2375,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,12,0,9,1,0,1,1,26,16,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,12,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,15,2,24,14,4,11,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,1,78,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981450053237337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281888158082112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112174694523103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694042395327478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290967093231055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245905084109266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428578987797864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224008969935446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745657727631166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718131498931306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393156897469582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733320223069647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167919125241354,0.0,0.13193173341101974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34614342203163195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277192752826599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636043956671042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630314500006527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432858486915052,0.0,0.0,0.19570630548591644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,UniversalGamer961,2020/01/21,"My mom still doesn’t get it and never will... She just told me when I get to college to focus on what they’re trying to teach me and to try to remember that they won’t hold my hands, I know those things, it’s just that trying to retain memory is literally borderline impossible without the help of other people giving me hints to my lost memory, one of the only things that can permanently stay in my memory are, my fits of depression, mood swings, my songs of depression, and rarely good events that fade away given time. My memory isn’t a joke, it’s not even something someone can understand since they always say “wait your memory’s that bad?” Because they always think that I’m over exaggerating to get them to laugh or something, when I say that it’s a challenge for me to remember 2 minutes ago let alone 5 which at that point it’s gone , I mean it.",9.46973949579832,6.396538158823532,9.499075630252099,70.21441176470589,61.529411764705884,13.243697478991598,34.87394957983193,11.491704259439757,3.6694537815126047,677,18,135,15,7,225,103,170,0.126,0.818,0.055999999999999994,-0.9014,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,2,6,9,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,0,1,18,23,6,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,20,3,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,4,21,4,21,16,0,17,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,1,8,88,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153476678286208,0.0,0.0,0.15368259701548942,0.0,0.0,0.2469371972087191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394130343523976,0.0,0.1238956700392294,0.09045440572566706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556083771094775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800720399600428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325758523002712,0.14234486460643686,0.0,0.1244586927924861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994596532349078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154877412747377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517341972996789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619802699134139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163527837494207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378726998927335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144440227425856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054983524928017,0.11285383703648964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287180196832046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027223231346345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361836247585472,0.0,0.0,0.2360041642479743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274599480551635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572652786607255,0.2284687697351472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581591685404298,0.11850082864528053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716142670218512,0.09507941813556177,0.0,0.0,0.08652476129838832,0.0,0.0,0.1417886762535852,0.0,0.3022319831522837,0.0,0.0,0.15447450818064276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303829868772353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Walksor12011,2020/01/21,"Any help for someone unable to keep still? Never been able to keep still but this last year I've seemed to go into overdrive. Cannot keep still at all - one part of me has to be moving at all times for me to feel calm.

I work customer service and people always comment on this and how its rude that I seem impatient. I generally just apologise and say I need to pee. Its easier then actually explaining. 

My doctors are still kinda like 'autism? What's that.' So I dont know if they'll be able to help. 

Anyone have any tips? I briefly tried fidget cubes but I generally shake my leg whilst standing or kinda walk on the spot. Also constantly push my fingers with my thumb. So it wasnt really helpful.",1.5504406474820132,4.059063410071944,3.078700539568345,88.46323066546766,83.96402877697841,6.064928057553956,20.917715827338128,7.413659706084162,0.8289169064748201,550,17,110,9,16,180,99,139,0.083,0.789,0.128,0.7668,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,4,1,1,1,0,10,4,3,1,3,27,20,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,5,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,3,14,2,16,15,3,22,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,6,12,70,22,3,0.2930989742754647,0.0,0.14301115942875806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719557191717317,0.12194091313323625,0.0,0.0,0.1993173532994082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024708088519997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836793293677506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999960991894484,0.0,0.0,0.17175490748179428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409982401623892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328745077462968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29468709629344064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390779753130634,0.0,0.0,0.0805397655307077,0.11945739171674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159667691497161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575891228747835,0.0,0.1086645877908196,0.11302799896992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930572521506502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869881342689654,0.0,0.10159896208002736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388335407451616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654203423763533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266826298152765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417090488073967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681384389355318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545418446976873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949748200553682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668977203223703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437306490302737
autism,JayBanditos,2020/01/21,Needing some help. My 3 year old is getting more and more aggressive. If I pick him up to take him to change his diaper or to the shower he smacks the hell out of me multiple times & he’s starting to hit his 1 year old little bro. He’s going to be starting behavior therapy soon & I’m hoping between that & things we can do at home we can kinda get that better under control. Any tips?,3.0945528455284546,4.119567073170734,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,73.39024390243901,7.9056910569105705,25.861788617886177,8.344100000000001,1.6194569105691057,308,10,64,5,6,105,62,82,0.079,0.8270000000000001,0.095,0.0975,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,15,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,11,13,3,14,1,0,0,0,11,5,1,5,8,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903156865986903,0.0,0.123499481454288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061727568579354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211689406289745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368850742426625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897650827816513,0.0,0.1032118559879236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217278307886562,0.0,0.1821673568324036,0.180377449492781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820186517787893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465982788213174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811335180140315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708576675998496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654640879065622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768426225396916,0.0,0.12065210367750526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589692563559486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338988429425497
autism,justacotton,2020/01/21,"Anyone else who thinks they’re not HFA? I’m an autistic girl and I honestly think I’m not high functioning. More like between high and low functioning, does anyone else feel me? I can’t take care of myself even at basic stuff but I’m good at math and such for my age.
I’m also horrible at social situations and frequently have big explosive meltdowns. I also tend to be pretty childlike in my interests outside academic stuff like physics.",3.725357142857142,6.230730107142861,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,75.30952380952381,8.485714285714286,28.357142857142854,9.188382445141503,2.856314285714286,355,15,62,9,8,116,61,84,0.068,0.7170000000000001,0.214,0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,8,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876677256787728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25152438824012885,0.36857535715837897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337911146961827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739657310974084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004996631934832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879573939685535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094254799581386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085791484524186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800636282942795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574088233336868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829821355813121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217001535088086,0.0,0.18334447415259045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117930108522405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352322287960294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304938681711057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kabob-cuber,2020/01/21,How do you fellow autists feel about autism speaks? I personally hate it and the founders can go strait to hell,4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,74.71428571428572,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.6963142857142857,90,3,19,1,2,25,21,21,0.316,0.684,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322624833105951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734596618869544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487755542534581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737767887695324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Random2369,2020/01/21,Just a question How to know if someone had autism and still have it?(adult),6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,66.85714285714286,5.6000000000000005,35.42857142857143,3.1291,1.4422285714285716,61,3,12,0,1,16,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220209668884157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563943724004139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964707133876595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679377688471675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hmansloth,2020/01/22,Are people able to figure out that you’re autistic? There are some people in the world who have the ability to tell whether someone is autistic by the way the person walks/talks. So have you ever met someone who figured out you were autistic even before you told them?,4.893235294117648,6.781523372549017,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,70.17647058823529,5.8843137254901965,28.43627450980393,5.985473137389443,1.234250980392157,216,8,38,1,4,65,36,51,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,6,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,1,29,7,0,0.2950351317581422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510531667619365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486792198365532,0.26687616775530376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40908042394716215,0.2576132970156748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499964619426967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713806317503303,0.2578737093564445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819187118477116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341851548346197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,undiagnosedclinomani,2020/01/22,"Help!! I have no idea how to parent much less the proper way for autistic teenager I don’t how much background to include so I’ll skip to the most immediate thing and edit to answer important questions....

My son is 15yo and was diagnosed almost a year ago at Level 1 autistic. I’ve always known but we homeschooled since second grade and I’ve always had honest conversations with him and catered to his needs while always trying to hold him responsible for things. Tried to teach him him how to navigate the world regardless....That being said.... it was always a controlled environment and so there have not been many huge difficulties.

Within the last two years, though, his dad and I got divorced, his dad moved to another country, and he started going to a small non profit private school that deals with students who need extra consideration.  Also, a few years before that his very close grandfather died.

So.... my son, L, had learned or developed ways to deal with his “stuff”. When he’s out in the world he really tries to fit in and be social and happy and just get along with everyone. Which means he’s suppressing the things that make him comfortable and by the time he’s home... he shuts Down and does the things that keep him level and calm. 

So.... all that being said. Im the only person in the world that understands and sees this but..

When it’s just the two of us I dont understand some things and I get offended.  I question three things..... is he declining to interact with me and the world on my suggestion because it’s being a teenager, being autistic, or just not liking me? He’s had a history of rejecting all of my teaching and suggestions upfront and then coming around. And I know deep down I’m the only one that really gets him and has his back. So why is there this initiate need to reject anything I put out? 

I hope this query is understandable....
Sorry it’s so long...",3.384450980392156,5.7735575888888935,4.239967320261439,83.52294117647061,75.8888888888889,7.457516339869281,24.199346405228766,8.405096225971981,1.694297385620915,1492,49,278,29,34,479,196,360,0.071,0.8340000000000001,0.095,0.8971,1,0,0,0,1,0,62.0,2,0,0,1,20,10,1,0,19,0,20,1,0,5,2,70,42,39,1,4,9,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,23,32,0,4,12,0,1,4,5,3,0,5,9,3,30,7,37,28,9,42,0,2,1,0,43,23,0,8,14,191,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129347347130061,0.0,0.09183216209722933,0.0,0.0,0.07333873251030489,0.3052331027203352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616367425524412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546774447510128,0.08163942746517758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051767393768249,0.0,0.05590425263277131,0.0,0.07803662361790717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899819025098972,0.0,0.0,0.10285814904455996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890935277828968,0.0,0.09308153477454073,0.09517826690014587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025415535299807,0.0,0.10748091426220246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763077833695197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374069564626046,0.0,0.05211968314078163,0.0,0.0733471433147425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762470896116683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614698370588528,0.0,0.09199044844043394,0.0910865851923648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035269971066725,0.09906021244251892,0.0,0.0,0.0815141485764929,0.0,0.0,0.05040023461700189,0.07475413579349763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044803821944781184,0.0,0.0,0.08115855915727907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121570032742636,0.09297736324623188,0.0,0.0998967310010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747092844446906,0.1348316399010991,0.20400062067956887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062143610881788686,0.13949590107085955,0.0,0.0,0.1018307117534967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800757550978971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921917166120374,0.20546755504727146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750079084058385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447032771102805,0.0,0.0,0.09281323771538184,0.07307928100015372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586167913235514,0.0,0.0,0.09348460148174036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265942704095213,0.06491128647615396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498354447390848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36555971329550063,0.0,0.09010249453973476,0.0,0.05347558337053751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679082576797448,0.0,0.17917048266650012,0.28641331048632235,0.1103132488495837,0.0,0.0,0.07566857860787178,0.0,0.14558684138854136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275206812294733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717054108474992
autism,whiteboyday,2020/01/22,"Need advice on dealing with my autistic roommate I've lived with my roommate for almost three years. Around the two year mark I realized he suffered from autism. He has several rude habits that I think are worth pointing out so he can possibly try to correct them as he moves on in his professional life. 

The one that gets me the most is chewing with his mouth open. It's beyond irritating and I've been wanting to say something for over a year. The reason I don't is because of his fragility. He doesn't take criticism well and I don't want to do it when I'm angry because I know it won't go well. 

Does anyone have any advice as what would be the best way to approach this?
Thanks.",3.409683794466403,5.019332695652178,4.095480895915681,88.04484189723324,73.4927536231884,6.757312252964428,27.03820816864296,7.348242739294969,1.313397101449275,544,20,111,6,11,173,95,138,0.122,0.794,0.084,-0.5376,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,6,0,14,3,1,1,1,19,24,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,8,1,0,4,0,1,3,4,2,2,3,1,2,12,4,20,20,2,17,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,4,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364037246630928,0.0,0.0,0.17236171024952784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705320200156652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035616657822285,0.0,0.0,0.15323075293372446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098557275348492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063811698087773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745680326718585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506307066649299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992997503356474,0.0,0.09782452594655444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459725696500833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157936634416178,0.0,0.0,0.15199251446478024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294522902020316,0.0,0.1276310139036302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663864606961526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271695739374206,0.1940488874560236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697664419581413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368833977521205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445607677861795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251283756473894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941912129952682,0.0,0.0,0.15847268757260285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029291667087178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686387228257375,0.0,0.16814441756219464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030515582855908,0.13662749737389027,0.0,0.0,0.3095281736387314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227506366306296,0.0,0.0,0.3325351028419604
autism,cleanurcloset,2020/01/22,Do you guys have any study tips for a college student? I’m in the process of getting a proper diagnosis so that I can begin to get resources for school... but waiting is really putting a strain on my work. In all honesty I have no clue how to study and have a really hard time focusing and getting my work done. And my dorm is very hot and I’m very heat sensitive so a lot of the time I’m trying not to have a breakdown due to that. I have no idea how to get myself motivated to work,2.2470145631067986,3.4225512135922362,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,75.6990291262136,7.480097087378643,26.46723300970873,8.07648339933343,1.4692533980582525,377,14,85,6,8,129,60,103,0.091,0.828,0.081,0.2366,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,3,1,13,19,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,13,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,55,10,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428953512384901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503556270530128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43913622693099497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080613661367175,0.0,0.0,0.1882348711081301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372107705329392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864469360187502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123831218404265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692288380083632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266239965829734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505654931637275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266422268982382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467578957826967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589306107792737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FLDDRMR,2020/01/22,"Possibly Autistic I never would've thought that I might have autism until last year when my therapist talked to me about the possibility. I haven't gotten tested yet, but I'm kinda of hoping that I am? It would answer a lot of questions as to why I am the way I am...

I don't want to infiltrate in any spaces until I know, but I'm kinda desperate in trying to find coping mechanisms. Like if anyone else has any problems with oily skin or touching oily things as a sensory issue, how do you cope with it?

Last year, I had to leave because my back felt wet at school and I started crying and my grandma picked me up. No one knew what to do, and I still don't know what to do.

Also, I have a lot of trouble keeping.. or working with my friends. Someone I considered my best friend last year told me I talk too much about the things I like and she found it annoying. Now, I feel bad talking to anyone about the things I like. It freaks me out. Like how am I supposed to know??? 

Should I try to fight having such intense feelings over the things I like? Is it more of a con than a pro to be so deep into something? Am I losing sight of reality when I get into these things?

My closest friend right now is super sensitive and I really don't like it. She freaks me out when she starts crying, which she does a lot and I normally have no idea why??? She told me it's because she thinks I'll abandon her cause sometimes I don't want to hang out, or I don't always say 'I love you' or 'I miss you' back to her when she says it to me, but thats not because I don't care about her as a friend... sometimes it just makes me uncomfortable. 

She blocked me on everything one night when I told her that it makes me wanna hang out with her less when it feels forced... I don't like having people at my house either??? How am I suppose to have friends when I don't want to hang out with them, and sometimes it's weird to talk to them?

Am I suppose to become a recluse??? 

I know this is a lot, but if anyone else has trouble with this stuff and knows how to deal with it, could I get some advice?",2.3489658444022794,3.5988126658986204,3.6624288425047418,91.5401138519924,75.56682027649771,6.4883708322038505,23.13336947682299,6.923569853693429,0.5453417728381678,1603,45,362,15,34,525,187,434,0.141,0.721,0.138,0.8621,0,0,1,0,1,0,53.0,0,3,2,4,26,29,2,0,14,0,36,2,1,8,1,82,69,36,0,12,13,0,7,7,5,3,0,2,0,0,29,22,0,3,17,0,0,3,13,12,0,2,9,10,71,17,57,55,10,47,0,3,1,1,36,18,0,16,32,263,100,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233282335004644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919486061755435,0.0615917072498325,0.0,0.0,0.10067413601221062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527238311484368,0.1516872763016773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383572464192035,0.06180474974880471,0.1353682152358084,0.08175078452398551,0.0,0.0,0.07768085813525681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546971713981206,0.076040334252411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591000385466125,0.0,0.16261799221707626,0.0,0.07631277932992246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477659726983634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367070818520297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652563192629735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228228206932332,0.0,0.0710721206255658,0.0,0.06765418862312074,0.0,0.0,0.08116060851516735,0.28594362345654,0.0,0.07734621849970952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351991955728726,0.0,0.08541071946552478,0.0,0.08356111367240146,0.0,0.07725907601607054,0.0,0.06579359225585359,0.0,0.0,0.20340103797309692,0.18101188133814775,0.0,0.07837794003754417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314170739829345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281097597959805,0.0,0.2517212775035395,0.06680717389742523,0.0,0.09881967480086504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785249731139943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441422190968719,0.0,0.05708984166769038,0.0,0.0,0.06946403878505716,0.07252522364498462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031758822398884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131709586660699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689593923713786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082845161943972,0.0,0.0,0.0829208718649721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047419983262483104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321384315455854,0.0,0.11772952441682097,0.0,0.07491357543238138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627180642316906,0.056985264837855376,0.2196270746872083,0.0,0.10478540939938316,0.0,0.05911355947410076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473675600265694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379822843470306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594451253140083,0.24588253636280274,0.047429903258682994,0.0,0.05876469730066765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219176546587312,0.0,0.10051129889579598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097916063027454,0.058754715883137035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358554124626945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053888436921749286,0.0,0.0,0.10516531098356596,0.0,0.0,0.14300200079916622
autism,Darth-Autismus,2020/01/22,Chris-Chan. Thoughts? A rather infamous figure online one of Chris' defining features was autism. What are your thoughts on this relic of internet history.,4.808400000000002,7.916189040000006,3.3520000000000003,79.93600000000002,98.6,6.8000000000000025,33.0,7.554174236665415,3.6910000000000007,126,7,17,3,5,36,22,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925242131037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9197416714095604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Trubbish132,2020/01/22,"Today I got out of bed at the wrong time Idk if this is an autism thing or something else but I dont like waking up (or looking like I'm awake) at a time when my siblings can see me awake, so I usually pretend to sleep until they are gone.
But today I woke up and forgot to check the clock so I got out of bed 20 minutes before the usually leave, then I hear a toilet flush *oh no someone's here* so i hid under a blanket until they left",-0.4832386363636374,1.5109622291666651,2.071969696969699,95.75181818181822,88.16666666666666,4.324242424242423,18.102272727272727,5.565023196281405,-0.4536124999999998,338,9,78,2,11,116,67,96,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.9152,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,13,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,11,2,13,8,0,20,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,3,13,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026784853985655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345122479943192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671554062741938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200717742452387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255239137671485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118738802771349,0.21740602625853225,0.0,0.0,0.1955146190397234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680311231457557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945143923269972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024155397309373,0.0,0.16954157797300592,0.15404448208300864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329355863310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333563936465794,0.0,0.37933720627856615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440757253957802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877470834586304,0.0,0.0
autism,ismokedwithyourmom,2020/01/22,"Dealing with the death of a pet I think I might be on the spectrum (though not diagnosed) and most neurotypical folks think my situation is a bit silly so I thought I'd post here.

I have had a fish called Jim Morrison for almost 4 years now and she has been a great friend to me through a lot of hard times. Now she is dying- barely able to move for weeks now and I know that she's getting to the end of her natural life span. I check on her several times a day, hoping to see her still breathing but expecting the worse. Really scared about how I will react when I lose her.

Can anyone advise on how to deal with this? I work full time and can't go in to a meeting crying about my dead fish because everyone will think I'm silly and just say I should buy a new one. How do I keep my emotions under control?",3.2253944773175536,4.086879266272192,4.425576923076921,88.41733974358976,72.90532544378698,7.763510848126232,24.734220907297825,8.07648339933343,1.1634019723865872,632,18,141,9,12,208,113,169,0.155,0.7829999999999999,0.062,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,14,7,0,1,12,0,14,3,1,5,0,28,25,12,3,3,3,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,3,3,22,5,21,17,4,23,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,5,13,94,24,2,0.14670714880723687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690601772670886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258104955713364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943131622636698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016620967909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980440177475746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454454214938366,0.0,0.0,0.16115091412775606,0.0946139742010634,0.3024972570619489,0.0,0.14890466787812365,0.1522588583902253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650257961657532,0.12993898885444818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018496768205752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334557924565372,0.0,0.07664843013751389,0.0,0.08337705353472369,0.0,0.0,0.1617451494817114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142078911055194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571330123717774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040005464618307,0.0,0.0,0.08062641226105853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362359784838808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641277732799671,0.0,0.12472517161862445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563310094599522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592648169103668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169067850813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941256084263736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405048949557404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398435617715853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666741312530135,0.14687944922508125,0.0,0.1169066033607808,0.0,0.0,0.16573731962249522,0.0,0.0,0.16490498204791146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716051854680913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282012051541927,0.14413902883023075,0.1164690888054027,0.2566383547714151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767962553436552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680455160537776,0.0,0.14950711817693949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447459384904736
autism,anieke_S,2020/01/22,"Socially exhausted I just had five friends over at my flat for almost an entire week. We went out a few times and socialized a lot. This is the longest and most extreme friends visit I had in my entire life. They wanted to stay one day more but I told them I feel exhausted and ill. They didn't take it seriously until I started to get mean with them. They think I over reacted and everyone is mad me right now. I am laying on my bed right now and I feel physically and mentally drained. I'm skittish, nauseous and my head won't stop aching. I don't feel like I need to apologise although I did but I told them I wanted to some isolation and they laughed it off. No one ever gets it.",1.3028809523809528,3.5825587642857144,3.1371428571428592,89.19452380952383,82.78571428571429,6.8761904761904775,24.333333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.4886761904761907,537,21,114,11,15,179,89,140,0.168,0.705,0.127,-0.8028,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,7,0,4,8,1,0,4,0,9,5,1,1,1,29,25,12,0,3,3,0,3,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,7,3,26,4,14,17,5,21,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,4,10,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219949818407318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090409454113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555344419698325,0.0,0.16432125423689833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26085412001315084,0.12285282272917075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657216112657053,0.0,0.17969068130116794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648712751476645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146494626731985,0.08401409135343291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619967443134027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732181139767926,0.0,0.0,0.17330167328024773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275108985349012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330577515502749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371671335555866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35059615488633794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171869530678915,0.1832932899179336,0.0,0.14377160142765605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929732311740774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018911843289712,0.0,0.0,0.10027498439770434,0.0,0.0,0.3286425084737967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028604635661452,0.0,0.1379410644784168,0.0,0.0,0.15941456554754685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lordasche,2020/01/22,"Just wanted to share this I am a newly diagnosed 16 year old girl from Sweden. And atm I'm going through a pretty tough period.
Last year (2019) in August I started started high-school studying art. And well it went like shit. Probably because of my autism and I have gone to the same elementary school for 10 years so I don't think I knew how to make new friends because I've never needed to.
And the thing is I can't plan or imagine how things might go before hand so it came like a shock on my first day because I hadn't given it a single thought.
And from there it went down hill.

The high school I started was bad at giving information about where our classes where and what and where our study material was. So me having no friends to ask, went into depression and my parents started to call me in sick everyday. 

I've gone to a psychiatrist since I was around 11 because of what we thought was separation anxiety and anxiety turned out to be autism like 5 years later, on the 20th December 2019. Wihoooo. 

So now I'm on sick leave from high school, unable to study the thing I love, art. And I will have to drop out because I refuse to go back to high school because I'm traumatized from my experience. 

I'm very embarrassed of myself, I really don't want people to know, especially people from my old elementary school. I find it embarrassing. Because I'm scared they will think ""oh, that's why she acted like that"" blablabla. 
I feel like such a failure because everyone thought I'd turn out really successful because of my talent in art. 

And without any education I won't be able to get a job. And I can't imagine a job where I don't work with art. 
Idk what to do anymore. 

And by going on reddit I thought maybe there's other people that has gone through a situation like mine, and still manegd it through. 
Please tell me about it if that's the case. 

Thank you from taking your time reading this.",4.11015873015873,5.464728984126985,4.908862433862435,83.91345238095242,71.32804232804233,8.045502645502646,28.05026455026455,8.527137837955566,1.9192899470899483,1508,55,304,25,28,488,190,378,0.128,0.7440000000000001,0.128,0.4829,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,2,1,4,21,22,1,3,15,0,23,6,2,3,1,49,65,22,0,4,4,1,2,6,2,4,3,0,0,1,20,22,0,1,13,5,1,12,10,8,1,1,18,2,37,14,48,41,2,57,0,1,0,1,19,21,1,3,29,182,57,11,0.07035807516188658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784590379128452,0.0,0.10764746984064574,0.0,0.06977630478182231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263360367224255,0.06577530263436347,0.0,0.0,0.054101016854695136,0.05874605390141244,0.3860066662077826,0.0,0.059869539845667875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184346124467737,0.08047089438010799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537513790108394,0.0,0.06059930704023544,0.07141196526346766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672301559462541,0.0,0.06882369816445809,0.0,0.0,0.03557515682547053,0.050263822953859914,0.0,0.0,0.06430600605396093,0.05984654279026135,0.0,0.0,0.10871694867864393,0.0,0.03675919034962387,0.0674938767925566,0.15994446206791404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973486773396475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963906633815398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03866695808634637,0.057351221824136885,0.0,0.0744990426923667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624040960268467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350090979625847,0.0,0.04696456150996663,0.0,0.0706841432681712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463879915234002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216962122860561,0.05426448500259647,0.06795226742026678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476579287604774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812431615044535,0.0,0.0,0.14633229122824562,0.0,0.0,0.07723203839431649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157945662424513,0.07585790499367709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037711505624535,0.0,0.090146369140368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704407073024992,0.4272367698131467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722215530809686,0.058200926834199834,0.0790854243697508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919923092243516,0.0,0.056188049709513375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290051635124745,0.0,0.06149605884918314,0.06477626270354886,0.0,0.0,0.14022833643006122,0.09016522725835502,0.0,0.22342581042111395,0.04102635943154855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305876389250056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805278050227521,0.08299803129070113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326035923567709,0.19566792168738173,0.06348721933506794,0.0,0.0,0.06782267372229146,0.0,0.051221516678484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123317449659526
autism,DutchGabberina,2020/01/22,"Looking for someone who is a parent and has a diagnosis For personal reasons, I am looking for someone with ASD who has consciously made the decision to become a parent. I would love to chat with you because I’m currently exploring my options about parenthood. I have a diagnosis as well (Aspergers).

I want to make clear that I’m looking for someone who is very open minded and can respect an opinion that goes against the norm society has set about parenthood.

If you’re interested, please send me a PM!",8.3131914893617,8.021356702127662,8.814340425531919,65.35300000000002,61.76595744680851,12.626382978723404,44.33191489361703,11.979248473330829,5.7193174468085095,406,24,67,12,5,136,61,94,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9485,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,3,1,18,18,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,4,13,16,0,5,0,0,3,1,10,1,0,3,1,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546570563880648,0.2091941303609144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771830133188825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095455079384372,0.17922917661495522,0.12643607063153056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125528590865368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42064617393442577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653899861192116,0.0,0.2079209333056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475030149238332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814724769161953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628732005481946,0.11172195171376277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703069504183634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345550743240113,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gamavon,2020/01/22,"I started a thing Hi everyone, it's a sleepless night (something I ate is not agreeing with my stomach and giving me indigestion, ouch) and I decided to create a Facebook page called Actively Autistic in hopes of educating people on what it's like to actually be Autistic and to hear it from Autistic people.

I'll be posting all kinds of articles (from proper sources of course), images/memes (only a specific kind), resources, videos, and anything else I can think of.

I'm currently a psych major going for my bachelor's of science and I want to later get my master's in Autism so that I can be an activist or something. I decided that it's definitely not too early and so I made the page at 01:30.

If anyone is interested in being an admin on this page or just contributing in any way, please feel free to reach out to me and share my new Facebook page! Once again it's called Actively Autistic (I can't get a link for some reason).

Thank you guys!!!",5.449306306306305,6.2126038,6.5597972972972975,75.49086711711713,67.75675675675676,9.409909909909912,33.2545045045045,9.516144504307137,3.1635855855855866,753,33,137,15,12,253,114,185,0.011000000000000001,0.804,0.185,0.9791,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,9,0,9,2,1,2,1,26,23,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,9,1,0,6,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,16,9,24,17,7,18,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,8,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1677555193048872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690201744666835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020071595267623,0.0,0.14146404213600067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510706202349632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436054567595685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426360964264758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692087042646013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796276450465924,0.16490795945177628,0.09769817692610512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702140289609411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375062625023134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707415083794952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35802742106436714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839846188531778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266167290313316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602794642896296,0.0,0.1613221944707204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830743462128736,0.0,0.13074230695604058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835603756590765,0.0,0.0,0.18870123426237315,0.0,0.0,0.16463848870184508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674806321962044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646833710485481,0.0,0.0,0.1216759958712458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582680060916651,0.0,0.0,0.11420674939680275,0.11015046362191476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139464962674688,0.136451030886651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,fatmoneykiller,2020/01/22,"How to deal with doctors not taking you seriously. I’ve been going to therapy for the past 6 years and 4 of my therapists told me that suspected i’m autistic. I never got officially diagnosed until I was sent to inpatient for the last 8 weeks. I was “observed” and they said I don’t have autism but this goes against everything I’ve been told by therapists. I have sensory processing issues, struggles with interpreting people’s emotions and sarcasm, I have intense interests and struggle with social situations. It’s hard for me to communicate my feelings/situations which is why (I suspect) they dismissed my suspected diagnosis. They didn’t give me any explanation for what I had or even give me any advice for how to deal with it. I had multiple sensory overloads because of nurses touching me and yelling me and 3 meltdowns in front of my therapist bc he got mad that I couldn’t express how I was feeling. How do I get someone to take me seriously? My life is being restricted by my
issues and whenever I bring it up to therapists I am told that I’m making it up.",4.844242610837436,6.7479424482758645,6.447780172413798,71.43304956896553,70.33004926108374,10.198152709359606,35.347598522167495,10.411451182825502,4.295758866995073,859,46,147,26,16,294,115,203,0.11199999999999999,0.843,0.045,-0.9314,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,5,6,1,2,2,0,18,3,0,5,1,27,36,14,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,15,5,31,1,26,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,6,103,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565589084113916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097196744010064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214858022296196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403920840343601,0.0,0.12012861746085847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114214805787248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313431352598898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817287132900197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106370536470988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984423464093136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183600604449211,0.2270752828675097,0.06726431287758065,0.0,0.1893198461423186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602352449009464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706535286089285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647575111546557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359818213378972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790033970222343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128326795848868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298397684415087,0.08205299009427869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125834426056396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303684691763548,0.0,0.12064880491154535,0.10028246174554037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746230189073015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797762234368486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535014037180995,0.5496806953945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392820372204352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493786138608866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679767538980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621723688038623
autism,Moofey,2020/01/22,"How to properly maintain close friendships/relationships? Not sure if this is a ""socially incompetent autistic"" problem or a ""just plain toxic person"" problem but I have a serious issue that I thought I had figured out until recently.

A couple of weeks ago I screwed up and ended up turning my closest friend on me. Basically some time ago she had made it clear that she didn't like it that if she was away for a long period of time unannounced that it was somehow my fault.  Anyway fast forward to a couple weeks ago and similar situation. She goes off the grid, I have a dream that she's gone, I get anxious, insecurities take over and in come the impulses. Long story short the thing she said not to say gets said, I'm a dumbass and don't take it back before she gets back, and when she does get back she goes ballistic. She takes offense, claims I had been lying to her for the last year and that she was never important to me. Apologies go unanswered and all that. She's basically done.

The other day I get a damning message from her saying how I had made her like my ""emotional punching bag"" and that I had tore her up inside, (Note: Aside from the instance mentioned above, she never confronted me about anything else being ""hurtful"" to her.) while also boasting about my ""replacement"" per se. It was written like she was getting rid of a lot of pent up frustration giving me the impression there was a lot of other things I was doing that she might not have let me in on. Maybe she was afraid I'd be mad? Sadly, after combing over it, I realized that I just couldn't disagree with what she said.

This caused me to evaluate myself for the next couple of hours; Thinking about my interactions with people, my sense of humor, (I can admit my sense of humor can cut if used the wrong way so that's #1 on my list to change.) etc... And to be honest, I don't like what comes up. Just thinking about a lot of the things I've said to people, even those that are my friends and even as a joke, are pretty mean. My closer friendships start to become one-way where I make it too much about myself, and I get insecure easily if I don't hear from them. (ie. I'm an attention whore.)

At this point, I'm convinced I'm a bully.

This isn't the first time either. When I was younger I used to go through good friends pretty easily because of behaviour like this. I spent a good while not getting close to anyone. Thought I would be better this time, and even though I've improved I was so wrong.

Right now I'm just trying to collect and reconcile with myself, while also reconciling with people I feel I was a little harsh to. Obviously she's a lost cause but there are others that have stuck by me that I have the opportunity to grow up and be a proper friends to. Then I can identify the issues I have concerning things like selfishness, narcissism, maybe jealousy etc... I gotta fix this. I'm 35 now and if I don't then for sure I'm going to die alone.

Basically, where do I go from here, and how do I fix some of these outstanding issues?

to;dr: Lost close friend of 1+ year because I was mean.  Probably bullied her and wasn't aware of it. Has happened multiple times in the past. Want to fix.",4.73804761904762,5.53145343968254,5.525079365079368,82.16714285714288,69.36507936507937,8.603174603174603,28.49206349206349,8.77342768361299,2.0521587301587303,2497,85,499,41,42,815,280,630,0.171,0.685,0.14400000000000002,-0.95,0,1,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,0,1,5,35,45,7,3,33,0,52,2,0,10,7,86,106,42,1,10,17,0,1,6,5,3,0,7,0,1,40,27,0,0,13,2,1,9,14,22,0,1,35,8,78,23,72,61,10,80,0,4,0,2,45,30,2,13,48,352,118,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705535959866368,0.0,0.0,0.06642380617343112,0.0,0.10257637356460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245351836785884,0.0,0.044844202713130166,0.0,0.05277707484423979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060256298056573177,0.14794598332584286,0.0,0.07819136363044463,0.07083130972053517,0.0545735764851548,0.0,0.0,0.0567215878599494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317672117288438,0.0678455990455644,0.11049206328967563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289019180723967,0.0,0.041361326062512464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656129119363467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056124369332700166,0.06563166896145449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357598881668189,0.07214246966766479,0.05680396507624556,0.0,0.14305342384407374,0.12708032623578802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03242823557673754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455261371234249,0.0,0.0,0.2477500549211227,0.0,0.2680602511726465,0.06152347682833793,0.14579603178078968,0.10758563750472654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671376101021543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228403167566863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315937924339075,0.0,0.06865710831948763,0.0,0.0,0.2008186798651853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227802483207307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558168007988054,0.0,0.18799671413536329,0.06427943012317767,0.0,0.11351369729375055,0.0,0.0,0.14002035704230387,0.16357409785655436,0.0,0.12137087496545093,0.0428101518111364,0.0,0.1288630749084438,0.13972213653421836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803637082898135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714609930325698,0.0,0.0989286715866088,0.0,0.0682075692603319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043459070168468485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122345852498923,0.13338797171614578,0.05599960816909071,0.0,0.0,0.06062765564642893,0.0,0.0,0.13049530565689565,0.06914763652514691,0.12273575166023115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633248966777816,0.06885625036036888,0.0,0.05477035271499045,0.24402567236501774,0.10200435941715677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208965471973344,0.0,0.06537685528435981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453945967037366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089166164821386,0.0,0.14466306485607058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704319506108183,0.08218935603596854,0.06301163670719215,0.10183096099624228,0.18698616776717011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354298851048096,0.06975971570470525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078290894417854,0.0,0.0,0.037828079357520736,0.10181366460255806,0.10288935442660124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045559175716214935,0.14024160616718687,0.0,0.08260078944596247
autism,nailpolishlicker,2020/01/22,"Anyone twitch from positive emotions? Sometimes when my boyfriend feels super loved, he twitches. I’m not talking, a little eye twitch, his whole torso twitches. He says it doesn’t hurt, and it’s an intense heart-melting feeling. It feels good to him and I think it’s adorable. 

I’ve googled if this happens to other people, and I’m not finding anything. We’re genuinely just curious if anyone one else has experienced this. 
 
The thing that makes me think it could be tied to his autism is that when he gets overloaded with love, he shuts down in a similar way he would in response to negative overload.  (He is ok with the positive emotion shut downs, and they only happen when him and I are alone and being super lovey-dovey, so it’s not something that causes him or i distress at all) 

We’ve got other theories on why this happens, but I figured I’d check the autism route first :) 

Thanks in advance!",4.292217607973424,6.233332889534882,4.500265780730897,84.68011627906978,71.84883720930233,7.007308970099668,30.308970099667768,7.7094869923839395,2.0387644518272428,715,31,131,9,14,223,113,172,0.055999999999999994,0.762,0.182,0.9606,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,5,10,0,1,6,1,9,7,1,2,1,28,25,14,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,7,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,1,6,12,8,14,20,2,16,0,1,1,2,16,10,0,3,4,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091887762307766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172798935868604,0.0,0.12785819026976022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961018376126498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405216396617268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129793646052392,0.3495459208575452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356827577155298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420074962126196,0.13215962582865062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117563046868224,0.0,0.0,0.13031894009823194,0.12426544705829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121857189447432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841169609533658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632929439140146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572389397056574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804591906959097,0.0,0.1037122377831632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105284312913249,0.1181676594750626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771561148291364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355831422255573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961321161822824,0.1536672087448244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488239468565596,0.0,0.14304596794307167,0.0,0.0,0.10322247317398796,0.19911263277113705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233273247829138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019936258689625,0.17346765948901113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103720464699649,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Motivated_21,2020/01/22,"Adult Diagnosis Hi everyone, over the past few years I have dealt with really bad anxiety and depression that seems to be treatment resistant to the standard protocols.  I did some introspection and applied it to some personal research and believe that I might be on the spectrum.  I am 21 now and although I was never diagnosed/anything has never been said about me being autistic as a child, I am beginning to have my thoughts.

For those of you with experience with getting a diagnosis, do you know if pediatricians screen for ASD during annual checkups with young children (even back in the late 90s early 00s)? My mother's argument is that it would have been caught by my doctor as a kid so I shouldn't think too much into it.  I was also wondering if I were to go and pursue a formal assessment would candid videos of me as a child help the clinician form a diagnosis?

Thanks for your opinions.",6.467495917256392,7.600589053892218,7.218334240609693,70.35120304844858,65.64670658682634,10.86314643440392,34.34349482852477,10.832165505486646,4.077172455089819,720,32,122,20,11,239,113,167,0.077,0.889,0.035,-0.7738,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,11,0,21,2,0,0,2,27,32,13,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,6,7,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,9,2,17,1,23,16,5,17,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,8,11,100,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614462963023443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444045338395268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613305710028226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523607910043305,0.16856443003227084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274537605030909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388210736214688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663648866635573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334225865530264,0.0,0.0,0.19290849623839226,0.0,0.1974809656708873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054758840505391,0.0,0.11473514089364167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531836708612238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109499841784262,0.0,0.2277335708548301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416666825862898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840772495860347,0.0,0.31141026087668705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927208046491214,0.0,0.1762770318174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293318472005443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920375990929752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378730906008126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586735750061728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935890270213846,0.0,0.16027308170918594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893422608569715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868247307393094,0.0,0.0,0.13000646312867986
autism,BombasticBobby,2020/01/22,"Feeling bad, need some physical stimulation. Got out of mental facility today. At my sister's. Still feel very bored and can't do anything except nod my head back and forth and punch myself. Relatively new phenomenon for me. Help please. Going for a walk my sister is okay with it.",2.5735164835164848,5.5448818461538485,4.326373626373627,77.27576923076923,86.30769230769229,6.817582417582417,20.89010989010989,7.957251820313856,1.5839802197802193,224,7,38,5,7,75,46,52,0.10300000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.147,0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,11,8,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440088126405973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280038181529025,0.2475799045868733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29985652984604244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851784940494893,0.0,0.23715230228875905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043127186360285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874957252618394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29882011273412823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986412683628706,0.0,0.28637865468555085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254874059933221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367994284237252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810641207737989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465816685962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Budget_Queen,2020/01/22,"Do you have problems remembering what is said to you? I recently realized that I may be autistic. As I am learning about it, I'm learning so much more about myself.

I often have problems remembering verbal instruction or anything said to me. I may remember the jist, but that's it.

For example, my boyfriend has been complaining a lot the past few days. When I told him to please stop, he asked for an example and I couldn't give any. But I know that it happened.

Thoughts?",2.9313797313797285,5.37390921978022,4.0434432234432265,84.08211233211235,77.68131868131869,8.0004884004884,29.89133089133089,8.841846274778883,2.7075557997558,373,18,72,9,9,121,65,91,0.105,0.86,0.034,-0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,20,20,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,14,0,8,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,5,5,55,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444466082281075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059145365279689,0.0,0.1710780772907486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801832964679505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755479976239109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182419616569174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057070935676914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557803742667925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452431096437456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469194047112124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008764400095991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502080271070605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806880785125798,0.0,0.6219019104428142,0.0,0.34814529640476993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299420928813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527967387869614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486207367495218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PatSary,2020/01/22,"Am I low-functioning? Keep in mind I was not concious of my autism till now.
I only had 1 friend my entire life (when I was 11 now I'm 21) don't feel lonely at all. Never cared about making friends either. 
Never though about concepts like status, wanting to be popular with peers etc. 
I see so many high-functioning people here being concious of their differences when they're 14, having friends, relationships being able to appear normal. So it left me wondering am I low functioning or just really stupid and incredibly not self-aware?",4.331455555555556,6.760901590000002,5.027333333333335,78.80922222222225,73.1,8.044444444444443,25.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.1529777777777777,429,14,73,9,9,138,77,100,0.079,0.755,0.166,0.8420000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,9,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,18,19,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,2,10,6,10,13,3,12,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,3,8,49,11,0,0.19427855136618247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807993110452776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029797360958354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667193998904702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823307298806228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502973805701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526595615101012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268370301449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108421451072668,0.0,0.13722468632928422,0.0949146868088352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968244163460196,0.19696795786091065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616595429036424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996791914127657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035173109666706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775759284079482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468828556639365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445981479179966,0.0,0.0,0.20858245744910486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481485211000848,0.0,0.2026748996525926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908776903111915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459052317947277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068680158847355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rosar1a,2020/01/22,"ways to cope? hey everyone. i work in two very loud environments for my job, and it's a constant stressor to 1) not get overwhelmed and 2) constantly mask until i get home. i've been working since september and i really feel like i'm at my limit.

i deleted my social accounts so i wouldn't get anymore messages because honestly i don't feel like i can uphold social relationships right now.

im 19 and still live at home with my parent, although i still have bills to pay so i can't quit my jobs (i want to very bad though). i reached out to a clinic that does assessments for adults although they aren't scheduling until the second week of february 


i can't wear ear plugs at work, and my nails are brittle from over stimming. and i'd feel guilty if i quit because i'd feel like a failure. 


i'm just very drained and at my limit and i was wondering if anyone had some healthy coping mechanisms that you've found helpful",3.347531531531533,5.033584545945949,4.464324324324327,85.02261261261263,73.81081081081079,7.527927927927928,28.54954954954956,8.238735603445708,1.98253873873874,731,30,145,12,15,239,113,185,0.10099999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.111,0.1937,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,7,7,6,0,1,4,0,11,3,2,0,0,25,23,17,0,4,4,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,2,1,3,10,0,2,6,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,4,6,22,4,19,18,1,18,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,12,82,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215433758067525,0.08612529800822574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028441578017635,0.15017001277558292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662121158587944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077893627683392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769690571518518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911951012207195,0.2639840566106033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505263694692735,0.0,0.0,0.1930581403472388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256014329605507,0.0,0.2471047579917672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330477796185109,0.0,0.24446003127074284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052805100640876,0.0,0.1087638546113958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676883747485352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201890641509323,0.0,0.0,0.07890766100380682,0.0,0.0,0.13224151001082282,0.0,0.105188913264212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188982758893747,0.0,0.0,0.2511183521413137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196731942560642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210166679539162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032194512901535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048914227750497,0.07265051914483861,0.09776884942406854,0.0988018046452014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335756665356612,0.2690138346807858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,awooga_awooga,2020/01/23,How do I get my dad to take me seriously? I’m 16 and I’ve considered myself autistic for about a year now. I’m really sensitive to hearing and movement and it feels like someone is grabbing me when a car drives by or when someone moves back and forth near me and when someone does something as small as laughing it feels like my ears are being stabbed. I’ve had to deal with it ever since I was like 5 and I finally had enough lol. I want to get professionally diagnosed so my teachers can help make school easier for me because I have shutdowns almost every day from all the noise and movement. When I try to talk to my dad about it he gets mad at me and even laughed when I told him about the pain I’m experiencing like I’m being overdramatic. His fucking job is helping out mentally disabled people so I thought he would be more compassionate 😐 is there any way I can explain how I’m feeling that’s I guess more mature or something? And what should I do if he gets mad again?,2.8842477091339056,4.718291577889449,4.214490097546558,85.69624297960394,75.43216080402009,7.094413242684009,27.786284362991424,7.928766900206844,1.7055401123263376,780,32,160,12,17,257,120,199,0.069,0.754,0.177,0.9617,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,18,12,3,0,4,1,17,4,1,3,2,29,38,23,0,4,3,2,4,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,5,7,23,7,19,28,4,22,0,0,0,1,15,4,1,5,16,100,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326841601256013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729554676432907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001543702352598,0.0,0.08721686977796625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922711977780004,0.14750349760359185,0.0,0.14521757674666394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520543405780118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478341751422614,0.0,0.09449933897245824,0.12941905052230396,0.12054641288063946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702825489471114,0.20442486186882575,0.0,0.1567310899610067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227004331031772,0.29900202443931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761266057266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125532756992356,0.0,0.1917996045578832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197933608170174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795958389628832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095503320631003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418541566623289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206552047339847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224132503803176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918982369202417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165716999089082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479900340799173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835268120811808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636796058929686,0.2202914360938448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075741966326386,0.1149978405226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358514869430372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671378871587808,0.0,0.09713817440532348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438903014580151,0.1135658558050952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163599945417673,0.0,0.0,0.0921352686815235
autism,Slug_Queen_Tsunade,2020/01/23,"Sort of new to all of this & a rant My youngest child who is 4 was very recently diagnosed with autism. He's always had some quirks and different behavior & sensory issues. It all came to a head though when he refused to leave his bedroom for a month. He's always been labeled as a ""difficult child"" and is prone to melt downs and can be very mean and moody. I have known something was different  about him always however by family and friends I was always told to quit comparing him to his brother all kids are different. Obviously I know that but I knew in my heart something was going on. The diagnosis isn't much of a shock and we are all doing fine. My son is the same person he always was only now we can help him the way he needs. Now my rant. I feel like nobody in our lives understands! I have family members telling me I am just trying to label and brain wash him and that I just am just looking for a reason to medicate him. My mother don't want to babysit him anymore now that there's something wrong with him, her words not mine. People are avoiding us and the people who are not keep telling me they are so sorry for us like my son has died. Friends don't understand that no we can't just get get a babysitter and go out drinking late at night cause it takes away from the bedtime routine and he won't sleep then and will be upset and have a melt down. He isn't just a bad kid who don't listen. Unless my husband stays with him I can't leave and vice versa. There are very few places he's willing to go and everything seems like a struggle. Even getting people to understand.",3.9796957867815337,5.047445755417961,4.682622156414052,86.50347018441246,71.32198142414863,7.970332480818413,27.046574236101762,8.321376580360154,1.6453605868892174,1261,42,262,19,23,405,172,323,0.10400000000000001,0.804,0.092,0.1276,4,1,4,0,0,0,25.0,6,0,1,1,15,14,0,3,15,0,37,8,4,2,5,57,59,22,1,2,9,5,1,3,2,3,3,1,1,5,10,23,1,3,10,1,0,4,11,8,0,0,10,3,37,6,33,44,8,25,0,0,1,0,47,9,0,3,13,174,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721536400621496,0.19384110231049256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871174940507137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404253193576353,0.0,0.07468818001374837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985734227960703,0.0,0.10230856791530524,0.0,0.09189122512480533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079128490373684,0.0928364274150172,0.2803730129644621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762831444732244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590818040080011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039314766314952,0.0,0.16865363203023295,0.0,0.04522931398008656,0.06390409580968986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821985468305256,0.0,0.1402039887104488,0.0,0.15251187077831066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180293993523868,0.0,0.0,0.10600033600341392,0.05995738577919382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336401814806704,0.0,0.07950851159706199,0.0,0.0,0.04916014837326231,0.0,0.10090507191774076,0.18943222708361787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110430246400054,0.0,0.07898722227725598,0.0,0.0751166444755419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743879478610944,0.0,0.09011287159994773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139925157952502,0.0,0.06575706912197903,0.06632707735757347,0.0,0.08639271652091733,0.0,0.08394407637514438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680318181672912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604300686172026,0.07810550946097572,0.09345767098815404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951425713799778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197093410950057,0.08832246292951322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143319216689922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951599761658112,0.0,0.0,0.20659216657162405,0.0,0.10013351532186804,0.0,0.09534328719504184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351402200735548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725631809572853,0.0,0.15636892721924334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788554327245528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547464308143894,0.0,0.060731626742733164,0.0,0.0,0.2793661764986129,0.21519803319140726,0.0,0.0,0.22142031162104853,0.05276075149004657,0.07100235522952257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780106018098507,0.0,0.0
autism,gorram85,2020/01/23,My friends think I have ADHD but autism makes it difficult for me to describe my emotions or even recognize them. How can I figure this out?,4.857777777777779,6.398038666666665,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,69.74074074074073,8.362962962962964,32.01851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.674051851851852,112,5,21,2,2,35,25,27,0.115,0.813,0.07200000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604085470468835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245308804473213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30799035905414585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602664423252899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112625160328216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878971071784494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sp00kymayonaise,2020/01/23,How do people deal with change? I’ll be leaving school soon and starting college I cannot deal with change very well at all. I usually just become even more depressed and anxious and want to quit. I think it’s because I’m not in control of the change,2.2329411764705887,4.472012686274514,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,79.0,4.864313725490196,25.88627450980392,5.6839178017228535,0.6155380392156857,201,8,41,1,5,62,40,51,0.11800000000000001,0.807,0.075,-0.4877,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160344659672288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657149207985175,0.21119753069194405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068851349751938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144797102549467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942976363728996,0.16470535441982462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630502530786894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024840188756097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257418864438306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339570004288354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935340711254168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353529501065591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253189382240913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210611850817141,0.15778404497818785,0.11279188515147673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193793786651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,knockout60,2020/01/23,"Diagnosis of of sensory processing difficulties in autistic child left to parents... I live in the UK and had a workshop about sensory processing difficulties in children, given by a NHS representative who told us that we had to diagnose (based on a few slides we've been given) and apply therapy also based on very poor quality slides.... 😲 I'm buying a few books about this, but does anyone has any practical advice? I can't decide if my child is under responsive or a seeker...
Thank you in advance.",6.612536231884057,7.7063375,8.09,64.37166666666668,65.30434782608695,11.785507246376813,34.89855072463768,11.538034831475384,4.685798550724638,398,18,64,13,6,138,68,92,0.061,0.865,0.07400000000000001,0.4773,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,11,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,6,1,14,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,0,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387037159897465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241267203911613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058887627432933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596684369661665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28446168080505485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526058770517795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450724960156195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474779163543474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111995896193327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802909214077746,0.3205058814558509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678039049996696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371226340307589,0.0,0.0,0.2312468429647337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RobMarenghi,2020/01/23,"Thanks guys! Here's the 3 ways to beat social anxiety video. Share it like crazy to anyone you think it will help! Rob Hi guys! Here's the 3 ways to beat social anxiety video. Share it like crazy to anyone you think it will help! Rob

A link to the youtube video - [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPktL9MAXm0&t=43s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPktL9MAXm0&t=43s)",9.21711688311688,13.788333309090914,3.5651948051948037,83.49636363636365,70.45454545454545,5.324675324675325,15.129870129870133,6.868970318607317,-0.4163766233766237,312,4,48,3,7,75,27,55,0.215,0.517,0.268,0.5897,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434859293681105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070293471890384,0.0,0.0,0.2806311457041794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973966176793788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269014425940916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607786545610312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091227113201498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475319188325995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571669441489399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185705578102647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Curraghgirl,2020/01/23,Pervasive Refusal Disrder Does anyone have any experience with the above in Autism? Particularly in severe non-verbal autism? My 29 year old severely autistic non-verbal son has started to manifest symptoms. I would like to talk to someone with any experience with this type of disorder. It has only recently started. He also has OCD and anxiety disorders.,6.413499999999999,9.757745350000004,7.386666666666668,59.91500000000002,70.5,10.666666666666668,38.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,5.6803333333333335,291,17,37,10,6,97,47,60,0.163,0.7979999999999999,0.038,-0.7986,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454342076666108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628357462073527,0.0,0.14783712303943095,0.0,0.0,0.1351261747321542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429666855880743,0.0,0.16911598107110246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780747489422503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441308391570533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278528993040829,0.0,0.0,0.14697672700703696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908128706873436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366391279409709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374165069584198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735692836518545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008626489498472,0.0,0.15532850285125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728055726319474,0.0,0.0,0.12444784422960616
autism,SAlikesArt,2020/01/23,"how do you deal with sensory overload? Note: I'm not sure if this is the correct subreddit so if it's incorrect please let me know!

 My Biggest problem is I can't stand most things like noises, Smells, lights & tempatures. i had to leave school because cooking + woodwork was mandatory & I was in constant Sensory overload. 

Anyways

 I was hoping some of you could share what you do to distract or manage it so I could get a few ideas as to what might work for my own situation. 
Obviously everyone's different but I feel like it's better to ask than continue drawing blanks.",4.29801801801802,6.220149072072076,5.272252252252251,79.23018018018018,71.7927927927928,8.897297297297296,33.054054054054056,9.444778638647367,3.317583783783784,461,23,84,11,9,151,83,111,0.086,0.769,0.145,0.816,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,4,8,0,1,2,0,13,1,0,1,3,20,19,8,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,12,6,10,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,7,4,57,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122902518794996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177866118614557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159798835799468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826828056251528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056019682905326,0.0,0.30381203940376617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961482741039787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877975440965967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180025652613732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620047054477293,0.1359207899845014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994022718108403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889697303656035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477881388892373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456115712126124,0.0,0.0,0.2014563982753718,0.0,0.1945523205501515,0.0,0.1859014943720496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018343203538904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884682170524616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820517961028163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255187213785835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138586507131287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793164896063654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639936734937302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851053505291047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ZenithNA,2020/01/23,I would like bearded dragon pictures I'm going to get a bearded dragon when i move out but thta wont be for 4-6 months. Me and likely others would appreciate it if anyone who has a bearded dragon posted a picture of it. Than you :). Looking at google pictures is not the same.,1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428569,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,82.57142857142857,4.447619047619049,23.619047619047624,5.46131890053228,0.6066047619047628,216,8,39,1,6,75,45,56,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562228492312506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914493880080459,0.0,0.2082558748365603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580474236548458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30771668651511125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924883195875978,0.3894669393807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35094751586107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206158702524065,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sgavary,2020/01/23,"Does anyone else have a hard time understanding subtlety? I'm not just talking about sarcasm, I am also talking about stuff like Subtlety in movies, books, and shows. I can't seem to get it, and it kind of keeps me from enjoying so called classics.",6.145248226950352,6.955979127659575,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,66.23404255319149,9.670921985815603,32.687943262411345,9.725611199111238,3.0246794326241138,197,8,37,4,3,62,40,47,0.07,0.805,0.125,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357393943802505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673994218305026,0.27364241442918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727059768539797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337127398895621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231007900403049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953184797869458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392401975423993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373820385970248,0.0,0.2781099071648996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047578581048172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312839943486156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30572861572579313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42931779426627104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572932082767404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802688944960496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cs1202,2020/01/23,My friend needs help Hi I am 16 and I have a friend with high function autism and ptsd and her ptsd is ruining her life she can talk because she has really bad flashbacks. Does autism make the flashbacks more intense,3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,76.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9298857142857146,174,6,35,2,4,51,33,42,0.11699999999999999,0.667,0.21600000000000005,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247287807976711,0.16407117625717368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355347410650037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158888249685008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180405389493941,0.2843714653688953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010841285116603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965953366917595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957111320287266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292432586084686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242420796679786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633235645366888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pahoalili,2020/01/23,"Do you have Aphantasia? The inability to visualize, basically. I just found out that my inability to visualize is a thing called aphantasia and I’m wondering who else here has the same problem.

Here is a link.


https://www.nytimes.com/2015/06/23/science/aphantasia-minds-eye-blind.html?fbclid=IwAR2oTy5pstL0Ca2nQ4HLC3zkR6zR84E1q-NTG1-97rWS3lo4VHfOov_2_40",19.379230769230766,26.53534935897436,11.150128205128203,26.699038461538464,55.41025641025642,11.830769230769231,32.141025641025635,10.125756701596842,5.571287179487178,311,10,29,9,6,80,30,39,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363677533968319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569925076599047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685625170617414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089121333311385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839095030149983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634381967287696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mylife2005,2020/01/23,"Asd vs. ADHD     I’m feeling a little lost and need some help. My son (10yo/m) saw a new psychiatrist for depression and anxiety related to bullying at school. He was diagnosed asd from age three and has been on medication for anxiety for about three years. This was an appointment to review and possibly switch medication as he doesn’t feel it is working anymore. 
     The new psychiatrist feels my son has adhd as well due to the fact he often fidgets, doesn’t sit in his chair(he tends to perch) and he gets distracted. When I say distracted I mean he “zones out”. This is usually when he is over stimulated such as when he is in school or at a busy place like the mall. If he is at home, where we keep visual, audio stimulation at a minimum he is fine. He is able to stay on task with most things as long as he isn’t overstimulated, especially when it comes to his special interests. He isn’t at all impulsive and very rigid following rules. He does interrupt others conversations but not because he is impatient, he just has trouble knowing when is the appropriate time to respond and when that person is finished talking. 
      I am having a hard time with this new diagnosis as I think asd can explain most of the symptoms and don’t want to put my son on another medication unless absolutely necessary. The psychiatrist says that getting distracted is from adhd not asd so he needs the meds. My son is unable to communicate what is actually going on when this happens so I am hoping someone with asd can help me understand what is actually going on. Any help/advice is truly appreciated.",6.374286471211582,7.233066781879195,7.553687742847049,68.84170081243379,65.744966442953,11.508583539385375,34.47615683504062,11.313756151347434,4.248138255033557,1263,56,225,39,19,430,163,298,0.085,0.818,0.09699999999999999,0.667,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,15,13,0,4,13,0,31,5,0,2,2,44,55,27,0,5,8,4,4,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,12,14,0,2,8,1,0,5,7,7,1,2,5,8,13,6,40,50,4,42,0,2,1,0,32,17,0,7,19,142,25,4,0.10678396585430623,0.0,0.20841149380308294,0.0,0.3850007270621304,0.10434805556165062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261675855914576,0.1119722988637411,0.1633788831959534,0.0,0.10590100041989252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509451445184761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198493128496617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197287331823599,0.1083834775572982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344736812355063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619795449053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158042962643568,0.0,0.12137557726492205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944287083455001,0.0,0.09565745889701936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472512420823975,0.0,0.10711302438425828,0.10606057244199872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094914495278166,0.0,0.0,0.058685674991561076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216925184995516,0.10702558694041094,0.0,0.0945004494856216,0.0,0.0,0.11656731295953845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163190436076295,0.11861291334222895,0.32272083406569263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583579152524995,0.0,0.3093978589052928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323964013440883,0.11156651650917483,0.0,0.0,0.12038287691503162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734737961285247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698377912837997,0.0,0.21614214873682291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047770774128676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381749954193608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098942737290024,0.0,0.08582890684895597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094252201897176,0.0684228535718783,0.0,0.0,0.12453317844710365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116587439315408,0.0,0.0,0.11760745206345645,0.08810795515140228,0.06298394973802479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601160954177183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773999893283014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876537296032897
autism,evaunit456,2020/01/23,Selective mutism So I never really spoke much in high school and had a hard time forming relationships because I could not speak. I had some friends but I never really spoke to anyone outside of that group. Does it relate to autism or just plain old anxiety? I don’t suffer from it now and communicate properly.,3.786264367816091,6.584004982758621,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,76.75862068965517,8.694252873563219,25.18390804597701,9.2995712137729,2.664887356321839,251,9,43,7,6,82,47,58,0.14,0.8240000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,10,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,4,5,1,5,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786655530795814,0.0,0.0,0.1899943119565611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656391845000052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694787447098404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377857178903556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099317119006633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434095041106083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287089168818681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997469049870142,0.0,0.4191374526404724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851264879776965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481440902320703,0.0,0.0,0.29172769543512395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749971295916933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844325973451046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Emilia-Masterrace,2020/01/23,Anyone find communicating with emotes easier? I was only fairly recently diagnosed but I've always found communicating with emotes a lot easier wondering if this is just something that is personal to me or are there others here who feel the same?,7.972248062015506,9.893333511627912,8.934883720930234,56.533178294573666,62.72093023255814,13.175193798449614,30.6124031007752,12.45797560212912,5.027579844961242,203,7,29,8,3,69,37,43,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.7149,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,7,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947656195030835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443310164924667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771952388260073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934082283304076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336930320045565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410796742540464,0.0,0.0,0.2892085983337033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424658701259895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060786658021207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031252204075536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043961982362823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306191477545552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860457386363358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mamapedeuk,2020/01/23,"Stim toy ideas My husband loves to play piano, and finds this and tapping a good stim, is there anything I can buy him to help him when he's not near a piano?",4.109117647058824,3.729993441176472,4.575294117647061,92.53882352941179,70.47058823529412,6.8000000000000025,25.823529411764717,3.1291,0.3226941176470586,123,3,29,0,2,39,28,34,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774094380292496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41917509725789787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846730337983955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307406784467836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177319935906642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41392712241335217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TiggerMan420,2020/01/23,"Fighting For Diagnosis Hello all, 

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I just found this subreddit so please excuse any trespasses. I really need some help and I'm hoping you all can help in some way. If this is not the right place for this, please help me by directing me to a place where I can find my answers possibly. 

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I'm a 35 year old transgender (ftm) male, almost 36. I'm currently seeking a diagnosis of Autism because I feel like that is what is going on with me. My therapist is convinced it's OCD and I've given her articles that I was able to find that addressed the overlap and common misdiagnosis of older people. People my age tend to get diagnosed with OCD because today most people are children when diagnosed with Autism. 

I was not allowed to see a therapist as a child, my mother became irate when my school put me into speech therapy and wanted to do further testing. When I was little and I stemmed, my mother would hold my hands down to my sides and angrily tell me to stop acting like my sister (she has Cerebral Paulsy). 

At first I thought I may have Williams Syndrome until I learned that Williams is due to a gene deletion and I'm fairly certain that I don't have that as I also do not have the common Elf like features that go along with Williams. I do however have an intense need to be loved and accepted by others though I've never felt like I was.

I've always been the weird kid. I have intense interests in things like Martial Arts, Vampires, Music (another reason I thought Williams because williams kids LOVE music). I've always been accused of being anti social but I am not. I love being social with the right people it's just really rare that I find people who get me. 

Honestly, I'm fine with whatever diagnosis I receive, I'm not trying to diagnose myself but I'm wanting an accurate diagnosis and I don't feel that I'm being listened to. I feel as though every therapist I talk to has a bias against autism people and expects that if I am I should be non-verbal and extremely obvious. To me it is obvious. 

I love my routine, and I hate for it to be disrupted, primarily because if it's disrupted I forget to do important things. Like the other day at my job I decided to try to deviate from my routine and I forgot to clean the espresso machine. My manager was concerned because this was totally out of character for me. 

I struggle with eye contact. I can do it, but it stresses me out. It also stresses me out to look away because I know people expect eye contact, so I'm in a catch 22 there. I don't get sarcasm unless it's over the top and I misuse sarcasm at times or people don't pick up that I'm trying to be sarcastic. 

So my question is: How can I get them to see? And is a diagnosis really that important this late in my life? All I know is that I can relate to the struggles of Autistic people and doing the things that help Autistic people, like using a weighted blanket to sooth myself, help me. 

Please, I'm struggling here. Can someone please give me some kind words and guidance? Thank you all in advance.",4.083277591973246,5.658970973244152,5.463277591973245,79.04802675585286,71.70903010033446,8.210033444816053,30.7257525083612,8.779410014580577,2.653181939799332,2414,106,439,45,46,810,258,598,0.08199999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.142,0.9781,4,0,0,0,2,0,63.0,0,2,1,3,16,28,2,5,22,0,53,13,3,5,9,95,99,40,0,12,15,3,6,7,0,3,4,2,2,5,35,29,2,3,18,1,0,7,10,8,0,1,14,13,73,20,66,75,9,54,0,0,5,4,36,27,0,12,26,305,108,5,0.061764349790798714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061848074473642385,0.0,0.0,0.09878585642571354,0.10278577372969093,0.13384329438691525,0.1501008908815887,0.042001875847544994,0.06476530608851762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580296397865214,0.0,0.0,0.2259058461390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039832895977894016,0.0,0.0,0.18806854472493426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052039128573311055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368973319587746,0.044124463831647226,0.05930346174264045,0.0,0.16935449025974586,0.052536724379720665,0.0,0.06772142156058439,0.0,0.0,0.12907729414465935,0.05924999234786851,0.07020420669222079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097950830558081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069967086407788,0.0,0.0,0.06134593562724271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129158677185041,0.0,0.0,0.06431806575289704,0.06788814273546173,0.0,0.06967287682973511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043625986846069637,0.21122459028978596,0.06190410456727296,0.0,0.0,0.05186649807527943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229789485096482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159496551328553,0.04763647421004929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481129522348933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281962328803823,0.0,0.12906119931929294,0.2711948343366279,0.0,0.06963002412503896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209023096763454,0.06919020720118854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870347212765175,0.06350403842287244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549283449333667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625088194295493,0.09843638025188374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259219528874819,0.0523327331448529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637762049616266,0.14150170801080994,0.1937085266382761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049643844769856116,0.05398476409107387,0.056864314985267735,0.07063291680223742,0.2151395117818846,0.12310046859468216,0.0,0.12136632014945455,0.0980679891781475,0.03601528905875845,0.0,0.058545381685815676,0.0,0.0,0.1258018175686555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053344567355415165,0.0,0.0,0.07286042753147234,0.049025665970095535,0.0,0.07521233863248084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387562198561555,0.0,0.1501008908815887,0.039774216241522116
autism,Bexickle,2020/01/23,"Is this really rare? My son has autism, he is very articulate and self aware and has reached the point where he can mostly self regulate, with one exception. He seems completely unable to differentiate between varying levels of pain/injury. He has been like this his entire life. His school has had to call me because they can't calm him over minor scrapes and bruises - his reaction is more along the lines of someone who has just lost a limb. He has also had more significant and highly painful injuries, and his reaction has been the same.

I post this because he is sick right now and it is often very very difficult for me to tell what level of sick he is. In his mind, he truly believes he may be dying, and so he acts like he is *that* sick because to him that is the truth. Doctors are often unable to tell as well. He's been admitted to the hospital for observation and transported in a wheelchair with suspected sepsis, only to be fine. We are at almost a full week of him being sick now (we have seen the doctor once already) and I find myself getting very frustrated with the constant guessing game because it's impossible to tell when he actually needs to see a doctor. Help?",5.2436061946902655,6.586555783185843,5.895741150442479,77.95122234513276,68.60176991150442,8.835840707964602,30.054203539823014,9.188382445141503,2.6196646017699123,941,36,171,18,16,306,131,226,0.12,0.792,0.08800000000000001,-0.8998,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,1,1,10,10,1,0,11,0,29,10,0,0,1,31,37,13,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,2,9,15,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,1,1,7,2,17,6,26,26,5,19,0,1,2,0,35,11,0,7,7,117,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.11716077812931387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022227226274244,0.0,0.13248867189927294,0.09601155919560267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927486896604363,0.0,0.0,0.1352659719731696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259419903292225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588012829745054,0.1297416951776173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460283255282888,0.0,0.0,0.3686580352343433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973223127909433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272614681888995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225910300956498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047336922124783,0.12684948045516672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480159346875338,0.11731003947296653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105915457509912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212258956688285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902261691693865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785947637784106,0.08135544166879342,0.09131067926028633,0.2555035999945493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349505830056655,0.0,0.11498383794625155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769132063588342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253017881446942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150664951557233,0.09567189769379301,0.10929768292842704,0.2504965382892881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172604637958788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314811951471322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962467288747307,0.0,0.0,0.09630450950681436,0.0,0.1079479320271102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ClutterKitty,2020/01/24,"I hate autism today, sorry, not sorry. So, I have an autistic son and I know I’m not supposed to hate autism. I’ve bought into, and thought I believed all the hype. I‘m not supposed to hate autism, but hate the anxiety that comes with it. Hate the inability to be spontaneous. Hate the world around who doesn’t accept or accommodate autistic needs. But today, I hate autism. 

I also have a non-diagnosed Aspie sister. With girls being underdiagnosed already, and less autism awareness when she was small, she never got a diagnosis, even though my mom was always asking teachers and doctors if the things she did were normal. She masks heavily, so none of these teachers or doctors ever saw the meltdowns. (This was LONG before camera phones.) My mom first heard about Aspergers when my sister was 17, and we all have absolutely no doubt she’s Aspie. 

She’s always had trouble making friends. She was constantly a target for people who used her. She’s naive and good-hearted. She believes what people tell her at face value. She gets taken advantage of a lot. She moved far away for grad school. It’s her first time out of the state and she’s been aching to be home. She’s not found a core group of close friends. She’s in a state with dramatically different weather, and no vehicle, which is harder to navigate. Plus the regular stress of school and work. 

Last night, after a class that was talking about depression, sense of belonging, and sense of community, she tried to kill herself. It was a feeble attempt (a few pills) and she felt immediately guilty and threw up, then called an old friend because she was too embarrassed to call her family. Thankfully her friend texted my mom, and we got her some help. 

My sister is kind, and compassionate, generous, and funny. I can’t help but think if she was NT that she would have friends and she wouldn’t feel so alone. I hate autism today.",4.0607386363636335,6.465401778409093,4.355113636363637,83.43079545454547,73.82954545454545,7.354545454545455,24.92045454545455,8.278499904357787,1.6535465909090914,1494,49,274,26,32,467,193,352,0.20800000000000002,0.657,0.135,-0.9838,1,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,0,5,13,24,9,3,19,0,26,4,1,2,4,58,56,32,1,6,11,7,2,0,5,2,3,1,1,1,13,27,0,0,7,0,1,3,11,14,0,2,23,4,42,10,30,28,7,33,0,1,1,0,55,11,0,7,17,180,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917584041125554,0.08436095623459691,0.06113448664859095,0.12721974053984605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058481600703443874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805386891118169,0.071467448152852,0.0,0.07182429483555514,0.0,0.0,0.046601266059478084,0.0,0.06505060506737997,0.17225875356852144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561214813458866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585215808690692,0.0,0.08261184380354145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584352576941505,0.07759190335209214,0.0,0.07987064598229968,0.0,0.15649309952366622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049239727487753,0.06915051665931912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072067249242832,0.0,0.038653804302309885,0.0,0.07340092643418088,0.0,0.0,0.13005123572798086,0.0,0.08381998176697471,0.2953130803600462,0.0,0.039940303202498285,0.0,0.0,0.06411995755991927,0.12228299563419248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038031874165826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058983838797577,0.10248137114825287,0.0,0.07668238391206718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457706915813767,0.07960758906798691,0.04201316773297128,0.0623143536868788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765302155341177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499234442889625,0.0,0.0,0.05102883955385164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686007411650845,0.0,0.08125086117048555,0.0,0.0566843412494073,0.05896049296834691,0.0,0.0,0.07174015290109373,0.07490164298647806,0.0,0.0,0.08021806776555816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599718554523263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473650682812762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115189087581334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756956301375904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144505043694709,0.06681788180952643,0.07038195205327462,0.0,0.0,0.05078786394484965,0.0489840293103424,0.07510860306551068,0.06069022825726152,0.0445767499067751,0.0,0.2173879126734902,0.0,0.0,0.051902366153687235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602549917086338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565418844029078,0.0,0.0,0.05430562073418523,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,natasjanssen4,2020/01/24,"Question for parents with kids with autism We have a nephew that is still being tested on what kind of autism he has. He is 3. He is communicating in one word, so no sentences. We noticed that  with sleepovers, we lay him in bed (his own) or with the rest of the kids and he wakes up and starts moving or making sound. Does not sounds distressful. Question is might he be in destress? We trying something else tonight, sleeping with us now, cause my gut feeling says he is not comfortable. Or am I wrong? Is this normal behavior for some kids?",2.4995804195804183,5.041472384615388,2.847272727272728,91.48863636363636,79.96153846153847,5.320279720279721,23.87762237762238,6.574015621080383,0.6795500000000003,424,15,84,4,11,130,73,104,0.083,0.866,0.051,-0.6809999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,12,3,3,2,0,25,15,6,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,9,2,14,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,21,5,0,7,4,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903531995183328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658995713107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811766217451142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781026420504122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203545977059608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232577552654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619235934891355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266187498950448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890999128076285,0.0,0.2427519906603081,0.0,0.0,0.1444831565343952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675519425925345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777096228782886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956082782867254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133736398891758,0.0,0.0,0.16414690754602845,0.0,0.0,0.15091796938905488,0.0,0.17027749207310786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476214977787907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564769921669111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331222211835316,0.0,0.0
autism,12reevej,2020/01/24,"Anyone with experience with a diagnosis in Wales? Tl;Dr: How long will it take and what will happen?  
I've seen a few GPs lately regarding my concerns over some of my symptoms and I was referred to a psychiatrist/mental health team in Wales.  
Following this, I went back to my GP to catch up and ask some more questions and found out that instead of seeing a general psychiatrist for a general checkup(?), I've been directly connected with an autism specialist to be checked for autism.  
I have since received 3 questionnaire forms and have filled them all out and mailed them back and am now waiting.  
I'm not sure what there is for me to do now and I'm a very impatient guy, I sent the mail less than a week ago and I'm already bored and want the results back lol. Based off how fast I received the forms my GP thinks I should be checked in rather soon but I still want something asap.  
Does anyone else have any experiences with this whole thing? I'm still very new to mental illnesses/diagnoses so I'm very curious and confused :^)  
Tl;Dr: How long will it take and what will happen?",3.384887218045112,5.601641428571429,4.060526315789474,85.63657894736843,75.19047619047619,7.659147869674188,26.290726817042604,8.532816995589336,1.8842380952380948,860,32,169,17,19,273,121,210,0.040999999999999995,0.892,0.067,0.7409,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,15,3,0,1,11,1,15,3,0,4,2,40,35,17,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,9,18,0,1,4,1,2,7,1,2,0,0,6,2,14,1,24,22,9,30,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,4,15,111,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310496768521575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532528367587432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444026810476716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421029831473147,0.14229461120257136,0.0,0.0,0.12983007369991442,0.0,0.0,0.32036062431505163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095595674793593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153109935477145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601286388293812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27169425140201725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227008507505435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750882047521076,0.2456147233746975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761842164406289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665788812180392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458013263749319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995408592851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412705884899198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555726163760509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066598758581488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487945045713607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691333250986096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218126969446872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088874509964712,0.1443450724856285,0.20883455222774888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922628733702439,0.08898596913491075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437610988880986,0.1638250237983691,0.0,0.1113977449015371,0.0,0.0,0.12873920593264376,0.0,0.15504980852658334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,videogames4ever,2020/01/24,"Need Help Hi there so I am in need of some help.  I currently am running a business by myself (mostly all the time) and so have little to no help.  I am doing okay but literally have no friends (in my 30s).  I have a load of medical issues so at lot of times it's hard for me even to go out of the house and trying to relate to people is about near impossible as I spent most of my childhood by myself due to severe depression and such so I don't have nearly much of any experience with things (in addition to chronic health issues which leave me tired almost always).  I would really just like the opportunity to meet some friends over the internet and maybe get to enjoy some interactions which I've been desperately wanting for quite some time.  Some of my interests are gaming, music, sports, business, languages, animals and just about everything really.  If you would like to chat let me know and if you happen to know of any establishments interested in someone who needs someone who is familiar with business dealings  (remotely/over the phone) if you could let me know I would literally repay you tenfold as I really want more/other work as the current work I am doing is tiring (better than 9-5 work physically, but it's a bit mentally demanding) so other remote phone work would help me out so much.  Thank you all so very much in advance for your suggestions and I hope you all are having a wonderful new year and looking forward to speaking with you!",6.876852517985611,6.988659949640296,7.570422661870506,71.7331879496403,64.6115107913669,10.834892086330935,32.84262589928058,10.550175099000144,3.4689489208633084,1158,43,208,27,16,386,149,278,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9867,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,0,8,14,13,0,0,10,1,25,5,0,0,3,48,41,23,0,14,7,0,1,2,2,4,5,1,0,0,8,14,0,0,4,3,1,4,3,1,0,0,2,3,29,12,44,32,15,25,0,1,1,0,26,13,0,14,12,157,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290929807693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551286290508912,0.0,0.0,0.13977423220272686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089170303838556,0.11219820990846413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205347309861592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595134520749504,0.08851564023657467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787860795178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236303873689676,0.1005287684631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587996758851982,0.0,0.05369307715374879,0.0,0.058406552622936314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087916115215516,0.0,0.09206172333418504,0.0,0.0,0.109239691703267,0.0,0.0,0.2755382271379913,0.0,0.0,0.10207378692060178,0.0,0.11858276820700255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453033437562544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943909352335965,0.0,0.0,0.1088185786769539,0.0,0.21017855160531554,0.0,0.1004164502327512,0.10300252680968816,0.0,0.0,0.08630090679557266,0.0,0.0,0.08737136886846325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032462663607982,0.0,0.0,0.10352995114898456,0.1035679763350046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266432985552368,0.2286079321443516,0.0,0.0992558949929616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124776986175217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930853264655696,0.0,0.0,0.19751125802884933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610083433908144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415335498210982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461679754077436,0.0,0.0,0.06827581361711685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977801970152252,0.2362379666938012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977407598091878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479600319951554,0.12123280342453108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114496683164376,0.2992711015440555,0.0,0.0,0.2920194039769273,0.0,0.0,0.06618050294709549
autism,AdviceNigga,2020/01/24,"Advice to deal with my younger brother with Autism? I have a 10-year-old brother who has autism. From what I have heard, he is at the low end of the spectrum and the professionals my family has met with, says it is possible for him to revert back to a fully functional person. From afar he looks like any other kid but when u watch him closely, you can see his mannerism isn't the same. He is socially awkward and struggles to make friends that he can hold a connection with. He loves drawing and cutting out the characters so he can physically just hold them. He loves movies and he often recites the lines from movies as responses even though they don't connect with questions. He also feels threatened by me in some sense because he acts out the most when I'm around. Regardless he would still be devastated if I left him. Sometimes I have lost my temper when he had destroyed my stuff or purposely irritates me. I'm learning to become more patient with him. Do any of you have some advice for me to help him become social? And any activities that will help with his coordination and attention span?",5.9109364319890645,7.030806822966508,5.9278366370471645,79.15235645933016,66.89473684210526,9.225017088174985,32.15345181134655,9.424239791934726,2.87876049213944,882,36,163,17,14,278,127,209,0.14,0.762,0.098,-0.8355,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,1,12,11,3,2,10,0,19,2,0,1,0,35,30,16,0,3,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,7,17,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,4,6,22,4,27,23,5,16,0,2,3,2,40,9,0,7,7,110,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29525666197937456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081428695028408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082076846645421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448840576633878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616702665234435,0.0,0.09209366167281104,0.33370000830655505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575125819630442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380723646489973,0.0,0.0,0.09978333519408716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424196686199184,0.0,0.07638784687181185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671984566051227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025242127595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414297308057918,0.0,0.0,0.07380740865879637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686459799607702,0.0,0.1649157501550381,0.0,0.27270141337869835,0.0,0.10084345518489984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852735810694585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319124959351959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031388944476414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923810451023533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201405696121895,0.0,0.0,0.12038688047454925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080030178394742,0.0,0.0,0.1494166224707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064835464514614,0.0,0.0,0.15793595270116553,0.1729442496888873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484300076870072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073190470070688,0.0,0.0,0.09728707626965724
autism,ThePresbyterian1,2020/01/24,"Opinion: Every autistic should watch The Accountant I just love this movie!  It really highlights the beneficial aspects of our ASD/Asperger's, and negates the so-called ""detriments"" by showing how awesome someone who can harness the positive symptoms of ASD can be if he is trained to do so.",5.465294117647054,8.507204549019612,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,72.13725490196079,8.00156862745098,41.57254901960784,8.841846274778883,4.5524007843137255,236,16,35,5,5,73,44,51,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360719768481751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671238428558059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315662602902412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385322933337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379496158414224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Green_Cat_C,2020/01/24,"Any easy job? Pretty long as it its really complicated 
I somehow managed as a career but people accused me just to get rid of me since I'm to slow and like to actually interact with people insted of doing work chop chop (seriously, i had a resident freak out on me that i want something from her because i was so nice to her)
And in general, i like hugging people, as it keeps me going otherwise i go back in depression, but again people don't like seeing this and pick on me and something on the people I hug but I'm more vulnerable as I'm just lisen and sallow every they tell me unless someone else points out that they are bullying me because x and z doesn't make sens and i only had best of interest.
I'm heavily dislexic and social fobic.
As such, i need routine
Something like:
Cashiers - due to dyslexia, i have high chances of giving wrong change or similar
Warehouse - i wanted to die before going back to be surrounded by those unfriendly and some disgusting creatures.
And even so, i can't keep up with speed. So anything like shop assistant, due to my social anxiety, its even worse. I'm basically little child level despite being 27....
I'm currently being given benefits that are not enough for anything so need to access my saving as well. I was told i need to try and at least part time. But i have no clue what. Last time I tryed working in a charity shop for experience, i feel like throwing up and dizzy all the time. And even once i got home, after 4 hours, most time spend sitting and chatting with friendly coworkers, the job was easy, i still ended up needed to rest for 3 hours before o could move
I don't want caring and I can't cop anymore with others (thing got worse after warehouse and caring job, not that they were brilliant before)
So i have no clue what to work, even partime.
Since due to my dyslexia, someone always needs to keep and eye on me (I'm at that level that if i do something but see my battery on a device its low, unless i put it on charge straight away i forget) and i can't cop anymore with people who don't understand and don't care, saying that i only make excuses.",4.802214456188203,5.629142606205252,5.960629901125131,78.98085620525063,69.23866348448688,8.65874531196727,29.522758267985,8.841846274778883,2.357792294578929,1668,61,314,28,28,558,210,419,0.145,0.688,0.16699999999999998,0.8025,4,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,4,18,24,1,0,7,0,25,3,1,3,1,63,61,39,1,10,13,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,20,26,0,3,2,3,3,6,12,6,1,0,10,5,44,18,55,47,9,53,0,2,3,2,17,25,0,5,27,208,64,10,0.0,0.0,0.07347660119325403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265108177026854,0.0,0.0,0.051202863251280435,0.0,0.05760011036306253,0.0,0.14934388563370038,0.0,0.0,0.1239219675189523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074169071151112,0.11579369384890885,0.0,0.09179769485777113,0.0,0.1922103013253072,0.0,0.07901696530793664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030337836843745,0.0,0.0796516304289448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011655648041664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485106948839242,0.0,0.07814383602786364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289891932748172,0.0,0.06668860614102871,0.07779937834164298,0.0,0.198925311246296,0.0,0.06343889005640183,0.0,0.0,0.07365249951039833,0.0,0.0,0.03807117737860001,0.053790428213457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058172368115064,0.0,0.03933828494305568,0.07222937534597391,0.12837485192235226,0.0,0.1204398299522024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955280628717293,0.07552655404621468,0.0,0.14829989282687386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241546125695107,0.2007757170130594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613750924460548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207106283505492,0.07546490095718687,0.0,0.06663329082990865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051936864401788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002617086775875,0.0,0.2791497045694824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018621849902463,0.0,0.1145297679277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153664001178547,0.0,0.3131984852743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711776694326115,0.0,0.0,0.07660160721636955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756918004570987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823560478477683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059877233400062436,0.0,0.0,0.11999998607878475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456882874609433,0.0,0.0,0.1535065852162118,0.12759362408040048,0.2318616350461105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601303099672333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581073910701195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002234092671258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561938684114578,0.0,0.0,0.07194715134434061,0.0,0.10224008859526362,0.0,0.0,0.07838426249948338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332319961445911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769882615868315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444594664482146,0.0,0.15346311999627102,0.0,0.08232275005552253,0.0,0.0
autism,robinwillow286,2020/01/24,"I'm getting better I'm an autistic at school and yesterday I moved my locker out of the house (people who need help place) in school into a normal area. I've also got new friends and now I'm less sensitive and people accept me as just a normal human being.

My best friend who used to have her locker next to me moved to a close locker (not next to) and now I'm feeling great.

I'm so glad my life is changing for better. Next step is to move to public buses and I can't wait!",0.801470588235297,2.6849991470588286,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,82.0392156862745,4.864313725490196,17.062745098039215,5.6839178017228535,-0.4647560784313729,371,7,80,2,10,126,65,102,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,17,16,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,8,13,14,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719114764388006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378883943401864,0.2592124383615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502407305769328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740970266590772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643899179574345,0.0,0.07656316796197703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720458763378595,0.1615652274232608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822532383412903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909204837769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035083290376158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672590966056097,0.0,0.1086604855724012,0.0,0.14153306464075316,0.4675534750456004,0.0,0.2871639227938084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031902531948947,0.0,0.15310724239048618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662061156787856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656692557296328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nuv3citos57,2020/01/24,Can anyone with autism relate? For a long time I’ve felt that there’s like actually something wrong with me. When I started to become more introspective because of anxiety I thought maybe I was a psychopath or sociopath because of the abnormal way I feel. Looking back into my past I’m aware that I was an extremely troubled kid. I got expelled from my preschool. Sometimes I would get upset and completely shut down. The teacher would try so hard to get me to talk or acknowledge her presence but I didn’t have the will to get past my stubbornness.  I remember having to go to the school counselor too and I would shut down there too because I thought it was embarrassing that she would pull me out of class. I remember I would annoy people like my cousin’s friends that I just met with certain topic. Especially in middle school I was obsessed with ethnicity and race because I grew up with a mixed/unclear identity and sometimes people would tell me that I talk about that topic too much. I also repeat songs over and over or listen to the same song all day sometimes. I also have OCD but that might coexist with potential ASD. Also I would sometimes walk on my tip toes as a kid until my uncle and my cousins called me out on it. I always wiggle my leg or my toes or I bite my fingers sometimes or I tap to songs like a crackhead. When I was a little younger I was flapping my hands around like crazy because I was trying to be funny for my sisters friend but my sister told me to stop because it was likely giving her friend anxiety. Hahaha well anyways I’m just wondering if any of you guys who have autism can relate and or give me advice. I’d say that I’m an extroverted and kind of clingy person and I’ve grown accustomed to making eye contact and stuff. I would even go as far to say that I’m kind of a dominant person in a social context. I still feel odd though.,3.9802562907735317,5.637969310810809,4.821537744641193,83.21905405405408,72.10810810810811,7.481826654240447,28.434296365330855,8.104835398774808,1.9319711090400749,1495,58,284,22,29,484,187,370,0.08900000000000001,0.799,0.111,0.9357,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,21,19,2,3,15,0,26,6,6,1,2,57,50,31,0,9,13,4,6,5,3,10,0,6,0,5,14,20,0,2,9,3,0,6,1,7,1,0,15,14,52,12,44,24,4,38,0,0,2,0,30,18,0,10,18,195,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.07730334689472514,0.0,0.0,0.07740891627113329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004691633771525,0.06591402199835984,0.0,0.0,0.05386956712255096,0.0,0.12119998040897627,0.0,0.0,0.05538963892685081,0.0,0.0,0.0705189963986788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091218114649013,0.0,0.2897358724199368,0.08748780071381786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088834886930316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305642366244767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510877388275546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232139242861925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010793596312216,0.0,0.07605974134442213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360615539056704,0.0,0.1241612038857796,0.15198232818835838,0.09004050767682745,0.0,0.06335623724789008,0.0,0.0,0.07843625164548068,0.0,0.0,0.07096193778228957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498245806185105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350457594271647,0.07939519959185443,0.0,0.07010362907524434,0.06652145274700239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052877266352384635,0.0,0.07958307605380342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403561187647565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823284302593365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512411886658102,0.10983674058986806,0.13833663612544808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947247387839718,0.0,0.0,0.1259914168443169,0.0,0.16034155504073008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075069215832884,0.0,0.06098431376270993,0.3917330346017602,0.0,0.05606946201573968,0.0,0.06326196550734234,0.06622808702370632,0.0,0.0,0.09068331839825676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127341571017361,0.06923823791477549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782927545235095,0.12577724253986153,0.046191461505933284,0.0,0.0,0.0756942415427006,0.0,0.10756486972553006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287793938751404,0.0,0.0,0.07122465870659865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590632613099414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501819437163904,0.08661021334032637,0.0,0.0
autism,RedBarnBlankets,2020/01/24,"Weighted Blanket - How much should they weigh?  For those of you contemplating a weighted blanket purchase, remember that there is a great deal of misinformation out there about the proper weight for a weighted blanket. Much of the advice being offered is incorrect.

>**There is no correlation between body weight and the best weight for your weighted blanket.**

Here is a link to a weighted blanket calculator that may prove useful. It is really no more than personal preference. Enjoy all and have a great day!

[Weighted Blanket Calculator](https://redbarnblankets.com/weighted-blanket-calculator/)

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autism,shootingstars230,2020/01/24,Discord server? Is there a Discord server for this sub reddit?,2.7290909090909103,5.546285999999999,3.718636363636364,78.19795454545455,98.0909090909091,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,0.6191454545454547,50,2,6,0,2,16,9,11,0.419,0.581,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Schroedingerskatze7,2020/01/24,"Is that autism? I wish I could live in a closed secure bubble, invisible and unreachable for others. But at the same time it causes trouble living like that since it's not socially accepted. And I don't want to have any troubles/conflicts I just want to be alone. I'm so desperate don't know what to do. Nobody can help me cause I feel unseen and can't open up. Talking about me is too close. Letting someone else come into my ""bubble"" is too close. So I put on a mask, playing a role, not being myself at all for example letting myself being touched/hugged although I hate it!!! Trying to be talkative and open although I'm not at all...But it stresses me out too much. I'm so exhausted. However I don't want to be rude or hurt anybody so I feel obliged to be ""socially normal"" ""saying yes"" I try to be somebody else try to adapt since I don't want to draw any bad attention, or being rude. I don't want to hurt anybody, it's not like I don't like people it's just like I love to be alone with myself and being stressed out too much by social contacts. Don't know what to do I have to act now but I cant. I can't get help it's too close, so much private intimate questions. I wish I could live in my books in my bubble in my safety zone or best scenario ever doing everything online without human interaction. I know how strange that sounds, but I'm seriously desperate. Do you know that kind of feelings? I seriously don't know what to do anymore.",1.8305225311601128,3.813917627516784,3.7660834132310654,87.0177348993289,79.1006711409396,6.5390220517737285,24.73681687440077,7.5804360353943165,1.2795863854266534,1135,42,233,17,28,384,137,298,0.146,0.735,0.11900000000000001,0.6876,1,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,1,16,22,3,2,4,1,36,2,0,3,2,56,59,19,0,10,13,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,15,16,0,1,11,2,0,3,16,12,0,0,0,5,32,10,33,45,6,24,0,2,0,1,14,18,0,4,7,158,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453809111794016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342986662439978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792755413829587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244714866787434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036257777170182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287465828577791,0.0,0.08505924686830353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767816176373728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497594934123858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931963717625263,0.0,0.0,0.08874477589415042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978386030463195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051589685270643566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748929623262244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237209684756915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141507369631446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282672227974676,0.2713357093933092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194494155939613,0.0,0.19296540031292225,0.0,0.2615783885786185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912035111845229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776469260057715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674819363125932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845668414343077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992650332571096,0.11061592317916198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852522372181843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336418018341076,0.0,0.0,0.3019713402505712,0.08366550446183939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262219278738493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936671881055324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757844366927265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112216382746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912089651353073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710154514044265,0.09518573065041318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,snchooze-icus,2020/01/24,"Any tips for dating? Sup lads, sibling to an autistic brother here. It seems like my dad and I have tried a lot of methods in attempting to find my brother a suitable companion. Dating apps, workshops, etc. Any tips you can give me in aiding my brother to find him companionship? Any and all advice would be appreciated.",2.981404358353512,5.902439101694918,4.09714285714286,80.70033898305086,81.71186440677965,6.083292978208232,28.767554479418894,7.447530270364453,2.1008673123486683,253,12,43,4,7,82,45,59,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671647312246598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577670809035237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049148854636172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499767941650708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622715819914058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357013768646772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324361345689058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889441045540064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562163697512807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421654472902675,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,iamjcvogt,2020/01/24,"How to work on low-self esteem Hello! My sister (19F) has autism and is experiencing a difficult time regarding self-esteem. She constantly focuses on failure and compares herself to her others that aren't on the spectrum. She frequently acknowledges how she isn't, but yearns to be, on the of the ""normal kids"". When I try and explain that comparisons to those who can't relate to her experiences set unrealistic expectations for her and that she is allowed and encouraged to go at her own pace, she feels further ostracized rather than comforted.  I'm looking for effective ways to remind her (and for her to remind herself) that she is already perfect and valid just the way she is. Are there any suggestions as to activities, things to say, etc. that might bring her back into herself in these moments? How have you found success with self-love and self-acceptance?",7.4140384615384605,8.573448224358977,7.361948717948718,70.06638461538462,63.551282051282044,10.855384615384617,36.112820512820505,10.793553405168565,4.236909743589743,697,32,114,18,10,223,99,156,0.024,0.8440000000000001,0.133,0.9681,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,5,1,27,19,14,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,4,20,4,24,16,2,19,0,1,1,0,26,8,0,1,6,90,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342492072603845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919584497001648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134778861025657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894145117831028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548260552360275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714566599569237,0.0,0.0,0.08862641400297326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218456087018695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961519061080283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719035612024975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594349834668827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173636956675467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938902976112094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7314175976884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644769092065645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220669254820963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900304959622587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825689032242984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760532203072042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,yurawera,2020/01/24,how do i cope with a lot of changes of environment? recently i've had to travel more than i can handle and it has kind of been taking a toll on me. i have more stuff coming up for the weekend too. i'm hoping i could get some advice on how to cope and possibly recover a lil faster.,3.1046721311475416,3.3686754918032773,5.252581967213113,84.56608606557378,72.77049180327869,8.722950819672132,25.08606557377049,8.841846274778883,1.5390622950819668,219,6,50,4,4,77,46,61,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,12,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,11,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995516522593184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242833422769918,0.2640608682266433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447507697792059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015680347132044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044677693663321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31921883348120694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606130975287143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455827661524798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30267562572813245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35092001241058024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048324841259196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gruniorowa,2020/01/24,"1 year old stimming by scratching - how do I replace that So first of all, I don't think my daughter has autism. She makes eye contact, enjoys peekaboo, signals to be picked up, and points to things she wants. It's just I couldn't find any resource that would tell me what to do, and thought the users of this subreddit might have most experience with dealing with stimming.

When she is tired or angry, she will scratch her ears and neck. Not enough for the blood to flow, but enough to leave scabs shaped like tiny fingernails. She's been doing that since she was very little - definitely 3 months old.

Of course the first method is to avoid the situation that will cause stimming, which we have been doing quite succesfully till now. But she's entering the age when they throw temper tantrums. And if she's angry because I won't let her play with a knife or a hot kettle, it's not always easy to calm her down without giving her what she wants - which of course I can't do. 

So after the last tantrum, which involved 30 mins of crying and scratching, I started Googling. I found I can try and replace the harmful stimming with another form of stimming which will meet the same need without being hamful. But there were no examples of what I can do, or there were only examples  that older kids and adults can do themselves.

I need a method that I can do for her and gradually teach her to do on her own. Any ideas or own experiences?",7.139021739130435,6.771013699275365,6.336000000000002,82.40900000000003,64.18115942028986,9.244057971014492,32.53043478260869,8.447377352677275,2.268001739130434,1135,39,226,13,15,345,157,276,0.135,0.823,0.042,-0.9766,0,1,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,3,9,9,3,1,11,0,35,6,4,4,1,46,45,22,0,7,13,1,4,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,17,13,0,1,5,1,0,3,9,5,0,2,7,6,31,4,29,28,8,25,0,0,1,0,27,6,0,7,17,161,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624445590479382,0.0,0.0,0.1900062636184916,0.14649124085140652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851619221132098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351391894586932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534576720606769,0.0,0.1440281152754303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887020032061843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733135482962196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768641587210347,0.23766335433155897,0.0,0.15317761430899873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340162723482353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577081822760052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138769519361083,0.0,0.1479257744495734,0.0,0.1428562355661905,0.0,0.06825204550894695,0.14001955120015708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932531329527845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820327576809708,0.0,0.0,0.1115099552766072,0.0,0.0,0.20717666547339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931905253562616,0.0,0.0,0.10625076360599273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206490968671006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859180796406482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556413162493034,0.15703252316780747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888281593643833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210696677574942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281275980886994,0.08951632523447554,0.0,0.11090892863900267,0.0,0.1605685564103679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484946735631916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526997132313548,0.1648014204312033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693382672590682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924131755071873,0.0,0.0,0.08996443687225537
autism,PeopleSuck_Throwaway,2020/01/24,"Is it an autism thing to laugh when youre really stressed? I haven't seen anything about this relating to autism. Maybe I'm just weird.

It's not that I think the situations are funny at all, quite the opposite! But it's always been that if I see someone get hurt or I get extremely angry I just laugh a lot.

I'm getting better at controlling it when people get hurt but I was just wondering, yknow?",1.4448148148148117,3.850398419753088,3.070617283950618,89.07777777777781,83.32098765432099,7.05679012345679,21.34567901234568,8.167268648758528,1.2388123456790128,316,10,66,7,9,104,56,81,0.135,0.7559999999999999,0.109,-0.2605,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,15,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,7,3,5,12,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711011990515252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515926226655787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825051432763984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387318930764241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448260535181361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557254633034724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095936787598665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383869038761927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756494677526066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639456411575515,0.0,0.0,0.13635859917718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961568198424984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925484265707744,0.0,0.0,0.1803490172993052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438215286337738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140957425049278,0.13638712463613312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308291811118749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MedianConcrete,2020/01/24,"My airpods stopped working at lunch They had battery and connection just had no sound for some reason. They worked after re-pairing them in the case but I didn't have it with me at work today.

I work in an environment that can occasionally be overwhelming, and I take my lunch breaks at the mall during peak lunch hour so I often eat surrounded by others and in a very bustling and loud environment. The best way to destress and recharge for the second half of the work day is to listen to a few comfort songs or soundtracks as I eat and browse my phone. Because I wasn't able to do this today I found myself very on edge with no way to really come down for the rest of the day, and I think a lot of people noticed but I couldn't really do much about it.  I don't think I worked as well as I usually do either which also upsets me.

I'm also wondering if anyone has had similar experiences and has successfully found a way to recover after your normal routine has been unexpectedly disrupted?",6.487305194805195,6.26808406632653,7.252968460111319,74.79852504638221,65.4795918367347,10.392578849721707,31.59369202226345,10.018931242160765,2.9345571428571424,791,27,152,16,11,264,118,196,0.048,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,8,7,6,0,2,12,0,18,5,0,1,0,29,27,18,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,11,5,1,6,2,0,1,6,2,1,2,8,4,22,4,29,17,7,23,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,6,9,116,28,7,0.1262694925846187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019553352000168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829056512710269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697271068852575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251204225893912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876998719668086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286675340517773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841042825489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351579296374338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27689596236429403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435001514350112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073498071556573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282260580372154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237172931811542,0.0,0.14375865421615022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875393673463488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178294052970485,0.1298260685312808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556694977434504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493894399138976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181678461915502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937742933196274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390680068624147,0.20837111078670914,0.0,0.3006805375577283,0.0,0.0,0.11353143819000774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693387841208468,0.5515541667840054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AmyRose2001,2020/01/24,I don't want autism anymore I hate having such overwhelming sensations for the simplest of things. I can't control myself very well and I'm not sure if it's the cause of my autism or just my own incompetence. I can't control my impulses and I have anger issues I get severely angry whenever I lose I feel extremely useless and unfit to live since I don't succeeded at anything. I try so hard but to no avail I honestly don't think I deserve to live. I just feel like a worthless piece of shit I just want to be put out of my misery.,3.498851351351352,4.526750810810813,5.129358108108106,83.00052364864867,72.42342342342343,8.793243243243245,29.190315315315317,9.188382445141503,2.4077828828828824,424,17,88,9,8,144,71,111,0.32799999999999996,0.596,0.076,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,6,12,3,1,3,0,8,1,1,3,1,20,16,7,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,0,3,19,5,11,15,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398662633738464,0.0,0.0,0.160965440975964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093920897191847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387730793886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978065383535255,0.13973955015426698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021950265941132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522278035018635,0.19311847259520887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041597761661378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556224327241757,0.0,0.34544386456322235,0.0,0.0,0.21883086352957964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663606514282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209768648368995,0.2007847144504168,0.1618056657138519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843544728933155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995061855658271,0.12533515713882065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280228901821886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613938008662625,0.23074463649330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587150404985258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,macs-octopodes,2020/01/24,"DAE not understand that other people can see you?? (that's the best way i could phrase it idk man) i've noticed multiple times that i've looked around at my surroundings/people around me, and i don't acknowledge that they can totally just look right at me and see me looking at them. my brain makes me feel like i'm in third person looking an environment when really i AM the person in the environment and i'm just kinda sittin' there, staring
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note: not actually diagnosed, but highly suspected, i just wanted to share this weird brain thing o' mine :---)",5.762285714285714,6.810087704761906,6.330476190476192,76.39285714285717,67.19047619047619,10.19047619047619,28.333333333333336,10.290406445055957,2.8669047619047623,439,14,81,11,7,143,71,105,0.061,0.866,0.073,0.2978,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,5,3,2,1,1,20,17,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,14,3,8,16,2,12,0,0,7,0,7,9,0,1,3,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15723965356207428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868797538190431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909601218308826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597487763182914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286492075138806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354357575945094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081472178142352,0.11511131652638475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702427098878157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871998744205737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412345314688197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075555377166448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834475926139358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234145316147593,0.2813850319951988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322401502713748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760415434122988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256799524366326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704762373252502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939562088380218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774203052371234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503865891518903,0.12789750771663488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pigflatus,2020/01/24,"I have no friends I’ve ruined everything I’ve ever done by being completely socially inept. How do I stop coming across as condescending, judgmental, or rude?",7.269642857142857,9.175132392857149,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,64.35714285714286,12.742857142857144,35.42857142857143,12.161744961471696,5.5983,129,6,18,5,2,44,24,28,0.322,0.583,0.095,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291396382858158,0.400617668846969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910142165674632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456253629605932,0.0,0.0,0.34340091774832143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952044193373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894961114834927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31944719824997003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,UTICrybaby,2020/01/24,"About me and autism I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 7. Since then, I've had several struggles in life. I'm not saying that ADHD is bad, but just very difficult to deal with.",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,75.75675675675676,8.176576576576577,23.144144144144143,8.841846274778883,1.5068630630630635,139,4,30,3,3,47,31,37,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.7709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6558072975589484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781208051823895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812886242552114,0.0,0.2769293816375917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271671791178635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697529724515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30823434947584033,0.0,0.22569812522965196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852342085079933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512362665731328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nighttimeparadox,2020/01/24,"what is your sleep schedule like? im 21m. i have always needed more sleep than is probably normal, like 12 hours+. if i get much less than that i feel exhausted and my stomach gets fucked up which makes getting up early for work hard. anyone else have messed up sleep schedules?",2.3461111111111137,4.975555092592593,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,81.40740740740742,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.1836888888888888,221,6,43,2,6,67,42,54,0.187,0.728,0.085,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,6,4,1,0,6,11,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,11,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,6,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131384247446366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396044407771166,0.2109547804245729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199153235684045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104102267669861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033850859753232,0.32270118373989504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443362826835752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027564709248117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223924663297536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117123146855334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374306620008423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135007384670293,0.15266203603878936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172479857628772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198018604018369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181047770513721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988763270615027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DisMayaDoes,2020/01/24,"Asking for resources for my autistic friend Hello there! I'm not autistic, but I have a friend who had been diagnosed with mild autism when she was younger, but now have been experiencing some problems in college.

She had always had the impression that she was ""cured"" from it when she was a teenager because that's what her doctors had told her, but now she's coming to terms that she is still being badly affected by it today and wants to get help and learn more. Her parents and family don't believe her and keep on pressing that she's overreacting so she doesn't have a good support system about this. Since she doesn't have the resources, she asked me if I can help her gather information that might help her parents understand.

What are good websites, videos, or articles that you'll recommend so that people could learn more about autism, especially those with mild autism that could blend in with normal people?",11.298327731092437,8.679303841176473,9.429663865546221,70.71205882352943,57.647058823529406,12.302521008403358,39.57983193277311,10.290406445055957,3.882218487394958,743,26,132,11,7,224,100,170,0.10099999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.124,0.6413,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,24,2,0,1,0,27,34,13,0,6,6,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,15,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,2,21,6,14,19,4,12,0,0,0,0,31,3,0,4,7,99,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335803876666299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001625184674126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340424352518144,0.09786240971040387,0.0,0.0,0.1808712310134492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828918010060065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563528894611292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629425824260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431733638834484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134083831761902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480623562986515,0.0,0.08387442330369207,0.0,0.0,0.2693031364999274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228154977010921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269345585547158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030533522201685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729305003365415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356516664311186,0.0,0.0,0.22259352324758347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361308279334354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279860430899934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820576898241828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217649888200885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521711516663521,0.15340083676970992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712560862137832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094689408874869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,strawberyalarmclock,2020/01/24,Child neglect + autism I am a nanny for a 4 year old low-functioning non verbal boy with autism. Since my mom is a preschool teacher I have gently brought up free treatment options to the dad that she told me about but it was met with apathy. This boy is getting no speech therapy or treatment whatsoever. The dad has him watch TV and stay at home all day. It seems like child neglect to have this boy at home with me all day watching TV and not being around other kids. Does this seem weird to anyone else? Why is he not in preschool? I feel like he is going to have a very hard time when he starts kindergarden.,3.215365853658533,4.882897081300817,3.5013089430894304,91.86757317073172,74.12195121951221,6.546016260162602,24.49512195121952,7.1686216300943375,0.8115600000000001,483,15,103,5,10,149,85,123,0.124,0.794,0.08199999999999999,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,18,20,5,0,0,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,7,6,0,2,3,2,1,2,3,3,0,0,4,5,8,4,14,15,2,15,0,2,2,0,16,5,0,4,9,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393379224513049,0.20418109310404706,0.0,0.1773972649382933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570321644583085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438715705873034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664689418774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075957873371028,0.1423623134319025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411311894958544,0.0,0.11325274473009835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851152625784328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997787456493544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947116906270964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333888217546801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910590460062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628254959290603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484258659759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104808230566507,0.2124009543255333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278886714357665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619902938392565,0.0,0.0,0.19041608796215376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442299148325495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981496206915187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832675906698846
autism,PrisonEscapee,2020/01/24,Hot water makes skin itch Does this happen to yall or is it weird,-1.3520000000000003,0.6377088000000022,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,94.33333333333334,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.455,52,0,13,0,2,17,15,15,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198238166138315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6263329142372248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727848526564368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,leah-and-some-pandas,2020/01/25,"I am struggling so much with my first year of university and I feel so stupid I am struggling so much keeping up with my classes, I only have 3, but I feel so unbelievably inadequate. I really want to succeed and do well but I constantly forget about things, get overwhelmed and skip my class (mainly because my bus ride is an hour and the buses are so overwhelming).

I don't have difficult classes, but I feel like I don't understand anything at all. If this is how much I struggle with first year classes how the hell will I finish any degree.

Not to mention that my parents make no effort to understand autism, and my dad even believes I don't have it despite being formally diagnosed.

I feel like I'm drowning and no one can help me, I don't know what to do.",6.816307947019869,6.112122576158942,7.400389072847682,75.62389486754967,64.96026490066225,10.463907284768213,36.09354304635762,9.827888789773867,3.4116947019867547,603,26,116,11,8,200,88,151,0.165,0.691,0.14300000000000002,-0.5639,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,2,5,3,0,17,1,0,3,1,28,29,17,1,2,5,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,7,8,1,3,0,4,22,4,11,27,5,10,1,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,9,88,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299125611956668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463052147055345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232257047701438,0.0,0.0,0.17063239114914494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366374600325564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371865555168232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003135751748926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063108686661028,0.21639195221274174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764674206050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912642228603152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151380434964953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914783348814875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461580063080122,0.0,0.0,0.08323300989375111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798172998781442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109411255174576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339997314444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026265020126016,0.11518461969670934,0.0,0.0,0.16816740444314013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702280714442103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749855590250426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061671162412003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153297742436603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932918829759362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617182128440047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505778774045235
autism,hendystreet,2020/01/25,"r/autism ""The Imagifriends"" - A Story of Art and Autism - by Hendy Street  Greetings! I just wanted to pass this along. DJ is a inspiring autistic artist with a big message!",2.6524193548387096,5.607939967741939,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,84.80645161290323,4.390322580645162,23.87903225806452,5.985473137389443,0.6053161290322584,133,5,24,1,4,39,28,31,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.7339,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,valonianfool,2020/01/25,"emotional maturity I'm twenty but if I had to estimate my ""emotional maturity"" level I would say I'm only 15 or 16. I was practically raised by the internet which is why I'm usually used to saying lots of weird things unprompted, leading to how I am now. I feel despair at this. Can anyone relate?",2.246836158192089,4.610065576271187,5.845000000000002,70.67111581920908,79.67796610169492,10.035028248587572,28.47740112994349,10.125756701596842,3.811167231638418,235,11,42,9,6,88,46,59,0.091,0.851,0.057999999999999996,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,9,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,6,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913286694032144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155945203117471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835570237877232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326306976766496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810817495009204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352035977862875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178781403897387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23632872566046384,0.30136511949197026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690878711431574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943791157276704,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,futuremillionaire01,2020/01/25,"Have Trouble Making Friends due to my Interests I'm 18, I attend my local community college, and graduate in May with AS in business administration. Right now, I spend time at school with one student who I met last semester, and we discuss right-wing politics, economics, music, and other compelling topics. We don't spend time together outside of school since he has a demanding work schedule, but he messages me nearly every day. I've had no luck finding someone else who shares these interests, so I'm lonely and feel that my Autism is partly to blame. I submitted my application to USF (U of South Florida) and plan to apply to other schools in FL so hopefully, it will be easier to make friends in a new environment with tens of thousands of students, but now, I feel hopeless.",10.979999999999995,8.445747000000004,10.732500000000003,60.86250000000004,58.16666666666666,14.044444444444444,46.22222222222222,12.45797560212912,5.853772222222222,624,32,102,16,6,207,101,144,0.10300000000000001,0.73,0.168,0.8869,0,2,0,0,0,1,20.0,2,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,0,21,16,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,3,0,3,2,2,12,7,20,11,1,19,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,3,9,65,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299237414016452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593139942252214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068166308994514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285772785579897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743057701177699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29468462787727234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894183709573003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545435800915347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460122823889425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418920767679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923024300201202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065206832624548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257311287713433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579027051706642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775754079471896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158822844066378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240943310470232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883937845170324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Hazzbro786,2020/01/25,"Am I autistic? I recently went to the kitchen, grabbed a rolling pin, started swinging it around and accidentally hit and put a dent in my fridge. Am I autistic?",3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,4.043333333333333,83.885,76.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,40.0,7.793537801064563,3.362,127,9,24,2,3,40,24,30,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376045895926791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941670901484863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853694774233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479382176025944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556935124608721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,motherofcorgs,2020/01/25,"Support for parents of an autistic child Some friends of mine recently received their child’s diagnosis for level 3 autism. We don’t like close by so I’m feeling kind of limited on what I can do to support them. I’m thinking of sending them a package of goodies to help make them feel supported and cared for. I was thinking of putting things like a gift card for DoorDash or something like that, maybe some things just for mom like bubble bath, nail polish, etc. some things just for dad, and some things just for the kiddo like a coloring book, sensory friendly toys, etc. Does anyone have any recommendations that could help to ease the transition or things that have helped you feel more like yourself at such an overwhelming time? Also, any helpful books or resources that I could send? I also don’t want to overstep so is there anything that I should be cautious of while trying to make them feel like they have a support person without actually being able to physically be there?",7.323919523099852,7.932210284153007,6.567034277198213,77.61138599105814,63.64480874316939,9.277496274217588,35.76204669647292,9.095868883498916,3.154414207650272,794,35,140,12,11,243,109,183,0.016,0.716,0.268,0.9927,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,6,1,10,16,0,1,8,0,15,0,0,2,0,28,31,10,0,4,7,3,4,7,2,1,0,0,1,3,11,4,0,1,6,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,5,14,15,24,24,7,11,0,1,1,0,23,4,0,7,10,95,25,2,0.10573884519730263,0.0,0.1031858599007732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691186326037807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381208134733778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393505911256266,0.0,0.08701406006387764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780779980326648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884772768380885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253277599366297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358535263928169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385894891427712,0.15107970427314651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338713900577922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834980762262201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011073574110017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616106108161869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116300048957742,0.0,0.1062288822674595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384005753117228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174104742429336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232708108889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629674468830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440435320300297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140292896546203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799647538715696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35124095146948425,0.13550636490998585,0.0,0.0,0.06165717096381532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178973500887854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062367510496381534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192847347070952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,springchikun,2020/01/25,"Peace of mind My little guy is remarkable and I wouldn't change a thing about him. We all have areas where we have to work harder to learn something. My fella is mostly non-verbal. He works really hard to improve his verbal skills but the lack of conversational speech, can make frustration and anger, really hard for him to reconcile. 
As a result, he occasionally breaks things. 4 ipads, 6 kindle/notepads, 11 cell phones, 4 televisions, 5 remote controls, 4 bedroom windows, 2 picture windows, 2 car windows, 2 laptops, 1 xbox One, 3 xbox controllers, countless outlet covers and more. Over the years, he's improved significantly but I still feel stress and fear, pretty much constantly. 
The items broken weren't always mine. The money spent has drained our savings repeatedly. We rent our home and I'm terrified he will cause damage that I can't afford to fix. 

Until last Thursday. 

I was paying my car insurance. I was asking for a few extra days to pay because all at once, our car broke down and our little guy busted another $250 window. 

They must have recognized something in my voice because she stopped my rambling said, ""why don't you have renters insurance""?

I said,
""I can't afford another bill if I cant afford a window"".

She said, ""Renters and homeowners insurance would have covered every bit of everything you described. The electronics, the walls, the lights and outlet covers and especially the windows. Whether it's yours or a friends, on accident or on purpose because he's frustrated- it's all covered.""

$18 a month, full coverage, $250 deductible. 


I can breathe a little easier. 


I just wanted to share that, in case anyone else has a similar problem.",5.022403846153846,7.393053072368424,5.505526315789479,76.41599190283404,70.90789473684211,8.229554655870444,30.771255060728738,8.950670267944501,2.9389012145748983,1330,58,217,27,26,426,187,304,0.18899999999999997,0.733,0.078,-0.9895,6,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,7,3,1,5,4,11,3,2,16,0,22,1,1,5,4,40,31,17,0,7,7,0,3,0,1,4,0,5,9,2,6,12,0,3,3,2,6,3,6,8,0,1,7,9,32,3,22,20,12,28,0,2,0,0,32,14,0,4,10,128,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994776443753009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25072341640874435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359421313083726,0.12249614113625093,0.0,0.0,0.11176588415589407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863513411512966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052087423628195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281382781382352,0.1264711852028011,0.0,0.0,0.12919428359473287,0.2681776329124148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710177229288462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998711618642678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072852960041563,0.0,0.10744649645386098,0.0,0.0,0.13453032374286414,0.06044957145519915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236632448006056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367524636113054,0.0,0.0,0.21419194874997866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992137201798048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745162329738473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35947043697171416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980253272773237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071441430315183,0.0,0.09542603635563653,0.0,0.08788518548664341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732000633118448,0.08101218338903064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216283458470574,0.0,0.11439604187739075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317738188791136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34116674225826504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407542714081634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547515257646616,0.09995163227582553,0.13694751790277104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885135582412294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070515436485103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787795597121254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740719653150121,0.0,0.0,0.08492699645591943,0.0,0.0,0.07698818999963472
autism,smilessmalls,2020/01/25,"The want to wear cool new clothes vs the need to wear the same things I always want to put together cool outfits and buy new, cool things! I see plaid pants and I think, oh man those are cool! But then I never get them, or if I do get new things, I never wear them. 

Shirt wise, I can wear a variety, but pants wise, I just can't. I wear the same pair of jeans, despite owning some other nice pants. 

It's a mix of autism and dysphoria (I'm a trans guy and get uncomfortable wearing more flashy things because I don't want people to think I'm a girl. It's dumb, I know). Does anyone know of any tips on how to help with the struggle and get more outside my comfort zone? For the dysphoria thing, I'm waiting until I'm more passing as male, but the autism part is hard. I struggle. Any tips?",2.8006363636363645,3.713753866666672,3.6464393939393966,93.4096590909091,73.96969696969697,6.712121212121213,23.446969696969692,6.816661863887847,0.45387878787878794,608,16,142,5,12,194,90,165,0.092,0.7390000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,2,11,1,2,11,4,6,7,7,1,2,28,24,14,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,6,15,8,13,24,8,10,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,3,7,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165850064327093,0.0,0.0,0.19885573866497389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223348869805733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912830874857111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794942781266574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055549324175318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477096802718115,0.0,0.0,0.13097551464162274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800153580613566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070647438764918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841292298021146,0.2255324571887665,0.42363182407722944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833127044314455,0.0,0.10136366110415587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698151563234862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165105052542476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057010460689512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485677407624457,0.18737103333411675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587154831275874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cheshire_Cheese_Cat,2020/01/25,"Double empathy problem- recent publication press release I'm so pleased someone is doing this research! This essentially validates that autistic people understand each other on a deeper level than we can initially understand NTs, or that NTs can initially understand us:

https://www.utdallas.edu/news/health-medicine/autism-social-interactions-2020/",19.144806201550384,23.840887046511632,13.32558139534884,25.05410852713183,39.0,15.035658914728684,51.542635658914726,13.5591,9.250603100775196,305,16,21,10,3,85,36,43,0.057,0.8059999999999999,0.136,0.5766,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291433578100897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495453355370773,0.0,0.0,0.2611817547952965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276721626957595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234932625320574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425453029210684,0.2016019974634243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7430978155915845,0.2862071392972191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LilUmsureAboutThis,2020/01/25,"Anyone know any good “Karen” style phrases to use so I don’t get the annoying back-and-forth between insurance companies again? Sometimes I’ve gone on for months, trying to get stuff done with them due to errors on their part. I know many call centre workers are underpaid and undertrained but I can’t access stuff",4.746949152542372,7.005056237288137,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,71.37288135593221,8.109830508474579,27.0542372881356,8.841846274778883,2.2221972881355936,254,9,45,5,5,78,48,59,0.066,0.897,0.036000000000000004,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541657907333626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700842437909882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704224235226466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483828007455702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892655256820995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541734625252496,0.0,0.0,0.20402438543527776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673648284591752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466146930051133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941577607305988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634132390935457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057790680376084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569201725468562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651490231765545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008766075374485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JerryFishSmith,2020/01/25,"Personal question for mums with autism How did you cope with breastfeeding? I get overloaded really fast from too much touch and being touched by mouths gives me an instant overload that leads to me having to 'scrub the feeling away'. The thought of breastfeeding makes me cringe and people don't really understand.
  Where I am they there's huge pressure to breastfeed which leads to the second part of my issue..... I have some demand avoidance type traits that mean if someone pressures me to do something I just won't do it. Ever.
  I want to give my prawn the best start in life but I'm so worried I won't manage this.

Any advice/experiences?",3.783750000000001,6.474828541666668,3.748333333333335,86.00000000000001,76.08333333333334,6.666666666666668,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6335833333333336,515,19,92,8,12,157,90,120,0.105,0.838,0.057,-0.6818,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,7,4,0,3,5,0,10,2,1,4,1,20,21,6,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,3,14,1,15,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,65,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436545495755173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847260621931245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216896837278344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910841351691632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663915981324915,0.0,0.0,0.10681234389749954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103673358428193,0.4052928966306345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048597992165794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920932371942827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410083705212585,0.0,0.0,0.2301088639600872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529014399468527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875887305972545,0.0,0.14645140418879654,0.1844518919855432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366439081578404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065924203707503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789880822291656,0.16262752037386816,0.0,0.0,0.14952103276584186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770575752733816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199145752438133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459838623523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453060541734134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,izthepuzz,2020/01/25,Everythings gone be okay Did I brag about my friend new show yet? On Hulu and freeform. My friend plays Drea. All autistic characters are played by autistic actors. Even my friend's service dog is on the show!,1.5241758241758239,4.06648207692308,1.1059340659340684,97.05692307692308,100.02564102564102,4.2798534798534815,20.95604395604396,6.1826913282559595,0.3611582417582415,167,6,32,2,7,48,32,39,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039436624344884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271067989085374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8435915657964905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515180804784384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Misrta,2020/01/25,"My father shows absolutely no emotions My father is an Aspie, but he never displays any emotions. In fact, I’ve never seen or heard him cry. He brings in and uses money and doesn’t care about his wife or doing anything else at all. He keeps buying buns every day to fix his lack of happiness. I honestly don’t understand why my mother decided to marry him. He’s a selfish, emotionless man and always has been. No matter how much and how many times my mother expresses her disappointment of him he never opens up.",5.052337662337664,6.339279313131312,6.374199134199134,74.5527272727273,69.0,8.889466089466088,27.274170274170274,9.23628265651192,2.4443321789321786,408,13,70,8,7,138,73,99,0.172,0.706,0.122,-0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,5,21,13,9,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,1,2,1,7,2,0,0,3,2,11,3,9,10,3,11,0,1,1,0,19,5,0,2,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429021741133865,0.0,0.0,0.14244220396500362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237042083420734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356176010701253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008556252178475,0.13508647837526494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497968135208547,0.4712359634683932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764818360328991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222977542054476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618057544714145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123628755871393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397960196880234,0.0,0.4846529521846165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213971510670248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805864745891104,0.0,0.1809090091891468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890080180143648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ctuck19,2020/01/25,"Extinct or encourage? My 7 year old son has recently become very interested in scotch tape, he’s placed tape in different patterns on our wood floors, tape on the ceiling fans, around light switches, door frames, and hanging from shelves. 

My husband thinks he’s going overboard and we need to stop encouraging it, but I don’t see a problem. I think he’s being creative and tape just happens to be the medium he’s using. 
He’s not destroying anything and the tape isn’t placed anywhere that would make it a safety hazard to the rest of the family. 

Should we keep encouraging his creativity or ask him to tone it down a bit?",4.89186741363212,6.567937831932774,5.432212885154061,79.6665452847806,69.84033613445378,8.314098972922503,30.869281045751638,8.841846274778883,2.587436227824463,498,21,91,9,9,160,84,119,0.04,0.754,0.205,0.9682,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,8,0,7,0,0,2,0,22,17,7,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,12,13,2,15,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,2,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742376427516554,0.1884866375173088,0.19794111943664025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384169121046774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311568342280781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212151893551706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960236944987755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033234588598456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872341742918552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881973974134368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133295487533115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569968181519358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217743242487947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424303787103412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259921674083914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906010341027886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872323062011765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770176841673826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713390178831912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286872632267226,0.0,0.17470132251473025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040855155253338,0.0,0.0,0.1363486597634078
autism,Lady_Nuggie,2020/01/26,"can i talk to y’all about something? i have this big fear deep deep down that my entire existence as myself is just my autism making me think i’m trans when i’m not 

i’m really scared that that’s what it is
and that i’ll regret everything one day

i like to think that the high connection between autism and trans people is that we hyper focus on the idea of trans people which makes us discover that we’re trans

but i also fear that the hyper focus makes us believe we are trans when we aren’t
(us is referring to autistic trans people)

what do you guys gals and non-binary pals think?",4.349690082644631,4.9849152396694265,5.034369834710745,85.90791838842975,70.15702479338843,8.36404958677686,22.56301652892562,8.472884824447931,1.089602479338843,468,9,98,7,8,151,72,121,0.075,0.894,0.031,-0.7268,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,6,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,16,1,9,18,0,9,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,60,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648939725513514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782047016772107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200729508194714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215401466591013,0.0,0.0,0.3559729957796227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661428848377534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711648534123535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785559555698229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727442564848615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167413768384589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718085266323116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289678423430311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132847747497407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835689648483592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176786509109573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713196462671125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040490244831012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707811907280629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Aeonir,2020/01/26,"How to do the things i should do? I know everyone is different, and what works for one person doesn't have to work for another, but i decided to ask anyway.

I have so many plans on how to improve my life, like eating healthy, sleeping better and losing weight, but mostly spending less time on my phone and computer.

Being unable to work, i have more time than i need, which sounds great, but it also means more time to fill with less money. I know that if i eat healthy and do things other than mindlessly browsing, i get more energetic and have more mental stamina. But i just can't stop staring at my phone. Cooking is no problem, and in the morning when i wake up i don't mind cleaning the house, but after lunchtime mental stamina runs out and i well... Fall back into my childhood habits of being a computerzombie...

I have plenty of things i like, i have recently taken up painting, i'm a pet keeper, when spring comes in i plan to garden on my balcony... But i just don't do it.

Do others have this problem? And if so how do you get yourself to do the stuff you want to do? I need some ideas as a starting point so i can workout my own solution.",3.3074106280193227,4.789524069565218,4.374202898550728,86.46033816425123,73.52173913043478,6.850241545893723,26.256038647343,7.3871296695380915,1.2775314009661831,896,31,181,10,18,292,126,230,0.055,0.7609999999999999,0.185,0.9857,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,7,14,8,0,0,7,0,25,7,2,3,0,40,38,26,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,12,12,4,1,5,3,2,4,5,3,1,1,1,3,28,5,28,34,9,27,0,1,1,0,6,11,0,4,14,141,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887640052700814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276159889852966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272787085701724,0.0,0.0,0.10468834474052684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041061901019955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727825540845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422442375660345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786239567196452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009392709871076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422619764075692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010212602087036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570949167683437,0.0,0.15369295891172785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964524046130304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616438200969636,0.13302872019271206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523132396077204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803130070893266,0.0,0.14830357879836564,0.0,0.0,0.2744075360732312,0.0,0.13746927225913827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019019829823769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225647126652313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887797465433747,0.0,0.0,0.12870255965944746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605478511740617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344283595613611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624494058435818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636527634436652,0.0,0.0,0.11382466815905327,0.0,0.0,0.1558553038161678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27134928842482203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816456192427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030280221795763,0.0,0.0,0.16578990154690665,0.12241215934741514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973490762976913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CombatWombat288,2020/01/26,"Nonverbal Autism - Schizophrenia? Hey guys.
I’m just wondering if anybody here has any experience with nonverbal autism being mixed with schizophrenia?
What symptoms were present, and how did you go about getting a diagnosis? 
What techniques have proven useful in helping a nonverbal person with schizophrenia when they have been manic?
Post-diagnosis, what medications have worked in the management of this?
I am asking as I believe I know a nonverbal person who may be experiencing this, however I need to do some more research before pushing through with this route.
Many thanks in advance!",8.182500000000001,11.158262958762894,6.89957474226804,67.19204252577323,63.742268041237104,9.798453608247424,38.92912371134021,10.125756701596842,4.797660824742269,485,26,66,12,8,146,72,97,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.8501,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,2,0,14,21,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,12,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,2,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162310364739387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231332782007519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309882516838826,0.2689102617761916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347452272019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247002798651037,0.0,0.135647160567469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363304049651224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998195605019014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117210822759498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419837297808324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404446637642096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697795587410542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168117745453691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858915299326601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480795727674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197441785556268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614260695759645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588379278419215,0.17376164720089993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JDeck306,2020/01/26,"Unsure of my special interest, can't remember I can't remember the last time I researched anything because I wanted to know more about it, nor when I last talked to someone about such a subject. Maybe it has to do with other psychological problems I'm facing, but I feel lost. 

I've felt myself slipping away into complete mutism, because anytime I talked about something I was always told to be quiet. It's become quite clear to me that nobody wants to hear what I have to say. Only a couple of years ago when I met a couple of younger students at the school I was attending did I actually want to talk and discuss things again. Games, video's, books, identities even.  Students my age didn't want to talk with me, and, thankfully, the teachers understood this and allowed me to work alone most of the time. I only ever talked with that small group of students.

I've since left that school and the group behind, and I've had barely any time to do anything about my interest. I have forgotten what I was passionate about. I don't know what I can be passionate about without being told to shut up, being interrupted, being talked over of flat out ignored.

It could also be because of the lack of support and constant criticism from everyone around me that caused me to lose my interest in my interest. I can vaguely remember some subjects, but I don't know what I was passionate about anymore. Currently a student at a technical university, I don't feel understood, and I want to be able to focus on something special to me. I hope it may calm me down in times of distress, such as the upcoming two month long period of being forced to work in groups with people I have never properly met before.

Thanks for reading, if you got this far. Do you have any suggestions or own special interests you would be willing to share with me?",7.942873563218392,7.26957535632184,7.920689655172413,72.70994252873564,62.678160919540225,11.066666666666665,37.4367816091954,10.380263240014207,3.884343678160919,1456,63,259,29,18,471,175,348,0.095,0.728,0.17800000000000002,0.9852,2,1,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,5,16,22,0,1,12,0,35,4,1,2,3,50,60,16,0,11,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,17,15,0,1,11,4,0,1,9,5,0,1,16,6,40,17,58,31,5,37,0,2,0,3,22,17,0,6,19,189,57,11,0.09034317759489477,0.0,0.08816190917257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008377594245844,0.0,0.0,0.0935682859115173,0.0,0.0722474064825463,0.07517276100001549,0.0,0.0,0.12287291752818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959615623814698,0.0,0.0,0.14868947484598166,0.08042458192538672,0.0,0.0,0.08488038926595294,0.0,0.0,0.16521708758036988,0.09977694175058023,0.07687539004381103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928073295635644,0.0,0.0,0.09472310285736424,0.09762887997824786,0.0,0.07213167601825628,0.19992601530810067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967081675462746,0.081720576379111,0.0,0.08632677776374298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136045020147872,0.0,0.0867436181932505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225569212897416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182332709159722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089731160060275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895074318383927,0.14728349536625593,0.0,0.0,0.09815812679742322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995086923747745,0.0,0.1010709068388306,0.0986202504487576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076186484246833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211106243205463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967822804141682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742011516083066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263258407739332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644621984567219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609108993371096,0.09036762574179882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070236265952179,0.0,0.0,0.07184452093309394,0.0,0.18286423783618536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473281008713435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765474812014619,0.1391011837617259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252036731959532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356865440721903,0.0,0.1663517198813418,0.0,0.0,0.060019992838009385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107193335046884,0.0,0.0,0.17265355552748593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825215713307967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664337342824412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708759929766795,0.0,0.13154181854227093,0.0,0.0,0.06417720129101802,0.0,0.0,0.05817804435368465
autism,J4nos,2020/01/26,"Just been diagnosed with ASD and struggling Hey, I hope this is OK. I've read the rules and I think it is but please let me know if I unwittingly step over any lines. 

So... like it says in the title. For context I'm in the UK and I'm my mid forties and have just been diagnosed. It makes sense to me but I'm really finding life very difficult  at the moment. I've always felt different from other people and now I understand why but like I say I'm struggling. 

I'm not  really sure what I'm asking here but if anyone could direct me to any resources, sources of support etc that would be great. Thank you in advance :)",0.6790813648293968,3.0202903464566937,2.5781417322834663,91.65865616797899,86.48031496062994,5.906351706036746,20.277690288713913,7.3011,0.6393668241469816,482,15,103,8,15,160,83,127,0.084,0.7090000000000001,0.207,0.9569,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,2,4,1,9,3,0,1,1,25,24,12,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,3,10,8,11,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877384942569956,0.0,0.0,0.22683146832334164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661605799703635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591625712672394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331598070021504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33855522945557803,0.0,0.17424901123123174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860031549495095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013441105067347,0.0,0.15243338111931234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387491465656255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564960937107767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165761521178263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705432708138921,0.11780124641655937,0.16296001409670666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132656719098444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156238599763132,0.0,0.0,0.18307373549685835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668245667822122,0.0,0.21368635197411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652593997453052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487081520168148,0.0,0.0,0.18925932516266095,0.1571876426961026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354809521040955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686552698397347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362327248130432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761049952182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049249821217442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847532470598905,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ourspud99,2020/01/26,Supermarket when I tell my parents I don't want to go to the supermarket. Cause its loud and crowded among other reasons.  They always say that its selective and bullshit. I tell them I'm autistic I don't like certain sensory things. It's very frustrating when they say its selective it pisses me off.,2.7209022556390963,5.632403596491232,4.147117794486217,79.83315789473686,83.21052631578948,7.4676691729323315,29.195488721804512,8.418075326091056,2.84438045112782,243,12,42,6,7,80,40,57,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.9107,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,6,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,3,28,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373107167640476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090726471983875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647193393013388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310483942242247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252505483062379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011682799857215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658799769532817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120461296800861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460156819855468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168785878017646,0.172770505495714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Woah_Wow,2020/01/26,"yay, everyone's aware of autism do you think it's time to make them know what it is now?",-0.18049999999999847,1.5259539500000017,1.2900000000000027,103.625,84.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.6934999999999998,69,1,19,1,2,22,18,20,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153599447771595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539200059529326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298682573391654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126427232362594,0.0,0.0,0.37551568814429104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LizzyAils,2020/01/26,"We made a server for autistic people on discord, come on down Here's the link, if you have questions about how it works, feel free to ask them in the comments 

[https://discord.gg/cCUQj2k](https://discord.gg/cCUQj2k)",20.618181818181817,15.196349000000005,14.08606060606061,52.84909090909092,43.84848484848485,14.412121212121216,48.15151515151516,8.841846274778883,4.6177515151515145,179,5,26,1,1,47,31,33,0.077,0.8290000000000001,0.094,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167302013893551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839871691345013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539223195593425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217937226059183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090373982886284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993589382296047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245223070967864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Procrasturbator2000,2020/01/26,"I found a diagnostic centre but I need a parent present to answer developmental questions. I want to ask my dad but I'm scared. I've been really anxious and unable to do things today, but thanks to this awesome sub I was able to find a clinic at the university of Munich which offers adult diagnosis for ASD. This is a huge step because it has been really hard finding info online for adults on the spectrum. I'm 24 and I want to get an evaluation... I just want to know. 

My brother is 6 years older than me and underwent a lot of testing when he was a kid and turned out to be a highly gifted child with extremely high IQ. All of my parents energy went into raising him (a lot of fighting and screaming) and I flew under the radar. I was odd, I had tremendous trouble with social integration and with communication, I was bullied and self harmed. 

This past new years my parents visited and I tried to open up about this stuff because I am getting exhausted from carrying all my emotional baggage. It went very badly, my mother has always been quite depressive and fragile, they have a certain narrative that they made for me about my life and strongly rejected the idea that I was not fine, or that I was bullied. My mother said a lot of very hurtful things, that I am depressed because I hang out with people from broken families and convinced myself that I'm like them, and other frankly narcissistic things to protect herself from my reality. I asked her why I never underwent those tests that my brother took, as my teachers suggested that I might also be gifted, and my mother said ""I already knew you had it too, so why would I need to have you tested?"" 

I currently live in spain but I am german and dont speak spanish, so I want to get myself a hotel in Munich for a few days and go to this clinic and talk to professionals about it. I dont want to tell my mom because I am at a fragile point in terms of who I think I am and I already know she will reject it and ridicule me. But my dad is more gentle and  supportive. 

They require a parent to accompany you to the appointments at the clinic to answer medical and developmental history questions. I want to ask him to go with me, but I also don't. I'm afraid that he will tell my mom and I will deal with repercussions forever. I'm also afraid of the diagnosis, that things may get worse or that the process could be traumatic or upsetting, or that if I come out as not being on the spectrum at all I will be even more alone with myself than I am now.",5.942732202447162,5.964989471774198,6.972280311457176,75.53790322580649,66.58064516129032,9.825250278086763,32.627641824249174,9.581879112588783,2.956168325917686,1982,77,377,37,29,668,230,496,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.091,-0.9942,5,2,0,0,2,0,41.0,0,3,4,3,13,23,2,4,24,0,41,6,0,1,5,84,79,41,0,11,14,13,3,1,0,7,6,4,0,5,30,35,0,2,13,1,0,10,6,16,0,0,20,7,69,7,63,46,10,43,0,5,0,0,50,20,0,12,14,282,99,5,0.07843377828850717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123373991700635,0.1731072494416363,0.1881703924799268,0.06526318673501404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860784417862667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199749847538948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654889286897957,0.191250012994656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756375499419287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262298974874721,0.0,0.0,0.050583298331503525,0.0808617813998035,0.13510979661950012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384760801966135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822744367662724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180477083297837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073940385742897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337410481598878,0.0,0.0,0.08599858951088163,0.0,0.0,0.16391364768371372,0.0,0.08915144741697717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026125938240045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657391861501105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839649818638343,0.08854218869541891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621030665370949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055400097167568815,0.038318782228593036,0.0,0.06925846320218364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000447804473036,0.0,0.07421593746600601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901377997369036,0.0,0.08320584397690167,0.0,0.18372138635544166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631530554026405,0.060492965105152126,0.07575183182284834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34836571511010433,0.0,0.07487391634338343,0.054376106131562005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414527252022761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572756419310204,0.08342397781443088,0.0,0.0,0.10049337356658808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492169686137431,0.0,0.07852589495004747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818235365263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995335956652416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978791102329381,0.0,0.08900572211947358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304209996958521,0.13710915866574674,0.07221128513760802,0.0,0.0,0.2084316685093104,0.050257198110115656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434605079652881,0.0,0.08714281363150445,0.0532513869294716,0.08531342795148361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943216267557525,0.2775736475021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454177965356907,0.1415485706231485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993072086113139,0.05571710572111925,0.0,0.0,0.10101756333073007
autism,fomoriii,2020/01/26,"stimming advice: chewing hi everyone,

I really like chewing on something while anxious or trying to focus, and get through a pack of chewing gum every other day. this is fine in the summer, but in winter i could really do without the mint.

what alternatives do i have to mint chewing gum to stim?

- ive tried those chewy necklaces and theyre too stiff & unwieldy
- im avoiding toffees and starbursts for obvious teeth-preserving reasons

thanks!",5.361535714285715,7.922642225000002,5.6821428571428605,74.68000000000002,70.5,7.571428571428572,35.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,3.4011071428571427,358,19,53,6,7,114,63,80,0.057999999999999996,0.848,0.094,0.4288,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,5,0,1,1,11,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551142370821037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828688529409877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949343900578917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844286932334008,0.0,0.0,0.1683683242585531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199624370426458,0.24946323515286994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639811505938146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820000180281509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754544215711028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33449580127433914,0.26842307772057444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200984168607346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035785471117654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35449830586373515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516618229623944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aqueerinfear,2020/01/26,"Educational PC video games Hi guys! Good day or evening to all of you. So I'm currently volunteering in a non-profit organization for people with disabilities, mostly autistic children. I have two jobs basically. I teach basic drawing fundamentals to specific children who still have their motor skills intact. But I also need to download \*title\* for them in like the communal desktop.  


These are the ones I got, but the social worker told me that more is merrier:  


 

minecraft

stardew valley

gcompris

lego city undercover

Crayon physics

itzabitza  


Thank you in advance and I apologize if didn't take some stuff in consideration.",5.3971117561683615,8.97135705660378,5.957924528301888,66.87016690856315,77.49056603773585,8.544557329462991,33.6255442670537,9.057496981413335,4.126530624092888,512,27,72,14,13,165,89,106,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8959,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,3,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,11,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,10,3,11,8,4,8,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,4,49,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235584521510252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028857352079108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464213570731655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447581307882576,0.22358409080548586,0.0,0.0,0.27680144484794383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774132404044936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657548667094865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072850249607859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894323638311612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938068677101045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496910284448584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232514059379085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200213298016502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018908311134527,0.0,0.0,0.2573748652023792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671248942439233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27308268363137234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gryffindorbandito,2020/01/26,"Autism Awareness My friend was speaking of a guy in her class being weird and having random outbursts and everyone just knows he’s “crazy”. She also says that sometimes she thinks he’s very intelligent and sometimes he asks very “stupid questions”. There is general bullying towards him and she says the guys take turns assuming “what his problem is exactly.” Believe it or not, this is happening in a college class. Yep, you read that right, not middle school, *college*. However, I live in a third world country and there is painfully low awareness about autism where the term “autistic” is actually commonly used as a mildly offensive joke that people call their friends when they’re acting introverted or isolating themselves and it makes me absolutely sick. (The word autistic in arabic has very
 the same roots of and sounds very similar to the word lonesome or alone which might explain why this misinformation exists.) Now I’m not even sure this guy is autistic but from what little I know about autism mostly from fiction and the internet it looked to me like this might be it. There is in general very little awareness of mental illnesses and mental health (i’m sorry if it’s improper to consider autism a mental illness i’m not sure) and actually health in general. I want to know how I can get to know more about autism and people with autism but from a reliable, scientific source that doesn’t risk the false portrayal in movies and fiction so I can educate myself and the people around me. There is also a guy I really like and I found myself thinking he might have high-functioning autism based on observing him (i barely ever talk to him) but I’m scared i’m also falling into the trap of autism stereotypes by assuming people have autism based on not much information and possibly wrong information. 

TLDR: I want a reliable source, preferably a book/books, that will educate me about autism and autistic people.

Note: I’m sorry if anyone with autism or knows a loved one with autism reading this post found it hurtful or offensive or felt frustrated because of being misunderstood, I admire your strength for dealing with all this ignorance and hope you and/or your family and friends are happy and healthy",6.042920854271357,8.353516190954776,5.804343592964827,75.60088724874373,67.99497487437186,9.095603015075378,31.53297738693467,9.595489714322824,3.291911809045226,1796,76,290,41,32,558,205,398,0.159,0.7290000000000001,0.111,-0.9366,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,1,1,20,26,4,2,19,1,24,7,0,4,5,84,53,37,0,7,17,0,1,2,3,4,6,4,0,4,20,25,0,1,17,3,0,2,6,13,0,2,4,6,30,13,37,42,6,27,0,2,1,1,36,19,0,17,7,187,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.1558800825491315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271957962773646,0.0,0.19161220178005253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584584520022411,0.0,0.0,0.07109981276022888,0.07466617641901986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868703784560436,0.0,0.0,0.08998434123574076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155457043911188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234081764763547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052752327670661264,0.07224554408754343,0.0,0.0763176828309823,0.0,0.0,0.07529282330733443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668619300261582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175143165393746,0.18511839272487696,0.0,0.041727944710837885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163291079231725,0.07062736600224243,0.08502140134276975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697927575493647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438535404246561,0.0,0.07932734651903511,0.0,0.0,0.0855007784982313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946793085172736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780393358974825,0.16009824624071398,0.07052526410332499,0.0,0.06706934409717287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208435299754339,0.0,0.05331277994474884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414656983401464,0.2541832658463909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871246681152788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412089764867985,0.0,0.08498561313495064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768534752672601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003962520775079,0.07649185348997398,0.0,0.0,0.07642327628832521,0.0,0.0,0.08947089136798644,0.0,0.15978003530784138,0.0,0.05116574483271431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682071807330284,0.0,0.12702912129354565,0.07996220568936108,0.08083108894962543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579837878277192,0.17881227900079072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055005137659128,0.0,0.060051100159832976,0.0641951978778968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235289684271484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687388890327946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898065758136071,0.0,0.32949898951380663,0.09421690814912646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206881199127554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732356196345495,0.0,0.0
autism,Realmadridrr,2020/01/26,Aspergers I believe that I have Asperger's and I think I should talk to a therapist or something any advice on how to get support or something like that,5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,67.66666666666666,10.0,38.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.1963333333333335,124,7,22,3,2,41,23,30,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.6369,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210986524462777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345546539276173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702133735610212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167701592320148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053462978286182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059360578303173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728850401290689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411173818044165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381523434049216,0.0,0.21055002855782545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FabulousRaisin9,2020/01/26,"Weird about meat So i'm a pretty bad picky eater where as i wont mushrooms, onions, raw tomatos or any type of tomatos apart from tomato sauce and ketchup, and an assortment of other stuff too but i'm the most picky about meat. I will not eat meat whether it be chicken, beef, pork whatever if it has a weird bite to it, texture, look to it. Normally i'm okay and will eat it but tonight my mom triggered me when i was about to leave left over chicken. I had ordered some chicken and rice the night before and left some over to eat again the today, my mom told me to put it in the fridge to keep it fresh but i told her i don't like things when they are in the fridge because it gets wet and ruins it but i didn't listen and left it out on the counter but it was still covered in the box it came, i was about to heat it up in the microwave when she told me ''i hope you don't get sick from that chicken'' and instantly in my head, i got paranoid about eating it because i have a fear of getting food poisoning or being sick and throwing up, it's a huge fear of mine so then i refused to eat it and threw a tantrum about it with her how she ruined my dinner because she said that. I eventually tried to eat it but my brain was just constantly shouting at me like ''If you eat it, you're going to get sick'' and it had a weird bite to me so i stopped eating it. I guess i'm going without dinner tonight, ughhhhhhhh",2.9853017996496263,3.7133883678929775,3.933425704730052,92.22146042363435,73.34782608695653,6.765472208950468,26.278229017359447,6.655083550727371,0.7742717311673832,1098,36,257,8,21,354,145,299,0.155,0.778,0.068,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,18,14,2,2,15,1,17,17,2,2,0,39,39,31,0,4,14,2,1,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,26,14,11,3,0,0,0,6,6,10,0,0,14,5,34,4,38,20,3,37,0,2,1,0,16,18,0,9,14,169,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961810115160286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320016775166227,0.16032709627945604,0.0,0.07460008066707524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786788491508122,0.0,0.10027027479387134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473932187742877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176602935393951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973045755388131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601001370834988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832142737296646,0.0,0.09964891832538217,0.0,0.0701171136615362,0.0,0.09657757064210806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997395039105589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870753536994335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792446389132243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928290848534488,0.2857587131477438,0.0,0.0,0.08566154137163291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362009591798176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053543487401984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227165893301748,0.08589725803626236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919115216250466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881318178214458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339353958329802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001278198664215,0.07329542452557777,0.0,0.0,0.10036032472158214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058243558891877725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310020485687825,0.2513151964978822,0.0,0.05952167082637549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451003538330644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tonyfisundead,2020/01/26,"So my nephew, a 6 y/o, is autistic and his school is making him sit by himself at lunch so I'm going to start going as much as possible to eat with him What are some ideas to make him the coolest kid in school.... So far there is the costume idea and I also thought maybe bringing pizza to get other kids to want to sit at his table even though the teachers probably won't appreciate that heh.",9.870447154471544,5.130323036585367,9.604146341463416,74.88922764227644,62.536585365853654,12.396747967479675,39.52845528455285,8.841846274778883,3.312938211382113,307,10,67,3,3,101,61,82,0.028999999999999998,0.9359999999999999,0.035,-0.1316,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,5,3,0,2,0,10,15,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,13,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741279181080077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280406627959934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438163056524089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376102469348065,0.0,0.24749519407028556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916076364321033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906884831160855,0.0,0.21875075297598956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006516575513532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547099306308026,0.0,0.0,0.2347623253151905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407323470983688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411865993480306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393006469449988,0.17286254739787374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842966612386694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thegreatshow,2020/01/26,"Help with my teenage son repeating a song lyric Does anyone know of any tricks or tips to help my teenage son from constantly repeating the same lyric over and over. He keeps repeating "" Come And Get Your Love "" from Blue Swede.",5.867857142857144,7.425176738095237,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,67.33333333333333,9.40952380952381,28.285714285714285,9.725611199111238,2.2808000000000006,181,6,37,4,3,51,32,42,0.031,0.769,0.2,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,5,1,7,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246614209411345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25357307925733924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123905770060261,0.0,0.3918954564748141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31735716752752097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946948324393345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861528550533055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223396868594281,0.0,0.0,0.19930277292709314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32730548334125203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwaway4reasonzz,2020/01/27,"How can I help an autistic classmate? Today they told my friend and I that their friends were bullying them. Before we could speak, they ran away crying. 

Later I saw them walking alone up a staircase full of other people. They had tears in their eyes, still. I excused myself from my group of friends and walked up the stairs with them.  I asked them how they were feeling, but they didn’t respond. I wasn’t sure what to do (I’m not very experienced in what to do if this happens), so I just walked with them in silence. They didn’t really acknowledge my presence, which I do understand. I didn’t try to push them to speak and I didn’t say or do anything else to/with them.

Although I understand why they weren’t responsive, I’ll admit it did worry me. They never had anything against me. In fact, we were friends before this, although I wasn’t very close to them. We had two or three casual, pleasant conversations.

I really don’t want them to be alone. They don’t want to be alone, either. They’re always crying nowadays. What should I do? I don’t want to hurt them!",2.3221981494019417,4.6345614454976305,3.0366283006093435,91.18737756714062,79.09478672985782,5.914782216204017,22.843827578424737,7.07126945348624,0.7315969758519523,839,27,171,10,21,263,107,211,0.115,0.725,0.16,0.772,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,21,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,27,1,1,2,3,31,40,12,0,6,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,1,0,5,12,1,0,2,17,7,45,7,21,19,2,19,0,1,2,0,39,10,0,3,4,125,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144989955790809,0.0,0.0,0.11100283116182556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956028290441013,0.0,0.12471475019858035,0.0,0.12533746789793532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703399018511194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651225454486572,0.0,0.2930761029358586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144194042764433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745308070153913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122704587823647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796873404528077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894179023674313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281176221412628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288940408793787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248555012593328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092406204721078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608823090902338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653662245571192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573170979351386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645141215097944,0.12747325772497864,0.0,0.09057257250501176,0.0,0.13031634288260507,0.2777565785018391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201445748998136,0.2360554415903049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037637810941715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354782575883978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,15ahelpplease,2020/01/27,"I've been receiving treatment for Borderline for a year but I am pretty sure I am on the spectrum. At this point does it even matter though? I'm 30f so pretty unlikely to be diagnosed on the spectrum, however it took me 29 years to be diagnosed concretely with anything. I was diagnosed Borderline Personality and have now spent a year in treatment but I cannot relate to other people in the group and cannot see myself as BPD when I read about it, apart from the fact I had a lot of childhood trauma.

I'm a bit upset that I will never be taken seriously by psychiatrists and may be getting treatment that whilst somehow helpful in making me recognise my feelings (I am never quite sure how I really feel inside besides good/bad) is ultimately a waste of time. I feel I have spent a life time learning compensatory skills to make up for my lack of social awareness and executive function, and the person I relate to most is my father who is extremely Asperger's. 

I'm not sure if it matters or not now and feel pretty stigmatised by my treating physicians, I don't feel safe enough to tell them I think their diagnosis is wrong. Can anyone else relate? What else can I do to help with what feels like extremely poor executive function and a Trainwreck of a life.",5.779058641975308,6.738343045267492,6.746293724279834,73.74561342592594,67.10699588477367,9.696399176954737,32.47145061728395,9.827888789773867,3.249164814814815,1012,42,179,22,16,338,139,243,0.1,0.7559999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8438,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,9,10,0,1,13,0,24,6,0,3,6,40,42,16,0,2,6,1,6,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,11,9,0,1,8,1,3,2,7,4,0,0,7,7,24,6,28,29,5,23,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,6,13,127,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060919909560274,0.118122002223292,0.09486884538939988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625725987351767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125860185094121,0.0,0.1451960646817292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35103226388516384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088573746300818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260984867518666,0.0,0.0,0.11911910927585885,0.0,0.07614394354163598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497460906569723,0.08235885726768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023109133699234,0.0,0.0,0.09669468458301538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545447663397942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285688762252487,0.05632190131687308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801026831607172,0.0,0.0,0.15390582692404375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782813611832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992335626084693,0.20132294883486795,0.0,0.0,0.1089805698178173,0.0,0.0,0.3518555834974726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261864215557833,0.11531511996509755,0.0,0.07385383276603223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186636037147562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751744094043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259611978767268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076322960818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386928257621732,0.1132658685262486,0.0,0.13444596459514574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808467974135995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604487167867404,0.0,0.2227171990713309
autism,adventure_eien,2020/01/27,"Do you ever feel like NTs care more about image than anything else? The title is an exaggeration, but still. 

I’ve been dealing with a situation at work (in the healthcare field), and my bosses have told me to lie to potential clients about our wait times. As we do mental health therapy, a longer than expected wait could put people in a bad place. They still want me to say “one week,” even when it will likely be up to 3 months. 

But they don’t care — it’s all about “preserving the company’s image,” rather than giving useful information to help people. NTs seem to care far more about social image, and the way things make them “look,” than actually caring for others. 

I’m so frustrated. I would rather just refer prospects out elsewhere until we get our waitlist down. I already struggle with the social aspects of my job because of ASD, and now am being asked to do something which violates my personal and professional ethics. The stress is nearly killing me. 

And NTs  say it’s us who lack empathy.",4.678794326241135,6.6089448936170285,5.115021276595748,80.7136666666667,70.80851063829788,7.992056737588652,26.895035460992908,8.648137234880735,2.0195626950354604,792,27,144,14,15,252,130,188,0.14,0.718,0.142,-0.5345,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,1,3,1,14,12,3,2,10,0,14,1,0,3,2,31,31,11,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,4,17,6,29,24,4,20,0,0,1,0,21,9,0,1,11,99,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.1239291202292729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014250170564174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104506333732774,0.0,0.11872348799374395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603579376616072,0.07741517284446267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179208002460919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013954352112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092660618542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608830034373563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387921601479552,0.11487454423732968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421265330731807,0.09072548725704556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634981701860397,0.12182548996507354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499009443854212,0.0,0.0,0.08512229099799247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602326672682035,0.0,0.14050151382579482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408700435481786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664409041093778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477036716281056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279814203819549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013664587107507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605532049940254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608513960838662,0.11088742143241967,0.13268308753729746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766538036437028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198356310781185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561177643825285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274806887375585,0.0,0.2589114867358841,0.0,0.09776720744951714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028372649887042,0.0,0.1454727184444256,0.13276308982212293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523022461460974,0.0,0.08437005253619978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740519966662045,0.0,0.0,0.1213494775793345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527597423191131,0.10968318809043877,0.0,0.0,0.07490513442577408,0.10080297973044014,0.10186799138631704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245411084163284,0.0,0.0,0.09021383689870227,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blahrgledoo,2020/01/27,"How should I inform my son of his diagnosis? My son, 8, was recently diagnosed as on the spectrum. He also has pretty intense adhd, so it took us quite a while to put a name to the behavior we were seeing. We blamed a lot of the spectrum type behaviors on the adhd. 

He knows he has adhd, but that was a traumatic process. He felt like something was wrong with him, despite all of us (me, dad, therapist, friends, etc) saying it was just like having an allergy.  You need certain accommodations, just like some kids need a nut free classroom. It's something you're born with, and it doesn't make you lesser. 

I really don't want to repeat that experience, and I'm also afraid I won't be able to explain what it means to be on the spectrum. He's also colorblind and does have food allergies, so I'm afraid this will be another thing that makes him feel different. 

I've thought about just not telling him, but I know some people experience relief at having a diagnosis and knowing what they are dealing with. 

Any advice?",5.905236886632827,6.274492649746192,6.745494923857869,75.94061125211508,66.66497461928934,10.018443316412858,32.660321489001696,9.928628108626363,3.140018950930627,800,32,151,17,12,266,120,197,0.063,0.802,0.134,0.9282,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,4,2,1,1,10,10,0,2,12,0,19,2,0,3,2,37,36,14,0,4,6,3,2,3,1,3,1,1,0,1,12,9,1,0,9,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,8,4,18,8,17,22,5,10,0,0,1,0,27,4,0,3,7,100,30,2,0.12335614654856485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447503492572801,0.12054219873686847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959435974826172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388640971553221,0.1293496752767245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717477054135198,0.0,0.12520389212030758,0.0,0.12888091812581484,0.0,0.0,0.1079497951270513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375747111263624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133196302641546,0.0,0.0,0.06237257413244517,0.0,0.11844124551364055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916274205504002,0.0,0.09530465282526927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337993630347606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807967467319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487298453804443,0.0,0.0,0.1646823713946864,0.0,0.0,0.1343710066849237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829340392514068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551962002942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254975483750892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240069984776038,0.0,0.13120444606261006,0.0,0.0,0.07902510619366755,0.0,0.12179931292030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809775888860237,0.0,0.0,0.09829887782507328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899311764982677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781870922569443,0.0,0.0,0.14322599381704834,0.08195234249528636,0.0,0.0,0.09793100134428047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705321767671702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967645117124051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275865128189479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487058147855085,0.0,0.0
autism,hasnoredditname,2020/01/27,"NT vs Autism - Us vs Them I recently started a social media presence (@NeuroTD on twitter) because I wanted to start talking about topics and be able to have a conversation with others, I feel I have a lot of advice and can help, so if you feel like it could benefit you, I am there!

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I named myself NeuroTypicallyDiverse, because I grew up believing I was Neurotypical. I learned to one. One of the main things I see a lot of is ""Us vs Them"" ""Neurotypical vs Autism"" mentality that I feel can hold us back, now of course, this is just my opinion, and I welcome others, and the conversation around it.

However, I feel a lot of people may blame NT people for not understanding autism, and as I grew up and encountered people with autism, I never understood it either. Unfortunately, it is how the world works right now, or at least has been working, I feel there is a change coming. Now I am not here to defend bad NT people, who purposefully mistreat any person, with any disability. I am concerned though at certain things I see / read.

When I was diagnosed at 32 (I'm 33 now) I actually lost all my friends, and 90% of my family. They said the usual stuff like ""You don't look autistic"" and ""autism doesn't define you because you are still the same person"" and even others telling me I'm too sensitive and to get over it. I have spent a year volunteering with adults with autism and met so many people from so many walks of life. Each person has a unique version of autism, with their own traits, complications and issues to face every day.

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With something so complex, I never get upset over an NT person from understanding, because it is almost impossible to understand, when you really drill it down to what autism is. Do I think we should be unfairly treated, no of course not. However if autism doesn't affect somebody or their life, there should be forgiveness that they don't automatically understand what it is or how to support someone fairly. I feel there should be forgiveness for an NT person not wanting to learn either. Ultimately, they have their life, their problems, and probably a lot of things to deal with that we don't see. Much like the things they can't see us dealing with on a day to day basis. Is there room for conversation? Yes, and if that were able to happen, then everybody can grow with knowledge and understanding. Like I said though, autism is so complex that it would be difficult for any one person to get their head around (unless they are affected by it)

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Do I think we should give up? Not even in the slightest. I just feel the power of forgiveness is more empowering to the power of anger / hate. I feel understanding our own autism, and finding our place in this world, can help open doors to conversation more naturally. The world has been set in stone for so long, that NT people are ""in charge"" or so to speak, we need to infiltrate their ranks, and make change from within! Ok, that is a bit of an extreme situation, but I feel a lot of people can limit their own growth, based on the idea of being held back by the ignorant NT people they encounter. Which is completely understandable, but their ignorance (for the most part) isn't based in hate, a lot of NT people don't mean to upset people with autism, they don't want to attack us, limit us, control us. I feel if we push back against them, attack them for their ignorance, change will be more difficult than it needs to be.

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I do believe the world is changing, and I am happy to fight for our rights and being equal, but growing up not caring about autism was such a natural state, that it took me a long time to understand autism myself, even though I spent an entire year immersed in the culture, and learning as much as I can. Now if it takes me and my analytical brain a whole year of constant, learning and knowledge, (I literally spent 12 hours a day doing anything I can around autism) How can we expect a basic NT person to understand us instantly?

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There will one day be a world where there is no division, and we will just ""fit in"" with society, and I am sad that I probably won't ever see that day myself. However, I want to fight for that day, and future generations. I can't do that by blaming NT people for not understanding straight away.

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What are your thoughts? I will try to reply to as many people as I can

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(@NeuroTD on twitter if you want to chat / seek advice)

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autism,Balvenie2,2020/01/27,"Keeping up-to-date suggestions? Hi, I am a parent of a child who is on the spectrum in addition to dyspraxia. I am seeking simply sources that are available to me a non-physician that are reputable and based in science and careful application. 

I usually google search for research white papers but I know I just be missing legitimate, reputable sources with no political agenda. 

Any such places you go to seek information and to stay current? 

Thanks in advance, and also if this is an inappropriate question (I read the rules and it seemed ok), feel free to delete this post. I love this community and don’t want to upset anyone.",6.358630434782612,7.858907417391308,6.741467391304347,72.33307065217394,66.13043478260869,9.228260869565217,36.98369565217392,9.516144504307137,3.754934782608697,503,26,84,10,8,163,85,115,0.075,0.784,0.141,0.8364,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,1,8,1,0,0,0,18,18,9,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,6,13,17,0,11,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,3,2,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657617443513066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566455655946872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062139496942692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633716050649922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061293973128354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680761975919074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296041995667529,0.0,0.0,0.14196437955006058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314136167523936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868306848783906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698864978048587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739647563075445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893743867624179,0.0,0.2583871079584877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516228049145596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27533176889818106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378237751142933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449990504587297,0.0,0.1523621794834372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spiderplantvsfly,2020/01/27,"Uk adult resources? I’ve been trying to find support resources online for a while and the only ones that come up are for children, low functioning adults and carers. 

Does anyone know of anywhere that supports adults on the higher end of the spectrum? Or any groups (in the north / Yorkshire area) of autistic adults?",6.84910714285714,8.650145696428574,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,65.25,6.314285714285715,31.857142857142854,5.985473137389443,1.791692857142857,253,10,40,1,4,73,45,56,0.036000000000000004,0.867,0.098,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,23,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047534599409601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105311184207662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593648259263453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634883782383285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666788921354729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751934061475764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547275369921385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402830454192247,0.22899467686368224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6833531862150078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442227792824672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,scarlettttt91,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else have a pet that can tell when you’re in distress and sad? Hello, I have been diagnosed with autism for several years now. I had one of my meltdowns today and it made me quite sad. But I’m so thankful I have my dog because he knows when I’m sad. He’s never been trained to become a therapy dog but he’s very smart and will run up to my room and cuddle me. If I’m crying he will be there for me and keep me company. I love him so much. Does anyone else have a pet like that? He’s my first dog so I don’t know if other dogs do that.",-0.5397185741088181,1.2452324390243916,1.9146341463414631,98.18763602251407,86.39837398373983,5.085428392745467,16.77861163227017,6.297961479604792,-0.5327868667917448,422,9,106,4,13,144,73,123,0.099,0.773,0.128,0.7763,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,3,0,13,3,0,1,1,15,22,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,14,4,8,15,1,11,0,3,0,2,9,3,0,2,8,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780988445001923,0.3777859113582615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238078281550122,0.20360504446149924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025047449292868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711592143706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226597039767877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080090323933906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568118305903968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386273666406825,0.0,0.0,0.20263280711576226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006628916686832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638712020851001,0.17444067101943875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552175842433886,0.0,0.14218554376856968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492337002969628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960836872231892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082680934022476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113394546500695,0.16972884079447392,0.2108254200174963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747464955830019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521117571206742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871824390975735
autism,2row13,2020/01/27,"Dad of a ‘nonverbal’3yr old Hey reddit, 
My son is 3 years old (turning 4 soon) and he is non verbal. He used to be seen by a speech therapist but now just attends pre k. His speech has definitely gotten better he will say a few words here and there usually just to point out what he wants / needs like food or juice. Besides that he does not really try to talk much. He will say lots of gibberish sometimes and i find it awesome that he is trying to communicate what appears to be full sentences even though i can not personally understand him most times... i guess i dont really have a question... i just want to understand him? I feel extremely guilty all the time when he cant communicate what he wants and i cant understand or think of what he needs. Its heartbreaking. I love my little man i just wish i could support him better. He’s extremely loving, he loves to cuddle and hug and give kisses. I just wish i could communicate with him, it feels like a language barrier. He understands me.. when asked to do things he listens most times. He sings along to all the lullabys.. counts up to 20 in english and one weird night around 3am i heard him wake up and count to 10 in spanish... lol i just realized how much i ranted off and made little sense but i guess i just needed to vent... Any advice you might have? Ways to help him? Books? Groups in Los angeles? I love him more than anything i will try anything to help him.. thank you for your time",2.2724216027874573,4.504239526132405,3.3733536585365838,89.13368902439026,78.82578397212544,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.1474411149825792,1132,35,236,21,28,364,163,287,0.037000000000000005,0.71,0.253,0.9974,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,2,17,14,0,0,7,1,19,9,1,3,2,60,52,17,0,10,13,2,2,2,0,4,0,6,0,2,10,13,1,1,10,2,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,9,34,12,30,40,10,28,1,1,1,7,47,12,0,10,15,142,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209096003304816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408693457875504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551041977141601,0.08389423843856532,0.08810236995866136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669655156249916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048712425917504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247070629864367,0.0,0.1104494449395095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062245119698364965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530189911547587,0.06732560319842723,0.0,0.0,0.0861343286768871,0.0,0.11395627639907292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040430473086904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076335989224799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633516248493548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208253016712463,0.1889079580140285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012010672479647,0.3402237875623991,0.08917286645262287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999745319720385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855557416482894,0.2096349428737368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843855006918791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977796064170269,0.0,0.06385996412057106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228737878149121,0.0,0.0,0.08908796021835662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557119635532312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074606191603444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988803734801634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320650119109906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069432744916078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574713671245709,0.0,0.08676421137842061,0.0,0.10942076227671484,0.06260935984602857,0.060385660659600285,0.09259104816787556,0.0,0.21981013249231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194982818564132,0.1025068627721334,0.0,0.39243173399547976,0.0,0.0813937408568933,0.10379286043490768,0.0,0.1667568897233854,0.07480391254689768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216744399228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068794649657708
autism,sadblackndalone,2020/01/27,"HELP! I’m a preschool teacher at a private school and one of my students is  very obviously autistic. His parents are in denial, after he was accessed like every other student in our school for a number of different issues. The other day he was playing in his feces..
I’m very concerned I was not trained in what to do in a situation where a child needs additional help and the parents won’t give it to the child. Does anyone have any tips on how to work with this student, and his parents. Everytime we bring up that he’s falling behind, she will tell our boss we are attempting to call him stupid. Being a preschool teacher you love all you students like they were your own, and want the best for them. This is so hard, please help!",3.173496503496505,5.357789986013987,3.8832167832167848,86.81405594405598,75.71328671328672,6.078321678321679,27.78321678321679,7.010146845296331,1.41461958041958,580,24,111,6,13,184,95,143,0.044000000000000004,0.763,0.193,0.968,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,3,2,3,3,6,1,0,10,0,13,1,0,2,2,15,20,6,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,1,16,5,19,13,3,13,0,0,0,1,29,9,0,0,4,77,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069639777725973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381998836999592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082820896076648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621720426325426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498002788718044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007109288779185,0.0,0.0,0.14245041004711392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371496858245655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561539952416817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581945449688066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273252377791954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990066663281211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905276878534946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691585722130218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206997608113457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030435512007902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422458157165005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868422928198865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294853384775544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829722275203842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227742926120598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686221044371364,0.09601222213884153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850622385001072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blacknwhitedog,2020/01/27,"Advice needed about ASD son and his college entry (UK) Hi all, just wanted to ask if anyone had experience of this either as a parent or a child.

We are in the UK. My son is 15, has been diagnosed with ASD since he was 3, and has been in mainstream education all his life. With a few bumps and rocky patches, he has successfully navigated the english educational system and is predicted very high grades for his gcse's.

Now comes to the problem. He has an interview this evening at the sixth form college he wants to go to. He has told me he doesn't want to disclose his autism to the college. When we filled his application form in he chose to say he would discuss medical issues at the interview. 

His point of view is that he knows that people treat him differently once they know he is autistic. He wants the chance to start at a new place with noone having preconceived notions about him due to his ASD. The courses he wants to do will be filled, i think, with students like him, so i don't think he will have problems fitting in(further maths/computer science/programming). It's unlikely that any other students from his school will be going to this particular college.

My point of view is that it is extremely difficult to get support in place once a problem is identified, and he should disclose so that the structure is there ready for him him IF he needs it.

I just don't think he is ready to go it alone just yet. He still struggles with long assignments that are not broken into pieces for him. He needs extra time in certain exams (the ones that are not Q&A).

I don't want to really go against his wishes, he is learning to be an adult and should have some autonomy over his medical and educational decisions, but at the same time, I am his mum and have been battling for 12 years to get the support he has needed and been using during his childhood.

I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD myself, and would always prefer to disclose to avoid the inevitable struggle to get my needs met. Had i been diagnosed in school, i might have had a different life, and I want my son to have that opportunity. I want him to have the choice to go to university if he wishes.

TLDR Is there some happy medium between making the college aware of my son's needs, and my son's need to keep his autism private? It's fairly obvious to anyone (with any knowledge of autism) when you talk to him, that he is somewhere on the spectrum.

I'm grateful for all and any advice!",7.454432773109242,6.819335510504201,7.502826890756303,75.18334957983194,63.64285714285714,10.473142857142856,34.586218487394966,9.791249743138472,3.1651686722689067,1957,74,370,34,25,632,213,476,0.05,0.8759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.9285,3,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,1,1,2,15,16,1,3,24,0,56,7,0,2,5,81,97,23,0,28,11,7,0,1,0,8,7,1,0,2,18,24,0,2,9,0,0,8,6,8,0,1,12,3,43,8,62,74,12,43,0,0,2,0,65,19,0,7,16,249,61,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449949203644066,0.15367511101829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143826959097976,0.0,0.0,0.06542750587530004,0.08519693545236051,0.0,0.16041585595390956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996160805988917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350961201573733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773386648721906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942721581897974,0.0,0.16430585810334009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051935204479140205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691645871522619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232447611363074,0.0,0.22343978058216565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370443653987945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307824148729465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207060456138686,0.0,0.06989107521270507,0.0,0.0,0.08642736628842589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107916619641978,0.03841526095829673,0.0,0.0,0.06958618916191361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052486975457612606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842544049981958,0.0,0.08341533899902752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081285715686648,0.0,0.07594255919156788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747944756008126,0.053282575577078266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731070689462306,0.0,0.0,0.054513013865594616,0.0,0.16430585810334009,0.0,0.14866390981304176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571848425983834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503731974976417,0.0,0.07763888136733865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253073258087663,0.0,0.15915806252489273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504458936998013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556556092958643,0.0,0.06279502440342151,0.0,0.0,0.16440492758010958,0.0,0.0,0.1784596400587005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320082687501333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511512058693989,0.0,0.0,0.09170103803234303,0.0,0.0,0.07513553691784515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791216074785604,0.0,0.06487902298039054,0.3710300270096815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180844132812514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171477962682598,0.0,0.0,0.0506359522801535
autism,tb877,2020/01/27,"What are some good places for discussing the keto diet applied to autism/related neurological disorders? I actually come from the world of keto diet, having (spontaneously) switched to that in my life. People in r/keto mostly discuss the keto diet for weight loss - which is less restrictive than the keto diet for neurological disorders.

I'd appreciate any pointers where people actually **actively** discuss keto diets for neurological disorders, as this sometimes feels like a mined field with all the various things that affect the ketosis state.

Feel free to point me to those places. Thanks in advance.

PS. the condition I have is a canalopathy related to epilepsy/autism. It's not very well known yet, and can be diagnosed as ADHD. See [this Wikipedia page.](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypokalemic_sensory_overstimulation)",7.1845133587786245,11.196615099236645,6.789384541984735,60.9689623091603,73.5801526717557,9.381870229007637,31.85162213740458,9.516144504307137,4.420591221374045,682,31,84,20,16,213,91,131,0.033,0.858,0.109,0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,9,0,7,11,0,1,1,12,12,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,3,6,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,6,18,11,5,12,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,2,2,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.32830574064256435,0.0,0.20216087340730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439147748899232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449017059586926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073395148967152,0.0,0.0,0.5783644086544444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701083866623279,0.12017231395646705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109015568129987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881471937946647,0.0821809994968456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332372007012185,0.0,0.3514962362686516,0.0,0.15901686455817302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340450009489208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636822236718168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486910706499854,0.0,0.0,0.11175409191441353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879439633887922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483967365649886,0.15124483782395798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lameboys,2020/01/27,"How would I bring up autism with my therapist? I want to start this post off by saying I have never been diagnosed with asd. But, lately I have been thinking that I may have it. I’m not self diagnosing because I know that’s very harmful, but I’ve noticed that I do a lot of things associated with asd. 

I experience what I think might be sensory overload. Oftentimes when feeling overwhelmed I stim (hand flapping, opening and closing fist) for a very long time I’ve had a really difficult time making friends and especially with eye contact. I also hyperfixate a LOT. Anything I enjoy becomes all I focus on. To the point it annoys people around me sometimes. 

How should I bring this up to my therapist? Is a therapist the right person to ask? I don’t want her to think I am self diagnosing but I just feel like it would explain a lot of things if I was. Sorry also if this isn’t the place to post this. Thank you !",2.1991754385964906,4.660829900000003,3.9691812865497087,83.47921052631581,80.55555555555556,6.900584795321637,25.584795321637426,8.032893268588372,1.7784444444444447,722,29,139,14,19,242,107,180,0.07,0.802,0.128,0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,1,9,0,18,5,2,3,2,38,34,12,0,7,7,0,3,1,1,5,3,1,0,3,13,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,5,23,4,19,24,4,21,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,7,8,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870621559032612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962462705548208,0.10411720236778158,0.10933971691970663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129636457909444,0.12917065637371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35612899160610784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440713114617818,0.0,0.0,0.11827471469934225,0.08355464669813722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036127480078628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427692586698179,0.0,0.1319334469459552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713965348745955,0.0,0.0,0.10350393663968624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982999138267121,0.0,0.0,0.0780702126040107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407370006200615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902050342810252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315718428924314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108378402579676,0.1021230042535127,0.12219596540261035,0.0,0.11056288673959302,0.0,0.2240264068250039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492613555834687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998812874974118,0.0,0.09300950463064896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402490122691475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156742146674702,0.13092463619667635,0.08278330409499113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767899110238922,0.0,0.4073909196116352,0.15540307679125745,0.22482542906489872,0.0,0.0,0.13639802013310995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300480065611975,0.13796943355266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166166873218288,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kgov,2020/01/27,"Learning to Read Hi everyone!

I am a early-primary teacher and am looking for information and experiences about learning to read with ASD.

I understand that all experiences are unique, as are all people (with ASD and without), so I am curious as to what people with ASD found worked for them. I have a few students who are currently on very different learning paths, and I am hoping to hear about different methods, strategies, experiences, programs, etc., that can further inform my teaching practice, and support my learners.

Thanks in advance!",8.451935483870969,9.919316505376347,8.218440860215054,63.7476612903226,61.365591397849464,10.931182795698923,44.532258064516135,10.864195022040775,5.625954838709678,437,27,61,11,6,140,59,93,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.8901,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,19,16,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,3,16,15,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,49,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37784900626619256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166859703664092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278682748991706,0.0,0.5306470717456184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982661866971786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380384984106897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960084779530208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184815312127756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507237216671264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617495234782077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519900639328334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648012743191115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824606380316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492002454668638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430964512006986,0.0,0.13164335619230846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HotDragonfruit5,2020/01/27,Barely functioning autist here. Need advice Hello. I lost dozens of potential gfs in one month alone because I can't hide my autism's.  I am enthusiastic about giga nerd stuff and that's the 9nly thing I know how to talk about. So I made a resolution. I will make a list of things not to talk of under any circumstances. Thoughts?,1.4071180555555571,4.109124781250003,2.6708333333333343,88.57972222222223,90.25,5.969444444444445,18.04861111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.5874152777777781,262,7,52,5,9,84,52,64,0.11,0.8109999999999999,0.08,-0.1979,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,7,0,9,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466024867552634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050700648704474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417946817340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510063641828068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884575714763787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956522176599851,0.0,0.0,0.2562739383104627,0.1807868025575612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618070760155092,0.0,0.0,0.2008233167588958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835271776784094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100452861778993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353794559549328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35986613105822723,0.0,0.0,0.21501551689295076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RebelPhilosopher105,2020/01/27,"Advice on how to deal with a trigger person? How have some of you dealt with certain people or a specific person who is either unaware or unsympathetic of your condition and continuously triggers your negative emotions? I'm not saying everyone on the spectrum has trouble controlling their mood but for me and as far as I know most of us, it is very difficult to stay in a positive mood and resist over reacting.

My boss does not know that I'm autistic. I know that I should tell my employer but I am usually very successful at managing my symptoms and most people just think I'm ""weird"", so I would rather be treated like a weirdo than have people completely change how they treat me because they're ignorant about what autism really is. My boss knows that I'm not ""normal"" and likes to poke at me to get a reaction. He will start with ""how are you today?"" I will say that I'm good or doing fine, etc. He then says something like ""are you sure? Not feeling mad today? Are you sure you're in good mood?"" Even when I reassure him that I'm fine he will persist and tell me not to have an attitude or to stay positive just because I'm being quiet or didn't answer a question the way he wanted. If I tell him that I am being positive, he will tell me not to backtalk him or that I'm being disrespectful. I don't understand what I'm doing to make him think I am trying to disrespect him, but almost everyday I will go from being enthusiastic about getting my job done and being friendly towards my coworkers to near the verge of tears and fuming with anger because he won't stop pushing me. 

I make a good amount of money at my job and genuinely enjoy it when he is not there, but if I can't find a way to deal with this I am going to have to find another job. I need advice on how to deal with someone who triggers my symptoms so anything you think might help is welcome. Thanks.",6.584040000000003,5.889738090666673,7.392900000000001,75.45495000000003,65.42666666666668,10.7,33.68333333333334,10.125756701596842,3.2247733333333333,1484,56,289,30,20,498,176,375,0.086,0.7070000000000001,0.207,0.9952,4,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,7,2,3,17,29,3,0,12,0,38,2,0,14,3,80,66,33,0,8,23,0,1,3,1,9,2,4,0,2,14,15,0,3,13,0,1,3,12,7,0,0,2,5,45,19,43,49,6,30,0,0,0,0,41,13,0,14,13,201,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650849615135147,0.0,0.0,0.09043688889202396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470258921773428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432110783583856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516457530168885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554072668358188,0.0,0.0946929962500658,0.0,0.10129534995520664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793307372671339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903479527246474,0.09242305225755977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159161498696467,0.0,0.0,0.10072449990056352,0.059651851097960625,0.0,0.0,0.08629933982812775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456657061865893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509156616792353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977673015213473,0.0,0.09437115874980434,0.0,0.10265558134849956,0.2272544601090821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060535880865098486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688695066132059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853786795801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236925412476325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057121083781876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580937306705824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696703001419997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848899825647727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783803117503475,0.1577182111658446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117286810176572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785775769236427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546505802970511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652315149849928,0.06952848605563164,0.0,0.0,0.06392504182431079,0.19252640187420547,0.0,0.07550693516099845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024062527768594,0.1877426158910629,0.0,0.0,0.31575528606292896,0.08314942348666543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360958363839765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121510164128576,0.0,0.0,0.061317592044139925,0.0,0.0,0.09402054119203404,0.10863717897619866,0.0,0.0994686215674055,0.14903778109747778,0.05326981030021604,0.14337483402444548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415680333383017,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vcr_donutblockpatrol,2020/01/27,"Fellow autistic parents? I dont mean your someone who has autistic kids, i hear way to much from those types. Im here for the autistic parents, it seems kind of hard to bring up and talk about, nts assume that parenthood and autism isnt something that should go hand in hand. What struggles have you faced as a parent? Do you think you have traits that make you a better parent? Do you think you have the experiance and payience to raise an autistic child as someone who has autism?",4.660599078341012,6.250290881720427,3.9290629800307215,90.55645161290329,70.29032258064517,6.174500768049157,27.264208909370197,6.1826913282559595,0.9032531490015364,384,13,76,2,7,113,61,93,0.044000000000000004,0.8490000000000001,0.107,0.7945,5,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,10,3,3,1,0,10,18,5,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,11,17,1,5,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,2,0,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354049932938204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190213514660814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587598112896592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223840512773188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538825101485373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292305261067132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531104290545424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690096957282532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833601101770443,0.0,0.0,0.17679146513854038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930862464801552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7208564503198134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477511435326863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27503125916192744,0.12494589345211367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696704171882358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044999101136834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079896147141077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288255918689161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Evanshields00,2020/01/27,"Question about autism and if anyone else goes through the same thing as me I was diagnosed when I was 17. I am 20 now. I've had the help of Medicine and gained a lot of self-control to really control my autism, but there are days like just now, where I feel like SUPER AUTISTIC. Like things I say and or do that I normally don't and I just feel weird. I had my first anxiety attack today too. That was fun. I also got diagnosed with Bi-polar when I was 17 as well. I stopped taking my medicine and prob need to get on it again but it makes me super tired and I don't want to miss work to go to the doctor. I need to find a new one because I moved as well. Sorry for the super unorganized post. Anyone else feel this way sometimes?",1.0446969696969717,2.9658603961038987,2.589324675324676,94.7844632034632,81.40259740259741,5.665108225108226,20.006926406926404,6.742157984588678,0.09840484848484854,567,15,130,6,15,185,92,154,0.099,0.6579999999999999,0.242,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,7,14,12,1,0,6,0,11,4,0,2,0,27,23,16,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,3,2,2,7,4,19,9,16,16,2,16,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,13,86,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879428330335802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407323564417267,0.0,0.0,0.19025016092668776,0.2787861706120061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547696126384628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293111825920395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051696756728243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773708153395482,0.0,0.0,0.2761634546424658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924672912085995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729449689147316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636369911098226,0.09718981223428368,0.0,0.0,0.1243416892435402,0.11571889909758368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107733948616983,0.0,0.0773169017136028,0.0,0.10880676030438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911873799653193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939258005510907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565968604579313,0.0,0.0,0.09081038103705567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459316980340353,0.0,0.20174970360675729,0.0,0.13139207731039487,0.0,0.0,0.13329416854023246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218688919687812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029248088083167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240033900449687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715322647062987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818759516408846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192349119981504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455092742472566,0.15229004384121891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373881883186325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228810601998928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076308680399225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636248701240107,0.12895374037718885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024223589561831,0.10798534093182252,0.0,0.0,0.244639666251914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904160280261426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,laabejamaximaa,2020/01/27,Do anybody saw “touch”? That’s all 😀,-3.5337499999999977,-3.3531268749999987,-0.754999999999999,107.6,130.25,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-1.4462000000000002,27,1,7,0,2,9,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gallifryer,2020/01/27,"How do I set boundaries with someone who I think has autism? Idk if this kind of post is allowed here but here we go.

I'm part of sports club at my university and we have this one guy on the team. He tries to give advice and coach but half the time he doesn't know what he's talking about and he also comes across as very rude. The president of the club and the coach have talked to him about this multiple times, but they can't seem to get through because he keeps doing it. Is there anyway better we could talk to him so he understands why he needs to stop doing this?",2.952455648926236,4.146822714285714,3.349859943977592,94.59595704948649,73.95798319327731,6.633426704014939,21.625583566760035,6.937597516519254,0.2182765639589164,449,10,104,4,9,139,82,119,0.07200000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.032,-0.6059,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,2,9,3,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,23,22,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,4,6,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,9,2,16,21,1,10,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,2,3,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963429465090736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068076446565366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248286468071355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770306713567371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308029695152696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042337585643654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497574778793588,0.1927469054681706,0.11419109990197478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894871938601008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785926107489978,0.0,0.2092339196734969,0.11042389130968763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898437501473116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615292440101656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758370426527407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924319439991421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291584257563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024428136866812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679834620387648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844910729482764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874552004396705,0.0,0.0,0.2343235919714708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641583218140835,0.0,0.0,0.20917146191300034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657853175337308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130481823149444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JonGeeTV,2020/01/27,How should I cut my sons nails? Okay so I've tried to cut my son's Nails I can't hold him down because hes too strong and I dont want to traumatize him I can't control him from squirming and his nails are getting so long to where he's scratching himself and it could cause harm what should I do to approach the situation? Any other parents struggling with this issue? I feel like the only way would be to forcefully restrain him but I dont want to do that.,2.307139175257732,3.8236034639175287,3.3717396907216504,92.48482603092786,76.21649484536083,6.087113402061857,25.527061855670105,6.6274283507984215,0.7583824742268046,364,13,81,3,8,117,64,97,0.114,0.805,0.081,-0.2491,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,1,2,1,13,0,0,3,0,17,17,7,0,6,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,16,3,9,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536659780054795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774798578881445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321313654848364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534423086902725,0.1804170481746224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296655890424956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425620237275225,0.16143157303898825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805894524231927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585186714429246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039654297992442,0.0,0.0,0.19997455518945811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185883446586447,0.0,0.0,0.25091070490875056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539974818903901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623079996010074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341742832091687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26656354337982435,0.17936286788736416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605211726135896,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gwenlopardo,2020/01/27,"how to approach our son being autistic? i’ve thought this for some time now and have brought it up to my humans but he has always denied. i second guessed it, triple guessed it even but i really think out some is autistic but i don’t know how to tell my husband.",0.4821428571428577,2.9032366851851883,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,89.55555555555556,3.8264550264550254,22.529100529100532,5.288315135182226,0.03019894179894189,207,8,44,1,7,65,40,54,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,11,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,6,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798581962065532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214651851244865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7410232537162366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484127209786452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546522368917706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397217441580803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551029781306216,0.0,0.2670129295244317,0.1961200167320482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sb-Josephine,2020/01/28,"Anyone else have a hard time with direction? Unless it's somewhere I go to often I'm always relying on something/someone else to tell me where to do. When people ask for directions I can't help them and we'll known roads and landmarks mean nothing to me. 

It even affects me when I'm playing an open map game. Without a map or someone to help then I'm always kinda guessing my way around (Minecraft is the worst for me lol).

But yeah is that an autism thing or is it just me o.o",1.5036363636363603,3.660922040404039,2.8124141414141413,92.53195454545455,81.12121212121212,5.172121212121212,24.041414141414148,6.2581,0.5913911111111112,378,14,79,3,10,122,70,99,0.122,0.8370000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7793,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,17,14,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,12,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35558895459165124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940632663637193,0.21893499309160272,0.0,0.19021579512233813,0.19975701151541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569956070450141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411301318931441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143626282015275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538678488674755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141057173259754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864433104256538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327544019781511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050266487578418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813514096847796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36209177972119855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867611161589842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195598394917114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459544274482315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960504044374414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597479712197872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KaidenKami,2020/01/28,"Extremely over stimulating work on Sunday, and my brain hasn’t really been in reality for two days. Work on Sunday was extremely chaotic and extremely over stimulating. And for the past two days it’s been VERY hard to focus and pay attention and to do anything that I need to. I’m spacing out so much and my brain isn’t really here in reality. It’s like my thoughts and brain are switched off. It’s really frustrating and I don’t know how to return to normal. I’m also suffering stress migraines and pain medication has not touched it. Is this normal for autism spectrum disorder? :/",4.637477477477479,6.643922117117121,6.016396396396395,73.89504504504505,71.07207207207206,10.33873873873874,30.35135135135136,10.504223727775694,3.664340540540541,469,20,84,15,9,158,64,111,0.201,0.728,0.07200000000000001,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,1,0,10,6,3,3,0,20,15,12,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,4,2,5,1,16,11,1,15,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,7,55,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130109867967693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511274909292428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498643849962711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177537735571608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817369321734392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470802143197591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023344080832033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021397214046196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654021546851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069708494968424,0.12174333493241908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32173879445715964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470762727407885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567360414479424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315549145826834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807681989214467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034694631696034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077567227895465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547231001499835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906166515604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mamamamamimamuppet,2020/01/28,"Would you say you are your autism or that you are yourself but you have autism if that makes any sense Like I'm struggling with the concept of if autims is what makes you, you as a person, or if it's just a part of you. 

Like with other things such as anxiety it's like yeah toh have anxiety but would you say you are anxiety 

I'm struggling with the fact that it could be 

 I HAVE autism 

Or I AM autistic 

If you catch my drift on what I'm getting at. I'd just like to know if people in the community would put themselves and the way they are down to their autism or if it you would taht no you are youself but you have autims. 

Like do we have autims  or are we are autism.

Replays really really appreciated

Edit: commenter summed it up perfectly would you say  

You are your autims 

As in you are built around it and it was had made you you 

Or you have autism

Also I'm not talking about nouns and how you would tell people you are autistic I'm talking about how you would define yourself to youself in regards to your autism  ffs",1.1966673502871217,3.4824588349056604,2.36515996718622,94.52274405250203,83.29245283018868,5.196390484003281,19.594749794913863,6.498293943080001,0.012138392124692476,811,22,177,8,23,258,91,212,0.091,0.782,0.127,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,25,2,1,9,8,0,2,6,1,30,0,0,5,2,43,40,24,0,14,18,0,0,5,0,7,0,3,0,1,14,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,3,32,6,22,28,1,12,0,0,0,0,37,8,0,12,5,131,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096300142108802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585511335973453,0.0,0.2897453593845821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239029294684587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080127250098626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596101660543613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938433192235131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083996807584254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946189357043095,0.16854724993460765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367176955872414,0.0,0.1750533059408836,0.11023763704407756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691727954264562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617594428830621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011999525886526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397023430797434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295178890578933,0.11034907244526272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387565612699989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021228872436312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627796377257956,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FriendlyNeighburrito,2020/01/28,What to do with lack of empathy? What do you do when youre dealing with other people’s lack of empathy for your differences?,3.66,5.351617599999997,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.0,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.127,100,4,19,3,2,34,17,25,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351017308915696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436221102045129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270788810915639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,coldfusion718,2020/01/28,"My 19 month old son is on the spectrum I just got back from the ASD evaluation center.  The doctor spent about an hour and a half observing my son play and asking me questions.  My son has deficits in verbal/nonverbal communication, and social/emotional reciprocity.

The doctor told me that we'll be getting a full report and some phone calls from places that will talk about services they can provide.",8.599657534246575,8.674848109589043,8.015171232876714,70.10303082191783,61.05479452054794,10.587671232876714,34.688356164383556,10.125756701596842,3.4351671232876715,324,12,55,6,4,102,57,73,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,8,1,6,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,4,37,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994475141521084,0.0,0.0,0.1891324611779704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511585074499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035126872195347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667833631517996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850694027445994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672126093877887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422266946538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963274963022653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580996541517582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25698183313460443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755379056649844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507310830488855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976979340048684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503079237207164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jane-doe70,2020/01/28,All the threads on AITA about autistic people. Has anyone else noticed the amount of [threads](https://www.reddit.com/r/AmItheAsshole/search/?q=autism&restrict_sr=1) about autistic kids and people on Am I The Asshole? There was a spat of people asking if it was OK to exclude an autistic kid from parties/weddings recently. For 1% of the population autistic people sure seem to be a much talked about subject on that sub.,8.020619047619046,11.146396300000001,6.3228571428571465,70.51047619047621,64.57142857142857,7.523809523809526,35.95238095238096,8.344100000000001,3.365380952380953,351,17,48,5,6,103,52,70,0.028999999999999998,0.8859999999999999,0.085,0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,1,5,1,1,0,2,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,13,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,33,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164164608151785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884724776660362,0.2474230633705858,0.0,0.0,0.2257496210220593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172414070865846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775143414012607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749246544303363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6696426158959269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384306972195835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983278252402688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759044773089224,0.0,0.0,0.19409111712167068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,darknyxlon,2020/01/28,"Is Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome A Symptom Of My Autism? When I was younger, (5-10 years old) whenever I was introduced to new environments or even no reason at all, I would break out in head-to-toe nerve welts and vomit. However, when I was in grade two I was diagnosed with cyclic vomiting syndrome.

Finally, in grade nine I was diagnosed with ASD.  I was wondering if my cyclic vomiting as a child could somehow be related to my autism and if anyone else had a similar experience.

(I apologize about my English.)",5.236872180451126,6.838241168421053,6.471278195488722,72.83894736842106,68.89473684210526,11.74436090225564,35.67669172932331,11.491704259439757,4.838142857142858,401,21,72,15,7,135,62,95,0.026000000000000002,0.9570000000000001,0.017,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,11,7,0,1,1,14,12,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,12,0,12,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,6,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544333322408364,0.24243508177951986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889139686274708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803086865018089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765743695589905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627878661111633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314501494505057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919487723064955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428302977761036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285195778398827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828257265034245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327466345098764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459285643832709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311337565444284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565936376461397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808107700452876,0.0,0.0,0.15236919273937138
autism,keyboardplays,2020/01/28,end me killle emme ajEWWw EVERYOENE EHATES EMEW FOR MSITAKES EXPECTDING E  TO TALKDSEDGFDS RIGHT asaway,6.847291666666668,10.623270812500003,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,90.875,7.133333333333333,30.33333333333333,7.793537801064563,3.634233333333333,87,4,10,2,3,25,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.719875318684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6941033968713801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Chaseshaw,2020/01/28,"Autism and death I accepted long ago death was part of life. I find it more or less normal, and having a random component such that when it's time, it's time. I find this exceedingly hard because other people are very sad in the face of death; often so sad they get upset at you for not being sad too. Relatives die? I attend the funeral and wear black and force myself to hug a million strangers and distant relatives who expect it, but I don't really ""feel"" a loss like like the verbiage in the eulogies. It was just their time. Pets? Not a fun day to be sure, but they're little and don't live as long as people and we all knew this going into it. People on the news I've never met? Random murders somewhere? I literally not only don't care, but don't know how to care. Someone in their 20s gets run over by a truck while running across the street. The news has people crying and going on about how unsafe the street is and how much more life the person had. I genuinely don't get that. Myself? I would never harm myself don't get me wrong, but I'm just not worried. When it happens it happens. In movies people want their own passing to be surrounded by loved ones after living to a ripe old age. I value my privacy and like my solidarity, and I'm happy passing quietly into the night, noticed or unnoticed I don't really care.

So I'm posting here looking to gather opinions. What do you think of death? How do you process it when it happens? How does it affect you? What is ""normal"" for an ASD person regarding this?",2.2671124929338617,4.404150013114755,3.909756924816282,85.76393442622954,78.37704918032787,6.436404748445449,21.992651215375925,7.503015589744147,0.9523024307518376,1194,35,233,17,29,398,162,305,0.10099999999999999,0.718,0.18100000000000002,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,4,4,1,17,20,1,1,17,0,21,6,2,6,4,54,44,30,7,5,12,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,1,2,20,14,0,0,7,0,0,7,13,8,0,2,5,5,25,12,28,35,7,40,0,4,2,2,15,15,0,6,20,160,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966384793717514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664567736394302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334554208216401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975189758884527,0.0703080277907522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314417492218445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954029789281429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055123118748379586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928219152128054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278310366616134,0.0,0.12391565297897615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892145681594783,0.1160524088867674,0.09765932116361116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991381380801815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400623129559465,0.15978305654444389,0.10926535461275212,0.1925309782549792,0.19295619709817524,0.09154823164525884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839361238804603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014127146284251,0.0,0.1681638490192784,0.0,0.0,0.10230664325988688,0.2136303132546067,0.0,0.1241184863634532,0.11439676262194405,0.0,0.07387387697741833,0.08291361644695422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805660342513966,0.0,0.3778991195864466,0.1903818074629932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440975704383723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396803121694754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237117126397967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274881291265504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985476625613159,0.0,0.0,0.19070900183409456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995182590479578,0.06430204028564435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071375841101366,0.0,0.07744374025963781,0.11919480928778706,0.0,0.0
autism,Feste_the_Mad,2020/01/28,"The Masks We Wear https://youtu.be/fPJNdggCNqk
This is a song by a band called Aviators. I feel we can all relate to this.",3.4316666666666684,6.623896409090911,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,84.9090909090909,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.46522424242424304,99,2,19,2,3,31,19,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8961497199063634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44375182198132596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Floydikins,2020/01/28,"Did anyone else really struggle with growing pains? When I was growing up I always found growing pains to be the most awful feeling to ever exist.   
I was always told that I was dramatizing how painful it really was but to me it felt really sore!  


I was wondering if anyone else felt that they experienced it more because of spd.",3.564247311827959,6.088186822580648,5.378709677419359,74.9047311827957,75.93548387096773,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.54934623655914,261,10,43,6,6,89,40,62,0.20600000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.8334,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,1,1,11,13,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,10,4,7,0,6,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082560337955825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598664291788785,0.34580686909385955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286790873705157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819365040947241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264325711133847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532463491946593,0.0,0.3240512732855533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502472065333087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386829441330095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32431505814376305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764132392355432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612470337048759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300124266774254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Naypa,2020/01/28,"Long travels and change 17/F

Every year me and my family travel to the beach during summer break and spend about 2 months there (that's how long vacations last where I live) it's absolute hell but I can cope with it since I've been through this my whole life.

I have some hobbys like sewing and coloring books but my main source of entertainment is gaming, I play league on a daily basis and Minecraft and don't starve together with friends on weekends, since I didn't own a portable computer I just accepted the fact that I would be incapable of playing videogames for two months or so.

But this year I got a notebook as a gift for entering college on November and it felt really exciting cause I would finally be able to play games during summer. I live with my mom and I have a special table where I play every night, it's really relaxing and usually it's my ""alone time"" of the day. The problem is, I don't have a table in here and that is causing meltdowns, I haven't played a single match since I arrived (about a month ago) even though I have a portable computer now bc not having my table with me makes me super nervous. I don't get my alone time anymore and when I manage to cope with the fact that I don't have my table and start playing someone interrupts me and kills my mood, causing me to turn my computer off immediately. 

I don't want to sound like I'm spoiled or something but not being able to play games has been killing me",4.160571758115012,5.405895197231835,5.0477310924369725,83.38431372549022,71.07612456747405,8.688152908222113,28.294776734223102,9.107695989026183,2.248447223595321,1148,42,230,23,21,374,150,289,0.113,0.6970000000000001,0.19,0.9777,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,22,3,1,14,0,25,1,0,5,2,41,33,24,2,4,9,1,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,11,18,0,0,2,17,1,3,9,5,0,1,5,3,36,16,25,23,5,32,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,3,23,149,47,6,0.235602862720972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442386116942566,0.0,0.0,0.2440135116732225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682736572072802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630435597147971,0.12461829446701847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597217775824952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780673440184163,0.0,0.1985055733105657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110527054277589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310784783742035,0.12904570996693787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101309365002637,0.0,0.061546385811077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421656602453572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065966013254105,0.0,0.0,0.09602388930639576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320663477212459,0.11510365796519195,0.0,0.2080416442271601,0.2085011195183401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863337017623025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796761265659424,0.2820839358621842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054866324400413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272006038117148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093322681514573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923396840433897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981277051164596,0.09068929711852024,0.0,0.0,0.0833804594375917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573930820114164,0.0,0.1373819239206317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281341297876388,0.11507488122174254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129741633782711,0.0,0.06948233634625793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152109118233749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736551390061294,0.0,0.0,0.15172051904902614
autism,hatsofffolks,2020/01/28,"Regarding the axolotl discord server Anyone who was in the Axolotl Discord, can you please message me. It was deleted by accident but I really enjoyed talking to all of you and want to get another server up and running. Thanks. -@MattConX",5.463571428571427,8.400675119047621,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,71.61904761904762,8.009523809523811,41.45238095238096,8.841846274778883,4.791552380952382,193,13,25,4,4,63,34,42,0.111,0.659,0.22899999999999998,0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546924062756961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031998723024591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265505600713757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759887632798589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777905365013068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485304184980138,0.0,0.3992225741438213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557625765813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Yusunoha,2020/01/28,"How were your school years? I've had this question for quite some time now, and now I wanted to ask this question, just out of curiousity.

How were your school years as a child/young adult with your autism?

In my case, I had been diagnosed when I was 16 after a bad autistic burn-out, and I was unable to finish the rest of my school years, and ended up staying at home.

When I finally recovered a bit from that burn-out I started realizing... not 1 day in my life did I look forward going to school. I dreaded every single time that I had to go to school, I hated each and every single day I was at school, and I couldn't wait to get back home. Even now I still have nightmares  about school a couple times a year.

How was this for other people with autism? I know there are adults who're diagnosed at a late age with autism, so they probably didn't have too much problem with school, but what about those who were diagnosed before, or were diagnosed during their school years?",6.867216494845362,5.890397371134021,6.513113402061857,82.92028865979383,64.97938144329896,9.615670103092784,28.67835051546392,8.548686976883017,1.7728552577319583,766,18,160,9,10,239,108,194,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,1,17,4,1,1,7,0,18,5,0,3,0,27,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,9,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,14,1,22,0,26,13,7,35,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,4,25,111,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772860989845859,0.0,0.0,0.06356879218088575,0.06902671907139782,0.0,0.0,0.07034681707806445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025517296234804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914737396454844,0.0,0.106631737409302,0.0,0.0,0.33563675087693234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322184833560247,0.0,0.0,0.054603326613943085,0.0,0.139307538576099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056189163602912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319211482380978,0.0,0.09396751540721188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162036373902666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658512362362987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045433745348256865,0.0,0.09325633655637294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839287678422159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694227053711156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077259797207282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057313568525739024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913317490449242,0.07910485281580985,0.0,0.0,0.18522057772718356,0.08793064103539862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7530059602732182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851486371832219,0.08811614233128054,0.06602105954175527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461813852669375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487614180775176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661866327946949
autism,jackb328,2020/01/28,"the worst part of taking all of my meds they all, and for some it’s the opposite, make me gain weight, i even take a medicine to combat that but still it does nothing. i literally have to starve my self to lose any weight, some days i just say “screw this, i’m not eating”. and what’s even worse is that my psychiatrist cannot prescribe any meds that’ll bring me down. god i hate these medications.",4.812222222222225,5.021135654320993,4.858864197530868,89.08088888888891,69.0,8.455308641975309,24.841975308641967,8.238735603445708,1.0033930864197518,312,7,72,4,5,97,58,81,0.251,0.6940000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,2,0,3,0,4,5,0,1,2,10,10,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,10,0,7,9,6,4,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,2,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644015285156185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159878251828787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650008747337661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929331358847204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490702373991213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861535242789667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093858044552224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125858207055295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188718173488253,0.18994371193435453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809182610200006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418065611889535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994207267360846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669817412337331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057581646689938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835314086283716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592048146907744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921479749862288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Shermea,2020/01/28,I need some help! Don't know if this is the right place but is there a subreddit for support of those who have siblings on the spectrum? I have two high functioning brothers (18 and 16) and for most of my life I've felt so alone.,4.134375000000002,4.276935354166668,4.416666666666668,91.895,70.45833333333334,8.066666666666668,28.5,7.793537801064563,1.3664499999999995,179,6,42,2,3,56,40,48,0.07,0.8140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.3111,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457370485564813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32051973853197624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223752641012582,0.3526993654867797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834588497836893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578707694643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475234458029508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487710552207068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850806237546281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788152029152465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32609382590151803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gnataral,2020/01/28,"I think I was misdiagnosed by mum mum. A professional never diagnosed me, and the label just makes me miserable I’m 17 and “am diagnosed” with a thing called Pathelogical Demand Avoidance which is basically where commands give you anxiety. I was “diagnosed” when I was 8.

I live in the U.K. and no one has heard of this thing and the label has always made me feel different and the odd one out but I don’t present as having it and I appear to be neurotypical. 

My mum is absolutely fixated on that I have it and we have argued over it for years. She tries to relate everything I struggle with back to PDA (like saying motivation issues are because of your PDA when I’m depressed or lazy). She has also once said I “freeze” when she tells me to do something and she “sees it in my eyes” and I was SO disgusted and mortified at this bullshit she was saying because she basically makes it up and half admits she doesn’t know what she’s talking about. I follow through on commands around the house MOST of the time she just only noticed the rare times where I say no. 

I don’t actually have any of the official symptoms when you google them. Symptoms are stuff like “being extremely comfortable in role play and pretence” and some PDAers have imaginary friends they spend 20 minutes talking to a day —- this is completely NOT ME and I don’t want anyone to find out I have PDA because it’s completely not me. 

I have showed my mum in the past year that I have most of the symptoms of primarily-inattentive ADHD and more than enough to be diagnosed and I think I have it. The doctor even gave us this official questionnaire and my mum and I filled it out together and she agreed with what I was putting down on the sheet, and it really seems like I have ADHD. I like reading r/adhd because I relate with a lot of the stuff there. Also if I get diagnosed with ADHD there’s actually a community I could be a part of.

But then she said I was just trying to “cover up” having PDA and she felt betrayal because I was trying to disagree on the label she’s put on me for years. She really believes I have it when all my symptoms are ADHD symptoms. She thinks I have PDA because I can’t meet deadlines etc, but people with PDA have a thing where they almost automatically say no to all commands without thinking about it and I definitely don’t.

My mum has said before it would be hard for me to get an ADHD diagnosis because “you see, you’re already diagnosed with PDA” but it’s not actually on paper anywhere and my mum just doesn’t want me to get diagnosed with something else. I think it’s so much more likely I have high-functioning autism (I don’t present as having it because I’m so high-functioning but I do have some traits of it) and ADD.

I have told her “at parents evenings have my teachers ever said I was disobedient?!” And she has said “in school you probably just do as your told to not get found out as having it by the other students.”

And I’ve shown her videos of me as a toddler following commands even when the person doesn’t say ‘please’ and doing as I’m told. To have PDA you have to have avoided commands from a young age. 

The things she thinks are PDA symptoms are: my general anxiety, lack of motivation, not being able to concentrate, being talkative, being distractible, being lazy as in never tidying my room (she says I can’t deal with the silent demand of tidying my room), completing work at the last minute and procrastinating. I feel like she just says everything is PDA. She also went through a phase of calling me “PDA kid!” when I was about 13 but she has deeply and meaningfully apologised for this.  

I have NEVER identified with this diagnosis and it has just made me miserable. I want to get diagnosed with attention-deficit disorder because A) people have actually heard of it and even though people don’t have a full understanding, they will at least not think you’re unusual B) it could actually benefit me because I could get medication which would really help me with school C) I wouldn’t mind telling my teachers because it’s ALL THE EXPLANATION THEY NEED because I have ADHD symptoms, and if they look up PDA they will just think I think I’m a cat which is NOT ME and I CANT HAVE PEOPLE THINKING I DO THAT. 

My mum for years has been trying to make me think I have PDA but I just don’t identify with it. She has bought books (I just went and wrote on it all the things that are completely not me saying “you know your daughter!!!!! You know this isn’t me!!!!!”) and left printed out pages on my bed for me to read and I throw them away and get so annoyed.

Then today I found out PDA isn’t even diagnosed in the U.K.! It’s not recognised enough as an ASD profile.  Therefore I’ve had this label placed on me only by my mum and not a professional that has made me feel depressed and like I was just different when I could have had an ADHD diagnosis and been happy with myself and got medication and things would have actually made sense. I said to my mum “I just found out PDA is not actually diagnosed in the U.K. I have never identified with it and the label only makes me miserable. There is no benefit from a diagnosis - no medication, people wouldn’t know what it is if I told people I had it, and it had a load of weird sounding symptoms I don’t have. Therefore I identify with it even less and I want to just forget I “have” it.”

My mum will never change her opinion and I’m sure we’ll still be arguing about it in years to come.",4.4364088977936555,5.650475556691455,5.5091266354463375,80.45415174045286,70.38475836431228,8.898160575483997,28.843914449862403,9.27088453486666,2.4013363250132764,4313,160,852,89,77,1427,328,1076,0.094,0.838,0.068,-0.9828,4,2,2,0,0,0,88.0,3,10,8,3,49,28,4,7,43,0,120,23,1,12,11,190,197,83,0,18,36,13,6,7,1,9,22,17,3,2,59,73,0,4,29,6,2,10,40,14,0,3,43,27,152,14,116,131,21,87,0,5,4,0,98,44,0,13,40,636,211,14,0.034870368601179605,0.0,0.2381991475052537,0.0,0.3352592537521492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034917637139772896,0.0,0.03848031885804675,0.08365746351613848,0.02901494008316846,0.0,0.0,0.023713046404692628,0.0,0.05335147307101276,0.0,0.0,0.02438217250239869,0.0,0.0,0.03104202100250765,0.0,0.0,0.03276185916314997,0.02681316103490836,0.0,0.2550798365306306,0.0,0.02967211535559965,0.039286964368760835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121309016547825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688822633417404,0.030037734916469192,0.14624367216724474,0.0,0.0,0.11136460760129824,0.0,0.0,0.022488502994141974,0.03594981887506907,0.060067594760288716,0.3539269011470468,0.0,0.07286422681720679,0.039964463444010216,0.035691299847340416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029129718498316463,0.0,0.0,0.07206082440420884,0.038889678555972015,0.13818929754480222,0.031542244766045086,0.0,0.0,0.06267847768878611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052894518306304886,0.02491139829611181,0.033481022261160336,0.0,0.03187088517148652,0.0,0.0,0.11470067798067783,0.02694076028158208,0.0,0.12752829860909415,0.033450834984666784,0.0,0.0,0.027889019239157924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037120155787825085,0.031237001028246964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02337287303754711,0.07368491788646529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402357235804541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036395605213449256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665537057714507,0.02842400449606112,0.0,0.0,0.03788675751450316,0.0,0.0,0.11925130509728518,0.0,0.030791174329609663,0.0,0.029282327298243517,0.0,0.0,0.02964554040854129,0.0,0.1319807436027053,0.09310496725654864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538468345055396,0.0,0.0,0.035209131862498716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025633733157901704,0.025855936476938485,0.13447088977632746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970014577168992,0.0,0.03713580451453842,0.04725812843278375,0.07956145992055799,0.0,0.0,0.038719417701706095,0.03776121110246379,0.033287712494276665,0.14504833799513128,0.030447460849732638,0.0364321134086034,0.0382771933489327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037596155130117916,0.0,0.0,0.07010870340923879,0.0,0.0,0.06975961003629877,0.0,0.06701655309820334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990182346426997,0.22184253364616832,0.0,0.07058134932904876,0.055574338186596094,0.03174467393506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368982672252055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027847521408793444,0.0,0.0,0.03645408043068441,0.07983645877151238,0.0,0.0,0.03286490973275038,0.2899493168183965,0.0,0.056054962831083334,0.060956478262284224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899794070248533,0.2457787661544967,0.03425996010412729,0.0,0.04066638470284779,0.0,0.033053032148737574,0.13328052614097735,0.0,0.09469876531636123,0.0,0.0,0.036301283483426594,0.041944759951975996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226978744429264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465036208913437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03361379097953178,0.0,0.025386043645744386,0.0,0.0,0.07431272812357972,0.0,0.0,0.11227687054608314
autism,lime_27,2020/01/28,Have my diagnoses appointment I’m having my autism/adhd diagnoses appointment soonish (my doctor diagnosed me adhd but i don’t think it was a formal diagnosed it was years ago lol) & I’m really nervous..wish me luck😭,2.731428571428569,5.5962692857142855,5.386000000000003,71.40900000000002,82.33333333333334,10.026666666666667,27.447619047619053,9.888512548439397,4.044956190476191,178,8,28,7,5,63,30,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,15,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556602731481346,0.0,0.16804519610635946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540247382830684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7696511957059254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940361944428131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144544079807988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147084650741008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179998145461232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207891994907966
autism,AmIMadeOfWaxLarry,2020/01/28,"Sensory advice? I have certain textures and stuff I can't stand, socks, seatbelts, tight things in general, ect. My biggest issue right now and has been since I was little is hygiene. I'm only asking for advice for brushing my teeth, I have gingivitis or something so my gums kinda suck but I cant risk losing my teeth or anything. I HATE the feeling and taste of toothpaste, does anyone know any brands that maybe taste good? Idk what I can do at this point. Thanks for any help!",2.1549703557312228,4.8840160978260885,2.6783399209486203,90.75677865612649,83.67391304347825,4.649802371541502,22.49407114624506,6.1124844417494595,0.4990521739130438,379,13,70,3,11,117,71,92,0.094,0.708,0.19899999999999998,0.8640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,1,1,0,10,4,2,0,1,12,17,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,11,3,6,15,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,3,1,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42058240479374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926871112139467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047302470244753,0.0,0.17709147685292612,0.0,0.20118319220444697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832319680278245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881171696172223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049976708736648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124657026508796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424419733721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461315954536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826843433758072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215687194589194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407540436536384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619758498074707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366949421496568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034338035642111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377984529606686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801587800896776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656716730613971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463528102694678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812748536052305,0.0,0.0,0.1429694897153291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lulturtle,2020/01/28,"I feel so lost Hi r/autism community! I first want to thank you all for your posts for they make me feel less alone and I think I need some advice now because I am struggling with my everyday life and doesn't want to deal with deppression again.
I am a 20 years old and 5 years ago I was told I had Apergers. I still live with my parents and even though they are aware of my situation they just doesn't care so I'm searching a job or at least a way to live by my own because they make me live a nightmare. They just make too much noise, they are yelling at me when I'm in a middle of a meltdown/suhtdown which makes it even worse, I can't talk with them about my struggles because for them ""it's just in my head and I need to move on"".
I need to find a way to relax and get away from all this negativity but I feel like I am controlled by my senses and axiety.
In the past I used to deal with it trough meditation, and I had a really nice job at a theater, and I was a volunteer at a musical/theater/singing company which is my only hobby (these people really took care of me). But now I have nothing left and I can't find the courage to meditate anymore because of all this stress.

So there comes my question: how do you all deal with your hypersensitivity? 

Sorry for the long post and any grammar mistakes I am french oui.",3.880184516646615,4.2676241444043335,4.980619735258723,86.76329221821102,71.09386281588449,8.177216205375053,27.66325711993582,8.167268648758528,1.493798395507421,1036,34,235,14,18,342,144,277,0.113,0.835,0.052000000000000005,-0.9321,3,1,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,4,8,3,18,12,0,3,14,0,17,2,1,7,4,49,41,20,0,6,6,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,18,0,1,7,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,7,4,45,7,35,34,9,31,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,3,14,161,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853195330360112,0.08938156568679875,0.0,0.0,0.10443163793139083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856928023140102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999834086043444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473506961194017,0.0,0.0,0.24586522954423815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561007577623255,0.0,0.0,0.08685791896381241,0.0,0.0,0.11309176509101355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31186037795104715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331972915755335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295120612306684,0.07203446666321649,0.0,0.0,0.18431741069877855,0.08576772593463834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268060637244998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348281643862146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012058530152013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955436297535387,0.0,0.07122068853013888,0.049261466919492215,0.0,0.26710975366409834,0.08923322840822175,0.0,0.0,0.11007013954821236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692248175032597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071685563588108,0.07412318950015996,0.2242971557102403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675111171875614,0.0,0.10580631875752897,0.0,0.0,0.07668734962472708,0.0,0.0,0.1119621054787612,0.0,0.09625564119128424,0.06990427663987618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931385431191787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295501953454548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919124016119393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333949609321675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287327173526887,0.0,0.0,0.08052463891149915,0.0,0.11550282069583125,0.21082319107974035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104501608795177,0.0,0.0928326430834728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460913312428956,0.09906701842541996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634938495861838,0.1120281642921472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708655301713407,0.0,0.0,0.11894676064753018,0.160071642544557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027565160620806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986512266016714
autism,o_oM,2020/01/28,"[Advice needed] What should I know before writing a children book for authistic children? So as a creative project this 2020 I want to write a children book. And the best advice I found out there was to write about what you know.

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As a self-proclaimed aspie, and while staring at my geometric-figure characters, I realized I wanted to make autism part of the story.

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Not the main story, but to make the main character autistic. 

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Because I am a ""functional"" autisic person, I was wondering if I could get your input about what you wished to see in children book. I want to be able to make the main character relatable to autistic children across the spectrum.

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Any and all comments are welcomed :)",8.034923076923079,9.018688300000004,6.904423076923077,74.50432692307693,62.153846153846146,9.26923076923077,39.32692307692308,9.188382445141503,3.885692307692308,589,30,91,9,8,178,78,130,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,11,0,7,0,0,3,1,26,21,9,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,13,2,18,15,6,5,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,2,1,68,17,4,0.1050139623988814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523685734051927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551303375392717,0.510413834662467,0.07141309551345212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401553677399874,0.0,0.0893591473576452,0.0,0.1102056746910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384510391161523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514238944390966,0.0,0.0,0.0548654610619569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542585476409788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029290604410605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786652249168458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371988774205875,0.0,0.0,0.09169414138934777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368253182836294,0.0,0.10955246547622348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581986752242102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076087416163615,0.0,0.11388316262586555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510413834662467,0.0
autism,mechwarriorbuddah999,2020/01/28,"Disney; what was it like? Everyone  always asks me what it was like at [DisneyQuest](https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100009853928776&fref=gs&__tn__=%2CdK-R-R&eid=ARCEA8dLm859uklY5lOqzYubZzlnE3m333QTcrQ_CzGrp4INhBTk5vBXccN9346175_0niqpr2Ck4KCW&dti=1613247188929047&hc_location=group)  or at Disney at all as an Asperger's autistic man. I  worked there 9  years.I always tell them one story before I ever go on  to the bad stuff  or the funny stuff or how hard it was to pull a 10 hour  shift.

I  was working Aladdin  (Aladdin's Magic Carpet Ride, a 90s ish tech VR  game) and as I was  talking with someone in line, this woman walked up  to me from the exit. I  started to explain to her she had walked in the  exit, when she looked  me straight in the eye and said  ""You're Asperger's autistic arent you?""

 I  was for one stunned then angry, because I hate it when people see  that,  and I was about to kick her out of the ride because now I was  holding  up the whole ride, when she said (again making that hard as  iron direct  eye contact stare), ""My son, the one you JUST loaded into  that ride,  just got diagnosed Asperger's Disorder, yesterday, and he's  extremely  upset about it. We came here to try to make him feel better.  You're very  good but I know what Im looking for. Could you, talk to him  after he  gets off the ride? Tell him he can be like you, normal?""

I agreed, despite being probably the most uncomfortable that Ive ever been in my entire life at that point.

 The  ride ended, I took him off to the side, he  was kinda curious, I  gave  him kind of a personal version of the Magic Moment we had for  Aladdin,  showed him this plushie lamp we have set aside for the ride,  and told  him that it was a secret, but the Genie asked me to tell him  that Im  Asperger's Autistic, and I live just like everyone else.

Told him, ""Ive worked for Mickey for nine years, and  not one single person there knows about it except you.""  
  I wish I remembered his  name but I dont, but the kid started crying. I  was at a complete loss of  what to do. I looked at the mom, just like  ""what do I do here?"" and she  was crying too and quite useless, I looked  at the other cast member (IE  the guy supposed to be there to help me)  Aladdin 2, who was ALSO crying  (and to say you can get fired for the  way you act on stage at Disney is  an understatement to tell you how bad  that was), and like anyone in the  queue who was paying the slightest  attention was too, but the queue was  just a swath of cell phones.

I looked back at the kid, he'd stopped crying, he just said, ""So Ill be normal?""

I said, ""You will be what YOU will be. There is no normal.""

THATS what Disney was like as an autistic man.",5.8592827669902885,6.382523269902915,5.6026790048543695,83.55887287621363,66.7864077669903,8.06856796116505,25.99666262135922,7.756953410329674,1.228865291262136,2104,51,419,21,32,651,230,515,0.11699999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.075,-0.9753,2,0,0,0,0,0,107.0,3,10,1,6,29,16,1,1,33,0,43,5,2,4,3,58,74,31,0,5,16,2,4,7,0,2,3,5,1,8,30,18,0,2,7,2,1,14,4,6,0,5,31,18,63,10,61,33,5,62,0,2,9,0,72,27,0,5,25,284,93,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578272767399059,0.11608282869998615,0.3778953947415311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048774037544391545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042226790195746,0.0,0.0,0.0536369809897694,0.11648435314245195,0.0850435123075974,0.0,0.05935602613889955,0.0,0.0,0.06169227432933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978067849793127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313636998726385,0.0,0.0,0.055693371373365,0.0,0.3064886066154933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079944973245496,0.0,0.0,0.079944813788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175187060394762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058271016807656076,0.0,0.06178187051339639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619405676849518,0.0,0.13330701735656994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035270021180576566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288779799749663,0.0,0.03964314614638837,0.05850684821470159,0.05578912507952792,0.0,0.0,0.06906801988094356,0.0,0.0,0.12497283913285652,0.06886822524157697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675503739223684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869422908918478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506938738880508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726386808036576,0.07667060681612976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049269736211143465,0.23855001565018336,0.0,0.061594588941594135,0.0,0.2928814753671323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312347306404917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816957433729662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050340903522811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890700863699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048359056071467364,0.12181405069381362,0.0,0.0,0.06594064279933236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520725569720013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419260237340249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901836289897136,0.0,0.2654103894290417,0.055471656924422366,0.0,0.0,0.055585384299760135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910284542909685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987453284922508,0.0,0.0,0.05831796822603221,0.0,0.0,0.15970465458522742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121322089491312,0.24387437657953154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330701735656994,0.07749992617042692,0.04735879395584347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057554849524673275,0.0,0.05536795393179411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787851878040873,0.08021434643513503,0.0,0.0,0.15234653668691195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04491967480619462
autism,pissedbunny,2020/01/29,"Was my ABA therapy really abuse? Hi, fellow autistic person here. I am 19 and was diagnosed with autism at age 4 or 5 (I can’t really remember, I was little) and I did ABA for 2 or 3 years. When I discovered that ABA is considered abuse in the autism community (especially by other autistic people) I was very shocked and surprised. I really had fun in ABA, and all of my memories from it are good and all my therapists were like big sisters and brothers; they were like a second family.

They did make me stop stimming, but I would have been in a special education classroom and very lonely if I did not get the help I did when I was younger. I do understand that autistic people should be accepted and understood and helped (because we should), but I was excited every day to go to ABA, and so was my sister who struggled with autism even more than I did (she went for 4 years). 

I am just a bit lost. If I have a child with autism I feel like I should at least try to take them to ABA because maybe they will feel the same way I did. That is the main reason why this frustrates me because I see other autistic people suffer so much more than I do and I don’t want them to have to be so lonely. I don’t want that for my future child. I would of course not continue ABA if they started showing signs of trauma but I had none. I just don’t understand.",3.8641759508259694,4.72271764963504,5.150268920476376,83.82317902420286,71.4087591240876,8.68812908182866,27.194775259316174,8.99025400887824,1.9798131386861308,1052,35,220,20,19,351,136,274,0.138,0.772,0.09,-0.9548,0,4,0,0,2,0,28.0,1,0,6,1,9,17,1,1,8,0,40,1,0,2,2,48,55,24,0,10,12,3,2,3,1,6,1,0,0,3,9,15,0,1,8,1,0,2,7,8,0,1,21,3,41,9,24,26,10,20,0,4,1,0,19,7,0,5,13,162,50,1,0.0,0.3145213722767624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272882295187956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490433251839668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559842182684507,0.0,0.0,0.13471587765599471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766543054078688,0.0,0.11182885827813756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251239151583418,0.0,0.13422228212908852,0.09482073485294197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934477396894548,0.0,0.07543224200664123,0.1113257438569684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792923309251915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453223059505226,0.13302807956778426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488802375844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859680726054395,0.0,0.13334286994626487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757017194156606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760501404700941,0.11589275631422274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508639605648603,0.1364662381476339,0.0,0.0,0.15035467294027655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576683659386234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394538829420504,0.0,0.0,0.1109663465234947,0.0,0.13875586804636564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997947537561935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178575543826253,0.1541071538069718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090113433319048,0.0,0.0,0.2763485481696725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190285968711643,0.15657253777843408,0.10535311412906498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303995883597807,0.11976615460879428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885719783328936,0.0,0.0,0.17094464542891444
autism,princess_watshername,2020/01/29,Any thoughts on TEACCH approach? Hope this is ok. I'm an SLP/SLT trying to change practices in my setting ensuring neurodiversity is accepted etc. Does anyone have thoughts or feedback on the TEACCH approach? I am obviously researching TEACCH myself but am more interested in the experience of actually autistic people.,7.242264150943399,10.585317000000003,7.691169811320754,58.80052830188683,67.67924528301887,10.277735849056604,40.78867924528302,10.355215969177356,5.574112452830188,263,16,35,8,5,86,43,53,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8401,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,6,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,22,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.3020438452286981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048210521414065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642141251760974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274278388328948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708603242507097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451931596584042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027669190129602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074201191399387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145800460640504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914436891165789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101416573053968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,seecucumberunder,2020/01/29,"I find ethnicity and mixed race people interesting I have a strange interest towards racial minorities, Native Americans, the Inuit and people who are mixed race. I find the origins fascinating and I enjoy looking at their features. Nothing political mostly historically and sociologically. Whenever I read about celebrities who are mixed or even just different types of European for example I Google their parents to see how their features come to play. If I'm watching a documentary and I want to know more about the person I will Facebook stalk them and try to look for a family tree via friends and this can go on for an hour. I watch Masaman who is a great YouTuber on this topic.",6.851630236794173,8.86142130327869,7.299945355191253,66.86955373406195,65.47540983606558,10.340255009107473,36.5063752276867,10.504223727775694,4.388620036429872,557,28,88,15,9,182,83,122,0.015,0.7979999999999999,0.188,0.9661,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,5,6,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,18,14,10,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,13,6,14,13,2,9,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,3,3,60,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256475283318567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335575879215779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476497700858949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107389103254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086332836140195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271078725435293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704612434615653,0.0,0.0,0.2464598292008866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014740047373926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285482352092167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375444029601252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144980461968054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482209500918763,0.0,0.0,0.30995676418977275,0.19519140804828855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360610914463575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813691222939398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177279834401447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318529953149271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SomeYellowFox,2020/01/29,"When Special Interests Have a Negative Impact...  I was wondering if anyone else has a similar problem or if someone had some advice; I have a lot of special interests and along with those special interests I have hobbies. It's kind of hard to explain but all of my special interests leach into my hobbies. For example, my top three favorite hobbies are writing, drawing/art, and video games. HOWEVER the way in which I cycle through my hobbies are affected by the special interest I'm currently hooked on. The special interest that I will currently be fixated on will manifest in those three hobbies.

I cycle though my special interests weekly or every four or five days but I cycle though my current hobby fixation about every three months.

Here's a good example; Right now my current special interest that I'm fixating on is Plague Doctors/The Black Plague/The Medieval Era. The current hobby I'm really hooked on is writing. I really don't want to write about anything else. In fact, I can't make myself write about anything else. This current special interest manifested in a new D&D character (D&D is a side-hobby I would say that I always enjoy). She's a grave cleric who wears Plague doctor garb who is going to multiclass into a gunslinger (guns are another special interest that I'm fixating on a little). My girlfriend is going to start a homebrew campaign soon with a bunch of our best friends and I'm so excited for it. I used my special interest fixation to write half of a very elaborate backstory for her... but I can feel the fixation starting to wear off. This is always what happens... I'm starting to fixate on The Witcher Series again. I binged the Netflix adaption and bought the third game in December and my birthday gift from my mom (the books were put on back order and my birthday is early January) just showed up in the mail today; the first three books. So I know that I'm going to neglect my D&D character's backstory because I'm going to fixate on The Witcher now along with my current hobby is going to switch from writing to video games and reading... (best case scenario would be that my hobby sticks to writing and I'll write fanfiction or make a plague doctor self-insert character). This happens all the time. And I have really bad executive dysfunction so I can't make myself think or do anything else when it comes to my own personal hobbies. It is sad because I can always feel it happening, too. It's like my projects have this gross death-rattle and I just watch them crash and burn before my eyes as my special interest switches over.

My projects (short stories about dinosaurs, werewolves, wolves, shamanism, other special interests that I am currently NOT fixating on) become neglected. I have a nine book series I really want to publish some day but I literally have to wait until my special interest cycle comes back to fantasy and shamanism and animal shapeshifters for me to be able to write it. I have nine books planned out and the ideas are just sitting there collecting dust!

My problem is that I can not work on any projects that are not about the thing/things I'm currently fixating on. Top that off with the fact I have so many special interests that to wait for me to be fixating on that one specific thing I need to finish a project could take months or even YEARS. For my nine book series it took me a year to polish the FIRST CHAPTER!!! It's just that the feeling that fixation gives me is unreal and so comforting and my list of special interests is immense. Some only pop up every couple of years (wood working, chain mail jewelry, rock collecting) while some cycle monthly (The Elder Scrolls, The Witcher, Pokemon, camping, horse riding, hiking) and some weekly (Furry Fandom, Wolves, Werewolves, D&D, Animals, Nature, Birds, Dinosaurs, Ancient Mammals, Ancient humans)!

I'm a twenty two year old woman and my creative projects are my lifeblood. This has been happening since I was a kid but I've just found a way to express this frustration. I just want to finish one thing... I just want to post things to my deviant art... I want something to show for how creative I am! I know I'm good at writing and drawing but I rarely have anything to show for it! Sometimes this drives me to tears. I find it hard to call myself a writer or and artist when I don't have a portfolio.

Thank you so much for reading and any advice you have!

\-Kait",6.013409256637927,7.4395389828850895,6.293150173722818,75.5043119718612,66.87286063569681,9.310033028782225,35.622270836014245,9.594106085396248,3.679625590872047,3520,174,583,73,57,1129,324,818,0.07400000000000001,0.752,0.17300000000000001,0.9981,11,0,1,2,0,0,117.0,1,2,1,9,34,52,1,0,41,0,56,5,3,6,4,109,107,51,1,13,25,1,5,1,2,4,2,1,0,4,42,32,0,4,11,20,2,11,8,9,0,16,8,9,77,43,90,90,13,94,0,4,3,0,35,32,0,16,47,405,119,17,0.06827203540433388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334292856925415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042340784539564,0.29589088734736263,0.0,0.09285465044559477,0.07158918186987066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773739455860033,0.06995276828761789,0.22472827193340425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499396208937367,0.057004297837794836,0.08323599820871884,0.07540109924268054,0.05809447365607859,0.0,0.1432945782139764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971338141898913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762062656336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054509664924278896,0.07554170862002846,0.0,0.08805962966245166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975864234035607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813010041632484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045093035495661564,0.0,0.17256640313068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035611773367108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623994035073544,0.1161443168762819,0.0,0.07485676293972443,0.05274680519728212,0.0,0.0,0.06549275737510976,0.19400285524978125,0.11452668830474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149094174477215,0.0,0.12231666745579213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707081787078225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109481888975096,0.07504105038049619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335426794484538,0.06842651518238857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058042443069674765,0.0,0.0,0.1367163413203081,0.06921712818031743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995938272700769,0.1634822619195842,0.0,0.050187801503260014,0.050622849180494096,0.0,0.0659375572234859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164001656434467,0.0,0.092525796168281,0.051923959380736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961250793989877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538573778367461,0.0,0.0,0.13065423508433407,0.0,0.06863225244406472,0.0,0.0,0.136581021573417,0.0,0.1749472563415799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830394520323729,0.0,0.05429266279237862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122262250438105,0.0,0.0,0.05647533319021221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057846674046963226,0.052559148324122916,0.06752278872631125,0.0,0.1449698941602759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133207406441885,0.0,0.0,0.06285571756307466,0.0,0.0,0.1814276267491393,0.04374596358313141,0.13415385629740206,0.0,0.03980997287343222,0.0,0.06471390672374082,0.0,0.07585274338817749,0.0,0.0,0.06669185827529417,0.0,0.0,0.058965118283497785,0.0,0.056331579234537486,0.2013430767445976,0.10838232780457566,0.1095274173913281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403811010595128,0.09940570978074467,0.0,0.0,0.09699699026169832,0.0,0.0,0.17585980965513953
autism,meizhong,2020/01/29,"I fail to understand the humor and/or don't find funny nearly every single post in r/funny. Even the ones with 20k + upvotes. I can list like 5 examples just from today if anyone wants specifics. Or just sort by top by 24 hours.

Is it just me? Or are they just really not that funny? Or do I just not get the jokes? IDK.",0.1212313432835792,2.3428520746268693,2.2941604477611968,93.53138992537315,87.955223880597,5.141044776119403,14.345149253731346,6.6274283507984215,-0.469476119402985,247,4,54,3,8,83,52,67,0.179,0.731,0.09,-0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,8,4,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,7,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615626205009986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325207138918889,0.0,0.2966109423080924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321760415782034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392764683256804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466908935233589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199015565547726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855307080107735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371593475730996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255274040150013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336950734129451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366488599365878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764375441678776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,novalumidum,2020/01/29,"Learning to understand the code normal people seem to speak 

Hi! I’m currently ”under investigation” as it seems i might be autistic(although high functioning, but still).

I have always felt like i can’t figure out the secret language everybody else speaks. I want things upfront and without code and only recently last year understood that apparently this is very rare, people are more likely to talk like 50% in code(often more) and only partially direct. 

My question is this, what are your best tips for understanding other people or overcoming difficult social situations?

Sincerely, me",10.009106529209618,11.525841886597945,8.962422680412368,59.60109106529211,57.969072164948464,12.23986254295533,37.81615120274914,11.855464076750405,5.304973883161511,481,21,63,14,6,150,79,97,0.031,0.799,0.171,0.9427,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,20,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,7,5,9,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,8,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630058869607615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451762068399807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468793301877912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881969264502064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857688975733136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332094358816094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576978237787563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865226717506221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722712908661042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674458604321845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656850087790672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696437898415792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360609880797134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012917975028976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976348067962614,0.0,0.17923157231511525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404141716010798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132157498890507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681040005612192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660803109587881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507414166372368,0.10370621394099663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948914574754256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322561556743592
autism,jolkow,2020/01/29,"What questions should I ask a school? I have a 5 year-old son with ASD. He is mostly non-verbal, still potty-training (but better every week!), sensory-seeking (especially vestibular and propriorceptive) and almost always happy. We are deciding between a couple different public schools (his home school and his current preschool) and are meeting one of the principals and special education teachers today. 

What are some good questions I can ask? Fellow parents, what do you wish you knew before your loved one joined a school?",8.37239700374532,10.150356595505619,7.563539325842697,67.25557116104869,61.69662921348315,9.079400749063671,37.305243445692895,9.2995712137729,3.9106389513108617,423,20,58,7,6,131,69,89,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.9604,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,17,13,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,9,5,3,11,2,4,0,0,0,1,17,0,0,5,4,39,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292659355931235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707492008937699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855443730502157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299531095665751,0.0,0.0,0.13506805301571598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898130440532325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955945064215482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867282825277038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809393335476849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257282685823812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319018521086916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378353785514772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602535032342689,0.0,0.2069734721821188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957701433289374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421617499005584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182414507891576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196204946714508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447602995895544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250243075668164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561997372773544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834639886646154
autism,Monarchswimmer,2020/01/29,"I am obsessed with vocabulary- can anyone else relate? How common is it for words and vocabulary to be a special interest? I've heard of math and numbers, animals, etc., but what about words? I like to carry around a dictionary, spend WAY TOO MUCH TIME on vocabulary.com, and over- analyze poetry and song lyrics.",5.1126785714285665,7.701812053571428,6.267285714285716,70.07771428571431,71.32142857142857,10.194285714285718,29.057142857142853,10.355215969177356,3.6838900000000017,249,10,41,8,5,83,48,56,0.024,0.8390000000000001,0.136,0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,9,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493413990768,0.4175328806796539,0.0,0.3627622417352474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34041475529935195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544712785352453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990843810599761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956008674990503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376170816468637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234552874086982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,skittleskeeee,2020/01/29,I need help! My name is Avery! I'm 19 years old and on the spectrum. I'm going to a rock concert in September but I've never been to one by myself. I'm getting headphones but are there any other tips?,-1.0642424242424229,1.0113113636363664,2.02,93.64166666666668,94.45454545454544,3.8424242424242414,18.696969696969692,5.46131890053228,-0.2620484848484841,156,5,34,1,6,55,36,44,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3472,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161312528137893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428782398664596,0.0,0.26419943593670697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115962204567356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34469926181693683,0.35854061200304377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878085928793966,0.0,0.3150116415268858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936455352038505
autism,IAskADHDQuestions,2020/01/29,"Help me with my “script” someone is upset with me. I don’t know what to do and I’m hopeful someone can give me a better script.

It started yesterday when I told someone in my family to drive to work separately because I would be leaving in the middle of the day. I didn’t want to tell them why I was leaving early was because I was depressed and it had nothing to do with them. So we left separate for work and when we got there I felt like something was not right but I didn’t do anything that would of caused this. I left early as planned and said goodbye and I drove to another town thirty minutes away to try and clear my head. I turned off my phone and sat by the water watching the waves come in. I stayed there till later in the evening than I drove back home and they had not arrived home yet so I went to my room to seclude myself. I turned my phone back on and saw they sent me a text telling me that I hurt their feelings and was nasty. Than telling me it’s my right to not tell them what’s going on but twice saying I should out of common courtesy tell them and they deserve to know and that I shouldn’t be taking this out on them. This makes them sound like the good guy and me this really terrible person but I didn’t do anything and I don’t understand why they are mad at me when I made it clear that I would be leaving early and didn’t give an explanation. I didn’t respond to them because I don’t know what to say. Now they won’t talk to me unless they have to and seem really standoffish.

I want to tell them they are being selfish but I know this usually just makes it worse and if I tell them not to be upset everyone always says the won’t be but they still are. I want to tell them it has nothing to do with them but their text implies that everything is about them. I just want to ignore it and hopefully everything just goes back to normal.",2.416826923076922,3.9340370512820537,3.474407051282053,91.86007211538464,75.92307692307692,6.516025641025642,23.725961538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.728134615384616,1470,45,325,16,32,473,162,390,0.095,0.818,0.086,-0.8857,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,22,4,18,14,1,2,10,0,41,2,1,4,2,69,76,33,0,13,15,0,2,2,0,7,0,5,3,2,20,27,1,1,8,0,0,7,15,8,0,1,23,9,70,6,48,40,0,46,0,2,2,0,47,19,0,4,21,236,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433720103635282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107772830422834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725706104041698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264555133536169,0.17836504852102594,0.0,0.14140234889465852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838407196596243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942988577706843,0.0,0.06660512771896504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986559799859969,0.0,0.06659639669745017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106973965669623,0.0,0.0,0.07388345435130872,0.13898211776957178,0.0,0.07289128374257005,0.0,0.039095781325519136,0.0,0.07424021052411046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834654761123028,0.043943261753648315,0.06485312078879564,0.06184060461104615,0.0,0.0,0.07655986901814034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935357291353265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182658406681116,0.0,0.15511837797380956,0.1535942436389127,0.0,0.0,0.08277364603909218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997422614699234,0.0,0.0,0.2456150759658184,0.16801881567490462,0.0,0.0,0.07555019357908725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316292580438905,0.1032246314949738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575808663538088,0.14838301976045315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751364656003854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906752491609687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206328958599764,0.07354990300057615,0.18446610148981915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039006328943613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654129852502872,0.059525423205294886,0.0,0.0,0.05472814646019561,0.08241381482537337,0.061748588075872225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058135710530295474,0.0621476281255665,0.540655150096783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388345435130872,0.0,0.05249583046345384,0.16820591944126506,0.0,0.08049380652368421,0.0,0.0,0.08515807160980972,0.0,0.1824235321130972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167726920819181,0.13954021095485408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125811040017512,0.0,0.07879662508518334,0.1647796933284062,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,syraxxz,2020/01/29,"Autism ""Levels"" I find the whole autism levels confusing. 

I had an evaluation in 2017 and got diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome. I felt the psychologist who did the assessment did a poor job during the evaluation and rushed through it, there were quite a few question marks and things that didn't get explained by being autistic. So I went about getting a new neuropsychiatric evaluation just before Christmas as I started to suspect I also have ADHD. I got report today from the recent evaluation and it says I have Autism level 2,2 and ADHD-C. I feel confused by it, would that mean that I wouldn't be considered to have Aspergers Syndrome? Everything I find when it comes to autism levels is in children and not in adults.",6.952892281594572,8.513600709923665,6.930941475826969,71.29622561492793,64.80152671755725,9.791687871077183,33.639525021204406,9.994966539143718,3.607696522476675,587,25,94,13,9,187,81,131,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,9,0,13,1,0,0,0,22,24,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,9,8,0,0,8,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,9,3,11,0,13,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,5,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429964057024657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473882484796168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682956166020903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876201422647834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187065196065209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564100778892485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318989698791624,0.0,0.17696123050972687,0.0,0.3369019627529737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925829971092668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29481030320845364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289378556195945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076163995638105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800244232391355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064632290553387,0.1960305307741179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197846701243814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656634222218076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045167938966873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244372564834485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469912344652086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085212540634234,0.0,0.2057694013156571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309246345457683,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pbtaverna,2020/01/29,"Parents of toddlers with high functioning autism, how do you deal with your child’s aggressive bursts? I have a two year old son newly diagnosed with autism. We just started the process to get him the help that he needs, but it takes a really long time to get anything scheduled.

My biggest issue with him right now is these violent outbursts that he has when he’s upset. He kicks, hits, tries to bite me; sometimes he bites himself during these fits. What are some strategies that I can use to help the severity of these tantrums?",6.992121212121212,7.588419676767678,5.7439898989898985,83.26931818181819,64.35353535353535,9.024242424242424,33.671717171717184,8.841846274778883,2.6743050505050507,424,17,79,6,6,125,75,99,0.129,0.82,0.051,-0.8504,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,4,4,3,1,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,11,13,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,0,10,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,1,8,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924735323266426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709102408742985,0.0,0.23341672940454464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030174650179234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082907551548478,0.2429780342177965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240031009400236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351797472573216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052131693236802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413169184937109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553566800118912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732594583280428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639482327358812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598028902507094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744817889454605,0.0,0.16277535847904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291031642895613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409851700001155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561358857376728,0.0,0.22464921840377156,0.0,0.0,0.19862196193115886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809442190298933
autism,btp0703,2020/01/29,"Hi I'm looking for advice on describing my feelings I'm high functioning but only my partner is aware, no one else knows and I'm happy with that.

However, something has come to a head with my closest friend and its time he knew. He's not the best at empathy, so I really want to explain the feeling I get when plans are changed on me at very short notice.

I thought about describing it as anxiety, but it feels more than that and I don't know how to say that without coming across as like I'm pretending to be super unwell or something.

I appreciate I'm trying to ask strangers to explain my feelings for me and that is ridiculous, but I just wondered if anyone else had experience of a similar conversation or some sort of insight in this?

Thank you so much in advance.",5.971568627450981,6.055032562091505,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,66.51633986928104,9.937254901960783,35.954248366013076,9.725611199111238,3.4428248366013072,614,29,117,12,9,204,103,153,0.075,0.741,0.184,0.9602,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,6,7,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,33,30,16,0,2,9,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,12,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,6,13,6,24,26,4,15,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,6,3,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651624358042429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292983092132364,0.0,0.0,0.11818131714224366,0.17317891708204794,0.0,0.0,0.15800901649062138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737396593651167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787986355516517,0.29118808638144583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238570617734265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533203835890867,0.0,0.0,0.341842321744362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058288938680854,0.0,0.08830493029310889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992280643157907,0.0,0.0,0.1734612321570754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857679926765832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577574783261336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825736585434779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419325537441852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424767922446606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242811597595805,0.0,0.0,0.1145309726463926,0.12854580706793522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827726029061617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440989939420606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602366314397162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560906832496438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418141441137393,0.09855575640609818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147521289964089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945755297700724,0.09969119692084877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292732289193354,0.18329281377731588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kiayssa,2020/01/29,"Link between autism and antisocial personality disorder Hey! Before we jump to any conclusions, I am an autistic. I apologise in advance if this title sounds *bad*, however a thought has crossed my mind. Oftentimes I find myself relating to what people with antisocial personality disorder say about themselves, even though I am pretty sure I do not have it. It makes me feel bad about myself in a way, because I know or at least hope that I am not a sociopath (although that diagnosis doesn't exist anymore in the medical world). I just lack empathy and I try to tell myself it is not my fault and that I am not a bad person because of it. However it is getting harder and harder to function in society, I need to pretend and pretend and abide by social norms and that is so energy draining, but when I do not I am seen as cold and antisocial. I can't help it, I just don't know what you're feeling and that makes it even harder for me to have empathy for you. My question is: Do any of you have similar experiences? What are your thoughts?",4.555223880597016,6.066400840796021,6.132517412935325,74.96235820895524,70.44278606965173,9.53910447761194,32.80298507462687,9.888512548439397,3.4471217910447773,823,39,151,21,15,281,111,201,0.08199999999999999,0.851,0.067,-0.4659,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,20,1,0,2,1,38,32,17,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,16,11,0,0,10,2,0,3,8,4,0,0,3,6,27,2,21,29,2,11,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,4,1,117,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006429416460556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630430130119926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369529472667968,0.17985868722028545,0.0,0.1255321734754093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381508798939325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948766000664812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443069119868159,0.0,0.0,0.14918527082526095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348343870403183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770752718607787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888231821713964,0.0,0.0,0.14652475316764907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215081334428666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694701171458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486150459898534,0.0,0.0,0.14895732225062416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938727705436996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227466039698448,0.38643715402175377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500850814853968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526079402186988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173171135768032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503822777872262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903975164503107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128942596642794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494171391256355,0.2342353696467959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001592041310016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709779191887977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Annimasaurus,2020/01/29,Does diagnosis need to be based on childhood? Hi. I (30F) have been thinking that I may be on the spectrum for some time now. I finally got the confidence to ask my psychiatrist about it at the end of my last appointment and he gave me a questionnaire about my childhood and said we can talk about it next time. So I have entirely put it off until the night before because I know that my memory may not be enough to fill it out and I am not ready to talk to my parents about it yet. My has mum refused to believe that there is anything wrong with me before. So I guess I just wanted to know if others have been diagnosed as adults without involving their parents? Can I request he diagnose me based on my adult presentation even though I have learnt how to hide or adapt much of it?,5.8653205128205075,5.747802070512821,6.2982051282051295,80.78012820512821,66.75641025641025,10.01025641025641,32.07692307692307,9.725611199111238,2.7617230769230767,617,23,127,12,9,200,96,156,0.063,0.915,0.022000000000000002,-0.6542,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,13,1,0,0,5,0,16,2,0,1,0,23,26,11,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,1,22,0,25,16,3,21,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,6,13,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372844364103824,0.0,0.15596075908253282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169621298494952,0.0,0.2839150412475382,0.18795694165334104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33865186062244745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599146382150874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775923740340718,0.1723769243266267,0.0,0.11018768418937112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827508639855418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334268209857276,0.0,0.1837787888917317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183367552653676,0.13598630081148647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263706715268954,0.12370013366705185,0.0,0.0,0.17742244587185144,0.15655587253124906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704833626493019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770724956494418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158690714667149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681785051990375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689602877414577,0.1639067162811274,0.0,0.1945563730783756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839890843535927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081530989732545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823991754068421,0.0,0.0
autism,redditamrur,2020/01/29,"Live Concerts of a Special Interest Hi, one of my child's special interests is a very famous musician, who also played with a very famous 1960s band (two of the members are now dead so no reunion due...). He's now touring and coming to a city about 3.5 hours from us (not closer unfortunately). Dilemma

\- It is prohibitively expensive even without the hotel/travel costs. Let's say : we can afford it but it probably means we have to save elsewhere. We're not drowning in extra funds

\- My daughter does not handle big crowds or big noises gracefully (neither do I, she got the autism from somewhere) . She usually goes to noisy/crowded places with noise-blockers. Perhaps she would not enjoy it at all. 

\- The man is in his 70s. How long would he perform? and he is a special interest of",2.972568493150685,5.724619869863018,4.1331335616438345,81.68271404109589,79.75342465753424,6.389726027397263,28.30308219178082,7.645422480735847,2.0893301369863018,615,28,106,10,16,200,104,146,0.059000000000000004,0.7809999999999999,0.16,0.943,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,20,14,7,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,3,3,1,7,0,0,2,1,2,10,10,16,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,1,6,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761141625551927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897046709591546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272072038580196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545679123117505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613436009241815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168776453371102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519537910855145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944630515878852,0.19489253755731226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398900079134524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923042182470458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008865700909886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374402150535626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513206707797266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512820326548865,0.0,0.2649040251296571,0.0,0.2425471507602133,0.3634180165683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122894144713169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31288359294209844,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Infinitey,2020/01/29,"I need advice: My family thinks the vaccines caused my sons Autism. I apologize. This is a bit of a rant but there’s just no one I can vent to about this. I’ve been having a really tough time these past couple of weeks. The word autism was brought up at my sons routine 18 month checkup by the pediatrician. He has not been diagnosed yet but he is showing signs. I know autism poses it’s difficulties but I’ve found comfort in some of the research I’ve done that many autistic people lead happy and healthy lives. 

Just a little bit of background: This is my second son. I had my first son at 20 and was heavily influenced by my anti-vaxx family. I did not vaccinate my first born until he was 4 years old and when I finally knew better. I’m so ashamed I did that to him. I told myself that my next child would be vaccinated. 

Fast forward to now my family is calling me out because I don’t believe that the vaccines caused his delays. They start spitting false “facts” at me and there is absolutely no arguing with them. I knew this would happen. In my family, I’m the dumb one. I told them that I will continue giving him his regular vaccines and they said it’s going to get worse. When I told my family I just wanted assurance and support but instead I get blamed. There are no autistic people in my family so I guess the term is scary to them.  It’s so hurtful that I am going to be blamed for this for the rest of my life. I just don’t know what to do.",1.6463636363636347,3.839099343434345,3.4481043771043787,87.97437878787882,80.81818181818181,6.78828282828283,22.021212121212123,7.908726449838941,1.10017898989899,1143,36,238,21,30,382,154,297,0.162,0.754,0.084,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,4,16,10,2,1,12,0,28,4,1,4,2,39,52,16,0,4,10,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,16,8,0,1,6,1,0,5,7,5,0,5,17,1,44,5,27,30,5,35,0,1,0,0,25,10,1,2,22,164,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259312656724813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399975278932092,0.0,0.0,0.11828560226358575,0.0,0.09285341583277017,0.22923956075337945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720455747368192,0.0,0.0,0.21570333563285268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616730215312808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656068070444168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743924632229232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938404501535484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500929851577099,0.0,0.1786055968074635,0.0,0.11511399937171254,0.0,0.0,0.10970386632963684,0.100714123016523,0.1193342788563599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565619516955175,0.0,0.0928406032554001,0.11176175237841393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239189996594387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539739479930132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415617845375698,0.0,0.10522562713614124,0.0927063889638928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644142408718132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838004755430961,0.0,0.0,0.07784732334004328,0.0,0.0,0.11165600312723192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016731819432064,0.0,0.14228526620312218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022299212034527,0.14557101651702736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725804578540061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986769625493584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743110960627595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191392172640631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727211579371144,0.0,0.0,0.06121938769954832,0.0,0.0,0.3009617991215073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192468362154267,0.0,0.08421509668353458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699181234623116,0.14916102483664584,0.0,0.0,0.06760887467993998
autism,OnlyTheForum,2020/01/29,"Aspie here, I will try to pass my driver's license in 30 minutes for the 3rd time, wish me luck! God it is hard to focus at full capacity for 30 minutes straight, but if there's one moment I need to do it, it's gonna be today.",7.3894117647058835,3.0995786274509847,8.700098039215685,78.10544117647059,66.64705882352942,10.984313725490196,35.30392156862745,7.1686216300943375,2.346639215686274,174,5,42,1,2,62,41,51,0.025,0.8270000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.6049,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074664124405243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372739165011792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082258126147745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265233302435332,0.0,0.4311553602008267,0.0,0.0,0.3088209886979215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230680873535941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aspergiannation,2020/01/29,Great Use of Art To Help People With Autism Get the best to understand the [neurodiversity autism](https://www.aspergiannation.com/art-and-autism.html) with the arts of genius people. Aspergian nation helps people with the creative abilities of people on the autism spectrum and neurodivergent. Our mission to provide awareness and acceptance of people who affected with ASD.,12.506090909090908,15.829810472727274,9.510681818181824,51.36602272727274,53.36363636363636,11.31818181818182,39.20454545454545,11.20814326018867,5.459090909090909,316,14,35,8,4,92,35,55,0.024,0.6559999999999999,0.32,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,12,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457740512137765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235764333112895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258201704526982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139530262318748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8118094245110679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438060949420837,0.0,0.20226998371416785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GoddessOfTruth11200,2020/01/29,"Fiancee will not get his daughter checked even though friends, some family and I know something us wrong Any suggestions or help would be appreciated. We often fight over my what will soon be step daughter that is 10. I love her to death. I came into the picture 3 years ago and did with her what mist little girls would like to do. Bracelet making kits, l handbags you colors, art projects and all that fun stuff. I quickly began to notice though and then became concerned when 3 years later she cannot string beads,  color in pictures and still only wants to play with baby toys and stuffed animals. There's zero affection unless her dad holds her like an infant in his arms which looks weird. We go to amusement parks and she wants to go on the little kids rides. The list goes on.  I've been nothing but never trying to teach Jerry how to wipe herself because she never does, she doesn't want to wash herself and when anyone talks to her aside from us she stares at them and says nothing!  When family hugs and kisses her goodbye she's cold and you get her hair or forehead to kiss. When I or anyone says something he says ketchup kids be kids. Only because she gets good grades. That doesbt mean anything. She has zero friends and the 2 friends she does have are autistic!  What can I do to get her help??  We live in the inner city of Philly so the schools could care less and so could her mom and her dad well there a back story I don't want to get into as to why he's babies this daughter of how because he does have another. PLEASE HELP!!  DO I CALL CHILD SERVICES?",3.2666257816257804,5.315814123376626,3.3407070707070723,91.42920875420877,74.97402597402598,5.4720538720538725,23.745069745069745,6.037888025583468,0.4499159211159207,1242,38,247,7,27,378,178,308,0.040999999999999995,0.778,0.18100000000000002,0.9936,0,0,2,0,1,0,26.0,5,2,1,0,19,18,1,0,8,0,23,8,3,4,3,48,42,31,1,8,6,6,1,2,4,4,1,3,0,6,9,22,0,1,2,4,1,5,6,3,1,2,4,9,40,15,30,29,3,33,0,0,4,4,61,12,0,5,18,156,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896371355495995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682487239768402,0.10523695452447668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034908317327022,0.0,0.08258831263363416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717119071027043,0.0,0.18353687099426674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247950540171342,0.114785915272393,0.1023244320281133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025972022443405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26347899961267873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628730210178223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892222900884489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261530561759314,0.0,0.26217164239675184,0.0,0.11407460804707052,0.08417780154880028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180900419900644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515562128308695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806234649501366,0.2011755932511385,0.08862034518384088,0.0,0.08427771949123461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057945866940686,0.0,0.06699155290637253,0.0,0.0,0.10932223439801704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754125000538347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548087324191045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259761502125072,0.11426133295451228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265768400633242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101659212779377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943259314012125,0.0,0.10157039601874857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452515471080744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080148192249638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148890012905948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066613670172658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720777505343468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813833390197511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414431528857237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367813868827801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023633067911516,0.0,0.09055993021591616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258673708181452,0.10972868095249072,0.0,0.12925801292855646
autism,bonzoyeh,2020/01/29,"Special interest I don't actually understand special interest, I'm not sure what mine is, but I do like collecting, and sometimes I really like researching illnesses or disorders and stuff like that, I get really into it, I don't know why.",6.56310606060606,7.973046068181818,8.634545454545453,59.28015151515154,65.5909090909091,14.957575757575755,39.66666666666666,13.5591,6.987948484848485,193,11,30,10,3,69,30,44,0.155,0.536,0.309,0.7779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,20,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2852276582179368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349835340562657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270666729815818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063200107953252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283865519491141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744900654645673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890769949669288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345959985586505,0.0,0.0,0.2754748258822657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042786311667385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637414368617784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,appledoughnuts,2020/01/29,"How did you guys decide a career choice? Was it based on special interest? I’m really struggling deciding my passion in life... The choices keep going back and fourth for me, and I’m worried I’ll stop loving something so I’m weary to declare a major :0  is there some sign that you had that made you think “huh I’ll stay with this the rest of my life”

Part of me wonders if I’m afraid to commit so sometimes I don’t do anything and then it becomes too late... I’m just so afraid I’ll stop loving what I choose and regret it. 

Another part of me is afraid of being mundane which is such a shallow thing I know, but sadly it’s true for me. I’d love to make a difference. 

This is kinda a vent post...does anyone else feel this way?",1.1247058823529414,3.0885183333333366,2.8873464052287585,92.52905882352941,81.35294117647058,5.38718954248366,21.31111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.2750805228758169,567,17,123,5,15,188,98,153,0.091,0.764,0.145,0.8822,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,9,13,0,4,7,1,10,6,0,3,2,27,26,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,1,12,7,12,21,5,10,0,2,0,4,7,2,0,4,5,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052868094275414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113712640836143,0.166630669506255,0.13382823627251356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125050191903295,0.0,0.0,0.179608841163465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991069300845055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585406373985498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222914182857595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242472155921294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102638480230613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455042761807715,0.0,0.0,0.08937559421481829,0.0,0.18345043821800375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973664268700675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403318875160925,0.15388168233475766,0.10855484371484136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522185756999143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575179552947974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418307654609253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519827718494134,0.16084234788441126,0.0,0.0,0.17333883703421896,0.0,0.2719270541892198,0.0,0.17001314196339468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804221066649046,0.10420487106503423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908581237605965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763621391680681,0.0,0.16515570144553107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,the-user-name_,2020/01/29,"I don't know if i'm neurodiverse and I need advice Sorry if this is super incoherent to read.

So i was talking in a discord server earlier and having a discussion with people before we started talking about neurodiversity. This mostly happened because a fair number of people on the server are neurodiverse and we were talking about how easy it is to relate to neurodiverse people even if we are seemingly neurotypical.

Anyways thats not really important but basically one of my friends shared a quiz (that they apparently trust) that could like be interesting. so thats basically where this started. Honestly i think im like hyperfixating on this right now and i feel like i have to make this post ASAP and idk why.

[http://rdos.net/eng/Aspie-quiz.php](http://rdos.net/eng/Aspie-quiz.php)i took the quiz and found some of it to be like extremely relatable and my result was that im very likely neurodivergent. this obviously isnt conclusive so i found other quizzes

[https://autismcanada.org/about-autism/diagnosis/screening-tools/adult/](https://autismcanada.org/about-autism/diagnosis/screening-tools/adult/)i proceeded to take this quiz and got a score of 41/50 which places me in the high 'risk' area for it.

self diagnosis is bad so i decided to like look into it more and found like comics and stuff that were made by neurodivergent people that i relate to so i feel like im just falling further down this rabbithole.

I feel i should say i dont want to be told if i am or am not neurodivergent. I guess i'm here for advice on what to do next like if anybody has like relateable resources or something that i should check out. anyways i guess thank you for even reading this weird wall of whatever my brain just doesnt want me to put this off even if i have no idea what im doing.",7.858049851295853,10.213505231270359,6.950505594108485,69.0048718311854,63.46254071661239,9.508511542274467,29.308738139073785,9.867487886160001,2.9194275315111184,1474,49,237,32,23,451,159,307,0.064,0.765,0.171,0.9891,2,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,3,1,1,2,18,20,0,1,8,0,27,1,1,4,1,56,54,25,0,12,13,0,3,10,1,2,0,1,0,1,27,16,0,0,12,3,1,3,7,3,0,1,11,5,28,17,32,37,3,25,0,0,1,0,14,16,0,13,15,164,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805440176996512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760692534412094,0.05553704267341277,0.0,0.07752403604115438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170382350239038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274029631799388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677492034761957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052289085185366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819697363719047,0.13017151734541674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996773026511175,0.07038785223148311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728653588306068,0.0,0.2007258705426667,0.0,0.08056425720570738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625792029758024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284697470033112,0.3936381213641339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050069178083128815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44509525735447614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765056407213483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620618888453788,0.0608136018506432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755354403600689,0.0,0.0,0.09689169004812942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061735417376793736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526442182653939,0.0,0.09518581466457482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725384659696768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915861505787576,0.0,0.0,0.1822602284285844,0.0,0.058364490425616485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780356486290882,0.0,0.07245071832484368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293898890467395,0.09504286391615224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013743395100623,0.0,0.10198510331321876,0.12896982670327406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429395466125474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849996754245195,0.21968135268028915,0.0,0.08387766696363833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058376699951714926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705517106136512,0.10122151802351724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517154565658916,0.10747272128216892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220850690638166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,girlalien,2020/01/30,"Tips for flying alone as an adult? I am absolutely terrified of what my future flight (and trip home) will be like. It’s a few hours long, and I plan on all the obvious things (bringing comfort items and clothes, ear plugs, whatever), but it isn’t quelling my intense anxiety about it. I have very strong dissociation and panic attacks while under high amounts of stress, so any feedback would be helpful. I do not do well with a lot of sound and stimuli like crowds and lights.

I’ll also be staying alone in a place I’ve never been for about a week which is terrifying too, but maybe that’s another topic",5.1653205128205135,6.248344623931622,5.443664529914532,82.08293269230772,68.57264957264958,8.585042735042737,30.86431623931624,8.841846274778883,2.372436752136752,479,19,94,8,8,152,89,117,0.209,0.665,0.126,-0.9038,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,2,6,0,12,1,1,0,3,15,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,3,6,5,12,7,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,8,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230594360544566,0.0,0.16332963004049694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888933277296045,0.21416210509551648,0.1562420612439985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323510280707085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689690838413865,0.21578942043179036,0.20486808807234766,0.0,0.20113399776047647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956144351453525,0.0,0.0,0.18074483956912707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363645550920548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518524509370706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752149124732007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396301314165281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338599168044514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176912999551021,0.0,0.0,0.2339547629157185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135687129857507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851833303742192,0.0,0.0,0.1638279811385452,0.0,0.18363513674124485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508532630065765,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MeowMixSong,2020/01/30,"36, alone, and see no way out. For my entire life, I've wanted social contact, but except for the brief marriage that I had, (I got a chick pregnant so we had to marry, [despite me being athiest, some things never go away]). Anyhow, I've wanted to be ""normal"", or as my new mom says, ""nothing but a setting on a thermostat."" I want to be Data from star trek.

Despite my best efforts, I never will be socially accepted, but mom won't let me give up. (I am financially reliant on the state of WA, and maintain rent because of section 8, and have health insurance because of Medicaid).

I'm so goddamned lonely that I see no hope, but want human contact, but don't all at the same time. I have no idea how humans are supposed to interact, so I just don't. I keep away. I go to work I go home. That's it. I live to work so I can live to work.

Anybody else caught in the same trap? I'm 36, if that matters any.",1.2980213903743305,3.0164918502673856,3.5919786096256696,88.90208556149734,79.69518716577541,5.897326203208556,24.903743315508024,6.794906146795322,0.9387989304812838,684,26,146,7,17,236,114,187,0.132,0.8029999999999999,0.065,-0.9381,1,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,7,0,16,2,0,1,3,32,32,16,0,7,9,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,5,8,1,0,0,4,3,19,3,23,21,6,21,0,1,2,0,14,9,0,5,4,98,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304215562479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392074900121523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595211343799718,0.0,0.0,0.16838332292699013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493979622006514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537467320162735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248940784994356,0.2354763284681332,0.0,0.11046061021213467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468063677223693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853738004239166,0.1371761643028555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591139282358968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276009924536795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122865623851874,0.09755243730952357,0.0,0.0,0.24391047074336605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32350970379434263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304064389049948,0.13338922136956025,0.0,0.0,0.13532022416147546,0.13252198139837704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983203383482296,0.0,0.0,0.22011442050309604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815751414011978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175533218864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053409176703658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258476336220409,0.10962670536211054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301641070408485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MiriLovelace,2020/01/30,Being in love with someone who has autism Hi I’m a spoken word artist and I’m having trouble writing accurately. I wanted to know if anyone can tell me what it’s like being in a romantic relationship with someone who has autism. I don’t mean any offense or anything I just really want to write accurately. Thank you to anyone who can help me.,1.8677941176470585,4.4971487205882354,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,83.8529411764706,6.341176470588236,23.20588235294117,7.645422480735847,1.4719352941176471,275,10,50,5,8,94,48,68,0.065,0.7090000000000001,0.225,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,16,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,14,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491562777505088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802670190792871,0.0,0.22376784191178486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226293732505366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149440689006083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284688201184114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454193498044228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962017225456194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741995773969379,0.0,0.0,0.2919414270447948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607956195951811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767096923059045,0.2503483544798303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077214231678897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AscensionM23,2020/01/30,"Older Siblings Hi ladies and gents!
I’m wondering is any of you have had a similar issue and how you’ve dealt with it.

My 3YO is nonverbal and was diagnosed with autism at 1 1/2. She is an amazing and playful little girl and her stimming ranges anywhere from rocking to shouting, and also babbling.. and more recently spitting.

The issue we are currently having is that my 4YO neurotypical stepdaughter has been imitating her stims. Not in a malicious way or anything like that, but we’ve noticed she struggles with individuality and frequently adopts the behaviors and likes of others around her. DH and I feel as though she may be regressing in reaction to seeing the effort we put forth  with our 3YO. 

We frequently try to teach our 4YO new things and give her other, more age and mentality appropriate tasks that we can praise her for and try to encourage her to try new things. We are having a hard time explaining or getting her to understand that while yes- sister does sometimes to things that she thinks are funny and wants to try, most of them come from a place of frustration or lack of control. I don’t truthfully think things will improve until she’s actually in school and around other children her age.",8.551636904761907,8.391009937500005,8.17839285714286,69.6749404761905,61.23214285714286,11.752380952380953,36.970238095238095,11.20814326018867,4.240754166666665,982,41,168,24,12,313,139,224,0.049,0.802,0.149,0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,7,1,1,3,5,9,1,1,8,1,19,2,1,2,1,45,31,25,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,13,27,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,26,7,28,25,4,23,1,0,1,0,30,8,0,6,14,122,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.13566869761300787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111785309029332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454201281150083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440602631250507,0.2475240926221261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975803828981316,0.0,0.0,0.1559287638433387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110781487762458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166203022050298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029539972818832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263501302294527,0.13336579432703896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453941602463073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902127137651378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358415378110729,0.13933993491925642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401048646981471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685431198056973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828129486655934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525191212650854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975888679158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372707717685429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070108746549384,0.11078521298275916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749963682371585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533949288047712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694490890906386,0.1781636753649132,0.13659171123811978,0.0,0.0810668059674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775563768137781,0.0,0.0,0.14473030371521034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200075989623341,0.11035186040406447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076707349789478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FlamDukke,2020/01/30,"District 75 advice? My six-year-old ASD son made great progress this past year, using more full sentences, answering questions with less prompting, etc. But his teachers are saying he's learning too slowly for the program he's in (Horizon). They're recommending he attend a District 75 school (we're in New York City). Has anyone had experience with any of the D75 schools and, if so, any advice? Recommendations? Warnings? Thanks in advance. He's a brilliant kiddo and I'm terrified of him not getting the customized support and encouragement he needs.",4.586822867853794,7.818511618556702,4.63671977507029,77.52578256794754,77.14432989690721,6.413870665417058,32.52952202436739,7.686295010490155,2.778781443298969,445,23,68,7,11,138,76,97,0.059000000000000004,0.738,0.204,0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,10,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,8,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,32,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927480432573424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733169264945738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051464193772575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412150750012386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965756748410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499236225754303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215571186170038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015150237519315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149007954712164,0.0,0.19408667626660855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087182006957836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918373353153452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511916901512527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981002194729851,0.0,0.4067608424752608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280449773845277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850153056902236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356335759486136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882097686117483
autism,sizzlecinema,2020/01/30,"Touch aversion and alone time? Hi everyone. My boyfriend of a few years has recently realized he might have autism. There are a few issues we’ve been having that he tells me stems from autism, but I don’t know for sure and I don’t know how to handle the situation. 

Our main issue is that he needs a LOT of alone time. Like, recently he’s been happy with only seeing me 1-2 days out of the week and gets extremely agitated if we see each other outside of those times. He also doesn’t like touch. I was having a bad day last week and asked him to cuddle for a little bit, and he got very mean and standoffish about it and told me he doesn’t like touch and that he needs to be in the right headspace for it. 

I care about him very much and view him as the love of my life. However, it can be tough because I enjoy a lot of quality time and touching. 

Do these things sound like something that’s common for people with autism or could this just be personal preference? If the former, does anyone have advice on what I can do as a partner to respect his needs but still get my needs for touch/time/affection met?",5.393723621511228,5.13209746017699,5.757256637168144,84.74979237576585,67.76106194690266,9.254731109598367,27.119128658951663,8.841846274778883,1.687150170183798,870,22,188,13,13,279,130,226,0.067,0.768,0.165,0.9812,1,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,12,0,23,3,0,1,1,36,40,19,0,8,6,0,4,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,13,15,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,8,18,10,25,29,8,20,0,0,3,2,22,5,0,6,19,118,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143687106840956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424332692977263,0.0,0.09359568138508301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183607127547214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941523963665188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772229557135677,0.07134561013517436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277757773761142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193285958603212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344575390408956,0.0,0.0,0.1509603570991238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242121859949953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183534440821892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229561734778385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360641534441648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458970645500242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443156648218087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864264596565028,0.09540203432016398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826677848974282,0.2287164830937597,0.11730336825827628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900396961219108,0.10563185548724728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748928548603267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415939978022485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603679649793726,0.3471303896669017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901308670230076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113978991132806,0.10219354226989974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311228852115372,0.0,0.0,0.0999502771236547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652913313930689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155622722535165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010198918902096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346713245634933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103074426647882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229684617487028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775520810921298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412305811480313,0.0,0.0,0.11183534440821892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313811220419824,0.0,0.0,0.1877625207478001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536898510329451
autism,arsinewendigo,2020/01/30,"Axolotl server this was a discord server made a few days ago but got deleted, anyone who was in this server before can join here [https://discord.gg/KcDsZtt](https://discord.gg/KcDsZtt) originally made by u/Twig-Heed",13.358125,15.791643562500004,9.825,53.12000000000001,50.875,8.9,31.625,8.841846274778883,2.7880125000000007,182,5,22,2,2,52,26,32,0.06,0.848,0.091,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441165040683841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714389604529721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303302093270106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503573409741449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104795682002997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7346497905345429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rualatte,2020/01/30,My buddy(17M) is autistic and I noticed that he’s really not eating anything and is seriously underweight. How can I help him? I don’t know if this is an autistic thing but my friend just doesn’t like eating. He only eats frozen peas and a very specific brand of coffee. He’s about 6’2 and probably weighs around 120lbs and has told me that he wishes he could be small again or something like that. He has said that he’s fine and that he’s just naturally skinny but I’m scared that he may pass out one day and not wake up. His parents seem to not really care about him and just let him do whatever he wants as long as he visits his therapist. Is there any way I can convince him to eat more?,3.769510489510489,4.662731300699303,4.675111888111889,87.01420629370632,71.65734265734267,8.237482517482517,24.789510489510487,8.548686976883017,1.3730928671328675,548,15,119,9,10,178,90,143,0.06,0.8079999999999999,0.132,0.8639,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,15,7,2,1,0,27,23,15,0,4,10,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,6,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,1,13,6,10,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,23,4,0,4,5,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071319050409346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296411529915193,0.14024308768953608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062148413387714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578205223878608,0.0,0.0,0.1015996058104294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448068030848768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171422106464876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559505396560093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657930049767057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610942752278095,0.0,0.15393117087962027,0.0,0.0,0.1394170351513738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179359166862773,0.0,0.0,0.10675248640072199,0.11981548924112638,0.0,0.0,0.1749283879290425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985365998807211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184700242385506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985564100652518,0.0,0.1577239965759044,0.0,0.0,0.14341756582120435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128119938573242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291489194775296,0.10466189462464903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053524151493414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998615294763974,0.09292056897501436,0.1250471052850332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116204612510656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LeoDuzey,2020/01/30,"Anyone here who also works in a store/supermarket? I'm just wondering if there are any people here who work or have worked in a supermarket and experienced the same things I'm experiencing. 


1. I'm always honest due to being on the spectrum (PDD-NOS), but this clashes with selling products. You're supposed to lie and make customers interested in buying and that thought never even crosses my mind. 


2. You constantly have to force yourself to be social and out there, even on bad this. This means hiding any negative emotions from the customers. All the faking and forcing feels very unnatural and I feel like it just slowly builds up to an explosion of some sorts. 
Anyone?",4.877250554323727,7.414962756097562,5.46359201773836,75.80740576496676,71.84552845528455,7.724759793052478,29.067997043606802,8.575989854853784,2.521510569105692,541,22,89,10,11,174,89,123,0.126,0.807,0.067,-0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,9,5,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,25,14,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,3,15,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,4,61,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239772448434114,0.1689733365384812,0.0,0.0,0.27619375115078265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839872857209233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695578064855442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945020208099136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284302418886077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682561307280873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536002526498176,0.14507567742229785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992114055286092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555307128457014,0.0,0.0,0.22120646543384198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050462441203179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662272503526825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078552612404271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700775750149367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491294338453394,0.0,0.0,0.16121759595476542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675568224356239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202244395961484,0.4435195610300065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,extreme-bread,2020/01/30,"(HELP) I need to fuss for a moment Sorry but I don’t really have anywhere to go right now.

I’ve really been overwhelmed recently and that caused me to have a meltdown in class. My friends know that I have autism, but they tell me I use it as a crutch. I really hate how they suddenly dislike me whenever I have a meltdown (like they’ll refuse to talk to me or hold a grudge on me). I don’t really understand why friendships and communication is really difficult for me. Does anyone know something I can do to maybe help my situation?",2.5766981132075486,4.760936292452833,4.462867924528304,81.94581132075474,77.58490566037736,8.768301886792452,24.75094339622641,9.3871,2.331942641509434,421,15,84,12,10,143,64,106,0.151,0.7290000000000001,0.12,-0.5132,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,1,5,0,11,0,0,3,0,14,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,19,2,11,16,0,8,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182323467893686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936702965357292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498221536193391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565634644240955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714486683843673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613247282797896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527328298777687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722023240541326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921053092966792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940182161083952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979120120275704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038796587663099,0.0,0.18614875972207814,0.0,0.0,0.16100197177287198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191348930506215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451381460617999,0.0,0.2110417787902167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153174967230726,0.16478187369029745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962644063531083,0.0,0.1628277516447832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011729130603198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Jedi_Q,2020/01/30,"My adult son with autism approve for SSI, what can I expect? My son (18 years old and living me) was just approve for SSI (California). What can we expect the payments in total will be? 

Thank you for any input!",2.1903658536585344,4.4018030975609745,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.0,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,0.023921951219512128,161,4,32,1,4,52,32,41,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.4857,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35813188860906114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650309887206957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526179746313481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848575000329372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391375954784669
autism,transautisticnc,2020/01/30,"Trauma, stimming, trust issues, therapy Just a sort of vent.

So I'm at the point where I see a lot of stuff in my life as traumatic. I was bullied and harassed as a child, in school, around town, at home. Nothing overly physical, except for the number of people who loved to try and rip my hair out. My family is very dysfunctional and became more so after parents divorced, lots of emotional abuse, body shaming, and every family member complaining to me about someone else expecting me to be on their side. Once I was 18 my mum moved abroad and so I didn't have these issues as constantly, but I've also had abusive experiences with housemates at university, and I've been around a lot of transphobes post coming out as non binary(yes including my family, they have endless resources for their weird bigotry).

Anyway, I never experienced something like ABA. Instead, I grew up in a house where my mum would easily flip on me for all kinds of shit - she projected her body issues on me, leading to some unhealthy eating habits which I suspect worsened my sensory processing issues in general, was constantly cooking or doing chores when at home and spent a lot of time visiting boyfriends etc, working extra jobs while I was alone(by this I mean multiple days of the week where she'd get back at 2am, spending sundays alone, in general I understand she was a single mum but the fact was she so obviously didn't want me around her), and so she was always in a bad mood around me. When we were shopping she would snap at me for dragging my feet. When I was at home she'd shame me for leaving any crumbs - and I mean, ANY. Eat one biscuit without a plate and she'd be pissed. The same went for loose hairs. She would tell me off for swallowing too loudly, biting my spoon while eating soup, and I'm having trouble with this still I think. I realised my meltdowns being more easily triggered when cooking goes wrong are related to how she would flip on me if I disturbed her while cooking. 

Anyway, alongside this she'd complain about my dad, who IS abusive, but as with the rest of my relatives, the way they would complain it was always focused on more obviously neurodivergent members of the family. My dad is obviously not neurotypical, he's also not in the best of states because he does not know how to take care of himself(he's a hoarder and the state of the house makes his asthma worse, despite him denying it I know because I would be unable to sleep there due to not being able to breathe) but he's also EXTREMELY ableist, and generally bigoted. When I told him I was gonna get an autism diagnosis, he basically said that because I'm a full human being and not some sort of subhuman, I can't be autistic. I am barely paraphrasing here. The trouble is, one of the lessons I got from this growing up was that if I was neurodivergent that made me more like him. I already have trouble feeling like people just see me as very neurotypical passing, even if I have shutdowns(I have lots of shutdowns without many meltdowns, and find them really frightening because I can't communicate with others and often find people ignore me while in them, which makes me dissociate and struggle to filter out sound because I rely on conversation to keep sensory issues at bay). I tend not to stim unless consciously doing so, even though it does help when I do it, and feel like I'm relying on a lot of stuff designed for allistic people to help me work through trauma, emotional dysregulation, shutdowns, etc.

Basically I have a shitload of issues including trust issues, and feel like therapy and stuff won't help because the therapist is almost always neurotypical, cisgender, assumes things about you from the way your body language is, about your emotions from your silence, from your expression, and I'm so tired of having people who are in no position to better analyse me than I can trying to guess how I'm feeling from these things. Even that time my old therapist was trying to comment on my expression by saying I was wearing more colourful clothes: how could she understand the tension between my wish to be accepted as predominantly male aligned, as someone who wants to be seen as male by strangers, the fact I'm also not straight, the bias towards femininity in a lot of LGBT+ spaces and how that clashes with my need not to be seen as a woman, she's cis. Not disparaging cis people needlessly here but it's just another example of how people in a majority think they have more worthwhile perspectives on a minority they're not a part of than they actually do, or could ever have without being in that minority. I went through that therapy periodically starting to feel like rebelling, just because I have spent a lot of time analysing myself and rarely does a therapist or counsellor tell me things which I didn't already think about myself. And I don't know how to deal with that sort of cynicism in the future because I need more support than close friends, but not if it comes from people expecting me to act cis and neurotypical. A lot of it also links with how people only started to suggest therapy or things to me when it was clear they wanted me to act ""normal"". So they wouldn't have to deal with my shutdowns or meltdowns or depressed moments because of gender dysphoria. Or reactions to abuse and misgendering and deadnaming and ableism.

If you read this THANK YOU sheesh this was long.",9.307438348229065,8.065815204568025,9.008756827209536,67.84045069927177,60.31082423038729,12.125529625951671,40.24431065872229,11.123543617288195,4.524941095663688,4329,194,743,94,48,1401,410,1007,0.145,0.78,0.075,-0.9976,2,2,1,0,3,0,99.0,1,7,10,6,59,41,5,5,41,0,76,22,11,13,9,171,133,90,0,23,38,6,7,6,1,9,3,4,4,5,39,47,7,2,23,5,4,12,24,23,0,2,32,17,115,17,146,75,29,101,0,1,5,1,79,52,2,30,38,556,154,7,0.042562897134167714,0.2017202926701757,0.04153524783122264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042620593282116113,0.04408232513284273,0.0939384307620776,0.17018766730321366,0.10624722017468108,0.0,0.0,0.05788845919033589,0.044630908772541215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156000923049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327282406453275,0.03553824125362903,0.23351352334614275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466713462023327,0.0376434236780237,0.0,0.14183335079324508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339571029667754,0.0,0.0,0.07332833420922465,0.0,0.09199074211162098,0.0,0.06796601997434383,0.0,0.0,0.027449547510911818,0.08776095602957082,0.036659360933634526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174123432523726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065740882151572,0.03555583900392621,0.14363259139981185,0.0,0.0,0.09493776259667586,0.08433717641062362,0.03850057722970274,0.03586107655823706,0.0,0.0,0.04163468057684554,0.16049804566901754,0.0,0.10760539831500596,0.12162776886847355,0.0,0.0,0.0778034337774659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032883988744026614,0.0,0.044474714067614884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03404143703284362,0.0,0.046887829776738416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855870382850005,0.0,0.12808216857623667,0.0,0.0,0.09822373737774262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109722449416237,0.042237107842893855,0.03783185861984085,0.0,0.04432270761015958,0.07017436544704668,0.0,0.0,0.04506796246789405,0.0,0.0,0.030063432980273006,0.12476448962866007,0.0,0.0,0.03766682458747548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256690777187779,0.03841467643003866,0.04027404239614834,0.056822128686739436,0.043152097183180436,0.0,0.0927269454399394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523762376043737,0.0,0.0631196978249481,0.032827130189247336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170260223274688,0.0408402477279176,0.0,0.044662600692357717,0.04532809634519866,0.057683441269095664,0.032371001228135014,0.0,0.0,0.04726106028821385,0.04609146987225676,0.0,0.26556978333862163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04023569533594306,0.0,0.04076348998306767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257441525860721,0.0,0.02726688178941728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040487061979963934,0.033847724150690456,0.0,0.043075924224406315,0.06783423675812593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369020226295621,0.0,0.0,0.04259363554945038,0.0,0.072126809239917,0.032766997648895325,0.0,0.0,0.06025247532318639,0.0,0.03399078463208194,0.0,0.0,0.04449598148037383,0.14617300240410214,0.0,0.04829987127470272,0.0,0.0,0.03200200162698892,0.0,0.07440369626178735,0.03918619717556593,0.1946975290647502,0.14825641232333614,0.11310759037556972,0.08181775760734121,0.041817830330687436,0.0,0.07445630280205508,0.04891978900061969,0.0,0.040670672204582516,0.0,0.0866922397564638,0.0,0.0,0.08861895395571355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023769536575546,0.07531409848911409,0.06756889321063017,0.03414138872665147,0.0,0.0,0.07891246412558531,0.0,0.0,0.04894523116126738,0.12308734193043434,0.0,0.06197259207066475,0.0,0.043375228429747996,0.1814127656096126,0.04653584638068228,0.0,0.0
autism,Kittycatkitcat1011,2020/01/30,"School Refusal :( Hi! My daughter started year 8 yesterday (where we are that second year high school) and she has had school refusal since she was in year 4. hormones have started to kick in and meds aren't working right, pediatrician says there is nothing she can do. i'm struggling to get her into school every day. some days the teachers are forced to physically restrain her while she screams with tears pouring down her face. this makes me so upset but she has a good IQ, and i don't want her falling emotionally or academically behind if i home school her. I am looking around but in our state there are no schools to support the emotionally behind with average or high IQ. so we need to make the school she is in work. Any tips on how to get her in?",3.5092887249736577,5.688210445205478,3.9845205479452055,86.49878292939938,74.68493150684931,6.410115911485772,27.669125395152804,7.321109707123232,1.4197024236037934,599,24,118,7,13,188,93,146,0.102,0.8390000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.3489,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,4,0,15,1,1,3,0,23,26,12,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,3,20,2,19,24,1,24,0,0,1,0,20,13,0,4,9,78,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421224099611587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714896619899097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407598311377547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551344976061545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194685411023493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403199341571665,0.0,0.0,0.0915331881836014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306039802160229,0.10946643360503262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164183687315476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569043871586068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212189897327256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091861991326013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471331761517244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931965477589552,0.0,0.08678467165905981,0.0,0.7731187321510268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027358386327994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448575698291575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408652250089545,0.0,0.0,0.12383959556892173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436778712779452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889609093862173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082870668882234
autism,scanlan11,2020/01/30,Dealing with special interests that aren’t necessarily healthy behavior? Don’t want to get too specific as it is NSFW but pm me if you want to talk.,2.8929885057471267,5.468860827586205,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,78.65517241379311,9.383908045977012,33.804597701149426,9.725611199111238,4.060232183908044,120,7,22,4,3,42,26,29,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613106944987336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445602429984823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376134720756035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422690429553712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Coffee_Powered_,2020/01/30,"Difficulties with writing I have aspergers and I've struggled my whole life with writing, speaking, art, any kind of creativity. It's either I can't think of something, or I know exactly what to write but just don't know how to.
It's especially frustrating when it's a subject that i'm an expert in, and i can't talk about it. I'm starting uni this year and I'm getting increasingly worried about essays. I know how to structure an essay, study the subject and everything, but when it comes to answering questions i just pull a blank.  I've been watching lectures on creative writing but it's all stuff that's more advanced than the level that I need help with.  I don't know what it is that i'm missing but it's as if school started teaching expecting you to already a certain ability, and no one teaches or even acknowledges that that ability exists.  Like I understand these more complex tools and can memorise it all but at the moment i'm not going to be able to use those tools if I don't have the foundation there.  

So far all of the advice I've gotten from people hasn't worked. Just write what comes to mind, or flow writing seems to be exactly what it is I can't do. Writing bullet points does help rarely, but it's still really hard to figure out what to put there, so i just end up freezing again.  
  
This isn't just writing but most kinds of expressions, like art and such. I've been trying to play minecraft lately. I can do redstone, that's easy, it's just all wires. But making a house seems impossible.

It's not anxiety, or writers block. I don't know, it seems to be some form of translation issue in my brain, I don't really think in words or pictures like everyone else says they do so I guess I'm looking for strategies to take my thoughts from an amorphous cloud of concepts and translate it into something that can exist in the real world.

I know I can be creative because I have a whole bunch of ideas I want to get out, there's a book in there and I just have to write it.

If anyone has any advice or even know the name of what it is i'm having difficulty with, it would be really appreciated, i'm really kind of desperate here",5.191944444444445,5.597179675925926,5.946296296296296,80.92833333333333,68.21296296296296,9.085185185185184,31.277777777777786,9.049649993220411,2.4995055555555563,1708,66,341,29,27,560,194,432,0.07400000000000001,0.802,0.12300000000000001,0.9722,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,2,26,11,1,1,16,0,34,2,1,4,7,97,72,34,0,7,27,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,37,18,0,1,20,4,0,8,13,3,0,1,4,6,26,8,47,62,14,33,0,1,2,0,19,15,0,16,13,227,63,6,0.09927585328030032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402242969992295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095533727452882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502196908934205,0.0,0.07594575602947001,0.0,0.0,0.06941598489214769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060517638714515015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082468475673776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103471423236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868769682137603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829322366164345,0.0,0.0879289393719609,0.0,0.0,0.13114152959753406,0.0,0.0,0.09486233218255467,0.08922273558436104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373507175843663,0.0,0.0564207552321313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936354484691496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893166477431302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330850236172221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455100565426075,0.0,0.1120703544550662,0.0,0.10361819814820923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101415726346017,0.38191588872496096,0.0,0.1119874866519788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012147110765715,0.14550350188713265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336671349289425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626740295423496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024031144855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361178728757335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727188746200864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688253766688935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384777014145927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997996527213686,0.11121167602029973,0.0,0.0,0.11299765528323455,0.2543946148594723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894814316947768,0.0,0.10047246360451767,0.0,0.27113102485828444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285480406907398,0.0,0.0,0.14053591984361838,0.0,0.07928182466949542,0.0,0.0,0.1037846769472482,0.1136471004661432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464308663440347,0.07979417036421955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722391639750727,0.0,0.07881393828413807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740178773916546,0.0,0.0,0.10334966441580247,0.0,0.08574246244014108,0.0,0.0,0.058555470413387024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167588968468827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227400355776466,0.10081944797074066,0.0,0.07052271780694416,0.0,0.0,0.06393039462580936
autism,Amyisnotinsane,2020/01/30,"Been told not to take things literally I've just been shouted at by my parents for taking things too literally. 
That's how my head works. All my life I've taken things literally, and find it incredibly hard to read between the lines. 
Does anyone else have this?",3.3520000000000003,5.9358422,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,77.0,7.2,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.5448,210,7,40,4,5,68,40,50,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.1761,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424832511553848,0.2553376199941097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807896590221876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817688247096974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277667570654271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232366746756841,0.0,0.25575386961941377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601923986429008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767101120011959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492701421159728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747388399864114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966776106504508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381238633298397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142253673850195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ozlass1111,2020/01/30,"Handling expectations and when they don’t match reality I tend to have a very active imagination, in which I conjure up potential social scenarios in my head, like “what if this happens” or “I expect this to happen”. However, whenever these little ‘fantasies’ doesn’t turn into reality, I get extremely disappointed and a bit depressed. 


For example, I may be attending a party that weekend, and in the week leading up to it I imagine having particular interactions with certain people. However, if these particular interactions don’t occur, or fall below my imaginative expectations, I feel depressed about it. 


Does anyone else go through similar mental processes, and how can I stop my imagination from running so wild?",9.867567886658792,10.76913254545455,10.753081463990558,48.756115702479384,58.256198347107436,14.187012987012984,45.38488783943329,13.25671669890799,7.150956552538371,582,34,75,22,7,201,86,121,0.1,0.815,0.085,-0.4404,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,23,15,11,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,15,13,1,17,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,5,5,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966111722592655,0.23396201743136996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492888900007127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933389974809836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982247356659408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074934358127427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545591199309023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119298584311646,0.0,0.1297712742834198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038418300309722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434342069695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115557255180678,0.2288573551806617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011370574661605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830268128477992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327645743239487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190903038380612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483690972950474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840498018061008,0.0,0.0,0.1831611254579805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sukkalesh,2020/01/30,"How to stop hitting myself Does anyone have any way calm yourself down apart from punching your self on your head.

I get really agitated alot of loud noises and makes me feel physical pain because I find it so distressing.

To deal with I hit my self so I can calm myself down and start to cool down. This happened rarely . 

Unfortunately my life has gotten so stressful that I seem to do this alot especially when I come home from school.My parents react when they see this and I cant handle it as they are to loud.

Does anyone know any other way I can calm my self down without hurting my self?",4.883525641025641,5.896558666666667,5.3428098290598305,82.80600961538465,69.17094017094017,7.901282051282053,26.59081196581197,8.07648339933343,1.5153427350427355,472,14,93,6,8,151,75,117,0.131,0.762,0.107,-0.7211,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,0,6,8,0,2,2,1,7,3,1,3,0,16,19,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,5,19,4,16,16,2,13,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,3,4,60,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438619472165304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015348984540508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160709160014656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944980229153408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492835790499654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301576050065284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598425731387733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373498965810193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851321054966773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288891403420286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422692931581475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073947042950825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087398195407895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825879730394974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614465738160876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003106562232147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990467261197167,0.0,0.1668641453913711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627090250476918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208772801150094,0.11975082526601095,0.13680598008239456,0.6270841889732331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636640123185592,0.0,0.0,0.1256377896974349,0.17214109526869092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385648047647458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486107586573035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rapturous-youth,2020/01/30,"Anyone else higher functioning on the spectrum live for the moments of true clarity? Those moments when you finally feel like a normal person, when you can organize your thoughts clearly, you can look people in the eye, you feel like you can accomplish almost anything. It scares me because I know that it's a feeling that will never last, I try to ride it as long as I can.",7.213732394366198,7.211118225352112,7.1212323943661975,75.62156690140849,63.92957746478872,9.916901408450704,36.059859154929576,9.516144504307137,3.4353352112676063,298,13,52,5,4,95,51,71,0.027999999999999997,0.7440000000000001,0.228,0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,0,3,10,11,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,10,3,7,9,0,11,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,10,36,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302652208582978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078883899835567,0.23561454289006034,0.18923214320967266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017752370649614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209664837013388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488142078812434,0.3285576631420665,0.0,0.25190282722235874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637643381527344,0.18744279994557872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468733654528975,0.0,0.20305315990061384,0.20350161775681344,0.1931030308718896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735432102356302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253056134138457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942080812380324,0.20078653286514045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302235765336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825573987502137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561233369206283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,crua9,2020/01/30,"For the autistic adults out there. What job do you have? Please describe your ups and downs when it comes to work. 1. Where are you located (like what country. We don't need an exact, but each area has different types of jobs and different styles.)
2. What is your about age and are you high functioning? If you want to be detailed, then please do so.
3. What career do you have? Is it a long till retirement career or are you aiming for something higher.
4. What ups and downs have you faced in your work life? What do you still face? How can/did you overcome your downs?
5. Was the interview process like? Was it hard? How did you overcome it? Did someone help you get in (no shame of this, but knowing this might help others aiming for the same type of career)",0.7363438798338144,3.2723460604026897,1.2737871524448714,98.56756152125284,91.75167785234899,4.448833493128795,17.83349312879514,6.1826913282559595,-0.2819647810802173,589,16,126,6,21,178,90,149,0.036000000000000004,0.857,0.10800000000000001,0.8912,4,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,15,0,2,8,3,0,1,5,0,20,3,2,2,1,20,25,14,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,16,2,18,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,3,8,91,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737888830561842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060204045287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151775952127333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740615436100271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604807264204229,0.20529676546891015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856408430507475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678643667321774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372452830179126,0.18985786598741453,0.0,0.0,0.17195621020015647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061297757441332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440767060381049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265830355065041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463629343007768,0.14958756935446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517438942825074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146077226017402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291665638029845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,conspiracydeluxe,2020/01/30,"Question time This actually is a fairly serious post/question from your resident autistic person. What are some things about autism that you think are really important for a significant other to know?

My boyfriend knows I have autism. He notices my tics and tendencies and is really really understanding about it, but I can’t help but feel like he’s dejected in some way when I start talking about a special interest or if I start stimming. It feels like I always turn him off of the conversation. Maybe that’s not the case, because I’m bad at reading people, but that’s how I feel. 

I’ve been trying to get him to do a bit of research because I’m not quite sure of what all I would tell him about yet. My autistic OCD thinks of things in collections (like buying a whole book series because if I bought just one book it would make me upset) and if I go to tell him about stuff but forget something, it’ll make me really upset. 

So anyway, what does everyone think? What are things that the mostly neurotypical significant other of an autistic person should know about?",8.580886699507388,7.5355489852216815,8.312221674876849,71.62458866995074,61.61083743842365,11.666798029556654,35.07832512315271,10.793553405168565,3.6548742857142855,856,30,155,18,10,275,117,203,0.092,0.794,0.114,0.5656,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,12,10,0,2,9,0,13,0,0,3,2,37,33,14,0,6,11,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,3,0,0,11,3,2,1,3,4,0,1,2,3,20,6,21,27,6,11,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,8,8,106,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.12506219639081706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663642255093622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107005272367837,0.2343689247206409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991363772415089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215056224792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245896823017267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439923668880493,0.1831099693760776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695644922778543,0.0,0.07283425690186156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590055875755871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129427971156464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783228606150632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109083460971622,0.0,0.12875036704918186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590695371794093,0.0,0.0,0.08684211888909113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884753748944485,0.22380251632217896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273844158949004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356454018425102,0.13631014656424695,0.12819111863571614,0.0,0.32840118245303057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866108688589856,0.0,0.0,0.18141957242004936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670845998865342,0.0,0.0,0.12078592584766218,0.0,0.0,0.10300729013050708,0.22402875051824248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542432788028696,0.2463524116125244,0.0,0.0,0.07472904942008506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870098087776638,0.13939740315227964,0.0,0.13341537130816228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172461504209146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430820859435118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820773126852179,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,guessit239,2020/01/30,My 2 1/2yr old was diagnosed with autism today. Im curious to hear others stories.  What worked for you and what didn't.  I'm not looking for medical advice.  I want genuine experiences.  Im going to do whatever I need to do to help my son. I just want to hear what helped others.,0.5724812030075199,2.950366298245619,3.31904761904762,85.77000000000002,87.77192982456141,6.76591478696742,22.177944862155385,7.957251820313856,1.479994486215539,217,8,44,5,7,76,39,57,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,8,10,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132335834402602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147990377842106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345254945584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401452592012295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918800497029353,0.0,0.2925249058268359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714113572188312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324255690665012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198249551409552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161800934160528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289760807823724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068388233887301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574133888661761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886044507360778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dextermurphy,2020/01/30,"Siblings of autism tell me your tales, your woes, your highs and your lows. I need to hear them. I am a grown man. Loving wife, kids of my own. I grew up with two brothers. I am the middle child. My older brother was autistic. And unfortunately mostly violent. But also sometimes charming. 

Only now as raising my own kids ( non autistic) am I starting to realize the implications of growing up the way I did. I’m coming to terms with my own painful gaps in my emotional and mental well-being.  My parents did the best they could. I don’t resent them. They had to raise this kid, in the early 80’s before information was widely available.. But in doing so, it took a tremendous toll on me and my younger brother. Looking for insight. Love you all strangers out there. We have never met and yet probably share so much in common...We all deal with this condition in different ways.  I want to hear your story.",2.0889306358381496,4.739943716763007,3.3349450867052006,86.55929624277456,82.9306358381503,5.540924855491331,24.834971098265896,6.961326702584282,1.20099098265896,705,28,131,9,20,228,115,173,0.085,0.789,0.125,0.8074,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,6,4,1,6,10,2,0,7,0,12,3,0,0,3,23,24,11,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,7,3,28,5,22,16,9,27,0,2,1,2,30,13,0,1,7,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062293904076384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963088385016832,0.0,0.18453815862096976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147463436779007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403976803246749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128815920483055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372027961363813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780161379826453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963795024805099,0.0,0.0,0.1857895747850374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476652561610918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174134053008428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721009342139282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292660837567266,0.13038661320410352,0.13562226924649134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373781439410334,0.18711115342648652,0.0,0.19525472395336912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959032256613087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739148996677238,0.0,0.1244637801711554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369601407703265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536992628291824,0.0,0.0,0.17177471575729267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037177570753466,0.27915466794904786,0.0,0.0,0.1581054988816396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,familythrowwww,2020/01/30,"I think my trauma has made me a bigot I know plenty of people can’t afford to get diagnosed. I know some people avoid getting diagnosed because of stigma. But I didn’t get that choice. I spent my teen years in therapy. Medicated. Sleeping 12-15 hours per day to try and “manage my illness.”

So when I see people say “Well, the doctor said I don’t have autism, but I think he’s wrong!” Or “My son doesn’t smile as much as the other babies, I’m going to get him assessed and really push for a diagnosis!” I get irrationally angry. 

Why would you want this? Why would you *want* to be hated by society? It’s not a fun identity for me, it’s something that has caused me trauma. It’s something that changes the way people see you. And when I see self-diagnosed people prancing about and gleefully engaging in behavior that makes me cringe, it makes me doubt my diagnosis. Like, oh, I don’t need all that. I actually mask really well. Maybe I’m not sick. Then I look at the toe-walking calluses on my feet and remember that some things are undeniable. 

Those mean thoughts race through my head. And I wish they didn’t. I wish I could treat it like a gender identity and just smile and say “You feel autistic? Okay! Join the family!” But I can’t.

Anybody else feel this way? I’m fully prepared to get screamed at (that’s why I have a throwaway). But I feel so alone with these thoughts. Did anyone else have a traumatic treatment? How do you become more welcoming of self-diagnosed people?",1.9902494180246109,4.425250731958762,3.561002106196653,86.25142667110077,81.19931271477662,7.053807781842368,23.13280124154749,8.155646560271837,1.4886806562465351,1157,40,230,24,31,382,155,291,0.14400000000000002,0.695,0.162,0.5679,1,2,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,1,0,10,16,1,2,11,1,19,9,3,5,1,46,54,21,0,8,8,1,3,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,18,9,0,1,11,0,1,2,9,7,2,0,8,11,38,9,21,42,5,15,0,0,4,0,13,5,0,4,8,136,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.08843837641117898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386170702580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336814553919891,0.0928575437077561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055245064140606134,0.10008983261037556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309836439218286,0.09587080457235246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723578739927768,0.0,0.0,0.05844658553503813,0.0,0.0,0.3679358987377736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927600476531348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514135986968032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543458458351365,0.0,0.13747042163408535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284091587906784,0.0,0.051505119959562064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947489155808873,0.09300891943443478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892488324893062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996118922260902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855104577975402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610342260432308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575297144014903,0.12098776503518913,0.0,0.09104648529113048,0.09871881031743468,0.0,0.09129664932906932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662089415137644,0.06719839036335798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769739628981032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611529393301916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266214101906004,0.0,0.0862065405680615,0.1441396368339618,0.0,0.0,0.2166527254763553,0.0,0.18908637768241748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906919344444413,0.0,0.0,0.13953739164926124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363928386633624,0.0,0.06020820974298269,0.11613958460533315,0.0,0.14389461215500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061529434491115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690769790378646,0.14387017108289551,0.0,0.0,0.16296818778183442,0.0,0.24532892021206185,0.0,0.20843197057889867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287569096009704,0.09908583465183657,0.0,0.058360485085978686
autism,Actualy-A-Toothbrush,2020/01/30,"Special interests Hey all! Newcomer to the subreddit, was diagnosed with autism not long after I turned 13.

I'm curious to know what others' special interests are? One of mine is video editing. I've got software I picked up off Humble Bundle during the holiday season of 2018, and I finally got to deploy it recently. Made [this (warning, loud)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pVLh1kQx5HQ) today.",6.334740259740263,9.836785590909097,6.144718614718619,67.80136363636367,71.87878787878788,9.832034632034633,35.18614718614719,9.957137785484203,4.893123809523812,323,17,42,10,7,101,55,66,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,4,9,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316484779010461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34157713881227825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987724901451471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136489158105345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759456934386977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950460698054164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129332476600232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078788365154654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955633364210626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391642345047834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Daregmaze,2020/01/30,"''Reverse'' labeling I see many autistic people complaining about how they are labeled as being ''high functioning'' while they actually struggle as much the other person that is being labeled as ''low-functionning''. Howewer, I don't recall any case of someone being labeld as ''low-functionning'' while they are are actually higly capable of... well, ''functioning'', for lack of a better word. Does anyone here would actually fit in that category? 

Im curious about this because, while it didn't happen that often that I got problems due to it, I do know that my ASD is more apparant than some others who people might assume are able to function indepedently while they aren't solely because they don't ''seem'' autistic. This is due to me being socially akward since I have trouble picking social cues, my weird demeanor, the fact that I stim sometimes amoungst few other things. Some of the people I know do agree that my autism is apparant. Yet, I am totally capable of living indepedently. I'm 110 percent positive that I will be able to hold a career and live on my own in the futur... but it still happened a few times that someone asked me if I would be able to live in an appartment some day.",8.896292743953298,8.194604784403673,8.973035863219348,66.02871976647208,60.788990825688074,11.780483736447039,38.6255212677231,11.022393298168332,4.4319027522935786,945,41,154,21,11,311,125,218,0.047,0.883,0.07,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,1,8,7,0,1,8,0,26,0,0,2,2,22,35,12,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,21,2,22,23,11,17,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,8,11,119,40,1,0.3831282007513284,0.0,0.37387785702590937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684677151223945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892973820465677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193910497323601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557009300737447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294858632718704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236199802645629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117593567776237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214087385601746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258660017493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493199309721768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794806731358986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037149297658225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383092204974503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294772870709699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547949191654676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938811036160017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656128540616443,0.11151092231748454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220064850843347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017678574078132,0.11626184155837205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564253559969422,0.0,0.0,0.2603673014626399,0.216415520799064,0.0,0.12630786236859673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198889200896112,0.0,0.0,0.13350959382536096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848444508200606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446837829782482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482608810754245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814421875524335,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lichsnail1210,2020/01/30,"Just started a new class. Im about a week into a trade program and im super excited, i am also on the spectrum. One of the other students in my class is on the spectrum it seems very obvious to me but i am also assuming. Some of his stims and behaviors are quite distracting to myself and some other students he is 10 years younger than me and the youngest in the class. He is also struggling quite a bit in the program. Im not sure how or even if i should say something to him. Today another student asked how old he was because he was making fart noises repeatedly with his mouth and he didnt have the best of responses for handling it kinda lashed out by calling everyone boomers. Any advice? If not im just venting a bit.",2.615274725274724,4.542052013605447,4.312517006802722,84.2842229199372,76.48299319727892,6.972056514913657,28.994767137624283,7.882392219407189,2.0251699633699642,574,26,111,9,13,193,91,147,0.095,0.8759999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.8953,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,2,12,0,11,1,1,3,2,27,15,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,10,4,18,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,8,7,78,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367204572338595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33566289969191776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514500658022744,0.14671000638945578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079890034605096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528910032266537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146829087414076,0.0,0.30549549088697625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286586836543966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241060384952847,0.0,0.0,0.13369198035843674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045161860936386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339239432900484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512795074466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681418355919415,0.0,0.09480804077152748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976274208495712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126369511596187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737069539242138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077111483194878,0.0,0.0,0.0990304845090194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462664755620448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186547183420186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262028453104058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154421119723024,0.0,0.0,0.11222902459278633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900987870103474
autism,WisdomWarAndTrials,2020/01/31,"Issues getting a roommate, help? I haven’t lived with anyone but family or my ex (only one). I’m very autistic at home. It all comes out. I’m also OCD but not with germs. It’s hard to explain. I do not talk about my autism at work with anyone. They question it constantly and I dismiss it every time. The thing is I’m not the only one there like this and they basically do the same, however I was told by a family member that one coworker had been diagnosed Aspergers in the past. It’s very obvious to me that he is. Anyway, fast forward three years and this person needs a new place to stay. I honestly could use a roommate to help with my bills. I can’t even afford Internet. I guess I really just needed to vent because this is a weird problem. I am afraid of being found out. My ex tormented me about my autism and I’m just afraid of that again. Even though this person is autistic as well. Trust issues??? How do I get over this?",0.7223821510297483,3.115744615789473,2.7233180778032064,90.25127002288332,87.05263157894737,6.0411899313501145,19.313501144164764,7.423996415210882,0.6649016018306635,727,21,151,13,23,243,111,190,0.039,0.85,0.111,0.9383,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,13,8,0,2,9,0,15,1,0,2,2,32,29,11,0,4,8,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,14,11,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,4,1,4,5,1,19,4,21,22,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,9,105,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098480085353092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408075113583584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460089413792092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954935833617658,0.0,0.14997523550629785,0.0,0.1108070183813668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086193265805147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332986709716032,0.0,0.11693075365790655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616647245687418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216851394250966,0.0,0.0,0.14501689111872448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288523935621584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432240445753195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604678294698307,0.0,0.13921077241352667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897070143021365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780241607420609,0.0,0.12254802646600095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058118312578996,0.0,0.1340375899473002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821290759449189,0.2111016139808227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248417965723494,0.0,0.24236011255000836,0.1449988087630848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279669072176695,0.0,0.0,0.15546884230361593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890801235037851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479243268173251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115486047241866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220132980089853,0.0,0.13635369838841582,0.0,0.08092554599401572,0.0,0.0,0.13261320654812192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198640452949994,0.0,0.22902119630945025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247826807413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101035755092137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937177098809004
autism,jtteop,2020/01/31,"Is there anyone who has had 'autism cured' kind of experiences? What I would like to know whether there is anyone else that has experienced what John Elder Robison experienced in ""Switched on"" that is either by TMS or any other means?  


To explain further John Elder Robison is a well known autistic person who underwent a course of treatment a number of years ago called [Transcranial magnetic stimulation](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transcranial_magnetic_stimulation) and it had a huge effect on his autism and gave him for a time greater than normal levels of emotional empathy and continuing greater levels of empathy than before the treatment. See: [What it's like to wake up from autism](https://www.thecut.com/2016/04/what-it-s-like-to-wake-up-from-autism.html)  


I am surprised that there is not more interest in the autism community about this.  It's like these experiences are ignored or treated as merely an odd anecdotal event.  Perhaps this is because it represents a threat to how autism is seen as a permanent condition or how autistic people see themselves.  

Anyway I'm interested to hear what people think.",11.396793478260868,12.08631378804348,9.414260869565217,60.33943478260872,55.14130434782609,12.36,40.13913043478261,11.792908689023552,5.111697391304347,923,40,131,23,10,278,112,184,0.059000000000000004,0.805,0.136,0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,10,0,14,1,1,3,0,20,24,11,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,17,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,6,4,9,23,19,4,14,0,0,3,0,9,9,0,3,8,87,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602179878556025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736401693095115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261915856647954,0.19190133228214104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417059925643,0.0,0.15937048905617893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124462261724506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564572470654476,0.21067669398181788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664122511513908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110900956296553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950343181159805,0.10293000474734228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660028680834529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040143478363549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350500293581834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596874123065348,0.16353491040284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984926874820822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000824126148125,0.0,0.0,0.10921064340322607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683967241981222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330458544688684,0.0,0.0,0.1206089930170733
autism,badjano,2020/01/31,"My daughter had a very high score on a screening for autism I'm not sure what to think about this, but I'm kinda sad... not for thinking she's sick, to me she's perfect and I love her deeply, and I do believe she will grow up and have a very normal life. But I always felt like I'm autistic too because I have some difficulties understanding how other people think and feel, and my childhood was really hard trying to fit in and being accepted by others and I fear she will have the same difficulties, or maybe it will be even harder for her because she hasn't been diagnosed properly and we don't know where in the spectrum she really is.

I'm not sure what to think right now but I hoped that if I open up here, maybe someone could share some words to comfort me in this new journey.

Thanks",4.962670807453417,5.2600269130434825,5.493968944099382,84.34940062111805,68.68944099378882,8.427577639751552,27.901242236024853,8.238735603445708,1.6483485714285715,627,19,131,8,10,202,99,161,0.11199999999999999,0.703,0.184,0.9431,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,5,0,16,4,0,1,3,39,31,14,0,4,8,1,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,4,20,10,16,21,3,16,0,1,1,1,12,11,0,6,4,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589170771454434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991114146156857,0.0,0.0,0.18400081694769324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039426121958025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657619518259464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078684497102122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377551607311088,0.08257730213904191,0.0,0.1568086398957303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462987482118528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255195591815772,0.0,0.16220929514342802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975401278927916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153546767830996,0.07978777952918363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473987547005094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281450526686693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773127706295434,0.0,0.0,0.16001466647968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132225116601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924838076643715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947067683362002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837682430889425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078461437222517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035911276374694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185843087228657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088060926898448,0.0,0.0,0.17001735625345224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695050379716468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SatanDemon,2020/01/31,"Not sure, but Autism seems very likely... Hey everyone, I think like most of you here, I came to the realization that I may have some form of autism. I had no idea what that was, being almost 40 and all. I started to read a lot about it, and it really surprised me how much of it makes sense to me.

As a child, I was always distant from people. Growing up, I believed I only had a few set of friends, but I rather not hang out with them (if that makes any sense???) I felt like making friends was a chore rather than excitement. I was happy being alone as a child for the most part. 

However, it later developed into a problem. I was picked on in school for not talking or participating in anything. Later, the “chore” began to turn into hatred and distrust from society. I began to turn angry. Fights were a constant thing in my life. Soon, it turned into crime. I began hanging with the wrong people... started selling drugs and make a lot of money. I began to gain “confidence” (I now know it’s not confidence but narcissism...) and power. Ended up in prison.....

After two years (very lucky) upstate, I ended up back to square one... BROKE and vulnerable. 

It took me a few more years of selfishness to finally realize how stupid I was. The feelings began to turn into anxiety. However, I managed to graduate from college and start a normal life. 

Today, I still feel like I can’t trust anyone. I can’t have a single day where I can just relax. Everything is anxiety.",2.847369285518752,5.022836377224202,4.372330960854093,82.96483643580622,76.68683274021353,7.170052012044895,24.33082398029017,8.139509932561175,1.607811278401314,1126,38,211,20,26,375,158,281,0.175,0.659,0.166,-0.2562,3,1,1,0,1,0,61.0,0,1,1,2,12,20,3,0,16,0,18,3,0,7,2,54,42,16,0,5,12,0,3,4,2,1,3,0,2,2,12,15,0,0,8,2,2,5,7,7,0,2,17,4,29,13,41,22,13,43,0,1,1,0,9,14,0,11,27,159,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722107793823014,0.11089837223711822,0.0,0.0,0.08909575237228429,0.0,0.0,0.07281530495699952,0.0,0.16382558846602555,0.0,0.0,0.07486998068392392,0.0,0.08811436785752652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233478163445175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063790718935152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246633985660893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571104212766167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905511740662705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417408574993248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967498631806698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231564083078012,0.09623294260172073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828161609987533,0.07649506659244325,0.10280968563094586,0.117296448720279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545319755192772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398431975433275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208756929160918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058846131470291135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126179353402786,0.2092475653392857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206425514655145,0.0,0.0,0.2858960619440039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871312969343287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491167813237814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255742207903808,0.08143607064889924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159527989380316,0.0,0.14846593705383684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245720516888383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710490739539168,0.0,0.06859558331634898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836655881241287,0.0,0.09747790620797166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273666855070313,0.0,0.08551097691423554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091779789630537,0.0,0.0,0.08606357747629755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113649077330629,0.06860993313005642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149546264909914,0.0,0.11896529931737435,0.0,0.46587146175735794,0.10459762597049173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766977141581315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707072162691645,0.0,0.13790677804793125
autism,shawnclown,2020/01/31,Oops stim talk My stimming is rock back and fourth on my bed listening to music.Its been causing me back pain so I might talk to the doctor about it,0.37338709677419146,2.7628507741935517,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,89.64516129032259,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.4424258064516131,118,3,26,1,4,37,27,31,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040250678221841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33668020078364097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354567147602847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476813190587908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873944172591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268514668211584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Resilient_Fan37,2020/01/31,"I'm Proturbed! I recently began to think that I myself am autistic 😅, but I'm gonna assume not since my mom told me that I'm not. Although, I am still examning my natural and comfortable behavior. I've seen alot of things that autistic people do to get by and I can oddly relate. My problem in figuring this out is that I'm not even sure what neurotypical behavior looks like and what it is that makes someone neurotypical. I tried to do some research on it but all the info I found was very vague and it all the sources just ended saying the same thing. So my question is : What makes a person neurotypical?",4.093296602387511,5.4692994132231405,5.451680440771352,79.92277318640956,71.39669421487605,8.68356290174472,29.14692378328742,9.150863307647796,2.4953904499540864,483,19,93,10,9,162,77,121,0.066,0.841,0.09300000000000001,0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,3,26,23,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,14,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,12,3,8,17,5,7,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,4,5,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333530334127176,0.0,0.0,0.15163211845732902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517171314958504,0.0,0.0,0.11994345908064324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215874585681596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927851751393702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648618253740595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268875458486334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915839475040236,0.20045602976430504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219672264613518,0.0,0.0,0.2571765341444557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266776105813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256724980712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990680751663486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945181475373405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333888687575856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637171507019967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30503885010473897,0.14710238641409665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936874512273646,0.0,0.15586635132389154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942341320538525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SR27943,2020/01/31,"'Categorization' discussion... I am undergoing an ASD diagnosis at the moment, and one of the things that has always been a big part of my life is a love of categories. When I was young it was bbfc film classifications (U, PG, 12A, 12, 15, 18) and then as I got older it was birth months, star signs, the MBTI and now the Enneagram. As I understand it classifying things can be very soothing for people with autism, and this is very true for me. Especially with person focused systems, I find it helps me to understand where people are coming from, and makes interactions easier and more enjoyable. 

I'm very interested to hear people's experiences of this, or how they do or do not relate to this. I know this could pop up with things like D&D (lawful good etc) and Pokemon (fire water grass etc) Let's discuss!!",7.839605263157897,7.3218716447368415,8.277894736842107,69.55526315789477,62.81578947368421,11.810526315789476,32.81578947368421,11.20814326018867,3.570484210526317,638,21,119,16,8,212,106,152,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,15,3,0,2,1,25,24,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,12,11,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,10,6,17,16,4,14,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,9,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460450047657788,0.175276296800266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934939352932396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129159127452745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608296788286636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582408096607407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478536425013306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356838934163535,0.1293811909556969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232505894023,0.0,0.10843013602315002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890383571194356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541943509203025,0.11426200249571485,0.07903200561892433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460025492431735,0.0,0.10798184981196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291222167228903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109618643928252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517971580393818,0.0,0.3364501016515699,0.14125017135003082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224157679095905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33681380116168713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004283074611625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ViviTheBibiMain,2020/01/31,"Question about Stimming? So my 7yr old has high-functioning Autism. One of his stims is humming different tunes.  I just saw a Stimmy comic on here about them rocking and people saying it was sad etc.

My question is (please no one be offended/insulted) is it rude to ask my son to hum a little lower? I don't really ask him to hum/stim quietly because I know it's something he does to relax/chill. But sometimes it gets really loud and I sometimes get a little frustrated and ask him to hum quietly. He doesn't seem to get upset by me asking him to do it quietly but I also don't want to just assume that he can express his feelings openly when I ask him to do it quietly. 

Idk what I'm really getting at I'm just kind of asking for advice or if you have some past experiences whether it's from you as someone on the spectrum being told to be quieter or how you as a parent dealt with this better?",4.359927536231886,4.894234847826088,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,70.08695652173913,8.959420289855073,29.46376811594203,9.075114841892004,2.4360702898550732,708,26,138,13,12,244,112,184,0.083,0.89,0.026000000000000002,-0.595,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,10,6,2,1,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,23,33,15,0,2,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,8,20,2,23,27,2,9,0,1,1,0,26,6,0,8,3,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449719985319692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370083279634492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6572289825457638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142576438462303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362737217768618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241774577322005,0.0,0.0,0.10253628518718316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306755589299131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461477512085765,0.0,0.0,0.0592446890851067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486602422784026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379657260036638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201455841866472,0.0643935856960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348703088210778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295023916946027,0.0,0.15879489304720182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301034551450216,0.0,0.11185205425206253,0.0812309475725835,0.0,0.0,0.12861751037466534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625145044312431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518636972171896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317831284243604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106667197146961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992777884528257,0.09020321556165403,0.2317683166874305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119609874306262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910992104148662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ZimbaZazu,2020/01/31,"Inspired and happy Hi all,

I am a primary school teacher and currently have two autistic children in my class (have had others in the past). 

It fills me with such inspiration and joy to read the posts on this subreddit. It helps me understand the boys better, helps me support them, and helps me be hopeful and excited for their futures.

Thank you!",4.215208333333333,6.782245937500001,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,74.0,8.016666666666666,30.979166666666664,8.841846274778883,2.904560416666667,276,13,48,6,6,87,50,64,0.0,0.581,0.419,0.9872,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,1,9,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,9,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285690540487808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751140363643209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196803709185464,0.0,0.0,0.2566890941603944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467100892027819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751394625659856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585097972377288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615549355038479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29327449018357404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379367003596189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524581901869328,0.2690450083619138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sadnaiad,2020/01/31,"i'm tired of people always assuming that i'm being shady yes, i looked back at you when you made a noise. i was curious as to where it was coming from and what it was. yes, my eyes were turned in your direction for a period of time. my mind wanders and so do my eyes, but i'm not truly *seeing* or *looking* for something. i am lost in thought. yes, i asked if you had sources for your point. no, i am not trying to say you're lying. i am curious and want to learn more about the subject and reading those statistics/information could be a helpful resource for me to develop a greater understanding of you and the subject.

and when i tell you that i meant nothing malicious, that your assumptions are wrong and that it was never my intention to offend, you don't believe me. that is, if you even listen to what i have to say in the first place.",2.3663157894736813,4.19482703508772,3.8992748538011694,87.41136842105264,76.89473684210526,7.3670175438596495,25.43508771929825,8.238735603445708,1.5703782456140347,657,24,138,12,15,218,99,171,0.124,0.763,0.113,-0.626,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,10,0,2,7,3,1,0,7,3,17,3,2,2,1,25,33,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,10,8,25,0,21,20,2,15,0,1,5,0,16,7,0,4,7,105,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611430266061252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539873582467333,0.0,0.0,0.14426767469079396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138272312474385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161742972921694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979875890588862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392079022926858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958889626461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257572741826335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31510594840738365,0.0,0.2048086490666424,0.0,0.0,0.17752993538075448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894420271847517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470358460441118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002579598924529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007161180460602,0.0,0.19602225484297406,0.0,0.17736089967648316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767009070976165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298404824733082,0.0,0.0,0.14950830549635372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443851744532227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398755381341654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489487814153854,0.10940233327064668,0.21564080642053285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738120144146722,0.2040759420208752,0.0,0.19531832705688965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110662734957301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513227154077146,0.0,0.0
autism,Cappuginos,2020/01/31,"Having the first sensory overload of 2020 31 days. Not bad. Somehow managed to go most of December without one as well.

Of course, it's happening at work. Early break for me.",1.4236363636363656,4.126565303030308,3.074909090909092,84.77236363636366,92.93939393939394,6.276363636363637,27.81212121212121,7.554174236665415,2.360641212121213,137,7,24,3,5,45,31,33,0.11900000000000001,0.802,0.079,-0.11900000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,18,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506993816610195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708783271025976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572690275727572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387071991314348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714225381199129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846166055429912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776486656420767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048845523636579,0.0,0.30577975938656443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,slagRooms,2020/01/31,"service dogs for autism Hey all,

Im from the netherlands and 28 years old. And ive been looking into getting a service dog for my autism.

Are there people here that have experience with this?  Preferably from the netherlands. But any kind of experience sharing is helpful!

Thank you in advance :)",3.328544474393528,6.473420075471702,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,84.09433962264151,4.538005390835579,30.21293800539083,6.1826913282559595,1.651508894878706,236,12,39,2,7,71,44,53,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,8,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680805026742305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949639865378777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888709133339773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384130404630704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32849546785123884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31668808849417185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553792925840131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191166425310884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083445981144974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998744995536184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583954158811326
autism,Leicestersbest,2020/01/31,Can you help young carer Sam? Please have a read and find out why it would mean the world to him 💙  [https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-sam-get-to-the-dance-world-cup-in-rome?utm\_source=facebook&utm\_medium=social&utm\_campaign=p\_cp+share-sheet&fbclid=IwAR1MV-UtCUeBRIDkpNjxp49nfsaHcYsWv57DeU17MxhviuvE6pjN-mvwXe4](https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-sam-get-to-the-dance-world-cup-in-rome?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet&fbclid=IwAR1MV-UtCUeBRIDkpNjxp49nfsaHcYsWv57DeU17MxhviuvE6pjN-mvwXe4),88.89028985507244,113.27574730434785,36.65217391304349,-154.05971014492755,-97.95652173913044,4.8057971014492775,12.014492753623188,6.42735559955562,-1.1735681159420288,520,1,21,1,3,96,23,23,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8603159742374201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095270230980296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382801912398843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610608454306045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415269459665778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452651831750893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237180738106935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697997636527176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941265228426755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400769421367393,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lewd_Lychee,2020/01/31,I’m curious does anyone else here find weighted blankets help with anxiety or anything similar? My anxiety is messing with me atm and I recently got a weighted blanket it seems too be helping which is good I was wondering if this is due too my autism or smth else?,2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,82.52941176470588,8.105882352941178,33.990196078431374,8.841846274778883,3.756396078431373,213,13,37,6,6,71,40,51,0.062,0.747,0.191,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333865422532015,0.0,0.0,0.15257993558915786,0.22358549263734606,0.17957109711219088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096008267882889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645787160078677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944316307976484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830271099455104,0.17452525031298458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925277853933369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154594813089848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986533523144324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314504515285552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366432055113869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bondies,2020/01/31,"Understanding others Just a short one (I think). I wanted to say that I am in my thirty-seventh year on this planet and I still struggle to understand what people mean.

An anecdote from earlier this evening, I was reading a book and my wife asked “do you want to put the light on?” it is still light outside and I’m sitting next to the window so I have plenty of light. I said “No, I’m okay “.

Apparently what my wife meant was “Can you please go and turn the light on because, I can’t see”. Once it was reworded I happily turned on the light but I honestly didn’t understand that it was a ‘polite request ‘ rather than a question.

It didn’t cause any argument or anything because my wife understands me.

I just wanted to let others know they you aren’t alone if you struggle with this too. It’s been a long, hot week and I’m not at full processing capacity right now.

Enjoy your weekend I hope you get it spend it doing your special interests.",1.5354457953394132,3.975776627659573,3.1535562310030407,88.39833333333334,83.25531914893618,6.346909827760893,23.845997973657546,7.62386473244151,1.299923201621073,738,28,149,13,21,243,116,188,0.064,0.802,0.133,0.9153,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,1,0,9,8,0,2,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,27,38,9,0,6,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,16,6,0,0,9,3,1,2,6,2,0,1,9,9,25,6,15,28,1,20,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,4,8,103,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139480483295116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158217313566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082430125965216,0.0,0.12590095863145848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419066923390085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383461399848268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895016381319945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036101877418126,0.0,0.07653769840514167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376055198525344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740126901049042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771213906297158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918125647458645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669824159078507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322613040234886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434222166372416,0.09125782546738433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336521463477504,0.0,0.0,0.14783037525434492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353834362815466,0.1508644413452402,0.0,0.13470931940142314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500989941745494,0.1281047439114634,0.10709727558042777,0.0,0.0,0.10731684522613318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509986389219551,0.0,0.0,0.2815786591505885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862929404533029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929708314400729,0.0,0.5607968495128904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383006528022533,0.0,0.10802645698949052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672491608203965
autism,klurble,2020/01/31,"Non-Verbal? I have 2 questions. The first is does it count as going non-verbal (or semi-verbal) when you can't physically get words out? I can't move my mouth in a way to form words AND use my voice at the same time, and at the minute I'm struggling to even do the former. This has happened before and the day after when i was finally able to speak (albeit very quietly) it's like my brain can't catch up with my mouth - so a lot of pauses and ""um""s. 

The second is I've never gone non verbal before (assuming the above is going non/semi-verbal) but this month because of sensory overload/stress/one time dissociation, I lose the ability to speak, sometimes for a few days afterwards. Is this something I should be concerned about or should I just let it happen and hope it gets better?

(Idk if I need to specify this, but I'm a recently diagnosed autistic)",2.751929824561401,4.676218345029241,4.313309941520469,84.44294736842106,76.07602339181288,7.133099415204679,23.09590643274854,8.021203637495839,1.2685653801169583,671,20,132,11,15,224,107,171,0.035,0.882,0.083,0.8235,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,12,0,15,4,3,1,1,25,27,14,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,2,4,12,3,17,21,4,25,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,7,15,86,20,0,0.17048214978794368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103924336152625,0.0,0.29013550573178404,0.0,0.0,0.1507776074024843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031446099541044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198937659537237,0.0,0.0,0.17303579341370204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491900781383634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260185207948893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867548619910443,0.0,0.1450120295187783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813977374591025,0.0,0.193777868974344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015136040630655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693272417164371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743295486772075,0.0,0.08328896700037998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072591796765093,0.0,0.14493782725034066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607722546615408,0.1811955451638297,0.0,0.126410353896284,0.13148634380762125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097902443537326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683305557957974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124548791101473,0.16861120535755886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528672658303084,0.1782249586015403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881902504496352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472418402049422,0.0,0.1406656279101386,0.0,0.13532079521077786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kcb809,2020/01/31,"Any advice on decreasing attention seeking behavior in client? Hello! I work with a program where I work with kids with autism. I’ve been working with a 12 year old boy during his after school program for several months. He’s a really sweet boy who loves singing and dancing. He really really loves slime to the point where he will literally pick gum off anywhere because it feels the same (floor, trash can, tables) and chew it or play with it. I’m working on getting him to stop doing that but my biggest problem right now is he recently starting picking things from trash cans in school. Every time we pass by a trash can he will run to it and pick through it and eat stuff from it. I know for sure he’s doing it for attention as he always looks back to me to see that I’m watching. I usually use the slime as leverage or other things like no using the school laptop but when he’s in the moment he just ignores me or say he’ll stop but just keeps going. I’ve tried ignoring him so he won’t be given attention but he’ll just keep going and won’t care or he’ll do other things to get my attention like screaming. I have no idea what else to do. If anyone can give me any tips I’d be really really thankful!",3.745528455284554,4.932229406504064,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,72.00813008130079,8.06829268292683,26.268292682926827,8.515128840125781,1.7242536585365855,958,31,194,16,18,315,137,246,0.08900000000000001,0.799,0.111,0.7675,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,4,9,13,0,0,9,0,17,4,0,5,1,44,41,18,0,2,12,0,1,2,0,7,0,2,0,3,17,11,2,6,7,3,0,5,4,4,0,0,2,7,14,9,28,30,1,31,0,0,3,2,26,12,0,5,16,111,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142623316111473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097294862170931,0.0,0.0,0.159032386417771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817599521573677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991170754723488,0.0,0.07127924862930696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921760339281925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964825585083605,0.09767974492616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851829992253308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912316038402024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218186513075455,0.11216960538283856,0.13290766544993368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199937784851554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786494728252936,0.0,0.0,0.06426149505726059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425187221170953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819148308975507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106720585008892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333215631556634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269803119782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053634416860827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188591363673528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745407410900836,0.0,0.11545395412347798,0.0,0.0,0.09985730923271896,0.0,0.09298717605863248,0.0,0.3550172412104233,0.09317781733490854,0.0,0.0,0.1320972575492939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276343050277507,0.0,0.0,0.1955168992411438,0.0,0.0,0.13385651030338566,0.0,0.0,0.11020484114537098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765314086141613,0.0,0.0,0.2330486543126912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818263769134697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938757837171588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197940396157466,0.1287815246320264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405048034561675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752988812897918
autism,SystemsVideo,2020/01/31,Any advice? I have light autism and adhd and I'm very into electronics / programming but I can never focus. I would like to learn more on these hobbies is there a way to train you're self to focus?,0.1545833333333313,2.545526625000001,2.055000000000004,92.20333333333336,95.25,4.666666666666667,14.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.3543333333333334,155,3,31,2,6,51,33,40,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.4633,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678383894620402,0.38039948622938574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647234536270015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018233252050887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30023639937583685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061034857221078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211964103395604,0.0,0.30899199976388736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653303448216904,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,G-fool,2020/01/31,"I'm very obsessive and I still can't fully move on from on from a relationship situation I was in over ten years ago Over a decade ago I had a group of friends that were like family to me. At the time I didn't think I would ever need anyone else in my life. I thought we would all grow old together. But I was effectively expelled from this clique after another member decided he couldn't stand me anymore, for rather understandable reasons. He made it so the others had to choose between him or me, and they unanimously decided that he brought more value to the table than I did. 

This probably sounds a lot colder than it was in reality. I did have advocates. I had people who pitied me and tried to plead my case and I don't think anyone was actually happy, though I'm sure they were all tired of my emotional immaturity to some extent so there certainly wasn't outrage. 

But that was that. I have since been given a second chance to reintegrate and I blew it, so there's basically no chance of that ever happening again. The real problem is I just can't move on, hard as I try. I'm still in touch with most of my old friends and I can see they're still together. They're still very tight and they've even opened a business together. It's torture. 

In my mind these people were my tribe. They were the foundation of all my happiness. They were the meaning of my life. No no matter who else I'm with I still feel like I've been kicked out in the cold. I'm cold and alone at all times. Other people just don't feel as real as they did. I can't shake the feeling that they were the only real people in the world, and everyone else is just a randomly assembled personality. 

Part of me feels like I'm entitled to something I can never have, and another part insists that I should give up, because nothing else I could possibly achieve in this life will ever be as good as what I've lost. 

I've gotten lots of psychological and psychiatric help over the years. I'm still actively being helped. But it hasn't been enough. This wound feels like it will never go away, and it's too painful for me to enjoy my life. I want my tribe back. I want my family back. Nothing else matters. I'm nothing without them.",3.6435972850678766,5.110084626696832,4.884072398190046,83.20063348416292,72.64253393665159,8.457918552036201,26.12217194570136,9.007467420416297,1.935409954751132,1743,58,357,36,34,577,200,442,0.07400000000000001,0.785,0.141,0.9759,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,7,3,24,20,2,2,18,0,44,7,0,3,11,74,74,25,0,10,9,0,8,4,2,5,7,1,0,1,24,17,0,1,15,0,0,6,15,8,0,2,28,12,49,12,52,37,13,51,0,2,1,0,23,21,0,6,27,246,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.07100557271670054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899889372811202,0.0,0.0,0.07535986676810838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525953691735956,0.0,0.0,0.07216071483265553,0.1017542756571297,0.07455364220370107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836263766075934,0.1118995355691402,0.0,0.04435526270673088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058094828194635725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039180989307538,0.08184786774010734,0.0,0.07518297425900547,0.0,0.048058856232819226,0.19745317619582853,0.0,0.06952755848223785,0.0,0.0,0.1371877651837799,0.0,0.1839541915293965,0.15594434554454106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124320463172453,0.0,0.0,0.06980029125083262,0.041352529173170005,0.06102962006836316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434351958827839,0.15491378235874442,0.0651807875819431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754215977791518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557684261508266,0.14219206582945412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942871734856745,0.12371992243261025,0.0,0.0688495096399913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925954714400132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346924702531048,0.0,0.0,0.15466975887587586,0.0,0.053952372115093586,0.11223764399840752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945235658130576,0.0,0.1527037254750294,0.0,0.0,0.05533905782762445,0.07742428711410429,0.0,0.0,0.15758910258260048,0.0,0.2017770506506083,0.06353329105637666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202863445441551,0.0,0.0,0.07845013672144831,0.06962375709582798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845850524553054,0.0,0.07481183037958694,0.0,0.07811955008661428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057982184798597465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018978072013144,0.08178794754479245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056016023877378286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486487148984885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857766845969067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324637170678518,0.07148865475573754,0.05776519064195669,0.08485664102789378,0.08362963546730086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880173997459492,0.0,0.0,0.07574818868000395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200731438033604,0.085834256863662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701403238959926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033765937192589,0.0,0.0,0.09371315566192526
autism,Random_Name10,2020/01/31,"Social language I was hoping people could share their experiences of how social language developed for you/your loved one with ASD and if there’s anything you can recommend. My 3.5 year old son’s language is progressing, which is great. I’m very proud of him but his language is only used for functional purposes (needs and wants) and never for social reasons. I’m just wondering how to support this type of language and hoping to have a real meaningful conversation with my son someday.",7.1518560606060575,8.708027443181816,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,64.3409090909091,9.957575757575757,35.12121212121212,10.125756701596842,3.9424939393939376,397,18,61,9,6,126,62,88,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,4,7,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,4,1,22,17,8,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,7,10,15,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,4,3,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450025091350503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499011554809244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365314693737447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699235596316215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729513943991719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694495098127665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392124423519013,0.1448024983174961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700948953888467,0.0,0.12722261067541585,0.14279048530437974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016052367313852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369783497530767,0.0,0.19303576869134287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741550043373755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305371467656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215361763907649,0.0,0.1549114056938798,0.11073837967643274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360422816620025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120903277916772
autism,crl89,2020/01/31,"Help! My ASD toddler hyperventilates when I try to put socks or shoes on him. He’s still in sleepers. Any advice? What the title says. He has never worn a pair of shoes. Socks... limited. We went on a trip to Disney world and he couldn’t walk around the resort or the park or anything because he will not let anything but a sleeper touch his feet. It’s getting sad, too, because I want to take him, his sister, and his brother to the park but it’s going to still be damp for another few months where I live and obviously baby sleepers aren’t waterproof. Not to mention the fact that it is getting very hard to find ones that fit. They only go to 2 years old so I’m going to have another problem soon. When it snowed, he was so sad he couldn’t play with his brother and sister but he just completely melted down when I tried to put shoes on him. Like, he will scream like he’s dying and fling himself back and start smashing his head on things. 

I have tried so many kinds. Even Velcro water shoes for flexibility and for being lightweight. Nope. Lost it. I tried resistance training essentially for 20 mins a day for a week but it didn’t help. It’s actually a worse problem than it sounds. The poor guy can only be free inside our house basically. It really sucks and is not good developmentally. And I get it- they are unpleasant. My other ASD kids hate socks but they wear their shoes and take their socks off the moment they get home. When I was younger, I kept getting athletes foot (tmi) because I hated socks so much and wouldn’t wear them.. I was always barefoot in my shoes. But in the end, we all acquiesced.

Has any one else had this problem? What did you do? Any tips or advice welcome. 
Thanks!",1.9645238095238116,4.408537833333334,3.0458333333333343,89.84916666666668,81.38095238095238,5.638095238095239,21.535714285714285,6.937597516519254,0.5424678571428571,1336,41,272,16,36,427,183,336,0.152,0.7440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9727,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,1,7,2,17,18,3,0,14,0,25,12,11,0,4,43,46,29,1,7,14,4,2,2,0,3,0,3,1,2,17,15,1,2,1,1,2,8,10,10,0,2,10,5,34,9,28,27,3,39,0,3,0,0,40,13,1,4,20,165,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.10146057367836303,0.0,0.0,0.2031982667810073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865120949356744,0.0,0.0,0.21211127604225602,0.2180450506157686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111833851371358,0.09255611971854466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994718329000278,0.0,0.1901390367415884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901148179187216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705261153094738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790535087438022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685432280584705,0.0,0.09208733293314604,0.0,0.0,0.06867178077927054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502749396470676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160244846843745,0.0,0.17726712872386652,0.08720583507176304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294751015074033,0.0,0.0,0.09313747988847673,0.20529942307139606,0.10670411088448656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937896858292814,0.0,0.10429126248401348,0.0,0.0,0.11996842758317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826966434336943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631726147505392,0.0,0.10158983316090324,0.0,0.09180818533998507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349648936535862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541014594208772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298855856888067,0.0,0.07643055440250869,0.0,0.08018874654966285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909994100981098,0.0,0.14090670812141218,0.15814906743764062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984582505138037,0.0,0.20903888782026306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660640331354327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268181097632678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359111876102116,0.0,0.16606254632511253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634631372005106,0.0,0.0,0.0957224105622806,0.0,0.0,0.06907362785889021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823575906707699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578685860517082,0.06132471445156591,0.0,0.08339916257290543,0.0,0.0,0.0963820405392709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595520165896477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695383313507408
autism,betalars,2020/02/01,"I made a mental health status Stickerpack ... to aid in communication Hey there autistic creatures :3

I have made a thing. And It might be useful to some of you.  
It's a stickerpack, that let's you communicate something in situations, whaere that is'n easy anymore. It can also help you in not worying to much, what people, that are important to you.  


Bascally the Idea is to describe your mental state and your needs as close as possible, so others know, what's up and also know, what is not.  


Add it on telegram, other clients will follow soon:  


[https://t.me/addstickers/mh\_status](https://t.me/addstickers/mh_status)",6.2484224598930505,9.773564323529412,5.4949910873440295,72.18200534759362,72.43137254901961,7.238502673796793,25.93939393939394,8.296473431620573,2.107949019607844,499,17,76,9,11,151,70,102,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.9118,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,3,0,16,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,13,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,1,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33132121335611064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544064238512094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019452021214606,0.0,0.0,0.13885064755025486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338511256086793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276923300302657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118285240832117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39202736616848094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175240794413044,0.219757163877578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228168323112673,0.1536017209811504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361417774327834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353448473134025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284925214403396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947691144574233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762360353737008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789141423847838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CerealBowl0,2020/02/01,"Alexithymia \-So how does that make you feel?

\-I have absolutely no idea.

\-Come on; tell me.

\-I literally do not know how I feel.

\-So, are you just not feeling any emotion at all?

\-I am definitely feeling an emotion; I just do not know what emotion it is.

\-That is not possible.

\-Yes it is.

\-Please stop lying to me.

\-I am not lying. I do not know how I feel right now.

\-If you are feeling an emotion, then you know what emotion it is. That is how it works.

\-No, that is not how it works.

\-I cannot help you if you will not be truthful with me.

\-You are starting to annoy me.

\-How can you know that you are feeling annoyed, if you do not know what emotions you feel?

\-AARGH!

(By the way, autocorrect does not think that ""alexithymia"" is a word.)",0.10566956521739004,2.4763016133333373,1.6641449275362312,94.7474347826087,96.2,3.942028985507246,21.18840579710145,5.7926816847441245,0.1031014492753628,582,22,122,5,23,187,69,150,0.17300000000000001,0.81,0.017,-0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,11,0,2,11,3,2,0,4,1,22,0,0,7,2,44,40,12,0,3,15,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,16,0,0,1,13,2,0,0,0,8,24,1,6,38,1,9,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,4,98,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267641976928649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206050519413073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704828711269592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7212976576765275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323003351901663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163384674838154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064513914294606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524033433679156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133768862362994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731303198844445,0.0,0.12048178229527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126784658521064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564433826660746,0.0,0.0,0.08934952534706367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934105750531166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847906911118876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482977980422139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560773869311384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,OliveGreenWalls,2020/02/01,"How do I tell the difference between a normal interest and a special interest? I haven't been diagnosed yet, I'm going to my therapist soon to be sure, but assuming I am autistic (I most likely am, and it runs in the family), how do I know if my obsession with frogs is a special interest or something I just like? I love frogs so much, I get so happy talking about them and learning about them. My entire room is frog themed. Someone could just mention frogs and I could talk about them for hours.",4.361938775510204,5.545224377551024,5.523061224489798,80.40051020408163,70.53061224489795,9.273469387755103,31.3469387755102,9.606745405546679,2.9901877551020406,391,17,75,9,7,130,64,98,0.027999999999999997,0.687,0.285,0.9817,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,11,11,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,2,1,20,16,11,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,15,10,9,12,2,7,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,4,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690090566725852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345489015520951,0.0,0.2414372050701799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784868546250885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073365698086085,0.0,0.1313323255737421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459968919361605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275745932591669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699962131070264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579531478370876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856544957586384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987586802189394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264166404992812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957996499461953,0.17790241207262067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177971906753345,0.0,0.0,0.3714786843261637,0.20198062046946255,0.0,0.0,0.2683103452663924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lbush215,2020/02/01,WASI and Autism How indicative are WASI scores of Autism. Particularly a 20 point discrepancy in verbal and non verbal IQ. Verbal IQ being above average and non-verbal being low average.,4.942499999999999,8.430078250000005,6.336250000000002,63.88375000000002,79.0,9.45,23.625,9.516144504307137,3.3666625000000003,152,5,21,5,4,51,21,32,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RhondaRowsey,2020/02/01,"Dating an aspie and I need advice on communication and romance I recently started seeing someone who has Aspergers and I’m trying to get my head around certain things . Can you help ? So for one he is either off or on when it comes to communication, and it’s few and far between. I often think he’s moved on and no longer interested in seeing me but then I’ll hear from him again in two weeks asking me to meet up and it’s so confusing to me . He is AMAZING in person and so intelligent but when we’re apart I don’t really hear much from him . So can anyone shed some light on this ? Is he not interested or is this a pattern of behaviour I’ll just have to get used to ? I don’t wanna give up because I do like him but I would be more encouraged if I knew it was a default setting for him , as opposed to loosing interest / boredom . Thanks!",1.8633598265895936,3.7926389306358392,4.246528179190752,83.87534140173412,78.76878612716763,7.099566473988439,24.68533236994219,8.07648339933343,1.5037170520231218,657,24,136,12,16,229,107,173,0.042,0.752,0.20600000000000002,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,1,3,0,14,1,1,1,1,30,30,22,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,5,17,9,26,26,5,24,0,0,2,0,18,13,0,6,9,101,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928100005865525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354392588605691,0.0,0.0,0.17243370408031694,0.18108297152433409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807747377236705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685504765978473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240008491761555,0.18581429928546175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987916643044226,0.0,0.4366270369543203,0.0,0.12983275388344212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463183678240417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587201250273696,0.1423914878952747,0.14362579352754512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312558569061911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913101288526644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240889189580035,0.0,0.19125497956393914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087069938053595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412103620050042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710156858309694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833256047189044,0.0,0.0,0.1286854023504119,0.12411487766823115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315093085757343,0.0,0.1892163562833705,0.0,0.0,0.16729425626987734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553741293754913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759863304462086,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autismandaccents,2020/02/01,"Study for US Autistic Adults with ""unusual"" or ""foreign"" accents Hi everyone,

The Linguistics Department at the University of Colorado Boulder is conducting a study on the adoption of different accents by autistic individuals. We’re looking for participants who are autistic and speak an “unusual,” “non-local,” or “foreign” accent relative to where they grew up. Participants must also be native English speakers and over the age of 18.

The study will consist of a 30-60 minute interview conducted either in person (if you happen to be in the area) or via Skype, which will be audio and video recorded. Participants will receive a $100 gift card for participation in the project on completion of the interview.

If you’re interested or have any questions about the study, please email [accentsandautism@lists.colorado.edu](mailto:accentsandautism@lists.colorado.edu)

At the moment, we can only recruit United States citizens, but are hoping to expand the project in the near future. If you're outside the United States or a native speaker of a language other than English and are interested in a potential future project, feel free and get in contact as well.",11.695372340425527,12.243590132978726,10.383489361702132,54.10300000000004,54.585106382978715,12.413617021276595,44.86382978723404,11.792908689023552,5.859317446808512,947,49,124,23,10,297,116,188,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,20,0,13,0,0,0,1,21,18,16,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,6,30,11,1,24,0,0,1,0,16,15,0,10,4,88,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957653296227525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867195691814693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878853585128166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868711343085247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623669898482348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883274072931315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345345456284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428046650729188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271369290575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057280133677024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088257137201275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974721237869656,0.0,0.3013995304362986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075854451614366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33027842032575083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687478105288174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SuperOrganizm,2020/02/01,"Poor Communication Reviews at Work - Responded by Bringing up my ASD Diagnosis (bad idea?) Ok so for some context, I had a full time job for 2 years and at the time I didn't know anything about ASD. As you would expect, I've always struggled for many years with hyper sensitivity and especially working in a densely populated / open plan office space. Eventually I wanted to leave and so they offered me part time and working from home as they knew I wanted to work on my own projects. The pay cut wasn't great but at that point I decided my mental health was more important.

Since I've been working part time there's a new managing director who I get on a lot better with. Understandably however one of the areas of improvement that keeps being emphasised in my reviews is more communication. It was even suggested recently to do regular catch ups with expectations of more jokes, memes, banter, etc.

It's frustrating because I do really want to improve but I can't seem to communicate organically in everyday conversation. Every time I get a message I start having anxiety and distracted by how I'm going to write a message that sounds different from the last time.

I ended up just writing a couple hundred word message about how I've diagnosed myself with ASD, why I went part time and that I do wish to improve my communication, however it will be gradual. I also included a link to a website about ASD.

I didn't even want to stay online to check his response and I'm wondering if I made a mistake. I can imagine it's awkward for him not that I come out with ASD if he wishes to be critical of certain faults. Also mentioning that I've self diagnosed with ASD might come across as an excuse?

Also as a side note, I haven't even told my family. I would like them to know but it feels like I'm making an egotistical annoucment about myself.",5.639839015151516,6.820461639204545,6.9919318181818175,71.0568560606061,67.55113636363636,10.525757575757575,33.13257575757576,10.595843684498618,3.8014996212121215,1475,65,261,41,24,503,194,352,0.09300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.122,0.9233,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,7,16,15,2,3,17,1,22,3,0,4,1,58,50,23,0,13,7,0,1,2,0,4,3,1,1,1,12,17,0,1,11,1,3,6,6,8,0,1,11,2,35,7,51,32,11,41,0,0,0,0,21,19,0,7,17,174,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556004658419296,0.07823105030592419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192401159109651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736933985060787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850164742359768,0.05731289773031632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315185752439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619774877763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402985039373353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085390580776213,0.0,0.09822948069684076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327261963298771,0.0,0.10485564990907392,0.18629529919724047,0.0,0.07921476946802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863241784650146,0.0,0.04753865549572065,0.06716694391606068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824173059337037,0.0,0.05343296670480917,0.0,0.0,0.10365589596328624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993743077608194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430837396691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061356143418555,0.0,0.0,0.09329900499048303,0.08356809796970101,0.0,0.0,0.1033403848956878,0.07663775004371295,0.0,0.09955217745597564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186552879675808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993129595991373,0.0,0.08896272198564732,0.06275818040895892,0.09532015651778866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474868799257943,0.09973893233766366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080380016012532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370947195120331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054391148389589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887801584111747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060230756083214224,0.0,0.09283207655080276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559104986742565,0.0980819589486448,0.0,0.0,0.07777320066012318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665468859370861,0.10021137366333263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828870891528843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837612252223544,0.0,0.0,0.08983885125600645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978767326839657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218185480226339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715623252010836,0.0848372099428161,0.0,0.21623362013143735,0.0,0.10195921774153248,0.3422334927844086,0.0,0.0,0.13357630598908074,0.0,0.0,0.12108985898582213
autism,ShinyAmps,2020/02/01,"Special interests of yours? :3 I love hearing about people’s special interests! My primary ones are biology, cats, Pokemon, and Transformers! What’s yours?",4.808400000000002,7.916189040000006,5.7120000000000015,63.01600000000002,98.6,10.0,41.0,8.841846274778883,6.5382,126,9,15,5,5,41,21,25,0.0,0.473,0.527,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480560048385855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189513131587556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896283969569677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986259668513806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NoobishExpert,2020/02/01,"My parents scream at me even though they know I’m sensitive to it. I have issues following instructions unless they’re super detailed, but if I mess up my parents scream at me. Their excuse is that I “bring them to the point of screaming” but I’m just trying to do the correct thing.

I start to have a breakdown when they do it but they just tell me to stop throwing a temper tantrum and they threaten to ground me if I don’t stop even though I can’t really control it.

What should I do?",2.9534999999999982,4.469639950000001,3.799000000000003,90.08950000000002,74.5,6.6000000000000005,25.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0264000000000006,385,13,81,4,8,123,59,100,0.265,0.6990000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9765,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,2,7,7,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,15,10,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,0,3,19,1,11,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,4,62,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25428566509175865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994927336172315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663668946928826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245993370424434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034912742555244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143236037417376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524258420575642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604735240413455,0.0,0.0,0.37909600460327697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981632003795238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506226385391992,0.0,0.4455023342980287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539279412299202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aBillAtEase,2020/02/01,"Had to sell my switch because I'm poor and I'm devastated. I've got more hours logged into that switch than I do in the actual outside world. I can buy it back at the end of the month but how the heck I survive until then is beyond me. 

What do you guys do when you don't have access to your 'thing'? My pokemon teams and stardew valley farms have been a massive fixation for me for a long time and I feel a little lost now that they're not here.",3.6437500000000007,3.664450875,4.662500000000001,90.1325,71.5,7.65,24.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6925958333333333,348,8,82,3,6,114,71,96,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,6,1,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,15,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,11,0,11,11,1,16,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,10,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.3094756347817465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385536569228494,0.0,0.1933210670216607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808853210823201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035175273203076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363988141904925,0.0,0.0,0.3140110970996303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123116932828097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178501420614328,0.0,0.2806523388710579,0.0,0.0,0.34618765514958394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531321863420875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068878336991745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849225479268447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wookieewookieeson,2020/02/01,"Brushing hair with sensory issues I don't have autism as far as I know but I've had problems with my nervous system for a while (I don't know what it is yet). I have touch sensitivity, especially regarding the scalp. On worse days, brushing my hair seems impossible and the pull on my hair gets unbearable. I want to go without at times but the tangles make it even worse after a while, especially that it's quite thick and coarse in texture. What should I do? I'm a seemingly high-functioning 18-year-old so I'm supposed to be able to do that on my own. But on days like this it gets difficult.",3.1621008403361337,4.985221386554624,4.4207478991596645,84.56322268907564,74.63025210084034,8.121344537815126,27.866386554621855,8.841846274778883,2.118629579831933,471,19,98,10,10,155,74,119,0.15,0.81,0.04,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,0,10,4,4,1,0,16,21,10,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,7,10,1,16,18,1,18,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,8,62,19,0,0.2168700937590461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797265385187339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324065157728294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661134601214955,0.0,0.1232522720565378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913516105081785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263560332651877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383722637740845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595177327910428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476247160804004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756868192365026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751539078148887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306680397802439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948607765742928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645869569399526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279156002094639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905503135637726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44201830654183133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965723001550162
autism,Cass_Jooce,2020/02/01,"Hi, I am writing a research paper about correlations between ASD and Gender dysphoria and am looking for trans/questioning people on the autistic spectrum to interview. All questions will be asked through dms in text so no need to talk, no personal information is needed! I would appreciate any volunteers! :)",6.850588235294119,10.236572490196082,7.129176470588237,62.11729411764708,69.19607843137254,10.354509803921568,41.57254901960784,10.355215969177356,5.882989019607844,251,16,32,8,5,81,46,51,0.113,0.785,0.102,-0.1572,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,10,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,24,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421074639882747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332832916759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989691784371245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279722480730871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468211286759982,0.3108650573783836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39882660619983096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861573469595396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529081226848696,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SentientScribble,2020/02/01,"Whan am I friends with someone? So I'm struggling. I've never had much interest in making friends, but I've come to enjoy company more than I used to. I've reached a point where I kinda' want friends now. DUN DUN DUN, SHOCK. But, I struggle knowing when I'm actually considered ""friends"" with someone. When is it appropriate to playfully tease? When can we do stuff like hug or highfive or whatever humans usually do? When can I introduce them as ""my friend Soandso""? When should I tell Them about my self harm and all that deep stuff? I've often experienced that I've moved too fast and made people uncomfortable. I've also had friendships die because our interactions never went past ""lol butts."" Socialing is hard. I figured you lot would understand and hopefully give me some pointers.",4.180226600985222,6.8488812344827625,4.725147783251232,79.63284482758623,74.58620689655173,8.280788177339902,31.736453201970445,9.04235418022936,3.1506453201970452,629,31,110,15,14,200,99,145,0.182,0.603,0.215,0.7090000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,2,0,12,16,1,2,1,1,11,2,1,3,3,28,23,15,1,4,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,2,15,11,9,17,5,18,0,0,0,2,17,4,1,7,12,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.13734251833968247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255020272304156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579416021424205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123556029895904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606651721086092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436791716652966,0.0,0.0,0.1350112028457437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607592856951114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978716672407393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734735015546339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875874548204973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965262067161905,0.0,0.1331721536580833,0.09394543982222082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495849789125632,0.10346053091534232,0.0,0.21709564601016765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343528227590027,0.09757180746248036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304535335967368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468231346417441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434673124024091,0.2384980983156561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942652552522653,0.3222286180487665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230134831492817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651592255285445,0.0,0.12155468580747394,0.1550058813663151,0.0,0.08301244920948163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046794129455785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997808042073468,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,furby-lesbian,2020/02/01,"Speech and language referral! Ohoho!! I need advice, i’m 16 (UK) and have finally gotten my referral for a speech and language assessment!! This is apparently needed for an autism diagnosis, which i’m told I fit almost perfectly.

Thing is i’m really nervous about the assessment, has anyone been though it or anything similar and can tell me what will happen when i go in? 

Thanks!!",4.934782608695652,7.361389072463773,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,71.31884057971014,10.397101449275363,30.34057971014493,10.504223727775694,4.020988405797102,302,13,48,10,6,102,53,69,0.034,0.818,0.14800000000000002,0.8435,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,17,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,2,4,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824477944879722,0.0,0.0,0.2894330909261489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210438417167487,0.0,0.2378563462932163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166305950340203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426882091217854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555982501540403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286408947635417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516724588957045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526348195440964,0.2661103775607146,0.0,0.0,0.19202618363918086,0.0,0.2839815909722407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761913305218091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rumblet4,2020/02/01,"Support autism research I have severe autism. I can’t look people in the eye or be around them. 

I can’t have conversations and it’s yes, no and saying facts. 

I have been unemployed for 3 years and have 0 friends. No social life, even on the internet.

This is severe autism. 

I hate when people here with mild autism try to speak for everyone saying they don’t support autism research, because they feel ok.

Autism is a huge spectrum, and in all honest we need to be divided up, and not put in the same group. 

That’s why these type of problem arise.

It’s like someone with a small cut, talking for someone with a huge gash on their leg, telling them they don’t need to be healed/cured because they feel ok. 

Please support autism research so we can understand it better and help others with severe autism.",2.647307692307692,5.136303410256414,2.8112179487179496,92.2733653846154,79.0,5.438461538461539,23.211538461538463,6.6274283507984215,0.6042384615384617,636,21,126,6,16,193,91,156,0.11900000000000001,0.669,0.21100000000000002,0.9313,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,7,1,5,12,2,0,6,3,15,3,2,0,2,24,25,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,7,14,9,18,21,2,13,0,0,2,0,19,10,0,1,3,76,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260847830109993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267822133127025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526425487389514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935482883775044,0.0,0.0,0.1353378877676765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432293741996379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942650654028682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398348012479068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493465728422452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004067545598162,0.06919548976970395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893735537250752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100404570937966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638313519970052,0.0,0.0,0.1554722103074531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552514182137365,0.0,0.14238184839547482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252669672758088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800202004438392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437859326882946,0.2400129991668207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821756467329114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384049100211335,0.12379484464291055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616056631234164,0.0,0.0,0.1474465676915453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780315684408322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912080103213213
autism,Nbarker87,2020/02/01,"Stim or tics My 7 year old aspie makes the same mouth noises all the time. I used to think they were stims buy now I'm wondering if they're like a tic. I ask him every now and then if he knows why he makes a certain noise and he says no. I can't figure it out. Doesn't seem to increase during times of stress or anxiety necessary either. He does it when he's just watching tv, playing, reading, and even eating. If it starts to become a little much I just tell him to relax.  He occasionally will string a ton of them together. Any ideas?",0.8571130952380983,3.0260728660714267,2.694642857142856,92.36702380952384,83.73214285714286,5.519047619047619,18.261904761904766,6.816661863887847,0.02133690476190564,419,10,92,5,12,139,81,112,0.08,0.8340000000000001,0.086,0.1625,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,4,2,1,3,2,24,14,10,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,6,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,7,12,6,12,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,7,10,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399208248064715,0.0,0.16198234465110833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795054647587254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385282803137425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529718766620734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166653209853861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398538480352891,0.0,0.17840209139581048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390313788366021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636807703189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344663359235412,0.21222149608497493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826793718480196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556550160686672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218801372995628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117996850918471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683860429472983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276231444787484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987234964871538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255018615122065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850721770597905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567597026598874,0.0,0.0,0.24693737448948774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287743553206898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106456767626698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296255837683389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635515343267934
autism,RileyTheBabyKitten,2020/02/01,"How could I pursue my special interest in planes? To further elaborate, my special interest is commercial planes. I love plane spotting and the sorts, but I need more stimulation centered around my special interest. Any ideas?",6.617702702702701,10.24091124324325,6.195878378378378,67.11652027027029,71.70270270270271,10.186486486486489,41.682432432432435,10.125756701596842,5.894843243243244,184,12,24,6,4,57,28,37,0.0,0.597,0.40299999999999997,0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194676903782893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182053450704243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750824901733285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530326398572161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42399635876929787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348337205093171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kazahani1,2020/02/01,"Need ideas to help redirect my daughter. My girl is 6 and high functioning. She is doing fairly well in kindergarten right now and she is even making friends.

She has some behavioral ticks that stem from sensory processing issues. One of them, unfortunately, is that she will stick her hands in her pants and pick at her butt. She does this habitually and frequently, and she has an aversion to washing her hands so she will not do so unless told.

Does anyone have a method that we could try to help redirect this urge to a different, more sanitary behavior? All efforts to get her to stop have failed.",4.48756756756757,6.960057981981982,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,72.7837837837838,8.764324324324324,27.316216216216226,9.3871,2.5836227027027023,480,18,88,12,10,150,75,111,0.08900000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.087,-0.0516,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,13,4,3,2,1,16,17,8,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,16,2,12,13,3,8,0,1,0,1,20,5,1,1,3,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993803631940607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404631323750995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539233044559455,0.0,0.0,0.4253689233846756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052451070422816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777079436844704,0.0,0.1269774852252765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258069105001035,0.2567833168014603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743606677237841,0.0,0.2536688508795282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622299582369446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020982632527768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468904781162316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755338763513168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319090855354088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322335190781988,0.0,0.1650070581092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852062718993115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,recluseraccoon,2020/02/01,"I dread small talk A bit of a rant, but I really dread the idea of having small talk with people I don't know well. I understand why it's important for NTs but it's repetitive and exhausting and gives me so much anxiety.
I know they're just trying to be friendly but I get so nervous about it that I purposely avoid situations where I know I might have to do small talk, and I normally just completely dissociate/auto-pilot if I can't, so instead of being able to say what I'm thinking it feels like words are just falling out of my mouth, which leads me to hate small talk even more.",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.501666666666669,82.33500000000002,70.33333333333334,9.666666666666666,27.5,9.827888789773867,2.3574999999999995,464,15,98,11,8,155,78,120,0.244,0.679,0.078,-0.9568,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,4,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,24,19,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,0,2,14,3,12,16,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,64,21,1,0.17845189984283533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651521493543986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482325599153152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710342179573897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786579682624194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023064244018754,0.1274860729040971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378714951494974,0.0,0.09323375233733308,0.17118732304255124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618430608386285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145047368265767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29421749169978745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718258430957518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893092652133569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118267932324346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484497292008094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371607816137467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432085656136975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191211328981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005874122648536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737315098233834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434477184738705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211571261029328,0.0,0.0,0.1857747211806552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604496891703217,0.0,0.1610250831907193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Psychologicalgamer18,2020/02/01,"Not showing typical signs of autism? Hi everyone, I’m new here.
I wanted to ask if anyone had a similar experience to me. I’m 18, in the UK and was officially diagnosed with Aspergers at 15. However, I don’t think I show the “typical” symptoms of Aspergers?  I can make jokes and use sarcasm, and can sometimes recognise it when people I know well use it. I’m able to lie semi-convincingly (small,white lies nothing serious). I’m sort of able to hold a “normal” conversation, even with people I’ve just met. I don’t really have a particular special interest. I can understand metaphors and “sayings” eg “it’s raining cats and dogs” , instead of “its raining heavily”, I understand not all things are meant literally, I’ve heard this is rare amongst people genuinely on the spectrum. I don’t really fit in with other autistic people. Should I get a second opinion on my diagnosis, or do others feel a similar way to me?",3.2877728663719807,5.796819184971099,5.635470928255696,72.78449506970419,76.80346820809248,9.619721183270995,32.141788507310444,9.916854025145753,4.015985651139069,721,38,124,24,17,253,111,173,0.03,0.885,0.085,0.8270000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,3,1,30,31,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,1,1,1,5,3,13,4,17,25,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,2,76,21,0,0.3391849983281192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858301863752377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854609341383447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213281675745815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201424623290834,0.0,0.0,0.16205290067814546,0.0,0.1658940064316333,0.0,0.0,0.08575106326179269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860508114095107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320360231355124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320431009934802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379349249040115,0.0,0.0,0.16616464128375247,0.16272857688291126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702963409331513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172905952572529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486676227975095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677313181422299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627154243961773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266972068272894,0.1086680256193481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35310354526100723,0.0,0.2929469354173663,0.0,0.0,0.10003004999710252,0.1346146319553666,0.0,0.0,0.1524840239888536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,QuestForTheDankest,2020/02/01,Guess I don’t really have friends anymore I’m a 23 year old male. I used to hang out with my group of friends at least once a week for a few years now. They start bullying me now and i can’t really hang out with them anymore. They say a lot mean comments or put downs and I’ve gotten fed up with it. It’s a shame because those were the only friends I had. Now what do I do?,-0.5586904761904741,1.258617654761906,1.5357142857142885,100.67595238095241,86.73809523809523,5.161904761904762,18.857142857142858,6.42735559955562,-0.30779999999999985,289,8,75,3,9,96,58,84,0.086,0.789,0.125,0.4828,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,10,3,11,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,8,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186329636349932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866124679327898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891972127752041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325082460687928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943710060510878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299080545017356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147373852228872,0.2247738107957386,0.0,0.1605219255163395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217529337587676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042304541754475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784472672697026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939055001482934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822895333493656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930095611131904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718336159593133
autism,Nipsy_russel,2020/02/01,Recommended reading on understanding the autistic brain I’m the parent of an autistic child and am interested in reading about the autistic brain as well as different methods of therapy and support for kids with autism. What are some good resources/books out there I can get that have helped you understand more about autism?,6.794821428571433,9.801758839285718,5.635142857142856,74.60985714285717,67.75,8.765714285714285,36.2,9.3871,3.919247142857144,269,14,41,6,5,80,44,56,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.8807,2,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,11,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,29,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933991186001995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230889043506016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154589184843798,0.0,0.0,0.18535715454131896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812591954526624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453848674105653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44210253344320427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507784936777225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272299787269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601198139413897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869786550832885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CheesyCanada,2020/02/01,"I've been told that I often ''try too much'' in friendships, or am too intense, anyone has advice on how to be better? So, I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder last year, and a lot of things have started making sense. Ive never had many friends in the first place, but when I do meet someone I enjoy being with, the only thing I want to do is be with them, do anything with them. Ive been told that im too intense in relationships, and it ends up with me being hurt, because people are tired of it and say or do horrible stuff to me, or just ghost me. Ive only just recently had someone explain this to me.

I'm so lonely, I've never really had anyone close to me, no close friends at all, but I want to be able to be more normal regarding friendships. I dont want to be overwhelming to others, and I just want people to like me.

I dont know if this all makes sense, but Id love to hear advice for this because I can't take it anymore, being hurt so much is too hard.",8.706109756097561,4.670949239024392,9.081798780487805,75.5914786585366,63.92682926829268,11.8109756097561,36.35670731707317,8.841846274778883,2.9405243902439016,754,22,164,8,8,255,107,205,0.162,0.71,0.128,-0.9113,0,2,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,2,13,10,0,1,3,0,30,3,0,3,4,37,45,16,1,6,10,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,12,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,3,21,6,25,29,6,18,0,4,0,1,12,9,0,6,10,122,33,0,0.1210520226360416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365812710329576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005107880614747,0.1692847776536777,0.0,0.09961550032868242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758437886935674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706067683330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286525485052385,0.0,0.0,0.13873610539631426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837441379620389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072161619116485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296678861476256,0.0,0.0,0.18704898481216065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843883524149184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643442730384572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917738777873034,0.0,0.1307569570783022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652702585688196,0.09867355504661177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913990368612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291410078386803,0.10925417661553607,0.0,0.16160633018783707,0.12272775108670173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797433012346173,0.0,0.18672556495479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860528040530967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413103605552555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678444612494754,0.0,0.12647359904500416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754902541484045,0.0,0.11952426852826645,0.129964569856296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626542707260176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051339719017136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568124467313143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385756044755946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910160559122065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084316990090766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913149254822668,0.0,0.2313407903984035,0.0,0.08218637730641569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285598477201986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795353373114958
autism,haikyez,2020/02/02,Finding Roommates Can someone provide resources to find roommates who are on the spectrum?,7.638571428571428,11.891632857142866,4.84,72.83000000000003,77.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,57.0,3.1291,5.1454,76,7,7,0,2,21,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.907274325770298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42053929400003903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vividfaces,2020/02/02,"Taking caring my autistic needs and still feeling tired I’ve been trying to pay close attention to my needs recently because I’ve been feeling really down. I’m taking things easy, I’m not forcing myself to socialise, I’m allowing myself the routine I want, I’m taking care of my sensory issues and allowing my special interests time. 

It’s just annoying because I feel like I’m doing everything right and I still feel bad and exhausted.",5.8516260162601625,7.5614310731707315,7.008292682926832,69.15845528455284,67.53658536585365,10.34471544715447,35.61788617886179,10.504223727775694,4.463481300813008,356,18,54,10,6,120,50,82,0.14300000000000002,0.628,0.22899999999999998,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,17,20,4,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,9,5,5,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795491656563596,0.2306411209506833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385757176349758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002011468540454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826143582414483,0.13514810670127328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745166764132985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242234024752484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054473862208146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119164837997315,0.0,0.18678949279972668,0.0,0.0,0.16155614838428498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021540380821597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42671274536481424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568081150392355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031064642873377,0.21743116477978028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843878419956062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158151260368768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AutiSpasTacular,2020/02/02,"Online Communities for victims of police violence? Ever since my assault and kidnapping (involuntary hospitalization), I've been having a hard time coping with life since this seems to keep happening to me whenever I have symptoms. It's been deeply traumatic, trauma on top of trauma, and I don't know how much further I can keep on going.   


The reality I live in is that any time or any where, police can help themselves to my body, force me to go to a hospital for 'help' I don't want and I don't need, ambulances and hospitals can help themselves to  what little money I get for being disabled (I cannot afford housing), and my rights end when someone says they do.  


I need a community of like minded individuals who find themselves in the same situations as myself, does anyone have any ideas?",11.04813063063063,8.147993317567572,11.01243243243243,60.04292792792795,58.39189189189189,13.920720720720725,41.558558558558566,12.161744961471696,5.0371720720720745,633,25,107,15,6,213,96,148,0.153,0.7829999999999999,0.064,-0.9278,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,5,0,15,3,1,1,1,20,26,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,2,16,1,18,23,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,6,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295307641835448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294311438028268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941957545913484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135296608157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430645732716199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611000549979014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763233378690654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439095183237304,0.0,0.18359851326766596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428373883172484,0.0,0.14469605527084284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32480351034541416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637994338173094,0.0,0.1823438057030173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871444258112442,0.0,0.0,0.0887707636194613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409097406210952,0.07891370977402001,0.16189203039562072,0.14263089656470118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309576215103194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874059441428834,0.2395397695293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794278495504128,0.0,0.12845239000721714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470476980203277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672328506884365,0.18156260176439687,0.0,0.0,0.1368609155111095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788792534116526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883748520963201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952725399310518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Yeezushi,2020/02/02,"How do you know if you're autistic or just bad with people? So, my mother who is a teacher and sometimes dabbles with autistic children told me I might be on the spectrum, but I disagree. I'm soon to be 21 I've never been diagnosed with it, and I feel like most of the time I can understand what people think, so I don't believe that I'm autistic. However, sometimes the symptoms seem really close to what I live daily, like avoidance and being inconfortable in conversations, focusing on stuff that doesn't matter for months, tics, etc...

How can you tell of you're on the spectrum or just really bad socially? Thanks in advance, and apologies for my english.",7.157619047619049,7.008171904761909,7.350634920634924,74.42214285714287,64.07936507936508,10.057142857142855,37.04761904761904,9.606745405546679,3.5736476190476205,524,24,93,9,7,170,80,126,0.11800000000000001,0.799,0.083,-0.5684,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,2,1,26,20,12,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,11,3,14,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,6,6,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31794217353538723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450890611769446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932459624471439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233970453934156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626895709398806,0.13601755402130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463559576789803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603384041746265,0.0,0.1681214425611304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197800921565934,0.0,0.0,0.1519707216845786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684363596964195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639905357705685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439426194388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332760090487456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408276658828594,0.0,0.0,0.3766091860635156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795564654271216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978923282175976,0.0,0.0,0.16641279980423734,0.17528926957398913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199682543759885,0.0,0.0,0.11102030709842248,0.0,0.0,0.18192968283918332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982069303600862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,whatever327,2020/02/02,"I tend to talk very much in AP Language, but literature is my main source of happiness. Most of the guy students in my class tell me I talk too much and sound pretentious (I’m F16). I don’t mean to, I just  genuinely LOVE English class and learning new things. When I get excited I tend to talk really loud and it’s hard for me to control. I know sometimes I should be quiet but I love making people laugh and enjoy English as much as I do. I’m kind of at a crossroad here.",1.0278787878787874,3.0669976969697004,3.0507979797979807,90.82286363636366,82.13131313131315,6.384242424242425,23.03131313131313,7.554174236665415,0.9806840404040408,368,13,81,6,10,124,65,99,0.015,0.71,0.276,0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,14,15,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,14,7,13,13,5,5,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,2,51,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195820075363095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228607977055842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385129432444506,0.0,0.20840963771916834,0.17537889940282686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387296922775014,0.10759463202772457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533951136107976,0.0,0.13068353354107265,0.0,0.0,0.21325995988934995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317587246694963,0.0,0.0,0.18908389928699407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572802040541562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542059029616573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936297418454448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720775377168214,0.17111886092145295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006640126142596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615375986489648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ageis1253,2020/02/02,"6yr old autistic boy struggling to potty train Hi all. I’m posting here on behalf of my sister whose son has been diagnosed with autism since he was 18 months old. He is high functioning, exemplified by his amazing reading ability (he taught himself basically with help of the internet) and his advanced speaking skills. He receives in-home therapy three days a week and is in online kindergarten. He, of course, struggles greatly with sensory stimulation. He has only every drank apple juice, and he eats a very small range of foods (waffles, spaghetti, quesadillas, and chocolate pudding). Recently, he has been a very brace boy about trying new foods. He starts very nervous and overwhelmed, then he smells it, puts it to his lips, then puts it in his mouth (learned from food therapy). He almost always enjoys the new foods he tries. 

Since he is now more than 6 years old, we think it is time to fully commit to potty training. However, as can be expected, he is very nervous and scared. He has always been fine just sitting in his mess, no matter how much shame our parents try to put on him. We are understanding of his condition, but we know he is smart and determined enough to do this. We don’t have much of a community for autism where we live, which is why im reaching out to you. We have put him in avengers boxers to heighten the reward, in addition to several family members promising him gifts once he goes in the potty. However, when he is wearing the underwear, he just holds everything in. We aren’t sure if this is healthy or if we should keep pushing this in hopes he will just end up having to go. We need help. If anybody could share their stories of what worked or what you think about our techniques, it be so very appreciated. I think he’d be a much happier, independent, confident boy if he could communicate his bathroom needs. If you think we should relax and give it more time, please say so. Thank you so much for your time.",6.415823704586064,7.191258063013708,6.278582489577129,78.31369267421084,65.63013698630137,9.525908278737344,33.12983918999405,9.54385415503706,3.0190762358546746,1543,63,283,29,23,485,208,365,0.036000000000000004,0.7859999999999999,0.179,0.9956,4,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,12,5,1,4,14,20,0,7,10,0,34,10,3,3,3,59,51,24,0,13,11,3,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,13,23,6,2,7,2,0,8,3,8,0,1,6,4,32,12,40,36,8,44,0,1,0,0,66,15,0,9,19,167,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288033428364347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773944231602886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321672464321624,0.0,0.0,0.053378601714437965,0.0,0.0,0.08400791772255659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469246816973007,0.0,0.0,0.07330800330296693,0.08552161177843386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973572594929517,0.0,0.07438666543274396,0.0,0.07802643424546908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003342435965145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939873979726599,0.04703904016647222,0.0,0.0,0.09125216424245147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095547632657833,0.08744908198752167,0.0,0.0822074364480909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940379202606638,0.0,0.0,0.0735681239402088,0.0,0.0,0.04548720402127182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308578215669574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606473802529017,0.0,0.24337641915004185,0.12274305101729745,0.0,0.15987596670787202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055371290990925,0.08814536561384859,0.0,0.06294889855533367,0.0,0.0,0.09190422219979273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085456061932803,0.0,0.0,0.07926899689081145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33281935724865697,0.0,0.0,0.08279053614311452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172355096310258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582054533546124,0.08286534506584023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350443682396592,0.0,0.13693331796219993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858371401763285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305445726489388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800799045905417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762017811370649,0.18930515802858286,0.0,0.0,0.21213792296598374,0.0,0.0,0.14478830045634028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858239779192366,0.0,0.0,0.08616455053897927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414619097799605,0.0,0.0,0.06639160773390808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468537070303433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060256190161902284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053299967153741135
autism,rainbowcouscous,2020/02/02,"Hating hugs as a child but loving and craving them as an adult? When I was a little child I always avoided my parents’ attempts at physical affection (hugging or touching too much, being too physically clingy), but now in the final years of my teenage years I’m the total opposite and I’m constantly craving hugs and cuddles. Of course, only when I’m in the right mindset for it. This is very strange. I don’t know why I changed so drastically. 

Is anyone else like this?",3.0903333333333336,5.609183811111113,4.305555555555556,82.00500000000002,77.55555555555556,6.666666666666668,30.0,7.793537801064563,2.2830000000000004,373,18,66,6,9,122,64,90,0.075,0.7240000000000001,0.201,0.9378,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,1,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,10,11,11,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,8,9,2,12,0,0,0,5,6,5,0,1,8,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811571382771468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488622139015836,0.25627237168516065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26458850279785223,0.0,0.0,0.27028545681419297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893898596724245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739887537272831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469367781042079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745666129813044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219355375476786,0.25068093459634155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257385499654701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386330142106946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022372585847375,0.0,0.0,0.27772310509296977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135968408626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637106671532227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256898819248479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221317154963892
autism,basantos,2020/02/02,"Your experience with school and autism Hello everybody,

I need your help. I am a mom of 4 years old boy who is has a high functioning autism. He is taking couple of hours at school every week for speech delay. I didn't tell the school about his Autism evaluation because I am worried that they would place him in an isolated class not a mainstream class where he can learn from other kids. I don't know if I should inform them or give him the therapies he need by private practice. I was afraid that the school system would treat him as if there is something wrong with him. The reason I say this because I know that there are classes only for autistic kids and they get couple of hours in the mainstream class. It doesn't sound right to me. Why other kids have to be isolated from their peers who could learn faster by socializing with them. Autism is not a disease. It makes me suspicious that it slowly destroy the confidence of those kids and they start an inception that they are not as equal as others. 

Please, let me know what you think based on your experience as an autistic person, a parent or a friend. Is the school system in the US help autisitc kids or not?",5.547713864306786,6.509336632743362,5.114318584070798,85.23082890855459,67.6283185840708,8.150560471976402,26.571091445427733,8.238735603445708,1.5014033038348082,933,26,184,12,15,284,125,226,0.079,0.847,0.07400000000000001,-0.0772,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,7,0,4,5,1,1,17,0,22,0,0,2,0,31,33,12,0,8,9,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,7,16,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,3,29,2,25,25,1,19,0,0,0,0,40,9,0,5,8,125,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410962246155972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240122172369604,0.2561067354672765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750776307216284,0.0,0.0,0.2264128664781953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941293711896989,0.0,0.06046430138488248,0.11101904229131164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514315151859864,0.12227540835406747,0.0,0.0,0.22794205258846126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080702690667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834206533285453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725086908984465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554192018078798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171625091363518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143947433995055,0.0,0.0,0.08801810266447982,0.0,0.0,0.12850479437332613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105122772836501,0.12091352401593547,0.1270371083157045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899001582894855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883303769293574,0.0,0.09203337389098444,0.0,0.5856261741845395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179724592278603,0.0,0.08909483345113693,0.0,0.0,0.08191449688889953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701477735650014,0.0,0.1011533769072127,0.0,0.13234767578680354,0.0,0.0,0.07415529862780809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920929271696397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283186012295774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442858853671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752972999827445,0.0,0.16442295905052173,0.12653290750714716,0.0,0.07452651418241356
autism,AgentHomo2,2020/02/02,"Dear men with autism From a non-autistic person, allow to me say that you need to quit the sympathetic “people call me an incel” and “women won’t date me” bullshit. Stop using your autism as an excuse to be misogynistic and bigoted. You are incels because you are inherently an incel, not because of your autism. Stop playing victim because you are not. You autistic men are whiny entitled incels who annoy all of society. Take u/malten_sage for example. Probably the biggest incel of all who fakes having autism to pretend he is a victim and then uses it to justify his being an incel. 

So next time someone calls you an incel; it’s not because of your autism. It’s because you’re an incel.",4.369783216783219,6.526719992307693,5.720629370629371,75.098006993007,72.15384615384616,7.496503496503498,28.74125874125874,8.296473431620573,2.422,549,22,88,9,11,184,76,130,0.139,0.769,0.09300000000000001,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,0,1,1,6,3,0,10,0,9,0,0,3,2,15,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,13,2,13,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,21,1,0,0,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897145129625013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951270474813571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346210529915732,0.0,0.0,0.20576693700761325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413386359379706,0.16893825672925386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086029090816776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578855781873875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386213602321466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393398984206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235139405342259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454720058998845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112819065160907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420718687734124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,moonkat14,2020/02/02,"Question: How to talk to my younger brother about getting diagnosed? My (33F) younger brother (29M) is a straight up the most wonderful human. His whole life, he has struggled with social connections, being touched, and various other symptoms I have come to the conclusion puts him high functioning on the spectrum. (I am no doctor) 

  
He has never been able to keep a job for long and struggles to get past interviews (struggles with eye contact, tone, body language). He still lives at home with my mom, which isn't an issue, but I worry one day when she's gone he will have problems taking on all the things she currently does to support him.

He's always been a little different, but never gives up no matter what life throws at him. He is about to go back to school (again) and I want him to get diagnosed so he can take advantage of any services that will set him up for success. 

I've had these feelings for awhile, but I've never talked to him about autism. I am seeking pointers and advice on how to approach this convo to make it as positive and supportive as possible. Also while I'm at it, any knowledge you can share about how support has helped you or maybe how a diagnosis did something for you, I'd be so happy to hear it.",6.3057983193277325,6.472276890756304,6.3601680672268905,79.7421848739496,65.80672268907563,9.321008403361345,34.226890756302524,9.04235418022936,2.9069378151260503,972,41,183,15,14,309,147,238,0.059000000000000004,0.792,0.149,0.9752,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,3,15,11,0,3,9,0,20,8,2,5,4,32,39,20,0,2,4,3,2,0,0,2,6,1,1,1,10,9,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,5,4,20,7,36,30,4,31,0,0,1,0,33,12,0,4,12,126,30,6,0.11152880428593533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898465676234223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918954449321531,0.09280089955213053,0.0,0.0,0.15168682280019266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575876623364398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388335919251295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607218945710744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192685221665496,0.0,0.0,0.2263987773746748,0.0,0.11652386278284638,0.0,0.1141544570667373,0.0975996082099712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639231451258722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480759117327935,0.1069885916858308,0.0633843896580004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872448603206695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570106809684822,0.0,0.07475540658656599,0.11783630508435175,0.1118724842016608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640709558147988,0.11067512907697574,0.09913192568835484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755218553149672,0.0,0.111781161562685,0.09848197748689648,0.09869948218625543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444634289622018,0.0,0.11204567439538657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062118763810196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580536681940138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557480417229137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646686343817648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573196932161862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067180034076168,0.0,0.11211725276980826,0.12493778536618318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128731041760542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368957081600264,0.0,0.08586032234369917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906704717037757,0.0,0.0,0.3497823652176717,0.0,0.0,0.37968469628266,0.0,0.1159211312695504,0.16771156178414698,0.1792852564980281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409478183831182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578257837952436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451792706202865,0.0,0.0,0.12094823074782672,0.0,0.11326291448935867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dempseycat,2020/02/02,"People Does anyone else hear find it really hard to like NT people, sometimes I even hate them",7.456666666666668,7.381495777777783,7.1633333333333375,75.765,63.444444444444436,9.422222222222222,23.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.5684888888888886,76,1,13,1,1,24,17,18,0.243,0.632,0.125,-0.3878,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206801622272414,0.3107573200676575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541186922813376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533605901794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032074794712496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772023449885141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716890318184662,0.2994369267557253,0.0,0.0,0.3418308337445657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817259092222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205273790649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429588658438424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999624086613494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,k3w1-k1d,2020/02/02,"A story from a yugioh lover. Ok so a little story about me, I'm a big fan of card games (yugioh and smash up specifically) but most of those games take 2 or more people to play. And my parents dont have much time to play smash up with me and yugioh requires another person to have a deck themselves so I normally wouldn't have many a ways to play it. But I am a bit lucky, because I found the yugioh kids at PE. who, you guessed it, play yugioh. So of course I started to bring my deck to school.. (ok actually I saw them before and they where the reason I got into yugioh. Sorry for the confusion) and yeah. We've been playing yugioh. Of course there is also the kids who see us in the corner playing yugioh and decide ""nah. Not today"" and just mess up are card games by picking up our decks, not giving cards back, saying what's in our hands, asking constant questions.  But recently they havent been doing it as much. 

And another thing that was somewhat lucky is that the gym teacher said that we can do it as long as we do some physical activity before hand. (Of course I'm the only one who follows this rule. I like following rules) if you play for 1 full day you get to play all day the next. So yeah.  

Anyways, why did I post this here? Well I posted this here to say this: maybe others out there share the same interests/speciel intrests as you. So maybe try and find people like that. I dunno, 

This has been a post from an autistic yu gi oh lover",2.252839634941332,4.074459213559326,3.515000000000001,90.07051825293354,77.20338983050848,6.029986962190352,21.17666232073012,6.844919456158928,0.3915345501955674,1128,29,237,11,26,367,167,295,0.023,0.77,0.207,0.9954,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,5,4,3,1,16,20,0,1,18,4,20,4,2,2,1,41,36,24,0,3,8,1,2,2,2,1,0,3,0,3,20,14,0,1,5,12,0,3,5,2,1,1,9,7,26,18,33,26,10,31,0,0,2,2,31,14,0,11,12,158,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.1229314663136248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074055450490156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641873273809527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776774044661995,0.0,0.0,0.09686545337935573,0.0,0.0767919653999495,0.0,0.21438747210019332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752987824517438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613204935013382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248431399151567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763940595709982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513703056936045,0.0,0.0,0.13812288128521305,0.0,0.0,0.06581568787584331,0.12084477068888932,0.0,0.0,0.10075210786932268,0.0,0.1387734506879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230880794407492,0.12625803016499876,0.0,0.11148213191677862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277168395092313,0.2531136005370123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520928441916246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397370388395874,0.0,0.12342678349716515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536255815831797,0.09580813537420144,0.0,0.0,0.13987809737827994,0.0,0.0,0.1746676194267477,0.10999475577011597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619419065013261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111857895362515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952121438217384,0.12438313002491702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198291609129678,0.20035755549750792,0.0,0.12749139114899516,0.10038416316699438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101644862498602,0.08916433062591364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471601086774953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369085693535587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345586345474524,0.0,0.11940766478378136,0.0,0.0,0.08552739105333437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152999619652213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999149581728868,0.0,0.0,0.11326484666198988,0.0,0.11367102953356513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,adhdontplz,2020/02/02,"Can be friendly but not a friend I've moved hundreds of miles away for my first genuinely good job but feel desperately lonely without my hard won support network of friends. I've been friendly with a couple of people, including the first co-worker I feel could genuinely be a friend...but while I can talk in a friendly manner my mouth just closes up whenever I want to invite people out and it's only making me more miserable.",5.219796747967479,6.772670573170736,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,68.87804878048779,8.393495934959349,30.739837398373986,8.841846274778883,2.6875056910569106,345,14,59,6,6,112,59,82,0.185,0.55,0.265,0.7364,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,10,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,14,12,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,3,7,8,11,7,1,10,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150282226331924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874767170433665,0.17842375503328675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630690689389131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743240194245205,0.0,0.0,0.7475035887774296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525165204856468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445132039834468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001905941675856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763785745381996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138678224182186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264043239353573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358552630191425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829883807403917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960932754888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511139861404108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544246665025738,0.0,0.11739435296627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,chloroformic-phase,2020/02/02,"What are the chances that my nephew will have a happy life? He has autism and just started school, it breaks my heart to hear him talk about the bullying he suffers... Sorry if this question seems inappropriate or rude, I am a young aunt to an autistic boy who is literally the human being I love most in my entire life. He is 5 years old, he is brilliant and beautiful, and has a smile that could melt Antarctica when he makes eye contact, he has an enormous heart, all he wants is to be happy and to understand everything. He's been treated by several different specialists since the got diagnosed at age 3, and that has helped him a lot to relate to other people. 

So, he started school in a normal school and the rest of the kids play as he is a monster that will catch them, so they all run away from him. He doesn't get it's but he has fun and runs after them laughing and screaming, but the other day he fell and got hurt, and the other kids laughed and made fun of him, so when he told us what had happened to him he just couldn't understand and said ""why where they laughing? I was hurt and nobody helped me, I don't understand, i wouldn't laugh at someone that is hurt"" and it breaks my heart and gosh!!! I hate those other kids and I am so afraid that my nephew will start feeling discriminated and inferior, I just think he is way better in every way than those other kids, he understands so much more about love and caring and helping people, he is too much for this cruel world and I wonder if he will ever be able to have a happy life, make real friends that will love him for who he is and not to make fun of him. He is gorgeous, he still can't speak properly, yet he manages to communicate so perfectly and clear, he is terrified at the wind and he gets completely unreachable when there's wind or an open window, but the rest of the time he is mostly reasonable and loving. 

I don't know, I guess I'd love to hear some adult or teenage person that is in the spectrum and can share they're experience and maybe let me know in what way I can help him and understand him better...

If you read this all, thank you so much!",7.152187812187813,5.680915913752916,7.147772227772228,80.20209790209795,64.6876456876457,10.502430902430902,31.85048285048285,9.362217197678863,2.451379753579753,1673,49,354,25,21,537,201,429,0.083,0.687,0.22899999999999998,0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,4,3,21,35,3,1,22,0,44,13,4,5,6,75,81,47,0,8,13,3,1,0,1,6,4,5,1,8,26,28,0,0,13,2,0,4,7,10,0,0,8,7,35,25,33,61,13,38,0,5,1,5,74,13,0,14,16,229,61,5,0.07567357321654314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109781305864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385425192466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715425127354261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934230176756546,0.0,0.0,0.06041919059871478,0.0,0.0,0.04880319440615502,0.0,0.0,0.07680708389858902,0.0,0.07906277771225191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845107936819149,0.06375824920938801,0.0,0.06801052814686005,0.07402327522602077,0.0,0.0,0.038262832354751176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584652149506866,0.0,0.07907263738818064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104613882748595,0.0,0.08336297241210358,0.0,0.06691789087957567,0.24166777750015914,0.0,0.07471198680308322,0.0,0.0,0.17057923360564695,0.2690206458469588,0.20288960398634331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430303757391329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317643360980423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773813556553621,0.16035144808883647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433496583611815,0.3414917716074297,0.07160416468794703,0.1515380932109062,0.0,0.07602427551557188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688635028126864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414403473129215,0.0,0.0,0.07940668542558438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492505495378436,0.06607524526689776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477172071334492,0.0,0.0756940515601658,0.08613309337397904,0.0,0.07780503668242797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198289720283231,0.0,0.0,0.2297570883432028,0.0,0.06889037895569558,0.0,0.08548959810844492,0.0,0.06259796175385303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411797301635007,0.0,0.0,0.08471036972922961,0.16068643383723916,0.0,0.060433013322270863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060823551687450364,0.0,0.06967005915259038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048488570152197055,0.0,0.0,0.04412586909332182,0.0,0.0,0.07230934212814323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393894292451592,0.09102599113818394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463423411779276,0.18019848031317728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828362955656185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206476213482758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873130009589826
autism,JimmyGGames,2020/02/02,"Anyone recognize this? Hello, this is my first time posting here and I have autism (18 yo). I have been kind of nervous posting here for I am not too sure on if this is a community where autistic people can talk, discuss, etc. 

So to start out: Today I woke up and felt fine but the next thing I knew, I was in a bad mood. I quickly realize this and take one of my meds that chill me out and help me refocus. My parents are getting ready to leave as we have made plans to go to the bookstore and eat and on the way back go to my grandmothers house to visit for she is currently on level 2 of hospice and we want to see her as much as we can. As I am getting ready, I still feel in the bad mood as I woke up in. I tell my mom as we are about to leave that I feel I should stay home to cool myself down and try to readjust but they pick me up when they were to to grandmas. I take the time at home to relax myself and to change my thinking only for it to be brought back when my parents return to pick me up. We get to my grandmas for me to feel EVEN WORSE than before with me not wanting to socialize with anyone so I sit in the corner playing on my phone to help me feel better. After a few minutes of me feeling horribly agitated and not wanting to make contact with anyone, my mom comes up to me and asks me what’s wrong. I tell her in a disrupted matter that I’m not feeling well and I wished I stayed home. She tells me something but I can’t remember and I look back to tell her to please leave me alone. When I said this I felt like crying. 

After a few more minutes we get home and I immediately go to my room and sleep for a few hours. After waking up, I noticed that my mood was a little better but not by much. Anyone else experience something like this? Any help would be appreciated. 

TDLR: Wake up feeling agitated and progressively gets worse throughout the day making me very non verbal and upset.",2.5512643864483704,3.8185256582914633,4.122624412384504,88.37255389852491,75.08040201005025,6.743524071972767,24.396498622142968,7.233258080335977,0.8783408007780835,1484,46,325,16,31,496,185,398,0.125,0.7440000000000001,0.131,-0.3309,3,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,6,0,2,5,17,19,0,2,14,1,21,4,3,5,1,65,59,33,0,7,10,4,9,2,0,2,0,1,5,0,13,29,1,0,13,2,0,6,6,5,1,2,12,13,64,11,69,43,7,58,0,0,2,0,33,25,0,1,23,233,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079870596088863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053052017770769816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819608106215352,0.07993429491145777,0.0,0.0,0.07293231494712937,0.0,0.0,0.17996324952575102,0.13027642697003647,0.0,0.0,0.0663839459627629,0.0,0.0,0.13799362497128112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252819168040366,0.06720192839781408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569442912230064,0.0503124077827104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982753121701076,0.06517046848625853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700594106047321,0.051527338888760765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631240647054154,0.0,0.0,0.2761226336605651,0.0,0.14981084738493278,0.0,0.0,0.0663584465971866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379479382126225,0.0,0.13301101721756275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687289451301967,0.0,0.3130165645433579,0.0,0.07682781831011982,0.09001738055839231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123930416083258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478158561323313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622714456408383,0.07819026148991666,0.0,0.0,0.06551189255415492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381848619864091,0.10414955322787817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665567716506369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827374966365725,0.0,0.0,0.114698149180449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296849654449465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881915899953917,0.0,0.0,0.05286412860334179,0.059332963994292325,0.0,0.0,0.17325004986101422,0.0,0.0,0.054084903823347984,0.0,0.0,0.08563565840957969,0.0,0.0,0.14943119407409158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837435849354444,0.0,0.0742089308193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062166849563677636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807007965651204,0.07952518247714402,0.0,0.12011757548068752,0.0,0.0,0.05521852604624502,0.1663045315746302,0.062301872793486486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352702581611717,0.0,0.1173132456977644,0.0627044883542668,0.2727497861577406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518288617329051,0.049988053937514806,0.0,0.0,0.09098087723985994,0.0,0.07394790272858577,0.0,0.0,0.0529662078702734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436950499010775,0.13804357370427378,0.06192367483085535,0.0,0.0,0.07014372049478894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971194983180643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900533001924172,0.055418721909786035,0.08529577686800566,0.0,0.0
autism,Sh1tr6wb2rr1,2020/02/02,"Touch sensitive migrianes/headaches. Hey, i'm currently working towards trying to be taken seriously enough to get a refferal to a specialist for assessment. So in short not formally diagnosed. I have two things, relating to sleep, that i wanted to ask about. 

1) How many of you also suffer from RLS? I have it really bad, and it's caused me some pretty nasty bouts of insomnia again recently. 
2) Does any one else get frequent migraines caused by pillows being too hard or lumpy? It's not like my pillows are actually hard and lumpy, but my whole head aches a lot when trying to get to sleep because it feels like i'm resting my head on concrete.",5.230154826958106,6.837210303278687,6.042568306010928,75.88430783242259,68.91803278688525,10.012386156648454,32.408014571949,10.25414643259724,3.618046265938069,515,23,91,14,9,169,89,122,0.147,0.836,0.017,-0.8928,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,5,7,4,3,0,13,14,8,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,4,8,2,16,11,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.15961267136717228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080027027836266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122759698274157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529081545778117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656722707499494,0.09970572307135113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604593941126243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601173063256866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313398734643898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663485214241722,0.0,0.0,0.1690030078440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270173395077657,0.11684854500213655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636278671558643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29303839768405104,0.0,0.3357230807332577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598160158837643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905434859033042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582593980156138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083367302904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640109858464905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047818436029706,0.0,0.16149749329140614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32735973941520635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866315716417577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220953799779819,0.0,0.15977606072882405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647295633743147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261084981159145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907490009619218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HotCoffee-Mood,2020/02/02,Hello I have Asperger's syndroms. I sometimes feel really bad. I regret decisions and feel like life's not gonna ever change. It makes me cry; Why I can't gather any Hope for most of things?,1.6811538461538476,3.93018012820513,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,81.05128205128206,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,1.0585333333333329,151,4,30,3,4,51,34,39,0.303,0.636,0.061,-0.8713,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,7,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837670804152314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558486380737163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241526642264185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365889515297795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771752315758029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30987121069715523,0.2189071400217788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043450764944632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643413158600933,0.14970176550401346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045383187817036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630106398771333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030580884220976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035724189814416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764971861637485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NoxTempus,2020/02/02,"Do you guys have a good “radar” for picking others on the spectrum? I’m sort of at the beginning of getting a diagnosis, referrals and all that, so no confirmation on my own potential autism.  
  
I also really hope I don’t offend anyone here.  
  
But I’ve noticed over the last few years that I’m super accurate at picking ASD in others.  
On top of that, the average NT seems super mystified at my ability to do so.  
  
“Dude, did you know [person] is autistic?”  
“...did you not?”  
Is a conversation I seem to have a lot.  
  
“Don’t you think [person] is weird?”  
“It’s because they’re autistic”. 
“Dude you can’t say that”. 
“No I mean, literally on the autism spectrum”.  
Is another that has happened more than I can count.  
  
Maybe it’s confirmation bias, but has anyone else experienced this?",1.7629411764705871,4.320061081081082,4.070158982511924,81.38771860095392,83.45945945945945,7.536406995230527,24.92209856915739,8.4952907291091,2.1483262321144685,592,24,113,15,17,204,90,148,0.055999999999999994,0.851,0.09300000000000001,0.7304,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,3,4,6,1,0,9,0,16,0,0,2,1,15,27,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,12,4,16,25,5,13,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,5,3,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691803819985854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886732021882416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918920246989661,0.2138643652169304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723737999126586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436371821559446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905067534123472,0.0,0.0,0.17506939392295684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667147093008376,0.1845756366264713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073119289932845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471030380707052,0.17013947837485713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774513081697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096932355146264,0.22736371069597086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376358367779295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645028347452072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371516538880954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598722464117524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800324662374356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374313785613795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441264541679288
autism,nicktheturtle,2020/02/02,"Autistic adults who didn’t realize until you were older— What was school like for you? I’m 20 now and last year realized that I’m autistic. I put the pieces together, 2 close biological family members are autistic, but mostly it was that all of my closest friends have usually been autistic. My fiancé, my roommate, my two closest friends, my friends from high school, theater club... the list goes on. I brought it up that I thought that was funny, and my fiancé looked at me very seriously and said, “You’re probably autistic. You know that right?”

Anyways, all this to say that I went to primary school in Florida. I was in “gifted” classes because the teachers got sick of me blurting out answers before the rest of the class. My mom would tell me not to be a know-it-all, so I didn’t think about it much— is this something other autistic people did? So much of the narrative about autistic people is framed around very specific demographics, specifically one set of childhood behavior. 

I struggled a *lot* with handling my emotions as a kid, I had meltdowns a lot. A *lot,* but quickly learned to mask them in one way or another and didn’t really show “”””””””””autistic traits””””””””””” for anyone who wasn’t close to me and educated (which was everyone).

I’ve always been the type to just soak up information like a sponge. Is autism a learning disability in general, or only for some people? Are those two separate things? I’m really not trying to be inflammatory, I just really am trying to put things into perspective and understand myself better, as well as other autistic people better.",5.1280457194083375,7.117774384879727,5.8886777229941725,75.37861048857017,69.75601374570448,8.909666816076498,32.583445390706714,9.43228470229965,3.3051170177797697,1250,58,212,28,23,408,161,291,0.034,0.855,0.111,0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,1,2,11,10,0,1,14,0,24,1,0,0,2,39,36,16,0,1,8,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,2,20,12,0,0,10,2,0,4,6,2,1,4,19,3,26,8,35,14,10,30,0,0,1,0,16,17,0,7,9,153,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262171299838938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672186480901553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783295699805498,0.0,0.0,0.09909257616741106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785564994876991,0.0,0.09471955291459414,0.0,0.0,0.19689541308188785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252126562556274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636477798264582,0.0,0.0,0.10493642020693053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25800150125486115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902753989398432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176087783953266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223499292611014,0.09073532391081232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087642644370104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347526850541893,0.0,0.0,0.28390416049781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303689749917655,0.0,0.0,0.16365639693364478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150857757968678,0.08465889969525964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30868294044767736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001473311071005,0.0,0.0,0.22380153766461308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139307518613108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506108370137192,0.10588458771977874,0.0885209284566578,0.0,0.3379654823612682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569453714831722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163689935458362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972928673782964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790342876474488,0.071325168327414,0.0,0.08837045068002182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114906040288506,0.0,0.2174741451751967,0.11588123396558625,0.0,0.0,0.12259604616127726,0.18369051871115927,0.0,0.08835544060754423,0.0,0.0,0.10008416566197356,0.1031886894389178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907388580572836,0.0,0.0,0.07168221647377614
autism,wearingsauce,2020/02/02,"I’m an adult who’s suspected for a long time that I may fall on the spectrum. What are everyone’s experiences getting diagnosed? Is it worth it? I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD, but I still feel that I don’t understand people at the level they expect me to. It’s very frustrating, especially when I want to make friends and find a relationship. I’m considering talking to some professionals and getting an assessment, but are the costs worth it? What kinds of resources do they provide? Is it expensive? Anything would be helpful. Thank you, everyone",4.232079207920794,7.001387504950497,5.40642574257426,74.29043069306934,74.94059405940594,9.584554455445543,32.87227722772277,9.888512548439397,4.021244752475248,442,23,75,14,10,146,70,101,0.055,0.773,0.171,0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,7,0,10,2,0,1,0,15,19,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,8,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499676518861131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711608489782716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222178528594359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974932210072337,0.0,0.20345745952820704,0.0,0.0,0.1051677143639115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010220277440693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069518767329322,0.0,0.21733593754223807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941359412192966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165931229646492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406761701744276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883721199987134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419643724606687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330707611066952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610380079293455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717721916553568,0.0,0.1914923812420444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128262627922222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652846843148152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161634080339375,0.12267989836798132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477525462968831,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,_St_Echo,2020/02/02,"Brother (15y/o) on the spectrum and becoming more withdrawn... I have a younger brother who is 15 and is autistic, adhd, dyslexic, with anxiety. He is very high functioning but has always had a hard time with communication and expression. In many cases he won't respond to people talking to him or asking him things and doesn't always make it known that he is even listening. I know for anyone, that age is also tough just having to grow up and combined with what he deals with, it can be very overwhelming. He is really the sweetest kid but seems so angry sometimes and I know a lot of that is from the stress of not being able to express himself or understand how he's feeling, and also from dealing with school which is never fun or easy for him. 

He does have an IEP and goes to a social class once a week outside of school, and sees a therapist, but I feel like he needs more. He went to occupational therapy when he was younger, but nothing right now. I think it would be great if he could go to something (along the lines of occupational therapy) but for communication, expression, and also food therapy as he only really eats the same non-nutritional thing everyday. I've tried to look up what might be available, but haven't found anything in my area (Massachusetts). Not sure if anyone would know of a type of therapy or something that might be a good step to take or look into?

I just am worried since he is becoming so withdrawn and any attempts we make to talk to him or get him to open up, he just gets angry and withdraws further. I'm also concerned since he is getting older about how he will cope in the real world, with possibly getting a job or starting to drive etc. 

All help and suggestions are appreciated. I'm sure there are a lot of details I've left out, don't want to make this too long.",7.5089141414141425,6.6065130227272775,7.75882575757576,74.26622474747477,63.65909090909091,10.776767676767678,35.74873737373737,9.994966539143718,3.3880979797979807,1432,57,273,26,18,469,191,352,0.098,0.84,0.062,-0.8835,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,1,17,9,0,2,17,0,35,2,0,5,4,74,64,38,0,7,20,2,3,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,14,24,2,0,10,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,4,7,14,6,44,48,7,31,0,1,3,0,40,16,0,14,11,178,28,5,0.08705606534844927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462447299141868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784748160266591,0.144875240571802,0.0,0.0,0.05920110971662908,0.0,0.06659765170863435,0.0,0.0,0.1217432500919522,0.0,0.07163972412428107,0.0,0.0813856693958146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229316905934865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950718436422741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950196151049902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618334944689974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908008842200371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709052509511924,0.057499710117344165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803632476452901,0.06219287047955651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526853977872193,0.0954524822302331,0.0,0.0,0.18193280415189428,0.0,0.04947596814533695,0.07301849726723457,0.0,0.09597961938157422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779851349983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835184553996589,0.09197951275029312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638971188708694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353121040813555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458666972369956,0.0,0.0,0.04253119615753862,0.0,0.0,0.07704187833876319,0.14621033852474574,0.0,0.0,0.14802390720978836,0.0,0.0,0.17433179886454805,0.08826118627357035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470545595754934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455096937247648,0.06714300443291596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353264261690338,0.0,0.0,0.09271186839348552,0.0,0.06621006059404276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035371433173849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814263326619736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908886136474868,0.1115406893203427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434540414131592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621077166828505,0.06937241289593746,0.07925257229607577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440273537375879,0.0,0.0,0.08874269539392181,0.0,0.13404002455954978,0.08610067464744335,0.0,0.0616187311287417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972242872490668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409862264939856,0.0,0.06545532688102353,0.13994473540387542,0.0,0.0,0.3982247909491121,0.10107880171520016,0.11567236304547406,0.0557820115054343,0.0,0.0,0.05076309179101327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910535386138506,0.0,0.0,0.09062843422477794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366074232238107,0.05134792288739306,0.0,0.06983112448161359,0.0,0.0,0.08070184475540927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840966016332416,0.0,0.12368426212600175,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cb112280,2020/02/02,"Seeking advice Hi all. Father of a 10 yr old boy recently diagnosed with ASD (high-level, Asperger) and ADHD.  He has just been made “self-aware” of his condition & so far has taken it very well.  Just wanted to seek out advice/perspective from folks who have similar a diagnosis: what has helped you? What have been your greatest struggles? My wife & I are exploring every available avenue to help prepare our son for adulthood (mostly therapy)...any hindsight from an adult would be sincerely appreciated!",6.413210272873192,8.694797640449442,6.737110754414124,69.40640449438204,66.97752808988764,10.029534510433386,32.939004815409305,10.290406445055957,4.024311717495987,406,18,61,11,7,131,77,89,0.026000000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.172,0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,11,13,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,2,9,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707337875085287,0.22013369572258285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881653545871478,0.0,0.1531930360079859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286468620956473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980181090701004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019908382705708,0.2380127817907224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131583017849712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363856109411487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224294327677386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500836461152105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355037459442883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587341839425606,0.1328715667235906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254704629562248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600271321955266,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,the-ugly-potato,2020/02/02,I feel alone Every one has just autism but God if there is one put more then autism in my mental blender and though ADHD bipolar anger management anxiety and possibly emotional issues because if I get too flustrated or have too much anxiety or over load on any emotion I will either turn it into self hate anger or cry and I feel so alone because everyone has autism and here I am with almost a little bit of everything like fucking hell I probably have no future because of these disorders I would have one if I just have autism but since I have a list I don't I can barely ordered something by myself at a fast food restaurant in never going to get a job in going to be forever alone and no one understands because no one else has autism ADHD bipolar anger management and anxiety.,8.979840225563908,7.245742190789473,8.870676691729326,70.1397368421053,61.30263157894736,12.369924812030074,38.819548872180455,11.20814326018867,4.346944360902256,631,26,112,14,7,206,92,152,0.293,0.6629999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9929,1,3,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,6,0,4,0,15,4,0,0,1,25,25,17,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,8,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,6,0,5,0,2,13,1,13,22,4,16,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,7,5,82,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093183118132764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703749420683845,0.3631543679982458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948176791305518,0.0,0.26823648012665463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28499355756072353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760166075919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838615783419285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395352727003493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976374560038664,0.2629464192359867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847564796093043,0.11168294939079082,0.10504336161164524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819512786746242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133062179556394,0.0,0.0,0.1080528064630269,0.1221289683976177,0.0,0.1328501251488127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153938729829298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199137121656772,0.11598443108839955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057101204322671135,0.11714352211174102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778660098585797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591955646822086,0.0,0.09014433548402292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960013753606703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176357735484948,0.0,0.0,0.12601539361403633,0.0,0.0,0.1174957362702164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219303486661485,0.0,0.0,0.09668356520424264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997920963050636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483308180799183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713085326835075,0.0,0.12167522213446008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302752992174918,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BerdFan,2020/02/02,"Fellow ASD peeps, what is driving like for you? I have to say, I don't find it to be that bad. In fact, I'm not really sure how much my driving habits differ from NT people.",1.2643859649122788,2.2881036842105296,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,77.94736842105263,6.119298245614036,17.929824561403507,6.42735559955562,-0.3189754385964916,132,2,32,1,3,45,34,38,0.145,0.7909999999999999,0.064,-0.4903,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462532408635093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332683090851481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790239773473035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025991690204694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048487496814069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874974953823789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566441823746223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297823350173203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39084539808174257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,fantageTD,2020/02/02,"Discomfort with the term “Aspergers” There are so many reasons I choose to call myself autistic and not “Aspergers.” Maybe it’s because that’s what I was diagnosed with, since my diagnosis happened after the merging. But something about the term to me just seems so wrong.

Like. I feel like too often I meet people saying “Oh, no, I’m not AUTISTIC. I have ASPERGERS” as though that makes them better than other (higher support) autistic people. As if they’re saying “I’m not an idiot! I’m better and smarter than those other AUTISTIC people. They’re dumb.” 

Then there’s the whole business about Hans Asperger being a nazi doctor tasked with separating the “mentally r*******” from the “capable” at concentration camps to be killed. I just hate that association and wish to distance myself from it.

This is mostly a rant, but I just hate it when I say “I am autistic” and some NT fires back with “oh but you’re more ASPERGERS right???? Right?” Like... no... autism/autistic isn’t a bad word.

No hate on the people who prefer Aspergers over autism, of course. I just thought I’d open up a discussion for other people to weigh in with their thoughts. Am I alone in my feelings?",1.6746068984778653,4.43847582949309,2.6897528278173475,87.49055997765676,92.54838709677419,5.395279988828377,21.783130847646976,6.980632752743323,1.0480150537634407,913,33,165,15,33,289,127,217,0.16399999999999998,0.768,0.068,-0.9759,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,15,15,6,1,12,0,9,3,0,2,0,35,24,15,1,3,11,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,13,10,1,0,8,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,6,18,6,27,19,6,15,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,5,9,111,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453357377163844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988237154019113,0.10845813116711772,0.07918368573923329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297657531059484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326388246647425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184218821650265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295454674154972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135912181413426,0.0927980679696249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148670241933046,0.0,0.0,0.3847376306771325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371120424959502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038256964618225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867069059821848,0.13169463798244854,0.13049846879724344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090509521106475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502693027022293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355521092325973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186176047310385,0.0,0.3098966726668666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825287262012375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745170675165466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000006529190192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740498092408194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762262754538606,0.20624658375726349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145024775896843,0.14937453610627255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202140434322924,0.0,0.0
autism,Slayer_Tip,2020/02/02,"Question: Is it better to lie to protect your Autistic kids from the truth? Or tell them early so they can adapt? Im not a parent, nor do i have autism, but i know someone whose kids are on the spectrum, and he sometimes lies to them when something freaks them out saying its something else other than what it really is to avoid them from spazzing out or overreacting... is this how some people just treat autistic kids? i assume it's not what you should do...",5.091273408239702,6.054280617977533,4.911853932584272,86.26680711610489,68.66292134831461,6.832209737827719,27.192883895131093,6.42735559955562,1.0710883895131085,361,11,70,2,6,111,65,89,0.09,0.809,0.10099999999999999,-0.2699,1,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,5,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,10,8,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,10,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,5,2,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575641603862838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328047040053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31457213666766404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004921755262386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32337003712034346,0.0,0.0,0.2018982086416337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32623778111018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656569536589035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159319211840684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467533402662618,0.44839727172553207,0.2880282045046125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545428083430567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,senoto,2020/02/02,"I've been having a meltdown for 5 hours and i hate it. I get meltdowns very frequently (like 4 times a day minimum) but normally I can end them easily by listening to a few songs that calm me down or going for a walk or bike ride. But this one is just not ending. I've had conversations with people, I've played with my dog, I've listened to those songs that calm me down, i went on a 5 mile walk to a place that always calms me down but none of it has worked. I hate this so much and just want it to end. Does anyone have any more ideas of how to get it to stop?",2.8765243902439015,3.0216113983739845,4.3168191056910565,91.49766768292685,73.22764227642277,8.101219512195122,21.879065040650406,8.07648339933343,0.6119601626016258,434,8,108,6,8,145,77,123,0.083,0.782,0.134,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,2,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,16,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,10,4,0,1,1,4,0,5,2,2,0,1,3,4,10,5,17,13,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,9,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752136317776856,0.0,0.0,0.13691022099046835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077350368911384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984016739677512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618384618961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349516349997999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037156685979214,0.0,0.11441957363499833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975402426458604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826792693358156,0.0,0.0,0.2272752663645516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983588904463045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799954470483018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972590933467492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642533938718168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957576819599546,0.0,0.210345335339732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831956361490485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173962134921749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611702105887366,0.11874871102187855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866334508371219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656947851815205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autisticconservative,2020/02/02,Autistic Flag I really like this flag. It's meaningful colors make this flag so beautiful.,3.0204166666666694,5.845891875000002,4.190000000000001,74.52166666666669,99.0,9.633333333333333,24.08333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.828608333333333,74,3,11,3,3,24,13,16,0.0,0.522,0.478,0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669509270009679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6379975362399815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123038261554882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SuspiciousSunset,2020/02/03,This cured my autistic son's bad day! Just wanted to share a happy moment I had with my son on New Year's Eve 2019.  Hope you find your happiness today too!  You've got this!!  All the hard times are worth it for the happy moments like this.  I'm so proud of all of you!  Keep being strong and being awesome!,0.5095535714285688,2.645037812500004,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,84.9375,4.2821428571428575,15.392857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.9413142857142862,236,4,53,1,7,76,51,64,0.057999999999999996,0.5479999999999999,0.39399999999999996,0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,8,6,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,9,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939223887918096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978461614294766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227594841642364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575474065253286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7417161054198398,0.20805396471662066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306806270113011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064380266776533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346757282532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431236052165132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542917517062358,0.0,0.22014963530693024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698942672746175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956396129041788
autism,PrettyGumboJackson,2020/02/03,"eye contact question? hello i have a question! 


i have seen a lot of people on this sub talking about their problems with eye contact / maintaining eye contact etc. 

I was wondering if this is a universal struggle or whether some people on the spectrum don't experience a problem with it?",4.602692307692305,7.3612985,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,73.61538461538461,7.236923076923077,39.24615384615385,8.238735603445708,3.8927261538461546,230,15,35,4,5,74,37,52,0.11599999999999999,0.838,0.046,-0.5258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,5,3,3,0,0,12,7,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,6,5,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,7,0,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750349045306913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123152019635824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965867239784164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34193610639225525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471944184672833,0.0,0.0,0.5525184070794217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578099100659135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821546388625214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674376034279831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,adhdhobbyist,2020/02/03,"I've finally figured out how to explain autistic overwhelm to NT's!! Ok so...

Imagine you've been asked a question...

You decide to search Google for the answer...

Google returns 1,295,077 results...

NT clicks the first result... That's your brain

I open all 1,295,077 results in different tabs and crash the computer!!! That's my brain lol

​

I thought it was funny and wanted to see if anyone else could relate.",3.1068,6.20396774666667,2.753666666666668,88.6785,84.86666666666667,4.6000000000000005,28.83333333333333,6.2581,1.5219333333333331,331,16,55,3,10,98,57,75,0.057999999999999996,0.8220000000000001,0.12,0.6876,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,3,2,2,4,1,19,8,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,5,1,7,4,1,6,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,3,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027051097216085,0.28067021833545264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150902429969066,0.2366698781460847,0.0,0.0,0.2159383792722341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157079232165808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442151856478456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132858092199705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295706370401974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530311189288007,0.0,0.1964744355037585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587543677825672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840639330997915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337508706769204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624004483361213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28067021833545264,0.0
autism,khaleesibrink,2020/02/03,"Podcast recommendations My 3 year old son is autistic and non speaking, looking for some educational podcasts to open my eyes and mind more, hear experiences and general advice..WITH AUTISTIC HOSTS, please no “autism mom” bloggers. 

Bonus points if they’re autistic parents with autistic children and/or have experience with homeschooling.",10.431538461538462,13.583987538461542,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,58.23076923076921,9.815384615384616,45.69230769230769,10.125756701596842,5.633407692307693,280,17,34,6,4,82,44,52,0.040999999999999995,0.852,0.107,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,4,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417406403838486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120967795857042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325339762332482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27959934155229155,0.3243126937959072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056961125987313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30747488285037394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396313372981354,0.2617686872528265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832043799792147
autism,cantankerouslypolite,2020/02/03,"So.. I think I might be cursed. So I have autism, and all I've ever wanted is a little romance, or a little self esteem boost... at this point a little smile would do. I'm 22 and my autism is most obvious when I'm trying to understand the intentions of others. I dont read situations very well. It's a fun little game I play where if I win; I get to fit in for a while... but if I lose then I get to be humiliated for a little while and I never ever forget it. This game is even more fun when I'm nervous because I'm talking to someone who gets my heart racing.  

This has been a problem for as long as I can remember. The first real bad one was when I was about twelve and I was surprised by this girl in my class. She asked me, ""Do you want to go out with me?""... Thing is, it never crossed my mind that someone would be asking me out so when I heard the words ""Do *you* want to go out with *me*"". I thought she was asking me if I had feelings for her... and of course if I said yes then she would probably laugh, or make fun if me or somthing... so I said no... I said it with the defensiveness and enthusiasm of someone who thought they were being bullied. Well next thing I know she was crying, and for the life of me I couldn't understand why. And now I die a little on the inside every time I think about it. 

This happenes again and again throughout my life. I'll give you a more recent example from last weekend. I was invited to a house party. The host is an old friend from school and he makes a big deal of how he thinks I should come out more often, as he always does. He invited this woman and he thinks we would be perfect together. She's sweet, beautiful and most importantly; forgiving of personality quirks and mental stuff. Unfortunately he doesn't tell me any of this... Nor does he tell me that he's going to try to get us alone together. Naturally he's the nicest guy in the world and he's already told her that I'm great and in hindsight; she seemed kind of into me. Again, I didn't know any of this at the time. I just thought she was being nice. So he asked me if I want to go on a walk with him... and the beautiful woman. He's doing all this stuff with his eyebrow and acting like I'm supposed to be getting somthing and that frustrates me so I say, quite clearly, ""Is there any advantage whatsoever in walking with you""... he just looks shocked and gestures towards the confused woman and says ""Come on man! Really?""... I stand there processing, they leave, I die a little on the inside once again.

I have many many other stories like this. I can share more if anyone really wants that. I've never had a relationship before, it's all I really want out of life; someone to share life with. I have taken some very harsh measures in the past to remind myself not to make these mistakes but they keep happening. Does anyone else have this curse?",2.5256443298969056,4.096380056701033,3.9597121993127193,88.26936211340208,75.75257731958762,6.911855670103092,23.12156357388316,7.645422480735847,0.9015439862542958,2211,64,476,30,48,731,252,582,0.10800000000000001,0.711,0.18100000000000002,0.992,0,1,0,0,0,0,94.0,2,4,3,6,29,31,2,2,29,1,45,5,1,5,11,108,99,51,2,21,15,0,1,2,1,6,4,6,0,8,31,36,0,2,15,5,0,10,10,9,2,2,21,9,73,22,63,64,10,70,0,1,1,0,66,31,0,17,30,322,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430647792266042,0.0685178198482807,0.0,0.05166382443090045,0.0,0.0,0.12666991515359205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682949375715522,0.0636185061364138,0.0,0.0,0.2321829413092997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184252690164988,0.03784946609288957,0.0,0.05283398669206293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697001328130452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820291054061837,0.0,0.0640120270922655,0.0,0.0,0.12887916092827958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300603918991408,0.0,0.07276897603341304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051868198173243736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041009836002416776,0.11232785531029016,0.05231347305355703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031394551672355414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281369212954521,0.0,0.0,0.04797055259231953,0.0,0.16219721904907602,0.05956235169747511,0.14114863087555213,0.0,0.0,0.06845440511578263,0.0,0.061478826677135175,0.10981190119675037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357690694604352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164348273518208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518841335566186,0.0,0.06465714342009023,0.06824604145022184,0.05061160814733158,0.0,0.06574430737778156,0.0,0.0,0.17542391272686814,0.060668040790040775,0.43561319270281423,0.0,0.054947664771579474,0.05213993246679879,0.0694627883362188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433660042548475,0.12589895730156292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257208055323911,0.06586764039429371,0.06269316433859462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366282516298404,0.0,0.06603338169670106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515297314142578,0.06612378585101122,0.04207376688157659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927189679113756,0.0,0.054214562125524314,0.0,0.0,0.05869508575208994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694348333485173,0.0594117106437119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604032010621623,0.0621067669785423,0.07067197288371736,0.11932926358990452,0.0,0.061306349406296985,0.06666138540864522,0.07033582612257831,0.0,0.17718532424426395,0.09875286384143196,0.0,0.06283835895196906,0.0,0.056524371792465423,0.06477337434619411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979172162436302,0.0,0.0,0.2104345019025796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215630903711388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990556158111308,0.10853873148942074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249962702118074,0.15913896880900993,0.0,0.14787748901464132,0.07241031528947257,0.0,0.0,0.05932962193673396,0.0,0.08431002047744478,0.0,0.0,0.12927568563838274,0.07468658242076615,0.0,0.0,0.10246144668561023,0.219733618730876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116526696750528,0.0,0.05602653553228828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764277174794753,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Monstess2018,2020/02/03,"Number fixation I work with a 4 year old boy in a pre-school in the UK. He is non-verbal but does make noises. His special interest is numbers. I don't think he understands the concept of what a number is buy he understands which order they go in. I know this may seem quite harsh but does anyone have any tips that we in pre-school could use to try and encourage him into other activities? He will spend short periods at other activities, but numbers seem to be the thing he resorts back to. He likes us to write them down on paper and then he likes to put lines through them or cross them out. Any ideas gratefully received",3.5720161290322565,5.285110879032256,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,73.2741935483871,7.863225806451613,25.30322580645161,8.548686976883017,1.6655380645161295,495,16,99,9,10,160,87,124,0.032,0.774,0.195,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,4,2,1,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,22,18,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,17,14,0,20,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,4,7,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25095890550521943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902018620076042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418839534916142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732364812324036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32294816915476315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486657153892162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082998321185456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140698274711343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802936209914587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316806685780195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362196789376515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549286301833845,0.0,0.19625899053821674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734867691481926,0.0,0.33595888484350084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258642517870133,0.1182325181174024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527649384911296,0.0,0.0,0.3841822014750755,0.2219540009659822,0.15936543271015513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343322494233174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882438074350599
autism,cerkie2,2020/02/03,"Any autistics here with a LOW LOW RAADS-R ritvo score? My friend has severe anxiety and executive dysfunction, strong special interests and a few other slightly autistic features (including the fact that she gets me). She doesnt think shes autistic and i generally believe her. She scored well under suspect threshold on raads, 50.

I just wondered if there are any diagnosed autistic people out there with a score that low? What is your experience like? How does a low RAADS relate to your experience of autism, your coping mechanisms, and your lifestyle? 

Im just interested to hear from those people, im not really interested in commentary on RAADS, i understand that it is purely statistical and only a relatively minor diagnostic tool. Im also not interested in commentary on my friends condition, she’s working on it and has a good understanding of more likely candidates.",6.373046757164402,9.047687973856213,7.201307189542488,64.39511312217198,67.95424836601308,10.720764203117144,35.29864253393666,10.727762888450028,4.830658521870287,712,36,104,23,13,236,97,153,0.114,0.7020000000000001,0.184,0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,2,8,16,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,2,23,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,16,12,15,13,2,12,0,4,0,0,13,12,0,2,2,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058165901125734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220833964781885,0.0,0.12491516425722085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839700883519836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657342691662376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428947622877059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31945473771856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231239567154123,0.0,0.08531143941019857,0.0,0.0,0.13695854652438882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403787243046316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291384145860776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954890954169235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241881715404856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264072064362311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460671788227499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446939194470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462860102462304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399779258611645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681586435042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770792833988406,0.11887588586835406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pupypup2,2020/02/03,"Why do I have to want/ask for weird things? A bit of a rant here, think it's related to my autism; 

Idk it's just kind of awkward. This kind of situation happens a lot to me, and I feel like as I grow more independent (mom and dad not ordering stuff for me) it's going to happen more. Okay so this situation is that I have chick fil a at home, no BBQ, I ride the bus and was going to the mall to spend some time doing something because of how the bus works. I really like chick fil a BBQ so I decided I was going to get some at the chick fil a at the mall. I know it's odd to just ask for BBQ when getting no nuggets so I planned it out; I'd get a drink and one of those party sauce packs in the round container. That was the wrong decision because when I asked she gave me a confused look and pulled out regular packets. I just took the two and went on my way with my soda. Probably would have been less awkward to just grab some BBQ sauce but idk. Maybe I was overthinking it? I have no idea. I just hope I avoid the type of situation in the future, was very embarrassing.",1.9817224648229013,3.1591324148471607,3.748085880640467,90.85032872392044,76.37991266375545,7.534303736050463,23.20257156720039,8.167268648758528,0.9670900533721488,829,24,198,14,18,279,119,229,0.124,0.826,0.05,-0.8833,0,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,13,0,5,18,1,14,2,0,2,0,33,32,14,0,2,7,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,13,9,2,2,6,3,1,8,4,7,0,2,9,4,23,6,28,22,8,22,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,6,6,128,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692785477166607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052854175321996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374857243991215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289856065176053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657586115733999,0.09406444262861056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637503567269985,0.0,0.22449177845707305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232869128497094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207485878016276,0.13077714132287033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863840490626476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742262446102444,0.0723619025929405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865375822143602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105688955488194,0.0,0.0,0.11194037371192583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322793243423756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420927705423518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922240048233111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196157659465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435060715502665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440048086006043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136531810558448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507296360187957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874751098760058,0.08436825283190942,0.0,0.0,0.07677732027172239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146289232376982,0.0,0.0,0.1286215938553369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864081003150687,0.07766185592168774,0.10451281542068136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205858947310586,0.1188108971789802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585668446621223,0.0,0.0,0.09353396208523328,0.1439595083515227,0.0,0.0
autism,lexid222,2020/02/03,"I need opinions on how to handle this. A dog is being abused. I have a neighbor who’s autistic. He has a sweet little dog that he walks a lot and I’ve seen him abuse it multiple times. I’ve gotten onto him and explained that he can accidentally crush the dog’s windpipe by yanking him like he does and actually seemed shocked and apologized. However, last night I watched him kick the dog in the face for no reason. The poor thing yelped. I’ve had enough. I secretly talked to law enforcement today and was told that it would be a waste of time calling it in because the District Attorney wouldn’t accept animal abuse charges since the guy is autistic (which I think is ridiculous because he’s still abusing an innocent animal).

Do you think it would be inappropriate for me to go over to his house and just say “I’ve noticed you’ve been struggling with your dog recently. If you don’t want him can I please adopt him?”

Or would I be completely out of line?",4.91635433715221,6.016704898936172,5.364893617021278,82.35653846153849,69.15957446808511,8.763338788870701,30.4189852700491,9.057496981413335,2.4271713584288053,763,30,151,14,13,244,117,188,0.184,0.725,0.091,-0.9626,1,0,0,0,3,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,1,1,12,0,20,1,1,2,0,28,30,9,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,11,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,4,18,3,16,16,2,16,0,0,2,0,25,7,0,5,8,91,29,0,0.0,0.6403857156735323,0.13185871910053815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473715800342534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797376828443075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416719207787532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182454003782547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961623439774787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679244487044827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379114991108215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591162773995593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101417450342942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660133527171783,0.1354268571989585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487514201364205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001905964186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680201529904242,0.0,0.0,0.15383628770589755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832241076554686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892701304976454,0.1334158022727781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745373589954613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230091904621216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117735845940458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790789887714143,0.0,0.0,0.14125792981817514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860523584746097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976846634017037,0.17316031212205807,0.0,0.0,0.1575804203108775,0.0,0.12807901997204765,0.12911401813817586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969793589403054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879584949025876,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JMHernandez10,2020/02/03,"High Functioning Toolkit? Hi all,

Thanks in advance for reading. I'm a 37 year old guy exploring my recent diagnosis of high functioning autism. I've always felt different but only in the past year have I had the self inspection to ask why.

The question I'm asking is what kind of things should I have in my toolkit? Real things or tools in my brain.

Much love to all in this community. I'm a long time reader, first time poster.",2.300952380952385,4.8285271904761915,3.6428571428571455,85.56880952380955,80.66666666666667,7.066666666666667,23.619047619047624,8.167268648758528,1.5816047619047624,340,12,66,7,9,111,58,84,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.8446,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,0,2,9,13,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,3,10,10,3,18,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,9,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827678614633796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331861386045161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989302829855739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618121124021667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110007339490355,0.0,0.0,0.15157694227544086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764461484636256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765564492066593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556801656363026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770151026030332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083257762036904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099760187998372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699106331569176,0.0,0.0,0.13552923131227962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011219091497948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962493221234412,0.0,0.178248356697531,0.20283076456785093,0.0,0.0,0.17595113332131102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590160294372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406274071745314,0.0,0.0,0.23677650053440025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078198614453386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079790296501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295100865336497
autism,throwawaydawg2333,2020/02/03,"My partner thinks he may be on the spectrum - how can I support him? Title says it all. (Throwaway because I think he’s on this sub) 

He has not been officially diagnosed. His sibling was diagnosed a couple of years ago, and his parents suspected he may have it too after that. Since then he’s been doing some research and taking some of those online tests and believes he may be on the spectrum. 

He brought it up to me for the first time a couple of nights ago, and I asked if he wanted to be officially diagnosed. He said he wasn’t sure. I asked if having that sort of “answer” gave him some closure to questions like “why do I do this?” or “why do I think this way?” He again said he wasn’t sure. 

I love him and I want to do what I can to make him feel comfortable and cared for. Should I give him some space to process? Should I bring it up from time to time to show him I do care about it? Any suggestions?",2.095140374331553,3.740687561497328,3.292189171122996,92.27593081550806,77.12834224598929,6.3862299465240655,23.452205882352942,7.1686216300943375,0.6874387700534763,702,22,157,8,16,227,98,187,0.01,0.853,0.13699999999999998,0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,24,4,0,2,3,34,44,11,0,6,4,1,1,1,1,5,3,3,0,1,12,6,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,4,22,8,22,27,5,20,0,0,0,1,32,6,0,12,12,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355961405470155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903690691613764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484665311707628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100789397992694,0.0,0.0,0.14972038343746913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097836079646065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940782764499984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40463857821532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719266547063063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303530576148417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747922677859433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492284731610473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993750048533353,0.0,0.08870443174700762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470731359311565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755749541658494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886608023292935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528157187378795,0.10567865745646177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992714455305327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080084938373575,0.2504925980352805,0.0,0.09991598113962727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554496940931153,0.0,0.0,0.23246591363905525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676273694580548,0.10548109362579952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398232851857766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557615167989555
autism,CantBake4Shit,2020/02/03,"I went to a Superbowl party where I ""met"" an autistic little boy and I didn't know what to do. Next time I want to know. I'm at a superbowl party with some coworkers and my friend pulls me off to the side real quick and let's me know that so-and-so's son (name), has autism and doesn't speak. Sure, no problem, thank you for letting me know. Except there were a couple times I came out to check on my kiddos and see how everything was going, and when this little boy and I made eye contact, he would immediately stop and run directly to his parents. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to interact with him but I didn't know what to say or what I should expect. Should I interact with him as a complete stranger? Do I talk to him like I would any other child and let him react in whatever way he does? I've never been in this situation and I would really like some insight for in the future.",2.70327731092437,3.7741415775401097,4.385061115355235,87.41439839572195,74.40106951871657,7.695798319327732,22.982811306340718,8.192908349453996,1.0520576012223068,693,18,154,11,14,234,107,187,0.028999999999999998,0.871,0.1,0.8771,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,19,1,1,3,2,44,35,15,0,9,3,2,0,2,1,5,0,2,0,3,8,15,0,1,7,0,1,5,6,1,0,0,10,4,25,5,24,17,2,25,0,0,2,0,22,11,0,3,10,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936624223291109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575286136825759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440928794768734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239773952683955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053012324425155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378456036486077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641133257604253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827621890453391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541631368399539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225206310507748,0.0,0.1345777089563809,0.27608711605790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032526415691167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622734046275277,0.0,0.14647944960245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293498739988048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179083747373482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567690677705132,0.08823458884477267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095299435715667,0.0,0.0,0.10975450064618697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481643840837758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515004460221002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981069587869656,0.0,0.0,0.11070369265773793,0.0,0.1268050385401309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062516952197545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247569892598546,0.10932517984968526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276788611294613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29352239299636035,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MiguelLois,2020/02/03,"Project: Autistic Experiences with Societal Norms and Expectations Are you an autistic adult? Do you live in the UK? Would you like to share your views/experiences about societal norms and expectations? If so, please contact @mlmlois (Twitter).",7.0355263157894745,11.097984131578944,5.695052631578946,67.76836842105266,76.10526315789474,9.355789473684213,39.17894736842105,9.3871,5.223351578947368,199,12,27,6,5,59,30,38,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.8037,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7641068156876251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081327465510672,0.0,0.3448813712907521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287296999467352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774504506309282,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,VictoryStar22,2020/02/03,"Nonharmful Therapist Jobs Hello! I've always wanted to work with disabled kids, since I'm disabled myself and was inspired by my special education teachers. I'm currently thinking of being a therapist for autistic people, but I keep finding therapies that may be harmful. I know there are more modern types of ABA that don't try to force kids to become neurotypical, but I'm still not sure about becoming an ABA therapist. I read about ESDM, which seems cool, but I think its a type of ABA? And JASPER seemed interesting, until I read that ""stopping self stimulatory behavoirs"" is a part of it. Can you guys recommend any autism specific therapies I could study that wouldn't be harmful?",6.5399372759856655,8.368807169354843,6.817204301075268,70.72636200716846,66.01612903225806,10.027240143369175,34.74551971326165,10.25414643259724,4.012192831541219,555,26,88,14,9,179,88,124,0.036000000000000004,0.845,0.11900000000000001,0.8753,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,0,1,21,21,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,9,5,13,14,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,54,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561623581865206,0.0,0.0,0.1026624084217384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334613143769513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053447956636874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798066154798158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948058675094966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981097360573986,0.13418597680112235,0.0,0.0,0.08296724962712128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348202633017492,0.0,0.10466117442986787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020147413649248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748684943399861,0.15749100180386186,0.0,0.0,0.12488106290647052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056205548675952,0.1262147680442731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228415565616648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528673810142724,0.5258512859371779,0.0,0.193466496664282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249635533984704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904396313356194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099054223777735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,turtleybob,2020/02/03,"I don’t know how to bring up to my doctor that I think it’s likely I have autism I’m 17 and for the past two or three years I’ve been looking into/researching the possibility that I have autism, and I think it’s very likely that I do. I have no idea how to bring it up to my doctor or even if I should. I have a lot of health issues and I’m worried that she’s going to assume I’m a hypochondriac or something. Do you have any advice?",1.8627551020408184,2.4253034387755115,4.078163265306124,90.75969387755104,75.83673469387755,6.824489795918367,20.12244897959184,6.868970318607317,0.08273877551020402,339,6,83,3,7,118,53,98,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,2,0,16,20,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,13,2,9,18,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,6,4,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182675597963402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189437508646592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572426160531288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752903413014334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694223637370294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742422969406554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214943272538465,0.0,0.2331327496030451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275436285289724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182475799170569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756851102707206,0.0,0.0,0.18989507959487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132250829811353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518080154352565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195560914737745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862437484446008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819301645029354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842977165796816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268357830857159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383833099475932
autism,nevrevous,2020/02/03,"I don't like the term 'masking,' so I made a new analogy I always feel like the term 'masking' isn't quite right, because it makes it sound like there's a whole, fully functioning person under a completely different persona. I'm not sure if I can speak for everyone with this, but for me, I just feel like it's more similar to gloves.

I have hands. I can make all kinds of hand gestures, and different hand gestures can mean different things. For example, if you keep your hands in a fist or make sharp, quick hand gestures, it might show you're tough or excitable, and if you make flowing, graceful hand gestures or hold your hands together in front of your body it might show that you're elegant or posh. In this scenario, hand gestures represent emotions.

Obviously I feel all these emotions, but in some scenarios or with certain people, you need to show different emotions, or not show certain emotions, etc.

The same is with hand gestures in a way. You don't want to seem defensive in a casual conversation, and you don't want to seem casual in a professional conversation. So you put on certain gloves to boost certain gestures. 

Putting on lacy gloves boost gracefulness and politeness and professionalism, putting on leather biker gloves boosts confidence and toughness, putting on pink gloves with a cat design boost cheerfulness, childlike happiness and optimism. Wearing different gloves encourages you to use more appropriate gestures.

It's not like you never had these emotions in the first place, you have these emotions and you have these hand gestures. Just in some scenarios, you amplify certain ones, and the gloves just encourage that.

Does this kind sound more fitting for any of you or am I going the wrong way with this?",8.919631170796293,9.05066751125402,7.745992055986379,72.11148666540574,60.382636655948545,11.690637412521276,40.15906941554756,11.20814326018867,4.653680007565728,1400,68,236,34,17,427,139,311,0.057,0.649,0.294,0.9985,5,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,15,0,2,7,26,1,0,14,0,15,12,12,6,10,65,33,23,0,6,18,0,15,5,0,2,0,3,0,1,17,14,0,3,6,6,0,7,8,4,0,2,2,19,25,22,32,29,12,32,0,0,1,0,21,17,0,16,11,147,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895843271471791,0.0,0.0,0.05635767333214541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051967967151578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205516682035234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689260083073855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329323848232816,0.0,0.0,0.07252425405584997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593376489323791,0.0,0.0,0.09242725555565416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919037716199155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257118943257327,0.11841147893519093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049322180943303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709963147436253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882217146724177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366288754152375,0.0,0.17260260242729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024420885812107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841809427555202,0.2212781622696224,0.0,0.0,0.0902749006154961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583403080359114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061450578588486925,0.06391811789477604,0.08004095201452915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615807684617742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057454918209655086,0.07236303691553292,0.08658647696465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332480641286346,0.0,0.08814750012542907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077458548324639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089212352855194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810847308265961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505830280275149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157717698069996,0.0,0.0,0.09776335201226924,0.13156424144780274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252670110443907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061053153735446,0.0,0.0
autism,SuperLazer64,2020/02/03,"Life maybe short but I'll be just fine Sometimes You just have to live with all the bad news that's coming towards your screen no matter what. I think I worry about the news too much, But I just want to create gossip for social reasons. Worrying about myself is what I should I have been doing this whole time. I'm just getting starting on thinking about how I should take care of myself as a grown man. I'm at my final semester of college (or so I thought I am) I'm not so bright, not so smart. I would lose myself if I don't pass. I care so much, yet I do so little to succeed. But in the end I'll be just fine where I'm at right now, even if I don't pass. It would affect me personally. I just need some advice on how you can move on, even after tragedies and failures.",1.5901298701298714,3.0700364848484867,3.0233982683982714,94.37795454545456,78.0909090909091,5.441558441558441,20.27056277056277,5.773587663045528,-0.1870346320346324,600,14,138,3,14,196,101,165,0.19699999999999998,0.679,0.124,-0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,22,10,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,4,1,35,31,15,0,8,14,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,2,22,7,19,23,5,23,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,4,7,100,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535724331458165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128942531044406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450567474624241,0.0,0.0,0.14576576996949092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987635238471822,0.0,0.0,0.22353293742217734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536934387749607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840908511219517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952322396393406,0.0,0.1696002472239215,0.1494220268905668,0.0,0.0,0.1893109389344413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000157998154294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985127113935606,0.2487884563429808,0.1254725264512789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477540695634749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739836266354872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451069872902214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249578594119974,0.0,0.0,0.1673602934579731,0.0,0.119772916605368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723039349054552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168552999950908,0.0,0.1343396801038598,0.09867200197635473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980878173231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892513656415627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436968811229393,0.0,0.24041431138954705,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ha_window,2020/02/03,"Black out curtain recommendations? I live in an apartment building, and the lights outside are very bright and make it difficult to sleep. My current blinds bleed light through the panels and around the edges. I’d like to prevent light bleeding through the top and edges of the blinds as well. 

Also, any recommendations for preventing light bleed through the door. My roomate likes to go into the kitchen and turn on the lights while I sleep.",6.687692307692307,8.910259820512824,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,66.17948717948718,7.2512820512820495,33.51282051282051,7.793537801064563,2.310266666666668,358,16,63,4,6,101,52,78,0.043,0.797,0.16,0.8357,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,1,8,2,1,0,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,8,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,4,4,14,4,0,10,0,0,4,0,0,7,0,0,4,37,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402946379359641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433746114266654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674918967448445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077034141395234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359978837528555,0.0,0.2653303283237615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057347656108604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013962348103892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268371662061225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792838759727284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016860740220666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bubblegum09,2020/02/03,"Disclosure without consent. Help? So this is my first post of this or any kind. Bear with me.

So I'm currently attending a college to obtain a qualification to work in aged care and disability. In the beginning we had one teacher who was willing to work with me and my diagnosis as I wanted to keep it quiet due to the nature of my course. The last three weeks we've had a substitute and again I deliberately and privately disclosed my diagnosis hoping to work with her. Within the first two days working with her she made numerous remarks about it being an excuse, claiming everyone has autism in someway and that if anything I'm better off for it, and justifying it by saying she has a daughter with autism I let it go as there was nothing I could do against her statements without proof. Last Friday however she sent an email disclosing my diagnosis and stating that I cannot touch people and no-one can touch me (an overly dramatic explanation that's to a large degree unture) to my placement facility without even notifying me. Now I've been volunteering at this facility for a year proving that I can do the job without the stigma associated and I'd wanted it to remain that way. I suppose what I'm wondering Is, Is there anything I can about the breach of privacy that has occurred here? Sorry for the long post.",8.975906666666667,7.733094203999999,9.527,63.86516666666668,60.96,12.493333333333334,40.83333333333333,11.538034831475384,4.834173333333333,1061,50,182,26,12,360,140,250,0.022000000000000002,0.919,0.059000000000000004,0.8669,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,17,0,21,0,0,1,2,31,34,15,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,17,15,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,7,4,25,4,37,23,0,28,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,14,141,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066139799218643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942012816889847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790969957036093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592746524569838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644426320933356,0.0,0.0,0.08597963692243743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805585112063533,0.0,0.0,0.12739188608305452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680191215669526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576818172064058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936082308929168,0.0,0.0,0.13241571174801667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229839929209145,0.11849993035192476,0.0,0.13883107931837396,0.0,0.2173453330432595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632756922515984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798299774394715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126149530925534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279230439071129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034031134360287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924265126367978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553652344937433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602051024594504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923955125294058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302331563776145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726983819218565,0.10582230732931937,0.10694034958420998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140585026508321,0.1445786190501657,0.3882308779960708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585297622393433
autism,linguisticshead,2020/02/03,"Having a friend over and don‘t know what to do Hey everyone! So, I‘m in need of a little help here any advice would be very nice to hear. 

I have a friend coming over tomorrow to stay a few days with me (it‘s complicated story on how she decided to come over even though I know I‘m gonna be uncomfortable but I‘ll cut this part off) and I‘m freaking out. Usually when I have people over, which is rare, I make sure to have more than one person or have my sister over because she‘s really social, but this time she is on a trip and I‘m gonna be completely alone with the girl for a few days. 

I‘m really socially awkward. I can fake it quite well when I‘m in a group but when it‘s just me and someone else I am completely lost. And the thing about this girl is that I was told by someone else that she is into me (it kinda makes sense bc she‘s travelling 2 hours to see me) and I have no clue of what I‘m supposed to do? Like am I supposed to kiss her? Should I sleep in the same room as her but in different beds? Am I supposed to get romantic and flirt (not really sure how to do that)? 

I never told anyone that I‘m autistic mostly because I never had anyone that close to share such information about my life (my parents are the kind that like to keep it really really quiet) and I don‘t know if I should tell her and explain why I‘m so awkward. If I do how do I tell her? But what if I do and she doesn‘t believe it (I‘m what people would call “you dont look autistic“)? What if I do and she just thinks I‘m a total weirdo and have to stay the next days with her? 

I‘m totally freaking out y‘all anything would help me at this point.",2.594900793650794,4.046083529761908,3.8026190476190496,89.9646031746032,75.30952380952381,7.23968253968254,21.968253968253972,7.921354282810032,0.8101456349206355,1270,32,280,19,27,414,162,336,0.094,0.787,0.11900000000000001,0.8397,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,17,19,1,2,13,0,37,3,1,5,6,62,69,32,0,10,13,2,0,2,2,7,1,2,2,3,23,21,0,1,7,1,0,4,8,7,1,1,5,4,41,12,40,54,8,39,0,1,2,1,36,20,0,7,15,204,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789331818497812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375476399108836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681248482583583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009434077658794,0.0,0.08243840966154091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213582670098724,0.0,0.0,0.11286691893048878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229349866603267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725898982599135,0.21007060428066887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382062868106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046652612800206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740851276756688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673726453058172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616698648713612,0.0,0.0,0.0957248961625554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479539615663945,0.0,0.052339156881479915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129085049304688,0.0,0.13429513879158705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865569085444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904329684555101,0.0,0.10432054238699744,0.16516653110382765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075907144712308,0.09788435718004546,0.1004052234600734,0.0,0.0,0.08412475013963858,0.0,0.1093567196446139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337399180646104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428112436538781,0.15452774485130474,0.0,0.10654102284554456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788357711433264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123642279292838,0.10848360571242786,0.0,0.1389023837680894,0.08747204449571973,0.0,0.0,0.0947011089142361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655221756596736,0.0,0.0,0.3208847169821981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982933300529718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002508962637078,0.20423882885595585,0.1697619181285516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355400707192826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888341928201345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512093389908145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655417624667585,0.06419036885530342,0.09842491528078016,0.0,0.05841491725308835,0.0,0.0,0.1914497923251108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033251806949518,0.08265779407042327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900725460741482,0.0,0.09039555825747524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134918998042219,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KcrinBlue,2020/02/03,"Any other parents with crippling anxiety and insomnia on Sunday nights? The school run is so taxing and draining. Too many people, too early. I have to try navigate a mobility scooter amongst the rabble. I find the school run one of the most challenging thing about being a parent on the spectrum (been told I'm autistic but waiting on proper diagnosis on 19th. I'm diagnosed with adhd already). I have to socialise when I'm so not ready, the noise and crowds mess me up, I can't hack people walking behind me, and its one long pavement to the sschool which a good portion of people walk down. I'm sweating and breathing fast the duration of it. It's so overwhelming yet it must be done. Eventually everything becomes one big mush mash of sounds, colour and movement and its hard to see what to do or where to go. 


On Sunday nights, the anticipation makes me restless and anxious. I'm thinking about conversations with people I most likely won't even have. I'm stressing if the weather's going to be bad. I'm stressing about my scooter breaking down. I just have the highest feeling of foreboding ever.

I have a load of appointments this month, including my official ASD diagnostic and a bunch of checks on my heart, and this feels like the sunday of all sundays. I'm feeling generally good in myself otherwise, just daily mum life is grinding me down sometimes, just sensory attack, and all these appointments have me feeling overwhelmed. I'm gonna get new meds from two different clinics and I just feel buried already. I've made a list, but still wide awake. argh I hate Sundays! Anyone else?",5.293794466403163,7.209102188552194,5.735649246084031,76.94038208168644,69.20202020202021,8.262860488947442,33.115063680281075,8.841846274778883,3.0355760210803697,1278,60,215,23,23,410,174,297,0.11699999999999999,0.815,0.068,-0.9583,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,18,15,3,5,18,0,17,7,3,2,4,41,42,20,0,2,9,3,6,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,12,15,0,1,7,0,2,7,3,10,0,4,4,9,18,5,34,32,6,38,0,2,2,0,6,14,0,4,18,140,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368881840618532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513875891160108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745733069757564,0.0,0.08713479116808992,0.12867694678692335,0.0,0.07964299341437191,0.11670615699834258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295800768847695,0.0,0.0,0.09510349191163528,0.0,0.12579591546517113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560822914549647,0.0,0.11900344680063266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656138949128615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515058505535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523125973300522,0.1030309662491928,0.0,0.0,0.1023678588382506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879616088839073,0.08137167966656142,0.0,0.0,0.1041044516264164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950914367730259,0.0,0.12946637130822666,0.19107134703860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203390476925933,0.11245473792040192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497453139004886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045241842077422,0.11129362072794297,0.0,0.0,0.10079977008221118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777691664411852,0.07603053310086623,0.11547884702965215,0.0,0.0,0.12651955052866776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091556580760476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100073534441305,0.0,0.2137788010660772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315490228266654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529495949322744,0.0,0.0,0.31586148517802914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055000284482016,0.09076522302858196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265208475607487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096236046844992,0.0,0.2609489307441425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567149095573977,0.07298386352610446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883833326035246,0.0,0.07733204600305947,0.0,0.11126579652124216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,punkypoo422,2020/02/03,"Question for newbie Hello! My son (6) was recently given a provisional diagnosis of autism level 2 as well as adhd and anxiety. I am trying to figure out how the ""provisional"" diagnosis will affect insurance coverage.  I understand most insurance companies will only cover ABA therapy with an autism diagnosis. Do you know if the provisional will get us that coverage or if we have to wait for the definitive diagnosis?  Basically they are saying  probably autism, but it could be adhd and anxiety mimicking autism.",7.251527093596059,9.866175367816098,9.737602627257802,47.38551724137932,65.43678160919539,14.626600985221677,37.71592775041051,13.023866798666859,7.1614479474548425,415,22,53,21,7,151,65,87,0.043,0.9390000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,15,9,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,1,9,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,1,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508230011882322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506208187949236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296940859519434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197291254286136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259429555066487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429012181622472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470783642228059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567169710619666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262725477252489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224101021313044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620698678646361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555878250535651,0.0,0.0,0.2385685906239975,0.2756569824968691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604663523730302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rockland-Rodgers,2020/02/03,"Need advice. My 9 year old has a tough time controlling his emotions. He can be overly happy or sad or scared and will cry. Nothing major at all and really isn’t that big of a deal, but I just don’t know how to make him realize that nothing is that big of a deal. I always seem to make things worse. He usually starts by pulling down on his cheeks in an attempt to not cry. I have tried to step in and stop him from being upset but it always fails. I didn’t know if anyone had advice on helping him with this. Helping me help him.",2.1182936507936496,3.4510986071428604,3.5919047619047646,91.4753174603175,76.32142857142857,6.406349206349208,21.373015873015877,6.937597516519254,0.3687468253968258,412,10,92,4,9,136,78,112,0.203,0.701,0.095,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,4,0,11,1,1,4,1,22,18,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,12,1,16,13,2,17,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,4,6,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084637651605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646870139354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121243770315256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838967062810207,0.0,0.0,0.3494209910234405,0.0,0.3279500209991469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891141838313046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931317390518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198264042766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482098086386966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233609043358045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793459850287348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052282177844101,0.0,0.16689769001604685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189240021961032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923819913462514,0.0,0.0,0.14479442191061662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257740025548232,0.0,0.0,0.13297409307993235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566668344614544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274415097614798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798546086567136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517264758044046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208696575257914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242388753408073
autism,Eric_Wulff,2020/02/03,"Gut microbiome composition and diversity are related to human personality traits See [here](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2452231719300181) for the full paper.

And see below for an excerpt that may be especially interesting:

>Since the gut microbiome has been implicated in social development and behaviour, recent research has investigated whether it may modulate behavioural symptoms of autism. Autism is not only characterized by impaired social behaviour but is frequently comorbid with gastrointestinal issues and immune dysfunction. Studies comparing autistic individuals with neurotypical controls often report significant differences in gut microbiome composition. Interestingly, a trial of faecal microbiota transplantation in children with autism found that it improved not only gastrointestinal symptoms but also social behaviour and communication, including two years after completion of the treatment. This suggests that the gut microbial community may play a part in the expression of autistic behavioural traits.",18.638449848024315,20.17788563120568,15.865714285714288,17.190000000000026,40.20567375886525,19.120972644376906,61.27760891590678,16.613394197324528,11.603169402228975,898,58,68,39,7,282,95,141,0.025,0.856,0.11900000000000001,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,0,10,7,4,1,0,19,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,17,7,2,10,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,4,4,56,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463211882252556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918407543919376,0.0,0.2052166170820544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911648966912228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061736020884186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097333258192312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783141363177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813887650100687,0.0,0.0,0.15976250519890756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806609807725131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916070912212001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135482508986078,0.0,0.0,0.5595451748903919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803521537004089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873528094428934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782679812194055
autism,DankVapeGod69,2020/02/03,"Driving lessons with autism Really intrested to hear everyone's experience with learning to drive with autism I have only done one lesson(2nd one tomorrow) just curious how many lessons/hours it took you to pass and any advice I'm from uk so learning in a manual seem to be doing well so far (I think lol)

Thanks for reading 

Cameron :)",4.247956989247314,6.941713580645164,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,74.48387096774194,8.649462365591399,31.30107526881721,9.2995712137729,3.2253139784946234,270,13,48,7,6,84,50,62,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,2,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,27,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774015749365105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240462321305405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594424860171977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225249783201194,0.0,0.2479945577354471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857393263653756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496695059793761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570329616567618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435880690806504,0.19281598950201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535920328106313,0.0,0.16241359838729869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079820514804145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334103085035553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244757440685764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816738543682846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279480067076511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NieMonD,2020/02/03,Am I the only one who finds high fives uncomfortable? I’ve just always not liked hi fives for some reason and try to avoid them. Is this an autism thing or is it just me?,1.9708333333333317,3.4563721944444485,2.8566666666666687,95.955,77.05555555555556,5.911111111111111,14.777777777777779,6.42735559955562,-0.8774888888888892,133,1,32,1,3,42,32,36,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.7574,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431510179965115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769274263430167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357247423439926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147850247517504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794538750353461,0.3136498632172574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240173448322942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739811784018683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999349325016337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,totalforgivess,2020/02/04,"I’m really jealous of my cousin I’m 16F, and my cousin is 8M and he is going through the process of being diagnosed with autism. It’s pretty obvious and has been since he was really young. His school is great dealing with him, his parents and the rest of my family are so supportive and doing everything they can to make him happy and comfortable. I should be happy for him. But I’m not. I have Aspergers, but I’m a girl, and as you know girls mask it way more. Ever since I was young I’ve felt so out of place. Like the world is a jigsaw puzzle but my piece doesn’t fit, It was only about 2 years ago I finally realised why. At first it was great to finally have an answer. But it got worse again, worse than it’s ever been. I see my whole family treating my cousin like a special case just because he kicks and screams and makes a fuss, and I was silent my whole life and I got nothing. I hate how he gets special treatment, but I never did. And now I’m a teenager, they pass my anti socialness off as being a grumpy teenager. I wish I could talk to them, but I really can’t. It’s like barrier. But when my cousin finds a social situation overwhelming they rush at his feet and let him do whatever he wants. It’s so fustrating, how do I stop feeling like this?",1.3338813857897875,3.3910425877862598,3.2025954198473308,90.04967116852616,81.13740458015268,6.9315325895478574,21.52730475631239,8.012643519586192,1.0273042865531412,986,30,214,19,26,330,142,262,0.075,0.738,0.187,0.9834,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,4,1,12,17,2,1,11,0,28,3,1,4,4,45,47,28,0,4,9,5,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,9,16,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,11,4,34,13,19,30,5,25,0,1,1,0,28,7,0,1,18,140,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024887010876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047987978557291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923118533733788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919745349172185,0.0,0.11735020275220592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916685375194086,0.0,0.0,0.10391032782674424,0.0,0.21798940211748427,0.0,0.0584601173067866,0.08259778025957694,0.11101175802022163,0.2533085263719068,0.10567308742695226,0.09834491887381944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040582169417005,0.0,0.06570857902983722,0.0,0.18494113059326928,0.2549393025260998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615579057580164,0.0,0.11414919502656723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354082757004155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182276075913372,0.08166466767431617,0.2259411644652803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435230762882973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917200771334037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093893570390413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793297356676398,0.0,0.0,0.1283805074724955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079657921833678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762543877286386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220424806196615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701195398604215,0.09213286462374816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912814061106265,0.12995988207710402,0.0,0.2357167179218448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666212691317597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120234601780428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929296590931074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819470493539499,0.0917724734362217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432758759203792,0.2581675423596698,0.13295540930572686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356499749936912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445443384079975
autism,junglejim1992,2020/02/04,"Advice for potential autism signs UK Male Hi Reddit,

I'm (28 M) trying to get some thoughts on whether some of my traits/tendencies/personality might fall somewhere on the autistic spectrum.

I have been doing lots of research into autism as I see alot of similarity between common autism signs and myself. I have never been diagnosed or even spoken anyone close about my inner thoughts so far.

I guess to begin, I need ridiculous levels of scheduling and planning in my day and feel very upset when plans change or even minor inconvenience occurs. It can really make me anxious, react badly usually swearing to myself and apprehensive about trying new things or adapting to new surroundings. I often think I'm trying to be too perfect and when I fail thst standard I have to ""punish"" myself. 

I need a fair amount of routine in my job and life. My job is a materials scheulder, so I am very good with numbers, dates, part numbers and being analytical with data which suits my personality. 
At work I do struggle when trying to visualise concepts or the ""big picture"" and I have to constantly process map things out so I can see in black and white who/what/why/when and how things are interacting. At work for example I also prefer to finish one task at a time otherwise I feel overwhelmed with it all. 

I have a small but close circle of friends, whilst I am try to always be nice and accommodating with work colleagues etc. and strangers I will often keep to myself on lunch breaks and not talk too much about outside interests (I think I just find it a challenge to keep conversation going naturally). I have to work with many different people everyday, some days I am okay but other times it feels like a mask I put on and I feel utterly drained socially and come home feeling exhausted which can ruin my evening plans as I need time alone to ""recharge"". 

I do struggle with odd sensory aspect, I prefer sitting in dark settings (my partner says I was a mushroom in another life) and certain noises can irritate me beyond belief. My partner also tells me I don't like my face being touched so I guess this is also another indicator? 

I have tenancy to also be quite repetitive in some behaviours (I used to click my jaw as a child) and now some other oddities which I almost can't stop myself from doing!

I tend to also have a few subjects which I'm passionate about but lose interest in other things quite quickly if my heart isn't in it. 

I have achieved a business degree and graduated with a high first class honours so I know to a degree I am capable and educated. Almost every website I've looked at and NHS information/symptoms applies to me in some way I feel.

I guess just wondering if anyone has any advice or thoughts on my situation. I feel like I am able to mask/cope with alot of issues but can boil over into outbursts of tiredness, exhaustion, anger and feeling anxiousness and I want to understand my trigger points better and lead a more consistent and confident lifestyle. 

I kind of feel embarrassed going to a GP, wondering if anyone has any experience of this within UK and what tests are undertaken to diagnose a person.

Thank you in advance,
James",6.16029187817259,7.417353504230121,6.824026649746193,72.45360342639594,66.41116751269035,9.632504230118442,33.387521150592214,9.827888789773867,3.4531295769881565,2535,110,426,55,40,834,300,591,0.098,0.7879999999999999,0.114,0.8697,3,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,19,30,32,3,6,19,1,42,12,3,6,4,114,84,55,0,9,16,0,10,3,3,2,6,1,1,6,19,39,2,3,22,0,0,7,5,15,0,2,6,17,67,17,77,71,16,72,1,4,6,1,15,36,0,27,28,304,86,14,0.06907594877784584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350004353814458,0.0,0.0,0.13833916940176924,0.07154185071767988,0.0,0.27620005640595197,0.057476722942051466,0.0,0.0,0.09394802776829947,0.1448643102729925,0.0,0.15607232086370162,0.0,0.14489852844383055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767553192519328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061092063296568674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307319466301232,0.05950281346961005,0.0,0.07464656094847164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909654490209401,0.0,0.0,0.14022126794442938,0.0,0.07216966440659382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703794228972786,0.13687203809093584,0.0,0.058199466066576784,0.0,0.0,0.06756953254010191,0.0,0.0,0.3143418768190089,0.09869574321784053,0.0,0.0,0.0631341657666256,0.058755966742970886,0.0,0.0,0.053367906675464115,0.0,0.0360893322317776,0.0,0.07851490709262811,0.05793762854866515,0.0,0.0,0.2282848358103669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818553318894735,0.0,0.07298253241654969,0.06928880873278416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209734402916157,0.13709444113652616,0.12279575424375927,0.0,0.07193197095874074,0.03796233495617926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758077088058384,0.101241058235731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580063997511389,0.0772783177390034,0.0,0.05872590147162034,0.0,0.0,0.046108732192744924,0.0700321701618652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732786656716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077877033224959,0.15365682228181154,0.05327563009463987,0.13342796353825012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046807650591473834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480252112433865,0.0,0.04788856540948839,0.18094336226779525,0.0,0.0,0.06529909891485025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944040742680793,0.0,0.14694154850367988,0.0,0.0,0.04425182157784514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493196697371548,0.0,0.0,0.1100891757654128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764426059509935,0.0,0.07041423083966328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775058619451809,0.0,0.14442635931805126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717963594885882,0.0,0.05552063107719744,0.060375423877523635,0.06359585298823643,0.0,0.0,0.18356396404455427,0.08852215762455715,0.0,0.164515762413771,0.12083622367928144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344901747789715,0.0,0.0,0.07191049877191177,0.0,0.059659441323349764,0.07607739860226098,0.1139897839206085,0.040742784285294174,0.054829272919094174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981983973375285,0.20115245360340445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ABCBA_4321,2020/02/04,"22 year old autistic man seeking advice on dating and being open to my Christian group in my town’s university about it So I’m currently going to a Christian group at the university campus in my town of 17,000 people. It’s in the Midwest in the state of Missouri which is ranked the 3rd best state for people with disabilities to love in. The county that I live in is from what I remember one of the best counties for people with disabilities to live in. 

I know that just because those stats about my state and county are great doesn’t mean that everyone in my state is accepting to people with disabilities. But since I’m a 22 year old mildly autistic man who’s still finding out what’s more to come for me, here are my questions on dating advice:

1. How can I be open to someone in my Christian group that I like that I’m autistic and that I’m not like other autistic people (I have a part-time job and I drive my own car by the way. I still live with my parents though)?

2. How confident should I be when asking some girl in the Christian group I’m involved in or any girl in my town out on a date? 

3. How can I be open to my entire Christian group on campus that I’m autistic, that it was the way of how I was born, and that just because I’m autistic doesn’t mean I’m like everyone who is?",3.6014748625294573,4.545946944029853,4.705082482325216,86.4524862529458,72.09701492537313,7.283896307934015,26.41869599371563,7.475848149327749,1.2391462686567167,1023,33,216,11,19,336,112,268,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.9842,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,14,8,0,0,13,0,18,1,0,4,0,33,33,14,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,19,15,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,23,8,42,26,5,47,5,0,0,1,16,25,0,3,15,141,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428788423100309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451079493633719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617970761001226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151293644813013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083645044845066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705131734467617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374988650019737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135844714002684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062795643901325,0.0,0.0,0.1370128696987164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332308061191807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682979128140623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821424571636328,0.0,0.32920948770677977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216242020367052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27074231999789994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608099743007483,0.0,0.08421149127991684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379919186088095,0.13457697140914535,0.0,0.4307808079907604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921567297628448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077857171331318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028009965961974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529722280299594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849125507535625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209888233989327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728633161312853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005716719613025
autism,a-very-salty-dragon,2020/02/04,"Does anyone have advice for getting a service dog? I'm 17, and I was just diagnosed with autism. My therapist agrees with me that a service dog would be helpful for dealing with stress and socializing. 

I'm going to college next year, and I'm really worried about getting overwhelmed with stress and anxiety from being around so many new people all the time. Even at my high school where I already know everyone, I start to get more anxious later in the day from. Petting my cats when I get home always helps. I went on a 10 day trip a couple of years ago, and even being away from my cats for that long made my anxiety so much worse. I'm really worried about how it will be when I can't go home every day. I also think a service dog would be help me when I have to go out in public alone when I have to go shopping or go to appointments alone. 

The only applications I can find for getting an autism service dog are just for low functioning kids. I'm high functioning and I'll be an adult in three months, so obviously that won't help me. Does anyone on here have advice for getting a service dog for an adult? Does anyone know how much it would cost? Thank you in advance for any answers!",5.105854341736695,5.557392386554621,5.670268907563028,82.66982913165269,68.41176470588235,8.5315406162465,29.31204481792717,8.447377352677275,1.9956797759103644,940,32,188,13,15,304,121,238,0.111,0.82,0.068,-0.8515,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,19,5,0,3,12,0,19,1,0,3,2,28,42,17,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,5,12,0,0,5,1,2,8,2,4,0,1,3,0,19,1,33,28,4,39,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,1,17,116,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882366815686599,0.08537783304900383,0.0,0.0,0.19950751320654428,0.10628649157791524,0.07702342873196191,0.0801421681602962,0.0,0.0,0.06549780723690735,0.0,0.1473621077348683,0.10880904080454562,0.0,0.20203800144334494,0.0,0.0,0.08574116851826864,0.0,0.0,0.0904915336296082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657121093660812,0.0,0.1863464873748284,0.09929699738684958,0.0,0.09775815199643773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528588920352647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723088967320462,0.0,0.08114991874275032,0.09203353779006444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880305743010117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30192507691448633,0.0,0.2736914426058808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582328574169233,0.2035251171709419,0.1932244942596302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586490238432583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523614034863572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113600542867213,0.0,0.09764874666569424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687807145524628,0.0,0.1416058725214078,0.0,0.0,0.09302205957313622,0.10243257130931308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325223812003055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677300419287928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340428419576525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747637511391227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818146964501932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817256961856408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065803986054333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867432385836033,0.0,0.11182965829811352,0.0,0.06171504984210826,0.0,0.0,0.056162312105161316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928538496581398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956260248152528,0.09815366967040444,0.20525919187353853,0.0,0.0,0.1240479809921896
autism,LtLite1,2020/02/04,"Self Help Modules Hi all, I have been through cognitive behavioural therapy to help with low self esteem and anxiety amongst others. Every week the counsellor gave me workbooks to complete at hone which were very helpful to me. After a bit of googling I found these workbook modules are available online to print off for free.

https://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/Resources/Looking-After-Yourself

Hopefully if someone is struggling and finding it difficult to ask for help, this might just help provide a solution.

Be kind to yourselves, you are awesome.",8.158792134831463,11.53351188764045,5.984705056179777,71.97009129213485,64.95505617977528,8.045505617977529,42.585674157303366,8.841846274778883,4.67386404494382,454,28,58,8,8,130,72,89,0.086,0.633,0.281,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,5,4,14,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,3,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772697667851766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830927072147295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965525824141141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876422399011894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168801719713498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645495580935312,0.0,0.0,0.19740008028429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136975112094928,0.0,0.0,0.6033713699840113,0.0,0.0,0.17881627908680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747969329016667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909896473253743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756334323925712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254384043088598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821262080733672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588675084149075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485484788113623,0.0,0.0,0.14441394562966156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Semasra,2020/02/04,"I ruined a friendship Before I start this post, let me just say that I’m not a pedophile. And the age of consent is 15 where I live. So, I’m a 19 year old guy. When I was 14, I became friends with a 12 year old girl. Let’s call her Lisa. We became really good friends. After I turned 15, I moved to a different city. I lived there until I was 18, so we didn’t see each other for 3 years. But in late 2019, I moved back to my hometown and began 10th grade in secondary upper school. The reason I’m in 10th grade despite being 18 years old is because after I finished 9th grade and moved to a different city (I was 15 years old), I didn’t go to school for 3 years. Anyway, Lisa goes to the same school as me. But she is now 17 years old and in 11th grade while I am 19 years old in 10th grade. When she saw me again, she became really happy and we spoke a few times. I asked for her snapchat and got a hug from her. Everything went perfect from there. Now here’s the deal. She’s become so beautiful, and as the desperate virgin I am, I asked her on snapchat during the winter break if she wanted to go out with me. After that message, she stopped replying and hasn’t replied ever since. It’s been over a month. And at school, she avoids eye contact with me and pretends like I don’t exist. I feel terrible. I want to confront her and apologize to her and tell her that I only wanted to hang out as friends. But I’m scared.",2.2832391304347794,3.392294016666668,3.578289855072466,92.6398695652174,75.5,6.55072463768116,22.3768115942029,6.895973343053719,0.4146028985507244,1095,28,252,10,23,358,148,300,0.062,0.807,0.131,0.9689,2,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,1,16,13,1,2,15,0,16,3,1,1,2,37,36,26,0,4,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,6,21,0,2,2,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,11,6,44,8,35,22,3,56,0,1,3,2,32,12,0,1,36,153,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707735981295048,0.0,0.0,0.06459905580344492,0.0,0.05121215340519725,0.09278323668694052,0.07148693259877661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578433515440988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661136046625997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554663726934566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759925033514285,0.0,0.0,0.07550341551713115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042478342822228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947194149788652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954904531492228,0.07046420366996571,0.06719104501659401,0.0,0.0,0.08318381810813581,0.0,0.08943097056137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476774817567464,0.0,0.0,0.17181330033813166,0.0,0.04104339284611474,0.0,0.1483660047528487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705655290683593,0.26787029098671833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289306930461903,0.0,0.0,0.06389393604780348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045904430659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763883322594517,0.08637700917825045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066808694207711,0.08410938363856964,0.34009332342826804,0.0669456646510554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949453335549281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059463217987763876,0.0,0.0,0.07023672127436753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342906969678435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048987324756739586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913795359563548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486550928236046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787877644996184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328011794745036
autism,kanivuz,2020/02/04,"4 year old Autistic son... What are some things you wish your parents knew when you were this young.  As the title mentions I am the father of an awesome little dude named Marley! a quick snap shot, he is a sensory seeker and his stimming consists of bouts of laughter as well as running back and forth . He loves affection and is an overall  happy dude.  Tell me some of things you wish your parents knew when you were growing up!  I am an but an objective listener here looking for some of your input!",4.7087053571428585,6.112430197916673,4.877321428571428,84.52125000000002,69.9375,7.152380952380952,30.380952380952376,7.447530270364453,1.899382738095238,393,16,73,4,7,123,65,96,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9328,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,14,9,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,11,3,10,10,3,11,0,0,1,1,19,2,0,3,7,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492267498743852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421630533566445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280007123758861,0.0,0.0,0.19103092746871114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531497652864525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387082663460678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051925141926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883277136870506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30226315071877785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453721392873636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231952951818531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464935112243571
autism,femanonymonster,2020/02/04,"Parents of an autistic child, what are some unique or ""strange"" stims you have witnessed your child do? This question also applies to anyone with asd. 
 I received my daughters diagnoses less than a year ago, and it has been a rollercoaster of learning and emotions since. 
She is 3 years old, and so far, looks as if she will be verbal. She demonstrates typical behaviour such as hand flapping and rocking, but she also has a lot of different stims I've never seen. (Probably from lack of exposure). 
This brought me to wonder what others may do, or what they found was most effective.",5.679056603773584,7.537998556603775,5.273726415094341,80.85228773584909,68.15094339622641,8.318867924528304,34.00471698113208,8.841846274778883,3.055588679245284,461,22,79,8,8,141,83,106,0.027999999999999997,0.91,0.063,0.5775,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,12,2,1,1,1,20,17,13,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,10,0,11,9,5,8,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,9,5,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490385362256425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697071430084997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162807759160544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346161919522292,0.0,0.24150647167526276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001685791330403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534481573732737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941109336404571,0.0,0.0,0.1965186533285908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828002327883033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255697787846134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566688857597684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492228400860885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258945103621728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121277185905608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25067638306591705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977108744937257
autism,luteuspoeta,2020/02/04,"Getting angry at people for no reason at all Hi, I'm Lute and I'm 19 years old autistic. I don't even know how to explain this situation but, the thing is I hate some moves, some looks, some words for no reason at all and this causes me to get angry at ppl who do them or say them. And these words, looks or moves are even not bad, I just got angry at someone because they said ""What's up"".  I don't know if i could explain myself at all but I just wanted to tell. I don't know if this is even related with autism but is there anyone experiencing this kind of thing? If so, how do you cope with it?",1.8153488372093032,2.8725189457364344,3.5278217054263585,92.7461511627907,76.59689922480621,6.090232558139538,19.876744186046512,6.2581,-0.15160837209302302,460,9,110,3,10,154,73,129,0.156,0.816,0.027999999999999997,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,9,3,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,5,3,36,25,14,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,5,13,1,15,22,6,11,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,8,2,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205454718227672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439460624594256,0.10509290221518124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771013837645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764666752250174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34160397462031217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801428473444291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788332366723208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702084371790358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952715196257435,0.2842381399687197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895436786765575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664659581132735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090387374490585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951984138555308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545100127849124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399104027049718,0.13709869827075816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378383193300106,0.0,0.0,0.14607321327118233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506844279782373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906862712535456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016854665355946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101937969990036
autism,OfficerLollipop,2020/02/04,"I'm 19, and I still don't have my license. It's not so bad, but yeah. I have to take the bus, which has its ups and downs, like having to walk a few blocks just to get to the nearest stop every time I wanna go somewhere, but yeah. Sometimes, when I'm too tired to walk to my stop, or when I miss the bus, I use Uber.

My family says I'd be a good driver, and I have my ID, but not my permit. Yeah, I mean, I know kind of how to drive, and I've done some practice rounds on the backroads, but as far as I know, I'm doomed to Spongebob it.

Any advice?",0.3433870967741939,1.254567854838708,2.473419354838711,99.4151290322581,80.12903225806451,5.282580645161291,18.045161290322586,4.935628992294339,-0.8143006451612895,410,7,110,1,10,139,76,124,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.12,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,3,8,1,0,3,0,23,19,15,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,2,14,3,15,17,2,15,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,2,7,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165452370301765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612104847218472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793710797595127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259702639521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973520164329409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348122666504644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385526084105385,0.0,0.13472796109685153,0.1988365994228195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246863892318329,0.2605664670067212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158166592007454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582303282939076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852144601475687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446066401849114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931824903464145,0.3963893746167822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824133744494267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382329262539176,0.2724682262262379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047457021171676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SMASH042688,2020/02/04,"How to set boundaries with a friend I’m an adult with autism and recently made my first also autistic adult friend. 
We get along great and have similar hobbies and it’s nice knowing someone who understands things I’m going through. I’ve also helped this person when they had a meltdown recently because I knew what was going on. 
All in all it’s nice having a friend, my only issue is this person asks to borrow money from me pretty frequently. Always pays me back (just not on the exact day they said they would) and my problem is it’s making me feel like I’m a weird ATM or something. 

I don’t want to hurt their feelings but it’s really making me uncomfortable and If it we’re one in a while I wouldn’t mind but it’s several times a week. 

Any ideas on how to talk to them about this?",1.3556383712905458,3.7533306956521737,2.8498861283643926,90.56135783298828,83.65838509316771,5.565355417529331,20.12456866804693,6.937597516519254,0.4526229123533474,626,18,127,8,18,204,102,161,0.06,0.826,0.115,0.6656,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,5,1,8,10,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,5,3,34,26,15,0,5,6,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,12,9,0,0,6,0,4,2,3,3,0,2,5,3,16,7,16,19,2,18,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,2,11,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455725249215248,0.1277579751499857,0.0,0.0,0.10441278819178423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353961777315866,0.0,0.0,0.11806314786007678,0.0,0.0935968485066976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902090434964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526935516615678,0.10968934608664896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060144967955156,0.0,0.0,0.3558749705541587,0.0,0.08021856108768707,0.0,0.17452118067616113,0.0,0.0,0.1692789158376439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029149439618154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436825418875153,0.17332850737130406,0.0,0.16025636493131692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438182968184854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501212050241222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528370998819032,0.2049789187743764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550321103765129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040429995830463,0.1167744501084772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681312410413582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620586196872555,0.0,0.1469174985717408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836195997436864,0.0,0.30320539179060224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605215223027895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345703329858028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009434629025202,0.11820295903698755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341001787147025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200546915523223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953068576764121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984104946949632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056215030752164,0.0,0.1231609077024579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907074821599036,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Thundercleese5,2020/02/04,"Tips On Getting Your Autism Diagnosis Nervous about going to a doctor to get an official diagnosis for Autism? 

HERE'S WHAT YOU SHOULD DO:

1. Go to a medical website about Autism. Not a blog or anything. Someplace like Johns Hopkins or another official site that a doctor will acknowledge as a ""credible source"" (logical fallacy: appeal to authority, but whatever.) 

2. Find a list of indicators/symptoms of Autism and write them down on a piece of paper or Word document. 

4. Make a list of all of the indicators/symptoms that you have in common with the indicators/symptoms from the website. BE VERY DETAILED! Give examples.

5. When at the appointment, show the list to the doctor. 

WHY?

Doctors LOVE it when you show you did your homework and aren't just stabbing in the dark because you heard of something. You are participating in your own diagnosis rather than letting the doctor make the choice for you. It takes away their guesswork when you can show a concrete demonstration.

Going in with a list ensures that you don't have to ""wing it"" when the doctor asks why you came to your conclusion. Autistics are notoriously bad at confrontation. I know that I personally tend to lock up. Instead, you now have a script that you can read in detail. 

Remember: you know your medical issues better than they do. YOU ARE THE AUTHORITY! 

NOTE!!!!! If you are a woman, be sure to look up how Autism manifests itself in women because women be different from men. Get the FULL picture about this condition so you can make an indisputable case. 

If they still gaslight/push back despite the written evidence, find another provider. Do you know what they call someone who made it through med school with a D- average? You call them ""doctor."" 

P.S. - DON'T get the information from WebMD! Not because the information there is bad, but because the second you tell a doctor you got the information from WebMD they'll roll their eyes backwards so hard that you'll think they're having a seizure. Doctors tend to HATE WebMD because of all the patients they get who come to the doctor's office thinking they have something they read about on WebMD.",5.42348727154047,7.779650796344647,5.622460019582245,76.07000856723239,69.75718015665797,8.756168407310705,32.07318864229765,9.354420925462401,3.2373499347258488,1697,77,283,38,32,537,190,383,0.062,0.884,0.054000000000000006,-0.7512,1,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,26,11,2,19,9,2,1,36,0,28,14,1,5,3,43,58,17,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,4,12,1,1,5,16,7,0,0,14,6,0,5,5,5,0,1,6,4,39,4,50,44,5,31,0,0,2,1,55,18,0,5,9,199,55,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506074712626896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909719156074151,0.0,0.06713683718602538,0.0,0.06747206053954116,0.05522089621332279,0.11992416904639501,0.21888717821618325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351406464420062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466612107367039,0.08213662450545163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061861808838806924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750308384285348,0.0,0.7350515524904447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127425296779455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876004882342793,0.06889098545793987,0.12244145840368136,0.0,0.057436593726934514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433166121482545,0.0709019234170959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495565090204667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840206729048185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343516331653928,0.0,0.03508492358609787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060306069639296474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481536490762732,0.06795258991613952,0.14381015335505726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976968910548267,0.14469105077964078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270562703716076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436678122613413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813517975111808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268007977167253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060848169175940936,0.1105725783429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573511301972652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768429007865517,0.22392820139204145,0.05399554560886048,0.0,0.06276901397916006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203162797950598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925446051450215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960278211369686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BlueHoodieArt,2020/02/04,"Kind of an issue I need some advice about... teeth cleaning? So... I am an autistic adult and I can’t stand cleaning my teeth.

I have spent about two hours now looking online for alternatives and solutions but everything that comes up is either about helping children get use to the sensation of cleaning their teeth or one off methods in ‘emergency’ cases.

Does anyone know a good alternative to using an actual tooth brush? Because one of the main issues I have is the sensory/feel of it.",5.356238095238098,7.31198576666667,5.813174603174605,76.285,69.1111111111111,8.6984126984127,30.63492063492064,9.23628265651192,2.938825396825397,389,16,65,8,7,125,68,90,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.8105,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,6,4,4,2,0,11,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,7,2,13,13,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.21548732837721424,0.0,0.0,0.21578160881647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440166294973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346091115732227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021587276071605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932400496092803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984577294200143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165263727852938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536872674642627,0.0,0.0,0.18521236118858667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801020969543285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746207081516605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609549840946854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299488349790969,0.12135625619471398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854322058234295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373436734438698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992651133608385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157079144793452,0.0,0.0,0.3814331470404695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,horrorbubbles,2020/02/04,"How can I make my boss understand? I assumed that everyone knew I was autistic because it's always been obvious to everyone before coming to work where I currently work. Most people I work with know I'm autistic, and I even put it on my application, so I thought that my boss would know, but apparently he didn't know. I've worked here for three years and never really had any issues. (He isn't my direct boss but my manager's boss). 

Yesterday, I sent an email reply to someone saying ""Name, I really need you to include the times, and event information on these or else I can't add them to the calendar."" (I manage a website for a country club) He said in reply to my email, ""See if this sounds better:"" then highlighted and bolded this ""Name-Thanks so much for sending these over... In order to best serve our members, the event information and starting/ending times would need to be included. Once that information is included, these events will be up and running on the calendar. Thanks."" 

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In response, I said, ""I've never really said this before and kind of assumed it was obvious, but I'm high functioning autistic. I try really hard to communicate with people like a normal person, but in this situation, I don't see how the two responses are different. When I applied I did check the box that said I had to disclose if I had a disability or not and put that I was autistic. I'm not trying to argue or be a jerk with my emails to name, I just try to be straight forward when asking for something so that they know what I need and why. I always have to ask for the calendar details so I can set up the event if I don't get a time I can't set it up, or else all the times will say midnight. If you can give me a few more examples I'll try to study them so I can make my responses more like those that you provide. Sorry.""

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In response, he said, ""Thanks for letting me know and I'm just trying to help you communicate differently in hopes you may get what you need sooner. I think the big thing to work on is this: I really need is not the best way to start off the sentence. I know you're not trying to be a jerk, but do they? They don't know you really like name (manager) and I do.""  

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I said, ""Can you give me another example of a ""jerk thing"" that I've said which I didn't mean to be a jerk thing? Also, do I need to call name and apologize?"" 

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His last response was, ""I'll keep working with you on this stuff, but no you don't need to call and apologize. I'm just trying to help you with these things so hope you're not upset."" 

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I told my friend about the encounter who is a manger where I work and she said I should go talk to HR about the email chain because she said: ""That's not how a manger should talk to an employee after learning about a disability."" What I took away from the email chain is that: everyone thinks I'm a jerk and no one knows I'm autistic. I tried to explain to him, but then he seemed like he didn't get it at the end and wanted to continue to ""work with me"", which seems like he thinks he can just fix my autism. I made an appointment to talk to HR but feel terrible about myself and the whole situation, I don't know if I should go to HR or just let it go. I mainly just want to ask if there's anything they can do to tell him that he can't just fix my autism or anything he can read/I can tell him, etc. What should I do? Should I talk to HR or should I just let it go? 

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I feel like a piece of crap and really stressed out at work now when before I really liked it. I DONT want to get a new job  I like my job and don't see this manager that much, but now I just try to avoid him. I wish I could just fix myself but I can't how do I make it clear?",3.037186862505102,4.088720799741605,4.402430300557596,87.68492656058754,73.56072351421189,8.015558275533797,24.690058479532162,8.479577106124081,1.357286304909561,2905,86,646,50,57,964,257,774,0.049,0.843,0.10800000000000001,0.9929,7,1,2,0,0,0,122.0,1,11,6,12,35,29,7,3,36,0,67,1,1,12,6,143,145,58,0,29,39,0,3,8,1,11,0,12,0,1,45,28,0,2,27,1,1,12,25,11,0,3,27,18,97,18,78,97,13,67,0,0,3,0,83,26,1,21,35,424,142,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299150668733793,0.0686547176703653,0.2681978231453709,0.3007751144427787,0.02805472803583096,0.04325933096573616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789848996037041,0.0,0.11570321055682592,0.0,0.038760310804624463,0.0,0.0,0.050297174806656235,0.0,0.10531457397027036,0.0,0.08658888707265472,0.036486582244386966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425167492559027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035537419760928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032938658805698406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620512236223299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835040339897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892630464121723,0.0,0.07307914399995667,0.0,0.04601008814594036,0.02724845424693266,0.0,0.0,0.11826239603120844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171940628081158,0.029472489205409562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187341220859466,0.0,0.08621587273800377,0.07915086590313201,0.09378437919632288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695626253778251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055304542933347314,0.04358803791735158,0.0,0.08195079412037651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043059368608190665,0.08187819058416188,0.03666922628498047,0.0,0.04296060130832675,0.20405339149526786,0.03362822735709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655770691052212,0.0,0.16124037497941224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903635792455479,0.08261384336463354,0.0,0.0,0.04493865050644028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060654156367330424,0.21412975689200275,0.0636366020127133,0.03984421300117446,0.0,0.0,0.040421015877426116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393509287111198,0.027955369336302358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720186833097655,0.03602216345141638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829450832054079,0.0,0.0,0.041266036722019256,0.0,0.21143142206554627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35318547974294984,0.06561506103019414,0.0,0.0,0.09862437645006948,0.0751137731217866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274441055477743,0.0,0.0,0.034955119649409165,0.03176001643325607,0.0,0.04618145225326819,0.029200411141013856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047257317140525626,0.0,0.04722695894812093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263641545216634,0.0721171540124008,0.11394583167995047,0.0,0.0,0.10963161677326264,0.0793033696277304,0.0,0.03275176060469396,0.09622419182826704,0.0,0.0,0.03942079867706949,0.04583568138622944,0.2520841538920081,0.0,0.04030001593111001,0.04294777727409994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299957815179234,0.0327461975879088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722610570731707,0.04605959192529428,0.04744106746269981,0.0,0.0,0.2703063471513889,0.0,0.0,0.05861255562381349,0.0,0.3007751144427787,0.02656678533940895
autism,jrbreeland,2020/02/04,"GARS-3 question 
Hello. I’m curious about the rating scale on this exam re: the frequency of each item. Is this overall or in an average 6 hour period? 
I see where GARS-2 explains each item as

0- never seen this behavior
1- 1-2 times in 6hr period
2- 3-4 times in 6hr period
3- 5-6 times in 6hr period

GARS-3 doesn’t give as good of an explanation.",0.9287500000000009,3.2061554861111112,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,84.41666666666667,8.6,20.11111111111111,9.188382445141503,1.9463277777777783,273,8,56,9,8,98,51,72,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,10,6,4,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,2,9,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626300293452943,0.0,0.29401028196850704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34520419883164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703525052465377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39267695952657705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793292581977389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6131954842803735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mollymakenna01,2020/02/04,"Podcast Episode about Autism My mom phoned me the other day after listening to a podcast episode about autism and wanted to get my opinion. I quite liked it and wanted to see what other autistics thought?

The podcast is called Strange Bedfellows and I think it’s episode 34 or something called Autistic People Unite. Let me know what you thought down below",4.557209821428573,7.698034765625002,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,76.34375,4.9071428571428575,32.58035714285714,6.1826913282559595,1.8457169642857143,291,15,48,2,7,82,44,64,0.028999999999999998,0.922,0.049,0.3167,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276451429552866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662595808750136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498659384527387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419922723212883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641987411085995,0.0,0.1262255331738438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259742872059514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791198098997089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748061255258762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588581080369275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989042760988202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655517544745776,0.0,0.4102305959273484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30478423037165303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hashtagvain,2020/02/04,"Looking for play scripts with explicitly autistic characters I’m researching for an essay about autism on stage, looking heavily at the train wreck that was All In a Row. I would like to refer to other plays featuring autistic characters. 

What I’m looking for is any play, from any era, genre or country, where at least one character is autistic and specified as such either in the dialogue, stage directions or character list. 

What I’m not looking for is plays with characters implied to be autistic, or who are commonly thought of as autistic (so no Curious Incident). Characters whom have been described as autistic by the creators in supplemental material (interviews, tweets etc) are a grey area (such as one of the actors in Nick Dear’s Frankenstein saying he took inspiration from his autistic son for the creature) that I would like to know about. 


I’m not necessarily looking for good representation, but a broad sample of how autistic people are portrayed on stage. If anyone knows if the playwrights themselves are autistic or NT, that would also be awesome! 

Thank you!",9.01194390715667,9.803077351063834,8.273326885880078,66.1877272727273,60.06382978723404,11.517214700193426,42.62282398452611,11.20814326018867,5.262493617021278,874,48,132,22,11,274,112,188,0.018000000000000002,0.846,0.136,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,10,0,15,0,0,1,2,24,29,15,0,5,10,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,8,4,10,32,20,4,17,0,0,6,0,8,11,0,6,4,92,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532577771859186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301518342955525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832308742134345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872587482159467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193434180540668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859986043742146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653454277680867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105140800044784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293367279462583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731636557564107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345711374766007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579573692521642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434237840323912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880104867485086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606287103997732,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,akiva95,2020/02/04,"I'm dating a sweet autistic man I'm neurotypical. I read the rules, and I don't think it's against the rules if we post, but if not please take it down. 

Long story short, I met the most kind-hearted guy. No one has ever looked at me the way he does, like I'm made of gold. Nevertheless, he says things that give me anxiety. We are *very* early on, but even since day 2 he has brought up topics like, ""What if we got married, right? You just mean the world to me. Where would we live? I think we have a really good chance of working out!"" 

That's stressful for me and most people, I'd think, since future plans early in a relationship are daunting. I assumed that perhaps since he has autism that maybe he was just thinking out loud and saying thoughts that many of us have early on in relationships but keep to ourselves. We talked about it, and he agreed to slow down. 

1) Do autistic people often let those thoughts slip out when communicating to their boyfriend/girlfriend very early on? 

2) He means a lot to me, and I just want to be the best, most supportive boyfriend I can be. What types of communication misunderstandings commonly occur when an autistic person dates someone neurotypical? 

Thanks in advance.",3.4616543513957296,5.699389853448277,3.8246059113300497,87.31908045977012,75.0344827586207,6.488013136288997,24.84072249589491,7.447530270364453,1.083972249589491,954,32,190,12,21,297,138,232,0.05,0.81,0.14,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,7,1,1,4,10,8,0,1,11,0,15,0,0,1,1,43,37,13,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,12,14,0,1,9,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,5,21,7,26,26,5,35,0,0,1,0,26,17,0,9,16,113,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480488983903608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005521420385646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992356822712905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845058146315567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185354203329316,0.11210033643646693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888341757776733,0.0,0.1039452655165412,0.09911686573931497,0.0,0.0,0.1227086039377936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468557554103059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015325962513507,0.0,0.12905236213032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672518947753705,0.0,0.1210903166399519,0.0,0.109431051189447,0.10967273772435296,0.10406864717851276,0.0,0.0,0.10535949734356972,0.0,0.11726405231092735,0.0,0.1256439503052872,0.1245027389092495,0.2699887255852287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397709383029851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183270255924918,0.10820950221543607,0.0,0.13603617257063916,0.0,0.0,0.11868915403951505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396194076783112,0.0,0.07939170895881786,0.0,0.0,0.2661054539317123,0.0,0.10583417986706972,0.0,0.19710568193631325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754456924333873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500413453081614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419595680506581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063248422039368,0.0,0.0,0.09317873671406036,0.0996089567959747,0.0,0.1140966240801628,0.0,0.0,0.08233252490586976,0.31763326904734696,0.0,0.19677061964881573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907061108805522,0.0,0.0,0.20450782423461475,0.07309618354263203,0.09836859868827776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022135407883958,0.0,0.0,0.08803518250897881,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Throw-Away-718284857,2020/02/04,"Dating an Autistic Girl? I've seen this girl around (high) school, she's pretty and has the cutest laugh ever. I learned that she's autistic though, and has some issues with stuff? She has headphones on during passing period and most of the time. Idk. Tommorow I plan on asking her for her number, and eventually asking her out. I fear though that I am overstepping my bounds though? I don't want to be taking advantage of her or anything. Don't even know if she will give me her number at all. I've got a few autistic friends, but im not very well educated on the subject and her version of autism seems like different than my friends version? Idk if that sounds right. 
I'm 17, and she's either 17 or 18, for refrence.",2.4482595573440658,4.7601368239436646,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,78.64788732394365,5.74728370221328,23.523138832997986,6.868970318607317,0.7487026156941647,567,19,114,6,14,178,90,142,0.06,0.7929999999999999,0.147,0.9091,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,2,25,18,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,2,19,6,14,14,7,13,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,7,5,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369482137291198,0.15544605219340968,0.3264864394468746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243748375701746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533280837280033,0.15795097316002274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649254657699933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698171506631377,0.0,0.0,0.16750843124935694,0.0,0.0,0.13965707773739788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449233042399696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861620459303347,0.1822546652862433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596487560102376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530899175479098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776481520784564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491218691664741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672161407915873,0.0,0.15896465764820789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989456124862134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129016923288755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146806207682249,0.0,0.1018205122425098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440772208342284,0.10299356533497887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700155390996398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Optaunix,2020/02/04,Narcissists What has your experience been with them?  Ever been gas-lit by a narcissist?,4.614000000000001,8.085520066666668,5.428333333333337,69.5025,81.66666666666666,11.0,27.5,10.125756701596842,4.445000000000001,71,3,11,3,2,23,14,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789326655516698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7342005418459623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SpookEE69,2020/02/04,"Hi. I’m new to this subreddit, I just wanted to say hi, can I say hi? Can I ask for help? Or advice at certain situation that occur in my daily life? But being more specific, help is the right word.",-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,2.592380952380953,88.94428571428574,96.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,16.523809523809526,7.1686216300943375,0.3434952380952381,150,4,33,3,6,55,33,42,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101334314462934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967011127262117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254571506227918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417008679165576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065210276254834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710349905402724,0.0,0.5047758361820593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567407897971551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719494439217235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,doomflcn,2020/02/04,"Looking for travel advice My parents, years ago decided they wanted to take all of their grandchildren on trips to wherever they wanted to go all over the world when the kids reached 12. So far my 4 nephews and one of my daughters have all been able to go to England and Spain and Italy at their choice for these two week trips and aside from a little homesickness there hasn’t been much of a hitch. 
My 11 year old autistic son is coming up on 12 and we are trying to work out his trip and what he wants to do and where he wants to go and we are having issues with my dad, his grandpa. He wants to put restrictions on where my boy can go because he thinks international travel might pose some serious problems for a kid with autism who is traveling with his grandparents. Specifically he seems to have heard horror stories from somewhere about people traveling with autistic kids who have become separated at customs or immigration in foreign countries because of some behavior of the autistic child. 
We are not really sure what he means by this exactly and he doesn’t seem to be able to give examples, just that things escalate and that customs agents are not understanding and everyone gets separated and interrogated. He uses an example from when our daughter went on her trip and my mom got separated from them going through us customs because of a luggage hiccup and my daughter got a little panicky as something that he thinks my boy might not be able to handle. 
So I’m looking for some advice. I know from his pediatrician that we can get him some accommodation in the US, but we really know next to nothing about anywhere else. He wants to go to England he thinks, so I guess what I’m asking is: does anyone have experience traveling to or from England with a child who is on the spectrum and are there any accommodations we can request or anything we should know? Any resources anyone can point me to that I can use to potentially sway my dad? Or just general air travel with autism advice?

Sorry for the long post and I apologize if this doesn’t belong here. 

TLDR: my dad is inexplicably freaking out about taking my autistic son through customs in a foreign country (England) and I need help to fix it.",8.177910839160837,7.793461913461537,8.009545454545457,71.31727272727275,62.07692307692307,10.832867132867134,36.93793706293707,10.230975488527342,3.7382105769230765,1780,75,314,34,22,572,202,416,0.043,0.941,0.015,-0.8145,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,10,0,5,1,15,5,0,0,14,0,31,1,0,2,5,80,72,29,0,10,11,12,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,7,16,33,0,1,11,6,0,19,6,4,0,2,6,3,39,1,64,61,8,51,0,1,2,0,60,22,0,14,9,212,55,2,0.2733442588424458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671088461732713,0.08076773093833413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392231292459888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741910756881367,0.0,0.07497967819568936,0.0,0.08517999441835764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662812310067074,0.10062908610791596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848729181266692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973513431582628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611468449788664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870640510782753,0.0,0.08912771193296698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520739558463022,0.08740557349347305,0.3106956830421578,0.0,0.14574558284637593,0.0,0.1003731727397284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610722982841347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510012972117918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022285608986888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264183831568268,0.0,0.08063368914445669,0.15302688927793598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925067716492887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331670826453096,0.0,0.1067124974355456,0.0,0.0,0.06697982721424056,0.06756043479971534,0.0,0.0,0.09690157343398226,0.0,0.0,0.08742706283158506,0.0,0.09560960606719243,0.0,0.06174171466555418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011721504441443,0.0,0.0,0.06316749727648019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613289242619808,0.0,0.08726274687967132,0.0,0.0,0.08718451325457062,0.0,0.09159549277584897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674088772949455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589489810517888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014458828304566,0.0,0.10199550625001122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858745763541928,0.0,0.13701390969118424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053259321768524,0.17514796390881598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186093632187715,0.0,0.08900587413827364,0.09485367115267687,0.2191996582643776,0.15738778412277712,0.0,0.0,0.3224510519416332,0.0,0.07308675885729557,0.0,0.0,0.08446428882196358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633262531723699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734982716731827
autism,queso_verde,2020/02/04,"How is mild/moderate autism treated in teens? My teen was recently diagnosed with mild to moderate autism spectrum disorder. The examining psychologist, who is not his regular therapist, gave us almost no help on how to proceed from here.  He is already being treated for OCD, depression, and anxiety. But counseling / medication has had little impact. We stopped the counseling because it was fruitless. He is very high functioning, an excellent student, and also very embarrassed by this diagnosis. The psychologist's suggestions were to try and find some special friends that understand what he is going through. But no recommendations on treatment, therapy, next steps, etc. Is this typical? Are we just on our own to figure this out? Thanks for any feedback!",6.989213333333333,10.334722848000002,7.163700000000002,62.255683333333366,68.52,11.846666666666668,40.816666666666656,11.20814326018867,6.353466666666668,616,38,83,24,12,198,94,125,0.12,0.7759999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.3205,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,4,0,13,2,0,2,0,20,17,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,6,15,11,3,13,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,2,4,61,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964874144925704,0.0,0.21653522347464552,0.1569182038625528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343729872526824,0.0,0.15010885417491154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961476032027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900522710044635,0.19916061744779065,0.0,0.0,0.2248867545722908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883875931588306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934282895110346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516001873495219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151715859266664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315230859988429,0.20731871037913946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666541855049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767244363671732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868371314415834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374498631891776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404989875045567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065432632196174,0.22439630204583036,0.2278281999074545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332214682666493,0.0,0.0,0.2042734250851068,0.23603021594744936,0.0,0.0,0.32380645363106675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,felixthecrab,2020/02/04,"How do I know Hi, just went on this sub to ask this question, and please keep in mind I have no idea about what Autism is like.

So I am going through depression rn and recently had a breakdown in front of one of my friends. Because of that we talked about it a little bit and I mentioned about how I don't understand emotions, although I am very emphatic. He suggested that this could be related to Autism. 

So my question is: could it be?",1.8171843434343449,4.091279784090911,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,80.70454545454545,6.638383838383841,26.823232323232325,7.793537801064563,1.5773444444444444,343,15,73,6,9,109,60,88,0.067,0.843,0.09,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,16,18,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,9,2,12,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,2,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296201267678287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258233548914576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534220329556656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295972445760159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777774299010693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217928789789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159468982953412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117305447793584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330075707006911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834633889551854,0.0,0.0,0.1134354956587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083968434535924,0.20687332137689296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841150695452906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986623982935326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657211711424466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624445526034638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380130434382326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590155249396013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487622088241906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030680085917527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913406931016026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,luna_l0v3g00d,2020/02/04,"How to deal with the end of a Special Interest? So, I'm not officially diagnosed as autistic, but my therapist & I believe I could be, so I hope it's okay for me to post here--anyway, one of my main special interests is the TV show Supernatural, & it is ending this year. The news hit me very hard, & I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that it is going to be over. I know I can always rewatch it on Netflix, but my anxiety over it ending is keeping me from watching new episodes bc I don't want to get to the end...has anyone else dealt with this, or just have any advice on how to handle this type of thing? Thank you.",3.3469340016708458,3.90386758646617,5.0785964912280726,84.97239766081874,72.38345864661653,8.01637426900585,27.559732664995824,8.167268648758528,1.6167467000835425,491,17,108,7,9,168,86,133,0.055,0.795,0.15,0.9313,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,1,11,1,0,2,1,17,21,8,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,13,7,19,17,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,6,71,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126390080150586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028681337419607,0.4698972276741027,0.0,0.09830683017917273,0.0,0.11058921138793136,0.0,0.0,0.1010808164706441,0.14812042002447975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628713944443126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542065684635662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298073278212289,0.0,0.14672695854050294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076264857367328,0.0,0.5121545993721668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552745787785947,0.0,0.08215767612625667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589975579673161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358226517738507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849297261392822,0.0,0.0,0.07944726258535141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396184727268281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097958666447594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845003108822904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309287844196238,0.0,0.16784713398943785,0.09604028881185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084295018589274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927844145574545,0.08526616408891924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309291651062178
autism,negasonic_youngadult,2020/02/04,"Autism Capstone Survey We are a group of four undergraduate students from Aquinas College completing our capstone project on gender differences in individuals with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). If you decide to participate, you will be performing a task rating emotions and also answering questions about ASD. The total time to complete the survey is about 20-30 minutes for participants. Before you take the survey, however, you will be given the resources that you can contact in case you experience emotional distress or have any complications from taking the surveys. The test is completely anonymous and no identifying questions will be shared outside of the research group. You must be 18 years old or older and a fluent English speaker to participate in this survey. The risks of taking this survey are that it could trigger traumatic memories. If participation leads you to question if you are on the Autism Spectrum resources will be provided to assist. 

You can contact our group and our faculty research advisor with any questions or concerns.

Respectfully,
Juliette Rickel: jkr001@aquinas.edu 
Amanda Wells: amw007@aquinas.edu    
Lauren Falkenstein: lef002@aquinas.edu 
Kelly Nickson: kmr003@aquinas.edu 
Faculty Research Advisor: Dr. Joyce Oates: jmo002@aquinas.edu, ph: 616.632.2157



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autism,GoldenMaster541,2020/02/04,"I don't really know how to respond to this... Today, during class, I had to write a monologue from the point of view of a character from a tv show that we watch. I ended up choosing Shaun Murphy from ""The Good Doctor"" because he has autism. We then had to share our monologue with one other person. After sharing my monologue with that person, they told me what they were able to understand from my writing. They said that they understand that it is about someone who has autism or has ""brain damage"" (They were using the two terms interchangeably). At that moment, a part of me wanted to correct them, but I worried that it might turn into me lashing out at them. I ended up just nodding without saying much else.

Maybe they just simply misunderstand what Autism is or maybe I'm wrong. I always thought Autism simply rewired your brain differently compared to Neurotypicals, and I never saw it as ""brain damage"".

What would you have done in this situation?",6.8283522727272725,7.640031948863637,6.405681818181819,77.63477272727273,64.73863636363637,8.445454545454545,30.20454545454545,8.296473431620573,2.198097727272728,757,25,131,9,11,235,110,176,0.071,0.898,0.031,-0.8338,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,2,8,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,14,4,3,2,2,27,25,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,16,7,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,9,5,25,3,27,14,3,16,0,2,3,0,25,8,0,3,8,102,41,2,0.14033378926996132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167689545780762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554617540782836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699767599876594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661894126262054,0.0,0.14363757976961095,0.0,0.1436101892741267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723087369652152,0.0,0.24858816803551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770532434810844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771237805371232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196830692993946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887197365060198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316148212616563,0.0,0.108234069588682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509380747633817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519678183514359,0.0,0.0,0.24506810372788745,0.0,0.0,0.13266079074941264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990141885838182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348956971011938,0.11159906181333908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774105889471696,0.0,0.0,0.11890436424807925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140935324397457,0.0,0.0,0.13302002342863914,0.13409494951986806,0.0,0.0,0.1526428648636939,0.13708572081964238,0.2921848475338447,0.0,0.12120333654135408,0.0,0.0,0.0827725048345296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527676503329436,0.0,0.0,0.14251577496788198,0.0,0.0996890975242667,0.15343296859939326,0.0,0.0
autism,hawk873,2020/02/05,"Best Countries or US States - Support for Adults with Autism/Disabilities Beginning to look at areas of the US or other countries to best support my daughter once she ages out of school support (22y) and ABA Therapy (26y on my medical insurance). She has Level II Autism and will need ongoing support into her adult years. 

Does anyone have experience or know of good support programs for adults with disabilities? 

In Illinois, USA, the PUNS (Prioritization of Urgency of Need for Service) wait list is expected to be 15-20 years for services like group/assisted living arrangements.",13.30560606060606,10.918194484848485,11.822095959595961,54.38647727272728,53.64646464646465,15.152525252525257,50.00252525252525,13.427899808715575,6.8333010101010085,470,25,68,13,4,149,71,99,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,16,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,19,14,2,12,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,3,5,41,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371730656794748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813136753728543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729107461967032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110763781500476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241850186118238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736597083765934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548057729667996,0.0,0.11835146863763908,0.0,0.11255194114316466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502172110285418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987639719284435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273820661362235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356461150539213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7604816395681424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327566328378234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32244459979532825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726226142715028
autism,SwiftCrimson17,2020/02/05,"Need advice about how to word accessibility concern Help! I am taking an online college course and am experiencing something that is impacting my learning but.....don't want to be a complete douche about it. On the learning platform, my professor has his materials as anything but ASD/SPD friendly. I'm talking all caps, italics, bolding, varying fonts, colors, sizing, highlighting/backgrounding and spacing thrown out in a disorganized mess... it legit hurts my brain to even read this site. I was thinking of sending him an article about creating autism-neurodivergent friendly websites with something like this:  


Good afternoon! 

My name is <name>, and I am a part of your <Class Title> class. I will be sending along my accommodation letter from <school counselor> shortly. With that in mind, I wanted to suggest something for the class page that could benefit others as well. I know pages <learning platform> can be time consuming to finish (I have helped create one for the department I work in at the College), and I assure you that I mean well and no offense with this suggestion. I am neurodivergent and have sensory challenges that make it hard to learn and read websites that have *a lot* of different formatting (caps, colors, font size etc). My suggestion is to take a look at the link below and see how you can help people like me understand and read your content easier :)

 [https://www.autism.org.uk/professionals/others/website-design.aspx](https://www.autism.org.uk/professionals/others/website-design.aspx) 

Kind regards,

<name>

​

So what do yall think? anything to add/take away/change?

TLDR: My eyeballs hurt when I read my professor's poorly formatted webpage and really have a hard time with it. Need suggestions on what to say to him about it.",7.700677966101693,10.69242042372882,6.532000000000004,69.24850847457628,65.10169491525423,9.19457627118644,36.884745762711866,9.692545771848811,4.287993898305087,1455,74,201,33,25,438,176,295,0.07200000000000001,0.746,0.18100000000000002,0.9896,1,0,3,0,0,0,100.0,0,5,0,2,11,16,1,0,13,0,21,1,1,3,2,40,36,17,0,5,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,17,16,0,0,9,4,1,3,1,4,2,1,1,8,29,12,36,30,6,21,0,2,4,0,23,13,0,1,7,140,46,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107183328578164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315565934287755,0.13811505663508666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870727331352577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067917310624326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688740088749198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202421854764636,0.0,0.1191752796284636,0.0,0.0,0.0907520171978521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875542342675592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676619091645305,0.07507446502359452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563413677354675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533656096660743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036424976002336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285611655143437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336083309648984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836429806573814,0.06246714875367367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106166593969093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544972420959172,0.0,0.0,0.09663366668978214,0.0,0.0,0.07587207257014801,0.0,0.0,0.1238141846535412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476894891944743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856187561652852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702214512576072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308779793491835,0.0,0.07880079406305361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547818533080048,0.0,0.07281651996156592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903907348228175,0.0,0.115034748761289,0.0905760529040902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251392698384096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092342338801064,0.09135938356796457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566350554338775,0.0,0.0,0.13255760599058722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183289655107133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340847747919698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439643903517987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274925828399941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811505663508666,0.0
autism,AdventurousDiamond8,2020/02/05,"How to recognize if someone is patronizing you? Hello, first time posting here.  I feel like I can't always recognize if someone is being caring or patronizing. (After finding out about my autism.)

Can anyone here give me examples of the two?

Thank you!",3.253333333333334,6.386896444444448,4.90388888888889,73.2625,84.55555555555556,7.4444444444444455,27.5,8.344100000000001,2.943,200,9,30,5,6,67,37,45,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.8339,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439353575545808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498660173971311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988995313990617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823217738563968,0.20943592622035906,0.0,0.0,0.26794595293331297,0.24936456050846836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812289589120155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432247843173904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807694117881997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967926400036661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699053868000553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094588278498418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863779541796583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,needfood2live,2020/02/05,Has anyone ever hated wearing clothes you used to love wearing? I used to love wearing jeans now I can't stand wearing them. I now like wearing sweatpants and those pants that are made out of the same material as basketball shorts (I call them track pants). I also don't like to wear cargo shorts either I like wearing basketball shorts. I'm starting to not like wearing shoes and socks. Like what's going on with me?,3.234250000000003,5.788845925000004,3.5025000000000013,87.76250000000002,77.25,5.5,26.25,6.6274283507984215,1.1368750000000003,334,13,61,3,8,103,51,80,0.047,0.7120000000000001,0.24,0.9438,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,4,11,9,3,1,11,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,10,7,9,12,2,11,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,9,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905650841385602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530294633993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414004252731593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384583320004652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435690769332775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334053343702348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774884464553731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42673741950830657,0.22369628645188072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733178714411082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083636266147685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LiamShanley,2020/02/05,"Did anyone else ever want to move like a cartoon character as a kid (or even still do)? When I was little, I would watch Avatar: The Last Airbender and I would imagine myself conveying the rubber-y facial expressions and manic movements of the characters.
I don’t know if this is specific to autistic kids or if neurotypical kids thought about this as well. I just wondered if anyone else felt this way.",6.291599999999999,7.470870959999999,6.465333333333337,75.42600000000003,66.06666666666666,9.733333333333334,32.33333333333333,9.888512548439397,3.289133333333334,322,13,55,7,5,103,55,75,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,1,17,12,10,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,6,2,6,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,5,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072875649671708,0.45028883600733066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671207011863364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513285865895312,0.19876283761840632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109800060316908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076057908698296,0.1791133076298115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735139477975114,0.22023214111291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354347162362776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548061074618038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444500152547182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960536356858862,0.17441537134823387,0.0,0.0,0.19756810446510034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829317435098946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121868005392832,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,food_c0ma,2020/02/05,"My doctor is ignorant? Hey everyone. I recently went to my doctor, in the hopes of getting a referral to be assessed for autism. I wrote down a huge huge list of all sorts of traits of mine that relate to autism. I’ve done so much research and would be shocked if I don’t have autism.

My doctor literally said “adults don’t get diagnosed with autism.”
When I mentioned certain traits of mine he made weird, judgmental faces and made me feel like I’m odd. He didn’t allow me to say much of what I wanted to share and asked all the wrong questions and made assumptions about me that just did not apply. He asked questions about my diet, if I exercise, and said I can’t focus on anything because of my “obsession with autism.” It was ridiculous. Like, where did that come from? We’ve only been speaking for about 5-10 minute. He didn’t even acknowledge the struggle with my hand eye coordination or a multitude of other things, just said I have social anxiety.

Have you had this experience before? I don’t want to be discouraged to try to get assessed through someone else, but is there no point in my getting assessed? Will this just constantly make me angry and sad? I know it’s naive to think doctors are all-knowing, but it felt so bad not being heard by someone who is supposed to be a professional.

Hope you all have a great day.",4.553125381020116,5.956742849420853,4.988864052021949,83.57423694371064,70.31274131274131,8.23255435887015,29.075594391383863,8.6894789155246,2.151227027027027,1054,40,206,18,19,335,147,259,0.141,0.763,0.09699999999999999,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,0,0,12,17,1,2,8,0,27,10,3,5,4,45,53,14,0,7,10,0,3,2,0,2,6,6,0,1,12,10,1,2,7,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,18,10,25,7,33,28,5,14,0,2,1,0,23,8,0,8,6,133,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485550504473036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912798697231374,0.0,0.2073953631338007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261575921047957,0.06761740307439974,0.0,0.09438698462528176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095550020271946,0.0,0.11986795238682785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153591717056686,0.0,0.0,0.11258413017302996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541360303536958,0.0,0.11351235759454945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926616204840451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326334813244245,0.0,0.0,0.10599132233206146,0.0,0.10850361230851834,0.0,0.0,0.05608581240115619,0.07924314595675233,0.10650311565354836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318099750431812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229258641515366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203423909834125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192034840456438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838238398836904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148730112759949,0.0740417139767791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308178560695996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436165520264569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485773463872207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851745321783497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952271106419448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31653845417236504,0.08821012405736213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307164807592758,0.18796876158023726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596041225589455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369206371482719,0.07107473968321472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530918169153833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085007707689802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282638530141804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879625076499495,0.12127647826716866,0.0,0.0
autism,unstablemayble,2020/02/05,"Help me with an autistic student! Hello all :) 

I am a teacher in an autistic school and i like to think I’m pretty good with explaining things to my students in a way they understand. 

One of my students have a project where they have to analyse a phrase and create ideas for a piece of media around it. 

The phrase is “Don’t judge a book by its cover” he understands what it means but we’re struggling to apply it to situations and come up with ideas around it. 
Please help me! He’s very interested in Marvel and Gaming so if you can use those things to help explain that would be amazing! 

Thank you all so much",1.8706683480453958,4.276684049180329,2.868360655737707,91.21289407313999,81.45901639344262,5.7210592686002535,22.499369482976046,7.010146845296331,0.6932060529634301,482,16,99,6,13,153,82,122,0.027000000000000003,0.696,0.27699999999999997,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,5,6,0,1,9,0,8,0,0,1,2,24,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,5,19,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,1,70,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161142369115427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529435801055576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892049327355747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35702401226217106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008646153732319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674194825065537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340397079486574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051965907357665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203124565100828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489655273469428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063215257198986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969005128191298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995736083324597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856137816659376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346416024269625,0.0,0.0,0.2359126249860498,0.1137668533327671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696715663695344,0.0,0.15334616988742453,0.0,0.14649732198949614,0.0,0.14093090403387132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261264064266448,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lupusvorax,2020/02/05,"Hidden camera My youngest is 9 and non verbal. He goes to our local elementary school. We're starting to think that things aren't going well there, as he's resists going to school in the mornings.

I've considered using a hidden camera to record a typical day at school.

Laws in my state favor single party consent. 

Looking for any recommendations for cameras and/or advice

Thanks in advance",4.10299295774648,7.200525267605637,4.823362676056341,76.28884683098593,78.01408450704224,5.803521126760564,25.77640845070423,7.1686216300943375,1.7265056338028169,318,12,47,4,8,102,57,71,0.026000000000000002,0.831,0.14400000000000002,0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,11,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838413249611826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589368053508752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732691901974566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277283668936402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048557139068125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7406682138705409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266835276869166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245954570756148,0.0,0.0,0.16206887112129945,0.15631266441763605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106936044300258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933944170765016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,strychnine92,2020/02/05,"Sleeping issues - any advice? I've always had problems to fall and stay asleep.

When I was a child there wasn't much I would do to help it, but ever since I moved out I have been smoking weed, and it's amazing how well it works. I've been smoking weed for a couple of years to help me sleep and it works. What I am worried about is the long term effects of it. 

I want to stop smoking, and I've tried for a week when I was visiting my mom abroad. Needless to say, I slept for a couple of hours each day I was there, it was just impossible for me to fall asleep. My brain just wouldn't shut up, thinking about every stupid thing, jumping from topic to topic, imagining things, feeling very anxious... it's just crazy!

So I thought that maybe it was because of the change of environment, being in a place I wasn't used to or sleeping in a different bed, but no.

I tried not to smoke a joint before bed 2 days ago and the same thing happened. I slept for maximum of 2 hours that night and had a Maths test that following day.

So I was wondering if you guys have any advice for me? Anything natural I could take to help me sleep?

Thank you! :)",3.6603057939914163,4.399849437768243,4.370920064377682,89.66264619098715,71.78969957081544,7.370064377682404,26.150482832618017,7.413659706084162,1.073540987124464,881,27,195,9,16,282,124,233,0.077,0.789,0.135,0.9284,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,3,14,5,1,0,11,0,21,9,9,3,1,32,33,15,0,6,8,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,15,8,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,2,1,0,15,2,23,3,29,14,4,28,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,15,126,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197043255696308,0.0996504988948497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353958462619516,0.0,0.0,0.15289423342310204,0.0,0.0,0.12699871633213747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925092515584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852809244479004,0.0,0.09565821391971144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254940609629716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892181610594987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975547689591427,0.2487735740860472,0.0,0.21749814642808066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174513800658194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168721579767068,0.09471580150494273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684119120692365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113100699383288,0.09940959402545904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605135449387506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141533686522935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733368341022125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994851193369809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293754578552202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316609180947088,0.0,0.11948101406522588,0.08263910747828132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549532761051736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174513800658194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107567467115745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939816173238876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299214130897007,0.0,0.4499909893696666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982109700218002,0.0,0.09398527904941296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452326379383365,0.0,0.0,0.10349806613828297,0.0,0.0,0.2240537047455308,0.07203199339290749,0.0,0.0892461927364985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264693201011525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709181516913078,0.0,0.09275543640782673,0.06630620055362997,0.0,0.0901737847296679,0.0,0.10107598942640053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191096551892402,0.16368119121520391,0.1141644749783424,0.0,0.0798574998626471,0.0,0.0,0.07239257984959338
autism,8doodoo,2020/02/05,"For adult diagnosed ASD people, was your childhood/toddler years nerurotypicalish? I am the father of a nineteen month old boy who was just diagnosed. He doesn't respond to his name, is nonverbal, doesn't make eye contact, and has some obsessive/repetitive play behaviors. My question to people who weren't diagnosed until later in life is what did your parents tell you that you were like when you were very young. It seems pretty obvious to me that my child is developmentally delayed, did your parents think or consider this at all when you were growing up? I am kind of amazed by the sheer number of people on this subreddit who have just realized that they are on the spectrum. I guess with my child he just seems very ""apparent"" to be on the spectrum. I'm just curious for people diagnosed as adults what their parents described their toddler years like?",9.273461538461538,8.83969826923077,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,59.89743589743589,11.902564102564106,39.37179487179488,11.20814326018867,4.5158487179487175,694,31,116,16,8,216,97,156,0.012,0.866,0.122,0.9376,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,3,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,19,6,1,1,2,19,25,6,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,1,18,5,19,16,2,17,0,0,1,0,30,6,0,6,12,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610363534097912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223093911897229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390274482564386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097607090315742,0.13502448656227387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224233723238827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030126896220488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450062773062351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460328125167513,0.0,0.0,0.3832118551090736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058805543076425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480348506683111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160444214594163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078341661138135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854603377522324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804105837258945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797857642153767
autism,BloodyDireWolf,2020/02/05,"Autism and change Theres a stereo type that autistic people don't do well with change. And this I've found in my own life and others is somewhat true for small changes.

But in contrast I feel that autistic people are far better at adapting to completely new situations. Possibly due to the fact that we've never had the pleasure of relying on a seemingly innate guidebook or cheat-sheet others have.

A discussion or more information on the topic would be very welcome and appreciated.",8.373932584269667,8.632957179775282,7.925033707865168,69.94777528089888,61.471910112359545,10.715505617977527,36.90112359550562,10.355215969177356,3.929699325842697,395,17,65,8,5,125,69,89,0.053,0.813,0.135,0.8152,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,3,17,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,10,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,3,45,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555855225523255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658486624282145,0.0,0.21998020140403374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608547244249188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300441709779959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819393547613002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181723545424803,0.20263433913118686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909095678706199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652753893673906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100176198403626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358335241848652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731139704147374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864302213261705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904192577817116,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,katamaritumbleweed,2020/02/05,"Normal or excessive eye contact? Hey y’all. I have a question. I know eye contact is a big issue for many, but are there those of you who have less of an issue with it, or, excessively gaze at folks, whether in conversation or passively?  It doesn’t even have to be constant, but it could be that you are aware of this about yourself or another on the spectrum that isn’t attempting to mimic “normal”.  

Thanks!",4.2318143459915625,5.769178784810129,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459916,71.27848101265823,8.30464135021097,29.62236286919831,8.841846274778883,2.3640616033755286,320,13,62,6,6,104,56,79,0.027000000000000003,0.914,0.059000000000000004,0.5349,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,11,2,2,0,0,13,13,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,11,10,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,5,1,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710061003715634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792913361568672,0.0,0.20635033587255752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070299428493535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395067982077787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420367009387716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202651709533165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506449898389541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28952180372415426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379449304755133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,codingstudent7,2020/02/05,Book suggestions from The Speed of Dark? I’m 100 pages into “The Speed of Dark” by Elizabeth moon and I really like it. Does anyone know of any similar books? I know I could search online but i’d like to hear your personal favorites,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,88.13043478260867,7.41449275362319,18.536231884057973,8.344100000000001,1.2896927536231884,184,5,37,5,6,60,35,46,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577552815992386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502852615821243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30262682515120537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331694131813598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271974797350299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166129963229018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703525320661181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309567953171791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428180985386363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MyDivineZero,2020/02/05,Dogs? Do anyone else have a special interest for dogs? I'm in insanely in love with dogs and always have been! Wondering if I'm not the only one out there!,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,88.375,6.95,20.5,8.07648339933343,1.3432250000000003,122,4,25,3,4,42,26,32,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,16,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34091370307739816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864805749396173,0.4197989744298726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422623026067888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697816161049646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776318599719172,0.3116048932723891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443158355565165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Harry_pugger,2020/02/05,"Please help give my girlfriends autistic sister confidence Hello people of reddit,

My girlfriend’s sister Mykah(15) has a high level of Autism. She also has galactosemia (where she can’t metabolize galactose). She loves to read, play with her baby dolls, play Roblox, and most importantly make tik toks. 

She is 15 but has the mind of a 7 year old. She hasn’t been herself lately because she thinks people think she is ugly. If you have a moment please share this and go like her tik toks or even follow or share! She is so sweet so show some love reddit

-if you have any other subreddits I can post on please let me know

[Mykah](https://vm.tiktok.com/VqNdBG/)",4.748545454545455,7.358373066666669,4.0045454545454575,85.78227272727275,72.5,6.03030303030303,22.57575757575757,6.980632752743323,0.7614166666666669,528,14,92,5,11,156,87,120,0.032,0.685,0.28300000000000003,0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,1,0,15,22,10,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,17,8,6,20,2,11,0,0,0,2,24,4,0,6,5,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565598379879965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238603332364645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102985608073863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203006715621391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472371527172906,0.10351342957945947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208350600415765,0.1924391815408632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009848146473248,0.0,0.20546000785768576,0.0,0.0,0.18624881733018,0.0,0.08898360443298341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877396913614,0.0,0.1215787722247713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839078257187866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911235739328884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252543616326426,0.0,0.0,0.5997996852842798,0.0,0.0,0.17443820491345674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821876531189156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341381831302602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729113470492955
autism,krv701,2020/02/05,30 hours a week aba for nonverbal 3 year old? Yes? No? Help? My 3 year old daughter got diagnosed with autism. My therapist suggested me coming to reddit to get better in-site because I’m still confused with it all. My baby has no cognitive impairment but has a severe language impairment. She started preschool this Monday and seems to be doing okay she has meltdowns before and after school. My question for real is if aba is okay for her? We are going to do in home aba for her starting end of March early April.  Her dr suggested 30 hours a week. Some lady’s in my support group on Facebook said it wasn’t a good idea but wouldn’t tell me why. Can someone help me figure this out?,2.231428571428573,4.650289481481484,3.5544179894179915,86.75416666666668,80.1111111111111,6.227513227513228,24.45767195767195,7.447530270364453,1.3347671957671952,540,20,102,8,14,176,93,135,0.057999999999999996,0.7859999999999999,0.156,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,4,3,12,2,0,0,1,19,22,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,14,5,16,17,2,23,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,17,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004627625530528,0.0,0.13965437756217788,0.0,0.0,0.14515116210267834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137519765154022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665787574962142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536196629782347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574613837353219,0.0,0.09327340894966052,0.13765641000677095,0.13126208145214635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001289741430272,0.0,0.1646261488902555,0.0,0.3232510809640133,0.0,0.0,0.18527196169589327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444335163811519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385241556481605,0.0,0.0,0.18680495268492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561160894072922,0.0,0.0,0.16609861295559364,0.0,0.14940905379293953,0.0,0.18540934389018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390586875078015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233053633825604,0.0,0.1310667683239693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862418919410292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344846884155849,0.0,0.0,0.1905564410751624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632949803854247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809313921984213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137632127442346
autism,BAHRANIco1971,2020/02/05,"How do I know if I actually have autism? I know the obvious answer is go see a doctor, but I'm a minor and my parents won't take this seriously, they even got slightly offended by me mentioning it. 

So is there a way to actually know if I'm on the spectrum? I have many of the symptoms but sometimes I think maybe I'm just a clumsy neurotypical or I'm just being hypochondriac. Tests online tell me I have Asperger's but I'm not sure I interpreted all the questions correctly and I've heard they're inaccurate most of the time..",2.9302777777777784,4.654119620370373,5.478888888888887,77.155,75.01851851851852,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.8997333333333337,421,18,84,12,9,150,71,108,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.7332,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,9,0,8,2,0,1,4,24,22,10,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,11,1,5,18,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,5,1,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.438717474489414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007802433354554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846905127738838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277510797285347,0.0,0.17978192093286402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706095664569827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278977505088525,0.2258277781036542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959828210957344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518117957046105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912536091858172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231912914275828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211858170858268,0.2336387517958701,0.16901111785162803,0.0,0.19647289604054788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403381007755808,0.0,0.0,0.1310745404235585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784246858467582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,IdealestOfIdeals,2020/02/05,"Does autism get worse during teenage years/as you age? I don’t remember being this frustrated, nonverbal and shy as a kid. Is this relatable to anyone else?",3.705057471264369,6.482628241379312,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,76.93103448275863,9.383908045977012,26.90804597701149,9.725611199111238,3.1657494252873573,125,5,22,4,3,40,27,29,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29555073835641354,0.4330900860561494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36989393929420494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530985522083783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208351368873945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788189921174868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307514824375396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,makeitwork1989,2020/02/05,"3 year old obsessed with Pokémon My 3 year old son was diagnosed right before his 2nd birthday. For the past 3-4 months he has become obsessed with Pokémon (which I love too) I am absolutely blown away by how fast he has retained things and how much he knows. He can name all of the first and second generation Pokémon, plus a majority of the other 6 generations (there’s over 800 total). He knows their evolutions, types, move sets, etc. It absolutely blows my mind that he can remember all that in such a short time. Is this normal for an autistic child to become some obsessed and be able to memorize all that information? He amazes me every day. Less than a year ago he was nonverbal and now he’s talking in full sentences, telling me all about Pokémon. He’s incredible.",4.3360204081632645,6.303286496598643,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,71.78911564625852,8.16530612244898,29.256802721088434,8.841846274778883,2.4004108843537413,613,25,115,12,12,198,99,147,0.036000000000000004,0.8959999999999999,0.068,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,3,7,0,9,2,0,2,5,24,12,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,8,2,16,9,11,22,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,1,13,70,16,1,0.17689818462016546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568095672400782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620166758279434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39074029345691386,0.1505273259448181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408469465832648,0.0,0.0,0.17954793371193492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972882367747757,0.0,0.0,0.14904435009863096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046950546943322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443723196009305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965751818594526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861673846250511,0.0,0.14119844325669068,0.18801477480552886,0.1300405198618163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332266188684184,0.0,0.0,0.37124977456250496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688693336667609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039115893448026,0.15107008311036174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421840600135504,0.15461681046113007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752329347511435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315075402953562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417498931817465
autism,x_x_x_hea_x_x_x,2020/02/05,"how do you act nice to people you hate?i suck at acting it is really important that i look like i like them so i really need advice

i cant stop glaring

i know hate is a strong word but it is what it is",-0.7545652173913027,1.0513744130434794,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,87.47826086956522,6.288695652173913,13.54782608695652,7.554174236665415,-0.28328173913043475,157,2,39,3,5,56,34,46,0.094,0.6759999999999999,0.23,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,1,2,6,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,2,11,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061673530887499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186665068374674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218948335627884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061393269965496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310531256930997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323187695858173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721285969505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014346485198537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619449939482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kuroikururo,2020/02/06,"Have you ever gone to AANE? Where I live specialized support to an autistic person is scarce, and most of it if to help kids in school, help to an adult person is almost not exists. Searching for support I found AANE and I was wondering if some of you have gone there, and if this helped you in anyway. Does it work only in USA?",5.08909090909091,5.212722303030303,5.326818181818184,86.26022727272729,68.39393939393939,7.8121212121212125,25.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,1.023345454545455,256,6,53,2,4,81,43,66,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,10,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,7,1,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323295652804254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508821271290874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016536378584183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443207462657265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44827737310865584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968519477149776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954889065238962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893090862391526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256178335233797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059583752486156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417589025216124,0.16229625031341124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Unos-barbapapos,2020/02/06,How angry do you usualy get when you see sometthinting that makes you mad in a moovie? I'm asking kuz whenever i watch a moovie and thé vilain does something that Angers me i literally turn into purple haze from joj's BIZZARE adventure ans i wanted to know if that happened to other peoples as well. :),7.888735632183909,7.201990862068968,8.02241379310345,71.98063218390806,62.793103448275865,10.491954022988507,33.12643678160919,9.725611199111238,3.1130505747126436,242,8,42,4,3,79,48,58,0.155,0.728,0.11699999999999999,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,2,6,10,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415909670922277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197558514549727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190901552378343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231137767185455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200809165115558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390112006676845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533158945455184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911690692792073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28129560129118525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974401415575195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551689342231736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32853010817813005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Amaryllis5,2020/02/06,"Is my reading ability because of my autism? I know a lot of autistic people have trouble with language but I'm the opposite and I'm wondering if this might be related to my autism too. I learned sign language before I could talk and could talk with basic sentences when I was 9 months old, even though I wasn't walking until I was about 2. When I was 8, I was reading books for high schoolers and could never find stuff at my level in the school library, since it only went up through middle school. I would often be reading the same books as my mom, who is also naturally good at reading. I also have a natural talent for writing fiction, poetry, and essays, and I'm fairly good at learning new languages. I know some people with autism have specific things that they're very good at, so would this be one of them?",6.475513888888887,6.274809912500004,6.7570833333333375,78.28180555555556,65.5,9.111111111111112,34.02777777777778,8.515128840125781,2.720069444444445,646,26,120,8,9,209,98,160,0.012,0.8490000000000001,0.139,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,19,0,0,0,1,29,26,15,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,0,17,4,19,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,7,88,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071901068360711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896787740330177,0.0,0.11023108684247182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31028732493181943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556156892201812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183994558184266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32596219217954825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686871470372816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238628944660853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013236165008436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374240719469091,0.0,0.15171855611310786,0.10339955063279263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991112632906007,0.12511290900941005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593301376737954,0.0,0.0877813192092451,0.09852287344209393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961685295304414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183100388936065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220775816311803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715885635184576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482951167210463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824263459930875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606225007821974,0.0,0.12727480303304295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688609108219656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008715240620225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048326512185666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840464847016807,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anmac27,2020/02/06,"PS4 games for 7yo son with autism Hello all!!

I have a son (7) who is on the autism spectrum and has pretty severe ADHD. He often gets bored of the same things he plays with so I’m looking for other things for entertainment for him. I’m also looking for more ways for my husband (32) and my son to connect (he’s been in his life for a few years now, but with his special needs and living together for only a year, we have a ways to go). 

I’m looking for a game that they can play together on the PS4, whether it’s 2 player or something my husband can just guide him on. Nothing frightening or violent and nothing that will make my son too frustrated. I was thinking about Minecraft because he LOVES to build things. We tried the Sims but it’s a little too much for him. He’s extremely smart and loves numbers, math, anything academic wise so of course educational games are something to keep in mind.",4.057799742157286,5.274168162011176,4.744245810055869,85.57319724967772,71.29050279329608,7.518865492049849,28.853029651912337,7.882392219407189,1.7441427589170608,707,27,143,9,13,227,105,179,0.04,0.7559999999999999,0.204,0.9874,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,0,9,11,2,0,10,0,10,3,0,1,1,24,24,13,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,14,8,25,21,5,12,0,0,3,2,26,6,0,3,3,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776835427509554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159804895067312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541831978396676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031384948580224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597546596178443,0.0,0.09352286818279018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462679071121727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623313215506248,0.0,0.16493169524156875,0.14530891673144006,0.0,0.4145652140644271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704246784567323,0.0,0.10984464078522838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615802811633054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097005320695448,0.12201866938630936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157982599338813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515479739823576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741601428182115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590522018828926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533716472465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279777506237633,0.10544298382739788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172499347234023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612390973205204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194164611459676
autism,KappaRhoss,2020/02/06,"Trying to understand some things!!! Hi!!

I wish it was possible to tell if you have autism or are just extremely socially awkward.

Anyone with autism can tell me if these traits sound similar at all?

I can speak quite well in a professional setting to one or maybe two people, but after that if I'm say in a lunch room with 10+ people, my brain sort of shuts down and I don't understand what to do, everything feels kind of hot and all of the voices blend together, it's like I'm trapped in my own body/brain.

Looking back now I never understood the reactions on peoples faces to some things I did, I used to hide under tables as a kid as I was 'afraid' of people who weren't other kids, I remember doing this in 4 or 5 different parties that you're forced to as a kid. I also remember not quite understanding that I was alive as a kid, around 7-11 school years, I just didn't know what was going on at all.

I've gotten a lot better in the later years but as a kid I just didn't understand things, I've already said but some examples, on the last day of middle school I couldn't understand, why are people crying? All these kids crying around me and I had no idea why, I asked my mom at the time and she said it was because they are leaving their friends and still couldn't understand this. Another example is at theme parks, why is everyone screaming?? I just constantly smile and wonder why is everyone screaming, there is no real danger to this, it's just wind passing by your face, lol.

It also feels weird when I hug my family (rarely pretty much forced to at christmas, lol), I can't explain it, but it feels like emptiness, or something along these lines, I still can't understand what it is or why it's so hard.

I find it quite easy to learn new things, as if I have already been taught them but with no prior learning, unless it's to do with anything with a social aspect it just seems impossible to learn.

This is probably unrelated but I also have this weird issue with my eyes where I try to read something say black text on a white background, it will become extremely jarring and hard to read so I have to sort of move my head back and forward to read it, it's like the page/text is being constantly washed with TV static.",6.386527468448406,5.6656615679287325,6.738766703786192,80.07054055308095,65.83741648106904,10.24502598366741,30.73505939123979,9.621722640351123,2.519759391239792,1760,54,361,31,24,572,215,449,0.126,0.7709999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.8729,1,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,3,4,22,15,1,2,15,2,37,8,5,1,5,79,63,36,0,7,23,1,6,3,1,1,1,9,1,6,35,18,1,0,22,4,0,4,13,7,1,2,16,19,38,8,57,43,10,45,0,0,4,1,27,23,0,17,22,242,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485725709901304,0.16150079840758147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058803099188325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047069802986426094,0.0,0.055396380464377566,0.11985329139516103,0.06293256375997859,0.0,0.0,0.1035256564797325,0.0,0.0410359852406007,0.07434663996913775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953665812110314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029668125107915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549211597359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478897284015642,0.04341407252736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033222328130888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864907970702444,0.060500424972590575,0.0,0.06346073457500112,0.0,0.10211290874489312,0.04809147379295332,0.0,0.0,0.06152676862069185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052009158684848435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038257957979678583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060610957794884,0.0,0.06908694386600107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599300813803804,0.0,0.07026174418215862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010058151347796,0.036995813135219366,0.054872562794938136,0.0,0.07127927301767108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866345883161484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565295556323692,0.0,0.0,0.05723073882439695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762924950374412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884117737628883,0.0,0.07154760850322453,0.04948594180565124,0.0,0.051919231467650886,0.06501544243487675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561592685433416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333466077953643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589011150794556,0.0,0.06848586836537816,0.07257940673037512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480062053020688,0.20200647217729234,0.07662179511496922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525146968027538,0.0,0.12806828560794584,0.10706679595211896,0.0,0.13625734979553622,0.0,0.06128311773057181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372429661774718,0.0,0.10364825226118704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751932349287066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767652871251792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788904217823157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039253243654660895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140802006179732,0.0,0.06575919483756568,0.4905575920627401,0.0,0.05814051073249293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052631354976853,0.0,0.30371684498039514,0.0,0.07741154256401919,0.0,0.07300271178177657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670023437848587
autism,Purplepeon,2020/02/06,"Adults on the Spectrum Would this community help me find an active sub reddit community for adults living on the spectrum? From I've read so far this sub reddit is too broad and I need support from those going through what I'm going through; masking, stress, depression, trouble with relationships, isolation.",7.589716981132077,9.923221132075478,6.720896226415096,70.47681603773587,64.09433962264151,9.073584905660377,35.89150943396226,9.516144504307137,3.819645283018868,252,12,37,5,4,77,40,53,0.18899999999999997,0.6829999999999999,0.129,-0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736597545896881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903987965355053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611457323135999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296723216690813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805607663898006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355922276962349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31781525195056953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34112232901033634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639578051727473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605554102177914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257057572372743,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,12crowsinatrenchcoat,2020/02/06,"A nice story about allistics standing up when we can't So when I came into second block, the teacher had moved some desks around (we have assigned seating). I found the desk with my name on it, but just as I was dropping my stuff down, a girl who already has a history of being aggressive about ""asking"" to borrow computers and see answers plonked her stuff down at my desk and walked off to go to the bathroom. All I managed to get out was a sheepish ""Uh, that's my desk"" and she practically barked back, saying ""Well I don't care, I don't have time to argue about desks."" 

I just kinda stood there in shock and with no idea what to say while she walked off. Immediately a couple people around me were like ""wtf, that was rude"" and I was practically on the verge of tears because so much of the bullying that happened for my entire childhood was like this, and here I was, foolish enough to think it would stop when we all got older and more chill. 

But then the girl whose desk was next to the first girl's desk spoke up. ""What the hell, that was so rude, I can't believe she talked to you like that. Honestly, just move her stuff and sit down because she doesn't have any right to treat you like that. And when she comes back, if she to tell you anything or do anything, I'll vouch for you."" 

That was the nicest thing anyone in this godforsaken school district had ever said to me, and I let her know it. (And if you're wondering about what happened after, the first girl had to be relocated to an entirely different room because she had to make up the test she missed on the day that the teacher moved the desks.)",7.801869158878503,5.951353672897199,7.2027289719626175,81.53829906542056,63.67289719626168,10.304548286604362,32.92647975077882,8.648137234880735,2.3017092834890964,1263,37,269,14,15,393,165,321,0.134,0.7809999999999999,0.084,-0.9555,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,4,0,2,22,16,5,0,20,0,28,0,0,1,3,46,47,26,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,1,4,22,22,0,2,6,0,1,8,6,7,2,3,20,5,36,9,46,23,6,50,1,1,1,0,33,21,1,6,22,196,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127696490347221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869146855280865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091195572163905,0.0,0.1904503184160497,0.2060251709414322,0.1081796924849045,0.0,0.0,0.17795832575626713,0.0,0.21161986731103294,0.0,0.0,0.13037333408784896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323493204800145,0.11798110434792455,0.0,0.0,0.0996798737807546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280385626303421,0.0,0.07462783549451772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089954439755728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956650361825935,0.0,0.0,0.10467257220907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685749319389065,0.0,0.12687762171454794,0.0,0.0,0.06045731070401576,0.0,0.06576458802992574,0.0,0.0925493858095167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046561669975943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306303090198243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359498881153451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832838301795295,0.0,0.2261337533005188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724193760200612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689662945607509,0.08506524519291332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306624914655298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022353695925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882161094674376,0.1100732826250047,0.18404546659848628,0.0,0.11711169320788994,0.0922113972856784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674452024985697,0.0,0.0,0.39740453910275453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300887093060592,0.10114168189113952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687717479107654,0.07414672503950212,0.0,0.0,0.06747546220732083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040434013149617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549005537478186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220197450818835,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,snickers15301,2020/02/06,"Helping a friend get her driver's license (U.S.) So one of my very good friends is 25 and is trying to become more independent.  She is hoping to one day get out of a very tricky and toxic living situation.  Myself and my boyfriend told her she can come to us with whatever she needs, but we have decided to give her a tiny push in the right direction (she's consenting of it, we're not forcing her, we just came up with the initial idea).  We thought getting her driver's license is a good step in the right direction, so I've printed out the books and it's time to get studying so she can get her learner's permit!

I was wondering if anybody here had some tips/insights on the best way to tutor her in this subject.  Aside from a lot of patience, I have no clue if I can do anything that will help her absorb this information in a more efficient, stress free way.  I don't want her to get discouraged or think she can't do this, because I know she can!

Some background, she is high functioning (no clue if that term is considered offense or not but if it is please let me know, and if it is I'm sorry), she did graduate high school with the help of a special teacher that specializes in helping people with learning disabilities.

Anyway, thanks so much!",6.1137005163511215,5.818919558232932,6.511087205966724,80.05960843373494,66.26907630522088,9.684566838783708,33.849971313826735,9.23628265651192,2.825438095238095,986,40,198,16,14,320,135,249,0.057999999999999996,0.757,0.185,0.9885,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,0,1,8,13,1,1,13,0,23,0,0,2,0,46,43,18,0,8,12,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,1,9,1,1,4,6,3,0,2,6,0,31,11,26,35,8,22,0,1,0,0,31,13,0,12,3,137,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031430181365105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764052693414256,0.13842667644425768,0.0,0.0,0.13153516602457238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335400934120548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796813693693484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083305141117464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936726389893116,0.0,0.39290558585299457,0.12023624092571375,0.0,0.21025620296554148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360473835653794,0.2648543016534428,0.0,0.12448954681014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149206411906168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776567325132938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816724757606035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067631216911697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655842643593907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213831933378354,0.09293701066135268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986540750169893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689402880900257,0.0,0.0,0.13758418417872104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407702113456187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684939145285146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088587869177402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403063417200994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435749844143212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153949765343774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031193719304101,0.0,0.09950487676601548,0.07308596677707226,0.0,0.0,0.1197664382603458,0.0,0.08509670660810753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076694693775974,0.0,0.0,0.2068350029538952,0.07392797510580411,0.19897595093397613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592440448639395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dxzys,2020/02/06,"How can I have people help me participate? I am 14 years old, diagnosed since 2008. In 2018 a family member on my mothers side passed and my mother changed. Ot lead to my parents separating later that year and it was not a good separation. In grade 8 (last year,) I don't know how many times I broke down crying from being traumatized. I was that kid that was a bit annoying but it was because I wanted kids to understand me and I wanted friends to talk to. I didn't make much close friends, and almost all of my good friends now go to a different high school. I was prescribed with Concerta, helps me focus and I'm quiet and a good student now. I have some friends now but nobody that I would consider to be very close. One of them for example is a great friend of mine but I think he has too much of a sense of humor to talk serious. Back to the topic, I'm now very demotivated. I wanted to participate in school but I can't unless I bring someone. I don't know why but this thought prevents me and I can't stop it. I tried once but he ran away so I left. The only thing I really did in middle school was DnD, halfway through the year only because I had a bunch of friends who also did it. I'm feeling stress about it but I worry about socializing. I don't like being the center of attention, I find it embarrassing. I don't socialize often, especially in groups of people.",1.3701666666666696,3.6665566357142882,3.4742857142857133,86.77738095238097,82.64285714285714,6.7333333333333325,22.54761904761905,7.908726449838941,1.2346761904761905,1078,37,224,21,30,366,150,280,0.107,0.738,0.154,0.9552,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,13,17,1,2,12,0,26,1,0,4,1,41,42,19,0,4,9,3,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,2,13,10,0,2,8,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,12,2,35,12,32,26,6,34,0,1,0,0,22,15,0,3,15,150,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137314637742492,0.0,0.0,0.08095832545062398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511447556569064,0.07784417048475317,0.0,0.12342494951305195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052340040093568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709417572583567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120290005491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275232374191894,0.0,0.10576998525488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543621184012842,0.0,0.051187920929131735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925277931818332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469287705455839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753470404607702,0.2547356497088925,0.0,0.1116129547854931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571260106815128,0.1069613034927392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112732237726556,0.08252078331868844,0.0,0.0,0.1099931189475873,0.0,0.0,0.04945875493454616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757576004056645,0.10263732921988608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884009322932787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623006412917922,0.10781294655839432,0.0686000766885066,0.15398895196799114,0.0,0.0,0.11241050425639533,0.0,0.0,0.14036847472929434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485432008414553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073684551624428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374339585927601,0.0,0.0,0.206394534847386,0.08577686310484513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463775882124247,0.11596539973890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627391890668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672566442215135,0.06486788724643698,0.0,0.08037000914339534,0.0590314767379657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873254166475462,0.0,0.0,0.10539015883357496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706046596759594,0.1791346985689283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134966795163016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280998680751452,0.0,0.07191509012691863,0.0,0.0,0.2607704430195313
autism,ayates814,2020/02/06,"Recommended resources for parents whose child just received a diagnosis? I am a licensed marriage and family therapist and just made a diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder for a 12-year-old boy. In the past, I have worked with autistic children who had previously received a diagnosis, and this is my first time being the first professional to introduce the idea to the parents. They know next to nothing about autism and are, understandably, struggling with the news. Any suggestions for resources that I can share with them that will help them to understand, accept, and process? Their son would have received an Asperger's diagnosis under the DSM-IV.",10.60157575757576,11.129348309090913,9.260000000000002,61.32666666666671,56.81818181818181,12.787878787878787,45.60606060606061,12.161744961471696,6.047515151515151,534,30,78,15,6,165,75,110,0.051,0.86,0.08900000000000001,0.4871,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,3,3,3,0,1,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,14,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,8,2,14,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,0,5,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326059451362499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458894850865396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847351379124185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333696404442491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134891668152066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212167718003405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769535977620208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542358557277488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840736394220213,0.0,0.0,0.18803042155299227,0.0,0.20562871439431368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351842891961491,0.0,0.18706750205271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486159170502735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752649863772464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426677344056599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080058324055533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266236445736755,0.0,0.0,0.13920548433790855,0.0,0.0,0.12619283295578146
autism,Haildoofania,2020/02/06,"Full time proof reading Hello all, I am a male adult with high functioning autism which has made employment ... less than favorable. I struggle to interact socially with others and I usually have this intense apathy early after I wake, have not eaten and/or after a long day, this too makes working seem very draining. I recently got to do proof reading for some side change and I found it enjoyable, I love to read and did not find it, ""work"" like at all. I have tried googling full time proof reading jobs and the like, but a lot of the people I emailed wanted me to provide personal details, pay money to get software for it, etc. I feel some of these are scammers, and wanted to know if anyone knows which are trustworthy or any full time proof reading companies that other people pay and then the company hires and pays people to do the reading, and then pays them. I feel this might be the job I can do without feeling anxiety or pressure as I love to read and can do it for hours. Thank you for your time.",6.061770293609669,6.640615103626943,6.028613989637308,80.4865824697755,66.35751295336786,9.334887737478413,32.145509499136445,9.2995712137729,2.7765167530224515,797,31,149,14,12,251,115,193,0.053,0.812,0.135,0.9531,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,2,1,9,0,2,8,0,16,4,1,2,6,40,33,16,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,11,1,0,8,7,5,0,3,2,0,0,5,3,17,7,22,26,10,20,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,8,16,104,30,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936280913155687,0.0,0.07802894618339153,0.0,0.0,0.07132006359005379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790140409427287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578090871227874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375583317425103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472125827999128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322522662318557,0.0,0.0,0.11183662498490704,0.0,0.0,0.0532902610675729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157790801477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776753032925174,0.0,0.0,0.10044845646521101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243651260040604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211195195061642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996631061590896,0.0,0.0,0.09026589413487326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671589157572689,0.18411613688361,0.09651390811751397,0.06808511612976309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820480687325687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213976499482687,0.0890615815200624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714186128475981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071169481558444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285604732192217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397512262678886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663148799302327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390696360887407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379057192462537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069250617060457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233747432119227,0.08415984680947705,0.12032329095140976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832338401867742,0.0,0.14851295526977773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,annamkf94,2020/02/06,"Gluten/dairy free diet?? Has anyone tried the gf/df diet to treat their autism or their children's? I've been reading about it and I know it wouldn't be a cure all but I'm trying everything for my 3 yo son. From aba to accupresure, I want to try equine therapy but it's rather expensive. I've just started trying a gf/df diet with him this week (we haven't completely gotten rid of gluten and dairy yet bc he's a very picky eater, but for the most part we've done pretty well avoiding it so far). But the thing is he's gotten super ""loopy"" we call it. He laughs at everything and tries to climb all over us even more than usual. I thought the opposite was supposed to happen when you went gf/df. Something to do with the molecules of gluten and dairy resembling opium when it breaks down... I guess I just want to know if this is worth trying if anyone else has had success with it, and if anyone ese has had some weird side effects in the begining? I know I read it takes a few months of being completely gf/df to see any differences, and it's somewhat controversial.",2.8517409114183323,4.5327612119815655,3.739316436251922,89.72580005120331,75.12903225806451,7.0342037890425,22.65463389656938,7.793537801064563,0.9031312852022526,841,23,178,12,18,269,128,217,0.032,0.8190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9775,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,2,4,10,8,0,1,10,0,15,3,0,1,2,37,31,17,0,7,11,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,11,3,1,5,2,3,2,2,2,1,0,9,1,15,7,23,19,8,17,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,8,8,106,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950286854293156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760852835645885,0.1348553549922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439386358969488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759921256391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750990073152813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468807441290462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994763477253924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869306170192237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365745612482897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449890124376074,0.0,0.11638691174630615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169968623638612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505401957053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252646647108488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390000374036798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633016905600725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488029669800256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132383290675763,0.0,0.0,0.09315793603187952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989582719869401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051348397631126,0.0,0.08743930944254959,0.0,0.0,0.10448778973040088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361486035137334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831691432542405,0.0,0.14495557954616164,0.10859634723408168,0.15526014340410282,0.0,0.10557379725818476,0.0,0.11833789662221418,0.122008635258514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,littlemuffum,2020/02/06,"Will put away Christmas tree today, will do dishes, will not sleep all day. Those are my goals today. Wish me luck.",1.2907575757575778,3.951236863636364,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,89.45454545454545,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.7347757575757574,89,1,18,0,3,26,19,22,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32756066613962825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248452685349959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504815382508328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488938176190646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6609437623584516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40092113138068425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Corduroy_Johnson,2020/02/06,"Hello, I am not officially diagnosed but I need some advice. So, TL;DR would be that I think I have autism because a friend of mine with high functioning autism thinks I have it, as well as my sister. 

Longer version would be as follows:

I have always felt off in a way, hopping between psychologist and therapist to find out what is wrong. It seems like people do things I don’t understand, or I’m missing some secret of existence that everyone naturally knows already. I’m very high functioning so I never considered the possibility of autism or anything like it. But last semester in college I became friends with a kid and he has high function autism. I’ve never before connected with someone on such a level. Everything he says in relation to people, things, and situations I completely understand and sympathize with. 

Now, I know it is irresponsible for me to self diagnose, but all my life I have felt a bit off. And my family has stated so as well. Through the years I’ve gotten incredibly good at acting, as if each social situation is an act and no one is really there being themselves. 

I recently came to the begrudging decision to see someone about it, even if it is just a small consultation to educate me more on the subject. The problem is that the people that I find that are specialists are unable to diagnose me for whatever reason. How does one get diagnosed? I’m not _looking_ to get diagnosed, but if I am I would like someone to tell me the reality of what it truly is like. 

For me it is more of an inner turmoil of trying to discover why I have always felt so different. This is a personal question that I would like to be answered. I hope this does not come off with any offense, but recently me and my friend have lost contact and I’ve had a lot of trouble coming to terms with it and trying to understand why I connected with him in such a way. It wasn’t a romantic situation, but it was as if we were the same person. 

If this is not the appropriate thread then I do apologize. Thank you for reading thus far, have a good day.",5.858506329113923,6.530729483544308,7.151746835443039,71.92964556962025,66.82278481012659,11.079493670886075,33.7746835443038,10.962023055922355,3.9500511392405055,1626,71,296,47,25,555,190,395,0.07,0.7879999999999999,0.141,0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,1,14,21,1,1,22,0,38,6,0,3,3,74,66,34,0,12,18,1,3,5,3,4,6,1,0,4,24,22,0,0,18,1,0,6,9,7,2,2,10,6,35,14,51,48,11,37,0,2,2,0,22,18,0,13,15,223,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464654465463283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429727164374372,0.0,0.12712370159616454,0.0,0.0,0.051947207653116126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286172071958053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656608648477073,0.0,0.06500149797621628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339711285223846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736878037941688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160489179714127,0.08009251823210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926465013846708,0.0,0.0,0.3876666437989003,0.0,0.07981035115353531,0.0,0.0,0.13369723278401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050454280261923036,0.0,0.0,0.07299305885674609,0.06865359769287692,0.0,0.07201284524497804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003654690629496,0.0,0.13963650741763814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705408804874825,0.0,0.07982030405704947,0.0,0.0,0.1281431060402598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421278353501775,0.0,0.07587161269344443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839629034823107,0.06226731220826168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053955880589494055,0.18659927905966925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414760511021249,0.0,0.08338772663534531,0.0649432813190373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664154990088095,0.1178319666785254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352646256828636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588757514530349,0.13340003171909506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611723284083518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730940523507937,0.0,0.0,0.08557327472916558,0.0,0.07640977220959029,0.0,0.048936813664727685,0.07854071762743038,0.1508500416630977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074767854021055,0.0,0.0,0.06087222275650561,0.06954176787925025,0.07969049138798652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575936477232105,0.0,0.07786906778253172,0.19417271020930016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676744059057102,0.0703288202963574,0.0,0.08869363306128633,0.1014990477646746,0.09789410194678712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037263694935719,0.0,0.0,0.2385712420503281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302900780697114,0.0,0.12126822429192614,0.0,0.0,0.13736595014535166,0.0,0.1378585627937686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705850038406016,0.08351948934423828,0.0,0.049192076035791135
autism,dave_kb,2020/02/06,"Imagination/copying play of almost 5 year old I'm the past 1.5 months, I have noticed my son reinacting scenes he has seen watching Curious George (ex: turning off all the lights and pretending the living room is a dark cave, the same thing that happens on the episode). This type of play has just started recently (while I've seen it for awhile in other kids his age) and wondering if this type of imagination play is common?

My son was diagnosed about a year ago and is almost 5.",7.326739130434781,7.005355586956526,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,63.78260869565217,10.838260869565218,34.70434782608696,10.355215969177356,3.404088695652174,382,15,73,8,5,121,67,92,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,11,14,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,3,8,11,2,15,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,4,11,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330957331226635,0.0,0.4819250175161562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442407934877789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127938978719177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248627403882614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207361013456686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739660385642586,0.2525073322948465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971459040400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375993296225658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032362168983795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986807454833452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617432093168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26095981781654803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099237934570749
autism,hewryew,2020/02/06,"When they ask questions I dunno about anyone else, but I sure do hate it when I’m asked a direct question for my opinion on a matter and the person, generally a boss, says “It’s not a test, relax”.
Well, I was relaxed until you popped this out and I now need to think of the best socially appropriate answer and while I describe it I will not dare look at your face - because if I catch your eyes it’s game over for my train of thought.
Anyone else feel this?",3.172264437689972,4.3268113936170245,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,73.36170212765956,6.648024316109423,24.06686930091185,6.868970318607317,0.7237677811550149,357,10,76,3,7,117,68,94,0.106,0.748,0.146,0.5886,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,5,6,1,0,6,0,3,2,2,1,1,21,12,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,4,13,5,11,9,1,10,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,5,5,52,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711892986014799,0.3973916537037575,0.0,0.0,0.3625814586515936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182129449110761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035089918425501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239936034100257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805270167468172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145765492751948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284549296516534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379057643808302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693250581182357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344736513225173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421441909442493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767887995191047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827690255687576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425727556404713,0.0,0.15395226817356222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435901020478506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bellbivdevo,2020/02/06,"A Question About My Partner I’ve noticed that my partner when he’s done something, say travel to a new place, has a tendency to think that because he’s done that thing, that the next time he goes to that place, the same things that happened last time will happen again. 

Is this a common thought process for someone with autism? I do not think this way at all so I find it really odd way of thinking as I believe that no two experiences are ever the same.",6.302967032967032,5.834470285714289,6.031076923076927,84.23892307692311,65.92307692307692,8.598681318681319,33.58461538461537,7.554174236665415,2.142215824175824,360,14,74,3,5,112,63,91,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.5849,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,12,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,12,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,5,0,9,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037945158441608,0.0,0.0,0.19183506628063846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484889884307376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401822748478322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665559367092739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562295197732975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011369589909417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387921127038972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444704155038228,0.1810832117404513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385259761935011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35579012035047736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907404570624147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090788010056957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540489138592285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426852936499301,0.13108153853826993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623856365561665,0.32730485904872303,0.0,0.13517471500439782,0.1985706640920296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632825434672205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030351008298925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,reddit_strange,2020/02/06,"Question about eligibility for disability benefits? My son is a 17 year old high functioning ASD who will be graduating high school this year. He is intelligent, does well on his tests and gets good grades, but he is mostly non verbal and very socially awkward. I am hoping he will be capable of having a job after high school but am a bit skeptical if this will be possible because of his lack of social and communication skills.  We have just started the process of enrolling him in a continuing education and job training program and hopefully that will work out well and he can be a productive and happy person. I am just wondering if  he is not capable of doing this would he be eligible for any kind of disability benefits? We are in NY State. Any guidance and advice from parents who have gone through this or from autistic adults is deeply appreciated. Thanks in advance.",7.382312499999998,8.331582606250002,8.12875,65.28125000000001,63.5625,11.65,37.25,11.407655852321104,4.6843875000000015,707,34,118,21,10,237,101,160,0.044000000000000004,0.732,0.22399999999999998,0.987,3,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,5,12,1,1,6,0,24,0,0,0,0,26,31,13,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,8,10,18,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,8,6,83,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921793951226544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937660543121676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684708236066202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553799933109067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467458040287688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443357434345273,0.0,0.0,0.11949527783346303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165968133551316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515753340221718,0.0,0.28300545284512163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827547268226941,0.0,0.0,0.14835834793623692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494960486514864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819369357451254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124397436162175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061110086299205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959660343597784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883701514794005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29045607451977845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083948138547208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116526016425067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175509012103271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561914235529661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450031199423478,0.10371829557207253,0.0,0.0,0.10120507692922284,0.0,0.0,0.18348925587163126
autism,SamHatesYouAndMe,2020/02/06,"Noise Sensitivity Hi, I'm a 15-year-old student recently diagnosed with Aspergers. One of the things I am really sensitive for is loud noises, and as you can probably guess, a classroom filled with teenagers isn't exactly the quietest thing in the world. 

My earbuds recently broke, which was the one thing that could keep the noise levels down (I have some earplugs as well, but they aren't the best and don't drown out a lot of noise unless you get them in just right). I'll be getting some new ones soon, but until then, is there something I can do while I wait?",7.01186544342508,6.737265431192662,6.542706422018348,80.51142966360858,64.41284403669725,10.569418960244649,33.762996941896034,10.125756701596842,3.083017125382263,448,17,90,9,6,139,78,109,0.061,0.8859999999999999,0.053,-0.2275,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,0,1,17,19,10,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,1,1,9,2,13,16,4,15,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,4,7,66,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097233009535984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605089482816281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040448429543103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006348710175204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146114330405728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786878749381566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091155313009868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941594756985456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109509153944501,0.0,0.4086766517237276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167481913454096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878725341254174,0.0,0.3969927972029103,0.0,0.0,0.17168157130008432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547654646529579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40067331544583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807533235901621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945902865099645
autism,Unknownpla_yer,2020/02/06,"Story about myself. Whenever I have a intense interest into something and I would like it to happen. It always fails and every intense interest I had was always a failure I wanted to see. It's like saying I wanted Batman to always not kill and remain heroic but when I see a show or movie about him he starts killing. 

I feel like every time I have thoughts and imagination about my own characters inside my own verse that I care most about. It doesn't come out into reality. It would make good reviews about it if they took my brain. It always doesn't happen though and that makes me depressed. I just feel hopeless that's it's pointless to think about my imagination coming true. 

I wrote a Fan-Fiction story and it was a romance story. People disagreed that these two characters were to become lovers. It was really my own thoughts and my imagination and intense interest that made me write it. Then again, people didn't want to see the two and I believe I wasted my time even more for about 3 months in September 2019. I just wish that something would come true but it always seems to not. 

I work hard and I don't give up but really. What's the point? Where am I going to get if I keep being persistent. I never gave up on my best friend in 2015. I kept him for 3 years because I made that promise to myself. I was always having thoughts that me and him would be best friends forever. In 2017 though, he called me a stalker because I was just trying to play with him. I wasn't trying to be a stalker I was just trying to search for him and play. We played average amount but we only had fun once in my life. He was my #1 best friend but he didn't want to be friends with me the next year. I became depressed that day too. It was like I wasted 3 years of my life just to see this. I'm a trusting person and I help out others but I don't get any pride from others and that's what I want. That's probably who I am. Just a person that does the best he can to help but gets no reward for it. 

I'm autistic and I can do this. It doesn't mean that i'm stupid. It means that i'm one who can stand up because I understand emotion. If I felt depression and i'm autistic. It doesn't mean i'm self aware from the fact that I can see if others are depressed. These are just words of inspiration. I do not wish you to envy me. It's only going to affect your future if you do what I do. I'm just talking about my experiences of what has happen to me. To me.

This is my gift of a human being.",1.6713953488372084,3.5760975542635656,3.32963178294574,90.33770348837211,79.27131782945736,5.927906976744188,20.82751937984496,6.9077264865688965,0.3870124031007758,1942,52,415,21,48,644,198,516,0.10400000000000001,0.657,0.239,0.9977,0,0,2,0,0,1,44.0,2,3,1,9,23,39,3,0,15,0,46,4,1,5,4,93,100,33,2,16,24,0,4,4,5,4,2,1,0,4,47,27,0,2,16,4,0,6,14,9,0,3,24,10,71,30,51,67,10,35,0,6,5,1,36,14,0,8,18,292,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391076366231394,0.0,0.0,0.046190428680193886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421692679153185,0.07501636332189736,0.0,0.07652672266425686,0.2851268283705076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582528579291971,0.06935766721507787,0.0,0.06925271425499169,0.0,0.0,0.17553069673483707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043805151643007814,0.0,0.2340102494141657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944046633735432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640499288917584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044862947198453934,0.0,0.11445725260794325,0.0,0.0,0.06644238836913077,0.0,0.0,0.06868850262717521,0.048524687494085436,0.0652173805297353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991065342500387,0.0,0.10646195132561767,0.0651585790068045,0.077205180407583,0.0569711565627925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801940463085975,0.0,0.060846271860407426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910556161083041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060373683869294134,0.15029496687135538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595300178166873,0.1327363079645991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854204855208556,0.0906791619356075,0.0,0.0,0.22196638604560334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421602991654709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238692606401262,0.0,0.07223759968754499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723364978348358,0.04602684053496321,0.10331803226051374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941794486883378,0.11861666737127953,0.0,0.0,0.06420982841164144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323321063646891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702729188104677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401563317582135,0.0,0.0,0.2706318771371519,0.0618351633252499,0.07085920736156433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458192801359296,0.0,0.0,0.04807672726389308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459447762704354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352274875272776,0.13346933302191138,0.16177143408017625,0.07921368306041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546570294228884,0.13834715152569516,0.0,0.1327031229316623,0.07071094186400682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031571885721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621774984590026,0.0,0.0,0.04944924487892868,0.0,0.0,0.1930041215760775,0.0,0.0,0.1312218605628315
autism,IconXR,2020/02/06,"Today, February 5th, 2020, marks 2 years since I started going to aba. uh

can someone save me please

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so. this place is horrible, and if you’re a teen on this sub still living with your parents, DO NOT LET THEM FORCE YOU TO DO THIS. THINK FOR YOURSELF, NOT WHAT THEY SAY.",0.5693650793650775,3.0121228148148163,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,89.37037037037037,4.567195767195766,18.825396825396822,6.1826913282559595,-0.15239365079365053,208,6,45,2,7,65,48,54,0.062,0.8390000000000001,0.098,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476585770654715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31445131747424904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715382660778199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414551011831253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212840406352916,0.3375552553154736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445454673299992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543766696511441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605534746453168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765820458267493,0.0,0.2455790609660907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970409362522503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148492169237816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802730758085865
autism,im-going-ghost,2020/02/06,"Hyper aware of ASD Anyone else experience this? Feel like I'm high functioning enough to understand most social cues but I can't fake the feelings that aren't there and things like eye contact are just non existent. 

It's as though I feel normal sometimes, but other times I just zone out and forget that I'm here.",3.2654644808743143,5.77228573770492,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,76.86885245901641,6.689617486338799,21.642076502732237,7.793537801064563,1.0089650273224042,254,7,48,4,6,79,48,61,0.039,0.821,0.14,0.7168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,9,6,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,4,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808332487217405,0.2649869450038955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160439817199277,0.0,0.0,0.2672237878166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298016926181355,0.0,0.0,0.3922984132755064,0.18475831403637027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732464279360943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269752096745546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533928740494664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636307129353949,0.0,0.0,0.2557819789084146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181576129300669,0.0,0.25409302169841785,0.0,0.15080351143567286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26923273651808866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Leah-Has-No-Clue,2020/02/06,"How do I get back on my feet and move forward? I've recently dropped out of my university program since the teaching format of these classes (and loud students during lectures) was not for me. Combine with I've found the career route I want to pursue (audio/video editing and production). 

I live with my parents, and sometimes it's very hard to be around some of them. Where do I start with job prospects? I've started transitioning, which amplifies my confidence issues, and extreme social anxiety.

I live in Canada and I have explored some options but I don't know where to find resources and I'm so scared of being stuck living with my parents for the rest of my life, our house is so small and it is so incredibly loud in the house and I am so often finding myself extremely upset with my sensory issues.

Any ideas on where I can start? I am currently spending an allotted amount of time doing online courses learning Adobe suites along with developing some other abilities. Any advice is greatly appreciated!",5.330873440285206,7.451973352941183,5.8046203208556175,75.65085204991091,69.48128342245988,8.195222816399287,32.78752228163993,8.841846274778883,3.0714587522281644,815,38,133,15,15,262,120,187,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.5705,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,5,0,14,2,1,1,0,35,23,15,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,18,0,0,7,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,3,21,1,24,18,6,21,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,6,8,95,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106433457156195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633590045839536,0.0,0.11043297988176497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285086496598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100189376939164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388001068102473,0.0,0.0,0.1582803864603714,0.0,0.0,0.07542075878530709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915449125138814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293158335676142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331380070255441,0.0,0.1629618802408933,0.0,0.30134314251992256,0.1432523980959114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933502590928936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019638675412855,0.0,0.0,0.3824105622071612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342902056523086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205835138156192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253547063532154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452689364477725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119413894106305,0.0,0.0,0.14715414198035426,0.0,0.0,0.14277311327352324,0.0,0.3065306322594248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417593339505619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910993450712055,0.08514570693877363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,theblackcrayon2,2020/02/06,"Hoping to find an app With text recognition advancing as fast as it is I was hoping to find an app that could translate verbal utterances into recognizable words. For example if someone would say ""wa-wa"" or ""aqa"" for water. So someone who is familiar with the person could create a ""dictionary"" that maps to the person's speech patterns.",9.506994535519127,8.67326286885246,9.362950819672132,64.15076502732244,59.65573770491803,12.723497267759562,38.366120218579226,11.855464076750405,4.8326021857923465,269,11,42,7,3,88,45,61,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,10,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884840108472668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44471325557932206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832706361816821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424851376601317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934687310081684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122664848363321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282155315632006,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aridstimming,2020/02/06,"Feeling Really Upset... I just found out, by seeing some correspondence between my parents and other members of my family, that the reason they took me to get a autism evaluation was to have a stronger hand in fighting with me about my identity. My mom, a Dr. who also works part-time in the government, has vehemently denied all my gender transitioning and discovery. She has recently started a hidden twitter account so that she can “spread the truth” about the so called “conspiracy to mutilate and deform children”. She’s stated that I’m just not transgender, that I’m delusional, and wrong. I’ve lived with this aggressive environment for some time now, but I feel as if I’m at a breaking point. To find out that the entire reason for my diagnosis was so they could use it against me just feels like too much to handle. I could really,really use some help, or at least some ideas that might make me feel a bit better.",7.269651162790692,7.57092759302326,7.651720930232559,70.83862790697677,63.767441860465105,11.298604651162787,32.89767441860465,11.00357731598739,3.7218283720930216,734,27,129,19,10,241,110,172,0.055,0.843,0.102,0.8396,1,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,11,7,2,1,11,0,9,2,1,5,2,36,24,12,0,3,7,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,4,6,18,3,22,17,8,14,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,7,5,94,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322511722037321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462616823553569,0.18054782108704687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688674432882678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640786478263077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559018274684855,0.0,0.3344764115546536,0.11814468742263322,0.0,0.0,0.15115071910899575,0.0,0.0,0.18132630942822112,0.0,0.0,0.08640216359491779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110848084333383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866894375378795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079438747556797,0.0,0.14603008724385153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038980152045806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754378612137925,0.0,0.193686438000552,0.0,0.0,0.12157042954462235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363053920856895,0.1790861528273575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563338271488907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059441361449032,0.34006825774340843,0.1632889041459875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178330529121488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705402359547724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964321081501956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373888314752654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28566362913540483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039573835933234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081275602576585,0.0,0.0
autism,laumoraiti,2020/02/06,"Any advice for toddler parents? Professional help is all about shaping the kid to match society's standards... And we feel like that is rather insensitive when he's trying his best and all doctors do is not notice any progress.


He's currently 4 and is on speech therapy, I recon the lady is very laid back and she's not pressuring him to learn words and rather just helping him realize he has a voice and he can use it in his own time.

But other than that positive experience doctors are always ""well mother you should be the one making the boundaries"". For example, food aversions, potty training, being strict on the process of doing certain stuff. We don't agree with this, but have started potty training to see if he was ready, and we can see him being very distressed unfortunately. 

It's one of those moments when you don't know if to keep insisting with the routine or just let it go and wait some more. 

Any tips, something that you remember helped in your childhood... Or if you're a parent? Or as an adult now?

Anything helps, we really want to be respectful of his pace and what he likes/dislikes. Doesn't have to be potty training related, we're just trying to get as much insight as possible so we can be his advocates when doctors are not being so.

Hugs",4.8912718089990825,6.4654725165289255,5.451680440771352,79.92277318640956,69.70247933884298,8.352984389348027,30.79981634527089,8.841846274778883,2.5903904499540857,1007,42,183,18,18,324,144,242,0.055,0.82,0.126,0.9432,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,5,4,0,2,14,8,0,2,9,0,28,5,0,2,3,50,40,25,0,7,16,3,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,11,16,1,2,6,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,1,5,18,6,23,30,7,16,0,0,2,1,32,5,0,7,11,131,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054730312886015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116158479887037,0.0,0.0,0.2725471578985528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993714642719912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272616333392916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401995119866539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102198498280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068135998027172,0.0,0.0,0.06754955051027431,0.09544015966305827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154337573598138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697977748185475,0.0,0.07592500977788952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581831429889758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874520631657373,0.0,0.0,0.07342021431265376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660974556020614,0.0,0.06526767651399265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917557371494217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820755769186268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209857776984612,0.0,0.0,0.18105460277218444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966824554435593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506080763993327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855842568093104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133687809699226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129155355572868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284781235020192,0.0,0.0,0.09455909482575314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529340963023257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277730926756494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790020862788995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814042145337677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538302300924587,0.0,0.2204594204904642,0.0787976808426956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011777916967617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Zyoneatslyons,2020/02/06,"I need Ideas! Hey Guys, I am creating a site for special needs. What are some therapeutic things that you used to use or currently use to help you or someone you know? Any Ideas are appreciated, as I'm still learning about it. My son was diagnosed with CP, and the doctor said that he could also be autistic but those traits wont come until later. He cant communicate so we are not fully sure what things he needs/wants. Im creating this site in hopes of making it a one stop place for all my sons needs, and Im hoping to help others too.  Any advice is appreciated.",1.7055263157894736,4.036795429824565,3.5378070175438587,86.61881578947369,81.54385964912281,6.60701754385965,20.026315789473685,7.793537801064563,0.7689263157894732,445,12,93,8,12,149,82,114,0.045,0.747,0.20800000000000002,0.9605,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,4,2,27,23,9,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,8,4,11,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,5,5,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848425399484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215147468610594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666307894560365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308918870322991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132009685551615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422654235233652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552775868904078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504548684151334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369841239750147,0.0,0.0,0.3018422316075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430672010846466,0.32826519430954404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350801195483501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142812773815638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380080747631367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296558021740668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875591438195438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445397062431691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874715168210862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134785250970505,0.1270374082073039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321153256157448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018982989534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937092919863818,0.0,0.0,0.08962433214650824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Highplowp,2020/02/06,"College supports Hello autism sub, I’m trying to look at college supports for students with autism and I can’t find a central source of information. Have any of you found any resources beyond looking at each school specifically? I see some colleges in the US NE have programs with coach-type supports and accommodations for testing but I can’t find any central listing of colleges that would be a good fit.
Any help would be appreciated and would benefit multiple people in the same situation. 
Thank you",5.756333333333334,8.485866800000004,5.841944444444442,73.21625000000002,69.8888888888889,7.6111111111111125,35.694444444444436,8.472884824447931,3.356111111111112,412,22,64,7,8,130,60,90,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,18,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,6,13,12,3,6,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,1,0,40,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400705813246091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29573254160145385,0.0,0.0,0.17738615688540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569548228762066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843939712891733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717131020779641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215961270911406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373252354325882,0.12891970360494248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185030440912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507665792211307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894758654960835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983969539455407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946044234528892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447769310936122,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Timmeltor,2020/02/07,"My Autism Explained One commmon issue alot of autistic people face is the toll of executive function, the process of going from thought to action. We have a tendency to overthink things or atleast I do, I shouldn't presume to speak for everyone since our condition varies so drastically from person to person, but I feel this is a common problem.

   The way I experience it is that we need to contemplate things in order to understand what everyone else takes for granted, since most things don't come naturally to us. There is a disconnect we feel with the world around us especially concerning social interactions that we bridge with thoughts and questions, it is not that we are inquisitive just for the fun of it, but that we require it to exist and to relate to the world around us, it is inherently in our nature to see things through a lens of knowledge for else we are blind.

   Autism makes us question everything to such a degree that we inevitably question ourselves incessantly, the ""what if"" is so much more prounced to us than a neuroypical person and this in turn leads to alot of anxiety and in many cases depression, such was the case for me.

   This modus operandi of viewing the world extends to our emotions in a very powerful way, for atleast when it comes to my own process of experiencing things there is a very distinct disconnect between experience and emotion, a process of thinking what emotion I should feel in a given situation, It just doesn't come naturally. This has made me feel utterly inhuman and accelerated the disconnect I feel, my anxiety and depression. It has made me contemplate if I might even be a psychopath on a multitude of occasions. 

   For the longest time I have been paralyzed by this thought process, consistently getting stuck in mind loops, stopping me from experiencing life in any meaningful way, not even seeing my own hand in front of my face, or such an obvious thing as that the sky is blue. In the darkest moments of my life I even resigned myself to the fact that the only time I could feel happy about the things I wanted to do and accomplish, was in my mind, for if the ""what if"" crippled me so then I simply could never do them. Executive function was not only difficult but utterly debilitating, since I could not allow myself to feel anything before thinking over all the possibilites that entailed. However this has changed drastically.

   I had an experience beyond logic and reason so profound it made me question everything anew without any insecurities or bias, no bullshit, just me. It has taken me some time to come to terms with what I experienced and I am nowhere near done contemplating it, for it has made me see the world as if I'm alive for the first time, no lens, no filter. Instead of always thinking why I should feel something, I now do it after the fact, this fundemental change, this complete flip in cognitive behavior has changed everything. I now allow myself to give in to instinct and emotion and only afterwards do I think about it.

Even writing this it brings tears to my eyes since now I can finally allow myself to live instead of being a prisoner in my own mind.

   Im writing this for my own benefit but also for the benfit of anyone in my prior situation and since I now how we on the spectrum operate I feel that I must state some facts. This experience I'm talking about was induced through psychedelia, specifically psylocibin and what it has given me is beyond belief. I am not stating that it cured my autism, for I am autistic, it is part of me, I would not exist the way I am without it. It did however show me my condition in a way that was very basic but also clear and beautiful, it showed me an image like a painting I now carry with me, it described perfectly what autism means to me and it gave me such comfort and self reconciliation i can't even begin to explain it. But I will still try.

   Imagine a painting showing all the things you love and has meaning to you, music, games, art, all playing out in just the way you love them for, just the way you always react to them. Now imagine looking down to the corner of the same painting with an intent to see where it all comes from, where all of these beautiful things you love and appreciate originate from, and seeing nothing. All I saw there at the origin of it all was a black void, the perfect representation of nothingness. There it was, the root of it all, the meaning of my autism, or more like my experience living with it, that void is what I don't see, what I can't experience. But that doesn't take away anything, I still love and appreciate all of those other things just like any neurotypical person would, I just can't see ""that"".

   This is as I hope is evident a deeply personal experience, and this image I belive only has true meaning to me, but I felt I had to share it, because if it is to the benefit of anyone but myself then that would be amazing.",10.390133210968354,7.9147195845987,9.998980477223427,65.48209216307917,59.227765726681135,13.187429779186829,42.62150286445298,11.61234203265564,4.8795148450970585,3915,175,695,86,39,1279,338,922,0.061,0.804,0.135,0.9979,5,0,1,0,0,0,86.0,17,5,3,7,47,25,0,1,58,0,72,11,4,17,20,178,137,54,0,20,34,0,11,3,0,9,3,1,0,6,81,45,0,2,37,6,0,10,21,6,0,2,26,29,102,19,126,96,24,85,1,3,14,4,51,37,0,21,31,556,183,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063057594707199,0.07349046371990342,0.0,0.0,0.09009235094905706,0.0,0.06756561421271269,0.0,0.0,0.06175636270706665,0.0,0.07268097054927823,0.07862475372129563,0.0,0.0,0.04149042209504258,0.0,0.0,0.02691994684247126,0.0,0.03757749474551664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014846410155848,0.19020262163038354,0.04630164345017456,0.0,0.0,0.10577615313626168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607107546697375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519171830729151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378118012083633,0.19869933029606004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583859683702627,0.0,0.0,0.08439486384305098,0.11906634247916145,0.3023834013032521,0.0,0.0,0.2009607464686574,0.0,0.04240118788348693,0.04837587752293747,0.0,0.037563060498470004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02307213794816544,0.04236295797603937,0.02509753790669241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047009875849869855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386152959682517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770112339527622,0.0460922872292011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623840029066191,0.06472404772223139,0.0,0.07798939696160473,0.0,0.037083857588150936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942698810484301,0.16714365119587246,0.029477603601357306,0.04477200853722649,0.0,0.19241575097703828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684751361358054,0.13376912481983472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246318846853783,0.03274459220242987,0.03405944667872346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237337323780113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02992442654633232,0.13434477932252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047821724025462614,0.0,0.03061546221391634,0.19279705649284495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225581646049864,0.0,0.0,0.1978803185531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540454444655661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463324679274662,0.0,0.046069230935191684,0.0,0.0,0.1826508962599448,0.09927693202126067,0.0,0.045016262340708206,0.0,0.03399705678841114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053356842771348,0.03692031436630743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640668628315702,0.035494689980834965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933840028923299,0.11318554851977256,0.0,0.10517596559228924,0.10300181427422456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02998220984109006,0.04803414984274254,0.0,0.04597283587658138,0.2655993645562385,0.0,0.0,0.10931158281374673,0.026047119225856428,0.2453689024179681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984815412179262,0.0,0.0,0.08513865889051801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411146179242096,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jamkid23,2020/02/07,"Do you think it is wise for an autistic adult to have children? If an autistic couple married and had children, would you be worried about the offspring?",6.2603571428571465,7.915164321428572,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,66.5,5.6000000000000005,39.0,3.1291,2.3725857142857136,123,7,20,0,2,36,24,28,0.069,0.821,0.109,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213793802535466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598388259472516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703133941748733,0.0,0.3989314697555929,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Otter_Nonsense18,2020/02/07,"I think I have undiagnosed autism, just looking for guidance I'm a 23 year old female, and I've been thinking about this for a bit now. I've never been able to interact quite like everyone else. Like there's always just something off. When I was in elementary school I was diagnosed with a social pragmatic language disorder. Only in the last few years have I put a lot of effort into trying to study interactions and do it myself. I don't have friends, really, which is partially because of a complex medical history that kept me in the hospital when everyone else was making friends, but also I'm not great at friendships, I'd say. I've always gotten along better with guys because they are more upfront with their thoughts and emotions. I've always been a very organized person, or at least that's how I would describe myself. I like to know all the plans ahead of time, I hate making last minute plans, and if they change it can be hard for me though I'm getting better at it. I've always had a very hard time with emotional regulation, and do have depression and anxiety. And I have also always been a pretty easily suggestible and passive person. Also, I'm very overwhelmed by different sensory things, especially sounds, lights, and touches. I think a lot of this was ignored as I grew up, but I was recently told I have a sensory processing disorder. I frequently dissociate when my senses are overwhelmed. I think it's possible I have gone undiagnosed with autism, something I know is not unheard of for women. I'm not trying to make light of this, I'm genuinely searching for answers and guidance. If anyone has any advice, especially people who were diagnosed as adults, I'd appreciate hearing it. I'd like to know where to start getting any answers and anything else you think is important.",6.817459375441572,7.6021975341246275,7.370648579906742,70.80126607319488,64.7566765578635,10.692044651688569,35.33545287551222,10.608840637214634,4.028666355800482,1447,65,242,36,21,477,172,337,0.102,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.6103,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,3,7,14,14,1,2,13,0,30,3,0,4,2,51,58,26,0,3,10,0,3,4,2,1,3,3,0,5,13,18,0,2,12,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,16,9,27,9,37,40,7,29,0,3,1,0,19,10,0,5,20,159,40,1,0.08683854321530401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485761939846446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083342549061313,0.3612831222289469,0.0,0.0,0.11810637441387704,0.0,0.0664312478721625,0.0,0.0,0.06071952851283944,0.0,0.07146072194278942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058719398756634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536032692291486,0.0948051982056054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918636643418712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479391002557749,0.17627858685311834,0.0,0.0907277950182276,0.1990489877266006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176273799337002,0.19536334593768345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659558988524743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418248615164738,0.0,0.09073910940260027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573980046186098,0.0,0.0859838105194666,0.0,0.0,0.15558055578547328,0.08573508318598122,0.0,0.0,0.09787334943673012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317257698109134,0.1415700058128838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696997033230048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292250545488001,0.0,0.0,0.14765404813191838,0.0,0.0,0.17389620572566353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748069641132199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697523795402019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911224432891747,0.0,0.0,0.06604462520986308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020291187320637,0.15164813283369433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789740974437716,0.0,0.0883460174697852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729672089795694,0.0,0.09236347987704344,0.0,0.0,0.055630994411705936,0.0,0.08574258514519996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905749500871937,0.0,0.08788524182244707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852095897238837,0.0,0.13370510622901952,0.0,0.0,0.061464767843321215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769166948296764,0.278213160528368,0.08531842780567014,0.06894010335354656,0.10127250577181923,0.0,0.0,0.08297794942623715,0.0,0.11791534122301453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149526778617551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168760958062939,0.0,0.0,0.1118423494343597
autism,Delicious_Classic,2020/02/07,"I heard something infuriating today (dumb rant below) To be honest it was two things, and just to get it out the way, ""how can you be born gay?"" is the other thing.

I was talking about being autistic and whatnot, and one of my acquaintances said ""you don't look autistic"". Yeah, as if autism has a look. A mental disorder somehow affects your physical appearance according to this person.",4.653427230046948,6.874562535211267,5.478521126760565,76.86078638497655,71.53521126760563,8.11361502347418,30.143192488262912,8.841846274778883,2.7646600938967127,304,13,51,6,6,99,58,71,0.139,0.8170000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7259,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,9,1,0,2,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,4,6,1,8,8,0,6,0,0,2,1,7,2,1,3,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174262549291744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470294977253406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651622310863217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27911590231145506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767887055954946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183543670425103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634574462791316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132214366921559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261423510155584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680069071186309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625307411852634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705548756124211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984218146020973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BigShroud,2020/02/07,"Just built a PC for my nephew, now I need to load some software on it. Hello All,

I'm building a PC for my nephew on the spectrum, anyway the build is done. (i7, RX 560, 256SSD, 8GB ram, win10 pro) (for anyone interested)

He loves computer games, I posting here to ask if anyone has any experience with other educational software to help him learn, if so i'd like to hear about it, purchase and load it in the PC. 

I'm buying and putting Minecraft on it for sure. Just need to put more on it.

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Please help me :)",2.2564761904761887,3.950578647619047,3.569523809523812,90.2504761904762,76.80952380952381,6.19047619047619,24.04761904761905,6.937597516519254,0.6780476190476192,398,13,88,4,9,130,71,105,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,13,10,5,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,16,9,3,9,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,3,2,49,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693508286871636,0.2545002965364214,0.1424307316965742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289958030710905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580410734100334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143363816348617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487876517892328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606131071330286,0.0,0.2807750089781951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023249296785932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903354998023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106036979189411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299092475482547,0.0,0.0,0.2005917513093377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421102955497945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740074980206554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545002965364214,0.0
autism,Fizzy107,2020/02/07,"Hi! In English class, were reading a book (The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time) and we have to answer the question “How does it (autism) affect their daily lives and ability to function in social settings” If you have autism, how does it affect your life? In a social setting? Any answers are appreciated",4.671724137931037,6.992753758620694,5.41331034482759,76.91272413793105,71.75862068965517,7.398620689655173,30.565517241379307,8.238735603445708,2.5472786206896547,250,11,41,4,5,81,42,58,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,4,0,11,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,0,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955210016656607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032150534137333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308132612355784,0.0,0.0,0.2538822361599176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981465113044284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220841532538769,0.0,0.28759419176533696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861734949558367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tinylittlenymph,2020/02/07,"Question concerning special interest excitement in formal settings. Hello! This is my first post, so I hope that it is okay! 

I was wondering if anyone had any advice on not becoming overly excitable when talking about your special interest to a group of people, in a somewhat formal setting? I have become relatively active in a local political organisation, and I have been told that, although I have made good points and I have been very obviously passionate about them, sometimes the way that I am saying what I am saying becomes a tad too enthusiastic/aggressive. 

Usually, when talking about my special interests, I do not really moderate how I am speaking about them, but being in a group environment is new to me, and I worry that my over-enthusiasm will be interpreted negatively, as if I am being aggressive, and that it will put people off what it is that I am trying to convey. 

So, does anyone have any advice on not becoming overwhelmingly excitable when talking about something that you are very emotionally invested in? 

Again, I hope that this post is okay, and that it makes sense! Thank you.",10.798072562358279,9.479921346938776,10.844149659863945,56.104024943310655,57.46938775510204,14.017233560090704,43.2063492063492,12.838901577100673,5.893438321995465,888,42,133,26,9,298,107,196,0.049,0.769,0.182,0.9668,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,1,13,18,1,1,6,2,26,1,0,3,1,21,33,16,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,17,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,6,3,23,16,19,22,1,24,0,1,0,1,16,11,0,7,7,114,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426163347965544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883890851245656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360314327444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484114898147276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086357471085089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964078677020306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055934172236532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041227389049833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465980531577729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746426584256492,0.0828644113266108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989518175090146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212608515649214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735242186052988,0.0,0.23778360150406574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479498372778615,0.1390652063493754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952726025625419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744221494799585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556903389118546,0.12277763034547574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993370794578779,0.0,0.11429142962887814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862108612895995,0.0,0.08428290855496977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367226672831445,0.20485699546766206,0.0,0.09853655062373874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462453025912982,0.0,0.12607019188814292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gabej,2020/02/07,"Weird question about coordination. My 13 year old has ASD. He is not coordinated at all. He can't comfortable catch, throw, swing. It's been weird for me, as I'm a former college athlete and have coached 4 different high school sports at the varsity level. I've always felt like I screwed up somewhere.

Recently I was watching old videos of my son and was reminded that at 3-4 he looked like a kid with real athlete promise. He could drive baseballs off a tee and swing a kid golf club accurately and with ease. So something happened in his development. He lost all of it. 

Sports are not a priority in my life. They are a thing I do for fun and extra pay. I don't care that he's not athletic, but I think it can be attributed to his anxiety. He can't blend in with his peers, partly because he can't toss a ball around.

Is this ASD related? Has anyone experienced something similar? Thank you all for the help.",2.6256176470588244,4.826248261111116,4.207189542483661,83.75794117647061,77.5,7.790849673202615,27.25490196078432,8.671277953709913,2.142852941176471,717,30,145,16,17,239,115,180,0.077,0.8290000000000001,0.094,0.7045,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,3,11,1,0,9,0,18,2,0,1,3,22,26,8,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,3,7,1,3,7,4,0,0,5,4,14,7,20,19,5,19,0,1,2,1,18,11,1,1,7,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603399298595698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741321928617898,0.0,0.0,0.1347387179726212,0.0,0.0,0.17154181452639575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174667343234138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646815607229245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385343999029175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013280913842046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502001884523334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040194690950874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916121186929194,0.20359570848257005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610809000375768,0.18828473331475964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618175426751603,0.0,0.21035231151991005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044076588875389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867283965524155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158655340530467,0.0,0.0,0.2193321787543703,0.0,0.0,0.19026573955823212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950203682719038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29669622016056674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741015989679862,0.0,0.0,0.1280197948538344,0.12347291058024852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240910061961781
autism,annoniem401,2020/02/07,"Fidget stuff Hey Astronauts,

I'm searching for the best fidget toy/thing to keep me from losing my mind during lectures at school.

What is your favorite fidget toy/thing?


Thank you!",3.5331818181818164,6.626745272727272,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,81.12121212121212,4.512121212121213,20.37121212121212,5.985473137389443,0.28470303030303024,146,4,24,1,4,43,29,33,0.067,0.674,0.259,0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872272254100284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279710187371077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412800080120668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725698878761543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734327433628061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223997997038468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33971201725107303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CrazyCatLady3003,2020/02/07,"So, apparently I'm really bad at facial expressions. I totally thought for the longest time that I was AMAZING at recognizing what people were thinking and/or feeling based on their facial expressions. After several arguments with my husband other the years where he explained that I wasn't very good at reading faces, so I don't need to assume anyone's intentions or what they were thinking...I've finally realized that he's right.

And it just makes so much sense. Probably why I can't figure out conversations sometimes. Probably why relationships with friends through the years have just gradually diminished into nothing. And it's probably why I can't read social situations very well. 

My mom always told me growing up to ""go with your gut"". To believe your intuition. But I've realized just this last year that that isn't true. At all. We humans have intuitions when it comes to truly dangerous situations, which most of us never really face (or if we do, then only a few times). And I've always used my intuition to just ""know"" what others felt, what their intentions were. And I've really obsessed over certain things because of those ""gut feelings"" based on what I felt people's facial expressions meant. And all of it is crap! I'm horrible at all of it. Realizing this (like just last week...I'm 34 by the way) has helped me to start letting go of things that I have held onto for a while, that probably weren't true but I felt they were true.

Sorry this is so long just to explain a small point. But it was a huge revelation for me.",5.247433712121215,7.071336350694447,5.9862878787878815,75.4602272727273,69.1736111111111,9.819696969696972,30.799242424242426,10.125756701596842,3.375258333333333,1231,51,216,33,22,402,155,288,0.079,0.865,0.057,-0.6164,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,2,4,0,13,13,2,1,8,0,20,8,8,4,9,57,42,18,0,2,12,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,27,13,0,1,16,2,0,4,7,4,1,0,15,5,24,9,33,26,7,37,0,0,0,0,25,17,1,5,16,146,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149834971090233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720577456741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604577677333451,0.06282075556612236,0.0,0.0,0.11610655639957725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877188704270925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421438716608697,0.0,0.2968439732064384,0.11289060840085023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961925675194792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713591437412195,0.08643679713853125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907491696436499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663577760618994,0.1680055119630435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053796865184658,0.0,0.050346973875315365,0.0,0.0,0.09119953790294268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878933830561454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069558714044985,0.0,0.0,0.07575653992234123,0.07641322751855649,0.07948158987987977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888308243180803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837720290451934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288932140459865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741933019386306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444385231752099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061637550070532,0.0,0.1980570738162948,0.0,0.0,0.11064141798402499,0.0,0.08800754406690109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642167513038765,0.0,0.0,0.23167400427487755,0.0,0.10505056453322706,0.0,0.0,0.1019230308281254,0.11536050423679772,0.07294214427634799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692898311100568,0.06603283541741735,0.0,0.08181335652416605,0.12018322018339815,0.0,0.0,0.09847250337352044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396126082226082,0.0890055591891032,0.0,0.17006066826388347,0.0,0.08179946020020694,0.08266369436065163,0.0,0.09265791296431483,0.0,0.2789705898560945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909017169256046
autism,mitsukaikira,2020/02/07,"so after two years of being treated like an inferior at work, i finally went to hr and we are meeting on monday to discuss the issues. this is the first job where i was able to check the ""Yes I have a disability"" box on the paperwork. here's to hoping something good comes of it.

not getting fired.",2.860500000000002,4.5670107166666725,4.823333333333334,81.855,75.16666666666666,7.466666666666668,27.0,8.238735603445708,1.8599,233,9,46,4,5,80,50,60,0.040999999999999995,0.748,0.21100000000000002,0.8786,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,4,4,10,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,34,6,2,0.2975833636413221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25634171794521576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259880291091688,0.0,0.2531242570927768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547502520220147,0.0,0.0,0.2495988066752826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955674257320282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105997170564318,0.2953055705477273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453841999588449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290942119388283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290695705723643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758627594556485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664423293163787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916339295311862
autism,Yammy65,2020/02/07,"Autism and grief. I'll start off by saying that I'm a 29/m with autism. 

Recently I lost my little brother and my nephew in an out of no where house fire. My little brother was the only person I really had social interactions with. He was my best friend. My nephew was only 4. I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to feel or deal with this kind of situation. 

If anyone has any tips or ideas on how to understand/deal with grief with an autistic perspective that would greatly be appreciated.",3.3908163265306115,5.1233163979591865,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,73.79591836734693,8.16530612244898,23.47448979591837,8.841846274778883,1.6393224489795926,389,11,77,8,8,131,66,98,0.145,0.7509999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.3613,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,18,13,7,2,2,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,3,7,5,14,6,1,9,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,3,2,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417091142577472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795689728587188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070544024351912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340785750349724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997609165501377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524336561314983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752418277908628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276579572499276,0.0,0.22272792646204675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545781180183886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954932946773589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537649066910897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001114073023263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227493688878365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527911388621465,0.0,0.1948101591302743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569010494494039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177370741017344,0.0,0.20112272186070027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965010716886575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595311701057207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539648123544849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401564114076796,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,onlycheesecansaveus,2020/02/07,"Special interest. My primary special interest. Or should I say, the one I never moved on from, is professional wrestling. So, nearly 2 years ago I started to train as a wrestler. I've been performing as a wrestler for about 18 months now (at the age of 32!) and it gives me a whole new aspect to my interest. Everyone there knows I'm Autistic, and aside from occasionally having to explain/teach moves slightly differently, I'm treat like another one of the guys. Honestly, it's been one of the best experiences of my life.",3.367346938775512,6.019456346938777,4.727918367346941,78.6206530612245,77.36734693877553,8.817959183673471,31.228571428571428,9.3871,3.3763151020408166,414,21,76,12,10,137,69,98,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.9772,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,1,7,9,16,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688273044963935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106731632317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124675140865946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202661787467791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014513395447203,0.0,0.20622629819177285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224156406533536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874887760035415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586334127859542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891120596001686,0.10299794340287544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827768276822688,0.4481450347571762,0.0,0.0,0.1626004437981157,0.20361510551689446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285793380087977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765568408600062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922229221691444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537743535447556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576372558717595
autism,PixelPenguinArtist,2020/02/07,"Is it PTSD, FAS or ASD? This is pretty hard for me to write, so I'm sorry in advance if I do it wrong. Feel free to ask questions if clarification is needed.

So a while back I had to get a mental evaluation interview thing for a disability application. I normally don't get too upset about talking about where my PTSD came from, but for some reason these kinds of interviews can cause a mild mental breakdown.

I'll try to be brief.

I was born with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. A lot of the symptoms still effect me in adulthood, but I've learned how to manually ""act normal"" and hide it for the most part. I also spent a good portion of my childhood in foster care. This is where a lot of my PTSD comes from and why a lot of my skills are far behind what they should be. A lot of my formative stages formed around surviving my situation and adapted to its culture (i.e. etiquette with your human superiors, your place in the hereditary pecking order, normalization/desensitization to ""inhumane treatment and child abuse"", lack of learning human behaviors, etc.).

Apparently a lot of the behaviors I learned on top of my experiences resemble ASD very closely to the point a lot of people in my life basically headcanon that I'm on the spectrum. The crossover of so many symptoms makes it hard to make a definitive answer and I am not sure what to do or how to feel about this. I already know I'm technically r\*t\*rded because the FAS, so I already know there's something wrong with me, but I don't know if there's even more to what's wrong with me.

I just don't know where anything that's wrong with me comes from and therefore I don't know if it's something I can train out of myself or if it's a part of me I have to learn to live with. I don't know what I should do about any of this. Has anyone else ever gone through something like this?",7.027507612005223,6.250944173553723,7.4643584167029156,75.57538929969553,64.564738292011,10.396926199797015,34.80774249673771,9.682069395223575,3.0942760330578505,1457,57,288,25,19,480,180,363,0.076,0.8540000000000001,0.071,-0.1656,1,0,4,0,1,0,41.0,0,2,1,5,23,12,0,1,21,0,24,4,0,8,2,71,47,25,0,11,13,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,20,18,1,0,17,0,2,7,6,5,0,0,5,4,34,8,56,38,15,32,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,17,7,206,54,6,0.0,0.10037294367902852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905341398173812,0.0,0.0,0.18696932659313745,0.0677462318499454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057608830297284176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234415266518826,0.08680011475500223,0.06971289439293572,0.07541395101661441,0.0791967116713927,0.0,0.0,0.065140295237988,0.0,0.05164123145604525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689092964858513,0.08637217659884645,0.08702522584677748,0.0,0.14594824669809112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076817465532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447916788133842,0.05595319172476024,0.07662920212406363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286713038765926,0.0,0.0,0.08566849029743373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851975993409049,0.0,0.0,0.07105458390502524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177527682619962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882172155466905,0.27934155904660257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983642449420925,0.041387272527628235,0.0,0.07480454035030885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321279208045491,0.0,0.0,0.11309530135814355,0.0858873039071238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074477545368408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281479955196909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600463502283236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347530427733394,0.0,0.05873043433459926,0.0,0.08850872228345599,0.0,0.08008267543899444,0.0,0.0,0.0861851996239038,0.0,0.0,0.2970804881872293,0.0,0.09489973541551193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710071392940669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522275535603088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565230444639525,0.0,0.09483105458526532,0.0,0.0,0.06765318583114223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984250421552369,0.17610180385868693,0.0,0.06809038336840192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628061335901589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751564990182996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989841376661922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644174641731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704884482166721,0.0,0.0
autism,eliasynne,2020/02/07,"what do you do when feeling alone/outcasted socially? I'd like to preface this with, I'm sorry if there's a post like this elsewhere that I just didn't see, and if that's the case, I can take it down. :> 

I recently got diagnosed and I don't really have anywhere else to talk about this, and I'll try to keep it from getting too vent-y.

I've always felt like I stuck out like a sore thumb in society. I never really feel like I fit in, or that I'm outcasted. The feeling lately has... greatly intensified. I'm incredibly sensitive; if someone makes a request of me personally(such as 'please don't do that')or expresses any sort of emotional negativity towards me I feel really, really awful about it, and it sends me into a downward spiral. I don't feel like I can emotionally fit in with even my closest friends because I either don't understand things, or take things way too hard.

I'm so incredibly worried about just about everything I do, and everything about my existence, and what that means to others/how it can affect them. Because of that I feel really isolated and lonely, because I'm emotionally incapable of talking about those feelings.

Is it acceptable to reach out to friends about that sort of thing? Keeping it all to myself is hurting me, but I've lost friends in the past for opening up too much. I worry a lot that the social anxiety I have will end up in me angering someone/losing another friend, and I don't think I can handle that right now. But I also really need to talk to someone about it; I just don't know how, or if it's okay to.

If anyone else feels this sort of way, how do you guys deal with it?

Sorry if this post was hard to read by the way. I have a hard time writing sometimes.",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,5.80434210526316,78.82914473684212,70.40350877192985,9.442690058479533,30.33187134502924,9.725611199111238,2.8606116959064325,1356,55,266,32,24,459,161,342,0.114,0.774,0.11199999999999999,-0.3755,0,3,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,1,1,22,17,1,0,11,2,24,2,0,4,2,58,53,25,0,7,15,0,12,6,4,1,2,0,0,1,29,15,0,2,14,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,6,13,31,13,44,46,4,32,0,3,1,0,18,18,0,13,14,178,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550186462385366,0.06815408682682418,0.0,0.0,0.05570030539306384,0.08588776703925577,0.06265945953357466,0.0,0.0,0.057272036302396565,0.08392451079213345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979122201225553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444363731226094,0.0,0.08313498039969258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684738676588773,0.27640670756364805,0.07254625019822812,0.0,0.0,0.05409951652729048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472274076158701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313215038392986,0.1170303021535932,0.07864460487242794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531279279086617,0.0,0.04279359289370936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550937666223762,0.09030395100114216,0.0,0.08110188003926902,0.0,0.0,0.22012066275370973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768429723782244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145607335775428,0.0,0.0,0.045014540501220834,0.0,0.0923958856293891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400969129849037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941234860279228,0.06963532336239141,0.0,0.0,0.05467428163062489,0.0,0.0,0.08922191489306115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060211865691659074,0.0607338059147108,0.06317256331549401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819053360435367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991047892956458,0.0,0.0,0.15689060463526866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193024879236828,0.0,0.3148344932367445,0.0,0.08087435079570554,0.0,0.0,0.0699490556015517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652701377162201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698995199600591,0.1388009063596334,0.0,0.08100918876972192,0.18337878668557514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316937011238945,0.19750384420474396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324827299716507,0.05248339247632956,0.0,0.0,0.047761262060622235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561021197410944,0.0,0.0,0.08526920336085156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950444720524741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663632690118615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,reverixie,2020/02/07,"How do you know? I’m sorry if this appears insensitive. That’s not how I’m trying to come across at all. If I say something hurtful or incorrect PLEASE correct me.

So I [15F] exhibit strong signs of autism. I can’t make eye contact with people, I can’t stand people touching me, I find certain subjects that nobody seems to care about and become absolutely OBSESSED with them, to the point where it’s all I can think about. I’ve been like this all of my life, and I’ve always had trouble interacting with my peers and making friends because of it.

So what I’m asking is: is it possible that I could be autistic? Is autism something that is diagnosed later on? Or is it something that is diagnosed to you as a child? How would I even go ABOUT getting properly diagnosed? Would  I have to take treatment for it? Any answers would be highly appreciated.",2.965886363636365,5.348426872727277,4.165208333333332,83.56781250000002,77.24242424242424,6.791666666666668,27.88825757575757,7.865858978985527,1.9217348484848482,674,29,126,11,16,220,101,165,0.07200000000000001,0.797,0.131,0.9006,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,1,10,8,0,1,2,0,19,5,1,5,5,33,34,13,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,0,1,13,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,3,16,5,19,26,3,11,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,6,2,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281211928819103,0.0,0.0,0.10470963522670647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439477029384697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386294567198204,0.1700554912329292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698980622816502,0.0,0.0,0.13263754527623975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229380995601395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46885021962457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017003515786679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073218192657852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896224271109912,0.0,0.08044662359245296,0.0,0.08750867343169401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268514685811852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648355554622474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462172841816389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875850368297416,0.07522538102289053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055616767421837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349651864644206,0.0,0.0,0.16902049971427155,0.14555802799542594,0.17358592395786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244868488966999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017487130936832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556170351685192,0.0,0.17236463720137596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577153594186147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866223969287023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045402708225354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281425136916019,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,giantrobotchicken12,2020/02/07,"Is there such thing as being part-savant? I have pretty high functioning Aspergers. I found out a couple of years ago that I’m extremely good at remembering dates and strings of numbers. For example, when people ask me when i did something or what time/day it was i usually know the exact date. I also was able to memorize 500 digits of pi with ease as well as credit card numbers, phone numbers, etc.

Is it possible that i’m partly a savant? Or do I just have a good memory?",3.1847872340425525,5.0754304042553215,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,74.74468085106382,8.529787234042553,25.57978723404256,9.188382445141503,2.3008765957446813,374,13,70,9,8,128,69,94,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9462,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,14,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,4,11,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,49,13,1,0.20332705318812103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023716459889014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260057097449934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008334759627854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497751701029609,0.0,0.1311291284789127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267634113839439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293761903530016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410821708549946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148261951231114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174323097037073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403667690520937,0.0,0.14096137741709508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292207020184817,0.0,0.2068567104874226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032991502195194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653109920526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508145939748525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856163982684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393602325701112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281543941355408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093595591385265
autism,GBlackwolf,2020/02/07,"Sickness due to stress accumulation Does anyone else experience this or has a name for it?

When you start a long social interaction or have to do something that is not that easy for yourself, you're doing quite good at masking / overcoming all the overflowing information and when it when you're pretty happy you did good
But when you get a bit of calm or after a night of sleep you feel very sick, stomach burn, bellyache, nausea, shaking etc...

I went outside for a small event and I did quite good coping at first, but next morning I'm shaking while making, whole belly area hurts, sensitivity increased and I vomited after a while and stayed sick.
Why is this happening, is the stress accumulating without me knowing? Has it a name? I would really like to skip work when I feel like this because being there juste doesn't help me and I'm not productive.",5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,5.76125,77.50541666666669,68.75,8.333333333333334,28.958333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.3387708333333337,684,25,122,12,12,219,100,160,0.14800000000000002,0.728,0.124,-0.7309,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,4,7,12,0,4,9,0,13,6,2,1,1,23,23,17,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,3,2,11,7,13,18,5,26,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,3,18,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045954456940097,0.15327063917557274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118748950300908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331141237908992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090551441402198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496162468593418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683022241182532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632582084725998,0.0,0.0,0.15127242979062214,0.10686573591366688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723952260935026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815358437636409,0.0,0.0,0.37640208848398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228022243575693,0.15923926542955408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026571964705916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013710603078876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822096826028032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616233473764234,0.0,0.0,0.13238072083438315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099851187846026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908859283611684,0.14037825563072304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521848291458486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31821061790841265,0.0,0.0,0.09582993803489342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969608504955104,0.15248618333754474,0.0,0.11516019244642214,0.0,0.0,0.10587919479136916,0.15944096260855434,0.0,0.0,0.3427052216954158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234258109635849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866962503704022,0.13497995211351918,0.16700972057956726,0.0,0.14419754632707668,0.0,0.1089018851487904,0.0,0.0,0.10626306191622746,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SpaceGeneralAmerica,2020/02/07,"Need advice for noise sensitivity I’m a twenty-two year old male and am attending a class on audio technology.

I just had a case of being in physical damn pain because of the noise. See, my teacher does this experiment with frequencies. He’s a good guy and doesn’t know that I have autism until this happened. The higher he made the sound, the more I was cringing and felt like I just couldn’t move. The noise was just so painful to listen to. I was literally stuffing my head in my coat trying to block it out. This has never happened to me before so I was completely unprepared for it.

I’m enjoying this class, but I’m now worried about how my noise sensitivity will affect me in the future. Any advice?",3.863721386527139,5.546364920863312,5.297894048397648,79.58606932635712,72.45323741007195,8.220013080444735,26.305428384565076,8.841846274778883,2.001253237410072,560,19,108,11,11,188,88,139,0.085,0.87,0.045,-0.6394,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,10,0,12,3,1,3,1,18,23,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,5,12,3,16,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,7,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705131227598033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892172179742992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556694417673,0.0,0.16131964386738826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877228863821791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165903791837719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544679825746785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202768905275213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590117218378526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877152008752397,0.3352920705512808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456501259298506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041888734071502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261980163851444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938632197420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201494820445784,0.0,0.14057206283846474,0.1462167141727167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989335857870303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034555414990701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107167684179926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871319513653906,0.0,0.1851932920421437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252891823039286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208408166370145
autism,Kelekona,2020/02/07,"Is it possible for Autism to get worse? Or is it just that I got depressed and have something PTSD-like, in addition to a hoarding problem?",4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,70.48148148148148,8.362962962962964,35.72222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.1544222222222222,110,6,21,2,2,35,24,27,0.311,0.6890000000000001,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375774861383944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638958413435284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063751065615085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364327346138204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237650493620035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596806780792815,0.43940105254812817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893822782902929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830690427868826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,crybaby_lane,2020/02/08,GTA hopped on a GTA race just to run in to a bunch of 40-50 year old men calling a bunch of teenagers retards because we can’t drive in a videogame. jesus.,3.832058823529412,3.3841198529411787,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,71.05882352941177,6.8000000000000025,31.70588235294117,3.1291,0.9894588235294112,121,5,30,0,2,38,26,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561229854288149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965336645092949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130197780794264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762057389777976
autism,zk1glec,2020/02/08,"Aspies - please weigh in! Troubled kid or normal? So basically there is this kid. He’s 10. His diagnoses is high functioning autism (aspergers) but I’ve been around him a yes pretty close and I feel like he is deff autistic but there seems to be something much worse. (Maybe I’m wrong) 

I really want to hear adult aspies weigh in but all are welcome! 

He’s really high functioning, seems to remember everything. All that jazz. His caretaker is a single mom who mostly lets him be alone why she to is alone in separate rooms. Though he’s high functioning she enables a lot of things like whipping his behind for him, (I’ve had him do it himself, he knows how fine.) his caretaker (his mother) pretty much babies him like he’s 5. If he shows one slight upset or tear she will buy into it regardless if corrective action is needed. 


Here’s why I’m concerned. 

1.  Stemming on violent games - he loves violent games or creating the violence in the game. He was playing mirrors edge and I don’t really think that’s bad but he will be on top of a building, rather then shoot the person, he hits them until they fall off the building, he then stems why they fall, sometimes snickering. He then just stands there watching the cats run other the body, still stemming. I’ve dove into how he feels when he’s stemming and he said he feels like he’s really excited and part of what he’s watching like the game is reality.

2. Laughing at violence. - 2 of his grandmothers dogs were getting into it and he was mad he kept missing what happened. One day there was a younger cousin over, his aunt and uncle and grandmother. The two dogs on this occasion began to fight in front of him, it was really loud and a scary situation as the grandmother was trying to get the dogs off. Everyone was worried to death, look around the room showed sad and scared emotions except from this boy, he was laughing and in pure bliss at the situation. 

3. Unaffected by the sight of death. - his grandpa died and he and his mother went to the hospital where he died to say the goodbyes. Evidently his body was pretty bad off from his wife not letting them refrigerate him soon enough. His mom left him at 9 years old, beside this decaying corpse. Gooey lips, the whole nine yards. The boy talks open with me as I’ve stayed neutral throughout our private convos. He shows 0 emotion about the death though he will say it was one of his top worst moments. 

4. Violence to animals. - when he was late 8 to early 9 years old, he threw the family cat off the second floor balcony inside the home. When he first mentioned this in front of his mother, she said it was because she told him cats had 9 lives and he was testing if that was true. Later he explained to me that he did this anytime he was angry at the cat for jumping in him, or getting near or messing up his personal belongings. He explained “I use to just throw the cats when they made me and, literally, I threw them, I use to call it serving justice!” He said he stopped once he learned the cat wanted attention and wasn’t trying to make him mad or mess up his stuff. 

5. He hurt his 5 year old cousin. - His cousin moved in with her parents and she is a handful herself. Very loud and sometimes just a typical annoying little child but none the less a little kid at that. Every time they would get alone or out of sight in another room the 5 year old would cry and say he hurt her for no reason and the boy would make up a really elaborate story, it was always so elaborate that we genuinely all couldn’t determine if it was just an accident or not. After they were in the room, the little girl said the boy threw a world globe at her face and hurt her, he defended this as an accident again but the dad wouldn’t let it go and the boy did admit he threw it at her for making him mad. He was then caught 2 more times taking advantage of what he thought was no one looking at him, and hurting his cousin. 

6. His mom denies any of this as problematic. - imo, his caretaker (mom) is the biggest issue. She seems a big delayed in a lot of ways and plays this all off as normal boy stuff or just his autism. The uncle and aunt are close to her and tried to explain things such as what I’m typing to her by again, she just says it’s normal. 

7. Hate for authority.- I know quite a bit about autism but in no problem, so I can see how some of these things connect to autism. But every time I see anyone correct him or put him in his place, he can not keep his mouth shut, he will say mean things under his breath or disrespect or sometimes even act as though he zones out and says things and comes back. 

8. He’s said some wild things - when he was playing mirrors edge and stemming in the sort the subject came up as a joke that he wouldn’t hurt me, he said no he wouldn’t. I said what about your cousin? He went from laughing to straight faced and “no I wouldn’t because I wouldn’t want to get in trouble..” grant you, he’s seen a dead body, (his grandpa) in a pretty bad way. I said “so what if you wouldn’t get in trouble?” He replied “well a couple of weeks ago I totally could have oofed her (nine craft noise when you die)” I stated that if she did die she would be on a table like her grandpa and asked if he was okay with that. He said “I wouldn’t have to look!” I said awkwardly “well we don’t have guns in the house so that’s good lol!” Hoping we could change the subject he replied “we don’t need a gun.” He went on to explain he could just use a knife until she was dead. I was really confused, I said yeah but then that’s even worse then your grandpa because it’s messier. He replied that he would just shower and bury the body. 

This was the last convo I had and I’m not having anymore, I trie really hard to talk to his mother and she is just not hearing it. Is this abnormal? There is more but this is all I could think of off hand. Someone tell me something here. I’m concerned... thanks! 

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autism,RightSight690,2020/02/08,"Sometimes it’s awkward like that Stranger: why do you always rub your hand on your chin? 

Me: I’m autistic, I feel like I have to. 

Stranger: oh your quirky (giggles)

Me: no I mean I’m actually autistic 

Stranger: oh babe, don’t put yourself down

Me: no I am an autistic person, that’s me 

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autism,That_one_sander,2020/02/08,"when you cam to your senses that you had some sort of Autism? I'm in my early 20's and I'm starting to see some patters over past events in my life that may have something to do with Autism, I'm not sure as to how that's supposed to work, I'm legit clueless about it and how to react, I have yet to find it I have any sort of Autism, I'm pretty sure I have anxiety but that's besides the point.",1.2269181380417358,2.2203549662921382,2.8921669341894085,96.9726966292135,77.9887640449438,5.535152487961477,20.579454253611555,5.288315135182226,-0.3407444622792939,308,7,77,1,7,102,52,89,0.075,0.899,0.026000000000000002,-0.2411,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,2,16,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,15,12,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,5,6,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472497461930825,0.0,0.2303031585221445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751551212136229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126411944605069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28738720361872266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845904631649384,0.0,0.0,0.3062770536133505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989863597796166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176373515019805,0.0,0.0,0.21308541726308566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674739294207012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916868260466071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jamtwin1999,2020/02/08,struggling with autism  All my worst fears have materialized. I've worn a mask to hide my autism for years. it's been the only way to fit in. it's been hard to maintain lately and the people i thought would unconditionally accept me are now acting weird around me. like i have the plague or something. what do i do? i can't mask my autism and i need to fit in with the people around me. any advice?,1.8328703703703724,3.997901222222225,2.9266512345679025,92.11368055555558,79.98765432098766,5.037654320987656,17.532407407407412,5.985473137389443,-0.5291370370370374,313,6,69,2,8,100,52,81,0.196,0.688,0.11599999999999999,-0.7149,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,1,11,2,11,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516132303741356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509992976889066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584358841677874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897443616333469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306576975767406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904564520871574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579509904153147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909232826502163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583039938784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35701800832326824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822600453725034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691812268346577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204415846568358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043811257239021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829113146311232,0.0,0.0,0.16581312929408756
autism,TheEssentialEscapade,2020/02/08,"As a non-autistic person, can you explain to me what having a special interest looks or feels like to you? What does your special interest do for you? I've done some reading on autism and took a SpEd course first year of college for education, but special interests are something I haven't wrapped my head around. Practically, I understand it, but I don't think I have a firm grasp from the perspective from a person with ASD. So I'd like to know what your special interest looks like and what it does for you. Thank you!",6.339636963696371,6.6013196138613885,6.2799504950495075,80.02045379537954,65.73267326732673,9.901650165016502,34.65511551155116,9.725611199111238,3.1612165016501645,415,18,81,8,6,131,63,101,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,1,2,12,0,0,6,0,8,1,1,0,0,14,17,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,13,12,13,15,1,6,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,6,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926588433354013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787795486381437,0.2214718333690341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942797737355964,0.15460981684177974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408593846731047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210838834483526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893825332479405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719425702373905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36347500099896907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779375440365521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647762206005008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660996257948754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992495899383557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867259245987368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044953429459165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529986971346044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936677648004653
autism,devtorrr,2020/02/08,Does Autism get easier when youre older? I always thought as a kid that i would grow out of it.  im 20 and i can cope better but im still autistic :(,-2.9428431372549007,-1.4802309705882344,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,108.70588235294115,3.443137254901962,11.549019607843142,5.46131890053228,-1.3845921568627446,113,2,29,1,6,40,29,34,0.11800000000000001,0.765,0.11800000000000001,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780861472914561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955780295504472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924659044821011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460883023506274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7219996149173372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689732661829635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653222162328637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374103387124997,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,milkandtuna,2020/02/08,"Autistic parents of neurotypical children, how's raising NT kids like? And their emotional needs??????? How??????? What???????? Do you need to read their facial expressions?????? What's going on I'm just curious on the experience because hOLY the idea of having to help raise an NT child seems like great effort. Does anyone have experience with this?",2.320596816976128,4.432400741379312,3.0362068965517253,81.24102122015918,110.55172413793105,5.9225464190981425,23.427055702917773,7.010146845296331,1.9645899204244035,265,11,42,6,13,83,47,58,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.9399,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373727381110024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146611524825165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743936411596929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794973541226595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861062359549822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121226134908166,0.0,0.0,0.27394105874760205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654542339395365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804944407015021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427815609244809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684774123302052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589855146771186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485390600168972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261994129914811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pickleface32,2020/02/08,How do you improve your sensory issues? I am hypersensitive to noises sometimes and it gets overwhelming. How do you better cope with the issue?,4.779466666666671,8.166425080000002,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,78.2,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.3415333333333344,117,5,16,3,3,39,22,25,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34984585650394256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666683467524527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8257359700260158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912247486260709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pleuriglos,2020/02/08,"Aggressive and snide voices directed at me are like somebody scratching a fork down a chalkboard next to my ear no matter the content I want to tear myself up and get out of the body 

I want to kill myself if it doesn’t stop

Too much tension",9.371632653061225,6.150965040816328,8.895612244897956,74.92260204081633,61.85714285714286,11.432653061224489,38.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.328134693877552,193,7,38,2,2,62,41,49,0.24,0.6459999999999999,0.114,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,5,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281251189736198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137092734209924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264204696169088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830131159989832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833349202868562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409908486278552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222361949468283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454672433468004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hennibupat,2020/02/08,"Suggestions for active noise cancelling headphones Hi all, NT partner here trying to buy a pair of over head active noise cancelling headphones for my aspie partner....what brand and model do you recommend ? Ideally below £300/$350",5.796052631578945,9.550654921052633,4.7634736842105285,74.4473157894737,78.73684210526315,6.197894736842105,33.915789473684214,7.554174236665415,3.3572989473684216,189,10,23,3,5,56,32,38,0.083,0.67,0.247,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8340171494084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517385200369813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vuorililja,2020/02/08,"The difficulties with working with many people.  

Hello!

I am a new care worker of my client. Because She can't write her self, I'm doing it for her.

She has an issue that it is difficult to work with many people. She lives near a goup home and staff members visits her. A broblem is that there are too many staff members. She needs to meet all of them one at the time. Does anybody know how could she tell to other people why it is difficould?",1.8252309612983808,4.065970449438203,2.9835205992509373,91.285418227216,80.46067415730337,5.303870162297129,20.001248439450688,6.42735559955562,0.13359076154806493,346,9,71,3,9,111,63,89,0.057,0.907,0.036000000000000004,-0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,10,13,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,11,1,11,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,0,2,49,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811346208489075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975498360177679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547004992995809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955948231180865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435570340979744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022336690302456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064846754970338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109241959042373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893225158026333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143669568599782,0.0,0.18713329166924614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129586179999506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029835114358109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213250766004548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935358236038878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298221497376428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483702581431873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821171797271669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mierecat,2020/02/08,"Is it wise to tell people upfront you have autism To clarify I have not been officially diagnosed although I suspect that it’s been obvious my whole life something was different about me and that my mom blocked any attempts to get me diagnosed (she’s done similar things before). I’ve toiled over it for a year and now believe I have autism and a few people I’ve talked to also think it’s likely. 

Would it be wise to tell people that I have it? I’m worried that they’d think less of me but at the same time I want them to know why I can be oblivious to certain things, or need breaks from stimulation, or seem emotionally off. It’s caused me to hit something of a dead end at my job too and I’m wondering if telling my boss or asking for an accommodation from HR would help. 

I’m not trying to claim this because it’s “cool” or I want a free pass or anything. My life has improved greatly now that I’ve learned to stop ignoring things which have turned out to match symptoms of autism, and this seems like the next logical step. I would love to see a doctor and know for sure but that’s not possible right now and won’t be for a long time.",5.123040293040294,5.14433866666667,5.653357753357756,84.30076923076925,68.31623931623932,9.249816849816847,30.38949938949939,9.04235418022936,2.194714041514041,904,32,196,15,14,292,129,234,0.071,0.778,0.152,0.9623,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,6,11,0,0,9,1,20,7,0,3,3,45,39,17,1,7,11,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,20,8,0,3,10,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,2,21,11,27,26,4,19,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,9,12,124,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611093010070007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172909563662817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890101540935124,0.0,0.11235561612510048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326292033156143,0.0,0.10226754978048554,0.1354059707626536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346185418671382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439680255211593,0.0,0.12556647636918525,0.0,0.12301319741193616,0.0,0.12298973981515947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351905827544949,0.10644716180080543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279106768919858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325030481548633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055665827105339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192638627660257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209973122055024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977872436586006,0.1174314540703036,0.0,0.0,0.1063588684893452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084705589926944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075779740876515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891147543438411,0.0,0.0,0.12781681967708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499609136174107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548916056873353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263629641899487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577091705298132,0.21882160965017733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850466999487051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004790264209405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327179582061485,0.12491697101883235,0.0,0.09659917456288193,0.31513777836982537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395343009728118,0.15401783429240498,0.0,0.0,0.1401602640105001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159690150228735,0.1307254473315325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177502146474671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844717331234792,0.13418090485990855,0.0,0.0,0.13033418902696595,0.0,0.12205246836210056,0.0,0.2561253396201718,0.0,0.0,0.07739441768921121
autism,ArsonFly25,2020/02/08,"I need help to control my anger, any tips? I will start this off by saying that I'm a 13M, I play on my Xbox and when I loose or someone winds me up, I have extreme bouts of rage (swearing, screaming, yelling). My mum and dad hate me doing this and have taken away my Xbox several times before for the above reasons. They say that I am happier, funnier and calmer when I'm not allowed on it. I want to be able to play my games without any extreme raging. Does anyone with similar autism-related anger like mine have any solutions which involve me keeping my Xbox privileges and not getting angry and having my parents and neighbours be upset at us?",4.44751736111111,5.546371703125002,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,70.25,7.563888888888887,31.409722222222207,7.793537801064563,2.135611805555556,510,22,98,6,9,164,88,128,0.149,0.65,0.201,0.5911,2,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,2,11,5,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,18,10,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,6,8,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,20,4,14,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,5,63,26,0,0.20880549829300574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42598469725463534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460016593761259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961796391029658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767809979570856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341931214275069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827270986716314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090922547289716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615220042850915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399579240747999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559592091594312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201181929284857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482663121940182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318537953896556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146868287518419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33210102616325704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358907789489749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692022110421052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477936064077911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175616522398833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511673049035846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315889285712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128104911287467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,purpleoctodog,2020/02/09,"Olive oil and omega 3? I have a severely autistic brother. He does not know how to speak (he is not mute) and our communication with him is very limited. Every doctor and speech therapist we’ve talked to says olive oil and omega 3 is good for brain function for people with autism. 

Has anyone tried this with themselves or with other people and saw good results? 

*please note that I am inquiring about the effectiveness of this, and I am not going to feed olive oil and fish to my brother unless people actually say they have had good results with it",5.880206043956044,7.027500125,5.861978021978023,79.4973076923077,66.98076923076923,8.635164835164835,28.31868131868132,8.841846274778883,2.1106527472527468,439,14,81,7,7,138,68,104,0.048,0.867,0.084,0.595,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,3,1,4,0,24,12,10,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,12,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,7,3,14,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.1965930213583872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086345424874186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489269489033628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619982828147715,0.17629642302507698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697362543350143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449268472771924,0.5069178492284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110715526735279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189948603026072,0.0,0.0,0.2211393457062607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204134658798115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758912528916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619235466280624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339071636443516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677611371834544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662231654583267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Thatguy000963,2020/02/09,"Who to talk to about diagonse if i have no normal doctor. 25 male and seeing a lot. By a lot I mean to many similarities in symptoms and my current plus entire life. 

I have no regular doctor i see aside from my dentist should I just pick one at random? 

Also if it happens to be true will I lose my job? My biggest worry.",0.19152985074626727,2.4306110447761213,2.998638059701495,88.48064365671644,87.80597014925371,4.544029850746268,20.315298507462693,5.985473137389443,0.1624641791044774,248,8,51,2,8,87,49,67,0.154,0.804,0.042,-0.7622,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,1,14,9,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,10,1,10,6,2,4,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,5,1,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806438459864316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558122426183504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969011108819948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095974210257602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727422490071874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491041506303891,0.0,0.3786020771181596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257464289516933,0.0,0.2425464596981844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816352266895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508829434275867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548688872247756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143323602309934,0.0,0.17896895340888164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261261819532063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lucaisonreddit,2020/02/09,"So Fricking Excited So a freind who is a girl has never sent a valentine's card before, and over this school year and the last we have grown quite close, but on Friday she told me she is sending her first card and added a little wink at the end, I am 99% sure it's for me but even if it's not I'm sending her one for being such a good freind, I'm posting this here because I have autism (obviously) and have trouble making friends regardless",5.586086956521736,4.832367173913049,5.951217391304351,85.16769565217396,67.47826086956522,8.664347826086956,30.35652173913044,7.554174236665415,1.681914782608696,348,11,76,3,5,112,64,92,0.039,0.82,0.141,0.855,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,3,15,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,2,0,9,4,5,10,0,15,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040104103884732,0.0,0.2378624393925449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758373136640816,0.0,0.0,0.1846292555486539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377710718004113,0.0,0.0,0.2159669063991273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344594566514943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785713002635116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801660260624626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865907971659518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155934855749813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894191495185524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677158447596814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973183100924117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28290284878284866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345703721364544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26710626030098583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001042389727925
autism,Zoramae,2020/02/09,"How do I make my autistic employee more comfortable Hello, so I recently became the manager of a business and one of my employees in his 20s is autistic. How do I help him feel more comfortable? Everyday we have a conversation about how he’s doing at work which is fine. I have anxiety I understand that. He recently had a conflict with a coworker and I had two one hour long conversations about convincing him to give the coworker space, the she doesn’t hate him, and that there are other people to be friends with. Since then everyday, we have 2-3 10 minute conversations about how the coworker doesn’t hate him and he just needs to focus on what he’s doing. Sometimes, I honestly start to feel annoyed bc I’m trying to accomplish other tasks and I don’t want to have this conversation at 7am or for the 3rd time today. He also, asked to do a new task at work at the start of the year. I told him I had to discuss it with the owner and that right now was not the time to teach him something new because it was the holidays and there was so much going on. I asked him to wait until February 15th when the business was more settled for the year and we could discuss his next move. I think he was anxious about what the answer would be that he ended up asking me about the new tasks 3+ times everyday and that forced me to have a a conversation I wasn’t ready for. 

How do I make him feel more comfortable that I do trust him and like him? I understand his anxiety but how do I not get to a point where I’m annoyed at having the same conversation multiple times a day? How do I get him to understand that I sometimes need time to make a decision and not feel pressure which makes me uncomfortable and stressed? 

Thanks",5.408790143964559,5.673103505813955,6.268920265780733,79.29379844961241,67.72093023255815,10.389590254706533,31.206533776301217,10.290406445055957,3.009912679955703,1362,51,277,33,21,451,151,344,0.07200000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.753,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,3,21,16,4,2,25,0,34,0,0,11,0,53,65,27,0,5,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,16,18,0,2,10,1,0,2,7,6,0,3,10,4,42,10,38,51,6,42,0,0,0,0,42,13,0,1,28,198,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340396707043513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956942690411188,0.11782266520241412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29250276001880265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357672523213832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083270365321907,0.0,0.0,0.06726107693278206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923736308479548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109369554181872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805773754882286,0.0,0.1089787423008038,0.10004841967273484,0.059272749713590485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593769540337314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699061476848021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270869603880424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095283709173873,0.0,0.0,0.09229701092102398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784685297682174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084814023974246,0.07666817566545701,0.15466553136040245,0.0,0.3021837220643925,0.11091797580385816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413447846237148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230440834148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985916506769021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595571528665904,0.0,0.0,0.08906660540889838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627317069290537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029070602502716,0.2062990954945138,0.0,0.1476398245359918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946855777090735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602000987015008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682745846973086,0.0,0.0,0.3040736894302018,0.0,0.098858627397167,0.09965749748599463,0.0,0.07080885887604932,0.0,0.10188019703102323,0.3257215593817225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151537192110596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518547175078893,0.0,0.0,0.0740875478269501,0.0,0.0,0.13432398287319156
autism,WyMan2005,2020/02/09,How to initiate a first kiss I know how to kiss a girl. I know what to do if they move in for the kids but what do I do if I want to initiate a kiss. From what I’ve read there is a lot of non verbal communication which is something I suck at. Any help appreciated,2.150593220338984,2.42395249152543,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,74.9322033898305,8.611864406779661,23.224576271186447,8.841846274778883,1.0647593220338978,203,5,53,4,4,73,37,59,0.061,0.669,0.27,0.9022,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,2,0,9,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,9,9,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,3,1,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639664982666076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330174185916112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601797906881501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266522613596768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300052366664819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125595084395837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882714955190627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988294989731917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289506305325507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bloodbubblegum,2020/02/09,"11 y/o brother showing ASD signs hey everyone! so when my brother was younger, around 3/4, my parents had him go to a neurologist to check on possible ASD. he had a lot of stim ticks, like scratching his nose till it made rashes, and rocking slightly back and forth while singing to himself. the latter is still a strong trait, along with auditory sensitivity and now that he's joining middle school, he's having a lot of difficulty getting along with his peers, to the point of getting anxiety sick every morning. the thing is, his earlier ""test"" was a negative. is it an option to have another appointment? is ADHD a possible diagnosis as well? also, as a mentally ill person, i was already suggesting therapy for him, bc he has difficulty in talking abt his emotions and a huge attachment to our mother. is it a good idea? thank you in advance!",4.708461538461535,6.841651605095542,6.105987261146499,72.79603135717788,71.16560509554141,9.416756491915727,35.006859382655556,9.851270322608157,3.983178735913768,670,36,113,18,13,226,109,157,0.098,0.7879999999999999,0.114,0.3867,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,13,0,13,4,2,1,0,15,18,11,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,2,12,5,21,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,3,7,79,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145474627242311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970022824644646,0.14276312105299002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719475778604025,0.13656802074072566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892147391925918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727157364392786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081201493714015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504115807831355,0.17058439636829226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865396326550428,0.0,0.10145755699316704,0.14973488393969075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152839726423832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721630763172314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035442168200161,0.0,0.16892081785370378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799071061343432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982263632240151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558775878332008,0.0,0.0,0.1687599793486328,0.4025110445060861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067270919113831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256704313569246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348835910016,0.0,0.16435808480218872,0.20415423860492707,0.0,0.11860137159667265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051175313182595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anxiousoddish,2020/02/09,"I just need a non-foaming, non-mint toothpaste that still has fluoride I'm autistic, and I haven't been able to use minty or foaming toothpaste for my entire life. Eventually, my parents gave up on me and I was happily brushing with just water... Until my most recent dentist appointment. I need to figure this out before I do more damage. Oranurse worked quite well, but I can't find it anywhere online anymore. I don't know what to do. Does anyone know of any brands? Preferably accessible to Canada.

I've spent hours on this. I don't know why this is so hard. I can find plenty with two of the three requirements, but getting all three is killing me. Hopefully, Oranurse will be back, but until then, I need help.",3.2293037619315017,5.597745810218981,3.937518248175184,85.60269511510387,76.29927007299271,6.259180235822573,26.59685569904548,7.321109707123232,1.47615485682201,564,22,104,7,13,179,93,137,0.08,0.836,0.084,-0.1404,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,2,0,14,3,0,1,1,26,26,10,1,5,6,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,7,0,1,0,4,2,1,3,4,2,15,2,15,20,3,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,71,21,2,0.18551086058372027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261537466354001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397692544380187,0.12971350706248885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264640088683944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578560788362445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234180423244235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391071315218267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692176797658517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618129303653592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434401944815457,0.0,0.0,0.18425414256070868,0.18269082935777609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524028151523568,0.0,0.3058557523460432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103180703820996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412661857569748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598785694800612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731363521397446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316959462944704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481492128963067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121715500797786,0.0,0.0,0.1602218210195349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667965426234819,0.0,0.16739469730826076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505411592863442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jillianbrodsky,2020/02/09,"Question about food selectivity and food groups This may seem like an oddly specific question, but for those of you with food selectivity, are there certain food groups you won’t specifically eat? Or is it just certain foods in every food group?

As a bit of context about myself, I’m 18 years old and wasn’t diagnosed with autism as a kid, but am working on getting a diagnosis now as an adult (I am on the high-functioning side of the spectrum). As far as I’ve read, I’m not very food-selective (relatively).

I am incredibly interested in food science, culinary subjects, and chemistry, and I think a cool potential career for me in the future is finding out ways to isolate nutrients and incorporate them into food that is generally okay with food-selective people in a way that won’t change the texture or taste of the food. 

I’m currently doing some research while I’m on medical leave from college, and I was wondering about people’s individual experiences with food selectivity and if there are certain disdains for food groups, and about vitamin supplements if you take any.

I would greatly appreciate hearing about any experiences on these topics! Thanks in advance <3",11.476713615023478,9.25653160093897,11.090704225352113,57.700657276995294,56.934272300469466,14.349295774647887,46.2018779342723,12.838901577100673,5.9872779342722975,953,48,155,26,9,315,124,213,0.016,0.8420000000000001,0.142,0.9794,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,2,9,9,0,0,12,2,15,16,0,0,3,35,26,20,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,6,14,13,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,11,9,34,20,2,22,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,10,7,99,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092058669280418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495578497263381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294039293971948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038864007265955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060880725481828525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050129151736216265,0.0,0.0,0.11639980839594675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054379574064033286,0.0,0.9352788868276146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03108495204124318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559612774224245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705792889938605,0.0,0.0,0.06286230250664793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299918869770328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029067439464298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059937402303897235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062432545308709564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249605448599133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330147873488649,0.0,0.059513531868278076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416422663197923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473466357923615,0.0,0.0,0.054777240749846634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812355139566393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049091611665285424,0.0,0.0944525827300034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452242594904141,0.04331483839242705,0.0,0.0,0.042265267930827785,0.0,0.0,0.038314394875991635
autism,StarchildKissteria,2020/02/09,I am currently eating chips with a spoon This way my hands don't get greasy. Why didn't I figure this out sooner?,2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,76.5,6.466666666666668,16.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.24693333333333325,90,1,20,1,2,29,21,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154476759274363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142400380200649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774140096595525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427275744620444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheReforgedSoul,2020/02/09,"I think I finally get it, I know why I can't seem to drive myself to move forward. I have felt stuck sense my burnout at the end of college. I knew that it would be bad, because I had pushed myself far beyond what I felt my limits where for over a year before that, and the last two semesters broke me. Sense then I have stayed where I am, and looked back at my life to see how I want to move forward. I had been driving myself the same way my parents did, and that won't work anymore. When they found out that I am ASD they started working to prevent me from showing any symptoms, and that was overall pretty traumatizing for me. I realize now there is no need to drive myself that way, I shouldn't be fighting myself for the sake of others. I need to just take life a step at a time, and the next step for me is simple. I need to make a resume, find an engineering job, and move out on my own. Thank you to anyone who read this, and I am sorry for the long post.",3.7102703731911646,3.9806532029703017,4.4898019801980205,90.54861005331304,71.42574257425744,7.007463823305407,25.439451637471446,6.297961479604792,0.6383773038842344,745,20,170,4,13,240,117,202,0.079,0.868,0.053,-0.7087,2,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,1,2,4,10,4,1,0,11,0,18,3,0,2,0,30,37,10,0,6,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,9,2,0,11,4,3,0,1,10,4,35,1,25,22,2,38,0,1,2,0,6,13,0,1,14,121,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263731732268353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350980789468418,0.09525132336746647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474821601679464,0.113741750191621,0.08304117824717118,0.0,0.11591699855519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065445517325532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615937261339109,0.1492272585734717,0.12450670624933045,0.0,0.0,0.14936311038636066,0.0,0.0,0.0711716680240311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518177601409606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748654112956742,0.1110411323431612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924387568614172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055437752713065,0.11439425367704985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093089779426376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343551891862496,0.0,0.30302617612412325,0.0,0.0,0.1448762792659148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126116328405045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304653953329574,0.13858926912554906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626134367030168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855327303224588,0.12401364980440993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249215181642198,0.09642038765687158,0.14519716978764513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158939350937685,0.10242385515679177,0.0,0.0,0.12541719828770875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728714589069596,0.0,0.0,0.07943358942144459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307152217449264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034872739968235,0.21625730202681334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229214042885071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983460868455041,0.0,0.0,0.09676996168848843,0.0,0.0,0.08772409843314842
autism,Mr-Lucmult,2020/02/09,"Does anyone else fear the things they enjoy? For example: If there is something you know you are good at, but you don’t want to carry on or fear doing it, because you might not do good even tho you’ll enjoy it.
For me, it’s some online games. Where I do really good and then I don’t want to play it again in fear of not doing good.
Also I swim competitively, and some races I’m good at but then I’m afraid to do it again incase I don’t do good and I’d just rather stay with what I’ve got.

Does anyone else feel like this? I believe it’s my autism doing this.",-0.9672256097560992,1.0972354634146342,1.3186941056910548,99.30048018292685,92.73983739837401,4.050609756097561,11.752540650406505,5.602791699666715,-1.408511788617886,434,5,106,3,16,145,70,123,0.076,0.66,0.264,0.9764,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,0,9,14,0,4,1,0,14,0,0,0,0,19,21,11,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,13,10,11,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,5,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456250332171113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284998512636785,0.2679422025271548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970533988694957,0.0,0.0,0.14731297733582496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884429818854246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184534045778097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863606083440831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413977973019612,0.06611225124027774,0.0934094122964832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6580125532633289,0.10457449500382564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185800080216538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387893028105265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870744311938438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376322041593705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065944715021137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936446968635846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686596524415817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424209439354145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,silverlinin,2020/02/09,"Sensory Overload I'm not sure if that is the right terminology for my description here.  
Does anyone space out from too much input? You are overloaded with information from the person talking, from reading materials...that your mind drifts off and you look like you're not actively listening, staring blankly.  
I have had this problem since small. School was challenging. I had to bring my work home to process information. Slower, at my pace.  
People have asked are you ok? Do you get me? How much did you get? Over the years I have heard whether my head was hit when I was a baby, and it hurts to hear this.

However, I notice often times if I was to take valium, I can process information much better! Most of the times, it works. It makes me wonder the chemistry of valium, whether it is due to stress and the med helps cope with the stress.

What are your thoughts?",3.1341503267973856,5.811509401234575,3.568445896877272,86.45153594771246,78.44444444444444,7.268554829339143,24.344226579520697,8.313332769828598,1.6475769063180827,681,24,132,14,17,212,103,162,0.115,0.816,0.069,-0.8272,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,0,4,5,9,0,2,8,1,17,1,1,2,1,24,31,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,9,5,20,5,17,21,4,14,0,1,2,0,17,7,0,5,6,88,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437095293897892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529145403518568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466311503526813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431399649301976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091566198533964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786855062628836,0.0,0.1843536752766699,0.0,0.1096365699965024,0.0,0.16407262036164416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751035458198783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991134507249183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735640977200506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918329598640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816878163291616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651576356812332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36072517594947257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622391024745055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339785682268627,0.14282177322851727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651303878519418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361284204100632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139686671940392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554013350713745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530561804293614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747345070562045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416144906769075,0.0,0.12298321434101253,0.13147022717765067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985518019280326,0.1907563065018202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738314553853549,0.23815974584124205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533280146466524
autism,oRedDeadDano,2020/02/09,"Conversations When having a conversation with someone in person, does anyone else here desperately feel the need to escape the conversation asap instead of listening to whatever the person is saying?",19.443225806451615,14.92009396774194,17.81612903225807,22.544193548387113,44.806451612903224,20.14193548387097,56.806451612903224,17.122413403193686,9.71271612903226,167,8,16,6,1,56,26,31,0.08,0.867,0.053,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440626961357783,0.3576412451559227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054545307870604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29158507650111776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764893147150857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881490121752715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095510467529701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775772281671649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957475027896317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ruddet,2020/02/09,"Natural Remedies that work to help ease symptoms of Autism? Are there any natural remedies or dietry changes that you find that work to alleviate some of the symptoms of Autism in you or someone you know?

i.e Magnesium, CBD, passion flora etc etc.",7.205378787878788,8.774843931818182,6.4890909090909075,74.66196969696973,64.22727272727272,9.503030303030306,39.66666666666666,9.725611199111238,4.200675757575757,199,11,32,4,3,61,30,44,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383916282668854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042575106778405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701965953586913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364387275269424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134536880498025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048917650521084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165969575110172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314010021916212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722076446478563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wholesomegal,2020/02/09,"I can’t like things in moderation and it’s ruining me The cycle goes something like this:
1) everything is boring and I have no motivation 
2) find interest
3) motivation to do ONLY THAT THING absorbs me
4) everything else gets left behind and my life is still a mess but the mess is disguised

I want to be able to use my interests to motivate me rather than dive fully in. Any advice?",1.6322222222222216,4.2148431578947365,4.16122807017544,80.26915204678366,84.52631578947368,8.114619883040936,24.23391812865497,8.841846274778883,2.3807269005847957,304,12,58,9,9,106,58,76,0.14800000000000002,0.669,0.182,0.2144,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,4,0,11,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,8,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,38,13,3,0.2603187092559963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438042986943865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702564900298498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174628782161981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679153408640369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379265841889261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600578132775878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828370392889035,0.0,0.1838708028863565,0.25435714427314776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979841087994857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040606040671236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789085747922387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458883665838131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483178349349311,0.0,0.0,0.1535427193443759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jinxypeach,2020/02/09,"Lack of Special Interest I feel really weird because I don’t have a special interest I don’t think. It could be that I just haven’t identified my special interest yet because I am 20, and was diagnosed late as an adult, so I am still trying to do research and am realizing all the time that my autism is the reason for a lot of the things I do, that I had no reasonable explanation for before. The thing about the whole special interests thing is that my interests change a lot, and don’t last very long, but when I find a new hobby or interest, I am very intense about it and spend tons of time on it. When I first read about special interests I thought that mine just changed a lot, but reading other people’s experiences it seems like everyone just has one special interest that keeps them interested for a long period of time. Does anyone have any input on this? Anyone else on the spectrum experienced what I’m trying to describe?",8.012814407814407,6.869323346153845,8.375787545787546,71.03032356532358,62.79120879120879,12.264713064713066,37.80463980463981,11.429527900616536,4.291265445665445,747,32,140,19,9,248,99,182,0.026000000000000002,0.747,0.228,0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,11,17,0,0,13,0,19,1,0,2,1,25,25,11,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,16,4,0,1,8,2,1,0,5,1,0,2,3,2,17,16,16,20,7,17,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,15,106,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913305234587348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781530974143987,0.13760911089399994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373950578741878,0.0,0.11428180847394608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28414915258612217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722987394178088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631453587292325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752930337166742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219277326300654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833210051938104,0.0,0.1313739292530808,0.0,0.0,0.06790754145161854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227503449421442,0.1142379106072144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937451780522555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947472396060293,0.15149943147378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561357425540014,0.0,0.0,0.23770753996346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425383661198439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971050104463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100706703361686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310866551287482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686783297329342,0.0,0.08603782590677983,0.27617133539256195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226424382748828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725440602984372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676744790060372,0.08605582454042161,0.0,0.10662143779834612,0.2349391642073276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236559865896448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216277846745838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994430298736788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SanguineFan,2020/02/09,"What should you do if you have a sensory overload in public? So whenever I have to out physically shopping like for groceries and such I have a sensory overload. My entire body starts to feel like ants are crawling on it, gets super itchy, I sway and tears well up. And sometimes I see people stare and idk what to do.",5.387903225806454,6.094252145161293,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,67.87096774193549,8.780645161290323,31.62903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.525309677419354,251,10,48,4,4,81,45,62,0.152,0.687,0.161,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,11,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,4,8,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43136491520733067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963594313766192,0.2774344957200185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289478273639572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794525278332211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692302537468491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30946152252277515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840841734394435,0.0,0.27487333300091416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491697374417384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Godsmercy40f,2020/02/09,"Should I help? Today I was at Target. And as I was getting on line, I heard screaming. I didn't know exactly what was going on I just saw a people's faces staring.  Finally when I got to the register I seen these parents and this teenager girl. And she was screaming.  Everyone was staring including myself.  Her dad as he was trying to pick her up and hold her from running back it was just so hard to watch her parents faces. It wasent like a low scream she was screaming at the top of her lungs.  She would fall on the floor and he would try to pick her up and almost fall with her.  I felt helpless My body and mind just wanted to help but I didn't. I started to tear up while my parents were with me.  I regret not helping and wish I did.  This must have been So hard for her parents as they Watched on Lookers as they just stared.  So I asked the parents if you're going through a meltdown with your child. Would you rather have somebody intervene and help you? Or just leave you?",1.4380449868389569,3.7099145226130688,2.336870064608757,95.18651591289782,82.16582914572865,4.99650634122996,23.04402967217037,6.1826913282559595,0.3577105049054801,766,27,164,6,21,240,107,199,0.129,0.8190000000000001,0.053,-0.8977,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,2,1,11,8,0,0,7,0,20,4,4,2,2,38,33,21,0,10,10,6,3,1,0,5,0,5,0,2,6,12,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,18,16,35,1,26,10,0,23,0,3,8,0,33,12,0,3,7,119,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637928275216628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798763125527613,0.0,0.0,0.09704631634567958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018885991675512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059734476808312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117966522869585,0.13825491539252294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593857606894607,0.0,0.14345405840773268,0.0,0.10094022782805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261155168934325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338378787604511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936072674292154,0.0,0.0,0.13363626203166762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061658952077619116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274343052852394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.700696358424179,0.0,0.0,0.08749687560873763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933081439040011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963061758791495,0.0,0.0,0.17137416816450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444086700199397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513320280071038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896405509974386,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,creativejo,2020/02/09,"My 7year old son hyper focused on anything space themed. Any good board games about space? He ADORES round objects, specifically the planets. He also has a fascination with boardgames and can play usually on a 10-12 year old level. Does anyone have any recommendations? If this is the wrong place to post, apologies. Thanks in advance!",4.5575123152709365,7.898660810344832,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,78.82758620689654,6.072906403940888,27.25123152709359,7.447530270364453,1.8239921182266008,269,11,44,4,7,80,51,58,0.045,0.695,0.26,0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,4,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506037061949667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487511487836737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929604077294986,0.0,0.21101324119158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243963902447873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150743873408561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381429568858379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679061388197079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558114275046986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360786842936676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282412316567699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803569159013462,0.0,0.1651271916586538
autism,HeleneBauer,2020/02/09,"Autism in Las Vegas Next christmas my mom is planning a trip to vegas since all her girls will be over 21. Shes been planning this for years.

I've gotten my diagnosis within the last 6 months so this hasn't been something we've ever had to plan with before.

Loud noise, big flashy lights, crowds, all cause me to get over stimulated.

Does anyone have tips or tricks that could help me survive a few days in a city basically designed to be over stimulating?",4.190513643659712,5.920036494382025,4.4831781701444635,85.5659550561798,71.69662921348315,6.8834670947030485,23.950240770465488,7.447530270364453,0.9324016051364366,364,10,72,4,7,114,72,89,0.017,0.895,0.087,0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,3,3,9,13,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,6,0,12,5,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964661383081645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551314288702887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080058076803762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938815216233206,0.0,0.0,0.1933641681184161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623813842618636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712114684273354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664768398404652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096829711697267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24439972662505266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35115477054663397,0.2393197404938024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188703348018862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802070740917825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308221379459188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193079314152105
autism,THeyManMan,2020/02/10,"Should I explain my daughter's (7) autism to my son (4)? I have an autistic daughter.  She's doing great but still struggles socially, and I imagine that will continue indefinitely.  My son is 4 and is just at the point where he's realising she is different.  He's very social and craves social interaction, so when she doesn't want to play or talk, his feelings are hurt.  He's starting to say stuff like, ""\[daughter\] doesn't like talking to me.""  I know he is going to figure this out at some point, but I also don't want to stigmatise her in his mind by explaining that she's different.  

Have any of you gone through something similar?  How did you handle it or wish others had handled it?",5.065339966832504,5.994671537313438,5.9793532338308495,78.71233001658376,68.70149253731343,9.239137645107792,32.0530679933665,9.444778638647367,2.8911386401326697,542,23,104,11,9,179,88,134,0.1,0.8079999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.2663,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,15,0,0,1,0,23,25,11,0,4,5,5,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,18,4,13,20,1,13,0,1,0,0,27,7,0,4,6,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643196279669678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160165750515706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35648975230109026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626251203902256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695818877480054,0.0,0.0,0.18809152005263505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263511805812896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937595005919336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666970006022756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226141338035206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225518614925485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356711539459668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217279015407871,0.0,0.13133929958123122,0.0,0.0,0.12075439428075747,0.0,0.1362445804046568,0.0,0.0,0.17835235026510754,0.19530077141593752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742500769963671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076617290948554,0.2012533271055954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961861885377537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,krnoll,2020/02/10,Eye contact Why is eye contact so important to some people?,1.8727272727272712,4.477222181818182,3.718636363636364,78.19795454545455,99.9090909090909,5.836363636363638,32.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.2600545454545458,48,3,7,1,2,16,9,11,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.3327,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6092485237234183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7929793416860463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,joojjoojjo,2020/02/10,"Counting letters in words and saying it backwards phonetically? If you said ""shoelace"" I will instantly know it is an 8-letter word. I prefer words that have a number of letters that can be divided by 3 or 4,with 13 being my ultimate numbered word. Sometimes when I stumble across a 12-letter word it feels so nice that I repeat it over and over all day. 

I also flip words backwards phonetically. As in, I see silent letters in words and can flip the word backwards in my head and read it including the certain way you say letters in a word. 

My psychiatrists have said it's an obsessive-compulsive thing, but one psychologist thought it could be indicative of autism.

Anyone experience anything similar?",6.7650000000000015,8.54514835714286,6.820793650793654,71.09642857142859,65.42857142857143,9.726984126984126,37.80952380952381,9.994966539143718,4.188657142857143,567,30,91,13,9,181,79,126,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.5217,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,10,1,1,0,2,23,16,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,11,2,12,8,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,2,3,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777122427140803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292272214059465,0.0,0.2035124920620273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974544218182478,0.0,0.0,0.15949247977108566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191358517070025,0.0,0.0,0.12504579033365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538082090789403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591339477226566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758154366808062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737380686147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704909551797261,0.39333671764572986,0.0,0.0,0.1970715661092704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445928300243696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429970350841447,0.0,0.0,0.19633403994611706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963006918286555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LuminaryXeno,2020/02/10,"I need some help remembering the name of a specific autism rights activist... She has just a few videos on youtube where she speaks about her experience being hospitalized longterm for autism. I remember that she specifically talks about how so-called “non-verbal/low functioning” people are objectified/dehumanized and subjected to abuse. She uses a speech device in all her videos. If I remember correctly she is light skinned, slightly heavyset, and has short dark hair. I found her videos really thought-provoking and I would love to watch them again, but unfortunately I cannot remember the name of her channel. Does this sound familiar to anyone?",8.138636363636365,10.377585000000003,7.15068181818182,68.28602272727274,62.63636363636364,11.681818181818182,35.56818181818181,11.45678717892309,4.776909090909092,530,24,83,17,8,162,82,110,0.055999999999999994,0.9,0.044000000000000004,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,7,3,2,2,2,20,11,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,16,1,10,8,3,6,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,2,1,52,18,0,0.0,0.21174536104947286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496009569343768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563927138455868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748153416639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594928350700525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978737543240348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129521571886632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251322440950747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389690455367584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448795067204635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8097867379059875,0.15261969446107734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364252239572087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187794475961768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435041839654173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695239546639228,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,an_actual_T_rex,2020/02/10,"Anyone else utterly obsessed with cities? Like, as a concept? I was born and raised in an Urban environment. Being Autistic, I immediately became super passionate about the city I grew up in, and learned its history and prominent buildings.

After that, I just became obsessed with cities in general, particularly the city of Detroit. I’ve grown super invested in its comeback, and I know its population almost off of the top of my head (about 637,000). It has become my favorite big city in America, and I’ve been looking for apartments in the downtown or midtown area so that I can see the buildings everyday.

I don’t know why I love this city so much, but I’m always genuinely happy when I hear about new buildings and developments in the downtown area.

I guess I just love Detroit’s history and aesthetic.

Sorry if I took the time to ramble about my special interest too much. Although I’m sure that this is one of the few subs where people will understand.

Anyone else have something like this?",6.19862547288777,7.801634032786888,6.7295081967213175,71.88790668348048,66.59562841530055,9.565195460277428,35.38839848675915,9.851270322608157,3.8230877679697346,800,39,130,18,13,261,111,183,0.023,0.7609999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9892,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,11,13,0,2,10,0,9,4,1,0,1,22,21,15,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,3,3,15,11,23,16,3,24,0,0,2,3,3,15,0,4,8,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292150502537015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368976592884833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149411645615135,0.3538773351055604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190719686419849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885163588550316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023466047735915,0.0,0.0,0.18382896814903632,0.0,0.0,0.17722711174706832,0.0,0.19463127123779786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980897813069514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687326998438169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501393913880056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311714274804909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538902445969989,0.0,0.0,0.16678258491271053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701746399058252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971971264428752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760951466370613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294321153871144,0.0,0.19330942693223616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275584830557907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069542246813762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186207599596514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797736928526764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558235354257628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ConnorTron110,2020/02/10,"Your “Perks” With autism Since people with autism (such as myself) act differently from normal people, what are you main Perks with having autism that you wouldn’t have if it wasn’t for it?

One of the main bonuses with me is that I can visualise 3D objects in my mind and manipulate them, it’s sounds like something most people can do but I have this kinda extra layer to it. 
If I have an idea for something I immediately know what it will look like, but if I have to explain it to someone it’s very difficult without giving them a visual example, for example I had this project for my engineering course, and it was a musical instrument for a Nursery school, we had to make it from scratch, I came up with the model in my head knowing what it would look like and how it worked, however my friends didn’t understand what I was saying until I modelled it on CAD.

Anyways the best way I can describe it is imagine it’s VR, you can see it, interact, but it’s not there and you can’t touch.

So with that out of the way what are your “Perks”?",7.447692307692307,5.843838384615385,7.612384615384617,77.5326153846154,64.19230769230771,10.82,34.74230769230769,9.642632912329526,2.979298461538461,816,29,168,13,10,266,111,208,0.032,0.867,0.10099999999999999,0.9351,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,6,2,3,5,7,0,0,8,0,24,1,1,3,0,36,34,14,0,6,8,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,26,13,0,0,6,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,7,7,25,6,27,24,5,10,0,0,3,0,14,5,0,5,4,132,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825571621086343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896049028695634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174806294105586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439876354196326,0.0,0.0,0.1668754264689019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785300909931576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637630351752008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912044596503549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254959841863496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921601722729033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611766286575155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564700246937062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044094681432484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787778003086945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617996871025501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833760587783284,0.0,0.1760537932077704,0.13862122410197267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389904607485154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739322007937328,0.2678412283421006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109539464237867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353276125770129,0.0,0.2761579737816097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768836136727516,0.0,0.12664278370580562,0.0,0.0,0.12357407723279346,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,delaneysinger,2020/02/10,Inclusive meditation room I'm a librarian at a public university and we have a meditation/relaxation/prayer space in the library. What kinds of things would people with autism like to see in this type of space that may be tools for relaxation?,5.372045454545454,8.102405750000003,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,71.04545454545455,10.763636363636362,29.181818181818183,10.686352973137794,3.873972727272728,199,8,34,7,4,65,37,44,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660234076402648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655509458539387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768289485023289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433138766952382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611102930435836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861221381259529,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,l--Xanatos--l,2020/02/10,"I might be being emotionally abused by my school and I dont know what to do Even from my first day at high school (where I had a panic attack and tried to run from the building) to today I have been so terrified of my school. It doesnt feel safe to me, being a relatively large school it does have trouble addressing the needs of individuals but it has programs to do so. The problem is that I was immediately thrown in a special ed classroom and forced to try and get though it. I had an anxiety attack every single day my first semester. Now I still have nightmares (sometimes multiple a night) of breaking down due to panic in the school and being driven out of it. These dreams vary but the school is always there.

I want to feel like a normal student, see my friends, etc. But I'm kept on a homebound program only allowed at the school to take finals under strict supervision. (Most times including the school's resource officer.) I'm starting to lose hope of ever being accepted by them, and am starting to wonder if I even deserve to be accepted by them. I'm sorry for the rant but I feel so hopeless. What can I even do?",4.411148648648648,5.665640869369372,5.501430180180179,80.3329560810811,70.48648648648648,8.072522522522524,28.739864864864863,8.472884824447931,2.089089189189189,891,33,170,14,16,295,125,222,0.183,0.715,0.102,-0.9576,1,0,0,0,1,1,22.0,0,0,2,4,12,15,2,2,15,0,24,0,0,1,1,30,42,15,0,6,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,7,1,0,2,2,8,0,2,6,4,19,7,31,29,3,27,0,2,1,0,3,10,0,5,15,126,28,13,0.0,0.10860991237427857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627394097991945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012468570580993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856794498422696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823472632962374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021804521505523,0.0,0.10743255351847326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311256879201466,0.0,0.0,0.10223247190598124,0.18163474221859854,0.08291767305958107,0.07723305040025412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904813712838793,0.06548662578376781,0.0,0.10041626192751944,0.0,0.1559430987076215,0.0,0.0,0.07082137525638325,0.0,0.04789200663765367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096850778631157,0.0,0.09104560103221046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037755716913185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478366258750334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255145987002276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724375946346007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796961038587791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860228792331892,0.08981378946705622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971656763564113,0.0,0.2151019708448889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771254085565093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7421718132211366,0.07304639917732382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066059528833753,0.10261323571222558,0.12976415964028962,0.0,0.07320505223457305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892186297174993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006195316848101,0.0,0.053451522177897816,0.0,0.08688920315167803,0.0,0.0,0.1244711864974945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406732612552111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940849989824932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BearHugs4Everyone,2020/02/10,"Not doing okay with a major change in a store My local Walmart decided for some unholy reason to change up a lot of the locations of stuff like toys and camping, I've never seen my Walmart change that drastically and it also triggered my detached from reality feeling because I only seen my Walmart different is the brief moments in my dreams. Also I am having a slight anxiety attack because I don't like how they changed it up that much.

My WHOLE life the toys were always the far back left of the building and now they're somewhere else, so when I say drastically changed I don't mean they moved the toys sections of the boys, girls, and toddler sections around they literally placed it in a whole different area.",6.143055555555558,7.230580985294122,6.354803921568627,76.41633986928106,66.35294117647058,8.691503267973857,34.22875816993464,8.841846274778883,3.00723954248366,578,26,100,9,9,185,84,136,0.061,0.8690000000000001,0.07,0.3036,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,8,4,1,0,12,1,7,1,0,3,1,16,11,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,4,1,2,4,1,0,0,3,4,14,3,14,8,8,20,0,0,2,0,6,13,0,2,7,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104449699327808,0.10948302644077712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065643286088506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713187745523602,0.0,0.14968840958026755,0.0,0.10117498123832476,0.0,0.16041685425590171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6959577802886031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749409803483521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991612360466783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652954109965267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295934655821976,0.0,0.09293708454117604,0.12856424755797766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186249136120983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332647860361564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398460670351395,0.09672460729051796,0.0,0.10148068504499076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007062333153337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747049017417606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352835915995858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463571485609356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062476609576034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938031757596225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GalaxyPupperino,2020/02/10,sensetivity to noise these past few days I've been extra sensitive to sounds and my ears hurt constantly from all the little noises. I can't wear headphones cause of other sensitivity issues and I don't know what to do now. any tips?,2.8520000000000003,5.6070946444444445,4.177777777777782,81.14000000000001,80.33333333333334,7.155555555555559,20.11111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.2475777777777781,189,5,35,4,5,62,38,45,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,1,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,4,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474126704640661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737472782103114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931642935766194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463626248455166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894809190772604,0.0,0.0,0.3797375387935563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994805408206576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646470428908477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34731099924045394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheMagecite,2020/02/10,"4 year old son recently diagnosed with ASD level 2. Would like some advice. Hey everyone,

So my son was recently diagnosed with ASD level 2.  He was non verbal at 2 years old so we got him speech therapy which helped.  At 3.5 years we took him to a doctor which diagnosed him with a borderline/mild global development delay and we also added OT to the mix.

He started preschool recently and they suggested getting him assessed again and the doctor said he obviously had Autism was surprised at the first diagnosis.

So it wasn't a shock we suspected but now we want to help our kid as much as possible.  He will be getting behaviour therapy added to the mix and I am sure there are other things that was mentioned like a play based Denver model.

Now a few things my son doesn't have a few of the typical traits he doesn't get obsessed over things. He also doesn't mind breaks in routines, he does have hyperlexia(can read) When he does have a meltdown it is when he doesn't get his own way.

So do you have any strategies for dealing with meltdowns or advice?  It sucks because sometimes it's because of something like we won't let him play with knives etc which obviously isn't something we can let him do or go outside by himself.

Also we are trying this program called Gemiini to help assist did anyone find that useful? Are there any other suggestions people have?  We really just want to help our son out.

Thanks",3.855316728167281,6.0963801697417,4.706738929889298,81.4293088868389,73.87084870848709,7.911500615006151,27.15882533825338,8.72156446121922,2.215438991389914,1130,43,207,23,24,365,149,271,0.017,0.8220000000000001,0.16,0.9887,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,11,1,1,1,15,11,1,1,12,0,31,5,0,1,3,35,45,18,0,3,4,4,0,3,0,3,5,2,0,1,15,19,0,1,2,3,0,2,7,3,0,1,10,2,24,8,23,29,6,29,0,0,0,0,46,9,1,3,19,134,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854832000604444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372835700875145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817157721434084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103522620151148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385862310953713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373640757228908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047365043226836,0.0,0.3093400821355081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796666563099533,0.1778070309988235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330151621459356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707515113500834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928529046038132,0.08641378417918219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123097237283204,0.0,0.057736861568723874,0.0,0.08125210294517397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27237889864621856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776863885620847,0.0,0.14889760889690565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257858055779842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468153352953248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320664140902212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043084107608945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452929256957907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161911696281796,0.0,0.06508219626598277,0.0,0.300928420233223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663689945785084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564203922180847,0.1004767146443742,0.0,0.0719070749413093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574890411133412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935319188748419,0.2323577535736395,0.0,0.2024788840775767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128720332227192,0.06897404460769216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774254552425148,0.0,0.0,0.11984274494163033,0.08063870308625126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216777547052168,0.0,0.0,0.1962650267277259
autism,NuclearImpactx,2020/02/10,"Sister doesn't understand ""no"" Hi, so I'm watching my sister this week since my grandfather died and my mom went to the funeral. So I haven't had that many challenges, it's only one, and it's that she is the boss every time. If she chooses something and is determined you can't say no. It doesn't matter the context, she is just the boss, it has always been like this between my mother and sister. She pretty much decides everything. I would love to get educated about this matter, apreciate all tips.",3.7753061224489777,5.60330423469388,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,72.9795918367347,7.757142857142857,26.535714285714285,8.472884824447931,1.9390163265306133,397,14,74,7,8,130,64,98,0.08,0.769,0.151,0.8042,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,16,7,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,2,11,3,4,12,2,3,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,1,3,52,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508318121512632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682703054810169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778775243052065,0.0,0.23231284187358706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504959898577112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628444907967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332960090157177,0.0,0.0,0.2620668189625112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30273866640181624,0.0,0.0,0.1900188267912183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751585316471585,0.19659219069879832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262975784308117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556047043640446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382440023299695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899711488750368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507267525856546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690956973003301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734392353110306,0.0,0.0,0.2396214761254533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362284997291534,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,5PugNeto,2020/02/10,"Do autistic people have less empathy than neurotypical people? I've oftenly been told my whole life that I am unempathetic and incapable of empathy, I've always doubted this as I act in ways I see as moral. Do autistic people have less empathy than neurotypical people?",8.157500000000002,9.299308083333337,9.333333333333332,56.64500000000001,61.91666666666666,13.06666666666667,38.91666666666667,12.45797560212912,5.817491666666667,220,11,32,8,3,76,31,48,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,6,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371963630634548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201349370432432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7905108688196609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271593678934727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723911886187436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262708007715536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182641502168031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,various_sorrows,2020/02/10,"[31F] women on the spectrum, how were you diagnosed? Specifically looking for some women in my age range with high functioning autism to describe their daily lives/ experiences/ diagnoses or point me in the direction of an appropriate sub.

As I've been researching into coping mechanisms for my mental health autism keeps popping up regarding most of my specific symptoms. I'm skeptical and wary of making any assumptions but wondering if that's only because of my own personal misconceptions and because its so poorly researched in adult women?

I would love a DM or comment to help me navigate as it's all pretty intimidating. I wish to be respectful to and mindful of the autism community!

Thanks yall.",9.450592334494774,10.098082723577235,9.586434378629502,57.62926829268295,59.162601626016254,13.532636469221835,41.9616724738676,12.785403640627713,6.192698954703834,577,30,82,20,7,191,93,123,0.04,0.774,0.18600000000000005,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,4,5,0,2,1,19,12,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,5,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,3,20,8,4,9,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,6,1,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030247694361858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515375732613486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41881435257583094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018173879004535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193050762646452,0.0,0.0,0.1382897804226299,0.2179849926581424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183383822820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821814857829524,0.0,0.1732541226674396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620893799922866,0.0,0.1377180445198222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791877562616629,0.0,0.208321121084024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569131988301556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014784355231453,0.0,0.0,0.19503603295504668,0.0,0.0,0.20989832497404434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144421189261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994876017189874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372541008191223,0.0,0.22374173369325606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656151226120914,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AdministrativeMoment,2020/02/10,"Stopped taking dexamfetamine a few months ago, now i have a cold for the second time in 1,5 month, related? Like the title says, i stoppen taking my meds (on doctors orders).
I feel a lot better without them, more energy, more balanced etc. 

But i was almost never sick in the more then 10 years that i took them. 
Now, 2 months off meds i am having my second cold in 1,5 months. 

Is this just a coincidence or could this be related? 

I really cannot function on a cold, mostly because i never needed to learn how!
I know this does not help my cold but am really curious about your theories.",4.4746304347826085,5.506967017391304,5.817989130434783,78.9539402173913,70.13043478260869,8.880434782608695,25.67934782608696,9.188382445141503,2.035195652173913,457,13,87,9,8,154,75,115,0.043,0.868,0.08900000000000001,0.7058,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,1,2,18,15,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,15,2,10,11,7,21,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,14,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502305704289316,0.0,0.1697060970147786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331121803264197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988807097041718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353130856617407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346623914529,0.14830990758722346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890109441104143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569234146922522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359643389804325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313977706878562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279759051674669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408274352839467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765000677852992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410976650845118,0.0,0.0,0.12566457594478034,0.2614212384955604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714179601469885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477440636324578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141689828351129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548502671855458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882303032127047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882944754479845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336916642361365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913722145136677
autism,gettinfustrated,2020/02/10,"I was looking for a few opinions Hello, I have a 6 year old son with atypical Autism. He is super high functioning and incredibly intelligent. He had one friend. That's all he had been able to make. He met this boy in a math class for gifted students however this boy does not have ASD. My son has real difficulty making friends. He wants to but he doesn't read social cues very well which I'm sure we can all relate to. If everyone is being loud, my son thinks he had a pass to be as loud as he possibly can. If everyone is giving high fives he gives long hugs. He doesn't really know what is and isn't appropriate. He seems to be ok with the one friend, meaning he doesn't seem like he needs to make more. He is crazy about space and asked me to join a astronomy club which we did and he spends a lot of time talking to adults at these meetings and he is really happy to do so. He is doing CBT and ABA and loves his therapist. So here is my question. Should I be pushing him to make new friends or should I let him develop at his pace. I know to some this is a easy answer but bc my so is so high functioning and so gifted from a intelligence standpoint it makes it hard. I mean I see the every day struggles he has with things like getting dressed, reading social cues and very easy things like that but then he can teach himself difficult math that's years beyond his grade so it blurs re area. I don't want to push him and leave him overwhelmed and push him back into his shell bc he wasn't ready but I don't want to not push him and tell myself he will do it when he is ready and then allow him to feel complacent and never look to expand on relationships. 

I've posted in other autism subs before and I was told that atypical Autism isn't real autism bc he is verbal and can, for the most part, function on his own and that's not really fair. I see the struggles he goes through and life is so hard for him. Im just looking to draw from someone else's experience, good or bad, to make a informed decision. Thank you in advance, sorry if I can't answer bc I'm working but I'll certainly be reading any response and I will answer when I can.",1.9987471910112369,3.843459568539327,3.465603932584268,90.0307654494382,78.03370786516854,6.6971910112359545,22.136235955056186,7.645422480735847,0.7961561797752807,1688,49,368,25,40,555,213,445,0.1,0.7490000000000001,0.151,0.9856,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,3,19,22,0,3,13,1,51,3,0,7,5,78,84,42,0,9,14,3,3,3,4,4,1,2,0,3,19,25,0,0,14,4,1,6,13,5,1,3,10,10,37,17,40,64,9,34,0,1,5,2,66,14,0,13,16,220,56,10,0.08486885140716215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771372923379192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934091961289001,0.0,0.0,0.06525890809054903,0.07086194595068887,0.0,0.0,0.07221714166122617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473338813271944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426930378750472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089703521752998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150566767408092,0.1621916489885391,0.0,0.08301802173199409,0.0,0.0,0.042912241295124026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622778562835403,0.0,0.04434047202757736,0.1628278712065665,0.0,0.07118396598494553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903444704528035,0.1520516418390818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269005803404835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167292308775576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328340244233324,0.0,0.0,0.08986385954542597,0.0,0.08678415060442805,0.059945379618996174,0.12438790171880802,0.0,0.0,0.07510626282833292,0.21380538124679715,0.0,0.0,0.07215246252752258,0.07659745189614937,0.0,0.3399037039902736,0.0,0.0,0.18489411867748165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292917794909929,0.0654560902039329,0.08196686554032402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905558307435561,0.0,0.11501866027326227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919046956647619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567687818232967,0.08128089973069832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507253672511293,0.0,0.2546754543709615,0.19319866611498648,0.16310747820770696,0.0,0.0,0.0911173851302978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525897312855042,0.1545228297398773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302621244625227,0.07190910238745599,0.0,0.0,0.095003730835114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774467009879462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998788806964993,0.0,0.0,0.0682143679861227,0.07417911687590686,0.07813583588592561,0.0,0.09853927774986601,0.11276618753590982,0.05438053312768565,0.0,0.0,0.04948770975274016,0.0,0.0,0.08109582449426955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005138119210842,0.15017354230818825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630728975434947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178553460755589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930551554323822
autism,___panda____,2020/02/10,"MTHFR Variants anyone else with autism? Hey everyone

Does by chance anyone of you or a person you know on the spectrum do have known variants in their MTHFR gene?  
There seems to be growing scientific evidence that some certain MTHFR variants significantly increase the risk for autism. I'm very interested in this personally, as my whole genome sequencing resulted in showing a homozygous variant (c677t) in the MTHFR gene as the possibly most impactful variant in my whole genome.",11.50841463414634,11.079586548780492,10.536707317073173,56.03237804878053,55.463414634146346,13.565853658536588,46.109756097560975,12.602617957971056,6.31650243902439,395,21,54,11,4,126,60,82,0.025,0.8420000000000001,0.134,0.8102,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,13,5,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,0,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442702370534461,0.2522409983159029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543420069531616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056522053506301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352360024760316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529435593473707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299106063408317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775315066263104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241134669138343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312468156240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54970343797149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ol-gill,2020/02/10,"What adjustments can my work make for me? I am currently going through the diagnosis process, which is an absolute relief because I’ve been fighting a battle my whole life and it finally feels like I’m getting somewhere.

I live in the UK and work full time for an insurance brokers. Working full time is extremely challenging on my mental health and I quite frequently use my annual leave to better manage it.

I just wanted to know what changes your employers made for you and how willing they were to make adjustments? What type of support will I be able to receive once diagnosed in respect of work?

Thank you",5.438397246804326,7.547522318584075,5.701356932153393,76.54951819075715,69.17699115044248,9.623992133726649,34.679449360865284,9.994966539143718,3.918005703048181,494,25,83,13,9,157,81,113,0.052000000000000005,0.7879999999999999,0.16,0.9175,2,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,3,1,7,2,9,2,0,5,0,9,3,0,5,0,15,21,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,14,7,13,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,56,20,9,0.17900042278217326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911699630615587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831132763576794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893587126944876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816816611946072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050799211958704,0.1278779378015602,0.0,0.19608621368632825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352033293368772,0.0,0.10173006533347084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026907898031795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837395109560844,0.0,0.0,0.18953560210562248,0.0,0.0,0.12643329228245748,0.08745056491077181,0.0,0.15806065275642886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937452808565004,0.23896834433632605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039032481567646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062960832119355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903889832264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031275585222306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479953983257126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875317201510768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459889308466326,0.0,0.0,0.1055790870979619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984757956267027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212577586806728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lordofcin_2,2020/02/10,Is it weird for me to want to enlist considering my condition? Some context: I don’t have it that bad I only have minor Aspergers I can function on my own and am even an air cadet but everyone I’ve met with my condition said they like staying away from things that would be thrilling or intense I honestly enjoy adrenaline but I find that weird with my condition and I’d be great if someone could explain this to me:),2.710993975903616,5.008497132530124,4.094804216867471,84.1838930722892,77.67469879518072,8.005421686746987,28.44728915662651,8.841846274778883,2.5078927710843377,334,15,65,8,8,110,60,83,0.06,0.687,0.253,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,12,5,9,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901208729647441,0.0,0.2578289764318221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654581577444265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039546424926194,0.0,0.0,0.29506462377990833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28223090094078074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404450025504028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086049806845392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485073594830824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937325365801516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163902241113435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291318939973884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514812512158995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182133913959992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935744904097326,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,son-Jason,2020/02/10,asking all aspies  hello im currently working on a game to shed light on the struggles of high functioning autistic people like me and my friends who also have it what are some experiences you've had and what do you all think is a good area to cover :),5.837533333333332,6.060960220000005,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,66.8,9.066666666666668,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4032666666666667,201,7,38,3,3,66,43,50,0.045,0.75,0.205,0.8402,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,5,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694772916039321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31502439002681776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32962438278955464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603446055843304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263707521300285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560306146553011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639888070191188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164628050934586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361474058461815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35227748187025776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159187763573531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453204531431213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AbusedPlatypus,2020/02/10,"Question for diagnosed adults & teens on milk/dairy. I have seen some studies & research that seem to gather that milk and dairy consumption can make certain symptoms worse. 

I wanted to hear from people with first hand experiences before changing my sons diet, because I know how much snake oil is pushed out there.

For those who are dairy free(for whatever the reason may be), have you noticed any difference in your quality of life?",9.909935064935066,9.770598402597404,8.00840909090909,71.93261363636366,58.480519480519476,10.816883116883119,38.730519480519476,10.125756701596842,3.9998337662337673,355,15,56,6,4,105,67,77,0.04,0.893,0.068,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,3,1,13,13,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,10,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,1,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660828542367575,0.0,0.1462632421593735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311120865132351,0.0,0.183019073954922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752840310207334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183038617886859,0.0,0.22471507603535126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039162045812226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294877276678784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424132224980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820352853653952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191888813892793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356900985727256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811013297646087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448724611620553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911088621099175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409412395688556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211402791545952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958027177020664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355271448463931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686102871396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191870928427647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Roy_Their_Boi,2020/02/10,"I'm having doubts I was diagnosed with ASD (DSM-V) or Asperger's (DSM-IV) about a month ago, but I've stopped feeling like that diagnosis is right. I see people with autism that have really cool fixations, and they get really good at whatever thing, but my fixations don't exist. I don't have any movements(Criterion B_1) anything I've stuck with for long periods of time(Criterion B_2) or any rituals (B_3), and I'm beginning to think I'm just socially awkward, and I don't know what to do, like if I should get my 504 undone or what",10.669571428571423,6.7594612666666665,10.830357142857146,64.16839285714289,60.14285714285714,15.833333333333336,41.48809523809524,13.816669648895859,5.454380952380951,423,16,84,14,4,144,70,105,0.075,0.769,0.155,0.8801,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,10,1,0,0,0,19,21,9,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,8,4,9,18,0,8,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,8,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216241472922449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34003898107978003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574191018259305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537610326165214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264156293447416,0.17861151935767547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612461389867333,0.0,0.0,0.2097016046622591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740228512028688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429043095202935,0.0,0.0,0.22125634076946052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956042948480554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733296522985603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203333732000292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135123445589441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923042582387884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548598823946225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902461661861665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609955732816725,0.16020019257815096,0.0,0.0,0.1457863720097371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DrGeorgie27,2020/02/10,Netflix Serie What you guys think about “Atypical”?,4.708749999999998,6.936612375000003,3.6700000000000017,75.87500000000001,112.75,6.6000000000000005,29.0,7.1686216300943375,3.4113,41,2,5,1,2,12,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8395432187381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432929079886059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,maybeluckyagain,2020/02/10,"For those that toe walked or have a toe walker child Did you/they start off toe walking? Or did you start walking and standing typically and develop toe walking later? My kid is 16m and just started randomly toe walking. He has some other sensory symptoms (spinning, rolling wrists and ankles) that I’m going to get evaluated but curious if this toe walking could be related or if it’s part of typical development.",5.417056277056278,7.398501896103902,6.578636363636362,70.75462121212124,69.0,9.808658008658007,37.50865800865801,10.125756701596842,4.439564502164503,334,19,54,9,6,112,58,77,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,8,7,0,0,14,13,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,7,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236631693498665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847711726058048,0.0,0.20099140872668556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829760399347172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7509606807775373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675850095074181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bruhgeetuh,2020/02/10,"i just got accepted to a community college... what do??!! hi, i’m an autistic young adult going to community college to study one of my special interests next fall :) if anyone has any tips for the transition from high school to college or back to school survival or just any advice i would appreciate it :) thank you very much friends :)",3.156978922716629,6.058376360655737,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,80.47540983606558,7.420140515222482,30.02576112412178,8.418075326091056,2.7835039812646367,262,13,46,6,7,85,48,61,0.0,0.6679999999999999,0.332,0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,28,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538244099509812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532774193945214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162303640528635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973149325823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006819812683427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762174587683916,0.0,0.2077455713219564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744398293978404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094592371057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762467629123036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760131255725629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257611468979198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391426340879343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432071357649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451874108753374,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,surethingspud,2020/02/10,"Autistic adults of Reddit, please, give me guidance i'll keep this short. my wonderful autistic 5.5yo son is becoming increasingly violent with myself, his father, younger 2yo brother, and his teachers (he is in a small special education Kindergarten class in a wonderful school). hitting, biting, kicking, throwing objects, and spitting. 
i would just like some guidance or insight on what i can do to help my sweet boy, and how to handle these intense instances when they occur, and how i can support him through his rough times. please, and thank you.",8.55035460992908,9.958456234042556,6.964680851063832,73.03333333333335,61.127659574468076,8.819858156028369,42.26241134751773,8.841846274778883,4.167870921985816,442,25,65,6,6,131,74,94,0.036000000000000004,0.695,0.26899999999999996,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,16,13,9,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,5,8,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,3,43,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667169509812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316680888460335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618718585031297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146556320255749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798433627376186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301873172135811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24441013676833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405049007525706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234006544390306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408201563384706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237912757827043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155414017035275,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nerypneryp,2020/02/10,"Autistic people are disgusting and they should be euthanized. Please don't hate, it's just my opinion.",5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.300355555555555,84,4,13,2,2,26,18,18,0.157,0.599,0.244,0.2259,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6053116352828639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250479696358345,0.0,0.0,0.6730022642604107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,unknownusername77,2020/02/10,"Helping My Daughter Express Herself Hello,

My 10 year old is high functioning ASD.  Very verbal.  I’m having a hard time helping her express how she’s feeling and what she thinks.  She has an understanding of emotions and that it’s important to talk about them.  

I want to help her to better express herself so that she isn’t overloaded and is able to release things.

What are some ways that you have found to help you with this?  

Thank you in advance.",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,75.27906976744184,6.16046511627907,29.3546511627907,7.1686216300943375,1.7258883720930238,358,16,66,4,8,111,61,86,0.015,0.764,0.22,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,15,2,9,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,22,2,0,1,3,47,23,0,0.2205596929824654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950671248496564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809996808219595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152160784920548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418323191020425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757816257353933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913460520294178,0.2330334252034144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314402956512347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727752656662502,0.0,0.2030617321689556,0.0,0.0,0.1465300595527115,0.14132574545309493,0.0,0.0,0.128610130672142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296104188500939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198484559020944,0.13009182142565626,0.17507001808081926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203321094712135
autism,badpaindisorder,2020/02/11,"After a LSD trip I realized I'm autistic I have experimented with some psychedelics (LSD, shrooms, some RC like 2CB-FLY, etc), I have taken higher doses in many places and I have had wonderful experiences.

This time it was supossed to be special since my flatmate (T) had to go a couple of months to the city where her parents live, so we wanted a great good bye for her. She already tried psychedelics before at least 3 times so she wasn't a newbie. We took about 260ug and went to the outdoors, sat next to a tree and let it peak. 

It was a really nice spot but a couple with dogs didn't stop walking near us and looking to us and I felt so unconfortable I wanted to go home. Then I realized we were too high to walk. I don't know how we decided to be brave and walk to home.

I thought that being in a safe place would make me feel better but  I was really overwhelmed by everything. Light was too bright, music was too loud and annoying, I didn't feel confortable sitting in my couch. It was too much and I decided to take rivotril2mg (clonazepam, a benzo) to stop that  horrible feeling. I felt so alone, like I couldn't fit in any group, like T and my gf were some strangers.

T is autistic and she helped me to understand what was wrong with me. Since that day I finally could understand some problems like talking to new people or some quirks I have. I don't have diagnosis yet and I'm not focused in getting it., but I 'm working in undertanding myself and let me be like I want to be.

I realized why I always think everything I need to say before picking a call. Why I feel like everyone is watching me, like I'm the freak or some weirdo, why loud sounds scare me so much, like everything about how I behave makes sense now. I feel like I can understand myself.",3.5264877589453865,4.91382134745763,4.523333333333333,85.9848493408663,72.81355932203391,7.956308851224105,26.952919020715623,8.515128840125781,1.7639856873822968,1383,49,288,24,27,450,179,354,0.09699999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9688,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,6,0,0,2,16,23,1,2,13,0,34,1,0,5,0,66,66,25,0,8,6,1,7,9,1,1,1,4,3,0,10,19,0,3,19,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,21,15,48,17,33,35,10,35,0,1,3,0,19,13,0,9,23,181,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892481436231423,0.09509288059467956,0.0,0.07170195868097783,0.0,0.0,0.0585998753964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665195124346322,0.0,0.0,0.07621207984739539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879911871944882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880128366509812,0.1906952292050444,0.0,0.05557377364423394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610449364858076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234098322232143,0.2323373547151488,0.1685853883899405,0.0,0.0,0.21785561479578386,0.12312250490218045,0.1654771554161668,0.09439715020783823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502128298295496,0.0,0.09794700073405924,0.072276936394905,0.0,0.09500487006546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775923617247517,0.09104538769617254,0.1728749673436042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047357845630929984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623329766842866,0.0,0.3788933225240917,0.0,0.07609140336640546,0.0,0.07236272816704874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504088059612215,0.0873648237800184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878162182899639,0.0,0.12669258461045693,0.06389540297561698,0.0,0.08322539837694129,0.0916448377203417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568374362453902,0.0,0.0,0.05974077439565111,0.0,0.18006267686899308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245491054266099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040790497160542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852738682031764,0.08627314657428979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256464149241416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408720376408396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479057601491263,0.06926174269630231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521550084497962,0.0,0.06841089630234433,0.10049510449824532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574019803415502,0.05850509201802793,0.0,0.0,0.2691240913406236,0.20730847186582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247933176274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988225338287792,0.2332703229015166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344979505017036,0.06273419994468908,0.0,0.0,0.0612140750720653,0.09421549087739306,0.0,0.0
autism,icecreampie3,2020/02/11,"Destructive special interests By destructive I don't just mean causing physical harm to things but in my case it's mental damage. My special interest tends to be people. This is an issue as it creates a very codependent relationship between us. I want their attention constantly but the damaging part is that I give them all my attention at all times. This has created...issues in the past destroying countless lives as people really can't handle me when my attention comes at them full force.

The only real solutions I've found is shifting my focus to another person (which is far easier said than done as I can see no rhyme or reason as to who it targets). Does anyone have anything similar? and if so what do you do to manage it?",6.3962935928629365,7.491654890510953,7.486812652068127,68.49831305758316,65.78832116788321,11.636334144363339,34.20032441200324,11.429527900616536,4.5476738037307385,588,26,95,19,9,199,100,137,0.153,0.7140000000000001,0.132,-0.7438,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,3,0,3,10,3,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,2,18,21,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,2,15,4,16,17,4,11,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,2,4,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966545309822846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264735024510233,0.0,0.14884647514797766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858106485041041,0.0,0.15580964084342835,0.0,0.19546393142432816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828680482445193,0.18510011424131909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832244886157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351383515992375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377577483279376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971782915007512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702823228306224,0.0,0.0,0.1822816151698128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756521621524573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958723171387302,0.1726676975695945,0.25079486975083065,0.15793494259083188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058777852771007,0.11587452802098082,0.1859718257886349,0.0,0.19419435783993955,0.0,0.0,0.17205558135016866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441356629759917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016673515860488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547091537646804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757292956859903,0.0,0.0,0.1492425841473947,0.1066860240095226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LifeMage87,2020/02/11,"Online dating profiles So a simple question really with a bit of backstory 

I’ve decided to enter the world of online dating as the women I usually meet in my personal life are usually much younger or much older.

I’ve put that I have autism in my dating profile as I like to be very upfront and honest. 

Has anyone else done this ? For those without autism would you find this off-putting ?",4.288,6.1355977333333325,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,71.66666666666666,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.5274000000000005,310,12,53,6,6,103,56,75,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.7524,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,11,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,7,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028573996549227,0.22022365573039596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346505270028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995048051449545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954845078203335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964443308274059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181311897045813,0.10500511989495054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160001066627053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767069191321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43213287777543735,0.2407734911415766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769120684808211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734353730040507,0.1773417495229016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071871753801818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268181884131282,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,elijaaaaah,2020/02/11,"Experiences with autism-correlated physical health issues? I was born with hearing loss, hypermobility in certain joints, and low muscle tone (none of which I grew out of,) have had GI issues basically my whole life, and over the past couple years have developed persistent hives. I knew the hearing loss and muscle tone were common for autistic peeps, but only recently learned the other problems apparently have strong correlation, too. Do any of you guys have physical symptoms that you've learned are common for us? What, if anything, do you or doctors do to help with these?",9.037878787878787,10.142294353535352,8.247020202020202,65.32386363636365,60.010101010101,11.044444444444444,37.71212121212121,10.864195022040775,4.4398606060606065,467,21,71,11,6,146,73,99,0.08,0.825,0.096,0.5705,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,4,1,6,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,0,1,15,14,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,2,7,2,12,10,2,11,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,47,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757232679169673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647734452390225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384336325226525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706471376225508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789021723148292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200310828916437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503761213768072,0.4560182117088411,0.0,0.1355987953933221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42230154732167774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289191608447066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385982013751248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312019144467388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935757341122372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974886202542452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026928323344785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433444494997737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258630069108456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027588326110726
autism,BSpectacledSpectacle,2020/02/11,"Am I the only one TL/DR does anyone else ‘see’ their language first.
I don’t really understand what is normal, so here is an explanation to go with my question.
 I was wondering if any one else with any form of autism ‘sees’ language. I’m not sure if this is another malady or if it’s a part of my ‘high functioning’ autism. If I can’t see it in my head first I don’t understand. I think it was one of my hurdles into understanding language when I was very young. I understood what was being said (I was surrounded by several languages) most of the time, but couldn’t respond (still often can’t) until I can picture it in my head. Most people don’t understand this when I describe my issue to them. 
Another example is that the stories I’ll read or the songs I listen to will become a movie in my head, but I couldn’t tell you what the words were. I was always horrible in keeping dates and names right in history classes, but could tell you the why and how of the event. Actual music without lyrics is slightly different. It’s kind of like the language I was meant to speak. No hesitation no problem. 
I’m mostly curious if this is a relatively common problem and why most of us don’t speak until we’re older and if anyone can direct me to more info on this. Thanks",3.658761609907121,4.937601588235296,5.377543859649123,80.41263157894737,72.33333333333333,8.819401444788443,27.538699690402474,9.276330184999452,2.356058823529412,995,36,196,22,19,340,135,255,0.08800000000000001,0.87,0.042,-0.8822,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,2,2,7,6,0,0,12,0,28,3,3,1,1,46,46,21,0,12,13,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,13,7,0,1,10,2,0,1,12,2,0,5,11,8,28,4,25,30,7,24,0,0,3,0,14,10,0,15,14,143,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.10419996963776396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884788779307902,0.0,0.0,0.14522546523667582,0.22393218203016135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932338446573504,0.10940672621577516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179279622972782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525358084420287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156033115746657,0.0,0.0,0.0934421873143245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783987113648228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165070216743412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068442404486937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287552409165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281686775249747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144853785314524,0.0,0.09490923313004232,0.0,0.11119290309784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216635953798606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046198136128964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706670151333168,0.08120951532110789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156302179961663,0.0,0.07402645224508493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434433799717802,0.0,0.0,0.1196158484336113,0.0,0.1068069413072728,0.0,0.06840475025257953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118786756119326,0.10157037334115084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552648333526105,0.0,0.0,0.12062879842405168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527308518824488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063704436043117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866574366648588,0.09830687835318516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841906014507365,0.0,0.0,0.0622631371057832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446388450136732,0.12844084168495853,0.0,0.0,0.08810307036421018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270115587611925,0.0,0.0,0.10293022562476101,0.11579623566275687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Butt3rcup-,2020/02/11,"Rant I recently realised how lonely I actually am. That no one will ever truly understand me or how I think. Everywhere I look, I can see how everyone belongs somewhere. It’s like every file fits in a category, though there are a few lost files who don’t perfectly belong in any of the categories. I feel like I’m floating in between. And I never truly felt a connection. When I think I finally found a group of people where I belong, I notice that I have absolute different ideas of the exact same thing. Through the years I have tried to explain my difficulties, though I hear the same response every time. “It will get better once, once you go to college you will find more connections with people.” Is that even true? What can I do with that now? I will always think different than others. I will never truly understand others and they will never understand me. People think I don’t like them. I always lock myself out of the group. I take a step behind, look at something else, someone turns their back on me accidentally and I get invisible. Though I do not feel the need to join in, to stand in the circle my friends are in. And I like being alone. On my own, not having to care about anyone else. Just being on my own planet, in my own world, and be completely lost in there. 

It’s a struggle. Society always makes me think I have to belong somewhere. It’s what should be comforting. Somehow humans need each other to feel happy. While I’m so happy on my own. It confuses me every single day.",3.0727151979565765,5.328878475862073,4.589923371647512,81.28556194125161,76.3103448275862,7.468710089399744,23.844189016602808,8.401726058763845,1.7194380587484033,1178,38,216,23,27,393,150,290,0.086,0.765,0.149,0.9676,2,3,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,4,18,17,0,2,13,0,25,0,0,4,7,47,56,15,0,3,4,0,4,4,1,7,0,1,0,1,16,9,0,0,16,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,4,8,41,12,32,41,10,33,0,3,3,0,12,17,0,3,17,168,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.09216587249142666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781778536217296,0.0,0.0,0.2357604265894648,0.0,0.0,0.06422665840518955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603898283512276,0.09677129862092676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262330217561601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352999363209425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629420096711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990250495013096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090998917638061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735236569270534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779537116415926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238082795712779,0.08543199997790057,0.23872500457218115,0.09024739671182123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432645178012135,0.0674723880455685,0.09068316837597676,0.10346120157771878,0.08632212074510208,0.0,0.0,0.1035553894086309,0.07296890404764081,0.0,0.09868848844973398,0.0,0.0536759550715654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107948384567464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644773768461434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066182699227457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845665812853539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862205138864538,0.0,0.20619838007683086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630435755254684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006132923705494,0.21852820820348806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752763089140546,0.0,0.20116425282962885,0.06399919310072975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643132092066867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325423380791867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526139775315079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002396338926533,0.0727093031804372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873568040728598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101179252399484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274586222963928,0.30258657441243325,0.2783787519786277,0.0,0.05507234191484908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412277388960375,0.10273035062026442,0.0,0.2949654920970341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060820259770081125
autism,MeltyNSFW,2020/02/11,"Relationships Do you find it difficult to find someone who understands your meltdowns and doesn't give up on you for them? I mean.. We have so little control when we break. I've got a mixture if autism and bpd so sadly mine goes next level and it's like a wall of mist covers my eyes.

I only ever met one person to truly help and be there through my autism and we dated but I didn't really love them.. I just kinda leaned on them as no one had ever been there for me and understood me do much before.

But then I find that you find someone you do feel love or a strong connection to and they don't understand it wont/can't support you.

Be nice to not need supporting.. But that's not really the dice we were rolled.

Think I'll buckle down and stay alone, too much trauma to be given up on, judged or belittled so much for being who I am.

Disassociation is a blessing and a curse right?",1.9788885277868038,3.997608624309393,3.5568280792980183,88.52547286317842,78.77900552486187,6.689762755931102,20.039324016899574,7.724431198458867,0.6435860253493662,695,17,147,11,17,230,112,181,0.175,0.7340000000000001,0.091,-0.9572,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,6,4,2,10,11,0,0,6,0,16,3,1,1,2,37,31,21,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,8,2,25,8,17,19,3,18,1,1,1,2,23,10,0,4,7,105,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793089220944366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332355866515513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773138549919064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493689878807837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093189058737094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733813859143965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868843467555176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277552212019129,0.0,0.0,0.10651356905249808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892655315302229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506340624682627,0.13347803533653638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403943339179591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506846312943633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937005833773356,0.0987488319950166,0.0,0.0,0.14163492617317192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048795057839834,0.10128687785080374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628475336048245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063280222402485,0.0,0.0,0.1429819306289824,0.0,0.11373217001265867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256803632907769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194863733130791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225467093420577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533424882760808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772832728070515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WhyNot577,2020/02/11,I don't like the idea that autism isn't a disease It's classified as so and misguiding to say it isn't. It's causing me struggles irl and it should be considered a disease.,2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,75.75675675675676,8.176576576576577,31.25225225225225,8.841846274778883,2.5584846846846854,139,7,30,3,3,47,27,37,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957626712518881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447961444974699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577376082025586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837825286009113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045178284097083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dbgat6,2020/02/11,Do people treat you different when they know you are autistic? Did people treat you different when they got to know you have autism? And what do you guys think are the pros and cons of letting everyone know that you are autistic if it's not obvious?,6.195,6.8493701666666675,5.645833333333336,83.08250000000002,66.08333333333334,9.733333333333334,30.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.6472833333333337,200,7,39,4,3,61,31,48,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.7131,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796221919168046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650558239486294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185227467470064,0.0,0.0,0.274657422858341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457335058542343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836477055087349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846113942558789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177738830634159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Meme-Viewer,2020/02/11,My life sucks I’m having too much pressure right now and with that: stress. Too many things are in my head and I just keep stressing about em.,0.3853448275862057,2.8265819310344824,0.2581896551724157,106.12452586206899,91.75862068965515,2.9000000000000004,14.14655172413793,3.1291,-1.700041379310345,112,2,26,0,4,32,25,29,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193178679236737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765541977508404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976632639283566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31544560730363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287226000360376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657105818507885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7128162087787593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067065963515828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ummmm321,2020/02/11,"How to care for an 8 year old with Autism? Hi there! I'm new to this subreddit and am doing my best to learn!

I'll be using the name ""Noah"" for the child's confidentiality.

I am currently a college student studying speech therapy and I have been volunteering in the special education class at a nearby elementary school for the past four months. Recently, one of student's parents came in and were looking for someone they could hire part time to help care for their son. The mom stays at home with her three children but has difficulty keeping a close eye on Noah as he is very active. I told them I would be available to help them on week day evenings and weekends.

I want to help care for him well and am a bit nervous since this all happened so fast and I don't feel quite prepared. I have known Noah for a few months now and he is a sweetheart and we get along at the school, I am just not sure what to actually do or plan for him when I go there tonight. He is nonverbal and very active and his father told me he loves going on walks. When I volunteered, I only ever followed the school's schedule and never made any of the plans myself. What do you guys suggest I do? I don't want to keep him bored and I want to help him grow to the best of my ability.

As for the high energy, I think I can handle it. I work at a daycare and our ratio is one teacher to eleven two year olds so I have experience multitasking and trying to keep order.

Thank you so much.",3.4872910311165337,4.666138241610738,4.58131787675412,86.34273947528982,72.6241610738255,7.565832824893228,26.297132397803537,8.00094639256281,1.3832228187919462,1148,38,246,16,22,376,171,298,0.042,0.754,0.204,0.9942,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,4,6,13,13,0,1,18,0,25,2,1,3,4,44,50,24,0,5,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,20,0,3,4,1,0,6,4,2,1,6,6,4,36,11,38,40,7,41,0,0,2,1,36,11,0,1,22,165,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.10121642303321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705336199985979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769691187467027,0.0,0.1132361205279744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862882787027115,0.3172504415331979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281252416695503,0.0,0.0,0.06689125882249551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850653176704029,0.0938212943314917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145872872223492,0.0,0.0,0.05244429290883919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054189775051313525,0.0,0.11789370682170505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026997814014502,0.0917198559059214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780871452736806,0.10958659442431096,0.10404030018313587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765751215756674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709924954729366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361196437364427,0.09814301648061764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147640833333792,0.16557771647640382,0.0,0.07624663498938293,0.0,0.0799957835740571,0.10017408029686477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767481459653595,0.0,0.14056763588432367,0.07888425194017235,0.0,0.0,0.11516954203736025,0.11231939031085199,0.09901312651373456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103197117636704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241165979976732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31491260049014025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579881936805278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788219665533901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105524457600624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775551461491287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549206800214577,0.11861363838141036,0.0,0.0,0.06646002450147567,0.0,0.0,0.06048036334926238,0.0,0.0,0.1982191116148736,0.0,0.07041953417928216,0.0,0.10132003439819344,0.0,0.0,0.08958136671070575,0.0,0.17116084911558796,0.18353143537304525,0.0,0.08319847418126024,0.0,0.09325734881649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550989127328724,0.0,0.0,0.0736801960838237,0.0,0.0,0.13358543624596508
autism,cgsf,2020/02/11,"My 7-year old autistic son is struggling hard with solipsism and I don't know what to do. My 7-year old is autistic and extremely existential. He recently revealed to me that he struggles with the thought that nothing is real. That maybe only he is real and everyone and everything else is just his imagination. He wanted to know if I experience life in ""first person"" like he does. He also struggles with the fact that I will die someday (I'm his favorite person, his mom). My biggest fear is that death is inevitable, so I understand his thoughts. However, I didn't struggle with this at 7!

I looked into pediatric therapists in our area, but can't find anything that isn't occupational in nature. He needs someone who can talk to him as an adult, if that makes sense. I'm currently in therapy, but I would not recommend my therapist for him because this is definitely above her level. She helps me cope with being a parent and suffering from anxiety and depression. But my son needs someone who can help him cope with his reality.

I'm really concerned about him. I don't want him to struggle so hard in his head. I'm afraid depression will set in for him, which might be inevitable, but he's so young!

What can I do? How should I look for a professional who can help him?",4.580045484080571,6.373067983539097,5.471145765648688,78.6166471734893,70.81069958847738,9.066406757634828,31.30799220272905,9.549672527348893,3.0599432098765424,1012,45,187,24,19,331,130,243,0.142,0.774,0.084,-0.9139,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,7,11,0,7,5,0,26,3,1,2,1,41,42,18,2,8,8,4,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,15,13,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,3,4,33,1,25,32,0,18,0,3,2,0,38,11,0,3,7,124,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249929968059479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891930343616455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489424148140419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288712026380652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177708035587247,0.0,0.10706675852315092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027851159207978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861793296735697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857653106083004,0.09271612412752228,0.10091306980238984,0.0,0.11608689540114772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942889825845986,0.0877502736861671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482731371279906,0.0,0.1058748540357078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744366592876687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339121681864585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286697697219642,0.05040016110094545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732616357408702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886200829500587,0.0,0.10364095614999486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094394888636823,0.0,0.12082309159467368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529879029757008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989875438604,0.0,0.21650412967167945,0.0,0.0,0.07846000164403169,0.0,0.0,0.11455014448824248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015565556830665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484383357543465,0.06608876799787983,0.0,0.10186087588625237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748191083636953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539241087339094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291839692750239,0.0,0.0,0.11797571801109613,0.2395600571150939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637995705258751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739617264316292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169625214102155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732839339118509,0.0,0.0,0.13286699549900316
autism,kndlytrtrd,2020/02/11,Questions to people who received ABA themselves in their childhood Did you experience ABA sessions in your childhood as being too fast and too confusing to comprehend at all? Or that were mean to you while you were not allowed to get something or to do something or had to do something strictly with ABA professionals which could be done on your own before ABA started on it?,11.098333333333334,9.353204323529411,9.388235294117653,68.12539215686277,57.235294117647065,11.419607843137255,46.19607843137257,9.725611199111238,4.748543137254903,306,16,49,4,3,93,47,68,0.033,0.9670000000000001,0.0,-0.3094,1,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,12,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,13,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,5,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416887084336227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267749354386317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906614212457185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27783595400720257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839401240711456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093920619965918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691071931990992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817873263928564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559807779667864,0.0,0.0,0.20103797760397346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,whenegghaveyolk,2020/02/11,"Posted here possibly earlier on an alt account or on this one, (format may be off, I apologize)   
I'm not happy with my occupational therapist, or going to the office in general. Its disressful and is just a general stressor. I don't enjoy going to the sessions and I know when I dont want something to help it won't. My parents refuse to let me stop going or even skip appointments. They're just stressful and overwhelming.",4.915925925925926,6.470629419753088,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,69.61728395061728,10.338271604938267,33.25308641975309,10.504223727775694,4.031953086419753,337,16,57,10,6,117,61,81,0.183,0.7609999999999999,0.055,-0.8611,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,13,7,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,9,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,2,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459553707871755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660228756976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285661176022595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26758056317243595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848330502955394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381425184909363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703567442243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033005859133665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791088392395548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337398867131103,0.2407362488937767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351150023667896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015070412416897,0.28793544097313617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29185179018442103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482603964692994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,selement,2020/02/11,"Are there any people who struggle with severe anxiety and panic attacks, how did you 'fix' it. It's not for me but my friend who very recently learned she is autistic and i am trying to get more understanding.",4.78316666666667,6.381531650000002,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,70.0,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.6228333333333333,166,7,30,3,3,54,37,40,0.19699999999999998,0.708,0.095,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084918635722967,0.0,0.2345406797395173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487906369641095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368708440620271,0.0,0.16018073632455695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597175655583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255105579549066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027208557225617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463596820699453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205146666563993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815463481419832,0.0,0.0,0.31917123234018946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529690408874165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,microtrEAnsactions,2020/02/11,"What should I do? So, there's this one boy in my grade who has autism.  8th grade by the way.  I don't have autism.  He will like go up to me and my friend snd randomly start talking about random things and making jokes that aren't really funny and fall flat.  I was playing a game with him one time and he kept getting mad that I corrected him on the rules.  How should I act?  I don't want to be rude or derogatory.  Also, is there anything I should know about people with autism?",1.6730303030303055,3.484643979797984,2.5262626262626284,96.5427272727273,78.89898989898991,6.016161616161617,18.070707070707073,6.937597516519254,-0.17751717171717152,370,7,86,4,9,116,71,99,0.107,0.797,0.096,-0.2697,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,0,13,0,0,2,1,18,20,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,3,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,12,4,10,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466297186845633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234609665749376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556934449420768,0.0,0.17290926811346766,0.0,0.1880882006100026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818830980577539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616869048739666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091367847663587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44852459745742507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294411196854308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201694818214367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342502167482881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660074623465318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987044863497746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298133922967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520463738234456,0.2626950643128366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SouthernCriticism,2020/02/11,"Autism poem I wrote. Autism poem:

The morning comes, but I feel broken.
This curse. This disease. It has spoken.
The sky is red and the wind blows cold.
Will it always be this way? Is this what is foretold?

The sunrise goes up, over the sky.
But this aching feeling in my heart makes me sigh.
Am I defective? Am I right?
Is being alive worth the fight?

The sun creeps higher now, lighting a path for all to see.
But somehow the path still feels so dark to me.
I'm told I am special, a hero to some.
But most of society still views me as dumb.
I am autistic. A name that was not given by choice. 
Perhaps, my calling is being a voice.

The sun is high now and the winds have died down.
The world doesn't seem so scary anymore, I might just stay around.

Today I feel a new found fate, a world awakens, one that I must make.
It won't be easy as much of the planet still sleeps, but education as a whole could someday make the world complete.

I wrote this about 4 months ago. I don't think I ever shared it.",-0.057362240289066335,2.2442177317073195,1.1281842818428205,100.49729900632342,91.1951219512195,3.622402890695574,16.37308039747064,5.033348758259628,-0.974981933152664,765,18,175,3,27,239,127,205,0.191,0.733,0.076,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,2,0,20,0,24,2,2,3,3,32,41,12,1,2,7,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,3,1,1,6,10,17,3,16,26,5,25,0,0,3,0,7,12,1,5,10,114,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312620931051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434921366680122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012679297705235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437352998269508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487062594461588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390851076994114,0.169289703021069,0.0,0.0,0.1289141681721548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675719337416627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460515089625226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32655989966395105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770346110151294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913330981808632,0.0,0.1705933348263594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32333116413999063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128553277926112,0.0,0.0,0.12887732744606992,0.0,0.1186930554823544,0.0,0.0,0.15594088410885587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941074453557637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788755824258372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286642090940126,0.1469888260688968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615784799038714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209687457205464,0.3868309836019063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345824935894826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304697737640374,0.15428373996992312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281609202046797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802664162625522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cupiditatem4,2020/02/11,"Anybody I can be friends with on here? Hey. I’m an 18yo uni student with autism and CPTSD and I’d love to be able to have someone to talk to about all of this. Especially, I’d love to have someone I could be nonverbal with without judgement. I know that’s probably strange, but it’s just how I feel. Verbally talking is exhausting, honestly.",1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,84.58823529411767,6.9294117647058835,30.558823529411764,8.07648339933343,2.469729411764707,270,15,55,6,8,88,48,68,0.067,0.769,0.163,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,12,9,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,35,7,1,0.27118464308798634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651887101051528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711910373211073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951658254718555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903598775004925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895094562845351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923829118943325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595477361220432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359358876448309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614123186902629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,moonblastz,2020/02/11,"How do you cope with sensory overload? My family can be too loud and too much sometimes, but they don't take me seriously when I say they're too loud. They just usually brush it off. Any tips?",1.6811538461538476,3.93018012820513,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,81.05128205128206,8.002564102564103,22.57051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.635712820512821,151,5,33,4,4,50,33,39,0.046,0.897,0.055999999999999994,0.0994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959348561694399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102455543372471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199047058613375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460697181544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304005598855475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32719847379175665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792852931118591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,puppertato,2020/02/11,"What are some fun and engaging activities to help a college class understand more about autism and/or teaching strategies? Hi all! I hope I get to have some of your inputs! 
I'm supposed to be coming up with a couple of activities that are engaging, to allow a class of college students to understand autism better. This can even come in the form of teaching strategies for children with autism! 

Really appreciate any help beforehand! 

P.s. I tried to think of some activities:

- explaining visual schedules 
- ""I do, you do, we do"" (when trying to teach a child with ASD a new activity etc) 

But they seem to be boring and bland..",5.480078662733528,7.599556398230089,6.0146312684365775,74.30350049164211,69.08849557522124,9.270009832841692,31.13962635201573,9.725611199111238,3.2876517207472964,495,21,83,12,9,160,74,113,0.019,0.773,0.20800000000000002,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,1,1,3,6,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,20,19,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,20,17,7,7,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,5,3,58,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627802749667594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324742039792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959202780697871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542793314112739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562978265628651,0.15178670335372332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200657382348475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308072310313977,0.0,0.0,0.22825222972330436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195100259137207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722155544076215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920951873625884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725235336961062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120505058152901,0.0,0.0,0.4784786299971064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kironusu,2020/02/11,"Haven't told this guy I'm dating I'm autisic, very nervous for that conversation. Especially as we're getting more intimate. I have high functioning autism, if you met me you'd notice some weird behaviour but I don't appear autistic. This is due to my autism mostly being sensory and I have had alot of help to make sure I understand social cues or at least act like I understand.

Anyway. I am dating this guy, huge achievement as I didn't think I'd get being in a relationship and thoughout  my teens I wasn't interested in relationships. I haven't told him and he hasn't mentioned it  or looked confused by things such as when I don't give eye contact. However my issue is my next date. He wants a hug on the next one, I can look absolutely terrified during physical contact. (Granted this is much better then when I was in sixth form and my favorite teacher  touched me on the shoulder to get my attention and I  screamed and nearly hit him) 

Now I do want to hug him. The social aspect is fine, but the sensory nature of my autism make me feel like I being violated.

What should I do?",2.914065420560746,5.1457652196261705,4.408233644859816,82.51562149532712,76.71028037383178,7.644485981308411,26.58785046728972,8.548686976883017,2.0657222429906543,863,34,166,18,20,287,126,214,0.1,0.741,0.16,0.9243,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,5,13,1,2,7,0,24,4,2,2,1,27,45,17,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,7,6,31,8,18,32,7,21,0,0,3,2,22,9,0,8,12,111,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326597491970018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584275689060603,0.10715755726346372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510100187549854,0.14389034781478244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297040311596451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053951814192373,0.15847957858521586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655741614501553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465614644441654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191862993566044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024770873387154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026471481421944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190460412975057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077205355275915,0.0,0.0,0.10164153660717133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32208029598911325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30580516351996184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136996264860166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965103532984523,0.09611172544495476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866562414982041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123033735299927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376285338833608,0.17694368967820565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,p-t-k,2020/02/12,"11-Year-Old Boy with Autism This hypothetical kid named Billy, is an 11-year-old male with Autism. When greeting people, he makes eye contact, often reaches out his hand toward them, and does some sing song tones one or more times. When attempting to shape that into a sentence, he'll echo you word for word. The way he engages with the classroom staff really seems like a desire to communicate. Any ideas on how to fast track his adoption of words?",6.023943089430894,7.776547573170731,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,67.17073170731706,7.417886178861789,28.300813008130078,7.793537801064563,1.6599447154471545,359,12,65,4,6,106,68,82,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,18,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,12,3,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,5,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312406676107907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485230147726939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205920156800087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387439797239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895666377632053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960029476323854,0.0,0.19244009805189935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688405862107952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193232892075253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585353405764855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559782029377554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541936036812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657626350155638
autism,superfloree,2020/02/12,"Autistic Special Interests vs ADHD Hyperfixations This might be literally me being ADHD and hyperfocusing on something that really will not ever come up ever but basically there's a fake tv show my D&D character in a campaign really likes and I've stated there is one character in there that is autistic-coded. It's just been left as just that for a while because this is literally a detail about a detail but my own characters involvement with the show has slowly started to become more prevalent and as such I'm worried about having to flesh out these sort of actual details and so I've been digging into misc stuff like this to make sure I don't misrepresent something. 

I'm not autistic myself but like literally half my friends are autistic and as I do have ADHD a lot of the outward traits present similarly even if they have different causes which I think had helped me understand a lot of the nuances and stuff, but one thing that's getting to me are how special interests are defined. I was originally under the impression that they're a lot more ""stable"" over time compared to ADHD hyperfixations that result purely from novelty and while that does generally seem to be the case I've read in places that some people cycle thru special interests after only a few days or weeks. While ADHD hyperfocus is usually defined to be a number of hours completely zoned into a narrow task I have also definitely had fixations that have lasted days to even a week or two because the novelty of the thing just lasted that long.

This basically leads me here, as I'm just wondering how a more ""short term"" special interest would differ from a more ""long term"" hyperfixation. What exactly drives something to become a special interest in general, and what causes you to lose interest in a special interest? If you lose interest in an old special interest, do you eventually return back to it at some point? Or is it more likely for you to just completely move on? 

Thanks.",9.417213014119092,8.683811629834256,9.725156537753225,61.15813382443217,59.77348066298342,12.90632289748312,40.000613873542044,12.06081838636515,5.142826396562309,1598,72,252,44,18,536,181,362,0.035,0.755,0.21,0.9968,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,3,21,27,0,0,24,0,29,1,1,8,5,57,41,28,0,3,17,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,25,13,0,0,4,4,0,4,3,3,0,4,5,0,18,24,45,29,14,51,0,2,0,0,8,21,0,14,29,198,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.08638451291684282,0.0,0.531930040149582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707908560179117,0.0,0.09591333946709417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806780444070389,0.0,0.10792414222210348,0.1955307591305511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181872557767962,0.0,0.07625369733445589,0.18562685810916832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417848287089676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849728920532579,0.0,0.0,0.07746602868593243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169356355613542,0.1601460824078709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839172747827713,0.0,0.046248989863480944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933430038576557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717614723206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443141729496713,0.0,0.0,0.09617920087945288,0.0,0.0,0.17298913137881125,0.0,0.0,0.15667802481088253,0.0,0.19806651510337386,0.0,0.22577422085077226,0.0,0.0,0.059088992672535826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939076468384262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408467020445237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928887440875828,0.0,0.11996933297825126,0.06732482216275365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136987412169088,0.0,0.09248644602662896,0.0,0.08368171914104147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854576093487401,0.0,0.113418670894234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058692724190246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444523238303994,0.0,0.0,0.06265618967746912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267257768760116,0.0,0.0,0.0834307542381075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149898538777972,0.0,0.0,0.11761990853520995,0.05672119872401904,0.0,0.0,0.05161777676380811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647294142506327,0.09215432159898937,0.0,0.0,0.09749426268679563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201370592229154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599812216937467,0.0,0.08989819061577523,0.0,0.06288335093831418,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Aprendendo_Reddit,2020/02/12,"I don't really enjoy talking. Do you? Not very functional 27M here.

I've received advice multiple times on finding people that are like me and share the same interests and talk subjects, but then realized not too long ago I don't enjoy conversations for the most part, though short ones are tolerable. Unfortunately, most if not all people - even the couple on the spectrum I've met - seem to really enjoy talking, usually for long periods.

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It seems to me I'm particularly odd in that my idea of fun while socializing involve simply doing things together in as much silence as possible, with the exception being games that require exchanging information, which I'm usually fine with.

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I can hold short conversations well and learned people REALLY love talking about themselves, which is fine as I prefer listening than speaking but it does make me honestly wish I was deaf after the first 15 minutes.

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Needless to say this is a pretty big issue for me and greatly worsened my already low capability of interacting with just about anyone. This one characteristic of mine mainly impacted my poor dating life, always resulting in either people being weirded out at me being quiet or them talking A LOT and me being the one to cut contact with them.

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Getting a bit off track here, but I'm wondering if there are others like me who talk and speak very little in general. And when I mean little, I'm trying to say I wouldn't mind if everyone was mute.",10.037543053960967,9.179442134328363,9.973880597014931,60.27307118254882,58.62686567164179,12.873019517795642,40.7646383467279,11.95083700844419,5.1906236509758905,1204,54,183,31,13,398,163,268,0.1,0.768,0.131,0.8443,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,2,11,17,1,0,10,0,17,3,0,2,1,48,31,21,0,6,13,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,12,12,0,2,10,1,2,1,6,3,1,4,3,7,21,14,32,23,10,29,0,1,0,1,27,15,0,10,15,133,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831988208406443,0.07104653313336161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844551888761275,0.0,0.06668971326915582,0.3473621144940301,0.3895552861493491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604147685306883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750106351149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868244599888614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013821975991283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293712252901853,0.0,0.0,0.07658502867166167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325399217190195,0.06817400809178646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187412043374665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883636606362362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047754900930992,0.0,0.08365388551501259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661103571588784,0.0783127128015976,0.1606590808814526,0.0,0.14185724919871026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813912363381643,0.07233686920659335,0.0,0.05349953810412389,0.0,0.0,0.08730487339170674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092682258296516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891814042759992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293146009187595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679267763093637,0.0,0.2222586488968681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035503991116796,0.0,0.08153952137567835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403494536247495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747411262403713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459278010903142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170098475342352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38652046715961136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324689501271356,0.0,0.07874518814816958,0.0,0.04673505317867862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054415358844345736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765438124982626,0.13226129842062778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206284676354208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216646120258658,0.0,0.0869172914046293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895552861493491,0.0
autism,Brick264,2020/02/12,"What difficulties do you face in your day-to-day life? I am taking a class on special education to fulfil my cultural requirement for my college. As part of a project, I need to understand what difficulties someone with a disability of my choice faces. I was diagnosed with Asperger’s (which was folded into ASD in the DSM5) in middle school, so I decided to choose Autism, specifically high-support Autism (level 3). I’m hoping to hear about your individual experiences.

If you have level 3 ASD, what difficulties do you face in your day-to-day life?

If you have a family member or friend with level 3 ASD, what difficulties do they face in their day-to-day life?",7.444642857142861,7.518313072580646,8.447603686635944,66.0485483870968,63.435483870967744,12.247004608294931,33.843317972350235,11.765960540728905,4.196667281105992,527,20,94,16,7,180,70,124,0.08,0.845,0.075,0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,7,2,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,8,4,0,0,13,14,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,16,3,19,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,4,0,58,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6765695435219325,0.0,0.0,0.17746561580938008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103352263129373,0.1648298110246372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508604738009033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706482266718592,0.0,0.0,0.18473502983533074,0.0,0.17366212291503694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370497967590903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964653645532556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893418262440166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769540911236429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814695452856286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841384663689746,0.0,0.0,0.13146288127307645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820214741286538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,treesanais,2020/02/12,"Do autistic adults get briefly fixated on certain things/people? For example, could they become consumed by a book, an item, a thing, etc and devote their time and thoughts to it? Or, could they become obsessed with a person, even for years? 

Thanks!",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,71.72727272727272,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.749427272727273,196,8,33,2,4,57,37,44,0.037000000000000005,0.784,0.179,0.7602,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,6,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056990950147075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378776310399175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30582284057353226,0.18111679448651835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326631487658273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010654580365055,0.23943445436081498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524608502186401,0.0,0.0,0.182176636740623,0.0,0.0,0.2176965284252685,0.15989730112813094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658583334233827
autism,ImDr0wning,2020/02/12,"ASD advice or help needed Hey there, im diagnosed with ASD and living in supported accommodation (24/7 staff) as i cant maintain a household (from bills to hygiene) and they are threatening to evict me due to the condition of my room, they say i have to keep it up to their standard but i just dont understand, the mess doesnt exist to me, i cant explain it other than i just have no concept of it, but they dismiss this as laziness and keep giving me warnings, i ask them to constantly remind me as ill just forget its existence again in a few minutes, which they agree to but they forget after a day and so i forget, repeating the cycle of warnings

Now theyre seriously threatening to evict me for it and emphasising i have no where else to go and will be homeless, i have no idea what to do and im quite scared, any advice?",5.308742514970064,5.383567568862276,6.467910179640717,78.43539820359281,67.92215568862275,9.554251497005989,31.07125748502994,9.3871,2.626102275449101,652,24,130,12,10,220,97,167,0.205,0.725,0.07,-0.9725,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,7,1,8,4,0,1,6,0,12,2,0,0,0,25,21,15,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,0,1,22,1,25,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,7,97,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754078842678618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062487626792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957421821477532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757642324899606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387939832477247,0.0,0.0,0.19496296208097247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251230328602349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604629708736697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426612533707587,0.1091667410992004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875100889404953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684139674054626,0.41497107861281896,0.0,0.0,0.3414692268767429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696152096321767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242912721762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430680715564328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527542740288734,0.19231131500311216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179765983499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999680084314774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ChickenSoup79,2020/02/12,"The Conclusion To My Rant On my last post which I deleted for this reason, I have finally come to peace with my mother on my autism! My dad, well not so much but I never had a strong connection with my father in the first place so I'm ok with. Naturally all of the mental health issues are still there but now I have at least slightly clawed my way out of this rabbit hole that I'm in. Thank you to everyone who took concern and gave advice, everything has been greatly appreciated. And that is all I have for now. Maybe I'll come back and update this when I'm not depressed but until then, here is my final thank you and  my goodbye.

Here is a list of everyone who helped:

u/sofia72311

u/nickenterprises

u/MincaRed

u/WhyNot577

u/fruitloops17

u/Ninrenko",2.763039309683606,4.978049201342284,4.003667305848513,85.31437919463087,77.12080536912751,7.210162991371044,24.065675934803448,8.192908349453996,1.4623380632790024,597,20,119,11,14,195,92,149,0.035,0.8170000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,11,7,0,0,5,1,10,1,0,1,3,20,19,12,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,4,0,16,6,18,15,4,25,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,13,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084511052701992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443604201825896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012068728566884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058369437711328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341214858848017,0.1571289272689619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830427431935701,0.0,0.14871314457559734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275436793643366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583965845278733,0.0,0.0,0.1171870984428992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248057755611627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251250189355802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564358318710285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761908794197741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285226170615989,0.0,0.13484224530384475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266362263802075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744200556215774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975778578917814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396221263633535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219260886718188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424626701205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877456269694685,0.0,0.0,0.15719616389353658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,piaviation,2020/02/12,"I took my 14 year old autistic son for his first ever flight - and he absolutely LOVED it! I'm a private pilot in the UK - trained November 2017 to November 2018, and in the following year I had taken my other three chilren flying. My eldest was the most difficult - he's autistic with sensory processing difficulties. As you can imagine this presented a unique set of challenges, given the focus around safety when flying.

Several months of planning - from working out what route to fly, to making sure he felt comfortable enough - to the logistics involved with childcare for the other three while he took to the skies for the first time - resulted in a better-than-expected response to one of the most amazing things I myself have ever experienced. We had no idea what to expect - would he be ok? Would he feel sick? Would it scare him? Turns out it was better than any of those.

Had we attempted this a year or even 6 months ago, I can tell you he was not in the right state of mind to do this. I actually had several dates lined up and cancelled over several months as each time we approached a flight date, he became unstable enough that I felt the flight could be compromised.

We captured the flight on camera - mainly for the family - but he then asked to be in some of the videos on the YouTube channel I'm building. After some thought and discussion my wife and I agreed, which brought about a video showing his first ever flight. The response I've had has been incredible - from people thanking me for sharing and saying it's inspirational, to others sharing their own stories. Autism is way too hidden; we struggle with getting him to think about what he might want to do after leaving school and the lack of awareness and open support doesn't do much to help those who will struggle to find a career in life.

For now he is very keen to keep flying and I'll keep taking him up as long as that remains the case. But I hope this inspires someone!

**VIDEO:** [**https://youtu.be/LX8fBC7KxXw**](https://youtu.be/LX8fBC7KxXw)",6.541243243243244,7.880701989189191,5.904702702702704,79.08921621621623,65.5945945945946,8.730810810810812,31.28648648648649,8.954980946260402,2.5964789189189186,1616,61,283,26,25,493,206,370,0.055,0.812,0.134,0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,5,2,1,8,10,19,0,3,25,1,28,3,0,2,4,58,53,19,0,8,4,2,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,21,22,0,2,10,5,0,5,3,4,0,6,17,5,27,15,56,27,11,51,0,0,0,1,36,17,0,7,26,197,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.09965362643190967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052252572485303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944457043224979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090775504244884,0.09546768426447083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063230035709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153388649694734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110329019030539,0.0,0.06744878074399069,0.2771180388463386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626891087266357,0.0,0.05163454523884947,0.0,0.1961009284828758,0.0,0.09333511571045776,0.2605876653968863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053353076877856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844835961434162,0.0,0.0,0.10142742583358506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528016775066224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153650708651448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812950759491438,0.0,0.0,0.07212982408702026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037229491369232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216658174323146,0.0,0.0681653713518669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833235311686996,0.1031112998201614,0.0,0.24453175792094498,0.0,0.07506937562324885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071569415682659,0.0,0.06919862535665831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707966081348812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720925467306702,0.0,0.08120930135747656,0.10223915261178453,0.1033501010590184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460969496498947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652528248931267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351435937902866,0.0,0.0,0.115883679044774,0.09624615495349716,0.0,0.07678094345718615,0.0,0.08925669810078478,0.0940176562925314,0.0,0.0,0.06784347118682339,0.0654338718544932,0.0,0.08107125270250322,0.11909307511678545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269164185281607,0.0,0.11107638551225377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425905009474492,0.06023256091940597,0.0810574824278294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743440073395291,0.0,0.0,0.2176276887464495,0.0,0.0,0.1972842859112465
autism,yellowboy03,2020/02/12,"lack of interest in special interests when I was younger I would be so engaged in my special interests. I would talk about them constantly to anyone who would listen to me. But as I've gotten older I don't have the energy to pursue or engage in topics that interest me. I still get excited if I read or learn about them at school but I feel too sad or tired to learn in my spare time. 

Does anyone else feel that depression/deep sadness/lack of energy has depleted their love for their special interests? I think it's partly to do with being more self aware now and realising people think I'm weird or annoying for having such intense interests so I feel ashamed for having them.",5.34992424242424,6.458538992424245,6.2209090909090925,76.58469696969699,68.16666666666666,10.10909090909091,29.81818181818182,10.25414643259724,3.1421909090909086,545,20,99,14,9,180,83,132,0.158,0.639,0.203,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,9,17,1,1,1,0,12,2,0,0,0,20,22,12,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,18,13,19,15,3,11,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,5,6,72,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921008275945651,0.21401735157813287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571991376629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278811684062649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448844806831434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316840769028427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912868397063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885180454491241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261915137569802,0.0,0.14480778105883807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089317494398044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211392878851628,0.0,0.0,0.2179024134994076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680802437038156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788599367151558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676776201279355,0.0,0.0,0.12179682333282844,0.24007134416389256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445136900404836,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WhalesAreDopeAF,2020/02/12,"I have trouble understanding things I don't know what I'm doing to always get downvoted, if someone would tell me why my downvoted to oblivion comments were treated as such, that would be great.",17.241666666666667,9.183339833333337,14.838888888888896,52.795000000000016,53.444444444444464,17.733333333333334,58.22222222222222,13.023866798666859,7.277255555555558,158,8,26,3,1,50,31,36,0.073,0.815,0.111,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884270095263813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811018032797424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821648817899654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050081816753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937016120734211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029731353236452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302880300759248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608579099967864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127830019497418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924772750634271,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JupiterWaltz,2020/02/12,"I’m a 20 year old F and was diagnosed with autism when I was 4 and a half and I’m worried I’m a toxic person I’ve been watching videos about personality disorders like borderline and narcissism and I worry that I share a lot of similarities and I feel pretty awful about it. 

- I think when I’m around people I often fish for compliments. A lot of NPD is routed around a poor self-esteem. 

- I’ve managed to be friends with people for several years but it’s not like we always see each other and maybe this has allowed me to have this mask where I seem like an okay person. I do ask my close friends how their day’s been and I remember details about them that can’t be used as some gossip. One of my friends wasn’t really into the books I’m writing and I didn’t see that as a wound in my ego. 

- I have learnt the act of being a chameleon, there are some people that are in larger social circles that I gossip about 

- there are instances where I come off as passive aggressive 

- I can be quite sensitive to facial expressions and tone of voice. There are instances where my mum sounds annoyed because she’s tired and going through menopause and I tend to go ‘why are you yelling at me?’ And it comes from when I was little my mum would say ‘don’t talk in that tone of voice’ and a lot of teachers would tell students off for rolling eyes and I know my mum got that attitude from her parents, her dad was quite abusive. 

- me and my mum have the ability to apologise but sometimes I wonder if this trait is to keep people sucked in. 

- I have been quite envious of other people’s success but I’ve never made any sort of plot to tear them down. 

- I have memories of meltdowns that make me very guilty in present day. I’m a perfectionist who doesn’t like being told I’m wrong or I come home from school after overwhelming work and some bullying and I flip out at my poor mum. Usually Id go up in my room to be away from people.",2.8621428571428567,4.4633331224489785,3.967602040816328,88.43543367346939,74.91836734693878,7.144897959183672,24.75,7.865858978985527,1.2110316326530617,1512,49,320,22,32,491,198,392,0.127,0.757,0.11599999999999999,-0.7762,2,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,1,1,3,5,17,19,4,1,14,2,35,5,2,5,1,60,64,30,0,3,6,7,1,4,3,2,3,5,2,3,17,30,0,1,6,2,2,7,7,8,0,2,12,10,42,11,53,44,7,42,0,1,4,0,33,23,1,12,16,206,59,6,0.0,0.11216881386992028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787732657348873,0.0,0.0,0.06437904405338286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855325996671575,0.08850394224747889,0.0,0.08894585446084931,0.0,0.0,0.05771013050817678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446502182530865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221090112376276,0.0,0.0,0.09608835225875463,0.0,0.0,0.10850035498275712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047868143498005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942609524726076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140992363447448,0.0,0.07571647976229999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949620205080985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414730420445153,0.0,0.0,0.05202831592251484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500448820472928,0.09488450205146318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414558871149681,0.0,0.08957931808495241,0.06319315416398738,0.0,0.09510903155237586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301556442022226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934054482458793,0.0,0.06415103905950557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512015434027823,0.0,0.0,0.3937947567888448,0.24798733868762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631372021796576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020805220431484,0.0,0.0,0.060648212388846365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072429844841845,0.0,0.0,0.0752856149457796,0.0,0.09581138838624337,0.15087992935586902,0.08618427707884345,0.09876176001531736,0.10695048165543652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650443925000357,0.0,0.0,0.09363133820778256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609239361162186,0.08274600682707048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060660899656851015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880957258848108,0.0,0.09046151976270346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817647350858415,0.1042659502796794,0.07811290449608213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854252123280748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266589189160816,0.06892109914173898,0.19228455120666416,0.0,0.1345021165689969,0.10350710128085612,0.0,0.12192912663691882
autism,digitak-loops,2020/02/12,"A good conclusion. I've spoken with my therapist for the last couple of weeks for a few hours at a time, we spoke about everything that's been going on inside my brain. We've concluded that i most likely made up imagery friends because i don't have too many friends besides one other person which is my girlfriend. It made me have some sort of closure that i'm not developing something more than the imagination that helps my loneliness, i'm pretty certain that i'm on the spectrum (my family even says i am) so it's just a different feeling i suppose. Sorry for the rambling but i hope someone sorta relates to how i feel",4.689663023679419,6.162473303278687,5.65568306010929,78.65807832422587,70.0655737704918,8.373041894353369,32.408014571949,8.841846274778883,2.851816757741348,501,23,90,9,9,165,86,122,0.027000000000000003,0.8270000000000001,0.146,0.8898,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,8,0,6,1,1,4,1,19,16,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,13,6,13,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,5,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908131383069576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180711168847985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614700622515765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409534470457147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902441316250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755646915947194,0.0,0.18415514104375305,0.0,0.19754595486735635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018481906116521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101982501427043,0.16384723924149014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093653189517854,0.0,0.0,0.19402298977698892,0.19237679231637614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592333370958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543635288120328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696828544895607,0.0,0.19805052478932086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237173348148693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056888651531413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198737452895768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534724772499098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551631732643374,0.15038715389859686,0.0,0.21867423091131336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268121534501249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390801997581122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566950483459949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WouldChangeLater,2020/02/12,"How do you deal with celebrity crushes?? I have psychosis on top of autism, so this is really messing with me.

There's a celebrity who I just imagine would be the perfect match for me, and I zone out and kind of think it could happen. Like, they have less than 100k followers on Twitter! That totally could happen! It's not like it's someone extremely famous!

I logically know it won't happen, but the other part of me wants it to. (Luckily, the logical part of me is keeping the irrational part of me from tracking down contact info)

I've dealt with this with fictional characters my whole life, but not with real people. How do you guys handle when this happens to you?",4.3711627906976736,6.06313576744186,5.174333333333333,80.9415,71.1705426356589,8.26077519379845,29.95426356589148,8.841846274778883,2.534980775193798,530,22,97,10,10,172,84,129,0.063,0.893,0.043,-0.5455,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,29,20,8,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,14,4,19,15,6,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635779376285905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701721816528291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343781842784905,0.5838568671215802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467151272862265,0.0,0.17188718519064178,0.09071402899031854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658851976277153,0.1612823921817577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362397816932214,0.0,0.11443354882874456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787725297305727,0.10574325920997207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985691404590467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576538011043128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735813455807647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428637788954644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172556586289506,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kingbattlewinner,2020/02/12,Rant What’s wrong with me I can’t do anything right I always fail why do I even try the only thing I’m good at is having poor mental health autism is a curse if it wasn’t I would of done something of note by now that  makes me not a waste of oxygen my dogs are the only thing besides therapy appts that make me feel good after school and I’m in a se unit that drives me mad nothing is interesting yet I don’t have the guts to attend mainstream classes because I will have a panic attack or be bullied send dog photos maybe they might help my mood,0.9565384615384608,3.0255876666666666,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,82.58974358974359,4.583760683760684,18.29700854700855,5.46131890053228,-0.4885606837606842,435,10,96,2,12,141,86,117,0.244,0.672,0.084,-0.9671,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,1,7,0,17,2,1,2,0,10,22,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,2,1,13,3,9,16,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,60,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982068906224806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806027349576593,0.0,0.0,0.2185115404778407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708633300452655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655806193592565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686285462668762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711822414128517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32220458103068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416534083698246,0.0,0.0,0.1287429394483623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564213467166795,0.0,0.19296382874236756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935650939556832,0.20375982209369914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429987690833136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921613787208496,0.0,0.2253570797405652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402987386360998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943888192148213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478677032906164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965299329257607,0.0,0.2552104375381364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040542116253298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331662170145642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644363192160766,0.2100024176376873,0.0,0.0
autism,HeadbangerNeckInjury,2020/02/12,"My best friends 3yr old son has just been officially diagnosed with Autism, any little tips or advice on how i can help out? So this may be a silly or weird question.

My best mate's 3yr old son has just had an official diagnosis, we were all pretty sure this would be the case.

I have know the little boy his whole life, he has only looked me in the eye and engaged with me once and i remember it like it was yesterday, it made me choke up a little.

So anyway, is there anything i can do to help them out or just be a useful best friend?

Any general life tips to make the little guy's life easier when i'm there, or presents to buy him on his birthday or any suggestion at all.",4.040780141843971,4.32881165957447,5.165390070921987,85.93333333333334,70.70212765957447,8.819858156028369,25.59574468085107,8.841846274778883,1.530778723404255,528,14,118,9,9,175,90,141,0.032,0.7090000000000001,0.258,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,3,10,10,0,0,8,0,17,5,1,4,3,28,23,11,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,14,9,12,13,6,16,0,0,2,0,17,11,0,7,6,79,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817175442686227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675876602171642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079366374987328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129449706835066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312850339789906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026736642546681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987279073711974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583267039116485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208419824314774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779346281384451,0.06408001089004492,0.525842371393783,0.0,0.0,0.1101445636539214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411036584267712,0.08755285985329049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27526870319548763,0.1396851740140379,0.0,0.09975598589283437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344074622877644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693348238468412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858302477554247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123620336087714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328341632283545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643970668218756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317500540784274,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bu12345g,2020/02/12,"Babysitting Hi, I’m going to be babysitting a 8 year old female with high functioning autism. I want our first time meeting to go well. Does anyone have any advice for me? I’m new to this and would love some advice so neither of us get stressed out. ( I do not have autism)",2.310545454545455,4.280502600000002,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,77.54545454545455,5.127272727272729,21.909090909090907,5.6839178017228535,0.055472727272726896,213,6,45,1,5,66,45,55,0.044000000000000004,0.818,0.138,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,7,10,2,9,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744989892727613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510407575453698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976292236747728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246529935877528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065152364472699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268466403024719,0.0,0.2759638808055065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651871246467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912552989318312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344860357699407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547650260947593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781126824384282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157155824806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204391145822833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320257493174898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829545093490327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724695354651383,0.0,0.0,0.15634742684478067
autism,ElvhenGambit,2020/02/12,"My parents won't talk about autism/treatment I had as a kid Hey everyone! I was diagnosed very young and had ample treatment, none of which I remember. I have vague memories of a hospital, different social workers, teachers and case workers, but there's something else I don't know. There was at least one medication I was on for years that would often make me sick (about 20 years ago; other problems/fears have emerged from this) and my parents won't talk about it. I have no access to pertinent records either and I just want to know for my own sake. I want to know because it feels awful to have some part of your story held captive by someone else. I know whatever story is probably shitty, but I'm not entirely worried about that.

Should I be? Does it make sense for me to want to know what happened to me?",4.3212447257383975,5.88082152531646,4.855126582278484,83.7050105485232,71.08860759493672,8.051476793248945,30.25527426160337,8.59863814320734,2.3443780590717296,643,27,123,11,12,205,98,158,0.11699999999999999,0.838,0.045,-0.9324,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,1,16,3,0,2,0,26,30,7,0,5,5,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,1,18,0,22,19,6,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,86,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784988867754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479721646719086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783898336113167,0.0,0.16247444665762434,0.0,0.0,0.13608750996753252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598166535784157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859609907971058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499154844716744,0.07863033268344517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751663686449891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273200808505547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760774795611647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665957427707392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537733813403036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453500429928136,0.16840175617003098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766566442938274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616207631508288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852246628226316,0.13176279012804812,0.119718897309774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998547205453195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831171669845606,0.2751707959212561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792756023530488,0.0,0.11046956701891336,0.0,0.0,0.20028618389310046
autism,music550,2020/02/12,"What sorts of positive and/or negative experiences with healthcare have you had? I have a friend who is super sensitive to light and whenever he goes to his family doctor, he dims the light. Made me wonder what other sorts of experiences people on the spectrum have had in healthcare. Have you found people are pretty understanding of any needs you have? Have you ever avoided care because you knew the doctors office or emergency room would be too much?",8.294875000000001,9.4708037375,7.7600000000000025,67.92500000000001,61.625,10.9,33.5,10.793553405168565,3.957825,369,14,56,9,5,116,58,80,0.09,0.727,0.183,0.8732,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,1,1,14,19,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,8,3,8,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,1,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480257134284803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269198643956406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193304386563234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455969117529213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968985007217631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258536766708986,0.2052035763805522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386681913275143,0.16817431185044504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596830324113968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001535921520393,0.16140243552186045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018153431507325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214526070998143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266062021006441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360580545344084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462929013249468,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ekatev,2020/02/12,"Oral care challenges for autistic kids and their parents Hello! Me and the team I working with are currently focused on challenges that face people with special needs when maintaining their oral hygiene. We developed a tool that could help by enhancing the quality of toothbrushing while making the process itself easier, faster and tolerable for people with sensory issues.

And created a webpage: https://tribrush.co/specials
Please let me know what do you think about it - how do you perceive the information presented there? Any opinion is very important",8.7975,12.378661022727279,7.070454545454545,63.96318181818185,63.77272727272727,10.763636363636362,39.40909090909091,10.686352973137794,5.609200000000001,462,25,57,14,8,137,70,88,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.96,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,2,4,4,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,2,0,17,11,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,9,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,5,42,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962850389911786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428762854532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304554840002797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346924967864615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30126507857782897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586289478145733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951538673961249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266938351505472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140228384373666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205004655914274,0.0,0.0,0.4002131455836598,0.0,0.0,0.3168399479655776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494880173293468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381581573658368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013329463440936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,petiteaspie,2020/02/12,Autistic adults quality of life survey My friend has a survey on Autistic adults' quality of life as part of completing his Ph.D. I liked the question of whether I have enough energy at the end of the day to accomplish my activities of daily living (definite no). Glad this is recognized as part of our quality of life. Have your voice heard here: https://survey.psyc.unb.ca/Adult-QoL-Consent.aspx,6.678431372549023,9.604314294117652,6.703529411764709,67.18754901960787,67.82352941176471,11.003921568627453,31.92156862745098,10.864195022040775,4.4159627450980405,324,14,50,11,6,103,47,68,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,13,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670183205004688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424210938025122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255634413457675,0.2631438341384963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967586414314616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396462341605823,0.12441967664625275,0.0,0.2248796828987454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515690364838574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529046910087785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cherry-Vanilla1,2020/02/12,"I don’t like when my boyfriend is flirty or calling me pet names. Is anyone else here like that? I genuinely get uncomfortable when he calls me cutesy names or even compliments me. I’m okay with physical parts of a relationship, there’s just something about being called pet names and getting flirted with I really can’t stand. Are any other autistic people here like this? Any advice on how to get over it?",4.1333766233766225,6.556081298701301,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,73.67532467532467,7.5168831168831165,25.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.7767974025974027,328,11,60,6,7,102,59,77,0.047,0.7390000000000001,0.214,0.9107,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254883842376425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819111485515687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493300727850505,0.2123799417443146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349594553723248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315346705556944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690460700949958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248812777106282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037954461183661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446096150866526,0.0,0.14369988170875853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278705410693928,0.0,0.0,0.2225380948010019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957208174110035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SynthFan,2020/02/13,"Fidget toy bird with slight auditory feedback? (Not too loud not too quiet) Hi there everyone! Sometimes, I like to fidget with my hands, and I want to have something like a fidget toy to squeeze or fidget around in the form of a bird. I would want it to have auditory feedback, but not so loud that in public it would look weird, and not too quiet because then I might not notice the auditory feedback. I already have a bunch of rubber ducks and chickens and the like but they are too loud and in public would very likely attract unwanted attention (I’m also 22 and tall and white and some people particularly women but also guys too get nervous seeing me stim and have called people on their phone) and startle babies/children/other people and dogs/birds/other animals and would get weird looks, and they also would make people probably say or do stuff to me.

Also, birds are one of my special interests so I would look for a variety of birds.",9.544762569832406,7.578803329608937,9.15524441340782,69.27633030726258,60.396648044692746,11.40810055865922,36.34148044692738,9.827888789773867,3.473530167597766,752,25,131,11,8,243,93,179,0.068,0.8270000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6822,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,13,11,0,2,7,0,14,1,1,1,0,39,24,25,0,9,10,0,2,4,0,7,0,6,0,2,4,16,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,13,13,7,17,17,3,7,0,0,5,0,11,6,0,4,5,95,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862003703295495,0.4018192861471118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182459575813912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657415841735338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826766369044107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200311744920128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125802637043132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437928190940452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454779232513277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164566262666097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384944818587416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325839571294334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430142951098381,0.0,0.0,0.08512044218795163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483444105305987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543495924914492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989463816217116,0.0,0.0,0.10009944104058488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670509483073593,0.12423712893415954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379991122621355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364609940494066,0.14818277655509082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354026905292344,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Em3PO,2020/02/13,"Interview tips? I have a job interview tomorrow. I’ve been unemployed for 2 years and have had several interviews but I always do poorly since I do not know what they’ll be asking and I can’t really prepare my answers in advanced. I try to practice but it doesn’t seem to help. My mind just freezes once I get in there, especially if it’s multiple people interviewing (I don’t know how this one will be). 

This has been my biggest struggle lately as an adult on the spectrum. 

The position is a research position. I have no experience in the specific field of research but I do have other research experience.

Thanks in advance.",3.2342499999999994,5.788845925,5.125000000000004,76.13000000000002,77.25,9.0,31.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.627916666666668,501,26,88,15,12,171,81,120,0.061,0.852,0.087,0.6124,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,6,0,19,0,0,1,0,14,25,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,3,1,13,1,10,18,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,3,65,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192465209855915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623998521357196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525235119374614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084789365169395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503960722347715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953561922818225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423957351667337,0.0,0.260923362712923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355322924452496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463334540265015,0.1567390037708509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035852984395854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818061452587206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057239178181775,0.0,0.2613100612748669,0.0,0.19133880125195335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418113640795053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295558558004968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570416627387982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489535486868221
autism,Sardony,2020/02/13,"Still grappling with learning that I have autism It’s been three weeks since I was diagnosed with autism. I’m 23 with ADHD, and went my entire life thinking that I was just someone that didn’t like talking to people, didn’t understand/comprehend that things until I heard it like the third time, or until I saw it visually. But apparently, most if not all of my childhood/teen years made sense after that bomb drop.

Now that I know, I’ve been analyzing every little move I make, telling myself that it should be okay even though I’ve been hard wired to believe that it honestly shouldn’t. The lack of understanding emotions properly is what’s killing me most, cause I’ve realized how much a butthole I can come off as.

I just want to ask how to deal with this. It feels more like a curse now I know about it than it ever has.",4.992465142219743,5.938348625766874,5.101974344673732,84.87675404350253,68.87730061349693,8.626659230340213,27.701617401003904,8.841846274778883,1.8911889570552147,658,21,134,11,11,206,107,163,0.10800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.086,-0.6682,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,0,4,1,14,2,0,5,2,32,28,10,1,5,6,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,19,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,11,4,14,5,17,14,6,16,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,13,91,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592924349896854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601889964283203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305262446979934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602351534727625,0.0,0.14760273927815842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665419037986405,0.0,0.1739165095464354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927455388958017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317497204354725,0.1549957659389875,0.1443696543918944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866396419539238,0.12241238022708956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534958255482823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957324179693766,0.0,0.18833881298029206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102947947330835,0.2511386714620737,0.17173758336914938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621353885529384,0.11437736771502545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821177927327108,0.12596186904749465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879242379273118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174238182672852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518418744968115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368402262512619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772453360767278,0.14976733753865004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383723871969358,0.10979407687059056,0.16835037571881012,0.0,0.09991548622710357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567625119781545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010665919082958,0.0,0.13744652877114574,0.0,0.0,0.15884304469390942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034369732782147
autism,iLroy,2020/02/13,"Research on work related experiences for school project. Hi everyone, I am a college Senior trying to conduct some online interviews regarding the experiences, of people diagnosed with ASD, of employment. I wish to learn more about the statistics surrounding individuals with ASD and employment and find what issues are present or what misleading about what I find online. 

​

If anyone is interested in sacrificing some of your time to better educate me and the people I will be presenting my findings with please send me a dm and we can talk more about and get going. Everything will stay anonymous and and confidential.

​

Thanks!",9.674819759679572,11.552930794392529,9.008811748998665,57.699439252336475,58.81308411214953,13.217089452603474,41.4539385847797,12.540900571622839,6.3409583444592785,533,28,71,19,7,169,74,107,0.024,0.852,0.124,0.8777,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,20,11,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,15,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,52,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304806357961554,0.3706232581866746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663582543153832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487927034685002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479050212826134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572613369045184,0.13706266749770604,0.2983604990535185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181634939004175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967815352866991,0.0,0.08667274281272477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917676751875764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145708335413133,0.0,0.0,0.16740592363393678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434433590842694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625512329198475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257864286783132,0.0,0.14040714595770828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892754531365156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354164508786344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537451222439504,0.0,0.0,0.11102627209854632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706232581866746,0.0
autism,1HumanCactus,2020/02/13,"ISO Explanation of Benefits for ABA therapy I am in desperate need of an Explanation of Benefits (EOB) for ABA therapy in the state of Texas for Blue Cross Blue Shield, Humana, and United Healthcare.  If anyone is willing to help me I would forever be grateful. I would request that you redact all personal identification (name, DOB, address, policy number). 

To any Autistic reading this, rest assured that my motives are good.  I am working on a project that is in-line with the neurodiversity paradigm. Any assistance is greatly appreciated.",7.360341614906829,9.685547891304351,8.261801242236029,59.23847826086958,64.65217391304348,11.778881987577641,41.40372670807453,11.491704259439757,5.939116149068322,434,26,62,15,7,146,68,92,0.023,0.755,0.222,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,11,11,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,13,7,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,42,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535398464361328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175795246138188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802757105754134,0.0,0.2865877013081466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423408623765865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274418932757373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697190503229586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600130050645559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945341739078243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924135302922013,0.0,0.0,0.3693116163522728,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sheilamaddox,2020/02/13,"DAE suffer from a serious lack of a sense of direction? I can’t get up from a table at a restaurant to use the restroom and find my way back without several reroutes.

Same with navigating through parking lots, hallways, roadways.

I got separated from my family during a camping trip...  when I was 7. Was too nervous to follow my cousin who decided to take a shortcut from the Camp Store. Cousin ditched me because I insisted on using the trail. Still got lost. 

Got lost in Germany for several hours at night when I was 7 because the bus dropped me off in a different spot and snow covered my usual landmarks.

Once, as an adult, after having lived in the same house for 7 years, I got lost coming home from the supermarket. Accidentally drove through a stop sign and made my turn a block later. Took me 25 minutes and a meltdown before I found my way home. Felt like I was in a episode of the Twilight Zone.

I joke that can’t find my way out of a paper sack, but it’s really not that funny.
 
I now rely on Google Maps.",3.58935,5.2634198350000005,4.743000000000002,83.32150000000003,73.15,7.6,29.5,8.278499904357787,2.12705,797,34,156,13,16,262,125,200,0.111,0.871,0.018000000000000002,-0.8991,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,20,0,7,0,0,3,0,25,26,8,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,2,5,1,1,5,4,6,0,0,16,1,20,2,31,10,4,33,0,4,0,0,4,12,0,1,13,98,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593365619713176,0.0,0.15210653025139004,0.0,0.10616258595768584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747072046691956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034889238630262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761374908890256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979031023417895,0.0,0.22805893991827905,0.0,0.0,0.1367942082950792,0.0,0.0,0.06518257389795619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991316920644025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250291297523606,0.0,0.12286464365743925,0.14395766570695584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095201685986582,0.0,0.11016641895362482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085747393073925,0.10606750459703483,0.0,0.11805205720559872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707992786678995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286659854328506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992521478624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28188927195405394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963444971278773,0.1043059435984762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380489024673283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386142757355217,0.0,0.1357043516636491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550722622381333,0.1374068277159666,0.0,0.0,0.29708888301400665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202653377240522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803421176923881
autism,Dr-Adamson,2020/02/13,"What is your way to deal with anger / irritation ? I have been diagnosed with autim recently, and I really struggle with dealing with my anger. I feel irritated by a lot of things very often, and I find it hard to control. How do you do ?",3.0576086956521737,5.017970195652175,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,75.30434782608695,8.947826086956523,26.71739130434783,9.516144504307137,2.565626086956522,183,7,36,5,4,63,36,46,0.34,0.66,0.0,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,8,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30655029348754204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635593968673256,0.0,0.2774128454425601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819820593941556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980844670300484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448399743069508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323658838240998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509503258509354,0.0,0.2698693578766924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573217089442177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158087689841995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255166478834772,0.0,0.21694775460254112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,antant26,2020/02/13,Share your therapy animal or dream therapy animal! This is an opportunity to info-dump all about therapy pets! Have at it!,3.217575757575758,6.356630454545456,7.115454545454547,57.1098484848485,85.36363636363636,13.842424242424245,25.51515151515152,11.20814326018867,5.757042424242425,98,4,15,6,3,37,19,22,0.0,0.696,0.304,0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anythinggoesphilia,2020/02/13,"How do I talk and befriend a colleague who may be on the spectrum? Longish background. I'm currently a senior student in graduate school. In my time here, I recruited a student to my program. However, she is VERY quiet. I've never seen her talk to anyone, have lunch with anyone, I didn't even know what her voice sounded like for a while. I'm no psychiatrist, but based on a few things I've noticed about her, I think she may be on the spectrum. The other students and faculty in my program have tried to reach out to her since she's struggled a lot with her studies and had an abusive mentor at one point, but she's painfully socially awkward to the point that most students just avoid her now. 

Recently, at a seminar, I saw her wearing a t-shirt from a band I like, and I commented on it. We immediately started talking about other bands in the genre. That was the first time I'd ever even heard her voice, and others have told me that's the longest they've seen her talking to someone. 

Unfortunately, my program does not have a good reputation when it comes to dealing with mental health, and since I recruited her, I want her to be as comfortable as possible, given the fact that graduate school is extreny stressful. The thing is, I have almost no experience talking to someone who has ASD and I'm scared I might say something that'll make her withdraw again. Should I just talk to her normally as I would with anyone else? What should I expect from her? She I just leave her alone entirely like everyone else is doing and just wait for her to reach out on her own?",6.7486274509803925,6.497596607843143,7.009084967320262,76.87088235294121,64.94771241830065,10.075816993464052,35.647058823529406,9.627879704456738,3.2819529411764705,1246,54,237,22,17,404,157,306,0.136,0.81,0.054000000000000006,-0.9803,2,2,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,1,14,11,0,5,20,0,25,4,1,2,3,44,41,16,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,6,0,0,16,16,1,2,2,2,0,1,5,6,0,2,9,9,43,5,37,22,4,29,1,0,3,0,39,15,0,6,16,173,59,15,0.0,0.1292732596567725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925431346846934,0.11300134037560405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886922505289706,0.11179241498429328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939855149221605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248392223074223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095479758353073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822888177297804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412751519155434,0.09869299813655977,0.0,0.10425585445515892,0.0,0.10672700900226484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280586021210276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151328374239387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597501628692213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059962031884866825,0.0,0.0,0.11552793895336501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991164845355293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275837170115027,0.0,0.0,0.07282937872772036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995360344738596,0.11574466356072415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841495928558837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690112046608287,0.0,0.12421837576012874,0.0,0.0,0.07393332998250696,0.0,0.1160969173212752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628165552540595,0.12300108851110805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077294213621592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086765799811274,0.10923455441809052,0.2208430322405712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050790666118555,0.0,0.0,0.11122024921886434,0.18489102143692954,0.08399544813598768,0.0,0.0,0.07722608156387192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498102887524212,0.11406171370176202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261736173122745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449709070537623,0.06991098471851119,0.0,0.0,0.12724165510310345,0.0,0.0,0.10425585445515892,0.0,0.07407609333311574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002421829276917,0.06435378996610959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750606625729928,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ilovezoots,2020/02/13,"London isn’t open for almost 100,000 Londoners or the 700,000 autistic people who may want to visit. This is our opportunity to make London work for autistic people and their families. Hello everyone! I live in the U.K. and work for the National Autistic Society. 

Recently we launched an open letter to the mayor of London to try and make London a more inclusive and friendly place for autistic people, I’d really appreciate it if you guys and girls could sign this open letter and show your support! Thank you everyone in advance. 


https://act.autism.org.uk/page/54367/petition/1?ea.tracking.id=4a0cb507",8.773673469387756,11.843146112244899,7.128316326530613,65.77471938775511,62.36734693877551,10.206122448979592,35.71938775510204,10.411451182825502,4.615138775510204,501,23,65,13,8,149,65,98,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,3,1,4,0,4,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,20,9,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,11,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,1,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258705417557253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950369361055614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057221042458121,0.0,0.0,0.2001368593338532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640218907879129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020965675973052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874641465324764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342282496025073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44154475235560403,0.0,0.2218075534699753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600434977046816,0.0,0.2096199189611848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409146978171442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545664619812386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413726988515274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521961101221887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091127967346997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TXrangerJDE,2020/02/13,"Memories as a kid Hello, 
This may seem like a weird post but oh well.
I have three young boys 7, 5, & 3 all on the spectrum, all diagnosed with Autism.  They aren’t “non-verbal”, but do have limited speech at the moment.  The 5 year old is probably the quietest.  What I would like to know from anyone on this sub that IS Autistic...what was your childhood like? What do you remember about it? Struggles, milestones, etc.  I’m just trying to get a feel for what my boys experience on a daily basis.  Yes, I get everybody’s experience is different, but like I said, I think I would just find any info, advice etc helpful.

Thank you",1.2036585365853654,3.727965788617887,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,86.23577235772358,6.206829268292682,21.20813008130081,7.554174236665415,0.9936822764227644,484,16,98,9,15,159,86,123,0.055,0.748,0.19699999999999998,0.9587,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,1,4,8,0,1,8,1,12,1,0,0,2,19,21,4,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,3,7,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,11,6,11,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,9,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700833509866146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858721076573776,0.0,0.11836254702636324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170245822354404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666093493842402,0.0,0.18184916703668524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882319739407649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405160134942537,0.0,0.0,0.08800682689772965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590820125133894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187184488720826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666458778996965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565541210855487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401355636325249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826401755620196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669541969377608,0.0,0.18765942610892936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716901642297432,0.0,0.16556501397994658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845203510973396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195881438606926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024534668394075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152664184236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181710994846935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649526190581428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472856397858669,0.0,0.0,0.11208493538269126
autism,Iheartmoose,2020/02/13,"Autism training at work: help decide the agenda! There's annual training that happens at my work: It's a place full on Aspie's, mostly undiagnosed and unaware themselves.  
  
There will be an excellent external company with 2 autistic speakers doing a half day aweness and management advice session and as I'm aspie and work with the person organising it, she has asked me to pick the topics that are covered.  
  
I have loads of ideas, but anything you wish your coworkers and bosses knew / had training on about ASC?",8.862608695652174,8.922698304347833,8.516434782608695,66.77639130434785,60.52173913043478,10.838260869565218,39.052173913043475,10.355215969177356,4.358979999999999,412,19,62,8,5,132,71,92,0.016,0.894,0.09,0.7678,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,44,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672070200466351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502170925925696,0.0,0.2556339050787597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634922578191758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418062668062501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328423486188355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308685810149096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387613861747163,0.2856915373548793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144479382611057,0.0,0.0,0.5972130484309011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NC4Life078,2020/02/13,"Would you tell a previous employer that you were diagnosed as autistic? Short back story: we had our issues before I left, we had just got over them, but, it was like on the backside of a speed bump. 

Now that I know I’m autistic, it really explains a lot and I think they in some ways deserve to know. Though it’s been nearly 1-2 years since I worked there, I at least talked to one of the people like 4-5 months ago and shared pleasantries. 

Should I just let it go? I’m sure it’s merely the autism speaking. But, it feels like the right thing to do, and I’d hate to use them as a reference in the future and for them to say I was a thorn. 

However, I also wouldn’t want it to negatively impact as a reference in the future you know what I mean? I would hate for them to tell said future employer I’m autistic when I don’t think that’s really a good thing in my line of work (it just makes things difficult).

What are your thoughts?",2.175288461538461,3.6325062307692337,3.5046634615384638,91.64314903846157,76.43589743589743,7.131410256410258,21.41826923076923,7.865858978985527,0.6845961538461536,725,18,165,11,16,237,109,195,0.053,0.8140000000000001,0.133,0.9239,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,4,5,2,9,9,2,0,13,0,14,1,0,2,1,32,34,12,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,16,6,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,4,24,6,23,20,3,23,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,2,13,110,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231096018528776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936404858670595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477257337296227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701020339779576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149687564878878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547089748742143,0.1066321604170887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482852345267665,0.12519312991951215,0.11937773777433135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947288713401752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557898102493625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608999287354266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217262302776478,0.15262958857718648,0.0,0.21876430351733456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689645048902204,0.0,0.0,0.09963294398530062,0.0,0.0,0.16258909643949207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913878682770668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114318498216347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347885374585747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912409667688368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746816475171352,0.14198148755101173,0.11869841846043523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347032521391325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067682131126127,0.0,0.0,0.1199704191175603,0.2609215625418821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974873295841,0.19128097331318972,0.14664827394600954,0.1184966416104683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891366760456954,0.0,0.0,0.08803806462370319,0.11847651448465606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732771851757005,0.0,0.0,0.21206160735778146,0.0,0.0,0.09611925536164936
autism,dootdootdoobydoot,2020/02/13,"My son (4) may be autistic He’s super fun and intelligent, and my absolute best bud. 

He doesn’t have meltdowns, but he doesn’t understand social queues so sometimes he’ll yell at the other kids and educators if he’s feeling overwhelmed.  Yesterday they were playing red light green light and the kids were yelling “Stop!” when it was red light. Well, he didn’t take that very well and yelled back. 

Does anyone have any coping or training strategies you can suggest to help him in these sorts of situations?  It’s mainly helping him to regulate his emotions as he has been diagnosed with anxiety.  

I’m in the process of having him assessed for autism, but this is a trigger for his mum so I have to go gently. 

Any suggestions would be great. Just feeling sad today because I want everyone else to recognise what a witty and intelligent little boy he is.",3.9208333333333343,6.4147552500000025,4.42625,82.32708333333333,74.625,7.2666666666666675,29.416666666666664,8.238735603445708,2.3186541666666667,680,30,121,12,15,215,111,160,0.05,0.71,0.24,0.9844,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,7,9,0,1,5,0,19,1,0,1,0,21,27,14,0,3,5,2,2,0,1,3,1,3,0,3,7,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,5,11,11,7,13,17,2,10,0,2,3,0,26,4,0,4,5,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651181249319331,0.0,0.14912089173983512,0.0,0.0,0.13629956575979355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988911284857362,0.0,0.11882749903228035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456697487252234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784981396676632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705845283397023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283897514197965,0.2192699768004291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626393767274912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971248973134926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078319280389552,0.0,0.0,0.21491097754689584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26131489679708003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953710375702779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910945093458373,0.0,0.1987065539553022,0.0,0.0,0.1927907223966508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297018137912267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656307637278373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477081681192356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292897094495774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083763806601814,0.11497474540778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350530902211492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847265623647848,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Minute_Box,2020/02/13,"How do you make friends as an adult? I really long for a friendship or just a meaningful connection with someone. I never made any friends as a child, I was put into a different school every 6 months because I was “too dumb” when actually the 3rd world country I grew up in just didn’t have programs, teachers or classes for someone like me. I learned in my 20’s that I have asbergers, a learning disorder and dyslexia. Eventually my parents gave up and I started working at family company at 13. At that time all I cared about was making money so I could move to America. 

Now I’m in my 30’s and still don’t have any friends. The only people I talk to are my parents who I live with and my therapist. I feel like my mum sometimes gets annoyed with me because of how repetitive I am. I normally like and enjoy being alone but every now and then I get an overwhelming urge for human interaction and all I have is my mum so I’ll end up talking her ear off because when this happens I talk a lot but always about the same things because not a lot of things interest me but the few things I do like (Taylor Swift, space and most recently Tesla cars) I get completely absorbed in. 

My therapist is a c-ptsd and childhood abuse specialist that I’ve been seeing every week for over 2 years and she recently decided that I’ve been doing so good she put me on a bi-weekly schedule and it was very upsetting. While I agree that I’ve been doing good in therapy, I always, always looked forward to therapy days because I got to see and talk to someone other than my parents. I really like her, she’s easy to talk to and almost mothering. 

I’ve tried dating apps, I’ll admit I’m not the prettiest to look at so I’ve never had any matches. I matched with someone once on Bumble BFF but she unmatched me before we started a conversation. I even tried making friends in online games which works out sometimes but then they end up never come online anymore and that’s upsetting. 

When my urge for human interaction gets too high and I don’t want to annoy my mum I will go to Starbucks in hopes the barista will spark up a conversation. I even figured out the time it’s the least busy so the background chatter won’t be too noisy and they won’t have a customer to help behind me. 

Is my whole life just going to be 5 minute connections with the barista at Starbucks?",3.793334517886756,5.284527200426441,5.0648205401563615,81.95423625918032,72.3049040511727,8.110897891494906,29.87212745794836,8.680891452615391,2.3876794124615026,1863,79,359,34,36,619,224,469,0.07400000000000001,0.773,0.153,0.988,4,1,0,0,1,0,31.0,1,1,2,2,23,21,3,3,24,0,33,2,1,6,5,65,60,38,0,4,12,7,1,5,4,4,1,1,0,4,15,26,0,0,7,1,1,9,10,6,0,0,12,6,57,15,54,40,9,65,0,1,4,0,39,28,1,7,35,244,72,7,0.0,0.088070274505448,0.07253649357189197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443192353638674,0.07698466869936031,0.0,0.0,0.18554844874282495,0.0,0.0,0.15164322113867568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737165412141087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265579379975648,0.0,0.0632503457341674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578557551344163,0.0,0.0,0.06402971597302733,0.07793481114472378,0.0,0.0,0.05934738599621533,0.0,0.0,0.04793745145490296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766024569885242,0.08518995358506204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167069712286278,0.0,0.0,0.09819006545058002,0.0,0.18788163440009395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700728060253711,0.0,0.03758406987190257,0.053102198345736304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297122913860355,0.0,0.15533986093865176,0.0,0.08448822681900915,0.12469090733050678,0.0594494220558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573080275867307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982261233177178,0.0785349557296246,0.0,0.07382761757313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250229929971231,0.18157226035912166,0.0,0.06563577953808722,0.06578074099052683,0.1248389137962436,0.0,0.0,0.12638739488875736,0.0,0.07033394453918022,0.14884988729242285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933042586822986,0.07900226377462405,0.0,0.0,0.1719863279231028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282875862637576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916026365197247,0.0,0.05653219964021108,0.0,0.0,0.2476078830486596,0.0,0.0,0.05153186988530103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868891528794473,0.14944670025932968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523689391143256,0.0,0.14678611395533694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522710622321517,0.11846462788796028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519222158515438,0.0,0.14703084348979062,0.0,0.1052239607845922,0.0,0.05936096351193961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987228696616019,0.0,0.0,0.17000832790086648,0.17260842073511526,0.1481469672857408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668619885667729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093196213137973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133099481078329,0.0438424463251654,0.0,0.11924795219565786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298808998093457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822794520532736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047866832511824456
autism,omgitsom,2020/02/13,"Survey to help Families with Children with Autism! Hello! I'm a student at UC Irvine and my team is working on creating an iPad app that helps children with autism complete daily tasks and reduces frustration for parents.  We’d be super thankful if you could spare just a few minutes to take this survey and pass it on to any parent/caretaker of children with autism! Your responses will be anonymous, remain completely confidential and will help us make a solution catered to primary user needs.

[Autism Survey!](https://forms.gle/BLUJVJ16o3UaEjPc7) 

Thank you!😊",7.594148936170215,10.579971765957447,6.441436170212767,69.80875,65.38297872340425,9.380851063829788,36.21808510638297,9.827888789773867,4.301089361702127,462,23,64,11,8,139,72,94,0.03,0.741,0.22899999999999998,0.9621,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,0,3,1,4,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,13,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,0,38,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440400602733478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44416366826231696,0.0,0.0,0.1691153945116299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967838577209224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259212397640347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138677994497822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705660862811208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703863994799926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925696788933694,0.0,0.0,0.390017788139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478488290893386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420234053568269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Whistlepunk12,2020/02/13,Dino stim toys? Do any of you guys know of any good dinosaur themed stim toys/jewelry or stuffies? Prefferably with feathers but anything is ok! :D Big special intrest,3.515000000000001,6.713554833333338,3.068333333333332,86.4225,84.0,5.666666666666668,34.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,2.729666666666668,135,8,22,2,4,40,26,30,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402237840288638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38736989462841015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39482518865181865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660957616316914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870037204141544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,theultimasheep,2020/02/13,"My 3yo just got diagnosed with autism I knew from the start this baby would be harder than my other. Besides having a really bad start with him, I definitely noticed there was a big difference between raising him and my older daughter. 

He is hyper sensitive to sounds, especially singing. He's also extremely active and loves to jump on everything. He's a very bright and sweet boy, but his tantrums and meltdowns are really intense and can come out of nowhere. He also has a tendency to hurt himself and really pick at his scabs. He had an abrasion on the top of his foot for a year-and-a-half... I just barely got it under control to stop him from scratching it by keeping his foot wrapped up for over a month. I want to give him every chance I can to be happy and healthy but im so nervous. 

I love him so much and I will never stop. I would love to hear any advice from others that might help me as i raise him. I'm really intimidated by the future but im not giving up. Thank you",3.1693181818181806,4.793176777777783,4.671603535353537,83.61073863636366,74.15151515151516,7.576262626262628,26.01136363636364,8.278499904357787,1.6898575757575758,774,27,154,13,16,259,124,198,0.129,0.6779999999999999,0.193,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,1,10,0,14,7,2,2,1,29,30,16,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,12,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,5,25,7,29,19,1,20,0,1,1,3,26,10,0,1,8,105,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396408852332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926381912453333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322682458751272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446555772394393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809206612566307,0.0,0.0,0.15375961525120255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914484274575592,0.0,0.1432312908317047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550538192152332,0.0,0.12320887298032795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630210452254869,0.0,0.0,0.2192889652518221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593629992677326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451192410251974,0.0,0.09188944758891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675913426298276,0.0,0.29616438353883984,0.0,0.0,0.12185309806830323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711909093334941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543226660221034,0.0,0.0,0.10942501412697564,0.0,0.10077792215520218,0.0,0.10573330679961558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607941985992985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512969377571302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406793777146805,0.0,0.0,0.22922902787317664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621530375602225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311472782104368,0.08086003493632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477153493657973,0.0,0.0,0.08828233991532344
autism,finalgumgum,2020/02/13,Does anyone have any experience potty training a non verbal 3 year old? What was your strategy and biggest obstacle?,5.942499999999999,9.169760250000003,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,71.5,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,4.98,95,5,12,3,2,32,20,20,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222555122589964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416001707014487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275267032219537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778881627951828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126430152653955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146052562838136
autism,DeiaFormica,2020/02/14,"I feel like a hypocrite. I'm really struggling with something and I need to know if it has to do with autism or not.

I am obsessive over only a few interests, but seemingly to the exclusion of all other potential interests. What I mean by this is that when other people talk about their interests, my listening center shuts down and my eyes glaze over. The real problem however, is that I feel the overpowering compulsion to share everything about my own interests at all times but I have little capacity to allow other people the same. I've tried forcing myself to listen to them, but its like my brain inserts distracting thoughts into my head until I'm sitting there like a corpse. If I had to describe what I feel in the situation, it's like this:

\-Person tells me about something

\-start feeling tired

\-start looking around, perhaps for an escape route

\-snap out of it and try to focus, but by now the speech sounds muffled and distant

\-intense images/smells/sounds/feelings start to invade my mind

\-get lost in a fantasy where fun and interesting things are happening

\-they leave because now I'm unresponsive (or get angry)

Keep in mind that during this process I can also be aware that I'm not listening to them, and yet I feel powerless to stop the unrelated thoughts from invading my head. Part of the frustration stems from feeling like I have no control over this behaviour, but also knowing intellectually that what I'm doing to another person is unfair. I feel like a hypocrite, and I don't know how to deal with this.

Is this something that can be worked on? If so, how?",8.823977401129946,8.187400166101696,8.600000000000005,68.43333333333335,60.89830508474576,11.798870056497178,38.64971751412429,11.072351349416056,4.394351412429378,1279,56,215,29,15,413,165,295,0.13,0.7170000000000001,0.152,0.2619,3,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,3,15,19,1,3,14,0,17,5,4,4,2,53,49,24,0,5,12,0,7,6,0,0,1,5,0,2,23,13,0,3,14,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,14,26,13,41,43,6,27,0,1,2,0,13,16,0,6,16,158,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891477378408526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074274620705124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401652408026716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437972040017234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789723408961655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845214924644555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088807011526775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491670349791677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272023185309245,0.2263463848816728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035518003279526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339179948150247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677550098126716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387225205361932,0.0,0.0,0.17412376661539952,0.0,0.0,0.11182720824904063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095783301436968,0.10585035345773937,0.0,0.0,0.08868696498012099,0.0,0.1152873030750668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504175993530415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327478602817151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830950421061736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032221776494612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436683882882648,0.0,0.14643527409529128,0.1844315765349579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105583287095997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202088780649147,0.06765735793667939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614463894585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871162233559865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439144129750181,0.0,0.0,0.22425684687718464,0.0,0.0,0.08829584730974661,0.0,0.11040795089851184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488643124107956,0.09230900600723403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016351178781759,0.0,0.0,0.16768728648866651,0.061582848236006286,0.12138475166186175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340639659089882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768863465278255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,plumflower,2020/02/14,"I eat same thing (noodles) everyday... is this typical for autistic people? Every single day I’m craving noodles. Whether udon noodles, ramen, stir fry with noodles. Yum, give me those lovely carbs! 

I do go a little bit overboard for them though... At my “worst” I would eat noodles twice a day (sometimes even for breakfast). Every time I get to choose a restaurant I choose Chinese, Thai etc. so I can eat noodles. I think about eating them all the time, whenever I’m hungry it’s always what comes to my mind as a meal idea. It’s almost like food=noodles for me. If I can’t have them I at least want pasta.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? Can this be just a part of me and my autism (not liking the change, repetitive behavior) or something unrelated? I must say I feel like a total weirdo. People are laughing at me for always eating same thing over and over. It doesn’t help that I’m naturally skinny so they assume I have some eating disorder.",2.1891847826086988,4.726281288043482,3.453434782608696,86.68939130434784,81.22826086956522,5.6365217391304325,23.33043478260869,6.961326702584282,0.989924782608696,743,26,138,9,20,241,116,184,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.7466,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,8,0,12,11,1,0,3,25,23,9,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,11,4,10,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,23,5,17,20,11,14,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,5,9,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610964274935985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296347653566814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107665840544873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659005855671931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266233147946427,0.0998827800458062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495594927094037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328915686528054,0.0,0.10147078207003657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7118899054457288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931764728799516,0.07658550847090305,0.0,0.19538990272721124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862904945295772,0.08283646298775205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021017894681653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058037634048516,0.11123216855110232,0.06589845704905352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772049201246126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089621734314394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699455498273004,0.11621483008477855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465162526246724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707893365479935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556521832618908,0.0,0.16077367662448716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221005284937278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892658712139226,0.11467995115288784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406732871852094,0.07429765656131229,0.11392270652147035,0.0,0.13522562769224078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839176711030967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823693031272435,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rose_among_bones,2020/02/14,Had a medication change Social exhaustion is becoming more apparent haven't spoken to my best friend since November he knows about my diagnoses and understands the struggle hes a total sweetheart. But I feel fucking awful. He moved away a while ago and I miss him dearly... how do i explain social exhaustion to a somewhat neurotypical? (ADHD I have ADD so I relate) hes been very supportive through the years and I love him dearly.,4.255348101265824,7.104131544303801,5.438465189873419,73.6599762658228,75.32911392405063,9.013291139240506,30.128164556962037,9.516144504307137,3.5757202531645578,348,16,55,10,8,115,57,79,0.138,0.622,0.24,0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,1,1,6,1,8,6,0,1,1,12,16,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,12,7,5,14,4,5,0,1,0,2,12,1,1,1,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565049335214609,0.0,0.1891954352660864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052728538006834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357199283108687,0.0,0.0,0.2239847166897476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257837643596737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662995484036904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791811411585993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489777025283436,0.19731532608504326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729716936308428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926315733047485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501124613370445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268454519827008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655394449997394,0.0,0.0,0.4351360352257198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312646401990627,0.0,0.0,0.2422011860755233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221912314711248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610453895461198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744382423143708
autism,Adaptalehillal,2020/02/14,"Discipline your autistic kids Like hear me out AUTISM IS NOT A EXCUSE FOR MISBEHAVING KIDS if they are pulling strangers hair STOP THEM you dont necessarilly need to hit them just STOP THEM i dont care if your child is low funcioning or high funcioning just STOP THEM dont encourage bad behaviour ya dumb parents.










PS. I have high funcioning sutism and i have seen autistic kids do some nasty stuf and its getting on my nerver",2.0642592592592592,4.932295827160498,2.047438271604939,92.40597222222223,90.7283950617284,5.1691358024691345,24.03395061728395,6.816661863887847,0.9849580246913576,346,14,67,5,12,103,57,81,0.262,0.652,0.086,-0.9407,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,5,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,15,15,5,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,3,14,3,4,13,1,9,0,1,1,0,17,5,1,4,4,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662355563024422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125286468900798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.659535893430522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800411623066696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141911524661947,0.0,0.0,0.3963824292355242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164333636440157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909004997033214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082881719544718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470482118548021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rick_rackleson,2020/02/14,"How Do I Do College? Hi!

First off, I haven't been formally diagnosed. I've been having a lot of revelations lately in regards to my mental health and I'm 99% that I'm on the spectrum. I don't have health insurance right now and I can't afford to get diagnosed. I'm not looking for a diagnosis here. I just want to be honest with you all. I hate being dishonest.

I always skated through school without trying. Most exams could just be passed using logic and a basic understanding of things. The problem is college. I can do tests, but I'm not good at writing papers. I procrastinate. I get emotionally overwhelmed. I've dropped out of college five times. 

And everything feels so...arbitrary. I went through a spat where I tried to figure out how to quantify learning so that I could assign value and actually SEE my progress. Unfortunately the system I came up with requires a lot of input from experts in whatever field is being studied in order to weight the value of each bit of knowledge. It's way too much work.

I'd love to get a degree via CLEPs but no resources seem comprehensive. Everything is so disorganized and I have a hard time getting motivated.

I tend to cycle between obsessions and directions, but it's the same stuff: programming, music, zoology. I feel directionless and my support system isn't great. I wish I had a mentor who could understand me and help guide me, but from my experience my problems aren't the same problems that most people have. Comprehension of systems and logic is super easy. Memorizing many details is hard. That's why I haven't learned a second language. I will get stuck on really small details that completely derail me.

Any advice on this is greatly appreciated.",3.6312330198537097,6.390467567398119,5.195673981191224,75.02960292580983,77.08777429467084,7.879205851619643,29.102403343782647,8.754623652393294,2.8659688610240335,1370,62,228,32,33,460,184,319,0.134,0.722,0.14400000000000002,0.8023,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,6,10,13,1,2,15,0,31,7,1,4,1,58,57,18,0,8,9,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,16,1,1,13,0,0,3,10,6,0,3,6,7,30,7,35,43,10,28,0,1,2,1,6,14,0,5,5,161,41,16,0.0,0.0,0.10639997880902333,0.0,0.0,0.1065452840236605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072376327242228,0.0,0.0,0.07414582978013066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903523621496315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470411809943105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431848778388028,0.0,0.0,0.26116070551893106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133135759279696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264687206815385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598273702491376,0.1066546936013893,0.0,0.0,0.11026020258241112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927429774137598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284824870526859,0.0,0.0,0.09145127675970846,0.0,0.240417402818683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534338368467316,0.10764700746492806,0.0,0.2317928693614064,0.0,0.0,0.07308217747052634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299339402031728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155982822147984,0.0,0.0,0.18539104215953475,0.09840607608073797,0.0,0.0,0.11054182810013008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987910179138208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080151423099267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558939774709547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31298809358909624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984900286068048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311314782413016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034669741901988,0.0868847753469443,0.09925908083867804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481611137802913,0.0,0.12372877371502727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243633929911028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715543952016084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805180265969448,0.0,0.0,0.2270133276026291,0.0,0.09416906104827012,0.0,0.0,0.06431018553867585,0.08654491282890442,0.0,0.13277219517174074,0.0,0.10107420744000573,0.09838486024981807,0.0,0.1253819786876736,0.1051034262615892,0.0,0.07937694882492383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jack_hull,2020/02/14,I'm going insane I got an nas autistic school so it means I dont get to see neurotypicals much I havnt had a neurotypical freind for two years and I'm starting to go insane i went to a youth club tonight but it wasnt open so I have to wait two more weeks to talk to a neurotypical kid recently I've been that lonely I've started not talking to my freinds at school and I've been suicidal also I've started think that I want to kill some of the really annoying autistic kids I dont know why but I threw a basketball at one of the annoying kids and it fractured there nose,0.944110970996217,3.119992049180329,3.0618032786885223,89.82600882723835,83.42622950819674,6.704665825977299,23.319041614123588,7.882392219407189,1.2217306431273642,458,17,101,9,13,155,73,122,0.22699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.012,-0.9822,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,7,0,7,1,1,0,0,13,24,8,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,4,0,3,7,2,9,0,13,17,3,15,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,8,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137624736896115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403389369856128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899128138818121,0.0,0.19561171658785004,0.0,0.1376405202988026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039821103333826,0.0,0.09457920516546592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874624887862114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265100195456278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661638815722646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102488062651518,0.0,0.16992357872282288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483397376484847,0.13713785984493554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654303156226676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824458268921315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664774380331736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027186970094296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362246618192134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150640518764834,0.0,0.1380446572665571,0.0,0.0,0.15953428478690235,0.15528945228811755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108238819512593
autism,Vlascor,2020/02/14,"10 year old and her blanket My ten year old autistic daughter had a very very powerful connection to her baby blankie. She would drape it around her shoulders and feel safe in the mornings before school as well as sleep with it every night. It was accidentally thrown out by a family member and she hasn't been able to sleep properly for months. I'm desperate to find a replacement. It was gifted to me at my baby shower in 2009 and had pastel pink and green colors and a big butterfly near the center with little butterflies around it. I believe it was from walmart, but I'm unsure. I have looked everywhere on Amazon, Walmart, eBay etc and have yet to find the exact pattern. If anyone has one I would be happy to pay for it! Please let me know. I'm trying anything I can to help her. Thank you.

Any advice would help too.",3.8655996177735337,5.658252291925467,4.7045962732919255,83.39132345914955,72.66459627329192,7.438318203535596,24.806975633062592,8.139509932561175,1.5105524128045869,653,20,123,10,13,211,104,161,0.044000000000000004,0.8009999999999999,0.155,0.9634,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,0,16,3,3,0,1,23,23,11,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,6,5,15,4,23,12,1,18,0,0,4,0,10,11,0,1,7,83,22,2,0.1493520952835315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594513897487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156454629437588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044304576314276,0.0,0.1229040487951036,0.2659100585706498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708763278468885,0.16826866709993382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656706568455834,0.0,0.0,0.1258355817794256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079586343722486,0.0,0.07551690690370763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730102186956133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898808262024633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021512252299686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208000567310393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272263634145358,0.0,0.0,0.1496900356773511,0.0,0.0,0.1254181447517844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921141755321114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401568240351933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134398005468745,0.0,0.10120484502672744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639437510288482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115229395475493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891991116116123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750334325024602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140026896850413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464622400513455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428547012547265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31828633010540064,0.0,0.0,0.1923557053236091
autism,Death_Lesson,2020/02/14,"My cousin has autism and has some issues with self worth/ self deprecation. Is there anything I can do to help him feel better about himself? He's a brilliant kid, learned JavaScript at 11. Now he seems to think that he's an idiot. His Instagram is basically just him swearing at himself/calling himself names and it kinda scares me.",5.129354838709677,7.229255161290323,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,69.96774193548387,6.895483870967742,31.754838709677426,7.554174236665415,2.113280000000001,268,12,48,3,5,81,50,62,0.109,0.752,0.139,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,3,1,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622209140575079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181907882021456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111847045900446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358365713257027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258668938790986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190231619865525,0.0,0.0,0.29008601307332665,0.664840645602653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041773642168976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,smithersowo,2020/02/14,I have to talk to higher-ups at school about possibly being autistic I'm panicking a ton at the moment. What is going to happen? Why does nobody tell me anything about what's going on?,1.907702702702704,4.3610602432432435,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,81.70270270270271,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.8218702702702703,147,4,26,2,4,50,30,37,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290285982867641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086968681506516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009557607028645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311938657183228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976764442793343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35700526258906023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835298122686176,0.3083220104942759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31830506657483504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Vozhd_mc_steve,2020/02/14,Does anyone else not really experience ableism in school? I know lots of people here seem to have terrible experiences in school but I don’t really have that happen to me (a person once told me I think I’m r/aspiememes that I have to struggle either academically or socially  in school or else I’m not a true autistic). I do extremely well in terms of grades and I have lots of wonderful friends and everyone is really nice to me. There is one teacher who acts a bit different to me and talks extra loud when she is explaining something (not that she is shouting she does seem to like me) but she’s like that to everyone. It just makes me really upset when I hear about what everyone else has to go through and it seems like no one else has the same experiences as me and that makes me really sad. Has/does anyone else experience this?,5.1230210643015495,6.056762067073173,6.197716186252773,77.18276053215081,68.57317073170732,10.597782705099776,28.933481152993345,10.637119530657019,3.0665195121951223,665,23,131,19,11,222,85,164,0.106,0.748,0.146,0.8523,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,27,27,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,10,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,4,1,2,1,3,19,7,18,26,7,9,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,8,6,89,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956525890724736,0.20451422428083024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895598465097073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426998127237656,0.0,0.0,0.1746716780100275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168513597089033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860901413163093,0.0,0.3904950341931173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710539705777214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671876098818834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825299882828459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248209339577067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054847587105792905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627202901709438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969314453649642,0.0,0.0,0.13323483437983882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628396979987316,0.13525441446090472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691889017285234,0.08714169658473135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31967286013657065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030094311375184,0.0,0.27256309725293754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173374909430333,0.0,0.07683107982355403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043328516569548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021563090600954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394794678343839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536338043876977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973237707953352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822907388939984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,w0lm,2020/02/14,"hello all, please can you assist me in this problem i have (with a girl) hello all, maybe this isn't the best place to ask this but i hope you can help me out... i dont know if i myself am on the spectrum but a friend said i at least have adhd as i a always fidgeting (maybe this is irrelivent but its always been undiagnosed) anyway there is a girl i really like, to the point that i feel i am in love with her and i think she is autistic, everyone things she is weird and from what ive read she ticks some of the boxes, i put a lot of effort into some valentines day things for her , she liked them but i didn't feel that she really liked them, even though maybe she did (we live in china and she is in her hometown, so the only way i can give her gifts is via messages so i wrote her a letter and made a video) anyway sorry im off topic, im very sure she has autism, my bandmate  also knows she is a bit weird and said i have to say things 'directly' to her (she said i should said images to her and ask her do you want to do this) is this the right thing to do? i dont mean a about the images i just mean do i have to be direct? (she has actually not been diagnosed with autism though, because she lives in china and it probabily doesnt 'exist' her) 
sorry if im rambling, any help is greatly appreciated",1.877038123167157,3.046257272401437,3.7781313131313152,90.56295454545456,76.63440860215053,6.6497882046269154,19.491854024112087,7.1686216300943375,0.14898422939068068,1005,19,234,11,22,341,136,279,0.04,0.8029999999999999,0.157,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,2,2,11,12,0,0,16,0,35,2,0,1,3,40,54,19,0,6,8,0,2,3,1,1,1,5,0,2,15,13,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,10,7,51,9,27,42,8,16,0,0,0,1,46,13,0,6,4,174,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0958912814379454,0.0,0.11809397648484275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858151500120468,0.16352668514493354,0.0,0.0,0.06682274480202753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372675250886716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990069253345745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312178211383267,0.0,0.10727860535958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337201348620479,0.0,0.0,0.0997356754180741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032885318141266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649023045978914,0.0,0.0,0.09389525952721983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993702464566488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591835812004744,0.0,0.0,0.09426357843051238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833617212295496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172829029416686,0.0,0.0,0.09759811242574423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318425256489695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080064150839714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402016856933358,0.0,0.17353744848026562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835403578026198,0.08868690428594014,0.09297957122455733,0.0,0.0,0.2961575449235849,0.21407614222487467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747340379864491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266474308504968,0.10786413011815424,0.09289104042398512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940251733913966,0.0,0.09878224662415168,0.0,0.0,0.09829037862511984,0.0,0.1259005963430764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391673723547273,0.3738854546569324,0.0781433074808322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999652925281016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261245638935088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611283752427374,0.06296346702305776,0.1930873437259161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107791533155842,0.057958527528321965,0.07799722035654326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CamiPatri,2020/02/14,Should I talk to my therapist about a possible diagnosis? I’ve felt for a while that I might be on the spectrum. I’m diagnosed with ptsd and bipolar and am considered “High functioning”. My therapist specializes in people with autism but to my knowledge has never considered it for me which leads me to believe they think it’s not possible. I just want to ask to look into though without coming across as stupid.,6.5780519480519475,7.6300288831168865,6.8134025974026,73.64296103896106,65.36363636363636,11.354805194805195,34.88051948051948,11.20814326018867,4.276373506493507,332,15,58,10,5,107,58,77,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.7125,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,18,12,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,16,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082328372714905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299716993979395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583005090355178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717602448346184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598581134208776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156624475652066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140816755133115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165375175371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742880387065356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415100967948162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602259757157746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386036536566161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406275299044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739947217167401,0.0,0.13079092040889442,0.200545432131087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039440519051227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967629914648423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,assblasters_inc,2020/02/14,"Anyone here diagnosed later in life? I’m on the waiting list for an asd assessment and I’ve been thinking a lot about what is autistic about me while I’m waiting. I’m 25 and I’ve been in the mental health system for 10 years so I previously categorised my “oddities” as mental health issues and never thought of it as being something like autism as I’ve obviously passed this long without anyone else seeing it as a possibility.


Since I’ve been seeing someone for ADHD they’ve been treating everything very differently (neuropathy vs psychology I guess?) and I’m now having to examine everything I thought about myself previously and having a lot of realisations about what the cause of my behaviours might be.

Has anyone else been in a similar situation? I’m finding it hard to find resources for people being diagnosed in adulthood",7.18411764705882,8.436488359477128,8.115562091503268,64.1290294117647,64.09803921568627,11.08732026143791,36.21503267973856,11.00357731598739,4.554663267973856,681,32,105,19,10,230,88,153,0.01,0.968,0.022000000000000002,0.3899,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,0,13,5,0,1,2,22,26,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,7,2,23,15,2,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,7,69,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605968620053652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803108590574053,0.2738387205453819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727445273729366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712625483347008,0.0,0.1396145347020486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232608385097808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401954122234949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442701445208356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720811665704955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197059120653768,0.0,0.0,0.2840841221625153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947462860815582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438656833434847,0.06528469338904654,0.0,0.0,0.11825802845591675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272142866766475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269334499050019,0.14175993328294034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306341823507248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264196850807964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064734359796886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297104783011656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053982109468058,0.1502053169347837,0.0,0.0,0.11322396237197994,0.1028746272831949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562447912979879,0.0,0.2121740190000833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025844981904036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288142067012508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605310849406721
autism,Imbadatthisss,2020/02/14,"Looking for Adult Diagnosis (Kaiser?) Hello all,  


I have been looking for options for adult diagnosis. I am 24 years old. I have Kaiser Permanente insurance. Has anyone had experience trying to get an adult diagnosis thru Kaiser? What was your experience like? Who do I first go to for this search? My main doctor and ask for a referral? Any other advice?  


Thanks in advance !",2.6222727272727298,5.549134863636365,4.092424242424244,76.40863636363639,94.30303030303033,7.248484848484849,24.181818181818183,8.00094639256281,2.4536545454545453,295,12,48,8,11,97,49,66,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.7685,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,3,14,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,2,9,11,2,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,4,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535072018521363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641796170341606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139605942503575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425274454381501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655325790771107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075350483514762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206668545777872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355389055589292,0.0,0.14743726080951725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674199809490266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357034864036804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722229988057697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388437740203528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613261143069012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706125657695767
autism,MRFOJ2,2020/02/14,"Read below I don’t call what I have a disorder, nothings wrong with me My brain just works in different ways, I consider it as a gift, an advantage I have, I figure 99.9% of people are going to live, die, then be forgotten, so I might as well used my gift and take my place in the history books so I can truly live in forever, claim my stake in human evolution and do something great for the world, I want to be like Elon musk, Albert Einstein, and Nikola Tesla, but better, I want to do more, I want to save the world and advance it, I have so many plans I want to put accomplish, many great ones, one is using people who’s brains work “different” to benefit our society, we have a gift, not a curse, as some would call it, I want to use that gift in all of us to also help change the world, because we’re really the only ones who can, normal people can but they can’t do it like we can do it, I encourage all of you to embrace this gift, I’m not saying you have to tell people, I understand that people will forever look at you differently, I mean I want you to use your gift, for something great, take your page in the history books too.

I know this want kind of a rant but I just felt the need to say it.",6.460962815405048,4.547141095617533,7.329252988047807,79.77032038512618,66.33067729083666,11.235192563081007,30.47841965471448,10.125756701596842,2.553302523240372,929,24,207,18,12,314,129,251,0.038,0.664,0.298,0.9969,3,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,4,6,1,7,8,13,0,0,13,0,22,2,2,4,2,38,43,15,1,10,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,1,1,3,1,4,35,12,30,37,5,17,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,2,3,138,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397270912383726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056387516899183365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818092777897554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652255829236046,0.1889069420663572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978533864890272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960010353509472,0.28993036762096425,0.10601371971062797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888150973074538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257023169929851,0.0,0.0,0.3059467667905789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200121301530913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632515709219408,0.05083591940415354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038225709427976,0.0,0.16335947707710635,0.0,0.07767722048914752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756221197437425,0.0,0.10076028821098132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812853572960452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858803462636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063096385162744,0.08875683572124671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804243382652805,0.07035088663710104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206414007920529,0.0,0.09664345587365476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929886678313024,0.0,0.0,0.09252564789055492,0.0,0.059258263165715676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712040494932074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424229865977735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909790264156918,0.0,0.08084961543520146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629640337195193,0.11126685163953627,0.3195633307921139,0.0,0.0,0.3819148191050942,0.0734226833602529,0.0,0.0,0.08316916258065414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346831001192923,0.0,0.0,0.0657097835702837,0.10113490250785002,0.0,0.0
autism,90hagr15,2020/02/14,"A question on nomenclature Hello!

I'm a student of psychology working on my master's thesis relating to autism/ASD/autistic traits, and have been wondering a bit about what nomenclature individuals prefer to use for themselves. In several studies I have seen mentions of self-advocates preferring the terms 'autism' over 'ASD', and during my education I have also been told that autistic people tend to prefer just that, 'autistic person' over something like 'person with autism' (which differs from many other things related to neurodevelopment, according to my professors). 

So basically I'm wondering, what words do you use and would prefer others to also use to describe yourself in relation to autism? Why? I've come to understand that (as with most things) autism is highly heterogeneous, so I come here to hear some individual-perspectives on this question, rather than brother group-level answers that can be found in articles/books/what have you.",11.46504716981132,11.370178924528306,10.343639937106918,56.30338443396226,55.35220125786165,13.484591194968553,43.774371069182386,12.602617957971056,6.065772955974842,775,38,105,22,8,245,102,159,0.0,0.978,0.022000000000000002,0.4857,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,27,26,8,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,12,7,0,0,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,8,1,27,19,4,12,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,6,2,74,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491741926979157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700849104514141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684026517314143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627698605477637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708182846843396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558931566625793,0.0,0.0,0.16460318502990118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611227915142486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794900343284082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800680836784808,0.2720637642379616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490462024778288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252541158792727,0.17600102557792624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993657230978184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700304674270406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886627911473588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218534412299127,0.0,0.4036637425601733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057837559246766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33790034388081763,0.11341869569118852,0.0,0.0,0.11067042472427202,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,redheadmandude,2020/02/14,"Too fast, but too slow I just came from an appointment with my coach.
And i have plans to start working, and plans to get an income from the state. But meanwhile i'm stuck in what is basicly the same day (same activities) for months.
The problem is that i can't go faster or i will burnout.

I tried getting some hobby's but they almost always get pushed aside for less active things like streaming music of video's.

Anyone been here? Any tips to overcome the feeling that i'm a useless parasite?

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autism,zolavt,2020/02/14,"Curious if share many of your guys' traits now i'm not looking for a diagnosis, i know that needs to be made by a professional. not sure if it's a psychiatrist or a neurologists that does that... what  i am curious about are the traits I have, and if they are good indicators that I may have some high functioning autism. like i said, i'm not looking for medical advice per se, but if people think these could be indicators, then I may feel more inclined to speak with someone. I dont want to tell someone i think i may have high functioning autism  and be laughed at. I do see a psychiatrist, so I'd be less afraid to tell him if my thoughts on this if perhaps people here thought I should talk to him about it. anyways....

I am 29 years old. Some of the traits that I have that i don't think are normal of most people are

\-I am an extremely picky eater

\-have bad social anxiety (not that normal people don't have that too)

\-on top of being a picky eater i can easily eat just a few types of food every single day and not get tired of it.

\-often when i find a movie a really like, i'll binge watch it kinda like you binge watch a tv show. i'll actually watch the same movie every night before bed for about a week or two. i don't do it with all movies, but if it's a movie i really enjoyed i will, and i'll often do it again with the same film at different points in my life.

\-not sure if this falls under autism at all, but ever since i was about 7 years old i've had motor tics. never been diagnosed with tourrettes, but that's cuz my parents didn't think too much of it cuz they weren't super bad, not to mention there isn't much of a treatment anyways.

\-i still have  a strong imagination like when i was a kid

\-i am very musically inclined. not meaning to brag, people have just been quite impressed with what  i can write and i impress myself. i'm not some super great instrumentalist though, just good at songwriting.

\-i also have  a hard time believing i could ever be in a relationship. as much as the thought sounds nice sometimes, i do really value my alone time, and to top it off, i just dont think i'm cut out for a relationship. i just feel like i have way too many idiosyncrasies, and a fear of intimacy.

perhaps a lot of my traits are just me being a bit of an eccentric person, but specifically the super picky eating, bingeing a single movie for a couple weeks, and my fear of intimacy are the biggest concerns i have of possibly having high functioning autism. plus i know people can be diagnosed with mental health disorders and it actually just being autism overlooked. i see a psychiatrist for anxiety and depression. although he's contemplated bipolar ii sometimes, he's reached a decision that i am not, which i agree, but i only respond to bipolar meds for my depression. 

anyways, just curious what your thoughts are.",4.993010417166722,5.742811522202487,5.854093418462868,80.1933824588354,68.76909413854352,9.283644568191637,28.89294801017714,9.429241890294046,2.3643556142287934,2249,77,452,45,37,740,239,563,0.11,0.765,0.125,0.708,2,1,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,3,2,7,32,28,1,3,34,0,60,11,0,3,7,100,87,38,0,15,34,1,3,5,0,5,8,3,1,3,27,18,3,0,17,3,0,1,19,8,0,1,13,13,54,20,54,58,18,39,0,2,7,0,25,18,0,21,24,316,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.1419048806437641,0.0,0.0,0.07104933657774039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530347612098877,0.0,0.0581444962453045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124271745558732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214161500583268,0.0,0.0,0.061869083547497775,0.08191692610145257,0.0,0.0,0.079378215938395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610271342886845,0.08044992901737481,0.0,0.0468905925286568,0.0,0.12524644752097885,0.14759401380286996,0.0,0.07596429985782674,0.0833295738479182,0.0,0.06362718954730788,0.0,0.1704262782256951,0.0,0.0,0.1487967045835481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153694998275794,0.12251911459471652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636332448860474,0.0735266165574057,0.05194255158408431,0.0,0.0,0.06645372039628747,0.0,0.08791870379153605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037986886566054284,0.0,0.0,0.12196790505568887,0.0,0.08016073695114237,0.0,0.07199227054848048,0.0,0.0,0.06513201378563556,0.0,0.0,0.07728511750891558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304597238656885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991674118553836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513557531442068,0.1776070820747806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211267935356747,0.0,0.0,0.06181367234407935,0.0,0.06879799059452361,0.0,0.14742883502681814,0.0,0.07920023842510976,0.08076210675089526,0.07324557874051807,0.07327248087585032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603460581802966,0.053912000372046735,0.05607682913451543,0.0,0.0,0.06823145624780276,0.1424766457737088,0.0,0.0,0.15258945958966622,0.0,0.0,0.05529764844865765,0.0,0.0,0.08073353921648323,0.0,0.0,0.3024390959087088,0.06348575005677097,0.0,0.0,0.06873248436444666,0.08196725366942216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733382123838088,0.0,0.0,0.1397356633663664,0.0,0.0,0.1561221888205153,0.0,0.0,0.06916188054576416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158775952154869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014474161867923,0.0,0.0,0.07411656670075498,0.12321036698753075,0.0,0.14381998128770654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806463772412615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705270565772334,0.0,0.0,0.05843987085325366,0.12709985119610895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329414921471934,0.07143516087794463,0.2308878632981765,0.08479314408840632,0.08356705667749371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102507161006567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999164744406677,0.0428850141945244,0.05771216151910145,0.11664381327287765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364303152665236
autism,kpatable,2020/02/14,"28F, I've realized one of my fixations is being physically fit/attractive Any other autistic people here who feel similarly? I've very sensitive to all of my muscles and nerves, and I become hyper sensitive when I get high off pot. This makes it easy to relax and exercise each one of my muscles individually, including the ones in my face. But I'll stop there before i go on a tangent 😅 I just feel weird about it because it is very obsessive, though I get compliments on my appearance all the time so I know it's working.",6.371764705882352,6.554627745098043,7.930196078431373,68.4858823529412,65.66666666666667,11.898039215686277,35.627450980392155,11.538034831475384,4.413086274509804,418,19,76,13,6,146,71,102,0.076,0.8370000000000001,0.087,0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,1,2,15,11,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,11,2,10,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517581197283585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480655360126544,0.2682566297172465,0.20668435692188966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562835892248114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538035080264975,0.0,0.13804189230008104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566301675106599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334878368332815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213320193922226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937724746317425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839167066358698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306972255154626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864149008017504,0.0,0.1416330698016795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008249148588897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682925678979333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DevinGetTheHint,2020/02/14,"I appear rude I have high functioning autism and sometimes I'll reply to somebody and it will apparently be ""rude"" how I said it, I've tried to improve this, but I don't know how. Any tips?",-0.306153846153844,1.960587487179492,1.7706410256410263,93.94519230769232,97.20512820512822,4.651282051282052,19.320512820512818,6.42735559955562,0.18385128205128254,148,5,32,2,6,49,29,39,0.059000000000000004,0.884,0.057,-0.0129,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33084950760611725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140338863400926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673780413742419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627908466676083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48117959186936604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303143693678388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Duidg,2020/02/14,"After 2 years of pure psychological torment I've changed... To make a really long story short... the last 2 years were the worst in my life, i lost almost everything that I'd hold dear, with nobody to help i quite literally  was Bruce Wayne in the dark pit of Dark Knight Rises, having crawled back to a more stable and peaceful state of mind i was forever scarred, i had to brute force out of my routines and interests just to get some peace in a turbulent period, i lost my bubbles and safe spaces, now i just can't stop to feel pessimistic and unsafe, to compensate i got some wisdom and finally courage to start doing things i could never hope to try... i do not think it is either bad or god that so much changed in me... i just fell relieved that at least the worst has already passed...

tldr: i got  the short end of the stick, now i cannot ever be same...",5.519298245614039,5.43818821052632,5.984263157894738,82.61534210526318,67.47953216374269,9.179181286549706,28.795906432748538,8.841846274778883,1.9745878362573104,668,20,139,10,10,216,114,171,0.115,0.708,0.177,0.8638,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,1,3,29,23,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,8,1,16,7,22,13,9,28,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,5,15,90,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776199076168366,0.0,0.19574264585181306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639385640189858,0.14810444065270967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752878997738257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162306597914678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710555328705325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044987749159634,0.0,0.0,0.15941722190539026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896883850549502,0.0,0.0,0.19431052910586769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267344721934813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837331175047331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889371359954998,0.0,0.0,0.17617782787114716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458793510229367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528835892206347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697524103340704,0.0,0.0,0.38726127014293693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840216748185957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910269024368225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303943132565228,0.0,0.13680597529332386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866489066808534,0.0,0.0,0.11363382467197418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255500953465228,0.0,0.0,0.1482971717850617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784303200737975,0.1136575962347494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042901041377548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845311432814225
autism,luciddreemer19,2020/02/14,Any other Autistics listen to the same song over and over? Idk if I’d call it a stim per se but it’s calming and the repetition is nice - am I the only one,-0.9064285714285704,0.9772817142857164,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,89.0,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.4568571428571433,120,3,29,1,4,43,29,35,0.033,0.768,0.19899999999999998,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264630496614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403595533338194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42495268698899663,0.4769529573746164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BoyofBinders,2020/02/15,"Vent/ My mom made the “mistake” of giving friendly advice to a woman who was trying to get her kid to leave a coffee shop, but she said “I work with children with autism” out of habit, because you know, that’s what she *does*. 

The lady flipped on her saying her kid wasn’t autistic. I can’t get the way she said “DONT EVER say that word!!!!” out of my head. 

Autism isn’t an F word. I feel down on myself rn. 

Irony is my mom’s advice could have been helpful because the kid was probably ADHD.",-0.05776085300837864,2.2220621881188123,1.6934653465346552,96.75913175932979,90.48514851485149,3.503731911652704,16.680121858339678,4.713530739802397,-0.8511331302361005,375,9,81,1,13,122,66,101,0.042,0.868,0.09,0.7627,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,0,10,1,1,1,1,13,18,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,5,14,1,13,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,0,1,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429985027917575,0.34849450058585724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739820816663674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423699329295807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604456503762568,0.0,0.20898372728640494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612960299871036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016136797035464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776564447091136,0.0,0.1863243444668026,0.17105589417620196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300252468798514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952071446757902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799720218861592,0.0,0.0,0.18880972569083804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687258638039173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176804965412417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225361448577846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339236595038469,0.28360632086279663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106410786156517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153806266947433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298153662654275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,artstergirl,2020/02/15,"Autism Filtration Masks Hey guys I was wondering if any of you use a mask when you go outside to help with overwhelming smells, like smoke, exhaust fumes etc. If you do where did you get them from? I'm having a hard time finding one that isn't expensive and am looking for advice. Thanks in advance x",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,73.91525423728814,7.431864406779661,27.0542372881356,8.238735603445708,1.7279600000000004,239,9,48,4,5,74,53,59,0.079,0.7859999999999999,0.135,0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,1,2,5,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,2,3,6,2,6,11,1,6,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,3,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29683697761129035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657154576196546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387797955771441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776369557212703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870538896295905,0.0,0.17263742633833126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007764608414432,0.0,0.0,0.2721149985223385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036081922948885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840490280371016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550872422831733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583995142534212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796672579062593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712861108717806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623566094192785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294216665829158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,oliviamc99,2020/02/15,"r/whooosh is ableist Anyone notice how the majority of posts in that subreddit is people who won’t put the “/s” to indicate sarcasm and then make fun of people who can’t recognize sarcasm in text, which is literally an autistic trait? Either that, or they’re making fun of someone who didn’t immediately recognize their unfunny joke as a joke. Maybe you should make your jokes funnier so that people will laugh at it and then know that it’s a joke. How am I supposed to know that it’s a joke if it’s not funny?",10.16,6.558314509803925,10.088333333333336,68.15250000000003,60.764705882352935,13.337254901960785,41.18627450980392,11.20814326018867,4.376050980392156,408,16,80,8,4,136,67,102,0.057,0.72,0.222,0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,5,0,14,14,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,9,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063495238637384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839500707535441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173250453482054,0.0,0.259533830374389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941179232693811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372941977359811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474150451760284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596996289184727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888775683717712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pmt541,2020/02/15,"Forums - Why are you being ""sensitive"" or ""touchy"" or why can't you ""get over it"" Has anyone else had this experience when they use forums? I mean any forum, it could be sports, politics, gaming or whatever. I eventually find that because I can't detect sarcasm or banter particularly well, if I ask why the individual has said something, it eventually leads to an argument where I am presented as being ""sensitive"", ""touchy"" etc? In reality, I just didn't get something. I also have to resist the urge to say ""yeah, I may be autistic so can you understand"" because I figured that would eventually lead to continued laughter.   


Has anyone else experienced these issues? I ask because I use forums as a means to communicate since I don't have many friends. But I also feel they lead to a lot of frustration on my part because people don't understand, or want to understand, my point of view.",6.1771890686001125,7.41732955214724,7.563324037925266,67.23012827663136,66.36196319018404,10.835248187395427,33.83658672615728,10.832165505486646,4.096342331288343,699,31,117,20,11,240,98,163,0.065,0.888,0.047,-0.3933,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,2,3,7,3,1,0,5,1,21,0,0,5,0,26,35,13,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,1,1,0,3,5,20,2,14,25,3,11,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,8,3,84,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007447609262467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535287166143951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755226557489031,0.2572049811339838,0.0,0.0,0.23467467512927706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30604526272523985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021159763702013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969934289241252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997972618506085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227754062776569,0.0,0.0,0.06346294153216686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471624207845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697072301602017,0.0,0.13115030578067546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310025446671081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670632371062666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725007589812806,0.0,0.27344003224095925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591791413064938,0.0,0.08701463297403501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864997577240236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939122420800287,0.09981265681875287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382531930687823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932514621514579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919891275158924,0.0,0.21680517450450465,0.0,0.0,0.07403058309662212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285090039584238,0.0,0.3397667964024201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916054954300254,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Captaingamermanlolz,2020/02/15,"Please help Are suicidal thoughts normal for autistic people? I have it and have a phobia of sharp objects but I always wanna cut and hurt myself but I can’t because of my phobia, is this normal",2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,79.52631578947368,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.6918210526315791,156,5,26,1,4,51,30,38,0.34,0.5820000000000001,0.078,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,2,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629757287520877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265880987900355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118390836741569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33833395823822404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193162811215903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910661817217966,0.0,0.0,0.3469237843216986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457032101683794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509053537817129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FreakyNonce,2020/02/15,"Is it normal to daydream for hours? I know that people will daydream, but is it normal to daydream for most of your day. Even when I'm actively doing something, I am daydreaming in my head.

I pretend that I am from another universe, but on a secret mission to find out information from this one or whatever.

I pretend that my people talk to me through my head, and I can respond without opening my mouth or speaking verbally.

I am also in my 40s, so I know this isn't normal.

I have tried going an entire day without it, but I break down.

The confusion of whether or not I want to abandon the friends in my head hurts and brings me pain. Like they are real.

It's almost impossible to do so. They are real to me, more real than anything and I've formed a bond with them, even, as stupid as it sounds, an imaginary girlfriend.

I can't handle it and break down. My boss is understanding, and is a really nice guy who let's me take a break when I need to.

The longest time I've gone without daydreaming was an hour. My therapist doesn't know I do this yet, and I'm gonna try to tell them. They can probably help me.

But do I want to leave my friends?

I've been daydreaming since I was about 10, so thirty years now, and always had the same characters.

My girlfriend Jayden. My best friends Jax and Luce. Then all the other side characters who I've also grown attached to.

I just don't know how else to vent.

Am I the only one who does or has this problem? I need to know.",2.2843307692307704,4.0371973766666684,3.817333333333334,88.24546153846157,76.9,6.8820512820512825,25.538461538461537,7.748469712250963,1.3396307692307694,1143,42,241,17,26,379,150,300,0.08900000000000001,0.795,0.11599999999999999,0.9251,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,5,1,14,12,1,1,13,0,28,5,4,2,1,53,45,28,0,8,14,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,1,17,11,0,1,9,2,0,4,8,6,0,2,5,2,41,6,35,37,6,27,0,2,0,0,22,9,0,7,12,174,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038808296950264,0.0,0.0,0.16592200832396464,0.08632016070634442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878064982919967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536934917186594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886894449675036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338076995461754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907837521642596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666162931571587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703885352134962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948166676191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404482742743595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895794898495184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271911259503537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194021369991695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953487241355462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043264093745358,0.0,0.11105603466192608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28506451711845904,0.0,0.0,0.1098458977996821,0.0,0.10608138784766273,0.0,0.0506822238618786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538440944909674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049301232179599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059409494922148,0.07889910033346266,0.11038689195415173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384079156047247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184948662551378,0.09926536540985728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542371934688716,0.0664586315054749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581496929129458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986427781169601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799972325369135,0.08338244687215789,0.09067351138087504,0.0,0.0,0.12045037335053135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049174757614245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086557851523307,0.0,0.0,0.1079972116142232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237732101311034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000055658552788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680529052524567
autism,zemasta,2020/02/15,"How do you cope with being scared of getting stuck in intense concentration that you forget about everyone and everything around you? I have a family and a child, and I'm scared that if I get too absorb in anything, I will neglect my wife and son. Which is why I've always chose repetitive manual labor jobs that's boring and unexciting, so I don't ever get stuck in intense concentration like when I do math, code, and read scientific papers on physics and quantum mechanics. I got so scared I quit college 2 years short of graduating, skipped out on programming jobs and have avoided coding for many years now.

How do you cope with being scared of getting stuck in intense concentration that you forget about everyone and everything around you?  


I scheduled an appointment to see a professional next month but was wondering how people cope with something like this. I'm afraid of myself.",9.69585403726708,9.024006434782613,9.042600931677017,66.07644798136647,59.1863354037267,12.522049689440994,38.758540372670815,11.698219412168324,4.6733782608695655,720,30,118,18,8,229,94,161,0.14300000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8385,2,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,1,13,10,0,6,4,0,11,0,0,3,1,26,23,17,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,15,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,5,1,16,2,20,15,0,19,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,2,11,77,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844252258363105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713788510701235,0.2534346280290208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875928839873535,0.0,0.27203367785978005,0.2558611869568603,0.0,0.13419028776136865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974777495369792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384637643920185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825110863883869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908524718277065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431558501239344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361849727238968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138562406168213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868416638383552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514015307959347,0.1423836162243651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700490920729686,0.0,0.11343061172741628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958420896037488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284443084336721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543671841645505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833311492238888
autism,cryptoguys,2020/02/15,"I feel like an alien It seems as though everyone I meet is so simple-minded. No one wants to talk about the real issues anymore. Topics such as Climate Change, Wealth Inequality, etc. Everyone just wants to talk about celebrity gossip, and social media.

Small talk has taken over conversations so much now that I can't seem to have a genuine conversation with any human anymore. I feel like I'm not even a part of this race. Can anyone relate?",3.789186746987952,6.354487120481932,4.521310240963857,81.12606174698799,75.3855421686747,6.559638554216868,22.423192771084338,7.645422480735847,1.1847602409638562,353,10,61,5,8,113,66,83,0.051,0.848,0.10099999999999999,0.6151,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,4,3,10,12,3,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756616230614672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342906360757143,0.1208836014096531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182886969914214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928099065432813,0.11418739082036562,0.0,0.0,0.33039365126527864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748293722135416,0.24701486644703505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044461925010424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892350614594065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456224057259426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270886743745395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714978967261455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721511346894665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677835793451476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477182851262964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623213787893185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168696893133069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698563719508796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394138775973247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dart06,2020/02/15,"Dead serious question Adult autism. Undetected. Who do I talk to professionally about this? I heavily fear I've been masking my entire life and it has had so many unintended consequences I'm realizing.


I'm being super serious. I live near Kent, Washington if that helps. Don't know who I'd talk to or what to do. Only health insurance is VA insurance (I'm a disabled vet).


Someone I recently cut off asked me twice seriously if I was and my whole life I have not know enough about it. Now I'm learning and I have so many signs it is a little worrying? My general logic for myself is I take care of myself but if I am masking I need to figure it out.


I don't have a lot of trust in people and it is really hard for me to even post this. Does anyone know what I'd go about doing to get help and find out/get diagnosed?

Thank you.",0.9459649122807008,3.2276461695906447,3.7223391812865536,84.40526315789477,84.38011695906434,7.576608187134503,21.86549707602339,8.532816995589336,1.621437426900585,649,22,136,17,19,229,102,171,0.08199999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.11,0.8624,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,1,3,0,18,4,0,0,0,25,32,12,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,19,4,17,28,3,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,2,88,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583189864615842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486783212351465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889933260302858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681393441777205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449683987406789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116895772773688,0.0,0.10941552142669428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641126270581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140837595927106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730988955446547,0.0,0.09414723729328256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839699525372035,0.0,0.0,0.17608666690240046,0.0,0.0,0.2220740797800805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731238504639629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401823504719765,0.0,0.1660327976548171,0.14627901528432974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083647515720454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359023444867184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283327964739855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259903448001039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484637244550222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865453533635318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557482984743984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612473225840592,0.0,0.16356725217486334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036145347228746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455417090323072,0.26629918940264463,0.0,0.1525155943975987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495119838858895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682337014601589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nippletit69,2020/02/15,"ACC apps proloquo2 Hello all,
We are looking at some Augmentative and Alternative Communication (AAC) apps for our nonverbal 5 year old.
He is currently learning on a core board, and we are starting to research some of the apps.

Proloquo2 is the one that is always mentioned, but this household is Android based, not Apple.   I'd hate to spend the money on an iPad and the program, just for my son to not use it.
Is there any Android apps it there that are recommended instead of proloquo2, or should we just spend the money on the iPad and proloquo2?

Any nonverbal out there that can give us some advice?
Thanks.",4.435486725663715,6.8173812654867305,5.107265486725666,78.57257964601773,72.6283185840708,8.413805309734514,29.88407079646018,9.120678840339163,2.8196697345132744,485,21,86,11,10,156,70,113,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.8862,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,21,16,6,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,12,15,4,9,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,4,4,61,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28674386384937617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416362171331266,0.0,0.0,0.3990953126513119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814921208101537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28970891705973073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641371186154065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791343968113283,0.0,0.1988409378145667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076966705752028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015795258909353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352969348632603,0.25343590443714376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896421821716056
autism,bro-asking-questions,2020/02/15,"How would you react in this situation? The company you work for tells you that you can’t have your cell phone on you while working because the no phone policy is part of their security protocol. 

You see 4 co-workers using their phones while at the office, which is a breach of protocol.

Would you -

A. ignore it

B. confront the person

C. go to hr

D. do something else. If so, what?",2.7043428571428585,4.87872252,4.164571428571431,84.28800000000003,77.13333333333333,7.485714285714287,24.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,1.6213619047619048,299,10,59,6,7,99,59,75,0.08900000000000001,0.88,0.032,-0.5204,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,8,2,2,2,3,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,10,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,7,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,1,2,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224296212655606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233471117245648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125954430345004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821521102147496,0.0,0.0,0.2323924762386984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208760445164232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29916447488214004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489576852486133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262739372710314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298687024445472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812825155293714,0.0,0.0,0.3781315622107889,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Divrsdoitdepr,2020/02/15,IEP complaint Anyone have any experience positive/negative with filing a complaint with the state for a school failing to comply with an IEP?,13.531250000000007,11.630666291666673,11.961666666666664,52.05000000000004,52.75,14.6,49.0,13.023866798666859,6.755299999999999,117,6,15,3,1,37,19,24,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971128442076992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083184296587979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712249609956926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590998724957774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,UnknownCokeFan,2020/02/15,"Mean nt's at school Hi, I have Asperger’s and just wanted to say what has been happening at school for me 

so yesterday at school it was break time and I was standing in a corridor and someone was screaming there and it really hurt me so I told them that it hurts me when the scream and that I have autism so I could go and have a meltdown if it got to much for me, as soon as I told them that and I went back to where I was, they started screaming again and I started to cry and I left and calmed myself down, there were also some other people there, they are older than me so when we had to go to class I saw them and they came over and asked if I was okay, which I thought was very kind :)

And a couple of days ago I was at the library in my school at lunch time I was with a girl who I think is my friend? Anyways she wanted to draw a whale so me and her left our table to find a whale book for her and when I came back to my table, someone had placed a disability book right were I was sitting, I thought that was a bit mean.

Last one, a couple of weeks ago we had a fire alarm because there was a real fire and we had to go outside and it was very cold and loud and my friend left me alone to talk to her other friends from other classes, so it felt like all the noise just got louder and louder and I just bursted out crying and I went to Mt year head and they said sorry to me because they forgot to tell me about going to somewhere else when fire alarms go off so I went to this over teacher who had their hand around me (I hate when people put there hand around me or touch me and I especially hat skin contact) so I went to some place with other people and calmed down :)


Thanks for reading if you did but to add it all up school is really hard but I love it because I'm happy at school and when I'm not at school I get really sad and lonely.",1.0747493734335831,2.7059724586466203,2.4843796992481195,96.99143170426063,80.05263157894737,5.335588972431078,18.60213032581453,5.985473137389443,-0.4294606516290727,1437,30,344,9,36,465,175,399,0.094,0.8140000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.562,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,9,0,32,21,1,2,14,1,29,6,4,0,2,64,65,50,0,6,10,0,9,1,3,0,0,6,0,1,21,38,1,1,7,3,0,12,1,10,0,1,37,17,62,11,50,27,6,62,0,4,1,1,34,25,0,6,23,245,83,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125398787081427,0.0,0.0,0.07667727026849627,0.0,0.0592052516415525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318125547443557,0.06921213351133508,0.0,0.0,0.11385570728457313,0.0,0.13539197767664238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082634734099514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935117171784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911041292561134,0.1638352242978924,0.16264653806450338,0.04774603805265264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184620862695814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108459657539176,0.0,0.06766606459157855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159629067887033,0.0,0.03867989790012112,0.0,0.2103771670306938,0.0,0.11842408311401265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546834081697978,0.07881095381171294,0.06632024551095886,0.07309360398014031,0.07598061316841867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851062905734242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709539413391149,0.0,0.06034788534529058,0.0,0.0,0.24131564912750786,0.0,0.0,0.03616944910210112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681890118151669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129024581267218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442377374374517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016759895126423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539783121000446,0.0,0.15470029940177465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442498110415842,0.0,0.0,0.0740543956215973,0.08426731085676678,0.14228492199849593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322493966791091,0.07042363088743134,0.05887509528716719,0.0,0.5244870799592849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545814743272246,0.0,0.0,0.08287540571393359,0.10480380335609436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950601489725905,0.06470929459877463,0.06816089266096502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743822907038098,0.0,0.11755002562820233,0.08634006238617857,0.0,0.0,0.14148600897228078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217220244999895,0.08733476841304331,0.0,0.05938589860780396,0.0,0.0,0.2745223769878912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047675701089774335
autism,swizzlepompeo,2020/02/15,"Any aspies/autistic peeps willing to take a survey that I've created regarding the influence of cats on our lives? [the survey on the impact of cats in autistic people's lives](https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/KTJXG6D)

if you could spare a couple of minutes to answer this survey, i'd really appreciate it!

will post the results when i've got enough responses if anyone's curious as I am.",11.845217391304352,10.096451492753628,11.165507246376817,55.97695652173914,55.81159420289855,13.837681159420292,41.84057971014492,12.45797560212912,5.430310144927535,319,13,47,8,3,104,51,69,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.7639,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454862658161336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241330776100473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822194750472513,0.3994296865802485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730002124720812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887174879791212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187616756307464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026571343595033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457296005987748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312600848098388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27142031375272324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PomSam,2020/02/15,I always feel like a Vulcan from Star Trek. I'm desperate to tell people how illogical their actions and plans are. But I'm also bipolar and recognise how they've reached this point emotionally planning their tasks. Just infuriating though.,6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,70.42857142857143,8.009523809523811,31.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.1670285714285717,198,9,30,4,4,62,36,42,0.134,0.775,0.092,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882596061216977,0.3213305675312683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343976438593617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952629178616127,0.2758852415184084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866679144270007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772681380606106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36506250599471546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753610551292706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794173757485721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ashliss1995,2020/02/15,"Opinions on test scores? Hi everyone I recently took a Asperger's/Autism test online the one provided by psychology tools
 https://psychology-tools.com/test/autism-spectrum-quotient/score

I took the test myself and scored a 44 out of 50. *The results had this to say Scores in the 33-50 range indicate significant Autistic traits (Autism).""

Then I got my mother to take the test for me. Using the answers that she thought applied to me other than the ones that are personal that obviously I would have to answer. That way I would  have some sort of control because I didn't tell her what the test was for. When completed it scored 39 out of 50.

 I never been diagnosed with autism / Asperger's. I have been when I was a child around 7 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I'm 22 now and I don't agree with the diagnosis since I stopped seeing a psychiatrist around middle School.

Apparently symptoms for bipolar doesn't show up until after teens or early twenties. And the main thing is I don't have mania and apparently Asperger's is commonly mistaken for bipolar disorder.

Mainly the biggest thing for me thinking I have autism / Asperger's is the social. Especially since reading more about autism.

I literally have been having mini Epiphany / flashbacks of the countless times where I kept on talking about a subject or topic long after the person lost interest and the plenty of times that I said stuff it wouldn't be socially acceptable during the moment and just tons of stuff like that.

And if I have Asperger's / Autism I definitely want to know so I can stay on top of things and work to get better with it. 

Basically the point of this post was to share your experiences with this test and to hear your opinions on if you guys think I have it or not. Also it's important to note I have family that is diagnosed with Asperger's. Thanks everyone!",5.466276415891796,7.790004008875744,5.875253592561287,74.44048816568049,69.5621301775148,9.325612848689772,29.8229078613694,9.784248007369934,3.154141673710905,1497,60,255,38,28,480,179,338,0.055999999999999994,0.877,0.067,0.5615,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,5,11,7,0,0,22,0,32,7,0,3,2,48,50,20,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,4,22,19,0,3,7,2,0,2,7,1,0,2,16,5,32,6,45,30,5,36,0,1,1,0,19,15,0,9,17,184,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893111738714574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883935409121506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807963890482789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877267872868443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709529685306765,0.0,0.12525962365281113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400612821595881,0.0,0.0,0.25599196963261606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343176825268872,0.0,0.10924534823831583,0.10528281139517144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834865980475633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932141646485674,0.0,0.0,0.1105816475772731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258724888933537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061376900894882784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456164559775994,0.0,0.0,0.0988340804367493,0.0,0.0,0.121912892986733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613519353342344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513557337709312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950309049977553,0.0,0.0,0.10557454717282977,0.0,0.10695942894025504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171112054972322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102714136022644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623410877342554,0.0888131327221723,0.0,0.11302703124855128,0.0889952164211283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476718599461686,0.0,0.0,0.22768922263734134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903697777171893,0.0,0.09337023156172758,0.0,0.0,0.25569581783632983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607921499115195,0.08397013652142289,0.08976487550568374,0.09761402748526472,0.1028207661802206,0.0,0.0,0.22258747865561415,0.14312122006708267,0.0,0.08866215822403821,0.13024405960691007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481631741525397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964564382505477,0.0,0.0,0.06587228725911251,0.08864709860387422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813050239390573,0.0,0.0,0.15866981147538686,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AlphaHorseJack,2020/02/15,"Is it possible? Hi, my name is Shawn and I’m 17 with High functioning autism, particularly Aspergers but I have traces of others I forgot about from the diagnosis, I always wanted to know if I could get an emotional meltdown from a bad memory I link to a scene in a tv show. Just a little while ago I was watching “The Good Doctor” and I saw the scene where the dad throws shauns rabbit and kills it and I got so sad and angry at something idk that I ended up pausing and crying for 45 minutes, so was that an emotional meltdown or did I just overreact to a bad memory?",3.2664541062801935,4.7383949304347865,5.195072463768118,80.57512077294687,73.6086956521739,8.589371980676331,24.951690821256037,9.150863307647796,1.992314009661836,447,14,89,10,9,154,78,115,0.258,0.6829999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9827,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,11,0,7,1,0,0,0,18,14,12,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,2,11,1,12,7,0,10,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,2,3,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958834552762037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838712023008945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690144063752847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643276390303994,0.0,0.2427336980888173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261801056904189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971404847459727,0.1957207097538231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154517614788796,0.0,0.0,0.18534566472145952,0.17673610504787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347514081351756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444791559423424,0.0,0.121443600352432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147777306378028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911922705919984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011947918037051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033841089332726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dethcola,2020/02/16,I wish I wasn't so much of a coward that I could just end it It never gets better. It only gets harder. I feel like I've been barely treading water for so long. Life like this isnt worth living.,-0.5902325581395331,1.4066634651162817,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,88.76744186046511,3.44,10.925581395348836,3.1291,-1.7210334883720932,151,1,34,0,5,52,34,43,0.16699999999999998,0.659,0.175,0.0936,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780889981224838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104786645737803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784928690014951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898595019379402,0.2246298362617649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285548302575724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209217814816665,0.30723057338301624,0.0,0.2776486637061729,0.2782618712256388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231143238673036,0.0,0.2425088595459924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391392285874664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615805621967488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,shnanogans,2020/02/16,Help with BFRBs? I have ADHD but I figured you guys might have more tips because of stimming So since about middle school I have played with my hair. It started with finger combing a small piece from the back and it is now combing and plucking the split ends off the left front quadrant of my hair. I don’t think it qualifies as trichotillomania  because I don’t have bald spots or anything but it has gotten bad enough that that chunk of hair is a good 3-5 inches shorter than the rest of my hair. Any tips for fidget toys etc that may help me replace this behavior with something else?,4.966108695652171,6.120516686956528,4.586684782608696,87.78176630434784,69.08695652173913,6.793478260869566,28.28804347826087,6.6274283507984215,1.1933695652173908,469,16,93,3,8,142,79,115,0.04,0.851,0.10800000000000001,0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,11,6,6,0,0,13,14,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,10,2,14,11,5,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,4,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820781590684664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961217835760771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314794062386792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047900587704027,0.195974678919659,0.2861564591134346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607172124202904,0.0,0.2078851263759345,0.2425201924946412,0.2617658736887331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968652524421962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240173730855498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146449525152899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501522641138263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489922935653907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375410296417959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415615503809436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806927303344744,0.0,0.0,0.1661303301604767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039394383262028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lizziloo87,2020/02/16,"Special interest question My son is almost three and on the spectrum. He’s absolutely obsessed with marble runs, Rube Goldberg machines, and stuff like the game Geometry Dash. If we let him he could sit and watch this stuff forever and ever. He and I have played with his marble runs for hours and hours too. I’m curious if it’s better to lean into his special interests or try to encourage him to branch out and try different things? 

I’m totally fine with either way. Just want to make sure I’m doing this parenting thing right haha. Thanks for the advice folks! :)",5.1539485981308415,6.825311999999999,5.727184579439258,77.82386098130844,69.18691588785046,9.088317757009348,29.26285046728972,9.516144504307137,2.785505607476636,452,17,80,10,8,146,75,107,0.016,0.679,0.305,0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,3,13,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,3,26,11,10,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,12,12,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,5,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928384149534082,0.0,0.0,0.1976075564351451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453123938536175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755997387051762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617835272255267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850537502715896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886804003222386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017935734376328,0.0,0.09641038140961576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172601712634407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191227742014277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106602170929385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685273262187767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518142928492663,0.0,0.0,0.18599066365097866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168420647252204,0.0,0.0,0.26220792376630603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267961883226574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639627561445005,0.15663934790863807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheMentalHealthBlog,2020/02/16,"Aspergers Relationships: A Guide for the Neurotypical | The Mental Health Blog Sharing my newest article on mixed ASD/NT relationships.  A guide for the Neurotypical partner. Hope you read and would love to hear feedback from the community.  

[https://www.thementalhealthblog.com/aspergers-relationships-a-guide-for-the-neurotypical/](https://www.thementalhealthblog.com/aspergers-relationships-a-guide-for-the-neurotypical/)",26.29508333333333,35.17869967500001,15.330000000000005,-2.971666666666663,39.75,10.666666666666668,34.166666666666664,9.725611199111238,5.469166666666666,377,11,27,8,6,96,32,40,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,15,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157532069327447,0.33480006435946386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504042954915954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810172538753835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993593276713202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971331597439319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378470187064207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101776711061954,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spittingwisdom,2020/02/16,"How many of you were diagnosed as a child? For those of you in this subreddit who are autistic, what age were you diagnosed?",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.16666666666666,9.8,28.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,2.9868166666666682,98,4,20,3,2,31,19,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8946273444876304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468130643736941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mobbscrew,2020/02/16,If you had the chance to get rid of your autism what would you do and why? I dont mean to say autism is a diesese im just interested in what yous think. Im autistic and i would never get rid of it but im just asking.,-1.7570588235294125,-0.028030725490193475,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,91.54901960784315,4.184313725490196,14.382352941176471,5.46131890053228,-1.3249764705882354,167,3,47,1,6,57,34,51,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,5,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171909717906373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654214271136387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366426996807092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7338801443165587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24669247641134814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466780559720868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009821960608913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511298122185196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043541606300032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217559123980424,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bitter-citrus,2020/02/16,"Others who's felt they are Too ""nt"" to be autistic but too autistic to be nt? Little background: 
 I got diagnosed with atypical autism in september last year. 
Some months goes by, and i joined an autism group for women, but i soon learned that i couldnt relate to most of the things being said and i even did some of the things they deemed ""nt behavior""
Luckliy before i began to doubt my validity as an autist too much, i started talking with this one girl (who also has aa) there had all the same struggles as me. 
But when i try to join online communities, this issue with being unable too relate often comes up again. 

On a daily basis i can seem ""nt"" in the ""ur typical weird kid"" way, since i stim alot with my hands and never sit normally on a chair, but i do struggle alot with social interractions and understanding/ foccusing on schoolwork.

I dont know where im going from here, but as i stated in the title, have others felt they dont quite fit in either ""world""?",7.965555555555554,6.317097263157897,8.04543859649123,74.9819590643275,63.21052631578947,10.760233918128657,32.16374269005848,9.444778638647367,2.678619883040935,760,21,147,11,9,248,122,190,0.08199999999999999,0.903,0.015,-0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,1,13,4,0,3,11,0,14,2,1,0,2,34,25,14,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,9,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,7,4,19,0,26,13,9,26,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,8,9,110,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340354659926702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262143417396944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437881431044933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011784171570538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928689230190419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070301508749524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218585095987191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525506888441776,0.0,0.13405083776217833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810446033301746,0.17493843465367015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211256728605917,0.1366222878825036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679865074363753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337825165896021,0.0,0.12321062190541933,0.0,0.12926905227153124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642195292980447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357501770074005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827095316037425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943288679931608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258335544145385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864645822809807,0.0,0.0,0.1708544952148375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186332819399695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35043900107622605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471636746702195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270163319600408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137943281264472,0.0,0.0,0.17448506959194854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303884223232385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079335808043462
autism,aligirl86,2020/02/16,"Using pronouns So I work in a class where over 80% of my students have autism and half are non verbal. So when I'm talking with my students I often don't use pronouns. I used my name and their name. I think it helps to clarify my message so if I'm talking to Joey instead of saying ""You need to put your shoes on"" I would say ""Joey needs to put his shoes on"" or my name is Ali so I often say ""it's Ali's turn to talk and Joey's turn to listen"". Is this way of talking helpful or should I be using pronouns? Occasionally when I'm out with friends I'll continue the pattern of not using pronouns and my friends poke fun at me. So I'm wondering if this is helpful or if it may cause problems later.",2.4757474069554632,3.403351449664432,4.185344722391702,89.18166564978647,74.77181208053692,6.492007321537522,27.63941427699817,6.574015621080383,1.0817463087248314,542,21,121,4,11,183,81,149,0.019,0.86,0.122,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,11,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,2,6,0,33,26,17,0,8,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,18,3,18,22,0,14,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,10,4,76,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570454472594973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412245485219085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656343866045785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959030543686296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640321580852687,0.0,0.26559682237663995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31515704794421084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247124617173986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464525427715798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873768166059311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704660523827115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485595635280667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325835214966054,0.09617140522008133,0.0,0.0,0.09384105677793783,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ariinya14,2020/02/16,"My Dad Died Last Night Hi guys.  I'm a 35-year-old autistic woman-child.

As the title says, last night, at approximately midnight, my dad passed away.  He lost his fight with leukemia (CMML-1).  To say I'm grieving would be an understatement.  I'm absolutely devastated.  I'm vacillating between being numb and severe crying spells that just go on and on until it feels like there's no water left in me to be cried.

My dad was my caretaker.  He took care of my finances (in fact, my disability goes into an account that's in *his* name since I've been deemed incapable of taking care of my own money), did many of the chores around the house, since I also have physical disabilities.  I don't know how to do the laundry.  I can't cook for myself.  I'm sure there's a massive list of other things I'm forgetting.

I live in an apartment, and I'm absolutely *terrified.*  I can't afford to stay here alone, and I don't know what the next step is.  I don't know what to *do.*  But I also don't want to leave!  My emotional support is my four cats, and if I have to go to a group home and lose them... I think that would be the blow that kills me.

I have my aunt and uncle... they're helping me... but I'm scared...

And I want my daddy... I really, really want my daddy...",0.7014884159482762,2.965857691406253,2.9254148706896568,89.81171875000004,85.3671875,6.031034482758621,19.37446120689655,7.372421405659032,0.4958552262931031,963,27,210,16,29,327,142,256,0.13,0.8140000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9107,1,1,0,0,1,0,59.0,0,0,1,2,8,12,2,1,12,0,22,3,0,1,2,30,46,16,3,6,4,4,1,1,0,2,1,2,2,1,9,11,2,0,5,1,3,5,7,7,0,1,5,3,32,5,28,35,1,24,0,3,0,0,17,12,0,1,7,124,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119667294427698,0.0,0.20260324888982809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127672423274177,0.0,0.0,0.11901494786854293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583063753475224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782921794848348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146822584480314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249186464365676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405047922145346,0.0904963529322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398417826415275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542776057893454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490730798423607,0.0,0.1270649429225229,0.0,0.0,0.1461654700526596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014666624679442,0.0,0.20885112672446385,0.20651339696368365,0.0,0.13413010122190785,0.13763231347897606,0.0,0.0,0.061886806452637874,0.0,0.11185598440553728,0.0,0.0,0.14171646492760384,0.13828027966702044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842815264259844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347198643391086,0.23775104446631706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292367401715205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230197302688198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014734377973077,0.12682336388726614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310623104239265,0.0,0.209573060951022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501825913344112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374882440483494,0.11938930263601022,0.0,0.09524352738576912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415696935960335,0.08116796284751886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407401312698038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241478669238284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997198957388036,0.0,0.0,0.08157428324406754
autism,hereforthememes07796,2020/02/16,"Got put on the wait list to be tested for autism, but my friends are much more upset than me? I've been aware of the possibility of being mildly autistic for a few months now, and never really had a negative reaction to it. I just don't see how it would change anything, so I don't know why it's seen as a bad thing to be diagnosed.


When I told my friends that my parents had put me onto the wait list they had the opposite reaction. They acted like it was cruel for my parents to even consider that I was autistic, and tried to console me even though I wasn't emotional about it. It's especially strange to me because we have a mutual friend who is autistic, and I do have several traits that could be symptoms of autism (I'm not getting tested for no reason).


Sorry for ranting a bit, I'm just confused about the whole situation.",6.322797619047622,5.608580446428577,7.212619047619048,76.59904761904764,65.96428571428572,10.561904761904763,34.142857142857146,9.994966539143718,3.1813642857142863,657,26,132,13,9,221,99,168,0.139,0.75,0.111,-0.4835,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,11,8,1,2,10,0,20,2,0,2,1,17,30,9,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,10,2,17,4,20,14,5,9,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,5,99,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027807021710858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321847020403368,0.096506106026927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728367407016241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747411148620184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264000099928805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606843136444165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808076246623286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091284231953601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669365816112021,0.0,0.08271198320424088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661732974058815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700465808354486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734371156730134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263638877558037,0.0,0.11637823531560974,0.0,0.12210070813399908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35157559586154263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784740662284607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31829648583657816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141933077611584,0.16277208146453606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261549257603019,0.0,0.0,0.1788485735759697,0.0,0.0,0.17795039090783518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721838829967693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454777389637634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517609063425724,0.0,0.1555416713726882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127480982458485,0.0,0.10748410235642912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285281502071573,0.17675075703501314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124609787584398,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dekrepit702,2020/02/16,"THC/CBD for kids with Autism Hello everyone, I hope this doesn't violate any of the sub rules or anything, but I have questions I hope can be answered here.

I have a teenager who is Autistic, mostly nonverbal. As he has gotten older most of his sensory issues have gone away (aversion to noise and lights), but some of his tics have stuck around and change more often than they used to. 

I have read about a lot of people seeing great results from using THC/CBD oil and was wondering if anyone here had any advice or resources that might help me. I am interested in trying it, but am unsure on the dosages that should be given. Is it based on weight?

I live in a state where it is recreationally legal and I have no problem getting any ratio tincture. A lot of people say that tincture should be held under the tongue, but there's no way he would do that. Will we get the same results of it's swallowed?

Anyone with any experience that can help? Thanks!",4.3226563706563725,5.8609583351351375,4.6803281853281895,85.04304054054056,71.05405405405406,7.015444015444014,25.646718146718143,7.447530270364453,1.238374517374517,752,23,144,8,14,237,120,185,0.071,0.7759999999999999,0.153,0.9531,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,8,0,26,2,0,4,0,37,40,12,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,11,8,2,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,5,13,5,22,25,7,12,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,14,1,105,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472597180498451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099174951964702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074219881030665,0.0,0.12401108868632693,0.13415260188444242,0.0,0.0,0.1415851322616264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941782724880868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399778739353966,0.0,0.1474109366018058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746630369131898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614437362376916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201853038166426,0.0,0.0,0.2993529665684332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572888935339864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306853155794526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623501638343177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986608658531018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894915249975696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419702331969175,0.0,0.0,0.1688155341619924,0.0,0.15073814285573653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984059081907995,0.0,0.0,0.12008628666824757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874188410912666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231361676973116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603082718500689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961655157822568,0.0,0.1835087888217337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342486078009824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705108225292484,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,elixme78,2020/02/17,"Starting a business with Austism So i have had this crazy idea for years about a business centered around my special intetrest. With what i have seen about  us with autism and business and we dont mix. I'm hoping i can be proved very  wrong. I guess i would like to hear from  any of you  that have taken to a business, what was it like, what where the struggles  and any advice you have for anyone wanting to do so.",2.9413425129087765,4.727396180722895,2.966815834767644,94.91084337349399,75.144578313253,5.224784853700517,25.110154905335627,5.288315135182226,0.3411287435456112,325,11,69,1,7,98,55,83,0.13,0.779,0.091,-0.5065,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,1,14,19,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,10,4,13,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,4,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464574902841945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265842111271462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678998226623064,0.0,0.0,0.21376068194447728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28142276645073383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645229310517977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270636456116719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384966574516787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710700232510273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462426991469176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996053615092335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510290516165952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28883881273733697,0.0,0.0,0.19812690347304576,0.1416309674722737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057673145237226,0.26253717739141985,0.0,0.15463155838071058
autism,LisaMck041,2020/02/17,"How do you feel of this answer? What's your answer to this? ​

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This is in regards to this thread ""[An absolutely powerful open letter to Ontario Premier Doug Ford from a mother of a 12-year-old with Autism](https://www.reddit.com/r/ontario/comments/f4j97o/an_absolutely_powerful_open_letter_to_ontario/)""",26.27166666666666,32.24832428260869,12.963913043478264,29.42818840579713,23.565217391304344,10.481159420289854,41.42028985507246,10.504223727775694,4.9717768115942045,391,12,31,5,3,88,37,46,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.5622,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8938839066492839,0.25061541436828483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428581810999736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642389345968016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061541436828483,0.13281775512453675
autism,TheDholChants,2020/02/17,"""Black and white""/""Fixed""/""Shades of grey"" Has anyone here been accused of ""black and white"", or ""fixed"", thinking when it came to complaining about abuse you have suffered? I.e. Physical assaults on your person, ongoing harassment or other unlawful activities against you.

Secondly, have you been encouraged to think in ""shades of grey"" in regards to the above?

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A BBC article regarding mental health and the recent British election got me thinking about the times ""black and white"" and ""shades of grey"" had been mentioned to me - often as a cop-out to justify or excuse physical attacks against my person, and the resulting lack of action by the police.",14.794357798165136,11.325920339449544,11.92557339449541,58.09735091743122,52.02752293577982,15.670642201834864,51.103211009174316,13.427899808715575,6.802759633027524,523,26,76,13,4,156,71,109,0.191,0.75,0.059000000000000004,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,4,0,0,5,6,3,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,0,16,12,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,6,8,7,1,19,6,1,8,0,1,8,0,10,3,0,4,3,56,9,0,0.0,0.3025144751626233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852687576064186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904653039182116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920200171112893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420409511521076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713950377453556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573042308010107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458741369180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25209938582406083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907995258967218,0.0,0.0,0.14888014201288952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bigjojobongo,2020/02/17,Parenting a child with Autism Any good places to ask questions of other parents? It seems a great deal of Autism sights I find for parents are full of people who have self diagnosed their kids and bemoan they dont get an official diagnosis.,6.48,7.706065000000002,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,65.66666666666666,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.8272222222222214,195,7,35,4,3,60,40,45,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.7906,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,2,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397724641644716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214970147650384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190001000632575,0.0,0.20861611057121912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408882744394991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785743845379746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738479595391616,0.0,0.0,0.17239499971334732,0.0,0.22660568314925456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846747985248255,0.0,0.0,0.14249373726276846,0.0,0.21474281199197895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302489010648736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871135080781082,0.21442030967584294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dreamjutter,2020/02/17,"I’ve been feeling worried recently I have never been diagnosed with anything. But in recent years, and a lot more awareness of autism/dyslexia/ADHD and other such illnesses, I have felt that a hell of a lot of my tendencies, personality traits and general way I am can be explained by symptoms of these disorders. I don’t know where to begin. I’m currently at University and have spent my whole life being told I’m intelligent (“in my own special way”), getting away with being THE most unorganised person I’ve ever known and all that jazz because I am... somewhat smart (“I just don’t know how to use it”). 

I have also suffered from depression and anxiety and been in counselling for nearly 4 years (2 years from 16-18, 3 months from 18-19, and in my second year of university with two different counsellors). Again, I have never spoken to a therapist or psychiatrist so was never diagnosed. But my second counsellor was the first person to suggest I may be dyslexic (she treated “intelligent” people who themselves were diagnosed around my age). I struggle to follow paragraphs/blocks of text, have (what I now kinda know to be..) time blindness, and struggle with a lot of stuff in day to day life. So when I came back to university, I requested a form to check whether I’m eligible for speaking to a psychiatrist and seeking a diagnosis, only to find that I exhibited “borderline” traits for dyslexia. No big deal, I’m still seeing a counsellor and since that was the case, I thought it can’t be that bad. I don’t have issues with spelling so hey, it’s not that bad.

The counsellor I have now being seeing, in the first session, after TEN minutes of me talking asked whether I have ever been diagnosed with dyslexia or autism. Friends have suggested it when they see me struggling to follow a lab script (I study chemistry), or when I try explaining my logic and understanding behind topics we cover in lectures, and it has begun to worry me. In my most recent counselling session, my counsellor also discussed how ADHD affects some of her other patients, and so so many things click into place. (I am also hyper aware of falling into the self fulfilling prophecy but I know A lot of the stuff I see and relate to is stuff I have done in the past)

I decided to start looking into subreddits like this and just... seeing all the posts.. seeing what everyone else talks about and I feel like it’s me? Like it explains an absolute tonne of the stuff I go through on a day to day basis. After not being eligible to speak to a psychiatrist for dyslexia, I feel stupid asking to speak to someone at all. I feel stupid for even thinking I could ask my parents for help, maybe with helping to pay for a psychiatrist. I feel scared. I feel stressed and it’s all getting to me. I don’t know. I kind of just wanted to rant and doubt this will get read in its entirety at all but,, I don’t know whether to try again with the university’s enabling services? Or how to overcome stuff that is related to an illness I might not even suffer from. I hate not knowing certainties. Sorry for all of the text I just don’t know where else to put it.",6.159490295664796,6.749971691275167,6.828068202430616,74.79902865953206,66.14765100671141,9.664719753310358,34.06112824233629,9.635858565294015,3.274617957554871,2472,107,443,48,37,815,265,596,0.107,0.838,0.055,-0.9795,3,0,0,1,0,0,78.0,1,0,1,3,33,23,4,6,28,0,46,10,0,5,11,108,95,44,0,2,19,1,7,3,1,3,10,3,0,4,31,33,0,0,25,2,3,6,15,15,0,6,14,19,57,8,87,69,18,70,1,3,9,0,31,24,1,16,40,342,88,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150372753898153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500904512822905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785912896019449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148251789022473,0.05569271102848962,0.1754587653105366,0.0,0.0587782849248762,0.04810568323360378,0.10447193877319164,0.03813671266213406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155331969029911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049950008968804034,0.0,0.0,0.16138713373267766,0.06449782615552077,0.05388384984487531,0.2539931099099376,0.0,0.0653631142140714,0.07170052857757225,0.0,0.0,0.0640218045703639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452367096439584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264213440195498,0.11318033209263854,0.0,0.059779885364864616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979686424322825,0.04469371715549343,0.060068540562439536,0.0,0.057179782139004,0.10642900993254722,0.0,0.0,0.04833460995109677,0.0,0.09805689817062764,0.0,0.035554958457959585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061766209939438675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386687605684777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529761460105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514783838997408,0.2750558929130197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837761855495048,0.09169269258803613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052535632017354415,0.0,0.0,0.2127491009844916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342721383821552,0.0628511108179331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636752204866253,0.0,0.0,0.04993573439662592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475310880277864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758059401697727,0.0,0.0,0.06946678314141674,0.0,0.05972172213250654,0.04337204275710101,0.1638780192679878,0.0653631142140714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991631379982515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289126212557812,0.0,0.0,0.06257810667188621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531484374979576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263465179122503,0.0,0.2991189481808182,0.0,0.0652649514139834,0.0,0.0,0.05175125187956959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053007882023767945,0.0,0.0,0.07003211538910838,0.0442811228893775,0.0,0.04996143654932536,0.0,0.07166361657088792,0.19620757621464968,0.3580878986214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650250168681449,0.0,0.10056860815898744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263834808461431,0.04156286594265937,0.04008667593832757,0.0,0.049666586171552486,0.03647992525432114,0.0,0.0,0.059779885364864616,0.0,0.08494986475095828,0.0,0.061113179169688676,0.06512839131326023,0.0,0.05403276999039944,0.0,0.0,0.03690020293894623,0.09931630020875662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984731962947699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706782352011747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114938665883932
autism,sch0f13ld,2020/02/17,"Autistic sensory issues vs. NT sensitivities What exactly makes something a real sensory issue? I have a number of mild sensitivities myself but I don’t know whether they in the range of ‘normal’ vs. actual sensory issues. 

E.g. bright lights, loud and chaotic noise, strong smells (car exhaust, cigarette smoke, disinfectant), harsh and high pitched sounds, tags on clothes, heat and humidity. I also have a high pain tolerance, and have found that weighted blankets help a lot in relaxing and getting to sleep. 

This is obviously not an extensive list and these things can affect me in many different ways depending on many factors, but afaik no one issue has caused me to actually breakdown/meltdown. I could be wrong tho bc I was only diagnosed recently and there could be incidents I don’t remember or didn’t think could’ve been caused by sensory issues.",7.280579621720562,9.401588711409396,7.3531299572910305,66.47025625381332,64.57046979865771,11.324222086638196,36.36424649176328,11.20814326018867,4.902081879194631,694,34,105,22,11,223,109,149,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.5023,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,6,0,15,5,1,5,2,30,20,13,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,7,10,3,10,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,1,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2363789487540751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685456085758894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488342097488607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29009823929214074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292782907410868,0.0,0.1265380109674297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279489156090854,0.0,0.0,0.06327689556686716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117994231064989,0.2559264910898599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320560435258907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656090750222969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296651405530363,0.0,0.0,0.080844317454894,0.2455805105615911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866568506033975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206975953961038,0.09211240620877484,0.128873487642197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785387548211872,0.0,0.0,0.1195851412160886,0.0,0.1371981822580166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120114024244301,0.0,0.0,0.0932392228589374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804625429759254,0.07760475155634318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613439656425284,0.0,0.14748382598270487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241878911551694,0.0,0.0
autism,Rebekah3333,2020/02/17,"Overwhelmed with everyone and no one understands I recently been officially diagnosed with autism but I’ve always had the diagnosis of all these different learning disabilities (my psychologist Said they what I had they just diagnosed me with 7 different conditions instead of just saying I’m autistic, so like the people around me have always known I’ve been different. I’m in college rn and my parents want me to work too so I work around 35 hours a week and do college and honestly I’m overwhelmed and can’t handle it anymore. No one wants to help me out in the slightest, and then everyone like well it’s impressive that you manage all of it but I’m really not handling it, it’s making me depressed I haven’t really slept in days, my parents blast the tv all day and it hurts my ears, how do I get them or really anyone to understand, I do actually struggle, I mask it so well no body notices or cares",3.9724621212121214,6.0655711704545485,5.4791818181818215,76.67793939393941,73.0909090909091,9.466060606060607,30.48333333333333,9.888512548439397,3.374995151515152,730,33,132,21,15,246,98,176,0.09699999999999999,0.727,0.17600000000000002,0.934,5,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,2,12,12,0,3,5,0,10,5,3,2,3,31,23,16,0,2,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,2,2,6,3,20,7,15,17,3,12,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,2,8,91,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.12349025470419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059215912709572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549923496674611,0.08848362837854135,0.0,0.0,0.22530483288431696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056363795058655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902167670654582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632228909485086,0.0,0.10899354296339507,0.25688224780776303,0.0,0.3966396657526639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418394944912007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611485491098416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482085063542588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462192888882022,0.0,0.13546968594689862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236475797206359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447017305486455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407300845281704,0.0,0.0,0.17150115206921934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810278343010024,0.0,0.0,0.0877307879682968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320506218093715,0.0,0.1249485169931622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037384768827547,0.1006341431622351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229294089330254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26347687246455176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927975138979568,0.0,0.10150725010577342,0.0,0.2275593903295165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425341316328508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,annaclaraa,2020/02/17,"Anxious and depressed due to change Recently there have been some changes in my life. I (17F) have autism and everytime that happens, I feel depressed, anxious and sometimes I get a panick attack. I just started a new part-time job. I also stayed at my grandparents for a while, and now uni is starting again, I have to go back to my dad's house. Everything feels surreal and negative. My OCD and hypochondria are worse than ever. Last night, I woke up at around 4AM, went to the bathroom and got back in bed. Back in bed I started thinking about the previous day and suddenly felt like everything was spinning. I assume this is anxiety related. It went away when I tried to distract myself with a book. Next week uni starts again, and I think that will make things better, as it brings structure to my day. I just feel very sad and anxious. Is this normal? Do more people experience this?",3.879181636726546,6.1877379161676656,4.084934131736528,85.60532534930142,74.02994011976048,7.327584830339322,28.498602794411177,8.238735603445708,2.083678962075849,700,29,130,12,15,217,109,167,0.17600000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.031,-0.9711,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,14,7,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,25,30,14,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,12,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,7,4,18,2,19,22,2,36,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,2,24,88,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537202973693036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912334308687728,0.4041889297620339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616651852853946,0.0,0.13567525471692746,0.11204852053907777,0.2751103052463643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547561345981717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232213870840936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382542712755842,0.0,0.2054366051607216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787732902814333,0.0,0.0,0.21436606084215984,0.11665898172832904,0.0,0.0,0.18090403512615508,0.0,0.11450812335823032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308330265802216,0.0,0.06777810033304799,0.0,0.09538296741560952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546105918148513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760981260428873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834696276838685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721266536552456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423673317880502,0.058264320810908425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960685155247242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518187099502908,0.12683416458826355,0.11191725605129847,0.11684929593525872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914675619367558,0.0,0.08267973844255591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775467818108624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179510049779096,0.0,0.33765083917676364,0.12711509312573138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923092081014495,0.15283374593048354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809695849198825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840183600292217,0.0,0.0,0.09566302871691153,0.0,0.0,0.22111008378154254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153593856709374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PattyPooms,2020/02/17,"I have two siblings with autism, if I have children, will they be at higher risk? Hey r/autism, I have two younger siblings (21 and 16) with autism. Is there any research that would indicate whether I would be at higher risk of my own children having autism?

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Thanks in advance!",5.368018867924532,7.149706509433964,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,68.81132075471697,6.054716981132076,32.117924528301884,5.985473137389443,1.5613433962264152,227,10,42,1,4,65,36,53,0.092,0.853,0.055,-0.2387,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32271439230596705,0.3619136693199306,0.20254447414701832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742151997740993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819015977954298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231603757511362,0.0,0.3619136693199306,0.0
autism,tartar-buildup,2020/02/17,I need a hug Title says it all. You ever just have one of those days you feel you need a hug?,-2.7769696969696973,-1.1268162727272717,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,98.0909090909091,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.62159393939394,70,0,20,0,3,24,17,22,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495973962177263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137088318285302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125525297839036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6782541543918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30991936771374273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36371149281453496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ShadowTheHedgehog42,2020/02/17,Any other autistics like tattoos? If so what do you guys have? I have the amazing Spider-Man logo on my shoulder that I got for my first one. I have an alien on my knee and a halloween type one on my leg. I’m have an appointment to get a video game character on my hand and a bat on my neck next.,1.5912307692307692,2.547959507692312,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,77.0,6.430769230769231,23.76923076923077,6.742157984588678,0.5238307692307691,228,7,55,2,5,77,45,65,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.8708,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,5,5,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,10,2,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712455283457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392789315804926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839330471089146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190130710945995,0.0,0.0,0.3949443750055867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486791426964015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242031618571582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405697689202984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,reaagain,2020/02/17,"Older sister of 21-year-old sibling with Autism, now an RBT. My empathy is crushing me. I know many people have had negative experiences with ABA and/or Early Intervention; your emotions are, and forever will be, valid. For context sake, the company I work for does not discourage stimming (unless it is self-injurious) or attempt to “cure” Autism. In all actuality, we were taught from the jump that society needs to adapt and accept — not the other way around. I am proud of my company’s morals and ethics. With that being said, I find myself investing all of my emotions into my work. My brother has autism, and I have a hard time separating my personal life when working with these wonderful children and their families; I simply can’t fail or slip up. Naturally, the fear of making even the most minuscule of a mistake has left me emotionally drained. I don’t know. Any advice on how to separate myself emotionally and stay objective without coming off as cold? What’re your thoughts on the matter?",7.003333333333334,8.359381777777777,7.370000000000001,68.94000000000003,64.55555555555556,10.888888888888893,35.555555555555564,10.864195022040775,4.302388888888888,800,37,130,22,12,261,129,180,0.107,0.8240000000000001,0.069,-0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,1,6,5,6,0,1,9,0,15,1,0,2,2,35,24,12,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,14,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,5,3,21,2,25,16,3,17,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,4,5,93,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.1388769765616049,0.0,0.0,0.13906663401373334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967777322869419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668875803455645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259006365697968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245390809865788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403319612736116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399640613071183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920943922414727,0.1341600477330258,0.16014171050104462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007152013431778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274845109045279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642302565146585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546235103404209,0.0,0.10051989323208653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499504452067838,0.14428306322967807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055232995241871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933357264983727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866192772529904,0.12426223795308952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353722693671522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484635149758387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168674172184365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298063968678924,0.08298386518298989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296144947583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137184670794664,0.15433239723546485,0.3108167158926856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916449176059824
autism,huahuagirl,2020/02/17,"Diagnosis question Diagnosis question

I’m 25 now and diagnosed with autism at age 21 with tests and stuff. I had multiple doctors and psychologists say I had Aspergers and autism when I started seeing a psychiatrist and psychologists (ages 12-21) before then but didn’t have a nueropsych until I was 20 (which I guess is needed for services). My school diagnosed me with a unspecified developmental disability when I was in kindergarten and I had an iep for it and I’m curious as to what that means. It that different or the same as getting diagnosed with autism? Also I’ve been evaluated by the child study team at school many times, how is that different than a nueropsych? Thank you!",5.1642181818181845,7.7020538000000025,5.928218181818185,72.80010909090913,71.0,9.985454545454543,32.163636363636364,10.230975488527342,3.843,555,26,96,17,11,181,80,125,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.7815,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,1,0,20,19,17,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,11,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,10,1,15,12,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,9,66,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779095738181213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466174927095268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246529365373301,0.0,0.3600407357590371,0.0,0.17635981905730272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002140883306067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898116078817136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468859166245687,0.0,0.1876889023412074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776077918523254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860384567852415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702257013752056,0.0,0.3487604556217605,0.13730349228998134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195722508808796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724615639305326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863381026762954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047149135202096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rizev-C,2020/02/17,Personality mimicking I have found that I mimic personalities if I like them enough. I do not know if this is an autism thing tied to masking or not. Opinions?,3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,76.66666666666666,8.0,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.2776666666666667,127,5,24,3,3,43,25,30,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116124551634314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367812706638923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892828416544236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946186151108918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6956653198166254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465273888757324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PoorYorick4,2020/02/18,"My Nonexistent Love Life At 22, I’m absolutely positive that I’ll never enjoy romance or relationships, let alone marriage. And it’s not to say that I haven’t tried. I have. I take care of my personal hygiene, have a job (against all odds), tackle hobbies that put me out of my comfort zone, and make an effort to better myself daily.
But dating - this is the thing that I can’t possibly understand, not after reading books about body language, trying to talk to girls in real life and Tinder, and the age-old wisdom of “being yourself.” 
I don’t understand the mind games, the psychological trickery and exact combination of phrases I need to employ as a guy in order to get in a relationship. Yes, girls are people too. Of course. But it’s this bonding process which is a massive confounding mystery to me, one which I lose hope daily of ever solving. 
I don’t think writing this post will change anything, but I had to admit this state of being to somebody other than my own consciousness.",7.666737967914437,7.268342438502676,8.046315508021388,70.68123796791446,63.117647058823536,10.260748663101603,35.81229946524064,9.642632912329526,3.473083850267378,784,32,134,13,10,259,123,187,0.048,0.836,0.11599999999999999,0.877,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,9,1,14,4,1,1,4,27,26,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,14,6,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,1,16,8,26,21,2,13,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,2,4,96,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648586537432302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098854173772548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077851227546687,0.0,0.17680899844553966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229085821091174,0.0,0.16838743163634898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398408684884062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316305304571478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760957413801058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580979933772024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579579279451242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276856312568394,0.2248618725574026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807757694539614,0.0,0.0,0.14366283586796766,0.0,0.10625142401054148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072269864000366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802721812815364,0.1227665844064354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167028762675857,0.0,0.10786198824860567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103528122896582,0.13898661556370445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944737463725666,0.15244690610653416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160016157940067,0.0,0.0,0.1592193869603766,0.1811774907187407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34179157715167874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658339184558354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196807765791694,0.1279398897644027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574966849675503,0.1019937532090153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614053392399954,0.0,0.0,0.3314163080383349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kiki-02,2020/02/18,"How can I prepare to see the Psychiatrist? Hi everyone, I'm a lurker here. I (21F) am seeing a psychiatrist for the first time ever in 6 days, and I am hoping to get a diagnosis for Autism Spectrum Disorder. 
I have a history with anxiety and depression and have been taking Prozac for 6 years. Not sure if that matters for anything ^^;;
I was wondering, as a female, what is the best plan to have the doctor take me seriously? I don't think the psychiatrist specializes in Autism. I live in the USA and it's impossible to find hardly anyone decent that takes my insurance in my area.
I was thinking of printing out a list of symptoms from a reputable source and highlighting them and writing notes next to them. I also took some online tests and screenshotted the results (high on ASD and low on empathy).
I know girls have it different, so I was looking for some advice. I have a bad habit of giggling and speaking high pitched and looking around so people don't think I am too blunt / mean, but because of it doctors rarely take my problems seriously. I will try to be more firm when I go in for my visit.
Thank you for your help!!",5.032602739726027,6.094803493150687,6.0528584474885845,77.67079452054797,68.86301369863014,9.310319634703195,31.49497716894977,9.558583805096642,2.9276725114155258,891,37,168,19,15,296,135,219,0.069,0.845,0.087,0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,3,9,12,0,0,15,0,18,4,0,2,2,33,38,18,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,6,13,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,5,6,24,6,29,31,4,23,0,2,4,0,10,13,0,5,7,118,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299062179534227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883525564210007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411243001850304,0.0,0.0,0.09516090492857557,0.0,0.11199472613637328,0.12115355221606555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363377949761425,0.08296235043213072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282348104965742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777012365083542,0.0,0.11721856765859764,0.0,0.0,0.14219048282437186,0.15597685177327208,0.2785983399318425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310586987768155,0.0,0.1300447640144078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243885167941868,0.11576247927283485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110410748115897,0.0,0.07734601955133573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191453755035128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912217214776442,0.2875840315285276,0.0,0.13517320855775636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479434442356192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017452557728076,0.0,0.22857132717287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482475342042059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473875375403286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943512526118873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022469448048385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169004551224015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282680839968958,0.14145498811245402,0.4093065124309948,0.0,0.0,0.12529814453729002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616128626228081,0.0,0.0,0.07935818615252327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120673779699545,0.09239968466957972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758940285764974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764082530104887
autism,Karnami,2020/02/18,"Wellbutrin Hello, my doctor recently prescribe 450 mg of wellbutrin for me.

Do any of you also take it and how does it affect you?

Does wellbutrin affect neurotypicals differently than autistic people?",7.620000000000001,10.908698272727275,7.293939393939392,62.3609090909091,66.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,35.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.984806060606061,165,8,19,3,3,52,26,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771577636523912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356844673987321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362099542099226,0.0,0.35473658051899337,0.6065843098208203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402730807901645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422032995868935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605830182610696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,eyeixx,2020/02/18,"Concerts? So i am on the spectrum and i’m Gavignano slot op panic attacks recently. But there is a concert to which I really want to go to. Does anyone has experience with concerts, because I think it’s going to be too much for me with al the music and people.",2.087924528301887,4.150763075471698,5.019471698113208,77.9552452830189,78.62264150943396,7.258867924528303,27.581132075471697,8.238735603445708,2.2156218867924533,205,9,38,4,5,74,43,53,0.12,0.85,0.031,-0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,8,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438228537484767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650725888613608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956190076586856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808236849845035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313903936000333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36475224031554704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359000465644785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765095991690537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247318586266976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055781717925306,0.0,0.3168522167420855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562117760026516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892764367309484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JaziousCarmankle,2020/02/18,"Creating an app for Autism - survey Hello! I'm a student at UC Irvine and my team is working on creating an iPad app that helps children with autism complete daily tasks and reduces frustration for parents.  We’d be super thankful if you could spare just a few minutes to take this survey and pass it on to any parent/caretaker of children with autism! Your responses will be anonymous, remain completely confidential and will help us make a solution catered to primary user needs. Here's the link - https://forms.gle/BLUJVJ16o3UaEjPc7 Thank you!😊",7.681838905775077,9.956455968085114,6.845015197568389,69.90500000000003,63.787234042553216,9.626747720364742,35.76899696048632,9.957137785484203,4.030363525835867,447,21,66,10,7,137,74,94,0.03,0.747,0.223,0.9576,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,3,2,4,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,11,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,0,39,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538150024719366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791362694442422,0.0,0.0,0.18243121853910574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063049779165079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251930567982086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942294682507775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507423728568107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717965581832173,0.0,0.0,0.4207270458591349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484615926685346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634393909995088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ROTTEN_FROGLEGS,2020/02/18,Today I had a good day That’s it I just wanted to say that I had a good day,-3.0065000000000026,-2.001956649999997,1.2900000000000027,103.625,90.5,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.146,57,0,18,0,2,22,13,20,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115942441790117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653581756610192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154205155325154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759641316356803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339459286001303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DrunkDevilBevil,2020/02/18,"I need some help with a complicated situation...... So I'm 19 years old now and am autistic, dislectic and am also gay. This makes me far from the averige joe, but I feel like i get treated specialy because of that. I don't like to be treated specialy because than I feel that I'm worse than other people.

So how do I handle those situations. Because I notice its hurting my self esteem and I don't realy have someone to go to for help or where I can cry out when I need to.",3.256530612244898,4.165259346938779,4.9210204081632645,84.71683673469387,72.87755102040815,6.824489795918367,29.306122448979593,6.868970318607317,1.4740653061224491,368,15,77,3,7,125,66,98,0.11900000000000001,0.762,0.11900000000000001,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,17,10,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,11,16,1,8,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,6,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976952324953764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653647459548568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194565441768644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202036533672384,0.14272781155316736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438041686332224,0.0,0.11354350753402495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678259147644722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138760239362089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521158947951667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335931672019585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962789310455637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274587262016293,0.20964275886657388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385070909133489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084213236064814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491377250158504,0.0,0.0,0.16927880422205954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035999340279391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865622259013795
autism,sulfuricwhore,2020/02/18,Finger chewing My fingers are calloused and now breaking open and bleeding from chewing them so much. I do it involuntarily. How do I stop?,3.837466666666668,6.9904548800000015,5.124000000000001,73.16866666666667,80.2,4.933333333333334,36.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.7003333333333344,112,7,17,1,3,37,21,25,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603219031358788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7509826790539255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Vivi_Maga,2020/02/18,"Growing up with a sibling with Autism Hello Everyone,
I am an autism mother and sister; since the diagnosis of my son, I decided to retrain in psychology and find myself in the final year of my undergraduate degree.  I have an interest in siblings as I have neurotypical children as well and know of the great need for support that siblings have.  I have started research and hope you could spare about 7 minutes (if you are over 18) to complete a short questionnaire.  I hope in the long term enough research can lead policymakers to really understand the great job that siblings do and the support they need to enhance relationships and the wellbeing of the family as a whole.
 Thanks in advance 

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autism,ckennedy103,2020/02/18,Potty training difficulties Any suggestions for potty training a non verbal autistic child?,10.079999999999998,14.926412769230776,8.72961538461539,44.052884615384635,75.15384615384616,8.753846153846155,44.96153846153846,8.841846274778883,6.919492307692307,78,5,5,2,2,24,11,13,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Aleforge,2020/02/18,"Any parents of ASD children subs? Sounds weird to ask this here but I have come up empty handed in my search for a support group. I wasn't sure if anyone has come across one via searching around. I have two ASD kids and things are tough, my eldest (17) year old daughter especially. I have tried to chat here in the past but usually get fairly negative feedback and have noticed this is kind of a ""parents not allowed"" sub. 

Side Note /r/parenting sucks, the members are so self righteous

Thanks",4.036595744680849,6.1388077127659555,3.930797872340429,87.80875,72.93617021276594,6.402127659574468,27.707446808510642,7.1686216300943375,1.4084297872340428,391,15,74,4,8,119,74,94,0.158,0.7659999999999999,0.077,-0.7389,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,11,16,6,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,2,6,4,10,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,4,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540914056990224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894788997451706,0.0,0.0,0.16416925556671427,0.17240397861610327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317715948955043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634969985939544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192040788332094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995873228427586,0.19351347217686424,0.0,0.12496499122366332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143161213200891,0.0,0.17604585021261188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923860104915781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092729857010461,0.17380980976261304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697853899974199,0.0,0.0,0.12251773409872335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520629539405725,0.0,0.1801475443432927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031080673462045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875779771827227
autism,gatuni1569,2020/02/18,Do you prefer to have friends who are not NTs? I'm asking this because I started to realize that I get along better with people who aren't NTs especially in  High School and University. My current best friends also aren't NTs. Does anyone else feel this way?,4.319400000000002,6.1747967400000014,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,71.6,7.4,28.5,8.07648339933343,1.966,207,8,38,3,4,67,39,50,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,5,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181400343968102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907323408382864,0.27949274079542064,0.0,0.0,0.2550101007296952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628260640483766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862631128583736,0.24124949433932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870939147646264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787056389653715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792447867504573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214943743806065,0.0,0.14251496319079365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28820436061593396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891095433066424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760653501186142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307328856085465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651804920242498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,1capteinMARMELAD,2020/02/18,"How an Autistic meltdown feels like... This video pretty much explains it, the build up and the extreme agitation until you can't hold it in any longer. 

https://youtu.be/QBBh-b1g-3A",7.602988505747124,11.348711827586207,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,68.65517241379311,6.625287356321839,30.356321839080447,7.793537801064563,2.3912666666666667,149,6,21,2,3,41,27,29,0.064,0.833,0.10300000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898615828218157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898761618050712,0.4095634531421869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800839297210943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214392200824083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832490985808696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nevarc_Xela,2020/02/18,"Worrying about what to do with my brother after my mum passes away, maybe you guys can help? Hi guys and gals,

Me and my mum had a conversation last night in regards to what will happen after she passes. (as my dad had passed away last year, she's constantly worrying about all of this.) 

So, my brother has autism. He's 18 but still unable to pass his GCSE's (high school grade) and he can't really look after himself, we keep pushing him the best we can, but he cannot grasp the meaning of money and he will panic if he's ever in a situation where he doesn't know what to do. 

He's in college at the moment, studying drama but he's off because he was sick on the bus once and now travelling scares him. So he just refuses to go. So we're trying to deal with that at the moment.

So my mums biggest worry is what will happen when she dies. Which is morbid I know, but we have to discuss it for my brother's sake. But I'm not sure what I can do. We live in the UK. I'm 25, single, still living at home because getting my own place for myself is too expensive. So I'll probably have to move out when she passes. But my brother wouldn't be able to do that. I've explained that I would ""Take him under my wing"" and have him live with me, but I doubt I'll want to do that for the rest of my life & What would happen if I die?

Is there any support people that we can go see about this? We don't want him living in assisted living as it's bad enough for his own mental health. (He went to a specialist school and it just made him depressed because he knew it was for people with disabilities and he didn't feel ""right"" there.) So assisted living or supported living isn't the best way to go for his situation. He wants to be ""part of normal life"" to use his own words.

Any info / help would be appreciated.",3.9155141843971606,4.172432643617022,5.175851063829789,85.85833333333333,70.96808510638299,8.075177304964539,24.97517730496454,7.937092434478242,1.1480304964539003,1398,35,308,17,24,467,173,376,0.10099999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.078,-0.8802,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,6,1,0,2,22,10,0,3,11,0,37,4,0,2,3,57,64,28,2,10,13,8,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,18,19,0,2,8,2,2,12,8,5,0,0,8,3,41,5,50,46,10,48,0,1,2,0,54,19,0,4,16,204,59,4,0.08268637689272725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959065481726661,0.0,0.11245914344747228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537314591960052,0.0,0.06903967089315709,0.15121454365981007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735485024097157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089354598547488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524602382977632,0.07121765525617102,0.0,0.17163080943864029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543713079197973,0.0,0.0,0.07479456178388746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041808716604603884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320021917209881,0.0,0.14097772048932045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637450261149126,0.21935787003085647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878917520476688,0.0,0.0,0.1108458709543498,0.08736269698427881,0.08294117785848748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349545099178319,0.0,0.0,0.09088454060934527,0.1348008663425701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680766665202286,0.0,0.0,0.5110950997664968,0.0,0.06943573149372594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823984908885162,0.0,0.0,0.08306957939317818,0.09006970477819322,0.0,0.0,0.08332841986446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788253290644006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759556338503895,0.08101509337474813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805829279934516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701464750846016,0.0,0.08954128844621774,0.0,0.11464864510325624,0.0,0.08638966495468753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914989939914797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297101034316812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706137140757014,0.0,0.0,0.0827834880246965,0.1673660556608381,0.06589033694219852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588590410161948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320668947937586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766304123993813,0.07793093166831998,0.0,0.062169864976758686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613862223383327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714144812738956,0.0,0.0,0.14631170226445256,0.06563259724340492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665109977891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191608828043954,0.0,0.17621408926962764,0.0,0.0,0.053247315739560735
autism,skskskskaks,2020/02/18,"Overwhelmed at a sleepover, please help I hate this so much. I’m exhausted and overstimulated at this sleepover I just want this friend to leave. He refuses to watch a movie or do anything that doesn’t involve some sort of activity. I want to cry I hate this so much. He keeps yelling and hitting me with stuff I wish he was gone already. I was so stupid to think I could handle this. He’s yelling at me for being boring and depressing but I don’t have anymore energy I can’t do this.",1.1088435374149626,3.615679918367346,2.5256122448979603,91.50093537414969,86.55102040816327,5.715646258503401,23.472789115646247,7.1686216300943375,0.957609523809524,384,15,81,6,12,124,60,98,0.166,0.69,0.14400000000000002,-0.4749,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,1,2,0,10,1,0,0,0,16,20,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,3,11,1,10,14,3,4,0,2,1,0,8,3,0,3,0,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600451213911506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210828047897371,0.0,0.0,0.18344919872615373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798836376321012,0.0,0.2448738703473727,0.0,0.0,0.19200593683860334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223216403627947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401867735335799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494226763063551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814697451486546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360465685891348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32775269056769746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447059316373019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551970679277968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428420536105422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629751977716488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563540313731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,squashbanana,2020/02/18,"A question about personal meltdown experiences My daughter has autism, and her meltdowns have become much more frequent and intense on a daily basis, so I am really hoping to get some feedback so I can help her in the most positive way possible.

Sometimes when she melts down, she sort of snaps and becomes really aggressive and violent. But what concerns me the most is that she has expressed there is ""a bad side of her brain that takes over"" and tells her to kill or to hurt others. She's never hurt her baby brother, thankfully, and she has told me it has never even entered her mind.

Once I am able to help her through the meltdown, it's like she snaps back into her sweet and normal personality - but usually, she will be stimming a lot after or sometimes shut down. I help her through her meltdowns by cradling her, singing, letting her feel and smell me holding her, etc. Sometimes it's just a matter of getting close enough (she knocked one of my teeth out once).

Has anyone else experienced these feelings firsthand? It is so important to me that I treat her as a worthy, lovable autonomous human being. Not just ""my kid with autism,"" so I don't want to ever react to her in a way that makes her feel ashamed of what she is going through, you know?",6.741176470588236,7.015792529411769,6.608067226890758,77.96487394957984,64.88235294117646,9.15294117647059,35.0672268907563,8.841846274778883,2.9621058823529416,994,43,181,14,14,314,138,238,0.076,0.78,0.14400000000000002,0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,12,12,3,1,10,0,18,2,2,2,3,40,31,18,1,3,7,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,12,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,1,6,39,5,28,26,8,23,0,2,0,0,39,11,0,9,9,142,51,1,0.12349608924967008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635133703046714,0.12653633752891968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949608696743401,0.1031140760883804,0.0,0.2727834559625916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378624782115117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316513589604442,0.0,0.0,0.1276044727804502,0.13773078423027715,0.08156800223005002,0.11170928301086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080287232778765,0.0,0.0,0.18733000010079504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290432190396789,0.0,0.07018567348908107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833047631465074,0.0,0.0,0.12265948183680395,0.0,0.0,0.26441023549728504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663012528689253,0.0,0.0678702209498683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262831183738254,0.0,0.06033395117897063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499195881812576,0.0,0.0,0.08243459853700381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469584536446372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078383524065664,0.0,0.190495594643506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099994676218848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303860914912125,0.08368414617948725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566404333318212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922328500062225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383438833673934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822951414286646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664223701642475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285368983781207,0.0,0.10794102531468466,0.11369860675823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800580558669745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360134949124406,0.0,0.07284119311279702,0.1960508947531863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,r-slash-r-dash,2020/02/18,"There was this discussion about autism my mate and the taxi lady (person who looks after the children) had in the school taxi Context:
My mate said he’s autistic (I’m not sure if he’s telling the truth or not) and it sparked to a conversation with the taxi lady

She said “oh you probably have mild autism” 

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING KE TAXI LADY
Do you know how disrespectful that is is what I thought there is no mild or severe that is just an illusion

I said “there isn’t a mild there’s just a visible type of autism and one that’s harder to see”

I get why she’s think it but at the time I was fuming",1.6009733333333322,3.6081733040000015,2.8213000000000013,93.38848333333335,79.96,6.086666666666666,21.61666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.4751466666666668,473,14,106,6,12,152,76,125,0.084,0.885,0.031,-0.7353,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,8,4,2,0,10,0,11,1,0,1,2,18,22,8,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,5,11,2,8,15,0,4,0,0,2,1,19,2,1,3,2,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964901315731888,0.11848011421731598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462912177698073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043314028954844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536680078396917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801040827125346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24450084897011695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471423362610406,0.0,0.0,0.22950750911473186,0.18070960741262,0.0,0.0,0.2561901988561974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373191761693125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821057012047485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145307694788624,0.0,0.18003331470316808,0.1322338088825797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046283644067152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Twonavels,2020/02/18,"Credible articles written by autistic people Hi, I have found some excellent articles here. But am wondering if anyone knows any research done by autistic people, on autism, or autism in education.

What I mean by credible is academically credible, for a dissertation. Or just credible experts I can look for too.

Thank you",5.1921428571428585,8.783087685185189,6.648201058201059,61.13833333333335,79.55555555555554,11.233862433862434,37.34391534391534,10.290406445055957,6.0800137566137575,261,16,35,11,7,88,41,54,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,7,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,0,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250502354237914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287835891716963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348358958321658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35875436976565295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981878776594232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747628800482575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35641320336905835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536740845748506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123882539064745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548309396051258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,strangegurl44,2020/02/18,"Intro and question about possible nonverbal stuff? I don’t know. Hi, first time poster here.
To start off, I was diagnosed with PDD-NOS at a young age. In middle school I was taken back and retested for autism which, thanks to a parent who was scary and caused me to behave differently than when I was in a more relaxed environment, the doctors said I no longer have autism. Over the following years multiple mental health staff, nurses, SP-ED teachers, etc. commented that they believe I still have autism because of my behaviours. (I’m planning on getting retested in the next year) 
But anyways, I’ve noticed in situations where I’m really stressed or excited I either stutter really badly to the point that I can hardly talk whatsoever and can spend upwards to five minutes trying to spit out words, or I end up getting “stuck” on words. (I end up repeating the first part of a word or an entire word over and over again). Otherwise I notice in some situations where I’m in an unfamiliar place or with unfamiliar people I can’t speak. When I do it’s very limited. I’d want to say something but can’t bring myself to do so. Almost like someone cheering you on saying yeah say hi say hi but I open my mouth say the first syllable and can’t force the rest of the word out. And with the upbringing of Tik-Tok, I follow a lot of autistic people who share their stories of being nonverbal/semi nonverbal/selectively mute. So I was wondering could this be like one of those? Am I just being a hypochondriac? Or am I just imagining it to be bigger than it is or just being a drama queen?
Thanks in advance and sorry about the long post.",3.3937931034482745,5.69759114012739,4.641675818141888,81.06920382165606,75.4968152866242,7.897913463650338,26.432681748297824,8.74248658614541,2.2062959806720848,1294,49,238,28,29,426,180,314,0.046,0.8590000000000001,0.094,0.9548,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,7,16,11,0,1,19,1,24,5,2,1,0,43,41,21,0,2,13,1,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,11,14,0,1,4,2,1,4,5,3,0,5,8,8,25,8,43,27,7,50,0,0,0,0,20,26,0,11,21,166,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025738923403054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466635703288196,0.09193569110260194,0.06712089535519072,0.0,0.0,0.12405415936051295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131113823707936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879123839196245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175743634644457,0.0,0.11503956274679512,0.0,0.11270033890850785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504624647103916,0.0,0.12279967308692942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809737628041004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150539089769743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863525894059502,0.0,0.0,0.11703979555791676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605125498381454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075865431570184,0.0,0.0,0.09744223202763068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936099964265502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096309947049747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710124766188655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071767642668363,0.0,0.0,0.07461211994711639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226205030320635,0.11923637712960734,0.0,0.15267022981405193,0.0,0.11503956274679512,0.0,0.10408777494935613,0.12413037491734907,0.10545315387447952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334630740712522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410761778351676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473804815711768,0.4378120304034728,0.0,0.1114353081006704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475323077113367,0.0,0.0,0.0932942630330668,0.08476661950458518,0.0,0.12325703922567585,0.07793510263980709,0.0,0.08793249654556398,0.0,0.12612849332986836,0.0,0.12604746814054502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850074577821314,0.0,0.20274554912874854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420493730681852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475619402361472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085074045758172,0.06494462912923013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940757238848365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181205410004855
autism,JustOneMorePaul,2020/02/18,"Apparently I'm not really autistic. It's just for sympathy. So context for the images- I responded to an AITA repost on Twitter saying ESH and they hours later, attacked me about it. I defended myself, they implied (after talking to me for maybe 10 minutes) that I was an abusive person in relationships, and then said I needed to get ""better social skills"" before blocking me and posting [these two tweets](http://imgur.com/a/6k9VuwG).It's just sad. And I didn't care much before but this really pissed me off",5.808666666666667,8.551198477777778,5.9730555555555584,72.27625000000003,69.77777777777779,8.055555555555555,31.25,8.841846274778883,3.176333333333334,413,18,59,8,8,131,68,90,0.179,0.7809999999999999,0.04,-0.9153,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,4,5,2,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,12,2,11,4,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,0,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.2689413429176589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582293917167291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862968071185228,0.0,0.0,0.20075070845825527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314273978005124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859083852094457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353552866327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803798833922834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686085833036016,0.1683072741259035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819545674720976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173898836441185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908261418245365,0.0,0.0,0.24369806211619294,0.0,0.0,0.21591570536704605,0.18050841127178374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313836849474928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244278260320002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173238082045627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,valerieowo,2020/02/18,"Having a kid with someone with autism? Hello, everyone
I don’t have autism, but my partner does (actually, he’s an asperger)
I love him so much and we’re thinking about having a baby someday
I just want to know if it’s possible to have a kid without autism at all? Do you have any real life cases? Or the baby would definitely have autism? 
If I’m really honest, I’m just scared
I had spent a lot of time trying to understand my partner, and even though he loves me too and he’s very supportive, I don’t know if I’ll be able to deal with the situation
The fact that the baby may or not be high on spectrum or that at the beginning it may reject my hugs and kisses just breaks my heart
Please, don’t be harsh on me, I’m new in this and I’m still learning about people with autism every day
I just want to know if there’s a chance...",2.760878496503498,3.7625389602272734,4.507045454545455,86.86277972027975,74.17045454545455,7.688111888111888,23.197552447552447,8.139509932561175,1.065392132867133,651,17,144,10,13,221,99,176,0.06,0.738,0.20199999999999999,0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,11,0,17,6,1,0,2,38,33,15,0,7,14,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,5,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,14,6,18,25,3,12,0,1,0,4,13,6,0,10,5,92,19,1,0.17087398224266226,0.0,0.16674835780056674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620016744353555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019958249466516,0.1761635726408029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953297335999996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286065372037067,0.0,0.14396869977386648,0.16327741267650114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024864916837022,0.0,0.1805377438719987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817236156996205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069334700200238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527094919128122,0.30844088067936914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125612037960742,0.0,0.0,0.16503115683314215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846250424622365,0.0,0.0,0.18756832000861676,0.0,0.19263474069098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449200086766036,0.10946624850302893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107466543212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206951537995795,0.0,0.0,0.14478097064717665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646018294591122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390577010067087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948914823209788,0.16788281997882087,0.0,0.09963799317786128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601221747999073,0.0,0.0,0.17788584170925711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409889307212958,0.2015718038378881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471642122965038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138397437113024,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Soren11112,2020/02/18,"The ""special interest"" fanaticism on this sub is getting annoying I don't mean to insult anyone or their interests but the obsession with special interests on this sub is becoming a... special interest.  You don't need a ""special interest"" to have autism, and not everyone with a special interest is autistic.  It is merely a common trait of people with autism to get obsessed with specific topics.  Do not railroad yourself into something because you think it is your only interest, I guarantee it is not.",7.580037878787878,9.242559352272727,8.366363636363637,61.20287878787883,63.43181818181818,12.23030303030303,44.21212121212121,11.855464076750405,6.481130303030303,405,26,54,14,6,136,52,88,0.062,0.569,0.368,0.9866,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,0,16,2,2,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,15,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,6,12,11,15,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902735898996664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710486085877614,0.3933381112011751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403152182851585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721458536499185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879501981129462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640796497699657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708670339562435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469085731474368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741805668059908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282056211552465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PWcrash,2020/02/18,"Any tips for self curbing a self harming stim? I bite and pick my nails and cuticles to the point the bleed almost everyday. I've done this for as long as I can remember. Its literally a calming thing for me. The pain and feeling of fighting the resistance of the texture calms me down (gross i know I truly want to stop)

I'm worried about infections and the long term damage i'm inflicting on myself but I don't know how to stop. i've tried the anti biting nail polish that tastes bad but I grew a tolerance to the taste very quickly. I've tried to quit so many times but the most i've ever lasted was 2 weeks.",1.9123809523809527,3.9674541269841295,3.4891269841269827,88.74892857142858,79.15873015873021,6.73968253968254,23.198412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.1349650793650787,484,16,101,8,12,160,82,126,0.153,0.762,0.085,-0.8573,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,12,0,4,5,0,2,1,20,10,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,2,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,3,10,2,15,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,11,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187868116735876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303074446984872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599938043475118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609269617639946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333029444517906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688828955759926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210617507591658,0.15619500467249411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391534499656873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427152133493855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038960538581495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811418275153838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381032109344865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170668961531324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998006733635243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204040146710405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730310396916072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173454024669488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019335335241395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810568691298524,0.11302181080824755,0.0,0.15370514902806054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459832691799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SupremoZanne,2020/02/18,"I hate it when people interrupt conversations! is it just an autism thing? or did people teach me the wrong things about conversation etiquette that resulted in me seeing it as a bad thing?

Unless it's just a one-on-one, I am not confident in conversations if I'm a third person involved at the table when two other people are continuously talking back and forth.  I feel like they don't sense a need for even timing for everybody involved.  It's like they don't represent the commas or periods in the sentence they have speech for.

The teacher at school programmed me to raise me hand to avoid verbal interruption, and ever since then, I started to seek out alternatives to avoid anything that constitutes ""interruption"" in conversations.

Any time there's a PERIOD in the sentences I finish, I usually pause my talking to see if others want to talk before I just go off continuing to talk, but sometimes somebody will start saying something a couple seconds after I initiate saying something.

I go off talking about TIMING and suggesting management of the SECONDS of timing of it.

Speech conversations are one thing I am not confident, or comfortable with.",10.240144927536226,9.385416227053144,9.869473429951693,61.17232608695652,58.227053140096615,12.91768115942029,40.50676328502415,11.979248473330829,5.123672850241546,937,41,144,24,10,305,119,207,0.115,0.84,0.045,-0.9295,0,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,11,8,1,2,14,0,10,1,1,1,1,24,21,14,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,5,1,8,18,3,29,19,0,30,0,0,2,0,19,10,0,5,20,111,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866532463644387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048597685708251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798182018939117,0.10639440115634237,0.0,0.0,0.1084291355139424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099313833887842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416289104260627,0.11526304380944685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064429817070622,0.091032316008476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483692205562668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258056277192363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245066599749311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448388854314603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726927099926694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650209752163517,0.11126243676819908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266666072846454,0.0,0.12896071950785376,0.20308216566686074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540712687971557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619570184495247,0.12602640403332824,0.0,0.18038388519136675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120962129089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386215501876235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972097462525577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447553241326036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034043546088698,0.0,0.07515845958903801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931903587014569,0.0,0.0
autism,average-roblox-user,2020/02/18,"Would it be insensitive to call myself autistic? Last year my mom took me to see a therapist after showing signs of anxiety (which runs in my family), when my mom talked about my behaviors and other things, the therapist said that I likely have autism. After talking to my school for a year, they finally did an evaluation for autism and they said that I show traits (which is true, I have all the symptoms) but I would not be eligible for academic support, they also said I clearly had anxiety but that’s besides the point. I went to a psychiatrist for anxiety shortly after and she said that she would diagnose me with autism if she felt like it would help at school, and she didn’t. I went to a doctor who is an autism specialist and she said that I probably have autism but she would have to do more tests to be sure. The struggle of telling myself “Don’t say you’re autistic, you’re not. You just think you have it to seem cool,” makes me very anxious and I wanted to know if you guys would support me until I get tested again (which will be in March). But I don’t want this to be some sort of self diagnoses thing where I’m just being rude by claiming to have a diagnosis I haven’t been officially given, so if it would be insensitive, I’ll just wait until what the next test says.",6.443260504201683,6.001967356862746,6.784159663865548,78.86514705882355,65.62745098039215,10.422969187675072,31.155462184873947,9.957137785484203,2.7120756302521007,1016,33,207,20,14,330,130,255,0.07400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,3,0,9,9,1,1,12,1,31,4,0,1,4,41,53,18,0,12,12,2,1,2,0,8,4,7,0,2,18,7,0,1,4,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,14,10,35,7,29,24,3,23,0,0,1,0,29,6,0,6,15,151,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516093292433376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156981390738737,0.10617794029828613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597067736035583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078854384892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619911772572694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860206379939536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024173442422424,0.10295756581064716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049104042816882264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306136551491404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629971386456806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165249689700991,0.07661150382442375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183406750238887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273668754200673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201515968794084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995565957259886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884757768378085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133329323578588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447013199898585,0.14948360035976346,0.0,0.19023861732095967,0.07489503498903949,0.08556173740114457,0.09804836870621972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825504786696207,0.0,0.0,0.21330942733142075,0.08858112015950667,0.09768791197858792,0.0,0.15108550239311214,0.08214830299793854,0.0,0.0,0.2182510330861917,0.12488084695210293,0.060222724409563715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104422408071885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754866721246917,0.11087129078340058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742527680478118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673569598473657,0.0,0.0,0.12104838920114255
autism,ksweeen,2020/02/18,"Resources for Adult Diagnosis in NYC? I know questions about adult diagnosis are asked here very often, so I apologize for being repetitive. I’m wondering if anyone has tips for me (24F) in seeking diagnosis in general and also specifically in the NYC/Westchester/Long Island area which is where I live. 

I have been on a waitlist for many months and am getting a bit impatient, not to mention I’m not sure how to ask for the accommodations I need at work without having a formal diagnosis, so I’m just wondering if there are other avenues I should be taking to speed up the process. There are soooo many resources for child diagnosis and finding reputable places for adults is so hard. Anyone else live in this area and can recommend anywhere for me to go? And even if you don’t, any advice would be helpful. Would a normal psychiatrist be able to give me any kind of insight even if they can’t do the full diagnostic testing? How do I know which professionals actually understand autism and how it can present specifically in women?

Any insight would be much appreciated, thank you!",7.524128978224454,8.209560638190954,7.836293969849247,68.41698701842546,63.22110552763819,10.854438860971522,36.68383584589615,10.686352973137794,4.114768509212731,873,40,148,21,12,286,118,199,0.040999999999999995,0.884,0.075,0.8186,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,16,3,0,0,8,0,25,0,0,3,1,35,41,17,0,10,8,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,13,3,25,31,3,19,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,8,4,105,18,3,0.13926703268415028,0.0,0.13590453438874628,0.0,0.0,0.13609013252288654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137179572172193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841190736857927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475749474511028,0.1426955328014147,0.0,0.0,0.26039175178436336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204352984586364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633973545229173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396912325842849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728754483828614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727612765426697,0.1335976279001569,0.07914866408443025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475590645200528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334775638512907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450251835521542,0.15307503803131262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595068270084505,0.12324694144753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238982463321616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116161680349462,0.0,0.10237729329300864,0.10326474008913383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364521228396321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550440767801348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601094936397367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312575301471796,0.0,0.10471147658241396,0.0,0.0,0.128218372579628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498189253990149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490988718798514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424844975187009,0.30205831242417275,0.10138805845641537,0.0,0.0,0.2967939127573446,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thehauntedbiscuit,2020/02/18,Coping with exclusion How do you do it? When everyone connects around you and you are always invisible? I've tried masking but it's exhausting and doesn't seem to work. I'm not accepted but people.,2.201578947368421,5.063400210526319,4.142421052631581,78.89994736842105,86.36842105263158,8.303157894736843,26.02105263157895,8.841846274778883,2.9215094736842104,160,7,28,5,5,54,31,38,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.7529,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838818643677014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107011374838824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408416553011144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198434223507049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199975798331844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322775851648743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358697876237008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ColonialPeach,2020/02/18,"My father calls me a liar (Content Warning: Drugs, medication, mental illness, family issues)
This is a very lengthy read, the important bit is the last paragraph, the rest is background information.

I'm a 28-year old autist who's found out about a year ago. My mother (whose father is autistic as well) instantly understood and is crazy helpful, while my father didn't really react at all but would still support me.

Two years ago.
I'm on financial support (initially because of a diagnosed burnout and depression by my former child physician and psychotherapist), having recently had to quit university in my last year because there is no way you can afford student insurance if you're working minimum wage in Germany.

I have a roommate that I went through thick and thin with. He's been my best friend for almost 20 years and my roommate for five years now. At some point he started smoking weed, which I never had bad experiences with, so I joined him every once in a while and found that it gave me a similar sort of respite that I'd find in antidepressants during darker times, but without feeling like shit the next day. My roommate might be autistic as well, he's definitely neurodivergent, so he always came off as weird, too, but he's far more social than I could ever be.

This is important because my father always suspected him to be all kinds of things, a thief, a no-good and most recently a pothead. So obviously, one day he tells me very clearly, that if he ever finds out I'm taking drugs... He never finished that sentence. I don't know. The fact that he used the words ""if I ever find out"" made my skin crawl. It sounded like my father was constantly investigating me.

I called him that day, even though I hate being on the phone, and I told him I don't like having things assumed about me, that it's my life and that he can come out and accuse me of something directly if he needs to. He apologised and seemed kinder from there on out.

So after him pressing me for two years to get a therapist (I went to one childhood therapist who merely told me that I'd obviously hate my parents, which to this day isn't true), it took me about seven months until I had someone who was open for a new patient.

About one year ago.
I found out about my autism during the first therapy session. I immediately enjoyed therapy as an experience, but over the next three sessions I'd realise how the therapist would just go on about how my childhood tastes are perfectly in line (The Hobbit, Gulliver's Travels, Neverending Story, etc.), or he'd talk about politics and himself, which I find interesting, but irrelevant in my seeking a better life. He had me write up a full biography and never spoke to me about it. One morning I was incredibly anxious so I wrote him an email to reschedule. His email address was in the biggest damn font, but he never answered, I reckon it's because he's somewhat of a fossil and didn't check his mail that day.

So I stopped going. I didn't know what to do, I can't stand being on the telephone, which he could have known had he checked his notes.

So between me telling my father that I'm not sick but overwhelmed and my mother supporting the hell out of me and being a complete angel, turns out that my father didn't believe me the first time and doesn't believe me now. We've had Christmas together, which takes a huge toll on my energy reserves every year, I've celebrated his birthday with him, I go to a lot of trouble making time for him because he's my father and I want to be in his life, but he's pulled stunts like this two or three times every year and they always completely shoot me down.

The last one was us visiting my brother about a year ago, before I found out about being ND (my brother suffers from schizophrenic paranoia and psychosis). My father had me get something from the car and when I came back I had to cross a street to get to them, after which he said ""why don't you go back and get run over"" with the biggest smile, where even my dear brother said ""that's not funny"".

I've struggled with suicidal tendencies all my life. Even without knowing that I'm autistic, he could have just maybe seen how fucking inappropriate that joke is to someone who supposedly has mental problems. He has spent years in therapy himself. I still can not figure that one out. He just asked us ""was that too much?""

I was there to visit my brother. Instead I had to hold myself together through the entire day, be a good son and manage to eat food while under pressure. Before that day, my father and I would go on regular road trips and they'd always be enjoyable. I couldn't even stand seeing him now.

Last week. (TL;DR)
He told me of his suspicion about my autism during Sunday dinner at a restaurant. We used to meet at this place for five years every Sunday. When I started taking antidepressants two years ago, my sleeping routine became so out of whack that I'd wake up at 5pm sometimes, regardless of when I actually went to sleep, so I regretfully had to cut the Sunday lunches in favour of my personal health. He was very kind about it and still is today, but now I know it's not because of his great appreciation for his special son, it's not because he's an Autism Dad, it's because he thinks I'm hypersensitive and a pothead.

I on the other hand have difficulties eating breakfast since then, am constantly overly aware of my surroundings and I have a knot in my stomach that even Alexander the Great couldn't cleave asunder.

How does r/autism handle weird parents?",7.1931063788219225,6.91432791029273,7.275337989645402,75.42261331444762,64.04249291784703,9.98522353554101,34.78364429683175,9.449726292080394,3.1234882159486834,4383,175,808,71,58,1413,423,1059,0.096,0.7829999999999999,0.121,0.9893,4,0,4,1,0,1,128.0,3,2,3,8,58,46,8,3,50,0,74,28,7,9,16,147,138,69,1,17,25,21,6,4,1,4,13,4,1,2,51,49,7,2,23,3,4,20,24,20,2,17,45,13,119,26,118,72,14,162,2,4,2,1,110,57,4,15,86,543,170,8,0.0,0.0,0.041616553428393065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901647953953127,0.0,0.0427040234521404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419402666697318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817808346844285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986845361409869,0.0,0.0,0.06558461290363192,0.03560780765995586,0.20797389158509427,0.0,0.07257757476245907,0.09609535954859738,0.044754570912149634,0.0377171109966625,0.04655862081225611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709310599548062,0.09755181630140493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036735937520267714,0.08942748876388848,0.0921708147634546,0.0,0.1021485960456197,0.0,0.0,0.19252296161816693,0.0,0.03673112194116978,0.04328500988318925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731998957726325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891213876935843,0.08727544786588942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756180203295485,0.14083711190531467,0.11572782730089705,0.14372509966955802,0.0,0.0,0.08343236162890458,0.040203055486022383,0.0,0.02156320735755264,0.03046646406239869,0.0,0.0,0.1559114693076836,0.07254969630352343,0.051567971687749126,0.1870374914108569,0.032948359428728966,0.039425737987109744,0.08912354738936037,0.0,0.12118413202585465,0.0715392425443304,0.0,0.09403520378023522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420861522184596,0.0,0.045330931641508136,0.0,0.0,0.028584858544234336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451156796115583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881893936661038,0.09374897647728424,0.13904942648263424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048912961332547,0.08333914477804433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03625628640878753,0.0,0.040352879173065896,0.028466679240915806,0.0,0.04284385436893643,0.0,0.0,0.042961574361921606,0.08595470716347725,0.045240894114297284,0.0,0.0,0.03403980143632547,0.0,0.03134987449348535,0.031621627582312815,0.13156555829140093,0.04118797957764733,0.09070946557266488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475002810907212,0.04541682647525398,0.17338907127244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470714842290906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037237029441035234,0.04455621722581875,0.0,0.04031445704816755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080666764881247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535949840186563,0.042657755034761866,0.0,0.027320256939985115,0.0,0.08421598361263519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113263148901895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03398351142372024,0.03882351187673087,0.0,0.0,0.04377572620156181,0.03527738921530396,0.0,0.08535402589897223,0.043472444979172346,0.0722679980759889,0.06566227864508886,0.04217819646637607,0.0,0.06037042005068756,0.0,0.10217196563714832,0.03565414477895535,0.0,0.044583082738578576,0.0,0.04664803675298548,0.14518325603757476,0.0,0.0,0.0961939374434619,0.034277411695489785,0.07454934212336574,0.0,0.14630898833728187,0.14854662549811426,0.05666449971779465,0.027325972185465574,0.041899689085478635,0.0,0.09946940218850503,0.0,0.040423624725634,0.12225085616306378,0.04738151331557034,0.0,0.0463868350587521,0.16663661878330932,0.0,0.10259628997881454,0.07366527332587378,0.0,0.1055627793682812,0.025153842156904662,0.03385057994385875,0.0342082207824015,0.0,0.07668813663446912,0.11860040390730107,0.0384815752687378,0.0,0.0,0.08221885762540497,0.0,0.031046951970587395,0.0,0.0,0.09088394131248828,0.0,0.0,0.3844786937464388
autism,Shiromi_Torayoshi,2020/02/18,I need help with picking a special thing to drW I like drawing people but I wanna draw animals and like plants too what the HECK do I practice,0.7101724137931029,3.2320888965517263,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,91.06896551724138,4.279310344827587,24.49137931034483,5.985473137389443,0.7599586206896558,114,5,22,1,4,37,25,29,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395254160655598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761816814315741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372447689139245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088140911378786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917612403130787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blahblahblahiamian,2020/02/19,"I don’t know, I need some help? I’m not sure where to post this but I do want to state I’m not looking for an “online diagnosis” and I am not trying to self diagnose.
But I think I may have high functioning autism? Because my twin has it as well. (And was diagnosed when they were younger.)  and me and my twin have very similar/ almost identical in symptoms. And I was wondering how I should bring it up to a doctor? Cause now I’m in my 20’s  and I hear that it’s usually diagnosed while in childhood. And harder to diagnose as adult. And I have a hard time talking to people so it would be hard in general to speak with people.  I just need help in tackling this? Cause I’ve been struggling a lot with my mental issues and I don’t know how to place them :( 
Any tips would be appreciated.",0.5436454633516306,2.8268677300613523,2.668672909267034,91.20957701000972,86.4233128834356,6.3763642234420415,20.848886018727807,7.669130373188453,0.8670687116564411,612,20,135,12,19,206,94,163,0.077,0.828,0.094,0.5689,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,18,6,0,4,1,37,31,18,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,7,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,4,5,19,2,19,21,2,18,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,5,6,92,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613407308710102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245051661004916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287372789646062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27931575927241376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519446855510408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391503669776402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356861055512294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532252897049121,0.0,0.18224855213497212,0.14363841340150807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189625604801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942889432775278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416358067478967,0.0,0.0,0.1155796467134378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700540887309162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161008787605936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850092831071555,0.0,0.14203859126066354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302023152964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182527667174974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421242345181816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813106470091226,0.14130388222328366,0.0,0.1092712885524742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711113365796469,0.0,0.0,0.07927341367866758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230098092857088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972948278326526,0.11217281152211768,0.08018670630525404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223518480888185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743174402745568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931496552144816,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,willow-the-fairy,2020/02/19,"Sense of self? Is it just me or do others also feel like NTs are far more obsessed with self? 

I find their endless talking about themselves, so many ""I"" statements, and their focus on ""working on self"" rather bizarre and foreign to me, and I have quite a difficulty relating to them.

There was something I've read a few years ago that autistics have (contrary to popular misconceptions) no/different sense of self, but I can't find the source. 

Anyways, this is a source of my frustration lately, as I grow more critical about the proliferation of self-improvement industry (personal coaches, etc.) and their ableist overtones.",6.768454545454548,8.667082890909093,6.185227272727275,75.20784090909092,65.54545454545455,9.5,37.38636363636364,9.827888789773867,3.987,498,26,82,11,8,153,79,110,0.11900000000000001,0.848,0.034,-0.8497,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,2,8,4,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,9,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,12,2,13,8,4,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356668139868021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239152488687705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990140248767246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068771371155733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738509490449244,0.10933671293789464,0.0,0.0,0.27976412898631337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264353313289105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477096891211459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516550229537215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363462167174292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278418281866094,0.15308828445789704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7983063069950155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178229560273574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230132750268601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114199425391886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985571650257649
autism,beejonez,2020/02/19,"Suggestions on how to explain to my son he's autistic? My son is 4 and will be attending kindergarten in the fall. He can speak but does have a language delay. He still has trouble with communication about more complex concepts but he's getting there. He was formally diagnosed in case anyone wonders. Anyway, I was thinking I'd at least try to explain it to him before kinder as I assume kids are going to start asking him why he acts the way he does. I want to explain it to him in the most positive light I can. Any suggestions are appreciated, thanks!",3.3762616822429905,5.722759943925233,4.6839345794392555,80.53898598130844,75.72897196261681,7.270654205607477,29.39158878504673,8.238735603445708,2.3402082242990647,442,20,80,8,10,146,73,107,0.055,0.777,0.168,0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,15,22,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,15,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,3,3,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881384943433699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344731778173505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586400385828391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541754238209464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808043857082951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842145942054358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454359051985002,0.0,0.15723242685144456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582158769321287,0.0,0.2209412767820655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471163816653003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727275225601155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783418649312172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318141578653614,0.2196000724651892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24964289331540904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000262990063985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kat101691,2020/02/19,"I want to thank everyone in the community for being themselves and sharing I looked for a place online that had perspectives of autistic people that wasn’t centered around autistic kids or their parents. I needed to see perspectives from an autistic adults pov as part of my personal research which was surprisingly difficult to find and I found this reddit. This community has become everything to me because all of you have tremendously helped me understand myself and autism so I stayed. 
I’ve been socially isolated on and off most of my life and for years at a time because I never fit in anywhere or understood people well (even when it comes to my family) and reddit is the first place I ‘ever’ felt like I fit in, accepted and understood. 

thank you for sharing your stories, experiences, knowledge and for being supportive because tbh, I never thought i’d find a place like this; never thought i’d find a community of people I can actually understand and feel understood and that means the world to me because i’ve never had that before. I thought I would be completely misunderstood and forced into social isolation for the rest of my life but you all gave me hope and a connection I needed. 

and now i’m crying.",8.708168908819133,8.631328632286994,8.643150224215248,66.19444133034379,60.88340807174889,12.276382660687597,38.76270553064275,11.698219412168324,4.860698355754859,987,45,159,27,12,321,121,223,0.076,0.823,0.102,0.3842,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,1,7,12,0,0,10,0,13,2,0,0,7,49,37,19,0,5,3,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,9,16,0,0,17,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,14,4,27,11,28,19,5,27,0,0,2,0,15,15,0,4,12,119,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.10494540436368092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573511225146313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222623393165523,0.1187716055205787,0.09151025618071773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263784480319652,0.11275566086584972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812975333887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103042631220091,0.09727782682372753,0.0,0.10276091664593758,0.09665174662439063,0.1051966369971971,0.1013809546217156,0.0,0.054376427865656655,0.0,0.1032571115201226,0.0,0.2948741097623064,0.0914751053103907,0.0,0.11791416846336618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720830845294515,0.0,0.0,0.10681339554607976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519200821189514,0.10507910347626452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030813073204752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171446818392195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594819474406285,0.3317718450419415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941257947363272,0.116457423418196,0.0,0.22366808718302025,0.09390145963710644,0.3370752632164888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569698964131159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925089615443796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462538169202313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203730051725095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802030914924929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25612882446222834,0.06270856050374125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390987035781496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343101287805257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669310461820643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639469702534994,0.0,0.0,0.06925347292371166
autism,spaghettbaguett,2020/02/19,"What are your thoughts on autism? I think it's evolution. In the days of old, people needed to stay together, to like, survive.

Nowadays, you can be a complete social recluse, and you can survive, and perhaps for longer, since lower chance to get murdered? also, maybe some of the things that annoy us are warnings, for like... decades in the future?",5.2052380952380926,7.237022539682544,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,69.63492063492063,6.309841269841268,31.647619047619052,6.742157984588678,1.8769580952380944,272,12,47,2,5,81,50,63,0.17300000000000001,0.763,0.064,-0.8290000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,0,2,1,4,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,10,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279110600954717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988127026119572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379873146762374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889855697554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846913101011234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28631661452769475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113207947459498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990551792533967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758022230245706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357514933769573,0.0,0.0,0.2905173555230506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037676319601469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893385639792897,0.18261381848251945,0.0,0.22625485250341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428148895858205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hn1998,2020/02/19,"How can I help support students with autism as a supply teaching assistant? I (21, F) have recently began working for an agency as a supply teaching assistant. This means most days I am sent to a different school (primary or secondary)  to cover sickness absence. 
Often I am sent to work one to one with students who have autism and I understand how having someone new working with them can be difficult and overwhelming. 
How can I support these students (of all ages, 2-16) and make their day as stress free as possible? 
(Sorry for an mistakes I’ve made, I am new to SEN work and am learning :)) 
Tl;dr I am a new supply teaching assistant and want advice for working with students with autism.",5.097890624999998,7.014865507812503,5.7191875,76.85706250000003,69.703125,8.245000000000001,34.675,8.841846274778883,3.3403943750000007,547,28,89,10,10,177,71,128,0.061,0.8370000000000001,0.102,0.644,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,5,4,7,0,2,6,0,12,1,0,5,1,24,22,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,4,0,10,4,18,17,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,63,13,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148494901972258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960050375233337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876729895199745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185650992300134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378953219420787,0.10143540126638408,0.0,0.0,0.1655304920158928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44029574371343655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205945927996256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131362353057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004353016548155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537930295681689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287563842891071,0.0,0.0,0.17010832384466906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407124756675155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34488794679791857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581971559682663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963075921091622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531484730941469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,callrocks,2020/02/19,"That Autism Thing Podcast Ask me Anything I Host a podcast called That Autism Thing were I  interview people who help and support people on  the spectrum about how Autism has changed their views on life work and socially,  

I'm hosting an Ask me anything episode AmA this Friday 21st and would love this community to take part 

Whether you be someone with the condition or not please drop me a comment below with a question about Autism and Aspergers and lets try and answer them together   


A bit about me 

My name is Callum,  I am a BBC Radio Producer in the UK and run my own business making podcasts  and have had Autism for 26 years  and started this Podcast back in January 

You can hear what I have done some far from this link [https://podfollow.com/that-autism-thing](https://podfollow.com/that-autism-thing) 

  


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autism,PhantomHero999,2020/02/19,"Good Careers Hey, I'm new to this subreddit and I've really liked the support I've seen so far. I have Asperger's and my younger brother is farther down the Autistic Spectrum. Finding a good job after college has been hard and I am concerned for myself, but more so for my little brother.

I was wondering, what careers have you had or seen someone on the spectrum succeed in and enjoy?

Anything helps and is appreciated!",4.125160714285716,6.379181337500004,5.239642857142859,77.85250000000003,73.125,7.071428571428572,36.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,3.1987321428571427,337,20,56,5,7,111,58,80,0.013999999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.278,0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,14,9,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,7,6,7,9,1,8,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,2,3,39,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434349028700305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602768914464634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777072975722453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551002108035548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087699339547007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259274942750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912545135361093,0.2854168415582252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27503503974488297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182432545378047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128680171896005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32315644033399915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088236115057858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spechick,2020/02/19,"I'm stressing about seeing a psychiatrist for the first time. I mean... thats part of the reason im seeing one in the first place. Constant anxiety and worrying. lol.  

ANYHOO. This probably wont even be important for a few months (with waiting lists et all) but i will be doing what i mentioned in the title.   

My inclination is to over prepare. have lists of symptoms? or like... goals? something? 
Do i let the psychiatrist know about my ASD diagnosis, or let them figure on thier own?? (i read something about not influencing thier diagnosis with your own)   

Anyone have any tips or advice in this situation?",2.689691119691122,5.628991540540541,4.404845559845562,77.60371621621623,84.04504504504506,7.135392535392535,25.045688545688552,8.192908349453996,2.2020985842985854,475,19,81,11,14,159,78,111,0.067,0.915,0.018000000000000002,-0.4864,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,1,7,1,11,1,0,2,1,15,17,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,9,1,15,11,5,11,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,3,6,61,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669532638421664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229638806924516,0.0,0.13832689519327898,0.0,0.0,0.12643363064538266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954023098219176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942998245408985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076109996633771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531675611582144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937400789021388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698016427838279,0.0,0.08833957598186422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696611752201687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432889290623266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122528391485107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581056678938435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889185375044368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495466989006824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086905029540803,0.0,0.0,0.1859131966501293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818044605969456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324938847712512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784083215136774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712883401654494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794133718443093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543766480811073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363160684688246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xsolar47,2020/02/19,"I'm feeling very sad and lonely at the moment... Today I expressed my desire to date a girl who I can connect with quite well, but she wants to just be friends. Unrequited feelings are the worst.

We are friends, but I'm not looking forward to her seeing me in the shape emotionally that I am right now. I don't want people to see me this way. It really hurts to not have someone want to be with you on a deeper level the way you want to.

It's really hard for me to connect with people in the first place as friends, and sometimes I feel like finding love is hopeless. I need some help cheering myself up.

The pressure that society, and my family, puts on me to find someone is unbearable sometimes. I push back at my family for putting pressure on me, but they do not seem to understand that they are hurting me and causing me undue anxiety.",5.562574850299399,5.700445766467071,6.3265928143712555,79.44857185628744,67.38323353293413,9.075209580838324,33.466467065868265,8.841846274778883,2.744186107784431,661,28,128,10,10,218,99,167,0.177,0.652,0.171,0.4098,0,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,1,2,2,2,5,15,0,2,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,30,28,8,0,6,7,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,8,1,1,0,7,25,7,24,26,2,24,0,5,3,1,15,13,0,2,8,93,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899688011546434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950687903055024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293781658962384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556675025860286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439889725222174,0.0,0.19629794590918487,0.09244920781648247,0.0,0.0,0.2365534083226384,0.1100745058049749,0.0,0.0,0.2999412457382725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592428354673355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673955476251659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27706820091578394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632222851579805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867025325383296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167959073005446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595450308461187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943063363140965,0.0,0.13520397304358994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26018186591462783,0.0,0.13764149609278029,0.0,0.0,0.1658043484318623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051385254713693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624308114723586,0.11780831901944652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219294210149382,0.0,0.2559759375067712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266379437080642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471844738993072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067752760052912,0.3053131175556037,0.2054363311429099,0.0,0.0,0.11635346763999642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mysterion320,2020/02/19,Anyone here have trouble emoting? Like maybe you dont get sad or angry about something when you think you should.,4.454285714285714,7.1407070476190535,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,73.76190476190476,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,0.2420285714285715,92,3,16,0,2,26,19,21,0.222,0.591,0.187,-0.2373,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941140050146309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929747728774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731516985893667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976161155645585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549838172561607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225789819731341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32382122561778665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695224712539531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,townofsacha,2020/02/19,"New friends 15f Heya I'd love to talk to some people over discord :D
I thoroughly enjoy video games like dark souls and animal crossing and I like computer programming. if anyone wants to talk feel free to dm me! preferably in my age range and a girl :]",4.01561224489796,5.9032966326530625,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,72.46938775510203,8.16530612244898,26.535714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.002995918367348,201,7,39,4,4,63,40,49,0.040999999999999995,0.5579999999999999,0.401,0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,6,3,1,5,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256068698026752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851712275176352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829397342864697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578320117905659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305267626266968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536963964079725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538900027448573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887055941664493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160053350016813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autism1025,2020/02/19,"hi  i have autism im kinda immature ok i like disney, minecraft, legos, star wars, minions, frozen, elsa is my fav, i like sofia the first, i like too watch cartoons, i believe in santa i like toy story, paw patrol, pj masks i love too be me , my iq is 62 i try i am who i am i don't care what people think of me",-2.93963210702341,-1.6052852753623164,0.5031884057971006,100.9085618729097,111.89855072463769,2.70278706800446,12.554069119286511,4.713530739802397,-1.4685683389074686,232,5,57,1,13,82,50,69,0.087,0.659,0.253,0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,15,7,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,5,30,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530335913234982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31947708684196463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665319111742253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33846740427922195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123400280102577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828069602719476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723463283003167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077943705829532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274133641208212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jackbenimismrsaturn,2020/02/19,"Asperger here. Vaporwave. A bunch of my friends find it funny that I like vaporwave, (and they know I’m NT). But I mean, it’s amazing. I’m not saying I dislike my friends because they think this, I just think it’s funny how they don’t like it though. Definitely one of my special interests. Also, One Hundred Mornings by Windows96 is an incredibly good album, and even if you don’t like vaporwave, I’d still suggest a listen.",2.191352074966531,4.7228654578313245,4.0717269076305245,82.29613119143242,81.16867469879517,7.062382864792503,29.7041499330656,8.167268648758528,2.512738688085676,335,17,62,7,9,113,55,83,0.0,0.612,0.38799999999999996,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,11,9,3,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084004026254225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588583325394376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212274934265429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238182166513515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026752703517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857752807547567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321803536927918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819455646225479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838679951097733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531763662957395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723826387462715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811417522573147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33396179440156104,0.2560365511770636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Acroties,2020/02/19,"Wondering how hard it would be to find work internationally. As the the title says. I would like to work over seas, currently I live in the United States of America. But I’m not a big fan of living and in particular working here. I’m wondering how other countries might fare and particularly how I would be treated as someone with autism. While I’m open for about anywhere I’m particularly interested in Canada, the Netherlands, Italy, Japan, Korea, and Thailand. Also my line of work would be in I.T",4.640564516129032,6.943735354838707,5.945900537634412,73.13885080645163,71.79569892473118,8.520967741935483,28.829301075268816,9.188382445141503,2.7113881720430117,400,16,70,9,8,134,61,93,0.037000000000000005,0.873,0.09,0.7123,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,0,18,14,11,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,15,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,3,45,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756497874388885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686529675372741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529860692705112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014984042705716,0.0,0.3258788010878452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575239923775928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467420869553024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634786058542885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002200751405721,0.5373470578992214,0.0,0.0,0.5243264944957828,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autisim-stage-1,2020/02/19,"In trouble for being autistic l Today I was at school having a few minor stimulations then my principal walk in and sees me having a few atoms here and there and the all of a sudden he says hey you ____ come with
Me your in trouble and I’m like wtf ok?then he stars lashing out on me for talking (my main stimulation then I start noding to everything he says and he says something along the line of tour faking this whole thing I keep nodding then I got to class the end",0.9221228070175442,3.4242208526315814,2.402763157894736,91.9364254385965,87.84210526315788,4.850877192982456,20.54824561403509,6.42735559955562,0.2857192982456138,371,12,76,4,12,120,65,95,0.124,0.85,0.026000000000000002,-0.8591,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,10,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,11,1,14,7,5,15,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,8,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754224020917795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367691302955384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269681200536121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198060004840185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447059146208576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337907697421857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6024936868234925,0.0,0.2555855974614326,0.20124297089768176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944188736956971,0.0,0.0,0.17875025529088415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298338445003933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777742778635302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239379922598623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819536949490513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Moritani,2020/02/20,"Does anyone else prefer animation to live action entertainment? Don’t get me wrong, I like live action movies, but I’ve always found animation more interesting. I think it’s easier to understand their facial expressions, and a lot more information is conveyed verbally. Plus, it’s just more aesthetically pleasing. 

I’m wondering if this is common for autistic people.",7.71225806451613,10.453689580645165,8.658903225806451,55.068354838709716,64.48387096774194,12.056774193548387,33.36774193548387,11.602472056035307,5.241183225806452,302,13,40,11,5,102,50,62,0.031,0.723,0.24600000000000002,0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627704794659705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174444876425988,0.26632218682065995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746067383257834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171326050053069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849925355699176,0.0,0.0,0.1357992216313759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698541882360084,0.0,0.4590341574187943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209775359164108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801981224226003,0.0,0.0,0.2853177830958411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665483864503291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705893724392869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28187578382049483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841853780935546,0.0,0.0
autism,Parseed,2020/02/20,Tired of being mocked by family members Today my younger brother referred to me as his “disabled sister” in front of his friend and told me that my behavior embarrasses him and I shouldn’t “act disabled in public”. I feel so ashamed of myself and my autism. Does anyone else here have to deal with family members like this?,8.823,8.003191300000005,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,61.0,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.522666666666668,258,10,44,4,3,81,46,60,0.17300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.7344,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,2,10,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317412233514626,0.29772450786571225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956612345889466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542807941916248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427349322207886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478492890118002,0.0,0.1469215172433406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449456973998166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419583992483388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339688219988134,0.2754274991973937,0.2776532107669607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bwilber1,2020/02/20,"Needing help! Single mom here, needing help make it to next Pay day, got to buy my son food and diapers, any little bit helps. Ca$h app is $zmomdesigns please anything helps #singlemom #help #mysonneedsit",4.2650000000000015,7.371049944444448,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,77.33333333333334,6.933333333333335,28.44444444444445,8.07648339933343,2.3117444444444444,162,7,27,3,4,48,31,36,0.033,0.674,0.294,0.8816,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046538693750124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997825914716594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255060138070276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321174432029936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497687331055298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520196569768875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6922517670294881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702370609882606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787795364102232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191627624754555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30631780159177685,0.0,0.0,0.21967499937705132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673682170062254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,QueenLazuli,2020/02/20,"I (f21) think I have autism. Has anyone been diagnosed as an adult and is there even a benefit to it? Hi y’all. I think I have autism and I’m 21. I thought one could only get diagnosed as a kid or any doctor would have noticed by now. My partner actually brought up a few things he’s noticed about me and thinks I should go see a professional.

I didn’t start talking until I was 4 and had multiple hearing tests done because I wasn’t responding to my name. Doctors thought I was deaf, but I just figured I was a late bloomer. As a child my parents would play pretend with me where they would pretend to be someone my age and I would practice interactions with them. This went on until I went to university because I have always struggled to read a room. I usually don’t react unless other people do so I can just copy their behavior. I am also obsessed with water. I started swimming at 3 and my mom said my doctor suggested it because it helps. I swam until I was 18 because I just loved being in the water. The best way to describe being in the water is that it just makes sense to me in ways very few things do. I remember I used to stay at practice for hours because I just didn’t want to get out. I also get like overwhelmed in version environments. Recent meltdown was when my sister and I went to a small dinner. It was so small and babies were crying, people shouting orders, people being too close to me, and I just started crying because it was too much. My sister was really embarassed, but told me, “I should have known better, let’s go home”. 

The main thing my partner noticed is I can’t really tell humor apart and certain patterns of speech. Sometimes my parents would say something, “yesterday you said this” and I would get upset because I said that weeks ago. It’s not nice to lie and I don’t think it’s nice to say that. That doesn’t make sense. I don’t get it. Then my parents would get upset at me for overreacting and say they didn’t mean it literally. This situation has happened multiple times. For humor I’ll sometimes say something that I think is hilarious but no one gets it, or when someone says something “funny” I won’t laugh. 

When I told my mom my suspicions she got really defensive. She said, “I’ve always prepared you. Remember that one time you struggled with reading and speaking and I hired that tutor to teach you. You made A’s in class”. A teacher pointed out to my parents I couldn’t read because she made the class read outloud for some reason, but I could read just fine, it was the speaking part I struggled with. When I told my mom about how I didn’t start speaking until 4 she said, “you did not. It was late 3! You were just a late bloomer and weren’t ready yet”. When I told her how I would cry and meltdown in too loud places she said, “all kids do that. There’s nothing wrong you. You even graduated from university early and made it into graduate school. I’m a good mother and always got you what you needed. When you needed a reading tutor, science tutor, and swim instructors I did my best. You’re not disabled”. 

Just the way my mom said this is like there is a picture frame on the wall, and she can see it clearly but there is a tarp preventing me from seeing it. 

I don’t know if I even have autism, but when I google it is so scary how things fit what I’m feeling. I’m scared to see a doctor about it because it will make it like official if I do. I still see a pediatrician because my doctor wants to still see me. The nurses said my doctor sees certain patients until they’re a little older, and I’m just confused now. I want to ask my pediatrician what he thinks and a referral, but a part of me is scared to know. 


TLDR: My partner thinks I have autism and now I do to. Obsessed with water, struggle in social interactions, didn’t start speaking until 4, wouldn’t respond to my name and got hearing tests done, get upset in loud crowded areas frequently, and struggle. Has anyone been diagnosed as an adult and is there a benefit to it?",2.9866303786257262,4.840095749058971,4.2455212561812665,85.49995802273232,75.19824341279798,6.64557531921175,26.526108937929,7.45546127846077,1.4162381873200975,3140,118,618,39,68,1031,284,797,0.09300000000000001,0.787,0.12,0.9722,5,0,3,0,0,0,79.0,0,13,4,3,46,35,1,14,32,0,81,16,0,12,4,120,157,65,0,21,25,11,1,3,3,13,10,24,2,8,41,37,5,2,18,11,0,9,20,16,0,3,50,32,109,19,68,86,11,83,0,1,7,1,83,29,0,6,43,430,150,25,0.0,0.0,0.04061916752030383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689729885837287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665736378525466,0.10390388549933778,0.0,0.0,0.028305850381575886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820914909474423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389129628168987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537369642070406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736395801290253,0.03681317946214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646699598963056,0.0,0.1371665277511953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674291281149666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562449703708795,0.0,0.08519191718834189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247707852214582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02104642167061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397520953488288,0.0,0.04731192906717239,0.034912363444317154,0.09987190920981054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680809971676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382688781188314,0.0,0.027899791359470967,0.0,0.04175241779305567,0.0,0.040991404693137515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575109021149508,0.0,0.14086156778007708,0.0,0.0,0.042563515044229484,0.0,0.06100637373592595,0.04171833487263345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037567421855541516,0.11815733577344205,0.08335333305457936,0.0,0.0,0.04534090353542618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499881272182165,0.0,0.0,0.03059854069805298,0.06172756185784031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993949598596053,0.14216811714050706,0.0,0.0,0.08461680691943638,0.03165704288147187,0.0,0.0,0.1848747774742846,0.090149799688489,0.0,0.08657083706828038,0.0,0.043488379081671164,0.0,0.03934827729420748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981249359514515,0.0,0.07999649191894997,0.0427965602476476,0.04109882804368595,0.0,0.09430409904085807,0.0,0.3167527993865194,0.16550597976984047,0.0833460741122053,0.04212586353819208,0.23218341760962266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046787290283800125,0.0,0.042430580614142316,0.07053601700237998,0.096132916219465,0.08233470034561532,0.0,0.14730894339492362,0.044365807242897994,0.06648220233221915,0.0,0.0,0.2175730036661777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345591629103061,0.03638134308079776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061294686267747,0.18669752905811776,0.0,0.06608985367640187,0.048542754959169765,0.0,0.0,0.1590946421366445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594990251656905,0.04584312227535095,0.03434428423172968,0.07365300902021693,0.09911794207789547,0.03338838361333178,0.0,0.0,0.11575801640026333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365488238346871,0.04550947541030758,0.0,0.0
autism,oceangirlojme20,2020/02/20,"Autism jokes (rant) Is anyone else tired of this? Maybe it’s just me but when people say “that’s so autistic” or “I’m so autistic” I get so annoyed. Why can’t they just come up with a better way to self deprecate themselves. And then when they say I can’t make fun of this person because he has autism, like where was this idea 5 minutes ago when you decided to joke about it.",0.5960256410256406,2.8724116794871826,1.707948717948721,98.25371794871798,86.05128205128204,4.4923076923076914,18.923076923076927,5.82211442006289,-0.36644615384615387,293,8,66,2,9,92,59,78,0.077,0.735,0.188,0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,10,6,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,5,7,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231117434755525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599045380810682,0.25789047663585296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343046298788932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260308767327205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216812287699013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102582276996348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149984389725874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841321429009009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229650844233808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680078491534842,0.0,0.2528606783057477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744930838666618,0.2197696883541388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003146988490099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257196840859626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892854851090587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978315984224426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711488889248316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gravitron,2020/02/20,"Question for autistic adults: How early in life do you remember ""masking"" in public? I ask this because I've noticed that my 4-yr-old son (asd-2) rarely ever stims in public, but when we're at home he's stimming all the time. I think this contributes to a lot of anxiety for him when we are out in public because he can't self regulate. His stimming is basically hand flapping, jumping, and making noises, and we have NO problem with it.  I just want to encourage him to stim and be himself no matter where we are or who he is with, if he needs to. I feel horrible and guilty if he's already ""masking"" at such a young age :( And apologies if I am misunderstanding what masking is.",6.874586466165413,6.117165330827067,7.523759398496243,74.96203007518798,64.86466165413535,10.006015037593986,37.045112781954884,9.23628265651192,3.3475142857142863,531,24,100,8,7,177,91,133,0.19,0.733,0.076,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,2,2,30,16,13,0,6,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,14,1,16,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,6,7,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716830026592449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833898510167305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015968254989885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001571451028457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226980446878492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448390921329586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469542931017125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389525620269994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930672283044852,0.0,0.0,0.1643374965268789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255094206820488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802953595330453,0.2583409018914348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355759709889673,0.0,0.0,0.27579545307300146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788916588095458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683573811473065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775222045105913,0.0,0.0,0.14355865324457034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521256283931044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,female-antagonist,2020/02/20,"Had my first autistic shutdown in front of my new partner... So the title kind of says it. I (26F) had my first autistic shutdown/meltdown in front of my new partner... we’ve only been seeing each other a few weeks. He knows I’m autistic and has been very supportive, but I still worry about making him uncomfortable. I think I’m finally getting comfortable enough with him not to mask as much, so when I went into my shutdown I just let go and let it happen. I went nonverbal and was doing a lot of body-stimming (nothing harmful!) He tried to ask me what was wrong and if he could help (I also get bad PTSD and anxiety panic attacks too but they’ve very different) and he’s learning to recognize the differences. I tried to sign to him but he doesn’t know ASL so he gave me his phone so I could type out to him what was going on. He was great through all of it and rubbed my back until it passed. I feel very lucky to have such an understanding partner but I still get really embarrassed when I “let my autism show”... and I know that’s not good language, but it’s something I’m working through still feeling. I’m not sure why I’m posting this except to vent and maybe look for some advice on communicating with my partner and support. Thanks. ❤️",2.7150181818181807,4.6445312800000025,3.851418181818184,87.6897090909091,76.19999999999997,6.625454545454545,26.163636363636364,7.520522993642371,1.3478400000000008,980,37,199,13,22,318,142,250,0.134,0.759,0.107,-0.8099,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,15,15,1,2,5,0,17,0,0,1,2,43,45,25,0,3,11,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,10,15,0,0,8,1,0,7,4,6,0,2,11,6,28,9,28,29,7,27,0,0,2,0,21,6,0,4,13,130,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714597952093956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768483006365711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387981155396383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025053352028186,0.12473952464378035,0.0,0.08431193237272333,0.09155083604071668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750887419161696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291159835949611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329487310318374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108818425529388,0.0,0.0,0.12011315334474228,0.0,0.18653171277818276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185841695864085,0.0,0.12463006661668015,0.0919668732093625,0.0,0.12088643038000454,0.0,0.0,0.09696066108867783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349421011317384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418069083213228,0.18077770870689489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363650871984677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207603667733298,0.0,0.0,0.09321813249932293,0.0,0.0,0.07319036062811586,0.0,0.11015535480702784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060331169665952,0.0,0.0,0.2117959073005312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105209450206516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339164014224243,0.0,0.12864737002208512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501171291097963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817171479797212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702428070716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719585817305553,0.0,0.0,0.08737462615368133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441177513235075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626931981696707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488526972564509,0.10334119290209147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094841461275426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025750147538974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888650925451646,0.0,0.0,0.11414660711256874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141128143129944,0.0,0.0,0.08795237387266201,0.0,0.0,0.20328811471481184,0.09893954779975576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798244709858887,0.11135205887579604,0.0,0.0,0.1198820057415972,0.0,0.0
autism,zbpy,2020/02/20,"High self-test scores - what was the official outcome? Hi, all,

I’m going to be succinct:
Has anyone scored super high on self tests (every test I’ve taken - at least 8) suggesting you exist on the autism spectrum and not received a formal diagnosis? What was your experience?

I’m going to an assessment on Tuesday. (I’m an adult woman)",2.244642857142857,5.081456698412701,4.1510912698412685,79.32758928571431,85.19047619047619,6.324603174603175,23.74801587301588,7.645422480735847,1.7523349206349206,264,10,44,5,8,89,47,63,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,6,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964720486904008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405689177768319,0.0,0.0,0.2793003169352761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245432906036457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033501688822145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957341257486249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,toxic-coffeebean,2020/02/20,"I miss my pets So i lived in an assisted living community for teenagers for a year now. Its allright here allthough i kind of struggle talking to the caretaker people about my feelings because i have no emotional connection with them. They also talk a lot and ask a lot of questions which makes me nervous but thats ok. The biggest problem is that i am away from my cats. I miss them so much. I miss snuggling up with them and going to sleep. Their purring calmes me down so so much and they made me so happy butnow that i dont have them i just cant find somone to calm me down without talking to me. We do have a dog here but i dont like it because it smells like dog and jumps and runs at me and i dont like that even if that means it likes me. I just want a cat purting on my lap while i pet it. I just miss my cats so much.


If i made any spelling mistakes please correct me i am not a native english speaker (i'm from germany)",0.8137878787878776,2.7997317424242425,2.335646464646466,95.9501363636364,82.58585858585859,4.9701010101010095,24.041414141414148,5.985473137389443,0.3615426262626267,727,28,166,5,20,236,109,198,0.132,0.76,0.10800000000000001,0.0824,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,7,0,15,17,0,2,9,1,11,1,1,3,1,31,24,18,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,2,3,37,9,21,22,5,14,0,4,0,0,13,8,0,5,7,121,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074387612075518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136185427206572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559807920435573,0.0,0.12622520748550134,0.0,0.0,0.16379567640482515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723677061161461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112442177858132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887361767637815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679308370424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279245428300906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635357197356643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301689482514268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399036979135489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625443316154743,0.0,0.23726506784137785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284372489639964,0.0,0.254248341987874,0.08967892932574584,0.0,0.0,0.14634533022416027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29628568424988805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314060631544772,0.0,0.0,0.14747474031834346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285537464038718,0.0,0.0,0.15050150736871198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444591818177168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045063325441262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32395365348667515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792424579617896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295075386178947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651628230209081
autism,SoulxCarnivxl,2020/02/20,Social anxiety and ASD Do any of you also have social anxiety on top of your ASD? I was just kind of curious.,1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,78.13043478260869,9.817391304347826,24.54347826086957,10.125756701596842,2.8464956521739126,85,3,17,3,2,32,18,23,0.135,0.7140000000000001,0.151,0.1045,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713772059631093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076890002543365,0.0,0.5192019846466346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533796761705135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6918469704156597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,beautifulceiling,2020/02/20,the truth for the autistics the demons say if you've ever had a fap you go to hell and get raped and tortured,7.643750000000002,4.280852541666668,7.044999999999997,87.30000000000004,65.25,9.6,32.333333333333336,3.1291,1.3573833333333332,87,2,21,0,1,27,20,24,0.387,0.544,0.069,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322970804916496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652053278691961,0.0,0.3972650727260404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558830205085088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Important-Rutabaga,2020/02/20,"Questions about your junior high experience. I just found out that they are moving our grade 6 classes into the junior high and I'm in a panic. My 10 year old son (autism, ADHD) is currently in grade 5 in an amazing school with amazing teachers and support workers and I am freaking out about the change. I don't think that he is remotely ready to be in a junior high environment. I don't know if I'm just being irrational (My junior high experience was horrible and left me severely depressed and suicidal so I don't have a strong starting point.) and everything would be fine or if I should fight to have him repeat 5th grade or pull him out to be homeschooled.   So I want to know what your experiences were like I know everyone is different and all that but, were you ready for Junior high? Would you have been ready in 6th grade looking back? Do you think holding him back would do more damage then good? Really just anything to help me figure out what to do would be helpful.",3.8185,5.815024678947368,4.567565789473687,83.46608552631581,73.26315789473685,7.697368421052633,26.61184210526316,8.472884824447931,1.9005,779,28,148,14,16,250,106,190,0.114,0.732,0.153,0.8385,2,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,5,1,2,9,12,1,1,6,0,28,0,0,0,1,37,40,15,1,8,8,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,1,22,7,20,25,2,27,0,2,1,0,16,17,0,5,9,103,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771560274185118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429827941732627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622615773363665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122163410753675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869669427567164,0.0,0.0,0.11972276144083928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949620501646233,0.1029866199038214,0.33627471146568894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564265078420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611313753796592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536152938193517,0.6053561693614148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889279495366739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450299494853455,0.0,0.0,0.05598316671710018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962272225671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179164634442224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202435321791356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444734976127795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832513225557006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836766920624518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340965655928541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159717795276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945473276009764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110779872964086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534349017009844,0.1300360264703886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685002690056742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758849003291448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325607426663177,0.0,0.0,0.07379257325510176
autism,Rocks1984,2020/02/20,How important is an early diagnosis? I have a 9 year old son who I have always suspected that he is autistic. (High functioning) I feel he was misdiagnosed when he was 4/5 and due to him having massive difficulties which are affecting his mental health we are fighting for another diagnosis. I would love to hear about your thoughts and experiences.,5.159569892473119,8.079749258064519,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,72.54838709677419,10.58494623655914,32.913978494623656,10.504223727775694,4.5290236559139805,282,14,45,10,6,94,50,62,0.10400000000000001,0.802,0.094,0.1027,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,0,9,14,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,4,10,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,5,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508618914432221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161361070840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949127902443929,0.0,0.0,0.15244122362781465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204672928770008,0.3397985132837504,0.0,0.0,0.3185382740555816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27210439122760194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30382865868007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163605918734857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393475318866727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416818923803874,0.0,0.0,0.194148173525647
autism,Some-dude-with-a-hen,2020/02/20,What’s is this subs thoughts on autism memes? Just want your thoughts on autism memes,3.17625,6.225134125000004,-0.6699999999999982,114.115,82.75,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-1.18615,70,2,16,0,2,16,12,16,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9374097940131112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482281982957391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dannytoelover,2020/02/20,"Finally brushed my teeth for the first time in months :’] I know it’s really gross that I haven’t brushed my teeth in so long but I haven’t been able to due to mouthwash and toothbrushes being extremely triggering for me sensory wise and because of pots and other chronic illnesses that I have draining my energy to the point where I can’t stand up for more than a minute without getting extremely dizzy and they’ve gotten much worse in the past couple months (I’m fine don’t worry!!) 

(I also tend to forget to do things and end up never doing them lmao) 

Lately I’ve been having just bad day after bad day and each day seems to be getting worse so I finally decided to do something to make myself feel better and went to brush my teeth. Since now I have a chair in my bathroom I’m able to sit down and I was finally able to brush my teeth and it feels so good :’))) 

I just wanted to share because I’m very proud of myself rn and I feel very accomplished!! :))",3.4040587219343688,4.870690580310882,4.4072746113989645,86.38155094991366,73.24870466321244,7.840967184801383,24.78376511226252,8.447377352677275,1.5160994127806564,754,23,154,13,15,245,107,193,0.122,0.726,0.152,0.757,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,8,9,0,0,5,0,15,6,4,2,1,26,30,15,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,7,21,6,27,23,3,30,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,18,98,27,1,0.3949310796794408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527541391165987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198339701667429,0.16049754703655525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642814874756476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566124265203767,0.0,0.25469787456018983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659723828038987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968902023714447,0.0,0.0,0.4326276937101597,0.0,0.11197605820823224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755679263553985,0.0,0.0,0.1104164840856507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723479310172712,0.0,0.14849981995514155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650052591999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787318745870636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015347995856648,0.0,0.09677326163894097,0.0,0.10153173179252167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256688009790522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244458411010509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843343208103012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984347412204625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889702340533423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134574657469037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874582202549066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676249617089828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723966750942575,0.07764686103545967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203502250267248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689982255417911,0.0,0.0,0.13369056060842674,0.2683123400662706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Crazymomma2018,2020/02/20,"Letter and number recognition and retention I'd like to ask y'all to go way way back in your time machine to your early years of school.

My son is struggling heavily with letter and number recognition and retention. We are working really hard on this and are gaining absolutely no traction.

Did anyone struggle with this and what helped you finally absorb it?

We do flash cards, phonics, tracing letters and numbers.

He can count verbally and can sing his abc's, but the only letter he truly recognizes is the letter A and the letter G (first letter of his name). He calls the number 6 letter G probably because it has a similar shape.

He is working so hard and I hate to see him struggle. What can I do to help him?",3.840304136253039,6.0283044598540165,5.227463503649633,77.91861618004867,73.74452554744525,8.070316301703164,28.93491484184915,8.841846274778883,2.6856184914841847,569,24,97,12,12,190,85,137,0.12,0.778,0.102,-0.563,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,4,0,4,2,5,1,3,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,16,16,12,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,3,13,1,11,15,0,12,0,0,1,0,28,3,0,0,7,63,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583444944638053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824129294252274,0.0,0.0,0.1383805875548171,0.0,0.10970389257269457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376254194466948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971408822588513,0.0,0.15307660069834994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022772302808218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224233465134235,0.17767639596651874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412510706640722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792092619077653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687011832475496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403076086159604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528903015891245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182132359885686,0.14340736553252795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644098130244095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493798552106327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856928132569997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620306968519533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589039647175807
autism,fixmeh2nt,2020/02/20,AM I AUTISTIC? IS IT ADHD?? IDK what to do. I dont know wtf is going on when people speak to me I am so confused all the time. Ppl online think I am autistic or have adhd. I am being tested for adhd next week but the autism test wont be till like 4 months from now. idk what to do how to learn information fast enough to have a job. I am so stressed. anyone here how did you get diagnosed and any advice on how to cope? ty,-1.2472580645161315,0.7396762365591414,1.5163709677419384,97.99455645161294,93.08602150537635,3.9602150537634415,14.201612903225806,5.46131890053228,-1.0688774193548392,322,6,78,2,12,111,64,93,0.13699999999999998,0.805,0.057999999999999996,-0.7598,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,0,16,1,0,3,1,12,20,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,11,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,9,54,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7146369098818437,0.19369047052922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347909556907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385944377338642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201181005747286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323029855736969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480597944989345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355758811158863,0.0,0.11264844632063653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669482350665154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893213046720143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968363701995896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821092583503168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080070865127573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137415242268294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705117414139775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127006244936296,0.0,0.0,0.1155790100739737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899370891680326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GordonTheBeast,2020/02/20,"Hi, I have self diagnosed Aspergers Hi, I have self diagnosed Aspergers. I always feel out of place and although I have a decent social ranking I still feel like the lesser of my friends. I’ve been like this for a while and only now I’ve realised it’s aspergers. When people’s asked me why I’ve viewed things like I am I say I’m a realist but it’d only struck me with the fact I have it. It’s making me really think about my struggles with relationships and I constantly question why I should be here and not dead, I hope I finally get answers soon before I decide my worth which isn’t much; sorry to be depressing on this enlightening page",2.5368205128205155,4.6256294769230815,4.338076923076926,83.25608974358975,77.30769230769229,8.025641025641027,24.679487179487186,8.841846274778883,1.9777948717948712,512,18,101,12,12,173,80,130,0.109,0.741,0.15,0.6192,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,1,1,20,19,8,1,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,2,8,7,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,19,5,9,14,2,10,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,2,10,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389398042265558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561027119343754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208672796420266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804448485141164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438186643231426,0.3389600958328937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885907735969466,0.11928974495037335,0.0,0.18291720073891524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900746817012998,0.0,0.08723957279202775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584770395481124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473233843104936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114596987454138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274868934231176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539899245849521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576213051313268,0.0,0.17445738953937806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705456006410465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697094601049352,0.0,0.0,0.17927282658944113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327883070995983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483907763270775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021393960629894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869191849502504,0.0,0.0,0.13334954894416826,0.0,0.0,0.17456257995985205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093334797947074,0.1069933237361888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30134493387185085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Leovillads,2020/02/21,Is this an art subreddit now? It seems many of the posts here are people posting their art. I thought it was about autism.,1.41,4.02019,1.2966666666666669,100.015,86.5,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.02885000000000026,96,3,21,1,3,28,22,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935522424525866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269114212242478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7435357231853291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35338328051224205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081705025328136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kor3nse,2020/02/21,"Hopping on the Art Bandwagon - Sharing a link to my online Portfolio ONLY because it's easier than choosing just one piece to share! Heres the link: [https://www.behance.net/gallery/83403713/Game-Design-and-Development-Portfolio-Ian-Kennaley](https://www.behance.net/gallery/83403713/Game-Design-and-Development-Portfolio-Ian-Kennaley)  


Been 3D modelling and Game Designing in my spare time for the last 14-ish years. Done a lot of different works, but within the last 2 years, I've been teaching myself how to use more formal 3D modelling software (Blender) and the Game Engine Unity!",17.857972972972973,22.00823587837837,10.433351351351352,46.62110810810813,41.56756756756757,10.244324324324324,33.71891891891892,10.355215969177356,3.8032086486486487,501,14,53,8,5,127,58,74,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.6103,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,9,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,33,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908393107473499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270825090621663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203704830369637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103736148323743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615358902126435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213849232428533,0.2380972856154222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825486075144034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038451567893745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279124122634872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403202527572157
autism,divine-aapathia,2020/02/21,"Relationship issues — I need an autistic perspective I have been officially diagnosed with:
Bipolar and ptsd, amongst a few different physical health conditions.I’m currently working, which isn’t great for my health. I’m doing far too much for my own good.

My partner has autism and ptsd.

I spent all morning cleaning the because he’s really struggling with functioning right now. Bc I’m the only one cleaning, some times the dishes pile up. There is more than what will fit beside the sink so I put a tea towel down on the bench and put some clean dishes on that to dry. I am tired, got no mental spoons and in a lot of pain. It’s hard for me to do all the cleaning.

I forgo having what I wanted for lunch, so I can go get him what he wants. While at the shop I get really overwhelmed because I asked for a day off next week, and While I was told I had it I didn’t actually get it off.

I get home, and he starts cooking — without moving the items. That’s fine, I’ll just move them. I duck in and In a gentle voice I’m just like ‘oop, sorry, just let me quickly move these so I don’t have to rewash them :)’

But... that was the wrong thing to do. He melts down. In his words, later he I should let him get his plate and told him about it.

But in my experience, if I had done that, they would have sat there for longer and I would have to rewash the dishes.

I ask him what happened. he makes a impolite caricature of my voice, implying I yelled at him about rewashing the dishes. His voice is tense. His hands are balled up. He is swearing at me.

what do you make of this situation? Did I do something wrong?",1.8258739454094304,3.865193270769233,3.1670173697270485,91.02956327543428,79.36923076923077,6.40893300248139,21.253101736972702,7.4822170145007005,0.6297493796526057,1243,35,270,18,31,404,174,325,0.08800000000000001,0.846,0.066,-0.7059,3,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,3,1,13,9,0,2,18,0,33,14,1,2,2,32,56,17,0,7,7,0,2,1,1,4,6,4,5,1,17,11,7,0,0,3,2,6,5,5,0,1,13,6,43,4,36,37,10,36,0,1,0,0,26,19,0,4,12,184,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.10605557882785696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032014463807109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325001089475781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008932898780344,0.0,0.0,0.11030747141590967,0.0,0.11354701480493075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121692836698582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630946914853903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390293726011245,0.0,0.06176510166257521,0.09115526337374512,0.08692097669238831,0.11981960476698485,0.0,0.0,0.09610498095667654,0.0,0.09735554395201257,0.0,0.0,0.2310425923337591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901446550551837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134332306681398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226443822156355,0.0,0.05309534614430556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239548027081776,0.0,0.0,0.14508890792203405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952344043683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465275367229299,0.0798919855606995,0.08058452083235397,0.0,0.0,0.11558195097808227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364408631237182,0.08265570694166888,0.11564272029720872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540811927546163,0.2185059618881029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924582526909066,0.0,0.0,0.11668118128225448,0.0,0.0928117552231548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216038525051175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366683921631307,0.0,0.12165787598284004,0.0769239559154401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361547884799846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220187427224073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337192869007209,0.12491117326853395,0.0,0.20769596461791773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282040471845043,0.0,0.0871761920888316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476322301690638,0.0,0.07912001813765915,0.0,0.0,0.15440569049264982,0.23764808839963106,0.0,0.0
autism,kylan876-,2020/02/21,"Can't look at laptops (school specific) Hey, so idk if this is autism related or not, but I can't look at the laptops my school owns without (1) not feeling like myself,(2) feeling like I'm gunna pass out, (3) get a headache and (4) feeling light headed. Is anyone like that?",0.3488888888888866,2.790868611111112,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,94.37037037037035,4.181481481481482,25.26851851851852,5.985473137389443,0.8287851851851853,211,10,42,2,8,68,41,54,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.076,-0.7348,0,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,4,11,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,3,22,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397791193729192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774264925307397,0.3555083582949278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299960751636579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553569692951967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646767452369707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178854988833814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036300918950694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398497166870669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hugcartel,2020/02/21,"Does anyone else feel like when they socialize, it will never be the same as when a neurotypical socializes? The other day my roommate and I were talking - things were getting kind of uncomfortable so I wanted to ask her what was wrong - and we got on the topic of how we're different. ""Yeah, we're different,"" she said, ""Me - I like making people smile."" 

And I know she has a hard time with words so I tried not to get offended. ""Do you think I don't like making people smile?"" 

She waffles for a second and goes ""Well its just different. I like making strangers smjle - like the other day I held the door open for this guy - "" and then she goes on to explain small talk and being polite and friendly to people. I told her that I do this all the time, I chat with people at our dining hall and classmates, I hold doors, I smile, I say hi... She told me ""its different."" 

I've been struggling lately because, despite having had many deep conversations with the other people in our suite (stuff about affirmative action, depression, sexuality, anxiety, politics, family, what we're studying) all of them only ever come into our room to say hi to her, and they pretty much ignore me. My roommate told me its because I dont ""reach out enough"", despite me complimenting and asking our suitemates how they are pretty consistently, as well as texting occasionally. I hate the implication that I'm not trying or that ""my methods"" of socializing are just different than hers (they're really not.) I feel like everyone views me as some hopeless science experiment. 

Has anyone else had something similar happen to them, or have had aquaintances approach them just to tell them how 'different' and 'label defying' they are? I'm not sure what to do at this point and I just feel terrible.",4.617849133537206,6.714109235474004,5.552293577981651,76.82662589194699,71.32415902140674,8.514169215086646,27.401630988786952,9.150863307647796,2.4783875637105,1388,50,243,30,27,455,172,327,0.1,0.802,0.098,-0.2115,6,0,2,0,0,1,59.0,5,1,8,0,15,20,2,1,11,1,22,1,0,6,5,54,47,26,0,1,10,0,4,6,1,1,0,3,3,1,18,20,1,3,6,1,0,3,7,8,2,1,13,8,50,12,31,31,6,26,0,2,1,0,44,13,0,3,16,173,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632067505123483,0.0,0.0,0.11554454305371238,0.16931507724438358,0.0,0.0,0.15448363624853695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073303609856696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117282832263064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657064304522282,0.0,0.07116349853802334,0.0,0.0,0.5179438250464324,0.0,0.0,0.07230438068225364,0.0,0.096834125369692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804266263968593,0.0,0.0,0.0853721610229666,0.0,0.0,0.07473768504472862,0.0,0.07895029395659155,0.0,0.08082163613613402,0.07789008146513783,0.0,0.1253307708151717,0.11805248825428075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383471029804186,0.0,0.08633473603807125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608155987510296,0.0,0.0,0.08181025396457059,0.07306368721395637,0.0,0.07401442611034895,0.08157359957350051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603965966365015,0.045407714207367424,0.0,0.09320290559185253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421940085469493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545548130448226,0.0837672596193686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073777847726995,0.0,0.06372433593316318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283889407518779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864036543622717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810591274079415,0.0,0.0,0.1681156041421355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293072909455309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785938680501262,0.1314110451883575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526727563351778,0.0,0.06360760607649231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863760205410804,0.09458413874802823,0.0,0.0,0.07787166990961468,0.0,0.0,0.13281927739567034,0.07221657982165335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489138133710765,0.052941801908066514,0.0,0.0,0.09635685330490476,0.0,0.0,0.23685088186977465,0.0,0.1121918644160324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873348035558392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485768963989608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033582559915712,0.0,0.0
autism,shaeblare,2020/02/21,Dating as an autistic Have you ever had problems with dating Nuro typical people ?,4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,84.0,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.821828571428572,67,3,7,1,2,22,13,14,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078602944102367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658785177962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430109401366656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Incolumis,2020/02/21,"My drawing Seeing that everybody now posts their artwork, i feel it's time to show mine. This is a drawing i did a few years ago. I haven't drawn more after this. I haven't had time to pick up drawing again.",0.3113636363636374,2.4855474090909127,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,86.27272727272728,4.42909090909091,20.163636363636364,5.6839178017228535,-0.2397763636363637,162,5,37,1,5,52,33,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,4,5,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241178951990505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419191739393609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582237498308635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381263458392969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579771879635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081067223380011
autism,Z-Factor19,2020/02/21,"Corrected and made to feel like an outsider I have now been corrected by the PC police so much in this forum that I no
Longer feel like I belong among my people. So, I deleted all the artwork and post lest I offend someone’s sensibilities and I am leaving the forum. This is why we can’t get our political and social agendas passed. We can’t even be kind to each other.",4.4704000000000015,5.197328573333337,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.93333333333334,8.133333333333333,28.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.909133333333334,293,10,57,4,5,100,55,75,0.06,0.8270000000000001,0.114,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,3,13,11,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,10,3,5,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803369383876087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878935442227543,0.4067622303778943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873769417841648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964586717592733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30144341382849343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781682864335208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693786043071525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092783863089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973667661893654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726523434205236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902034946275977,0.24121516056251702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688657785668584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,coming2awareness,2020/02/21,"the joys of warehouse work I work in a warehouse that unloads and loads vans of deliveries that are coming and going each day on the night shift.

Today when I got to work there were new rolling carts to put in the new vans we just got and they are all still in there boxes,

Me when i saw them: “This is like christmas!! I love opening presents 🤣🤣”

Coworker: “The joys of being a warehouse worker”

Me in my head at the same time as my coworker saying that: “The little things that bring me joy”



This just made me wonder if they really enjoy it as I do or if they were just saying that?
Opening packages has always brought me immense joy whether they are for me or for work or whatever so it was interesting hearing someone not on the spectrum say that",4.638724832214767,5.4566418993288615,5.030395973154358,85.53566107382551,69.60402684563758,7.570738255033557,28.993959731543626,7.554174236665415,1.611850469798657,589,21,119,6,10,187,87,149,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,5,5,9,8,0,0,9,0,10,2,1,1,1,22,21,14,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,11,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,5,19,8,16,12,3,25,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,6,11,87,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181760501205856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681676452304307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991805000437734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686352589070717,0.0,0.2726287838813757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491798645993625,0.0,0.19209538389160405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326712492147091,0.17082309217682606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538264455201106,0.16127202840842728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292190866502371,0.0,0.1599439933529094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713367041169027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918658949846767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066160836623252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441109132195726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136111561161144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323106300599554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938344291812687,0.0,0.16155476607169536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483213522587905,0.4963219500369772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,smalleys_world,2020/02/21,"I think my mom has high functioning autism? Before I come off like a complete utter jerk, let me explain...

I didn’t really know my mother growing up. I was at school, and after school she worked second shift in a plastic factory. But I knew there was always something vastly different about her than other moms. She worked on cars. She didn’t dress like a girl. She built and fixed things around the house. And when it came to her kids, they were the least of her care. I didn’t even really know what good morning meant until I was 4 years old. My mother was one of the first people born 3 months early who made it. She was either 2 or 3 pounds when she was born. They had her in one of the first incubators when she was born in D.C. her father was a head accountant for General Electric. She was a “troubled child”, claims to have been thrown out of the house at 16 and never looked back per say. I never really knew my grandparents because of it.

But my mom is smart, she’s very smart, but only when it comes to cars. She can tell you the same story about what she’s going to do on her car for 2 weeks before she actually does it, and when she does do it, it takes less time for her to do it than she spent talking. When it comes to empathy compassion or social behaviors it’s like that part of her brain is shut off. As a kid, I feel I didn’t really understand, because she’s all I knew, so how could a different parent be any better? 

I love my mother with my whole heart, but she’s spent more time talking to me about cars, working on her cars, and all her other projects than caring what I was going to do with the rest of my life. She was one of the first people diagnosed with ADHD and put on Ritalin in the world through Hofstra university in Long Island. Now I am 27, and it has almost been 10 years since I have been out of high school, and most of that has been spent with her or at our family home doing whatever was needed to be done. She yelled, a lot, barely listened, and then accused me of not being there, helping out, or listening. I know this is a strange thing to talk about, and I feel bad reaching out online, but I feel like this would just be too selfish and too annoying to talk about with anyone I know. I can go on and on about why and how and what brought me to this conclusion, I’m just looking for input of what I should or could do. I no longer live with her because my parents split up this year and I’m just not sure what or how much more of her I can handle, considering I spent most of my teenage and young adult life being with her every day until she had work. 

Does anyone know of any situations similar or have some feedback of my post? Sorry if I come off some sort of way that is negative to you, but this has been a lifetime of loneliness.",4.661891348088531,4.818847704225355,5.322945674044266,85.80454929577466,69.3169014084507,8.674527162977867,25.735613682092556,8.505502328695277,1.4217446076458744,2168,54,470,31,35,702,251,568,0.068,0.861,0.07,-0.2693,5,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,2,2,9,27,17,2,0,19,0,56,8,3,4,5,93,96,45,0,6,20,9,3,4,0,2,4,4,1,5,30,34,0,0,16,0,5,16,10,5,0,7,36,9,78,12,80,50,17,79,0,0,2,1,65,29,0,15,36,345,108,9,0.0,0.0,0.07074752489526588,0.0,0.08712842727781334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259620784087065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060324088148818136,0.0,0.0,0.09860216133436073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138448117269187,0.0,0.0,0.06453853104315105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055746435635638816,0.060532746019516775,0.13258220161538545,0.0,0.12338080293410207,0.0,0.0,0.0641185304738226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809316700083297,0.0,0.08291832196336374,0.14783294935604416,0.0,0.0,0.2498022003420312,0.07601270367728054,0.0,0.0,0.11576740097244498,0.0,0.0,0.04675516933914134,0.0,0.0,0.07358387617494269,0.0,0.1514898196865989,0.0,0.0,0.190330289814952,0.07419055645521222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047884201164533256,0.0,0.06108263556977628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683445993132774,0.0,0.10997140010465843,0.05179253799654457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500011494977706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360673853728192,0.06080782676540002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440379516439986,0.0,0.0,0.08591039996016728,0.04859383646378906,0.1531960937737757,0.07272133816566348,0.0,0.0,0.16730576241353678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992148406356048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413404862904795,0.10241486854016987,0.14167531268728908,0.0,0.06401700327971742,0.0641583895455859,0.12176000971075515,0.0,0.0,0.061635150294920275,0.06543221526259384,0.06859929736383195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547261096135553,0.05786715864613906,0.0,0.05329432265474745,0.05375629888375612,0.11182975094989564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760743854763918,0.0,0.14737942748576435,0.05513794511539213,0.0,0.0,0.16100075063491673,0.0785081968331401,0.0,0.10052187714302947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943297976970587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288044697551603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577612981165031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765326637100208,0.0,0.2201153367739324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059971039553865124,0.0814907145125662,0.0,0.07390251306403844,0.0,0.05581245094114326,0.0,0.0811555007754142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832844410633329,0.0,0.054509423321697614,0.2330843702801633,0.06336638913255345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632881087474664,0.04645374828564263,0.0,0.0,0.08454825577707868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754729052857768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981838752554053,0.0,0.05754548490946015,0.058153469041829574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541810842213222,0.08094135341843757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111174353965303,0.0,0.0,0.05150045171046755,0.0,0.0,0.14005887621648488
autism,throwawaycuzreason88,2020/02/21,"Severely autistic daughter (advice post) So my daughter is four. Due to some serious health and personal issues that I had last year, she didn’t get started in school until this week (which is super late, I know, but I’m a single mom and survival was our priority for the entirety of last year...I was bedridden for a portion of last year and couldn’t even leave my house for weeks at a time). It did not go well. My daughter is very prone to violent outbursts, primary directed inward (she bites herself, slaps, punches, and hits herself and sometimes others any time she’s angry or not given her way), and throws things, slams herself and objects around...you get the picture. I’m taking ownership and acknowledging that a major portion of that is more behavioral than autism related, because she has gotten accustomed to getting her way and during the worst of last year, ruled the roost so to speak. She’s a delight to be around when she’s happy but if she’s not, she’s difficult to endure...it breaks my heart but that’s literally what it becomes...enduring. I myself have ASD but I was raised by neurotypical and very strict parents who believed in severe corporal punishment. I don’t believe in spanking or hitting but even if I did, it seems like it would be entirely ineffective because she leaves herself covered in bruises when she gets spun up. She’s VERY intelligent and loving but can be manipulative and sneaky. I guess I’m looking for advice. Taking things away doesn’t help. Raising my voice doesn’t help, and I hate loud noises anyway. We have a “time out square,” which is just a square on a carpet in masking tape where she sits when she misbehaves. She hates it but it does little to deter her half the time. We’ve made a lot of progress in the last few months at home, but I would love any tips or suggestions or advice on things I can do to make her world less frustrating without being her doormat. I’m confident that she’s going to flourish once she starts getting into the swing of school, but in the meantime, I want to do everything I can to make the transition easy for her. Are there any books or resources that you’ve found that are helpful? Thanks in advance!",6.304447115384619,6.986001319711541,6.3076923076923075,78.3373076923077,65.85096153846155,9.188461538461539,33.06730769230769,9.162432508145574,2.8709451923076927,1743,71,317,29,26,552,218,416,0.111,0.747,0.14300000000000002,0.9618,1,0,0,0,1,0,54.0,2,0,0,5,13,16,5,0,18,0,32,4,1,4,0,53,65,35,0,6,21,5,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,1,22,17,0,0,4,1,0,4,9,9,1,2,11,6,46,7,43,45,10,52,0,0,3,2,42,20,0,11,24,214,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503809500686831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742423747245097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206356206949076,0.0,0.0,0.08024421161182001,0.0,0.0,0.1041286061664007,0.0,0.0,0.19245253858723735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747416604499128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128231783128523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675976204706494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364614535524003,0.0,0.0,0.22311239876141228,0.0,0.09707937596329884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408722590819256,0.0,0.0,0.09091906601724033,0.0,0.1686466635484552,0.0,0.09078537103054214,0.0,0.10120962799744444,0.17174279646291027,0.0,0.08567181140625231,0.0,0.0,0.09855008231572612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914441124798117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046938344884084215,0.3480971303061349,0.0963446454690578,0.18087079679863372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172633842977812,0.08560187664115536,0.0,0.0,0.07172173155697385,0.0,0.0,0.07261135596863437,0.15416923140495953,0.08081570299170544,0.1140218364507451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002954553883088,0.06817234703319185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095739472537577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483616702182973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457551414593286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179785051058132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287616991463267,0.0,0.07775280151556156,0.0,0.1929748639543953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447131080122798,0.0,0.12090532413749902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843330864021493,0.0,0.0,0.07863278389501346,0.0,0.0,0.17022507959320946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920981671598428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114131729688366,0.05037621796784912,0.1355867769983473,0.13701928919463527,0.0,0.07679260811425896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233086355095896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134366879291668,0.0,0.0,0.22000140869530724
autism,funkyfishs69,2020/02/21,How does it feel Knowing you’re all useless retards?,1.3230000000000004,3.5650992999999995,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,106.0,2.0,35.0,3.1291,1.5630000000000002,43,3,7,0,2,13,10,10,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7606734201301748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395113416547892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777088323071592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Devinwithani,2020/02/21,"I'm able to text with my little sis (who has autism) She's fairly high functioning, but she's always had trouble writing and spelling. But she's moved schools and it's been great for her. We can text without me guessing what she's saying and I'm just happy, that's all",1.319702380952382,3.603558232142859,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,82.75,4.447619047619049,21.833333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.02464047619047616,215,7,45,1,6,68,42,56,0.06,0.759,0.18100000000000002,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,7,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,27,12,1,0.3002721490653508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498504823227093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310511043983572,0.3307836251769025,0.0,0.0,0.3196452862179899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172540115725128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095157768746394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191417741686565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387884649783425,0.0,0.30389144561908626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894516364623709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CMZ1993,2020/02/21,"What’s you greatest challenge at work For me it’s coping with sound sensitivities: from sitting next to a loud chewing, or the person who wants to sound like they’re yawning from a loud speaker.",7.932972972972973,7.708436486486491,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,62.51351351351353,8.481081081081081,37.41891891891892,7.1686216300943375,2.7203621621621625,158,7,28,1,2,49,31,37,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815931943899319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129932876090564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032782180724036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399675282489327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196160354058125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,torme,2020/02/21,"How to curb foul language during an outburst? My 11 year old son has been diagnosed with high functioning autism spectrum disorder,  adhd, and general anxiety disorder.  His most difficult issue is with social behavior and language.  When he gets overwhelmed and has an outburst he will scream and curse.  Recently he has started doing this in school when corrected and is now yelling and using extremely foul language directed towards his teacher.  Today I got a call from the school that other parents approached them about his language and now they won't let him back to class until we have a meeting.  We have tried several different types of consequences for foul language but he can't seem to help it during an outburst.  Does anyone have suggestions to help? I don't want him having further problems at school because of it.",7.648413793103447,9.408762013793103,6.991896551724138,70.76025862068967,63.3448275862069,10.213793103448275,39.32758620689656,10.355215969177356,4.6946413793103465,672,36,98,16,10,208,100,145,0.147,0.846,0.006999999999999999,-0.9514,2,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,2,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,16,1,0,2,1,21,22,12,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,12,0,15,17,1,17,0,1,0,0,21,5,0,2,11,69,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348101839503515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315838834725877,0.0,0.0,0.11256930303698807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379285929591465,0.0,0.09813918828814057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643907639126381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340342348182674,0.0,0.1682023049491397,0.3690214065786661,0.0,0.14088512576727608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411164047072463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875995598129347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581899870078006,0.1700968166393105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803375138471735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462515937261432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893395227732794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876248985812396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404753776643393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589601119571245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488797294453533,0.0,0.14656100967436728,0.0,0.1818750601370249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411100184317942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139509190357083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260152850926248,0.0,0.0,0.10930295494666596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904534024199428,0.0,0.0,0.0949572134383645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367352674010744
autism,ohnowatido,2020/02/22,"Seeking advice before meeting boyfriend’s brother. Hello everyone, i sincerely apologize if this is not the right place to be posting this, if i am not using the appropriate terms ( please educate me), and for my english as it is not my 1st language. 
I live in a developing country and people aren’t very educated when it comes to autism or mental illness, i have tried to learn more but the internet can only do so much. 
Here i go, i have been dating my boyfriend for a long time and i have only recently met his parents. Im going to be meeting his brother soon and i dont want to do nor say anything that seems inappropriate. His brother is 15 years old, and is diagnosed with non verbal autism, i don’t know much about him other than what my boyfriend told me : he is very anti social, unconsciously harms himself ( biting, pulling his own hair) and recently started having meltdowns that can be very violent. This is not a concern to me but i just dont want to do something that he might find upsetting and i really want him to like me. I have asked my boyfriend about this but he brushed it off and said “ just treat him like you would everyone else”. I would love to have some more insight to further understand the condition and if there are some things i should refrain from doing when meeting him.
Again, i apologize if anything i said is disrespectful, i unfortunately do not know much about the topic.",7.807436034115135,7.204163720149259,7.814520255863543,73.1318656716418,62.9179104477612,10.940724946695097,37.79957356076759,10.290406445055957,3.8325886993603415,1119,50,205,22,14,362,145,268,0.09699999999999999,0.821,0.08199999999999999,-0.6402,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,12,8,1,1,8,0,34,4,1,1,0,44,52,22,0,10,15,4,1,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,13,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,5,5,36,5,21,40,9,23,0,0,0,1,31,5,0,9,15,152,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851147455424825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960294880259974,0.0,0.11337857452868234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319865988489896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447027292149094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309463433215408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842738652910592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131222111480828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177268492095246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084591036487086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785018378268152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310010697289508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330245285408665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850062619475092,0.0,0.10709071089191316,0.10732722861293256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094581453162766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221971620162235,0.1286568105884144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745989067914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272608776411346,0.0,0.0,0.1844747937895883,0.0,0.0,0.13466488554836475,0.0,0.0,0.08407890663360104,0.0,0.1267097150130551,0.13312684351705847,0.0,0.0,0.11615081590733355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769380316565559,0.0,0.2394948213179477,0.0,0.0,0.10357076383197608,0.2307263330307077,0.09644514682972673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040695175657683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362766538986472,0.0,0.09336574256359728,0.0,0.0,0.08584120461878465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057172553731268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071818698132777,0.0,0.0,0.11588634246047623,0.0,0.08233981261769674,0.0,0.0,0.12625469275430204,0.0,0.1047452675591084,0.0,0.3002011957601756,0.21459874982415728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230484722411268,0.0,0.0,0.07809906666623567
autism,mervasos,2020/02/22,"How to get close to my autistic brother? Hello everyone. 

I'm a 24 year old guy with a 23 year old brother with highly functioning autism. Throughout my childhood I felt sad about the fact that me and my brother were so close agewise, yet so far apart in our relationship. Due to my brother's lack of social interest and different way of behaving, we never really bonded and have never had a real friendship. Our talks are always short (a few sentences exchanged) and mostly about movies, which is pretty much the only common interest we share.

Now that my brother has become more mature, I feel like he is really making an effort to strike up conversations and interacting more socially. This has moved me and I have found a new love for my brother, as I feel like he actually cares about our relationship. I am trying to build a relationship to my brother, but I know that social interacting can be difficult for people with autism. So my question is, how can I develop a better relationship with him? I feel sad for him sometime since he has no friends or girlfriend and he has dealt with some depression. Over the last few years I have really enjoyed being with him, since he seems to be more interested and not just aloof on his computer like he used to. I have invited him to the movies and bowling sometimes and this is a activity that we enjoy, since we don't need to hold a conversation and can just enjoy the activity together. How can I know if my brother likes doing these things, or if he would perhaps rather be alone (since social interaction is difficult) or should I keep trying to bond and develop a friendship? If so how do I make this enjoyable for him?",7.81529411764706,7.577340821656054,8.148561258898464,69.53958224053953,62.75796178343949,11.464668415136757,35.34956912701387,10.966923227221727,3.9479957287373546,1334,53,233,32,17,440,160,314,0.08,0.753,0.16699999999999998,0.9835,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,7,0,0,2,16,21,0,0,16,0,29,1,0,7,3,63,46,28,0,8,11,8,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,24,0,2,9,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,4,37,16,31,36,9,26,0,3,0,1,49,10,0,10,18,168,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0954184593533618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012698314930463,0.0,0.0,0.08136018272834003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798951781085273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647781534224568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099692478924879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421713902804125,0.0,0.0,0.1021585223201293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343227945565924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832040536333738,0.13970705516402962,0.09388342975348167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072099188995162,0.075544018807795,0.0,0.05108563109767992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681684674865028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033091635960891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691070482227464,0.0,0.0,0.1074738555273296,0.07970315268761205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108004251794694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882496056459498,0.0,0.13053683942127428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392388608268248,0.07187901156295083,0.07250208721252502,0.1508267965742392,0.09443582496419603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520578406543807,0.0,0.0,0.07436553833663506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677878318887847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947666639278917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953515640607196,0.0,0.0,0.11129421197383317,0.1879197058572009,0.0,0.0,0.4199133577519512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901457196205988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235360789523392,0.0,0.0,0.3986945945798937,0.0,0.0,0.1934123897141001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859127066426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496019994068195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277140721646422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444989204468327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761263056101975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945958555426228,0.0,0.0,0.18889992557512736
autism,crosseyedcarl,2020/02/22,"Not looking for a diagnosis, just some advice For my entire life(35 now), I’ve always felt different then everyone. I hate being in social settings, loud noises or lots of people talking etc make my head feel like it’s going to explode, I go over everything I’m going to say to anyone I might have to talk to, then when the time comes, I don’t say it right. I then go over everything I said wrong for days/weeks. I absolutely have to have alone time, or I get really grumpy. That’s hard to do when I’m married with four kids. These are just a few of my “symptoms”. 

Anyways, I always just thought I was introverted. That was until I watched a video about introvert vs autism. I honestly think I lean more towards the autism spectrum than I do introvert. 

I went to my dr and he just said “ya, sounds like it could be autism. But not much we can do to diagnose it.” I asked him how I get it diagnosed and he replied “we don’t do that anymore.”

So my question is: is it worth getting a diagnosis? If so, who do I go to to get diagnosed?",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,76.71428571428572,7.523809523809526,25.952380952380953,8.344100000000001,1.6479523809523813,798,30,171,15,18,268,120,210,0.055999999999999994,0.892,0.051,-0.23199999999999998,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,0,0,12,5,1,0,6,0,20,6,1,2,0,28,43,15,0,2,11,0,3,2,0,1,5,6,0,1,11,6,0,0,5,1,1,7,4,2,0,1,7,11,27,3,24,32,6,22,0,0,2,0,17,5,0,7,11,117,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115470914406908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840895054654286,0.0,0.0,0.2063275020090949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229577765956318,0.08669176520018175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590732688001365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680033792180198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899030134447964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775202698928801,0.0,0.1295358000216889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827376874448713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847102710836775,0.2228557717884456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268950754813148,0.08857344814873541,0.11904308035885745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591039080660995,0.0,0.35231185386192976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106437535179496,0.12240750023949035,0.1272422813785024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757282804819773,0.12114361882691173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411445667544438,0.0,0.0,0.10540587505387083,0.0,0.0,0.08275958550844131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152632287186555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114173791979806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595417040130078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888928493991745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942665602833926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588076652567753,0.23587236489423094,0.19719244497567875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638500954279486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886576294165686,0.0,0.1993056064048074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944327164209031,0.0,0.09842861759933057,0.1445909167385603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945164832797397,0.0,0.0,0.11493344183719865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555589861766434,0.0,0.0
autism,brushing_462,2020/02/22,"Autistic people are some of the most talented people, I think. Seeing everyone post all their art recently makes me think about just how unique and talented we are as autistic people. We follow our hearts passionately in whatever we have an interest in, and the end result is amazing. I feel proud to have autism.",6.7650000000000015,8.54514835714286,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,65.42857142857143,10.6,31.857142857142854,10.686352973137794,3.864907142857143,252,10,40,7,4,80,43,56,0.0,0.701,0.299,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,3,1,15,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,6,6,11,3,6,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525626461224488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247777358056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441829100371719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33790998724011545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034314255724108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930716113270801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730996167973005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815561105444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723157502064556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654315542177688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BannedThrice,2020/02/22,"Do we know how severe Andrew Yang’s son is? I just wonder when he says we need to treat them like human beings, does he mean that literally?",0.060517241379312026,2.4210749655172417,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,92.44827586206895,4.279310344827587,10.698275862068963,5.985473137389443,-1.1417655172413794,110,1,23,1,4,37,27,29,0.081,0.746,0.17300000000000001,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35352154434215294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201428323105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736194663916776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400475771367178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995425975231857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212574065377957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563771497295809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380940262325198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dy14n19,2020/02/22,"Anxiety/Panic Attack info please help Hey all, I'm 19 Male and have ASD. In a few weeks, I have a party I NEED to attend around 20-25 people will be there most of which don't know I have ASD and It's really none of their business as I rarely see them. I'm struggling now though. With it inching closer to the date I''m getting this weird feeling in my stomach and almost panic-like. I've never experienced a Panic attack nor an anxiety attack. But I feel like I'm going to experience one very soon. I'm not great around loud noises/ tons of people I know which I'm going to know everyone at the party It's just most of them I haven't seen in like 4 years. It's for my mom and I don't wanna leave and go to my bedroom as it's not a nice thing to do for her. IF anything I'd much rather get the whole birthday cake thing done and then try escape upstairs before anything like a panic/anxiety attack happens if it doesn't happen beforehand. I need some pointers on how I could deal with this from anyone that was confronted with a situation like I am. Thank you so much.",2.253397556390979,3.896497901785714,4.021287593984962,87.23029135338348,76.67857142857143,6.5015037593984975,22.057330827067666,7.273561745256523,0.7224946428571424,846,23,176,10,19,285,130,224,0.07,0.7509999999999999,0.179,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,0,10,15,5,2,10,0,14,1,1,1,2,35,36,16,0,7,7,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,9,8,0,1,3,6,19,7,26,30,10,20,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,6,11,115,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768309473881876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645315147231858,0.0,0.0,0.07519259625169174,0.0,0.1769881072697184,0.1914620325033353,0.0,0.4893569156932968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150634094019852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585980161600341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086625753831336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004801706728498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275652004908127,0.0,0.10519213618873204,0.0,0.0,0.10874820277103202,0.07682468467321106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236762512253486,0.0,0.18334781570743405,0.0,0.0,0.11856027768436965,0.0,0.0,0.19018979825936133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208000047499598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729910028825466,0.0,0.0,0.11386649735239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014921539287604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594641239889792,0.0,0.0,0.15810461086485084,0.15947512405045602,0.08293941256926471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287007280641865,0.0,0.0,0.3785156331914933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910567840463285,0.0,0.0,0.11804368724120408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889116243705683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569332311976284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087645611497633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124213583215969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900591845306644,0.0,0.0,0.14288603738421796,0.0,0.10565487334876647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301078303488276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872955327302537,0.0,0.0,0.0862599535494855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006158017993375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925050993339119
autism,ggd_x,2020/02/22,"Outrageous that we still have this issue in 2020. Julia Chaplin of Healthcare Clinic in East Preston, West Sussex stated that industrial bleach, chlorine dioxide, 20 drops per day for a child with autism.  
If they are violently sick, follow up with a further 2 drops.  


Once again, this piece of sh#t is Julia Chaplin of Healthcare Clinic in East Preston, West Sussex. She must be stopped at all costs.

Reported in The Times, this morning. [https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/clinic-advises-bleach-to-cure-autism-7pkc7pxbl](https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/clinic-advises-bleach-to-cure-autism-7pkc7pxbl)

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autism,ZeldaFan158,2020/02/22,Anyone else not have a particular special interest? Or is this just me?,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,91.30769230769228,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.9179538461538472,57,3,9,2,2,20,13,13,0.145,0.64,0.215,0.2737,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675430057438187,0.6851217551294172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585800913283809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheHauntedButterfly,2020/02/22,"Is this an okay way of bringing up/describing Autism? I'm sorry if this isn't really okay to ask here but I was really hoping to get some opinions on something I had been working on as I don't want to be in a position where I offend someone or say the wrong thing.  


I want to start by saying that I do not know my official diagnosis, it's a long story but my personal doctor believes I am on the spectrum and it is very possible but I have no way of finding out what my results were and can't afford new testing now that I am an adult. 


I do however have an officially diagnosed son with Autism. The diagnosis is fairly new to him but is something we had known since he was very young. Aside from the initial confusion of the word, he proudly owns it and has no problem bringing it up to people he talks to. 


I've been working on a comic series (think newspaper strip rather than superhero) since 2018 that I have used as a way to handle real life situations and things on my mind. A little girl and her stuffed elephant - She questions the world and he helps her see the world differently by his answers. Purely a personal comfort. 

I have brought up things like stimming in the past in a positive way but wanted to bring up the topic of Autism directly. 


I was hoping someone might be able to take a look at what I had sketched and just confirm whether or not it's handled properly and if there is something I should do differently. Thank you so much for your time! 

https://imgur.com/a/Ekxmn6C",6.268773338687009,6.3029481399317415,6.797976309977919,77.02240513953024,65.89419795221843,10.03404938767316,34.30014053402931,9.773937934552695,3.2055807669142737,1187,50,227,23,17,389,164,293,0.076,0.809,0.11599999999999999,0.9444,4,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,3,7,12,1,1,20,2,31,3,0,2,1,48,51,21,0,10,14,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,4,15,11,0,0,6,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,10,4,27,8,35,37,3,33,0,0,2,0,23,17,0,11,9,160,42,4,0.11196921302094223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467609944186697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615096022251804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364639428283838,0.0,0.23396799234941526,0.0,0.11460523406873288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233783220781456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849929244460071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505060327822342,0.0,0.0,0.22242138571785086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061535351228415726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790871664797174,0.054702501698622334,0.11222256681468804,0.0,0.09908923005788192,0.09402593877069217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878164066720885,0.11305698631649112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231025491316409,0.0,0.0,0.21628112731990976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688728340902767,0.0776253540700125,0.19553439591201716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622846399771054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071394150885196,0.0,0.0,0.12543114394166488,0.0,0.0,0.12744547759818775,0.14346068999355088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808482461878167,0.0,0.0,0.08922496607481176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852441801376892,0.12585808676166185,0.0,0.0,0.1897423016776288,0.2585981115129947,0.0,0.12534036692245645,0.07925238527859957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418691345125537,0.08999661210782624,0.0,0.103086207811483,0.0,0.0,0.22316210949749452,0.07174535058515462,0.0,0.0,0.0652901485450704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670544976121964,0.0,0.18477265421378145,0.19812702858608494,0.35550379823261474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302984125227368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242075721686768,0.0,0.0
autism,E-Kathryn016,2020/02/22,"Doing research for a character with autism in YA fiction book. Hello all, I am a twice published YA fiction author of a sci-fi series, and for the fourth installment I intend to include a MAIN CHARACTER who has autism. I have four years experience as a caregiver to various students with autism and I believe I can portray a character with respect and accuracy that is not based directly on any one of these individuals. But, I would still like to verify with parents and various ASD folk that my representation is respectful and accurate. I would appreciate input. 

I am not out to portray an idealistic world or one that focuses entirely on the character’s autism. He has his other goals pertaining to the rest of the plot and he does not focus on his autism as a hindrance but a strength. 

In early scenes I portray him as mostly non verbal from an early age, and his father figure uses truth statements to teach him to respond. “If my words are true for you, will you say them?” This is followed by guided phrases like “I am cold” and “I am hurt”. The father figure interchanges words and if the word isn’t true the child will not say it. 

Two of the individuals I worked with were mostly non verbal, one used a typing board with his mother interpreting. And the other could answer yes, no, or with simple phrases to direct questions. This fictional character will grow to be more verbal over the course of the book. 

What are your thoughts or experiences with limited communication skills, as a parent or someone with ASD?",7.200008373456143,7.832773241992882,7.695616495708602,69.32953317981998,63.911032028469755,10.739878584885911,34.32300607075571,10.59048541779884,3.8195717395855135,1215,50,204,29,17,401,153,281,0.040999999999999995,0.8490000000000001,0.11,0.9569,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,1,5,1,9,0,0,23,1,23,0,0,3,4,55,27,22,0,5,12,5,0,2,0,5,0,2,0,1,11,20,0,1,7,2,0,2,6,1,0,6,2,3,26,8,39,18,8,15,0,1,0,0,26,8,0,9,7,160,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253500022131883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030117980399345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143866608112947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768499587288162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35251970185794845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289652553288728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606292029059947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36630308981457904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001581050091476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018534144875885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865877547480757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267393034450824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389952196586678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305029041162426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601890329254988,0.0,0.0,0.3112516496371681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118006057349585,0.0,0.0,0.2560028208850651,0.0,0.0,0.11603609356991525
autism,PatrickPatrol,2020/02/22,Anyone can’t work and get disability for autism I do just wondering If anyone else not work or in school because of autism I sit home all day,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,70.3793103448276,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.5194,114,3,24,2,2,37,25,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,13,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402443586859016,0.3225596191187352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919049991615876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030261367703805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629830101835788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447501324977584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31577967863731043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31860410375137554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341397562679072,0.4583702499559282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Danfu777,2020/02/22,"Special Interests vs Interests/Passions As an autistic person, I've always wondered why something I love or am highly interested/passionate about is called a ""special interest?"" i.e. ""trains are my special interest,  weather is my special interest, lizards are my special interest,"" so on and so on. 

When it's a NT person talking, they just say something along the lines of, ""I am very passionate about lizards,"" or ""trains are a hobby of mine."" They never use the term ""special interest."" Not hating on the term of anything, I'm just genuinely curious as to why this term is usually applied my interests...",8.687201257861638,9.094714386792454,8.77735849056604,63.59955974842768,60.79245283018867,12.349685534591195,46.911949685534594,11.855464076750405,6.268206289308178,479,31,70,14,6,157,62,106,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.9873,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,7,16,1,0,7,0,8,2,0,1,1,11,13,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,15,12,13,3,10,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,3,6,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875456865022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854798817063575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015225681575255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252970100346267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238140910687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034266925098237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173837583433766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936103215064393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924218587392932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470382975804353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116298803097045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946678639039339,0.2482394127193065,0.1859734792220639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067656695759519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444299470835359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Len-is-just-chillin,2020/02/22,"Hello everyone ☺ I've recently found this reddit and I'm hapoy that I did . I'm exited to look at the relatable memes and see everyone's talents and experiences. 

I know this is short but who cares right",2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,78.51219512195122,9.953658536585364,24.88414634146341,10.125756701596842,3.0163609756097567,163,6,32,6,4,57,32,41,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,2,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31928160545421896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984645683919396,0.0,0.30632492396757904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433574467803885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210137368024242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629706810958769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092020203352125,0.0,0.0,0.2674319991411712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495433750113573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SomeMidwesterner,2020/02/22,"Is it possible to have meltdowns just from making mistakes at work? Whenever I make too many mistakes, or make one I feel like was a big one, I get really frazzled and once in a blue moon have a mental breakdown. I’m an accountant, and have to go significantly slower than my peers to not make a bunch of mistakes but am terrified of charging too much time as I work on smaller clients. 

Sort of brought it up to my supervisor and brought it up to my recruiter before I took the job and they were fine with it but I don’t know. They know I have autism and anxiety so I get some disability accommodations. I’ve received positive reviews and have been a top performer at other finance jobs but public accounting gives me anxiety because I’m afraid that I can’t keep up. 

TL; DR: Did well in college, did well in corporate and am giving public accounting another shot. Worried I can’t keep up. Has this happened to anyone here? Any tools/resources/tips I can have to help me on the job?",4.473686158401186,5.785631279792748,5.5605218356772745,79.75027202072539,70.39896373056996,8.830347890451517,32.43856402664693,9.23628265651192,2.9119403404885267,779,36,150,16,14,258,118,193,0.09,0.789,0.121,0.7839,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,7,8,0,1,8,0,19,1,0,4,0,28,39,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,3,0,4,5,4,4,2,2,8,2,18,4,25,31,3,19,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,3,2,101,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777348996909427,0.15076302849366954,0.21997847210861912,0.0,0.0,0.1005324266609727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876453036748664,0.0,0.12234388714005198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269811965925696,0.10271452726289096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023540341506364,0.2758485622651941,0.08171194929156092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714178588257125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637088919259623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280303360387409,0.25559172940617625,0.0,0.0,0.15803248090297084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024232317244246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38388983965930057,0.14576760895337254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489369515009093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569285401004253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311812528136162,0.19485443023324794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208729557813814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210741589650526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383769611390754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974186342207278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585461077776715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093431642136873,0.14601282074821897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,alduinswings,2020/02/22,"really frustrated and hating myself. me: says something inappropriate/weird
[autism largely involves not picking up on social cues/expectations and brutal honesty if I'm not wrong, aka having no filter. (exactly the case here)]
my mother: you didn't say that because of your autism you said that because you're an asshole.

and then she proceeded to talk shit about me for several minutes after I'd left the room to avoid what she was saying.

am i wrong? i really didn't think about what I was saying i wasn't like 'pretending'",3.470018744142453,6.424320144329897,4.515070290534208,78.39794751640116,79.51546391752578,7.2386129334582945,25.313027179006557,8.296473431620573,2.2080597938144324,422,16,69,9,11,137,70,97,0.205,0.716,0.079,-0.9209999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,8,4,1,3,0,7,1,1,1,1,10,11,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,5,13,1,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,1,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375295480376075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235139720731595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168018244240291,0.0,0.0,0.09518266568027414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962242072854784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532515924772586,0.6197372258331888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200991346434476,0.19998718839995525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860166349327749,0.0,0.1499873974643194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565946195625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483732017383803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260256348309784,0.0,0.0
autism,CapableExplorer,2020/02/23,"Decreasing therapy for my 6 year old daughter I have lurked here for a long time and now have a scenario I'd like some feedback about.

My daughter is 6 and since she was diagnosed as autistic with a developmental delay two and a bit years ago, it's been non-stop therapy, early intervention classes, medical appointments, and activities with a therapy base or therapeutic approach.

She recently started school and has some fantastic support there.

Due to factors outside of my control her formal therapy has declined significantly.  And honestly, I've not seen much of a difference in her, except that she seems a lot happier and much more relaxed.  I feel like I'm getting to know her as a person and have completely moved out of the problem-solving mindset I've been stuck in since she was diagnosed.  I didn't even realise I was seeing it that way til now. 

I floated this idea with another parent I'm close with and they were aghast at the idea I might move her to maintenance level therapy at this age instead of returning to multiple intensive therapies.  

Also I know I won't get another chance at funding for early intervention for her as the cut-off is age 7 where I am.

I'd love some outside perspective on this situation if anyone can offer some.",7.2767582417582455,7.8329884829059875,8.073870573870575,66.9469230769231,63.74358974358975,11.984859584859585,39.79120879120879,11.629938488055165,5.128474725274727,1011,54,168,31,14,340,141,234,0.04,0.847,0.113,0.9549,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,11,0,18,4,0,1,0,33,32,16,0,1,4,3,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,15,0,2,6,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,9,3,22,6,29,21,9,32,0,0,2,1,16,10,0,9,20,116,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884689877014692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981210726327324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930346685256895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978430203173701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895859615180796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464113265281563,0.0,0.11193710803895696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259508675342552,0.0,0.10427248045720118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591867942634003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046319588553599,0.07129900104503571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042854839576516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253299863496093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096978034296156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751702328258864,0.0,0.0,0.08832216493356107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484860590499818,0.090075747681991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054062490000236,0.0,0.1058747923660318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121487495019828,0.14673279640819384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472604547673607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081898215276027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714378523194352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549761447138004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854303228802784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100556459645496,0.07952975480027022,0.09085654338493833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511549258729818,0.11218230972924716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064079759087617,0.0,0.0,0.08343944675194602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132548135850168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847978610837631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819570164149961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749264332446601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921866252181772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285392110911411
autism,Rednas008,2020/02/23,"Quick question, what is something you know waaaay to much about and how are you using that knowledge in every day life? I know waaay to much about dishwashers and washing machines (tumble dryers alike). When my mother needed a new tumble dryer, I chose it for her, did all my research beforehand and treated it like a forensic investigation. And I liked that investigation a little too much and now I process a lot of useless knowledge ;).",7.504615384615384,8.686522282051287,6.9837435897435896,72.77792307692309,63.35897435897437,8.291282051282051,34.83076923076923,8.238735603445708,2.9140892307692305,350,15,55,4,5,109,56,78,0.037000000000000005,0.894,0.07,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,15,7,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,7,6,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962986522879744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216105595589569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891041743296965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578288340569046,0.25700221533871936,0.2636209257966957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361510792628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800626260474292,0.195030279298267,0.0,0.2540319324123906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946490641605293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249009179203775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271698190412616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HalfaxaK,2020/02/23,Am I the only one who’s tired of NT’s using this sub for parenting discussions? It’s not what this subreddit about...,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.2633333333333354,85.915,87.75,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.91385,93,3,19,3,3,32,21,24,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32536431522368064,0.3651782354164043,0.0,0.0,0.5331534381135532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518656064509484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146983031089117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mizz_eponine,2020/02/23,"Dating a parent of child with autism, resources needed Hello fellow redditors. I've been dating a man for a few months now who is the guardian of his adult daughter. She is 19 and is non verbal. She also has mild cerebral palsy. She requires 24/7 care. I have zero experience and very little knowledge on the topic. I'm an empty nester. My last bird left 2 years ago. Taking this on is a big responsibility and equally big challenge. I don't want to mess it up. Any advice or resources you can point me toward? Her mom is out of the picture. I want to do right by her.",1.464383934649419,3.9505150707964627,3.254867256637169,87.20876786929884,84.13274336283186,4.538869979577943,20.196732471068753,5.8734145424116955,0.12446004084411212,445,13,85,3,13,148,86,113,0.04,0.898,0.062,0.5213,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,17,5,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,12,2,13,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,1,7,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431197221147389,0.22054187178242607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896137600373756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918922031414355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536632169093573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433693777083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280123763189786,0.0,0.0,0.2703166372938618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935808162468776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913858499377819,0.19858589955113576,0.0,0.0,0.18447843682200013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762575495433994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351918160510339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246968208563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706297522826826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528203862745706,0.2934916281013075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021590699746338
autism,throwawayforstuques,2020/02/23,"Reducing stress I’m working with a brilliant autistic student who has been dealing with a lot of stress recently.

Autistic folks of Reddit, what are your top tips for recognizing and reducing your stress?",7.011333333333333,9.886428228571432,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,66.71428571428572,9.23809523809524,40.23809523809524,9.725611199111238,4.750523809523811,168,10,24,4,3,51,27,35,0.205,0.659,0.13699999999999998,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653085463708501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878316715589508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540944129271822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8843539886563822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873482133850239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jamesplayspiano,2020/02/23,"Self taught pianist and composer here! In mid 2012 my grandmother bought my mother a digital piano because she used to play and whenever I went to my mums house, I would go on the piano. I didn't think much of it at the time and I wasn't trying to learn how to play but apparently they saw potential in me. I became obsessed with it and one day they offered to let me take it home so I could play on it more often and I used to play it about 5 hours a day. There was never a point where I thought wow i'm learning to play piano, my motivation was classical music. I loved beethoven, bach and mozart and I wanted to write music like them so I would come up with pieces of music and publish them online. I soon started to get a following and people would ask me to compose more and I would film myself playing. I released an album on spotify and 8 years later I still love playing. I find it helps my anxiety and I no longer feel nervous to play infront of people. Whenever I walk past a public piano, I dive on it and play a beethoven sonata which sometimes attracts a crowd and I love it :p

My work:

Spotify:

[https://open.spotify.com/album/7oJOqqngahR4XoisSMvK6w?si=FqY-6n\_MT4eVlyPPXBQv2Q](https://open.spotify.com/album/7oJOqqngahR4XoisSMvK6w?si=FqY-6n_MT4eVlyPPXBQv2Q)

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Videos of me playing:

[https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/1962539613962588/?type=3](https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/1962539613962588/?type=3)

[https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/1960973797452503/?type=3](https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/1960973797452503/?type=3)

Improvs:

[https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/2253948451488368/?type=3](https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/2253948451488368/?type=3)

[https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/1996809690535580/?type=3](https://www.facebook.com/graingerousjames/videos/vb.100006197050167/1996809690535580/?type=3)",19.09857838364168,25.858525240506328,7.830822784810129,55.15503651411883,45.540084388185655,6.684128529698151,25.57108081791626,7.882392219407189,1.7556745861733205,1810,39,181,18,26,399,134,237,0.037000000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.254,0.9955,1,0,0,0,0,0,167.0,0,0,4,2,10,18,0,2,10,0,10,3,0,4,1,37,31,18,0,6,1,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,17,0,0,7,12,1,5,4,2,0,1,9,2,36,16,26,16,4,27,0,0,1,3,17,11,0,1,12,122,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770271990719348,0.17685845869939634,0.0,0.0,0.11134489672088904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606904629435346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872556657208082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537792490010494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620935672407952,0.0,0.0,0.18773465092199074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359415262477079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302951965727675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604355697502789,0.0,0.08271908125845094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755869836891584,0.0,0.14599792095803366,0.0,0.14333684559323506,0.16794447195835818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883412826351447,0.0,0.07110808747875172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940920629205832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069955600752905,0.0,0.11225667425663836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862804392611554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389433766830208,0.20181126260697288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375912337989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518397729454684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395208359839984,0.0,0.10302061825871343,0.0,0.11623594314135376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943503899034167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326218193292192,0.0,0.11554996983647932,0.08487102874785862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881849213152187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514159085146931,0.0,0.0,0.08584881034157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492575697396952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596170059353653,0.0,0.0,0.4135764862301759,0.0,0.17685845869939634,0.09372904503280244
autism,god_damn_bitch,2020/02/23,"I wish people would see my son for who he is. I apologize if this isn't the right place to post.

My son has Autism. He's 4 years old, he's non verbal, he's still in diapers, and still uses a pacifier to chew (he refuses chew toys design for him). He's very vocal with his noises and loves to run, jump and flap. 

Whenever we go out in public we will always end up getting someone who wants to comment on his Autism. I just want people to treat him like any other kid. No, he won't respond to you but he loves being talked to!

It seems like people don't think he understands anything but he does! He's very aware of what's going on around him and is sensitive to other people's feelings.

I feel like because his Autism is so outwardly prevalent, it gives people the space to comment on it. I just hate it.",2.676729617687702,3.971842329341321,4.117005988023951,88.42609396591429,74.80838323353294,7.0546292031321975,23.02579456471672,7.61054688173877,0.8962900967296177,627,17,134,8,13,208,99,167,0.04,0.828,0.133,0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,10,4,0,1,0,25,27,8,0,5,5,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,5,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,16,6,21,23,0,22,0,0,1,2,35,12,0,2,8,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434882489881795,0.0,0.0,0.10162659122309199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297912984675632,0.13303625039658304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109926885094212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307788679858364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236243610580947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112607909636994,0.10676234711595677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807797356382137,0.14335966265326006,0.16986418038919082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754435221060788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903139181784065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975688578525003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681563914488042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518025952937838,0.0,0.15613647582778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312540327649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762379002944296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908698808655414,0.1360475978687523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266228512793907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386912779142295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011689043320882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575725367310524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557578028918784,0.0,0.12907105768987562,0.0,0.24661280176478906,0.17629109975842788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718524579550829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616025618416954,0.0,0.0,0.0962366069046008
autism,gateriijuice,2020/02/23,"Genuine question (fictional characters) I've noticed a trend on some social media websites where people headcanon fictional characters from TV shows, movies, video games, cartoons, etc. as on the autistic spectrum. There's nothing wrong with that, and certain characters really do show traits of autism. Maybe the creators even wrote them that way as a hint they're autistic. 

But my question is more about characters that *don't* show any traits of autism and yet are labeled as such by some fans. *Please* don't take my question as an attack against those who have autism. I don't have a problem with autistic characters, and it's nice for people of all walks of life to see someone like them as superheroes and genuinely cool characters. 

So I guess my question is: why do some people label characters as autistic, even if they show zero traits of autism?",6.8600119617224875,8.749440144736845,5.635933014354071,79.26744019138758,65.31578947368422,8.685167464114832,34.87081339712919,9.095868883498916,3.2840842105263155,690,32,112,12,11,204,93,152,0.021,0.883,0.096,0.856,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,0,8,7,1,0,6,1,10,1,0,0,2,20,14,13,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,2,8,4,21,13,6,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,9,2,71,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436773797944336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459909074931548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116433343761575,0.20273656045117214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906916511539585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840338609570384,0.07497975557839004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418549048827307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726266110722264,0.1747314259388237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191991167198541,0.0,0.0,0.16846861503376218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685410916684255,0.0,0.0,0.687705038901411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831952046806056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229908943904876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644764810651526,0.13003821544626046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539351944544025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182069864705135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384866194922375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677999756649766,0.0,0.0
autism,ohsweetchristabel,2020/02/23,"Body coordination therapy / help? Is there such a thing? 20 year old F here. I wouldn't say I'm the clumsiest person ever, but I sometimes trip over absolutely nothing and scrape my knee, drop things, etc. with a little more frequency than the average person. I know this has to do with my autism, and I'd like to look into if there is such a thing as some kind of a therapy that helps with coordination. I get worried sometimes about when I get older and tripping becomes a bigger deal, health-wise. Does anybody know if this exists, and has anyone ever done something like it?",4.206202020202017,6.153073600000003,5.16030303030303,79.83489898989899,72.0909090909091,7.7979797979797985,26.767676767676768,8.515128840125781,1.965282828282828,456,16,84,8,9,149,77,110,0.051,0.8340000000000001,0.115,0.7808,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,0,7,3,2,0,2,17,13,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,11,11,3,13,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,8,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032327479858664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425534570501802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752577413526636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266400159064912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807412878757488,0.1614634715805611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596613647685064,0.0,0.2854416469038049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486682203873326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677125037929696,0.0,0.0,0.2115128907975784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643033373239822,0.17342325652355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416643921225168,0.15813676694712464,0.0,0.0,0.13249525820344596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151393932380091,0.0,0.16556331377284178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755343962818572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547279574376094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146656551655548,0.31209642858389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608698060081839,0.0,0.31446557945255554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023300225156106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160499062634616
autism,orcats,2020/02/23,"First steps to getting tested?(uk) Just wondering if anyone could give me some pointers on where/how to get tested for autism in the UK. People have told me I'm autistic for a number of years now, I've asked my gp, she just shrugs(shes pretty useless tbh) 
Thanks",3.3520000000000003,5.9358422,3.1780000000000013,90.089,77.0,4.800000000000002,24.0,5.6839178017228535,0.5146000000000006,210,7,38,1,5,63,45,50,0.054000000000000006,0.805,0.142,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,7,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256375205216163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016785018404486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576476104677261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27448623793733856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371921383680219,0.3095607442107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371774116097184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282992608486173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970964040387505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30835118824325475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995155774381426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078065412706958
autism,axis_of_elvis,2020/02/23,is the discussion of medical cannabis for autism allowed here? it is not aloowed to be discussed on r/aspergers and i would like some advice.,5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.23076923076923,9.815384615384616,39.92307692307692,10.125756701596842,4.507830769230769,114,7,20,3,2,35,25,26,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.3612,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5932659957073607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296605844521806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116047425032456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312772545363353,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MacabreYuki,2020/02/23,"High Functioning here with a warning to neurotypicals. Don't piss off Aspies. Story in the text. So my landlord has been rather negligent because he THINKS he can get away with it. Outside city limits and the county will do nothing unless it's a ""nuisance"" property. The problems in question? Mold and a falling cabinet over my sink. The landlord's been given multiple chances to fix it. But despite plumbing and electrical problems, placement of a drywall up against a porcelain toilet, etc, he will do nothing to help with the problems.   


He then had the audacity to raise my rent 25 bucks a year 3 years in a row, higher than the inflation rate, AND renege on our deal for cable and internet (I paid extra for the net, cable was supposed to be included).  


Thing is, this guy thinks that just because I have Autism that it means I can be taken advantage of. This is where the reason you don't piss off Aspies comes into play.  


I had enough so I started to look at my options. I looked at all my local services. I started digging through codes. I found out HUD offers tenant-based assistance. You have a place, they INSPECT it, and if it passes they'll help you pay. If it DOESN'T, you're bumped up the list and moved on the city's dime, especially if you have a disability (I have 2). Oh, and they shut down the property if it's a health hazard. Check and mate. He's going to lose that property, and I'm going to be moved and save money, rather than paying this psychopath 525 dollars a month for an efficiency apartment out of 781.  


And this is why you do not piss us Aspies off. We will put up with a lot, because we do have trouble with confrontation. But you push us enough, and we will look for our options and proceed to dismantle everything around you, and you won't notice until it blows up in your face. We don't wish to cause a ripple. But force our hands and we won't make a ripple. We'll make a riptide.",3.9464309422828703,5.5344498315508055,4.7733450119859855,83.81024064171123,72.07486631016043,7.404609994468008,28.67195279365665,7.990435384864732,1.895795426885488,1503,59,288,21,29,486,195,374,0.077,0.871,0.051,-0.8074,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,11,9,3,3,9,12,4,0,28,0,35,6,5,4,1,62,55,28,0,10,12,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,3,1,17,31,0,1,6,1,9,9,7,9,0,0,9,4,37,3,50,35,6,45,0,1,3,0,35,28,3,8,8,203,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065971023926429,0.0,0.0,0.11250296027779652,0.0,0.0,0.2189835791519317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300955970716985,0.0,0.10314842272271096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345029092381367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474540905984563,0.13354565563604998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761773699377984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312925675191935,0.0,0.0,0.06256103669324779,0.0,0.1361059814585244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856489137592233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272817413954084,0.0,0.0,0.16052308837703472,0.12651558247612987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30166314632545266,0.13396234767140558,0.0,0.10180164191497794,0.0,0.0,0.15985943259152224,0.0,0.0,0.1304357758725876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955781195461282,0.25453678111921674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297942361390524,0.1363287687836373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510647174304634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437350743170205,0.0,0.12037529121132835,0.13414012496034566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311626159408832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695101317041484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795522608758431,0.15345359996544902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28807337454442283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804988414044593,0.0,0.13769911586094916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422177653909194
autism,AdiY00,2020/02/23,"I dont know what to do. I don't know if this is the right place to ask this and if not i am sorry. I dont want a diagnose here, i just want to know how to aproach this. I thought some of you have experienced similar or dealt with someone in this situation. I always thought i am just introverted or antisocial, but here and there i stumbled over articles or storys about autism and noticed things i really could relate to. How often where people annoyed because i had headphones on and that i ""ignored"" everything, but in fact i just needed a break from my surrounding. How many times my mom asked if i don't feel lonely because i havent left my room or spoke to someone in weeks.
Why i have to train to communicate correctly and how to be polite to people at partys or similar. How to show emotions to not seem arrogant or careless.
I don't know if i should go somewhere to get a diagnose or not.
In someway it would be a relief to know that it's not directly my fault to mess everything up, but i also heard that it could cause problems in the future to find a job and i am scared to get treated differently by my family. I dont want to go somewhere just to hear that i'm whiney and that i have to get myself together. Can i go somewhere to get better Information? How was you experience?",4.576569375841942,5.125549274809163,6.048832510103281,79.14549393803324,69.61068702290076,9.52348450830714,30.67894027840144,9.627879704456738,2.7232592725639875,1018,40,207,22,17,347,129,262,0.096,0.8320000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6199,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,17,11,1,1,7,0,24,2,0,7,2,62,50,28,0,13,22,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,14,8,0,1,11,1,0,3,11,8,0,0,6,5,31,3,35,38,1,22,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,14,3,153,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003055362500424,0.09367596180752197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049506673221904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725600763043724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956826859948012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156511446965846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977267398219768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285335953096675,0.0,0.11762261974173127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958303839156767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663786519932418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023601174187631,0.11012529291136344,0.10613083879903452,0.0,0.056924063516770186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289650137268408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352745761940133,0.0,0.19194621043928087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688636113479074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171873564257197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093563844153707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231899978998273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413891679236735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185287474036222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347698499354993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817360051069826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609823228227832,0.0,0.11762261974173127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772429641989828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212192581366997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096143098177705,0.0,0.0,0.11271268082739218,0.0,0.0,0.10248902305533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265451545908927,0.0,0.0,0.1907781177676492,0.0,0.0,0.12602460848398192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747934555281261,0.0,0.0,0.17875262062922934,0.06564657189286824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992086174688112,0.0,0.0903052547018743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158635487293398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997392908117097,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,alex_cl0,2020/02/23,"Animal Crossing discord This morning I decided to create a discord server for anyone on the spectrum who plays Animal Crossing

Here is the link if anyone is interested in joining: https://discord.gg/XwaMtVs",12.180625,14.321680812500002,10.931250000000002,45.18875,53.375,12.65,47.25,12.161744961471696,7.241762500000003,174,10,16,5,2,55,26,32,0.145,0.672,0.183,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,televisionbodies,2020/02/23,"Autistic struggling with foodstuff I posted this in another community as well!

I really want to eat better (less sugar, more protein and veggies). How do I find healthy foods that I can tolerate when it’s extremely hard for me to find foods that I like in the first place? If I don’t like how something tastes, I physically cannot eat it even if I try to force myself to or else I will throw up. Right now I have already significantly reduced the junk food I eat and limit myself to fast food once maybe twice a week, but I avoid it as much as I can (it’s hard though!) I don’t mind eating the same foods I have been eating, but I am going to start training at the gym to build muscle and I know the amount of food I eat (I usually end up not eating enough in the day) as well as the kind of food I eat won’t help me reach my goal body. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!

*I didn’t mean to type out every single food I eat but I love making lists and I got carried away and wrote my entire personal menu, sorry!*

The foods I eat to give you an idea in case you are interested: yogurt, some fruits, some cereals, chicken noodle soup without chicken pieces in it but with added potatoes, boiled or mashed potatoes, chicken, hamburgers (I have been eating these less though), the occasional hot dog, French fries (no ketchup), turkey and cheese sandwiches, popcorn, lettuce, spinach, very rarely tomatoes, rice with beans, tortilla chips either plain, with salsa, or with guacamole salsa (sometimes I make shredded chicken nachos with lettuce, shredded cheese and beans), pb&j occasionally, pork chops sometimes, avocados, fresh guacamole, boiled eggs, vegetable fried rice (only occasionally though because it comes from the Chinese food place), spaghetti, meatballs sometimes, fish filets very rarely (salmon and tilapia only, but I don’t want to eat fish that much anymore because I don’t support the fishing industry and how much plastic they put in the ocean), gummy fruit snacks, sometimes I eat cookies and cake and ice cream but I control those portions very well
Fast food: (I am also working on cutting out fast food for the most part and have greatly reduced the amount of times I eat out!) McDonald’s (a mcchicken 99% of the time, a kids meal with nuggets the other 1%), Wendy’s (a 4for4 with a burger and sweet and sour sauce for the nuggets), Subway (6” either ham or roasted chicken, with cheese, spinach, lettuce, green peppers, onions, and sweet onion sauce), Taco Bell (either 2 or 3 tacos with lettuce and hot sauce or a chicken quesadilla), and general convenience fast food is chicken tenders with honey mustard
Drinks: water mostly, lactose free milk coming at a close second, but when I want something else I drink fruit punch, lemonade, Gatorade, or ginger ale for soda",9.161529411764707,8.205135231372548,7.937372549019611,74.49017647058827,60.41176470588235,10.042352941176473,38.43921568627451,8.726425361277474,3.324036862745098,2208,92,384,24,25,673,271,510,0.019,0.861,0.11900000000000001,0.9937,0,1,4,0,0,0,95.0,0,2,1,6,14,19,1,2,25,0,23,47,1,6,0,80,39,47,0,6,21,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,13,34,44,3,5,5,1,5,10,3,3,3,5,15,44,17,51,30,21,40,0,0,2,1,10,19,0,13,17,226,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040854354181875684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613623588651335,0.03343389196510296,0.0,0.04529901755876055,0.0,0.028430915724752624,0.04383939817292895,0.0,0.0,0.04146236320439218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039280050355293215,0.0,0.0,0.050971612923669515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697583321961068,0.0,0.04643933177427091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202788670827168,0.0,0.0,0.046891296388345216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026962741205439192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191196825605307,0.0,0.5989211854850329,0.06985054198245161,0.0,0.03702953351831147,0.043198903901415765,0.0,0.027613830557718832,0.0,0.03522509528449669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642362224741292,0.03556191606098705,0.6572081666061605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040106102528583806,0.02376048502255533,0.0,0.033437726309074836,0.09218707159352038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490362297375279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02802306258905405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719621294586273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043536662829943486,0.022976617423322826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040850614436649633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773340812492726,0.0,0.05581441187377244,0.0,0.04200181752444567,0.045541235819535626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221422434050092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220120789442872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452422141403114,0.0,0.06359382997684725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527405682916754,0.0,0.0,0.03650518700457433,0.0873610525039631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040040566446752926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202864963409541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026783314984522275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03570385639360245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437177715481046,0.1653969688381167,0.0468007023765278,0.029591961369861943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370686376015535,0.0,0.0,0.04744329315148612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322862552081135,0.0,0.04875723416491248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028384929650105962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046045673540985835,0.10348808858837348,0.07397843428478018,0.0,0.03353590540117518,0.0,0.11277140567724404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030147970947327,0.0,0.030436766966146618,0.0,0.0,0.02969924761389081,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,flawmyy,2020/02/23,"I feel so awful right now :'( A few days ago, I (F16) was with a very close friend and his group of friends whom I know a lot less. I met them by chance so I stayed with them for a while. Only my close friend knows I have Asperger syndrome.
After a few minutes, they made a joke about people with autism.
I'm so used to this that I wonder if I deserve it. Honestly, I have been in hell and back since I was 10 years old. I am used to feeling persecuted by others, by unforeseen events or sensory stimuli.

I hate him. I feel so awful now. Most of the time I internalize everything but I can have periods of ""crisis"". More precisely because of the times when I try to adapt to others, try to look perfectly normal or internalize all my feelings for...really too long.
Now because of that I feel this feeling that I know by heart. I feel so fucking disgusting that I can't even speak to anyone anymore. I'm too ashamed of myself. I no longer feel like a human being and I stay in my bed or I run for hours in the rain to still feel something.

I don't know what to do with myself. I don't even know who I am anymore. Many people wonder why I am so discreet and why I hardly let anyone get close to me. This is because I am so vulnerable but even those I trust continue to disappoint me little by little behaving like assholes.",2.3026763285024145,3.978677422222223,4.066038647342996,86.81978260869568,76.62962962962962,7.214170692431562,24.331723027375197,8.04050195162591,1.3233752012882447,1024,34,216,17,23,345,141,270,0.13699999999999998,0.75,0.113,-0.8524,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,1,19,15,4,1,10,2,18,2,1,3,3,42,44,19,0,2,6,0,10,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,14,11,0,0,16,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,12,42,9,32,37,7,31,1,1,1,1,14,9,2,8,21,153,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161226437791536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049880055214129,0.14452743482795874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946866473082001,0.0,0.1890009721574249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665127257516651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478225118027288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288302343023896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703052432993004,0.07383223323025093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395405275368073,0.0955440800867874,0.053995358008084055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258001168449413,0.10203530850055408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246854338720363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177751543234348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398833395105183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568090656317722,0.0,0.10098177395742344,0.2071648192149881,0.0,0.09146022504097068,0.08678676294722093,0.0,0.0,0.08786325149888828,0.0,0.09779090807899177,0.0,0.10477922051002488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125964762820344,0.0,0.0,0.10844693055427604,0.0,0.0,0.07860123834572479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329775996808533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763328925631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825910712648688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549099833062787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079562772060202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031163192064848,0.08253429498814414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052675503487885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033377902648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785199500022938,0.0,0.08527338705699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865120044446151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241542135272505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655308541082543
autism,ce4321,2020/02/23,Diagnosis as an adult I’ve felt different to everyone else my whole life but now that I’m older I can see it so much more. Does any one have any advice on how you get diagnosed as an adult?,0.8118292682926835,2.680871097560974,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,81.92682926829268,8.002439024390245,20.006097560975608,8.841846274778883,1.2005073170731713,149,4,35,4,4,52,35,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,4,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835350105685445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946291724306499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294500077545844,0.0,0.30314904544469684,0.0,0.0,0.2539156131458486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423863325686733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725446382190205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785932242016615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159342511505886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049442642517258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329648518734856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966157763512857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312150736842637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239464417683484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gwynrose,2020/02/23,"Autism Color Wheel Autism is often described as a spectrum, and there's a common misconception that its a spectrum from ""low"" to ""high"" functioning, often with an implication that ""high functioning"" is closer to being ""normal"" or ""allistic passing"" and therefore ""better"". I've often seen that a better and more accurate way to describe the autistic spectrum is like a color spectrum.

What if we took that idea one step further?

Autism is like a color wheel, and the various types of traits could be represented by specific colors on the wheel, and whatever traits you have the most of is what ""type"" of autistic you are. Most people would probably be a mix of a couple colors, (blue-violet, yellow-green, etc) or maybe even a full rainbow. 

I just think it would be a lot cooler and better if we could be like ""yeah I'm a red autistic"" or ""I'm blue"" or ""I have green autism"" instead of ""I'm high/low functioning."" I think it would be more accurate, and more positive. There's no inherent negative connotations for colors. Plus it's just fun.",4.987500000000004,6.877056500000003,5.749916666666668,76.63675000000002,69.9375,8.870000000000003,28.94583333333333,9.3871,2.7889620833333333,816,31,140,18,15,266,98,192,0.033,0.846,0.121,0.9385,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,2,0,3,9,8,0,0,16,1,19,0,0,1,0,35,26,15,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,10,7,7,15,13,9,12,0,1,10,0,4,7,0,12,4,101,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259217946836726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563370205340707,0.17762112957959247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903110414137344,0.10602720069782093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088197960595331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181216522341168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527755157604735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364751273161094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612719078227567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728331317465855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087778972099123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112898720576325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307628693119545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571966422595306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835246525979326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741961919306102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34210336165607425,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Aran_Komatsuzaki,2020/02/24,"Foreign language acquisition for a person with high functioning autism I was diagnosed with HFA by multiple psychiatrists for showing very typical symptoms of HFA when I was a child. Being born in Japan, I came to the U.S. when I was sixteen, which was 8 years ago. Compared with other international students from Asia with the comparable number of years of experience in the U.S., I have reading and writing skills of English at similar level. However, my speaking and listening skills are noticeably worse, though I've constantly spoken English here and have never had any Japanese people around. 

Manifestation of my HFA has been getting progressively mild as I got older. Nowadays, it is pretty much impossible for anyone to notice that I have HFA or any sort of psychiatric problem. Only problems I have, which may be related to HFA, are the aforementioned problem with English and the loneliness I constantly feel. Since I do not have these problems in Japan, I'm pretty much a normal person there. No linguistic problem whatsoever.

That being said, I'd like to ask if anyone here with HFA or mild autism has been struggling with not being able to speak well in a foreign language despite substantial experiences.",10.364597402597404,10.424682247619053,9.78021645021645,58.94629870129872,57.47619047619048,12.779220779220779,43.376623376623364,12.079253325248375,5.7747142857142855,992,51,140,27,11,319,125,210,0.124,0.8190000000000001,0.057,-0.927,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,1,9,0,23,2,0,0,1,29,31,11,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,7,13,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,6,1,0,10,5,12,2,30,16,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,11,101,19,2,0.11903725007496532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551933989477716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189882402442776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646722601267785,0.0,0.0,0.1059683899292888,0.11128375997251068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361469022005034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572739571464041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082030311166066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288254406153816,0.0,0.0,0.060188810307074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219205008285646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952049631446929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257693903027417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058155587582876124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501215081327548,0.0,0.0918088656715048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663123107217425,0.0,0.2710493963678585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053319270593553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252544101441116,0.20787747056936665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422073559802579,0.0,0.5695128599498259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190694632453935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323168407727395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846884335901207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444357953627955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237252813768982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695349381352327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821819790118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702878361642093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213091274631727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331217251745927
autism,StrangeGiggles,2020/02/24,"Change is hard I had a big panic attack a few hours ago, I live in a small village and they recently announced they were going to build houses right next to us, this alone has started alot of sleepless nights with just me being upset and angry for the big change, today they cut alot of trees down and for some reason I couldn't handle that so the panic attack started, my mom had to come home from work cause I was calling her saying I couldnt breath and took us almost an hour to calm myself, I hate how I feel so drained now and the huge headache isn't helping either. If I could pack my bags and move someplace else I would, I hate seeing those fields where I grew up in getting destroyed. Im sorry if this isn't the right place to rant I just knew you guys understand how hard change is.",8.370873015873016,5.677934376543213,7.566578483245149,82.0338888888889,63.25925925925926,9.750970017636684,31.78483245149912,6.1826913282559595,1.6897943562610225,627,14,132,2,7,194,106,162,0.262,0.711,0.027000000000000003,-0.9888,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,3,1,8,10,6,3,10,0,14,1,1,4,0,28,26,12,0,6,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,9,0,0,6,5,23,1,15,15,5,27,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,6,10,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560164189500908,0.0,0.1192915824867495,0.12338285133629955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105536396161983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164514720177212,0.0,0.0,0.12237942412762255,0.3780715353319832,0.10262002890286076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511568767236724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951790847553067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023575581947763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224055806371995,0.0,0.0677043787119914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795752430039598,0.0,0.0,0.2134343323337506,0.2352326117488655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985039195951184,0.0,0.11949719921117034,0.0,0.2346382945696744,0.13746013566721568,0.0,0.0,0.1286809461289838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519405702342448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952372821411085,0.0,0.12661643845739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669620822517788,0.11179552467346754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795469984643729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124465594405833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224855794175488,0.1176265974924885,0.0,0.0,0.2034729015385264,0.0,0.09473703359275153,0.0,0.0,0.09493126240752207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333563887555215,0.16864178972052693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129214011596764,0.0,0.13235791963176433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240186309200596,0.28659767393015506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672812846574632,0.0,0.0,0.08462660194029245,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,altaccbruh,2020/02/24,"Anxious about wearing my ear defenders I have ear defenders that I wear at home and when I'm walking around, but the place I need them most is in classrooms. The only problem is that I'm really anxious about it, there's a lot of mean people and I know they're going to make fun of me so I'm scared.

Anyone got any tips for getting over this?",1.3753571428571445,3.3720961388888924,3.007539682539683,91.82000000000002,80.66666666666667,5.7809523809523835,22.785714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.6381047619047622,270,9,58,3,7,89,55,72,0.166,0.743,0.091,-0.7584,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,3,4,4,1,0,11,13,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,10,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602814521817105,0.0,0.0,0.5516326115286301,0.0,0.17071306688632182,0.0,0.0,0.21734234745350764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275565870819951,0.0,0.1387542102396816,0.0,0.19526643929288495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448990717857833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417665512829674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756481491329712,0.0,0.0,0.1629698348368294,0.0,0.0,0.26594735770251465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103170309216085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856845861138288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926059824705011,0.0,0.2550813637513685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361544318839245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640664383535166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443346356894136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,that_tiny_one,2020/02/24,"Confusing dreams and memories In the past, I've dealt with chronic nightmares. More recently, I've been remembering a lot of my dreams. In the past couple of weeks, I've been getting my dreams confused with memories and it's quite stressful. 

I've done some research into it but the tendency trends in people with narcolepsy and/or DID. My therapist doesn't know of anything else that could be causing the memory confusion that I fit the symptoms for. 

I was wondering if anyone else here has dealt with anything similar.",4.987222222222221,7.8257008191489374,5.179078014184399,76.5338888888889,72.72340425531915,9.284160756501183,32.78486997635934,9.725611199111238,3.873545153664304,423,21,68,12,9,133,62,94,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.154,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,19,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,12,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,4,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880401459325808,0.2033987225321667,0.3267164727504192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392622538886387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849546033215806,0.21964944929750088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314641771160905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316621495594817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371418367514587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909685319463323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876757077686028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790038094740903,0.13762303599637085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114165611523647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600638099884785,0.0,0.2248750882471362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739451167193864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063296923141619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304874144192597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923413272257064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527749913096692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AutistPoet,2020/02/24,"What does Aspergers mean I'm high functioning autistic and I hear that get thrown around in autistic subreddits a lot what does it exactly mean? 

sorry if I sound stupid or offensive lol just curious",2.8958333333333366,5.890641361111115,3.466666666666669,80.89500000000002,93.72222222222223,9.066666666666668,28.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.7829222222222216,163,8,27,6,6,51,30,36,0.193,0.6779999999999999,0.128,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446763811690745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810493389098773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435987256380247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097779633406182,0.0,0.0,0.2903960256605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366917844612914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987883891614654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30767409671000884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jschmeau,2020/02/24,"I am 50y male and I suspect I am on the spectrum.  I was diagnosed about 15 years ago with PTSD, Bipolar, and OCD.  At the time, the doctors told me they were diagnosing me with bipolar because it allowed them the greatest freedom in prescribing medications that would help me. 
 I have a vague memory from 1977, when I was 8, of a doctor saying something to my mom about Asperger's.  I was going through a long period of severe separation anxiety.  I couldn't bear being apart from my mother for even a minute.  After a few weeks or months of this, I was admitted to a children's hospital and went though several days of testing from Psych evaluations to cat scans. At the end, I remember my mom arguing with a doctor about something to do with Asperger's.  I think my mom chose not to believe or for whatever reason rejected the diagnosis.  
I'm fifty years old now.  I want to know.  I don't exactly know where to go from here.  I want to know for sure whether or not this is who I am.
I found one doctor 2 hours away from me that specializes in adult autism, but he is not accepting new patients.
  I'm currently experiencing pretty bad anxiety attacks and don't really have any support system anymore.

Does anyone have any advice?",5.2839406779661005,6.335548283898309,6.512500000000002,74.64256355932206,68.27966101694915,10.30677966101695,32.97033898305085,10.411451182825502,3.619801694915256,969,43,178,26,16,327,142,236,0.10300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.4732,2,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,2,0,13,0,19,9,0,2,2,33,34,11,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,10,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,8,3,26,4,35,23,2,29,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,3,17,120,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077599589354206,0.09775259218007416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998226614263355,0.0,0.16872093734136775,0.0,0.1093636809525908,0.07710720552266727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545432048255895,0.10360747827328194,0.0,0.09207545048690356,0.06722293162528463,0.0,0.0,0.12424274480240548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111858560166581,0.0,0.0,0.22385465695529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514866577093205,0.09650284806378098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097671376557979,0.0,0.0,0.0728359389479603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091141249171998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253442352273006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739153545396356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859917093761356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818136205744175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759036238037863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109098180871944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874600581622797,0.08802086558277873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650478149268801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571560475704723,0.0,0.07472554427471087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218984555704227,0.0,0.0,0.12890617814187488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064531995874637,0.11338159784151625,0.0,0.0,0.12492066383822067,0.0,0.0,0.08769551725672464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491598910730588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979096112795158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251393498721204,0.10393336971911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066009856593508,0.108345135557032,0.0,0.06430254077723904,0.0,0.0,0.10537298225076684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300867141381505,0.0,0.08845636802394978,0.0,0.0,0.10222650906582097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833656332047856,0.0,0.0,0.14202763485143974
autism,Thenameis-Kiddo,2020/02/24,"Had a big panic attack over muffled talking this morning After PE this morning, I found that waiting in the corridors outside the changing rooms was a bit of a poor choice. It could be a contributing fact that I had a mental breakdown and cried for ages last night, but that's besides the point. I was waiting to go to my next lesson and the Muffled talking from the changing rooms (there were three. Two for Dance, one for PE, the one I came from. The boys PE changing rooms were on the other side, to put it simply) suddenly put me under AGONISING stress and panic. I just wondered if similar noises like that trigger you in a similar way",6.770104529616723,6.7518260569105735,6.80432055749129,77.57560975609756,64.85365853658537,8.979790940766552,35.457607433217184,8.418075326091056,2.907414401858305,507,22,91,6,7,162,77,123,0.162,0.812,0.026000000000000002,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,3,14,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,0,2,3,1,1,5,0,4,0,4,8,0,8,1,15,4,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,7,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964984729376174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240106876122502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180611421650335,0.0,0.0,0.5011558715962254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608139175582908,0.0,0.17346099332149045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731444298343663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974610292862906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287208970005135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771487502138333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591400595799084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794321372348633,0.14819148857395958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401307768848574,0.0,0.0,0.37055585140654174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492796685206577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174941515236092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088982769065526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538504065444888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542589249413338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534469575551296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125087776813447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,marvelouspoop,2020/02/24,"I think first I'll say that I do not have a child with autism, but my great nephew was recently diagnosed. I notice though that a lot of the symptoms of autism are very similar to that of angelman's syndrome. Can a person request that a child be tested for angelman's? Which, if I am correct can be detected definitively via bloodwork.",6.114692307692309,6.6215182769230765,6.541346153846158,77.10740384615386,66.23076923076923,10.807692307692307,34.71153846153846,10.686352973137794,3.804923076923077,268,12,50,7,4,87,47,65,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,6,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133052243355183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625643258161405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403224429809466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624299723514589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35143593315005844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695287789952157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047857411791923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547591799999746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32083827005415805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779064089063392,0.30327800603350863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546945648598545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mezzyjessie,2020/02/24,"Hey there, I am a new Teaching Aide working with an ASD kiddo in Kindergarten. If you could tell me one thing as a NT helper what would it be? I have read alot of books and done some research and professional development but that isnt the same as asking you all. Hit me with some tips so I can help my little dude whom I already dig!",3.2860869565217365,4.296365724637685,3.9862028985507263,91.06278260869568,72.91304347826087,6.679420289855073,23.94492753623189,6.742157984588678,0.5129397101449279,261,7,59,2,5,83,58,69,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.7149,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,10,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,6,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,1,44,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35138570118936874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29768082893192616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542334100323994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32585543082718643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134310116141658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191416846098423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753316949242016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157704391368168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185073592779737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27831415502613754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154488973007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318144186847988,0.0,0.0,0.2261972774127929,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,secondtoasterintub,2020/02/24,Mornings suck I really hate mornings because I always wake up with dry mouth and a headache because of the Straterra I take. Anyone else have terrible mornings?,7.606071428571429,9.59512175,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,63.64285714285714,8.457142857142857,42.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.4515142857142855,131,8,18,2,2,40,23,28,0.322,0.6779999999999999,0.0,-0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297901701427663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713311814422525,0.40610152643689706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832155575041451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310947667730497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913078958223687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539082783477148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980015536629197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aunclesquishy,2020/02/24,"Can’t seem to keep a job TLDR: how does someone w aspergers keep a job for more than like two months?

I just fired today from a job that I absolutely loved as a teachers aide. Specifically, a special ed/1:1 TA. Rather than helping in general, I worked with one particular kid that had a different curriculum/needs than her typical classmates.

I hate to admit it, but the reason is a couple weeks ago—because I was getting over a cold and had just started a new medication—I started falling asleep on the job. This was while my student was in physical/speech therapy, so she had two adults plus her nurse with/supervising her. Regardless, this was a safety violation on my part and resulted in my being fired today.

I explained the medication side effects I had experienced (which have since calmed down, at least the fatigue part), but still took full responsibility for my actions the day of the incident and today. (I was fired today because the incident happened just before February break.)

My boss seemed remorseful about the decision but understandably still enforced the school’s zero tolerance policy. Even as I was leaving I asked if my student’s parents were aware I would no longer be working with her (they are but not as to why) and if she would be okay. My boss knew that I loved my job and only wanted to succeed and do right by the students.

This wasn’t the first time I’d committed a safety violation but this was the most egregious. However I had been fully open about my diagnosis and my supervisors were very helpful and understanding.

I’m so embarrassed, I would never purposely put a student in danger and I was even thinking of getting a masters degree in special ed (or some kind of formal training if there were something more affordable).

This isn’t the first time I’ve lost a job due to piled up little mistakes (and then one big mistake) and I’m scared it won’t be the last. I don’t know why I can’t seem to keep a steady job for more than a couple of months but I need to figure this out somehow. I think I’m lacking in soft skills but I don’t know which ones. I feel like I don’t act professional enough and being too much of my genuine self to work but I don’t know how to create/filter the me at work vs the me in daily life.

I’m so embarrassed and heartbroken and frustrated, and I don’t know what to do next. I’m looking for local resources that might help me get/keep a job and trying to find resources online although a lot of sites to help ppl w autism find work are directed at teens. I hate how hard it is to find help for autistic adults, never mind autistic adult women for that matter. One local resource I found does help autistic adults get work but it’s mostly at like dollar stores and such. Which is fine but I have a bachelors degree, I can do more than that.

My husband says I should take today to just be sad and tbh all this crying has me tired so maybe he’s right. He also wants to meet with my boss to try and advocate for me which could, in my opinion, come back to haunt me.

Am I right in that he shouldn’t meet with my boss? Anybody have experience w smth like this?",3.851739347204681,5.5776551351791595,4.806059296682843,82.9239204281061,72.56677524429969,7.813547829555278,27.35145915043541,8.480668928828255,1.9305092468257647,2479,91,482,43,49,807,285,614,0.13699999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.114,-0.9665,12,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,1,13,24,27,6,3,35,1,54,7,1,10,4,109,97,48,0,17,21,2,6,4,0,7,4,1,0,7,24,27,0,3,23,0,2,6,15,14,0,9,22,10,58,13,66,61,16,63,0,3,1,2,33,30,0,14,30,324,82,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337018609094027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048147798766778924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056285748039695584,0.0,0.0,0.046295738391385406,0.0,0.07340368762417962,0.0,0.0512320232677313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186330383620857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048070672578073896,0.13323658276403133,0.06613495059741298,0.038828762117052745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290386982773559,0.0,0.0,0.10537572139226764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221029050885675,0.0,0.07953277819170476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058894344516796385,0.0,0.0,0.030442646910832694,0.043012145303528856,0.0,0.0,0.1650852907958229,0.102424688101083,0.0,0.06601425538991411,0.0,0.0,0.12582342875188576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053241163779439764,0.0,0.053933962722724584,0.11888459344388465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421343192306035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779720648705295,0.21406024827357534,0.0,0.06269669361560275,0.13235354749535,0.04907702879462849,0.0,0.0637508940018221,0.0,0.0,0.04252623425391401,0.11765708673390594,0.06034358515247685,0.0,0.0,0.0505590132519427,0.0,0.06572343844734742,0.05118613883078718,0.10867897420258614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048637891504746,0.0,0.0,0.06065257442211513,0.0,0.06387048747502444,0.06079226375330664,0.0,0.09611387015466001,0.0,0.04425933230057353,0.044642989666239266,0.0928712452252343,0.05814863709566517,0.0640312033852367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319224338691454,0.0457904053128169,0.0,0.0,0.06685314089790567,0.13039739315074134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052501955602496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190318682232701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425025252502186,0.0,0.047879303974986485,0.060278064017527624,0.06093305596446615,0.0,0.16443153993339582,0.06280940033874463,0.0,0.0,0.0498041449033955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101349516099453,0.046350562117397895,0.0,0.0,0.08523014925319182,0.0,0.09616334040671697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526843686402941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885235574309495,0.0,0.0,0.07715688199288169,0.0,0.0,0.07021478389196245,0.06919949588117555,0.28534765584106303,0.0,0.06689258495033716,0.08175368169694146,0.0,0.117627671614875,0.12535595644484085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967737198441605,0.0710237139156628,0.0,0.048294707251039126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086555435890198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629900220758565,0.0,0.0,0.12830872927963805,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FitCollection9,2020/02/24,"(M 23) I have an issue with talking to myself via ""thinking aloud"". My mom and primary care physician say that it is a concern. Individuals on the autism spectrum on this online forum disagree. What to do? So I am a 23 year old male who was diagnosed with what is now know as Autism at age 3. I have received various occupational, speech, and psychological talk therapies in order to make my condition manageable and to avoid being mistreated by society through my ""quirks"". Throughout middle school, I had issues making friendships and even maintaining conversations due to you know what. In high school particularly, I had people call me mean terms because of being on the spectrum. In high school, this blatant and explicit form of mistreatment changed to more subtle, implicit, and low-key forms of exclusion. People ignored me, not invited me to events, said bad things about me behind my back, etc.

I tried suppressing or blocking out these traits in order to ""pass off"" as a neurotypical individual out of fear of being treated poorly. While it worked well and I experienced no dissonance due to this  change, whenever I visited this online forum, ([https://wrongplanet.net](https://wrongplanet.net)) about individuals living on the Autism Spectrum, I got harsh criticism for attempting to ""pass as neurotypical"" or ""appease to the able-normative demands of respectability politics"". Basically, they accused me of rejecting my identity by attempting to ""pass"" as someone I am not. That said, I don't want to be treated like crap nor want my mom and other family members being worried that others may treat me poorly or take advantage of me due to a condition.

I need help. Should I drop the concerns raised by these people on that online forum? What about the concerns of my mom?",8.710151855047457,9.962436367213119,8.505936151855046,62.670759275237295,60.73770491803279,11.79810181190682,38.019844693701465,11.520995432342351,4.986377049180328,1432,67,212,41,19,461,176,305,0.129,0.799,0.07200000000000001,-0.937,0,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,1,4,8,14,1,2,11,0,18,3,1,2,3,35,32,18,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,20,12,0,4,4,0,2,5,5,6,1,0,6,5,30,8,51,19,6,35,0,1,0,0,17,16,1,4,12,156,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914841269095686,0.09933882509061866,0.07252581455197547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148637323736995,0.0,0.12130253841429472,0.0,0.25171871194380435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075671905708014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268813340787936,0.07858160412141071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215866854745206,0.13387950684432565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951548596652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974616944359472,0.25140640338788656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835715281483434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077066223280376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058124982064103235,0.0,0.10505675538953807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883294456256256,0.0,0.0,0.12959822277790473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180248561787735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821816163123898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484383362154156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474460311466582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263441873646445,0.0946133806995188,0.0,0.3612259541719505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080679620994004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945409592683526,0.19125456065674595,0.0,0.0,0.13605782885614684,0.0,0.0790414405748954,0.07623412250723327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077594668064708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034860838634844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697245761951574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661492897445182,0.12082448591975065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661574448961407
autism,neptunethedolphin,2020/02/24,"Does anyone get gender mixed up in sentences? For example I always get pronouns and stuff like that wrong, I might mix up he with she or his with her. And also is this a common trait of autism or just a quirk, not related to autism? This doesn’t happen when I’m writing or typing just when I am speaking.",4.4762903225806445,4.956216467741938,5.109838709677419,86.03475806451617,69.80645161290322,7.490322580645162,25.177419354838708,7.1686216300943375,1.0115999999999992,239,6,49,2,4,77,47,62,0.052000000000000005,0.879,0.069,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770732270538313,0.2882921407269125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422610105738941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031996469943116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620342397388802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30638370680092913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926853117950316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36755163333483065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39662710902248055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788123233220179,0.0,0.0
autism,AmericanCake2019,2020/02/24,"Does this foreign girl like me? I have Aspergers and I'm in college. I am 19 and met a girl my age last year. Her family is from another country called Montenegro. They all seem to keep to themselves and don't talk much to people or hangout with people outside of school. They are all aloof and serious you don't see them smile much. 

We had a college version of show and tell and there was an older student that was 39 that had a pic of her and her boyfriend. I said ""I want to see so I know what I'm competing with"" the whole class laughed and the girl laughed really hard she laughed the loudest. Shortly after that I started just talking to her casually. I noticed people will say hi to her and she just ignores them. I asked her a question about herself and she answered it in class with a smile but seemed like she wasn't comfortable or something. As soon as I sat down in class one day and the 39 year old woman sat down I asked her on how to not lead a girl on. There was a special Ed girl that's 2 years younger than me that messaged me everyday trying to talk to me saying hi. Then started asking if I was dating. I asked how to not lead her on. Well she said her piece and a bunch of people gave advice and she said in a louder tone than she usually talks in telling me to just ignore her don't even respond to the message when at first suggested to tell her I'm not interested. Then told me to pretty much ignore that girl that messages me and not even engage with her. Then one day we had peer reviews she came and sat down between me and the 39 year old woman. She had her back to her the whole time and was trying to make conversation with me but was awkward. She asked me for my birthday. At one point she just said something forced a smile and rested her hand on her head while holding long eye contact with me and I got a vibe she was flirting with me just didn't know what to do. She talks in a softer tone with me than most people. She saw me in the hall and said hi and asked what's up when I didn't even see her. That's actually a big deal for her.  One day I sat at a table next to the older woman and she came in waiting for class she started pacing around me and walking in front of me and I could smell her perfume. She was in my personal space and had her back to me. It was an empty room and she started getting a little close because all I could smell is her. She smiled in class when I joked around. She asks questions showing she listens to me and shows interest in me. 

I stopped having class with her because the semester ended. She saw me in the hall waiting and stopped to talk to me and had a bunch of makeup on when she rarely wears it. She had the biggest smile on her face and asked me how my classes were. I told her my advisor said he was going to kick me out because he knows I smoke pot she said ""awww"" in a tone. I asked her how her classes were and it went right over her head. I was walking on a path and we crossed paths she couldn't look me in the eyes and said hey very softly. A day later we had an assembly in the biggest lecture hall and it was half full. She came in and saw where I was sitting. She sat next to the 39 year old woman I paid a lot of attention to, but an empty seat away from me and between us so I couldn't see the woman. Then she smiled at another guy when he said something that wasn't funny. 

I waited a while then one day got her number. I went up to her and asked if I could talk to her in another room. She had the biggest look of shock on her face I could tell she was nervous. Then I told her I miss seeing her and asked if I could have her number. She said yeah sure and gave it but made no eye contact during this interaction even though I was looking at her. I texted her and said I'd like to get to know her and asked her if she'd like to do it over text or phone she said whatever you'd like. I would text her here and there. Eventually she got back to me because I pretty much said if you want nothing to do with me I'll leave you alone. She said omg no and told me she saw my messages but forgot to respond and she works a llt. She's weird when it comes to texting and it's like she doesn't know what to say and says stuff that sounds forced and unnatural. I sent her a friend request on Facebook and she declined it, seems like she only has it for school and work. She's friends with one of my friends on Facebook but they were in the same major and he didn't even talk to her. She was still texting me after she declined my friend request.

She talks in a softer tone with me a lot and smiles at me more than anyone else she doesn't really smile much.",2.6374004813411145,3.7623909365404313,3.5813672577388047,92.90140107610172,74.63971340839305,6.42744750892141,24.15459625439155,6.643151254067905,0.5362073473678395,3623,107,828,28,74,1161,312,977,0.07200000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.099,0.9867,0,1,4,0,0,0,59.0,5,4,5,6,37,33,0,2,47,1,60,9,9,8,4,147,150,88,0,15,23,0,3,7,4,2,0,20,2,13,28,75,0,11,12,6,1,14,18,9,1,8,75,41,180,24,121,64,22,133,0,1,15,0,199,64,0,16,61,575,208,19,0.0,0.0,0.037317350750850624,0.0,0.0,0.0373683132202161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960577280241321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029594361121043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026738746339290832,0.0391820572586491,0.0,0.06808455853253714,0.4289980629860497,0.0,0.0359283423854399,0.08821408076697497,0.0,0.093244562799443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039047971500169684,0.13121132261345847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294092741158787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266020662908658,0.0,0.0,0.1233102540496726,0.03942442322353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033464643905918905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031945149833748625,0.0,0.03386985878544672,0.0,0.0,0.12628791840608616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036049874370524884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032527470931544816,0.0,0.0,0.1181785019831184,0.0,0.03995831471017181,0.0,0.02173303835949505,0.0,0.0917536053459653,0.0,0.0,0.0378642482093633,0.0,0.0,0.03425610440629492,0.0,0.07849186315577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399004005970885,0.0,0.0,0.10508028505278684,0.031171227506173627,0.0,0.04049131884019548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077712403650638,0.038327169910740234,0.0,0.03384176520417816,0.0963375255147748,0.0,0.0,0.06502165342298341,0.0,0.03618422050492568,0.02552592577790102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055636112220354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133871414944925,0.0,0.0,0.03669292778526968,0.043537224885011945,0.1203813644440823,0.0,0.15547709399269308,0.029083731771511412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255623263971458,0.03339025397578483,0.0,0.0,0.036149767581910526,0.0,0.0,0.07780896225871159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567654264920085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048995869520382436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03265729970779084,0.5092585118268634,0.12164197496853335,0.0,0.07740314345691074,0.1523642049943629,0.10443853400137676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831854447707993,0.0,0.0,0.1082676941945254,0.0,0.03053902645691007,0.06394177877931309,0.0,0.0,0.043776386610108436,0.0,0.0,0.03604135294839912,0.0,0.0,0.2766274188336033,0.13369602809851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757123704741084,0.0,0.022298426134883798,0.0,0.0,0.14616229050550011,0.0,0.051925772081817326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599878441955877,0.0,0.04211666505987045,0.03155253490416138,0.045110643394141815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438293007783255,0.07089891733292446,0.0,0.08538862328359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567928629288029,0.0,0.0,0.02716505521785915,0.0,0.0,0.12312859984096018
autism,linuxgeekmama,2020/02/24,"Job interviews- keep getting interviews, being told I have an impressive resume But then I don’t get offers. (I’m in IT) Is “you have an impressive resume” code for something? Is there something I’m expected to say in response?",2.367857142857144,5.311799595238097,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,88.76190476190477,7.561904761904763,28.42857142857143,8.344100000000001,3.1204,181,9,29,5,6,60,31,42,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.7882,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,19,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012156572928302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38102974556669506,0.3412890749492542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053473682223037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911958187849096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668986034692658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dryshampoo85,2020/02/24,"Can anyone with autism help me understand my child and cope better? My 6yo girl has autism and adhd. She’s in mainstream school and struggles massively. It’s like her worst behaviour is all saved up for me at the end of the day & it’s been like this since nursery.
I love her to pieces, but it’s relentless and I feel like I’m slowly going crazy with the stress. Her behaviour at home is awful. She has a nice home and a nice family. We don’t really even swear ourselves and we’d never hit our girls.
She swears, threatens to kill us, shouts, screams and cries constantly. Even when she’s behaving she’s spinning or spilling stuff or making a mess. It’s more extreme than I’ve just made it sound and it’s all the time. Her self esteem is terrible. I do everything I can for her but nothing seems to help. I just need family like to be a bit easier for all of us. I’ve done all the things her drs over the years have suggested and more. Very little helps at all. If you have autism and we’re of a similar violent, unhappy and aggressive way, please can you give me any ideas to handle life a bit better?",1.916569696969696,4.067774048888893,3.135525252525256,90.7983181818182,79.62222222222222,7.290909090909091,20.89393939393939,8.296473431620573,1.0487333333333329,871,24,187,18,22,281,130,225,0.195,0.632,0.17300000000000001,-0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,2,0,2,5,19,3,2,12,1,16,3,0,2,6,35,27,17,1,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,4,9,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,4,28,10,20,21,11,16,0,0,0,1,28,7,0,4,11,115,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183643378252312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688961252085766,0.0,0.0859157051723272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834004321614121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347537561946426,0.2758616712521759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652893147249362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877883663529578,0.08147901201885847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928994433219718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189996534857434,0.0,0.0,0.16689309256472876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354647390843828,0.0,0.2382046951205787,0.0,0.06388142856720762,0.09025750276504377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119708397070685,0.07180207791098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540496275324725,0.0,0.2534591520115488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262276867771892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977677228335533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923785778814979,0.2468938658202956,0.1266261253726744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402701196802742,0.1195462031984068,0.08433310065245174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367969755532816,0.09744139258292156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122688121373765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868365972329372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093680189640852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786308212215955,0.0,0.1150154223143826,0.1318004388002446,0.0,0.0,0.10450996374645044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447223341996053,0.13207826498375133,0.14462936429075873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393485094764894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367001816061253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315246601348511,0.3039435396073665,0.0,0.0,0.10424394104508146,0.0,0.10028301304095012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135898140527308
autism,Jackdawnington,2020/02/24,"""False Appeal"" I have autism. I've been bullied for most of my life, and it's gotten to the point where I've lost a lot of emotion. Yet people beleive they can still manipulate me with something I call ""false Appeal"". This is basically where people pretend to be my friend, and care about me, when they only want to frame me. For example, if someone at recess gives me a bag of chips to ""be nice"" even though they want me to get in trouble to make it look like I have food outside, which isn't allowed. It makes me uncomfortable because I know they are just doing that to manipulate me into thinking they do care, when I know they don't. Has anybody had experiences like this?",6.839172932330829,6.072955924812027,6.902706766917294,79.41466165413536,64.93984962406014,9.40451127819549,32.53383458646616,8.418075326091056,2.299318796992481,530,18,107,6,7,170,85,133,0.09300000000000001,0.765,0.142,0.7096,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,1,10,8,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,5,0,18,28,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,20,6,17,22,2,10,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,3,6,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180680893199247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977732212337188,0.0,0.3949478962409652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786865344206227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792658602490614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946031061679236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342037008923435,0.0,0.14963993083273985,0.0,0.10119199937526882,0.18579953130814109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288753975818428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680487688951518,0.1892486314413034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626459456129904,0.0,0.2114291816166971,0.16466337883070326,0.0,0.0,0.258571412143464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730556023695798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855247139942884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830941712681192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410799234031434,0.1491075580868493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467645062429486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410501338057615,0.19029374103517227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847991619606245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,StraightOuttaAzeroth,2020/02/24,"Good representation of people on the spectrum in media Hi, please forgive me in advance if my terminology is off and correct me. I'm trying to gauge authentic views on what is actually good represntation of living on the spectrum in media. Could you please share which series and movies portray things correctly?

I have seen The Good Doctor and felt it was forced but I could be wrong. While I enjoy the Netflix series Atypical mostly for the interpersonal dynamics, I am not sure if it is good representation. Please let me know your thoughts, thank you.",7.0029437229437175,8.774369121212125,7.208542568542569,68.57090909090911,64.85858585858585,9.697546897546898,32.324675324675326,9.957137785484203,3.4242311688311684,449,18,72,10,7,145,67,99,0.07400000000000001,0.6759999999999999,0.251,0.9494,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,0,11,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,3,17,16,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,11,10,11,8,1,9,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,3,1,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.16579451229370273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712971204596925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389630480651982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312731890582755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700046183740954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337069358608174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373071997933753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500217548667252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778486682359747,0.0,0.0,0.5594861361352265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012547552960552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564179049988488,0.0,0.0,0.11287170994641856,0.0,0.0,0.13487887279280295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534859635745487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575519246234332,0.0,0.0
autism,8ysabhiohGYT7VSGDUS,2020/02/24,Do you think it's a parents obligation to let their child know that they're autistic? Personally I think it would be very cruel if the parents knew but never told their child about it. I want to hear other perspectives on it though,5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,67.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0363333333333338,187,6,36,3,3,58,36,45,0.061,0.905,0.035,-0.2724,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30164345587827224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470848845510374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736743394496808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064161730541388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943527285470401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336880628317195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34297867476924965,0.2629494705301774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557361689435496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082643529848675,0.15785772212925672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011982164562094,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mauricejuhh14,2020/02/24,"Am I the only one that can't handle loud places but can handle my own loud music and concerts? Maby it's just me but when I'm at busy and loud places I get an panick attack, but when I'm listening to my own music (mainly metal) or going to see my favourite bands live everything is completely fine... Funny how that works isn't it",0.6303260869565221,2.9247470144927554,2.823025362318841,90.18497282608696,86.10144927536231,5.189130434782608,15.871376811594205,6.6274283507984215,-0.16347971014492746,260,5,53,3,8,88,48,69,0.061,0.877,0.062,0.0303,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,6,1,3,11,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407605932572673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140533279808052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691998117829371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649297014804486,0.0,0.1702307891555294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449201192356075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297045729933771,0.2278073838161284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6258938272972976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386880143145146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180626723348286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,magnum-nopus,2020/02/24,"how do you all feel about the AQ? i haven't been formally diagnosed, but i've suspected i'm autistic for a while and i've had two mental health professionals bring it up without me telling them anything. my psychologist told me to take the AQ and i got a 29 which is a borderline result.
i know the AQ is meant to be a screening tool rather than a diagnostic test but i still find it annoying that 'i am fascinated by dates' and 'it does not upset me if my daily routine is disturbed' are weighted the same. it just feels like it's based on stereotypes rather than the experiences of autistic people. what are your opinions on the AQ?",3.81072,5.539772832000004,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.68,8.200000000000001,29.3,8.841846274778883,2.32596,504,21,100,10,10,165,87,125,0.07400000000000001,0.841,0.084,0.304,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,6,4,1,2,11,0,11,3,0,2,1,22,20,8,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,4,13,1,12,14,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,4,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669126295514686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549319595300841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198002980304053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456921633572248,0.0,0.0,0.2539978953568113,0.179435684647877,0.0,0.0,0.2295645564774317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088335475400387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669816470385542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380362990662953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270882888304208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531199829589283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741294455241087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058444774307085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888483567679637,0.0,0.2195333895091625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400034130367168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245356301584184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058570304214698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421186288432601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,heron27,2020/02/24,"What's your advice for suicidal autistic adult? I don't have any reliable support system. I live in a third world country. I don't have a job, money, life, and I think about suicide everyday. I can't feel energy nor excitement in me. I'm in my early 30s. I live in a very farmer type family. In regressive homphobic dumb country ran by sleepy old people. My family used to bully me for being weak and faggoty, I don't play soccer like most boys, they think I'm soft and sensitive but otherwise moldable and adaptable like them and be an employee of something. Idk im tired. Thank you I'm sorry if I'm being inconsiderate.",1.5482926829268282,4.158198788617888,3.9169430894308976,81.58517073170735,85.5040650406504,7.5076422764227635,23.64715447154472,8.447377352677275,2.125389593495936,493,19,91,13,15,170,84,123,0.254,0.7040000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9653,2,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,2,2,0,1,8,1,0,4,0,9,3,0,1,0,12,20,8,2,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,2,1,1,5,2,0,1,1,2,15,6,11,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,5,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891465888543996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162882720906044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649461363498493,0.0,0.09787078515942003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908022255824815,0.0,0.1920804612118911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671859574152062,0.1891292746643492,0.0,0.3418376615325299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311080417296928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419154933452065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490135177896106,0.0,0.21667686071114908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234509187299621,0.2196519133229608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820592391458365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805348375961886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247109505174933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717545817369592,0.0,0.1597089574704917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TehSlitherySnek,2020/02/24,"Does anyone else get called ‘insane’ because you got overstimulated and started shaking? This happens to me a lot, and I also hate it when you ask someone to shut up and they say “no you”.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,4.823333333333338,81.855,73.44444444444444,5.911111111111111,28.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.3780666666666668,146,6,27,1,3,48,31,36,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392378951114337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091794102719524,0.3065244543108026,0.0,0.0,0.27967392551038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236496963951188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30547549040169897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617966597377377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499095327238115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629859007736308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392653319525267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645459248837929,0.0,0.0,0.2953582575442447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433486943142297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379037919855993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534770335755083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174676755353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AtlantaRes,2020/02/24,"Books on parenting as someone on the spectrum? Can anyone suggest books about parenting as someone on the spectrum? I've seen many about parenting kids on the spectrum, but I want authors on the spectrum talking about being parents.",7.609166666666668,9.909442250000003,6.720000000000002,70.63166666666669,64.0,8.333333333333334,45.83333333333334,8.841846274778883,4.977083333333334,190,13,25,3,3,58,22,40,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.2047,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,10,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,18,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953932336693864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023258981976444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8863658637024909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381787309582808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040144872321688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770762503207093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Peepers3,2020/02/24,"Do I have autism? I’ve been professionally diagnosed, but I’m still wondering whether or not I should trust it. 

When I was younger, I was perfectly fine socializing. I didn’t always understand social cues and social norms, but other than that I showed no signs of being autistic. (I might’ve, I haven’t asked my parents about it, and I’m just basing this off of what I remember.) However, in the past few years I’ve started showing a lot of the signs of autism. It’s like I’ve forgotten how to socialize, but still have the prior knowledge. (The best way for me to explain it is like when people lose their memory but still remember how to talk, walk, and function.) I know when me saying and doing things are socially acceptable, but I never know what to say, and I don’t understand a lot of social norms. I also have trouble making eye contact and have a very high IQ. And from what I understand, my brain works differently than other peoples. 

(I know that for autism to be diagnosed you have to have shown signs from when you were 3 years of age or younger, which is why I’m so confused.) Please help me understand if this is autism or something else!",5.704375000000002,6.236885687499999,6.084821428571428,79.93517857142858,67.125,9.792857142857144,30.732142857142854,9.784248007369934,2.753771428571429,910,33,178,19,14,293,120,224,0.069,0.797,0.134,0.9520000000000001,4,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,4,13,10,0,1,7,0,22,4,2,3,2,44,37,25,0,2,12,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,13,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,3,23,7,21,29,4,19,0,1,1,0,17,3,0,8,16,124,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875689591899629,0.08194582480205792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206840008527588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335193284064363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099397049331194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999165378318716,0.0,0.10289387377649564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226998924533495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601114300307133,0.10405279753069434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237120125302704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622773181095172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017739290430244,0.0,0.16745361207138282,0.0,0.0,0.06573823100389907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447500120891982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595623456744667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093538229038874,0.0,0.09401325828343374,0.13655155653269618,0.0,0.0,0.10810486497973876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231242982198388,0.0,0.0,0.15663542078412918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023466817803337,0.0,0.07581709839216168,0.0,0.0,0.06970684190993194,0.0,0.23594618193201003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915698171829919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542779262455553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100975025825897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125886780114701,0.0,0.07817129722552595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886567565542397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680071610095447,0.07169686647805053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683976925983645
autism,420conradical69,2020/02/24,"Is it normal that I can't feel grief? I've never been sad when anyone I know is hurt or dies. Also never when I get dumped or lose a relationship. I feel other things very strongly, but just not the feeling of loss. It's like ""well, that happened, time to move on now"" for me. Am I broken? Is this normal?",-0.2826562499999987,1.9071185468750045,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,90.09375,3.825,14.25,5.148860815047168,-1.08130625,233,4,52,1,8,78,50,64,0.19399999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.149,-0.6222,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,13,12,6,2,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,3,6,3,4,11,0,8,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216449313069213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927686217026155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641124073812725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455341356889699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901146942135896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014349536631713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438551276910068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251880538211383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128724530031987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548400200220735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210593321298254,0.0,0.0,0.3513731415805453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463739070131644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445624369412269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133431226607558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282684614426993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879515475139426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481159234340984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dissapointment_haha,2020/02/24,"I need a hug I just got done with a meltdown over worms on a string. So I bought a pack of 100 worms, and I wanted to take them all out of the wrappers. But later on, 9 of them got tangled. And I couldn't fix it, so I ended up having to cut the strings off. So now they are dead worms, not worm on a string, but just worms. And I have been crying for the past 3 hours, I tried texting my friends. But they all either didn't see my text, or laughed at me for crying over toys at my age. I'm very sad and I just want a hug.",0.11677966101694892,1.224863728813563,1.9120000000000024,102.3715593220339,81.20338983050848,4.7200000000000015,17.73220338983051,3.1291,-1.0978027118644067,392,7,107,0,10,129,72,118,0.141,0.728,0.131,-0.3159,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,7,6,1,0,9,0,7,2,0,0,2,21,16,11,1,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,17,4,18,9,3,16,0,1,1,2,5,10,0,1,6,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496003216869121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601091895083056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157649697680687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932808360175204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001678421776601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463672031555503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549799508423892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388157139129865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935321857210256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809681747692614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984910910890605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641657230075453,0.2951136703273988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,roggor49,2020/02/24,"Help finding a career? I’m incredibly indecisive and don’t really know what I like or if I’m any good at something. I want to find a career but I genuinely don’t think I could go through college. I considered the military, but that much commitment seems impossible for someone like me. I also hate getting stuck into doing something I really don’t like for a long time. My parents are relatively old as they had several kids before me and I’m terrified of what’s going to happen if they die and I haven’t gotten my life stabilized.",3.018857142857143,5.3487524571428615,5.474523809523814,74.51464285714287,76.80952380952381,9.152380952380954,28.595238095238088,9.642632912329526,3.2564095238095234,428,19,76,13,10,151,71,105,0.18,0.6629999999999999,0.157,-0.7596,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,18,22,10,1,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,14,4,9,18,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,6,48,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714598083717068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363099163951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167212349326245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568942544678928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039424679763021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592063134538557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266640755108464,0.0,0.2233580659968411,0.16482012321311465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376983200331322,0.0,0.0,0.194009243638132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171400030887073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799469846577198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879817903022448,0.2880090903034337,0.0,0.0,0.1739018516622185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445470745738098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620025833114292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819694082662186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517738771009205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788919139624221,0.0,0.2219961344578085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649911186673033,0.3025602304925469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591327339636527,0.0,0.0,0.11458437734006695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590448028619307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lydess,2020/02/24,"Crash course in kids Sorry if this is the wrong sub to post this in, delete if this is the case.

I’m going for an IT job at a school for children with special needs and as you can imagine a majority of the cohort have various conditions that place them on the spectrum.

Part of the process involves a day shadowing a teacher on duty to interact with the kids, can anyone give me or point me towards a crash course guide in how not to screw up and accidentally spook or make a child with special needs feel scared, anxious or otherwise unhappy?, stuffing an interview is bad but god knows I don’t want to ruin a kids day because I spoke in the wrong tone or with the wrong stance or something to that effect.

Any help you could provide would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks guys",7.315380794701987,6.735153145695364,7.165951986754968,77.30468956953644,63.900662251655646,10.199006622516556,35.431291390728475,9.516144504307137,3.111032450331125,619,25,120,10,8,197,99,151,0.163,0.71,0.127,-0.6304,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,1,11,1,1,17,0,10,1,0,3,0,27,21,12,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,2,7,4,23,17,3,15,0,1,0,1,15,11,1,7,2,77,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648897258851575,0.0,0.0,0.19351874370110428,0.0,0.1197760159453118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302723786882782,0.10442208190094156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136768052708226,0.0,0.0,0.22094694744264887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661375666247245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643252972684562,0.09735298416971302,0.0,0.0,0.18885739312511315,0.0,0.16961261907098918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481789054513407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998750239842053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414127153393173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143431952342537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540315929138867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185499771305368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789706555525761,0.0,0.16193261581406918,0.0,0.16405677862790782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149985624414504,0.17336340356557806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187408835256578,0.0,0.19175484142131224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770880456927866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103639628273063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168566340555922,0.5618646282084148,0.0,0.0
autism,catnthetinfoilhat,2020/02/24,"My dad just told me I have autism, im 16, I never noticed it until he told me, i can’t believe it, I feel so unintelligent, you can even see my autism by the shape of my head, I’m now remembering a lot of things - like other people knowing/assuming I’m autistic and treating me some type of way. I hate myself so fucking much, before this I already hated myself I didn’t think I could hate myself any more, but, guess I was wrong.
This life doesn’t feel like it’s worth living if I’m autistic.

Even my brother makes fun of me for it. God I just want to run away from it all. Fuck. I just want to die. Fuck. Why me?",-0.2238636363636388,1.8173825227272749,2.145030303030304,95.35754545454547,87.4090909090909,4.42909090909091,17.89090909090909,5.6839178017228535,-0.5097763636363633,471,12,110,3,15,160,84,132,0.20199999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.122,-0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,0,0,8,11,6,0,2,0,7,5,1,1,2,19,26,6,1,4,5,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,4,3,24,4,11,21,5,7,0,0,1,3,6,2,3,4,5,70,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232738372677327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003235153183733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820433514591451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251703987454431,0.165730179213791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744656702537445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526655186688223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431497966739208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875532956340334,0.10508754164176612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079719137073589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204611200205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356893701512375,0.15096599288426374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889214212995612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390036073506524,0.143730264025959,0.0,0.12989109547763836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250582936029526,0.0,0.0,0.0981897122687303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081346766907647,0.0,0.11345180275312575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747316519032246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019799121533818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663447059496406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721884313714034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772602691122342,0.09425508762882567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111876086583515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352558076317928,0.1167603244722623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273395085205214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608296440808059,0.0,0.0
autism,tubbsbutsad,2020/02/24,"Recently Diagnosed Ever since I was little I've always felt.. Off. And it was always hard for me to explain, especially to my family. They always deemed me to be just shy and that they went through similar situations, it always felt like they wanted to shove my issues under the rug.
As the years went by those said issues would progressively get worse and it was getting so hard to function, everyday was suffocating and I felt as if my life wasn't meant to be, I felt so abnormal and defeated in every possible way. 
A year ago I found out about autism (mainly asperger's) and was reading up on it and it felt like I was reading a biography, but I didn't want to self diagnose. I felt really helpless because I didn't have access to a medical professional at the time. 
I have struggled with depression since I was a kid and when you don't have the opportunity to discover what your lifelong issues are, you feel beyond hopeless... It got so bad to the point where I experienced my first catatonic episode. I felt so lifeless, feeling absolutely nothing to the point where I couldn't even think. 
My mom was really concerned, saying I had no light in my eyes, I was so far gone from everything, I detached myself from my own being at that point.
I got hospitalized soon after and was talking to a few mental health professionals, the whole process was exhausting and annoying, this was in late November.
When I was finally released I was introduced to my psychologist, and she has changed my life.. She is a neurologist as well and goes in depth with what causes any issues I am struggling with, which I love instead of a stereotypical therapist telling me to look on the bright side (yes I experienced that a few years ago). 
I was telling her about my thoughts on autism and she proceeded to do some testing and went over it with me, telling me my results weren't very surprising on her behalf, she diagnosed me soon after. 
I felt... Relieved to know the answer but also very frustrated at the same time, mainly because I'm diagnosed when I'm almost 20 years old. I got the answer I wanted yet I still have that hopeless feeling deep down. I don't want to offend anyone when I say that it's just so shocking to me that I am actually autistic and just now finding out about it.
Will it get better to cope with it? Is it normal to be upset with myself about this? I have so many questions to the point where I don't even know what to ask.",6.657573244886677,6.717352869936036,7.2616299455105455,73.93882887151545,65.07675906183368,10.700813393350707,34.00150043433625,10.421817524276454,3.491713985627418,1932,78,360,44,27,639,219,469,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.062,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,2,49.0,0,3,3,5,33,23,3,3,20,1,42,11,1,2,1,64,80,33,0,8,6,1,13,2,0,2,9,3,1,2,25,23,0,0,22,2,0,4,9,14,1,1,39,22,64,9,62,34,8,63,0,5,3,1,26,31,0,4,29,269,89,5,0.0,0.0,0.06410644372514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646494782011273,0.0,0.06578159051499828,0.0,0.0,0.0525343012807865,0.21864582643184105,0.0,0.0,0.04467318055378555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045933752074876884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141365796710178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485052773186959,0.08009112648011868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058099714041507614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748433542088997,0.06949399782768334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658088927846432,0.2667061850754857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677860750103206,0.05942266427760125,0.055348799064484325,0.0,0.05904021994562144,0.0,0.06192908114143346,0.0,0.09964836766546624,0.0,0.5046011303894353,0.07196296760816033,0.06004179232715666,0.05587804179124321,0.0,0.0720284804354004,0.0,0.0,0.10296492389378888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762097842802034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769522676070092,0.0,0.0,0.06982809913091707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742637812648083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220580501905635,0.0,0.07410404758144498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280116889472002,0.0641881145204445,0.06584118410311063,0.0,0.0,0.05516518932677525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592900830347497,0.0,0.0,0.06660192569300738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617832382287922,0.06620263024866163,0.0,0.0,0.07693831002305652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436474230487778,0.06303376479970901,0.0,0.06893327107467437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484027396949291,0.0740584694596235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359068033227363,0.0,0.13142063661194273,0.0,0.08416864779988611,0.0,0.0648634590020874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248864990433822,0.10448269057200647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853164724402393,0.0,0.0,0.1086830974790985,0.07384116846145125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246214807829384,0.0,0.0,0.13735221440632056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052801176043605486,0.172254528974926,0.0,0.0,0.07627410331997639,0.0,0.04209312770594297,0.0,0.05215253960327751,0.07661169785171558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840645236175178,0.15498865079997232,0.05214368128702687,0.0,0.0,0.05906548369032005,0.1826929308777449,0.0,0.07334337597870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694631152066707,0.046666096295020866,0.0,0.0,0.16921537028415198
autism,HESAHodgesmj,2020/02/25,Prominent Autistic Communities Hey everyone! I am currently in my job search in student affairs in higher education and I am primarily looking on the East Coast from New York through South Carolina. I was wondering if you all knew of any major autistic communities that you might know of that I might consider as I am applying for jobs? Thanks!,6.289672131147539,8.763489114754101,7.35160655737705,64.08478688524589,67.68852459016394,12.09311475409836,40.0688524590164,11.602472056035307,5.963692459016395,280,17,43,11,5,94,47,61,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.6988,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,10,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,2,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319377150935706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574127532564239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346540703697921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480491603948412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262189296468913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715583585710121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601775944213359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480172162847848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921409010888745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DanDan_fell_over,2020/02/25,"Problem with school (UK) (I didn’t know how else to title it so sorry if it doesn’t relate at all)

I currently attend sixth form and unfortunately I have a problem with a teacher. I wouldn’t of put it into this sub but unfortunately it ties in with my autism.

I have frequent medical absences due to health reasons so I always ask my teachers for the work but this one teacher (Who I’ll title Mrs M for now) who, not only refuses to send me the work (in fact she has now completely ignored mine another teachers email (special ed, works with me) and even my mum’s email), but also refuses to even help me. And now because I complained about her she makes comments about me during her class and talked about me behind me back, which I unfortunately found out in a nasty way (questioning why I was taking sixth form due to autism).

I’m now to anxious to attend her classes because I feel excluded from the class. It feels like she is waiting for me to fail (which I would of have already if she wasn’t told that she can’t kick me of the course, which she tried) or to drop the subject completely. 

I feel depressed even having go get up in the morning to go to school and I also feel upset that she had to be a teacher in a subject I really enjoy.

Sorry if this is long but should I go to college/ or another sixth form (probably won’t change till next summer) or continue on til year 13, or even drop it?",5.236458072590736,5.351154652482271,6.110617438464747,80.7979411764706,68.07801418439715,8.90479766374635,30.772632457238217,8.671277953709913,2.2618862745098043,1100,40,222,16,17,364,145,282,0.171,0.789,0.039,-0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,17,10,0,1,11,0,18,2,0,3,2,44,34,23,0,8,12,1,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,16,11,0,4,8,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,6,4,37,3,40,23,4,36,0,2,0,0,26,10,0,8,17,158,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196098402496262,0.19125831133480034,0.09950125566590982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25078292629646304,0.0,0.13509287852308452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117924120937794,0.0,0.0,0.09195067036837684,0.0,0.14579135184093264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650120348405644,0.0,0.2507575230575057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299523428874643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998948665573276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159293932915206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418556773043917,0.08542893432665166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311147688293775,0.0,0.0,0.06247631544384453,0.0,0.20388249653912616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710937423643506,0.0,0.0,0.0801528526024743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571877801658951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584214032148692,0.0,0.0,0.10582572430335943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798214740768505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046562105852734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271761134036036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103141185203731,0.0909469988221782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892891155157482,0.2288463881807908,0.0,0.12021227688791312,0.13395847005847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660686947894804,0.12294953540067093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420454036680424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677230432867351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991028679543832,0.09611495271076262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426509643676115,0.0,0.08118788141540331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491810290226707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790356109872362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116992265716804,0.0,0.0,0.08494715411050055,0.0,0.0,0.07700646335681915
autism,js_customs581,2020/02/25,"I have some genetic questions about autism... How is the gene is inherited (dominant/recessive/autosomal/X-linked/some other pattern).  

What is the genetic cause of autism?

What chromosome is the gene on, as well as the the position of your gene on the chromosome? 

How the normal gene is supposed to function, and why the mutation creates a disease.  Could you please explain it at a molecular level?",4.274571428571427,7.445117814285716,5.3539285714285745,72.26232142857145,78.0,9.785714285714286,34.464285714285715,9.827888789773867,4.6748571428571415,317,18,49,11,8,104,46,70,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,0,7,0,0,3,0,9,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958312024122962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30764777075893696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37753314425632906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42296716913392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316481343497927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346450198914842,0.0,0.3476926156116394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AspergersJunkie,2020/02/25,make of this what you will [on the spectrum?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HD4pEm8oTwk),12.577499999999993,17.977001750000007,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,73.16666666666667,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,1.9857,79,3,11,1,2,16,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mvewtcc,2020/02/25,"How do I know if I have autism? I went to a psychiatrist and she subscribe me abilify.

I never thought of myself having autism.  I'm 40 now.

Looking back at my life, there are probably signs I have autism.  But it is weird no one noticed, including myself.",1.3882666666666699,3.9329323600000015,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,85.4,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.590933333333333,198,8,39,4,6,66,41,50,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,10,0,3,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28858451536526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625648109290406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650873088733188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151596419806302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894564837492699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272844709558021,0.0,0.0,0.2543147388159302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046396541495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979483241213483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479092485103103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RealAutisticGinger,2020/02/25,"Do instructions never seem to go as documented for anyone else? It seems that even the easiest tasks go off the rails quickly for me. This is especially obvious when I review instructions for something with which I am very familiar, and I can see where the directions *could* go off the rails leaving a novice with no context on how to get back on track.

I see this for almost every single task I attempt. It seems as though the universe conspires against me. Anyone else?

No need to read further.

What's got me this time? I'm trying to setup a blog to share some of my travels. I'm using WordPress, and I want to setup Google Analytics. All of the YouTube videos show ""Google Analytics"" magically added to the WordPress dashboard at the left when installing any one of a number of third party Google Analytics Dashboard plugins.

Of course, that's not what happens for me. I seem to get stuck in a loop for any of these seemingly garbage products trying to entice me to buy their pro version. Why would I ever buy a pro version, when the basic one doesn't even seem to work as it should?

If you've read this far and happen to know about WordPress blog setup and SEO, I'd love to hear your opinions on which GA Dashboard provides the simplest path. I don't want a lot of ""value-added"" garbage, just to be able to see traffic in Google Analytics (yes, the google account is created and I'm to a point where I have the tracking ID that should be used to finish the WordPress part).",6.3211950464396285,6.6139384982456155,6.308937048503612,79.69040247678018,65.7719298245614,8.811145510835914,33.25593395252837,8.4952907291091,2.5497079463364303,1172,47,221,15,17,371,153,285,0.024,0.9079999999999999,0.069,0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,14,2,0,0,20,1,14,1,0,3,4,35,43,14,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,0,7,7,3,4,6,0,0,3,2,4,18,2,45,35,7,27,0,0,3,1,5,14,0,11,9,143,33,6,0.10800532126371368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081517279092764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468946442392088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103966375278133,0.2213284302260801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304942528118273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623346055609762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804491739514209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267299214447635,0.0976969965043658,0.09099914139598814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285664521009542,0.0,0.1841457391733212,0.0,0.0863817218884588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101749780090185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172984665185847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935689998336801,0.0,0.0,0.11436204048098965,0.11734809757232985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182226183157104,0.09747901924977988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008457718658718,0.08330036207542907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637440177595332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695923788687874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209993899919267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606909807506186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581987726532893,0.5899439284938345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314777297138735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611467976863047,0.0,0.06297877138465731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466570469651506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865638399630248,0.0,0.08911570127484945,0.1274086736054416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974580032874226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862916021715148,0.0,0.0,0.07672388140168886,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,clowds1xxx,2020/02/25,"Fixation/Obssessiin It seems to be hard for someone to get my attention if I'm in deep focus(tends t be art). Sometimes I won't hear them say my name or notice someone come into a room. 
Is this how people feel when they have special interests?",1.6062499999999993,4.265183791666669,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,86.08333333333334,7.366666666666666,26.75,8.344100000000001,2.4576,194,9,36,5,6,66,43,48,0.031,0.865,0.10400000000000001,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667122876811138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655439202829902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176492839850656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773608605212487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489669552190018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525071623904507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146531918302418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622416528028185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186861061446844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246841211646548,0.0,0.3062244774236172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rikkaboy,2020/02/25,"Applying for a job that is looking to hire ""Underrepresented Groups"" I found a job listing that I really like and the job description ends with this:

>To help us increase the diversity of our team, we like to specifically encourage folks from underrepresented groups to apply.

I am bi and on the autism spectrum however I'm not sure if autism counts as an ""underrepresented group"" as I assume they mean women, POC and LGBTQ (This is a programming job by the way. I don't know if that makes a difference)

If it does count, the only place I could mention ether part of me would be the cover letter and I have no idea how to include that without it sounding like I'm trying to get diversity points. I've never had an application like this so it's new to me.",4.627048567870485,6.214334506849319,6.074034869240347,75.15496264009965,70.36986301369862,9.144707347447072,27.65628891656289,9.573946990214177,2.489542465753424,602,21,115,14,11,204,95,146,0.028999999999999998,0.8370000000000001,0.135,0.9361,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,12,0,9,1,0,2,2,22,17,11,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,13,6,16,12,2,8,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,4,7,73,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274792354669978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681558221452678,0.0,0.0,0.13972361607851552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414154938829117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506405372967174,0.0,0.0,0.0834181926364538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701985306358597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024196172608425,0.0,0.0,0.6337701360982163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774751912743177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120163430156349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407809813468838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657739743076433,0.0,0.0,0.1739216172483788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314322541412745,0.15420511931394154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143216535032185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290126280995852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681558221452678,0.0,0.1509347077214548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022852668258652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048204835138568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840182049056712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205692169878624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267343718389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391103035389225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342119033696033,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,InfiniteRealm,2020/02/25,"Undiagnosed - UK Forms I am fairly certain that I have autism (asperger's to be more precise). How am I certain? I have completed numerous online tests that say I am have many autistic traits and all of my friends have said that I seem autistic. (To elaborate) I speak in a very monotonous voice. I don't know how to communicate (very well), I can only identify 4 different feelings in myself which are: happiness, sadness, anger and jealousy (and boredom??) and I can only identify 3 of those in others through obvious cues like smiling, crying or shouting. I also get very anxious in certain situations that get diagnosed autistic people anxious as well. This anxiety ranges from picking at my nails to loss of breath and dizziness. 

My question is can I fill in that I am autistic on forms (UK) like my student loan application?",5.069024264326277,7.544346785234902,5.906845637583892,73.12771295818277,71.08053691275168,8.879917398038204,36.964894166236455,9.466822959209583,4.144590707279298,657,38,104,16,13,215,93,149,0.13,0.7190000000000001,0.152,0.5383,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,1,0,1,0,15,2,1,3,6,19,21,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,7,18,9,17,19,4,8,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,2,75,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887510616624338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284872339154274,0.3923706680512373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207824482793566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075634859245366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626031404503587,0.0,0.18143678058698415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780725038338416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341685769703835,0.0,0.1814594070100609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486332334044173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543849059916913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696821124733966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760630535858186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641511164410887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203933426359806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453791703380546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518955573934807,0.1381006731979602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809270724878402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520008564906874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298607922958188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31228074299157826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rhgakkduv,2020/02/25,"HFA as an adult and boyfriend excuse me as I am new to Reddit and this topic, I need perspective.

I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years and it's occured to me to look up what I've concluded to possibly be symptoms of him being neurodivergent.  
We've always had difficulty communicating, more recently he's damn near been impossible to communicate with. He gets mad when I try to talk about my feelings. When we talk we don't have the same conversation. He says I don't listen but I think he may be interpreting what I say wrong. He'll bring up unrelated data in conversation. He has to think about everything before responding, it takes an abnormal amount of time. It's noticable. He's flat and monotone especially this last year, prior he was more loving and playful. He can't/doesn't  extrapolate from context. 
He has 1 friend, he was homeschooled and went to a very small private school for HS. 
He is a musician and computer enthusiast. 
He is very defensive.
He cants stand certain noises.
He has anxiety.

I've looked up affective disorders but HFA seems like the closest fit.

How can I bring this up? Should I ask him to see a counselor? Is there a move from here to help us adjust?
We love each other but communication is a big problem and we need help, how do I approach this?",3.543515527950308,5.9489930693877575,5.084347826086958,77.58304347826089,75.44897959183673,8.669032830523513,28.203194321206745,9.318704503766252,2.765594498669033,1022,43,191,27,23,343,145,245,0.057999999999999996,0.774,0.16899999999999998,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,9,0,24,3,0,4,1,36,43,17,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,3,1,3,0,1,10,15,0,1,7,1,0,5,3,5,0,0,6,7,20,6,28,31,5,25,0,0,3,2,38,10,1,2,10,112,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660402483462702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639712510667426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422431226854637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947154874724215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438126385458633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367458888965788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693345669589235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755353186931985,0.0,0.07949400174995427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039707674749788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402553170207685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433458737770621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555414887541385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746492175945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171524956445146,0.0,0.2256400057670836,0.0,0.14695094244031195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732279379798904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153037786620587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559049339958194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502333725436103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419973775459287,0.0,0.15398761599545865,0.1212467589417031,0.13851496765877838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814590001753148,0.1144006083758202,0.24459067935444076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949878293098488,0.0,0.0,0.08872201638356117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330234011818673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302210569523047,0.0,0.0,0.2510853906707332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104795708760576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635612982232936,0.0,0.19596392294763268
autism,Mr_Trainwreck,2020/02/25,"Everything is meaningless Anyone else feel like a lot of things in society is completely meaningless, especially things regarding social rules, politeness, manners and tradition. I sometimes get called out for little things that seem like nothing, but always have some absurd unwritten token rule which I have unfortunately transgressed. When I ask what's so wrong about said action, it always comes down to 'it's not polite' without further explanation. 

I'm not sure if it's an autistic thing or just a byproduct of my nihilistic mindset.",13.003666666666668,11.826139033333336,11.278333333333332,54.2775,53.111111111111114,14.777777777777779,46.944444444444436,13.427899808715575,6.708777777777778,443,22,59,13,4,138,73,90,0.162,0.8009999999999999,0.038,-0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,11,6,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142770749391425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204848662018456,0.19349939963592375,0.0,0.0,0.17654949195410718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928372211904628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626777694574927,0.19800589534795612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776015213559275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697264286364754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548836131759884,0.13491465718530987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866646174091324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845253870750881,0.18927756443506288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605537302141672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812069093377355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963983515554166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192217596539042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250904861686507,0.0,0.0,0.1867777273168652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798912679711873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50185486168305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204490301172765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647810346886575,0.0,0.0
autism,dogthecrabhunter,2020/02/25,"Touch averse until touch starved I'm usually not a big fan of being touched or hugged. However, after prolonged periods of this, I feel an overwhelming need for physical affection. Does anyone else experience this? Thank you!",5.052368421052631,8.622257394736843,5.3845263157894765,69.99468421052634,80.31578947368422,10.40842105263158,33.915789473684214,9.888512548439397,5.135983157894737,183,10,26,7,5,58,34,38,0.124,0.669,0.207,0.5726,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676413855228204,0.39219266151344395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349642330780079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197548626157968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374422090459791,0.0,0.0,0.19353979722505452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838187885840384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524027964274728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215666077680159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Thicc_Yoshis_Gaming,2020/02/25,"I want to ALT-F4 First off i need to say that im not the best at using words \[thanks brain\] and i can say things that are not so good to say at the most unfortunate times in history. \[yes i am autistic and i am new here and have no idea how to formulate things i don't want anyone to be offended\]

So i was in my Dutch class \[yes i'm Dutch if you don't like that i'll polder your arse\] and the teacher is not the best person to make jokes around but overall is a good teacher. A friend of mine was using a site that was so to say not so good for epileptic people \[that site with a sort of worm and when you shake your mouse that worm will rave with the most epileptic endusing video known to mankind\]

So I asked the teacher if she had epilepsy and she responded 'No, luckely not' and my -69000 IQ brain was not activated and I responded 'Oh, that's dissapointing' and she did not take it well and but through some miracle of god i don't have to go to detention. I did sit in shame for the rest of the 30 minutes of that class.",1.7856953162723317,3.4406691146789044,3.0663882182520545,93.51398116851765,78.03669724770644,6.791308546595848,22.482858522452922,7.669130373188453,0.6864275229357797,809,24,190,12,19,262,114,218,0.14,0.789,0.071,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,3,10,14,1,2,12,2,20,2,2,4,0,39,31,21,0,5,11,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,11,13,0,0,2,2,0,2,12,3,1,1,7,4,21,11,27,22,6,16,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,7,5,130,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051825087504692,0.0,0.0,0.13391249879014247,0.1406295441746867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157290708101913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33585400804454113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279536801192672,0.0,0.0,0.11622002730819103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549149868192732,0.3785147212000404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981450391366007,0.162487672816156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349135017554374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041162279746246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154019456098947,0.0,0.14528395933150856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428759017073497,0.1313476195339652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785044120692852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310286996984308,0.0,0.0,0.1384935672280847,0.0,0.0,0.1998748896391144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877155709655575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598423783775225,0.0,0.0,0.17745224788536065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525252073857366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ali_6385,2020/02/25,"How can my dad discipline my 14 year old autistic brother Hi, my brother is autistic and we recently just found out he touched a girl in her zip area in school. We are extremely angry about this and we need to learn new ways on how to discipline him because it seems are way of rewards and treats is not working and my dad is very easy on him. He is not very disciplined and we want to learn new ways on how to discipline him. He has a phone and he gets around 50 cent - 1.50 euro a day,sometimes more. Should we continue with our ways or should we add new ways. My dad is kind of lost and helpless on how to do raise him. Thank you so much in advance.",3.0435555555555536,4.133207170370368,3.7475925925925933,92.2391666666667,73.5925925925926,7.474074074074074,26.833333333333336,7.908726449838941,1.3050888888888892,508,18,116,7,10,161,79,135,0.064,0.865,0.07,-0.024,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,7,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,4,0,37,19,13,0,4,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,17,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,18,4,18,15,2,23,0,2,0,0,25,10,0,2,7,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016368483469974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597992404198873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154208212862448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263555614405587,0.0,0.0,0.08226101116431166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395971607636642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187503337030685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157437041612298,0.11674701628372915,0.0,0.4561979338282178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521705743158532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554626621381434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934758245549574,0.0,0.1433363656398087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572185767036908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449586026992986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25982511473166114,0.09286795919173604,0.6248815304702771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462531452042404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139249565082308
autism,Ventolus,2020/02/25,"Creatin and autism I have a question. Has anyone tried to Use creatin as a supplement? 
By the way you have helped me out so much before, when I aske questions about my kid Who is on the spectrum. He is now 5 and has learned to Use the toilet. THx for the help.",-0.041190476190475785,2.2499199074074103,1.4037566137566166,98.73833333333332,90.66666666666666,3.8264550264550254,20.67724867724868,5.288315135182226,-0.27054179894179864,201,7,45,1,7,64,42,54,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901716497933491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542604539775017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143118725281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645989975276847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993334574763866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093497899057034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465356636938215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697991554804088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588155656189265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,keepitswoozy,2020/02/25,"Looking to get diagnosed in UK I went to the doctors to look into being refered for tests and the doctor who I've spent less than 3 minutes of my life talking to told me they woukd have known I was autistic in childhood and refused to refer me even though I show up as autistic in online tests.

Any advice on how to get diagnosed other than paying privately?

Did anyone else here struggle with this?",5.693076923076923,6.425041128205134,6.076051282051285,79.2856153846154,67.2051282051282,7.778461538461538,32.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,2.2915251282051283,320,13,56,3,5,103,60,78,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,0,18,5,1,8,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,1,41,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178480881812795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473829698662146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154176877428716,0.22206419799368066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399502022336134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436620820550186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810490457606954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314728362533044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646363489080676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530819130092251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36399510110650396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265719277870981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419834543381227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293487903119365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070935913584435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090970609615905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nananarisa,2020/02/25,"Parent Survey Hello, my name is Narisa and I am a student at CSULB working on creating a better learning environment in schools for children diagnosed with ASD (autism spectrum disorder).

Attached below is a link to a brief survey intended for parents of children with ASD. We would really appreciate it if you took the time to take our survey.  All responses will be confidential and if you choose not to answer a question, you may leave it blank.  

[https://qfreeaccountssjc1.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_dap6yUBB7gglS1T](https://qfreeaccountssjc1.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_dap6yUBB7gglS1T)",11.563555194805195,15.187090193181824,8.219675324675329,58.52272727272731,56.15909090909091,10.483116883116883,36.435064935064936,10.608840637214634,4.805465584415585,499,21,58,12,7,141,68,88,0.015,0.884,0.10099999999999999,0.7841,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,18,9,4,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,12,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,4,1,40,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280309380658557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616934634449304,0.0,0.0,0.2954971441697831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730062452919319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725825580418705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28883019728951204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517340945801168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26093916145782364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385713991917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503435741134956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864601938702409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877043441255369,0.0,0.0,0.18315604284080972,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,viktor-is-on-reddit,2020/02/25,"Does anyone else do this? I get agitated when people point out the little things, more specifically things I'm already aware of, such as to turn the computer on because it's not already on, or get a pen etc. 

I wish that they would be able to pick up what I'm thinking because then I don't have to explain unneccesarily ""yes, already aware of this that and the other"", ""no it wasn't neccesary to point that out"", ""yes I know"" (and then I get agitated and they get agitated at me but I don't know how to explain without sounding ridiculous so I give up). 

Is this an autism thing or just me? 

(For the record, I haven't been officially diagnosed but have been looking into it for the past month or so. My friend, who has high functioning autism (I don't know if that's the correct way of phrasing that, apologies in advance) said that I do a lot of things an autistic person would, and I've been doing my best to educate myself properly since then. I wrote a list out of all possible symptoms and got two other people to add their own observations, and basically everything is starting to make sense now lol. (I apologise in advance to anything that's phrased incorrectly and may come off as offensive/rude.))",5.491794871794873,6.173765444444449,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,67.63247863247864,9.316923076923075,33.121367521367524,9.3871,2.9230208547008543,950,41,184,18,15,312,131,234,0.033,0.861,0.106,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,3,7,3,1,0,11,3,20,2,0,3,2,39,42,22,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,21,13,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,7,3,20,2,31,31,6,28,0,0,1,0,12,16,0,6,8,135,41,2,0.1269519678557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202839601683863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876776770500501,0.13007729355766856,0.10447065253657467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154777482558579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332282579505935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935787921225394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885357505563758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110965225847648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605207902275143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158500239628855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409624279858865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980827754473656,0.0,0.2653086538215082,0.1217838955558712,0.0,0.0,0.10153508597720057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413172418628078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930844435817814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723922327007198,0.0,0.0,0.10660767932868527,0.0,0.0,0.10793002322561053,0.0,0.0,0.0847414243418868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133184955002236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119001823288088,0.1760250195353754,0.1108495615659518,0.0,0.0,0.2400212882520701,0.14311926887365398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076039313891705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501597969569842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985725626647914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195170364242684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373649855726468,0.08134569490616278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808728585176425,0.1240136257526411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076856295617614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598849776343015,0.12237716672138732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036607106962144,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xanny-pacquiao,2020/02/25,Weird question? Are there any nsfw subreddits for autistic people? This thought just recently came across my mind and i figured if anyone would know it would be someone in this subreddit.,5.0896875,8.613823593750002,4.123750000000001,79.74625000000002,78.6875,6.95,33.0,8.07648339933343,3.2710375000000003,153,8,22,3,4,45,30,32,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881804228621785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499257002271655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680248918713864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768391314442845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249010343616004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230782780590864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604616550959779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177140051100837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263892345687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545341689974205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571594726783469,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dayamond97,2020/02/25,"Dear parents/family members of children with ASD, I am a public health student asking for your help to fill out a quick survey. To parents or family members with children with autism,

I am a student at CSULB working on creating a program to better the learning environment for children diagnosed with ASD (autism spectrum disorder). 

Attached below is a link to a brief survey intended for parents of children with ASD. I would really appreciate it if you took the time to take our survey.  All responses will be confidential and if you choose not to answer a question, you may leave it blank.  

[https://qfreeaccountssjc1.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_dap6yUBB7gglS1T](https://qfreeaccountssjc1.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_dap6yUBB7gglS1T)  

Please feel free to let me know if you have any questions.

Thank you!",11.187109375,13.0813997421875,8.4421875,63.03406250000001,55.484375,10.775,38.65625,10.686352973137794,4.606996875,669,29,88,14,8,193,83,128,0.01,0.815,0.17600000000000002,0.9617,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,6,0,2,1,4,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,1,1,24,15,5,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,5,21,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,7,2,60,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872245581312547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769588996349796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741001604886735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921235218641562,0.0,0.0,0.21694065755924347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35688810655323355,0.0,0.0957097930992746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120448764717172,0.0,0.0,0.12687587944019152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040278353902544,0.0,0.0,0.20042885537121266,0.0,0.19355999239289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203642542724079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077815834128089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240921725250307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212628574120325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232115685847632,0.0,0.0,0.17427112778494178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037546206960534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103061367897756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780405206868496,0.0,0.0,0.13446489468271938,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,soberopiate,2020/02/25,"All day preschool for 4 yr old? Seeking input on Extended Day program for my child. This is offered through public school. It would be in addition to the Ready Start preschool program. He will be turning 4 just after it starts. He has loved his first year of preschool, but it’s only 2 1/2 hours 4 days a week. This would be a total of 7 hours a day 3 days a week plus one 2 1/2 hr day. We also do private speech and OT therapy one day a week. 

I believe this program is effectively ABA which we were not interested in pursuing for our child. He’s super sweet and affectionate, but extremely speech delayed. We just want to make the best decision for him. Any input is appreciated!",2.5286969001148094,4.804312753731345,3.9285074626865684,85.25627439724455,78.17910447761193,7.108151549942595,27.471871412169925,8.139509932561175,1.9075506314580941,535,23,107,10,13,176,86,134,0.038,0.735,0.226,0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,2,2,21,18,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,8,6,14,11,3,22,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0,19,62,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624951633907595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885418680927843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377823619112894,0.15255314554030738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6562454467776853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236486480992262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863133891040195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119891782046214,0.0,0.09703324985090532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253766066613875,0.0,0.19700816911600155,0.11055775356147884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711863192837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057822762819038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623923126187512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811698013511685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574091238619108,0.0,0.34981265001532824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652834401408468,0.0,0.0,0.09361124290742552
autism,Psychotic_Werewolf,2020/02/25,"I have a deep anger, and disgust for most people. Is this caused because I don't understand neurotypicals? I feel like most people play games, and use tactful/ fake communications styles. This DEEPLY disgusts me, and if you don't copy them they will bully you. I am a very blunt, and direct person. I don't see what is wrong with the way I communicate. Unfortunately that makes them want to bully me or when they see the bullying they do NOTHING to stop it. This has almost destroyed my motivation to make friends irl, and even online. Thank you for reading this.  Any advice? I would love it if I am wrong.",3.4154466403162047,5.85996599130435,4.0837944664031625,84.40450592885377,76.04347826086956,6.616600790513835,23.49802371541502,7.686295010490155,1.126565217391304,479,15,92,7,11,152,76,115,0.264,0.5920000000000001,0.145,-0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,5,1,2,12,4,0,4,0,12,1,0,5,0,22,22,9,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,19,5,6,20,2,4,0,0,2,1,12,1,0,6,3,61,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183034464798085,0.0,0.0,0.19657455525735354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334964772140867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196678086120474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166285306182924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965987932048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992594503649878,0.14024279539004406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166742094970448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590639239551063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717603986893793,0.0,0.2620748285092229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883632515524887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219112238395354,0.1714089659415827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636157313451355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128648358713925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412265370871407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073444522523974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436401888997088,0.0,0.169547470839299,0.0,0.1619750297401227,0.11578780956199043,0.15582050963242453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945189000407374,0.42926494454245945,0.0,0.0
autism,micahrose,2020/02/25,"Need For Community. I have high functioning symptoms but I have never been diagnosed. I still have many problems conversing and relating to others. I missed the diagnosis’ age in the 90s because of my high functionality and my lack of parentage to care. I have sensory problems and issues with communication and I’m really just looking for a community that can understand. I have a GF that I talk to about it but she can only understand so much. I just don’t know, you know? I get overwhelmed and it’s hard. Since I seem to be high functioning and intelligent, people tell me not to worry but I know I’m so different, I’m told all the time.",1.9430182926829247,4.730314130081304,4.292677845528456,77.97852896341466,86.56097560975607,8.278252032520326,25.573678861788625,8.841846274778883,2.7482361788617893,510,22,94,16,16,176,74,123,0.11699999999999999,0.779,0.10300000000000001,-0.1879,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,10,2,0,0,2,25,25,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,16,1,12,22,3,8,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,4,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853508253023448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164804155701191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406259415180371,0.0,0.16888083434394965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445094747678694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479892332590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123489655266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687116008331491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266501618945797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573804544899584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638789846828311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188250100811969,0.1198550321798892,0.1246677940733278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229355503143696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206177759571638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30933793344262395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355160455233156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715223791720947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337114166124615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908701170263293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680072810783794,0.0,0.12992121519083918,0.14128168728707882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425438625181637,0.0,0.0,0.15445526179091693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336548746084524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415466362316788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Yvanung,2020/02/25,"Deloitte and RWA Now that Deloitte has become a national partner of Ready, Willing and Able (a Canadian federally-funded autism employment initiative, thereafter RWA), I may wish to discuss the matter here. 

Personally I feel that, while Deloitte may very well have become a national partner of RWA for PR purposes, to make the most of RWA, it must not repeat the mistakes made by other employers (including but not limited to, EY), and actually consider employing autistic staff for more roles than IT alone. 

Or, for that matter, more than just menial positions either.",16.991562499999993,11.26513419791667,15.081666666666667,43.930000000000035,50.77083333333334,19.05,58.04166666666667,15.903189008614273,8.764566666666669,457,25,62,15,3,148,67,96,0.026000000000000002,0.86,0.114,0.55,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,21,10,6,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,12,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,3,48,8,5,0.27655843226761545,0.0,0.26988113585972484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28643113017002764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108741206941337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983625300562982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616862755147615,0.1846049010500545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414801557000692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281896701628688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248659243941089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802854853293894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,catofriddles,2020/02/25,"How early in a relationship do you share that you have Autism? Most people say they'll figure it out, but i'm often told i hide it well. I'm not even sure if my ex-girlfriend believed i had anything. 

I don't want to scare girls away, but i want to be honest and give them a heads up, too.

Obviously you don't share it on the first date, but i don't think it's wise to wait too long either.

What would you do?",2.607333333333333,2.871520844444444,4.026666666666667,92.91,73.8888888888889,6.888888888888888,20.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,-0.08677777777777695,316,5,79,2,6,105,63,90,0.11599999999999999,0.716,0.16899999999999998,0.779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,2,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,10,1,1,1,2,19,18,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,1,12,6,8,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,3,4,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129709769731942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431518363564058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157983628345513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093546337674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013579708703546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482652743750701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656042472070164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903053156921996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794198632436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778551663432919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205808754508566,0.2591047122597289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439166566650193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582907923030085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472952200327045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052947910268654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326929669632328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384463691880235,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AMC929,2020/02/25,"Toddler biting his hands....any advice? So my three year old was diagnosed on the spectrum back in December and started in a early childhood special education class at the same time. Over the past week or so I and his teachers have noticed he is biting his own hands and fingers a lot. This is really new for him and at some part he is biting so hard it’s leaving deep marks. 

His teacher is going to call the OT tomorrow to get her opinion and see if she would come watch him outside his therapy hours but does anyone else have any advice in the meantime?",5.368558322411534,6.034273798165138,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,67.89908256880733,8.43040629095675,32.08519003931848,8.418075326091056,2.475515334207077,440,18,82,6,7,143,79,109,0.013999999999999999,0.966,0.021,0.1967,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,8,3,2,0,0,14,13,11,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,10,11,5,22,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,5,12,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799304987160527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643970809616016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592887069669618,0.19918558361561226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948145818118508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985039463580032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674582273208303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973117201814826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012058817860332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623961006263605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156587980184437,0.0,0.110481894832639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414405026063326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914446589535365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058413350097851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527177094370304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877525527474035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132547789616114,0.2039899043155802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051605556446976,0.18557662025310465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453749940628105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154911483557856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375971896555585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231313060993674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133560954716338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559358056088831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809605100113015,0.0,0.0,0.1251871072373621
autism,gaberdabber,2020/02/26,Teachers and autism I really wish that teachers were more educated about autism. I have had so many teachers disregard my hardships because they are so ignorant.  High school has been so hard for me.,6.069333333333329,8.710458028571429,5.48,76.55333333333336,68.71428571428572,9.23809523809524,34.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.82252380952381,161,8,26,4,3,49,29,35,0.179,0.7440000000000001,0.077,-0.4549,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731748277632815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634371059129916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286556395390988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113269805123669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599086692546708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106008977684333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466547293369812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SoScorpio9,2020/02/26,"What are some quick and easy ways to feel like you have control in your life? One thing I struggle with almost daily is the anxiety caused by uncertainty. If I have to wait on someone else's word to know what my plans will be, or even if I have no pressing obligations but just can't decide where I want to direct my energy, I can get anxious and paralyzed, which only compounds the anxiety.

I already have plenty of coping mechanisms for this of course, but I'm looking for variety, and some healthier ones. Lists, alarms, and timers are something I already utilize, and it helps quite a lot. But sometimes I get this acute anxiety and need something I can do quickly to help me move on with my day. I was a smoker until a couple months ago, and a smoke break always really helped. I honestly think that was less because of nicotine, and more because of my oral fixation and the simple act of taking a break to go outside and do something I'm used to. Basically, that feeling of having control and choice. 

I thought to ask about this now because I just instinctively did one for myself, but it's far from ideal. I'm expected to make dinner for my parents and sister every Wednesday. I already had to ask what I should make, found the recipes, and checked the ingredients. But I'm having a hard time transitioning from what I was doing (watching tv and playing phone games for cash) to preparing dinner. I asked my mom if she would buy me a beer while she's at the store for an ingredient we didn't have. When she said yes, I immediately felt my chest loosen a little. I know that's probably partly the anticipation of having a beer (I would probably have had wine instead if she said no, they have a glass or two most nights, but I've found beer has a better effect on my mood). But my anxiety also eased because it was a measure of control. I get to choose what I drink tonight, and knowing that adds another piece of information to my immediate future. I know I'll be making dinner, I know what I'll be drinking, and I also picked a movie to watch while I cook. I realized that I did all these things only half so I can complete the task of dinner more smoothly. The other half was simply the comfort of knowing all these aspects of my environment for the next few hours. The immediate relief that comes from making those choices. 



TL;DR

What are some quick things you do to help you feel control in your life? Similar to listening to a favorite song, going out for a smoke break, watching a favorite movie, etc. Things that can either be done right away and quickly, or easily decided for the near future.",6.29897945659377,6.585187582504973,6.737071570576543,76.62438800530154,65.81908548707753,9.489966865473825,32.67123923127899,9.2995712137729,2.854251477799868,2066,80,382,35,30,673,249,503,0.045,0.8340000000000001,0.121,0.992,1,0,12,0,0,0,54.0,1,5,1,9,15,10,0,2,30,1,43,14,1,12,2,88,83,38,0,11,17,3,7,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,29,23,11,5,20,11,4,5,4,2,0,6,17,15,54,7,55,58,15,42,0,0,4,0,27,13,0,13,21,281,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865806841408964,0.0,0.07755873379074188,0.0,0.25641638876199657,0.1238794579462216,0.0644477174917863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121700111999347,0.2370076005254876,0.08750068139281653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722637802289596,0.0,0.07277033961814783,0.0,0.0,0.18886032730558167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685015400111998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956632797987122,0.0,0.06671953994875778,0.08120877418478176,0.0,0.3474838277904889,0.0,0.08570109160838431,0.0,0.04995125558161703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926206876411139,0.0,0.151750359148424,0.0,0.0,0.06470266224963897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638139557543308,0.05115746567703675,0.0,0.06525811763856397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174888165509731,0.05533296829534103,0.07436773806316399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984805918206447,0.0,0.0,0.12139914920788653,0.0,0.08803749226101823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938333878300602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076624406843486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627633336017002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553993039287651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941573618737932,0.03783998568327211,0.07762899665911972,0.0,0.0,0.06504163550949295,0.0,0.0,0.06584840112247324,0.0,0.0,0.20680389515306588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071288575832276,0.0618228373925585,0.08232106942616688,0.0,0.0574309677971024,0.0,0.0,0.08237293261764261,0.07268508939521277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574539789689276,0.11781412098954472,0.0,0.0,0.08600321373517468,0.08387485406840572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701646652779292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238158789357701,0.0,0.0,0.049618850024230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661450719115463,0.14735248950140295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562630369767344,0.17888302241247162,0.07660373068068155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809714674676333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823557425701065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058272965273828,0.04962923001110135,0.0,0.06148961896382672,0.04516389944678517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566105082866757,0.0,0.0,0.0668951642215497,0.0,0.0,0.045684223404573066,0.061479174707515225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004183119511014,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,slothordepressed,2020/02/26,"Non-stimming autism I'm 33 and have been diagnosed only when I was 25, finally found out that I wasn't ""the weird guy"" and started to accept myself (decreased a lot my masking behaviors).
I know that being in the spectrum has a whole bunch of areas that may be 'different', but I always read about stimming and can't correlate.
Any of you don't stim also?",4.342714285714283,5.521224985714286,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,70.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,29.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.4569428571428573,279,11,52,5,5,93,55,70,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.2638,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,6,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342957876051795,0.2437826089883165,0.0,0.0,0.1992362659728683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736826305848113,0.0,0.30610146470230776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209449781018867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212371563374821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900959990861309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101399984540307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908089297951624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228242900468649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930590186970907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737256383942795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32710141034728096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BBDavid2,2020/02/26,Cant find any support groups without Co-Morbid Down Syndrome HELP! i live in DFW Btw.,1.66,4.237743529411766,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,84.29411764705883,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.3344352941176472,68,3,13,0,2,21,17,17,0.126,0.667,0.207,0.3542,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222575456797536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196386664788657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077467481835438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054222926495835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210179702553812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425872185868795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xcandiesx,2020/02/26,Any other character designers here who have that one character they can’t stop redesigning? I don’t know if it has something to do with being autistic or just indecisive but it’s really frustrating either way :(,4.762894736842107,7.853540815789477,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,75.05263157894737,11.168421052631581,30.552631578947373,10.686352973137794,4.771031578947369,173,8,26,7,4,58,34,38,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.8817,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606333549001184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914480386720475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593561348499455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33973428192485433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40826349353234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433682780045549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209404946384444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gladeye,2020/02/26,"Scholarship Opportunities For Very High Functioning Autistic Students? Our son is 15, in the 10th grade, and formally diagnosed very high in the spectrum. Thanks to his AP classes, he currently has a 4.5 GPA. He especially loves math and coding/cyber security. He's kind of a Mr. Spock type; stoic, logical, and uncomfortable with his feelings. He understands complicated physics, but doesn't know how to use the toaster or microwave. He doesn't like surprises or disruptions of his schedule. 

He is extremely gifted, and we are lower middle class, if that, so I am hoping we can help him get a good collection education with the help of scholarships.  

Are there scholarships or university programs specifically for highly functioning autistic students?

I fear we are at a disadvantage for getting traditional scholarships, because of who our son is. Some of our concerns are...

​

* He has never felt a desire or seen a need to promote himself, draw attention to himself, or stand out from the crowd. We worry he wouldn't be able to write very persuasive essays about himself or share important things about himself in interviews. He often does neat things I think his teachers should hear about, but it either doesn't occur to him or he doesn't want the attention.  
 
* His application isn't going to be rounded out with a lot of extra-curricular activities. He's on a computer security competition team and in the Dungeons and Dragons club at school. he just earned his black belt in Tae Kwon Do, and he loves to code at home. That's about it.     
* He's never been pushed really hard, academically. He is private about it, but he gets the work and studying done, and gets all A's. We have *never* seen him outwardly stressed or concerned about his classwork or assessments. Will he thrive in college anyway?  

* When applying for scholarships, which I've never done before, should we acknowledge any weaknesses attributable to his autism? Are schools looking to help very bright kids with a few non-academic needs?

Any experience or advice on how to move forward in this process would be greatly appreciated. I'm not sure I'm even asking the right questions!",6.216295415959253,8.647131936842108,6.424855687606112,70.83253820033957,67.78947368421052,9.955857385398982,34.363327674023765,10.237710317436264,4.119364176570459,1736,84,275,48,31,555,213,380,0.094,0.768,0.13699999999999998,0.9679,2,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,9,0,0,5,16,19,0,2,19,0,31,4,0,4,6,71,56,27,0,10,17,2,4,1,0,5,2,1,2,2,10,21,0,2,10,2,5,4,11,3,0,0,6,10,27,16,46,42,5,32,0,0,6,2,59,21,0,16,9,175,37,24,0.10511879852260213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272087331703182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389617428106925,0.12773084603082302,0.14296877534513214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827188662390117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407944390196517,0.0,0.08944835517738617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066933677671155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199016897021174,0.2151460547118716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942997502517834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028263556710988,0.0,0.11828787310352315,0.05315122299952267,0.0,0.10093053141063188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968093443859815,0.0,0.05974143566405735,0.08816866087314308,0.0,0.11589384647312752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416579604000884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847652573654295,0.0,0.21137674452157867,0.33319134618495844,0.10544272578111363,0.10440668555926937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946505254475257,0.05777054257394435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135573520253532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827331591306506,0.0,0.0,0.08936824342010803,0.18974763955710924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172464700240807,0.0,0.15588851429809958,0.3242963911560056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775711191251545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734179405425034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977087957894511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127716722593717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204132285482937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907322357767176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677926652362552,0.0,0.0,0.1396725176694086,0.06735588158223224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943237647557004,0.0,0.09078889111764986,0.0,0.34693607084926303,0.06200179090278779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652773728330232,0.1067532424876096,0.0,0.07467337846478657,0.0,0.12773084603082302,0.0
autism,TheMediumIntestine,2020/02/26,"Does anyone else yell horrible things when very frustrated? In the past few years or so when I've been very frustrated (usually when trying to do something over and over and not being able to do it) I've yelled remarks and only realised what I've said afterwards. Usually it was something along the lines of ""I'm going to kill myself"" or a variant of that (I have never had any suicidal ideation, so I'm not sure why I say it), but recently I've started saying slurs too. 

I am absolutely ashamed and feel like a horrible person because of it. I disagree with all the things that are coming out of my mouth, yet I've already said it before I'm able to stop myself. Luckily it's always happened when I'm on my own and not masking, but I can't imagine what it would be like if I was with someone else and did this.

I don't know many autistic people irl so I'm not sure if it's it's something that others have experienced.",5.379231141199226,5.2680858882978745,6.390348162475824,79.6877272727273,67.77659574468085,9.389555125725336,32.516441005802704,9.095868883498916,2.678929787234042,729,29,146,12,11,244,105,188,0.154,0.778,0.068,-0.9386,0,0,3,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,1,5,0,16,1,1,0,4,30,29,19,2,3,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,1,18,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,8,11,4,16,19,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,16,95,29,0,0.27556997821903273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204916172315225,0.0,0.11464814866446225,0.0,0.0,0.0936985174430735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963424680459416,0.14117700401939542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399245048712889,0.0,0.11724487738822778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868956780113415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057657248639415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020335643472584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966823046947268,0.09843362375058108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783063845672582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184281082763085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243867590516952,0.0,0.07572302662582538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462957178056176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396923527478664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626827777640108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047916930471876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315313628015239,0.09552276270048056,0.12030853787564835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604605424070615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213015417634483,0.21914430724881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674477414330338,0.318220848546066,0.0,0.0,0.09752492446716264,0.0,0.0,0.11519442049896092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071441467714364,0.0,0.25972144323470475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307644870808035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935469631611385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035013987749893,0.2273740920535057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432952158723125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787850301893576,0.0,0.0,0.08872901552821162
autism,sailor_duck,2020/02/26,"The little things are the most annoying... Me - No I can't eat that, there are two main dishes and one side dish on the same plate.

Mom - Oh I'm so sorry! I'll make you a new plate!

Dad - Fine, then stay hungry.

Just... why?",-2.2580319148936177,-0.5702162978723386,0.0076329787234055155,105.47187500000004,105.59574468085106,3.201063829787234,8.002659574468085,5.148860815047168,-2.127168085106383,162,1,42,1,8,53,41,47,0.105,0.855,0.039,-0.4568,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258726297066398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191889532434808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258009784165804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37298628472603057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075787187685612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158023972743131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564992465659447,0.0,0.3394448895646621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157622201404805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311097304546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873681530078685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dankwhalez,2020/02/26,"I feel like I made a huge mistake going back to my Job I was a tattoo artist for 5 years. I honestly can’t believe I did it that long. I usually had a panic attack everyday, if not multiple times. I would have good stretches and bad ones. People liked me and I did a good job, though. I couldn’t handle it, though. I left for a year.

I decided to come back after finding a shop that will let me do whatever I want, when I want, and I can deny any clientele I want. They know I have autism. It’s the perfect scenario for me, and I still can’t handle it. I can’t handle it. I cant handle it. 

I don’t know how to properly interact and express my feelings about things. I just say yes to anything even if I don’t know how to do it. I need help. I’m just scared. Idk what I am doing. I just needed to make some sort of income. I do like it, but I can’t handle the pressure and social interaction. I am having a panic attack now, and I had several meltdowns yesterday and rescheduled appointments.

I feel completely lost and like I need help and don’t know what to do. I feel like I’ve failed. I’ve quit twice, and now I want to quit again.

Not a lot of people know I was diagnosed with Autism and I am too scared to tell a lot of people what I struggle with, but it’s getting to a point I cannot hide it anymore and I need to find a lifestyle that doesn’t cause me so much stress. 

Idk what to say, I just needed to say something to somebody. I have to go to work in an hour and I am terrified and feel like I want to throw up, I can’t keep my mind straight, and I can’t stop moving. I am desperate for someone to save me from the situation but no one can.",0.9299737394957964,2.4971722240896383,3.1721419817927163,92.19039784663867,80.26050420168067,6.3672619047619055,21.80050770308123,7.292943589461545,0.5718936274509798,1272,38,297,17,32,436,157,357,0.17,0.696,0.134,-0.9667,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,6,19,24,2,7,15,1,38,1,0,5,1,70,67,27,0,15,11,0,5,6,0,2,1,3,0,0,18,19,0,2,13,2,1,5,16,13,0,3,8,8,54,11,32,55,4,29,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,6,23,206,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817637668269528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484179979589566,0.0,0.0,0.0703996866958706,0.0,0.0,0.1946490873240721,0.0,0.13156407909798593,0.07142999273875222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638463143159713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788257448784598,0.0,0.07369304438461546,0.08969668863148028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683061791333149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056504427213342964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162811818805616,0.18334905598807294,0.0,0.0,0.1563808031498145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469591615740702,0.0,0.09723914208167812,0.14350918832961615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468362544258072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424871070939377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697887233637775,0.07604004281536528,0.0,0.0,0.2350779628511313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294943546407833,0.08747983370124784,0.0,0.2507700514672842,0.0,0.0,0.07570833310442675,0.0,0.0,0.0933870368518348,0.1454617088277669,0.0,0.08094870354968142,0.05710474261412377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638028547433126,0.0,0.0,0.09092524060673586,0.06288849144590182,0.3171681685885251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159406781441946,0.0,0.0,0.20074706259263944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792709136548915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087162797882051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198416888902733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409642725864072,0.17129930870162202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664622391757034,0.0,0.0,0.09616086380802194,0.0,0.08720661656151889,0.07248554343907683,0.06585993908441648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831968645061097,0.07152294595017361,0.09799629778871888,0.08943457869407634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477375492200368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568350745156788,0.0,0.16810327194041152,0.0,0.04988441540619791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422033656821707,0.0,0.2522956172671101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228082264984339,0.0,0.0,0.06077168365259838,0.0,0.0,0.11018173544080008
autism,Yungpupusa,2020/02/26,"Anyone else annoyed with greetings in general? At work they say ""good morning,how are you etc"" I respond with a real answer to ""how are you"" I know I shouldn't lol. 
Also when I'm home and my sister visits or my step father walks in I'm expected to greet them again after greeting them each former day!! 
I just jump into the question or statement I (or they) want to discuss, no niceties.",0.5429870129870125,3.033675506493509,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.63636363636364,3.8389610389610387,21.285714285714285,5.565023196281405,0.2302051948051953,302,11,57,2,11,99,58,77,0.08900000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.187,0.7815,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,1,5,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,19,7,7,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,13,1,10,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,5,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455294351480929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146804645006638,0.314585513682744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800705897852253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648171824626936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424163394732864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257519737622096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30797318240298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873404697995084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34394058231731583,0.0,0.0,0.3494640198706563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416024743323345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109251935173212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351936199148686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FabulousDoris,2020/02/26,"Does anyone have the link for the long test? Hey, if somebody could share the link for the comprehensive online test I would be grateful. I assume it is somewhere online still. I have a friend who is working to get someone she knows diagnosed and they would like to take it. The results come out in a circle with different colours on it and traits mapped out sort of looks like a spiders web. Thank you.",4.560692640692643,6.3294380779220845,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,70.81818181818181,6.691774891774893,27.119047619047624,7.1686216300943375,1.2444995670995675,320,11,62,3,6,96,56,77,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,1,0,16,14,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,10,10,0,8,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,3,4,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889924526979008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283016289030026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580388634603886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743377896984665,0.0,0.2823946253920834,0.0,0.0,0.2365318497056064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208824720711884,0.0,0.14121492097879465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854384383114247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640992440046617,0.0,0.0,0.2391973852628177,0.2269748053112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22901511298718286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585325803463198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322379696687964,0.0,0.0,0.24884592756208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967737145831936,0.0,0.0,0.3840113031591946,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cristofo,2020/02/26,"Father of 4 year old boy on the Spectrum. Just wanted to say I really enjoy this subreddit because I’m learning every day. My son was diagnosed a few months after his 2nd birthday. He is mostly non verbal but has made some great strides the past year with his IEP and it makes me really happy to see him come out of his shell a bit more. I really would love him to tell me what he’s thinking about or what he sees (he seems to have heightened visual perception). I love to interact with him and try to understand him every chance I get. 

My question is...thinking back when you were a small child and non verbal can you tell me something you wish you could tell someone that you struggled with inside? Example...Dad, do this or Dad I don’t like this....I want to make sure I’m meeting his wants/needs and I feel we do a good job but I want to connect with him on a deeper level.",2.5609683426443226,4.220920776536314,3.8304804469273774,88.85451024208568,75.87150837988827,6.784506517690875,23.10651769087524,7.554174236665415,0.9299740037243946,685,20,143,9,15,224,112,179,0.016,0.7490000000000001,0.235,0.9925,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,0,0,4,9,0,1,7,0,11,3,0,3,1,35,30,9,0,6,5,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,27,8,19,25,5,15,0,0,2,2,33,5,0,6,10,85,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860272454779547,0.0,0.08609691458474053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419449311467073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166338190882955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127664487968349,0.0,0.0,0.09108633976372278,0.0,0.0,0.14335283223520512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379969434744209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141379556391655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379063197392982,0.0,0.0,0.11846310145667716,0.0,0.1557145629409541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034967525641474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015617394368596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900138449911918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549442585768688,0.13364209766648666,0.18855391760468398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127342227202865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820473159997966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482693316672184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582180398067819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27144059019342565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231752731053096,0.0,0.0,0.22509559891678607,0.12857708476596585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966986067600326,0.10873133262753887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765183599585735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311443340631293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703427363247381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099824936800052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589081935620668,0.0,0.0,0.14703295466540994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499161620515196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241586327049287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033088765989688,0.0,0.0,0.18190431227604692
autism,ZachPruckowski,2020/02/26,Remember: It’s Ash Wednesday - that dirt/ash on their forehead is intentional I completely forget about this almost every year and it’s often awkward.,3.45192307692308,6.325552653846158,4.591846153846152,71.40315384615386,99.3846153846154,6.695384615384616,28.27692307692308,7.554174236665415,3.207901538461538,123,6,16,3,5,40,23,26,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47152800036573106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937188764171554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967448695174138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334262194527424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032375188733114
autism,Bonezy_,2020/02/26,"Is my school not listening 
I was first said to have Asperger's back in year 6 (I am now a year 10) I was under camhs at the time aswell and that's how I got initial diagnosis was through them and then I got a second diagnosis from the doctor and  I then went to school with the note and they said yeah we'll get you help.

So 4 years on nothing has been done about it
My mum has contacted the school and they said they'll do a test themselves, i was year 7 when that was said and now year 10 so I'm trying to figure what could be so time consuming.

Also because of my Asperger's communication is harder with teachers when talking. Understanding when to talk and when not to is also very difficult. I also find it very difficult to understand my emotions and others emotions causing me to sometimes lash out because I feel no one is listening.

Please can I get others view points 

Also I am more than happy and to expand on this topic if you have questions",1.6635800641500111,4.0727409637305705,3.3403997039230187,87.48283246977547,82.36787564766841,6.370490994325192,22.661978781149763,7.62386473244151,1.1199895879595358,758,26,153,13,21,251,108,193,0.042,0.885,0.073,0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,4,1,16,3,0,0,7,1,23,1,0,2,0,24,38,24,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,8,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,14,8,23,1,21,20,1,25,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,2,17,114,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35695966981593485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580720154062509,0.0,0.13605064389609325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463551195263964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909696731109316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421892984793645,0.0,0.11419714924506613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510514971174793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056424164073684585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199287818498758,0.09491992308584377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660421330977773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785003037507751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879153989932376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747976273556551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707533612133813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756174877252491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249427957506645,0.10549031511448992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500834841476138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245974019502973,0.0,0.0,0.33881055980319164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036713779582254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793865142098288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014014511690264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576350314095985,0.0,0.0,0.2323419863842545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841498340015062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344671115491437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593072837162169
autism,OkSundae5,2020/02/26,"Is talking loud a symptom of autism? I talk loudly all the time and I'm often told to out my voice down. It doesn't really happen for any particular reason. 

I'm always quite in places like a library and so on, but when I'm in a conversation then it's a different story, especially if I'm in someone's house.",2.7506153846153865,3.995307446153853,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,74.53846153846153,8.276923076923078,25.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,1.867984615384616,244,8,50,5,5,88,50,65,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.222,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229864930992944,0.0,0.0,0.18224021980836774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799891773649707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369798501965333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092207970376857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092481836173228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799891773649707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850369585653865,0.0,0.0,0.17167921206725606,0.27553507283603257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270643536519117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278540904912021,0.0,0.4307952918974151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562652634456962,0.0,0.0,0.2560728803628116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,crazybadger96,2020/02/26,"I'm looking for some answers and may need to link this here too. Sorry for the inconvenience. [https://www.reddit.com/r/medical/comments/f9q0x6/drinking\_alcohol\_at\_one\_point\_made\_me\_autistic/](https://www.reddit.com/r/medical/comments/f9q0x6/drinking_alcohol_at_one_point_made_me_autistic/)

And I know drinking doesn't really onset autism.",35.22571428571428,46.33076014285715,14.954285714285716,0.3157142857143356,19.0,7.085714285714286,24.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.348971428571429,316,5,20,3,4,66,25,28,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,5,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791380664754716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688000857687607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107261907425209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36266619756997787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133340836194401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475145701855717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Freighttttrain,2020/02/26,"The Handicap Conspiracy, A Correlation Between Superheroes/Superpowers and Contemporary Mental Disorders Superheroes and their superpowers are really just one side of a coin, with the other side being all of the contemporary alleged mental disorders such as ADD, ADHD, and all forms of autism etc.

Why you ask, well what are superpowers? They are essentially handicaps... And what are mental disorders? They are also handicaps, and that superhero comics etc. arose during the first half of last century at about the same time as or a bit after modern psychology/psychiatry was getting started, is only further evidence of this likely intentional correlation that would have been designed for purposes of highly profitable media of all kinds as well as the contemporary pervasiveness and detrimental influence of the psychiatric profession, which would no doubt feed off of and bolster each other through this unforseen but fundamental link.

The superhero/mental handicap correlation is partiularly evident when you look at who is being cast as Bruce Wayne in the new Batman movie in development (hint: It ain't Jason David Frank), as if the throwback to the old 'nipplesuit' George Clooney films with the [metrosexual boofhead](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ben_Affleck) Batman from the last two movies wasn't bad enough.",14.830411324786324,13.759926389423079,12.938717948717947,43.46183760683763,49.528846153846146,17.129059829059827,48.59188034188034,15.322241378113626,7.98586047008547,1091,53,135,41,9,344,134,208,0.027000000000000003,0.9279999999999999,0.045,0.5833,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,3,1,7,7,0,1,16,0,17,1,0,2,3,25,21,18,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,2,4,3,1,5,5,29,14,10,19,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,3,11,108,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997105124949424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131013038183786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221770574638886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808791685346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440463495518345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862721697201311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613471742609666,0.31546306795994783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030005591258985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389119652005836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942827455738653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727729978631535,0.0,0.23056821231189714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909542208531097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876535303854667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275837090119319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659371433859313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840671037653655,0.0,0.09583644513797257,0.10756368257534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906035064206578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010469068237213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246881279010876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815629546435096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25432462422343505,0.0,0.1276183331510063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093524445565253,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ih8pkmn,2020/02/26,"Questionnaire for a job seems to target autistic people specifically. So I recently applied for a job, and its assessment questionnaire had some questions that seem to be very specifically targeted towards people with Autism, and I don't know *why*. Questions are on a Strongly Disagree to Strongly Agree scale, including:

""I am drawn to numbers""

""I have difficulty understanding abstract ideas""

""I sometimes feel like I see the world like a child""

""I am extremely focused in my thinking""

""I love it when objects cast an interesting shadow""

""I do not have a good imagination""

""I am always aware of my mood changes""

""I am not interested in other people's problems""

""I use difficult words""

There are only two reasons I can see to have a questionnaire like this: either the job is specifically looking for people with autism, or they're specifically looking to weed them out of the candidate pool. I'm not sure which is worse.",6.7185185185185174,8.720942765432103,6.937962962962969,69.36583333333337,65.79012345679013,10.09135802469136,36.95679012345679,10.317481424215053,4.372693827160495,736,38,115,19,12,237,103,162,0.114,0.7490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.6208,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,3,13,0,0,10,0,16,1,0,2,1,26,29,5,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,16,10,18,27,2,8,0,0,4,1,5,6,0,6,5,78,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864013567725502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083347284657878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072094040868316,0.1018610297070826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959151044088215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609583871936461,0.0,0.0,0.42447365466799497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835966177764409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897595183542134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394669279792653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868635290875227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844048356466247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953952561490988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643228098638352,0.0,0.0,0.319450261335736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659864806498762,0.14078310484289305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272397255942021,0.2596036670687805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101782584461958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343824022568328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913611654722322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928247089496745,0.14843350306384376,0.0,0.12314557703937914,0.0,0.11764556796145767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865860880987398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530383884331152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WarPigs02,2020/02/26,0over 60 years ago Rosa Parks sat down in a bus and people got mad at her. Today I sat in the break room and people got mad at me. Sorry I'm weird! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯,-0.7718571428571437,1.1452774571428606,0.9710714285714308,103.68517857142858,88.71428571428572,3.5,11.607142857142858,3.1291,-1.937714285714286,121,1,31,0,4,39,27,35,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,5,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167223922068518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715263895172412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954097537394368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999649409306378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386759492073065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300876696280521
autism,BehaviorizeMeCaptain,2020/02/26,"Trying to help a child with eye poking I work with children on the autism spectrum. And a kid I’m working with pokes his eye as a stim. It’s gotten very severe, and we recently found out that he’s caused partial blindness. We tried encouraging his less harmful stims, and trying to encourage him to read into his eye with a flat palm rather than a pointed finger, or to at least shut his eye. But nothing is really working. I’m wondering if anyone here has experienced this, and can talk about how they managed to stop.",5.0439886845827475,6.191943554455444,5.5757567185289965,80.7860396039604,68.90099009900989,8.147666195190949,29.28005657708628,8.418075326091056,2.1202294200848657,413,15,77,6,7,133,74,101,0.051,0.856,0.094,0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,6,0,3,7,6,2,0,21,8,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,12,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,9,2,16,6,2,8,0,0,5,0,16,6,0,3,2,49,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334228551556406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252853677850993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404552494247117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699468516556444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042786888564446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731293500178455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936310307435006,0.0,0.14049160191997753,0.0,0.2165360024065012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477508223581008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334776009192869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176268052286208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466785652822038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094856634711012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782556890411966,0.4789672395829381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Tasty-Salad,2020/02/26,"We're moving. Advice for telling 10 year old and helping him through it? We are moving from a very tiny town to a larger city.

How do I tell him and how can I minimize this upheaval in his life? He is 10 and will be going into grade 5 at a new school. His neurotypical sibling will be there in a different grade.

Your personal experience and advice would be appreciated. He is verbal.",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,4.1071052631578935,82.53723684210526,80.84210526315789,6.957894736842108,23.97368421052632,8.07648339933343,1.5797157894736842,302,11,59,6,8,103,55,76,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.7059,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,0,9,12,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,8,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,3,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355531326658608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328416447466954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180001974619856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665667947121012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937860286834187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741286435447024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47373059074078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523992622729832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385446063718746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459307186220498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255465841618709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895795584893173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388313837004566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583136068980854,0.0,0.0,0.14351476628192658
autism,UnicornGrumpyCat,2020/02/26,"Fiddle objects to replace hair at night Hi all, I am very sensory seeking in terms of touch. This has lead to me getting in the routine of roughly stroking and combing through a section of my hair at the crown each night as I sleep with my arm under my head.

I've got a soft toy that I've tried replacing my hair with, but I suddenly find that I've started pulling on my hair again. I have fibromyalgia so get a sore scalp regardless, but this makes it worse

Any ideas for alternatives are very welcome.",4.552857142857143,5.647490399999999,4.7314285714285695,86.58500000000002,70.0,8.114285714285714,33.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.4574714285714294,400,19,82,6,7,125,71,100,0.079,0.877,0.045,-0.5232,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,10,8,2,1,12,9,5,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,16,8,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529066994234774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355947320315601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693456531214106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616013577654813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645437163673188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909880169219899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206173984177622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837944829864561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579535546522131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824490911108812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750071430271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253701980696429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626870003692278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bluestratas,2020/02/27,"Hello, new here :) Thanks for having this community created, I'm glad to join this! I have read the rules before posting. A little bit about me: I have suspected having autism on the high end for many years, close to 7 as of now, and now this year I'm currently on the hunt to find a psychologist to get actual paperwork done on me. I'm also medicated for other mental illnesses.",4.873648648648646,5.798916905405406,6.765783783783785,72.91570270270273,69.13513513513513,10.784864864864865,26.962162162162162,10.793553405168565,3.0557762162162154,297,9,56,9,5,104,52,74,0.065,0.764,0.171,0.807,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,13,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2367917149187134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404737760322235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647755492552106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649113095190286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483155293391597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491616592525034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217780014891558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677478003000467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563733912758253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431993726386973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460093445418957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444467479199555,0.2445344560980563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343531963791613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323919370454917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271599008418115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339981858420416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125177079856495
autism,Mamabird49,2020/02/27,"What are the signs of autism in a 3year old I have concerns about my child but I’m not sure if she’s just speech delayed. She doesn’t really talk at all she counts 1-10, says hi,bye and names of colors. She throws massive tantrums and I’ve already spoke to her pediatrician but he says it’s normal.",0.2260714285714301,2.5615205555555605,1.5288690476190467,98.12758928571432,89.4761904761905,4.419841269841268,17.398809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.5635380952380955,237,6,55,2,8,75,53,63,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.7931,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,13,5,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,6,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963161660108512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35187761378338506,0.0,0.0,0.37685344596185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007210067672104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711996742875057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338481993083918,0.0,0.0,0.2886603933435203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Starburned,2020/02/27,"What to expect with formal testing? I (24F) started counseling for obsessive-compulsive disorder when I was 13. My OCD is pretty well controlled, and now I only see a therapist every once in a while for what I like to call, ""brain maintenance."" I decided to start going again after a rough breakup and some family drama/stress. It's been long time since I went to my previous therapist. Her office was a bit of a commute and while she was nice I wasn't particularly attached to her. So I decided to see someone else. I had my first appointment yesterday. It was a good first impression. She seemed nice, well informed, and direct while still polite. (Also another counselor in her practice has a dog that greets you at the door. I love him.) 

Near the end of the session she asked if I had ever been diagnosed with ADHD or ASD. I said no, but a couple doctors had asked me that same question. She said that I did show a lot of signs of Aspergers Syndrome. She said that it was up to me, but if I was interested we can start formal testing for ASD. I thought about it and decided that if the test could help me understand myself better, and find strategies for my sensory issues, social anxiety, etc it was a good idea. She agreed.   


She's going to go over it more next session, but I'm curious. What does formal testing for an adult generally look like? I tried doing some research online but didn't find much. So I'm more interested in personal experiences. For those who diagnosed with ASD for adults, what was the process like?",4.103737113402062,6.066433226804127,5.237031786941582,79.1116301546392,72.40206185567008,8.836254295532646,28.963487972508588,9.408791572840183,2.7924374570446737,1203,49,220,29,24,397,161,291,0.019,0.815,0.166,0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,0,4,11,14,0,0,16,0,21,5,1,1,1,39,42,21,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,3,17,10,0,1,11,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,21,7,37,14,31,20,9,30,0,0,3,1,28,7,0,9,22,160,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900494779715813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584184005230047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255807759017776,0.08211679673445395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070168540213293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493580838124788,0.11719031991391515,0.0,0.0,0.1198298441824397,0.10960879828317573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203938556903496,0.08570433316467037,0.11877254744443867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790096300930886,0.0,0.0,0.12302392163999552,0.10986970166133653,0.0939362343953317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967097008452699,0.0,0.09507368441604053,0.0,0.11971537598590193,0.0,0.09709752900558667,0.09044077184896462,0.0,0.0,0.10500166220442424,0.10119305193601463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621838713923265,0.1826111248817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830158233148728,0.18006776347555206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194948344799362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117673189234955,0.0,0.1120377880236667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732651978578624,0.0,0.0,0.0949948249115896,0.09014075077031307,0.0,0.0,0.09125884162826976,0.09688088925659737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890916348161063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416007502183735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431636786604965,0.0,0.08163888587789334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372741968529408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920601661473366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024828076914765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063221871840662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107631223026262,0.09772067337136624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879490963746269,0.0,0.0,0.10942226478513277,0.09095103835028047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793293859389194,0.0,0.08572394063198589,0.0,0.12296058793928236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492660687473801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521803571761123,0.06259233446326785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287858061704103,0.0,0.0,0.11174743434133808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930277810855966,0.09950766749056733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Redqueenhypo,2020/02/27,"Should I stop always eating the same lunch I’m autistic and I keep buying the exact same thing for lunch every few days. The place actually has my order memorized. Thing is, I enjoy that more than most other lunches of the same price and it’s not exactly junk food (has protein and fiber and stuff), so is it really important to force myself to get a different lunch? I’m not going w anyone so it’s not like I’m forcing other people to do a monotonous thing.",2.316328502415459,4.568546478260871,4.429275362318844,81.51379227053141,78.78260869565217,7.132367149758455,21.09178743961353,8.167268648758528,1.2992642512077297,364,10,68,7,9,125,61,92,0.053,0.8859999999999999,0.061,0.1826,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,6,6,0,0,2,17,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,6,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,6,11,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.24060967207647646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051599556208763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240240421638725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901257293771004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760559038409675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522952426547221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773974687832855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29814465003180923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881885779263055,0.0,0.14012729005915275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915629668449665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204581028717442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170935562280813,0.0,0.25760559038409675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795440808632868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613749522032232,0.0,0.0,0.2822553534755184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914159957624325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,caschampion,2020/02/27,"Boyfriend with autism doesn’t show excitement My boyfriend has autism so I’m looking for some guidance and possible advice. I don’t know much about autism, though I’ve had friends in the past on the spectrum.

My boyfriend rarely shows excitement. I don’t know if this is because of his autism or something else. An example is when I was staying with him for a few months, his parents bought him a car and he just went “okay”. His lack of excitement worries me at times because I don’t know if it’s caused by the autism or him literally just not being interested. We haven’t seen each other in a few months and he told me that he’s coming to see me in about a month. I got really excited because I’ve missed him, but he didn’t. Moments like those cause me to worry that he’s just not interested in me. If it’s his autism, that’s going to be a huge relief and a lot easier for me to come to terms with.",3.7788461538461537,4.670696661290325,4.517956989247314,88.1546277915633,71.63440860215053,8.088668320926388,27.21091811414392,8.384062270229773,1.574988089330025,713,24,157,11,13,229,102,186,0.073,0.787,0.139,0.9038,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,10,1,13,0,0,2,0,30,28,13,0,4,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,2,1,5,8,1,0,0,8,3,22,10,22,18,8,21,0,1,3,0,17,7,0,7,9,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894460860468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29745898185179626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341830335428574,0.0,0.2802258043415091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587740252606206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256668693640221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924405994855505,0.0,0.13009008286280427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817284496665755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946502952890598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365892558636735,0.0,0.0,0.13828348624195627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894890690562965,0.0,0.11957015920847895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060915710302916,0.0,0.15527262681985973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833691020975579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420097447629033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961499645690094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521978538090014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336861544457755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980773689468966,0.0,0.09484545351627573,0.0,0.0,0.15542384747375404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078283838459802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303681480998665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,remmieh101,2020/02/27,"I always get annoyed when people think im lying sbout my autism So whenever I go out and tell people im autistic i always seem to get the reply. So are you autistic or ""autistic""
And also Teachers at my school. People throw the term around so loosely and it just annoys me

I also get mildly annoyed with the fact (I listen to music in class to avoid getting distracted by noises) how they never tell substitute teachers who is special ed (my school has a no headphones policy) so I never get any work done when I have crts. Anyone got any advice for me? (I get terrified of telling my teachers im autistic because some of my actual ones before they were told said I was lying)",2.2662406015037604,4.736777691729326,3.996203007518801,83.33234962406014,80.35338345864662,5.604511278195488,23.785714285714285,6.868970318607317,1.152648120300752,535,19,93,6,14,179,84,133,0.161,0.8190000000000001,0.02,-0.9552,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,11,6,3,2,4,0,7,0,0,1,3,16,20,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,6,2,19,1,12,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,5,63,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.13096305680426987,0.0,0.0,0.1311419066056654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146446529558205,0.2233357843852457,0.0,0.0,0.1825256851737546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938380642046967,0.0,0.0,0.11946938524818848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818090829660142,0.0,0.1141971194549626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733656511331208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206940954192874,0.0,0.07627082523105015,0.0,0.10733463466853337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348877638115715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701170885822115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093962586051536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791190008239143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765806573409172,0.0,0.0,0.2716417985042892,0.0,0.12217363939092245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35189878508400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599205250657421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282369994718722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770159707049234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Anemone-ing,2020/02/27,"I got a weighted blanket today I thought it could help with my anxiety, rls, and general sensory stuff. 
I’ve been sitting in bed with it over my legs and I’m so happy and excited that I have this amazing new thing to add to my healthy coping arsenal.",3.230882352941176,4.706281843137255,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,73.70588235294119,9.02156862745098,34.318627450980394,9.516144504307137,3.4507215686274506,198,11,39,5,4,68,40,51,0.028999999999999998,0.672,0.298,0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,3,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253023809014129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640779680735197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645319977638665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352090867149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169559800878214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194416284799781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786310617830533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973644073426432,0.0,0.0,0.2625795556017492,0.0,0.0,0.31351352127084897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40276593044054815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Daiyahoo,2020/02/27,"Newbie I was suggested to go here after a post I made on a different subreddit. I want to ask to see if I'm just crazy and don't belong here or if the commenter made a point.

I've wondered for a while if I'm on the spectrum (GT \[as it's called where I am\] is considered to be on the spectrum\]). I've never really had an easy time with other people. For whatever reason, I just can't connect. I've had moments, but everywhere I go I'm just considered a freak or weirdo. I feel like I had an easier time when I was younger, but that could just be me. My therapist says I'm ""smart"" and ""gifted,"" so part of it is only natural I would struggle with others.

Besides the GT (gifted/talented) stuff, I've never had any real spectrum diagnosis. I'm diagnosed with depression, anxiety (specifically social), and severe OCD. I don't know if that helps, but I'll add it just in case.

I have hyper-focused interests. I care about only a few things at a time, but I' so intensely passionate about them they're all I can really think about. It's hard because I love these things so much, but it only seems to annoy others.

I have a hard time with frustration. Whenever something bad happens, it takes a lot to get me to calm down. I've been working on it, but it's hard to not feel like a complete failure when I mess up. I get angry, but I can't express it well. I've tried increasing my vocabulary, but that only seemed to make the problem worse.

Sensory stuff. I have some sensory issues, but I worry I could just be in my mind. There have always been certain sounds and, specifically feelings (touch) that I hate. It's hard to describe; it just makes me anxious and scared and initiates a really weird emotion in me. Again, it could just be me over-examining myself.

Mental issues. I have really bad OCD. Specifically, changes in routine can cause me to have a mental breakdown, even if it will end up being better for me in the end. To the same extent, I've had a really hard time with depression ever since I was young as well.

If it seems I'm just being a hypochondriac, I'll just leave (I don't want to make myself out to be something that I'm not or act like I'm self-diagnosing \[I have an appointment with my therapist in a few days if that matters\]). I've just seen some patterns some redactors have seen too and I'm curious if anyone has any ideas or thoughts. Thank you!",2.713614051234853,4.534468486373168,4.5322227335480925,83.29049240681087,75.87631027253668,8.091813672853709,25.470624328884806,8.841846274778883,1.977839331185765,1856,66,372,41,41,630,214,477,0.187,0.691,0.121,-0.986,1,0,2,0,0,0,81.0,0,1,1,2,29,27,3,2,25,0,41,3,0,7,5,87,81,36,0,15,34,0,9,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,28,15,0,0,12,0,0,4,9,13,2,0,15,14,43,14,45,54,12,40,0,2,3,2,11,17,0,20,21,251,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644595424082021,0.0,0.0,0.10536172854188654,0.0,0.05926277171525105,0.08751673608465148,0.0,0.05416739369157575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242207829486781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293650091984495,0.047223744885660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851410872606686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910344106144875,0.0,0.07898374066456751,0.07958092687048353,0.08195082198809736,0.0,0.08122367443267786,0.0,0.0,0.18555556962737585,0.0,0.0,0.04996042067613249,0.0,0.1334460681535452,0.15725668244358,0.0,0.08093752227476086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714101979622853,0.13722722462971138,0.0,0.0,0.051166852087901546,0.07007419826885085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751037348874495,0.11068624166122903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094761574432006,0.0,0.08805364544732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068504654660095,0.0,0.3469803464549253,0.07648356497256129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192513568688262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745188907646989,0.0,0.1617128314588147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257436079801091,0.0,0.0,0.08202737633533189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135407857782164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586048303739113,0.06991785179042792,0.14660409973170646,0.15513137976724353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613895116825974,0.0,0.07822054851539358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694785875263005,0.0,0.11949612161679572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356714752288467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389024349067463,0.0,0.05370652422186791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323225508112,0.0,0.07419288449005558,0.0,0.0,0.07412636838188931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817548997485031,0.2481397706436021,0.0796499575627323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160562525943113,0.0775589349663025,0.0,0.06173192842856745,0.2115717437174968,0.08081596971542819,0.08751673608465148,0.0,0.06408229093906448,0.0,0.0,0.07896882192685788,0.0,0.11927722933734253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098632417431174,0.17736454340942445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824625936464234,0.0,0.0,0.07132208262489187,0.0,0.17989252766768066,0.10293253093845672,0.04963833602011924,0.0,0.061500901126065925,0.2258609307677076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052595654699071986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091385211161533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393059858651004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401069005486342,0.0563975921462815,0.07867246626959848,0.0789464619922096,0.0550310108771613,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rabbitsamurai,2020/02/27,"Possible diagnose? in need of guidance! Hi, im a 28yo female, i have been studying autism for some time because it seemed to match pretty well with me. i have a social phobia and depression diagnoses and i take medications for those. 
I also have a behavior psychologist that have been working with me for a year now, psychiatrist are pretty rare ((and bad)) in my comunity, so i don't have one rn, my family doctor is the one that keeps prescribing my medication.
Sorry for the long backstory btw.
Anyway i finally decided to ask my psychologist if i maybe have autism, he said ""yes, you do.""
It happened a few hours ago, im in shock, not because of the diagnoses, but.. what does it mean? also, my family members refuse to believe my other psychologists and psychiatrists never detected it before, so they think my psychologist is wrong, this is, i respect and trust him, so this is a bit confusing...
should i check with another psychiatrist for a diagnoses? can psychologists diagnose people with autism? i didn't think it would matter if i was diagnosed or not, but for some reason im scared now and really need outside perspective. thanks a lot for reading all of this!",6.022527131782947,7.45934867906977,7.2883720930232565,68.33782945736436,66.86046511627907,11.500775193798447,32.47286821705426,11.34169021259432,4.27637054263566,926,39,157,31,15,315,123,215,0.07,0.851,0.079,0.4203,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,1,9,10,0,2,11,1,20,9,0,1,2,36,32,16,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,13,10,0,2,6,1,1,0,5,6,1,2,5,1,23,4,20,25,6,12,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,8,9,117,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883116950989431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593404121593962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446566886358108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313607808726224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318284894704557,0.12146114816910895,0.0,0.08477367514537995,0.11224344186222383,0.0,0.0,0.10876487424313032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580700607198304,0.6067046541874916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101970574814572,0.08718265065226012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878354726940601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091344953615216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809820176364201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811071663627424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228368122595475,0.0,0.0,0.0885514215096069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881651333731908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846977501261512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008686578838016,0.10852100756482656,0.0,0.20072373928788068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774159059488234,0.07683706665192153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135017176218392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906754337202994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231240123018724,0.0,0.20270921134816944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965212201107096,0.0,0.06382242984279454,0.10243125911142842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476634302056523,0.0,0.09974216693941994,0.0,0.0,0.0906950058502966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015553065944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152221245747823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749057233401805,0.0,0.0,0.0917214641321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767156227879767,0.0,0.0,0.05809223314248261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895749851635677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252830448586936,0.0,0.0,0.070770856718696,0.10892447525697184,0.0,0.06415533800637703
autism,tydyedsyko,2020/02/27,"My daughter is turning 6 next month and was just diagnosed a couple weeks ago My daughter was born at 24w3d gestation weighing 1lb9oz. She doesn't eat by mouth and has a Mickey button. We feed her every 4 hours. She has PT, OT, and Speech therapy through school. She is currently going to a feeding clinic every weekday to try to introduce her to eating by mouth. My wife left when my daughter was still in the NICU (she was there for close to 5 months before I could bring her home). I have custody and my new wife takes care of her while I am at work. Honestly she has been the best and I couldn't have taken such good care of my daughter and ensure she has the care she needs without her. That is the back story. With this new discovery we are trying to learn all we can and what we should be doing to help my daughter and ensure we are giving her the best support and ability to strive throughout her future. I would greatly appreciate any advice or any sources I should be reading in order to be the best father I can. Thank you so much.",4.116891025641024,5.302216778846159,4.738192307692309,85.79014102564103,71.11538461538461,7.277435897435898,26.36666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.3394682051282047,822,26,163,9,15,263,123,208,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,5,1,0,4,7,11,0,0,9,0,29,9,2,0,1,27,41,13,0,6,3,8,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,16,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,1,34,11,21,27,5,24,0,0,0,0,30,6,0,1,15,119,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124437644303822,0.1128814674360674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319457125371587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791854344954183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835911188928687,0.0,0.4009143793712238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389502581906944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016726464473174,0.14090208485448746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924998512040314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606063939568077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214583143724006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215855618832835,0.07237169312627928,0.10680887054585947,0.0,0.14039558639571656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535501208112233,0.0,0.12773493820169948,0.0,0.12540673862843074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835802899241464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328718145240626,0.0,0.09361141011043564,0.09442287077042304,0.0,0.24597641363218964,0.13543022292458834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737698843991896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887743656941367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169590715093046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450679140598607,0.0,0.0,0.09574573288992222,0.0,0.0,0.11723989053795256,0.1456272784859194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291443470942805,0.1385121028574559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214649457289417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275365251594066,0.0,0.0927068768393828,0.0,0.0,0.090460478073302,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thehyperone,2020/02/27,"Advice for an adult that may be on the spectrum? Hey everyone,

 

Anyone got advice on who to talk to, what to ask, and how to go about this?

- Never was evaluated, part due to me seeming ""normal"" to my teachers and my mother not knowing the clues. I feel that I seem to fit somewhere on the spectrum though.

I am going through the mental health system for multiple other issues:

- Anxiety - Social situations, people and the fear of them thinking down on me, and few other lesser issues.
 - Makes stuff like this hard for me.
- Depression - part due to the above, part my past (abuse [reason why my dad is not in the picture] and bullying mostly).

So I do wonder if it is something I can bring up to my therapist and psychologist.

 

I do apologize for any grammatical, spelling, or formatting issues.",6.809722222222224,7.389336263513518,7.566576576576576,70.10334834834836,64.74324324324324,10.361561561561563,33.33633633633632,10.25414643259724,3.5979570570570565,629,25,104,14,9,210,98,148,0.09300000000000001,0.866,0.040999999999999995,-0.8385,0,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,3,1,23,21,11,0,2,4,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,2,15,1,23,17,5,16,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,7,5,84,25,0,0.0,0.15475691095037114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527009844594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304167091348725,0.0,0.088822388718431,0.0,0.0999197909652938,0.0,0.0,0.09132874649877644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210699424024868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124981404777188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480782202606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469777078262607,0.06604265272227297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846254389016733,0.0,0.10446440603034762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700500224129445,0.0,0.0,0.13883718346420434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40898303896607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178235354664475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381168285268822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718624182805779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316287688773235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073801095976104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797454960437196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42432856332934493,0.12468638943534928,0.09055169912581933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429353504258418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781320374270926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681625277630675,0.0,0.13314510866316004,0.0,0.10055347967499452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952243701389112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498304631990243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516535865647609,0.0,0.0836925445003938,0.12832815497061292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178593364863743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164593295544073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Armadillo19,2020/02/27,"Working with a potentially autistic colleague Hi everyone,

I'm going to preface this by saying I am not a medical professional nor am I particularly well versed in this subject. For that, I apologize if I use wrong terms or come off as insensitive in any way. With that in mind, I was hoping this community might be able to assist...

I work for a small department in a large company in the energy industry. One of my coworkers, who is now my direct report, has been struggling a lot at work and is generally unhappy. After doing as much research as I can handle, I think it's very possible that he's on the spectrum (I hope that terminology is ok?) and am in need of advice. This colleague is incredibly smart - he's an engineer and incredibly analytical. However, he also seems to struggle working in a loud environment, is extremely process driven and has a very hard time adjusting to a fast paced, rapidly changing environment. Dealing with change is extremely difficult to this coworker, and to make matters work, many of my colleagues have written him off as being ""weird"" (struggles in social situations, often misses social cues to the point it can be a little odd in a professional environment etc.) He really struggles with collaboration and essentially cannot function in group environments and does much better on his own, when he can wear noise cancelling headphones. He really never makes small talks and seems to really dislike when social gatherings are organized, although he does occasionally come. When I've tried to ask him about his personal life, he seems to have a handful of specific hobbies, but to my knowledge no real friends and definitely no love interests. I believe he is around 40.

The reason that I'm asking this is because I want to figure out a way to try to provide a more enjoyable work environment, while also holding him accountable for doing the task at hand. Unfortunately, he has a lot on his plate, but so does everyone else (more-so, as we've taken steps to ease the load on him) and the nature of the job just requires him to get his portion done. I believe there are ways to help, but I'm not sure how much is inflexible.

So, I was hoping some of you may be able to impart some wisdom so that I might be able to help my colleague. He is absolutely miserable right now, and there has to be a way of making things a little better, even if no one else seems to really care and just is frustrated with him at this point.

Thanks in advance, hope this post didn't break any rules.",10.458589743589744,8.13773340598291,10.656085470085474,60.34169230769233,58.95726495726496,14.060854700854705,42.2034188034188,12.602617957971056,5.360706495726496,2006,88,342,55,20,679,237,468,0.09,0.7659999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9876,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,11,20,27,1,5,25,1,42,6,3,6,2,67,73,35,0,8,10,0,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,18,21,0,2,9,0,1,7,9,10,1,2,8,5,30,17,66,56,12,53,0,2,0,1,40,29,0,19,11,238,48,12,0.21233971607344068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916530433981499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320532948513605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626552557937733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300912197981258,0.13233931384932898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431467733507933,0.0,0.0,0.15948943078982072,0.0,0.1251981488419748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216483074570186,0.0,0.14975150957607716,0.121941242369251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297097448869097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581991646796334,0.07243241743929846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825505729473952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893830429697192,0.046749459947650035,0.0,0.0,0.13526646555119656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468437930230012,0.0,0.03697957921659645,0.0,0.040225851338404506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340489261035377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488455716994132,0.0,0.0,0.2812016661708381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023813454906752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999394036470595,0.0,0.14188011943370332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034908884368993,0.06388162801743302,0.0,0.14173840932393916,0.07175971468739188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130330822428818,0.0,0.15017258865789093,0.07146752732846459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609412343484835,0.05248240297389448,0.05458982645470207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592459133760572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180228325022372,0.0,0.0,0.13381977730071914,0.07979370841473245,0.06778758395982318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805630279905058,0.1813736791810973,0.07277353108442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044565244074032,0.0,0.05628702163791506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577414701216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955957918396513,0.0,0.21645359996588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959781001801836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670922315396652,0.0,0.0,0.056890206831447424,0.0,0.06516462727328426,0.0,0.0,0.0470230240483706,0.04535290538597075,0.0,0.0,0.04127233201106215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961098192458898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113111271402522,0.0,0.11680166918309387,0.041747822024151816,0.224727177358489,0.0,0.0,0.06363963524158542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091716845105552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738671529307896,0.0,0.0
autism,JRS1206,2020/02/27,"Advice for potty training 3 year old with autism Hello,

Thanks for taking the time to read. My daughter is almost 3 1/2 years old and has autism.  Not sure what level yet but we think she’s mild-moderate. She’s mostly non-verbal with a few words here and there. We started potty training about 6 months ago and she’s completely mastered going number 1 on the potty, but we’re struggling with getting her to go number 2 on the potty. She knows she has to go on the potty but just refuses to do number 2. She’ll actually hold it until she gets to a spot where she feels comfortable. ( either her pull up or she has certain spots where she’ll go in the house) any advice on how we can get her to go number 2 on the potty? Thank you.",2.859675615212528,4.388641718120809,4.2202852348993325,86.92067393736019,74.77181208053692,6.3089485458612975,21.141498881431765,6.816661863887847,0.4581807606263979,572,13,115,5,12,189,89,149,0.035,0.8320000000000001,0.133,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,1,2,27,23,9,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,3,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,18,5,20,21,3,26,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,3,10,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1639409343535672,0.0,0.0,0.3283296408386837,0.14891929153744532,0.0,0.16822482710988085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424378790895312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614176159579087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494438079644202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26331465057029,0.0,0.4773831131241706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938460960536481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232681188280964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409368131080662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525693896383268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804256099336673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189092110601674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756270435297118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833527725953486,0.0,0.12631291064475406,0.0,0.0,0.3093383145240902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764575735261206,0.0,0.0,0.09796045918622782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636924698480506
autism,Real_Bad_Dream,2020/02/28,Sensory problems with hair I hate my long hair getting in my face but can’t wear it up because it hurts. Even just brushing it is bad enough. Anyone else with this know ways to make it easier?,1.8019230769230743,4.080945538461542,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,80.7948717948718,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.7272512820512826,152,5,32,2,4,48,33,39,0.268,0.6559999999999999,0.076,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,7,6,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808837950053336,0.31957935740911514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604242450800176,0.19013190951556025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605532014007186,0.0,0.0,0.3222770329067336,0.0,0.20600761999980424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295536058675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079375913536669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338963921462591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714125920028022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760225045394742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819629003971366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29844706301938995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757243724707104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CobaltStarCat,2020/02/28,"Got any advice on eating fruit and veg? (Texture aversion) Alright I'll try to make this as quick as possible, throughout my life I've been known as a ""picky eater"" Always avoiding fruit and veg.

Fast forward to the age of 20 and it turns out I have autism, high functioning to be more precise.

But I still can't stand the texture of fruit and veg, I don't mind the flavour, it's just the texture... 

The best example I can give is I really like grape flavoured things but when I try to eat a grape my mind automatically imagines the squelch of a slug being crushed under a shoe (or a bare foot) and I end up gagging.

So does anyone else have this issue? And if you got through it could you please give me some advice?",2.029523809523809,4.188742111111111,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,79.2777777777778,5.503174603174603,24.174603174603178,6.5431188927421005,0.593035317460318,560,20,120,5,14,176,95,144,0.04,0.89,0.07,0.4743,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,11,1,10,8,2,1,1,21,16,15,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,12,3,15,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,8,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285380646044088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987578085826452,0.0,0.0,0.11431630990369555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754204585700093,0.17224215049679542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764145073188999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421716022465732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710871851152207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440241928923834,0.14042910684820215,0.0,0.14889002064689588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225208565262888,0.0,0.0,0.2688958400235568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776108342340738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754566331844174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873664524536565,0.08212699768285515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221055393758674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394737192971521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452742943455572,0.0,0.18951171241426834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769156244071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424786647351442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168065737697563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282628140359937,0.1828486004041049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AriAri1991,2020/02/28,"Needing to vent! Hey all Its been a long time since I posted but I'm in need of a vent and hoping you will all understand either because your autistic or because you know someone autistic. 



1 thing you need to know my other half is high functioning aspergic 

Right my issue right now is with my partner. He understands I go through a tough time but not to the point I'd want him too. I am a 28 stay at home mom who us autistic. He wants me to abandon the ways that I'm comfortable in and find work. NOW my issue is that I am Anxious, scared, terrified to leave my environment that I have come to love and depend on. 

A lot of my issues cause me to become obsessed with thing/games/hobbies he expects me to pull myself out of my obsession and become a ""adult"". I know I act child like but it is my way of coping with life. 

My family understands this but agree I need to grow up. I have attempted to grow up as they have suggested but the world is to frightening for myself so I withdraw back into my obsessions and end up in shutdown for days!!

I'm trying so hard to become the housewife that cleans up and such and to show how I feel about all of this. I am so overwhelmed with how I feel about everything all I want to do is scream and pull out my hair. Someone please help me!!",2.7672173754998184,4.247433667938932,4.00319520174482,88.58311704834608,74.91603053435117,7.280552526354054,25.07161032351872,7.957251820313856,1.294034314794621,999,33,213,15,21,327,138,262,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,1,2,12,12,0,5,10,0,15,3,1,4,4,52,37,20,0,9,8,1,4,1,1,1,1,1,2,3,11,16,0,1,9,1,0,7,1,8,0,1,1,5,38,4,41,35,6,36,0,2,0,1,19,17,0,4,9,147,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225103665310717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338641128061139,0.0,0.1322123871099618,0.3593022082798435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140141824250684,0.0,0.09341453305045733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993713114665567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604881500131758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746208796857747,0.0,0.10223094628676403,0.0,0.10966465441447576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911545808891226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163097974605705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714413796728928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268743888051905,0.11457658535783068,0.10877774236173274,0.10770893353216857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395607367424089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787932495955529,0.0,0.0,0.11482608230160077,0.0,0.0,0.0765969003395861,0.05298005046128422,0.0,0.0,0.09596914666827017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092194844983933,0.09787455557786397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700779818448038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163813140933145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903847454263775,0.10251422543005907,0.0,0.1038589632054189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852204320039248,0.0,0.0,0.10857093140780047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970564148441101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837677693957123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558641642882116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440901781465406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646863514944834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362606540642053,0.0,0.0,0.3386807415905361,0.1304442620498342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188848126299574,0.17215491599734714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894821030148741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thebestyoucan,2020/02/28,"Indestructible weighted blanket Hello,

I work at a behavioral health group home, and am looking for some help finding a particular weighted blanket. One of the men who lives here benefits greatly from weighted blankets  and pressure, but also has a tendency to rip up anything he can. In the past we’ve bought him weighted blankets that are marketed as being safe for people with self injurious behavior and were also used in prison supply (at one point they were called “suicide blankets” though I suspect that name has rightfully fallen out of favor), but I can’t seem to find the supplier we had in the past. Does anyone know where I can find an indestructible, very heavy weighted blanket? 
My searches so far have been fruitless and I would greatly appreciate some help.",11.583186274509805,9.958483102941178,10.169117647058822,62.526862745098065,56.20588235294117,12.596078431372552,46.93137254901961,11.20814326018867,5.509204901960784,626,33,94,12,6,195,96,136,0.122,0.757,0.121,-0.4785,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,8,0,14,6,0,1,0,21,19,11,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,7,5,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,5,6,9,5,16,12,2,14,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,3,2,66,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848919167021069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083080249845688,0.0,0.09512965010150476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180413932742106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116308326190064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169712491158021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490069148801003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228782983043293,0.0,0.0,0.15496962661006652,0.0,0.11595707853314972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353120419189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207766886594627,0.0,0.0970755995720496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666825609659082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070818455456234,0.08014307420760286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928016918597336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872249466439888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523867259860914,0.12059689864319585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644856763093795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135772486438314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984201849182996,0.0,0.0953828083336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7038534640768469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415879593766715,0.0,0.0,0.08211952741957478,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bex0386,2020/02/28,"Advice on puberty w/ kids on the spectrum + ID We have a 12yo boy who has an intellectual disability + ASD. He splits his time between his home with his father/ SM and his BM’s home. He has started sneaking into his BM’s room and has touched her breasts while she sleeps on a couple of occasions. We have explained boundaries, family dynamics, etc. but it hasn’t seemed to help him understand the ick factor of touching your moms boobs. He has an appt with a psychologist at the end of March and we are waiting to hear back from his peds dr about a referral to a specialist dealing with IDs and ASD. Any advice from parents who have helped a child through puberty with similar disabilities?",4.902045454545458,6.590747537878791,5.5595151515151535,78.71427272727273,69.83333333333334,9.21939393939394,32.89696969696969,9.642632912329526,3.2408278787878784,553,26,103,13,10,179,88,132,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.7391,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,0,9,4,3,0,0,17,15,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,3,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,13,1,20,15,1,12,0,0,0,2,29,6,1,1,6,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029075213942225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019349975075518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585216349140404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281082629199864,0.0,0.0,0.21253831487903324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259348198026248,0.0,0.2299190094725529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943460150797421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235337564052103,0.0,0.27636473310450355,0.0,0.4135835874603599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414480189977628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289124131616981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767714874972533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063053989795088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591864254721235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021152188557666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146162028333376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,readypup,2020/02/28,"Advice on finding resources and help. hey guys,

As an adult (24) that suspects that they might be on the spectrum, are any resources or advice that may help prepare me for talking it over with my doctor?

1. What if they disregard it?
2. What if they say there isn't any resources to aid diagnosing me?
3. Should I be scared about what they may think?
  - I.E. they think I'm just asking because it's a ""fad"" or that i'm making it up.
4. What responses should worry me?

   

As I am in the US(VA), if I need to, can anyone help me find if there are facilities that may be able to help me get the ball roling for an evaluation?",1.330363416111446,3.4862317637795286,3.086141732283465,90.33655360387644,81.75590551181102,5.797456087219867,21.58025439127801,7.010146845296331,0.5524311326468805,482,15,103,6,13,160,77,127,0.077,0.8340000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,1,0,23,22,9,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,13,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,0,14,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,10,0,71,27,1,0.17688465121048816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456992679537362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165444568493725,0.0,0.2405752569125572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368186089936688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653632712090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078272415939384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953419758598851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104893575837314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323338733341477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241492961273352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514361446363086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742482125518669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807187821482773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764666208468425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115772757529978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066577427262278,0.17709239363859486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217318237148827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668108441301024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277045617355309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963494948954695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwawaydodah12,2020/02/28,"Is getting a diagnosis late in life helpful? Hello,

I'm trying to decide whether to go through with trying to get a diagnosis or not. Autism runs in my family, and I've got a lot of things that are consistent with asperger's. However I'm having a hard time finding someone who will evaluate an adult and my wife doesn't think a diagnosis will do me any good at this stage in life and it would just be a waste of time and money.

I asked my mom the other day about it and she got really angry and defensive, so I dont want to make her mad or hurt her feelings either. I just really want to know for sure. It would answer a lot of questions and put a lot of events in perspective. 

Has anyone else gotten a diagnosis late in life? Do you regret knowing? Do you wish you hadn't? Did your family get upset?",2.8712447552447564,4.282781690909093,4.950303030303033,82.17776223776225,74.51515151515152,8.470862470862473,24.207459207459213,9.057496981413335,1.806123543123544,629,19,130,14,13,218,103,165,0.142,0.787,0.07200000000000001,-0.8931,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,2,1,11,0,16,3,0,1,1,36,34,11,0,6,7,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,8,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,5,2,14,2,20,24,4,16,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,6,6,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443105339718387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709567443252357,0.14228072726027408,0.0,0.0,0.12981740594506086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895546270529924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274545664148002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160015442982098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618138353083831,0.0,0.07021289739773162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269175291981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764929440259947,0.0,0.07891858467135016,0.11647101967224695,0.22212156295926985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439325010060898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307640124288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486548502046534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263006002296764,0.0,0.3132852054572553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424742182843505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541670135752794,0.0,0.0,0.09269159247297652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263372278427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395948585065608,0.15555743687479964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779173539074619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765748596466626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308759740483124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225387111499876,0.08897728661313221,0.0,0.0,0.16194332351093876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855662852468927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638090390948161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596846695169511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972874362848481,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,inhalationsuspension,2020/02/28,"Testing and Late Autism After talking to my therapist, I realized that though I am an adult, I might have been dealing with autism spectrum disorder.

I heard that you have to undergo a battery of tests, DSTM something and I am wondering what that was like. Also, I am also wondering if there are people who have found out later in life, adulthood too.",6.911769230769231,7.616569984615384,6.904423076923077,74.50432692307693,64.53846153846155,10.192307692307693,36.25,10.125756701596842,3.8576923076923073,279,13,47,6,4,89,49,65,0.044000000000000004,0.915,0.040999999999999995,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,1,7,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,4,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768875103000791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429377576505737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700674840264411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258370569324812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658157557559816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644173732667444,0.1151233483775027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499801613228014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633653014402102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814096220893955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894010512638984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359987855354345,0.0,0.0,0.2315182147041849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110899245058423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheRetroRaider279,2020/02/28,"My psychiatrist think I might have ASD, but I don’t feel comfortable with that diagnosis. Yesterday, after a long wait on the NHS, I was finally able to see a psychiatrist to have an assessment done. I am a 20 year old male and I have struggled with anxiety and depression for years now but it wasn’t until recently that I started to really question what was causing those issues. I felt like the anxiety was a symptom of something more and that I needed to pinpoint what it could be.

I did some general research online and I looked into my past to see if there were any patterns of signs and I felt almost certain that I had OCD. It just made so much sense to me and I really felt like I identified with the symptoms and the people who suffer from it. On top of that, I also kinda identified with ADD because I have trouble focusing among other symptoms.

After my assessment, the doctor concluded that he doesn’t think I have OCD, which I was very surprised to hear. He also thinks that I might have some ADD but also some mild high functioning ASD. To be completely honest, I was very unhappy to hear what he told me. It has never even occurred to me that I had ASD. I asked him lots of questions about how he came to that conclusion because I didn’t really feel comfortable with his conclusion but he insisted.

After I went home, I looked online at the symptoms of ASD and I didn’t really feel like I identified with it much. I mean, some of the symptoms were a little relatable but not very strongly. After meeting people with Autism in real life or even seeing exaggerated characters like Sheldon Cooper, I always had this idea of autistic people being very obviously different in the sense that they can’t read social cues, don’t understand sarcasm, take things literally and their mood and reactions don’t match the setting or tone of the situation. 
The thing is, I don’t really identify with any of that. Yes, I do have trouble making friends admittedly, but generally I enjoy the company of others, I understand and use sarcasm like anyone else, I don’t take sayings literally, I don’t have any strong routines (ironically I barely have a daily routine at all and sometimes I feel sad doing the same things everyday) and I don’t get uncomfortable with close contact.
I do have trouble making friends admittedly, but that’s because I don’t make much effort but the thing is, I often feel lonely and want the company of someone. I actually have a boyfriend and we’ve been together for a year and a best friend who I’ve known for 5 years.

To be honest, my view on autism is kinda outdated and uninformed so when the doctor told me he suspected it and wanted to send me to a specialist I felt offended. In my mind, I didn’t want to be put into the same category as people who I felt were different to me.

I’m sorry if any of this came across as offensive. It is not my intention to offend anyone. I just wanted to be honest and ask for advice. What do you guys think?",6.0012652705061065,6.6498503438045375,7.092194589877836,72.56440008726004,66.5043630017452,10.624956369982547,32.49607329842932,10.565429123521447,3.582584293193717,2369,95,423,61,36,800,246,573,0.10800000000000001,0.758,0.134,0.9686,2,2,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,8,15,31,3,1,28,1,58,8,0,9,4,115,107,41,0,8,16,0,10,5,3,2,8,3,1,2,37,35,0,1,27,1,0,5,17,11,0,0,29,19,63,19,64,69,13,42,0,4,6,0,34,16,0,17,25,311,100,4,0.06359557119762024,0.0,0.062060103717443374,0.0,0.0,0.06214485614683299,0.0,0.0,0.06368177819318999,0.0,0.0,0.15257206593086967,0.05291660977140932,0.0,0.0,0.17298867679776558,0.0,0.09730087579489292,0.0,0.0,0.08893500410411492,0.06516117806886762,0.0,0.0,0.11890654859741387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630180978795482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673962843695602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547278279319872,0.0,0.06533016982628463,0.0,0.0,0.06667874644432946,0.0,0.0,0.05077588878257385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477477228500699,0.0,0.0,0.13288767254833292,0.0,0.1301855237917024,0.0,0.0650803492458774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312593933015243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400854998382311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077915815314162,0.045432688770575866,0.3053086073352695,0.069665839720031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740134165493854,0.0,0.03322606114035278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296961396710463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335366145009654,0.0,0.0,0.06719221260943288,0.06379154317714293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179165900258218,0.0,0.06637725368220203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044919432681358576,0.15534791875388154,0.06373946949603318,0.0,0.05628007927397659,0.10680852570422604,0.0,0.0,0.05406668043306942,0.0,0.06017566714377071,0.127351612806345,0.0,0.0,0.06927422071475524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492970223178688,0.06421339785012167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402501866913724,0.04715531022647874,0.04904882505020887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667328540453514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070916869700287,0.1763566465570008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393111426823661,0.14248318854307113,0.0,0.06361278106236573,0.07238568286529215,0.2037047568343224,0.0,0.06279295433077459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050573750755670624,0.0,0.0,0.15203230949443156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148408657610637,0.0,0.06482767605684595,0.05388432110031472,0.04895897770642501,0.06289764604899131,0.07119003530963502,0.0450132726182842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648389909462961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305007439181814,0.0956319099482432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900028665921,0.1629978965872714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215365872153138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241046487000174,0.0,0.05492615469519515,0.0,0.20989202602018828,0.15004126238716065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895373163695765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381385115425195
autism,ganon893,2020/02/28,"""It's astounding how many 'allies' pat themselves on the back while standing on top of our corpses"" That was the first thing I said after watching this.

https://youtu.be/EBv5aY8n_l8",7.602988505747124,11.348711827586207,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,68.65517241379311,6.625287356321839,30.356321839080447,7.793537801064563,2.2785080459770115,149,6,22,2,3,40,27,29,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003546794498645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428723312045906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278665670599699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952659966208538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459027448105641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nyrskjei76,2020/02/28,"What are everyone’s special interests? I’ll share mine!

Mine are science (*especially* medical science), history, foreign languages, Star Wars, Disney, and hockey!",8.0825,12.349978916666668,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,72.33333333333334,11.533333333333333,49.66666666666666,10.504223727775694,8.263016666666667,130,10,12,5,3,42,21,24,0.124,0.619,0.257,0.4374,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6881881567358977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7255322604326064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,forestelfrose,2020/02/28,"How do you cope with being overstimulated as an autistic parent? Posting this on here because r/autisticparents is full of autism parents instead of autistic parents. 

I'm a single parent and sometimes I just want to sit in a corner somewhere without noise and without my kids pulling on me because they want attention

And it takes me all I've got not to lash out at them when this happens. Does anyone have any advice?",6.840384615384617,7.857312525641028,6.681179487179487,74.94715384615388,64.76923076923077,7.778461538461538,37.3948717948718,7.554174236665415,2.9985764102564105,339,17,55,3,5,107,62,78,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.2406,5,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,10,6,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,13,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042590382403375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860093265372093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194757052961945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263053536993515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262241434890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948708386566205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422518301943686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7746215265403573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703114913860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249035303865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113035975849255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057363983015189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362391227312555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BeezyWeezyWoo,2020/02/28,"Looking for some advice Age 20, female.
My family has mentioned to me that mabey I should stay home during family events. This is because whenever I’m at a family event, I get distressed, anxious, and I can last about an hour before I need to go home.
I don’t have any friends that I can regularly hang out with, so I’d love to be able to interact with my family more. 
An example, is a pub , since we often go out for meals. 
Im looking for some tips to help me cope better when in social situations so I’m not having to stay home and miss out on seeing my family more often.
Thankyou 💕",3.8825826446280978,4.401789520661161,5.912055785123968,79.61535640495867,71.14876033057851,9.355785123966943,25.868801652892564,9.516144504307137,2.1062140495867765,456,13,94,10,8,160,79,121,0.054000000000000006,0.836,0.11,0.8307,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,15,21,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,3,18,19,4,17,0,1,3,1,7,6,0,4,6,59,15,0,0.13532304253983565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223611099988886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202430935194544,0.0,0.0,0.15287651989735151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249167070921343,0.0,0.11514994218836247,0.0,0.0,0.11968223421607713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378526053209433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045502469829561,0.0,0.07070070447445545,0.0,0.1538144071922554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070418292713917,0.0,0.4072201357017752,0.0,0.13326593815062984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617210749371054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103063409958574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727454750860016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213432925652735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034032137124216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078349445708691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119406191786885,0.15210876962799758,0.0,0.13794480023677375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884727160874597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ReasyRandom,2020/02/28,"Why do celebrities hate the autistic community so much? Without calling anyone by name, I've seen that many famous names show ableist tendencies out of the blue, attacking autistic people and talking over them. 

That's nothing new for the community, but the big names may lead to the fans attacking the community through a sheep mentality.

Check out the hashtag #ActuallyAutistic on twitter to learn more.",9.996617647058825,11.079807191176474,8.566470588235298,63.92411764705886,57.970588235294116,11.505882352941176,44.941176470588225,11.20814326018867,5.559605882352941,331,19,48,8,4,101,54,68,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,11,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,1,29,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059454354226026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587658846910017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373153400098265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549968452119317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618541666258262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602842844530706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986463730743985,0.0,0.0,0.24944727627414626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478254762031467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905800087623575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759471750849826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305644598150246,0.0,0.0,0.24897154829317536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rapidfast,2020/02/28,This is a sub for autism This isn’t for memes it’s actually for autism not memes that are funny,-1.535,0.1229772857142848,0.5051190476190471,100.79196428571431,109.4761904761905,4.0047619047619065,10.011904761904765,5.985473137389443,-1.4167238095238095,77,1,19,1,4,25,15,21,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,eatforlife,2020/02/28,"Conflicted on getting evaluated. I'm an 18 year old male. I've made it through life pretty smoothly this far. I have plenty of friends, was a very accomplished high school debater , got the main role in theatre performances, I'm in college, and have held down various part time jobs for years. One of them was a retail/sales job where I had to talk to people on a regular basis and I really enjoyed it. But recently for the past few years I developed horrible social anxiety and eye contact issues. Ever since this happened I've been examining myself critically, and recently I think it points to autism. Here's why. I've arm flapped from when I was a child to this day. It is an extremely intense, uncontrollable motion/tic that only comes on when I am excited or have a lot of nervous/excited energy (like the kind of energy seconds before a band is about to come out on stage). This tic or what I believe to be a stim used to come out in public and I would frequently be called out for it in public especially in school. it used to happen when I would laugh, I would flap my arms in a motion like I was trying to fly almost. I still have this tic to this day, although I've controlled it so that it does not come out in public. But in private, it is still very powerful and uncontrollable. I also tip toe walk. This is something else that I only do in private. Pacing is another huge one. When I was young , I remember I used to pace around the house so immersed in creative fantasies id make in my head that it would be like the world would be turned off around me. I would call this ""playing a game"". When my mom would snap me out of it, id get really angry because I loved being in that state so much. To this day I still pace, once again in private. I have many other forms of stimming I do such as pencil and nail biting, knuckle cracking , scratching , and extending my legs as hard as I can because I like to feel the tension/pressure. I also had hyperlexia as a kid, I developed reading skills way faster than my peers and read way better than everyone else. I was always the one who got picked to read to the class. I was known as the smart kid who was the underachiever because I never tried hard enough and I still am to this day. I also display every single symptom of ADHD (which my mom has and has been formally diagnosed). My question really is... If I'm fine socially (atleast faking it, which may be the case) and I know for a fact that I can do anything and even the autism that I may have won't hold me back... is there any point in getting a diagnosis? I feel like having the label will do nothing but hold me back in life from employers and opportunities .",4.575601677148846,5.4648286754717015,5.625251572327045,80.95420859538784,69.79245283018868,8.832285115303986,29.061844863731658,9.075114841892004,2.3098008385744238,2098,76,415,39,36,695,256,530,0.027999999999999997,0.8859999999999999,0.086,0.9658,4,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,1,7,27,19,0,2,27,0,53,11,6,7,3,65,79,37,0,8,7,2,6,5,1,11,4,0,0,4,35,25,0,5,8,7,0,6,3,3,0,4,16,7,49,16,66,46,9,74,0,0,1,1,24,35,0,8,34,290,84,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849521260950004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078289365710766,0.0,0.0,0.16958528207343376,0.058817308002634835,0.0,0.0,0.048069634128752335,0.07412156017059575,0.054075417957391896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058169438786240174,0.1258529643759562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870799295769099,0.0,0.12927055223514947,0.0,0.0601494934319173,0.07964012598828052,0.0,0.06251697242818642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435881122195118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356261997705805,0.0,0.0,0.07928156388041396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823492591517608,0.0,0.0,0.07174589192848232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061858734610623425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180999595404597,0.0,0.0,0.07303864305349439,0.0,0.04668814556146187,0.06394050513911582,0.059556908362329165,0.06754452821819372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148301681720387,0.05049885962744738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461265785022866,0.0,0.11079323563519697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306982056685548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501669177981134,0.0,0.12664346748886274,0.0,0.07254533091247725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468477443093541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156339250596226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737789399407914,0.14029202705077445,0.0,0.0,0.07360970971470335,0.03884776711901195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985674134213242,0.1726706685176214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009562232820986,0.06379784388784145,0.06688581834604805,0.047184170637667285,0.07166559803098509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557569295251126,0.0,0.0,0.051963132582178835,0.0,0.05451822901368484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782615372621105,0.0,0.07417419307918324,0.0752794265918306,0.14369817175350075,0.10752140977195797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765472124912136,0.0674788103255398,0.049005516621641786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364426559396958,0.0,0.0,0.07191416648898434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918570012267917,0.0,0.2121186080974644,0.0,0.13585184851505358,0.0,0.13958991519762998,0.0,0.08007467496341819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307818492227214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847307788517294,0.0,0.0,0.1441131397571388,0.0,0.054418362848498096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258031537016511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347093524739952,0.0,0.0568155923200521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529342265486102,0.0,0.0,0.041218201167483495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598376614109848,0.0768872379609204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315280809163714,0.0,0.11664847762409546,0.0,0.11221621789726148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378408940922707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35149848368029024,0.0,0.0,0.1365604738293801
autism,Jtrent1988,2020/02/28,"Math learning question Hi, I’m a mom of a 7 year old with autism, adhd and limited verbal skills. My sons school has brought it to my attention that he’s having a really hard time understanding math. 

I’ve been working with him for a few weeks now and have found that while he understands numbers and knows the add and subtract symbols, he doesn’t actually know what to do unless I remind him to add or to take away (I’ve found it’s easier for him to understand if he draws or uses things to physically add or subtract). Each night he seems to get it but then the next it’s starting over with what to do. He’s normally great with visuals but for whatever reason he’s having a really hard time with this. His school is starting to just have him memorize equations but when we start going to bigger numbers I’d like him to actually understand what he’s doing and to be able to do it on his own. 

I’m hoping someone might know any strategies I might be able to try to help him understand and remember the difference between adding and subtracting. 

Any advice would be appreciated!",4.809921383647797,6.041187570754719,5.896528301886794,77.96042138364781,69.51886792452831,9.615597484276732,29.69937106918239,9.888512548439397,2.8941310691823894,863,33,164,21,15,287,118,212,0.023,0.8690000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,0,18,0,0,2,0,50,40,18,0,4,9,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,1,17,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,13,3,29,30,3,20,0,0,0,0,22,4,0,9,15,102,25,6,0.2152266739517204,0.0,0.2100301869559111,0.0,0.12933031860424965,0.10515850742285253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636151872430012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110627250325266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243303280855382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359849390001717,0.0,0.0,0.056223526993199116,0.0,0.061159139353705136,0.0,0.0,0.11864408392433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280082503368304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213095138313129,0.0,0.0,0.10688432510200847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774244270101155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052574440686792914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283214890735207,0.0,0.12603543964703634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444800472051747,0.10098782682447384,0.1054382217614662,0.0,0.0,0.11292209464441486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055156588210895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787971852743033,0.11064443338714816,0.0,0.0,0.12190493282733846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782088444287007,0.0,0.0979671403085442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118043120116842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850782138295864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091183676081608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149351933942172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255004043883116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306239188164723,0.0,0.0,0.5601463949001766,0.0,0.09294337141237034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632092778561333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783437909870838,0.0,0.0,0.0764454270101764,0.0,0.0,0.06929946077060938
autism,spiritboy12345678910,2020/02/28,"Should I come out to my loved ones? Something I've been struggling with immensely for a while now is coming up with/adding to conversation with just about everyone in my life right now. It's getting to the point where I feel guilty about it because it's making me feel like they're starting to think I'm growing distant from them when in reality that isnt that case at all. And to the point where I'm wondering if coming out to them would be the best idea, so they could maybe have some idea of why I'm sometimes a little more quiet and things like that but I'm also nervous of the results. I have no idea of how they would view me after that, so I'm very split on this decision, any advice?",8.634988344988344,5.613701041958045,8.145559440559442,79.11269813519816,63.05594405594404,11.211655011655012,35.022144522144515,8.841846274778883,2.651821445221445,551,16,119,6,6,175,91,143,0.067,0.858,0.075,-0.1803,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,12,6,0,2,6,0,10,2,0,3,1,29,26,10,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,4,11,4,23,20,4,23,0,0,1,1,6,13,0,3,8,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486216483760661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162718601204382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342715346919618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271331397600804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596102108092508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930390089134093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214323558943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453295497801388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380364516591696,0.10865390176921154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946131477166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150769683369824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742643145633007,0.14860804377721407,0.15243522329078876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372681425683,0.0,0.1015219804833039,0.0,0.15279593767371746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306085558701676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755047169368314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988495588442367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170871480069678,0.15042197237835006,0.0,0.1076508530251312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899862493149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104255901716933,0.09745382632873943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549107368760987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723854828083928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164936294299749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160822866642485,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kiwi_lazuli,2020/02/28,Advice? Hello everyone I'm a teen diagnosed with autism (17F) i was diagnosed when i was about 7 and my life has gone really downhill since then and I have a lot of problems like PTSD anxiety and adhd and my depression has gotten better for me luckily. I have problems with my emotions often i wish that i could control them or that maybe I'd think before i do things. I'm impulsive I have a lot of self hatred that causes me to want to act out at myself I have negative feelings about myself like how everything should be my fault always and such.. and then I'm talkative with my family and jumpy and all but outside of home im very scared I basically shutdown my mind goes blank and I'm not me anymore til I'm in the safety of the car or home. i dont like people because they scare me and i never had friends until i met my husband. I love him a lot he saved me from many things that could've been very unfortunate. but sometimes i get a weird feeling that makes me very sad its like a voice in me saying is this all right? is this all you want? and it is im happy I'm the happiest ive never been so happy until I met him. ive healed and learned so much. im too young to be married I know that i wish i could've waited a bit longer sometimes. my emotions are weird am i normal? is this normal? how can i even cope with all of my feelings? i really don't know what to do.. my mom is making me go to therapy next week and i won't be able to speak because of my mind going blank and me shutting down infront of people. I don't think I'd be able to heal from all I've experienced or even learn to cope. I color and listen to music/sing and it helps but is there anything else? any advice? I just wanted to hear from people just like me who experienced strong emotions like me and all thank you guys.,0.5611473565804239,2.7285499422572173,2.752056617922761,91.48891732283464,85.01049868766405,5.623322084739408,19.570116235470568,6.971451493551832,0.33350138732658463,1412,40,307,19,42,478,181,381,0.102,0.72,0.17800000000000002,0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,3,15,23,0,2,10,0,34,6,0,6,8,73,66,33,0,11,9,2,3,6,1,2,5,5,2,2,16,22,0,2,9,0,0,5,8,9,0,0,9,11,58,14,35,50,11,23,0,2,1,1,22,7,0,7,17,203,74,2,0.16227823298433186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751345030359113,0.15857641113459994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751424484058308,0.0,0.0,0.05517738159353452,0.0,0.06207120202897881,0.0,0.0804682008292358,0.0,0.0,0.06677057937227593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098923304615146,0.0,0.06904341195652121,0.0,0.0,0.07176095483695857,0.0885829003625181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335222343574529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100441854507883,0.1943489465069867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988500214039044,0.1647089905491281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509444023621116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778132028518176,0.27381175508152805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718324240368544,0.0,0.0,0.07753190294871229,0.07292260602272498,0.0,0.07649073783237215,0.0,0.1230791257683204,0.05796580103436541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268788012756647,0.0,0.04239183947362351,0.0,0.09222645950834246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034048200096695,0.0,0.17274819656330218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144968129803632,0.0,0.05438583944552811,0.0,0.16277829904164515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629325080615052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918387290575873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057310957547168716,0.2378428429379384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069447258381266,0.07323122051679196,0.0,0.10832198062817207,0.08226232883514471,0.08151514835488154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385475499003888,0.09502915258502036,0.0,0.0,0.05964658660814165,0.0,0.12515897741324752,0.0,0.08629237089262556,0.0,0.15899821339337378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875494102439578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527835281192828,0.09484728513615293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395959142140332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929236214770923,0.0,0.06452508212024169,0.16246882088395073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464579428510326,0.0,0.0,0.067119115630814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049732186517726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747019970818864,0.09278965105291194,0.0,0.10781044723884957,0.10398133918850257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008448060452289,0.1435738594472954,0.0,0.06508490501395621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661195925697516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Moody_Tuna,2020/02/28,"If you were given the chance, would you take away your autism? No twists, no side effects, no nothing. Just Boom. You're neurotypical. Serious answers only.",2.7266666666666666,5.506057962962962,2.6863703703703727,85.42066666666669,99.0,5.122962962962963,23.91851851851852,6.742157984588678,1.4408429629629629,123,5,20,2,5,37,23,27,0.256,0.68,0.065,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056965582109346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164582070786803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093576847771195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40469138417849737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823520378398656,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,zeldastheguyright,2020/02/29,"Bedtime routine with an autistic child - what I have found that seems to help My 7 year old gets quite wound up at night especially if he’s just had a bath which seems to overload him (yes we do try avoid that later at night) what I found by pure chance was I started jokingly saying goodnight to his ear and eyes and saying they looked tired. He loved it and it’s now part of the routine where he just snores soundly afterwards. I say goodnight to different body parts and come up with a small silly line about what they’ve done during the day. For example- 

And Billy’s nose. Such a tired nose. 
Spent all day smelling food and making snots. 
Thank you nose. And goodnight. Goodnight nose. 

And so on. We have found it really helps calm him",3.2428365384615385,5.415016798611116,3.070277777777779,92.77942307692308,75.45833333333333,6.097435897435898,22.882478632478627,7.010146845296331,0.5894920940170945,585,17,120,6,13,175,97,144,0.07,0.8109999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.7328,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,1,1,7,6,0,1,6,1,6,12,7,1,2,25,19,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,9,13,1,1,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,12,12,5,15,12,3,18,0,0,2,1,17,7,0,3,10,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579315619290633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247674778763068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339057302385053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854937556790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550100933854918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719263992877703,0.4676839331319667,0.0,0.0,0.07428395035190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906024861097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193966264472045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832432884786335,0.0,0.09490723604964414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685535807399136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919553647379644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079373555438228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122749603092878,0.0,0.0,0.09108509118314284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392052378138901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258873342744176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063677708377564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090159595155218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268333706944771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653188587376467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156020581776604
autism,insomnibun,2020/02/29,"Advice? Nervous I've done a lot of research, and I think I'm autistic. I want to tell my friend, but the other day they got mad at me so I'm scared to talk about it. What should I do? It's eating me up inside and I want to tell them",-2.134523809523809,-0.3633472037037002,0.7482010582010581,103.43833333333332,95.11111111111113,3.085714285714286,13.269841269841269,3.1291,-1.710726984126984,177,3,47,0,7,61,40,54,0.193,0.72,0.087,-0.8306,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,7,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,30,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829069596965131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867107507208792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29627043785629115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962421982683247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236756078639708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154852594539685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613203940905934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985118172930463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326981078853681,0.5060910377456753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855070645407778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34152237210659003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FenderES6137,2020/02/29,Autism and music taste? Is there any sort of link you've noticed in regards to autism and music taste? Do autistic people prefer certain genres? Do they dislike loud music?,3.5640322580645147,6.745975645161291,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,82.87096774193549,3.1,23.87903225806452,3.1291,0.40305806451612897,139,5,20,0,4,42,25,31,0.106,0.8320000000000001,0.062,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544407803658817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7608202217980636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632884277030819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Merimei,2020/02/29,"Looking for advice, I work at a daycare and I suspect one of the kids I take care off might have autism Hello! I work at a daycare here in México, currently there is a kid I take care of who I suspect has some type of autism, here is some of the things she usually does

* mood swings, she can go from laying on the floor crying to getting up by herself laughing and saying byee to teacher who is leaving

*sometimes she is playing with the other kids but stops and starts looking to the sealing while spinning and looking to the lights

*Is really hard for her to adapt to new teachers

*When is time to eat here where I work we put some music and every classroom has a table where they eat but she gets really annoyed when someone starts crying or when there is a loud sound and suddenly she gets up and starts running if we try to stop her she starts crying, screaming and hates to be touched

* When she gets sleepy she gets really annoyed cant focus on anything 

*When i try to explain her something she never look me in the eyes, while Im speaking she is murmuring words

*Her tantrums are really long and we cant find a way to calm her, when she gets calm she falls asleep

* When she cant do something she gets really frustrated and starts screaming

* She copies what other kids do and say

* She takes other kids toys and when the dont allow her to do that she bites or hits them

Doctors said she is okay but i don't think thats the case thats why Im writing here seeking for help because as an ordinary daycare we don't have the knowledge to take care of special kids, the dad dont want to seek help so at least i want to find a way to calm her so hopefully the time she spends here wont suffer(she spends 7hours at the daycare) she is currently 3 years old

Thank you for reading! Regards",2.188777206173328,4.377684545706373,3.043651760981401,91.6119833795014,78.88919667590028,5.7877641472101296,24.164701226751088,6.868970318607317,0.8230942777997625,1415,50,290,15,35,447,167,361,0.132,0.763,0.105,-0.8579,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,4,1,2,3,19,20,5,0,21,1,29,5,2,1,1,43,62,31,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,10,17,2,2,7,3,2,4,9,7,0,1,1,16,46,12,40,57,4,48,0,0,5,0,53,14,0,8,28,191,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831062735351303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998586982399853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051843443507920084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26013115481007026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802581466547445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704850587299011,0.0744246023044051,0.0,0.19934729271259974,0.0,0.0,0.17404722166146933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165518737567296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546158009900946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31103232154413635,0.0,0.048333780013290896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618479234693867,0.08396562766336853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400950285250988,0.0,0.0,0.08447017912518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372922580260975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005176657294138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526331144239483,0.2856699364493344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022069916127742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559296012478005,0.08213825980422887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924179998050458,0.0,0.05762958323209176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854950352966986,0.0,0.0,0.08506932851865229,0.0,0.2724142317085907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089851981307665,0.13526448445121894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205946567865314,0.13094561466702684,0.08411297895537355,0.0,0.3009810931163576,0.0,0.0,0.14220505288104765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25577697526782905,0.0,0.0,0.07829921939446871,0.0,0.0,0.056500991881898076,0.05449424384950882,0.0,0.0,0.09918237897695688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548172893765385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366649937411377,0.0,0.10032503868092944,0.13501161059434064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674107007703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574418798198214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547670377203141
autism,charlotte1995,2020/02/29,"Advice - is there such thing as 'friend vibes' or was she just not interested? I went on a date with another woman I met on an online dating app and thought things were going quite well with not too many awkward silences. I am nervous and haven't got much experience in the dating world, so I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be giving off a different vibe than just 'friendly'. I also have learnt a lot of my social behaviour through masking instead of picking it up intuitively, so I don't know if and how I should be behaving differently on a date to how I would be getting to know a friend?",11.920508474576273,6.416665881355938,11.515000000000004,65.04843220338985,59.6779661016949,14.511864406779662,45.60169491525424,11.20814326018867,4.9081627118644064,466,19,92,8,4,156,83,118,0.057999999999999996,0.828,0.114,0.7516,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,3,1,23,23,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,6,0,9,6,16,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,4,70,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921579730380614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484813435021308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304094495488936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046102682041743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894100998548044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488008197973968,0.0,0.10116518147668534,0.18575029072570132,0.11004602099089016,0.0,0.1548658930069415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283112031310789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461973975032973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631333597779446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423424374503016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059523895505968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973843238685184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249668626599536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728214664492266,0.0,0.0,0.1537228679606838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409920244402405,0.17949960829203787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375512336229399,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,weedyweenie,2020/02/29,Need advice My sons doctor needs his blood drawn and he cant even do a blood pressure cuff what should i do,-0.9436956521739112,1.0391119130434774,-0.008369565217391184,105.36396739130436,103.78260869565216,2.3000000000000003,10.097826086956523,3.1291,-2.1931652173913045,86,1,20,0,4,26,21,23,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537462446204366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752701686593239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066912246212558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6886022836265525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NLLumi,2020/02/29,"If Bisexual Reddit™ adopted sitting funny, folded trouser edges, and lemon bars as its thing, and Asexual Reddit™ adopted garlic bread… …we should adopt dimmers as ours.",15.320689655172407,10.956172103448283,13.623448275862069,49.04137931034484,52.10344827586207,14.358620689655172,53.13793103448275,11.20814326018867,6.522075862068966,137,7,17,2,1,44,24,29,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BarbsFury,2020/02/29,"Looking for advice on asking a girl out Hi, i am 24 and its ben 8 years since my last relationship so yes i was 16 at the time.

I curently work at an architecture firm and there is this one girl that if i was asked asemble your dream girl she would be prety much it. likes rock and metal, red hair colored hair, and a healthy body yet not skinny.

Yesterday i instaled tinder thinking id give relationships a try again after my last one when i was 16 went quite poorly, at least later on. at first all was fine but near the end i was manipulated and used.

Now yesterday i found here back on tinder and i heared here talking about dating the other day at work, so im quite sure she is single atm.

Im a bit scared as to asking here out at work and since she works in the same department in our architecture firm as me i dont want things to get akwerd.

Eny advice?",2.3378277153558042,3.9700407977528087,3.8874382022471927,88.32741198501873,76.41573033707866,6.769138576779027,20.855430711610488,7.554174236665415,0.5528145318352062,674,16,147,9,15,224,115,178,0.05,0.8759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.2727,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,7,12,4,0,1,9,1,11,4,4,2,2,21,23,14,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,9,1,0,2,2,2,2,2,1,0,3,7,6,18,3,21,14,6,33,0,0,3,0,17,14,0,1,18,94,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528862424280148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629000709709166,0.0,0.0,0.09949663004114898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412656312232851,0.1437284758067874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344895477539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164976616048406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460540470937493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006316837328843,0.0,0.14187474212949158,0.0,0.0,0.06760345323363902,0.12412730258486998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583736704111813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795372212050261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109480979098751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321577340184042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865906045706672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512008156236386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536255852087598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525463864360705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778432255117389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954678861466504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407346559963256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195308717081288,0.0,0.0,0.10400265547791122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859641692659284,0.08291097636108584,0.0,0.0,0.07545116050700874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785058954601349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175557989118964,0.0,0.0,0.07632041774421773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199502951262328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768038821742336,0.0,0.0,0.0919183680958534,0.0,0.0,0.08332602214530199
autism,dodreamscometruee,2020/02/29,"I've just been diagnosed at 23 Now the ""I've got nothing to say"", ""Idk what to say"" that I've always struggled with make so much sense to me. I make all kinds of facial expressions and rarely make eye contact.

Can we ever overcome these issues? I feel terrible about not being able to hold a normal conversation.",3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,73.2622950819672,7.50295081967213,25.31475409836065,8.238735603445708,1.6151678688524598,246,8,47,4,5,80,49,61,0.094,0.884,0.022000000000000002,-0.6374,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,3,2,13,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,1,8,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,28,7,0,0.2449716542783939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038360406296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486410724797576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215908861866945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238650289777929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959262105129383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556867614327538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551002806771383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905614444006949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008235269442122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002020878576194,0.2350569092021707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38962258384883897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560975621003413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Stone_Fruits,2020/02/29,"Hiiiii this is a rant would appreciate feedback! New member here! Sorry if I did anything incorrectly – please fell free to comment with corrections!

I want to thank you all for making this space – I am feeling very alone today, and I really appreciate it. I am a college senior in the middle of job applications and just received a rejection from a fellowship that I was counting on. The second round of the application was an online standardized test; we weren't told what it would contain, but it ended up being approximately 40 math brain-teaser questions over 90 minutes (my fatal flaw – also, not applicable to the content of the job at all???). I cried through the whole exam. We were told right before they sent it out that, if we had an ADA-recognized disability that impacted test-taking, they were required to provide accommodations.

The problem is that I've never been diagnosed with autism, so I didn't say anything. I've manifested many of the characteristics of autism (I think?) since I can remember – very uncomfortable with socializing, no friends, sensitivity to moderate noises, inability to tune out noise around me, ""very low processing speed for someone of my IQ.""

Against the recommendations of my teachers, my parents refused to put me in special education or get me accommodations was I was younger (instead, my dad would come home from his 12-hour work days and tutor me). My mother was intensely concerned with my intelligence and social acumen and did not respond well when when she thought I was doing poorly (""the most abusive parent I've ever seen"" – a therapist). I never received anything lower than an A- before college, and I spent all of my time at school either in class or studying alone in a room. I transitioned from wearing earplugs only while studying to also when walking around (it was glorious! people stopped talking to me! I can't describe the elation of walking around and not having to hear people. But I stopped in college because I'm trying to be better lolol...). 

I now attend a top institution, and I feel constantly besieged even though I have a statistically medium-high GPA. I don't have accommodations, because, in my mother's words, ""the real world doesn't have accommodations,"" and because so many resources have been put towards my academic success that I feel like accommodations would be a sign of my own personal failure.

I thought that I was at the point in my academic career where I could circumvent my LD (I chose a discipline that does not require rapid-fire cognition), but this exam made me feel like it really came back to bite me. To boot, I am a strongly-opinionated and somewhat combative woman raised by an army brat, and I am convinced that everyone other than my SO hates my personality despite the hours of thought per day I put towards trying to fix it. When I have a full-time job and enough money, I want to go to therapy to figure out how to be likeable so I can live with myself and be a good employee.

This has been a rant! Thank you for reading! If anyone has any suggestions for how I should move forward, please share!",7.574224598930481,8.315103579322637,7.924500891265597,67.63616310160428,63.117647058823536,10.521568627450982,37.17736185383244,10.39495659498063,4.113675222816399,2472,116,403,55,34,812,296,561,0.11199999999999999,0.765,0.12300000000000001,0.7167,8,2,0,0,0,0,83.0,3,2,2,6,25,18,1,0,33,0,49,2,1,4,7,87,75,35,1,12,14,5,5,2,1,5,1,2,2,3,21,29,0,7,11,1,4,15,12,5,1,1,28,8,65,14,67,36,9,67,0,2,2,0,34,31,0,8,25,296,86,24,0.0,0.09254042053148663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178429455162602,0.0,0.12491941662815682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311337086103207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461210459493241,0.0,0.1928187117103736,0.20858724926914424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005712390128989,0.0,0.14283434660404645,0.0,0.13292143406773865,0.0,0.0,0.0690766052596408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718984949992427,0.0,0.08933012270756129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727964544142594,0.0,0.08440263344186161,0.0,0.06235965640364266,0.0,0.08579353219633698,0.10074118519001612,0.0,0.0,0.07927387496951427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834930142318266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917692576665001,0.08070226882310329,0.0,0.051586928732967566,0.07064950303967983,0.0,0.07463168051742114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796683504219075,0.11159496876001827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060342925480492665,0.0,0.04080609529517318,0.0,0.044388280175662896,0.06550989573731789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711149024185802,0.0,0.0,0.0880288389486561,0.0,0.0,0.0825211215753798,0.07834463973676448,0.0,0.15383333482172182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325183849424213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631529900339434,0.0,0.06896722730199739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073903855095755,0.05213499955369203,0.1583703123681818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301214857904061,0.0,0.0,0.12047717727722505,0.07543329092673748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594015808131888,0.0,0.0,0.1734504084221719,0.0,0.0,0.10829490283159306,0.13639472991277735,0.0,0.1714693870340482,0.07383348730021852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473494121508407,0.0,0.2355481557205642,0.08749430973910127,0.0,0.07812509569090388,0.08889940521478053,0.10007079303620613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847656082667626,0.06670035478848223,0.0,0.062111403577231834,0.0,0.07904537693739687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460840252669117,0.0,0.0,0.15923430199961308,0.06617723155468215,0.0,0.0,0.08743098836303609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059681506273985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277700424141874,0.0,0.14381526489596547,0.08931868468757778,0.0906847170160418,0.0,0.05004586364417884,0.07673674380085464,0.18601745899590846,0.045543046967434817,0.0,0.07403342129209105,0.14926336103484228,0.0,0.10605492344784477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333183925933667,0.09213547801100494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702248396339976,0.0,0.0,0.08720028169624329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056860612839012635,0.0,0.0,0.2219312480936883,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SeadawgCT,2020/02/29,"I've found that a recurring thing that may stem from my HFA is that I'm absolutely terrified of disappointing people It mostly stems from my parents. I was always terrified at the thought of making them angry to the point that I lied constantly about things I really didn't need to lie about. One time my dad told me to never accept rides home from school with someone else, but a friend had offered one to me so I ended up taking it, but I asked to stay at said friends house for a while because if I had gone straight home, I would've been home about half an hour earlier than if I had taken the bus or walked, and my dad would've put two and two together and I didn't want to face it. But because of this fear, I'm now terrified of going to job interviews, I'm terrified of going to any sort of social setting because I'm just scared that I'll be a disappointment to others, and I don't want to be that guy who's always living in a constant state of fear as to my inability to make people happy. Is there any way I can conquer this fear?",11.98815476190476,5.6981131990740765,11.467433862433865,67.80666666666669,60.52777777777778,14.935449735449732,42.43121693121693,11.20814326018867,4.390332804232806,825,25,175,14,7,275,123,216,0.23,0.7040000000000001,0.066,-0.9899,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,4,9,0,14,1,1,2,1,24,33,13,0,5,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,6,0,5,13,1,19,4,33,17,1,25,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,6,9,112,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926319248900039,0.0,0.0,0.1574323352331083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821364708214093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168628890270808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017624502392793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669697283107216,0.0,0.10252300683556603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907637044695289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691744507182212,0.1788613209665675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157045941068532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146138991184732,0.0,0.1232214686835349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483297911657645,0.0,0.1139936175442815,0.1335636892653995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148672224861964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221222521457426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453236339658874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582955537922364,0.08927602905618967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568747724553642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853026649581914,0.0,0.0,0.1604974337933497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942421969874933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636397016978835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415448492969587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101078315675296,0.0,0.11588917929610072,0.1171484513117744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799584363890045,0.0980773384744772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233775446523526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703202535941193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380260879692334,0.0,0.0,0.0918951370408458,0.06749664087856645,0.0,0.0,0.1106071743871292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261481775857178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365485114759797,0.09187952828637294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445555084426788,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Thylacinegurl,2020/02/29,Does anyone get bullied for your special interest? I get bullied because I love my pet praying mantises and stick insects. Some mean kids even bent a sweet wild mantis arms back to upset me :( They hurt him so bad :( I saved him and kept him. I have even been bullied in some insect groups online because I love them and call them sweet. Most only have them as a hobby but they are pets to me.,2.1001623376623364,4.491873480519484,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,80.42857142857143,4.888961038961039,22.61201298701299,5.985473137389443,0.3732610389610391,306,10,60,2,8,96,54,77,0.198,0.617,0.185,-0.2766,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,5,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,17,7,5,8,3,3,1,1,0,2,14,2,0,3,1,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635439365822956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049345835047816,0.22252997797010166,0.3249317253308027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721429404416476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332302100084728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352063004933691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848753321978953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531121119607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810827321868188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29031438245241536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269765570999998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,maratishere,2020/02/29,"Sometimes I just hate being autistic I just hate it sometimes becuase I just get in do much trouble becuase i dont know what's happening, I've only had 3 real friends which I have been friends with since if this year the rest people blocked out , ignored it bullied , I even got bullied by teacher and a principal who put me in sped ed for over 5 years and I've gotten threatened to be beat up and yesterday I got beat up cuase I was joking with a guy about fighting him  laughing and stuff and I didnt know he was being serious so I got hit in the head 15 times and I got headache and jaw hurts and I just sometimes hate it, I like being autistic cuase it makes me different but sometimes I wish I was normal.",2.315658587987357,4.198111219178081,3.418767123287676,90.55494731296105,77.21917808219176,5.862170706006322,28.35405690200211,6.67199483983844,1.2882640674394104,562,25,116,5,13,181,88,146,0.171,0.737,0.092,-0.802,1,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,4,0,4,0,13,2,2,1,0,25,28,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,11,0,18,5,13,12,2,13,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392979552502599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625782191228368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806098422733356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060156531696337,0.0,0.0696576633349927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265339548523087,0.0,0.0,0.13201432909927086,0.11790030199938704,0.0,0.0,0.3948973446985715,0.13683159106930962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142728919068058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654566234724206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513665871280451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899656339602394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980104166420187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306317932524746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140091297441316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924319005257918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340300920869397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175489824101768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028916928369502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52745380014041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262709764549548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774383238482979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533190490624237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171596183354176
autism,Hangingoutwithyou,2020/03/01,"How do you deal with exclusion from family and social groups? Isolated from external family members, name is omitted by my aunt on my grandma’s obituary, feeling like I don’t belong and being told “you don’t fit in.”   How can a person feel better about their place in the world?  How do you cope with isolation?",5.583305084745764,6.7092676271186455,6.562500000000004,74.28408898305086,67.64406779661017,10.645762711864409,30.00423728813559,10.686352973137794,3.4822169491525417,246,9,43,7,4,82,45,59,0.11199999999999999,0.733,0.155,0.4098,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,10,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693232324399896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111597404563929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690518026866351,0.0,0.30521516014590544,0.21561789379694296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745238265160238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353468006285713,0.3153341882442829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076640927353694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883987681971202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,misterjetson,2020/03/01,"Psychiatric Inpatient So I had a hellish experience inpatient as a psych patient. Long story short, I work as a 911 dispatcher and I’m good at my job. Two people (my cousin and a year later an uncle) died by hanging themselves. I took a call for a 16 year old girl who hanged themselves. I have been medication free since April of 2019 and had no sleep meds to use in an emergency. My sleep was non existent for about 80 hours and I got “manic”. I was in the hospital for 11 days and because I’m not officially diagnosed, I got run through the worst type of treatment. I was detached but not insane. It was the most traumatic experience of my life. I’m just trying to deal with it by being grateful I escaped and by setting up official testing ASAP. Any one else have stories to share? Hope to offer?",2.673333333333336,4.9292410891719785,4.350598726114652,82.51324416135881,77.59872611464971,7.753545647558386,28.30106157112527,8.648137234880735,2.3934343099787685,629,28,121,14,15,211,104,157,0.11199999999999999,0.779,0.109,0.3112,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,11,0,10,5,2,1,0,14,18,10,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,2,10,0,13,5,22,7,2,18,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,8,75,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014412816586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769860624978704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040353158156694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393987680350814,0.18214275689230167,0.0,0.17932001754250396,0.1833593368603058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758814928159625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34564142624160965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481854603088469,0.2826040859285363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547678058966798,0.17398793933979728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532131858431324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478981115084485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635060473657125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624457694717845,0.17798009724436611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185389257093895,0.0,0.11971862540157464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248325115299973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614625409612933,0.0,0.3536024471943429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962909058324659,0.11994979897507192,0.0,0.17258446679396314,0.0,0.0,0.15258929292978302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286205082782993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754405308768735
autism,lisaahmarie,2020/03/01,"Sister with autism My older sister has autism, fragile x syndrome. She is 30 and I am her primary caregiver. Can any siblings relate to having an autistic sister? I don’t know anyone and need some friends I can relate to on this matter as my husband and I feel alone and need some advice. She is depressed and anxious a lot and I find myself getting wrapped up in her world. How do you handle it? I am getting her into therapy this week but how can I help her be better and also myself?",1.5763074039362728,4.060256340206188,3.420224929709466,86.24743205248362,83.5360824742268,4.764386129334583,23.25117150890347,6.1124844417494595,0.7437298969072166,383,14,69,3,11,128,64,97,0.054000000000000006,0.8320000000000001,0.115,0.7847,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,21,18,12,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,18,2,8,17,3,7,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,3,2,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25381056792015705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690076918553262,0.0,0.20771042101574985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662907690242888,0.0,0.0,0.2934272343871077,0.0,0.18161313179576205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297149818354936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370984379635409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313300954278683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373935820742531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067103730053795,0.0,0.27140220351809663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174095260420131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274386253019947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081787161678584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851812301489637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970302311970303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208344186710092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Roan36,2020/03/01,want someone to talk to that is like me. If thats a thing Not sure if this is the wrong place but everyone just assumes that i wont understand anything they say so they end up acting like me. Trying to match me. They all see me as something im not. but i am not a child. My only friend cant speak so just looking for someone who makes me not feel like an alien.,-0.28781997187060426,1.7428999367088631,1.5751054852320685,99.40403656821381,87.60759493670885,4.5237693389592115,18.904360056258792,5.82211442006289,-0.4187479606188465,281,8,68,2,9,92,54,79,0.043,0.7879999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.8798,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,11,7,0,3,10,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,5,11,5,6,10,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,3,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555252545788428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971018111605696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545777393183024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401050598513013,0.16108443079620272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420688247166538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435593208588371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304774391963846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934814373554806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051102788920012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148926945379228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355807643300202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931238661318985,0.0,0.0,0.1796800108780077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821004403730337,0.17358710808485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251417582187568,0.0,0.0,0.18123394105815213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980026340926636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530875196844146,0.0,0.0,0.2347347795411413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299516274300135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465292390246183,0.0,0.0
autism,moisawesome,2020/03/01,"I feel like I’m trapped in a normal persons world. Autism first person perspective. I feel like everyone is the same and that I am different. It feels like everyone is cloned and has the same personalities but somehow mine is very different. My social skills are way off and I observe everyday how easy it is for others to make friends. Everyone else seems to have life figured out and are in total ease with themselves. It feels as if everyone is right and you are wrong. You start to feel like a reject. Then suddenly you hear on TV that an autistic person was able to get in the top University or invent something totally extraordinary that would change other people’s lives. 

This post is not to say that autism is negative or that autism = depression. I’m just saying that it takes a-lot to except yourself as being different. Many of us go through very difficult challenges (like me). I feel like everything I do is an accomplishment vs for someone normal it’s like a laughing matter. 

Overall despite all these challenges I still feel proud and happy for what I am even if some days just feel like a complete dead end. I think that these “challenges” make me more compassionate and sometimes I feel that my life would be boring if I don’t have any challenges because there would not be a whole lot of room for improvement. 

Hopefully this gives a first hand look of what it feels like for someone who is actually autistic and what goes on inside their brain.",6.8096264491197935,7.5567190437956215,6.500991841992272,77.16098969514816,64.76642335766422,9.804723057106054,33.27093173035638,9.773937934552695,3.1388486904250748,1174,47,212,23,17,367,152,274,0.10099999999999999,0.672,0.22699999999999998,0.9883,3,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,1,10,7,24,0,0,11,0,26,4,2,3,3,53,50,18,1,9,12,0,11,9,1,3,2,3,1,4,24,10,0,0,13,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,1,15,21,19,26,43,9,23,0,2,1,0,17,11,0,10,18,144,45,5,0.07833603048465163,0.0,0.07644466564477062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327118698650984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775291709469597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744891730160964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286913326579615,0.0,0.0821338375578079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052025908449075,0.0,0.06747070826952054,0.0,0.0,0.24553343664684654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543970161004392,0.0,0.06938247164370459,0.0,0.0,0.05174020933041328,0.0,0.0,0.2994137365796821,0.07040337306320027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960905074739677,0.3917429308135988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332651750245299,0.0,0.0,0.06052222283151641,0.0,0.04092734272780573,0.07514705849731869,0.04452017137895846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339016110347959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829039964548199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780535373046332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066211000591927,0.34443924830155354,0.0,0.06917215010055641,0.0,0.0657825361736828,0.0,0.0,0.13319698359018214,0.0,0.0,0.10457981727550132,0.07942043958527104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350535512166988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430834011196488,0.2736000010305836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502426312542933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689854201309375,0.0,0.12459191123886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131418005767977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985371799016464,0.132747728839236,0.060306903419265215,0.07747633719643336,0.0,0.055446645570372585,0.0,0.06255925513581856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058898945885176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019456526428835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422859941200144,0.0,0.0,0.12927085832525728,0.0,0.062179494756631974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874593804951856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694300545734528,0.08564815193888177,0.0,0.0
autism,SatchelDuck,2020/03/01,"How do you distinguish between autism with good masking Vs misdiagnosed neurotypical/allistic? **not asking for a diagnosis, just wondering how do you judge**

I believe I was misdiagnosed with autism at 6 - from a possible case that my diagnosis was initiated by Munchausen by proxy - I've got a long history of parental neglect and abuse, forced social isolation to 'protect' me, and that I just found out that before my aspergers diagnosis, my mom was just told by a psychologist that I needed more care from parents and socialisation. Which my mom found the claim insulting, that she was never taken care by my grandfather but 'turned out fine"". She found about autism later in the newspaper and tried to get me diagnosed with one. At the time, the behavior issues of a child with attachment disorder due to neglect may resemble high functioning side of aspergers a lot.

I've been questioning the dx since 11, and finally got myself re-evaluated twice back in 2018 - the results were negative. My GP, my psychotherapist, and my high school teacher/housemaster who I was very close with did not think that I'm autistic. Basically I'm officially undiagnosed and there's no aspergers mentioned in my medical record.

However I feel troubled because I've been trying to gain insights from here, Wrongplanet, and many sites supported by autistic people. I've been told that I might have been masked well enough and being autistic in denial. That I also fooled the psychologists to undiagnose me... Lots of people in these communities tend to view autism misdiagnosis as ""impossible"" just simply someone in denial of their condition. (Which frustrated me a lot, a lot of autistic people said they were misdiagnosed with other things too. Why the reverse is not possible?)

I just wanted an authority opinion, I know that diagnosis is subjective and I can just be me without label but felt prosecuted by the community here.

Is it possible for non-autistic to have social issues and anxiety too? I don't think there's a proof for autism but I feel like I need to prove these people before I could go live my life",7.2233485382542,8.989164099730463,7.690902964959568,65.33771459672406,64.33692722371967,11.745428156748913,35.83257308729007,11.51311941424646,4.874993282189509,1695,80,267,56,26,557,200,371,0.13,0.807,0.063,-0.9783,3,1,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,2,2,1,18,13,2,0,19,0,26,4,0,3,3,66,55,18,0,4,14,4,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,17,20,0,3,14,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,22,5,37,7,46,28,6,23,0,2,1,0,21,15,0,9,8,190,54,1,0.0,0.10906442378658956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361250422279643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041814391087849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605450241505476,0.0,0.0,0.07078091470683713,0.0,0.05611294185407307,0.0,0.15665586488827873,0.10370904312458716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877026084254405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349458705862373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342900588979333,0.0,0.0,0.10549749336351108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095112453530157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308668440406427,0.06576067460787413,0.0883826184417277,0.10083648450232813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027848486195652,0.0,0.0,0.048092425394095285,0.0,0.05231424465581686,0.07720733264313548,0.14724189284912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945121607001912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192152967340404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058837747233598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501777191849185,0.0449710735271325,0.0,0.08128200480018129,0.081461522093279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130311214501273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332444549169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273088292983488,0.0,0.09765070573094124,0.0,0.2156161415832303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650810003766026,0.07099478175974235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237559147634185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442168666908364,0.0,0.0,0.2552640480455499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31131827755883074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311728022733216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875608106097015,0.0,0.0,0.09315970728420966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614486894349116,0.0,0.0,0.18766715447050053,0.07799382784139561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445746552936157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061154056475474214,0.11796409071639022,0.0,0.0,0.05367520642829597,0.0,0.0,0.17591580382083696,0.0,0.1249920742648287,0.10012417457241206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595104757942603,0.05429358739597039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276417619673165,0.0,0.08306097958932769,0.0,0.0,0.08873309898814855,0.09982450518447744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,babushkawithanak,2020/03/01,"“You don’t look autistic” ahhhh, ever since the topic of me being on the spectrum was brought up, my family has been vehemently denying that it’s even a possibility. I’m a bit worried that when I actually get the testing done (the list is so long it’s actually crazy, and I’m doing academic testing in school on top of that) they will think of me differently as my mental health has already been a gossip talk in my fam, and they are pretty ignorant when it comes to autism and other things. My mom let it slip and the first thing my uncle said was “I’ll bring you to the casino along with me next time I go”🤦🏼‍♀️ lord save me lol",2.9038636363636385,4.096265295454547,5.023151515151518,82.5597272727273,74.07575757575758,8.007272727272726,24.56363636363637,8.548686976883017,1.4993127272727276,497,15,106,9,10,173,91,132,0.083,0.8320000000000001,0.085,0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,2,5,3,0,0,9,1,14,1,0,0,1,11,23,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,2,0,1,7,2,15,1,13,13,1,16,1,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,7,71,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.3633189256085809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542558140328707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323196778454816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035519825125255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944913218188632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905001857062436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295296935460374,0.1683869614940738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548943535769182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834250762487256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972577881168203,0.0,0.10579561501698824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978730099450322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903550897278269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474044281398526,0.1563224861070799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759946034075392,0.0,0.0,0.21802132914721792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797690377637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098606785274736,0.0,0.18938555391629286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707509437985128,0.0,0.0,0.18839779856860991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398852250022665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962354356514085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734490799484546,0.11927997440628847,0.0,0.0,0.1085479014865976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904843545347272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SelectOperation7,2020/03/01,"Sexual harassment i have autism and a few months ago some girl asked me a very inapproiate question about my penis i have never been a romantic relationship with a girl before the girl who asked me the question thinks i like a lesbian girl and i am a hetrosexual male and one time i was playing a game with my friend and he accidently hit me in in the face with the ball so i go to the bathroom the check if my face is ok then i see the door opening slightly i heard that girl who asked me the question at the door i think she was trying to check if i was okay but she tried to look into the bathroom which is a invasion of my privacy and she also asked me other questions like what school do you go to, what time do you leave, whats your parents name and are you gay.",1.4385624999999995,3.547152731250001,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.0625,6.25,21.875,7.413659706084162,0.7074375000000002,607,19,133,9,16,200,88,160,0.035,0.888,0.078,0.6565,1,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,7,1,0,18,2,12,4,2,0,1,23,24,12,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,8,11,0,0,6,3,2,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,26,6,13,18,2,13,0,0,2,2,30,5,0,7,8,93,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227566902183746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074468445433124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178510806797652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783870490579082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069915057525511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574059890515442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663334193347646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531145013791038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629071551183873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053568900959412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680651048211412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383956256660733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376881567071507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205299374683294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867875425650226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015203661353906,0.11035290135910454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746843612043692,0.0,0.0,0.16150092600930446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804152867637555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426285366820395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Commander_PonyShep,2020/03/01,"My inability to tell the differences between criticisms and personal attacks So as of right now, my stepfather is still sleeping, and I've been going up and down the stairs inadvertently making all sorts of noises that could wake him up.  And when my mother criticized me about it and told me to stay in my room at all times, my brain was literally tricking me into thinking that she was personally attacking me like some child abuser.

But at the same time, I am taking Fanapt, an anti-psychotic designed to keep myself calm and under control, even when dealing with my mother's criticisms.  Years ago, before taking Fanapt, I had bipolar disorder, and because of my years spent living with my mother, combined with my autism, I literally could not tell the differences between when she's criticizing me and helping me improve, and when she's abusing me.  All because her body language, facial expressions, and tone of voice indicated to me that she was about to personally attack me, whether physically, verbally, or psychologically, when she's just having a hard time trying to raise me and I'm making it difficult for her.

And as a result, I went on Facebook and ranted and raved about my mother being a child abuser, all because I couldn't empathize with my mother and remained self-centered due to my autism.  My older sister and stepfather told me to delete that post on Facebook, but I constantly told them no over and over again, and kept that post on Facebook at all times.  That is, up until my mother threatened to cancel my college career if I didn't delete it, which I did eventually.  My stepfather then dragged me to my psychiatrist, and he prescribed to me Fanapt, an anti-psychotic designed to keep my behavior under control.

Which all goes back to today.  I pissed off my mother with my noise-making because I am almost waking up my stepfather.  I want to treat it like it's a personal attack against me, again, because of her facial expressions, body language, and tone of voice.  But thanks to my Fanapt and other drugs I've been taking, I just moved on as if it never happened, and just did exactly as she told me, if only for my stepfather's sake.

Like is this a normal sign of my autism?  To confuse criticisms with personal attacks, because as someone with autism myself, I can't empathize with other people all that well and confuse certain body language, facial expressions, and tones of voice as something else entirely?",12.35706677265501,8.942991256756757,11.312549019607847,60.47558823529416,56.477477477477464,13.960572337042926,45.03656597774246,11.78182255692154,5.340113831478538,1954,84,313,39,17,629,190,444,0.12300000000000001,0.815,0.062,-0.9706,0,0,2,0,2,0,56.0,0,0,1,2,19,18,7,2,11,0,20,13,11,5,10,76,40,46,0,8,12,8,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,7,18,33,0,5,1,0,1,3,6,10,1,0,16,4,65,8,66,20,9,52,0,0,0,0,38,22,1,9,27,241,83,2,0.0,0.27351949211170684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821152985399316,0.0,0.0770543070553297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377086548837751,0.0,0.059169798209354675,0.0,0.28144802537721697,0.0,0.06547878020609987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642230013946865,0.0,0.0859016460610715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315561027033831,0.17261193069223218,0.1228766229922302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933206852154934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607927387539934,0.08819136372800658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923756705003777,0.0,0.06428184887252635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082474759175893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437324568717461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804662862547295,0.0,0.06893208320721572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157796126327765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367933867682803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278164559809427,0.0,0.06794825754934689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272944166646976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178566939735367,0.0,0.0,0.059348581860518876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539465948252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852394057048019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334743933275007,0.3359488484256709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739365325166132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571487738596306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027562952501982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700556983112941,0.0,0.06519948313842218,0.05923986748393498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201845877286254,0.061452367374506524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357046464103565,0.0,0.1345153789826034,0.0708452191059419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930645126972757,0.0,0.0,0.17948064934520802,0.0,0.07293960006811256,0.2941160807832818,0.0,0.05224399714704582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045387102209505814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918728904263571,0.0713334185774577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910655092311507
autism,KingEdwardlll,2020/03/01,"Anyone played Hellblade? While not about autism, it is focused on mental illness and Senua, the protagonist, suffers from Psychosis. Having dealt with this as well as a similar journey (metaphorically) when I was younger, I cannot get it out of my head. I was quite moved by it.",5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,69.0,7.4,32.5,8.07648339933343,2.5502000000000007,220,10,37,3,4,68,43,50,0.11,0.7559999999999999,0.134,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,9,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878637578472202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509143479942566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225135016006373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148874642699404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375621341491351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43788380866016857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701594432443237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,oooblybob,2020/03/01,"Autistic and getting kicked out the house, help? Hey everyone, first I'd like to just apologise if this kind of thing isn't allowed here but I'm just not sure what to do, and I'm scared.   
But anyway, I'm 20 years old, and my mother has basically just told me I should find somewhere else to live. We've had an argument and I guess it was just too much for her to have me around anymore. I am 20 years old, so it's not unusual to live on my own anyway, but I've not really ever had any kind of independence, my mother has just kind of, done a lot for me. I don't know how to cook or handle money, no idea how to even find a house to live in either. I'm practically only an adult in age I guess.

My mother has some mental illness issues as well, and I always worried about leaving her in the house alone, since it's just her and myself, what would happen to her? Even though we're not on best terms right now, I still love her and I would obviously be so sad to think of her on her own.

I'm planning on going to college in September, it's quite a distance from my current home so I guess it would be nice to move closer to their anyway, and living here with her has made me kind of depressed for a while also, so maybe it's for the best. But still it's very scary for me, I have no idea what's going to happen. I can't even imagine living alone or even just surviving on my own. I do get some benefits though so at least buying some things wont be too much of an issue for me. 

I would really appreciate any help! And if you could redirect me to some other subreddits that might be able to help too, I'd appreciate that also. I'm honestly really desperate here. 

Thanks guys :)",3.629550437245968,3.975225498583569,5.1038674713634675,85.80653159256067,71.63456090651556,8.405419386623969,24.129695775341787,8.456263369488248,1.221553122305702,1303,31,292,20,23,440,165,353,0.14,0.73,0.13,-0.6888,2,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,6,38,17,0,1,10,0,28,3,0,5,3,62,49,30,0,8,20,3,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,16,12,1,0,7,1,2,3,10,3,1,1,6,0,37,14,44,31,15,30,0,2,0,1,21,14,0,13,14,210,53,1,0.07918868940213987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640312003229001,0.0,0.1266543326096116,0.06589133325622487,0.0,0.0,0.107702048578644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853390125132319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049472254500702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620728794731224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322572484530653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820510214573981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103752298410714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661519887248028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209213530015186,0.07163070320226328,0.0,0.07566818628047571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475405497897348,0.06735785875189945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274564363998868,0.0,0.09000951418259899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170580756472384,0.07840925253613089,0.1400525930272988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592355278409666,0.0,0.07943271212142201,0.0,0.0,0.2741193464793329,0.0,0.17878878290922734,0.0,0.16530483573685187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32985133651395376,0.043520032732276066,0.0,0.0,0.08384938813275512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038687593666680745,0.0,0.34962531773067035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732339191536818,0.0714708839182857,0.07493025261471238,0.0,0.0,0.07955568218773139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980357353883502,0.0840066853708519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416504463885309,0.11642559655591045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619041711236054,0.0,0.0,0.06022656666933671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422691870762497,0.0,0.0,0.15219090651987302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762670806977955,0.0,0.0,0.07928169267010239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550570218678704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648037929749822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463440260187255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290630586553422,0.0,0.0,0.10521889305421926,0.05074091466975672,0.15560497054933128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566818628047571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533896206722219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120014195180124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041995799833061,0.0,0.22501349166714374,0.0,0.0,0.10198983934362282
autism,_Haviture_,2020/03/01,"My friend keeps poking at me for being autistic I get he means no harm but I feel like it's getting anyoing. When I try to say something he's like ""shut up autistic"" and doing the autistic screeching thing. When I tell him to stop he says I ""cant handle edgy jokes""",0.3109350649350624,2.670069600000001,1.6342857142857168,97.34000000000002,89.36363636363636,3.1428571428571432,20.584415584415584,3.1291,-0.5265584415584414,208,7,44,0,7,66,43,55,0.153,0.6970000000000001,0.15,0.212,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333632960094096,0.21664753752928725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342963371543288,0.0,0.3168795210076549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695495966552797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963130289583486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303368067846324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823257817808035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346278301093396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535372222143331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650608118220851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147110449125533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058922392571569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Olliewildlife401,2020/03/01,What are your thoughts on the movie I Am Sam? I remember my freshman year of high school. We had to learn about mental health issues and that included the teacher showing us that movie and asking us to discuss whether mentally challenged people should be allowed to raise children. But I want to know your thoughts.,5.3410526315789495,7.908417140350879,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,70.57894736842105,6.665263157894738,34.20701754385965,7.554174236665415,2.5407291228070186,255,13,43,3,5,74,45,57,0.026000000000000002,0.951,0.024,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,1,7,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,30,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068136756184464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351497422682461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23373428337815144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308993738932361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157839502883327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458815758758094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336819849041447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060257478076364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238895228289107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512527592467528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322081473416158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048307824399896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246038201448885
autism,cambam177,2020/03/01,"Calling all people who’s special interests include animals! I am an 18 year old autistic female and I’d like to know if anyone has experienced what I have. My largest special interest is animals but the thing is, this includes anything that looks like any kind of animal (insects included) and attaching emotions to it. It gets so bad sometimes that I want to cry if I’ve touched a stuffed animal in the store because I know it wants to be taken. I have a lot of stuffed animals as a result. When I was younger this included all objects, rocks, pens, anything. I just couldn’t let things go in fear of hurting their feelings. I was just wondering if anyone has experienced this as well. It was one of the big symptoms I never talked about but led me and others to the autism diagnosis. A

Also I would love to know any of your special interests!!",6.178703703703704,6.727018351851858,6.825530864197527,74.9808888888889,66.09876543209876,10.183703703703703,37.80493827160494,10.125756701596842,3.98505975308642,671,35,121,15,10,221,101,162,0.10400000000000001,0.736,0.16,0.5844,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,7,14,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,2,3,25,26,13,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,3,1,1,4,5,14,11,16,18,3,9,0,1,1,1,6,3,0,5,6,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625335562972088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172938855976905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826824395795715,0.0,0.2804175385794686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226073782885967,0.10386247149985113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397770788143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871551591995277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165531465086955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172561590560105,0.0861495832019987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901686485878603,0.0,0.09683125790715638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239602495737747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742524291491868,0.28091027166825433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422577282069113,0.0,0.16647877256823845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430768464883152,0.0,0.0,0.14485154786007862,0.15377520157489927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140807189071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787858459991103,0.0,0.11545434757004565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812049965235925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851083354803478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709074772852007,0.0,0.13694552400505766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263866850646393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009898603499909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319267904000894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477056240737708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103353541054435,0.0,0.0,0.10971956161608766
autism,ThatMeltyGurl,2020/03/01,"""That's the same with everyone else"" Pet Peeve Explaining you get meltdowns and burnouts which are made extreme due to your autism to only have someone (with autism) say that's the same with everyone else.

If our meltdowns and anxieties were the same as yours you'd understand better or we'd be less stressed.

You have a burnout same as me?

I'm sorry.. Do you smash your head off the wall too so your brain can shut up for just one second?

Does your mind feel almost like it's physically spinning in your head, like you can almost feel it and it makes you impulsively want to scream to make it stop.

Do you scream till your voice breaks just to make everything that's overloading you go away?

I imagine not.. Because you have that voice in your head that let's you know its not okay to do that, that hitting yourself will hurt, that screaming scares people.. Unfortunately we don't get that luxury all the time.

We enter chaos and its hard to get back out...

So no.. Its not the same, I truly wish I knew what regular breakdowns, burnouts and upsets were like.

But unfortunately I go from 0-100 instantly.. And its hard to stop.",3.312511520737328,5.587775677419355,3.4322834101382504,89.77985368663595,75.63594470046083,6.920645161290323,23.75322580645161,7.908726449838941,1.1184748387096772,890,28,182,14,20,272,121,217,0.17300000000000001,0.769,0.057999999999999996,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,18,0,4,6,12,0,3,7,1,17,4,4,4,1,44,36,14,0,3,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,1,0,19,12,0,2,7,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,4,10,27,5,22,26,7,18,0,1,0,0,24,8,0,4,9,118,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656371413293671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014682976368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461849262448535,0.1019910284708823,0.0,0.08085536438639596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730821518005807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806873598100706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607308333436556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216053485706249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534840617740141,0.11920717579971067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413229708372046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789485193510027,0.0,0.15076334173479464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763657385036885,0.0,0.4083769394990329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199254887344046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289480036316016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563213106226354,0.0,0.19440181266951875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550601326776525,0.26561223107601245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392734879516716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987946471871727,0.10087776314248764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919550238211725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547967533416726,0.13279454993043802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238440120294864,0.0,0.0,0.1484782461116203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217839053558869,0.15193726534377872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734273468607797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380816395525887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823378435873557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252804203501924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Elementotico,2020/03/01,"Love My Mom After me and my parents talked during dinner last night, something that doesn't happen too often as I prefer to just take my dinner to my room and eat there, today my mom called me about something she wanted to tell me and forgot, turns out when I was in a psychiatric clinic and before examining me, the lady in the desk apparently had a low functioning autistic child, and was telling my parents about how I was basically gonna be disabled and was never gonna be able to live life on my own, and she my mom was pissed that she would say that before even checking me, it's not like she wouldn't have loved me if I was low functioning, but rather that she didn't want to think that was it, she wanted to be sure and not be told be someone with such a narrow view on the topic what the rest of my life would be like, and even though I'm high functioning my parents weren't scared to take me to therapists and neurologists, as long as that meant I'd be healthy and happy and eventually able to live on my own, that's a small price. You can bet I told her that I love her.",18.9285201793722,6.079627412556058,16.408484304932735,56.859273542600924,57.38565022421525,19.63372197309417,54.0170403587444,11.20814326018867,5.9584428699551575,855,21,185,10,5,276,114,223,0.059000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.102,0.9406,4,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,13,11,1,1,8,0,23,10,1,1,2,36,41,20,0,9,6,6,0,2,0,5,3,1,1,1,11,14,3,1,4,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,14,2,33,7,23,15,3,19,0,2,1,3,26,12,1,3,9,129,44,1,0.2254320431655841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918260648793788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509566044274375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115336629664833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488957384106333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967440563528522,0.11998830092078687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190906653412336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187860159697372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922931890540992,0.1101347092783692,0.0,0.1990606242217003,0.09975013213442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051918306173037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960349265622747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693354456696528,0.0,0.0,0.10577635066274436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754734087775895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963630445247464,0.1128484010733238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550391930978436,0.1735486004420175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106233516402459,0.0,0.1694968410965883,0.09059686854123557,0.19703754204623453,0.0,0.0,0.13087198864422608,0.0,0.0722238753567799,0.11074291891459308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684160892201733,0.2154099779226894,0.0,0.0,0.12260266426168652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944848970284995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014045550353442,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sakurasangel,2020/03/01,"I wanted to hang with a friend, now someone else is joining [rant] I'm an introvert and someone's been having a bad day or week or idk and we are now going to walk over and get her rather than her coming over and I just wanted to stay in and watch star wars the clone wars with my friend. Ugh",1.915714285714284,3.13045993650794,2.997015873015872,96.01742857142858,76.61904761904762,5.674920634920635,18.949206349206353,5.6839178017228535,-0.4405022222222219,228,4,54,1,5,73,45,63,0.209,0.701,0.09,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,10,7,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,2,9,9,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245371661489116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531455491949716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895237592600077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24549316410366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540910675306557,0.0,0.15353650180859255,0.0,0.16701478566309014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979952410925714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132294934295491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34666779273893195,0.0,0.23572717675072855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,1-beanie-weenie,2020/03/01,"Guy with autisim at work and very rude to me. I’m genuinely curious so sorry if the wayI worded it sounds mean, but pretty much I work at a restaurant and one of my co workers is on the spectrum. Recently soemthing has happened in his personal life to cause him to maybe be stressed. Okay so for example at work today I overheard him ask a coworker of ours to tell him something funny and I butted in and said that I had one! It was a lame knock knock joke (I know I shouldn’t have butted in I have adhd and I’m really bad at it and I’m working on noticing when I like talk over people and stuff the problem is I usually don’t realize I’m doing it till it’s out of my mouth) anyways he was super deadpan but not in the usual way it was said in a meaner way than he usually talks and after I said it he was liek “yeah ok” didn’t laugh ignored me and I’m just wondering if I shouldn’t take this personally because this is normal or not it’s just seems like he’s been treating everybody else normal but kinda trying to ignore what I say? Idk if this matters but he’s 32 and I’m 18 so I could just be being a sensitive teen. Any info would be nice because I want to understand if HE doesn’t like me or if it’s the autisim if that makes sense? Like is this pretty normal?",0.6051075200407183,2.7081997970479708,2.8153683674767787,91.52195571955723,84.239852398524,5.951953174704162,21.890953047461508,7.237678284180719,0.7431747296093651,999,34,219,15,29,339,144,271,0.09,0.721,0.18899999999999997,0.9831,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,6,8,18,1,1,10,3,25,2,1,2,0,54,44,29,0,15,19,0,0,4,0,3,1,5,0,3,17,12,0,2,7,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,10,5,24,11,27,26,1,23,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,11,12,140,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134750560053415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432217212411248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102173080170705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125408830647876,0.1332465343653493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227278493847268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726060955457843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129927531075828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821606533989092,0.09664637825159396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060063915334226864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719603084459313,0.2135778127535387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295312550691183,0.0,0.10979830343134599,0.11905081074745348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034204865251407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212482789678092,0.0,0.12442943926479193,0.0,0.0,0.1481179050427576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757691733544145,0.1908587692527089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237810446572254,0.0,0.10457749291051067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001512598487734,0.0,0.1079124679451538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118845895739616,0.08691322641930202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949515047372663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413816754888329,0.0,0.12234322282237794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519338822875478,0.0,0.12511296375276634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217383245309337,0.1756892187044368,0.09552585087913196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359584773115277,0.0,0.0,0.07420195844586551,0.0,0.0,0.11377661871599598,0.0,0.0,0.3611084329061248,0.09017718138620168,0.06446313559525252,0.17350148826467984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852229557985615,0.31826292972899056,0.0,0.0,0.07763775934921757,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RTyuiiljfs,2020/03/01,"Corporate event for autism awareness month ideas Hi everyone! I work for a well known tech company and I pitched the idea to run an event for autism awareness month (April) and got the green light to do it! I am very excited and have a few ideas in mind, however, I’m wanted to ask this community — does anyone have any ideas of what type of event I can hold to encourage our work place to be more aware and inclusive? Any insights helps! Thanks",6.39337209302326,6.477001825581398,5.936604651162792,83.13513953488373,65.62790697674419,10.600930232558145,31.153488372093026,10.355215969177356,2.834909767441861,351,12,73,8,5,108,60,86,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.9256,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,4,11,9,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,37,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720056035399766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680581146453965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616995846887266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618729080274415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596242091100177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336057942687232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197063760990812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7543201303608317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867369869344276,0.0,0.2666767278237109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453254297341247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379794316441467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783441439167826,0.09853089670844978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019874145588966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322996054791074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Crystalraindrop,2020/03/01,"My 10 year old brother has autism and I (15) do not. How can I help him when he is overloaded? I haven't really opened up about this before, so I apologise if this doesn't follow the rules or is better suited somewhere else. My brother was diagnosed with high functioning autism last August, and since then I haven't been treating him any differently, I just understand why he gets very stressed in crowded rooms, for example. He is very intelligent for his age, and is surprisingly mature for his age as well.

I'm quite protective over him, mainly when my parents argue. Often, if they're shouting in the next room (which happens quite often, unfortunately) he will get very stressed about it. For example, today, he told them to F off loudly, ran downstairs and was throwing and kicking cushions around. This is an improvement from throwing more valuable things around, and I'm proud he removed himself from the situation, but he still throws or breaks things when he gets too stressed. Today it was cushions, but what if it was something breakable, or worse, he kicked someone? He was able to calm down when I encouraged him to remove himself from my parents, and we played a quick game of smash brothers on the switch. He was then calm enough to go back to bed.

I'm turning 16 this August, but I'm planning to move out at 18 for university. In the meantime, I want to help him develop coping strategies that don't involve him getting in trouble with my parents and that he can do himself, when I'm not there to help. I don't think my parents will stop arguing anytime soon, and that seems to be one of his triggers.

What do you guys think I should do? I'm at a loss here.",7.024120515499827,6.9891371818181875,6.672763845350051,78.78738331591782,64.32915360501568,9.47133402995472,35.2770811563915,8.998388855275968,2.965083455242076,1327,56,249,19,18,415,175,319,0.10300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.094,-0.7935,5,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,1,6,22,17,2,3,8,0,28,1,0,2,0,39,49,28,0,5,12,7,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,1,15,16,0,2,4,2,0,9,7,7,1,1,9,2,31,10,38,36,3,50,0,1,0,0,45,18,0,9,22,164,46,0,0.10639278554382556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723507425338745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894242714288373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180948484847854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053242429886947,0.0,0.0,0.09409577289550396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079864377764412,0.0,0.11115781634320752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887752029780814,0.0,0.0,0.109932188051045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234335698545446,0.0,0.060465471847261074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534558473830237,0.09408278888883488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393852445907535,0.11240981929631652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672432027414426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130786935881026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314993442569457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164133123534492,0.0,0.07209450495142804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725463904364998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263236471453819,0.0,0.0,0.06815794276234817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685599612552576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800921163456217,0.11958994863423035,0.0,0.0,0.0901462619336446,0.08190636419285012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496541596846288,0.08894913266821708,0.365617729130257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136527840519816,0.1363444020481819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169584102732127,0.10166286594978488,0.0,0.0,0.11572479921422855,0.0,0.11075864189422913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335557128261833,0.06275322145577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565989146378304,0.0,0.09600294061411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842333785911504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851346566572969
autism,MetalKnight2906,2020/03/01,"How do I remind my autistic roommate to do things? I’m not 100% sure if my roommate has autism, but obviously I don’t want to ask. We live in a suite and I got paired up with him randomly. He sometimes forgets to flush and then leaves the bathroom door open, so I’ve had to remind him to flush many times now and to close the door even more times. It’s getting a little irritating to remind him to do these and other things, is there anything I can do? Thanks",3.2041353383458637,4.300621263157897,4.111278195488726,89.75894736842108,73.21052631578948,6.69172932330827,25.150375939849624,6.868970318607317,0.7877218045112784,360,11,79,3,7,116,64,95,0.055,0.883,0.062,0.1577,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,2,17,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,11,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805267526185424,0.0,0.2590772069626335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304038547514484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478790647194872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216445233931739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934384659454959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27775499205216025,0.2447090412351312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809642261680688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408661095813525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611897962997383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551421665363144,0.0,0.0,0.3682229680368067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231910515853015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345723447084667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ke3t,2020/03/01,Does anyone think that society is actively trying to suppress the rights of autistic people? I just wanna hear from other people what they have experienced.,8.438846153846157,11.096358269230768,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,62.46153846153847,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,4.138984615384616,129,5,15,3,2,41,25,26,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843130954955201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558295657476753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582821314066591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637881799064348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472450747177855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605410378332776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760633727783046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,switch_bIade,2020/03/01,"Is it possible to have minor autism?? I don’t wanna be rude to anyone that struggles with autism just because I feel like I might have symptoms so sorry in advance if this is offensive in any way.

The reason I think I could have it is cause my social skills are very bad and I always tend to make normal conversations awkward. I also have trouble feeling sympathetic and can’t get myself to care much for a person in need. Another thing I tend to do is do things very out of pocket without thinking before doing them which makes people ask me things like “why did you think it was okay to do that”. If this isn’t enough info please ask me questions, I feel like there is something off about me and it could be autism. Thank you.",5.442708333333336,5.910227298611113,5.645833333333332,83.08250000000002,67.68055555555556,7.788888888888889,27.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.3698527777777785,577,16,112,5,9,183,93,144,0.11800000000000001,0.738,0.145,0.4983,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,5,12,2,2,2,1,24,1,0,4,0,27,40,7,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,3,17,6,17,33,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,3,83,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219392729069394,0.116736747967748,0.0,0.0,0.0954054674508164,0.14711162721394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809758414665157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623139285621963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714053428281244,0.08552258050328902,0.0,0.11938078252127582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304018742671612,0.144121696432293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240284159266866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449623241114696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281222827616675,0.2004536708386562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329839046865774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562327311472156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872961147949796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488309125512586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313302865865176,0.10402702646728557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745939399937895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726294584297557,0.12250025515423968,0.0,0.15400187145239724,0.0,0.1581616265038613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716260114211233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424671156926142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301316947314496,0.0,0.10800600918998207,0.0,0.1570488594347947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666688221429244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582030939848864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916486330590954,0.0,0.0,0.2796174578563889,0.2696862732048365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151627294155516,0.0,0.11135970678885608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265944910192709,0.0,0.0,0.13523945369421775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mangohusein,2020/03/01,"Do you feel open to talk with anyone about being neurotypical? Hi, I'm a 28M.    


Last year I had a conversation with my mother and she talked about a suspicion that a psicologist had of me being autistic back when I was a child. I didn't know any of this until then, so I asked for a professional help and she explained that I do have signs of being othe the spectrum.  


I felt kind weird because I remembered all the times I felt displaced in the social groups, I basically was forced to learn the basics of interactions reading (like eye contact, body language, etc), even today I struggle with these things.   


So since I learned about my condition, I was quiet about it, I didn't want people to know, probably an instinct being protective so my personal and professional life would be in a ""safe"" spot.   
But recently I met some people that are on the spectrum, and they were really honest and open about it, I was quite admired with their atittude so I decided to talk about it too, because it feels... right?   
I don't know if that's the correct expression, but it's something that I feel like I should do.  


Do you guys feel like talking with other people about it?",6.5212993762993765,6.701128545045048,6.803333333333335,76.70192307692308,65.35135135135134,9.893832293832297,32.39223839223839,9.661875296680813,2.9149011781011778,915,34,172,17,13,296,125,222,0.039,0.884,0.077,0.8681,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,1,15,9,0,1,14,0,23,3,2,0,2,37,37,15,0,4,3,1,6,3,0,2,1,1,0,3,15,12,0,2,14,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,8,29,7,25,18,3,15,0,0,1,0,25,6,0,2,12,126,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283954577345972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545925822693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762950923289915,0.0,0.0,0.1049768827146099,0.0,0.16644491640675987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164500889405735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225796090450058,0.09017140041718456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761182160883669,0.1950624869468547,0.26216478859014064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517810451999734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150772444814197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216650778171125,0.22508653034358905,0.11128353655795477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642942656678434,0.20009305322322427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394120234164394,0.1192056215385716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471936547308383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520780204109407,0.13655880392959588,0.0,0.08745939882990457,0.0,0.13479886581612402,0.0,0.15465265310006895,0.11658892179322262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293229268804687,0.0,0.0,0.13916684282642727,0.0,0.10510119704797112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272228928393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389243961970309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069905695254267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796069939650189,0.0,0.1294067594164999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805241297011898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698121175487116,0.0,0.0,0.08791560126413044
autism,skwiftley,2020/03/01,"I need some advice I have asperger and i'm 21. And i dont know how to really act arround girls. Back in middle school i was all about girls chatting and speaking and they sure didn't like it. But now i understand why i just was a little weird kid. But then i got kicked of school and grew up with my friends and we didn't go to parties. we just didn't like the music and the vibe's. But since a half year im going back to school and i just can't talk to girls anymore and not only at school but at parties i can't either even if i dont see a realationship with a girl if they start talking im just done. I just can't react normally I think its because i know how bad i was and i just dont want to annoy someone.
I totally dont have this problem with boys i have lots of friends and can almost instantly be friends with someone. And this wouldt be a big thing but al my friends at home are in relationships so i kinda feel like im missing something because i never had one.
Does anyone share this with me or can someone give me some advice on how to deal with this?


PS. Sorry for the bad english im from the Netherlands.",0.7584022038567504,2.6704935661157023,2.5805165289256213,94.5210778236915,82.34710743801655,5.355647382920111,21.653581267217632,6.42735559955562,0.22175977961432514,881,28,202,8,24,292,125,242,0.13,0.7759999999999999,0.094,-0.6914,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,2,0,15,15,1,0,9,0,23,0,0,4,4,58,38,25,0,6,16,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,7,20,0,0,5,1,0,4,12,6,0,2,9,3,27,9,24,27,6,21,0,1,1,0,22,10,0,8,10,135,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203171788288156,0.0,0.0,0.09326679793862352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237038931003083,0.06512603206749147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323865399758468,0.15553692292158106,0.11355521889357227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960238082413668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150791531095622,0.09531511140402474,0.4366400826820477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061518449066297165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047094656216162725,0.06653962127940086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878406044987673,0.0,0.0,0.08934889422513334,0.10586783203404564,0.0,0.07449299938804059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934275570893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024310701887431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023752112708878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651129123294534,0.09335129123070417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918475743352381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690625311574044,0.07183572734427708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125795481566984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311444124719243,0.07083757869420025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912291907144873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966821572465101,0.0,0.0,0.09999808442805948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770528011249393,0.07422095242976827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704681820984295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367530350460781,0.07170413908942984,0.0,0.10426321040101293,0.06592535448852528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778385785515004,0.0,0.0,0.14972567791159835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618784369509784,0.05968069798281559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696258821891922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493670441749608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404485139372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997945483243905
autism,flowersofblood,2020/03/02,"I've never felt autistic (May not be the right sub to post in)

I was diagnosed with atypical autism in my early teens during a personal crisis, no one had ever thought I was autistic until that one psychiatrist that thought so after meeting me for 30 min.  
I wasn't diagnosed right away but over the course of the followings months I stopped talking during meetings with these people because I never agreed to meet them.

This diagnosis still haunts me and I feel genuinely bad for how people with it are treated. *Everything* I say and do is a symptom. If I don't look someone in the eyes. If I look someone in the eyes for too long. If I look in someones eyes and then ""focus"" my eyes somewhere else. If I sound angry. If I sound monotone. If I don't want to talk about my feelings with a complete stranger. Being told even if I don't struggle with autism, other people may struggle with me being autistic.   
I've been randomly tested by professionals ""give examples of feelings people have"", I've been told I'm autistic because I'm rude, I've had professionals wanting to speak with someone else other than me at my own appointments.  
The list goes on.

I think the worst part is that I lived in a situation where everyone around me was autistic and I didn't see myself in them at all, and we couldn't relate but I could see it in them

I would be so social if I didn't have so much anxiety. The only social difficulties are my own worries about what people may think about me or if I will stutter or if they will notice I'm sweating or if I speak too quiet. But reading in those journals those first meeting I was talkative and I was social, I've always been shy but not to this point that I am as an adult. I've wanted to see a therapist regarding my anxiety around people I don't know (it's easy with people i'm close to) but I'm only allowed to go to someone specialised in autism so I can talk about my autism. But every mental health professional I've met are aware I'm convinced I'm not autistic, if anything I most likely just have social anxiety but I've been told that shy people don't speak when they meet new people... in the same meeting I was called autistic for not talking the first 10 minutes.

The isolation that I experienced after my diagnosis (not mental isolation I was legit not allowed to meet my friends or go to school anymore and when I was allowed in school I had to sit by myself because of my diagnosis) probably screwed me up, along with the many years of being fed how everything I do and say is abnormal by professionals.  
And it makes me wonder if actually autistic people also get this increased anxiety because of always being made aware of their diagnosis?",4.876283013051076,6.084502433460077,5.837214058164626,78.53329719453296,69.34220532319392,8.424129072037816,31.13636830747097,8.764118213836602,2.577654773404584,2144,89,393,36,37,708,212,526,0.134,0.836,0.03,-0.9943,3,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,6,2,22,11,2,2,18,0,50,11,5,7,4,88,88,45,0,19,31,0,4,1,1,6,4,8,0,2,19,23,1,1,10,1,0,4,18,7,0,4,27,23,61,4,64,47,9,50,0,0,10,1,36,25,1,23,20,283,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.06591105252243261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054013152028722144,0.1124003743800418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066771645820922,0.0,0.06698331530072685,0.0,0.0,0.05558114540670092,0.12025304109516408,0.0,0.0,0.06345774323105431,0.0,0.056394580702658924,0.16469141438088994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896772811192846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081629091423658,0.0,0.0,0.053926630346264784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371070079002966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284501210103667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044610721048157435,0.06109542377699141,0.05690687846971644,0.06453908311060558,0.121404427126105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245348850004247,0.0,0.06485071873307109,0.0,0.0,0.11490203896331422,0.0,0.0,0.05218262614109987,0.0,0.03528780214268013,0.06479224780103293,0.07677112142008469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179377363517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037119206202109886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299751118321042,0.0,0.059640645686822334,0.059772366444677885,0.17015430024707145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390968303474963,0.045084675111686484,0.06847678279063249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613249420450674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391121934648535,0.0,0.04965099351312547,0.0,0.1041847979747819,0.06523229007674265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689678549894306,0.0,0.0,0.09153614160703334,0.10273716294272232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314118610609985,0.0,0.4682497892213247,0.058974893427694686,0.0,0.0,0.06384883122258417,0.0,0.06468637288958101,0.0,0.0728214826527727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756007648310003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536065411781465,0.0,0.10742389853198084,0.0,0.1367118123644814,0.16146620672465445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591981164400742,0.0,0.27540143219509555,0.2861397343411318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393896769961562,0.056467968045735485,0.0,0.1412187058234186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020179015579545,0.0,0.2171501574710494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842123408964215,0.0,0.08655611479416543,0.0,0.10724128737221908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361724933181676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195137084860278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324619956416846,0.0,0.0685919751501283,0.0,0.04797975593694265,0.0,0.0,0.043494703926409486
autism,succulentcreams,2020/03/02,"hellp pleas lss i've been p much traumatised into silence threw several traumatic   incidents and years of aggressive bullying and isolated by most of the   people in my life including members of my familt and now i literally   cannot speak to people. like physically, aside from people i'm very   close to i can't move my mouth and make words, not that i'd have any   idea what to say if i did. from a broken home, have literally no support   system and can't see any way out. no one wants to be around me, no one   wants to speak to me since i cant speak to them, isolation is making  me  suicidal and i can see no way out because i'm on a year's waiting  list  of more therapy which has never helped me anyway, none of the  medicine  i've tried has worked, and i dont know if it would ever work  because  it's not like a medicine is going to inject ten years of social   experience into your brain. i mean this, seriously.  i joined a uni   society for my special interest and even there i just sit alone not able   to join in any conversation, and anyone who tries to speak to me gives   up quickly, even though i'm putting everything i fucking have into   speaking to them. it's making me want to die. i don't think i can keep   doing it much longer. it's not a case of ""i'm shy"", or ""i have anxiety"",   or ""i have no friends"". i literaly cant speak anymore. i've forgotten   how. i cant be around people, and i cant be alone.",3.571827586206897,4.319649596551727,5.201551724137931,83.5961206896552,72.0,8.972413793103447,27.603448275862068,9.255337874911486,2.111193103448276,1093,38,237,23,20,372,153,290,0.17300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.051,-0.9849,0,3,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,2,2,12,9,2,0,7,0,27,4,2,4,2,45,49,16,2,6,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,1,0,10,18,0,2,4,0,0,4,20,3,0,3,3,9,30,6,35,42,5,27,0,0,2,1,16,12,1,5,9,151,40,2,0.11347936962851055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350608066958063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150958816234954,0.0,0.08681140715911702,0.0,0.11254104185524036,0.07934741377102071,0.0,0.0,0.20204139598572465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835194089622305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668050638622486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177736695924876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329969760543698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499041067804137,0.10264858664550792,0.0,0.0,0.10198794023011133,0.11100459848049328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767387947723983,0.10490984863935723,0.0,0.10885975169986883,0.06449294089298188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760628294195414,0.0,0.11382906027964065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281043955542437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086567778789954,0.0,0.0,0.06236529380592806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015383475227962,0.11088057587224706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724508122633186,0.0,0.0,0.1236123011426132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061061096579292,0.1668407875611462,0.0,0.0875222856387377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379311545889646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146892260610024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407810968885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024334945697712,0.0,0.0,0.18085673074081726,0.0,0.0,0.12819938706185238,0.0,0.09387130722015292,0.0,0.0,0.11567792654227235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412801192659785,0.12877504386306265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297735489953303,0.0,0.0,0.07271299796183317,0.1114929044937818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540900859926012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936323644645289,0.200799217067942,0.18014928316247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522866524464996,0.0,0.0,0.08061248830192026,0.0,0.0,0.2192309804204431
autism,Cerberlity,2020/03/02,"Medication/No medication? Hi all! We have a high functioning 6 y/o son. Just did a reevaluation by a neuro development specialist which said that the child could benefit from meds since he is struggling with focusing on things a lot. Now, the kid is not out of focus all the time. Sometimes he's so focused he may even seem like a regular neurotypical kid, but other times, especially in the evenings, his mind is all over the place. I will definitely consult his pediatrician first about our options, but I would also like to hear about your experiences with medications for such young kids. Thank you!",5.496472986748216,7.810962174311925,6.34617737003058,71.13488277268094,69.45871559633028,10.349031600407748,31.37716615698267,10.504223727775694,3.761629153924568,483,21,85,15,9,159,87,109,0.017,0.831,0.151,0.9283,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,10,0,9,2,0,0,3,18,13,4,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,8,4,13,7,4,11,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,4,7,59,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387635534020334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361384783144925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706986020953939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004534117190454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430687396703895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309624185113896,0.0,0.0,0.21651174825148709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022945023192185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421768160489112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276225706401567,0.4128754831115872,0.0,0.0,0.206913189635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141002743260723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949281126195952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655364078557868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951391250798473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267347625725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422936772784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886649977208147,0.0,0.0,0.136141325380507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389837784890412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557098109878006,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,prettyf---ingsad,2020/03/02,"I'm almost 30 and I recently found out that I'm on the spectrum, just a few words I took the RAADS-R test and I got a crazy high score, so I started doing research and everything made sense all of a sudden.
I always struggled a lot with loneliness, and while I'm glad I found the source of basically all of my problems I feel like I just got a life sentence of being alone.

I don't really have anyone to talk about this so when I feel down I always come here and your posts make me feel less lonely, so thank you.",3.726539973787681,3.9844174862385344,4.9892791612057685,87.02633027522936,71.38532110091742,8.06343381389253,24.74574049803407,7.957251820313856,1.1060657929226738,402,10,90,5,7,134,72,109,0.142,0.763,0.095,-0.5852,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,2,2,23,20,10,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,3,15,3,10,13,5,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750551958844133,0.19393627920633894,0.0,0.0,0.311616813837901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093073581859804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130075097083313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828974536569696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28404024300679026,0.1337726451102423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106236271719915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952456532597754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784169184798356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226140669289374,0.091481717531702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591946910821189,0.0,0.1771820771107242,0.12499195744418512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933535835411615,0.0,0.0,0.17917457891850974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995822779000632,0.0,0.18488845415978428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253771031742514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957561236149202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050581585861292,0.0,0.17239619855744048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804351803242965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,paytondee,2020/03/02,"Sensory Processing Disorder Help I have been overly sensitive my entire life, but its been progressively getting worse over the last couple months, and extremely bad in the last four-six days. My sensitivities are mostly touch related. I cant get out of bed, i can't wear clothes because they bug me too much, i can't concentrate on anything and i constantly feel like i want to jump out of my skin. I also have about two panic attacks because of my sensory dysfunction each day. 

I have adhd and Im thinking that my sensory stuff may be connected to my attention because when I was treated with stimulants, my sensory sensitivities went away. Its like im hyper focusing on my bodily senstations and it drives me mad. Some SSRIs have sorta helped, others have made my sensitivity worse.

 I was wondering if anyone has dealt with sensory processing disorder and has had any luck with any certain medications? I know meds aren't the end all be all of getting help, but I'm really desperate at this point and just want something that may help. Any suggestions would be very very much appreciated!",6.007766666666669,7.910292910000003,7.0150000000000015,68.51666666666668,67.4,11.533333333333335,33.833333333333336,11.34169021259432,4.625333333333334,882,41,146,31,15,295,123,200,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.9119,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,2,1,3,0,23,4,2,2,3,35,35,11,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,7,3,23,5,19,22,7,21,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,8,10,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802560907626486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849847525188488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512781208803861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612286509325287,0.0,0.10135787062384603,0.0,0.0,0.14012290349582096,0.115721647717591,0.0,0.10284125260320773,0.2252486560352168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310229787597727,0.0,0.0,0.13628452999063884,0.0,0.1588680671768002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28232546491696936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109091475041231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062278118214149185,0.08799219981440377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930526867342917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302312443661641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660880424227377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769064711357546,0.2007988996373032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699814611473332,0.12034863423356265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654580590680301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368133681910702,0.12408015015635335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983125906404236,0.0,0.1810872712328834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451268005128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643483643937727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890543197662933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948217740492334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140999424223284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892193855321382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031854620827265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203255206689194,0.1452969337457185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417921048431405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357189321647805,0.0,0.0,0.2510401565361671,0.08749596395028661,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rgrgrgrgegegrgrgrg,2020/03/02,I rock back and fourth while sitting on my bed my father see’s me rocking back and fourth and seems so disappointed in me i’m also doing very bad in school and hate being in that environment i just get so anxious,2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.4090909090909,6.218181818181819,22.363636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.7164727272727274,171,5,35,2,4,57,32,44,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,0,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090934431684953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685800016882239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017463334874217,0.27241278321120965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704569530497591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221133895971697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301917031746025,0.25998632150095824,0.2970140994180717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919798794168903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,m3-bran-dead,2020/03/02,Hi mods is it possible to make a teen autistic and teen asperger’s tag Just wondering as there’s one for adults and not us teens,3.4622222222222203,4.6558605925925916,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,72.7037037037037,9.844444444444443,28.314814814814817,10.125756701596842,2.6681259259259247,104,4,23,3,2,34,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047179787009525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093369086001158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146363146834849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491145250905527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950558881355792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CptTrifonius,2020/03/02,"Higher education: how I struggle in sight of the finish. Almost 8 years it's been. 8 years of zigzagging through Belgium's higher education system. Started studying chemistry at a university, ended up studying IT at a college (Belgium has two tiers of higher education).

Did my internship last year, it was great! I had feared it tremendously, but all in all, it was good. Last hurdle would be the ""Bachelorproef"". A final paper, more research-oriented, and then.... and then...

Over the last month therefore, I've been sitting at home, staring at a computer screen. Trying to motivate myself for something barely related to my studies. Communication is sparse, guidance is none. Motivation is dwindling, panic increasing, and as I don't physically go to the campus anymore, I can feel myself unlearning social skills with every passing second. I've been having panic attacks every night over the last week, I haven't had those in years. I don't feel like I can do this. Even if I really wanted to.

When I dropped down to college, when I started IT 4 years ago, I called this the ""last line of defense"". I had come far enough. Here I would hold my ground, here I would succeed no matter how long it'd take me. It already was lower than what I had aimed for, lower than what my snobby high school had told me was acceptable. But as the days drag on without progress, I despair. I don't know why I'm doing this anymore.",4.551034004163771,6.715355748091607,5.403400416377518,77.5342956280361,71.67175572519083,7.511727966689799,30.22970159611381,8.296473431620573,2.475360305343512,1114,48,188,18,22,363,152,262,0.147,0.775,0.077,-0.9563,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,5,7,12,2,4,11,0,31,0,0,5,2,28,42,14,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,2,6,0,0,4,7,7,0,2,14,5,25,5,30,23,6,47,0,1,3,0,3,15,0,2,26,133,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195927870171964,0.0,0.11517703216800558,0.0,0.12692866087150098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281400784861047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308531235964855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744941881290362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908050613159837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074179103883758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018745680453221,0.11884755914658868,0.0,0.07597036183977833,0.0,0.19382050085447847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943073244191125,0.11631626374735582,0.08217110772461421,0.0,0.12600000958049867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536915046534858,0.09647425434089994,0.0,0.12681118563522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152612337046385,0.1153755568550725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632125968852975,0.4687878030064864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619350697547552,0.0,0.0,0.1017900675023848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918087568357139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793952492821768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699049921496084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368547172004533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164075093281922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724954205777595,0.0,0.08854887395101979,0.0,0.0,0.16282507478403752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024504343214873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648156412170115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990760475329156,0.0,0.07809178707777739,0.0,0.11235891638807004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784243387515126,0.0,0.09226300069548636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378866613283468,0.0,0.0,0.11087625057333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512310049274605,0.0,0.0,0.3703491355627657
autism,RoughCommunication9,2020/03/02,"How to be mature Hey autism reddit, I guess this is a question that has been bugging me for some time, but are there ways someone on the spectrum become more mature and less sensitive/offended to what others tell them.

Thank you so much.",3.977,6.264589755555555,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,73.66666666666667,6.277777777777778,24.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1246666666666667,189,6,34,2,4,58,43,45,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025228928553332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40149922272905625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679236675598269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082841457182844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088099618349196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185584229374672,0.3355503503278519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252243808715865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892953057745227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AshleyJRose,2020/03/02,"Flying on a Commercial Airline I am working with a small design team to improve the commercial flying experience for kids with autism and their parents. We would love to hear about your experience flying if you have autism or you have flown with a child who has autism. 

What was your experience like? Did you or the child feel uncomfortable? How so? Walk me through how you dealt with it. 

All feedback is greatly appreciated!",5.255545112781952,8.01074775,5.102180451127823,77.82026315789476,71.5,8.027067669172935,29.27819548872181,8.841846274778883,2.573209022556392,343,14,59,7,7,106,54,76,0.031,0.8009999999999999,0.168,0.9086,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,6,1,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,11,7,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,3,10,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,16,2,0,3,1,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7660736329448189,0.0,0.0,0.1319951816923431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878095452739133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942233434781546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275362864004726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560863462406864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986613763807906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004816854927506,0.0,0.0,0.1854430735889016,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mezuthial,2020/03/02,"My struggle with the human condition (vent/rant) I just need somewhere to vent I guess.

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I know now, for a bit over a year that I'm on the spectrum. But oh how I have a hard time understanding the world and the neurotypical's that live on it.

I think the most difficult thing for me is how people say one thing, but mean another. Lately I've been running a lot into how people say they want to meet people, yet then when they find out what I'm like they suddenly stop talking to me. I don't get it. I know I'm not normal, which I now try to explain before hand so people at least have an explanation as to why I say things they don't expect. To me it's still a mystery as to how I talk or communicate is different then what others say. I mean, yes... I know I'm more honest and open. But I have trouble seeing how that's supposed to be a bad thing that turns people away.

Luckily I have had a group of loyal friends who've always been there for me for decades. Sadly with my current depression I don't get to see them all that often. 

I also have trouble with how some people get away with practical murder, while others get punished for behaving. Pretty much always end up getting the short end of the stick in society. Yeah, I suck at lying... Oh no wonder I can't get anywhere. Well you know, I do get somewhere but it just takes me ages to get there when some do it in mere days.

And then we have these rules and laws that always seem to be aimed at supporting anyone but the general majority of the people. I've told fellow autists that we should all just move to a country and kick anyone who isn't on the spectrum out. We'd have such a smooth running country and build a paradise for autists while we're at it.

I always end up feeling like no one takes me serious. That they either don't hear me, don't want to hear me and ignore me or that they just flat out don't understand me. Or some mix of that. I don't mind being more or less isolated, I'm used to that. I can be alone at a party. But it just frustrates me when I take an effort to approach multiple people and nothing comes from any of it. 

And I'm sure some who read this will be like ""I'll be your friend"", which is nice but that's not the problem. I have friends, a wife and while it's at the moment kinda in shambles a life. So I'm good for the most part. It's just those set backs. You have what you think is a good conversation and then after a bit they just cut you off.

I've been told it's understandable that the world as it is can be a little challenging to people on the spectrum. It's not the world, it's the people on it. It's not nature, it's our urban society. The strange, illogical governments. The fake smile companies. The general sayings that no one really means. ""I'll see you"", ""We'll keep in touch"", ""Talk to you later"", ""It was nice meeting you""... I'd rather they'd call me an asshole and that they hope to never meet me again. Might hurt, but at least it's clear.

I just don't understand why people do that... Don't all of us just want a little give and take versus take and take?",2.0248702311728835,3.666375639625585,3.553400652389733,90.34448191745855,77.3151326053042,6.5962955609133465,22.106963551269327,7.417985360599375,0.6715807176287049,2399,67,528,31,55,793,255,641,0.12,0.7390000000000001,0.141,0.9528,2,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,6,8,10,2,33,34,5,1,40,2,48,2,1,7,6,112,106,48,1,10,28,1,5,3,4,4,1,7,0,1,51,26,0,3,18,1,0,5,19,17,1,3,7,15,64,17,66,86,21,70,0,3,3,0,52,33,1,18,34,361,115,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625189166131351,0.0,0.04827308245946625,0.20091079069176865,0.06540438702826691,0.07334888763367768,0.041049601422760734,0.06329693489421001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441584821816875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342796176958435,0.04641620290295018,0.050401432656232335,0.0,0.0,0.05136533231244828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180374449589982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061638410297158434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051998255513875886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038929797072442214,0.0,0.05199143925357918,0.0,0.0,0.06306754977361465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160393805797193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030521860650979782,0.043124065693080464,0.0,0.0,0.0551716178070312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991126901766238,0.0,0.2523016589353789,0.05790666538346492,0.0,0.1012609467510365,0.0,0.0,0.06649777005067306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407430238900701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606926820763685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995508904281094,0.0,0.0,0.06462092850743527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365431172802617,0.0,0.0,0.13269794000331914,0.0,0.0680932402690509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263689027142426,0.0884724285739094,0.12100120614341495,0.05330253279136203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131932848122562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972623319759242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403668262266496,0.060950449163333975,0.0,0.0,0.06415739685083124,0.04437449795151742,0.04475915361851217,0.046556451111990985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914392001063928,0.05792090218624109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271266013510895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536834780916705,0.0,0.4603368961351804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141190638389168,0.0,0.057760211779054126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060380352202039266,0.0,0.038670734897845456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400194451341267,0.0,0.0,0.14430691820191616,0.054953133818851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820678182523822,0.05046702100149189,0.0,0.0631055768362485,0.0,0.0,0.06850037096610767,0.056892371494597936,0.0,0.27231736962266445,0.14555493056735308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041268217348398,0.07735764920010403,0.0,0.0,0.03519874365501613,0.0,0.0,0.11536080987089604,0.0,0.0409832050374484,0.06565871636008352,0.0,0.25136428153481266,0.0726104798353221,0.05213512929655016,0.0,0.0,0.10681278333311743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054274500567763,0.0,0.10893827235503713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546220130836672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334888763367768,0.03887244773408402
autism,IJustWantComment,2020/03/02,"Does anyone else dislike the ""autism community""? I want to preface this by saying that my autism (asperger) deeply affects every part of my life, so I'm not saying this as someone who easily passes as neurotypical. But whenever I come across autistic communities online, it often feels like many of its members treat autism as an identity, often akin to LGBTQ+ communities. There's certainly a wealth of normal conversation as well, but the identity aspect of autism seems deeply ingrained in the communities and the dialogue within. 

This is not some plight aiming to change these communities - I'm sure you're all very well aware that the world doesn't work that way for any of us - but I was wondering if anyone else feels like an outsider within these outsider communities.",10.068035714285713,9.870632169117652,9.253319327731095,63.325294117647104,58.191176470588225,12.477310924369748,37.07563025210085,11.765960540728905,4.606471848739496,629,24,97,16,7,199,89,136,0.013000000000000001,0.845,0.142,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,1,3,21,11,10,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,4,6,8,18,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,2,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760813950421915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185352620999184,0.35440400203958944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829522700176652,0.14897630857534072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134483175292465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889457506556963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457131370785119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489179533803875,0.24710306352493816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215576193846782,0.16898382057092046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753385022300387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944881690327115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872819589434104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750646964519169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574421091645006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653525006066312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299807383154227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803084916692804,0.0,0.0,0.14269726281485925,0.10200710268943028,0.13727523464967473,0.0,0.0,0.3109956156970649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875508515768164,0.12590560114444313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,calliope-38,2020/03/02,"Help with nonverbal autism Hello, my brother is 16 and has severe autism i.e. he is basically nonverbal (babbles words every now and then). Since my sis and I are in school, my parents are his primary caretakers. Things are especially bad because he cant communicate — does anyone know of anything that could be helpful to us? 

Thanks!",4.0990314769975775,7.297657983050848,4.89714285714286,74.96474576271187,79.33898305084746,8.11719128329298,30.462469733656178,8.841846274778883,3.36001985472155,267,13,42,7,7,86,49,59,0.095,0.775,0.13,0.318,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910076247520991,0.0,0.224796586792932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280865060051081,0.16652260202639255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810494098998845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905392064891806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015848182736756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662017371171541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501277240265607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30332424258993657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764637951317395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30860565270625845,0.0,0.22597000421763494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25149929996857595,0.0,0.0,0.18148277870100185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32859126759257073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HippieDash,2020/03/03,"Son starts screaming and crying over a particular song. My 7-year-old has fairly mild autism and has started screaming and crying every time he hears the catchy song from the LEGO 2 movie. We used to use it when he wouldn’t listen, and it would play until he was on task. He would just be agitated and get to work to avoid hearing it. Then, when he went to LEGOLand, every time it would come on, he would cover his ears and scream and cry. Honestly, watching him slip this much on impulse control is extremely frustrating. I just tried using it for dinner (he has weight issues from being unable to stay on task for even food he likes), and he absolutely flipped out. I’m not sure what to do. This is a song that comes up outside of the house (who doesn’t love the LEGO movies?!), and I don’t want him freaking out and getting made fun of for it.",6.518556220891551,5.912823796407189,6.131696606786427,84.15081170991353,65.52694610778444,8.859347970725217,29.33399866932801,7.793537801064563,1.6185068529607456,662,18,138,6,9,205,104,167,0.165,0.759,0.076,-0.9376,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,5,12,1,1,6,0,16,5,1,5,1,31,33,14,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,11,15,3,2,0,4,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,12,7,6,22,23,1,20,0,0,1,1,19,8,0,0,9,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296506333250007,0.0,0.0,0.14950620384892027,0.0,0.0,0.439268196379634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804275629790381,0.0,0.22462037443309213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611857238003462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928648949577815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30047540356055275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380919081010208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912956171226842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512317593801242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203075845956359,0.126130771175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979901292585241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987491527730994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869948794811225,0.14207903668644464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256327641761857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554554800489744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050129566391717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538270591323633,0.0,0.0,0.07862322526413314,0.0,0.0,0.16232231523454824,0.0,0.12356954210884892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704328600464576,0.0,0.0,0.3787672433834037,0.0,0.0,0.0858402089916571
autism,StarfireRoth,2020/03/03,Is it worth getting a diagnosis at 24? I am a 24 year old woman who exhibits signs of high functioning autism. I want to know if I should seek a diagnosis at this point. Would it be beneficial to me? And is there anyone else who was diagnosed as an adult and was the diagnosis helpful to you? Thank you.,1.952841530054645,4.1336387377049215,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,79.65573770491805,8.001092896174864,24.92076502732241,8.841846274778883,1.9614240437158463,237,9,50,6,6,82,45,61,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266560527079696,0.33213413682649845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290095431539642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707891190037801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935711514196866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172736306665777,0.34248655714772863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814659165598418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401451528837693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30643035849390066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984375030246983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911944605983387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026974074048115,0.0,0.0,0.20874458406752175
autism,demonhauntedneurons,2020/03/03,Just Diagnosed. 40ish. Asperger's but DSM V says ASD. I'm floored. Don't know what to think. I don't know how to think. Dots have been connected but picture is unclear. I've been puzzled and scared for most of my years. Could never find a place. Now I know why. Scared of what this means. What does it mean?,-1.0116666666666667,0.7762940634920632,0.13051587301587375,103.47767857142858,108.36507936507937,4.0047619047619065,16.36111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.5413269841269841,238,7,56,3,12,73,48,63,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,18,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883255148395832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273384772208337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600941811699754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471680674975032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692863235599295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879672592450712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274983739978386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340150228029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812062186598887,0.4484929961926389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703908914366555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211021659143416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423799205058085
autism,zXWaterNinjaXz,2020/03/03,"Senior project about autism awareness/living with autism I'm doing my Senior project about autism awareness. About how autism affects us. And how we cope. And why people should understand us.

If you could, I would like other people's experiences. And some feedback of what needs to be worked on with my intro. 

Here's what I have for a introduction but it's a draft:

Heya, My name is Alexandria but you can call me Alex. I'm here to about my senior project is about. But, I'm doing things a bit different from the rulebook. Instead of explaining what job I'm interested and what are the requirements. I'll be talking about a disorder that makes people say ""what's wrong with them?"" or ""they should in a insane asylum."" Welp, its rude to talk about someone who listening. In another words, I'm one of them. Today we'll be talking about autism.",2.4447763157894755,5.234084425000006,2.960460526315792,88.83638157894741,82.875,5.86842105263158,22.796052631578945,7.273561745256523,1.0316875000000003,668,23,126,10,19,207,91,160,0.098,0.868,0.034,-0.899,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,2,3,2,13,4,1,0,7,0,15,0,0,4,0,28,25,11,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,16,2,22,17,2,7,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,3,5,86,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832105661402316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907504580502612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841002989165705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395007780511391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254661964932076,0.2002458003460245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091100336824386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338397654998036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536002443045017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662785558598734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955366461441914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183957062771016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633893467803954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894542761409467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804082997816664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213032001994491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607709901828665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561540694170965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818910836851524,0.4203365341647879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765883913543793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719922124271854,0.0,0.0,0.12411703162111007,0.19103036428568332,0.0,0.0
autism,rachelym_14,2020/03/03,"Bf autistic and I’m so confused So my bfs autistic and I don’t know that much about autism. But anyway, we got into this fight about guns and I was like yelling at him about it and telling him to stop talking over me. He was also like raising his voice and talking like he was very serious about what we were talking about. But then after he says “I love you” and I’m like “gimme a second I’m heated” I have this thing where when I mad or something I just can’t say I love you. So he’s like “why??” And I’m like “uhm we just fought” and the he acts like we didn’t? And he claims that he was joking the whole time and that he thought I was too. This literally left me dumbfounded because I was basically yelling and he was saying serious stuff. But he’s like well the whole time I was smiling. It was weird because I think it’s an autistic thing but he told me it wasn’t bad? Is this even an autistic thing? Idk right now I’m having trouble believing him and would like some reassurance that it is an autistic thing even for people who don’t have it bad.",0.7354336349924608,2.909162081447967,2.0437839366515824,96.81071361236799,84.29411764705881,4.950301659125189,20.97303921568628,6.21433560688645,0.006895776772247952,824,26,189,7,24,263,105,221,0.13,0.732,0.138,-0.4586,0,0,1,1,3,0,14.0,4,2,0,0,19,24,3,1,7,0,21,2,0,0,0,31,34,23,0,1,7,0,0,9,1,1,0,6,0,0,21,17,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,10,1,1,16,6,25,14,11,17,4,14,0,0,0,2,36,6,0,3,16,122,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738341272033374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033540543916719,0.14846580301054454,0.0,0.0,0.1371987090517282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086246021244002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739458107315116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692434789787917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230887915786424,0.0,0.0,0.5354379658736959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981335948623648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951862669840382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442344274909437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039951731169927,0.0,0.2905210709015154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374833400717056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180934144988044,0.0,0.0,0.13940322514995204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29363436421989764,0.10643670566432356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236075601095733,0.07802849430067056,0.0,0.09667573689529592,0.1420159478513469,0.0,0.0,0.11636121816793582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047711718355627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949033746536707,0.0,0.1098829844427134,0.2719148472180924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650545652554299,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,StarBlooded,2020/03/03,"Burnout? Constant overstimulation? What can I do? Hi all, I've only just recently begun to understand my sensory issues — literally today I found out about burnout in autism, and it describes the past few months for me perfectly. I've been pushing and pushing myself past my limits and through traumatizing experiences, and I've probably done broke myself. These last few weeks especially though, my sensory issues have been getting increasingly worse. Sensitivity to light and sound isn't new, but it's much more severe than usual. Texture is a something I've never really had a problem with, but now, really just starting yesterday —  paper rubbing together, brushing against fabric (including my own clothes), my nails on any rough surface — it's all making my skin crawl and severely uncomfortable almost constantly. I've been having crying episodes on the daily from being overwhelmed. At night when I finally lay down to try and sleep, I feel psychologically paralyzed from being so overwhelmed.

What can I do? I'm still fighting with the system just to see a therapist, and I won't get any headway on that till next Monday. Do I just try to ride it out? Should I try actively stimming more? Should I expect this to only last a few days, or could it develop into a long-term issues? I thought about asking my University's mental health resources but I really don't know what they could do for me. Really I'm just looking for suggestions of any temporary comfort until I can start seeing professionals again. Unfortunately I have to subject myself to overloading experiences on the daily with classes and work, but I am trying to take care of myself the best I can.",7.3565151515151515,8.873989592592594,7.802173400673404,65.57437121212122,63.84848484848485,10.788484848484847,35.38872053872054,10.793553405168565,4.360175892255893,1347,61,205,36,20,443,173,297,0.096,0.821,0.08199999999999999,-0.6253,0,0,1,1,2,0,34.0,0,0,1,6,15,9,1,2,10,0,27,3,2,1,4,43,45,19,0,6,10,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,15,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,7,10,29,4,36,31,11,44,0,3,3,0,5,11,0,2,28,149,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499448331303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390958200343715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980227938567315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003607316027804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069039595587675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266162832051781,0.0,0.1674321402054323,0.0,0.11517538373236827,0.06762109196856846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073003587018836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051314371029004,0.0,0.0,0.05301649896327746,0.0,0.0,0.11486062502500755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496519053326902,0.0,0.0,0.10956205121583333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145314565342952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283158378347535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057624109806598475,0.17093732051829588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279103083870856,0.08804956682995058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998975826921022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056665079470468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369214596116299,0.0,0.07707854221420349,0.0,0.08086859678502316,0.10126705366087384,0.11151166446971593,0.09839682821799034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948987503653364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001868660252839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304856816749925,0.10032953897928923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868440296807244,0.0,0.10352904681238967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710749642104056,0.0,0.0,0.2369066224615013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492807379138452,0.0,0.0,0.08072046217406716,0.0,0.0,0.14843006696352445,0.0,0.08373522269451297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883591867358293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174166063103045,0.0,0.0,0.10301690217637666,0.08324105431686839,0.0,0.0,0.0993877683788934,0.0,0.0,0.28475145368438376,0.0,0.0,0.1091549948722375,0.0,0.0,0.11548005084295973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410623111735423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633376007883401,0.0,0.10685350312749922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Spacetime14,2020/03/03,"Is this an autism thing? I have diagnosed autism. I'm feeling very off/unusual and I'm trying to figure out if it's an autism thing or not. Basically, I feel super zoned out and super unable to focus. I feel unlike myself and out of place. I don't feel sad or anxious, but I feel like if I  try to force myself out of this 'zone' I'm in I might get anxious or even panic. This is unfortunate because I really need to get to working on some projects. Can anyone explain what this might be and maybe how to stop it or how long it might last?",1.1708769106999206,3.121297672566371,3.2446822204344343,90.09667739340307,81.12389380530973,5.879002413515687,20.007240547063557,6.980632752743323,0.3279982300884954,419,11,91,5,11,142,65,113,0.172,0.774,0.055,-0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,2,0,31,21,13,0,3,8,0,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,3,14,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,10,4,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704620976611972,0.0,0.11464645043669745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995006882362116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641857048044814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829573978209964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145220427466135,0.1171349021414331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132736474716753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336513890363768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010383604193,0.0,0.0,0.14510172645865585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472245281200715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218151696910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157617782033582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923747635779914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130600170237822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503862924787373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708006124589342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785890924995527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263966230225316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352863026239414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936671329551735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,loose_socks,2020/03/03,"Is there a way to combat this? ( I'd like to clarify I was diagnosed with autism and anxiety at the beginning of 2019 )
I'm not sure if anyone else has this problem but whenever I'm in public and/or a stranger speaks to me I completely lose the ability to talk. I'll get this butterfly feeling in my stomache which eventually leads to my throat going dry and my hands shaking. I have days where I'll try to motivate myself to talk or hold a conversation with someone I'm not too familiar with but, when it comes down to it I just can't do it. I take sertraline ( an antianxiety and antidepressants combo drug ) along side this I also take herbal supplements, and even with these I still am unable to do anything. I literally crave confidence at this point.",5.2906849315068465,6.416987109589044,6.349205479452058,75.5461369863014,68.31506849315068,10.771506849315069,31.723287671232878,10.793553405168565,3.6193391780821926,602,25,114,18,10,201,98,146,0.083,0.815,0.102,0.6968,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,6,0,8,5,3,2,1,23,18,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,3,13,2,20,17,0,17,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,5,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723132325443441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483582694499105,0.0,0.0,0.15066334014053556,0.22077697829427698,0.17731545880627336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856104279602656,0.225918753968365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389618983101091,0.0,0.0,0.2186999910986492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987962260819965,0.0,0.17999957493033655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423175145537582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894933996507204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257545668427273,0.0,0.1224579533047305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526895032664604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410585448184153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036911027945801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061780250401844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256909930929935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207656904531926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308022483502008,0.0,0.3240169182418597,0.34637717089212355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629164288317678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103199357894094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dumbghoe,2020/03/03,We did something sexual and now he wants space Hey so I’ve been dating this guy (who’s on the autistic spectrum) for a month now and I was his first kiss and am his first girlfriend. Yesterday we decided to watch a movie at his place and I ended up giving him head and he was REALLY into it. This was his first time doing anything sexual and afterwards he seemed distant and ended up telling me he felt really overwhelmed and needs space. I feel like maybe it happened all too fast for him?? What should I do next time to make him feel more at ease?,3.2642020202020205,4.977103400000004,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,74.0909090909091,7.434343434343432,23.131313131313128,8.167268648758528,1.1691010101010102,434,12,89,7,9,138,72,110,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.8888,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,0,9,2,1,1,1,21,18,9,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,4,14,2,10,11,2,24,0,1,1,1,19,9,0,1,16,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791569279942086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399293168574861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405877656071896,0.13709196048725533,0.18425216145399267,0.0,0.0,0.4896849899598394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840860353751961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000917760929187,0.16969475643772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969426975650482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937516634647311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809339665102396,0.0,0.19278732110947566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317114266838025,0.0,0.0,0.14228992607013494,0.0,0.0,0.2040856865542136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049255334892285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245869529017029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746967204753538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773244592938406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772729916729767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223794519222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113186404829072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,skybastion,2020/03/03,"Does anyone else view leftovers in the fridge as ""dead"" after 24 hours? I have this issue where, when I go out to eat and bring home leftovers, if I don't eat them the next day for lunch or dinner, regardless of if they're still safe to eat or not. The only time this changes is if it's one of my absolute favorite foods, like fried rice or salmon, or if it was from a fancy restaurant and I feel more of a drive to eat it. Otherwise, I consider it ""dead"" or no longer an option to consume, to the point that I avoid looking at it, and may even need my spouse to throw it away for me. Anyone else? Is this a common autism thing?",6.852544529262083,4.523198694656493,6.796755725190837,85.22073155216286,65.87022900763358,9.95470737913486,30.23027989821883,7.793537801064563,1.6597318066157758,483,11,112,4,6,154,88,131,0.035,0.895,0.07,0.6747,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,8,0,6,7,0,0,0,21,11,14,2,6,10,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,7,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,3,10,2,18,9,1,18,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,11,9,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200160404923647,0.3224040868260741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781567416799354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643310800201885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146412065793244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767957471229922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6439469400238916,0.2628562046317353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103914250193926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955021563643959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024272222923366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941363568527719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157813707753383,0.0,0.15493726836866895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421048923344694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686295025734903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211664604389145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665738084492795,0.0,0.0,0.16732106283911086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661012977655933,0.11965571283548145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872665732282314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564305738724335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452232584738133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173974286519812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,steeldawg84,2020/03/03,"Can I get some advice about managing an employee with autism? I read the sub rules and hope this post still fits within them.  I recently was promoted to a managerial position within my organization.  We have this older gentleman (48 y/o, will refer at Jim) who has had some performance issues at work, I guess is the best way to describe it.  Jim loses focus on his daily tasks easily.  Anyways, Jim approached me the other day and told me he was recently diagnosed as autistic.  Now I have two children who are on the spectrum and so I have familiarity with managing behaviors and such, but not in this dynamic here.

The problem is the other 2 maintenance crew members that are employed here strongly dislike Jim and are constantly bickering about him.  I know I can't just tell them that Jim is autistic, but what can I do/should I do to get them to lighten up a bit.  I know I can work more directly with Jim about managing his behavior and keeping him on task, but it seems like that will only do so much, especially when the other two would prefer him to be gone.

Any ideas would be helpful and greatly appreciated.",7.11687993680885,7.17844137914692,7.8769786729857865,69.90640007898897,64.11848341232228,11.58309636650869,36.06674565560822,11.20814326018867,4.2300518167456564,885,39,157,24,12,297,129,211,0.04,0.8370000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9520000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,3,7,13,8,0,0,10,0,25,1,0,0,0,30,35,14,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,11,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,5,0,24,6,21,24,6,22,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,5,9,122,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127266687296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223111201707364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731966011588715,0.0,0.1801781296296231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834683159413975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643548937400052,0.0,0.0,0.1675095178012613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245049138509794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195434960138615,0.181807336022138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062111072825656,0.0,0.0,0.16391940679420125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863071704474573,0.0,0.17225619922168575,0.0,0.14669285111275784,0.0,0.0,0.18140051124454784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062895210959302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463466962919275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132150076216795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551840265757705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580602377221428,0.0,0.0,0.15791853205937778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508209182903388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32590910442624665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024387822418958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179910507026496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424998845080722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770033722936608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224351771635554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099903035695085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029842977172625,0.0,0.0,0.23447571074015336,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,krschu00,2020/03/03,First video game for a teenager? I'm a special olympics basketball coach and one of my players (autistic) told me he has a very hard time talking with people his age. He said what he does in his free time is go to the library and checkout books and documentaries. I thought video games would be a good hobby for him to try so i gave him my xbox 360 and a video game called Portal. He struggled with moving around and aiming. I underestimated how hard this is for someone who has never played a video game before. Can this sub give me suggestions on other video games to try? He has only the xbox 360 and a PC. Video games that are free or less than $15 would be preferred. Thank you so much.,2.8869565217391298,4.804932115942034,3.3457246376811622,91.55815217391307,75.66666666666667,5.759420289855073,23.09420289855073,6.42735559955562,0.3874376811594207,544,16,115,4,12,169,88,138,0.07,0.823,0.107,0.7985,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,16,19,10,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,17,2,2,1,1,0,2,4,3,12,8,13,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,24,3,0,1,5,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932357704186572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140990477183055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569192417669685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628078316095167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713440628915117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323881599084852,0.11448252768651695,0.16895762626550853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608998756874224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140979682116137,0.1480809745744415,0.0,0.1553623133026391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650040108835199,0.15320357295116138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965256327416795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161478849268684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067876281067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058796719692074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190918183140635,0.0,0.18545813196681546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992020728143022,0.2349216106028075,0.0,0.0,0.19248376817742646,0.0,0.2735279596745045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620841922764526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861932266111896,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,8WeaponizedAutism8,2020/03/03,"How to deal with the feeling you can never meet the standards of society and people around you? i just feel that i am never enough. not good enough for work,not good enough for a relationship. not good enough or worthy enough to be happy. this feeling of being of no value to nobody except close relatives only drives me further into isolation. i sometimes want to scream for help. sometimes i feel so hopeless that i get an agressive panick attack which makes me want to break stuff around me. because i simply don,t understand how to deal with my situation in life.  


I have PDDNOS and i know for people like me it is normal to suffer from this. but i just can,t find a way to cope anymore. does somebody have advice.?",3.2979096989966514,5.655721934782612,4.0268115942029015,85.09951505016727,76.02898550724638,5.985284280936455,22.93422519509476,7.010146845296331,0.8982981047937568,569,17,103,6,13,181,87,138,0.08800000000000001,0.772,0.141,0.3155,0,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,2,0,0,7,9,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,3,2,31,17,7,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,5,16,5,23,15,5,11,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663350606571415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836928736579275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125046620057264,0.0,0.13578491856832928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275843718696495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610202114728605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444942283015322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166343491550276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140034210893266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908941271322098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235869296079491,0.0,0.0,0.3003309758966554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705690390864774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000195097712018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559505103623893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430482020476393,0.05831141480629296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967119632895676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410973292762955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694374310510253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077577534730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654931339557313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814390066025616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416137975405434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360926852784428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663430359128215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425402290006272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079876897126048,0.0947394031362772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868927416833739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xlime4,2020/03/03,"How to survive job interviews? Hi everyone,
I have a job interview tomorrow, and I’m terrified. It’s my first job interview ever. This is a job I’ll doing while in university (if I get it), and it’s held by the university. I’m worried I’ll end up crying in the interview due to social anxiety and not knowing what to say. I don’t have anyone to practise with. I know interviewers don’t want you to be honest when answering questions and I know they’ll judge every single social mistake I’ll make. I have no idea what they want me to say, how to say it, and do all of that while minding my non verbal social cues. At least in a normal situation I can assume no-one’s judging me, but I know for a fact I’ll be judged in this situation, and it’s scary. How do I overcome this fear? Thanks.",3.0945528455284546,4.119567073170734,5.497317073170733,79.99138211382116,73.39024390243901,8.881300813008131,27.691056910569106,9.2995712137729,2.328664227642277,616,23,128,14,12,219,89,164,0.134,0.812,0.054000000000000006,-0.9059,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,2,5,4,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,4,3,31,25,14,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,16,2,17,21,3,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,3,8,83,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161185299269276,0.0,0.0,0.0928753260348986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590359286684118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764478923351675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014910755925508,0.11191199339375653,0.12692134302458402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946665817217705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112982090840166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939632583033657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994486824659795,0.0,0.0,0.5272389328534638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919917219836717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866267134901347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341168265794855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014169661065678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879599684886474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31688671772535154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986049380192523,0.0,0.4061994448990491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122288728067509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668893596251093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348916840334314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spicyfoodisthebest,2020/03/03,"Should I mention as having autism in my online-dating bio? Hello! Uhm, I’m F17 going to be 18 soon in a few months. Hopefully my post wouldn’t sound rude or ignorant or, anything like that. It turns out that I was diagnosed with having “mild” autism as a toddler and my parents were in denial. I never went for “procedure” as told by my mom and she’s never told me until few weeks ago and she still doesn’t think I have autism. Oh well. 

So, I’ve been wondering to myself whether or not should I put as having “mild” or “high-functioning” autism in my bio? Is it worth it? Should I put something more of like, “reserved and quiet” instead?

I would like to know for those that has online dating experiences too and how it went so far! Maybe I could learn how to uhm, not mess up during the conversation.

Again, sorry if it sounds offensive! I’m just trying to learn more about autism now that I’ve found out about myself.",2.7610714285714306,4.69753108241758,3.628667582417586,89.3069574175824,76.08791208791209,6.528021978021977,20.715659340659343,7.413659706084162,0.5540978021978025,715,17,147,9,16,228,108,182,0.052000000000000005,0.847,0.10099999999999999,0.8292,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,14,9,2,0,3,0,17,1,0,2,2,35,30,20,0,8,9,2,0,3,0,5,1,3,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,0,1,5,6,4,1,0,8,3,18,5,24,15,4,25,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,7,14,103,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669254548470012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618012696861578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212637691807227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679638806246909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618761699106818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814458571480873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404898896928564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484408096151408,0.0,0.16436403158605506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090946276414234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425429646886781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662520133447053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938141347043838,0.13208861821606424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526460299781584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375160609803146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848896975376736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33271644093786346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273985054139057,0.0,0.1852470072638069,0.0,0.0,0.13215660483679326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060361622302808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31625618609078576,0.0,0.11235351185056168,0.18000025522441668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274215548024745,0.0,0.14879096784039933,0.3068126685224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946151853528505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755585833300072,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,honeyvanilla-milktea,2020/03/03,"is it possible i that picked up autistic behaviours from my dad? First of all I know how the title sounds and I'm so sorry about that, I blanked on a better alternative. I'm not implying I """"caught"""" it from him or anything ):

my dad is autistic. he typically avoids eye contact, infodumps, you know the drill. 

growing up, I've taken on similar behaviours (i.e. I happy stim pretty frequently and I don't know anyone who does the same, i get sensory overload quite easily, eye contact is uncomfortable especially in first encounters & i hyperfixate and infodump about very specific things). I've grown up with people asking if I was ADHD and stuff because of it. it's resulted in me being like, an outsider & not being able to relate to peers similar to the ways stated by a lot of autistic folks ive spoken to (and my dad) but i don't think I'm autistic.

is it just me emmulating my dad? sorry for the stupid question, I've just been wondering a lot lately and I didn't know who else to ask. will gladly delete this post if it's not allowed. thanks y'all!! hope you're well.",2.5900654479801366,4.96896055450237,4.546580907244415,80.361785150079,78.52606635071089,8.000090273076054,26.161363123448428,8.841846274778883,2.3566206725344165,851,34,159,21,21,290,125,211,0.087,0.812,0.10099999999999999,0.4213,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,4,7,9,1,1,9,0,13,2,2,4,1,33,29,12,0,3,9,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,2,1,2,5,3,21,7,22,21,4,17,0,0,2,0,15,7,0,8,5,101,34,0,0.14688590160711226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652830947507606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183016260460493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270603767101616,0.0,0.12087458153273015,0.0,0.27463697972689355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954028227404756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990864341530806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285408423430074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270432280551938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988214574062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674182109769906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636277359301298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458908431005907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228986005003219,0.0,0.1656936949123606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176103203175943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975428171363584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018321895145634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559178404975267,0.1406760907261833,0.14943576836927086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454582621775654,0.1562312369021747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288534822465497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814921519607828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523280345656927,0.0,0.0,0.0975844662227336,0.0941185547570808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119625196193101,0.0,0.11659119171978065,0.0,0.0,0.1320680658324179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592914945598495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,1091drawde,2020/03/03,"Special interests: You seem to know everything... Now what? Have you ever felt lost realizing you know everything about your special interest? Maybe not literally everything, but like you've studied everything you wanted to know about it and now you don't know what to do?",4.533475177304967,7.944803234042556,5.039468085106382,72.88416666666669,80.48936170212768,9.941843971631208,31.23758865248227,9.725611199111238,4.39835035460993,220,11,34,8,6,70,29,47,0.032,0.755,0.213,0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,5,5,9,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188153662650764,0.0,0.0,0.7477708218924574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971872688371609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572594259831392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162140146769473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706351515910905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089703481764625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893611794226364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268754132717018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,metalion4,2020/03/03,"Not sure if 99% of people think i'm insane, or whether they vindictively want to turn me insane by treating me like i'm insane. It's a sad existence really, constantly veering from self persecution.. to arrogance and paranoia. The world clearly doesn't want me in the picture, but i'll never give up either.. too stubborn to give up.",6.256904761904764,7.05334512698413,7.222341269841268,71.33446428571429,65.98412698412699,10.109523809523813,34.79761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.736019047619049,265,12,45,6,4,89,50,63,0.243,0.669,0.08800000000000001,-0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,14,9,5,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181786590510177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564896029622296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384562727360506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270857267665943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204123530036248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886220218493795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30715897669093223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775006517839659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866148052505224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202597484787883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473297176771062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cristikirtas,2020/03/03,"Effects of cannabis/ other substances Soooo i was wondering if people on the spectrum enjoy the effects of recreational drugs? i.e. do you get paranoid, does it calm you down, do you react better or worse than NT people?

(i'm making nsfw because i don't know if children use this subreddit or not and would rather not get in trouble)",5.129354838709677,7.229255161290323,5.233096774193552,79.62964516129036,69.96774193548387,6.895483870967742,31.754838709677426,7.554174236665415,2.376989677419356,268,12,43,3,5,84,48,62,0.076,0.7929999999999999,0.131,0.5661,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,5,0,16,12,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819915897735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730469104377169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701720143025065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580291965913016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225977363969849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696701292026698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607990940348914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280695109896459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666439018879209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348049006217864,0.0,0.0,0.31462260748581045,0.21931318640297046,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,True-Succotash,2020/03/03,"anyone else: 1a. when overwhelmed and alone, fall onto the floor without feeling pain and it's the most comfortable you've ever been

1b. try to emulate this feeling when not sad but then it's just a hard uncomfortable floor

2a. be always so hot when everyone else is cold

2b. then suddenly get cold at random times when everyone else is hot

3. as menitoned in 1a, not feel any pain when overwhelmed

ok thanks",2.588717948717949,5.360040948717953,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,81.8205128205128,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.5006051282051285,326,12,61,6,9,102,57,78,0.1,0.69,0.21,0.8644,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,1,13,9,12,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,8,0,3,6,7,1,16,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,10,32,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071376032305122,0.0,0.0,0.166414350653897,0.0,0.0,0.13600549262384426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984324602730294,0.2049215772328712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012179768146655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090963365292845,0.0,0.382213303714988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30337498171159977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449069608472822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791589170127686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256239282905291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413128023997125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662043733965502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578550819574114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279092711687415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blupnkwhtpnkblu,2020/03/04,I had a happy day today. I saw one of the people I know at school happy flapping and it really made me feel proud and happy to be part of the spectrum!,0.7690909090909095,2.3561877272727294,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,80.81818181818181,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.14064848484848458,117,2,25,1,3,42,26,33,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,4,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870337381100869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442711302312175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7858807624659571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352409488361123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284997330959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675241620641484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26648423875576754,0.0,0.1706031789629219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576472665557149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904944249893576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332581994477275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,VikingNeko,2020/03/04,"Relationship advice Like the title says I'm in need of relationship advice. I'm 25, female, and moderate autism. My boyfriend is 24, male, and neurotypical. We've been together a hair under 5 months. The problem comes in where he made me realize/understand that the relationship is moving too fast for his comfort. He loves me to death and is willing to work with me but neither of us are sure exactly how to fix it. These are the things I know I do for certain that make him think that...(Please don't judge me):

Text I love you every 30-60 minutes

Constantly tell him how I never want him to leave

Can't imagine a future without him

Showing him jewelry I want to buy that is obviously meant for serious couples

And of course relationship memes like crazy

There's probably more but that's what came to mind. Basically all I'm asking is this:

How do I know I'm going to fast? (Without his input)

How slow should I be going?

And what can I do to show him I'm making an effort?

Sorry if the post doesn't make sense. I'm honestly trying to get my point across the best way I know how. I'm open to replies, questions, private messages, chat. I'll take all the help I can get. Just please be patient with me. Thank you Redditors",1.5548067915690849,4.058263110655741,3.2356206088993003,87.38590163934427,83.87704918032787,6.436533957845433,23.46838407494145,7.7094869923839395,1.323176112412178,965,36,194,18,28,319,145,244,0.057,0.78,0.163,0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,0,3,9,12,0,0,10,0,20,3,1,9,7,45,50,13,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,7,3,1,5,7,2,0,0,4,2,28,10,24,42,5,21,0,0,0,2,27,7,0,2,9,115,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269800350654996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857460393177673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188107063186668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283246348442462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004375652320456,0.0,0.12550536576959584,0.0,0.0,0.12850596915426846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978524018182576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135602188709944,0.0,0.1320093251158396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784575055072074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914814295637317,0.0,0.0,0.12297479037967053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347962882976398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964057493623012,0.1098938503141018,0.2325717310547289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172676243811554,0.0,0.09270131203579957,0.12343773702166533,0.0,0.08611584797494229,0.08957381769066439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549722355857568,0.10978921452778727,0.0,0.11122938249943454,0.0,0.1252178501643247,0.11112966207895954,0.0,0.0,0.1301026389671618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987607428847594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235866354564697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000848109388205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945995217694188,0.0,0.08732232890742296,0.0,0.10151090098408802,0.10692549916971733,0.0,0.0,0.07715781596901694,0.074417398673283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885098732231374,0.0,0.0,0.12090514735532028,0.1397013244750016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700398194438945,0.09218600113864728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390835593494585,0.0,0.08455082171291856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,VeganVeggies,2020/03/04,"People who went through ABA training? Hello all, I recently got hired as a behavior technician and I work with children who have autism, typically under 5 years old. We use ABA therapy to reinforce positive behavior so that these kids can learn some tools they need to start school.

So I would love to know if anyone here has gone through a program like this? I would greatly love to hear your feedback and whether or not it helped you. Thank you for reading this!",6.055387596899228,7.500370895348841,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,66.79069767441861,9.454263565891472,34.10077519379845,9.725611199111238,3.299789147286821,371,17,68,8,6,113,69,86,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,16,16,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,5,10,11,2,7,0,0,0,2,14,1,0,3,5,44,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555027147955234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786840792168904,0.2451896325685895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506536515731376,0.0,0.14906568352562125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222165833694948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865023664150376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40143765557520256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490197152649086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336458067640506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417965956207422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245369526965464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958676376819272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507410759887195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574112727487989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475006673186466,0.25432636324681235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920765901890039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616101408488005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190512574064264,0.0,0.0,0.31596394089278257,0.0,0.0,0.14321413054512547
autism,stone100100baseball,2020/03/04,Update number 1 on tryouts It went great. Had fun with my friends but still took it very serious. Only thing I wish I did better was pitching,0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,91.85714285714286,4.228571428571429,21.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.3868285714285715,112,4,21,1,4,36,26,28,0.054000000000000006,0.512,0.435,0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,4,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30608197760389017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267382594961781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815573406455508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632114485035519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763820493450337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229921932980132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38451055540224505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855544288927269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320822081484264,0.0,0.0,0.3979779649231627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JasonHerman,2020/03/04,I hate haters It’s so annoying,-2.8585714285714268,-3.2548447142857126,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,139.0,7.114285714285713,17.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.524485714285715,25,1,6,1,2,9,7,7,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JuliaBee59,2020/03/04,"Hi, I hope this ok to post here. My boyfriend has autism and I was wondering if I could get tips on how to navigate it. He has problems regulating his emotions (mainly due to trauma and bad experiences), but if something I say reminds him of something bad that someone said to him or something that he's done that hurt his life and self esteem.... Then he gets really depressed and a little angry. It's usually done by accident or something set him off. He's also had suicidal tendencies.

I'm not hugely knowledgeable in autism, so something I can do or avoid would be appreciated.

I love him and want to be a good girlfriend

Thank you",4.766876138433517,6.258864303278687,5.752404371584699,77.96463570127506,69.90163934426228,9.028779599271402,31.588342440801448,9.444778638647367,2.9823085610200364,503,22,93,11,9,166,83,122,0.245,0.608,0.147,-0.9513,0,1,5,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,1,2,1,12,2,0,1,0,21,21,15,1,7,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,14,5,10,12,1,10,0,2,0,1,17,5,0,7,3,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173596066927785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542065478692531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154095630946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111298225936502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115623605593202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123500363397334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890731853532804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906475857814134,0.0,0.0,0.12768087309701825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119586298983947,0.0,0.0,0.16296226406919068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075225059742292,0.0,0.1525715504533871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373909053785449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579148689076374,0.0,0.0,0.14566078052480425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752058129971417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448028362720979,0.12105710364464264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880606975067052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898153185782044,0.585959311894411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651174513602698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015026569593214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167656649397162,0.0,0.08978749044898021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508380152626764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813776760436516,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RodneyPonk,2020/03/04,"How do you feel when someone says ""clearly on the spectrum"" or ""definitely something going on""? A friend of mine slipped the first phrase in while talking about a friend of hers who she was saying just wasn't getting social cues and could be overbearing. It's the sort of phrase thay also comes up a lot when working with children, I've heard several coworkers over the years say this sort of thing.

I feel uncomfortable when I hear these kinds of assumptions, but I can't put into words why. Maybe it's because people are just associating behaviour they find atypical to autism, when a laylerson really doesn't understand autism or how to diagnose it, and we shouldn't be putting people in boxes anyways?

What are your thoughts on people saying these kinds of things?

Please let know if the form or content of this post is ableist, against the rules of this subreddit and/or triggering.",6.166111111111113,8.031330611111112,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,66.96296296296296,8.85679012345679,32.01851851851852,9.2995712137729,2.9129407407407406,717,30,126,14,12,216,111,162,0.012,0.915,0.073,0.8220000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,1,2,11,4,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,3,1,29,23,15,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,1,1,6,0,1,12,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,8,10,4,21,14,2,20,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,7,7,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518335293077415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780134372279852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407190739618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499884495239605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619073584026798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565509672673946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164379819675026,0.12251462476527218,0.0,0.0,0.22255949219437354,0.0,0.07525143813473932,0.0,0.08185742584249378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623359618287539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29997696980080285,0.07915691767468502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728377578441926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245193435879667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470077778267126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995635990820908,0.0,0.0,0.15810527663891238,0.0,0.0,0.13794405692876846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958643457128586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227140010317436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581641453262752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271659617573286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682377888861212,0.12203892115241285,0.11088384706367292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576848548692638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137860733127096,0.0,0.0,0.1143463266648125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994371230864495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996762204770318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485793503169256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275270271786946
autism,nutrop,2020/03/04,"Does having an autistic sibling cause you anguish? My older brother has all the symptoms growing up, was born prematurely, socially awkward. Very uncomfortable to be around. Graduated high school at 20 or 21. Some days he's ok to be around, most days not really. I felt depressed and angry while growing up with him. I felt embarrassed that I had to be around him in school. His diagnosis during his teens in the 90s was the popular ""depression"" diagnosis of the 90s. Then in his early 20s was misdiagnosed paranoid schizophrenic, then most recently just back to ""light diagnosis"" of depression. 

I'm curious if I'm not the only one who feels much anguish being around an autistic sibling. I've worked with an autistic man before but I never felt any anguish, could be due to him being not my sibling? I guess it's different when you don't have to deal with the person outside of the workplace huh?

I don't live with my brother. I live on my own. I've never felt so much freedom and happiness when I'm on my own, it's when I visit his house (he lives with mom) that I just feel much anguish like going back into the rabbit hole over and over again. I used to think that it's me, but it's really not. I just feel better away from him. Is this normal?",2.9833494363929134,5.281111625514406,4.4094471282877095,82.26685990338166,76.77777777777777,7.353658972982645,26.203077473608875,8.321376580360154,1.9431915906244408,987,38,185,19,23,327,129,243,0.12,0.785,0.095,-0.7575,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,14,14,0,6,11,2,17,2,0,2,3,43,31,14,0,3,11,3,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,13,0,0,8,0,0,4,8,9,0,1,8,8,27,5,32,16,9,39,0,3,0,0,21,17,0,6,19,132,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747113361369496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912092652978823,0.0,0.0,0.10322091184054367,0.16895737922368087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934862331221961,0.0,0.0,0.0971658433853754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286066505917333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771752150973718,0.0,0.0,0.1417064748019597,0.11326503377930512,0.2838772918387606,0.0,0.0,0.11478457152223998,0.0,0.0,0.09614278948165143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666517270510778,0.0,0.42194695117152603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624382837500931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102766113238647,0.0,0.0,0.1169523472096492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607742367825465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676838807762034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367403597064427,0.0,0.29103596427015466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867147292144887,0.0,0.0,0.24228820140450724,0.0,0.1694678899582598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764346388809724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444673826991162,0.08355657717172589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592906972976817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076347508767084,0.0,0.10847751667637984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237661179115695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199258556148124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419083666961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039646101105201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488728354030214,0.0,0.09064936502631372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998235265246875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,funnyjormoyable,2020/03/04,"Survey: Correlation between the Autism community and the LGBT+ community (1 min) Hi all

i've put together a quick survey just for my own studies to see if there is a distinct overlap or corrolation between the two communities.

it would be extremely helpful if you could take a short moment to answer it.

Thank you 

[https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/ZT8X3F6](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/ZT8X3F6?fbclid=IwAR2_eTESL1IGrSCD6wnvKBEDS2j0-yy-Fv3f_sRSMhT2W318OqrVkrlmAZw) 

​

This link will display the results of the survey :)

[https://www.surveymonkey.com/results/SM-PJRNM8HT7/](https://www.surveymonkey.com/results/SM-PJRNM8HT7/)",21.17857142857143,28.23639588405797,12.709358178053831,21.49956521739133,39.434782608695656,9.160248447204973,35.944099378881994,9.606745405546679,4.5005055900621125,552,18,46,9,7,143,55,69,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,8,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,6,4,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,3,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473344411896439,0.3895242514407293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559468346679099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148694455054275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32225859017091857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255450564663192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410266489800941,0.0,0.0,0.2951352200274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31314758671502146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277217504848218,0.0,0.3895242514407293,0.0
autism,Rae_in_Space,2020/03/04,"Does anyone else have issues with people not being clear with what they mean? (I'm on mobile, and this is my first post, so my formatting might be bad, sorry) 

This is based off of something that recently happened to  me, and it's so frustrating. 
All my friends know that I'm Austic, and I don't expect them to always understand what I might find difficult to process, it feels like some of them are just ignoring that. 

Recently, a friend of mine texted me saying ""if you have an issue with me, tell me to my face instead of telling other people"". I haven't spoken about them, and I'm genuinely confused about what's going on. So I asked, and they said ""you know"". Only, I don't. 

This seems to happen so often. In school it was with teachers, it happens with my parents, it happens with my siblings but it happens the worst with my friends. 

I'm tired of people having problems with me, and just expecting me to know what's wrong or that they're upset immediately. 

Has anyone got any tips on how to deal with this? How can I understand what people mean in these situations? 

As I said, all my friends are aware I'm Austic, and I've made it clear that  I have difficulties recognizing when they're upset, or mad with me, and I have asked them to just tell me what's wrong. 

Any advice is appreciated, thank you :)",5.36794260700389,5.7850751595330765,5.872040369649807,81.57202942607005,67.83268482490273,8.759630350194554,28.124756809338518,8.660442795831766,1.8961363813229568,1024,31,205,15,16,331,124,257,0.17600000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.091,-0.9724,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,6,1,14,18,2,3,3,0,20,2,1,3,4,52,47,20,0,4,8,1,1,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,24,18,0,1,10,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,5,4,35,6,32,38,4,12,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,9,5,144,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505826119901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094251439784401,0.0,0.0,0.13230381276175818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360371135124955,0.09967209949397568,0.0,0.0,0.1818823062063256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122249032821499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028863487411348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851280292635715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126270990726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918633064325772,0.06949492949058901,0.0,0.0,0.08890969874384018,0.0827440299414262,0.0,0.0,0.30062483268691165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528493686216068,0.0,0.07780155102290935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301100185469599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306447578823755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038319617826718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047524779855435816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204614251036523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192701617982596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639170598366816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398377751454828,0.0,0.0,0.10801494043458457,0.0,0.0,0.2697593527771337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316477276589777,0.0,0.0,0.09308124780059718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209921542434136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850659956195585,0.07735882110319141,0.0,0.0984498308097474,0.0,0.08855760927571303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093437718685718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488882555070928,0.0,0.10889398400474457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507396906097685,0.08955987715815604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180595743621398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253822014417935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127149346302719,0.0,0.0
autism,Schrodinger_cat0,2020/03/04,"My 2nd autism test I am m(20), and in 2 days time i am getting the results from a test for emotional autism. The last time a took a test for autism it got really to me, i have been bullied for my entire school career for it. I have seen friends who have autism get put into a corner, only cause the have the label autism. 

I did the test because i have a lot of stress about a lot of things. From panic attacks and hypervantilation to my colon not working right.

After all this years i am finnaly trying to get out of my  shell, it is a lot of work with little steps at a time. And i feel like a wasted a lot of my life by staying in my shell.

I am affraid everything will begin again, people not hanging out with me anymore cause ""i am diffrent"". And now that i am trying new things and i am really enjoying it, i dont want to lose it all again.. How did you guys deal with this kind of situations?",4.4995187165775405,4.217360770053478,5.490267379679147,85.97893048128344,69.64171122994652,8.297326203208556,26.62566844919786,7.686295010490155,1.2122663101604272,692,18,156,7,11,229,99,187,0.096,0.8320000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6565,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,1,2,15,0,18,2,1,4,2,25,27,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,6,2,22,4,28,20,6,26,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,4,13,111,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274518635745092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522759384719681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159491806023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750056871972684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863234468421375,0.13799550283337564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687351103452296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056544937667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029751909950255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767957743332499,0.09562387354720273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341369937606427,0.0,0.20979638812491413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705364738586297,0.0,0.0,0.13253449369270648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393862282343363,0.0,0.10910721988900557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454360432473856,0.06539331103099053,0.1341548373206089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974611553620154,0.0,0.4551846305162729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927506594566152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180045418354716,0.0,0.15704644584791053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279610191427384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134558199216175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149799790061615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430885034904036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546533885424913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045522156764582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426683896047063,0.0,0.0,0.1533269784893584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778506013868973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415047896291502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871446284293482,0.1817534016366584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894935942391647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489165550560994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619627966086546
autism,Maisi3Joanne,2020/03/04,"My obsessions are getting really bad I'm so fixated on my obsessions that I camt stop thinking about them, I cant focus in school so I hardly go anymore but when I try to do work at home I just cant and I dont understand why. Also my depression is getting really bad and I'm really really struggling. I just wanted to get that off my chest. If anyone has any suggestions to try to get my mind of everything then please feel free to comment or just message me. Thanks :/",0.7721875000000011,3.2239601770833377,3.509166666666665,84.1525,87.85416666666666,7.783333333333335,22.583333333333336,8.59863814320734,2.084683333333333,371,14,73,11,12,130,62,96,0.225,0.672,0.102,-0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,3,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,14,19,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,2,14,3,11,19,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022106501947715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923868410428826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389231061739924,0.1226033178180956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928067654059022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102194872585167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205499710061058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758623067072178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865826644590406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664361743607918,0.0,0.09965099243365293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707213802927425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758824867899714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704560097802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247304155863101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493147200214409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774556308091101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465939002161611,0.0,0.18330570044034952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143150643904866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123521785391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380916388792031,0.0,0.0,0.18253737626068745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342135115182498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821903007573204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765118354146046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thistle_thistle,2020/03/04,"Cleaning makes my autistic son anxious - can anyone help me understand why? Hi! My 2.5 year old son is autistic. He's pretty verbal but he's also 2.5 so I can't really ask him what is so upsetting, so I was hoping someone else could provide me with some insight? I think it is because it changes how the house looks (items picked up vs just out) and smells (even without cleaning products, running a vacuum makes the house smell differently I think). But I'm wondering if there's something I'm not thinking of.

He has always disliked when I would pick up his toys and vacuum. But now it's escalated to he gets upset when I do any sort of cleaning - like he starts melting down when I turn on the kitchen sink to do dishes, or carry a basket of laundry downstairs, because he knows I'm about to start cleaning.

I don't know how to handle this. I can't just stop cleaning. If I could understand more, maybe I could do things differently to make things less stressful? I don't want him to be anxious and upset. Any insight anyone can offer is much appreciated.",3.128285641287686,5.360734674757282,4.219003576903424,84.12540878896272,76.03883495145631,6.472764435360245,27.832396525293817,7.475848149327749,1.6983825242718442,837,35,156,11,19,272,121,206,0.11699999999999999,0.794,0.08900000000000001,-0.8384,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,4,5,0,20,2,0,7,0,42,42,18,0,8,11,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,7,5,2,1,10,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,3,19,2,17,36,5,15,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,7,10,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095860949502143,0.1050465032858528,0.0,0.0,0.17170275726422302,0.0,0.0,0.28524332507559513,0.0,0.17654780306613413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802265112887435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391636635852515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355116976684595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023906628305537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637996914636054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546205028093288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338406844313198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595814727801788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461980542785245,0.0,0.0,0.12539042699406927,0.0,0.291341085467531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876262735902584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167725305277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601455946265224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252809877104946,0.0,0.12683073505045947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928050868511787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324735844195531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843722337727606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087620314520609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696753888754286,0.09719007764720217,0.0,0.0,0.1787146572854849,0.0,0.0,0.10554702550732868,0.14461397814255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677440150129251,0.2426793659884045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731902682013528,0.0,0.2628523707987631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446296177349856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391707280128065,0.0,0.0,0.12169631212265335,0.13690803408142152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896812954135391,0.0,0.0,0.08129806656113861
autism,LucasHasAutism,2020/03/04,"Am I growing up too fast? I have autism, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and depression, and I'm still 10 years old.  Plz help me. Why does god made me like this? My parents is also poor and my mom, Christina, and my aunt, Alma, Got kicked out of the house by Carmen. Now they live in a trailer. I also want to have different parents because my parents suck. They're so mad all the time, it makes me mad as well. I really wish I can have my own house with my own rules. But I guess I cant. Life sucks...",0.10118122977346644,2.2735306310679637,1.9633252427184475,96.27437297734629,87.34951456310681,5.375080906148868,20.23381877022653,6.816661863887847,0.24848284789643985,377,12,87,5,12,124,76,103,0.19899999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.8898,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,1,14,17,9,1,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,17,2,8,14,3,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,2,1,7,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26261228922071844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560821133825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009133822296826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142033392757694,0.0,0.0,0.1715481255573178,0.0,0.0,0.14368756273340713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313212033694347,0.0,0.18087856349077724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100559968484706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789164182300382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597530951988752,0.08021705478140892,0.0,0.1449865996164187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536464300584882,0.10960098878840092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923024122462044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229432655472782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469551097601123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518709081710262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112580227002876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960194478238675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035195557935325,0.09574303294904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684606865775827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763041962753726,0.0,0.14815984203478355,0.0,0.18881537371913545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105735763773033
autism,BenjaHwang,2020/03/04,"My social life is completely dead. It’s really bad. My family(Japanese father, Korean mother) moved around a lot and I grew up going to international schools. Then we moved to Japan when I was around 12/13(I’m 17 now) and I never adjusted properly. Japanese society is generally on the introverted side, so when we first moved here I was actually super happy that my classmates left me alone, but now I’m in a lot of f\*cking trouble because I’ve ended up nearly illiterate and I can’t hold a simple conversation without choking up or having no idea what to say. At this rate I doubt I can even hold a minimum wage job when I graduate. I’m fairly certain this all stems from my autism. I’ve never been diagnosed but at this point it’s extremely obvious that I have some sort of mental stuff going on, and it doesn’t help that east Asian countries don’t give a sh\*t about mental health. I honestly don’t feel comfortable sharing my personal problems on reddit, but I’m kind of desperate. I’d appreciate any advice on what the hell I’m supposed to do in this situation. I feel like I should’ve made a throwaway for this, but whatever.",6.6372300635144725,7.006120866972477,7.729816513761468,69.51147847565281,65.10091743119266,11.478334509527173,34.200423429781225,11.20814326018867,4.0674392378263935,911,38,162,26,13,310,137,218,0.129,0.727,0.14400000000000002,0.5479999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,11,13,1,1,8,0,13,3,0,1,5,33,23,14,1,1,6,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,6,8,5,0,1,4,3,20,8,25,19,4,34,1,0,0,0,11,18,1,6,11,106,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.1339812392360568,0.0,0.0,0.13416421082066107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219740721675106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336609150983363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444453676771586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463655213468882,0.08369445997991247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395240330233386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393527043144811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160363909865594,0.0,0.0,0.09068281358747722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884211957340442,0.0980843984892812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678403683369327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317069796498476,0.15605713445258615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615430691602369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459393894187925,0.0,0.0,0.0920267166701744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549906439694656,0.0,0.0,0.1362452458098482,0.0,0.0,0.14297281470516704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491726709736446,0.0,0.09697633255384744,0.06707596481678829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334485575075325,0.0,0.12991293879376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767244578230257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377722446352001,0.0,0.0,0.21178251306893736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988170424933906,0.0,0.0,0.1297892417673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313738753039481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795543070054819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918341080947447,0.0,0.13895103581122775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432662743733586,0.0,0.13995613694806894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571712463314497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323485911943529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DylanDubya,2020/03/04,"I’m wondering whether I’m autistic... Can anyone diagnosed autistics relate to any of this? Okay, so I have t tried to be diagnosed yet, but after reading some threads on Reddit about what it is like to have high functioning autism, I’m almost convinced I have it.

I wanted to try and share a few of my experiences and see if any of you confirmed autistics can relate, or tell me if you think I have autism.

1.) Sometimes I get certain weird phrases in my head, that don’t necessarily make any sense. And I get hung up on them. Usually they are pieces from songs, or something that just kind of pops into my head. They’re mostly nonsense, but when it happens, I find myself hung on the particular phrase for up to days at a time, before so dan get it out of my head. I repeat it in my head, although not really intentionally? I often tell myself to shut up in my head too.

2.) Social interaction. I have extreme difficulty with social interactions, and always have. When I was young, I believe my parents say I didn’t really start talking until I was about three. All of my memories of daycare are rather solitary and lonely. I often sat out on the playground by myself. Sometimes I would cry. I missed my parents a lot, was part of it. Another part is that I didn’t know how to interact with the other kids at all, and in fact was terrified to be around them. This has persisted throughout my life, and is in effect to some degree in almost every memory I have. To this day, I am still the same. I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety disorder, as well as Depression when I was probably about 14-15. I took various SSRIs on and off, but always feared they would “change” me, and would often stop taking them after a while. I have always found them to be completely ineffective. Even benzodiazepines don’t really help my social anxiety. (Prescribed Klonopin for Generalized and Social Anxiety Disorder). Where I have extreme difficulty is with, well, basically every aspect of socializing. Eye contact is murder. When I do make eye contact, I feel as if I’m piercing into their soul, and it almost seems like people are intimidated by me sometimes.
Another big one is my facial expression during conversations. I often focus on what my face looks like and try to make sure I’m making the right face for the right moment. Also, I can not seem to carry on ANY conversation with a person that I am not comfortable around, beyond 1 or 2 exchanges. I feel like I’m only capable of saying basic things, like “hello”, Good morning”, “Goodbye”. I have gotten a little better at this but certainly not by much. I will be awkward with people for a very long time, and then once they eventually have to talk to me for some reason (say, a coworker for example), it seems like I can burst to life for maybe a few sentences, and they can maybe see the person under there. But after the conversation, we may not even speak again for weeks, possibly months, or never again. Despite occasionally walk-in past them in the halls. Or if we’re in the bathroom and washing hands next to each other, I feel like I have this pressure to acknowledge them though, which makes me feel much more awkward, because I don’t really necessarily care to talk to them? Not to sound like a prick, but... you know, here’s just nothing to really say. And I don’t understand why it feels like *I always* have to be the person to say something. Why can’t anyone else ever say something first!? Like WTF? Unless they just see me and I instantly look awfully unapproachable before they get the chance to speak? (which, now that I think of it, that probably is the case.) 

I feel like I keep going on about the social thing, but this is one of the largest struggles in my life, by far. I feel like other people could not possibly walk a day in my shoes, or they’d go insane, or have extreme sympathy for me.

One more thing about the social thing. My mind always completely and totally freezes up when I’m in an uncomfortable social situation. Usually happens if there is at least one person there I am not comfortable with, even if the rest are close friends. (Which are very few these days.)

3.) Obsession with certain topics. This one really got me. I always get completely obsessed with something for a while, and my whole life becomes about that thing for a while. This often comes in the form of music. I’ve never met anyone who was as passionate about music as I am. So, I’ll get obsessed with a band and listen to them for a while till I wear them out. This usually takes a few months, but I have been stuck on an artist for up to 2 years.
 It isn’t always music though, it can be anything, here are some of my past phases: music, the musicians that play the music, playing guitar, playing video games, most recently, politics. I am always constantly gathering information from all kinds of different places. I see something interesting, I read it and might spend hours researching it.

4.) Academics. I excel in academics, and was the valedictorian of my high school. I graduated in the top 10% of my college. My first year working, they said I was the most productive software developer that year. I could basically be a professional test taker.

5.) Sarcasm, jokes, “live jokes”. When I say “live jokes” I mean those that are said by someone around me, that I have to process in that instant. Now, written sarcasm/irony/satire, I can pick up on just fine. But when it comes to any of those in a verbal situation, I can get totally lost, trying to figure out whether someone is using “genuine” sarcasm, or whether just messing around. I also often times do not understand jokes. Either that or I do understand them, but not why they are funny.

Alright, that’s about all for now, as I’ve gotta get to work, but I can maybe post some more things later. Let me know what you all think, if you think I may have autism or not. Thanks in advance if you read this far!",4.7098548510313245,6.2791048377896646,5.605025464731348,78.66787433155079,70.14081996434939,8.6227145403616,28.06302521008403,9.107695989026183,2.366282200152788,4636,165,853,92,84,1520,418,1122,0.10099999999999999,0.785,0.115,0.9277,3,2,5,0,0,0,178.0,1,6,20,12,60,59,2,8,43,3,89,23,14,11,15,183,165,84,1,15,51,2,9,12,1,8,8,14,0,5,58,47,0,2,29,16,2,7,21,17,2,8,23,31,126,42,150,123,36,130,1,4,8,1,79,64,1,43,70,629,184,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432221146266335,0.0,0.0,0.060866446605564124,0.2533239082958991,0.0,0.0,0.12939630358575724,0.0798096850614271,0.0873377880904999,0.0,0.0,0.07982853678158383,0.038992681997385814,0.03131669502803773,0.13551098260444694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023198472972098524,0.042029660254969285,0.06476539506665803,0.042875874163658734,0.0,0.03365727778128188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880044197000073,0.0,0.040258008625431864,0.06556343373090663,0.119702401021979,0.04112481886663028,0.0,0.060768946882483466,0.0,0.0418025282816928,0.09817141537894863,0.0,0.032777419630614965,0.11587756030940012,0.0,0.03976022925470665,0.08723052713159103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031790752093580815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540652513491987,0.03442366543605081,0.06412733472811304,0.0,0.0,0.037225891605813716,0.0,0.04282337454921245,0.13469515254413994,0.13593541722380742,0.0,0.0,0.03478232752397748,0.06474051741798036,0.0,0.041726239348543824,0.02940183000305558,0.0,0.15906075052261426,0.0,0.043255995875597635,0.03191941396028568,0.03043671351703645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730526701950325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528123799189331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025508012118082873,0.08041612066041284,0.0,0.0,0.03747731422711318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03382575892780793,0.0,0.0792585549504405,0.0627434457391108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891465149497789,0.10751979666150516,0.22310580039632227,0.038141926502835016,0.06720796768698081,0.03367820071636052,0.06391460376902405,0.0,0.041542420001033566,0.03235369493401171,0.0,0.0,0.1270127676012798,0.0,0.11469655042060466,0.0414539414264784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037120818753066,0.038425526924868315,0.0,0.06075158050485169,0.0,0.055950808869159034,0.0,0.05870198465432507,0.0,0.04047279337541207,0.0,0.0,0.036515583019016584,0.0,0.0,0.040528203359932936,0.12893803329236253,0.028943163876712433,0.0,0.0,0.08451296289965061,0.08242148313113136,0.072657167334391,0.07914933601324775,0.13291548695313338,0.03976022925470665,0.0,0.0,0.08580443190747412,0.03644695332256877,0.0,0.08206121507713585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419834707312827,0.0,0.14627718601773712,0.03912771831674222,0.037575528442848685,0.0,0.0,0.06499891998999706,0.07239959379163273,0.21184459326114646,0.0,0.03851451875650458,0.1213022369685451,0.10393376023383548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555266612245123,0.0,0.34913801880596623,0.06448914091421093,0.14648613677657127,0.11291452902434004,0.0,0.02693610331923963,0.0,0.030391424811702237,0.03181636724471098,0.0,0.039784202989751584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586715738266274,0.0,0.057226476928846075,0.09176347312183168,0.06652492330284697,0.03503668356021725,0.0,0.0,0.15169556391855768,0.09753852425984386,0.07477929444935942,0.0,0.06657195921950662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422814132158948,0.1033496074434987,0.0,0.0,0.11885234359203767,0.0,0.032868007406272215,0.12573931863473767,0.0628000695118069,0.022446307004170427,0.0,0.03052608110357625,0.0,0.06843350004892007,0.0,0.10301836758354767,0.04248796090405546,0.0,0.0,0.04126991045127521,0.05541017639599399,0.0,0.0,0.08110128209137793,0.0,0.0,0.07352009579316499
autism,sicilianPrincess96,2020/03/04,"Compensate by Overperforming Hi all,

Between being autistic and a trans woman, I get messaging that I am an unwanted or unfortunate outcome. I remember how the world treated me before I could mostly hide those things, and how it does when they come up.

I have always felt a pressure to be perfect in my academics and career development, to be a ""good kid"" and rule follower. To be very smooth and likeable, more than even most NTs. To be pretty, perfectly dressed with makeup, and maintain a nice figure. I do benefit from and enjoy some of those things, but a part of me feels a need to be perfect to be accepted or be safe and drives my perfectionism to extremes.

Anyone else relate?",7.742373453318336,7.661938377952763,8.024296962879642,69.84677165354333,62.85826771653542,11.036670416197977,37.04049493813272,10.608840637214634,4.069036895388076,542,24,92,12,7,178,90,127,0.047,0.728,0.225,0.9724,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,4,11,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,2,4,31,18,14,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,10,16,8,6,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,1,74,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157382711769512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812916975919281,0.26565874051943383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206246454630312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334318052615293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070106628286721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689403706629854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659169692180816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124924873196196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109765637323667,0.0,0.24894546875352275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546092652958105,0.0,0.0,0.21746827549273048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922497519969596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807704712621217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377674324656114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937089868324177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445026980164389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392972368710145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hereforanosey,2020/03/04,"Beginning the Diagnosis Journey at 13 I am about to enquire about getting my daughter(13) assessed. I am not sure about any of this and am really hoping that we can start to work towards getting her the help she is so desperately craving.

I am so proud of her, she is wanting this herself as she knows something is holding her back. Hopefully a diagnosis and the proper therapy can help her live her best life.",8.258376623376622,7.708832467532468,8.468149350649352,68.63650974025977,61.987012987012996,11.336363636363638,42.626623376623385,10.686352973137794,4.756457142857141,328,18,56,7,4,108,51,77,0.059000000000000004,0.725,0.21600000000000005,0.9332,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,1,10,17,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,14,5,10,17,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,3,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472048074001226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756248548695388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696310574950964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846951987851553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444280877034309,0.0,0.0,0.5103767937957074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120141893590854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814764993394518,0.0,0.0,0.22687294958248355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459524959418528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779644031629728,0.0,0.0,0.1818556168446149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421524729461552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938206194540128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154333786696514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704731877021286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kacey-kay,2020/03/04,What do you listen to (when feeling overwhelmed)? As the title says: what calms you down when you are having a rough time?  For me in the moment it is the soundtrack of ori and the blind forrest or the soundtrack of journey.,4.90527131782946,6.064593325581392,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,69.23255813953489,5.7333333333333325,28.286821705426355,3.1291,0.8217658914728685,175,6,33,0,3,53,33,43,0.059000000000000004,0.85,0.091,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,7,6,0,7,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562668394880609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176031297653576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261808808143257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NikiBear_,2020/03/04,"I (F21) am dating someone with autism (M20), how can I help him and be there for him? So a guy that I am dating has autism and I've noticed he doesn't seem to handle his emotions that well. I'm so used to getting angry and disappointed at the immaturity and getting mad at him. Today we were playing a board-game with friends and he got very annoyed when it was just a game- the smallest things trigger him and put him in a mood. I walked away upset and wondering if I should just give up, but then I remembered that he has autism and that I might be the one in the wrong by not being patient with him and trying to help him in those moments.

He's never had parents who have put the time into teaching him how to identify and control his reactions and emotions, so I am wondering, are there things that I can do for him that will help him in these times?? I care for him a lot and I want to see him grow into a good man, what should I do?",5.912346938775513,4.5890859489795925,6.442775510204082,83.78079591836736,67.06122448979592,9.268571428571429,31.33469387755102,7.908726449838941,1.8957424489795918,730,23,163,7,10,239,108,196,0.07200000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.125,0.8837,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,11,11,2,1,11,0,22,0,0,5,1,38,34,21,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,18,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,5,1,1,4,1,27,5,22,23,1,23,0,1,1,0,29,10,0,6,9,125,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430717706157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525928105741674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079460795154958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34258828387554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765090180097007,0.0,0.15911969372467527,0.14608054341480434,0.0,0.1277249693980208,0.12179196984558335,0.0,0.0,0.15078082301241946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062095755805649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946273701957908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154467424524516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174474757416513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337142318371876,0.0,0.0,0.10318865112622888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908856180010726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061662734823648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250319050030025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134718798405712,0.13862970000853425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902607735876054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023357037342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759101017450032,0.0,0.14434332954641724,0.0,0.0,0.10338790574634496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152074926448515,0.0,0.12564668271430454,0.08981849976234929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691771895347074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33028163085993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649392308751518,0.0,0.0
autism,rtwh89,2020/03/04,just wondering hey i was wondering if other aspies have a kind of sixth sense,5.852,6.922084866666669,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,67.0,11.333333333333336,28.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.5443333333333342,63,2,11,2,1,21,14,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328212821193089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9014797489375996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pinjou,2020/03/04,"How to say “go ahead”/“go on” nicely? At my job, when me and someone get into each other’s way and I want the other person to go, I’ll say “go on” in my normal voice. I often get a dirty look in response to this but I really can’t see why? Is there a “nice” way to say “go on”/“go ahead”? I hate being so insensitive to tones of voice and words I’m saying... :(",-1.0047500000000014,0.4969800249999992,2.4700000000000024,95.165,86.25,5.0,13.75,5.985473137389443,-0.9714999999999998,262,3,67,2,8,96,52,80,0.171,0.747,0.08199999999999999,-0.8548,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,14,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,2,13,13,1,14,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,2,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281111618872656,0.0,0.5965778631289955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727295579265781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361354628619266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691619418851262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141648736746526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276193812008854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207917126417527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565175954164534,0.0,0.0,0.13941464040342488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823684402146514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031916277086553,0.2777385992564877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786758794159664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ethanbenno_reddit,2020/03/04,"Flat beds Does anybody else love it when you have a nice, flat duvet and sit/lie on top of it instead of getting in it? I am not sure if it is just because I don't like ruining perfect things or because my laptop sits on it perfectly (I also make sure my laptop is directly in the middle of the bed)

P.S. This is my first post on this subreddit!",2.009360730593606,3.434212972602744,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,76.8082191780822,7.0584474885844735,25.865296803652967,7.793537801064563,1.3981707762557072,269,10,58,4,6,92,52,73,0.109,0.71,0.18100000000000002,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,4,8,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,4,10,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,8,9,0,11,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,2,3,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411555047541825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676534295071703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389508899752817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519126808017646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650474155579783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575514003118821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732581169836886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216750870524564,0.0,0.20129204045443494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28880882375849803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684289407440475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034147068918345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Avangelynn23,2020/03/05,"I’m having a hard time to get my child to stop pinching. I’d like to ask if you pinched, and why? As the text says my boy is 4 and we are trying to get him to stop pinching us. I think the key is learning why others may have pinched as well, that way I might be able to understand and provide an alternative. For those who have pinched, why and what was the reason? What was the alternative that helped you? Thank you.",2.32497536945813,3.715986390804602,3.2272577996715945,94.06137931034485,75.89655172413794,6.3507389162561605,23.922824302134647,6.868970318607317,0.5045513957307057,324,10,76,3,7,103,56,87,0.066,0.848,0.086,0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,18,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,10,3,9,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,3,4,49,17,1,0.20662140762227524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316312428705326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215902314997066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509219664906296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849397413686468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094478291381076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191926613769412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244121978254335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431363651728306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345489497332822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902292316769894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239465499758074,0.0,0.0,0.12048260438989344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402823727901183,0.0,0.0,0.21510017223010144,0.24854011274668714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400645593568106,0.0,0.0,0.18577745968592127,0.0,0.5593310474250386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nounanemptyspace,2020/03/05,"AVOIDING specint?? Anyone else get into something and avoid making it a special interest so you don't ride the wave? I feel like so many of my specints I get into for 6 months-a few years and then drop it, then get back on my bs later. It makes it really hard to do things with consistency. 
I've been selling clothes online for a few weeks and I'm like 'dont get obsessed, you have to actually stick with this'. Currently distracting with an older special interest.",3.3045329670329657,5.375975428571434,4.40668956043956,83.72893543956044,74.93406593406593,7.626923076923077,27.85851648351648,8.472884824447931,2.1019549450549446,368,15,71,7,8,120,63,91,0.115,0.698,0.187,0.7982,1,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,4,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,13,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,6,6,11,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,10,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2342327297097226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783317727679747,0.2459370786691451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456673657281256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813110597886081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051261667803336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136538239157488,0.17147607031460899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016189488719459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150179657146432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345311392331325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32044114349083275,0.24335074529921386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376810024488385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478530174853874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594639554831505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253600484147929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545701796391686
autism,limitless1221,2020/03/05,"Developmental Stages Typically, autistic babies develop at a different rate than neurotypical babies and doctors always tell parents to pay attention to missed milestones. Did anyone here reach the typical milestones (walking, talking, and so on) super early? If y'all did, when did you guys reach what milestones?",9.494591836734696,12.743123306122452,8.693622448979593,54.55227040816328,60.83673469387754,10.614285714285714,42.86224489795919,10.686352973137794,6.0393224489795925,258,15,28,7,4,81,41,49,0.069,0.802,0.129,0.4833,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576605657518503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534821163682376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964862498684976,0.0,0.38842406617186026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757547350888191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213787037129744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050196642471727,0.3316909617669385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nada_rat,2020/03/05,"My friend is getting teased People pick on him, we have welding together and it’s pretty bad. They play it off as joking. One of his nicknames is Onion, I asked if he knew why, he didn’t (I think it’s because he stinks, he says he has money so I don’t think it’s that he’s poor), idk if I should tell him he stinks. Sometimes I tell them off but mostly just tell him they’re not worth it, because we have to stay busy in welding and there’s already a lot going on and idk what else to say, I know it seems insensitive but it’s how it is. He knows they’re teasing him, he does this dance sometimes when he’s listening to music and lots of people will crack a joke behind his back I think. Idk if I should tell him that either.",1.6286538461538456,3.029203532051284,2.9323076923076954,95.41269230769232,77.78205128205127,5.56923076923077,20.333333333333336,5.8734145424116955,-0.2035358974358981,565,13,133,3,13,183,88,156,0.115,0.816,0.068,-0.4402,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,0,6,9,2,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,28,22,13,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,4,3,2,3,5,0,1,2,5,20,4,12,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,32,5,0,7,2,78,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409390284198853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474858457090949,0.0,0.0,0.12130897015999605,0.13172438734163086,0.19234007407671486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805828231850045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178961434203146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188625879772992,0.0,0.0824239503151066,0.0,0.08965958083729322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340335311155372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682466250148327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690337637561986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874412696934425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050031353423094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509167910048408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362028028375504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31206060995192497,0.0,0.0,0.16815292715115318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515625399743668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032618839400931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235535011372905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DarthDuster,2020/03/05,"I don't know anymore 

I was diagnosed with autism about a year and a half ago, I've never thought of it until it started getting mentioned in a few lessons. I could never assosiate myself with the symptoms, felt normal. Then in physics I kept not knowing where to write exersises and generally seeing symptoms. My grades we're never that good anyway but I barely get 50 percent on average. The cause of all these bad grades are not only because I struggle to study because of my autism, it's also because I fell madly in love, I am always thinking about her, when she rejected my by straight up ignoring me, which doesn't surprise me because I'm ugly, everytime I think of her, it feels like sharp knife being jammer into my chest, twisted a couple of times and removed, only for it to hurt when I think of her again. I've thought about how my existance is meaningless and all that, sometimes having to put a tear back when I'm at school. I just don't know anymore. This story is probably pathetic but i just",4.8665816326530615,6.175208413265308,5.643469387755103,79.5372448979592,69.45918367346938,8.048979591836735,32.36734693877551,8.418075326091056,2.6302897959183658,803,36,144,12,14,262,123,196,0.184,0.75,0.067,-0.9784,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,1,7,0,11,5,1,2,5,37,29,13,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,11,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,5,4,24,4,25,22,4,26,0,2,1,1,7,9,0,0,15,104,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297708024099947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109435088399436,0.11543569908690032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751686859246134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667593935821368,0.11583498514182852,0.3382776731399237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425154381193502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076579251193797,0.15350373616544552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080952482569498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014680116578043,0.09910979203476124,0.13320397008516122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496293742963906,0.0,0.0,0.11636137748659205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851491116462007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287295682665733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777719011295502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252105708255128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32099479351685994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592738806433008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102307340007864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957599216075276,0.0,0.0,0.1394634482601672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404036572011032,0.1105510223607704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372089741567047,0.0,0.09819485064004088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450322574171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839023956934656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666805785110793,0.0,0.2202745862204072,0.08089543755827455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933852012532703
autism,oorararara,2020/03/05,"Help me with my 1 year old. So my son is undiagnosed because he is too young. He has shown all the classic signs of autism. He struggles to communicate other than screaming and flapping his arms. Consoling him by touch is a no go. Right now he is currently screaming bloody murder and biting anything he can because he is so upset. I just feel so fucking helpless. Doctors just dismiss it and say ""oh he'll get it"" but thats just not reality. He's too young for any type of intervention so I'm just lost. 

What can I do to help him communicate with me? What are some ideas you have that I can use to console him?",2.075487804878051,4.258392097560975,3.661158536585365,87.07027439024391,79.24390243902441,6.376422764227643,26.51016260162601,7.492282038375204,1.4170113821138208,480,20,99,7,12,159,82,123,0.155,0.8029999999999999,0.042,-0.8891,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,11,8,2,2,2,0,12,3,1,1,1,17,20,8,1,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,5,12,0,10,18,2,8,0,2,0,1,17,1,1,1,6,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945794409402355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716345636668488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32173641366304184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701081583250109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343346031399134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439670758538726,0.13787447208607256,0.0,0.1499778562922711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35376709270545603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29790582288259937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880730391627864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691386539722906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253652582511007,0.0,0.2098602406525477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27588080486504657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792092479239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994000697880454
autism,chronicallychloe,2020/03/05,"Autism and co-existing conditions Autistic people are significantly more likely to have physical or mental health difficulties, compared to the general population. Being autistic or having a health condition is incredibly challenging. When the two (or more!) happen at the same time it is even more difficult. They can impact on one another and bring their own set of unique challenges.

I recently found some pieces I had written in 2017-18 when I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I didn't know then that I was autistic too. I've decided to publish these on the autisphere to share chronic illness experiences. They're quite raw in places so be kind ♥️ 

http://theautisphere.com/autism-and-coexisting-conditions/",7.15742474916388,11.020739043478262,6.432173913043478,64.703110367893,71.6086956521739,9.799331103678927,33.19397993311037,9.851270322608157,4.515903010033447,590,28,80,18,13,181,90,115,0.068,0.8490000000000001,0.083,0.1705,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,5,6,0,0,5,0,12,5,0,0,0,12,17,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,7,5,11,9,7,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,6,58,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464771854228548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857735141414124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552525700230303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299303143671163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577272676867159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785964468263016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997080345991435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477512384407255,0.12918087905083056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483670954403224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368816182782579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928033554022694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295854781382313,0.0,0.24558396367370186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500114709317406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208988944741396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706330774166034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296159990792213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,D34th_B0y,2020/03/05,"My brother is going to be tested for autism next week. Even though I have been diagnosed years ago as a kid, just now it seems to occur to my parents and brother that he might have it. I am honestly not surprised. The last few years I have been recognizing symptons in him and I am about certain that he is indeed autistic. I wonder how long it's gonna take my parents before my parents are going to realize that they might also get tested (my father already suspects that he is autistic, but my mother still seems to not even suspect a thing. I even wonder whether they really know what exactly the symptoms are of autism.)",5.439607438016528,6.345541917355376,5.912055785123968,79.61535640495867,67.84297520661157,8.033471074380165,31.65392561983471,8.07648339933343,2.3519991735537187,496,20,89,6,8,160,75,121,0.026000000000000002,0.922,0.051,0.4308,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,15,2,0,1,2,20,25,8,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,15,3,10,19,1,12,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,6,9,69,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551344458187964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870009546833176,0.12225316300759476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008438707857164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516374028130478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30291520938936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987027724719307,0.0,0.1737634644290821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401547023447102,0.12461259195296595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528854702693738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243499938379875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258307431551744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092449587166122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979349031845947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783412238974112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208525447905627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889446501432894,0.11494211018543388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015625933909818,0.0,0.15019778192661484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226261816571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33157033939598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968914951030756
autism,brycemcbrd,2020/03/05,"Starting to think my GF may be on the spectrum Today my girlfriend (22) of two years seemed to be panicked about something. I called her and she was sobbing and sent me a list of all of the symptoms of a high-functioning autistic. The symptoms described her to a tee. She has not been diagnosed yet, but I want to know the best way to help her. I love her to death and I want to know exactly how to tackle this. Should we see a psychiatrist and get an official diagnosis? Is there anything I can do to help? It changes nothing about the way I feel about her, I just don't want the stigma of it to take an emotional toll on her. Helpful comments would be most appreciated, thanks!",3.880888888888887,5.178514014814816,4.709074074074074,85.34583333333336,71.81481481481481,7.77037037037037,30.537037037037038,8.238735603445708,2.0741259259259257,532,23,110,8,10,172,84,135,0.059000000000000004,0.6940000000000001,0.247,0.9839,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,12,0,13,4,0,1,2,23,28,6,1,5,3,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,19,3,20,19,3,9,0,1,1,1,18,2,1,3,4,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548798763795406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855364226710096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052841303548087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702665322703035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944414895118674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988716268599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893933350916658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236857722773488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555077585660185,0.1867946084039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432484068283176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956523075615414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964046449049094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088346756207554,0.16094837605020218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610614553931,0.0,0.0,0.12513707028202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675173335710804,0.1329285379656696,0.0,0.0,0.1627699404461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328369420077355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758187085988674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270393562557215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128364630766491,0.2806647625088766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559075721718374,0.0,0.0,0.11385078340611222
autism,theFather_load,2020/03/05,"IT Suite Ideas for Autistic Communal Area Hello - hope I post this in the correct place.

There is potential for us to be given a grant to put together something technology-related.

I was hoping to garner some ideas around technology and how it can be used to benefit challenged people.

It would be for a group of adults of varying size, sometimes as many as 80, and variously placed on the spectrum.

Has anyone come across a company, an application or IT Suite - like environment where it struck you as being quite beneficial to the people using it and clever application well suited?",7.238859890109887,8.723610990384618,7.677362637362638,66.48192307692308,64.09615384615384,10.942857142857143,34.087912087912095,10.914260884657429,4.195364285714286,469,20,74,13,7,154,76,104,0.03,0.7759999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9558,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,3,1,16,15,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,7,17,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,1,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298515913644941,0.0,0.0,0.16531979773127747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997129376000568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689005743323599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192842295152521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072771590245113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827911173202316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574935643599145,0.0,0.3880513848725717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785725807321098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866881777104845,0.0,0.19752368207965296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429673553354888,0.18367029978389154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338427097216032,0.3207847648538408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697410303863552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131921878639465,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dergutehirt,2020/03/05,"How Typical is Atypical? I suspect that I may be on the spectrum because of life long issues such as being overstimulated by sounds and smells.  Being overwhelmed by social situations and needing several days to recover.  Being able to hyper-focus on an area of interest but not being able to care about topics I am supposed to care about.  Being misunderstood all the time.  I think getting a diagnosis might help make sense of my life.

Then I watch a show like Atypical and think, yeah, I'm not like the autistic character in that show so maybe I'm not autistic.

Is the show Atypical overdoing it with Sam?  What do you think?",4.103847962382447,6.687002629310348,5.408934169278999,75.06584639498433,74.43103448275863,8.700940438871474,29.510971786833853,9.339509955726095,3.148631034482759,499,22,84,13,11,166,76,116,0.037000000000000005,0.763,0.19899999999999998,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,1,12,2,0,2,1,18,22,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,16,14,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,2,6,58,11,0,0.3981348912736669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134966718298452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059250559530575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838203399687276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040045241394229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343071264870782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077746938987869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812144479541481,0.19450859730616427,0.0,0.0,0.17616842510140468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287906574663488,0.0,0.19999000562546834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117910145310145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760598856526724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248895512739872,0.0,0.0,0.22376014949481648,0.0,0.20292419167219208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826631435187782,0.0,0.0,0.11607782840882926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KingCalifornia1,2020/03/05,"I find texting difficult Over the years I've gotten a lot better at conversation when straight up talking to someone, but I still am having so much trouble texting with people. I have no idea what to say or do, and 9/10 times I just overthink everything and end up not replying to the text. Does anyone else have/had this issue? If so how did you get better at it?",6.41,6.074862222222228,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,65.66666666666667,9.422222222222222,33.27777777777778,8.841846274778883,2.693211111111112,288,11,55,4,4,94,58,72,0.11800000000000001,0.785,0.09699999999999999,-0.3874,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,9,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304056697628128,0.253567811942285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377437942589076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165674067759284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673395712840026,0.0,0.21918976653846084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241494918901789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261880494680049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929569219751602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793696251125461,0.0,0.2583000411862634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039475133348234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192290776901185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156829539544086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680238603538705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968511933534695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763418920064185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989113674995692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430490689794087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593660559632692
autism,bennettvictoriarose,2020/03/05,"i’m being tested for autism and so many things make sense now i’m a 16 year old girl and after being tested, (no results yet) i learned about stimming. i learned that i stim, and why i stim. i nearly cried because all the things i thought made me weird were just apart of how i’m wired. i feel so alive.",1.197864583333331,3.0154663906250008,2.0293750000000017,99.51145833333337,80.40625,4.266666666666667,20.041666666666664,3.1291,-0.6857520833333335,235,6,55,0,6,73,45,64,0.075,0.867,0.057999999999999996,0.0171,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,13,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,0,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,32,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040100949021262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676163414787689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921785502517686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31667031460255585,0.22339303800973254,0.3393001391900179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511770602289941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446761995710935,0.0,0.0,0.26568847315420546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30198520642083043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551478464432464
autism,Tough_Zinc,2020/03/05,An Upcoming Educational Program for Kids with Autism We are coming up with a one-of-a-kind educational app and website based program for children with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). It will have handcrafted and well-researched games for helping kids with autism to learn better. Have a look at the video and let us know your thoughts.,7.658898305084745,9.300388406779664,6.562500000000004,74.28408898305086,63.23728813559321,9.289830508474578,36.78389830508475,9.516144504307137,3.594759322033898,272,13,45,5,4,82,44,59,0.047,0.865,0.08800000000000001,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,10,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,26,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829646010101334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560355574623857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666837149768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445181985481607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33317259827031903,0.17583293777690506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271645706251595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686725063112612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168024365053987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399991727951826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848534192020181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876682149237694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mel_boring,2020/03/05,"Is it normal for a 20 year old with autism to be kind of aggressive? Such as hitting and wrestling with the intention of being playful but obviously going over board? Truly curious! A friend of mine has aspergers and he kind of picks on me. I am playful in return but even when I tell him to stop he doesn't take the hint. Could it have to do with his autism? Or since he is extremely high functioning, could he just be being aggressive/abusive...? I also feel like he has a crush on me. I'm sorry if this offends anyone, I hope you can educate me.",2.3533636363636394,4.333955790909093,4.040000000000003,85.69000000000003,77.45454545454545,7.672727272727273,24.63636363636364,8.548686976883017,1.729745454545454,427,15,87,9,10,143,77,110,0.09300000000000001,0.705,0.20199999999999999,0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,2,0,5,0,15,0,0,2,1,19,21,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,16,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,6,61,14,0,0.0,0.2628119414240285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738364607081364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509669343854798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541990034592594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650528725230125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215523540851494,0.15846313548464624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713720480807392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606134727332946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435744126897198,0.0,0.22031019676118865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619678737128001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836654824046914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173294854998524,0.0,0.0,0.23275526010061426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834858713935438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483013115819264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544546433498948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677564890896804,0.0,0.1938741968380571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428401949794445
autism,jtsYtV,2020/03/05,"I've been accused of being a troll on here I'm not a troll, I'm just a self hating autistic person. I hate how I am, I hate how I have autism, I hate how I couldn't live a normal and enjoyable childhood, I hate how I'm discriminated against, I hate how I don't have friends, I hate how society views me.",1.7901492537313433,2.614548014925372,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,76.31343283582089,7.151044776119402,25.34029850746269,7.554174236665415,0.998614328358208,235,8,57,3,5,82,36,67,0.431,0.527,0.040999999999999995,-0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,7,0,4,0,7,0,0,6,0,11,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,11,2,3,14,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071915972707456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9588518652011756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251158184608653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359375402561743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114401847644052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473799198836287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Jake5537,2020/03/05,When you can’t pick up on social situations and end up offending people Anyone else have this issue?,8.39736842105263,8.018169789473685,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,61.631578947368425,11.810526315789476,29.52631578947368,11.20814326018867,3.466536842105264,82,2,13,2,1,28,18,19,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631158344993083,0.3902440143965795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816612969882885,0.0,0.3373357752051248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975269740241025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26404573918685875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281113039645997,0.0,0.3882467029937205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Zyan3,2020/03/05,"I need help stopping a harmful stim Hi, I need help with a really bad stimming habit. Since I’ve started school I constantly picked at myself in a weird relaxing (?) way. When I hit puberty i started picking at my face because of low self esteem and depression. My therapist says it’s a form of self harm that is now a bad habit. Now I constantly do it to relax and pacify myself when I’m stressed. It’s now become an issue because a lot of my family and strangers comment on my facial scars. I haven’t taken a picture of myself in nearly two years. I would like to know of anything that can help me not continue to scar my face and possibly get rid of them.",4.303099415204681,5.097521548872184,5.6996491228070205,80.51976608187138,70.35338345864662,8.918629908103592,30.567251461988306,9.150863307647796,2.615393316624896,518,21,101,10,9,175,83,133,0.162,0.718,0.12,-0.7083,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,1,8,0,5,3,3,2,0,14,14,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,18,3,16,11,2,20,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,1,13,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423033865420606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723896245962297,0.19886765704473805,0.18014849665632968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525402893644076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404913300490173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377098326351446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852212310004592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32799908501906777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702504321933285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964413350293815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969010117474636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867515150685997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189647811298715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388846496509897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449610662388513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971616700224045,0.0,0.16508181630152413,0.0,0.0,0.340330538969723,0.0,0.0,0.13493100862676974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309082913972337,0.0,0.0,0.13637204520402235,0.1868485053898646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938992229304336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934035615107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947366559780746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587272699827285,0.0,0.0,0.10504117529399633
autism,ma1899,2020/03/05,Whats the deal with people faking and self diagnosing autism? Has anyone else noticed this trend lately of people out of the blue deciding with no clinical diagnosis that they're autistic? And then begin to display 'symptoms' they have never shown before only in very public attention grabbing settings? I'm 10000% all for mental health support and believing those affected by it but i feel like it's gotten to the point where claiming a mental illness absolves you of all responsibility or accountability and will basically get you out of anything because who will dare say anything to the most marginalized individuals in society? People are abusing the work individuals with mental health issues have put to have their needs recognized. It sucks.,9.42702755905512,10.947618661417325,8.998100393700787,58.82581200787402,59.23622047244095,10.759448818897637,38.709645669291326,10.686352973137794,4.762685826771653,618,29,82,14,8,198,94,127,0.121,0.82,0.059000000000000004,-0.8181,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,7,6,0,1,3,20,15,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,5,2,17,12,3,12,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,2,5,56,13,1,0.0,0.18141438444080954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706047456025763,0.15688280935572899,0.251998623539901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333652947673014,0.0,0.1302882567525386,0.17250641012148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785322939297394,0.0,0.15540691459186626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790662874400008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741875381766639,0.1093842693172212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999545081911605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255048452567212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981064713065782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727186250313882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480349080219756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629069926623001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353167274772512,0.11809052103603485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743206617872295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644966768190812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184487333605667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474168771612664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392129345855132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176194988096402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973070661376054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375131276846567,0.0,0.15914348615748936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633462008855734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146840502639496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DittoTheShapeShifter,2020/03/05,"Why autism awareness day is after april fool’s day! I don’t know why but i just realized that. And somehow i find it very funny. It’s like ummm here comes a day where NTs do all sort of very confusing things that are not even real or true. And most of them would jump at you after it screaming APRIL FOOOOOL. While you are still trying to process what just happen. 
And then comes autism awareness day. And it’s like the official day for NTs to apologize to us about what they did to us yesterday 😶🤐",1.9097058823529385,4.0684935000000015,2.6174117647058845,94.46435294117649,79.68627450980392,6.04078431372549,20.9843137254902,7.1686216300943375,0.4206360784313725,395,11,86,5,10,123,68,102,0.06,0.7829999999999999,0.156,0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,2,2,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,22,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,3,11,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,15,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30558602968497045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719615978575767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171546359357194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621177044338365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685228911127966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974807621723186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331311032972047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189179136349186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165205078786772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784019043540535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042610648560027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267210126015776,0.0,0.0,0.2927062054867127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010702859860585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260022413224221,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KMOX4,2020/03/05,"I don't know why I been liking this, but. I have a thing about yetis, since smallfoot came out, just been liking it.",2.036249999999999,3.5380367916666664,2.3649999999999984,99.48,76.91666666666666,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.1894333333333336,89,1,21,0,2,27,20,24,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388767876642236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589349394315697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603659093944457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38974499703394544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130150184818828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251448809729197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Weazel65,2020/03/05,Executive Function Does anyone have resources on executive function?,13.946666666666665,19.457410333333346,12.831111111111117,19.100000000000023,56.77777777777778,12.488888888888884,64.55555555555556,11.20814326018867,11.045355555555556,59,5,3,2,1,19,7,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242256248996201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7812441162777988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwaway0493844,2020/03/05,How should I tell my friend that I don’t like kids movies? I’ve made a new friend recently and she has autism. She’s invited me many times to go see kids movies in theaters but I’m just not a fan and don’t want to go see any. Should I just be direct or is there a better way to tell her that?,-0.6865245202558619,1.029273865671641,1.1756929637526667,103.68119402985077,86.46268656716421,5.0226012793177,14.049040511727078,6.1826913282559595,-1.14226908315565,227,3,62,2,7,74,46,67,0.038,0.7809999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.8002,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,14,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,4,4,10,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705015541027052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174583081392849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874189269759259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849855180044493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249153905083672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724199657702744,0.0,0.25419573211758656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421517054103298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475606264706812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995906248118681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382892901643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461997263709209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788406322368666,0.199013783792944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,serendipity456,2020/03/05,"I don’t like being around kids. Is this normal for someone on the spectrum? So I’ve had issues as an adult being around young kids. I don’t really like the constant screaming and running around, and it gets on my nerves quite frequently. Is this a typical response from someone on the spectrum?",4.019285714285715,6.3368466428571475,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,73.64285714285714,6.622857142857143,29.057142857142853,7.554174236665415,1.9562114285714287,236,10,41,3,5,74,38,56,0.07200000000000001,0.831,0.09699999999999999,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,9,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6678574062749063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702414651459324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306534942070039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101258565710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434733105730835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501970674616105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659847878715945,0.0,0.0,0.1602039926103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237742659287453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,yalltookmyusernames,2020/03/06,"ABA therapy Hi guys and gals I’m new here. I’m not autistic, but my 8 year old is. I just really want the best for him of course like every decent parent does. Sorry if this is all over the place. We’ve done occupational therapy for him and he did really well (physically, trying new foods, learned great tips for day to day life). He’s high functioning and right now in an isle program at his school. My wife and I are looking to put him in ABA but I’ve seen some things suggesting not too. I know a lot of it was from back in the day. Can anyone who’s been through it tell me their experience?",0.32784946236559165,2.6221126451612946,2.3840000000000003,92.69433333333332,87.87096774193549,6.2098924731182805,17.944086021505374,7.554174236665415,0.3714608602150533,464,12,106,9,15,155,91,124,0.011000000000000001,0.833,0.156,0.9667,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,16,14,7,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,2,11,4,14,9,4,18,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,3,10,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353275712939698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485237315699327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039711421992365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141453143750574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209092830240794,0.16616070487113554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680358076014495,0.0,0.0,0.1588288454605539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633823724990154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790133055982964,0.0,0.16077165478487662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155263514111846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923420964172447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468660944868656,0.07932569502012621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634975935831528,0.0,0.0,0.13804101906183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31363557811141823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037981809755892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802924758114564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964190877259602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632265212633324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803653559580976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866294362418788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643269317049513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175972599900125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191838404339172,0.0,0.3713680917798919,0.0,0.10787129709701557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023845313680003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957699298132796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598997276800274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456084398306313
autism,Gongles,2020/03/06,"A Question For Fellow Autistic People I've been curious for a while if Misophonia is common among Autistic People, as many of the Misophonic people i've met have Autism.

  
For those unaware, Misophonia is when certain sounds or stimuli related to those sounds, cause extreme (Almost like Fight or Flight) reactions.",7.945188679245284,10.366983471698116,6.943537735849057,68.88058962264154,63.33962264150943,9.828301886792454,37.778301886792455,10.125756701596842,4.614550943396228,256,13,34,6,4,78,40,53,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.125,0.3612,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355582695501137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442441363653288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371489702163705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397428788097675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6969568001399251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753931936577769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,salpal271,2020/03/06,"If you weren't diagnosed until adulthood, what in your life seemed logically explained after your diagnosis? Hi everyone, I'm 24 years old, and in the past few months I've been researching autism spectrum disorder and I feel like it might describe me, and I've scored pretty high on all the online assessments.


I figured getting assessed by a doctor/therapist would be a good place to start toward getting help, whether I have ASD or not. But I'm having a hard time finding someone local that tests adults, and who takes my insurance. I just want to know if this would explain a lot of the difficulties I've been having my entire life, but the soonest I can get in to see someone is 3 weeks from now, and it's just an assessment not a medical diagnosis. 

I know it's asking a lot but I guess really if someone would be willing to just describe their symptoms, and offer insight into what their life is like, I would really really appreciate it. It might fill in some blanks for me and whether this is something I should be pursuing or not.

(Sidenote: I know symptoms vary so so widely that it might not be useful to compare and contrast. And I know it could easily be something besides this so I hope I didn't offend anyone by comparing myself, or with my terminology or anything.)",7.031539812646372,7.153563430327871,7.504683840749418,72.2999180327869,64.28688524590164,10.414051522248243,35.871194379391106,10.125756701596842,3.6975407494145203,1023,45,179,21,14,337,139,244,0.033,0.851,0.11699999999999999,0.9620000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,0,7,5,1,0,11,0,26,7,0,1,1,59,47,25,0,11,19,0,2,2,0,9,7,0,0,1,15,11,0,0,12,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,3,24,4,20,28,5,22,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,16,12,133,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984456570660793,0.0,0.09396894950190833,0.0,0.10675258665662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117172319383864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590082758700608,0.0,0.0,0.13087206347468355,0.11687868812899516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911379744593742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773808496093679,0.08157762717418643,0.0,0.0,0.10436793460271704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897927471529218,0.0,0.0,0.09577746936192373,0.0,0.0,0.12579357270525215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229214729868216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653940176229336,0.12064840135129658,0.0,0.11341680851567695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510241764637303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196811797736276,0.111575299118968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194161147766862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503479002141195,0.0,0.3634138295987489,0.0,0.0,0.09114566839684857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982359034640228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900763445958198,0.0,0.0,0.1193046383622153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617266420788835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194598359417505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099494510803714,0.1039546292929142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902594041563195,0.17581866001074978,0.0,0.0,0.0808245356132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237375046009692,0.08585695131437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325838273415373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658532633089383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862382110957604,0.0,0.0,0.06735244212362805,0.0,0.09159663148186464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244702662934965,0.0,0.0,0.07353485803422244
autism,Kwuke,2020/03/06,Keanu Reeves cheated on my wife My wife of 3 years. 8 months ago Keanu Reeves cheated on her. I have never been so distraught.,1.3882666666666699,3.9329323600000015,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,85.4,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.6720666666666664,99,3,21,0,3,29,19,25,0.371,0.629,0.0,-0.9045,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683681793703677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117844755024873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945182360295889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128994763232832
autism,sarcasticcuppa,2020/03/06,"Does anyone else have panic questions? When conversations go quiet or like they aren't going anywhere I tend to throw in a random question that's pretty much the same each time. I was listening to a podcast on Spotify called ""Autism by autistics"" and they mentioned it being called a panic question. Mine is pretty weird and I've been using it since I was little which is quite amusing. I basically just kind of throw into a conversation ""Do you prefer oranges or lemons?"" It's still my go to question because its so random it usually makes people laugh which I find brings up more conversations and all of the awkwardness kinda goes out of the window. Sometimes it doesn't work but it's still worth trying just incase.",4.575049751243778,7.043569664179107,5.056044776119403,78.70232587064676,72.50746268656717,6.854726368159205,26.092039800995025,7.793537801064563,1.7648278606965175,581,20,95,8,12,185,93,134,0.054000000000000006,0.846,0.1,0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,6,8,0,3,7,0,10,0,0,2,1,24,18,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,0,6,1,1,6,2,4,0,0,3,2,10,4,12,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,9,6,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956486377622556,0.14016028851754625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338756141867387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936128597640664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970821526874195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427274958734066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502605133443545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332273346487434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244854880823932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683000448559187,0.13710222404324005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131019073579467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055837547180232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209935241079395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483483569500528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833471140733784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129565304663571,0.14549587662480995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315633659441345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529147996655191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184856568908536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976492453985712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287326528620857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814497400740002,0.15065783522342352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958671618165847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thetailor,2020/03/06,"My coworker is on the spectrum and our boss just gave them some ""rules"". As a preface, I'm not an expert on autism at all. I do some research in autism and work with labour and student unions so my outlook here might be biased. My coworker was recently given a set of rules after our boss learned that rule-making was a good way for those on the spectrum to get tasks done. I think this is fine and my coworker, let's call them John, seems to be liking them. John and I have a pretty decent relationship. He seems to enjoy talking to me and I like him. Today, he told me that he had a problem with one of the rules. He said that there was a rule that said if a member at our gym has a question, John should direct them to one of the other staff for as 'we' would be better able to answer the question. John told me that he felt like that rule discounted his own abilities. I agreed. One of the other rules also says that he should not bring concerns or issues up with other staff, and only bring them up with our boss. I told John that I agreed with his concern and that I could bring this up with our boss if he'd like, as he seemed hesitant to do so himself. He told me that if I did, to not mention that John had raised the concern at all and that I had come up with this on my own. I feel that these rules have the potential of making John feel like an outsider when he should feel like a fellow coworker.
Are my concerns warranted or have I blown this out of proportion?",4.4372028581387255,4.7084359966887455,4.909609620076684,88.1733652840711,69.82781456953643,7.94729871035204,25.828511676542355,7.669130373188453,1.1221033112582781,1149,30,251,12,19,366,132,302,0.022000000000000002,0.856,0.121,0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,6,0,5,2,7,11,0,0,19,0,28,0,0,5,2,56,51,21,0,9,9,0,4,6,1,5,0,3,0,0,22,19,0,0,12,1,1,4,3,1,0,3,17,7,38,10,40,23,6,23,0,0,0,0,40,13,0,13,10,179,60,11,0.12110884084438572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685069626783624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711092792130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366566728227878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043245426778039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966955546981718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393639227523665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837088065332932,0.17304036019583954,0.11628347961303268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327437075812274,0.0,0.0,0.10158034973023566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640616477686478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384199513839425,0.0,0.3550059731563401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084109168918886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284773414644739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619945463277676,0.092108730835535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232112305529546,0.0,0.115884804581856,0.0,0.0,0.2713392376120229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958036965440655,0.13002557134843673,0.0,0.0,0.2304044825770112,0.09631061119239293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33075882052431577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734269874936133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760165505242048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479702023541008,0.4628987497286615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613056070974528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816867853404571,0.0,0.0,0.08603224575345489,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Grim666Games,2020/03/06,"They wonder why I hate school I have an IEP but no one follows it. Even when I ask nicely. We don't have the money to hire a lawyer to do anything about this.   
I am having severe sensory issues this week and keep having episodes of sensory overload. I hate having these infront of other people. I can usually feel them and ask to go to sebs in these instances. Sebs is a homeroom for kids with IEP's in my school. It is a very toxic place where they often touch my back in the middle of episodes. But I would still rather be there than in class.   
My teacher refuses to let me leave. With tears streaming down my face and barely able to keep myself from shaking I am stuck in class.        
yet people believe that this man is a good teacher.",2.6473155416012557,4.5820510000000025,3.4295238095238108,90.61483516483514,76.41496598639455,5.611512297226583,22.872318158032442,6.297961479604792,0.4617005756148611,575,17,116,4,13,182,95,147,0.162,0.7879999999999999,0.05,-0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,3,0,10,5,2,1,7,0,16,1,1,0,0,16,27,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,1,2,18,2,21,23,0,18,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,87,27,6,0.17255768508234834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200027195513734,0.0,0.3226362839535167,0.0,0.0,0.1326862084780914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441342025724226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397272356660365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725035035594764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980685090257118,0.14473319930315715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34072997858186593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010539133192302,0.0,0.3067543980957948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827136731393937,0.0,0.1764519241375548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169295532397901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392595435946074,0.0,0.1802860538799558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34927517943693914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949410675507606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780479020861214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004791135208535,0.14237816189566285,0.0,0.0,0.13841536645394908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570647115583885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871314486537773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225800285606488,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HomoVapian,2020/03/06,What is a special interest? It seems to come up a lot on this sub but idk if I’m just too depressed to have one. Like I’m barely interested in living at this point,1.3166666666666664,2.639726222222226,3.84,88.90500000000002,78.44444444444444,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9225111111111116,128,4,30,2,3,45,31,36,0.14300000000000002,0.615,0.242,0.4872,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704655019801827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704169390184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010950168185827,0.0,0.3797579240345401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656284350156654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142520767929314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40655327114403983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915177558245659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Chooseyourpurpose,2020/03/06,"Mom of an autistic child wanting some tips and ideas I need some autistic adult insight since I am not autistic. So I know that ABA is something that most (all?) autistic adults who had it as a kid, had a negative experience with, so I don’t want to do that. I was wondering about how I can help my child with bullying though since we don’t plan on using ABA. I feel like we should do something about it. Do we prepare him for bullying? Like by walking him through what might happen, why it happens, and how to handle it if it does? Do we not say anything about it until he mentions something is happening at school? He’s in first grade right now and can communicate pretty well, except for explaining things or describing more abstract or complicated concepts. So he might tell us if something is happening at school, but he also might not, it’s hard for me to know for sure. I don’t think he would recognize it yet unless it was very obviously aggressive since he is still figuring other kids out. Any ideas from autistic adults of how to handle bullying if we don’t tell him to hide his stims? I think the only reason we would ever help him hide his stims is if he was saying he wanted to (and if he did, we would let him know the downsides of doing so, but help him look for alternative stims too to maybe help him keep stimming, but in a less noticeable way). Let me know if any of this sounds like a bad idea, and better ways to handle things because I don’t want to make him feel like he has to suppress his stims and I see lots of autistic adults saying not to put him in ABA, but I want some way to maybe lower the amount of bullying, or maybe just prepare him for it in some way. Thanks for any input, I really appreciate it!",6.748856775850996,5.839501560693643,6.878342967244703,79.98513808606296,65.18497109826589,10.116634553628774,32.22800256904303,9.2995712137729,2.55398445728966,1364,45,280,21,18,439,159,346,0.085,0.785,0.13,0.9117,1,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,8,0,0,3,19,10,1,0,8,0,34,0,0,6,4,82,60,31,0,16,20,1,3,4,0,7,0,4,0,8,20,16,0,2,16,0,0,2,10,2,1,1,6,9,37,8,45,45,10,21,0,0,2,0,52,9,0,19,10,194,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460172744782228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480458846904847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647710551852458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745000421656712,0.049244255635983836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144554700070993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069330070493217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307238638936686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902077540702405,0.0,0.0,0.0816921075893859,0.11542205288778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871354406756229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28574275373580776,0.0,0.0723652430482141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658719882458166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273580792372039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180318815490792,0.0,0.0,0.17758377373518736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521113682859465,0.0,0.15786497501798613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783694535972128,0.0,0.0,0.06867838353047359,0.0,0.0,0.05392293884441339,0.0,0.2434706049950337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570923653524138,0.0,0.0946114750406582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059899192169596174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919713994061068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061438723254467274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218483337157112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120871394499303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051751331151792035,0.08305785322852319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898780441066096,0.0,0.19272443341175227,0.0,0.1635123837351988,0.0643731849686847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004723296119389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876122752490396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451300024657894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761365400736605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121491243107767,0.07437366260923922,0.0,0.0,0.1073365926201943,0.10352431448365858,0.0793683855090754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971713880528718,0.06977013361640523,0.0,0.06665401383781737,0.2382380257369917,0.25648551932774005,0.0,0.0,0.07263315940077775,0.0,0.07289363161370567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760516361490997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215668774911516,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,OhtaniSan,2020/03/06,"Dealing with diagnosis Yesterday my 2 and a half year old was diagnosed with autism. My wife and I had already suspected this was the case, because of his behaviors and sensory issues, but it still hit me like a punch to the gut. I know he’s still my same little guy, but now it feels like all the hopes I had for his life are dashed... and I’m having a hard time coming to grips with that. Honestly, I don’t even know why I’m writing this.. I guess I just need to get my thoughts on this whole thing written down to try and find some catharsis.",5.77610119047619,4.926097741071433,6.1239285714285705,84.40440476190479,67.125,9.966666666666667,31.16666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.3030309523809533,425,14,95,7,6,137,78,112,0.027999999999999997,0.8420000000000001,0.13,0.9209,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,1,25,20,7,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,13,4,11,13,4,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,9,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251453410786053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243710172331258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574844163701578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033958326072846,0.0,0.20707986638468945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475579834248733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316056552782628,0.14575464633787014,0.0,0.0,0.1864740606459628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659401681392466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475522194439254,0.20201564252899065,0.0,0.0,0.18276525401781435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026416725590094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294784431940225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425229398130636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410804646035916,0.19935144998031065,0.20448545057660292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128106548394013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140886617918214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32586734683283297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554434967188714,0.0,0.0,0.16197211068970574,0.11896792082378795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385187704364386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840997492302167,0.2277852910471393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138464058776994
autism,nightwalkgod,2020/03/06,hi guys how do i know if i have autism? im not sure what it really means. im very beginner to this stuff. what is a legit way of knowing yourself? if you want me to explain some stuff about myself please feel free to ask for info.,0.3376000000000019,2.172737559999998,2.47,95.165,83.4,5.6000000000000005,18.0,6.742157984588678,-0.13819999999999988,178,4,42,2,5,60,41,50,0.039,0.816,0.145,0.6483,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,10,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,6,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169060985504909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731559055272682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229734921313362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012398693310287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550227421361346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527363063280429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546867815163953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148637075358086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312116420560347,0.0,0.0,0.21867481265823896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914396684535814,0.13685059918851833,0.18416558867227806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Octonaughty,2020/03/06,"In search of books/videos explaining autism to children My daughter (7) has diagnosed autism and her brothers (8,10) don’t get why she’s ‘different’ (their words). Are there any good books or YouTube videos that can help them have compassion and empathy or at least an understanding about viewing the world through a different lens? 

We’re trying everything we know but want to support all three kids as well as possible.",9.396891891891894,9.535957743243245,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,59.405405405405396,12.264864864864863,40.12162162162162,11.698219412168324,4.7687405405405405,339,16,59,9,4,99,65,74,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8873,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,11,7,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,9,11,2,3,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,0,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878095094893393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668378700636146,0.0,0.5493488916700788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627748316250066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735434982034428,0.0,0.0,0.22050796751587728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621626495170406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448291262582047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963801419930936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983356972349344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849177861852664,0.0,0.0,0.2736880732687943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506517575433335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363785880367397,0.0,0.2372262732320783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,legalaidthrowaway12,2020/03/06,"Boyfriends boss called him rainman Throwaway because my friends know my main. I kept the post purposefully vague as to the details to avoid anyone knowing who I am.

An important detail is that my boyfriend has never been formally diagnosed with autism, but he does have many of the traits. His parents were always really hesistant and he doesn't see any reason why he should go get tested now as an adult. As an additional tidbit, we live in Canada. 

My boyfriend works as a tradesperson for a small company. He works incredibly hard, and is a dedicated employee, outworking even his supervisor. The owner of the company is very active in the day to day activity, and as such he spends a lot of time getting to know all the employees. 

Recently, my boyfriend called in sick to work for the first time since he was employed there. It wasn't a problem or anything, they were totally fine with it. But when he went in today, his supervisor jokingly said that the manager had asked him if ""he would be okay working without the rainman"". 

My boyfriend says hes a little upset by this, and feels a little hurt. I told him that even if it was true that he was autistic, that I still loved him and didn't see it as an insult, but rather just a part of him that makes him who he is, and if its not, then its still not an insult because he's probably just intimidated by how smart he is. 

I can't help feeling, still, that this was wrong. I don't know if it is an insult. Quite frankly, I know little about the autistic community and what's considered a slur is a bit blurry. I don't think there's anything wrong with being autistic, and I can't tell if I'm being rude by thinking that this was out of line, or if the boss was being rude by making the comment. 

I don't know. I just love him a lot and I feel sad for him because hes upset. I don't know if I'm looking for an answer or if I even had a question in writing this & thanks for reading it if you got this far",5.970291464260932,5.5985095648854974,6.569693499884341,79.77821825121445,66.58269720101782,9.791764978024519,32.621906083738146,9.339509955726095,2.67678727735369,1541,58,316,26,22,506,187,393,0.16,0.7559999999999999,0.084,-0.9859,4,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,1,6,17,22,5,3,32,1,38,4,0,6,4,69,69,33,0,13,22,1,4,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,24,15,0,2,15,2,1,2,13,13,0,1,18,9,36,9,36,45,7,28,0,2,3,2,50,11,0,15,14,215,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910114898930999,0.10300217614124196,0.0,0.06464701327217706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647119912248617,0.0,0.15645970889551114,0.0,0.08887232815026735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385102378070194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378564132689236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414264647874915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261727377600805,0.0,0.0,0.09648830726070604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319144736283943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883673063340309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442021648596115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086168176345927,0.0,0.0,0.07344647574009386,0.0,0.09933439137331086,0.0,0.05402725699999816,0.0,0.07603163955117362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515897896849181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637196253775392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176834556459913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657141381328993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858383385605367,0.08394355670633181,0.0,0.07983010572252615,0.0,0.0,0.16164061011347494,0.1715985625980305,0.0,0.12691237454729992,0.09638032306754003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331948200777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555770301861417,0.10294541973448723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104536257532896,0.0,0.10249544061949743,0.09096373772374483,0.0,0.0,0.1064938208825585,0.101112630695979,0.09509006896275582,0.0,0.06090065251643863,0.09774197775503003,0.0938645702635544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042795990006716,0.07559898131709031,0.0,0.0,0.15150794701900314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863820706400562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277555218407425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309042608855259,0.08752247492252725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182678518702195,0.0,0.0,0.11086556601585396,0.0,0.09010988177302603,0.09083805382185547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843803908457035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812559855658697,0.08578078342655061,0.0,0.0,0.09163863446714086,0.0,0.2768318962458971,0.0,0.0,0.06753098188101284,0.20787587168021876,0.0,0.0
autism,Cactusbrett,2020/03/06,Obviously autism comes with a whole host of challenges but what are some of the advantages of high functioning autism in your experience? I’ve heard Greta Thunberg refer to her autism as a super power which I think is a great way to think about it. I know that personally as much trouble as my autism causes me I would never wish that I was born NT because of how unique and gifted my autism makes me. In your experience what are some of the advantages of having autism? I want to focus on the positive.,7.838350515463915,7.102737783505153,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,62.917525773195884,11.058969072164947,31.771134020618554,10.355215969177356,3.0070305154639168,403,12,76,8,5,130,63,97,0.057999999999999996,0.713,0.22899999999999998,0.9634,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,5,2,6,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,3,2,18,14,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,12,5,17,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931636707475374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516262722813057,0.0,0.21099866679629506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792069635259152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005303211059795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879813308616456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461551811023473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350287411712774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006296201661165,0.0,0.18891689765968395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387676748900256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139020854913442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447507041253946,0.19442615924787612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734726537491507,0.281674979595124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740020966258438,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Necrotic_Poison,2020/03/06,"Autism and morbid curiosity Do some people with autism not experience morbid curiosity, or lessened (or extreme) versions of it?",13.2975,13.58904975,12.86,38.485000000000014,51.5,14.0,50.0,13.023866798666859,7.463999999999999,105,6,11,3,1,35,16,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8158717439943088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782329092603472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,softcloudboy,2020/03/06,How can I get diagnosed? Im not asking to get diagnosed here I read the rules I just want to know where I should go to get diagnosed do I need someone who specializes in autism? Do I need a psychologist? It's just that I watched a girl who did a series on Autism traits and Eveything she said was kinda Eveything that I had I don't like self diagnosis I just want to know where I can get diagnosed.,1.6328012048192768,3.6625071445783166,3.3839608433734973,89.28027861445786,79.96385542168673,7.523493975903612,23.62801204819277,8.472884824447931,1.452712048192772,315,11,70,7,8,105,48,83,0.031,0.9229999999999999,0.046,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,0,14,22,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,12,2,6,17,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535731832919656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7181109382788641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696464111434251,0.0,0.10052400471715484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910588987265435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441535777184804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641379488739934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623060121081153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692614935026169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682517523989298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452262548869397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986839568113025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865478882134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,poplio1001,2020/03/06,I have autism and I have seen that the government has been cutting essential programs for autistic people I have autism and I have seen that the government has been cutting essential programs for people with autism and it is sad because we are causing a whole generation of autistic people to not know how to express themselves besides anger and frustration making others afraid of autistic people,12.760686274509801,11.428445852941177,10.429411764705883,60.66068627450983,53.70588235294117,12.596078431372552,49.137254901960794,11.20814326018867,5.9395725490196085,330,18,44,6,3,99,40,68,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,11,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,5,0,7,10,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,36,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287772137637232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081834912993694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487261039223292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002528834769903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8319312071942363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349402128927788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bonsaiinthespring,2020/03/06,"Does anyone else hate certain things because of misplaced blame / association with an event? Many times If I am talking about a television program, a video game, a book etc, and someone yells at me, tells me I’m rambling on etc. even, and especially, if it’s not specifically or at all about that tv show, video game; book etc. I end up despising that tv show, video game, etc because it reminds me of being yelled at, or making a fool of myself. How do I stop this from happening and remind myself that me mentioning a tele program’s name isn’t going to get me yelled at...",4.517229729729729,5.798069945945947,5.341970720720724,81.47619932432436,70.26126126126127,8.072522522522524,29.190315315315317,8.472884824447931,2.088593693693694,448,17,87,7,8,146,72,111,0.135,0.845,0.019,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,2,15,10,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,12,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,14,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,4,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163633771996778,0.17824178773381344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208786282095768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522328936505694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532061392807533,0.0,0.15407624312215532,0.0,0.7760420978384647,0.11489843015281652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088651728718487,0.0,0.0988650387730432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383157175828818,0.0,0.0,0.17174872381715528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611913622042865,0.17636735429731512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473950902728031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543770488198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982183886877012,0.15204803377142967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557078199932247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143702541434922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rainyfaes,2020/03/06,"Is it rude for my mom to ask my autistic sister (18 yr) to stop stimming bc it “grosses her out?” Hello! I’m fifteen and have an autistic older sister. (she has been diagnosed professionally and my mother is aware of this.) I overheard my mom tell my sister to stop rubbing her head when my mom talks to her because it grosses her out. My sister responded with “It’s stimming, please don’t call it gross.” And my mom said something along the lines of “It’s gross to me, there’s plenty of other ways you can move your body.”

This conversation ended with my mom calling her “spoiled and self-righteous”. Yikes.

I personally don’t see what’s so gross about rubbing your head. Does my sister have to stop to make my mom feel comfortable? Or does my mom have to ignore it to make my sister feel comfortable? Reddit, let me know who’s in the right.",2.5091590909090904,4.7782595030303066,3.5215719696969714,88.18235795454548,78.21212121212122,5.821969696969697,23.645833333333336,6.9077264865688965,0.8231287878787885,658,22,130,7,16,211,89,165,0.147,0.802,0.051,-0.9317,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,0,3,0,11,4,3,2,0,19,20,7,0,0,1,14,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,12,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,6,26,2,20,17,0,12,0,0,1,0,34,4,0,1,6,80,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137640227272098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595831549037761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085703096301013,0.0,0.0,0.1996128258611336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920696984510873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107091302983585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657118364844102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884347804736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006247957280028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371693287982725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994872123007607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304882681863829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8013269913723942,0.0,0.10388521721721797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534531623875005,0.0,0.10729233505608164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694377785124573,0.09297586563231224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788842377862744,0.0,0.10196714500114418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524724743142988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451522831218779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785620277694223,0.08543158885679009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758375180674447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hkzeringue,2020/03/06,"when you find out a political party's symbol is your specal interest. I have a specal interest in hedghogs, and when I found out that the libritarions symbol is the hedghog I thought ""I don't care what these people beleve in (I know little about this party) I am getting me a hedghog!"".

[The Great Political Hedghog!](https://preview.redd.it/ka13gmgwxyk41.png?width=151&format=png&auto=webp&s=49770975c88377249db6dacb9923f7de1f96d717)",14.462031250000004,17.169733640625005,8.903125,59.72937500000001,48.53125,12.025,37.875,11.698219412168324,4.90598125,379,14,48,9,4,99,44,64,0.044000000000000004,0.7759999999999999,0.18,0.8425,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,4,5,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7759378691321765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338430277896594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817979650845554,0.0,0.0,0.2617370100909034,0.0,0.0,0.12471794102041765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318245497275644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119068598041775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239253619732386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549387054144454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895118389544768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nerovox,2020/03/06,"How are you supposed to deal with criticism from missed social cues? I missed I cue earlier today which led to someone telling me ""I need to stop being so bossy."" I don't know how to handle it when I miss cues so I've just been anxious for the last several hours. What am I supposed to do?",1.311,3.3879067666666667,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.33333333333334,6.0,23.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8233333333333337,226,8,49,3,6,74,44,60,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,8,9,0,6,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533825069669823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322489947631198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080515657250532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191036851243452,0.25497919066737085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194218667360264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533825069669823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188670134789953,0.2650400814543176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615203876676378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734068223111254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650415329604923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,beanbug10,2020/03/06,"Women, what were your symptoms of ASD? Not looking for a diagnosis, but am interested to hear what other people’s “symptoms” of ASD were and how they compare to mine.

I’m a 22 year old female, - was originally diagnosed with anxiety, OCD and BPD. Possible codependency personality too. 
However I have changed psychiatrists recently and she thinks I may be on the spectrum.. no diagnosis yet.

Now that I’ve begun researching more it would explain a lot.
Things I’ve experienced growing up..

Not understanding social norms, 
hating eye contact (I’ve learned to maintain eye contact now, but still find myself looking away randomly because it makes me uncomfortable), I’ve always been really shy and quiet.. teachers would point it out so I would try and change myself and be “louder” but even when I thought I was doing well, I’d still get called quiet.

Have not a lot of close friends. Never get really close to people except my partner. I am extremely codependent with my partner.

I adapt to people I’m around.. I find myself presenting certain way to fit in with a group and to “make them like me”.. so many people tell me “we are so alike”, but it’s just because I mirror them. 

Extremely sensitive and emotional - I feel everything strongly and find it hard to know if I’m overreacting. 

Get very “ocd” like when I have to choose what to wear. I find it very overwhelming and don’t know what style I want. 

Find it hard to concentrate.. information doesn’t “go in” to my brain in class. 

I’m also very quirky and my friends always call me weird, - I always wondered why no one else was like that. 
I just have a weird sense of humour and sometimes think I’m saying/doing something funny but it actually probably just makes people uncomfortable. 

Theres definitely more, but that’s what I can remember from the top of my head.
What’s everyone else’s experience?",3.7421665526675767,6.383886694767443,4.992510259917921,77.28942544459645,75.94767441860466,8.349384404924763,27.850205198358413,9.088552180705676,2.754839192886458,1469,61,257,37,34,485,183,344,0.073,0.779,0.149,0.9817,1,0,1,1,0,0,48.0,1,1,3,2,20,14,1,1,8,0,23,8,5,5,2,67,49,26,0,5,14,0,3,3,4,4,3,3,0,4,19,20,0,0,18,0,0,2,8,4,1,1,7,11,35,10,31,36,4,30,0,1,4,0,22,13,0,6,17,165,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.08568833667766873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022034968238479,0.21919088120983235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717318941413045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816809683299264,0.0,0.0,0.08249888688906871,0.0,0.0,0.10705437725022013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059161210546227,0.09802321986283072,0.17932439796307262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577929883200134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912368263145128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467053099481039,0.09877263683578548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057996623302397736,0.0,0.0,0.08390469383822101,0.07891653241465514,0.08589346911405964,0.0,0.0,0.04439856786996068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012764565227076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356811116309102,0.0,0.1376288022219556,0.0,0.04990354005595243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731816694222645,0.08669262081860506,0.09011675616329608,0.0,0.0989664540542799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651440590094253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869625379581404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747389002536765,0.0,0.0,0.14930313159275627,0.0,0.0,0.1758383763629931,0.08902394050482304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772325508320164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921401499896714,0.0,0.05950124766653282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30437645927736,0.07667091223952167,0.0,0.0,0.08300732482483672,0.09899078308097603,0.0,0.0,0.094672311912999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125046252963699,0.0,0.08670020656392399,0.0,0.09946980553771843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950961083277255,0.0,0.06759920003039674,0.08684475771128854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024781117605425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253310787891008,0.0,0.0,0.07674841620362811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833600249771498,0.11252816063692944,0.0,0.06971006520469213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596161430389486,0.0,0.0,0.09141164624124112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735339027302564,0.05179167225336012,0.06969822467289573,0.0,0.0,0.07895030137976503,0.0,0.0792334277077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522446946933588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712971450597815,0.0,0.0,0.05654573385052875
autism,CatsNcandy,2020/03/06,"Fundraiser Help for Autism Acceptance I'm looking for some advice for a fundraiser I plan on holding in April, raising money for a local non-profit organization.  They holds workshops and assistance for individuals who are autistic. 

I've come to learn in the past few years that many people who are actually autistic dislike the puzzle piece. I do not like it myself either. Basically I need to create a product in a mold and am unsure what would be best. All I can find is an awareness ribbon which I could paint with rainbow colors or a puzzle piece heart, which I dont want to use. 

Would the rainbow ribbon be acceptable? 

Thank you.",5.4823352165725,7.355454389830513,6.023333333333337,75.23061205273072,68.66101694915254,7.617325800376648,30.060263653484,8.167268648758528,2.335567608286252,510,20,84,7,9,165,84,118,0.067,0.79,0.14300000000000002,0.871,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,9,0,12,1,1,1,1,23,19,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,13,14,7,9,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,4,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.2385208868946365,0.0,0.0,0.2388466231311811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256506103152498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210548151550246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515130171912434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864610917406893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339753579246927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964157858960304,0.16383110205077284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941237973792493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525315583480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478058282767388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123602352037424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333287231709088,0.1694516332830288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503119621012632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110237248810165,0.0,0.0,0.14416659347814392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34726114971909383,0.0,0.0,0.15739993458936088
autism,Useless_Nobody56,2020/03/06,"I suck at existing, I wish I was never born. I’m just vent my mood atm and apologies if this offends anyone. I just feel so incompatible with life and people especially my family. I feel like an alien inside a human body, but I don’t know how to get out unless I die. I feel trapped and I fathom being like this for years possibly even decades. I don’t have much of a life either which just compounds the problems even more and sinks me deeper in a hole I don’t know how to climb myself out of.",4.895857605177994,4.625006757281554,6.1127669902912665,81.81277508090619,68.80582524271844,8.808414239482202,26.875404530744337,8.344100000000001,1.5587618122977345,388,10,83,5,6,131,69,103,0.174,0.758,0.067,-0.9161,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,5,0,6,3,1,2,1,24,15,10,1,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,3,15,2,11,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163829625898996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602570514166582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431688105899686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095089375619659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087936946955367,0.0,0.3554108701912024,0.16738562009071906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224132887057303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753284871491866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309893073448056,0.2289365513164324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223916011752347,0.0,0.18070838900178834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243572326376088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414065470733394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241956714846476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943609817497577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508830084510738
autism,intern3t_explorer,2020/03/07,"Did you know you could shower with the lights off?? My whole life I absolutely hated taking showers because of a) the awful sensation of water b) the temperature and c) the fluorescent lighting 

And then I realised 

You can turn the lights off?? And it makes such a difference. Has anyone else realised this? Either way I’m much happier now that I’ve realised this :-)",2.608490878938639,5.587127626865673,4.044676616915422,79.3236650082919,86.16417910447761,6.559867330016584,25.35489220563847,7.793537801064563,2.0828454394693208,289,12,48,6,9,95,49,67,0.115,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5312,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,1,4,2,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,5,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352076284282165,0.3128861259783268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614980978583265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381190772050135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190450992919478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550962066462817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014881836638858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782254739626862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569080991691733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383585210791247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448099150500408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959911645543096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321532508505454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238731004795205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409330368421384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AcidicStrawberries,2020/03/07,"What are y’alls special interests Title speaks for itself!!

Personally I move from one ‘special interest’ to the other really quickly (I’m actually not autistic lol) so idk.",4.045517241379308,7.280674931034483,6.203034482758625,60.92041379310348,92.79310344827587,9.216551724137933,33.38620689655172,8.841846274778883,5.092001379310345,139,8,17,5,5,48,27,29,0.06,0.77,0.17,0.5295,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.5063718943136967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515089576666351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516203098709791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530837751645112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324208546880467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pastelbomber,2020/03/07,"My dream. Hi. I'm a 16 year old (352 days, 8 days until my birthday and I turn 17...) girl from the UK, and my lifetime dream is to open up a bakery allowing ex convicts, people with disabilities, substance misusers that have been rehabilitated, and homeless people another chance at life. 

I've always loved baking and making my own food, there is something so satisfying in doing so. And so, I want to give people the chance to actually hone themselves and learn a craft and be given the opportunity to earn a stable income and be given a safe, healthy alternative to a life of violence.

So yes. I just wanted to express my life's dream that I want to curate. I want to call it the Sunshine Bakery.

Please enjoy the rest of your day ♡",3.5920187793427227,5.549525690140847,5.312323943661976,78.0523356807512,73.78873239436619,7.268544600938967,25.91784037558686,8.07648339933343,1.7157164319248823,576,20,106,9,12,196,90,142,0.026000000000000002,0.68,0.294,0.9884,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,11,1,7,6,0,2,0,19,18,13,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,10,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,5,16,13,2,10,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,6,64,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1780139691919976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178665805137778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912815171232394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626950348244534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352934181936087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058096038904101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499227766098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38654236908149936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463965869000965,0.0,0.12176564717475055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914173440348971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793976898983733,0.0,0.0,0.20024053957606747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404345372799238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984187527991988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303802130548029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747141926061225
autism,Serpenthrope,2020/03/07,"Does anyone else get accused of ""arguing"" when you want clarification? *sigh*  This is just something that annoys me.  I understand why it happens.  NTs tend to speak in broad terms for simplicity's sake, and when other NTs try to get more specific it's usually to weasel around a rule.  For example:

NT Authority figure: You can't do X.  X causes problems, so it's not allowed.

NT: Well, is sub-category X-1 still X?

I mean, yeah, when NTs do that it's probably a sign that they want to exploit a loophole.  But that's not why I do it.  Usually I'm fine with the rule, but want to understand it, especially when the rule is worded differently than it's enforced 

I'm currently annoyed at a debate subreddit (not calling names) because their rule against politics is worded in a way that implies it's to avoid standard Left/Right shit-flinging, and opinions outside of that range would be fine.  But, they wouldn't allow a post I made saying the U.S. Presidency should be divided into multiple offices so that no one person has too much power, which isn't really a view on the standard Left/Right political spectrum.

Now, I'm fine with the rule, but I'd like for it to be more clear.  But, the mods seem unwilling to explain the boundaries of the rule in more detail, and I get the impression they think I still want my post approved.  This is far from the first time it's happened.

Does anyone else have this problem?",3.5946156211562084,5.770927162361628,4.793823800738007,80.80495464329645,74.42435424354244,8.059102091020911,29.00384378843789,8.841846274778883,2.5140736777367785,1115,48,208,24,24,367,150,271,0.08900000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.2188,4,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,4,3,13,13,3,1,17,1,18,0,0,4,1,46,38,14,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,22,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,6,2,2,1,4,14,6,26,31,5,25,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,2,14,127,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700244728244418,0.244719754947524,0.0,0.10630909685143528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279730875231052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194114711281605,0.0,0.0,0.12267721075938436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476845732901272,0.0,0.0,0.20901045093171755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995201320714529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157857029920543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717602522958546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120538018896426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950030596724305,0.0,0.0,0.05834256797640864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299806843319744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008336267016632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877874227559823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092206612727514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427291651188016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287426519232725,0.0,0.12875493179540146,0.2285375773924445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650349433746301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039680134450898,0.0,0.09496755781966136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871546074937924,0.0,0.0,0.1225828889141238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193533160292837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073789366231586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651949844208078,0.0,0.0,0.06963474816320002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107832454687086,0.0,0.0,0.2486408124882883,0.0,0.0,0.26304846334691395,0.0,0.2817479828602582,0.0947900181445456,0.0,0.0,0.10737289988988104,0.0,0.2155159069064116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483252438950227,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Juggernautmess,2020/03/07,"I'm finding it hard to let go of grudges (Bit of a vent-post, sorry)

I've come a long way since I was diagnosed with autism as a kid. Jokes and conversations never really clicked with me until a few years ago and, now leaving my teens, I  feel more comfortable than ever socialising and even talking with new people. But, now I've settled amongst a particular friend group, I'm afraid I'm beginning to hold grudges over petty arguments. Whilst before it was fun and everyone was testing boundaries i.e. what to say and what not to say; now I've moved beyond the horizon and we've known each other for a good two/three years, I'm finding myself getting more regularly annoyed by occasional comments and stigmas. Although, most of the time, they're just sarcastic, admittedly they have made me feel unwanted or pathetic on one or two occasions. In fairness, half the time its my fault, but it still doesn't make me feel at ease when approaching them about an issue or problem - as I fear they'll blow it out of proportion. Like, I get that I'm an idiot when it comes to most things, but you could at least treat me with the same respect I do. I may just be overreacting over simple banter, but I still hate how my autism leads me to believe its something worse. I don't wanna it too boil over and lead to myself getting angry at them. I'm a kind and understanding person and I wouldn't want to loose myself over something small. Idk if this will carry over into adulthood but I hope I can move past it.",6.8877517064846385,6.504267372013652,6.9764483788395975,77.66146437713311,64.69965870307168,10.055375426621161,33.329564846416375,9.516144504307137,2.8773278156996582,1192,44,231,20,16,383,179,293,0.13699999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.114,-0.6037,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,4,2,15,17,3,2,13,0,15,2,0,5,2,58,38,26,0,8,12,0,4,1,1,4,1,2,0,2,15,19,1,1,8,1,0,8,5,7,0,3,4,7,27,10,37,27,9,43,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,8,21,152,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208613705433787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075956447251876,0.1424605630536741,0.0,0.0,0.13804552825596514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784287474548789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009562901972873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128339326866757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351593398529424,0.11437702101821412,0.0,0.12082391133553265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228612638550098,0.1918036422880473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311374431443337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769133198440846,0.0,0.19818736516628815,0.0,0.07186178297337363,0.1060563259367858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327016037234793,0.12483856447207048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558872238725707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197605095470388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167333127671452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388732484929036,0.0,0.12929889526802785,0.0,0.06177479092259223,0.0,0.0,0.11190011936255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964560858788638,0.08440322554552311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687827048821396,0.0,0.0,0.09752241731914894,0.12212166725298472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568261373167486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070635491690575,0.08766125623260088,0.1104071664965959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109965320135772,0.0,0.0,0.12099108379222093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100410268974607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110876953894055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459686616051933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468755267908536,0.0,0.14154517106830494,0.0,0.0,0.20195877402533385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163194961963894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400464468702444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474625529156847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470373871198777,0.13163402588396794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458071926612997,0.10036640064927907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885857228009748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285326650096668
autism,Alaninvestor,2020/03/07,"My Brother, is he on the spectrum? Hi all, i hope you're well. reason i am posting is to get some people's opinion on my brother. What has sparked my interest in starting this post is his inability to hold down a job. He's is nearly 20 and he dropped out of college when he was 17 and has since been doing nothing. He has worked 3 jobs but they only lasted a few days, one job in particular he lied about doing. 

His most recent job lasted less than 2 weeks and he blamed everyone, colleagues and his boss for his misery there; his attitude stinks. He never joined colleagues for lunch, spoke with anyone and he found it difficult to take and follow instructions from superiors. 

He is nasty to me and my brother, can never take banter and is always in his room. Never emits emotion and doesn't like someone if they don't start conversation with him. (i think you have to put an effort in to) but he doesn't get that. 

He is narcissistic too, always worried with appearances, mocks others for looks and never has a nice word to say about anyone. 

I suspect autism and narcissism, what do you all think? Any help is truly appreciated.",4.65461009174312,6.086492385321102,5.3668692660550485,80.8524139908257,70.10091743119266,7.835321100917432,27.386467889908253,8.278499904357787,1.8368614678899082,892,30,167,13,16,289,133,218,0.16699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.077,-0.9747,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,2,6,9,1,0,5,0,23,1,0,2,6,37,37,15,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,15,1,1,5,0,0,3,7,3,1,1,4,4,20,6,27,33,6,28,0,0,1,0,31,10,0,6,13,110,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396567091785315,0.0,0.0,0.08743388524916408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798021254897201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291879316805895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462704875479745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285678134392232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097339421530836,0.0,0.0,0.13434792014386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617961033904803,0.0,0.0,0.12770176064525587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103544978801113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960791835995604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628141557168037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796873590718528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966529528227877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233690301429307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712422916830688,0.09778537713278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913616245541085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627432516842615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292511350974712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219421028902625,0.12695008864265409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224621870159874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063567150996816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893928169233516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200892153871825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334142778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476846519529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313331209449407,0.0,0.11560235154844367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360250004035936,0.13057187810562926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Suspicious_Bees,2020/03/07,"Rant: The person I live with is testing the limits of my mental health (Trigger Warning: Mentions of Suicide and Self Harm) I need to vent a bit because this situation won't change in the near future (until I'm done with University, I won't move out) and I just need to deal with it. For reference; I live with a family member, I'll call her B.

Tonight I had a dream that really disturbed me. I don't know how it started anymore but it ended up with me arguing and eventually shouting at B that I'd rather listen to a doctor on the issue we were discussing and that she's not one so she can't tell me what to do. Meanwhile B just grinned smugly and told me she was right. As I was being backed up by my aunt and grandma, B suddenly turned angry. She screamed that we were the reason she wanted to kill herself, went into her room and started cutting herself. My grandma and aunt were crying and I felt angry and helpless.

Now, this was just a dream but it hit me hard. B has a diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder, a history of self harm and was hospitalized for suicidal ideation for a while a few years ago. I don't know how she's handling things at the moment, she doesn't talk to me about that. Her extremely short temper is really getting to me. She singlehandedly managed to make the sound of slamming a door (something that happens without apparant reason at least every second day) a trigger to my misophonia. I feel like she sometimes gets angry at me (or other family members) simply for existing. I can't do so much as look in her general direction without getting snapped at: ""What is it?!"" 

I hate the feeling of walking on eggshells around her. Don't say anything that makes her angry. Ignore the eyerolls and passive aggressive comments. Hope she's in a good mood when you talk to her, it's really a lottery. I don't know what's going on in her life these days and my grandma wonders why (even though B treats her with disrespect as well). 

Just from B's whole demeanor I get that exact feeling as I had in the dream: Her making me responsible for her problems. Granted, I'm not perfect. I procrastinate on household chores and I'm usually very insistent when it comes to my opinions, but I don't think I deserve this. This is no way to treat another person and I am so sick of it.",4.073683318116603,5.527185439024394,5.307847267510108,80.63385124559801,71.54988913525499,7.966636233207253,31.003065084126767,8.4952907291091,2.465475231511674,1807,80,340,30,34,601,225,451,0.205,0.7190000000000001,0.076,-0.9972,0,0,1,0,1,1,52.0,2,1,0,2,19,23,6,1,23,0,29,5,0,9,2,70,64,33,3,6,13,2,5,1,0,2,5,5,3,4,26,27,0,2,12,3,0,5,15,14,1,2,13,11,61,8,60,47,5,47,0,1,1,0,44,23,0,4,19,245,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880429377272438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414775039802417,0.0,0.0,0.0985007101805922,0.0,0.0,0.0817335223052388,0.08841761486476521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637246767856838,0.0,0.0605457538356116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084338720842199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141884091683992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506947949026298,0.0855570865389124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910052528429907,0.12810891381463455,0.10239659458696804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138315877301943,0.10166024962324682,0.0,0.10164086385656447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796978916106121,0.0,0.0,0.06560122748752804,0.0,0.08368304731203557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726383642440644,0.0,0.15066052392936444,0.07095563849114238,0.09536467137003626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075665294356369,0.0,0.056446967034167975,0.08330655998525494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783009411231787,0.0,0.08897298040687175,0.09805988721374746,0.0,0.10557461448213423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986491314177863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366633681076494,0.0,0.0,0.10988504910682792,0.0,0.1637542792186038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015404795126076,0.04852369983698,0.0,0.17540624644828012,0.0,0.08340544377542121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889456785580456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009318960697786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556354055018492,0.07301307945505299,0.14729197130567645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730314045374072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734482343661969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950377159550614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908846006167691,0.20423906385596247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482042361211029,0.0,0.0789848206845412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722896162613672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164206086452663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764629084704942,0.09823197252385484,0.0,0.14060120964158065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728423918097192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966248184862308,0.08681178358315801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598510659166927,0.06364151087043644,0.0975833357475096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490640306855534,0.0,0.0,0.10803378732877884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938912290581526,0.08195103087376197,0.058582673955635364,0.07883716037058387,0.0,0.0,0.08930238324424555,0.09207246550736707,0.08962263352077582,0.11088943763531378,0.0,0.19148567837982394,0.1077104446489182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396009523582714
autism,JudeProfit-KYJealous,2020/03/07,"If autism is a spectrum, then why is it also understood as a binary? (Non-Autistic person. I want to understand world views which are different than my own) Hello. Good morning

I would like to start off by saying that I am not an autistic person. I believe that you deserve to know that. That being said, I have lived with the understanding of what autism is my entire life. My little brother who is 2 years younger than me is autistic and on the low functioning side of the spectrum. I grew up in a white, rich, yuppie area. I was confronted with the fact that I have privilege every single day of my life. I understand that nothing I have to say matters about your experience. I live in a world where first hand knowledge is still valuable. I am doing what every person who has privilege does. I am trying my best.

That being said, here is my question:

I have come to the radical realization recently that everyone deserves to be comfortable in their humanity. Mister Rogers and Superman really are helpful, guys. For added context, I am studying anthropology at university and will be graduating in May. For added context, I have been working in the field of disability services since before Mayor McCheese was put into the White House. I don’t believe that I have a savior complex. I just believe that if people need help doing something it’s more productive to just help them do it then to squabble about semantics regarding whether or not they deserve help. But I could be wrong. It’s happened before. My brain is a slug with a 9 volt battery shoved into it. That doesn’t make any fucking sense. 

Anyway, our problem with autism as a society, the reason why this group has a function in the first place, is not because there is something fundamentally missing from autistic people about the human condition. We are just told that there is because people latch onto the first bolt of electricity that comes into the slug. It is an organ that reacts to stimuli accordingly. That is the reason we have the word autism. Because if it’s mentionable, it is manageable, and you shouldn’t have to feel bad about wanting your experience to be manageable. 

When I work with neurotypical people they have a really hard time understanding autism because of this. They think that autistic people (especially those who are nonverbal) don’t have emotions because they don’t have the same tools of expressing them as they do. That makes them uncomfortable and they’d rather not think about it. I give them a chance because they wouldn’t be doing what they were doing if they didn’t fundamentally believe in everything I’ve been saying. However, they also don’t have these hang ups about Abed from Community, because he is good at talking 🤷‍♂️ When someone can explain something to you in a way that makes sense, then it makes sense and you can go eat a donut or whatever. 

Oh yea, the point: the main difference that I have noticed between what we consider to be high functioning and low functioning autistic people is that they are missing something which the privileged consider is essential because they have it. It is generally understood that low functioning people are low functioning because they are nonverbal and high functioning people are high functioning because they do not understand social cues. I understand that things can occupy two spaces at once. In fact, ideas can occupy as many spaces as people will put them into because the ideas and the spaces that they occupy are not physical. That is why the spectrum is a useful analogy for lots of human experiences. It is literally the name of the disorder now. However, because of the hang ups that we have about duality, we are not allowed to see that. The only thing universal about humanity is that we all get the same two things: a life, and the fact that it ends abruptly. I like to use the example of stimming (I hope I’m spelling that correctly, I have only heard this word spoken). I stim and I am not autistic. I have heard this sentiment from others in the field I work in. That being said, you are still valid for stimming, it is something that we perceive as unique to your experience because you can’t fucking help it and you shouldn’t have to feel bad about that. Stimming is also a phenomenon is the rest of the neurodivergent community, they just call it self harm. Feeling things lets you know that you are alive. I think there’s a saying about dreams that I could pull up here. Anyway, my question is, what do you think about what I just said to you? I would really genuinely like to know and the only thing that I can do is trust that you can believe that. You deserve to be alive and I love you.

Time for the obligatory thing

(TL:DR I am drunk. I have noticed that the words we use to describe experiences are arbitrary but that doesn’t mean that they are without merit. I think that this can apply to how we talk about autism and why people can’t get over their hang ups and just accept that fact that you are a person. Where are my shoes? Discuss.)",5.932072493422978,7.440611369774923,6.200352236188247,75.787555539316,67.13504823151126,9.384448991522948,31.714069960050672,9.688023934748609,3.1264027867095385,4020,164,698,87,66,1287,336,933,0.035,0.9009999999999999,0.064,0.9551,4,0,5,0,0,0,96.0,10,18,24,7,37,31,3,0,54,1,122,11,3,12,6,130,176,40,0,17,25,1,5,3,0,8,3,10,0,10,85,36,2,0,31,2,1,10,21,14,0,5,15,19,102,17,97,139,10,76,0,6,4,3,98,46,2,11,22,535,187,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019752933217164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031235935407390912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670407703481945,0.3640033672500648,0.0,0.07817100028655524,0.258753148041796,0.048203726661419366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512762881174597,0.04690260893955385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791342227078414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334733864087584,0.0,0.0,0.02962290947125741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598017241350114,0.05264306312330684,0.0,0.04019617527158659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700080625773808,0.0,0.05166831074923118,0.0406829005559179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740086965034275,0.043890837922650784,0.041281513288252115,0.2246558660215316,0.0,0.0,0.06967513701208107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721145992602892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849284199857875,0.04799607090285513,0.044063006628181384,0.026104715817037768,0.07705264563793918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548077552623321,0.04061829656140595,0.0,0.04114684084816022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393921557491114,0.14559183769478018,0.0,0.0456217167469799,0.0,0.05300037968044412,0.0,0.10370526741542456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573053340913688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696948470760074,0.09733126054800953,0.06732145912474936,0.04603681556352992,0.08111915407773752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905049437828213,0.04145622006345709,0.0,0.12264222376578675,0.04656873370477624,0.0,0.0500343750515672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03405865058027417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044073839860088886,0.10458978301017527,0.0,0.048917021091312345,0.0,0.1048020815454767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184407744189242,0.1604272861766265,0.04799008620675057,0.0,0.043421421062621465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395156546507623,0.0,0.09235046791598836,0.10291068193263286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827734269466153,0.0944533072515739,0.04535318037742588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477076025575905,0.1461106880432784,0.0,0.0,0.03660256063854978,0.0,0.0479180143464183,0.0,0.0,0.0379961553067058,0.0,0.0,0.04682278954686028,0.0389187825357661,0.17680688627240096,0.0,0.0,0.03251153085872184,0.0,0.07336411907066248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383822257054756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309459794604832,0.14715968303788876,0.0,0.0,0.0535676666823749,0.0,0.0,0.043890837922650784,0.0,0.03118541230531396,0.0,0.08973950436683975,0.2869065054085945,0.0,0.1190137887862707,0.0,0.0,0.05418480870684684,0.036459384364275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578912928435682,0.0,0.0,0.044277659897229205,0.0,0.10031905720187324,0.0,0.0,0.06525880411990663,0.050220396673398615,0.0,0.02957927055232702
autism,drinkfromthenight,2020/03/07,"Getting to accept I’ll be nothing I know some people with this condition go on to be great programmers or scientists but I know I’m destined for nothing like many people are with my similar condition and I’m just having trouble accepting this, I haven’t been able to keep a job for long and I’m basically human trash so if anyone has advice I’d like to hear it.",4.555405405405402,5.4016296756756725,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,69.81081081081078,9.703783783783782,31.016216216216225,9.888512548439397,3.1028032432432444,292,12,55,7,5,101,52,74,0.11900000000000001,0.777,0.10400000000000001,-0.2801,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,5,9,13,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,32,7,1,0.24339945421264125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378471296571713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019055770467398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716616888410526,0.0,0.1383295189716675,0.0,0.0,0.26834875754499443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743288746311545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415364011541425,0.21634461843357625,0.0,0.0,0.2675319491792482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378253574939471,0.0,0.0,0.2154008576440412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467688435166563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670966816732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337485069403323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ohwowie10,2020/03/07,"My older sister shows signs of being on the autism-spectrum, but I'm not sure? To preface this, I'm not saying that if your shy or quiet than you must be on the spectrum, but it's just that my older sister has characteristics that are usually associated with people on the autism-spectrum.  

I (F/18) have an older sister (F/26) she's very opposite of our whole family, and lot's of times I can't help but notice how different she is.  All of our family is loud, assertive, and overall very steadfast people (myself included)

My older sister though is the complete opposite.  She's very socially awkward and doesn't pick up on a lot of social cues, she doesn't make eye contact if getting into an argument but still gets aggressive in a soft-spoken way, and maybe the most notable thing was that she always rubbed at her legs and swayed really fast back and forth whenever she sat.  I always just associated this with maybe her not having very high-confidence and maybe some social-awkwardness, but tonight while I was on my computer I overhead her talking.

My older sister has always talked to herself,  and everybody in my family always found it a little concerning because she be mumbling to herself while speaking in a deeper voice, but than randomly start laughing before going back to mumbling.  

So, I heard her mumbling and got curious about what she might have been saying, so I sneak close to her and just hear here repeating the same phrase over and over again, ""I've had some pretty weird experiences in my life.."" 

I sat there for 2 whole minutes just listening to her saying this, before I returned to my computer and looked up key words of ""repeating sentences/words repeatedly"", and what it came up with was Echolalia.  I'm not very educated about the autism-spectrum, so please correct me if I'm wrong, but I thought maybe this could apply to her?

(TL;DR) My older sister repeats phrases over and over in a deep voice when no one is around,  she is very socially awkward and very opposite of our whole families personality, she's has exhibited characteristics that are usually associated with autism , so I've been wondering if she's on the spectrum.",10.725329589122085,8.464017025125631,10.173251551877033,63.824320130062105,58.396984924623105,13.28430387230269,40.74844812296778,11.78182255692154,4.801457109074785,1728,69,290,39,17,561,189,398,0.069,0.884,0.047,-0.6703,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,3,2,0,0,20,7,1,2,15,0,28,3,2,3,4,64,48,36,0,6,20,6,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,1,15,23,0,0,3,1,0,2,8,5,0,1,13,14,46,2,45,29,10,51,0,0,2,0,46,24,0,13,24,211,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772164932187936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160639516447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370288677526918,0.0,0.04903393041437455,0.0,0.13689271180812174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199902806765126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433714881729021,0.0,0.0,0.06422276837734829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840400278449235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868327285196307,0.3033171227595603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819552559044813,0.0,0.0,0.08405050821841364,0.0,0.04571446349765194,0.0,0.0643331866899864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906588660099833,0.0,0.05391553541956926,0.08498659522545154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681535842907499,0.0,0.0806194688874394,0.0,0.0,0.06754720962543483,0.0,0.0,0.1367701079247997,0.0,0.0,0.0536926306812418,0.0,0.3232409695734085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533143605583347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157858394546103,0.0,0.0,0.05450650618105832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115304166524332,0.07023488944823306,0.0,0.08829617867049618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183381693181467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153029805762697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190129559306965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32798345227740905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569340498134745,0.0,0.06423746128475884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581135626375725,0.0,0.0,0.1293051705328171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343907574073257,0.0,0.07902939829005101,0.06385836010122338,0.04690373111833578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771810011719884,0.4645853133338561,0.0,0.06384751350480973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694166621558017,0.0,0.0,0.08723099661383622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794573772242649,0.0,0.0
autism,Oniknight,2020/03/07,"I was never diagnosed formally, but I am going to do right by my daughter I'm pretty sure my daughter suffers from ADHD and ASD to some extent.  She exhibits some signs of potentially having dyslexia issues for certain letters, and while she loves to read, she does not read at grade level.

When I think back to being a kid myself, I definitely had a lot of the symptoms of ADHD and ASD (hyperfocus, special interests, stimming, random vocalization, social cluelessness, rigid thinking, sensory processing issues etc), but my mom just responded to my ""quirkiness"" by shaming and physically harming me until I complied with ""proper"" behavior.  While it was effective, it made me very anxious and I often ended up being very quiet and obedient around her.  It left me with a lot of trauma and my relationship with hers is very minimal as an adult.

 I, however, do not want to harm my own children like this.  I do offer them different ways to deal with their needs (sensory, attention span, etc) but using tools and adaptions instead of demanding a specific set of ""normal"" behaviors. My kid still struggles, though.

Recently, our insurance has expanded and they  have an ASD/ADHD evaluation that is covered under our insurance.  I am very excited about this because before it was super expensive, and while my kids' school has set up a plan for her education, I want to make sure I am giving her every tool to succeed.

It's just a bit disappointing because while my insurance has plenty of resources for kids on the spectrum, their resources for adults are very limited or nonexistent unless you're  severely impacted by your ADHD/ASD.  I'm interested in watching the evaluation process and seeing how it helps her.  It's kind of interesting because she tends to gravitate to other kids on the spectrum in school, and I remember doing the same as a kid.  Maybe some of the therapies will also help me deal with some of the things I have trouble coping with!

It just seems really weird that there is hardly any support for adults with ASD.",10.237970265029093,8.985940120879121,10.201247575953461,60.0613994828701,58.50549450549451,13.619650937297996,42.56561085972851,12.526319926815653,5.666118487394957,1620,77,248,46,17,538,204,364,0.102,0.726,0.172,0.9863,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,4,5,14,24,0,3,16,0,24,3,0,5,4,60,41,28,0,4,10,3,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,10,14,20,0,2,6,2,1,1,3,10,0,0,5,4,43,14,51,33,12,28,0,2,2,1,40,13,0,10,12,193,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478155193131845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449580197936231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334840915720437,0.0,0.0,0.1052383267115732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292745748366763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163023540076441,0.0,0.17035877188155654,0.0,0.07926781198953492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170083564012773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207686742219596,0.0,0.09455008758877836,0.0,0.09732686333431877,0.0,0.0,0.08152032985241278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250743883624304,0.0,0.2077842911544545,0.0,0.0,0.07848687570555632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936250303290648,0.05294197842780028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344833844671301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487930054140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944586664435829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700631372521533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012128840684754,0.0,0.0,0.04551069446213901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583936362655679,0.08407577863250372,0.08814525561087044,0.062181504009210485,0.0,0.09358644468733417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091016910545764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690730501315786,0.07184666870637395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127185439412157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477184766460664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635987311828286,0.0,0.05967730384247277,0.0,0.09197905520222896,0.10001331522325248,0.1055261469044267,0.07955362835333628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855511518247325,0.07423225708757197,0.08480456533000602,0.0,0.1052383267115732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495951350297448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439348576778197,0.0,0.0,0.09738554731270793,0.0,0.0,0.10571088090943592,0.17559445658174558,0.0968234302501344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653054948774253,0.0,0.061887861709517066,0.11937957600364192,0.09152404686207943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045577515182349,0.0,0.3843120309748855,0.10989014374943272,0.07394188674693608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,babypumpkins99,2020/03/07,"I'm at a total loss trying to relate to my son and I'm becoming more fearful of his future in the real world. My son (17) doesn't understand basic reasoning, and conversations just go in circles. It's gotten really tough. 

He doesn't smile or laugh. There are no behavior issues at all, he's just operating at a really low level. Most people would think he's much younger than he is. He is extremely gullible and has no clue how things work in life. Help?",2.206764346764345,4.469316758241757,4.302783882783881,82.22277167277169,79.21978021978022,8.0004884004884,22.1990231990232,8.841846274778883,1.7817316239316243,359,11,70,9,9,123,67,91,0.22899999999999998,0.743,0.027999999999999997,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,15,13,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,10,11,5,11,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,2,1,40,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029152925797953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086357337208108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558768565698539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838408140109693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862719391883791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937286101425788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016237525578578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014781569732667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121851033869825,0.35141529681270844,0.2820004770439334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221618514437088,0.17574440546708184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621478490926524,0.0,0.0,0.28553004564373724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996755350039511,0.0,0.0,0.1948371574127556,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mysery-M,2020/03/07,"Could I be autistic? I’m not sure whether I could be autistic or whether i *hope* i am because then it would justify why i am the way i am. 

I’m a 25 year old female, and growing up I have always been secluded from people. I never had friends (in a literal way), and i find it hard to socialize with people. All activities i do are entirely solitary. 

I seem to struggle to form sentences or keep a conversation going, i misinterpret things - i don’t get sarcasm that well, i take words face value, i’m gullible. 

I observe people till this day and see how they act and try to replicate their actions because i can’t make up my own naturally. 

I’m not sure if this one is relevant, but i have a hard time understanding what people are saying when they speak. My parents took me to ENT doctors and had my hearing get checked a few times but it was good. I can HEAR what people are saying, but i can’t interpret what they’re saying. It sounds like gibberish and i have to ask them to repeat themselves multiple times. 

I can’t recognize faces of people i know unless they have a distinct feature like red hair or very long legs 

Could this possibly be autism or am i just weird?",1.983076923076922,4.307093653846156,3.592841880341884,86.66951923076924,80.41025641025641,6.635042735042736,26.41666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.6686615384615386,921,39,184,16,24,305,135,234,0.068,0.8540000000000001,0.078,0.7159,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,4,10,0,1,7,0,29,5,4,2,5,40,48,21,0,6,14,1,3,2,1,1,1,7,0,0,12,7,0,1,5,0,1,5,7,2,1,1,5,12,32,8,15,36,4,22,0,0,2,0,16,3,0,7,14,124,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689227225942186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886114709443867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196861397479374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789175985416257,0.0,0.0,0.07509793742704443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918725774337458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064293937651732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996577186086048,0.0,0.12167629695198892,0.0,0.06617885784922074,0.09766925099509076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862521166828032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248586322157763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565699962400122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103502418400602,0.0,0.0,0.0639955917091157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377911702097135,0.0,0.0,0.10305090948480003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772850650619842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981021519139959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219032720996335,0.0,0.0789067189774459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929933168658486,0.0,0.0,0.4843733268280521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127519519765113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27780723190128553,0.0,0.0,0.0927922630682344,0.10600792491336844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870187575469525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173448147513892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949766378833332,0.0,0.08755278442270957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736144595071821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370152792701046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937561964478553,0.07905908581374871,0.0,0.0,0.12122423250093198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608001824985447,0.0,0.18485858509432285,0.0,0.0,0.1046988002515744,0.0,0.10507426413635393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271978809366543,0.0,0.0,0.07498730707838139
autism,quantizeduniverse,2020/03/07,"Am I autistic? Adult diagnosis in the UK? I'm old enough that when I was a child, anyone getting a diagnosis of autism was rare and it was also somewhat unwanted (by parents) due to a high degree of stigma surrounding the subject.

In my adult life I've been told by many people that they believe I'm autistic or Asperger's. 

I really don't know what to think - but it's happening more often now - and three of the most recent, tentative 'diagnoses' came from people who work in that area (one of them a twenty year veteran in the field, working with adults on the spectrum)

I have no idea how to feel about that. I do know I feel a profound sense of alienation, depression and anxiety. I haven't had a job for most of my adult life and nor have I managed to maintain a functional relationship with a 'significant other.'

I do however have a small number of very close friends, only some of whom believe me to be autistic.

At times I believe I can excel in social situations, usually when I'm feeling strong, energised and confident (the rest of the time I hide)

That said,  my last girlfriend (I usually attempt such a thing once every 5 years or so) was freaked out that I never (or rarely) looked her in the eyes; I thought that was normal - a sort of 'politics of vision' if you will - presumably some kind of throwback to our primate days?

I don't think there's anything idiosyncratic in my speech but a close friend back at University told me (unprompted) that she thought there is - and said I seemed like I had Asperger's.

Are people just confusing verbosity, a few eccentricities or even my profound depression with autism? Do people even know what autism is - or is it just a term thrown at people who struggle to fit in?

I'm a little perturbed by the increasing frequency with which people raise the subject - but perhaps that's merely a consequence of being a shut-in for most of my life - and only now coming into contact with more people; and perhaps that's compounded by the increased awareness and casusl interest people seem to have in the subject in general.

I don't want to be autistic - but that said, if it's a meaningful term and I am autistic, it's at least possible that a diagnosis would help improve a life that, so far I have found to be mostly confounding. 

I live in the UK - how would I even get a diagnosis? I'm an adult stepping into middle age, not a child; and either way, I feel like I'm on the scrap heap of life, so seeking a diagnosis this late could very well be pointless.

I really just don't know anything anymore.",7.3040769230769245,6.736647793877553,7.750204081632656,73.06452119309266,63.91836734693878,11.130298273155415,36.39717425431711,10.560738912317856,3.81413814756672,2009,86,371,44,26,664,230,490,0.064,0.804,0.133,0.9886,3,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,1,1,2,5,23,14,0,2,38,0,37,7,1,2,1,77,70,31,0,8,16,1,4,2,3,3,6,4,0,7,27,23,0,0,18,0,0,5,9,5,1,2,17,10,39,9,58,44,18,57,0,2,2,0,29,30,0,19,23,263,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483433365002203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202089557387056,0.0,0.08040298427469303,0.056688375693865777,0.0,0.13343292848498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234040654652381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402572873135883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272632128693432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983751762768625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473047791456303,0.0,0.0,0.05228560770780901,0.0,0.13965672576810526,0.08228774994687474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377044921312088,0.0,0.1606445614171682,0.0,0.0683077992509103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397249947539244,0.057918821857674274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889275043162656,0.12527414775450835,0.0,0.08471496485440763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169290112538602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054341761697697256,0.08565845204541678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152195084985612,0.0,0.0,0.0804527961893756,0.0,0.0,0.0844254245623353,0.17822318523102088,0.06608560600735328,0.09145427708333616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863225454867155,0.07921669331702623,0.08125680163209534,0.07158925884395692,0.0,0.06808120034874926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821956582050075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252877030362186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943467555774557,0.0,0.0,0.08507284930955003,0.08634047838874928,0.054937404345799176,0.1233198813678403,0.0,0.0,0.09002236765842324,0.0,0.0,0.449648456728232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139802760280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387533594788323,0.0,0.08005015846996527,0.08704244368596144,0.0,0.0,0.2313579820306288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761227713674094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112984919222934,0.0,0.08264407682195571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475547479724116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386153539326725,0.103897066089207,0.0,0.12872637765800166,0.09454905193208347,0.0,0.0,0.1549381323139381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858169576023353,0.13378801908244986,0.04781916601604851,0.06435225648542017,0.0,0.0,0.07289468372883275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804473776315508,0.0,0.0,0.115184372250973,0.0,0.0,0.10441716657728893
autism,heymickey1102,2020/03/07,"Mom of an autistic child. Having a sibling a good idea? My son is going to be 4 next month. He was a great baby and diagnosed at 3 years old. He didnt have a lot of symptoms but the ones he had were concerning enough to check (stemming, late walking, late talking)

He is high functioning and in a special education class. He has been thriving since his diagnosis. My husband and I love him so much and we always talked about having 2 kids even before he was born or diagnosed. 

Since we had to give him so much attention to help him I'm wondering if giving him a sibling would help or hinder him? He is socially introverted like me so I can understand why he feels awkward when playing around other kids or doesnt engage in playing with them, but I had 2 younger brothers and cant imagine my childhood without them. I'm neurotypical though so I'm not sure how my son would comprehend this. Would he be excited or sad or jealous? 

Weve put off having more kids just to make sure he can get the attention he needs and I think my husband and I have a handle on what triggers him and how to calm him when he is overstimulated. 

Does anyone here have younger siblings? Did you like having them around? Did your siblings feel resentful for you being treated or punished differently? 


TLDR: almost 4 year year old son is high functioning and low on the spectrum. Want to know if having a sibling for him is a good idea or not?",3.139424460431652,5.26937881294964,4.324497841726622,83.86402733812952,75.61870503597123,7.181812949640287,28.026474820143882,8.109356740369918,1.9705589640287773,1122,47,215,19,25,367,150,278,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.155,0.953,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,3,3,0,15,21,3,1,13,0,36,4,0,4,2,53,53,29,0,7,15,7,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,14,0,0,11,2,1,3,6,6,0,1,11,2,29,15,22,36,5,27,0,2,0,1,49,11,0,12,15,142,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112449006981043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343991939965428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852052173405043,0.0,0.0,0.199935890418006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555629132085766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279577419202313,0.0,0.1173262371282216,0.0,0.0,0.0982716715957542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603259570589168,0.0,0.07417096610383622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135612552948606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867043426126625,0.2154506137775265,0.06382084968382039,0.18837842746367106,0.0,0.12380759974757692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054033311850035,0.2372954336126825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353879848868044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171537514594185,0.0,0.2533513251525753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972507173057426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547070917234846,0.1013522310556033,0.0,0.07495897468013431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315206350767659,0.08963422085126332,0.0,0.16510211314039844,0.08326664171914726,0.0,0.0,0.11942890274565013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567316690327944,0.0,0.07609520645364735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112889283537996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578611875251105,0.0,0.0,0.11447242844516894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167677808071936,0.11671935525214268,0.0,0.1805198009671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195524422870728,0.11033101917801533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690491150671276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623555214819123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133038004921154,0.0,0.0,0.1082500915335783,0.12178107095027893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931723816530603,0.0,0.0,0.21694633945545846
autism,octopuspipe,2020/03/07,"Jobs How does everyone deal with their autism at work?

I ended up quitting due to multiple things.
I kept getting yelled at whenever I spaced out or fell off track. I wasn’t paid enough. The uniform made me have panic attacks as well, so I would be sitting on the floor in the bathroom crying because the uniform kept touching my neck or I didn’t like the material and it was too tight.",2.3459210526315784,4.836248855263161,3.175526315789476,89.21618421052631,80.1842105263158,5.905263157894738,26.605263157894736,7.1686216300943375,1.3687947368421065,307,13,60,4,8,97,61,76,0.121,0.8190000000000001,0.06,-0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,1,1,5,0,6,1,1,2,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,7,3,9,2,10,2,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,3,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972232846666834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926291311241586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869840802717414,0.0,0.26934968868319864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286321696285817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314006185423872,0.2699535244806015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496470729682932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649863139993562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592622588233621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763943466642327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472124569327016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653470895362195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27788433625932496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357088865976567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349059480203311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902018749146259,0.0,0.0,0.18559305546475136,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lagrumemasque,2020/03/07,I feel like every friend I make ends up pushing over my limits Why do they always start to touch me or make jokes about me or just become too comfortable and never check if what they do is ok? Is it how everybody interacts? Because I hate it. I feel like I always end up alone because of this.,2.625,4.273018166666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.7798999999999991,230,6,48,3,5,75,44,60,0.083,0.684,0.23399999999999999,0.8541,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,12,10,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,6,6,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334713996924661,0.0,0.0,0.3751418455184191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748328974554381,0.2489632253130144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993177144894693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992954008890264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796241244863474,0.3220860668490227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416211273799698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225596447298363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026167281133616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30094469558990306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386097512039622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595563494694109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034102021008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Schneeregen9,2020/03/07,"I think I might be autistic, would that hurt my chances of becoming an astronomer?      As the title says, I think I might have autism but I'm not sure (haven't been diagnosed just have a strong feeling that I'm not neurotypical) and I'm worried it might hurt my chances of becoming a scientist. I've made plans to see an expert on it, but if it hurts my chances of being an astronomer then I'd rather not find out, at least not until I'm in the field.",4.197741935483869,4.608483344086022,4.792634408602151,88.30895161290327,70.39784946236558,8.350537634408601,29.478494623655912,8.344100000000001,1.792191397849462,353,13,79,5,6,113,56,93,0.155,0.722,0.124,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,1,21,19,7,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,3,7,2,10,11,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,4,2,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806534793935637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491297117252452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713604726202445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750798261381546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534537043722821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306434977315493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484498603134151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704502457546458,0.0,0.0,0.13732599276376484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624205164976665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084629288689814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501112971301236,0.0,0.12241944150901506,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FastCletus,2020/03/07,"Amazing Memory Last night my 10 year old wanted to read to me before bed. He grabbed the lorax book and started reading, or so i thought. I had an idea that he had memorized it.  So i covered the text so he couldn't see it and he recited the whole page word for word.  Thought he might of just memorized one page, so I tried the next page, and the next, and the next.  HE MEMORIZED THE WHOLE DAMN BOOK!! He stumbled on maybe one or 2 sentences but he really did have the whole book memorized.

So my question is, obvious this is his Autism gift, what can I do to help him with this skill to set him up later in life.  What is a career path that this handy little trait can he benefit most from?",2.2828723404255307,3.9495014893617046,3.3868262411347523,91.70875,76.65957446808511,7.253191489361702,23.80673758865248,8.07648339933343,1.128678014184397,534,17,119,9,12,172,86,141,0.015,0.878,0.107,0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,10,0,12,1,0,0,1,24,17,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,11,2,11,10,7,14,0,0,1,0,14,4,1,5,9,72,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305035596910533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279830389751113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313206312844406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250141327288431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832726479274073,0.0,0.15371348161997253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407722080356398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269757552096448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893209036117725,0.14392403140102353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093229854049573,0.0,0.20785016204284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718055323996185,0.0,0.30681592206329344,0.0,0.09825048009695876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222132105161239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855356826739912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351167273021596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041257576686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045951045145442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136845196068063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876297056434996
autism,Professor_Dikwad,2020/03/08,"I need advice I’m Australian and lived in England for 3 years. I just moved back and got a scholarship for a school. I’m really struggling to adjust to the change and I don’t know why. My grades are suffering and I don’t want to lose this opportunity.

Any advice on how to deal with massive change would be appreciated. Thanks!",1.5449615384615392,4.167547861538466,3.1910576923076945,86.65581730769233,85.76923076923076,6.3269230769230775,20.43269230769231,7.645422480735847,0.9019615384615379,261,8,53,5,8,86,47,65,0.133,0.7020000000000001,0.165,0.2844,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,12,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,9,9,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,30,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314227663665672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011550859062406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974079318973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670420461931673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275804319728341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655151665166902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131676107749817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949236178139144,0.0,0.0,0.24695939331539035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346190931045906,0.0,0.1636810803674046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141616082889735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234077176487521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307726612036139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323415067591205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020228161615036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991898044409867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681231316923716,0.0,0.0,0.1421538105003122
autism,dawnfire05,2020/03/08,"Could autism make learning a new language a challenge? My dad has a knack for languages and accents, yet I'm the complete opposite. I can't understand any accent. My bf speaks Spanish, his family all speak Spanish. I lived with them for 7 months, I think usually someone would pick up on the new language by then. But I know as much Spanish as I did before I lived with them, I didn't learn a single thing. Is this a problem autistic people often face? If that's so, is there a way to help me learn Spanish?",2.7413091309130917,4.73281162376238,3.7411221122112224,88.22860286028605,76.32673267326732,6.073047304730473,28.05390539053905,6.937597516519254,1.4254149614961502,398,17,78,4,9,128,73,101,0.036000000000000004,0.9129999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.1692,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,8,0,8,1,1,2,1,18,13,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,13,1,10,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,53,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425916499792713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930243655902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378377114621325,0.0,0.0,0.18111350062025855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138448220507747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204625406801736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246654821994638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006082356800215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141764433219712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810617425166985,0.0,0.16675370195940245,0.0,0.0,0.4381675003023194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726248413080465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170555067606572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220102802756625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507025984997695,0.14535008816424294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361487251759551,0.0,0.0,0.24983251404792464,0.0,0.0,0.18005525094794697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114082227737808,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,texawesome,2020/03/08,"High functioning adult 26 & female. Diagnosis is recent and I'm struggling a bit. It totally explains my life. But I'm struggling with how to tell people. I've already faced some skepticism from my parents who swear I was just an eccentric child.

They're also fighting against me on getting care for my 3 year old. They are scared she'll be labeled. My point of view is - the assholes who label her won't be allowed in our inner circle. It's as simple as that.

Any advice on how to move forward against family + friends who just don't get it?",2.362702020202022,4.75952380555556,3.644646464646467,86.41954545454546,79.46296296296295,6.149494949494951,27.410774410774412,7.348242739294969,1.6405814814814814,433,19,82,6,11,141,86,108,0.162,0.782,0.057,-0.8658,2,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,2,3,3,0,9,2,1,3,1,11,15,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,10,2,13,10,3,11,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,1,4,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271117098970626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289188163390776,0.16589231494928486,0.0,0.22476470569429102,0.0,0.1410685429811794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647433289316654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150224790255448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955590610851404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027016246111356,0.0,0.2167611023259157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917521326729428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652332250181768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204793757191952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767682517530007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303412116284839,0.0,0.0,0.14381504983662768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961009498702876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048252114739692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768691065121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337295111148359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181314568929083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335866701233974
autism,SpikedUpRearingToGo,2020/03/08,"How to make sales as a person on the spectrum? I work at an outlet mall as a sales associate. I chose this job so I could get better at being a social being, or at least develop some sort of resilience in social environments. Essentially every shift, however, I find that the conversations I have with customers are mostly just ""Hi! How are you doing?"" or ""Finding everything alright""?, that sort of thing. I'm not too pushy or anything like that, I just suck as coming off as enthusiastic or getting personal but on a comfortable level. I see coworkers who have this insane charisma and just crush sales (Up to like $3000 a day). I was just looking for tips on how to develop a strategy for this sort of situation for someone on the spectrum. I'm high functioning and can carry conversations just fine, but sometimes I tend to freeze up and hit a brick wall, or just get too tense because I don't know how to navigate at a kind of level that sales needs. Any tips?",5.034573804573803,6.275153405405407,6.1610810810810825,76.23725571725575,69.0,9.367983367983367,30.44698544698545,9.661875296680813,2.911141372141372,760,30,140,17,13,254,108,185,0.061,0.83,0.109,0.7686,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,13,8,1,0,12,1,11,0,0,5,0,34,25,19,0,2,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,3,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,11,7,29,20,3,18,0,0,2,0,9,16,1,10,3,99,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558948061534508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197680900342705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125798840808488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633354245191458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590864143998912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745283027838835,0.0,0.0,0.1191040308634496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560179152282555,0.0,0.16597946388569845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375903582465222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894647561046265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512572127202985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326749444970253,0.0,0.0,0.19231694559094534,0.10149590243343136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804517131838244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508561042022778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232760679596264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693869516147267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225128251271214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716692552448554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075892936241367,0.0,0.37651824691380203,0.15647969625689198,0.0,0.18265432964622025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269391626243575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445003994579938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bean--bea,2020/03/08,"Is there a way to make a special interest go away? I had other special interests before, but never as “strong” as this one(a anime called Jojo’s Bizzarre Adventure). Talking about it makes me so happy, but I feel like my friends and family are getting tired of me babbling about it everyday. Is there a way to make it go away?",5.58404761904762,6.2133664126984165,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,67.41269841269842,9.474603174603176,33.21031746031745,9.516144504307137,3.171098412698413,256,11,46,5,4,85,46,63,0.096,0.624,0.28,0.9212,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,1,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,9,9,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197793077730816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009513443832074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811420396793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105996311521764,0.0,0.11295667607993992,0.1595954838876106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725966411973872,0.0,0.11671616734266915,0.0,0.25392431692178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378111880562759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914091565065298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473594413998103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172298210381873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138017916943192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955874678309586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567629898950623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546456638323155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lovetowrite1000,2020/03/08,"Is it worth it to go for a screening? I am not diagnosed with autism, but I recently learned about autism in girls and greatly related to a lot of symptoms. I am not looking to be diagnosed on reddit, but I just want to know if these symptoms are indicators that I should be tested:

\-when I was young, teachers said they thought I might have autism, but when I went in for testing, results came back negative. However, I learned that many autistic girls did not come back positive for autism at first.

\-when I was young, I did not make eye contact with people

\-I also frequently chewed on my hair when I was young (I read that is an example of a symptom)

\-I have no desire to interact with people in social situations, but when I feel that I have no friends, I am very sad and lonely

\-I heard of this idea of ""masking,"" in which I can really relate to. I often feel that in order to be social, I have to mimic my friends. There have been periods of my life where I have been very social, but I felt that I was hiding who I was and had to copy others in order to be that way.

Are these common behavior traits for girls without autism? Or could it point to autism? Is it worth it for me to go for a screening?",4.060539620806999,5.0570289917355415,4.882425862907149,85.41262275157997,71.06611570247934,8.173456490034031,27.87165775401069,8.4952907291091,1.8382403500243072,944,33,195,15,17,306,119,242,0.10800000000000001,0.823,0.069,-0.9087,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,13,5,0,0,5,0,32,9,2,2,0,38,47,16,0,5,13,0,4,0,2,2,6,2,0,3,18,8,1,0,8,1,2,5,8,2,0,1,16,10,31,3,37,24,1,34,0,2,4,0,14,11,0,5,15,154,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682292973849164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542772612844007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277857804804665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506632086208643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665181401465676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115936992160583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508292446604606,0.0,0.12825660992770302,0.0,0.0,0.1136220714212402,0.0,0.0,0.20640532153637275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183183727255875,0.0,0.0,0.14727111462091486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079422236277654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341142309132477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435066711467034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217256154161376,0.0,0.0,0.11356393131057475,0.0,0.0,0.08916489597158489,0.13542795193422347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170601295723975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521346174151976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262751562424653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361496287873753,0.0,0.0855740090846077,0.0,0.13189296430425052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706404188201642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014818429212848,0.0,0.408500338384427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165186042100136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604665785785077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204330230251648,0.0787882457319569,0.10602864541128967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382889936084493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876521045936962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blackdogtattoo,2020/03/08,"Diagnosed with autism aged 29 - how do I deal with the things I've done Does anyone else have this experience.

I've just been diagnosed as an adult. It took me to hurt my partner horrendously to realise that I had such trouble understanding communication and dealing with stress (there was a lot of stress) that I have it and to go and get diagnosed.

I need help. I've hurt her so badly. I'm grateful for the cloak of anonymity that reddit gives me. I hurt her by trying to do things to not hurt her and I need to know how to live with myself and how to help her.",1.622894736842106,3.933640149122809,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,81.71929824561403,6.2561403508771924,20.903508771929825,7.492282038375204,0.6269087719298243,443,13,96,7,12,144,67,114,0.201,0.73,0.069,-0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,8,3,0,3,0,19,17,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,0,14,0,17,12,1,3,0,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456452818579476,0.13857167090023034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292163259928953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788576497808995,0.0,0.4118041214244335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835140741878117,0.13839978043737194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297754889181084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229287487622174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065849553526819,0.12973669296428342,0.07686128932265926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130006347257896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791185180716679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432560563278193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942138759290785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497812761643054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056083464285449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098390888953515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969788759983668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025911984567847,0.09182061259141296,0.0,0.0,0.14079195546710632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aboveaverageisfine,2020/03/08,"Getting bullied at work I'm just over 40. I usually can't tell when coworkers/leads/managers are lying to me. I discovered this recently, after being gaslit, bullied and manipulated by my boss, getting less and less productive until I was put on medical leave. I could barely speak. He retired while I was on leave, so he's not a future concern, at least. I'm a senior software engineer, in a software town, so leaving this job is a definite possibility, but I worry I'll have the same problems anywhere.

  
How do I defend myself at work? Can learning these sorts of things be enough  [https://www.inc.com/justin-bariso/an-fbi-agent-s-8-ways-to-spot-a-liar.html](https://www.inc.com/justin-bariso/an-fbi-agent-s-8-ways-to-spot-a-liar.html)  ? 

I don't want to be doomed to be ""gullible"" forever.",9.880081967213117,13.245670614754095,7.158163934426232,65.47167213114757,60.0655737704918,8.814426229508197,33.511475409836066,9.3871,3.500331803278689,653,26,87,12,10,186,88,122,0.221,0.7659999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9707,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,3,0,14,19,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,14,12,5,17,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,8,63,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597582075631241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674985330264348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908096734240805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856171199014627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356096977675718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157293530745826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557511600487345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146225202998146,0.0,0.2011490191090855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756798102410586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489035190439695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329330885272243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203744861570026,0.0,0.11802020463946918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134059140103896,0.20320444524043693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JolliLolli,2020/03/08,"Nonverbal ways for saying Thank You? Or really you can share any interesting nonverbal cues you know about. I have something I want to say to my mom, but I really don't want to actually have to hear ""Thank you"" come out of my mouth, it's weird...
I'm wondering if there's any way I could tell her thank you without having to actually say it.

Pls and ty",1.7024404761904748,3.7804191250000017,3.990873015873017,84.77000000000002,79.97222222222223,8.55873015873016,21.3968253968254,9.23628265651192,1.7108825396825402,275,8,60,8,7,95,48,72,0.0,0.74,0.26,0.9358,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,12,16,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,12,5,10,15,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,3,0,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3433153857254509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924256786356066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152639419621158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404456550887317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825747391581647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966726679926911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601755492691232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537821556049956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196596293325003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542009527193785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374853296477184,0.4858484697061327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075063961611749,0.2792500568422207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956593286935828,0.1907612327062848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vitohrh,2020/03/08,"good morning, i hope you are doing something you enjoy.  i'm listening to a band called crystal castles and i appreciate their music.",5.568749999999998,7.947925041666673,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,69.41666666666666,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.94265,107,6,15,2,2,36,21,24,0.0,0.578,0.42200000000000004,0.8934,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599577966138541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599555403228593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446655647728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221700954454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Phobobbles,2020/03/08,"Interior Design for Sensory Impaired Children Hi Everyone,

I am designing a hotel lobby and twin bedroom for a sensory impairment focussed hotel. It is under water themed with a bright colour palette - I'm wondering what sort of things are needed in the space/ what doesn't help? Any suggestions are welcome :)",7.589716981132077,9.923221132075478,8.05674528301887,60.899457547169845,64.09433962264151,11.337735849056607,39.66509433962264,11.20814326018867,5.7128528301886785,252,14,32,8,4,83,45,53,0.040999999999999995,0.778,0.18100000000000002,0.7745,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403575833650925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782497893015772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33547501436949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711148666748538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325103713151217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427715706569812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kessinn,2020/03/08,"Relationship advice? I was recently diagnosed with autism (18F) and overall it’s been a huge relief. My therapist has been able to change how she works with me to a way that more fits my situation. I told her a couple weeks ago I wanted to make closer friendships (I am really good at making friends but not forming real lasting relationships) and we worked on being more open with people.

 I successfully was able to open up to my friends and I think it did really help but I ended up with a girlfriend. I decided to go with it because she is a good friend and I have never been in any relationship before or kissed someone. Things moved kind of quickly and we ended up making out and dating. 

Thing is though I didn’t feel anything. When we were together I was kinda bored and mostly doing it because I know she wanted to. She was sweet and kept on asking if it was okay and I said yeah so it’s not like this was forced. She seems really attached but I just feel uncomfortable. I really want to have a deep relationship but when I pursue this it just feels foreign. I really like being alone but at the same time I also want a deep relationship. 

My question is should I keep on going with this or call it quits? I feel like continuing is leading her on but what happens if I end up liking it? But right now I don’t like it. Also how do you even tell a person this? I am pretty good in social situations now because I made sooooo many mistakes when I was little but I never had any experience with this. Idk if I’m asking for a script or just some pointers. Any advice would help.",2.6887931034482757,4.817486054140126,4.341038875466726,83.22461783439492,76.99363057324841,7.006193718427412,22.292554359762807,7.990435384864732,1.1962959806720836,1247,36,242,21,29,418,160,314,0.08800000000000001,0.723,0.18899999999999997,0.9876,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,0,5,16,19,0,0,10,2,30,2,0,7,2,73,55,32,0,10,19,0,4,5,4,2,1,1,0,1,19,22,0,2,9,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,18,6,42,17,30,33,6,45,0,0,0,1,31,22,0,11,23,180,61,4,0.16429020852576648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054249034796,0.07281667857707028,0.0,0.0,0.0850775543491089,0.0,0.13138282040163798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758446332323856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759842159186312,0.0,0.15358916742365322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502246793460841,0.0,0.06989943345490128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387933582565323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868986282580063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089199544202643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833755516859659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826854125466605,0.0,0.0,0.05425606663670488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803536743787893,0.0,0.0,0.16614013159812774,0.05868447889877172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039531135128632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336991157453432,0.20669824832289707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264064441129474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012026368585563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301434300840277,0.0,0.08554148526057664,0.04514480102281255,0.06695922373526664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065974316678573,0.0823309747646144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772768383906857,0.16449748488798868,0.08328224253862794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730724576131177,0.0,0.0,0.12671073698515964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694907226267425,0.07172593655797302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357110273341199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202131656470287,0.08737142982432389,0.0,0.0934991125031664,0.2631212861820613,0.0,0.0811083804003786,0.44096550015627695,0.0,0.07015147020727802,0.07813880519359967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478181776657566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846690778728618,0.0,0.08373658901909982,0.06960128027100204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179844181779206,0.0,0.0,0.09537679738256538,0.10914711438740443,0.05263526593772109,0.08070714786480787,0.0,0.04789947088911682,0.0,0.0,0.0784931673742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938052432020477,0.06520296022400185,0.06589184772337872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960522849369785,0.0,0.0,0.0583535252101718,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,catwithglasses1,2020/03/08,"I have 2 part sensory overloads Part 1: I'm irritable everything's uncomfortable and I cn only eat oreos because everything else tastes dry but if I have anything with it it tastes too sour, and conversations are hard to follow. 



Part 2: on the next day I can get out of bed and mostly live my life how I would normally but when I get out of my seat I get a terrible headache and have to have lights off, but otherwise everything else is normal.



Usally my PTSD triggers it",4.204792626728112,5.681273043010751,5.705407066052231,77.82096774193552,71.25806451612904,10.04546850998464,29.414746543778804,10.290406445055957,3.160242396313365,375,15,73,11,7,127,62,93,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,0,17,13,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,9,12,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892938760422302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291474373273653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887878339833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275111376377328,0.2820648676933899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551896849998478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646138023447689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512349074482128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924677470068168,0.0,0.0,0.14907642368578686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954833334884554,0.0,0.33082720899796275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839975703439616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484662174562823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734852331325067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992912454294058,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,monochrome_rainb0w,2020/03/08,"[venting/interior monologue/some kind of peace] ""How they do it? How are they capable of keep going on while I'm already mentally exhausted?"" *""How they do it? How are they capable of keep going on while I'm already mentally exhausted?""*  
The fact people know they can win a discussion with me just by keeping the conversation on, because I eventually burn out frustrates me.  
I've been asking myself things like that my entire life (34yo), and seemed like family and friends ""knew something"" I didn't. There has been many times I asked them, out of desperation, clearly, and looking for a clearly answer:  
*""is something wrong with me?""*, or  
*""Why I seem to be different from others?"",* or  
*""Really, I can't stand it anymore. What is happening to me? Why I can't figure it out?""*  


But the answer was always something in the range of:  


*""nothing's wrong with you""*, or  
*""you're not so different. You're weird. That's all""*, or  
*""everyone's different""*, or  
*""give it time""* or  
*""keep trying""*  
But it always felt like *""there's more to it. There's something that are keeping for themselves""*. Some looks here and there between them. A rephrased reply on-the-fly (I don't know if it makes sense). I always felt like I couldn't read between lines in a conversation.  
Now I look backwards and maybe (?)... Maybe people around me were aware of my condition but they didn't said it to me because... what. Why, damn! Why not? Why not tell it to me when I was specifically asking for it? They don't know but they suspect it? They were worried of my reaction? What reaction? Shame? Anger?  
Hm, but what's the point of knowing it now? I mean: what's done is done. I'm going to work on it now, in the present.  
I'm self-diagnosed. Not sure if I really am in the spectrum but I think there's pretty evidence that's the case. I've done the test from Dr. Baron-Cohen multiple times in various moments (in an attempt to interpret the questions in a different way, therefore answering different and obtaining different results) and I've never gotten punctuations lower than 34. 36 is the average. There was a time when back in high school the guidance counselor made me do some kind of aptitude test. Thirty minutes later we checked the results and the counselor said to me that I had pretty good abilities, above average actually, in almost every field ""but"" Mathematics. I mean, I suck at Math. Really. I struggle with some basic mental calculus. I always use the phone's calculator.  
Does it Mathematics a field where people in the spectrum shine? Right now I still don't know what to think. Be in the spectrum would explain some much about my past and myself, but if being good at Math it's a clear trait and if I don't have it, well, I'm not in the spectrum. (Maybe the teachers didn't know how to deal with my situation, because they kept me in the same educational path as everyone. Maybe if I were taught in an alternate way Math nowadays things would be different? Who knows.)  
Actually, I don't think having a clinical diagnosis might have any impact on me rather than having an official acknowledgement. The first time I questioned myself if I might be on the spectrum (a week ago), the very first what came to my mind was:

  
*""ah, now it makes sense""*,  
followed by an inmense sense of relief. That fact irritated me later. But for the moment, I felt releived. I thought there were several traits I beleive indicates I might have some kind of autism. One of the big ones is feeling mentally drained just by doing some ""basic things"", like having a conversation with anybody different than my family and my friends. It's exhausting. Even with my family and closest friends I end up exhausted eventually (unless I deliberately end the situation quickly). Another one is having everything always in the same places because otherwise I lose track of what's where easily. Another, having the meals every day, etc. I've never been able to make small talk. I'm terrible at it. I'm unable to tell if a person is being sincere or not, therefore I suspect from everyone. I'm able to be and act like everyone else (of sorts), but I get burnt out so much early than my peers. I literally struggle trying to separate ambient noise from a conversation. There's more, but now it enters the other side, here comes ""the Critic"":

  
*""So now you can relax? Why? Because you have a new label to put on yourself? What has changed because of knowing this? Are you looking for a conforting excuse that explains why you acted like you acted in the past? What do you want out of all of this? You want something. I can tell. You want forgiveness for your past behaviour. Sorry buddy, the world doesn't work that way. Don't expect nothing from the world. The world is indifferent. The world keeps changing. The world reacts to what you do. That's what it does. The ""world"" don't have a motivation to do nothing. Period. People, on the other hand... Hey, all you have to do is keep going! Whether you like it or not, it is this way for you and for your neighbor and for some person in the other side of the world regadless their situation.""*  
*""Wait a minute. Maybe MY world has changed because of this""*, because right in the moment I was aware of this in me, I think I gave myself permission to act and be like I am. And that felt good. As a matter of fact, it still does.""  
What was really bugging me was:  
*""but why? Why this time being aware of this seems to really have clicked something inside me?""*  
Don't you see? Because of two main reasons: 

1. I had a ""why""! I found out that there has to be a logical explanation for the things I do. Thay way I can find a way to replicate the reactions of my actions, therefore I have to spend less energy on them. Otherwise, the situation seems random, therefore I have to spend the same amount of energy. Just like it was the first time. And
2. *""because I am actually different. This this and this tells it.""* I was unable to explain how I was acting the way I did, therefore I was unable to improve those aspects of myself. By categorizing the traits it gives me a framework where I can explore deeper into some parts of myself. Since now I was unable to tackle some issues like the perception and how an autistic person filters inputs, just because *""I'm just like I am, I'm just weird. There's no interest in look into this, just keep going"".* 

Yeah, I know this post is unstructured. The first time I tried writing it, I did it putting my thoughts as they were coming, but it made no sense, and because of that I had to rewrite several blocks several times. I apologize in advance. I struggle a lot trying to communicate what I really want to express. I hope some parts of this resonates with somebody (actually it felt like some kind of venting), and this doesn't offend anyone or break any community rules either. I repeat that I still am not sure if I'm on the spectrum or not. Maybe all of this is lack of practice (taking action in the real world, instead of constantly imagining situations) and self-confidence.  
I won't deny that I feel like I need forgiveness for being who I am and act like I do. I don't know how to stop feeling that way. But! I won't deny either that I finally feel like I've given myself permission to be the way I am. Some moments one part has more strength than the other and vice versa. And I think that will not change ever. And I'm okay with it.",2.167503653851206,4.849080097004278,3.654920752999658,84.17836373104157,82.90870185449359,6.8071099130952275,24.578402457488426,7.989725234340912,1.7659853530889271,5744,224,1071,118,163,1888,445,1402,0.069,0.8170000000000001,0.115,0.9955,12,0,6,0,0,0,294.0,1,16,15,13,55,58,5,4,82,4,122,9,1,24,15,246,223,79,0,20,54,0,10,16,4,8,7,3,1,3,91,49,1,12,57,2,3,22,33,19,3,9,50,21,142,39,152,152,36,157,0,1,8,0,73,68,2,44,71,762,233,12,0.06243382195258751,0.0,0.12185280807726948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027671908059856108,0.0,0.03125922706931023,0.0,0.06889727504001247,0.0,0.12987485333437612,0.0,0.0,0.04245713987474002,0.06546730602250629,0.0,0.0,0.03095878745427693,0.02182758998395759,0.0,0.0,0.027789669138362404,0.08755079336883245,0.0,0.0,0.02400387763585176,0.0,0.2283544702350777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035703829876906075,0.0,0.0,0.13209341039295253,0.05378120934375261,0.0,0.033734390754575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02013232506909885,0.032183264486597724,0.0,0.031684507530124376,0.0,0.2935352501047332,0.0,0.0,0.08195438748721638,0.0958372146262294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026077723454167357,0.0,0.055297834909853336,0.0,0.03481510755631618,0.020618475286142756,0.028237483179939432,0.052603187743715696,0.11931638483671594,0.028055746707453227,0.0,0.08828557630355999,0.0,0.06313683261136133,0.044602734877796014,0.14986565001303073,0.03419660010397605,0.028531691090306382,0.1062123541170764,0.0,0.034227731615491926,0.07235432395016625,0.0,0.016309547554627497,0.0598922110484207,0.08870644950911746,0.07854979155181681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027605011280904868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03298238037379808,0.0,0.03100543627059073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032582344651158744,0.0,0.22197619844918887,0.0,0.1300304359764964,0.17155997879820206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022049427416292518,0.24401609401499474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107171520077388,0.03492373840589096,0.0,0.02653950138474436,0.0,0.05907639191819913,0.06251259143988737,0.03164904804204093,0.18816949748222145,0.06800873520845302,0.0,0.0,0.12583721587313484,0.09934862813493683,0.03152018114506048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045896042862777035,0.023146943940879097,0.048152812412870435,0.030149487145789283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986040401949605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461354711017087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141461756467676,0.089400221381928,0.08656750198123239,0.08177220771633655,0.0326150277894148,0.0,0.029510071069930074,0.0,0.02989717156407917,0.06351764228993513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276323539968412,0.0699401692382939,0.0,0.03122535871574411,0.035531678942583564,0.11999011515662078,0.032096183652811215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053318142814902235,0.05938886187827805,0.0,0.0,0.031593180499346236,0.024875836381017282,0.11367481331054445,0.06513209260716729,0.10579867158831516,0.0,0.02582295134624724,0.17544557937326075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419381913899795,0.0,0.03494477607181623,0.0,0.0,0.07478959629058797,0.026098735376925367,0.0,0.09790407981137583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058843138316380925,0.0,0.023471232061667215,0.025090970567173597,0.10913982453731454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295651417635351,0.10001268034994848,0.0,0.049565480704767934,0.16382548647022507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477693368419914,0.0,0.03049438602926577,0.0,0.0,0.02696138817688939,0.0,0.02575722085483577,0.07365017158436962,0.2230067781484171,0.02504032301013992,0.0,0.028067751967982387,0.0,0.28168406676208313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045452565964714364,0.03170228840134499,0.0,0.04435119580125562,0.06826158327958694,0.0,0.0
autism,foxholder7,2020/03/08,"Finding out your autistic in your late twenties (anyone relate? I let my sensory issues get the better of me. I had sensory issues as a child (light sensitivy, clothing felt wrong, some foods made me gag) 
Looking back I can see I wasnt nerotypical when I think of how I interacted with the few friends I could handle. 


The thing is I had a major trauma happen so every behavior began to be blamed on that. Plus when the trauma happened I kinda went into automode and people thought I wasnt feeling anything because I kept up schedule as usual.

 As I have gotten older my sensory issues have come back. Im not sure if I'm relaxed enough to not be in automode or if they are getting worse but Im coming out of a fog and realizing just how much of an issue I have expressing myself or even knowing whats wrong at the moment.

 I look back and Im sad at how I let my sensory issues get best of me with pets. I snapped at them and Im ashamed. I didn't know or even notice the growing tension in myself back then until after I snapped. I always tried to make up for it and I know I was wrong. I also hate how I let my autism come off durong stressful times. I fear Ive been so terrible at expressing whats going on inside that I have made people think Im cold, snappy, controlling. 

I have been taking a social break becaise I dont seem to know the rules and I am so tired of miscommunication but cant seem to fix it. Im happy with my spouse but I wish for friends that will understand and not make fun of my austic traits. I cant keep masking that is all I know. Anyone felt lile this before?",2.333758710801394,4.027642210365855,4.2682055749128915,85.32609756097563,76.59146341463416,6.758885017421602,24.214285714285715,7.5804360353943165,1.185488327526132,1247,41,253,17,28,425,173,328,0.179,0.742,0.079,-0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,3,17,20,1,4,12,0,29,2,0,9,2,62,68,31,0,4,12,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,10,17,1,3,16,1,0,6,9,12,0,0,17,8,47,8,38,44,7,38,0,1,3,0,12,15,0,9,16,177,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013344832355695,0.06256829911293185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515624418181403,0.0,0.0618791129482807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128138469168316,0.0,0.04583819997553773,0.0,0.06398544279467773,0.0,0.07891255794292326,0.06650390443483839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432161268037693,0.0,0.0,0.08433763413294161,0.06003712276347576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812802979171555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769657980893961,0.0,0.0993312327856551,0.0,0.06335506644555636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461532828367821,0.038020872848458086,0.0,0.14439806592316426,0.0,0.06872690657597645,0.0,0.09092614387469884,0.0,0.11619100661908024,0.0,0.11785891844288428,0.0,0.042735075525691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298945550241847,0.08004652099207936,0.0,0.07423953679537215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873412966330542,0.3924204404461761,0.0,0.06683680878142438,0.0,0.0,0.20662614420086806,0.0,0.08482328321048742,0.0,0.0,0.2306760767422781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628979469663598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230273471547822,0.10038654954153743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527700829322306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561005428065802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426154906747116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992071334104341,0.13690948513545434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766518762982529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613566713127398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087043766363281,0.0,0.056537313824812765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995624498405513,0.09636389398817223,0.0,0.05969646438074781,0.04384683398683556,0.08642563972120809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105249792827071,0.0,0.0,0.07828069114269695,0.0,0.0,0.0828167158430225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970655774848293,0.0,0.0,0.08647058789156586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663017240419856,0.0,0.2466419239891275,0.0,0.0
autism,ilovenoodles97,2020/03/08,"questions about stim toys Hi all! I'm a graphic design student doing a project on the benefits of stim toys. I would love to hear yall's perspective on how these toys help you in your day to day life. 

When do you find yourself using them?

Have they helped you cut down on negative stims?

What stim toys are most effective for you?

How do the toys help you through over stimulation, anxiety, etc?

Let me know any other thoughts you might have about them, open to any and all information!

Thanks :)",2.7053684210526288,5.2849743263157904,2.89605263157895,91.21986842105262,79.42105263157895,6.747368421052633,24.23684210526316,7.908726449838941,1.2968736842105253,391,14,80,7,10,119,67,95,0.068,0.7240000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,8,3,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,5,2,17,16,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,14,12,4,10,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,3,3,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098956813173297,0.0,0.17430690699184942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389264619316513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541163043043249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825349695367876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568068697140605,0.0,0.4581751511826467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522203962233108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299511083541524,0.1609392990669705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056462115484841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171600579353136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552474855995367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977641211746967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808898156840231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679181836054613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186022045547138,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wookiehealer,2020/03/08,"autistic brother screams when i sit down My brother starts screaming and running and hitting things when i sit down, and this lasts for like 10-20 minutes, and it's really bad. He used to do this with my sister too, but the screaming is so intense and i have no idea what is happening to him when someone just comes into his area and sits down. He has pretty bad autism, meaning he only speaks occasionally and doesn't read or write. These aren't normal anger issues, and i just don't know what to do for him because i need to come downstairs. Any advice or similar experiences.",5.956696428571429,6.551877705357143,5.926785714285713,81.06821428571429,66.58928571428572,8.185714285714287,32.07142857142857,7.957251820313856,2.2084142857142863,461,18,87,5,7,145,76,112,0.142,0.76,0.099,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,24,18,15,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,12,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,0,4,10,1,11,17,0,16,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133396450431302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484649945013866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645759355909621,0.13308576314780735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761264641497261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135587199716066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930595353394776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645655325809065,0.0,0.2278692174625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199828880799712,0.17795982849255512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666005812882097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781433531693036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188141335215467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139071137071096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604209497224856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210978980538326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837894515334028,0.0,0.1398612957247828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849817128833604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452792391899028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504201716581056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885582664890304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,freebirdnca,2020/03/08,"any alternative ""treatments"" for autism, anxiety, psychosis wondering if anyone has had any luck with alternative treatments like ketamine, trans cranial magnetic stimulation, brain shock (if that's still used), micro-dosing ect. I'm not looking to cure autism, but looking to treat some of the debilitating side effects of anxiety, psychosis and depression. Also curious to hear if any medications have helped you. I'm not wanting to use benzos or anything else that turns you into a zombie (these drugs are used more for psychiatric patients with schizophrenia/ paranoia - symptoms that I have but are not specific to autism). thanks for the input and rock on 🧜🏻‍♂️",10.577994100294989,10.83066115044248,9.402787610619471,61.19350294985252,56.964601769911496,12.489085545722716,43.612094395280245,11.855464076750405,5.6568536873156345,542,28,77,14,6,169,80,113,0.106,0.778,0.11699999999999999,0.3291,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,5,0,23,18,9,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,3,4,14,17,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,7,2,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571506350459654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37173171714351466,0.0,0.2787837316549772,0.0,0.0,0.1274070357350125,0.0,0.14994514906830272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340912245301027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693913639950371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211308351304292,0.0,0.15221494660907448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053664386829692,0.0,0.12213302444774825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901969718409146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30602478266648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355966336998614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455149312438269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893882864908246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775655076604393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819459492924307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721186190655674,0.0,0.0,0.107473500851859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976014029932492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,notmydadsaccount,2020/03/08,My 15 year old grinds his teeth - need help. Hello! I have a trans son that grinds his teeth at night and during the day. He gets headaches and can’t sleep. Is this an autistic thing? Any ideas for fixing? He’s had braces and goes to the dentist but he is being diagnosed for autism and I realized this may be a contributing factor and wanted to ask your advise. Thanks a million for the help!!,1.0684615384615377,3.623828153846155,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,87.97435897435898,4.6584615384615375,16.774358974358975,6.2581,-0.3876348717948712,308,7,65,3,10,94,58,78,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.8882,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,8,5,3,0,0,11,13,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871198036418328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731757498519383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884504795009168,0.0,0.0,0.2965857453775763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266701916263728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917227511664216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32986812774366553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666909657319366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27421813104805703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662394390606856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924197945263173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26902657118909884,0.0,0.0,0.19413051920979865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235230037715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817286412335524
autism,s_em_,2020/03/08,"(HFA 25yo F) Does anyone else have periods where they struggle to speak actual language when they’re really stressed? Hi there.

I was wondering if anyone has the same experience? There are times when I become really stressed out and when that happens, I can’t speak very well. I stop thinking in English (my native language) and so it becomes hard to talk in it. I just have a hard time talking. I can write and type better because I have a better chance of getting actually words out. 
I just revert back to my own internal language/jargon for a few days and then wake up and feel fine and can speak actual language again. 

It’s frustrating and it makes my work/school life difficult. I can’t find much on this relating to adult ASD.

TIA!!",2.8114893617021264,5.446739510638301,3.72564539007092,85.09400000000002,79.42553191489361,7.164255319148936,25.002836879432625,8.238735603445708,1.8393041134751784,585,22,109,12,15,187,94,141,0.13699999999999998,0.752,0.111,-0.4233,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,1,3,4,0,10,2,1,1,0,21,16,13,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,6,13,4,12,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,11,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.4248641586905984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202950008317068,0.14869804937035755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159241971785293,0.0,0.08846705337050889,0.3205590472608055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567031194996244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359383109217437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700015312711346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123359005284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196041883520547,0.0,0.0,0.07337972671860825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264192126417726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582199441834855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833384888505708,0.0,0.2600075779899968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250631152619348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096872283823447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668381492834264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859420034224261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687458051524227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133127307469245,0.33248114739555323,0.15171650364360734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332924839175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299045072659057,0.0,0.0,0.16924749246311216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974359493089773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048509935201313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738222834236906,0.10565296772743316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Askingformylilbabyy,2020/03/09,"Any advice for parents with asd child? My 17 month old got diagnosed with ASD. He is bright and cute as a button and able to identify alphabets, numbers, colors, and even pick up a tune and learn it right away... but he won’t look at me, won’t call me mom, won’t point or tell me what he needs/wants. He’s always been content in playing alone. Wanders off into dark rooms alone. Didn’t cry or look for us when I dropped him off at daycare for the first time with complete strangers...

Well all those warning flags were valid. I was heartbroken when he got his asd diagnosed. Doctors want him to start ABA therapy for up to 25 hours weekly, on top of speech therapy and occupational therapy. I’m overwhelmed and worried to say the least. We are sorta in limbo trying to get everything started. Meanwhile I’ve been reading everything I can about asd... I am heartbroken not because he is asd but because I don’t want him to feel lonely or feel like he doesn’t belong anywhere. I don’t want him to have a lifetime struggle with social relationships.. All I wish for him in life is happiness, mental and physical health and for him to a good person. 

Would love some insight on how to raise a child with asd.. as a nt.. I will do everything in my power to make him feel loved and accepted. To not judge, to be open minded. I just fear the world won’t be as patient and understanding.",3.5169506876886985,5.25158998892989,4.3668584367661865,85.6944070781617,73.4649446494465,7.58409929553841,27.44733310969473,8.296473431620573,1.8257439114391143,1081,41,216,18,22,348,159,271,0.124,0.723,0.153,0.5499,2,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,3,7,14,0,3,9,0,24,7,0,3,2,46,43,21,0,5,8,2,3,1,0,6,5,2,1,3,3,18,0,0,7,2,0,0,10,4,1,1,7,9,24,10,42,28,4,31,0,2,4,2,29,20,0,5,11,130,27,3,0.10767597865419236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052197201459312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303968101930566,0.0,0.0,0.08959503998309415,0.0,0.0,0.07322335785149063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011651264220837,0.0,0.0,0.13127655435058946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994921310206224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289621499769766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827700647719147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857770354492145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102109267744477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711189683847535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29031667988161297,0.0,0.0,0.12116541168995745,0.1633326303261619,0.07692374066523287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158913243695684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625625468468775,0.0,0.0,0.0903135022429314,0.17223663303520936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462308150407505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144545301536456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603914930019404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605472808045773,0.052605044246672616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084140636265503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436354937258588,0.0,0.07187455186935042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851206082296484,0.0,0.10872204346961814,0.1261088048236092,0.08594593887301814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298782654835995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956143170252086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401851130473178,0.0,0.0,0.10178860378025603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770511730322216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560370446450748,0.0,0.09195469743912836,0.0,0.0856282600231415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976210028221348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242722379331602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256631185079596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411355135463673,0.0,0.3694105969369768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278672906054232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310492146932701,0.0,0.0,0.11209449117635656,0.1295209445274234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404032799460946,0.0,0.0863711751614836,0.0,0.09681363617530016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382206148073555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109350183039717,0.0,0.07648992586118603,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spekkje,2020/03/09,"Overloading Hi,

Not a native English speaker so sorry for bad grammar.

Lately everything feels like too much. And nothing feels OK. Every small change makes my mind go crazy. Every sound is to much but no sound isn't good either. Probably because no sound is not possible and the sounds from far away are frustrating.  Ask me more than one question and I don't know anymore. It feels like my brain is getting a fatal error on the second question.

I really really don't know what to do. Everything just feels like too much I don't know what to do with my life I don't even know what to do with tomorrow. For a very long time in my head keeps going to the same solution and that is not make it to the next day. I don't believe I can change. I don't believe something will change. So why keep going

I cannot talk about this people close to me. I'm trying but I don't know.  Suicidal thoughts is something I have for a very long time and people don't care anymore I think. Maybe just don't know what to do with it. Just like me.

I'm wondering what do you do when everything is to much?",1.25,3.5399999684684715,2.6877702702702706,92.26787162162165,83.09909909909909,6.0423423423423435,20.96171171171171,7.333567415737692,0.657636036036036,851,26,181,13,24,276,106,222,0.138,0.777,0.085,-0.8788,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,10,10,1,0,8,1,27,3,2,2,0,39,52,10,2,0,9,0,4,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,10,9,0,2,15,0,0,3,16,3,0,2,1,9,19,7,21,50,7,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,13,115,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863657550532045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891003816101169,0.0,0.0893539780664762,0.0,0.07940843576529102,0.05797493055632924,0.0,0.0,0.21430081455530972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616827654179303,0.0,0.0,0.09696556025352002,0.0,0.3018244248924441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133465116493238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628157445743524,0.0,0.1602595904521954,0.0,0.25642186358016644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235113632356574,0.20382840844329014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968827030596571,0.0,0.16215054499807788,0.07976929386567683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760483998365424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906681980433844,0.0,0.0,0.3136022714912954,0.0,0.107282222170858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067175248478408,0.18585337204806235,0.0,0.0,0.16832929910011205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696622558403292,0.0,0.09554543458790936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602861609636723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796515324660628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114490674374424,0.0,0.0,0.09125550601100016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444539289448055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186722144647314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721623762141748,0.0,0.0,0.10253893114402236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307801597300086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185298735759027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643245902091692,0.0,0.10646190358267756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402908444830028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644153975485471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093923916169462,0.0,0.07550249309046163,0.11091260812415303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645698352836316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569426433049531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581718164331842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313696920294196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Zaylyn5355,2020/03/09,Love from parents How do/did you know that your parents loved you? I think my 10 year old daughter might be on the spectrum. I love her but does she know that i love her?,0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,85.66666666666667,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.8357555555555556,132,4,32,0,4,40,27,36,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.9301,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,4,13,1,0,1,2,19,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250925423896452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923446625182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7529217649417727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212455560527477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188450305017041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631547657316254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363462480606986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343035891589863
autism,cowardlytoe,2020/03/09,"Anyone else hate doing things on their free time? 
I dunno if this is selfish, but I really hate it when people throw a wrench in my day-off plans.


I have the day off from school, and my dad doesn’t have work, so I was looking forward to a nice, cozy day. I just wanted to get brunch, maybe visit a gem shop to add to my collection, then rest at home with my coffee and my writing. But that didn’t end up happening.


A family friend of ours, although I love her to pieces, decided to join and my whole day was thrown off. We kept going to a bunch of shops, we didn’t go to a gem shop at all, and I for some reason now I’m kinda down. We’re back home, and another family friend joined. Now, there are two people in my house and I feel like I can’t enjoy myself anymore. 


I am now laying on the floor. I feel like I can’t relax. All I wanted was a nice, cozy day to myself. I know this sounds really stupid, and I probably sound like a complete butthole, but I really needed an outlet for this.


Thanks to whoever took the time to read this.",2.5804816513761466,3.4972002018348647,4.230172018348624,89.00195527522936,74.50458715596329,7.651834862385322,20.04701834862385,8.07648339933343,0.601173394495413,796,14,180,12,16,268,124,218,0.062,0.726,0.21100000000000002,0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,1,2,8,16,3,0,12,0,14,2,0,1,2,31,32,15,0,4,5,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,7,11,1,1,5,5,4,6,5,4,0,1,7,5,30,13,27,25,7,30,0,0,1,1,11,12,0,4,17,119,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404210863275628,0.0,0.0,0.126774153488399,0.08938251367224648,0.13097812156891248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829426531056924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402853073985016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122025890319048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678652452681624,0.0,0.1132204583398408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410156667720323,0.0,0.12927054265392932,0.18264520100314574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752406180969526,0.0,0.0667865008624893,0.0,0.14529877905700975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304066550871818,0.0,0.0,0.2524135951892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645013626039115,0.0,0.0,0.14749998642200002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025265804337917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735553153921392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734597254748147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153726055046277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842357381770614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478517943515206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772440506509553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782360245425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278657448844363,0.0,0.2456757277464792,0.1314317144624218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937195036227106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768975006718738,0.0,0.0,0.08492533724542486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907874539668414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202511334481102,0.0,0.0,0.12487246087134972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079625083303946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271891604890558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306260108801892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GrimBooXoX,2020/03/09,Weird question. Does anyone else get the feeling of chewing cotton or any fabric in there mouth when they look at different blankets or clothes? Or when you see concrete or other hard textures your nails start feeling bad?,6.92923076923077,9.21179064102564,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,65.66666666666667,6.225641025641028,36.07692307692308,6.42735559955562,2.523984615384616,181,9,27,1,3,52,34,39,0.158,0.773,0.068,-0.6072,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,6,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,5,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038725620428567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163238870929766,0.31699372973352924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583172249616611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232335587317292,0.0,0.0,0.2707382671592623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584451379326462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128610409868056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163693409752594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771414025100886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597991160821145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465735173852933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653375038588946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897893189870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MellowPelo,2020/03/09,"21 with no experience and still living at home with parents. Hello,  
I have ADHD and I have struggled with school all of my life, even community college is hard. I want to work with computers or video games but I kinda at a lost with everything. Are there any programs or job training services that can help me get back on track?",2.508095238095237,5.17777219047619,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,81.06349206349206,6.139682539682537,24.87301587301588,7.447530270364453,1.3737682539682543,260,10,49,4,7,83,52,63,0.11,0.816,0.07400000000000001,-0.0855,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,8,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,10,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,34,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476273183603925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244810328884333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499302977508765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749206217344054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279079712070288,0.2480571014304172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248893117117572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271644683614687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997426458619502,0.0,0.25436880217604496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516463294338068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911625454577093,0.0,0.0,0.2239222882019294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768205635201501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815787574972373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566439505839508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251519633055493,0.0,0.0,0.2651045723997078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957239741175782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846146210825988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,emonsta23,2020/03/09,"Some schools special education programs suck Ok so a little context here I have Aspergers I used to go to a different school then I do now I moved in elementary school and I’m now in high school this was 7 years ago

I used to go to a school that had an utter trash special ed program when my mother asked if I could go into special ed classes such as PT OT and speech. They tested me then told her no and when my mother asked why they said it’s because my grades were high and I “obviously” didn’t need it although it was obviously my motor functions weren’t as advanced as my peers and I was getting flustered in social situations. Naturally my mother was pissed and I was sad cause my mom was angry (I didn’t know anything was different with me at the time) I actually offered to my mom that I would purposely fail to get in these special education courses that just made my mom more upset because that isn’t something I should have to do to get help.

We moved soon after to a new town and a new school district and they tested me very early on to see what I needed. And what do you know I needed PT OT and speech.

Now I’m doing much better I’m not getting flustered as often and have good friends that understand that I have Aspergers and can back me up in the situations I do get flustered I left PT 4 years ago and I left speech earlier this year I’m still in OT and have a learning center block to work on my homework and do other work.

But I still think about my old school often and where I would be if I stayed there now I think there needs to be some kind of laws for this kinda like a national special needs test and if you get a specific score or lower to have to get help regardless of grades.

TL;DR Some schools have bad special education systems there needs to be laws regarding this",4.941849607982892,5.329139554644812,5.801332858161086,81.81276906628655,68.75409836065573,8.660299358517463,30.120693751484914,8.587818076936951,2.129786552625327,1431,52,292,21,23,471,169,366,0.099,0.802,0.099,-0.1989,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,3,5,21,18,2,1,11,1,34,1,1,4,2,59,68,32,0,14,7,6,0,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,17,20,0,1,6,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,15,5,45,12,36,46,5,51,0,2,1,0,22,20,2,10,24,195,62,21,0.0,0.0,0.07141797240234928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297481180662462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602249934849049,0.0,0.13683613299862762,0.0,0.0,0.056274723499504416,0.06110639193470289,0.08922575529464602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472615751063646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751811225926613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843224239986824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292543135086206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056542525282217024,0.0,0.2676528788696598,0.0,0.12477811279855412,0.06138407951666412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810868370682437,0.15464787515153544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621088290510374,0.08044108970152296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903136527958606,0.0,0.0,0.035754478996169375,0.07335056502860145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924938693195946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571400525102472,0.0,0.15556807935269631,0.05379937277230944,0.32559436185076496,0.0,0.14136499764913502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679531362435249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961566443245545,0.0,0.0,0.5925367639485744,0.05831894477206564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452594232015655,0.0,0.07460285919945919,0.0,0.056341364407064484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800543907497436,0.11689122109744098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937879457397585,0.0,0.0,0.042674743792755834,0.0,0.0,0.0699313738753817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761881334337028,0.0,0.1264166304989931,0.0,0.06038526373574884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603805106711745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655905769936756,0.0,0.0,0.10397700398456802,0.0,0.0,0.14138616115745287
autism,Ben102828,2020/03/09,"Does autism make you any different of a person? parents said I had it recently. I'm 17 I have autism only symptoms I have now is not wanting to do something I dont want to and when wanting nothing can stop me also a personality  i came to accept. While most like anything people reject me etc. But I came to terms we live in a self centered, paranoid, egotistical world. Even though cards will be stacked against I live for the 3/20 in life. I live in a small town doing CC with not much do besides eat, video games, work out, hw, and try to find people who are right for me. I really do lust for social interaction even though at times my smoothness is about at a ""hell no"" XD but I rather be spontaneous and expressive then sit sideline. I'm smart I'm funny and I believe there is alot to life even though at times and we need more empathy it looks the opposite even so I can only control myself and I wish to make further changes to become a better person myself :)",2.478261370178469,4.593577968911923,3.7543609671848017,87.24313615428902,77.60103626943004,6.361427748992517,24.71185952792171,7.3871296695380915,1.1594654001151403,760,27,152,10,18,248,121,193,0.053,0.8079999999999999,0.138,0.9607,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,3,14,6,1,0,9,0,17,5,0,3,0,30,31,16,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,12,1,2,2,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,3,22,4,22,24,6,25,1,1,1,1,14,13,1,2,10,103,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228656522283964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847700055728046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496562981564234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274519279086496,0.0,0.13001801084701525,0.0,0.10206327901197224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639772236578771,0.0,0.0,0.12207952150809225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294326334201038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057004129608935,0.0,0.0,0.1009886602737194,0.0,0.13524973864083958,0.0,0.0,0.11808457953234178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287032156739472,0.3048864998998346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054749116026195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302303289775702,0.056379360463566223,0.0,0.3057050069128921,0.0,0.09690822412627552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540628403997857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483340592289901,0.08556877537709229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073088448131713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553613393421796,0.0,0.0,0.12813974690122698,0.0,0.0,0.16000978684071454,0.3022925053104177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392917784692499,0.0,0.11394509289808348,0.0,0.0,0.09855227968117727,0.10977328572928086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038896833157932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763733128007856,0.0,0.08884173905191982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964808499471176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994638051354235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34014426433863176,0.0,0.134583125277249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835006658017568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420044450200156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270606911438554,0.0,0.0,0.08401369133828301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,freyavanA,2020/03/09,"Help pls? Hello, I was wondering if anyone here could help me. I've never been officialy diagnosed, but I have really bad sensory issues, mostly loud rooms and noises can cause me to start crying really badly and feel very bad. I've been to a psychologist but she's kinda given up on me... Anyone have tips for dealing with this?",3.258095238095237,5.647411555555558,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,76.30158730158729,8.644444444444442,20.02380952380953,9.2995712137729,1.982028571428572,260,6,44,7,6,90,48,63,0.262,0.6729999999999999,0.065,-0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,6,0,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30546509396756183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471441211837085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243895602854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439996539605204,0.0,0.2399370026896465,0.0,0.22519352612466065,0.0,0.22170361173905784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104456476907106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928203734923061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798597962176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846801890761165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798659237264556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460710536466332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802290563124071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687989750815386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sendanotherkraken,2020/03/09,"Apparently noone is factchecking their bullshit anymore. Or have they ever? (Sorry, a rant) I'm(23F) rather new to the whole autism thing and still in diagnosis (but doc said it definitely is. We're just closing in on the type, I guess?), however I am no stranger to mental illnesses and disabilities. Except for my mother no one knows of all this. 

In the last days I had 2 incidents that keep driving me up the wall. 
My family (except mom) are incredibly ignorant and belittling on basically every topic that isn't ""straight, white and 'normal' "" but they also have to bring any topic like that up at any gathering as if there is nothing else in the world to talk about. 

My stepsister ( something like a nurse btw) brought up the topic of autism last weekend and tried to explain it to my dad as an illness caused by whatever and that autism and aspergers are just one and the same (really a shitton of bullshit) and they started to make fun of and complain about autistic people and mentally ill 'snowflakes', which would even get me angry if I myself wasn't affected. I rather angrily urged them to drop the topic because I don't want to hear that kind of bullshit at an event where I wanted to be happy. Now I'm even more cautious and insecure around them. 

Today I told some friends about my grievance with that incident and my familys ignorance and one classmate from a cross the room heard the word ""autism"" and disrupted us with a spew of bullshit about how ""autism is just the scientific term for a lack of empathy towards humans AND animals and aspergers is the term for a lack of empathy towards just humans"" and I... 

I just can't comprehend that amount of stupidity from my step sis and that girl!! At least fucking read the Wikipedia article! My mom raised me to either know what I'm talking about or to shut my mouth. Especially on scientific things. I'd be less agonized if at least a portion of what they said was remotely true but it was all a huge ton of crap! Is this normal?? I don't want to talk to people ever again! God damn! 

(Sorry for the rant but I don't know where to go. Barely anyone around me really gets my grievances over this. I hoped you guys would understand...)",5.9236912092815714,6.827931477108438,6.242034805890228,77.68660419455601,66.75903614457832,9.810798750557787,32.23784024988844,9.906371001090498,3.125118697010264,1733,70,321,38,27,557,217,415,0.17300000000000001,0.742,0.085,-0.99,2,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,1,7,0,26,16,4,1,25,0,24,6,2,4,5,74,50,32,0,15,19,5,0,2,1,2,3,4,1,4,19,24,0,3,5,2,0,6,8,8,0,3,9,5,37,8,63,37,17,51,0,0,1,1,30,28,3,8,18,233,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470236974076914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405537580250585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504192638207184,0.07406013893726228,0.0,0.0,0.1885784696267701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456646460200294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088066842267276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830817295191162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848067164549912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991532235015686,0.1916172998560008,0.08924025500996062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969961722765905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183177480731697,0.0979192338711811,0.11067528378417844,0.0,0.060195486355615835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668031993809895,0.10487520422824746,0.0,0.11275139222104558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937697862734095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520020394821622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414454430147047,0.0,0.1102970158589408,0.17462884187223834,0.17267417182981196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349210471105984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707009066777262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134803177513438,0.0,0.0,0.2480991285282892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229600283610928,0.0,0.0,0.20755377222352056,0.10163091774421902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153177833498612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686003422489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594639199991834,0.0,0.1357072189543699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150403069068834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154064257801942,0.0,0.2371324523607339,0.07496911385371477,0.0,0.08458603532522511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553979758152001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073406569775074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039762260694687,0.1012089292151994,0.0,0.07191118547605774,0.0,0.0,0.1102640914430012,0.1274059868712622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741906267367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825336206492665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048183173171228,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lilpeepawesome,2020/03/09,abortion Are you in favor of abortion? if so tell me why with meaning.,0.5735714285714302,3.07185635714286,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,28.42857142857143,3.1291,0.7389714285714284,55,3,10,0,2,18,13,14,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6551153463392541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256616942810116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426819198724198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PadnaPants,2020/03/09,"Those who were diagnosed as an adult, how did you go about it? I've been fairly certain that I have autism for a long time now, and at this point most people that have met me feel the same. I would like to talk to a professional and get an actual diagnosis for peace of mind amongst other things. I have no idea where to get started, if anyone has any suggestions?",6.147876712328768,5.614103753424659,6.237089041095892,82.85097602739727,66.26027397260273,10.03972602739726,27.839041095890412,9.516144504307137,1.968180821917808,286,7,62,5,4,91,60,73,0.03,0.855,0.115,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,11,14,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,2,9,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.28496080928531525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857763033206008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418102150366052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963852224682593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764963730040748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051276006571374,0.0,0.165956695063873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32964510247122064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266192286898471,0.0,0.0,0.2584207240383057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948480702133833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244379929871936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604497153063484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668703120909326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347075423667505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399926672344064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702740797332852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743637914824292,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gabe_CHC,2020/03/09,"Hey, here’s an idea. So one of my stims is rocking. One thing I like to do is rock to some music that I like, or that is upbeat. If your stim is rocking, maybe try rocking to music. I don’t know, just a thought.",-0.8963829787234054,0.8179206382978741,1.3823829787234059,101.89400000000002,87.29787234042553,3.76,17.910638297872342,3.1291,-1.0520434042553193,158,4,41,0,5,53,33,47,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294549699537075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090723371489476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717141334116245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38218933590397625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155733922535144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273831959639115,0.0,0.0,0.30201597614575765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582844755787328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nick_wijker,2020/03/09,"A question about dating for people with autism. So I've dated before, however it was before I got my diagnoses. My last relationship was 4/5 years ago, my diagnoses 2 years ago, and I'm starting to get ready to get out there again. What I'm wondering is:

When do you tell your date you have autism? First date? Third date? Before or after sleeping with someone? Or is it one of the first things you tell someone? I'm afraid I'll scare people away if I start a date with all my dirty laundry. 

I'd love to hear!",1.965533980582528,4.10393142718447,3.091077669902916,91.24651941747575,79.38834951456309,6.061747572815534,20.97961165048544,7.1686216300943375,0.5048299029126211,399,11,84,5,10,128,66,103,0.06,0.862,0.078,0.4314,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,5,3,0,2,3,0,6,4,1,0,1,11,17,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,10,1,12,14,1,20,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,5,18,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801809176740849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848116910818435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034340990209615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208089003707054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688527547547265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513584790829275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639680066046255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811943111705145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288214260764089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426347599391625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709010933446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191262172217279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177037853308478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967282895996166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822282559845746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815135115341952,0.0,0.2678088448785868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237191134256901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626298959498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499290570557253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138462211648406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354157460321395
autism,tthblox,2020/03/09,"New to the sub Hi! I just today discovered this sub.
I am a 20 year old guy from the netherlands who has Aspergers Syndrome.
I was expecting to find a bit of negativity here but am suprised at how wholesome this place is!
I hope you will welcome me here and accept me as one of yours!",1.4312643678160877,3.6440794827586234,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,81.75862068965517,6.625287356321839,25.18390804597701,7.793537801064563,1.3821287356321834,222,9,48,4,6,74,46,58,0.035,0.7709999999999999,0.195,0.8996,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,3,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661173743219867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065055234335136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33205106404940826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330800632644803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238849148346397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518953634428904,0.0,0.2272430984241626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503713163286539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178743503766021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159556020552092
autism,MisterKing1231,2020/03/09,"Do these things have anything to do with autism or do I have something else going on with me? I am diagnosed with Asperger but I seem to behave in ways I don't see other people with autism do:

* Any pressure on my body needs to be mirrored. As in, if I get smacked on the right cheek i will add pressure to my left cheek to ""balance the pressure"". Again I'm not sure if other autistic individuals do this or if it's just me.
* While some people with autism are very discomforted by noise (a classmate of my sister for example) I tend to focus on any sound I hear. And if the sound that got me distracted is from another human, I end up accidentally listening to the entire conversation, and then forget it immediately.

With all of this, is any of this related to autism or not?

Note: I have been tested and I do **not** have ADHD, so don't say that I might have that.",1.6710468850353235,3.960403121387284,3.641570327552986,86.07278580603729,81.3699421965318,6.619010918432884,22.32787411689145,7.793537801064563,1.0961974309569689,672,22,139,12,18,227,98,173,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.9628,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,5,0,21,4,3,0,2,29,31,15,0,5,12,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,12,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,6,18,1,28,26,2,15,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,10,4,105,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429395615413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123975364300785,0.21196714145173728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634849065498353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245380369568924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517338798568133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886659409044566,0.0,0.17904087866823407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056126602288198,0.0,0.11488392404182,0.0,0.16167419165796934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783262625281436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196316350593812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444438954689515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988829810119386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802844206125004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263111935757713,0.0,0.16075418426798654,0.0,0.0,0.16108376071233674,0.18402563582051576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562145196257612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905197048842145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342964621815746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679117587223416,0.0,0.16045365800087294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,carq05,2020/03/09,"Is this a red flag in my psychiatrist? I just had my first appointment with my psychiatrist for a general evaluation to decide what to further evaluate.

I was wondering if this comment she made is a red flag regarding autism.

Basically by the end of our talk in which the only question related to autism (from my perspective) was about special interest which i dont feel like i answered properly, she by the end said she wouldnt consider evaluating me for autism (aspergers in my countrys’ terms) bc my contact and eye contact was too good, despite me telling her the psychiatrist i saw at a hospital had heavily underlined it when i mentioned we were going to get me evaluated for it. 

I am seeing her on wednesday where she will evaluate me further for ADHD and that same day im seeing a different psychiatrist (i was referred to an anxiety thing at a hospital after being at the hospital for a severe panic attack).

I overall dont know how i feel about it but i feel she wouldnt even consider asd as a possibility.

Is this a red flag or should i just accept that asd probably is not whats going on with me?",7.843649167733673,7.129186169014088,9.135527102005977,64.05414852752881,62.89671361502347,13.379257362355954,40.49039692701665,12.563389971838223,5.433163380281692,886,45,156,30,11,310,117,213,0.035,0.9159999999999999,0.049,0.5726,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,9,7,1,1,15,0,19,1,1,2,0,28,32,8,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,10,11,32,5,28,17,2,21,0,0,7,0,17,11,0,4,9,122,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114755979256368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803844785154234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040881023979964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794052542999606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486719613458626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923154096958302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964822659491224,0.0,0.0,0.11054704552568884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538835999815706,0.11956996079190603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236578824359314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744450164249212,0.0,0.1902417278914352,0.14038295367307502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078952945141435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198278982024116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176907445784164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583705995773547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729327796281306,0.0,0.1963739459192005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868578859872734,0.0,0.0,0.18045437439520431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874939578596376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592082616843455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674622431951484,0.0,0.0,0.18908172407380244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345265654748596,0.14628973510835805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111939343481568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815068388843775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,multiverse4,2020/03/09,"Hope this is an appropriate sub for this question - looking for advice on potentially integrating an autistic team member into a work project Hello!
This was a bit tough to summarize in the title, and I hope this is 1)the right place to ask and 2)not offensive/please please tell me if I’m not using the right vocabulary or thinking about this the right way!

I work at a (very large) company that has a program for integrating autistic young adults into certain roles (think computer program debugging type things). This is not volunteer work - the pay is standard, publicly available, and the same whether the worker is autistic or not. 

My own department doesn’t usually absorb people through this program. However, we have begun a project that requires us to sort through and label an enormous amount of data. It’s a very mundane, repetitive task and the amount of data means I could easily sit here for the better part of a year doing nothing but that and not be done. 

It has come up that this might be a good task to bring in someone from the autistic program, because there is a stereotype that many people with autism are good at/enjoy repetitive tasks. 

So I would like to ask - does this sound like an appropriate thought process? Is this just a stereotype or are there in fact a significant portion of people that would enjoy such a task?

And if it is a good direction, could you please give me some tips for integrating the person that comes into the team? Some common pitfalls? Things you wish your bosses knew? Things to do, things to avoid? Anything else you think might be helpful in terms of making our department a happy place for our potential new employee?

Thank you in advance!",7.877081529581531,8.375776412337666,7.0976190476190535,74.65293650793653,62.47402597402598,9.961327561327565,35.94227994227994,9.725611199111238,3.4942894660894663,1357,58,230,24,18,418,166,308,0.047,0.7829999999999999,0.17,0.9916,2,1,0,1,0,0,35.0,4,5,0,9,7,14,0,1,29,0,27,0,0,3,2,54,47,15,0,9,12,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,2,24,14,0,2,7,2,1,6,5,2,0,0,4,2,16,12,34,34,10,34,0,0,1,0,22,17,0,13,11,159,40,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909110648283607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344709712067913,0.0,0.18959866027742545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618151189140808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968386112639831,0.11070723002969396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747016477061177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192616136166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873958460874902,0.10377180376484056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471027913760973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972762427862464,0.0,0.25515934242688354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794676092046533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796916349785379,0.0,0.0,0.20143469700345984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990820358341908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515407106925588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768815639135055,0.10280804222779924,0.0,0.11045900830701537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514787096709267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793690298404664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973001589049554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981097305313084,0.0,0.2109029169081064,0.08854232174476248,0.21189181739564086,0.33393440448589423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113596021322957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597961495117128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591953270099772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863182610470759,0.09335945358277313,0.0,0.0,0.2694740391933633,0.19492733906703308,0.0,0.08050368571225347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197688501855153,0.08758075536830537,0.11168250805315397,0.16733833168044596,0.0,0.08049001184109005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660993834705904,0.0,0.0,0.22147061018335984,0.0,0.0,0.14406940786124334,0.0,0.0,0.06530104329848335
autism,averystrings,2020/03/09,"Encouragement for friend to work. I have a long history of coaching special Olympics and having close contact with severely disabled individuals.  I have a ""friend"" who's a family member of a friend and I want to be a good influence but not overwhelm him.  He has aspergers and struggles to find work.  I think his main issue with finding work is overconfidence bordering on cockiness that is turning employers off.  I myself have some asd traits but dont really care if its enough for a diagnosis at this point.  I have been very successful in finding work due to quitting many many jobs and having to quickly find another.  Any advice on how to talk to him to encourage him and very gently ask him to be more humble while highlighting his experience in the stuff hes very interested in?  I know this is may sound a bit vague so feel free to ask anything that would help you answer.",6.2718015521064325,7.490872067073172,6.773325942350329,73.05593126385811,66.13414634146342,10.597782705099776,33.20177383592018,10.637119530657019,3.759690243902439,705,30,124,19,11,230,107,164,0.059000000000000004,0.721,0.22,0.982,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,6,3,13,0,2,8,0,17,0,0,2,0,26,25,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,8,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,16,12,23,20,5,13,0,1,0,0,20,9,0,3,4,87,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173098979942908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471370020123012,0.1306253259577756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025127086470558,0.0,0.23291729600591826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360011121866122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701015862263254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599826356961704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871688796644018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121855993325512,0.11743604436753025,0.0,0.06298769447581476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554287231573672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873365118142463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448566110076402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834984474602282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130021522164454,0.12361917180781593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846189193769511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024290956316976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525943080855446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776145641983655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249838855313922,0.0,0.0,0.07980445434680689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073168020051915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023042202225887,0.1426059249848087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012680857242737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982114899386047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549931352662675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30835654383939465,0.07347619945402238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627616045613366,0.0,0.0,0.08849286399786327,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CitizenXV,2020/03/09,"My Experience with Inward Shutdowns or near death experience? i'm really bad at math this was hit i was hitting my mental decline at 14 i had a really hard and depressing time i couldn't solve an algebra problem and my sister was just going threw it all spending all her days and nights doing math and apperantly i was mad at myself for being so slow so i wrote down several math equations forcing myself to try to focus as hard as i possibly could even though i have ADHD out of rage tensing up my muscles in my arms my and then i was standing still straight up unable to talk or move functionaly like a nonverbal but with a voice instead of coming out of my mouth it was in my head speeding so fast to the point it was like it split and overlapped then my visuals started up working on a strong level then i saw it like i was looking into the minds eye it was pitch black And out of nowhere math equations and numbers start forming together in white color forming itself together 7 equations at once, then i decided to look at where i mess up everywhere in life speeding within milliseconds looking threw thousands of words feeling like i learned insane amounts of information then i crashed and was like i ended up in some kind of other reality but in my head or idk it was pitch black and it was like the most vivid lucid dream ever felt more real then reality and this body could ever feel it the sensations were freezing cold but i didnt shiver i could feel as if i was walking on some sort of solid cloud (a floor with a pleasant sensation) it was like i had a feeling that i was waiting around for hours but only to wake up with something that can look like a brainscan inprinted in my vision in a synesthesic like forum with intense amounts of pain in my head and my vision all red waking up from the ground feeling like i wanna collapse only to forget the highly interesting and detailed parts.",6.451198235726538,6.724833660377362,6.8261712815486435,76.15830127419751,65.49595687331536,9.33305562362166,34.383851997059544,9.095868883498916,3.044869541778976,1532,65,275,24,22,498,191,371,0.099,0.747,0.153,0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,12,21,2,0,16,0,27,11,9,0,5,63,49,34,1,7,9,1,9,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,16,24,0,1,9,1,1,6,2,7,0,1,24,23,37,14,59,18,12,66,0,1,12,0,5,39,0,8,30,204,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751848358320327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704931946831933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164633222011862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086170133942254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423305887967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342199297469947,0.0,0.0,0.06306319041995301,0.0,0.08422201707742412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660842403354113,0.0,0.0,0.06458602415152227,0.17690413527943788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913048503439109,0.0,0.0,0.24721499403429315,0.13971514731631707,0.09388886769654003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055573429275268725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519218104519865,0.0,0.3010666479497707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331514749921787,0.0,0.0,0.0962984589520202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018279572308529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906838802930321,0.4777277757780108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32845885434518235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854421035929868,0.0,0.09873490413054098,0.0,0.0,0.1039299055919442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176453284006167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413775928564603,0.0,0.14873969151753053,0.10405006006054493,0.0,0.0,0.10589155031186527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243836590170096,0.1102378163209667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356697203792523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130065838923396,0.12528706039768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104691377283733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527961659116605,0.0,0.0,0.13842535375379686,0.0,0.07809117155481267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859582285047673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960731974195602,0.0,0.057019179152894124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638954882007682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118859378313623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Vanilla_Pigeon,2020/03/09,"Ablism from other Autisitc people? Has anyone else faced Ablism from others on the spectrum? Like I struggle a lot with specific things but i keep getting told im just using my autism as an excuse and others telling me they have autism and dont struggle with things like knowing what is and isnt social appropriate, How to act and talk appropriatly in a situation and not understanding social expectations and rules without being directly told. 

I have become sociall isolated and too scared to talk because i keep worrying i am not doing it right. 

Im sorry if this is all incoherent and a mess to read.",7.134196428571428,8.021840455357143,7.717857142857145,68.22714285714287,64.08928571428572,9.971428571428572,33.85714285714286,9.957137785484203,3.5374321428571434,489,20,79,10,7,162,77,112,0.16899999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9203,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,5,0,10,1,1,2,1,25,18,12,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,2,11,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,2,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016785045894858,0.14899625203986702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864446734191223,0.16060095206888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704268985899932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214767148304818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759740496822799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141492588918438,0.0,0.0,0.2585054961331126,0.0,0.0,0.07991703208840596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208618286219002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236277947008663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081339893648612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545571828225598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418478249069967,0.0,0.0,0.14558715100507566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345408870718275,0.0,0.4447010189433425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278171693751492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040415191888401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376033431487886,0.1271003138489979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932163448554654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790313983672377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138356596036284,0.0,0.12559305143158594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017618815739658,0.0,0.0,0.1476773789081827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,happy_cat7,2020/03/09,"Public education sucks. Because of the public education in the US (that is, total and utter trash of an education system), I can't retain any information I've learned.

I struggle remembering anything I learned while in public school, and I have trouble remembering things I learn even now.

I won't mention all of the other horrible things public education has done for me, but I have to ask: Has anyone else experienced this?",9.265,9.101300236842107,9.985789473684212,57.3105263157895,59.78947368421053,12.336842105263159,40.05263157894737,11.698219412168324,5.086405263157895,342,16,52,9,4,117,51,76,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,12,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,7,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,2,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706985886043474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717841752243357,0.2517267378343456,0.2021725379056903,0.0,0.2296763078311257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497633818672978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514144847944633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052329285365395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226838482931727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566118772030145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863983879038146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568365940209244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264358634586877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955210817503683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blegk,2020/03/09,"Anyone afraid of sleep without reason? It’s a problem I’ve always had my entire life. I remember a decade or so ago just constantly searching the internet for anyone describing a fear of sleep that wasn’t rooted in fear of dying while asleep or loss of power or any other rational reason. I could never really find any reference to it and it made me feel like a freak more than the autism or anything else. I’m sure I could find some reference for it these days but I’m worried that, right now, it will just wind me up worse. So I just thought I’d ask here for the hell of it. 

When I say “without reason” I mean that there is no logic behind it whatsoever. I’m not afraid that I’ll die, that something will happen and I won’t be able to react, of the idea of being powerless, etc. It’s just that unconsciousness as a concept freaks me out. It’s made worse by the fact that it will creep up on me at any moment. 

So, the more aware I am that I’m about to fall asleep, the more anxious it makes me when I realize it. Leading to nights like tonight where I am so ready to sleep. If I lay my head down and close my eyes, I can feel that I’ll be out in under one minute. I ignore that feeling and push it down. Then suddenly realize I’m half asleep and jump up with my heart pounding, feeling like I’m about to die. I distract myself for a minute (by writing a stupid Reddit post, for example), lie back down, and try again until it finally takes. 

I kind of just wanted to vent and see if anyone had similar feelings, but I would take advice if you have any. Besides medicine, that is. Melatonin does nothing for me. If I tried prescription medicine and felt it creeping up on me, I’d just fight it and be miserable.",4.908990476190475,4.901789594285717,5.6094285714285705,84.53090476190478,68.77142857142857,8.838095238095239,28.66666666666667,8.563005593585519,1.8557809523809523,1338,42,285,19,21,436,179,350,0.179,0.768,0.053,-0.9941,2,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,21,19,3,6,14,0,20,10,9,9,3,69,43,29,3,9,19,0,6,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,29,13,0,1,20,0,0,4,7,14,0,2,7,9,30,5,47,25,5,40,1,2,2,0,5,18,1,9,20,189,59,1,0.09513751311041392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296727673129776,0.08433366510331418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916203221513793,0.0,0.0,0.2587870852776684,0.0,0.0,0.10747830999829368,0.0,0.19956708367248446,0.0,0.07829006704840279,0.0,0.08894073213799397,0.0,0.0,0.07315487509369029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280985345162856,0.0,0.1519191256175337,0.0,0.0,0.06135582542612955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962131549971647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325547884331044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947518442470666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610347558394928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214112304104574,0.2405219259552497,0.13593251675090734,0.0913469321403574,0.10421849532755606,0.17390792684309192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412978864707699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763853562448156,0.0,0.0,0.1127384111051066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073986721237612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907107974954008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719843906040777,0.1394381499730218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004283046781155,0.06350502875609775,0.0,0.0,0.10363264229491433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337591515239449,0.0,0.0,0.0892801112622388,0.0,0.0912870097023599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446764106180823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111543912214384,0.0,0.0,0.0910337514448696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094752703378259,0.2934516258238164,0.0,0.0,0.10777225640430277,0.08124691637375336,0.0,0.07565716896557202,0.0,0.0,0.07581228045365437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285618660853778,0.0,0.0,0.07324150559075047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966598020034522,0.0,0.14306313969887527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552855844633098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918425282319151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611457016049141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834183352967332,0.0,0.0,0.09661676264840884,0.1939065073692871,0.06758295968503689,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,datguy318,2020/03/09,need advice I am a high functioning autistic. I just celebrated my 18th birthday and am yet to have a real relationship with anyone. I have never even had a kiss. I feel like if nothing happens soon I am doomed to be alone forever. Any advice?,2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,4.646212765957447,78.49400000000003,80.06382978723406,7.164255319148936,26.421276595744683,8.238735603445708,2.185616170212766,192,8,34,4,5,66,36,47,0.175,0.698,0.127,-0.3252,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,10,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,8,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280861276074248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798528671453491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837499636217275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889349531002411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784691147327275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662473178546605,0.19303586947694173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389430768821757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548843429979104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200944685232954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035499893016492,0.2084002256217216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592708162997715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30755461778069715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901010976985366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,evilncarnate82,2020/03/09,"A letter to my son I hope each and every person is loved this way by someone, you must likely are, as a parent I know my frustration and stress is more visible than my happiness, but it's honestly less common. Anyway, laying down with my son to get him to sleep and as always his look and actions get to me...

He frustrates me often, but then his look of love and happiness melt your heart. He doesn't understand that you're mad or upset, he only wants to play and have fun. Sometimes it's over whelming how much time and attention it takes to keep him occupied and keep him from getting upset. Forgetting that his entire world is you and a handful of other people. I watch his fingers tap as he drifts asleep, he's tried to move his pillow 5 times to lay on me, we compromise with my hand on him. I'm just here to get you to sleep so we can try to get some more stuff done around the house. We're 2 months out from testing at 2 years old, just learned to walk about 5 months ago. Physical therapy, speech therapy, occupational therapy, behavioral therapy and they're all pretty certain that testing will confirm what we all suspect but it won't change a thing. We love you, you’re amazing, few things in this world have the ability to touch my heart, nothing like you do. 

I have trouble showing emotions, dealing with feelings, communicating them, it's not how I'm wired. I can run meetings and projects, direct technical efforts, make recommendations on business decisions and processes, but interpersonal relationships are hard for me. You get past that, you get under it, some days, some moments, I look at you and want to cry, not of sadness but joy. The joy you create with your boundless love, happiness, positivity. You barely speak but you say so much with your eyes, you've grown from touching your forehead against mine to laying up against us, a milestone to some but we've always had an understanding. I love your siblings, each kid has touched my heart but you’re our special guy, you take more attention, care, focus, and work. Man do you take work, but we love you. Today we went to the park and all you wanted to do was run around, not play, but walk everywhere, you learned that skill literally before Christmas and you've been stuck inside all winter but today it was your world and it was great. All of my stress and frustration went away watching you enjoy the simplest process of walking across the grass at the park, something we take for granted. Something simple, but to you it was an experience you never wanted to end. 

I love you, you amaze me, you may never really understand how much. I'm sorry for all those times I get irritated and all the times I'll be that way in the future, but no matter how many times it happens you'll always be loved. I'll always accept your attention and try to give you mine whenever I can. I love you.",4.53545185957595,6.202037609489057,5.002221063607923,82.43838199513385,70.71532846715328,7.992770246784843,28.19360444907889,8.563005593585519,2.052875773375044,2262,83,429,38,42,720,260,548,0.08,0.695,0.225,0.9987,1,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,9,32,1,4,14,39,4,4,16,0,30,20,11,5,11,100,76,44,0,6,19,3,8,2,0,5,0,3,1,4,24,37,0,2,13,3,0,11,8,10,0,0,10,17,77,29,62,59,21,55,0,1,6,9,79,20,0,8,24,281,101,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483694462698995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589661183696945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014061946479846,0.0,0.0,0.058121400387499335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264001924734055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307244818020538,0.0,0.06544181029765121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795251973900618,0.039895882591063934,0.06377702212474423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330632038209631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958644157927933,0.05479138454032265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212141655114138,0.0,0.0,0.060512922019933975,0.0,0.0,0.031279294025765465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856280071755,0.05934368265726522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820309101151696,0.0,0.06125312175381381,0.05470437642984437,0.1975597989949143,0.05541621538101108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992036037560786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144294019148641,0.0,0.07138046068919962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997160438429124,0.0,0.0,0.03399774615185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044531247470571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584553923239966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024959620975776,0.0,0.04129337603396396,0.06271837457772213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875534191647664,0.06574953286671434,0.136427099043192,0.0,0.0954236007942324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935827276188285,0.0,0.06491377946122963,0.0,0.0,0.04704885076300337,0.0,0.0,0.06869044787125311,0.0,0.05905429408719182,0.04288733272723197,0.05401552622570623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293591004920822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039630391505090255,0.0,0.0,0.06641665395075373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919515806786458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381338397887433,0.0,0.05241548539115076,0.09524880441415852,0.061183115613187525,0.06924946217325334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172546059335644,0.0,0.07081720794097038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605014878031784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829784264112085,0.0,0.0821967492175973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036119499933784,0.0,0.11727591562926165,0.0,0.0,0.12600074436583508,0.0,0.0,0.1932016209532012,0.0744123883564106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595127926141954,0.0982063776923036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469341716741895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007256881492436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983711006611202
autism,THOTdestroyer101804,2020/03/09,"Did anyone else chew a lot of non food stuff when you where really young. For context I have autism and my mother tells me all the time about how I used to chew stuff with my mouth constantly or as she puts it “explored my world orally” 

I never thought much of it and figured it was just a normal kid thing to do. However, recently my landlords two year old got diagnosed with autism

After I heard about his diagnosis I thought about how much non food stuff he chewed. Today he tried to eat an entire plastic spoon.",4.810820367751064,5.900861821782179,4.874766619519097,85.81178217821783,69.39603960396039,8.147666195190949,26.309759547383308,8.418075326091056,1.5731007072135783,408,12,82,6,7,127,74,101,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,0,4,8,1,3,2,17,9,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,4,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,1,13,0,13,3,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,10,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162077949455483,0.1635653264335761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250914986799426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620265650496858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334686152370453,0.1333548880814111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860635052039319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767500789797098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357163037302423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347007655826336,0.0,0.12312065739575412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640879273970926,0.0,0.0,0.16751049289250175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604776629958203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226652137094244,0.0,0.15762069344398316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482330025729499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952837094827547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605466273786016,0.0,0.0,0.2534653434646109,0.09308468224705464,0.0,0.15131568824466765,0.0,0.0,0.10838195407673636,0.0,0.15594058442989678,0.0,0.0,0.13787372617735144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279996016212337
autism,rubbaguts,2020/03/09,Just considering at 17 years old that i might have autism. Are irrational fears a sign of autism? Fears for example being odd shapes and odd sounds,2.7038888888888906,5.730794111111113,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,89.37037037037037,7.1444444444444475,17.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.0591555555555558,119,3,23,3,4,35,24,27,0.387,0.613,0.0,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8107188686598542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821476071510136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780012861509322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319766152349889
autism,foomandoonian,2020/03/09,"The noisy fridge: Looking for advice over a 'minor' issue causing real anxiety. I work from home in and spend most of my day in my front room, which is a kitchen/living room/office setup. Over the last 3 weeks my fridge/freezer has been steadily getting louder and I've finally asked my landlord to sort it out. The appliance engineer arrives tomorrow.

The thing is, I realise this all seems pretty *pedantic*. The fridge isn't loud to any excessive degree. If I played the radio or something I wouldn't even hear it, but I can't because I *need* the silence. I have sensory processing issues and the buzzing, rattling fridge may as well be a car engine running all day.

Does anyone have any tips or suggestions for how to impress upon the engineer/my landlord how important this is to me? 

What I'm really asking for is general advice on how to assert the validity of my needs without necessarily having to explain myself.",3.755858413132696,6.4009792848837215,5.0268125854993135,77.04349521203832,75.9186046511628,7.535430916552667,29.885088919288645,8.4952907291091,2.8056240766073866,735,34,119,15,17,243,114,172,0.017,0.9109999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,13,0,14,0,0,4,2,25,24,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,7,4,0,0,2,2,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,3,14,3,21,20,3,17,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,7,6,84,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365480465825386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342068389362306,0.0,0.13173423236417872,0.0,0.0,0.12040780106293344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219716734220063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497287929368676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689912247919878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211238104032294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506953293522534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137379468965432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886391225680189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996855625505852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408442517548266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273287425452685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35946877101906616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403677985805799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460650049292145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553715387998978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519157274014374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600383426182166,0.11031715614592502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676644005386967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325696874319267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440350793608026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813023947089276,0.0,0.15483048278478914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599680183692886,0.0,0.12536527221973448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cloudcrown,2020/03/09,"Photophobia vs. Sensory Overload  What is the difference between photophobia exhibited in conditions such as dry eyes and conjunctivitis, and sensory overload / overstimulation presented in neurological conditions like ASD and ADHD.",13.667956989247308,18.70141558064516,13.943225806451617,13.501505376344086,54.483870967741936,19.617204301075272,58.7204301075269,14.554592549557764,13.036604301075272,197,15,15,12,3,67,24,31,0.141,0.789,0.07,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7214965174489483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272314372457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932976294477401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,errections,2020/03/10,"Support systems I’m a 24yo aspie with a learning disability and some issues with depression & anxiety. I definitely struggle with social interaction and thinking of things to say within the confines of a conversation. It’s been pretty difficult to maintain friendships and hold a decent paying job up to this point. So I was wondering: what support systems do you guys find most helpful in coping with every day life? Like therapy, medications, hobbies etc",7.774615384615385,10.267148512820512,8.23897435897436,59.14769230769232,63.87179487179488,10.328205128205127,41.20512820512821,10.504223727775694,5.467189743589745,376,22,47,10,6,124,63,78,0.115,0.665,0.22,0.8516,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,3,12,6,3,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,34,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051657860683727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556941800665933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125519626937635,0.0,0.17529365875854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269814221536545,0.0,0.0,0.17147651123252278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601590730836576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151930464397413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364168632621564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242464680189732,0.20196470916564455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375398336851847,0.09943082891225877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502753953418965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239457722407488,0.0,0.0,0.20705558291749396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618492864009695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074655913800752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276594013374314,0.0,0.0,0.4619099153766801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274575273415415,0.0,0.13521132696631902,0.13040902075347305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071150447987875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,carkul,2020/03/10,"Going to the hospital with my 4 years old autistic son tomorrow. Need help! Hi!

My son recently got his autism diagnosis. He is the best kid ever, and I love him more than anything.But there is one thing that we struggle with. He is really struggling visiting new places such as making a passport (taking photo etc), x-ray his leg. Dentist etc. I have tried many things, preparation, talking about it, pictures and so on. Bringing iPad, snacks, bribe 😀.

OK so we are super sick with the flu right nw. He is always a picky eater but now he eats NOTHING, yeah not even a ice cube. He is struggling to drink. So I talked to the hospital, they want us go come in tomorrow for a blood test and maybe giving him fluids and nutrition through an IV. How the Hell are we going to do that??!

And cough syrup, how can I get him to drink that?

Please help a worried mom ❤️
Thank you!",1.244476744186045,3.6970705406976765,2.514,92.35600000000001,84.87209302325581,5.765581395348837,21.390697674418604,7.1686216300943375,0.6852455813953493,671,22,140,10,20,215,122,172,0.129,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.4383,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,4,1,1,2,11,9,1,3,11,2,10,12,2,3,1,20,24,12,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,12,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,0,1,1,0,17,5,15,23,4,18,1,0,0,1,28,4,1,0,8,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148028894255372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479200796966027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884976327107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703180248985915,0.0,0.1411787342097273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307748177611842,0.09112851632270867,0.12480263022187403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208413085456193,0.13235431467129996,0.2352362244007642,0.0,0.11034797875584974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495804928049492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452417606591999,0.0,0.09209668562371363,0.13988089570501278,0.13861037156215794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615899181303259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230371690747042,0.0,0.13325321069365764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238685500602776,0.0,0.1447773108880885,0.0,0.09349269165084302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441502851702526,0.15145067964853656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838772844794747,0.0,0.1362296757838334,0.0,0.0,0.11782644401135305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327116050694073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373698948938448,0.22179165909711984,0.0,0.12702512086313875,0.0,0.0,0.1833235472381308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367322362364428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596207419159206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137884555298894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011620480932502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884877320029101
autism,twentyyearsofclean,2020/03/10,"It’s a bad time to have sensory problems I know everybody is worried and that’s why they’re using hand sanitizer all the time but I really wish they had the non-scented stuff! Sanitizer smells and lysol and stuff overwhelm me normally but right now it’s everywhere and all different scents too, and it’s just way to much :(",2.582857142857144,5.27110315873016,4.027936507936508,82.21428571428574,80.90476190476191,8.679365079365079,26.46031746031746,9.23628265651192,2.7563079365079366,261,11,50,8,7,86,45,63,0.18,0.727,0.092,-0.5862,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,2,15,6,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,5,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203755353589838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549600324223831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411283301426175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939056578315235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909817041612916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350432228258924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563322478634954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084007946974777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587132947402995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28459240467479197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076408237687155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370012755485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019965538045014,0.0,0.28062314087594303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247824914663845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,D3xt3er,2020/03/10,"Allistic wanting to support autistic students I teach martial arts and have multiple autistic students. I know not all autistic people are the same, but I was wondering if anyone could help shed some light on being able to teach my students in a constructive, helpful way. I’m also thinking of talking to the students’ parents on the details of their autism. I want them to get better at what they love, and it’s hard what with the way we usually teach. Any tips ?",6.055387596899228,7.500370895348841,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,66.79069767441861,8.058914728682172,37.58914728682171,8.344100000000001,3.3433937984496116,371,20,61,5,6,116,64,86,0.017,0.768,0.215,0.9618,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,16,14,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,11,11,3,7,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,3,1,42,12,7,0.23339017687627145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664204012640584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871332356604986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631918382637942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641464519551367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634306510416634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219367345935392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090717559785189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128730318127593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282651375307717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064374679171555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591521715558155,0.0,0.0,0.16180336208217244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648484069204666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875901835103744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954700146001285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570463067133858,0.0,0.2753191465051961,0.3705085179717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531016910639215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,707ash707,2020/03/10,"Is dating difficult at times? Hi sorry if this came out as rude. I'm dating the best person in the world. he's kind, caring, beautiful and all that jazz. he has autism . it improved over the years they classify him as ""high functioning"" now so I'm here to get all the advice I can .
Ik its a spectrum and everyone's different but I want to get a general idea",1.0692123287671222,3.348515698630141,3.3249143835616444,87.47723458904112,83.7945205479452,7.485616438356162,21.45376712328768,8.472884824447931,1.5071383561643827,278,9,58,7,8,95,57,73,0.066,0.759,0.174,0.7876,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,8,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260296437542182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795418414676605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046595443953488,0.2715848435604666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783029031065337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545306453717899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783376094059334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814375099925881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007024916022368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773863022447889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325864725899235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981825645523598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532413388591726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571135911531916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153536317941118
autism,flyingbumblefuck,2020/03/10,"Wholesome university experience I have this class in which I have to submit a ten-page research paper. 
Here's my problem: throughout my entire academic career I have always found a way to connect one of my special interests to the requested topic and produce something fairly good, but this strategy just didn't work out in this specific field of research. 
The deadline is in five days, and my poor time management skills, my extreme perfectionism when it comes to my writing and my inability to find a good research question was just overwhelming over the past week.
Today I was close to a mental breakdown because of it, so I finally gave in and wrote to my lecturer that I really tried my best, but I needed her approval for a new, pretty basic and boring research topic. 
Note that we had a lot of time to get this done and this was so last minute, any other lecturer would have just thrown me out of the seminar.
In the end of my mail I explained to her how I was mainly struggling with the assignment due to my ASD, I didn't do that because i want any kind of special treatment but because I trust her very much and I don't want her to think that I'm just lazy or I don't care about her seminar.
Prior to this, I had never told any kind of teacher about me being on the spectrum (I was diagnosed only about a year ago), which made me extremely anxious... but boy, did it pay off! 
She immediately responded in the middle of the night, she was super sweet and caring, offered to help me with my writer's block in her free time and pushed my deadline back another two weeks without me even asking for it!
I immediately started crying, which NEVER happens. Telling anybody outside of my closest friends about my ASD was a huge, horrifying step for me, and this small experience really gave me courage to open up about it and ask for help more often.",10.765219315895374,7.39648867887324,10.32069416498994,66.23214788732395,59.3943661971831,13.185110663983906,43.10362173038229,11.062562989136584,4.697136820925554,1471,63,265,27,14,482,186,355,0.09300000000000001,0.721,0.18600000000000005,0.9904,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,6,18,20,0,2,17,0,23,1,0,3,2,49,43,20,0,5,10,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,20,19,0,1,5,0,3,3,7,4,0,3,19,1,48,17,49,22,5,45,2,1,0,0,27,19,0,4,22,195,68,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120665253897697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500030953074183,0.0,0.0,0.23292277101783096,0.1197193716991036,0.0,0.12898194288304796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347094930654067,0.0,0.0,0.08779127547782123,0.0,0.20879470503816647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198165450671626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328120719043447,0.0,0.0,0.09834913001672238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541265931487894,0.07363154082699051,0.0,0.0,0.11588224915801384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683766872887615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112256718571104,0.0,0.0,0.07540957637089606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336438744529796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506992352140114,0.10435120484933694,0.0,0.0,0.12518378325460733,0.08820905914013956,0.0,0.05965019502300594,0.0,0.0,0.19152423325002746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096198567145738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305426561799276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778528616276046,0.0,0.09306547652653738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970650122641918,0.0,0.10803237451477526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505859440372485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392960927883378,0.08465714426690353,0.17611307988240174,0.11026809800003774,0.0,0.10714275477164714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736595037055381,0.08683300508296089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089901609812766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615404220459676,0.0,0.10924725304555093,0.0,0.0,0.12789884946325716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628310495129984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789523849904779,0.0,0.0,0.08081157977053781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935743843160808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979142273294274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315685328076821,0.0,0.0,0.19972395892562286,0.0,0.10822177388817593,0.1090963069501392,0.0,0.07751534202247247,0.0,0.11152952389757914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420391596366884,0.13468329160483072,0.09062447599719667,0.18316389783236064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005780258045816,0.0,0.08311862775500448,0.0,0.0,0.08110456375896821,0.0,0.0,0.07352307069700592
autism,Lexie811,2020/03/10,"My heart is hurting Hello, everyone. So I don't know how to even begin this. Warning: trigger warning for people who have been in similar situations as my child. 

I'm on the autism spectrum (unofficially so but I exhibit behaviors of ASD, high functioning) 

However I'm writing on behalf of my child, who has nonverbal autism. I need advice. My girl is four years old, almost five in November. She's a sweet girl and is not violent and loves dancing, really really loves dancing (I promise this is leading somewhere). 

So the reason why I am posting on here is because I need advice and a place to rant. I've been crying all afternoon since I got the phone call from my husband. 

He got a phone call from the performing arts academy where my daughter takes parent tot dance classes with my husband. They told him yesterday that she slapped the dance instructor and another parent (though hubby says this didn't happen). She normally never does this but she may have been overwhelmed by all the sensory input. She didn't mean to hurt the instructor. She loves her. But it was one time only. One slap. Spitting on the floor (due to the virus going around) there was concern for that, but they want her out of the class over one incident. 

And there are toddlers who cry and moan and throw tantrums. My daughter never throws tantrums. She's always engaged in class and tries to keep up with the steps. One of the reasons why they don't want her in the class maybe is because she's too slow despite her being there for 4 months. Why this incident? Why did they choose to kick her out over this? 

I'm repeating myself here but It sounds like to me, the people just don't want her there anymore because she's ""too aggressive"" and ""too slow.""  My child is not stupid but people treat her like she is because she's quiet and nonverbal but they don't know that my child has the vocabulary and spelling of someone half her age. She's brilliant. And I'm crying right now because she's already getting the brunt of things like this and she's only four years old. 

Why do people have to be so cruel to my baby girl? 

Rant over. I'm sorry if this is against the rules.",3.1083333333333343,5.513242381642513,3.809301932367152,86.18627173913046,76.8743961352657,6.845314009661835,26.05048309178744,7.908726449838941,1.665133526570048,1702,65,321,28,40,539,194,414,0.121,0.773,0.106,-0.8425,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,5,2,20,19,6,1,20,0,32,5,2,5,4,52,57,28,0,7,11,6,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,7,17,18,0,1,6,5,0,9,10,9,0,8,11,4,48,10,40,43,2,47,0,3,0,3,56,20,0,3,20,211,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782658247138954,0.0,0.0,0.08598857461840621,0.0,0.09476207557287017,0.0,0.07145252499196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004445817710581,0.0,0.0,0.08516211866674964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644443776637581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617343907197587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753701744762831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829796413801959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514731514980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056717758783002836,0.0,0.0,0.0820545389524631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044864664880675115,0.0,0.04880313346095122,0.0,0.13735963875682194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593647683952194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175893558606808,0.0,0.09072866291852223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838558692953634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632713079219865,0.0,0.0,0.09438619839007367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585841491163713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250895984352934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627013734366913,0.09353996804221902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854234728218557,0.0,0.0,0.1273462527934647,0.13245982359286768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413649477228081,0.0,0.0,0.18021679552257067,0.0,0.2327568206750132,0.13061931053625184,0.0,0.0,0.19070176626768434,0.0,0.0,0.2381318030396996,0.0,0.08971814128779006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224180214747204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002382270189548,0.17658178667542646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333436447082356,0.0,0.06828899669531699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103434687559122,0.09652391762570883,0.0,0.0,0.07275921145983426,0.0,0.0,0.09612686449707444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456518534657213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057049654438989725,0.0,0.08436897159005559,0.0,0.05007275322617066,0.0,0.0,0.0820545389524631,0.0,0.058301567020993934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194889322356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874313868970846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059772483718293
autism,_kaela,2020/03/10,"Advice for setting boundaries for ASD toddler? Hey guys, I’m looking for some advice. I’m having a hard time figuring out how to discipline and set boundaries for my 3yo ASD son. This has been an ongoing issue, but recently his behavior is getting worse (maybe just normal for his age?) and he’s started to hit, yell, ignore attempts to keep him safe or provide boundaries and when we try to discipline he just laughs. He’s crazy smart and his language is advanced for his age. I’m at a loss. Any tips would be so appreciated.",3.627348734873486,5.8389222079207945,4.55894389438944,82.36523652365237,74.44554455445544,7.261166116611661,30.03410341034103,8.167268648758528,2.3217515951595167,417,19,76,7,9,135,71,101,0.12300000000000001,0.705,0.172,0.8304,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,15,9,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,12,11,1,11,0,1,1,0,12,2,0,2,6,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095365993558102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729557112163094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621315787941018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814946684997475,0.0,0.0,0.23354999787518044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721193853590629,0.0,0.2317360342428061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893546925650287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619238964455802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544596569077066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574252351442455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453586730979502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202538253196682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700880134442593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26569150412858844,0.1852049057640166,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MMmartaAA,2020/03/10,"Extreme sensitivity to substances like theine, alcohol, caffeine? I remember waking up once during the night shaking, because I drank 2 cups of tea and I was having a withdrawal (?) it also happens if I drink some alcohol, afterwards I get really panicky. The only thing I can eat that is kinda addictive is chocolate, I rarely drink alcohol and I haven’t been drinking coffe or tea for years, but today I tried some tea and now my heart is beating faster. 

Are you also so sensitive to these substances? Would you mind share your experience?",4.886827033218786,7.579920340206188,5.765910652920965,72.92029782359683,72.40206185567008,8.847193585337918,32.42726231386025,9.444778638647367,3.6706526918671263,431,21,67,11,9,141,74,97,0.087,0.853,0.06,-0.5583,0,0,6,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,10,14,2,0,0,12,13,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,13,2,5,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,7,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822941386840148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361209640093386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674510425986283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193556760904564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914348889052454,0.0,0.17110748370841625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357293840656473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873653834260151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787181477339326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815613129274384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169509126607356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884421239596767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692434615401124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808350655831476,0.0,0.12717810528834225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712521181103672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894273050367564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109332807099308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850470844458178,0.0,0.0,0.11353118920365834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878806611896435,0.0,0.0,0.10768399432096687
autism,Bass-A-Lue,2020/03/10,A little something I did a while back Drew this for a scholarship about Asperger Syndrome. It represents my struggles with autism and how I managed to cope with it.,6.950999999999998,8.294050100000002,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,64.66666666666666,10.0,38.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.1963333333333335,133,7,22,3,2,41,25,30,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244870871352869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532922376596425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249897676101981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771153351173532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,frenchknot,2020/03/10,How to deal with jokes? My 12 year old is high functioning. He tries to tell jokes all the time. But they never come out that way. Either we don't make sense and we are confused as what he is saying or he tries to say it sarcasticly and it comes off extremely rude and then he gets in trouble bc we didn't realize what he was trying to do. How do you handle it as a parent? Laugh after the fact? Ignore it? I'm struggling a lot with him.,-0.6843672456575689,1.4963449139784937,1.410752688172046,97.68997518610422,94.48387096774192,4.581968569065342,14.68072787427626,6.297961479604792,-0.6129629445822995,339,7,78,4,13,112,67,93,0.142,0.7829999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7878,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,1,1,0,2,8,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,3,3,24,13,10,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,2,7,3,12,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,3,6,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907713767349442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338418701384879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850429600996268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396482032281012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928345907524712,0.0,0.0,0.15140437659863026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174937873560691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23800985184414766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518572090030545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607533679401657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371219274209409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825102490006974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226079780446254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619884829949886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800394738890221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606489937005307
autism,eliziwizard,2020/03/10,"After reading the rules to make sure I'm not breaking any, I feel I need to vent this- I don't fit in anywhere. It seems a constant battle of being pulled into the office at work to be told I need to 'think before I speak' of that I seem abrupt or annoyed when I'm not. I can't make friends. Most break off after getting to know me. For some reason I feel doomed to never making friends. It hurts inside when I find out I've hurt someone when that wasn't my intention. I'm 29 years old and still struggle learning how to act. Does anybody have any advice how to tone down my traits that are a curse to my social life? :(",2.6056923076923084,3.8143889538461546,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,74.84615384615384,5.5076923076923086,23.0,4.935628992294339,0.07813846153846171,484,13,106,1,10,155,88,130,0.19899999999999998,0.752,0.049,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,4,0,7,1,0,7,2,27,23,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,3,13,3,20,19,2,22,1,3,0,0,5,7,0,5,11,63,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449904742209348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895275902485965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324419901240654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191479360290225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731470517286008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023464210152975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538589131072657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601167851413195,0.0,0.08795024634480242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604210360084536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251478220148317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890290435889772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371030249842913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496426605227363,0.12983351315301836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766435969580619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683846827789725,0.0,0.0,0.17308066024135882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064992391841415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160054136649047,0.14263319672097596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443584492976385,0.0,0.0,0.17598460674094746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865763575883526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786491587114842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085525064708164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255288996247425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840487910113353
autism,I_own_18_penguins,2020/03/10,"Getting a job is so hard My sensory issues and my social difficulties make it near impossible to get any form of entry-level job. I can't even babysit because apparently my social anxiety just feels like ruining the one really good opportunity I might have. My good traits are academic and of course there are no intellectually stimulating jobs I can manage around school, so I have to go for the usual, retail or babysitting. My fears about unfamiliar places are really restricting and I hate myself for being scared of so many things. 
I'm gonna be the biggest fucking failure of an adult coz I'm literally just scared of everything. I feel self-conscious and ashamed about stimming, or whispering things to myself, or wearing my noise-cancelling headphones. I hate it when I'm hanging out with my friends and one of them makes a loud noise suddenly and then I'm just so alone in my fear. I feel the adrenalin shooting through my body like roots and it makes me feel like I'm just an overly sensitive annoying idiot who doesn't deserve an autism diagnosis because all Autistic people are beautiful and I feel like I'm not. 
Sorry fir wasting your time if you read this",8.13535168195719,8.139798697247706,8.058302752293582,69.64537461773702,62.02752293577981,11.30336391437309,37.432721712538225,10.864195022040775,4.15402629969419,948,42,164,22,12,306,136,218,0.193,0.665,0.142,-0.9127,4,1,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,14,19,5,5,9,0,13,3,2,6,1,34,34,18,0,1,9,0,6,4,1,2,0,2,0,1,7,11,0,1,5,1,1,2,4,11,0,2,0,8,24,8,20,30,2,14,0,1,0,1,8,7,1,5,9,103,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202803183088084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897544284287908,0.0,0.08884257509970038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338432749517372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415890273121916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899924953902772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670574236852325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437420076084826,0.0,0.0,0.2613672010197043,0.2936054648222769,0.24889953134171436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972522709442954,0.10736447445618273,0.12135096659773195,0.0,0.06600191302259682,0.19481621831090776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403370141430167,0.22931755192337455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121424595609698,0.3457367160518782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269498032896149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325620428877892,0.11774215559738255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320035257418445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739148640834993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051304003213318,0.0,0.12133583517877575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616592826455648,0.0,0.14879746978120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325417898948272,0.1175343147518676,0.0,0.0,0.12115361213944573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367689964378176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000306537176182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430920366062958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771896124006081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790574507355715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Luna1823,2020/03/10,No shower stimming Hey r/autism is there any reason I don't stimm in th shower it seems the only place where I don't,1.9173076923076915,2.95502611538462,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,76.30769230769229,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-0.8437076923076923,93,1,21,0,2,31,22,26,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33924024771634825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794036541671171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211999743364442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129086568361669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541411873285645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Matvei-behnke,2020/03/10,"15 year old and new Hello there, my subreddit name is Matvei but in real life my name is Matthew Behnke, I am 15 years old and have autism, OCD, ADHD, and depression.

I feel I want to go to online communities for help but I have been rejected by many including an autism forum, they kicked me off after someone insulted my goals and tried to say I was not special.

I am learning to master Russian, I know four grammatical cases, conjunction, and learning grammar particles in the language and also have long distance girlfriend from Russia, as well as good pronunciation.

I have been learning that language since I was 14 and have considerably improved, I also unschool and my parents are proud of me, I don’t let people make me give in to what they think of my life.

One day I hope to be independent with my bilingual skills and maybe even succeed in my relationship, I have gone very far in my goals, and I am proud that I have done very well in life despite my autism.

I came across this subreddit, I hope people can tell me if it’s very worth it to stay and how I can seek experiences.",7.426454545454547,6.756775195238094,7.476406926406928,75.46344155844156,63.714285714285715,10.493506493506494,34.8051948051948,9.800150414767053,3.168000000000001,861,33,165,15,11,278,124,210,0.07200000000000001,0.748,0.18,0.975,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,7,7,12,1,0,2,0,23,3,0,3,0,33,34,19,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,6,13,0,0,7,0,1,3,2,3,2,2,7,2,33,9,24,25,0,21,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,3,8,112,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636688311896392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214060718531987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158327921316816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927639388979353,0.0,0.1192302184638288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166273878626767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914322173288377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541185482844872,0.0,0.0,0.06999475616725373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327954075383104,0.07867339614038464,0.11610916120339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278722644098364,0.0,0.0,0.2749859772001039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607793034507407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155484023691356,0.2933332380097699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250687437060473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240361321579713,0.14034707216083706,0.1390723137840007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369729928184748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051961093117795,0.0,0.09380427166625248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371098675716208,0.0,0.0,0.19194093028018844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756452143288194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486228395979314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008570368414568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145113625908552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729194131810534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475487809153949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120994593657388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870084716246512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398540529201586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426596461139376,0.08165005415233165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489317723307341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828975316314366
autism,Hanya_124,2020/03/10,"Am I autistic? Hi there everyone!

I'm currently at a point in my life where I'm just very lost with everything. Nothing ever seems to turn out as planned. There's just something... Different about me. Something I can't explain, nor even understand.

I heard about Autism, and could really see myself in some traits.
I am very intelligent when it comes to languages and language learning, I am artistic (I love to paint, even detailed stuff, though that sometimes makes me very antsy and impatient and I just rush it). I'm very good at video games, too.
Therefore I absolutely suck at math. I'm also rather bad at spacial thinking. I have a very short attention span for movies, TV shows, books. Especially ones that I never saw before.
I almost always struggle trying to concentrate.
I don't have any stable, meaningful relationships with people.
I absolutely SUCK at making decisions.

I like to live in my own world alot. I make up scenarios in my head and imagine a future for myself, that is just way too good to ever be true. 
I also experience brain fog alot. When I'm in a store, I'm not only completely overwhelmed by everything that I see, when I buy something I need to search it forever, and look at it several times and read the item's name to be sure what it is.
I just feel like my mind isn't fully... There. My body might be, but my head hasn't caught up yet or something.

The odd thing though: I heard that autistic people have trouble comprehending another person's feelings. But for me the opposite is the case. 
I can almost immediately tell when I'm lied to, I often know why people behave the way they do right away.
Back in school when someone else was to hold a presentation in front of everyone, I completely felt their nervousness and anxiousness, even though I wasn't in their place.

Lastly, I have an eating disorder (bulimia) and in my father's side of the family run some mental issues. My grandma is manic depressed, my father slightly depressed, and my aunt used to be bipolar (or something similar).


That's just alot of facts about me lol.
I know only a test by a professional could give me a certain diagnosis, but I wanted to ask in here beforehand.
I'm a little nervous that if I ask my parents they'd laugh at me or tell me I'm over exaggerating.

Thanks a lot for reading my post and I hope you have a nice day/night/whatever time of day!",3.655594713656388,5.824107940528637,4.795090308370046,80.89977202643173,74.22026431718062,8.064229074889868,27.20903083700441,8.841846274778883,2.2779622907488988,1871,72,348,40,40,614,237,454,0.106,0.804,0.09,-0.7249,3,0,5,0,0,0,68.0,0,1,4,2,35,23,2,4,21,1,28,8,4,5,7,74,70,30,0,7,15,4,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,15,15,1,1,14,8,2,5,8,11,0,1,8,9,56,12,50,54,8,56,0,4,4,1,23,31,2,16,19,228,71,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557920570081456,0.0,0.0,0.12441819657968482,0.0647279937847809,0.0,0.0,0.05290026158598062,0.08157020525022432,0.0,0.08788121258258917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544738167904311,0.0,0.07308681011271162,0.059816153879451765,0.06495188453509622,0.0,0.0,0.06619405357423792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640779715013727,0.0,0.08684001356751113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700969615684267,0.1631238850738866,0.0,0.0,0.12421889564478175,0.0,0.0,0.1003369765962923,0.0,0.13400182420387494,0.0,0.0,0.0812745986556936,0.08915474352182476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959918322785456,0.06498404727036561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413983222029842,0.14073206543403985,0.0,0.14866446463368735,0.13982631370770152,0.07609411355455686,0.07333403513136785,0.0,0.07866650864153947,0.05557360551009085,0.07469115547426773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462381217320786,0.0,0.13049409460535574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967115421900466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726359779018177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119315433003732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550333614450283,0.06340970483088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494578681391263,0.07600909554120963,0.07796659693821854,0.06869050685337262,0.0,0.06532449468900121,0.0,0.08491760676582577,0.06613476884012873,0.0702090351103732,0.0,0.15577744753150655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839460755693578,0.08252351166457612,0.07854630965394975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768072898933261,0.0599968905172772,0.0,0.0,0.07300118914559213,0.0,0.0746421590161711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052712909878660806,0.11832648211540732,0.0,0.0,0.08637723259681067,0.0,0.0,0.16179057915215247,0.0679237334626486,0.0812745986556936,0.0,0.07353724172781381,0.0,0.07450187182117217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562326139276314,0.0,0.0498346371442199,0.0,0.0,0.08351797002923632,0.0,0.06643272981902132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872821945516187,0.12397804049997145,0.07081762193127633,0.0,0.08788121258258917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591170553716709,0.2994349428639054,0.07693687218670114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813236037980325,0.08905160224954456,0.0,0.0,0.07331670052811466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598479041464914,0.07161911407354644,0.0,0.0,0.05168060440643474,0.0498450622725536,0.2292865480676841,0.0,0.09072062491772673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052814697146140815,0.08461381232613506,0.0,0.08098273665082874,0.0,0.06718608420098375,0.0,0.32092687471850834,0.04588289925039807,0.12349308224511354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019389841274969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AvoDip,2020/03/10,"I think there’s a possibility my friend is autistic I am 15 years old and have known that I am autistic for years. I have a friend who can sometimes come off as a bit unusual and I’m just starting to notice that some of her behaviours are linked to autism. These include:

•having a lot of difficulty in social situations, especially when talking to teachers and older family members
•having special interests that she gets VERY fixated on and talks about constantly 
•being sensitive to noise
• scratching her arm repeatedly (when asked why she does this she literally describes what stimming is)
• going through periods (that can last hours or days) of doing nothing but sitting in her room and listening to music through her favourite headphones (for reasons that sound a lot like burnout)

I’m not a professional so I’m very hesitate to jump to conclusions but I think it’s a possibility and I’m not sure if I should say something. she doesn’t even know I’m autistic and I can’t really walk up to her and be like “ hey I’m autistic and you might be too” Should I talk to her? Let her be? How can I start a conversation like that? Can I tell other people in our friend group?

Sorry that was long it’s just something I’ve been thinking about for a while now.",3.549766304347827,6.034623154166668,4.5078985507246365,81.32869565217393,75.79166666666666,7.6739130434782625,29.60144927536232,8.587818076936951,2.51448731884058,1007,46,186,21,23,326,140,240,0.04,0.862,0.099,0.9258,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,9,0,23,1,1,2,1,34,40,19,0,3,8,0,1,3,3,3,0,3,1,0,14,10,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,4,24,9,26,31,4,29,0,0,0,0,28,7,0,6,20,125,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209371345701918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258177564216815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250065208419356,0.0,0.14113260017250392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422643246149597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428926132349393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626031072848457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311840293878998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027045588907064,0.0,0.06823330146282394,0.0,0.07422319829264724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861505412358926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177454624712774,0.10645673016102383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335477237748881,0.0,0.1914142274134755,0.0,0.0,0.1155772151032676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220635235395597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854635085663405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531457451525588,0.14868938352285216,0.13704311589377716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054185040671332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29446458161187394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366593935870896,0.1342789288086078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385865380914523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680028452780616,0.0,0.1331306273360483,0.0,0.20108508625459687,0.12916710247518834,0.14619641852557644,0.18487922401740653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308930037182653,0.0,0.0,0.3149148839911949,0.11415047726356713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510503254207143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155179608196906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784651769323976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820470898398465
autism,softservecon,2020/03/10,Interview as a support worker for young adult with mental health I don't have much experience with working with managing challenging behaviours. What does it take to be a support worker for young adults with mental health?,7.709649122807015,10.334215578947378,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,64.26315789473685,10.329824561403509,33.719298245614034,10.504223727775694,4.282077192982456,184,8,26,5,3,56,28,38,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,3,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116775380899121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366125648303151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142305835499218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875317760187448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781527613961742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489825436363343,0.0,0.0,0.181869431439252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609711130073735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mrnedryerson,2020/03/10,46 year old male - it just dawned on me I'm on the spectrum. Feels like I've found out what the rattle was in the car but it cannot be fixed. Where too from here?,-2.5618018018018027,-0.8932947027027041,-0.7471621621621622,111.4028603603604,104.13513513513512,2.466666666666667,8.869369369369368,3.1291,-2.5866360360360363,124,1,35,0,6,39,32,37,0.0,0.95,0.05,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620618805755429,0.3702649023538196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682758126435812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532092355736928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438558525925548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33376034548672073
autism,Raygazza,2020/03/10,"I think I may have Autism So I've (M20) had this feeling for a while now and through my research I'm showcasing a lot of traits associated with being on the spectrum. I won't go into detail but I'm just curious how it would work with being diagnosed with autism as an adult? I'm clueless as to where I'd go to even begin to get assessed, I was hoping people in here would have experience in that and could maybe give me some advice as to the first step I have to take?",6.073030303030308,4.68008963636364,7.030989898989898,79.91981818181819,66.77777777777777,9.940202020202019,30.91111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.1784892929292927,370,11,81,5,5,125,70,99,0.035,0.8759999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.6215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,18,24,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,7,1,18,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,4,59,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928598682938137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118514265930844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693132783661775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525376302420684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595522432910348,0.0,0.0,0.13416326070443074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256970323987464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862856212708075,0.25453713760129665,0.30159628906096425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263541280585389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558154382970005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26656847044922505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839525021524356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950174222563088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700183775785356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931697934467488,0.0,0.0,0.3769781155455917,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,EinarrVigburinn,2020/03/10,Does anyone know anything about Autism denial? I found just a few hours ago that there are apparently a percentage of people who believe that autism isn't a real thing. I want to know more about these people. I want to understand their position. Does anyone have links or something I can read or listen to to help me understand this line of thinking? I have autism and I want to know why people think my diagnosis doesn't exist.,4.3586772486772505,6.61348962962963,4.656190476190479,82.29,72.4567901234568,7.591534391534393,23.917107583774253,8.418075326091056,1.5913477954144617,344,10,62,6,7,108,52,81,0.055,0.9079999999999999,0.037000000000000005,0.3387,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,18,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,9,17,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006565691001656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525194520007261,0.0,0.14859488196415838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344214019885945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31603850955811874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979872271085432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103320757293673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782646217698594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977119681780142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755564318616734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062027180327664,0.20552979284110895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901269073388595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996361895140105,0.23140573241163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759624049602666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951708219814906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293760838547772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hollyreddits,2020/03/10,"I have questions about “neurodiversity vs pathology“ hello! I’m a college student who’s trying to educate myself. I’m a psychology and speech language hearing science major and I also volunteer at a respite care facility which has inspired me to continue on a career path doing something similar . I am taking a class on communication and Neuro disorders ,and our discussion on autism seemed a lot different than the way it’s discussed at my respite care facility. After doing a bit of research on my own, I’ve learned that there seems to be two schools of thought (“neurodiversity vs pathology”). My work friends and parents of the children at respite care almost always seem to advocate for neurodiversity. Although some of my online research was enlightening, I’d love more resources on this and to hear from the community itself considering my school seems to teach about autism as something to be cured as opposed to something to be accepted.",8.85709090909091,9.916603103030305,9.224393939393943,58.31659090909093,60.39393939393939,11.690909090909093,44.37878787878788,11.407655852321104,5.762587878787879,772,46,111,21,10,257,104,165,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.9771,2,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,10,0,9,3,0,0,0,22,23,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,11,7,29,18,6,11,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,8,2,79,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959987283676858,0.0,0.0,0.11148684184968397,0.11600103207908875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220058953298726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264160941386586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565471250695414,0.15977696292681615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770851115669693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142524200314921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852215700173135,0.12582377512208934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547993000166406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561721073620799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821825357638399,0.0,0.5076577692631215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219759524286968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048196426567412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067667777160416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946508460970922,0.0,0.13618418659175027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106578788977482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014927914677798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,seokiebear,2020/03/10,"Does anyone else get really overwhelmed and upset when doing dishes? I’ve always found myself really frustrated and irritable afterwards and i’m more prone to meltdowns. the water getting on my shirt, all the noise and people moving around. 

i haven’t had the chore of doing dishes in a few years but i’ve been put back on the route with my cousins and it’s making me fidget. i don’t like how i was approached with it. idk it made me really uncomfortable and upset. i don’t mind helping out at all but just the thought of doing dishes really overwhelms me. the last time i did dishes i had a huge meltdown that got really ugly and messy. i’m just scared of the possibilities. i’m really on edge right now and really emotional about it. i feel stupid for how i’m handling this but my brain is just all over the place about this.",2.1091531165311683,4.650479359756101,3.792601626016261,84.09941734417345,81.62195121951221,6.815176151761517,18.86720867208672,7.984000788550335,0.9552070460704608,661,16,125,13,18,220,96,164,0.2,0.7290000000000001,0.071,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,2,5,10,0,12,7,2,4,3,29,24,14,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,12,5,0,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,9,1,14,1,17,15,5,21,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,0,8,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733322793981167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070021416558689,0.15679733028461548,0.0,0.13622915383229325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767063230385368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083210208328967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339175936765072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783693761685108,0.17213816484072514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737657148302897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778950812122076,0.0,0.0,0.1599037290938672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239207917087985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257279048543416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473988342160132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476273341815988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448006963021267,0.10214872048696808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451668692609807,0.0,0.0,0.16264668331856902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060917411931231,0.0,0.15988379047792192,0.0,0.0,0.17251834396236213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538374279971699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6862446041997261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306867930564272,0.0,0.0,0.15320973708272215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148873493387854,0.08923302991515818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854630965036223
autism,WAScholar,2020/03/11,"Comedy is Hard for Me  So a little context: I have High-functioning Autism, but my capabilities are fairly average for a non-disabled person. My siblings all have various degrees throughout the spectrum, and I am the most empathetic one by far. I do believe that support and therapy is the only ""cure"" for autism, and thankfully, I have enough skills that it is hard for me to be identified as autistic, unless I said I was.
I also attend online school, since it is fairly down to the point, less complicated, and less social situations, which often left me overwhelmed. I can go at my own pace, and often finish around noon if I stay on task. After I finish school for the day, I have job training with a tree company. I t keeps me physically active, and I love being in the outdoors. 
So yesterday at work, a client offered everyone homemade chocolate cupcakes, and they were the richest and most delicious cupcakes I ever ate. I complimented the client's cooking, as one does after being offered food, and this is the conversation that followed:
Client: So tell me, are you a drug addict?
I was taken aback, since I am the last person you would relate with drugs, (I personally believe rec drugs should be illegal). I have seen what they do to people, and it needs to stop.
Me: No, why?
Client: Your teeth.
I was born with horrible overcrowded teeth and long fangtooths.
Client: Do you have ADHD? 
In this situation, it is best to be honest.
Me: No, ma'am, I have Autism.
Client: Do you take medicine for autism?
Me: No! There is no medicine for autism.
She said she was a Medical Doctor, and at that point I could not argue, since I was not a medical professional.
She then began to tell me of how Autism is a gift, that I am blessed with a perspective unique to myself, and that I should use my mind how God intended. This was nothing I have not heard before, but she said it with a sense of wisdom that one would be foolish to disrespect.
If only I understood that she was joking by asking if I were a drug addict! It has taken me years to understand humor, and it is clear that I have much to learn.",4.1849560301507545,6.034077479899497,5.122434045226131,80.48983197236181,71.93969849246231,8.090577889447237,27.010364321608037,8.751876143730069,2.1123389447236183,1639,58,303,31,32,535,193,398,0.065,0.757,0.17800000000000002,0.995,2,0,4,0,0,0,70.0,0,5,2,3,11,12,1,1,21,0,49,15,2,4,3,52,70,29,0,9,9,0,2,0,0,4,9,4,0,4,21,20,3,2,3,2,0,3,7,2,0,3,19,7,56,10,39,40,10,32,1,1,1,1,29,13,0,7,15,236,77,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039410227074045,0.11045970620342507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350155628951313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182068012195629,0.08592480204290362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820987747080589,0.20710546805695426,0.0964554001357518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338381684875576,0.0,0.0,0.05927528396932355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407526744828114,0.08043233248293283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263524251862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496910111659504,0.0,0.0,0.08313917187036697,0.0,0.0878253327560889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113969460448242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223539721831801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466921846969615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710949708645032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120793559293576,0.08169512309399361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492010199559462,0.0,0.0,0.09986206333672244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211942257796657,0.0,0.08133874420908954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295367539574364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518223998505845,0.0,0.0,0.0928043671918322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756549391145728,0.06815117828708077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819151865754825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868447390723416,0.13980560440249568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371982924029716,0.2407606084517351,0.0,0.0,0.1737720642420883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622865198406593,0.0,0.0,0.1860385960553803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280903127762797,0.2066246497176797,0.0,0.09369215232956682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796538039925716,0.0,0.07684209078672144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104300028419473,0.0,0.0,0.06910597463482596,0.0,0.1606693233297032,0.08461971784184127,0.10510875742897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568306469717172,0.0,0.0793819856825815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293579102090143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691263292852867,0.0,0.0,0.13058251923090827,0.0,0.0,0.0591879627251283
autism,Grand-Cryptographer,2020/03/11,"Why does everyone assume autism is a raged out hateful disorder? (Just complaining I guess, sorry if this doesn’t make much sense.)

There are certainly things that can set me off, and I’m not all rainbows and sunshine all the time, but this is one of the most wholesome subreddits I’ve witnessed... and society has painted us in a negative quasi-disabled light... I don’t subscribe to that.

ASD isn’t a crazy raged out hateful disorder, I just think we are the sports cars of brains. We need special inputs to generate ridiculous amazing outputs. Without the special oil and gas we need, we don’t work worth a crap, but provide the right stuff and boom, amazing things happen. I wish autism wasn’t a meme, but a well respected difference. 

I’m annoyed, sorry, rant over. Thanks for reading :)",6.032671232876713,7.343265006849317,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,66.73972602739727,8.853698630136988,35.14794520547945,9.120678840339163,3.2029693150684926,625,30,111,11,10,192,96,146,0.233,0.546,0.22,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,0,0,1,4,17,7,0,11,0,11,2,2,1,3,30,23,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,2,1,1,8,8,1,1,1,4,10,9,11,22,4,9,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,4,1,70,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585607997739914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739449095795038,0.38162018778301937,0.0,0.14569509300182276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908677056617207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340570769315329,0.0,0.14722511420813775,0.0,0.0,0.3287455909091723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113227861095312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238810706170528,0.2468980309834224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281682707975887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665334223679696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142180156809421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727401953071981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905893496543502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328012106786934,0.0,0.0,0.2212149480694272,0.10667902386961448,0.0,0.0,0.09708070639118796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002650078339265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969303750693622,0.0,0.15022985673745032,0.0,0.19145340703720806,0.1604888458427517,0.0,0.12120551495367175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tnuoccaetaercesae,2020/03/11,"I was bamboozled at the dentist The dentist is already sensory hell but I thought I was gonna get a filling from this one dentist guy who always did my fillings but apparently he wasn’t there so I was taken into a whole different room with a dentist I’ve never seen before and she didn’t even tell me she was gonna put the numbing stuff in yet she just opened my mouth and fuckin went at it. Now my jaw is sore, my head hurts and I’m fucking dying.",3.0553984962406027,4.114941757894736,4.483909774436093,87.08736842105263,73.52631578947368,7.112781954887217,28.308270676691734,7.447530270364453,1.5042481203007516,357,14,76,4,7,119,65,95,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.9274,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,6,0,9,11,3,0,1,11,18,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,11,1,12,0,6,5,1,13,1,1,1,2,7,6,3,0,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723167512821557,0.0,0.20533234797877914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209983032809942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561082247630787,0.2578220519006772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298920974894893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813482154506046,0.1289271020480459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443410253044744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325713870633404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641723111698278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032418094556852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672176893071589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480719354150537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824925277611585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568779343047734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959077579399478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875819504347197,0.0,0.2755098113540832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,curiouslilsheep,2020/03/11,how long it the diagnosis process? I'm a 17 year old girl and I'm going to get tested for autism very soon. Is the diagnoses process faster of slower with the older you are? Or does it just depends on noticeable the autism is to the person? Any help would be much appreciated,0.7618636363636355,3.308089254545454,2.538522727272728,89.1077840909091,92.8181818181818,5.65909090909091,19.602272727272727,7.1686216300943375,0.6570454545454543,219,7,45,4,8,72,44,55,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.7608,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,26,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195559388388514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312777877414782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562506094037793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052469027093078,0.0,0.18549429132734396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877154994285344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888438399628005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399333417319671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715958414473682,0.3424901681517206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849901332720116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26930496347610944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318572572851257,0.0,0.0,0.21018370272786546
autism,HarrySyd1,2020/03/11,"Wrote a text about how I feel as a neurodivergent person and would like opinions I forge myself in your temperament. What else can I do? The moment I stop doing it will be my death sentence. Without your authorization, I don't exist.

I'm always on the edge, too sensitive, fragile, almost violent in my feelings and yet I mask. I'm the sensitive one but it's your feelings that I have to protect.

You like to think of yourself as open-minded and loving, yet you despise me. I don't let you know how much you do.

Deep down, you pity me. We should find a cure for me.

What is there to cure? My personality interweaves with what you consider a disease. If you cure me, you kill me.

You try to justify yourself, you're weighing it up. I don't think that the end of an entire group can ever be envisaged. You're thinking about it.

My murder would let you keep the illusion of a consensual universe, YOUR universe, where normality reigns.

Your world can only be in your mind. I exist.",1.9323660714285749,4.421242802083338,3.7705059523809545,84.31437500000003,81.91666666666666,6.5738095238095235,24.247023809523807,7.793537801064563,1.4859773809523804,766,29,149,14,21,257,108,192,0.131,0.7929999999999999,0.076,-0.9155,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,1,16,0,0,10,8,4,0,11,0,20,2,0,2,1,29,32,9,3,5,3,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,3,8,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,4,37,3,20,22,1,15,0,1,0,1,22,9,0,3,8,112,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466213550198978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451361492790129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571028443652756,0.0,0.1544893914455414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777802510836586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645846134074463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942192314181144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550375700500499,0.192976185658423,0.0,0.09585979908309764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35672417698016723,0.0,0.17043116574432687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742599769731258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522404529068415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822295381343193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709001447668251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819536354731415,0.13265859922264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046035739096473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582768936441592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33529482264806393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842359574151437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681401433694126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478140151558496,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CrestfallenK,2020/03/11,"Advice for a Non-Autistic Person to Support Possibly Autistic Friend Without Enabling? Hi! I want to clarify before starting that I am not autistic and do not have experience with family members who have autism, so this is an area I lack knowledge in. I know a lot of articles use the term neurotypical, but I'm not sure of the ""qualifications"" for fitting either neurodivergent or neurotypical, since I have several mental illnesses impacting my functioning/social relationships/etc. but am not autistic? Please feel free to educate me on if this language is specific to autism. Please also correct me if anything I say is incorrect or insensitive. I'm trying to research, but it can be a lot to take in and remember. Additionally, a lot of resources I found were geared towards parents, which still have good advice but have some obvious differences between managing a parental relationship and a friendship. I want to educate myself and correct any mistakes I make in the learning process.   


To give a bit of context, I have a close long-distance/internet friend whom I will call Tim for privacy reasons. I've been friends with Tim for about nine years now; we met when we were 11 and are almost 20 now. Throughout the years we've fought and clashed a LOT due to misunderstandings (sometimes going several months without speaking), but we always make up, and we truly do care for each other deeply. Tim has always had some behaviors we didn't understand in our servers/groups, but we tried to be non-judging, but of course it didn't always work; sometimes we weren't as understanding as we should've been, sometimes there were just misunderstandings, etc. Well, coming back to the present, sometime fairly recently Tim's therapist he's gotten close to had asked if he had ever been screened for high-functioning autism. He said no, and she said that even though she wasn't an expert on the subject she noticed a lot of signs/symptoms that she said made her question it, and encouraged him to seek advice from a professional, which he now wants to do after lots of discussion with loved ones and research, but is struggling to have a screening covered with insurance. I'm in no way qualified to give an armchair diagnosis, but even though he's not officially diagnosed with autism at this current point I still think he seems to resonate a lot with certain aspects, so I hope it's still okay for me to ask here. I'm in no way trying to undermine anyone's struggles with autism since he isn't officially diagnosed, but desperate for help since we've been having tension and more frequent fights (started way before therapist's advice). Since we are long-distance I can't be there for the sensory and physical parts, but try to be a good friend in the social aspects.  


I try really hard to be comforting/supportive, but will be the first to admit I'm nowhere near perfect in this aspect. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, and although I'm going to DBT and taking medicine and actively trying to improve there are still a lot of moments  where I get upset easily if I feel ignored, invalidated, etc. or people aren't trying to understand me, even if it's not intentional. Tim also gets gets upset easily if people don't see things the way he does as well as other reasons. It can be a disaster having two people with such emotional sensitivity together, but I'm trying.  


The problem we struggle with the most by far is Tim's rigid way of thinking how things should be. Of course all people with autism have different personalities and it's possible this is moreso just his personality, but I've seen things talking about people with autism having rigid thinking and liking things a certain way (such as set daily schedules) and being very upset if those standards are changed or challenges so I'm not sure. I apologize if this is a wrong perspective I have. But once Tim gets an idea that's the way he thinks is right, he struggles to see other perspectives and asserts his way is the correct way. I try really hard to prevent fights by not challenging his ideas and assuring him ""Even if I do not personally agree or understand, your feelings are completely valid. We can agree to disagree."" or if its with someone else's perspective ""This is why they feel this way, but that doesn't make your feelings invalid or mean anyone in this situation is right or wrong."", but it doesn't work because he just gets angry with me or others for not sharing his views. We've tried to directly but politely tell him we don't appreciate him not letting us have our own views when he has his, but he either shuts down or lashes out at us for ""attacking him."" He also spams and rambles the group chats with things he's interested in and we try to show interest, but if the conversation starts to naturally flow to others interests he'll sometimes be like ""I didn't want to stop talking about that yet."" He just completely struggles with compromise, which he himself admits. A perfect example of this is when we were playing Stardew Valley as a small group last night. He mentioned he liked playing in the mines which we were cool with, but at one point another girl in her group (we'll call her Kate) went into the mines to grab an item, but he freaked out on her saying ""we agreed the mines were my thing and you're just going to disrespect me and take that from me? Ask permission first"" Kate was completely confused since we didn't realize he wanted to be the only person doing it and got upset, since it was her server and she didn't think it was fair she had to ask permission use a core aspect of the game when it hadn't even been explained why. But even though I try to accommodate to him I don't want to compromise our feelings either, since Kate was really hurt she'd gotten snapped at just for playing the game. I tried to comfort Tim without invalidating him, but also told him that if you play a game with a group of people you have to compromise and do what the group wants for everyone to have fun, and encouraged him to make a solo save where he can complete the mine by himself. He said, ""If I can't play the way I want to I'm not playing at all,"" and immediately left the game and went on ""Do-Not-Disturb"" mode on Discord. And I'm in no way blaming any of his rude behavior on the possibility he may struggle with autism, I know many autistic people are not rude, but I think we was a bit sheltered/spoiled anyways which just happens to make certain attributes stand out more.  I want to be a good friend and accommodate him because I am sympathetic that he views things differently sometimes, but I also want to respect my and my friends' feelings and not be expected to do all of the work. Any tips on how to be supportive without being enabling? Thank you so much and I truly do apologize if anything I said was ignorant.",9.531049711349192,7.916183647700706,9.096303420214808,68.5781716580578,60.14575214341386,12.346005786226668,40.52986247803744,11.173837189037187,4.492060660263949,5472,241,969,117,59,1762,455,1283,0.135,0.733,0.132,0.8256,5,1,0,0,2,0,133.0,24,5,1,11,55,77,6,14,59,2,111,4,0,14,16,258,209,110,0,30,78,2,10,3,6,6,3,8,0,7,53,80,0,6,34,12,1,7,39,28,2,6,45,27,111,50,149,141,30,102,0,1,8,1,154,47,0,41,37,670,164,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072465536011885,0.0,0.0,0.033489410963293935,0.0,0.0,0.13372607681632642,0.08348445073453488,0.0,0.0,0.06822935524470396,0.035069029557035385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046769750876451514,0.0,0.055043249586645096,0.0,0.1250627851541845,0.03804746440732396,0.0,0.02571642993850259,0.0,0.04077439642622052,0.0,0.05691689052820052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302453774704756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830028140138117,0.0,0.03409846424590466,0.0,0.03537939770858708,0.02880910999210478,0.14026190885669834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678900659631269,0.0,0.1048258231206866,0.03832980836723079,0.0,0.0292671361399829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02793823391113716,0.03762008386627784,0.0,0.0,0.11189695529894758,0.13253698002764935,0.03025208130339605,0.0,0.03195724767595386,0.0,0.032714723582895754,0.031528098251923146,0.0,0.1183723073740787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689502764285985,0.0,0.03666970292870494,0.1550328601769799,0.0,0.08736574635566613,0.06416520999874978,0.05702111705037252,0.08415391220413546,0.026748282620747958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029574485811270187,0.0,0.05991864572670232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022416859062199368,0.035335502328214724,0.0,0.03321751350600318,0.0,0.0,0.03580257488957202,0.07550858158452751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03675997888295684,0.027261385527912508,0.0,0.0,0.036337086252168825,0.03419883344806443,0.0,0.049017258384259285,0.0,0.0,0.05919390938284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274636584363184,0.03018458418614609,0.031645593200216704,0.11162090159112577,0.03390704364272466,0.0,0.036430403052508664,0.0,0.0,0.033703762312389286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026694742257427496,0.0,0.02458524386435525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138499960852384,0.0,0.0,0.03807630200545257,0.0,0.035616849269085794,0.045325142652304765,0.025435726721270115,0.0,0.0,0.07427137675331871,0.03621667502929818,0.0,0.16230137828112476,0.17521246213261912,0.0,0.07342310440151427,0.06323092349184609,0.1131095113220348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032001463854224636,0.0,0.0,0.03746501897296013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642753940956882,0.0687721601253316,0.0330219901649596,0.03590642135218642,0.037885618389561525,0.05712211605772311,0.1590648736830589,0.0531921429038541,0.0,0.0,0.05330119684484759,0.03044623056970985,0.0,0.07556457243457661,0.0,0.1936569959332301,0.03759254249183192,0.0,0.034092023603310304,0.028337056925956037,0.0,0.19846227698934385,0.0,0.07101566703790843,0.0,0.1068339286573244,0.02796074492571893,0.0,0.2097780573087372,0.0,0.0,0.11385582278636022,0.06304129136263742,0.03476120030182815,0.07543734858688167,0.05376216263625809,0.029231596388225818,0.03079081167675475,0.0,0.07766229949569345,0.15553130539840218,0.1285776802997791,0.09857590411290662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195724767595386,0.0,0.2951823181585567,0.0,0.032670002477765865,0.13926584965702118,0.08045821074120789,0.05776988706692723,0.0,0.027594865111901644,0.19726182434367,0.3185562084629948,0.0,0.0,0.060140481297723015,0.0620059867241882,0.060356153098032994,0.0,0.0,0.1289555826061974,0.0,0.07304305657750873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313169357599364,0.0,0.043073776662939295
autism,MerCalledLezlee,2020/03/11,"Today was hard for me, anyone wanna talk about your special interest? I had a big meltdown today, and I wanna talk about special interests too.",3.5548717948717896,6.5661642307692345,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,79.76923076923076,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,2.5444512820512806,114,5,16,2,3,38,20,26,0.047,0.604,0.349,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558419874956769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32776966144772324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881843834174245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6936505298582067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kewpydoll666,2020/03/11,"University Hello fellow autists and aspies ☺️

I might be going to uni in September which is exciting but scary. I'm nervous because I've never been away or lived on my own. I recently got diagnosed at 20.

My boyfriend is also autistic and doesn't think he can do a long distance relationship because of the anxiety it would cause him. We had a bit of a blip in our relationship where we ""broke up"" for a week but worked out that we needed space. I'm worried I'd loose him again if I did go to university 

Do any of you have any advice

Thank you",3.695089285714285,4.712745473214291,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,71.94642857142857,8.814285714285715,29.17857142857143,9.188382445141503,2.3908892857142865,431,17,89,9,8,148,85,112,0.161,0.7929999999999999,0.047,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,13,1,0,1,1,16,21,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,13,2,13,14,2,16,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,3,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954623898847937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996014519177482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272048100891956,0.0,0.15301879270439406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793033621485472,0.0,0.0,0.24386710983092724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837580109046184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054810633989341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030214500246055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735795389911545,0.0,0.1599784901161138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662598802458745,0.1770160795256378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121952137305953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831621157588126,0.15427182810919648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197500834058096,0.4295045894976526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841564047807676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816812359282514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604482153232048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562078707901438,0.20313538262256287,0.0,0.14209222083277184,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,drop_trooper112,2020/03/11,"So I'm having trouble So I'm having trouble figuring out what I should do to get officially diagnosed, when I was in high school I took the official screening and my results said I'd be somewhere on the minor end of the spectrum but I was never professionally evaluated especially since my mom was convinced that I didn't have it and refused to have me tested earlier when my grade school told her that they believed I was showing signs because she believes the only two ways to get it is from vaccines (unvaccinated till high school) and if your parents had it, I'm an adult now and according to Google (since I can't afford to visit a professional) getting diagnosed as an adult is quite difficult, I have had a suspicion that I had autism but had  been afraid of finding out up until I had a better understanding of autism and my motivation to getting checked has spiked since my girlfriend (has Asperger's) told me she believes I'm on the spectrum but I'm confused on who I can visit to get checked because Google has given me multiple answers and I can't afford to go to the wrong one",9.913501843075302,7.431914052132701,9.93911532385466,65.56116377040549,60.13744075829385,12.790100052659295,43.82359136387572,11.20814326018867,4.905669404949974,879,43,157,18,9,293,113,211,0.10099999999999999,0.848,0.051,-0.8574,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,5,8,0,2,11,0,27,2,0,2,1,23,44,17,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,5,1,2,4,4,6,0,2,16,2,25,2,23,26,0,21,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,2,7,112,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553296002792755,0.0,0.0,0.4311886151178561,0.0,0.11282673747752782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896503299178664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299059665192407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659815633062565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332545500785825,0.0,0.07250189576679428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695728571298626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941034822881194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839110362762007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864458363369877,0.0970239712702792,0.0,0.0,0.1416531951943822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356881288906909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134983130975432,0.0,0.0,0.3873278930980698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165857055361324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380031397303176,0.14173677206127716,0.0,0.0,0.12461894313214356,0.13280656322622975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126041989604599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947954808247282,0.0,0.0
autism,iGirl_57,2020/03/11,"I finally saw the world properly So a week ago, I got those awesome glasses that turn into sunglasses when exposed to sunlight, and for nearly the entire week it was cloudy or raining, but today, it was clear and sunny. And usually on those days I would be squinting at the ground because the sun was just too bright and made everything hurt to look at, but today was different. Today I could see the world bathed in sunlight. It was amazing. The way the sunlight caught the houses and grass and trees, the way the single dandelion in the field seemed to be glowing gold, the way the sky was showing off it’s wonderful clear blue, and the white fluffy clouds bobbed along. This probably sounds strange to most people, but I was ecstatic. I never knew the world could look so beautiful, I just wanted to share this with everyone else. Thanks",8.518653846153846,7.8974144551282075,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,61.5,10.876923076923077,35.52564102564102,10.125756701596842,3.4370025641025634,669,25,120,12,8,204,96,156,0.043,0.7140000000000001,0.243,0.9914,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,16,0,12,0,0,1,3,28,25,14,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,9,7,4,16,8,2,28,1,1,8,0,1,13,0,4,11,80,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848762106250634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523577507268234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494723581015277,0.0,0.0,0.10075480878462616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322609917875958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050931927360346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149283546458679,0.14040859091621474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114128113542618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495063817116152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026734090373814,0.16724642266015258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623860991077882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782769876242166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049346984138233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830954794274328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844133298507713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449432091547442,0.14222505397937932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383471355406874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442605985955114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993233742251332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206421994086635,0.0,0.0921479378247272,0.37202202946257545,0.250635030790793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942373378345033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098063032927784,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NagisaLA,2020/03/11,"I told my first GF that i have Aspergers So im 19 Years old and got my first GF on the 31.12.2019. I was very happy and she told me that she loves me some time ago. I was so happy and i lover her so much. But i was still afraid to tell her about my Aspergers because most Girls Avoided me because of it. 
But 2 Weeks ago i told her that. And she said that it dosent Change anything for her. I told her why i didnt tell her sooner. After i told her she began to cry because she was sad that Pepole where so mean to me. 
I was never so happy in my Life. I love her so much.

I made it. And you are all gonna make it.",-0.9593478260869546,0.7957287173913059,1.2516231884057978,102.47526086956523,87.91304347826087,4.259710144927536,14.997101449275362,5.2151,-1.2190063768115946,465,8,123,2,15,155,71,138,0.061,0.773,0.165,0.9521,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,2,2,15,22,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,15,1,35,6,9,6,5,15,0,1,0,3,28,3,0,2,12,85,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201527636412044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021879851020712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270934281227196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136395082468116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364037978290519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125163506193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931656021334047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965696487010731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413364323646762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771065536758256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241511438579375,0.11750030860367493,0.08288983746076779,0.0,0.0,0.1352663410081602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825703644031274,0.0,0.0957737961804019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130304013507634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812179741750585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916878084064994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707424315693236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240924125665306,0.0,0.0,0.5932874192453025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245992691655477,0.0,0.0,0.0996081712404224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205140902684932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996661681454087
autism,ladysilvernight,2020/03/11,"hay i'm doing a report hay i'm doing a report on discrimination and i thought i would post here to see if anyone has any story about your community, you would like more people to know about.",0.8269230769230731,3.3222973333333385,3.4878974358974415,83.94876923076926,88.48717948717949,5.171282051282052,15.492307692307696,6.742157984588678,-0.09622461538461513,152,3,30,2,5,53,28,39,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736893124167707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814121776478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118368205697791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966235749352833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901785382600514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854492484759802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207116906602225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195114502228988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717977385909133,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Zach-FR,2020/03/11,"hats while can enjoy the unique hats everyone hs, i feel like this is a repeat of the art phase a month or so ago. maybe tone it down",-1.0763793103448265,1.0018005862068975,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,94.86206896551724,4.279310344827587,10.698275862068963,5.985473137389443,-1.4800413793103449,103,1,26,1,4,33,26,29,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250179393226005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581505899505641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243256404466645,0.3425308154556602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342430119371173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816883358764123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827054206242313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RSdabeast,2020/03/11,Apparently u/donut2315 and I have commandeered the subreddit. This post was made by Hat Gang.,3.609166666666667,6.5808732500000025,3.452500000000004,79.80916666666668,97.75,9.633333333333333,30.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.230483333333334,76,4,13,3,3,23,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028232040243361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7113645646818278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,the_beasty_boy21,2020/03/11,"Stupid autism shirt for my girlfriend I was diagnosed with autism a few weeks ago (so happy with it, it made so many things clear the past few  weeks). And now we figured maybe it would be smart to get my girlfriend tested. I am not sure if she is but there are definitely certain things that make it seem like she has autism.
So, when the day comes and she has autism I want to celebrate it by buying her a custom autism shirt. Does anyone have any ideas? I am thinking about an ugly colorful text that just says 'autistic!' or something. I don't know what extra to write on their or on the back or sleeves.",2.6682954545454542,4.761438875000003,2.726212121212121,94.94727272727276,76.91666666666666,5.696969696969697,20.909090909090907,6.574015621080383,0.11149999999999947,475,12,102,4,11,143,85,120,0.062,0.768,0.17,0.9223,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,9,6,1,0,6,0,11,3,2,2,3,26,19,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,13,5,10,15,3,11,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,5,9,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190178018923265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721790608154087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513720472799195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646437389863214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648352313601868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961556289329746,0.0,0.0,0.21972873667756868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944836063943815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310500176004985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045337639211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438634731765674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189750459902806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057641262372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484429103581947,0.14450608845630078,0.21948282884667053,0.2174892883307459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666038635516595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215835918887712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970807270480428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666615021342444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040354964032332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28764736270264857,0.13871548979663378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276890538927699,0.0,0.34730402773564584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537854456832571,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Fartcanonmydingdong,2020/03/11,"Parent of children with ASD please help. Apologies if this has been asked here before but I’m looking for a perspective of people with autism. I have two boys with ASD. Younger is having a very hard time with school and older seems to only have one friend. They are 7 and 9. I’m working to get my younger son more than a 504 but the district is stingy despite him leaving his classroom, many meltdowns throughout the day etc. I take parent training courses and go to conferences so I can learn as much as I can to help them. I’m always trying to understand what may be going on. But I still am very stressed a lot that I’m not doing enough for them.

My questions for everyone are : 

1) Is there anything that would have helped you as a child that you wish your parents had done?

2) What did your parents do that helped?

3) How was your school experience and what do you wish was different or what could have been more helpful?

4) Are you content/happy now?

I appreciate anyone who answers one or all questions or even reads this.",2.3597441364605523,4.8321625721393024,2.8194740582800293,91.89611940298508,79.99502487562191,5.221606254442076,24.49680170575693,6.42735559955562,0.7157906183368872,811,30,161,7,21,250,128,201,0.043,0.8270000000000001,0.13,0.9591,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,3,1,7,2,0,1,7,0,29,0,0,1,1,30,43,16,0,5,8,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,7,2,20,1,19,32,7,8,0,0,1,0,31,1,0,9,5,115,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309428507159266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782300742685243,0.0,0.0920688569524164,0.0,0.10459400346909282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520282853156008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932819176262438,0.0,0.0,0.07215424545317209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689224729395856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144935136893061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560339105216635,0.12477733234860125,0.07389660764766792,0.0,0.0,0.106907469561325,0.0,0.10944147478248678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643928991443788,0.0,0.058453412283365765,0.0,0.1271695526312456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909982770629098,0.10022375611218913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749587107990926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846624519730575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939521955671286,0.0,0.0,0.09511756295147884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343017624376528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224570015345854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162746046212355,0.08509084411141175,0.0,0.0,0.496924205115929,0.0,0.0,0.07756447361126123,0.0,0.0,0.12281217673212187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066554016665005,0.0,0.111911673858145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645989398364466,0.0,0.10185262200591512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934862829757734,0.0,0.12815976244259594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412088685500765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523894241219044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759601245859826,0.0,0.10929186802555003,0.11647248015622218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846277396547692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573161704445903,0.0,0.0,0.08145098963577617,0.0,0.0,0.07947733451059201,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,frogk1sser,2020/03/11,wondering if anyone relates/has advice? anybody else feel confused and disoriented every day? i am always beating myself up because of how much i struggle to visualize my week and my schedule even when i write it down.. its like i can't read? even though i can. like the information goes in my eyes and then leaves my head and just constantly in conversations and i have no concept of time like i really feel like i can't grasp it. :( feeling super defeated because i missed an appointment i made months in advance because i mixed up tuesday and wednesday and recently i sometimes can't even remember how to say numbers out loud or read them. i don't have a routine and i've been trying to make one happen for three months now and it feels like i'm just floating around every day i write list after list and try to collect my thoughts. any advice is very needed right now thanks :') (just wanna day this group has really helped me thank u),4.142666666666667,6.167636822222228,4.823333333333334,81.855,72.44444444444444,7.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.1124000000000005,748,30,136,12,15,240,114,180,0.09300000000000001,0.75,0.157,0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,13,12,0,2,3,0,11,2,2,4,0,35,25,17,0,3,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,7,22,8,17,22,1,27,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,4,22,87,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444382823064145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040724805842958,0.0,0.0,0.08505533888655145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745539942820171,0.0,0.0,0.11134333273894503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873381143202126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516172055993328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198922532865086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448417450293723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478327190141557,0.0,0.2107622874859055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296686068944463,0.17870731478806084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106034742986237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836310941894666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383518519862143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324364432651215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055268152696229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834905859465705,0.08348858268649001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996674605279272,0.0,0.091944570236294,0.09274158207019527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475410667182677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502178408868161,0.0,0.1602525894394923,0.0,0.12349654576606987,0.0,0.1416856761797194,0.10681342924423327,0.0,0.09946471847556472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370244570672205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075562337768118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303046463533725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228856245277546,0.09929563722042116,0.07293228109879425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698355293254763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320003443695096,0.0,0.0,0.10032767943105374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563858170509666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Familiar-Virus,2020/03/11,Parents Equal parenting rights for same-sex couples https://autism20.com/2020/03/10/same-sex-marriage-couple/,35.92666666666665,46.89671500000001,14.142222222222225,9.700000000000015,10.111111111111112,12.488888888888884,53.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,8.877577777777779,101,4,5,2,1,20,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6810468855016141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6834477806317708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628198449471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheABM,2020/03/11,"Any great writers here with a strong, deep understanding of digital marketing? I recently launched an autistic-friendly freelancing platform and I'm starting to get clients to post projects. One client is looking for an ongoing blog writer who has strong understanding of digital marketing (he's looking to generate content similar to that: https://klientboost.com/ppc/facebook-marketing-for-saas/?fbclid=IwAR1yXz5t5_xJQTaKAysy81dmU1ur46EvArziBMQuNKU_b-S5prYydV9tfIw

If you are interested, please let me know. Cheers!",17.460307692307698,22.358534415384607,11.990769230769232,32.24923076923079,43.30769230769231,13.2,49.92307692307693,12.340626583579946,7.794292307692308,447,24,43,13,5,124,54,65,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,8,11,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,24,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174952526274691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876628209570335,0.0,0.13441303655863665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836412520316829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138894794576254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630761621267421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43208426691361296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743329139416933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240537132231786,0.0,0.0,0.2463936906270719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540232388796955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209713852350634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356546049842321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,EmilyTodd,2020/03/11,"I wish I was regular awkward Does anyone have this? I am awkward, but not in a way that makes it adorable, like you often see on tv where a boy tries to talk to his crush and talks to himself and is and acts nervous and clumsy and struggles with talking, I'm just awkward in that I have no emotion at all, I'm just like 'hey', and not just to a crush, to everyone, I'm not charmingly awkward, I'm just awkward",10.264612403100775,4.840485848837211,9.996976744186048,74.44763565891473,62.6046511627907,12.862015503875973,44.94573643410853,8.841846274778883,4.042834108527131,317,14,70,3,3,105,51,86,0.25,0.619,0.131,-0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,7,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,19,12,7,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,1,7,4,10,11,1,7,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,2,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182211717277694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275578790493369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925037302359494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847403813657395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407937197055475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357499894874354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721377122093454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27184444219815385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270174664902939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654630654605144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640322422028373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29902675748737395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,majordisinterest,2020/03/11,I think all you hat people are beautiful geniuses That's all,4.195,6.232968500000003,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,72.33333333333334,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.065566666666667,50,2,9,2,1,17,11,12,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7343733828783686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6787457068149905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SteadyingRuck,2020/03/11,"Volunteering. I am considering volunteering a few hours a few days a week at a local charity bookstore in my hometown while I carry on looking for my next paid full-time job (I am 23.) The shop staff are friendly, it is not too big a shop, and better still, it does not get too crowded and or noisy throughout the day, and have been in the shop many times before anyway. I have no experience working in retail apart from the 2 weeks of work experience I completed when I was 16. Any advice about working in retail and voluntary work?",6.359158576051782,6.451756582524272,7.143834951456312,74.42054207119743,65.6990291262136,9.973462783171524,32.70064724919093,9.725611199111238,3.0048783171521043,420,16,79,8,6,140,71,103,0.039,0.87,0.09,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,10,8,2,19,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,10,53,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846715089080547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285145784744052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608101857639933,0.0,0.0,0.16713966113377876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814455260589472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375615292016015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653798566918842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697222900099624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600740842316912,0.0,0.09873555473943964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861096919611088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875359678363553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586977010570276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159859002461813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098502956367675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509216662562531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019721378207764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30318071975692984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503260344685318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SweetJayBird518,2020/03/11,"Is it just me or are dogs and other animals better than humans personally? I mean, I can definitely connect humans and have a few friends, but I prefer animals. They make me happy (most of the time) and calm my nerves. Plus they can’t say stuff about me, and they can’t start drama like humans, but I feel like this is weird. So, is it?",2.1762254901960816,3.9838684852941166,3.9270588235294133,87.09343137254903,77.38235294117645,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.6577274509803929,259,6,55,4,6,87,48,68,0.048,0.6809999999999999,0.271,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,6,4,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882896083415429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481772965714173,0.23286950564368014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518397985478043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469958701224897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185001286247445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758421025073035,0.0,0.0,0.3550715127858317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846201193487081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922050082686393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071974883451704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731520098846863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900728491733433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HoneyIsMyFavorite,2020/03/11,How to speak to a child about their desire to be autistic...? She's 9 y/o. I read a book to her recently to acquaint her with different kinds of people and acceptance. One character was an autistic boy who recieved extra attention. She wants to be autistic but says she doesn't know why. Any recommendations on how to talk to her about this situation? TIA,2.283382352941178,5.015959102941178,3.8632352941176498,82.50455882352944,82.97058823529412,7.51764705882353,26.14705882352941,8.472884824447931,2.2782588235294123,281,12,53,7,8,93,51,68,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,8,2,13,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,0,1,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994161670537402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379126319887801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367997042894351,0.17774715494326407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191626708898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422372769421636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235147679946284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193453848858081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572023258391789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36354577331407945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995856751219315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190765768215724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29184278181044776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gemraticus,2020/03/11,"Adults with autism: Life-changing books? What book or books from your childhood do you think had an inordinately positive effect on your everyday life? Either a book you read our a book your parents used to help inform their parenting.

I am stepmom to a child (F10) with autism. She now lives with us full time, as of October.

We have a lot of parenting/autism/education  books but the number of books in the house is a little overwhelming for me, and I'm not sure where to begin.

So if there is something that jumps out in your mind, please share title and how it affected you.

Thanks!",5.111283783783783,6.539672774774775,5.129358108108106,83.00052364864867,69.0,8.793243243243245,26.487612612612608,9.188382445141503,1.998323423423423,462,14,90,9,8,144,82,111,0.039,0.831,0.13,0.8485,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,7,1,1,5,4,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,4,1,21,11,8,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,14,3,16,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,19,7,0,3,5,61,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177889962043136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685820740022892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252812148039492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095138210819645,0.0,0.21959590292913145,0.19346944034352145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862711064581356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122868597019926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865695600295786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050616244335524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191594345806836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686739943230735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649929180587287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171797461453045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039052473937938,0.0,0.0,0.12775905532268866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635504949042657,0.1892321763905986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Vondullus,2020/03/11,Living with Aspergers. I've lived my whole life. Thinking I was just an outcast and always wondered why alot of people kept their distance from me til I was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome. Now at the age of 25 I was diagnosed. And it all made since. It's not that people kept their distance. It's that people gave up trying to be friendly with me. When they would say hey. And my mind would be some where else and I acted like they didn't exist. And they just stopped trying. Just like at my current job. I've noticed that alot of them don't even say hey to me anymore because of that. It's not that I'm trying to be a jerk. I'm just trying to get my work done. How do you guys deal with it?I like to think I'm a decent person. But I've been thinking about it alot lately.,0.7761111111111099,3.0156047592592614,2.1965432098765447,95.34444444444449,84.74074074074073,4.587654320987656,19.49382716049383,5.82211442006289,-0.19581728395061715,609,17,132,4,18,196,88,162,0.027999999999999997,0.903,0.069,0.7506,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,6,1,10,5,1,0,7,0,13,3,0,2,1,33,25,9,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,2,3,2,0,2,10,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,2,18,4,19,10,6,12,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,10,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966057837532068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261984970407107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766460969086483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826072729249715,0.0,0.2919261426868043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716649961648046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013393629032047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498446445229047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110644888200444,0.0,0.07513424821362084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239348401048812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427082067202887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222277531215026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157652423619157,0.2107733872724634,0.0,0.25397189989537755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607551892779945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452060583507312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637274587163715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29909708527960976,0.12556844042743515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872532054396896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189602611328544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202307332747039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764409322117767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39054738685323215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976522199059787,0.16055757263396345,0.0,0.0,0.15595468701924262,0.10469463857597554,0.0,0.0,0.204315523943334,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,crushedspud,2020/03/11,"Next steps for potential autistic adult I could be in the wrong place, so direct me elsewhere if need be. My boyfriend (28m) has shown signs that he is autistic since he was a child, and I really think he needs to be formally diagnosed. Between this and his fibromyalgia, he really can’t have gainful employment. We’re exploring disability, but the last time he applied he wasn’t approved. He needs to figure something out this year because of his health insurance. He also just got laid off in December.

We just don’t know what to do next, and I can tell he’s overwhelmed and scared to admit he’s probably on the spectrum. Do we go to his primary care doctor? A local autism center? Do we need to compile evidence that he’s had these issues since his childhood? Any advice is appreciated!",4.602,6.527587800000003,5.411666666666665,78.5275,71.0,9.0,30.5,9.516144504307137,3.0212000000000003,630,27,113,15,12,205,100,150,0.039,0.851,0.11,0.8975,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,5,0,17,3,0,0,0,23,27,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,12,1,14,19,0,17,0,1,0,0,22,8,0,1,6,64,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516285989225862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516398251462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149383326328313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303207004957672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723255603856249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494746830029522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155015512345245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299753156726086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605707243056567,0.0,0.13517948370730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965869422179656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641133522046354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092888112424742,0.13777258424623373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013001158268063,0.0,0.0,0.3595060491414996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658829228480855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822304612538472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655507662883774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921694032878462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27962759433658696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301186498249956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772956319205566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830018937194176,0.0,0.0,0.09855600946797008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847951272313753,0.0,0.10884233154661443
autism,Momma_Kulve,2020/03/11,"I'm new. Not sure if I belong  Not really sure how to introduce myself. I guess I'll start out with saying I'm 23(F) going to be 24 in April. I was diagnosed with ADHD at maybe 5 or 6 years old. Around that time I would throw random temper tantrums, rock back and forth, rock myself to sleep, chant ""I want cereal"" while rocking back and forth when at my babysitter's, and was severely behinde on the learning curve for a very long time.
 I've always felt like there is something wrong with me. My two older siblings were so great in school, yet I stuggled with reading and writing until maybe 7th grade. It didn't help that my older siblings and bully me a lot. Especially since everything made me anxious and I was super shy.
 A lot of bad things have happened in my life which have caused me to stuggle with depression and anxiety issues, but everything is okay now. I'm not just learning about all the things that make me irritable and uncomfortable, and my husband really thinks I'm autistic.
 Here is a short list of why he thinks I am
 I like nesting. I need a space regardless of where I am where I can have my legs up near me and a blanket. I need a blanket when I'm sitting down or I get uncomfortable. I also like having things like pillows or clothing around me.
 I get over stimulated easily. My sense of smell, touch, and hearing are a bit more acute than average. I hate lound sounds and I hate a laundry list of textures(like having food or dust on my hands).
 I do hyper fixate on things that intrest me, but if things don't go as planned I get frustrated, angry, depressed, or anxious. Especially with video games that require me to be competitive.
 That's all I can think of right now. Sorry for rambling. I'll answer any questions tomorrow since I have to get ready for bed",4.310478289618693,5.750257977077367,5.028954154727796,82.91544798324884,70.9484240687679,8.005333921093234,28.036257438836238,8.502166056373571,1.981974564690324,1410,51,273,23,26,455,194,349,0.168,0.746,0.086,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,18,18,5,0,11,1,24,6,3,5,4,62,50,29,0,7,13,1,3,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,13,21,1,1,8,6,0,3,5,9,0,1,7,7,41,9,41,40,6,44,0,2,0,0,8,20,0,12,24,176,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115286298668827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061694426429332,0.08388118797309811,0.0,0.0,0.06855359677412133,0.0,0.07711863144441497,0.22777101779036416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948281756312776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503184183563487,0.08417132862190428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005735062364404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035586421576428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365333834008198,0.102319042668206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812013105596796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679247704009698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218986783108221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067422816080805,0.0,0.11458418892752564,0.0,0.0,0.1111423106274963,0.11105251102156734,0.0,0.08914509163261486,0.0,0.0,0.19905609163926472,0.0,0.0,0.11361910253389206,0.0,0.06757016733841734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521843552160202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120439863148126,0.19700079850942226,0.0,0.0,0.0892128186048674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140846339472274,0.0,0.09538794093004084,0.06729080981461454,0.0,0.20255243905803705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494972356741619,0.0,0.09736198862366953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578211828649356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292918398227746,0.0,0.1008363095979519,0.0,0.12916169099151992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609036016230719,0.0,0.0801673862321592,0.0,0.10202411953108403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388550889518208,0.0,0.16678054144307586,0.0,0.10088183231825826,0.0,0.0,0.07760771579479027,0.0,0.11284745488070502,0.07135314975939072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002263407126066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348651981392589,0.1937830663460753,0.0,0.0,0.11756511127261292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847577344551336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317800670105606,0.0594597773193812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096446905031076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161184202184788,0.11021884821064057,0.0,0.06491770967861159
autism,imseussia,2020/03/11,"Hand flapping in 6-7month old Hello I’m looking for a bit of feed back if any parents have noticed hand flapping in your baby.
He’s been doing it for about 2-3 weeks now.
The doctor said that our baby my just be excited or trying out his hands.
Any ideas on what to look out for or should I even be worried 
Thank you",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,87.8235294117647,3.9882352941176467,18.794117647058822,5.148860815047168,-0.478947058823529,248,7,55,1,8,82,57,68,0.031,0.809,0.16,0.8442,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,8,11,3,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,11,6,1,9,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,3,4,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33251290013902723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879919135115382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669115156573396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023814779914216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147835285341788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759909282229858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106073680534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278344890428638,0.2565432055314828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271468828845645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255879643992716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508659326075905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598753570891392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610907491847684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828379604643866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,pitachoke18,2020/03/12,"A little inspiration for those of you with career struggles Two and a half years ago I started my journey to become an occupational therapy assistant (OTA). It’s a field all about helping people with disabilities to be as independent as possible, so I never imagined the obstacles I’d have to face. It started my first clinical instructor who criticized me for being introverted, and told me I’d have to be outgoing to make it in the field. Then my next instructor, a woman who worked with children on the spectrum at a certified autism center refused to accommodate me for my disability and dropped me. Instead of supporting me my program tried to imply I was incompetent, but I pushed on, because I believed in what OT stands for. I decided despite what some people said that I was just fine the way I was. And guess what? I flourished in my last two clinical rotations. I got more compliments than I could count from patients at my last one. It turns out being introverted is asset, not a burden for being a therapist. Remember that no one knows you better than you know you. Only you know your limits.",6.849242081447965,7.821909210784312,7.825098039215689,66.91024886877831,64.73529411764707,11.37496229260935,36.77073906485671,11.20814326018867,4.624538159879336,885,43,145,26,13,299,123,204,0.049,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,4,5,7,0,1,12,0,12,3,1,2,2,27,24,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,12,8,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,6,6,1,29,5,31,12,3,25,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,2,10,117,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116748574844015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707867618179754,0.17588156698203736,0.0,0.17942271928637213,0.0,0.14084564853987044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271499405027393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545985836699678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736854960722166,0.0,0.17543427638297324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674340726784186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625625686123049,0.2596236314835546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596125631360335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630209455379648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282513091141982,0.0,0.16936654438376206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582685371682545,0.12111849073184472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081087751122774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953295180521678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040172274492744,0.0,0.15148533116479088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254390842770511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648499941518444,0.0,0.0,0.1807175338849231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821187944060745,0.18490410367982596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521723223743618,0.0,0.10812180489843376,0.1732206867100734,0.3111325605651924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640700095151508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593751403363135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255320944247144
autism,darthedar,2020/03/12,"When I'm really tired, it sounds like people are speaking other languages. Just me? This happens to me pretty consistently when I'm really exhausted. Either English speakers sound like they're speaking another language (usually German) or people speaking another language (e.g. Mandarin Chinese) sound like they're speaking a regional variety of English.

It's just something that came to mind today and I wondered if anyone else on this sub has similar experiences? I can remember it happening for the first time when I was maybe 14, around which time I was getting into learning languages.",7.616399999999999,10.29069244,7.574999999999997,63.01750000000001,64.6,10.2,41.5,10.411451182825502,5.5298000000000025,484,29,60,13,8,155,70,100,0.059000000000000004,0.831,0.109,0.6217,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,6,3,7,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,11,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801300504959173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673994680571601,0.1857204443950536,0.0,0.16135822557291354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731109126958944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141796624475956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730529878650889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417813098928568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094699927523744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205720525155957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656608001438389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209822308129925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301910951083306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513232245123893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440475130253656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223728659216444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053302046478204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954141662624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113862262894195,0.20832963493784087,0.17181157814737374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963029760593146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656678424091886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwawaiiie,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else get deeply affected by difficult things they watch or read Whenever I watch a documentary covering something horrible I keep thinking of it for days. I also have a hard time sleeping the night I’ve watched it cus it affects me so much. I’m starting to avoid watching heavy documentaries because of this, but sometimes it’s inevitable, especially with the news. 

If anyone else experience this intense emotional reaction to stuff like this what do you do to make yourself feel better?",6.746509740259737,9.173606215909096,6.610584415584416,70.05909090909093,66.38636363636364,10.028571428571428,38.70779220779221,10.290406445055957,4.731715584415585,409,23,62,11,7,129,70,88,0.09300000000000001,0.789,0.11699999999999999,0.6351,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,12,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,2,8,10,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,5,37,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011193818359712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799900976485684,0.4102880478655951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204926285685085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707398016733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291221721255661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520957781824914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345080396759787,0.2252150323206006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584878000991984,0.0,0.0,0.101234767220458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460412294211884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935339780093168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796037470560486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781498158021372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336451298134079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718113099380628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878883025976381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002692748571504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003596867556186,0.0,0.0,0.1541353608388912,0.19801784726411611,0.0,0.1417132738996735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291983813701646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330140118646458,0.12828974778185726,0.0,0.0,0.11674703128735188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bi-Bi-Birdy,2020/03/12,Anyone else count stairs? I always find myself counting each step on staircases whenever I use them. Does anyone else do this?,4.073939393939398,7.425694272727274,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,83.54545454545453,6.56969696969697,20.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.6493151515151518,102,3,15,2,3,31,19,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403422911761506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039344686758845,0.5919119497814226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277032408400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825860928979143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639992204695466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494694562249033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Brownie2boys,2020/03/12,"Wearing glasses Im 16yo male, just prescribed glasses a month ago, wear them all the time at home but I can't muster the confidence to wear them out for some reason. I really should be wearing them at school because I can't read the board (and half of the worksheets) and I end up just getting a headache. Anyone else here struggling or has struggled with this in the past?",2.946888454011741,5.2841930821917815,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,77.08219178082193,5.267318982387477,26.866927592954998,6.1826913282559595,0.8879722113502937,297,12,59,2,7,89,54,73,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.8848,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,7,0,5,4,4,1,1,12,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,9,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190465175367803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278380521735076,0.25319156191872033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506348705720892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642720030605216,0.0,0.21886452748625806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291038401368641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478696815020151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691926959730444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723941479692936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235892746275027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717507989422194,0.0,0.1583038461908873,0.2540683945668541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500866998879692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166623057804516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440907838031957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jbg0801,2020/03/12,"a hypothesis me and a friend have needs solving. Any takers? Hi, so I was talking to a friend earlier who suggested a hypothesis. We were in a psychology class and we did a humor test which yielded interesting results. He then suggested that there may be a similarity in humor traits in other autistic people like myself, so I said I'd post here and ask if anyone would be willing to take said test and post their results to compile a more accurate result towards this test.

 [https://www.psytoolkit.org/cgi-bin/psy2.4.1/survey?s=pgHAe](https://www.psytoolkit.org/cgi-bin/psy2.4.1/survey?s=pgHAe) 

the test can be found at the link above.

thanks to anyone who takes part! Please comment your results so that I can add it to our database!",8.698559322033894,11.938151567796615,6.7120000000000015,67.95800000000001,62.98305084745762,8.109830508474579,30.444067796610174,8.841846274778883,2.7449938983050846,607,22,87,10,10,177,78,118,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,4,0,18,20,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,10,7,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,2,63,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473247141696002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976329590523186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896838295703825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335835632460386,0.32886561691488336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397854299800416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781159127520122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047538107442825,0.0,0.14755031242213495,0.0,0.0,0.23362467638065856,0.0,0.0,0.4076667944767001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40490229815963547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004505564984315,0.17106560598057596,0.0,0.19594631613890934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118913326595185,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RobotBrunch,2020/03/12,"Best orgs to direct funds to. Hi guys, 

I have an opportunity to direct some funds to autism awareness and support orgs, and I want to point the funds in the right direction: 

Can you guys recommend some good pegs to support?",5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,68.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.053657142857143,177,6,34,3,3,55,27,42,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,20,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29277522190857475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399752454560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524736392601111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372890785992875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382497748035277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331727186368972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455127530541885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Xenius24,2020/03/12,"Do you have troubles with feel when a girl is interested ? I'm an autistic boy myself and i'm 19 years old now, never have a girlfriend, i have the impression that i don't see the signs of an interested nt girl.
I don't know if it's really useful but i usually watch videos girls giving advices, but i have the feeling if i didn't try to concentrate on the girl i will never see her discreets to show her interest.
Then i think, and i know after the time i've missed probably a lot of girls cause i take or think too much time to know if she's in me, and god know that girls don't have time to waste.
Then i've come here to ask some advices from guys who succefully had some girlfriends or had same difficulties than me.
Thanks for reading me",6.0947258064516125,4.939675335483869,6.735282258064518,81.2829233870968,66.61290322580646,10.330645161290324,30.987903225806452,9.516144504307137,2.3765,587,18,130,10,8,194,90,155,0.07400000000000001,0.778,0.14800000000000002,0.8518,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,2,2,29,33,13,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,5,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,5,18,5,14,29,5,16,0,1,3,0,17,2,0,8,13,83,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33993695459394035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260690151079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868042788110866,0.0,0.14983066642324716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589477480041368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668554873429794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722242204033525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823632271352593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787436829844558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786314722613445,0.0,0.2683006969166295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825168210377677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753268160073008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398330616856458,0.0,0.11142800702755773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772093218641194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307784032559244,0.0,0.0,0.1601371175473724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290263429115206,0.0,0.0,0.304270854876166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180912871448707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022506215578252,0.19156619103641975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120092336164321
autism,gaywhip,2020/03/12,"universities priorities make no sense; coronavirus vs students with disabilities I am upset/angry. I have recently dropped out of university because I have been unable to deal with the sensory and social environments, as well as having terrible mental health. Since the coronavirus outbreak, the universities in my country have started online classes, they are recording lectures and uploading them etc. I hate that the second the neurotypical world is at risk, universities will do anything to help them, but here I am, an autistic dropout, who would have loved to have these services available to me when i needed them.

I hate it,and I hate the system. How does it take 2 weeks to change the way lectures are done for neurotypicals when people with disabilities have been asking for this forever? Why is it another way of showing that we are 'less than' or 'incapable'. There's a reason the dropout statistics are so high so why are they not changing the supports like they are with this outbreak? It doesn't make sense to me.

Sorry if this seems stupid, I guess I'm just disappointed. I would have loved to get through first year and my degree, and I'm just beginning to realise that I didn't because despite how much a university advertises its acceptance of autistic people, we will always be seen as less of a priority.",8.981626466753587,9.203120063559322,8.490000000000006,66.52749022164278,60.22881355932204,11.668318122555414,39.76401564537157,11.20814326018867,4.711721382007823,1069,51,172,26,13,340,138,236,0.12300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.085,-0.8188,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,6,3,11,13,4,1,13,0,29,3,0,5,0,29,48,16,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,7,1,2,5,1,23,6,26,38,4,17,0,1,1,2,15,5,0,4,9,129,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295517552571073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234609035378012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171098085681692,0.0,0.1269082630765409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550432079587585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872117652812857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995266195660885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879605617836705,0.13891975136159326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139753709078108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546918816729285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709239610086342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495443278537625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020761325731255,0.0,0.144296286330775,0.0,0.0,0.0909906058371562,0.14342771016596872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632076962677727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450400026533075,0.0,0.1812288408770439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680443559406175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979213535959268,0.1006571729861482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882244162374012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395739808411832,0.13403710496288812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358203070773295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229410186117984,0.0,0.0,0.1383803981312752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196141568438215,0.09608480459252873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404790154698245,0.0,0.0,0.10206737752783178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155046366428187,0.1088907516818808,0.0,0.12205587797635654,0.0,0.2449871733212992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286632392215355,0.0,0.0,0.08741878207335871
autism,blackmoonbluemoon,2020/03/12,"My autistic nephew shouts black slur words when he's angry how can I get through to him that this isn't acceptable? He has ADHD, autism, epilepsy,suicidal tendencies he's 10 years old and he goes to a school for kids with special needs. we assume that's where he learned the n word. He never really kicks off at home so I never realised this was an issue until today when my brother said he couldn't go on his electronics and was just screaming at the top of his lungs on repeat for 10 minutes "" Fu*k you N word."" I feel like educating him that it's a hurtful word isn't going to cut it. He hasn't got a great grasp on empathy.
I'm scared that one day he'll yell it in public and get his head kicked in. 

Anyone got any suggestions?",2.406698930208865,4.158926052980134,3.631390728476824,89.71558329088131,76.5496688741722,6.765359144167093,22.873662761079977,7.61054688173877,0.8888141619969434,578,17,123,8,13,188,101,151,0.12,0.821,0.059000000000000004,-0.8751,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,6,8,1,1,6,0,8,2,2,1,2,20,19,8,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,5,6,12,4,17,12,0,22,0,1,1,0,22,10,0,1,11,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225757446693855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707994731670475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094801929094194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000112904339833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192388975850687,0.14400735813263882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063236253252854,0.0,0.2291228370302221,0.0,0.32244067023474354,0.22224044838483684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068771755765682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021991621612773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579341012661227,0.0,0.0,0.21039505258303307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848082504700388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494675272672429,0.31093874943915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152219408035325,0.0,0.13659446461020902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913602370705798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174683178121787,0.0,0.20181473607646475,0.20400769016445888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049360638350307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107236701184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298096181880352
autism,NamillaDK,2020/03/12,"I'm 37. I was just diagnosed 2 days ago! Honestly I'm relieved. I've known all my adult life that I'm different, or at least think differently than other people. Now I have it on paper. The psykitrist believed it's aspergers with a hint of ADD.
My mom hasn't taken it too well (I think it's a bit of a taboo). Although to me, there's no difference, I'm the same as I was last week.
But I think a lot of things will get easier.",-0.11774193548387045,1.818531258064521,2.755279569892476,91.87291935483871,85.88172043010752,6.730752688172044,20.052688172043013,7.908726449838941,0.7884546236559138,329,10,78,7,10,116,66,93,0.027000000000000003,0.843,0.13,0.8221,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,14,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,8,3,9,10,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805038480085257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294189138500085,0.0,0.0,0.22230892869910915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132315041197584,0.0,0.0,0.20667803315447625,0.0,0.6382434495836117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638717382698662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598391714731964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382840845005976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311715960503465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384865365652329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411699473912188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352813292980734,0.3914296104286688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333801951531154,0.0,0.1830859377029903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rosieposie12321,2020/03/12,"Survey: For my dissertation, I'm looking at how parents first talk to their autistic children about their diagnosis. I want to find out about the experiences of autistic people. I'd love it if people feel like sharing their experiences - when did you first learn about your diagnosis, what it was like and what you wish you'd been told. It should take about 15 minutes max I think.

[Survey link for autistic people](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd_ITGteemF0cA0t-dKfgYM8qcGId-5ZmlxS3ehG4MZ1_Kj3g/viewform)

Also if you're a parent of someone with autism (whether you're autistic or not, yourself), I'd love to hear your experiences too:
[Survey for parents of autistic people](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSckKlhPn7JYoRs9u9TtuCr6aAokd9fxqyC8eTA5xRgmhMuWEw/viewform)

Thank you so much to anyone who takes the time to fill it in for me - I really appreciate it. Also if you have any questions, please let me know.",9.68835632183908,13.055731255172415,7.351465517241382,63.878002873563254,60.58620689655172,8.419540229885056,32.083333333333336,9.075114841892004,3.0611264367816093,772,29,107,13,12,224,88,145,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9776,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,7,3,2,10,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,20,21,11,0,6,6,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,16,6,20,14,1,8,0,0,1,2,22,3,0,5,6,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992294112289466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775888145291713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005174059270123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218623048292915,0.0,0.0,0.07268725770007532,0.1026991804972838,0.0,0.0,0.13139020740339458,0.24455723973870497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202324747445684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900443449030659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700005706723546,0.0,0.14046365627662186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071867587827174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594904650565137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056770622471822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788714491291187,0.0,0.0,0.19932435837236875,0.0,0.0,0.1578007120252672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103940900246996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209365395883087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180383262367672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617295931284,0.11554547595299955,0.0,0.13235103707567025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211291943794858,0.0,0.0,0.08382516977020922,0.0,0.0,0.13736483845892333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847909022386483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531208872039765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Solistamore,2020/03/12,"Personal hygiene advice I’ve been trying for years to help my son with autism become more independent. One of those things is doing his own laundry. In the last few months it’s become a much bigger struggle. I think we are now a month into the last time I think he’s done his laundry. He’s not a messy kid so his clothes don’t necessarily look dirty (no food stains). Like most moms vs kid dealing with other issues, I’ve already taken his video games away and now his phone is down to a basic phone. Just the other day, I even told him if I saw him wear the same shirt without washing it, I would cut it up which he got defensive and said “No! Don’t do that” and I said then do your laundry... any suggestions on how to get him to realize he has to wash his clothes?",3.6080840046029934,4.43065593037975,4.500425776754894,88.37995972382052,71.9746835443038,7.264441887226697,25.123130034522447,7.348242739294969,0.9457139240506324,599,17,131,6,11,194,106,158,0.065,0.88,0.055999999999999994,-0.3361,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,6,4,2,1,8,0,12,5,2,2,0,21,22,7,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,9,7,1,1,3,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,4,18,1,16,13,6,17,0,0,2,0,29,7,0,2,11,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653764706650339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867572750437922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150869863075813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159003764112493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738180149072176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914388611210438,0.17447595058121046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318824332783486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177946465260076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464209292904245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841936511220327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535431595468356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343601633186645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663949403090887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759015404783641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268066617766116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211648487982406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820836847493328,0.2701667713827713,0.0,0.12440869243910485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467939393036836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777125005837974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321966347896866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692329293259465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243356522961184,0.21688051541817627,0.0,0.0,0.0986834753241428,0.0,0.0,0.1617132382031105,0.0,0.11490083687805053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313846125826015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022113309947065,0.0,0.0,0.1089831010547684
autism,EitherPlace,2020/03/12,Can we have a special interest chat? Maybe we could all comment our special interest and some fun facts about it! I want to hear what you guys’ interests are!,3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,77.33333333333334,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,125,6,24,3,3,39,27,30,0.0,0.531,0.469,0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875014490815161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805591245254779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470091501590615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875854283338112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28626385471069604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kimpalonen,2020/03/12,"Future I was diagnosed with ""atypical autism"" as a teenager. Since then social interactions have been an uphill battle. I'm currently combating a severe case of depression due to years of bullying, poverty and conflicts not entirely unrelated to my diagnosis, but I've finally hit a spot where I may start considering my future opportunities and sense of self. I'd like some advise on my current musings. 

I'm considering to move at a later date to the US, go to college in hopes of studying sociology, anthropology or other major social sciences and invest in my capacity to learn about people in general since I'm quite the dork and have a huge capacity for classic studies. Part of the idea is to move somewhere with more people around (I live in Sweden for now) and the other part is investing in my future happiness and opportunity to grow. What do you guys think?",10.752613019891506,8.975554170886081,11.51032549728752,52.741455696202536,57.92405063291139,14.598191681735988,43.457504520795666,13.25671669890799,6.066980831826402,701,33,108,22,7,245,104,158,0.09300000000000001,0.779,0.128,0.8759,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,4,8,1,0,10,0,8,1,0,0,0,20,16,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,10,5,27,12,5,27,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,4,14,74,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317832993308336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820320248696064,0.17464691371646385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849371927517786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779105841416802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037585114428674,0.0,0.18317117529092566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090383203661302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424551362209574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406446288526633,0.0,0.15194051508782316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657652803241243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726689864979312,0.0,0.23858264223914166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830170866309392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950600852674867,0.19438954985212015,0.0,0.2846753260333714,0.0,0.0,0.3508063584973279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217916730303662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102551834774322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697841414283988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080711219783458
autism,ugocomp,2020/03/12,"That's it. I'm done. I've had failed in every fucking thing I tried to do.
I wanna die, but not in pain.  I need something like euthanasia stuff.
Any advices? I'm serious, I can't hold anymore.",-1.4994773519163758,0.3725371707317109,1.372334494773522,95.65585365853659,104.1219512195122,4.2940766550522635,20.49128919860627,6.1826913282559595,0.31431428571428555,148,6,33,2,7,51,33,41,0.152,0.677,0.171,0.4124,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971293029337693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677497760598906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015512868484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155719996635835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111645919724166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618831131349384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811036697258315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855105208544273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225460727177712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32354714704153703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340844893725185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348082268572504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200761770215034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644052585468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwaway2189_0,2020/03/12,"How often do you burnout? How long does it usually last for you? Also, does CBD oil help you relax during times when you would usually burnout?",2.782222222222224,5.519985740740744,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,80.48148148148148,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.4412814814814814,113,4,21,2,3,35,20,27,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793568434728155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207433158991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942896811393535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252773192277696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633058501660524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734929019035218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655377415027921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135770890766284,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MacGregor_Rose,2020/03/12,"Odd Question:Pick the Animal you think matches us the best Obviously animals dont really have Autism and just act like their selves. But i was wondering which animal, when put in a human context, would be Autistic. I know theres the book titled ""All Cats Are Autistic""(never read it but like the idea that my cat is Autistic) and someone else once told me Blue Whales can be seen as Autistic (not sure how right he was) but i want to know the other animals yall think could be Autistic were they human",3.381569301260022,5.700792701030928,4.0628178694158095,85.13060710194733,75.59793814432992,7.61008018327606,24.179839633447884,8.515128840125781,1.6653949599083615,400,13,77,8,9,127,75,97,0.017,0.8590000000000001,0.124,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,2,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,3,20,21,8,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,10,4,3,11,2,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,3,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322110052049137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666745306369505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593287927564645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484411830316472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497888240127929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432102869163265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620435843094968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356471465168899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243918127474852,0.2478749523429085,0.0,0.2213315863501648,0.0,0.1417523215437247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889648288414504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748279935822665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208545965283339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835639506786501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143459850920535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26616261915503897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051178579023973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399597275132373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718507211686888,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,drudelius,2020/03/12,Do you guys have any friends? I am friendly with people at work but I never relaly get invited out anywhere... do you guys have any friends? are we just meant to be alone?,0.2558823529411747,2.6757822352941183,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,94.29411764705885,3.896470588235295,21.50588235294117,5.6839178017228535,0.04548941176470578,132,5,28,1,5,41,27,34,0.064,0.7120000000000001,0.225,0.7461,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758705510083622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622703903602649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173715247661934,0.0,0.13916307543668208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274802271449673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543468308535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846617720115921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391460262622776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,IrisInABottle,2020/03/12,"My Best Friend Told Me I Should Warn Everyone I Meet That I Have Autism Before I Talk to Them Hi guys,
So I had a really sad experience, and I don't know how to explain to the person who hurt me without them thinking ""it's just me.""

So I live in Japan, and have aspergers. Mental illness is considered a mark of shame. I've managed to blend in mostly, but a few of my aspergers quirks pop through sometimes. For example, I'm not exactly great at noticing every single thing happening around me, and can hurt someone emotionally with no ill will at all, just by accident.

So I honestly don't know why, but all of a sudden, my best guy friend (works in the same industry as me) told me that it isn't fun to hang out with me because I often can't see what's happening around me. He had never ever mentioned anything like this before, and it was total news to me. I thought we were on good terms. As my best friend, I opened up to him, explaining that I have Autism, that this is one of the reasons I can't see around me that well but I am trying so, so hard all the time every day, and that he is one out of 4 people in the entire country I have ever told.

He replied to me with, ""Well then, you should tell everyone you come in contact with that you're autistic before you interact with them.""

I was shaking when this text came to my phone. I asked him why he would say something so horrible to me, and told him that we should take some distance for a while.

But the thing is, I don't think he was trying to hurt me--I just don't think he understands.

If I revealed I had autism to everyone I meet, I would immediately  be ostracized by my entire industry. There are plenty of people with autism in the industry, but they don't get checked, so they're not labeled. What makes things worse is that the name for autism in Japanese literally means ""self-cloistering syndrome,"" making it sound like we're recluses.

I think what hurt me most, though, is the fact that he basically said I should warn everyone before I interact with them that I have a mental illness, like I'm a leper.

Can anyone give their two cents regarding this that has autism? I'd like some people to back me up when trying to explain to him why this was so hurtful, because I doubt he even thinks this was a bad thing to say.",5.415757210572828,5.322485440347073,6.017261990841168,82.33258054149597,67.69848156182212,9.519434401863904,30.08925845585281,9.250403328903447,2.309069350044187,1792,60,375,31,27,584,202,461,0.153,0.746,0.102,-0.9759,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,2,3,6,4,26,26,0,3,17,0,41,3,0,4,9,77,73,28,0,7,12,0,1,4,3,7,3,4,0,3,30,23,0,0,15,0,2,4,13,10,2,3,16,7,62,16,55,49,15,34,0,6,2,0,53,18,0,7,16,263,92,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021937535062961,0.0,0.05910310745105781,0.19180951626197734,0.0671435578804355,0.0,0.0,0.0552264240693264,0.05996808699312555,0.08756363591642455,0.0,0.24445977459038054,0.0,0.22611720671739235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214484674493021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618680014795432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631902972655408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807897017622991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743752976455465,0.12993360859469072,0.12102569417342185,0.27451469997370703,0.0,0.07025536601387973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646771152312242,0.0,0.0375238535746161,0.06889788175035222,0.0,0.06024060174231506,0.0,0.07918363487245964,0.0,0.14222947247165912,0.12702331536308006,0.0,0.06433810109871098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844328680834872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894261324081234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035374296864647,0.0,0.06341984255066747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588303292507484,0.0,0.0,0.07823484413682484,0.0,0.0,0.14475868342899334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539329267518039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817694371486818,0.0,0.0,0.09733643258822604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937628976757247,0.06271190414783166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046010795174397434,0.07384462945143802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683188466638768,0.11423093517215895,0.0,0.0,0.11446513016758175,0.0,0.07492565620884574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060854260346862685,0.05529182357362266,0.07103345926442009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054000950801847726,0.05772753060464207,0.06277529743514426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086048099052555,0.2301021018815175,0.07056441733391486,0.05701837632502155,0.04187978813915171,0.0,0.0,0.27451469997370703,0.0,0.146286580088249,0.0,0.07015932676104958,0.07476888209139132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915259745711186,0.0,0.19442363388830752,0.0,0.0,0.06923351830082594,0.0,0.052287024644242966,0.0,0.07319240851729553,0.10204009470717992,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Drewms98,2020/03/12,What’s the deal with all these hats? Is this like something autistic people do? If so I never realized until now that I wear a rural king hat a friend of mine gave me all the time. Even indoors and right now. My cat is biting it.,0.8362499999999997,2.921635124999998,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,83.16666666666666,4.673333333333334,17.933333333333334,5.6839178017228535,-0.4427966666666663,178,4,39,1,5,58,42,48,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.7532,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,3,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577658025442175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29327145760896184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430492597002299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692606563614011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424561052238529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078280175336887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791912166957919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418287961825979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891201698071475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mysicawolf,2020/03/13,"Boss made me cry today. I had the most horrible day today but I'll try keep this short. 

 Unfortunately we're being layed off for a few weeks due to coronavirus. I was super stressed about money and paying rent. I talked to a few colleagues about it and we agreed it was stressful. 

My boss called me into her office and as suspectes it was to talk about the layoff. But she also took the time to give me a impromptu performance review. It was horrible. This is my third month in what I believe is my dream job.

She said she hates the way I am with the rest of the team. She thinks I'm negitive, making inappropriate jokes that target her and overshare about personal problems.  She questions my interest in the job and whether I was a good fit. 

Her example of my behavior was when a girl announced she was leaving and moving to a different town I joked the rent would be cheaper there and I should come too. She said it made her uncomfortable and hurt her deeply as my manager. 

I hadn't disclosed to her I had autism as I'm very good at masking and I've never had much trouble before.  So I told her during this meeting and explained I dont read cues well, I overshare a lot and that I can sometimes make badly timed jokes. 

She just got really harsh and questioned my ability to do my job with autism. She suddenedly assumed I had sensory issues and questions how I would deal with my classes ( I teach) when it got into the busy season. I told her I will decide for myself what I'm capable off, but she was still worried 

All my class feedback so far is amazing. I'm an amazing teacher and I'm told that by my colleagues. Her only issue with me is my austism quirks. 

I've never been so upset in my life, I cried for a hour in the bathroom on my lunchbreak and haven't eaten all day. This is my dream job and I'm terrified she'll fire go....:( any advice would be welcome.

TL;DR Boss doesn't like my autism quirks, thinks I can't do my job.",2.4374307340759778,4.511871308483293,3.7002592116538153,87.77944337332191,77.56041131105398,6.481605255641244,24.430234218794627,7.492282038375204,1.1543109968580412,1525,53,308,21,36,497,194,389,0.161,0.701,0.138,-0.8758,8,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,3,16,20,1,3,19,0,36,2,0,8,4,58,63,30,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,6,1,2,2,2,15,24,1,1,9,7,4,4,7,8,1,1,25,3,64,12,34,29,8,36,0,1,0,0,40,14,0,6,18,210,79,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864164160777345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254147393764061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168652259279524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573981248290589,0.0,0.0,0.07718829470586319,0.10220012113906714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926259709618377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813940823708301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928332833523374,0.1170020523176439,0.09351895477271932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947735836437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631249919201707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701816092348089,0.05155309488971395,0.15216799830027564,0.1450995866180034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955823379039916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933196415676321,0.0,0.09710789455146976,0.0,0.0,0.18935722428591895,0.4500828565221106,0.08062801581251437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604974545431023,0.0,0.0,0.06407179129287291,0.044316763743596936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711916330687965,0.0,0.17166569370966756,0.12110046023095515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240457492815598,0.09641133100355363,0.06668294881207965,0.0,0.13992367642175532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689897270212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920525897628232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679808050213303,0.0,0.0,0.3048509044125779,0.0,0.0907354476335262,0.0,0.0581117253097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257367692798353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971539954769701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244184189665917,0.0,0.20781805888410426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581997066533128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116247763917675,0.0,0.0,0.10578851050715678,0.0,0.17196665325970092,0.26003445677106385,0.10078314755989257,0.0615867466636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484599249393846,0.0,0.0720020901558828,0.07276281236338672,0.0,0.08155999301931408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921213221372158,0.0,0.1933152621596647,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Alex2892,2020/03/13,"I may be autistic and I would like your opinion A student of mine who works in psychiatry told me it is likely that I have autism. I would like to have your opinion.

I am a 27 year old male who lives in France and gives English private lessons and as the title says I might have autism. I will try to give as much detail about my life so you can provide me with advice and opinions. I am not going to make up my mind based solely on what I will read here of course, and my student said that since he is in psychiatry he will be able to get a diagnosis more rapidly than normal. However it still might take months so in the meantime I am gathering as much information as I can and since so far I have always been able to count on Reddit for that, I thought it would be a good idea to give this subreddit a try. There is a place for information about autism in my city, I will look into that as well. 

That being said, here we go, from what feels most relevant so far to least relevant :

- I was miserable for most of my childhood and adolescence because I was systematically targeted by bullies and even if you do not take that into consideration I could not get along with my classmates no matter how hard I tried, and although I forgot most of that period of my life I realize that I went to great lengths to hide it from my parents and teachers, maybe if I did not do that things would have been different. Oh well.

- I have 3 ""friends"" tops and I still feel a very strong distance between them and me.

- to me eye contact is difficult to maintain, feels like I'm trying to dominate the other person (like a staring contest) and I don't like doing it. However I don't mind being stared at or touched (I've seen somewhere some autistic people don't like being touched)

- I seem to have a good audio memory, I can remember almost every music I ever heard and I can modify them in my head, I can also create music in my head very easily. Of course the issue is that it never gets out of my head and into the real world because I don't know how to make music on a computer (yet) and when I whistle since I can only do one sound at a time it annoys people more than anything else.

-  as a side effect I am very sensitive when it comes to sounds and will always plug my ears when I hear a police car or an ambulance siren. I hate concerts, raves and big loud events in general.


- I also cannot remember details about people, except for faces and some specific things they might have said that I found really interesting, which makes relationships difficult because it makes people believe I do not really care about them, even though I do. It is true, however, that I am uncomfortable or fidgety in social situations because small talk is a torture (I chose that word carefully) to me, I hate it, I always want to have big meaningful interesting conversations and when I do indulge in small talk it feels like I am lying and manipulating the other person and even if I do manage to make it sound like I care it is really tiresome and boring.


- Since I think a lot, it can be somewhat difficult to get to sleep. On the other hand I am never tired or dizzy in the morning, I don't need coffee or tea or breakfast or time I'm immediately fresh as soon as I am conscious. The only reason I might stay in bed is that I'm sensitive to temperature so if it's too cold I will have an urge to stay in bed.

- Ever since I was a kid I strongly related to a scene in the 1996 TV miniseries Gulliver's travels, near the end when he throws diamonds into the sea and talks about never returning to other humans and staying with the talking horses, it is really vivid in my mind, especially with the soundtrack. Another fictional character that comes to mind, more recent, is Migi, an alien from the manga Parasyte.

I was really scared of that when I was younger because I thought it made me a bad person, but I kind of related to Voldemort in Harry Potter. Of course I don't want to hurt anyone or take over the world, but just like Gulliver there is that passage that comes to mind every now and then, in the sixth book, about not wanting to fit in and being fine with being different : 

“He believed it much quicker than I did — I mean, when you told him he was a wizard,” said 
Harry. “I didn’t believe Hagrid at first, when he told me.” 
“Yes, Riddle was perfectly ready to believe that he was — to use his word — ‘special,’” said 
Dumbledore.

- I don't know if this relevant but one part of my absent mindedness is that I tend to think by having dialogues or ""movie-like"" scenes in my mind, about something in the past or an upcoming event or something I'm really interested in, be it something related to science or videogames or a TV show episode. Just like with music I can change the story at will, every element of a scene, for instance let's take Game of Thrones I can change the size of the dragons, their color, give them feathers instead of scales, have them talk or fly backwards. It doesn't require any effort or focus and happens automatically, but it's not hallucinations, more like a simulation in my head. As I am writing this I realize some of the things I am mentioning may be a lot more common than I think, so please do tell me when some things are normal and if I am reading too much into all this, I really want to sort things out as much as I can.


- I tend to forget small things such as appointments (remembering an appointment or a schedule conflict or something to do at the last minute is very common), birthdays (even my own parents). I often lose items like umbrellas (plural because I lost several) and I forget spoken instructions because I immediately start thinking about something that may or may not be related to what I'm doing, and it often ""overwrites"" the instructions. I'm very lucky to live in a time with apps like Google calendar and notepad, it really prevents a lot of mishaps.


- I am really scared of paperwork because I have a strong need to know everything and be in control before actually doing something. So of course there are lots of mistakes you can make when filling paperwork, some of them can be trivial and some of them can have consequences, but regardless of consequences it is just very scary for me, to the point of procrastinating on even important things like taxes.

It seems I have an intensified pareidolia : I can see faces or silhouettes more than normal in my environment

I could add more things but I feel that I don't end my post here I will never actually upload it so here we go.

Tl,Dr, I may be autistic, I feel lonely yet don't like social situations and a bunch of other things, would like to know that people think",7.172105155575743,6.4646502903474925,7.6738081989552605,73.96483448784923,64.24324324324324,10.860890302066775,34.0248126277538,10.227903078481528,3.303570292982057,5246,194,997,105,68,1738,467,1295,0.057,0.851,0.092,0.9908,7,2,6,0,0,0,127.0,2,6,9,14,62,54,4,3,59,1,134,15,10,14,9,222,218,103,0,24,43,2,10,17,1,22,3,15,2,6,74,56,2,5,35,9,2,11,25,17,2,3,30,34,139,37,157,148,32,119,0,5,8,0,69,60,0,58,61,733,213,14,0.07457505033210853,0.0,0.07277449154379795,0.0,0.0,0.03643693804266936,0.0,0.0,0.03733807028195247,0.0,0.0,0.0596376408073636,0.0930786239385581,0.0,0.0,0.025356795756637854,0.03909922129581896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026072304574248525,0.0,0.030684456108616195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03113352601268862,0.1818410340074456,0.0,0.03172893756031473,0.16804108833521092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405135097022373,0.0,0.07889051495257725,0.09635970380231854,0.0,0.0,0.04182113009634991,0.059542109463114376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791505510669522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031148942645513295,0.0,0.0660513595466028,0.0,0.0,0.12314029352576787,0.06745740252759834,0.09424904445052253,0.0,0.033511623305747355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131221585323845,0.05327643085805795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031716749857904694,0.0,0.04088384673803275,0.028808249447588124,0.0,0.0779247716536665,0.14307836726154904,0.06357407952966987,0.0625500140292746,0.0,0.04110962813210243,0.0,0.0,0.03297323536039885,0.0,0.033402298532439936,0.07362742288259927,0.15307103308657008,0.0,0.04202575083692714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991706688919985,0.04209307725931299,0.0,0.03891848867018734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882921950147948,0.08196899471294436,0.030394309710023108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381290207894126,0.05267456349582137,0.3096856226182825,0.0,0.06585113572151026,0.0,0.03131213003630127,0.04171520288126092,0.0407037384381134,0.12680208192664388,0.0,0.03528235788676143,0.1493382755443159,0.0,0.03746033081332305,0.04061704611840787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822468680977045,0.2258986256348489,0.0,0.02976254684380386,0.0,0.1370531067734176,0.05529645488422683,0.1150337524442893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096015733145586,0.0,0.0,0.039126985224904764,0.0,0.050533984122509056,0.056717686258039086,0.0,0.0,0.0828067680316114,0.04037875611203533,0.035595161942415826,0.12925237506438922,0.09767408618431853,0.03895752755334761,0.04093050539867167,0.03524876367516579,0.0,0.035711141885115434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459523139983752,0.042441366917113296,0.21498609080721928,0.03833778609925058,0.03681693270092475,0.0400328475616004,0.12671849173356242,0.0,0.17734487595131418,0.02965253662371995,0.07466263510515778,0.0,0.02971332992518771,0.06789032497934044,0.0,0.04212428996557066,0.0,0.15422313068006613,0.08382548114541377,0.03731445377079196,0.07601987235604578,0.0,0.17223455145891586,0.0,0.0,0.026392302230371985,0.11923062169177245,0.059555731527741525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214231374043822,0.1498515015106228,0.032590940509330805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294957380225305,0.11946170261065332,0.036634804156542425,0.05920425984973726,0.06522796734798146,0.04285652496183963,0.0,0.10688948465385296,0.0,0.10126312788126464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03220444972665513,0.0,0.18459667996522566,0.0879725937176134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670519263520652,0.03456590939666135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02714576241316888,0.0,0.0,0.1324399402330183,0.0,0.0,0.024011943687404943
autism,FruityPeebils,2020/03/13,"I invited a guy with autism to a small house party years ago, and i still regret not sticking up for him. How should i have handled this? I was about 19 at the time.  i was a freshman in college and bought a couple grams of weed from a guy in the dorm building across from mine.  we got along and i asked if he wanted to come over to my friends place to hang out.  I didnt expect it to be a ""house party,"" but there were 2 people already at the friend's house and we met a girl while walking there that decided to tag along.  Now that i know a bit more about autism, i imagine it might have been quite uncomfortable for him, having expected it just to be myself, him and the homeowner.  Soon after arriving, it became pretty clear that the guy was severely freaking out internally.  He made a few curt comments about his self assumed social inadequacy, and the girl that decided to tag along started zoning in on him in a pretty repulsive way.  i think i remember her making a comment about how she's ""been around people like this before, oh goood.""  She would make faces to everyone else in the room that i interpreted as ""this guy is crazy, we should get him out of here.""  This clearly exacerbated how he felt and he went to grab another beer, and that really set the girl off.  she said some stuff implying that he was a ticking timebomb of crazy and that we should kick him out at all costs.

I know this is poorly written and longwinded but i just wanted to get it off my chest and hear how you guys think i should have approached this. in retrospect i wish i could have taken this girl to another room to give her a good verbal beatdown about how insensitive she was being.

i dunno.  i just think about it from time to time",5.771470588235296,5.8052349705882325,6.137058823529412,81.34176470588238,66.94117647058823,9.388235294117653,29.058823529411764,9.120678840339163,2.1386352941176465,1350,41,275,22,20,435,176,340,0.07200000000000001,0.84,0.08800000000000001,0.7551,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,4,1,0,1,21,6,0,0,21,0,26,3,2,8,3,70,52,21,0,13,7,0,2,1,2,6,0,2,3,10,22,25,1,0,12,1,3,5,2,2,0,0,18,4,41,4,54,24,5,42,0,1,0,0,43,24,0,5,12,198,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217185293357057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474433726751858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806385340725526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256410115822863,0.09720711263271196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884791839787906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351905296171902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956942375457777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301944002470292,0.1150517134320286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686181255953246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935719152386012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998369510545913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606691303882889,0.0,0.10865034788107183,0.09974693571329586,0.0,0.08721335513758724,0.08316217548621133,0.0,0.0,0.5147819383828169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171928348712854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599363186476951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428919972464367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079929680473255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838823719621992,0.13881469906183838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030617671656867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441730552909733,0.0,0.10863680011973446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115697541048236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059535724140104,0.0,0.0,0.06661214701792748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778888721896752,0.0,0.0989086374364971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847364858357254,0.11746762067764233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599435073186282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735974647819807,0.0,0.08303843324122688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903203797916445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987824572344834,0.0,0.0,0.1818944398177116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266000539469217,0.08253435583771104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963903519015614,0.0,0.0,0.11957168256790482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386429385315364,0.0,0.0,0.06695960679955358
autism,autisticmagali,2020/03/13,"Very random question I have a joke STUCK in my head and it won't leave, but I don't have a punchline and it's starting to bug me! Can someone please find a punchline that's at least vaguely funny to turn this into a joke?

""What do you call a cat with no antlers?""",-0.4190977443609043,1.7125029298245629,1.2488721804511298,100.61210526315791,89.87719298245615,3.2571428571428567,20.423558897243108,3.1291,-0.6743914786967422,205,7,48,0,7,66,43,57,0.08199999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.228,0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296457023555153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950609305854743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313168951563164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34183054139750496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543705871037604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616436781724416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735329589097739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285008588411012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511465264262193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663687031612895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dj_EnderLily,2020/03/13,"My Spring break just got extended I live in Virginia and they just announced that schools are closed till March 27th. And sense (well at least in my county) we barley got any snow this year (like 1 snow day), so they might use there snow days and might not make us do google classroom/online school",3.7710526315789465,5.948466807017546,2.3121403508771934,98.79031578947372,73.91228070175438,5.261754385964913,20.171929824561406,5.6839178017228535,-0.3601480701754389,236,5,50,1,5,65,47,57,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,2,4,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595635926478906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026474346466114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375326900582925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463350080754944,0.0,0.20719186873044484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662436212623446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978330013630606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474937445011287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224364244343525,0.20265406350833126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096999726190796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110079514751726
autism,tempthethrowaway,2020/03/13,"My Wife Bought Me A Weighted Blanket It was on sale for half off to clear out store inventory. She put it on me and for the first time in my life I felt calm, serene, and was able to stop my racing thoughts and just relax. This is one of the most amazing gifts I've ever gotten. It even helps my sleep. She's on a different schedule than me, so she can use it too and she seems to be sleeping better. I highly recommend getting one if you can.",1.1586021505376358,3.0850371182795726,2.6507526881720445,94.46279569892474,81.04301075268816,5.423655913978496,21.086021505376344,6.42735559955562,0.1289698924731182,344,10,78,3,9,112,67,93,0.021,0.754,0.22399999999999998,0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,1,2,15,13,6,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,14,4,13,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,5,57,19,0,0.2253544593368121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993077060475212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544744575529106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884449502343988,0.203846010256428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637562126178156,0.0,0.0,0.19168638798951346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773840384118213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151050343825336,0.23809935910772176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917451915272182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054120277317441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654347495282076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051542360586585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510344152644723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840641871029312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890626837605034,0.13140599749185114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946338976392272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744210206274197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Some_Random_Android,2020/03/13,If I stand on my head is the entire world my hat? I thought I'd ask since everyone else is posting pics with hats on.,1.5549999999999995,2.5027298846153845,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,77.07692307692308,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.6466769230769231,91,3,23,1,2,30,21,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891921385596671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477722326446005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978004983705351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272525036849028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987083505533884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443745946206114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305023522681265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mad-Man-Josh,2020/03/13,Any advice for dating a NT Heading pretty much says it all.,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,0.03223333333333312,47,1,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517811346416138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439859036438034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744814515398589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33986394801749786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703533318104095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676614271259108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,b_oab,2020/03/13,"Does anyone else have sensory issues wearing hats?? Hats compress your head, block some of your field of view, and tend to make me dissociate or get frustrated. I feel the same way about sunglasses, which is so annoying because I am light sensitive but hate wearing sunnies even more than the light-induced pain. Also feel the same way about headphones!!! Its like a lot of the tools that could help me actually make me feel worse. Anyone relate?",6.137291666666666,8.071988812500006,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,67.125,8.833333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.8238333333333334,355,14,61,7,6,108,61,80,0.223,0.706,0.071,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,5,0,4,4,3,2,0,14,12,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,1,7,11,5,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21253678084979769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417081075785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045750545827611,0.22315700737775188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327659842565906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389181293943498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059412163353204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194001376892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438517316915357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303715203943937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113789047263617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502775367817725,0.2235207963905386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598358863359112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732169258847595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064037750049254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185161762906456,0.0,0.0,0.2907600879423245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174953899008344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457515194546596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195200222576586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gman2520,2020/03/13,SPED GOALS I have been teaching children with ASD for 11 plus years and it’s awesome. I have created an app to help teacher/parent/specialists/etc. with the process of writing IEP goals. The app is called SPED GOALS.  Check it out it! It will be useful at your next IEP meeting :).,0.6716666666666669,3.114045055555557,1.1722222222222245,97.345,98.44444444444444,3.8814814814814818,22.66666666666667,5.82211442006289,0.3420888888888891,219,9,44,2,9,66,42,54,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.8999,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,25,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081054321335992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457351600876184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678888510251983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250511590212572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437837104498012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451845913665708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573729108867113
autism,gythaogg4,2020/03/13,"Four poster bed nest? My son 7 has started building himself nests in quiet corners with pillows and blankets. He obviously enjoys it so we were thinking about getting a small tent for his room that he could nest in. (He also really enjoys tented swags). However, he jumps around so much he tends to destroy stuff. So i was thinking when we renovate this year, getting him a four poster that sits on the floor (he's broken alot of bed slats this week) and put curtains on it rather than netting as well as lots of pillows/blankets. 
He doesn't really have sensory problems visually so it doesn't have to block all light. I'd ask him but he's not there verbally yet.
I'm just wondering if you  like to nest is there something I'm not thinking of? Would you enjoy this set up? Would it feel better if one side was against a wall? Thank you.",3.861289868667917,5.5525305792682955,4.367804878048784,86.21696998123831,72.47560975609754,7.241275797373358,28.46904315196998,7.882392219407189,1.7802679174484055,661,26,129,9,13,209,109,164,0.037000000000000005,0.826,0.13699999999999998,0.9508,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,0,1,14,9,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,27,25,13,0,7,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,1,3,3,3,11,7,19,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,5,6,82,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818099544832982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721621861948648,0.19660697637960087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599786243540892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791159249484536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633662997442124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975157785214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274449962036432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879396363303582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459852277451994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250824879451454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012336776393847,0.0,0.2114148164440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694537973745141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190322042037408,0.0,0.0,0.14885510564090193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407491432011732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362077620699492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042652484106576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869414902451646,0.0,0.1890896348003431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280670224348007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878956556921504,0.0,0.0,0.13542965608050606
autism,human_941226,2020/03/13,Question regarding ASD How does one who suspects they might be on the spectrum go about determining such?,5.835000000000001,9.331000277777779,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,74.0,8.044444444444443,36.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.020911111111111,87,5,13,2,2,26,18,18,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415296924059676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867438771765247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352412551215254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418919466156625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652045428700594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,prayinginthecloset,2020/03/13,"I was told that I'm a lost redditor several times here lately, and it really made me feel bad. I don't know why it hurts so much. Maybe it just feels like someone took away all my enthusiasm for the post they don't think belongs in a particular subreddit and then told me to get out because I don't belong there. No one said that, but that's how it makes me feel.",5.689285714285713,4.5016410129870135,6.6291883116883135,81.82092532467534,67.44155844155844,10.816883116883119,29.63961038961039,10.125756701596842,2.3960675324675336,286,8,66,6,4,96,59,77,0.083,0.846,0.071,-0.2037,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,1,14,18,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,7,4,8,1,5,11,2,8,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499907286762444,0.0,0.1732947059232224,0.12651991497948248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148289594355652,0.14827301306031454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843576135861382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221854461670117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406347636156465,0.0,0.2341242584961592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139793443704216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265641989838812,0.0,0.0,0.19638783707866295,0.13854053736683544,0.0,0.20851081915475075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525723608979191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064054155109074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877452456369307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296117349807834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974265819582915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344712397443515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758555538413906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329889882345057,0.0,0.0,0.12102346320523988,0.0,0.0,0.39664383665430747,0.2305945228257612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872806473608808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DuePineapple1,2020/03/13,"Exhausted due to full-time job I just started my first full-time in January, and I feel like I'm going crazy. It just seems I have no energy nowadays and can barely muster energy to do much of anything after I get off work.

One of the biggest issues I think is having co-workers around me 24-7. The thing is that I'm a very quiet person. Trying to socialize drains my energy like crazy. So most of the time at work, I keep to myself. The thing is, I don't like the way that being quiet makes people perceive me. Namely, being quiet essentially makes me invisible to others. When my coworkers talk a lot at work, it makes me feel bad that I'm not participating. Occasionally I'll try to chime in, but the majority of time I do that, no one acknowledges me. Now, I'm assuming it's because they don't hear me (my voice tends to get quiet/mumbly if I'm feeling socially anxious), but it still hurts when I make an effort to socialize only to not be heard. And today the guy who sits next to me made a comment and I thought he was talking to me. But when I looked over at him to respond, he was looking at the person across the room. So even though I thought he was talking to me, he apparently wasn't. Seems a small thing to be upset about, but this is the person  who I thought I had the most in common with at work. So the fact that he addressed the person across the room, rather than me (the person sitting right by him), was upsetting.

I've started feeling annoyed with my coworkers when they do a lot of talking. Part of it is that I want to concentrate on my work, but the other part is I feel excluded from participating. Because what's the point of chiming in if everyone ignores you?

And I end up feeling so drained from work that I don't even have energy to socialize with my own family members after work. It's just frustrating. I thought I had made all this progress in improving my social skills (even made some friends from an autism group I joined), but now it seems like that progress is going out the window.

Has anyone here been through something similar? Was there anything you did that helped the situation? Thanks in advance for any replies.",4.6727949608334,5.585228152224822,5.5725543083259295,81.33543325526935,69.58548009367682,8.699959622062506,29.47823629169022,8.939507131559953,2.2791943632399256,1699,63,337,30,29,558,194,427,0.094,0.8059999999999999,0.1,-0.35100000000000003,2,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,2,13,23,14,2,2,26,0,32,1,0,7,2,59,72,22,0,4,14,0,6,4,1,0,1,6,4,6,26,10,0,2,17,0,0,3,8,8,0,3,18,14,46,6,55,50,11,50,0,1,2,0,36,25,0,11,23,236,72,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488936161544345,0.0,0.0,0.08122512339973194,0.0,0.05027327838854038,0.0,0.11833309171089053,0.06400513175962709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600324538245339,0.08765762246949202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368095265555647,0.0,0.0,0.14246534071365508,0.0,0.0,0.06870233767927475,0.0,0.0,0.06777974356404969,0.0,0.2181250127550368,0.051364482039696506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115704082258325,0.0,0.0,0.055548796625963626,0.0,0.07512825971236818,0.0,0.08172343413649359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119106733904561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103511775476288,0.0,0.048192217196437966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696909992976989,0.0,0.0,0.0750436161025085,0.0713484161516141,0.06390691338615329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050439185815047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075368525787655,0.0,0.0,0.12225149385607027,0.0,0.20409700974388012,0.1919718982294923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285385471938445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646513730137776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744090878649156,0.05468223997391828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571868157817714,0.0,0.0498455410068357,0.3138960802964144,0.0,0.0,0.06796755937117059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140114045718236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963617675906906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081720849945605,0.0,0.3664586108156636,0.0,0.05535117113104319,0.0,0.0,0.10178061195652696,0.0,0.05741843537844636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115797012666514,0.0,0.06619470996643705,0.0,0.0,0.14329900601930395,0.04606981645992448,0.07064015775155534,0.2283183083211671,0.08384947973855153,0.0,0.06815160899363601,0.0,0.0,0.0976290646646052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932399937427708,0.04240774613855755,0.05706988188713195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187451759716945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tooldmb,2020/03/13,"My daughter has autism and her only interest is slime. She finally convinced me to let her start a YouTube channel. The channel is called “Slime Spree With Lily G.” It won’t let me post a link in here.

If you know anyone who might enjoy this, please share with them. She’s been begging me for years to let her start a channel and I finally conceded. Slime has been her only interest for 5 years.

She has no friends at school so I’m hoping the channel will encourage her. Any subscription would brighten her day. Trying to find ways to get her some followers.

We aren’t trying to monetize or anything of that nature as you can tell by the amateurish quality. She just wants to share her creations with people.

Maybe other kids with autism would enjoy watching. Thanks for listening!",3.1251785714285703,5.898180306122447,3.5659141156462617,85.8607079081633,79.27210884353741,6.94030612244898,26.194302721088434,8.07648339933343,1.932850680272108,623,25,113,12,16,194,96,147,0.013000000000000001,0.743,0.243,0.9883,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,1,0,3,11,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,19,27,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,21,11,18,17,1,12,0,0,1,0,26,2,0,5,7,76,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962341088768338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271672432757895,0.0,0.1326561436288482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164606050832992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396245011724292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531795081081559,0.14733641055147798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245448595499737,0.0,0.0842217934720969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011072295828604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859282609786355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49452225977510705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194984871708246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101066338578985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520393999845602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175770279400024,0.0,0.0,0.17695223222297493,0.0,0.0,0.15438769226650284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314580856583366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282002993942648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408983255202958,0.14841385154089526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188921972247608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508156985328693,0.1279552547650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229027644114754,0.0,0.0,0.2076185961601427
autism,martyharnish,2020/03/13,Iove how autism post is now hats lol.. Love all you guys!! Users not sharing hats it's ok!  Love you all too!,-2.5426086956521736,-1.5255200434782576,-1.4829565217391285,113.88773913043478,119.0,1.84,8.947826086956521,3.1291,-2.669793043478261,81,1,22,0,5,24,19,23,0.073,0.561,0.3670000000000001,0.8869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43606346154212056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7949531473092809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217797423904709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,EnoughRadish,2020/03/13,"I [27 F] am recently diagnosed! What do I need to know? So i was literally diagnosed last week, and it answers so many questions. But, as a relative newbie to all this, what piece of advice have you found invaluable? What information did you wish you knew?",2.8968750000000014,5.494069937500001,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,78.79166666666666,9.673333333333334,28.35,9.888512548439397,3.463245,199,9,37,7,5,68,39,48,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5472,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,11,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,4,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708397618968319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562627738431141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389412257935594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232113483972465,0.2259242419119077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28099903882776434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205512310845724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31048517328713304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736643039218352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223228543379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187229314286874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,raulkohl,2020/03/13,"Doctorate Degree Research Survey Hello Friends!

I am writing this on behalf of my coworker.  She is working on her doctorate's degree.  For her dissertation she is seeking to expand knowledge on the challenges faced by parents with Autism Spectrum Disorder or Attention Deficit Disorder (diagnosed or not) when raising a child in the Autism Spectrum Disorder.

If you are a parent who has Autism or ADD and have a child in the Autism Spectrum please consider completing the survey linked below?  Please also consider sharing with anyone who meets these criteria.

[https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdPJWoWJphYT1Ww6AXMRYpu44TCKh9EHF8NoNhgHrHkmoTgTw/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdPJWoWJphYT1Ww6AXMRYpu44TCKh9EHF8NoNhgHrHkmoTgTw/viewform)

Thank you for your time and feel free to ask any questions!",17.511805929919134,21.40734549056604,12.357223719676552,33.43858490566038,42.20754716981131,11.340161725067384,42.50134770889488,11.20814326018867,5.663206469002698,706,29,68,14,7,198,74,106,0.09,0.74,0.17,0.8264,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,0,6,4,1,0,0,16,9,8,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,14,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,5,2,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677930218715165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631193931691597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195939872134001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989776349367352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933044991673236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360031919261545,0.0,0.0,0.5880742820980966,0.3501299859274257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648212603369468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214380057059447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798356807681992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754974805043932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160208964285744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157469127756851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973383404799402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451795174811806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Margaret533,2020/03/14,"I think I’m autistic Ever since I (17f) was very little, I have had symptoms of autism. Whenever I expressed these, I was punished and called “too sensitive.” My parents wouldn’t take me to a doctor. Now that I’m older, I have been doing some research and I think I’m autistic. What should I do? I don’t want my parents to find out unless I’m diagnosed.",1.0595833333333324,3.3694846805555585,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.1388888888889,5.266666666666668,24.277777777777786,6.6274283507984215,0.9196611111111116,275,11,55,3,8,92,47,72,0.051,0.9259999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.4019,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,1,12,19,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,12,0,5,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,38,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761274566871034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560655086266937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822594494335793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282076022779993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305853099996195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285737248538165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560268651825225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869401755518485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622222945135001,0.18968806664429744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233100320537374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816280173308133,0.14880512683733702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Li-renn-pwel,2020/03/14,"Any book recs for young siblings of children with autism? Hello! First time posting. 

My old foster sister (10) have a brother (4) who has some pretty severe autism and I think she is struggling a bit since a lot of his care is getting placed on her. Does anyone have any fiction or non-fiction books that might be good for her?",2.9590476190476203,5.274087682539687,2.9272222222222237,92.77750000000002,76.93650793650794,4.2,23.198412698412696,3.1291,-0.01574920634920618,256,8,49,0,6,77,53,63,0.079,0.775,0.146,0.6759,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,6,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314970415114921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704255520827668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609607551695524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248504620417328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329460777818532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073213201928936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734175638540027,0.0,0.0,0.20443380145713846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072152344267344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856488372446856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557594415675412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465175593324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334312662674253,0.2479666619680381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27535177617431056,0.0,0.2016205519173253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548053001617382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617588818962092,0.0,0.0,0.1421241495914934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mel_of_Lee,2020/03/14,Memes as a love language My best friend has autism. I'm going through a breakup. He keeps sending funny memes to cheer me up. He'd never admit to loving me or anyone else for that matter even though he says I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. I think memes are his love language. I'm so grateful for him quirks and all.,0.7668478260869556,3.0951774782608723,1.7969384057971034,97.5414945652174,85.81159420289855,3.45,18.769927536231886,3.1291,-0.7710159420289857,262,7,56,0,8,82,50,69,0.055,0.5820000000000001,0.363,0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,9,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,8,13,3,5,0,0,0,3,13,1,0,1,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344783200198642,0.2248572787753542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460608346305577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332624584437987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494776263300038,0.19850934429036046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695501603594715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124721165935148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940630704790803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506142474446772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941993168380519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925699710741976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745191893302541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457959543421785,0.1406177134872562,0.2156131329944324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,timmyhigt369,2020/03/14,"My post apocalyptic world I created in my mind as a youngster is all coming back to me with this virus. Had nearly forgotten the complex world I created in my mind. I suffered abuse when I was 10 and in the following years created an imaginary world inside my head. I would retreat into this world whenever I was alone. 

I was obsessed with The Stand and some other fiction books about the plague and post apocalypse as a teen in the 70's.  My world 99.9% of everyone died from plague. The survivors gathered.

The world I named Concord (after the plane I think). Was an area in Connecticut with the world's last remaining civilization. Logan's run like, no dome though. It was a struggle the govt against the repressed people. I led the battle against the oppression to overthrow the govt. an outfit called the Peacetrain. 

It was all very complex, had maps and all sorts of info written down in notebooks. Went on until I was about 17 when I met a girl who was unimpressed and made me throw out all my notebooks. I moved on and never thought much more about it until now nearly 40 years later. It's really fascinating to me and a bit weird. So many parallels. 

I've read other Autistics have had imaginary worlds when they were young, why I posted here. No point. Just really has me thinking about the past, present and future.",3.90123624934521,6.331628381526105,4.223338571678017,84.0657988475642,74.42168674698796,7.3826436179500625,27.291950410337,8.321376580360154,2.0389370001746108,1053,41,191,19,23,329,141,249,0.14300000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.055,-0.9666,0,1,0,0,1,1,29.0,0,0,1,0,13,8,1,3,24,0,16,1,1,2,5,35,25,17,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,1,6,2,0,7,3,7,0,0,17,0,25,1,33,7,8,52,0,1,0,0,7,24,0,2,18,134,34,2,0.0,0.186667248545216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317101731510605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114379867528804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200034997741626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608729430823209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571265643185107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350875120758468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505427614925579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616885147776343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842170580832746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769694302503308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907463363984896,0.0,0.15972777242219416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31815480288423165,0.0,0.0,0.1674473628073023,0.11581505831908392,0.0,0.12150983897453728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039628992334905,0.10922314501567912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893269174350196,0.0,0.4526589813359754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758947896709385,0.0,0.2018570856769616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470216901461593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018993130542205,0.15478897486478255,0.12507459642216284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299926463969592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460475032953782,0.14216152236543142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191675813100226,0.0,0.0,0.2029100050324978
autism,alternativespecs,2020/03/14,"Early superheroes had be inspired somewhere. Magic had to come from somewhere before modern scientific understanding. Us people with autism are Clark Kent/metaumans with heightened senses or lowered senses as compensation, passion induced superstrength, high intuition and critical processing self 
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I'm posting this here mostly because a lot of people I know think I'm crazy or I'm taking it a little too far. But really, you never know and thinking about it in a more metaphorical way could help the stigmas and help us understand it a little bit better, and it could possibly be Amore little explanation to help us figure out what causes it on a biological level. I'd like to know what people think, I don't really have good arguments outside of this unless I think about it for a while.

We cannot be cured at least yet because we're still learning how it works, we don't have an exact cause, and there is just now complete acknowledgement that people like this exist despite the idea of it being around for over a century in our pop culture and thousands of years in our history. There are many properties that non-powered humans have and we can only be taught how to act as if we have them or to blend in a little bit better and not let our powers stop us from functioning in this Society, which since the beginning was established with a many stigmas that don't accommodate for us. Maybe it's not a disability or condition as people make it out to be, we are just misunderstood and we don't have the opportunities we need and we don't know the full extent of our abilities, they only come out when we cannot control our minds, or when the world is a danger to us and sometimes we only notice them when they are an inconvenience to us or other people",9.767660642570279,7.99347120783133,9.64019277108434,65.36906425702814,59.81325301204818,12.588273092369478,37.79598393574297,11.34169021259432,4.2902114056224905,1419,52,241,31,15,467,172,332,0.073,0.847,0.08,0.4738,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,22,1,4,6,17,10,1,0,19,0,31,1,0,7,2,74,51,29,0,4,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,21,30,0,2,16,0,0,3,10,1,0,1,4,0,30,9,39,38,8,39,0,0,0,1,33,21,0,9,15,183,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688277226069228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915986677843054,0.0,0.06393118971413762,0.0,0.0,0.13289503191523386,0.16404780841569638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436105078125448,0.0,0.12943789861381516,0.07877372271717605,0.0,0.08426612448547602,0.11997243490520948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063016557140085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107674957652292,0.0793803274221442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481407556749901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651607571702886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682682904425794,0.0,0.07341070148537178,0.3012051404063201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387393164670056,0.0,0.0,0.05015071603147158,0.15234266100285568,0.07547947394798163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586118016175404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570889572023368,0.057945878561683976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855374657516572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142218298753836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125194379623863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469923496868427,0.07195500266675665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626204982383152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837831560747023,0.0,0.0,0.06214937520093721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430676180397337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059999941120413035,0.06281311827845082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056489375992292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925643746162627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642863432098808,0.6326157948992926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059635716828714026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054696470169295866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838208415792437
autism,ermmegan,2020/03/14,"Any ideas ? Hello 😊 I'm an SEN 1:1 and I've been struggling with my newest child. He's 4 and is completely obsessed with blu tack. My new work setting and managers make me take it off him as he eats it (understandable). 
I've tried everything to come up with something similar, from making our own playdough, gloop, and sensory sticky activities. I've asked for my new setting to order some chewing necklaces. 
I was just wondering if anyone knew of anything similar to the texture of blu tack but that is safer to consume? 
His parents let him have and eat it, but it's company policy that I have to remove it from him and he gets really distressed, it's the most difficult part of the day so I could really use some new ideas.",2.7136116700201214,5.091396035211269,4.154446680080483,83.34281690140848,78.08450704225352,7.719114688128773,27.044265593561374,8.634040054169528,2.274406841046277,575,24,109,13,14,190,92,142,0.083,0.8909999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.7836,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,4,0,8,3,0,3,0,26,19,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,0,17,14,5,12,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,5,5,65,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137434657808028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451706728289895,0.0,0.13477496454993912,0.0,0.15310989596589336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410798529178144,0.17171763963636744,0.0,0.0,0.13076304275548942,0.0,0.0,0.10562296736348964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335170630706319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719269675354527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556700744514709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697698258258357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747363574008367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864556570259186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745321197470898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185558164124752,0.17735512092202518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984017781734887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608395536913702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121584965434086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314033125938074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119420222166744,0.0,0.0,0.17049819997451746,0.0,0.14145121409016828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760976096200454,0.11923200313427028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rosie128,2020/03/14,"High/low functioning Hi guys. I'm 19F, I'm starting to get diagnosed with autism. I am also a student nurse. I had a lecture where I said some children I'd worked with were high functioning. I got scolded by the lecturer for using that term. 
What do other people think about this? And what is a better way of putting it?",1.6870535714285708,4.115000562500004,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,82.4375,6.1571428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.3349357142857148,252,10,50,4,7,82,51,64,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,13,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,30,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135475394180645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617047665949986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27103458208208325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951460035203442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135720299775642,0.0,0.0,0.2644063191791625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642736073575058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851282263032316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844361176356313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401113374108475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900852295880696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110504239830834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23063222838254266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119597018246981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440442950063294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JackyJM,2020/03/14,"You are all so brave! I just want to say that I think it's amazing that especially on this sub everybody is suddenly posting pictures of themselves these past few days! We are a community of people who struggle with (social) anxiety, mental illness, being misunderstood and all sort of other problems. But somehow all you amazing people feel safe enough to share your hats and faces with each other! I am not that brave, but I have deep respect for all of you that are! This is a great community!!! Thank you all so much for being here!!",5.6832571428571415,7.058654640000004,6.0294285714285705,77.27900000000002,67.6,8.514285714285714,31.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.6204714285714292,424,17,75,7,7,136,67,100,0.07400000000000001,0.674,0.252,0.9708,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,5,0,0,5,11,0,1,2,0,9,2,1,0,5,22,13,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,9,11,11,9,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,3,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034891973794191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715479315238988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484900559341496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449754313368142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932658316270108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680653379288108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554053471763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392700550334163,0.3688216798382979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547543774814719,0.0,0.0,0.25452598267185017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153379896460012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115340249533426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278080852919323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489697205696045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044199695075268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689363434568734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ProbleMattic25,2020/03/14,I need help with something I have some social apps on my phone (I use them to learn different languages and I find it easier with native speaker) and some random people from school are like you can't be autistic while using this excuse and I don't know what to respond because I hate conflict... I'm kind of lost,2.6526344086021503,4.950151145161293,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,77.87096774193549,5.423655913978496,23.23655913978495,6.42735559955562,0.6716043010752686,249,8,47,2,6,79,50,62,0.099,0.754,0.147,0.2691,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,10,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,30,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772366480766426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746423836659346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147428668595984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716452040348075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442150393040105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651746430974234,0.15121053692745898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442020705171945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003493779927995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401388750735855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907484272664792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27845782099165994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804720432736822,0.0,0.21181731860742195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47526771815849794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PolkaDotz402,2020/03/14,what is it like to live with autism? Hi just wondering what it's like to have autism from people who have autism?,2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,75.95652173913044,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.5326347826086959,90,1,21,1,2,26,16,23,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530599638798201,0.0,0.4795104831303305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764725885668993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888990659977937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Catcus_Xx,2020/03/14,"Shopping is not fun when people are panic buying Yesterday I went to the shops with my mum, to get things like noodles, pasta, and you know, things people are stocking up on atm. Tbh we didn't really get much, we mainly brought things we'd buy anyway. 

Everything was fine walking round and getting things, or trying to, things like loo roll and pasta and tinned stuff were mostly sold out, we had to buy a bag of funny shaped pasta that I'm not used to, but it'll probably be fine. 

Well, we went to two different shops, the first one was fine, a bit more busy than it usually is, but whatever right.

The second one though, as I said before, it was fine walking round and getting everything, a lot more busy than it usually is, so it feels slightly more cramped than usual, but again, whatever, I can deal with it. But when we went to pay at the tills, the fucking amount of people queuing up, damn. There's atleast four or five people waiting at each till (doesn't sound like a lot, but it is for a medium sized shop, I think it's medium sized anyway, because it's not as big or a tescos or Asda), so, we que up, we have to stand by the start of one of the Isles, and because there's is many people I start to feel a little claustrophobic and uncomfortable, then someone stands behind us to que, they were standing to close and it made me feel worse, it doesn't help that I was overheating either. As we moved down the queue a little bit, some lady behind us has a baby and it starts crying which annoyed me. 

So I'm there, trying to keep myself calm, while I'm overheating, feeling pretty claustrophobic, and a baby is crying loudly right behind me. I just needed to get out of there really, my mum did say I could wait outside but I didn't want to leave her. 

It took about ten minutes to get our stuff paid for, but I felt better when we got out, then we went home and I helped to pack the stuff away. 

It just wasn't fun, at one point I sort of just wanted to cry lol, but I didn't because that would've been embarrassing and made everything worse pff. 

But seriously though, I've never seen that shop so packed full of people.",7.077434607645872,5.666566025821599,7.029879275653928,80.79288732394367,64.79812206572771,9.898323272971162,29.67538564721664,8.563005593585519,1.9494005365526488,1661,40,345,19,21,531,203,426,0.11199999999999999,0.804,0.084,-0.9469,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,14,1,1,2,21,18,3,2,19,1,30,5,0,3,1,72,70,42,0,4,20,2,7,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,27,29,3,3,7,5,12,9,10,6,1,10,27,12,36,12,53,39,15,51,0,0,3,1,24,21,2,9,21,237,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010497606177128,0.0,0.0,0.1364571966502911,0.0,0.06349343382338217,0.0,0.0,0.06599253003186491,0.16292452422810974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957547396149451,0.0,0.24588928025887666,0.0,0.07692668413935681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795871490903235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118240952438074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091406224114484,0.0,0.07164386649895485,0.0,0.0,0.06346904475977236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898206488755207,0.23390531070205006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059677902173103085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002818806052864,0.0,0.07484677295924996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632287454737136,0.0,0.0,0.04100746307280287,0.0,0.0,0.07900845821241738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093620548326532,0.14957134956478102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687313563796154,0.0,0.14120851360733375,0.0,0.07564976272233946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930589072119172,0.054851961863929516,0.05532744032454877,0.057549105878447526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224920362461374,0.0,0.0,0.08754678295232739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037952432155874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705370307313554,0.0,0.0,0.07591215005160963,0.08044957223844383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560291490776007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744474485884275,0.07097770055316655,0.05933830492226867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322260516976584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158442547147255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25625528468156084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247860559872816,0.04781145725235459,0.14662133006655392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290205314796427,0.10131987080650907,0.0,0.07288980902089136,0.0,0.17950973891356506,0.06444499106378314,0.24653971765369326,0.0,0.08802188927477543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708949898609395,0.2766822275911304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208186637180104,0.05300566125022452,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Moonlight198913,2020/03/14,"Non verbal when mad or having negative feelings Ok so I'm an autistic girl of 20 years old. I look ""normal"" most of the time, except some difficulties sometimes. I'm not a non verbal autistic usually. But when I am mad, feeling misunderstood or any negative feelings, something weird happens. I used to be really explosive when I was feeling bad. I'm still having anger crisis, but sometimes I also feel a strong urge to scream but I can't barely talk. Like if I was holding it. I don't know if I am doing this to me and stopping myself from talking, or if it's what it is to have non verbal phases? I can mumble a few words if I try REALLY hard but I'm struggling. What do you think it is? I wasn't like this before. I had full blown crisis when I was younger… 🤔",1.4698076923076933,3.666340660256413,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,81.5,5.951282051282053,23.211538461538463,7.1686216300943375,1.0200076923076922,597,21,118,8,16,204,92,156,0.27,0.677,0.053,-0.9847,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,7,11,3,1,5,1,18,0,0,1,0,28,32,18,0,5,13,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,8,17,4,8,26,4,11,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,9,12,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781881920541046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569952656866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433612029563473,0.0,0.0,0.15728771364238195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673106803536195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634559868690993,0.0,0.16558295267784107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158483673976844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806098313694316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522150192771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181106819240161,0.0,0.0,0.1939615543711727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368302200384565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423011131804468,0.365628755684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761579754271906,0.1545369608315181,0.0,0.19323795742779035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971394804969953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843988180024928,0.0,0.0,0.10778339520720023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549621170298547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964493790526949,0.20357836591236872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903278247253378
autism,Bipedal0ne,2020/03/14,"Anybody else mildly freaking out over COVID-19 completely upsetting their daily life? Not having to go to school/work is great but at the same time it opens up entire days that were once scheduled and organized. I enjoy going to good restaurants every once and awhile or wandering around alleys buying comic books, but now I can’t out of fear I might get it (there are like 15 cases in my relatively small town), and I’m also terrified that I might have it and just be asymptomatic (which is possible), and I don’t want to spread it everywhere. Now I’m just sitting at home internally freaking out while mustering the mental strength to clean up my room and kitchen.",9.262688172043012,8.183683548387098,8.361935483870969,71.92123655913981,60.29032258064516,11.81505376344086,36.79569892473119,10.864195022040775,3.9100634408602146,536,20,94,11,6,167,90,124,0.12300000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.163,0.6862,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,2,2,0,11,2,0,0,0,21,17,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,7,11,1,0,0,2,1,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,5,16,13,1,23,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,3,7,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184226743325386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016005459407775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219033998753525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051759506368504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690615335432852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051288247703128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277324346236591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573457939411612,0.0,0.2300330918923803,0.16974575052656507,0.0,0.22312336102389352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300245515846266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294614402600636,0.0988720678012849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039502482810657,0.4293838879362225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43105367193674493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281517090313989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481816804740055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800871611447232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193682701603868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733418963847386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AlmightyStrawberry,2020/03/14,"(School/College) So is it procrastination after all...? I want your insight r/autism

I'm currently working on my thesis and got overflown by an intense hatred for a couple of my freshman year classmates but also again a lot of doubt about myself.

To cut a long story short (and also leaving out some of my faults such as chronic tardiness): I was in a group project that among others were dead-set on working in the campus cafeteria. I'm majoring in Social Work so I was kind of taken aback with the reactions my classmates gave me after I explained to them that sorry, there are so many sounds here that I simply can't follow what they were saying and it was also really tiring for me, suggesting to get the food and move to a nearby quieter area.

""Can't you put more effort into blocking other people out and just listening to us? Kind of unfair of you to expect us to adapt so much to you.""
I'm not going to go further into this because I had a feeling, and was confirmed in this, that no, it is actually not okay for an aspiring social worker to guilt your potential coworker with a disability to bend over backwards and have them underperform just because you want some extra comfort at work. A bit overdramatic what I'm saying but honestly, if my coworkers were excluding a deaf social worker by transfering information via spoken word only because typing 'is too much work' (and also get angry at the deaf coworker), nowadays I'd be tearing them a new one.


But I'm here because of the following. I've always had this problem, ever since I got homework: I honestly wouldn't know on my own what parts of the material are important to know and which aren't. This included attempts in grade 7 to memorize tables with completely irrelevant information.

I had a lot of trouble in freshman year especially to keep deadlines and the feedback I got from classmates was always: ""You need to stop procrastinating and start earlier."" When I explained that I really didn't know how to tackle this problem as I legitimately started writing my part of the project as soon as I got home every day and in the weekends but found it hard to get a clear picture of what I was supposed to write (coupled with for instance my suggestion to plan our project ahead for the coming 5 weeks which was rebuffed as 'let's not work too far ahead, we'll work per week'), I was told to stop making excuses for myself.


Has anyone experiences with the trouble I have separating the details from the more important stuff? I also notice that I start a task but even after having read the instructions I always come at a point in the task where I feel like I need to start anew. Do you know what to do about it? I'm getting help now for this problem but so far they couldn't help explain the problem further other than me having major difficulties seeing what's relevant and what's not.",8.401831427015253,7.3958199375000016,8.709689542483659,68.50448257080612,61.941176470588246,11.294553376906324,37.6113834422658,10.421817524276454,3.9675019880174287,2282,95,392,44,27,758,265,544,0.124,0.813,0.063,-0.9890000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,4,8,5,14,28,17,1,2,32,1,35,6,0,2,3,79,80,37,0,12,13,0,3,1,0,2,4,6,2,0,30,24,2,4,14,2,0,8,11,10,0,1,23,10,52,7,82,52,16,63,0,0,1,0,38,30,0,6,26,295,82,23,0.0,0.0,0.0718141547837011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942532937723955,0.18370070514486966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514565056118884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794414483044486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034226109762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678418013371492,0.07715871439303326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285398017549882,0.0,0.04746007684127383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860613059205098,0.06656723040803204,0.06200355209455322,0.0,0.0,0.07198607330971415,0.0,0.0,0.07441959428345299,0.052573391731100136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898647282355039,0.08068868185856573,0.0,0.0,0.15379294294768278,0.0,0.08364686931230321,0.0,0.23542963201472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592303940719084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865292951267396,0.0,0.07381772638460582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541102057992397,0.0,0.1532673067310325,0.1617746534233651,0.0,0.0,0.07792219383418336,0.0,0.07525173567372566,0.0,0.03595282255250688,0.0,0.0,0.06512567788513557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125128793691333,0.0,0.0,0.04912253276097486,0.0746096760743226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782155370296548,0.1081956362964338,0.10913351878675506,0.0,0.071074601257082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378378807273136,0.0,0.0,0.04986713449487835,0.055969236108738434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938366204360788,0.0,0.05101870104278915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956723755270776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816664144743446,0.0,0.07397923400929117,0.0,0.0,0.07361086804227175,0.0,0.09428849815708217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704495955391775,0.0,0.07447797355808951,0.05864246191544735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087519702542867,0.0,0.0,0.22505012804089575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237904722267339,0.20835222202323228,0.0,0.0,0.12305066426233635,0.0,0.0,0.08424403503021466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458197513475839,0.0,0.07031930953500906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704171157396506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681170184690559,0.0,0.11806044757499565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37502563318944027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478032228295362
autism,drhennyk,2020/03/14,"Autism Society Plans to get their hands on the $50-billion Stafford Emergency Funds What does the [Autism Society of America](https://www.facebook.com/AutismSociety/?__tn__=K-R-R&eid=ARCo7hhDPi5-ePtPRIXMB_OtP5C4aBab61yyIKQTvoe2PvDML9OW2OdIgMjDKp2lEdRwB_wVgPcuv5ov&fref=mentions&__xts__%5B0%5D=68.ARAGBnnMpGsiYCAPNdq_BMFO8pagMkR2jayDUNfYG_ug9T-gyisLotZOnpwWoXPKPSyeqbLVd6FTII5LkWPuZTm2pSYDNx9Fwf1iMLY_DXmk_9Zk77_l9mSRt3EC7oMSQbutgT_eqkBKXVahR7l2x_aFlgZ464YerhO7pEsTU7eLekxArv73qtNwFrM0cYR_cVIVEVwehRRkyWNtlz6RogLAWkOaeNRalwC7V7-WlO_Xbr_Fz-sQaD9sg4M-dEYG-yvbyBrTT-_RKx4M61N4m1H_oMvvMQlawQcZVejsRkWypRZHNIxqZhkVIhJDrMf7fCKt) do in response to the national emergency? Prioritizing a request for a share of the $50-billion 💸 Stafford Act ""for emergency funding for the autism community for paid family leave, community-based services, emergency direct support professionals and respite care, during this increased time of need.""

Who ⚖️ decided that this is what the [\#actuallyautistic](https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/actuallyautistic?source=feed_text&epa=HASHTAG&__xts__%5B0%5D=68.ARAGBnnMpGsiYCAPNdq_BMFO8pagMkR2jayDUNfYG_ug9T-gyisLotZOnpwWoXPKPSyeqbLVd6FTII5LkWPuZTm2pSYDNx9Fwf1iMLY_DXmk_9Zk77_l9mSRt3EC7oMSQbutgT_eqkBKXVahR7l2x_aFlgZ464YerhO7pEsTU7eLekxArv73qtNwFrM0cYR_cVIVEVwehRRkyWNtlz6RogLAWkOaeNRalwC7V7-WlO_Xbr_Fz-sQaD9sg4M-dEYG-yvbyBrTT-_RKx4M61N4m1H_oMvvMQlawQcZVejsRkWypRZHNIxqZhkVIhJDrMf7fCKt&__tn__=%2ANK-R-R) people need? 💡 This action was formed by the Autism Society of America's ""Board of Directors, our panel of people on the autism spectrum and our panel of professional advisors, our affiliates, our donors, and above all, the grassroots community we created across this country"" What's critical by omission is [\#science](https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/science?source=feed_text&epa=HASHTAG&__xts__%5B0%5D=68.ARAGBnnMpGsiYCAPNdq_BMFO8pagMkR2jayDUNfYG_ug9T-gyisLotZOnpwWoXPKPSyeqbLVd6FTII5LkWPuZTm2pSYDNx9Fwf1iMLY_DXmk_9Zk77_l9mSRt3EC7oMSQbutgT_eqkBKXVahR7l2x_aFlgZ464YerhO7pEsTU7eLekxArv73qtNwFrM0cYR_cVIVEVwehRRkyWNtlz6RogLAWkOaeNRalwC7V7-WlO_Xbr_Fz-sQaD9sg4M-dEYG-yvbyBrTT-_RKx4M61N4m1H_oMvvMQlawQcZVejsRkWypRZHNIxqZhkVIhJDrMf7fCKt&__tn__=%2ANK-R-R) and [\#research](https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/research?source=feed_text&epa=HASHTAG&__xts__%5B0%5D=68.ARAGBnnMpGsiYCAPNdq_BMFO8pagMkR2jayDUNfYG_ug9T-gyisLotZOnpwWoXPKPSyeqbLVd6FTII5LkWPuZTm2pSYDNx9Fwf1iMLY_DXmk_9Zk77_l9mSRt3EC7oMSQbutgT_eqkBKXVahR7l2x_aFlgZ464YerhO7pEsTU7eLekxArv73qtNwFrM0cYR_cVIVEVwehRRkyWNtlz6RogLAWkOaeNRalwC7V7-WlO_Xbr_Fz-sQaD9sg4M-dEYG-yvbyBrTT-_RKx4M61N4m1H_oMvvMQlawQcZVejsRkWypRZHNIxqZhkVIhJDrMf7fCKt&__tn__=%2ANK-R-R). There is no mention of who is tasked with collecting the most up to date research. [\#smdh](https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/smdh?source=feed_text&epa=HASHTAG&__xts__%5B0%5D=68.ARAGBnnMpGsiYCAPNdq_BMFO8pagMkR2jayDUNfYG_ug9T-gyisLotZOnpwWoXPKPSyeqbLVd6FTII5LkWPuZTm2pSYDNx9Fwf1iMLY_DXmk_9Zk77_l9mSRt3EC7oMSQbutgT_eqkBKXVahR7l2x_aFlgZ464YerhO7pEsTU7eLekxArv73qtNwFrM0cYR_cVIVEVwehRRkyWNtlz6RogLAWkOaeNRalwC7V7-WlO_Xbr_Fz-sQaD9sg4M-dEYG-yvbyBrTT-_RKx4M61N4m1H_oMvvMQlawQcZVejsRkWypRZHNIxqZhkVIhJDrMf7fCKt&__tn__=%2ANK-R-R) (6 years of rejections to present or advocate within the organization, and counting). Will those of us #actuallyautistic included in this action planning get a share of the $50-billion, or is this going to be another free emotional labor situation and another labor law violation?

[https://www.autism-society.org/news/a-statement-from-christopher-banks-president-ceo-during-the-covid-19-crisis](https://www.autism-society.org/news/a-statement-from-christopher-banks-president-ceo-during-the-covid-19-crisis)",48.35261718750001,61.01302840234376,23.9723125,-54.008562499999954,-22.1328125,15.58875,49.51875,13.585142487480626,9.13750375,3445,94,153,67,20,750,136,256,0.111,0.797,0.092,-0.6199,2,0,0,0,0,0,251.0,6,0,1,2,1,7,1,0,15,0,9,1,1,0,1,16,17,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,6,30,13,4,17,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,3,4,87,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9645581492874676,0.0,0.0,0.12446376999296592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060509564487852135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519361121036335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675886850295157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594831135490829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201409218918045,0.0,0.033729016204820966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284129842888925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801205003631092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228930064537616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667099948480825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734776676475653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03460648087969295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138871792454758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03821837030438256
autism,brightsm1th,2020/03/14,"veggie pancake recipe for picky eaters :> i know allllll about issues with samefoods and not wanting to eat certain (healthy) foods due to texture or taste. when i was a kid, my siblings and i were super picky so my ma made these pancakes to get us to eat veggies! theyre great on their own or with sour cream, or with applesauce on the side.

ingredients:
-boxed pancake mix
-whatever else the boxed mix requires (milk, eggs, etc)
-1 zucchini 
-2 carrots
-1 block of cheddar cheese

make the pancake mix as instructed on the box. shred the zucchini, the carrots, and the cheese. mix the shredded ingredients into the batter. add them slowly, because you might not need everything you shredded. the batter should look a bit like chunky funfetti batter. fry the pancakes like normal, and serve! :>

you can make pancake batter from scratch if you like, but this is the easiest way. we usually used bisquick!",3.273253968253972,6.387592833333336,3.3704232804232817,84.63833333333334,83.62962962962962,6.048677248677249,28.70194003527337,7.447530270364453,2.1278532627865965,717,34,121,12,21,219,109,162,0.012,0.89,0.098,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,4,2,2,3,6,0,0,14,0,6,6,0,4,1,30,15,12,0,5,7,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,10,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,13,6,16,10,3,9,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,5,6,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097104942709555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665201056190656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40612030431662505,0.16577645638411256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213201305497976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835077814772127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399621069490384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368002420097157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878779490417796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712642522067126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906092087556997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908525793882649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664494902218602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777472898220013,0.26492895124340965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105202108328061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714544961659354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443528303122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870651785126906,0.1713939255095127,0.2185606116946671,0.0,0.11704879529454786,0.15751747099847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PinkPurpleFlowerBlue,2020/03/15,"Started to stim but never used to? Basically over the last year? maybe two even? I started stimming even though I didn't really do it before. The main thing I do is rub my hands together repeatedly, quite hard together and it makes this  farting kinda noise lol. Its getting bad as my parents keep pointing it out to me at home. My mum is concerned that I may start to do it in public/forget not to. However, generally I have been ok in this regards and tend not do it in public unless I am in a space where no one else will see me.

Though maybe once or twice it happened in college but that is it.

I've also noticed that I am doing more of this other thing as well, where I tense all the muscles in my body for a few seconds then relax. This can be when I'm walking along though generally of course I subconsciously only do if people can't see me again.

It feels like I need to release an excess of energy? when I do these things if that makes sense

In regards to sleep - I have always been bad at getting enough and I know I need way more. Same with exercise as I don't really have a regular sport that I do. Though the thing is in my teens I have been in the same circumstances in the past and been more anxious before but never did it then. So I don't think it is lack of sleep/anxiety for those reasons.

Just posting as I'm wondering if anyone has experienced stimming like this and could give me some insight.",3.9558333333333313,4.847281805555556,5.144749999999998,83.82525,71.2222222222222,8.12111111111111,27.24722222222222,8.395991825355821,1.7296938888888889,1112,37,230,17,20,369,152,288,0.084,0.841,0.075,-0.5509,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,0,10,2,34,4,3,4,3,43,56,27,0,7,11,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,28,8,0,1,6,3,0,1,9,2,1,4,6,7,27,5,34,46,11,35,0,0,2,0,4,18,0,8,16,182,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743048424916013,0.09097061357026713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363650288843914,0.1235108237174646,0.0,0.07644548588973303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257055234398845,0.0,0.0,0.18606211366209244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144004262111667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872904325707971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133047861981428,0.0,0.0,0.11296624069599492,0.0,0.1444217490536584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528010479010238,0.07810476883270293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423994021983633,0.10487848585143768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667940903742947,0.0,0.09793744675982048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966605473191726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717677466268408,0.0,0.0,0.060084443349448326,0.0891178517590909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682540356952457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459561173224892,0.0,0.21967165828854684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213236346508356,0.16864276562664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447196545391916,0.0,0.11643197995341667,0.07408426361367415,0.08314974750677949,0.0,0.0,0.1213970863048918,0.0,0.10436704750293986,0.07579506894805474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335138800203617,0.0,0.10470710731805463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628501193276122,0.0,0.0,0.14007811004107595,0.11240857815033928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424236028420895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881621865031395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321512118735623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053372537191385,0.07005370680048066,0.4296613513771546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679869644929274,0.0,0.0,0.09442528565722658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678039289210045,0.0,0.0,0.09830003855679413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856280288735033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040439011109115
autism,admirable_3535,2020/03/15,"autistic people can make great romantic partners! I'm on the spectrum and I honestly hate small talk, I always prefer deeper and more meaningful conversations. Which is good but it can make it hard for finding/creating relationships with someone you are romantically interested in. I just read a article on Scientific America which sheds light on this kind of stuff.

""Perhaps people on the autism spectrum are more inclined to shun small talk and superficial banter and appreciate more close relationships than typically developing people. At least in the mating domain, there is [evidence](https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fpsyg.2010.00041) that people with autistic-like traits tend to be less interested in short-term mating, and report a stronger commitment to long-term romantic relationships. Not only can autistic people make great social partners, but they can also make great romantic partners!"". 

[https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/beautiful-minds/autistic-people-make-great-social-partners-if-you-actually-give-them-a-chance/](https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/beautiful-minds/autistic-people-make-great-social-partners-if-you-actually-give-them-a-chance/)",19.285261121856863,24.717968319148945,13.092778852353325,24.02454545454549,39.56737588652482,11.9357833655706,39.7685364281109,11.567385478589935,6.016426950354612,1027,38,88,24,11,283,90,141,0.024,0.674,0.302,0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,1,1,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,4,1,19,16,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,16,15,5,11,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,0,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260462909689485,0.08594935573356445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817912478473249,0.0,0.08663858326628886,0.0,0.569413132074182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253164424020184,0.10198200123681596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756539767903074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141244261732287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136995593489318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856017396316728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580572389365313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033225214606376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326991289142566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31588741313132696,0.08752115267246112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824756790453182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604852283652885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,betterthanb3ingdead,2020/03/15,Why does my 5yrs old autistic brother shout and talk himself   He shouts nothing but gibberish but seems to copy mannerisms and speech patterns while at it. His shouting gets on my nerves when I'm trying to sleep or when he even wakes me up at times. I just dont know how to get him to be quiet.  My dad told me he only suffers from level 1 autism but It's obvious his disorder seems worse and I'm worried he might continue this behavior as he gets older. Please help.,3.0344680851063828,4.887775585106387,3.930797872340429,87.80875,75.06382978723406,7.253191489361702,26.643617021276608,8.07648339933343,1.6473659574468087,371,14,75,6,8,119,71,94,0.157,0.7809999999999999,0.063,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,14,12,12,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,10,0,10,9,0,12,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,4,7,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466653470696717,0.0,0.1883439704299721,0.0,0.2522409219628077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421534204087656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33733696668170776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426010868127934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828148033725018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283186495979069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065132300587727,0.0,0.2258413806216709,0.0,0.0,0.1636875483321051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625131851188436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918636878373366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537942952413308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298889651149624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549884362703936,0.0,0.0,0.20565575266793654,0.0,0.14612296651095547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420618163649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857041650723372,0.2193316403769303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,im-gayer-than-you,2020/03/15,"I have adhd but it acts like autism? So I have adhd, but they way I act makes me seem like I am on the spectrum. I have no problem with that duh, but is that normal? I’ve been given tests and stuff  and they all came out with no I’m not autistic but like, I have what I’ve noticed to be called special interests, I focus on bugs reptiles amphibians and things like that. I’m also very into art, and it is almost an extreme focus for me. I was tested years ago, should I go back and get retested? I have other traits of autism as well, I just don’t feel like listing them lol. I don’t mean to sound negative or rude or anything, idk if I am but pls don’t take it like that! 😊",-0.3928001611603555,1.6557638698630155,1.7416035455277985,97.87273569701854,88.38356164383562,4.257211925866237,17.492344883158744,5.5289334501034215,-0.6190470588235293,519,13,122,3,17,173,90,146,0.122,0.667,0.21100000000000002,0.9243,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,5,11,1,0,2,2,16,0,0,1,1,29,27,16,0,4,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,1,0,4,7,2,1,0,4,2,18,9,11,21,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,9,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231679655595136,0.0,0.15606219797717455,0.0,0.17629372260676388,0.0,0.0,0.14079117675367714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487832265307246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537548244678754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797719117325838,0.20136009973509755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901873381239866,0.1257737779730507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198150824593536,0.0,0.10005615409822312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160696891330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175181270509114,0.0,0.0,0.19177558474321604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249658964942188,0.0,0.200439865335284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684609262883303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027392456561948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154093560557124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237150314509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696316631728583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452638716381342,0.0,0.1397443207520909,0.0,0.0,0.15829465228514766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133736935977304
autism,Sunnysue13,2020/03/15,Genetic testing My 3 year old daughter was just diagnosed with ASD. It was suggested we go through genetic testing. Can you guys tell me if you decided to and what the process was and what you found out?,3.0096153846153832,5.588599641025642,3.945833333333337,84.13875,78.23076923076924,9.028205128205126,35.391025641025635,9.516144504307137,3.9623794871794873,162,10,31,5,4,52,31,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,22,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208840516285001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546672012081799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566804590211524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105911579157882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351292327728078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36244220855898707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703561682625937
autism,tonksloopy,2020/03/15,"Nice surprise from ya'll! I lurk and I take lots of breaks from reddit. I come back to see so many faces popping up in the group. I'm loving it, keep it up! It's especially nice as a mom to an autistic kiddo to see so many ages being represented (and all the cool hats).  Here's my kid wearing a crocodile hat (pointy teeth on the brim and all) on our trip to Bavaria two years ago. 

He ended up tossing it in that same lake and watching it closely with a big grin on his face as it floated away. Lots of happy hands ensued. 

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autism,Snorumobiru,2020/03/15,"TFW you have a sweet hat that helps with overstimulation ... but you don't want to get doxxed and it's very distinctive.

T_T",0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,1.5,94.995,98.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.17596666666666616,98,2,22,2,4,30,23,24,0.055,0.787,0.157,0.3542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39483684581748657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065487501944694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235549947222321,0.4457481322656063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lonelyanxiousfreak,2020/03/15,Unsure of who my true self is And what am I masking,-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,105.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5159666666666665,40,1,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.145,0.652,0.203,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Paradoxahoy,2020/03/15,"Social Distancing? So this whole corona virus situation has had an interesting outcome for me, with it being more socially acceptable to social distance I (m27) feel much more at ease avoiding people at my work, like it's totally fine now that I make a wide arc in the hallway or dont want to go out to large gatherings, but this is how I've felt my whole life.

I've almost always felt more comfortable at home and now it's like the new ""normal"" for people.

Anyone else finding it pleasant to avoid human interaction?

P.S I do have a wife and daughter which keep me company, and they are pretty much the only ones I feel like I can drop my mask around and feel comfortable with.",6.052500000000002,6.415419098484848,6.667727272727273,76.64659090909092,66.34848484848484,9.933333333333335,30.13636363636364,9.827888789773867,2.7628909090909093,539,18,101,11,8,177,90,132,0.057,0.711,0.23199999999999998,0.9795,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,2,1,26,18,8,0,2,2,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,5,11,9,14,14,8,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239948246146875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663691516768416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641700799448717,0.15593989514785542,0.0,0.1354841943171352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836926991550547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713787034389734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308603294851118,0.10872683602621472,0.2922586339079493,0.0,0.13910180652490264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649488975660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266216555891732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352762885315927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749854177020922,0.22306169605756646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159012741678236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237589932664624,0.0,0.0,0.14698911867875492,0.0,0.0,0.14911699974467288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313003549501784,0.1157497691614115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110231719848648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483517539789918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107150754145295,0.0,0.4654253333004254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976747895724584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398364938769172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079844543515592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tolerantbean,2020/03/15,"Realizing I'm autistic has made me feel hopeful for the first time in my life. (28F) I've always hated myself. I could never understand why I'm so weird, why I struggle with basic tasks, why I never fit in, why the littlest things stress me out so badly it sometimes makes me physically ill. I've had suicidal thoughts since elementary school. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and OCD but that never quite explained everything. I'm unemployed, uneducated, and completely alone except for my amazing dad who has always supported me.

A few days ago I randomly stumbled on [Tania A. Marshall](https://taniaannmarshall.wordpress.com/2013/03/26/moving-towards-a-female-profile-the-unique-characteristics-abilities-and-talents-of-asperwomen-adult-women-with-asperger-syndrome/)'s work regarding autistic women. It was like reading a description of my own brain. Suddenly everything made sense. All these individual aspects of my personality that I always hated coalesced into a single explanation and for the first time I felt like *maybe it's not my fault*. Maybe there's a reason my brain works like this. Maybe there are other people like me. Maybe I can stop beating myself up over every stupid thing I've ever done. Maybe I can be happy.

I have a doctor's appointment this week to start the assessment process. I even called to make the appointment myself! I know it's too early to be sure of anything and self-diagnosis is often inaccurate but I'm determined to see this through.",5.767119856887297,8.97589847286822,6.4373643410852734,66.58400715563508,72.02325581395348,9.085509838998213,30.46571258199165,9.565088089820216,3.6547973762671435,1218,53,179,33,26,397,159,258,0.157,0.711,0.132,-0.3258,2,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,6,8,18,3,2,11,0,14,6,2,5,6,35,34,8,1,2,4,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,14,8,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,8,3,25,9,21,23,4,23,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,3,19,109,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287694411386178,0.0,0.0,0.09683176787131652,0.0,0.0,0.23338392722988224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152278718665638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693773896215954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806373001551192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874083707346694,0.09546800490457362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802686261249688,0.0,0.0,0.07464749022947598,0.0,0.0,0.060296007634338726,0.0,0.08052639504697544,0.09489461854850513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569524875156413,0.0,0.0956770004610889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175202014644082,0.08457083300355983,0.0787728739452449,0.0,0.16805307006056547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727346354775767,0.0,0.0897690688611091,0.0,0.0,0.15905219324453787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952628671430784,0.0,0.18461228128489784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286081044593543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138195293320093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603770003029669,0.18270612332567787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693289602085513,0.12481617424597062,0.0,0.46963732114878404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632541210933853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481708822044742,0.08163550647724001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944256244858272,0.0935194748270448,0.0,0.0,0.0961275822797783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946210954792064,0.07450275192717805,0.0,0.0975348137784168,0.0,0.0,0.07733934685489237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246812870187476,0.0,0.06617565755192246,0.0,0.0,0.07816531583572911,0.10709726040540396,0.09774041040099074,0.0,0.10226745161101136,0.10609608067161587,0.08811715251406299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422674964088078,0.0,0.0,0.0742239307361862,0.10903440941100402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973307323579142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499538688172426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33745579969851724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361297443291966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,solitary-soul,2020/03/15,"Eye contact and thinking in pictures I was having dinner with some friends the other night, and one of them (a neurotypical, as far as I’m aware) mentioned that he didn’t know where to look when the waitress was reciting from memory the lengthy list of specials; he was unsure how much eye contact is appropriate, and he was trying to maintain the delicate balance between appearing moderately interested versus seeming disrespectful and dismissive.

As an expert in being awful at eye contact, I chimed in and explained that in order to even understand what she was saying, I needed to look away so that I could visualize what she was saying instead of focusing on whether I’m doing eye contact appropriately. This seemed to confuse him, and I elaborated that as she described each dish, my mind had to create an image of each item in order to process the information. I also explained, as an example, that when she mentioned veal, the image that my mind presented to me was a cute baby cow, not actually a cut of meat (I have a moral opposition to eating veal, but that’s another story).

I’ve read that it is common for autistic people like myself to think in pictures. So that makes me wonder, how do neurotypicals think? Do they not see imagery in their mind as they process thoughts? What do they see? Words? A vast, empty nothingness? I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around this.

This may be the exact incorrect place to ask this question, but I’m hoping that maybe someone here can explain. I do plan to bring this up for discussion with my friend a some point, but I’m not yet comfortable with openly discussing my autism.",7.883147643163228,8.039000801324505,7.905122711336192,70.02766458901444,62.50993377483445,10.417140631086873,36.970003895597976,10.056822442137396,3.8275435917413327,1310,58,218,25,17,424,171,302,0.040999999999999995,0.885,0.07400000000000001,0.8709,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,1,13,10,1,1,17,1,24,8,5,3,1,51,51,23,0,3,8,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,20,13,3,0,14,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,10,11,26,8,42,37,6,29,1,0,8,0,31,18,0,10,8,162,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.13769979244661384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284298367426428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796268700876505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256148867767093,0.13191572428684953,0.0,0.13257439742860586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266222464735515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438738995405426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319965004555733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180373856570755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264038944851631,0.0,0.14481619203704196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015080018409462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754855664114872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893761011685323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369881927359215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418982352450407,0.0,0.14176065455219744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274326512494196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372966657145433,0.1046288362730649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241908694090473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956175574374453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782562456729432,0.0,0.14742647717712234,0.0,0.1333914490944656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807180712137633,0.0,0.14114489381327938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442743615155253,0.0,0.0,0.22488755479019487,0.2569164953399128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955925606283695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712464431838352,0.0,0.11202296464493798,0.08228045637965495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580219247119838,0.0,0.0,0.14689705977105974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302420597905825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,witchygrocerygirl,2020/03/15,"3 weeks home Hey all my Autisum Parents and caregivers.....What in the world are you doing either your kids and loved ones. 
my son is 8 non verbal. We are able to go outside on our property but of course nothing is lush , we walk alot but ( boring) I have printed 30 worksheets but OMG ...
please can we start a conversations. So we all mentally make it",1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,2.4750000000000014,92.45750000000002,84.58823529411767,5.1647058823529415,23.20588235294117,6.6274283507984215,0.6623764705882351,270,10,55,3,8,85,58,68,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.6597,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,2,14,11,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,4,11,4,7,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,2,35,11,0,0.3233035205905801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374084128418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242997917101508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179404994519376,0.0,0.215807610487193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258139069557253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021844755083056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907883271305487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35899029922371795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548901793833533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883589590810086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593345828500263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tortoisekitty,2020/03/15,"Movement Balance Yesterday I asked my fiancé if he ever felt the urge to ""randomly thrash"" and we had an entire laughing fit over it. (Usually he has experienced the things I do because he has ADD but this one he looked at me mortified and we laughed our butts off.) I told him I hardly ever actually do anything like that lol (you can't randomly start thrashing in the supermarket or in the car lol, it's a couch or bed thing.) But that it gave me balance sometimes. It was utterly wholesome, it has been a struggle for me to have it be a word that is said between us; he had no idea for so long.",2.315045454545455,4.320450050000005,4.10287878787879,85.07727272727277,77.66666666666666,7.363636363636362,28.40909090909091,8.296473431620573,2.08125,466,21,95,9,11,157,84,120,0.045,0.809,0.145,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,2,13,1,1,0,2,17,20,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,5,14,3,10,11,0,14,0,0,1,1,15,6,1,5,7,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.2174038789872513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833312645987352,0.0,0.2082718473994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580632895414732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030395998597431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390642795276832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956963254555327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514946674461401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884042438426507,0.0,0.0,0.1971557701479228,0.1870814452931829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096339302215184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191746246485127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033788877433727,0.0,0.1576868146672952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329009570976096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601399021947417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287851547736744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679802815660076,0.0,0.2453637830604564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Samicat1,2020/03/15,"First time around here Hey. . . Found this sub and it feels great that it’s not just me.. anyways, hello",-0.5609999999999999,1.2131589000000034,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,110.0,2.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.3335,78,1,18,0,4,22,19,20,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182864033882572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375818015576508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39967355654571374,0.0,0.5151912634259717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180364115944933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739866034299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,vqlkyrie,2020/03/15,"mochi plushies are so soft... my boyfriend got me a plushie for valentines day, i was flipping out over whenever we went to walmart and saw her - it's called a ""squishmallow"" and my special interest is cats, so he got me a VERY squishy and huggable kitty!! her name on her tag is roxy, but i call her roxkit. 

now, i'm on the hunt for more squishable kitty cats!! i love it so much, it's my favorite stim now and sometimes i feel the urge to bring roxkit out with me so i can squish her outside of home. my nightly routine is for my boyfriend to kiss me and roxkit goodnight then i cuddle with her all night.

anyway, does anyone know any good plushie companies that make ""mochi"" plushies? specifically cat mochis!! i need more squishy kitties for my stim!! :-D",3.218946259220232,5.32575387671233,3.418767123287676,90.55494731296105,75.30136986301369,6.6840885142254995,29.038988408851427,7.61054688173877,1.6851133825079034,590,26,120,8,13,181,90,146,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,17,17,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,24,5,15,12,4,13,0,0,1,3,12,5,0,0,6,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391426447041126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582573610683247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622227868333114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596612085653568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806561483624074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444081232319064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898374600309954,0.3620385006412912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270305462598753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243867487409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042744529840694,0.0,0.15107909702185685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663808655073719,0.16782312053562765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247965509413236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384921620894924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674850516874392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981304466063305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AlternateForMemes,2020/03/15,"Thanks, y'all, for being you I should start by saying that I don't have autism, but despite this, I feel so at home with you guys. I have a lot in common with you, so much so that I've asked if I have autism myself lol. I've always felt that I was weird for being this way, especially since recently I've gotten a job working with severely autistic children, and seeing them do various passive behaviors, and learning from my co-workers that those things are not considered ""normal"" (like scripting, stimming, putting things in their mouth, special interests, etc). It's weird finding true joy in scripting along with the students in their movie scenes during break time, while my co-workers had never even heard of scripting before working with these kids, much less done it themselves.

Lately I've been trying to accept myself for who I am, and learn that not every aspect of me has to be ""useful."" This subreddit has been a great help to me, in part due to how much I can relate with some of you, and also due to how accepting and wholesome you all are. In this sub, you're unafraid to be you, as am I while I'm here. This has legitimately helped me in my real life, especially in my occupation. You've taught me that aversion to being touched is okay, being obsessed with something is fine, and that being socially awkward is, at times, a strength.

Thank you for being you, and showing me how to accept myself. 💜",10.310727272727274,7.297172429629632,9.410134680134682,71.314696969697,59.88888888888889,11.744107744107744,39.36026936026936,9.339509955726095,3.5993703703703703,1116,40,205,13,11,353,152,270,0.054000000000000006,0.76,0.18600000000000005,0.9908,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,9,3,3,9,18,0,2,5,2,30,2,1,4,3,39,42,19,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,1,3,19,15,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,6,33,14,36,24,10,24,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,3,12,156,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291113135674195,0.11748299219256032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199539030240318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014392884033115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448835999455004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746631869878794,0.0932559348047114,0.0,0.11896028631285042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713908795881989,0.0,0.1355663897851242,0.0,0.12904686148029632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566459568861776,0.0,0.13980220384532138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892759421675148,0.0,0.14162701279251022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011119922341786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927064121046827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972803212063637,0.06897924264208469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200363255060204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113769317279678,0.0,0.10889591671349576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833810854903025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289709564852313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141936882027824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070732141859545,0.0,0.0,0.13940999234943455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122814857346955,0.0,0.0,0.11251168399051883,0.0,0.0,0.15950668648934094,0.0,0.11679541934069827,0.0,0.0,0.14392738674961836,0.0,0.10869644182585883,0.0,0.0,0.09993637117759424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599811094877124,0.0,0.0,0.18760328225762335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466029372625887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586004894734436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194449022902915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207157806773507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111576117523105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,zaike153,2020/03/16,Any trans guys on here who bind? I find using a binder also helps with my sensory issues. I feel calmer due to the pressure and am more aware of my surroundings and trip and fall less. The only downside is that if I'm having a bad day where I can't be touched I cannot wear a binder.,1.8113114754098376,3.1728111147541043,3.095868852459017,94.59626229508196,77.19672131147541,6.191475409836067,20.39672131147541,6.742157984588678,0.07484000000000003,222,5,52,2,5,72,50,61,0.127,0.7859999999999999,0.087,-0.3262,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,8,9,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990808909783493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543270647391167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122673054505811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119359694522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891013544759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34182148248558925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703104130157926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25067863878438895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903499906915576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443741084725005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230086028663367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,basicallyahoneybee,2020/03/16,"A question for the girls If you’re a girl, do you feel different from the neurotypical girls?? Do you feel like you think like a boy and are drawn towards things that are normally considered to be “for boys”",4.547666666666668,6.087539100000001,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,70.5,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.4553333333333334,164,6,34,4,3,51,28,40,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.6553,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052682607395226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39226326137476336,0.2771126381504574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790123170077603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800552531701037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43453175827479207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577005486116402,0.2485477877193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Myu_The_Weirdo,2020/03/16,"Does anyone else has this? Hey guys, first time posting on this sub, got recently diagnosed as high functioning. Please bear with me

So i have this problem with food textures, like, some textures i cant eat, the main examples being apple and onions, just that weird crunch makes me want to throw it out. 

I commented about it with one of the d9ctors that evaluated me and she said it was involved with autism.

Just wondering, am i the only one that feels like this? How did you guys ""treated"" it(saying in quotations bc idk if its the correct word)",4.184901960784317,6.491451999999999,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,73.11764705882355,7.670588235294117,28.0,8.515128840125781,2.102482352941177,432,17,81,8,9,132,78,102,0.062,0.853,0.085,0.3411,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,2,1,19,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,7,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,2,9,3,11,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,5,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001756173075944,0.20517701358681412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324678502154706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523775364926686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490297031151666,0.16728091631852804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125104700224752,0.14305670458127642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703302432848411,0.2421398189327369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015605141604866,0.0,0.0,0.3965526015146703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157225710258395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956614228377616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366662157567824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138549341599844,0.15229708816581913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981139220006507,0.0,0.0,0.19178155115270165,0.0,0.0,0.1916096133383351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977200416828718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048102974888412,0.1592446830068907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676580562986405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811104036078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715964492915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,adolphus_L,2020/03/16,Hi Autism isn't real you're all just attention seeking and getting money for no reason,7.018235294117647,7.361666117647061,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,64.29411764705883,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,3.2785764705882365,72,3,11,1,1,24,17,17,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242972079022075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7024394320132104,0.0,0.6345218038051165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TobiasWidower,2020/03/16,"Never was one for hats, but without my boots I feel naked. With all these posts about hats and hoodies got me thinking. I never was much one for hats, but the amount of flack I take for my boots is unreal. From like 12 years old I've felt naked without big heavy durable boots on my feet, I did gym classes in high school with military issue combat boots on, and once i started working most of those jobs required steel toes, so I got a pass about the big boots. Anybody else in ""boot camp""?",5.144115646258506,5.367147561224492,4.6269387755102045,90.98115646258506,68.28571428571428,7.34965986394558,27.55782312925169,6.42735559955562,0.9371578231292514,383,11,83,2,6,115,67,98,0.033,0.9329999999999999,0.034,0.0387,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,3,16,11,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,2,10,1,16,5,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,6,47,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443404916867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558066335277004,0.0,0.20049044702090504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340090329750648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206193408690162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794349951213027,0.2072118097226232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201407011277196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534994534979947,0.0,0.3220944521019577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911108002010996,0.22237594747033024,0.2829902629900103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998236056834034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132697454604565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779686737104186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699921255357366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379708418424485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025709804787801,0.0,0.1520162436775939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446686179594775
autism,kirakina,2020/03/16,Sensory friendly hats! I make extremely soft beanies if anyone is interested. They are sensory friendly for the most part (depending in your needs) I can't do any cotton like fabric when my hands are dry (I feel like the skin is snagging),3.3086363636363667,6.227270772727278,4.469272727272728,78.69390909090913,79.9090909090909,8.065454545454546,29.25454545454545,8.841846274778883,3.069996363636364,190,9,32,5,5,62,36,44,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,2,0,6,9,2,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,2,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529461834232117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600837266032445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880746193642632,0.2657289584475327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747521744314799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634426380170203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828680511318235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580431206765343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027974333958309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,24jac,2020/03/16,I just came here and all I see are hats I'm so confused. I wanted to learn and now I'm just being overloaded with hats and I'm needing answers now.,-1.5736363636363606,0.3848419393939402,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,99.30303030303033,3.852121212121212,18.72121212121212,5.6839178017228535,-0.2884496969696966,116,4,27,1,5,40,21,33,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.4572,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6785822048113814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43992771386710094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47278681183937604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34994632222063543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pillarkitten99,2020/03/16,"Air hugs Look at the bright side: Since we have to do social distancing now, that means no more unwelcome casual hugs from acquaintances. Virtual hugs only!",7.300000000000002,9.4468502962963,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,64.55555555555556,12.807407407407407,28.314814814814817,12.161744961471696,4.464792592592592,126,4,20,5,2,39,25,27,0.13,0.499,0.371,0.865,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,4,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100693635419772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319282409539364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713925797836747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039468472320917,0.0,0.0,0.4977850538664342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,WandarFar,2020/03/16,"Coronavirus and autistic children I have a Level 1 ASD child. Basically Aspergers, if that still existed as a definition. Having him think firstly if his own sanitation and secondly of others in this crisis is impossible. All he cares about is himself, his own needs and wants and desires and I can’t get through to him that by not washing hands with soap at school and using hand sanitizer and showering when he gets home, that he is putting us all at risk. Our other kids, younger than him, get it. But he does not and will not get it. He is 10 years old. We have known he is on the spectrum formally for 18 months now, and suspected it for longer, but we find ourselves constantly at our wits end with him. If we get this virus, it will likely be because he didn’t do everything we can. Do I put that onus on him? Or do we just take him out of school, activities with friends, and keep him in the house with us? I keep making him cry because I’m trying to tell him just how dangerous this situation is and how much he’s putting us at risk. I know that sounds horrible but all the “nice ways” haven’t worked and I’ve resorted to scare tactics which are failing with even worse consequences. Gosh it’s hard raising him.",4.115916666666667,5.5485527583333365,4.802500000000002,84.37916666666669,71.41666666666666,8.666666666666668,29.16666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.3226666666666675,962,38,198,20,18,309,141,240,0.141,0.813,0.046,-0.9765,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,10,0,0,3,9,9,1,3,5,0,20,3,2,4,3,52,36,23,0,6,12,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,2,3,16,23,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,1,4,28,4,26,32,6,23,0,1,0,0,36,10,0,4,10,133,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506736732728438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967841449434026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744692163854352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971195466319675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130459671299764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265235582481573,0.0,0.0,0.0840076222979155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430993514199075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624911616263653,0.10818752604413638,0.0,0.0,0.0982664759586062,0.0,0.33225694233071434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393702250710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275816774854114,0.0,0.0,0.14675988066301265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610416604106665,0.0,0.0,0.06990015362583084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213848131389658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490013766238427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152163529458746,0.0,0.09349909196186763,0.09430957900380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334642342614727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38358244975529937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733911602152947,0.2574456100895775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429665943895809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157388894829192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563085390840924,0.0,0.11116943699946498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149804832064686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635348304954582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589807825388114,0.10985109631815704,0.0,0.0,0.0750198027590656,0.1009572937139223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259564398054823,0.0,0.12961720899704232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819060210989436
autism,ZevYorrick,2020/03/16,What careers do people have? I have no idea what I want to do for a career so I was wondering what other people with autism did for work.,0.7816091954022966,2.83306555172414,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,83.13793103448276,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.29045747126436794,107,2,23,1,3,36,21,29,0.083,0.868,0.049,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,20,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926441344755027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050916548602875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574008905466161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732587726330058,0.31770546368772384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,-GimmeGarlicBread-,2020/03/16,"Idk if this is the right sub but Hi, I need some help. So even though I've literally been diagnosed with autism, my parents are in denial and are telling me I'm too smart and can't be autistic. :(

But I also like really want stim toys or chews, and since I'm a teen and live with them, there's no way I know I could buy them without them knowing. 

What are somethings I could use as stim toys, or should I just ""accidentally"" order some on amazon",3.9503623188405843,4.3829434565217396,4.7552173913043525,88.2803623188406,70.95652173913044,7.872463768115942,25.11594202898551,7.793537801064563,0.9909072463768124,346,9,79,4,6,112,69,92,0.042,0.773,0.184,0.9246,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,0,23,17,13,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,11,2,6,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,1,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046816194001946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40029407872312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544342334275585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557132689807652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802506435748985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27553359730061977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246925363614865,0.0,0.221354432553676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587553971570672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783497193846247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059159164634296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140787699160663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736452426703575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298518791211344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910477515050755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462911595050169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650644645202607,0.0,0.0,0.14785715803741634,0.1989775763558032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164591933400464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cwittz,2020/03/16,"What are some solid symbols of autism? I've seen some disdain towards the puzzle piece so idk about that one. I wanted to use ut for my fursona's costume design on their hoodie as well as the Celtic symbol of fire. Maybe mixing them if possible, but idk what would work",2.0932704402515725,4.701918358490572,2.771981132075471,90.92199685534591,82.39622641509433,4.2880503144654085,20.154088050314463,5.46131890053228,-0.032594968553459225,215,6,40,1,6,67,46,53,0.138,0.81,0.052000000000000005,-0.5621,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,9,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216738539969792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28441900245021184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731809983791741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625107984166783,0.0,0.0,0.2475668382633657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773864724219289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055674631783062,0.0,0.0,0.2981631972204805,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lavender-lane,2020/03/16,"Assuming I'm missing context to jokes? Just prefacing this saying I'm not looking for any kind of diagnosis here (obviously), I'm just curious about this specific question.

Reading about signs of autism, trouble grasping sarcasm and figures of speech tend to pop up. I often have trouble understanding sarcasm coming from people I don't really know, but it doesn't impact on my life much. Something I experience more than this is that if someone tells a joke or witty comment that feels unfamiliar to me, I assume there's either some kind of wider context to the joke that I don't get, or that there's something in the joke itself I'm missing. It tends to turn out that I wasn't actually missing anything and it was just a random silly comment, but I feel unable to join in in case I get something wrong.

Is this a common neurotypical experience or does it sound specifically like something people with autism relate to?",7.640175438596491,8.085840415204682,7.985432748538012,68.26797368421052,62.9766081871345,10.114853801169593,37.567836257309935,9.888512548439397,3.9282720467836265,745,35,120,14,10,245,101,171,0.105,0.7829999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.2869,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,30,26,8,0,1,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,14,5,0,0,9,5,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,6,10,8,23,24,4,8,0,3,1,0,5,6,0,10,2,80,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.16306876547295773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136360087901502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751181961415235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439447404079054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623326841083284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269182834837214,0.0,0.0,0.16898495015853518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174609207756237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34802485068956124,0.091835631492216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180300385324031,0.08163825650477786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032472865235754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228401900263325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316968463985801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871939963406691,0.0,0.16714857138122846,0.0,0.1070506854747823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288729162639584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158612689696531,0.5145772936348345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605569401362872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176046078019725,0.0,0.1739604814419824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270128182147624,0.0,0.0
autism,TheEternalPhoenix,2020/03/16,"My uncertainty about my diagnosis is torturing me Hello /r/autism,

I'm writing this post to ask some questions regarding my ASD diagnosis. My entire life i've been a bit different from others, but not enough for me to be a huge standout. During childhood i started getting some problems on school with concentration, attitude and not showing up at all. I preferred to be on my own and i was not that great in the social department either. When i was 13 years old my school directed my parents to have me talk with a childcare institution. They tested me on an afternoon for autism, and as a result they told my parents i had PDD-NOS. At the time i didn't believe it all, especially when they told me the symptoms, which i couldn't relate to at all. For instance i had always thought that autistic people were supposed to be hypersensitive which i couldn't relate to except for the fact that i could get distracted easily. 

After years of denying my diagnosis they offered me to get tested once more with the ADOS-2 module 4, i was 19 years old at the time. They concluded that i was an individual who had a tendency to overthink, who couldn't express his feelings very well, made some repetitive movement with his hands, couldn't tell a coherent story and cared a lot about how other thought of him. I got a score of 10, which was above the cut-off for ASD. Still after this test i have a lot of doubts, even though i recognize a few of my shortcoming better than i did before.

My questions to the people of /r/autism is basically if my doubts are justified and how i should go about discovering my ASD in a productive manner. Would appreciate it a lot!",6.530662891405727,6.944402639240508,7.139986675549638,73.49508660892741,65.32911392405063,10.323517654896737,33.72018654230513,10.186864033877496,3.4144392405063293,1318,54,240,29,19,435,165,316,0.086,0.8370000000000001,0.077,-0.2485,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,2,11,9,1,3,22,0,27,3,1,5,4,48,42,13,0,10,7,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,8,5,1,0,18,2,44,4,44,14,15,31,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,11,16,184,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334101963004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610649308249135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568164699422287,0.13992636015788665,0.0,0.10984126772042482,0.13558986354456729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662609738651712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991603986362696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975838434029666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832766581572855,0.0,0.08203028548571485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279722835827907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466184916419527,0.0,0.07058344787063395,0.0,0.0993308852748026,0.1369265264574944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772330643530306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31676098911672435,0.0,0.1175172564232425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606456161745834,0.13226468475599534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758099167743595,0.0,0.0,0.1722037348241317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894543532348713,0.0,0.0,0.1188387972341846,0.0,0.0,0.2782558831298413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513859613571766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660217978628435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790656675386474,0.0,0.0991830845869498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129087195920273,0.0,0.09982403888624126,0.10855277658035302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202193764649336,0.1971954994742696,0.14483937060748095,0.0,0.0,0.23734919715080094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247470536586203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166711771472397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882252737586022,0.0,0.0,0.23993445273044145
autism,thejkblack,2020/03/16,"It's hard to be me I was diagnosed with autism at the age of 11
I was a difficult journey for me, I suffer Bullying in School and  High School, I made a lot of mistakes...
My Love relationship it was hard... In 2016 I had a crush with my BFF (F) and I had obsessed with her, I couldn't stop thinking about her and we had fights It was my fault and in September I punch her in the back because she doesn't receive my apology I was mad, I was thinking of kill her and I had suspended for 15 days
The Depression comes and I couldn't finish my year (my year of high school it was from February to December) fortunately the people of that HS It was so nice, so they gave me the opportunity to not repeat the year
She quits and exit from HS the next year (fortunately)
In 2017 it was the final year of my graduation but the rest of that year I had emotional crisis ups and downs... It was so hard for me
I graduated finally
I took a break of study and later in 2018 I enter of a English course (I almost finish this year)
But in 2019 I was looking of my friends with his/her BF/GF and me... I was alone... The friends of my course they were leaving the course and It was a hard change for me...
Between 2019-2020 I was rejected with girls I think I had a streak of 30 Rejections and 0 relationships
I'm tired to be alone (maybe I'm the only autistic that wants to not been alone) I in love with my neighbor she has 17 And myself 19... But she doesn't notice me... And my bad experience doesn't let me go
I regret my past so much, so much... I change... But I'm worried that will happen again...",0.4846542463914041,2.5999107643504544,2.683446626384693,92.19991985565628,84.86102719033231,6.2155421282309495,20.372692178583414,7.492282038375204,0.5736102047667,1217,37,280,21,36,412,146,331,0.174,0.747,0.079,-0.9786,0,4,0,0,1,0,52.0,1,0,2,2,8,19,3,1,19,0,32,4,0,1,0,40,48,23,1,5,6,0,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,13,22,0,1,3,0,0,6,7,13,0,0,25,5,57,6,42,17,4,41,0,5,1,2,23,14,0,2,20,194,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649295324383243,0.29940693526485945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409668310899885,0.08045851987455498,0.0587415815138273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038771343354715,0.08300761415336552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062145730515820376,0.0,0.08299673299015944,0.0978057357873632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839465040207913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426084849713262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112044310082226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889859309769465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054764932388960255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852128895227542,0.0,0.3452868781046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036241830434627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066106400588421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203379306392847,0.0,0.09853701041545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092008710525213,0.0,0.0,0.08192380638697835,0.1739415287865572,0.09118036588904843,0.0,0.0,0.09680891171860154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167479919498205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248243037433837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970915054723322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328789365475931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919887469030863,0.06680550595980196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249319864111156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691415805953545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925714652497303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056322208047434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523526894763145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075432201258592,0.0,0.0,0.10706209343729173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683699845915314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786062290186287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343792647606534
autism,Blueflannel742,2020/03/16,"[SPOILERS IN POST] I hated the ending of Everything is gonna be okay So I’m gonna waffle for a while because I’m on mobile and don’t know how to do the text hiding thing and don’t want to accidentally post a spoiler in the preview here. 

This is about the show written by Josh Thomas and starring a young autistic actor Kayla Cromer (who I really liked the performance of and this isn’t directed at her) 

I hated the younger sister’s comedy set and what was said about autism and how autistic people only believe there is one way and that we don’t understand “no”. It might be that all this is criticised in season 2, but I have a feeling it won’t be because it doesn’t make sense to leave it in the finale without challenging it, esp if season 2 doesn’t get picked up 

What did other people think?",10.473210633946827,5.980188969325153,10.279846625766877,69.74794989775054,61.147239263803684,13.075255623721885,39.436605316973406,10.125756701596842,3.799352556237219,634,20,126,9,6,211,101,163,0.098,0.848,0.054000000000000006,-0.7022,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,7,5,2,0,11,1,19,0,0,4,1,22,34,13,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,2,6,3,17,23,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,86,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438578332018493,0.0,0.0,0.2253514225432046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715628935998384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976298674327898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113494502637532,0.0,0.0,0.21910958333264344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450097840641367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949520834258291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992448183952808,0.0,0.0,0.2117898348044862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771853145400138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351334949274607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121871418906032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553715131940067,0.15212245300520452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733413894339504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831232803443688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813644268759836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026261004286846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288285385566698,0.1281632481172311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822545097526315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117975605463426,0.1587647182984578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928098985507428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ChappieBirthday,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else hate ripped paper? So I’ve just tried to remove some wallpaper from a room I’m decorating and had to stop because I nearly vomited. As I child I remember having this, but I thought it had gone away. 
When I see paper with the top layer removed (so that it’s furry, like when you tear packing tape off a cardboard box or, as has just happened, when you take wallpaper off but don’t get all of it) it feels like being tickled but not in a good way, I get these mad electric pulses through my spine, upper back and upper arms and apparently if it happens for long enough I start to feel physically sick.

Has anyone else experienced this? Is it common amongst autists? What is it?",4.279264705882351,5.629533102941178,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176472,70.91176470588233,7.792941176470588,28.30588235294117,8.238735603445708,1.8958317647058824,546,20,106,8,10,178,96,136,0.12,0.8170000000000001,0.062,-0.843,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,2,0,4,0,9,4,2,0,1,19,22,15,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,4,10,3,15,17,3,21,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,10,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26814400078469763,0.3929291769700795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801499843438396,0.14743945136302694,0.0,0.11688548241565468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779663840452022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32035534401629545,0.0,0.0,0.198123011328125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390325392916594,0.13698209221519053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035685733057595,0.0,0.0,0.16082593469235046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391175192501235,0.0,0.0,0.18930769701412176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735305796793505,0.0,0.0,0.16968757996949113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172087962156386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527952993201246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571752910865992,0.0,0.0,0.1603067339209987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416777282757992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522234739011651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018172293097624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219761813876415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ohokwhatever,2020/03/17,"Yes, I go clubbing. Yes, I am autistic. I tried to explain to my therapist why I love to go clubbing. Couldn't really put it into words. She basically said ""that's unexpected \[with autism\]"". (I was only recently diagnosed so we don't yet know what my autism looks like.)

Anyone else relate?",1.4469545454545454,4.163340309090909,3.6112499999999983,81.416875,91.36363636363636,7.113636363636362,25.056818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.305954545454546,227,10,41,6,8,77,44,55,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930285461504994,0.2828575226322018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801965049063816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061387212112314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137841052631511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171612307802354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486965321084507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318220439842659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915618716894905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209957130721441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751795067175755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685199861075138,0.0,0.2725773232949861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259760409468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205285570572995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874275660779021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491024704092717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,swegboy2602,2020/03/17,"contact autism I was high one day at my autistic friends house and i started feeling legit autistic, is contact autism a real thing or am i just actually autistic",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,4.830000000000002,78.245,75.0,5.333333333333334,40.0,6.42735559955562,3.1530000000000005,132,9,20,1,3,42,24,30,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3595691326448223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376297363169211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863072053752972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846754967886197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893039837390652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251596643598033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496817285089825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41939435554730825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608017457810358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447920759504728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,weirdoloser420,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else get sensitive? When someone does like anything remotely offensive, even put a -_- face I get upset. I take everything as rude, i dunno why :p",2.7603571428571456,5.801787178571433,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,87.92857142857142,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.620042857142858,123,6,19,4,4,41,24,28,0.257,0.597,0.146,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047738245905837,0.30006865760908435,0.24099800671434665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125657750907652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446461186163992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934306098233004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320278872987257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060134840866693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430761162530726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944041867635944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248138483341409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019352391414534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642596993964734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RedeemedPhoenix336,2020/03/17,"Are there any natural and inexpensive autism treatments? Honestly, I’m fine with ones that work even just a little bit. Anything to help me focus better and be more confident in my abilities.",5.708725490196077,8.393756735294119,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,69.88235294117646,10.415686274509804,31.92156862745098,10.504223727775694,4.227580392156863,155,7,24,5,3,50,33,34,0.0,0.5760000000000001,0.424,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777858374270658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361508061954033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612744272788435,0.4459630821228347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26980246152840964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738008857658485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094122745805335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768020303654196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973841181240059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Josh2802,2020/03/17,"You know I thought I would like the virus happening but turns out I don’t So this year i got into the intermediate maths olympiad (pretty sure it’s just British thing) and I was really looking forward to it. But then corona happened :(. It was my first year to get into Olympiad, i got kangaroo the previous 2 years and of course the one year i get olympiad it gets cancelled. My typical luck.",2.004064327485377,4.679041921052633,2.919122807017544,89.17441520467838,83.73684210526315,6.5356725146198835,26.86549707602339,7.793537801064563,1.7861216374269009,310,14,62,6,9,98,52,76,0.034,0.8490000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,10,3,6,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,8,39,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012437600365624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319102114551757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387303190342199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745203068235127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637868074805552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345605987805193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782647684275396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349519414545314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154377572704334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565995405373968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995828763884044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068505001765838,0.0,0.0,0.16811511914002825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303358978867693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042942104289073,0.0,0.0,0.5454703136615121
autism,ddeutsch33,2020/03/17,What are you doing when you can’t do the usual things you would normally do “going outside”? What are you all doing in uncertain times such as now where we’re told to stay inside in an attempt to control the spread of coronavirus?,9.078666666666667,6.926263200000005,8.656111111111112,73.07750000000001,61.444444444444464,11.666666666666668,35.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.435666666666666,184,6,34,3,2,59,35,45,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,5,10,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212479013980573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134522869459234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679912733293381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40032115387869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495204374370853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900527551897628,0.0,0.0,0.35888533689564506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41365124962553496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680315312336506,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DanChubSFW,2020/03/17,So. Uhhh autist here who found out during junior year of high school. Was how I was raised part of why I’m messed up mental health wise? Or is it my autism? (See my venting or depression posts) B,-0.31641666666666524,1.957541525,0.875,100.66333333333333,96.25,3.6666666666666674,11.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,-1.4075833333333336,151,2,34,1,6,47,35,40,0.14800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.071,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,4,3,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698962770294369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34358277074661475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330867405551758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310817603092113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157929057235756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393380518513916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001120015450837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31713677711993743,0.2497071346837637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827584171236349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179339277914665
autism,taostudent2019,2020/03/17,"I Worked Here on That Floor In that Pit Doing that Job [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLySXTIBS3c](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLySXTIBS3c)

The thing is they needed people who are uniquely good at math.  So I did it for about 2 years.  Then lots of therapy.

So just because you have this issue doesn't mean you should close yourself off.  

Trust me, I know it is easier.  I'm in my home office right now with the door closed.  Working for a business that I own.",4.8200699300699315,8.370528,2.6062237762237785,89.00695804195807,83.1025641025641,4.374825174825175,16.065268065268064,6.1124844417494595,-0.5061948717948717,376,7,65,3,11,102,64,78,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.8541,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,10,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,47,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303964296890198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808998127193465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847367347748189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29627818258458555,0.28168923841320986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600313380385794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241329324858563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30920893942971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048007921514172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679417206225291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424166004797143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32462094047243395,0.0,0.18858530223091494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133098394854969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827978238393784
autism,marinxo,2020/03/17,"Autism awareness month design--HELP PLEASE :) Hi friends! I work for an organization that works with individuals with autism or other developmental disabilities across the lifespan. Our adults involved with community engagement have been screen-printing canvas bags (like reusable grocery bags) to sell at local stores in the area!

I've been asked to help them with the technical side of things (i.e. Publisher). I wanted to be able to get their input on ideas, but unfortunately  I won't see them until mid-April because of the COVID-19 closings and our spring break. 

Sooooo! I want to help them design something that is creative, fun, and leans more on the acceptance side versus the awareness side, because awareness only does so much. I am not sure if I want to put puzzle pieces on it or not; I know they are the recognizable symbol for autism awareness but again, I am looking for input from you all here!

What kind of things do you hate seeing when something is autism themed? What would you prefer to see? These are the questions I'd be asking my friends that I work with, but as I said, sadly I can't see them right now. :( I appreciate your help!",5.450073177596399,7.675172842105264,5.013318322544329,81.01675766957503,69.38277511961721,7.405685336335492,27.60512243174782,8.124751697461798,1.8197152265690968,920,32,163,13,17,280,131,209,0.078,0.743,0.18,0.9670000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,2,4,6,3,5,10,1,0,9,0,15,0,0,0,2,29,29,12,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,6,25,8,27,22,4,21,0,1,5,0,24,13,0,5,7,105,35,4,0.13917489783835946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602194844973144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967945189513048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179289098143438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150523616633108,0.0,0.07271313988846953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740639814728395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37314400136045867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711151923271974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449292392883551,0.07648688411394405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679938250881919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168718620905138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110880756486021,0.0,0.10230956358018113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058487812671588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277224438908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139909212692271,0.15590773725063795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188546023152366,0.13238719857519848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44361749816962376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142872716525642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117069414539284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849232359071032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626688192698756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039629495740768,0.0,0.0,0.09886585430147628,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Scuid_HD,2020/03/17,I am going to ask my parents to test me on autism I'm showing alot of the symptoms of autism and my parents always told me that I dont have it. but I am pretty sure. do you guys have any advice for me? thx,2.2369503546099274,2.076953829787236,4.328510638297871,91.93333333333334,74.53191489361703,6.2666666666666675,24.177304964539005,3.1291,0.13489219858155987,158,4,39,0,3,55,34,47,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.8885,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565416261975297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184462876789402,0.0,0.0,0.17852964513507555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454304445619889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30768362287924794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920205175174642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599463281399028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830177855810553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26708775417501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474317543115469,0.2728695617347067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085900635963937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Otterstripes,2020/03/17,"Melatonin It's usually hard for me to fall asleep, and I learned recently why that might be. Apparently it's not uncommon for autistic people to have issues sleeping, and apparently it's because some of us don't produce enough melatonin. 

I believe melatonin supplements are available at pharmacies near me as OTC medicines - if you've been taking melatonin at all, would you recommend it?",9.096176470588237,9.955718029411765,8.219411764705884,66.4123529411765,59.88235294117647,11.505882352941176,46.41176470588235,11.20814326018867,5.798429411764706,318,20,47,8,4,99,52,68,0.022000000000000002,0.938,0.04,0.2732,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,1,1,10,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,9,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087435569569634,0.0,0.0,0.3158133460515525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896351301250254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25110267422928445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29257078139563264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973645806772728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433163857052574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767722780856928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805124060594531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075821209680773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371783797145667,0.0,0.3087218295670876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529361480937847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991241598836656,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,donut2315,2020/03/17,Thank you everyone for your hat pics I loved all your hats and I honestly want to see more seeing so many people alike is astounding to me,0.7417857142857116,3.2818510357142903,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.21428571428572,7.085714285714286,17.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.0721857142857143,111,3,23,3,4,36,25,28,0.0,0.609,0.391,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,6,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618941583861183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34181994648117725,0.0,0.0,0.3839742754717367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26256472081315035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035999085006682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486850617041452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338563892120905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,oc2obx,2020/03/17,"Do you have any legal resources specific to clients on the spectrum? I gave information that made cops equate a meltdown with domestic violence. No one is willing to hear me out and just keep telling me this is for my own good.  I wrote long letters trying to amend my statement but I don’t know if anyone will read them in time.  He has a felony charge. This is going to ruin his life.  I can’t afford to bail him out of jail.  Everything I read online says these charges are never dropped; always prosecuted. I never said I was injured or afraid and in fact, made it clear neither were true.  The cops are accusing me of being a victim trying to cover for his abuse but that isn’t it.  My heart is broken.  He was just starting to take his medicine again.  Why doesn’t it matter that he didn’t intend to hurt me?",2.5426293995859237,4.669854608695658,3.4742608695652173,89.27110144927539,77.44720496894409,6.032463768115942,23.77681159420289,7.0316486544052195,0.8529052587991717,636,21,128,7,15,203,108,161,0.217,0.71,0.07400000000000001,-0.9833,1,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,1,5,0,20,3,1,3,5,25,31,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,4,0,1,9,3,20,2,18,19,2,13,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,2,6,87,29,3,0.0,0.22445842061583532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576313611919704,0.0,0.0,0.12882741691231073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246262199245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025873097107194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766455571371099,0.15889540643381164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351549998995514,0.22449031061786687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280214690396645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838522535073727,0.0,0.0,0.10411266034079976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338088616810694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765067796807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585102055284173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221951636473203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283711613894738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789875924169756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020322828416652,0.1506523038160894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408839805075848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243720642392954,0.0,0.1655811215603128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104654629148248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25723808557296324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094241775765054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,browniebean,2020/03/17,"How do I cope with autism in a new relationship? TLDR: new boyfriend gets mad when I’m too blunt and say the wrong things. Any advice on how to stop myself from saying the wrong things? 

So, just to start this off, i am not officially diagnosed on the spectrum, but I have also never had access to any kind of test/diagnostic. However, I realize that many of my behaviors are consistent with people on the spectrum. Kick me out and denounce me if you want, I will stand my ground. 

Anyway, so I’ve started dating someone and I really enjoy being around them. However, they constantly tell me that I am “too blunt” and that I say the wrong things. For example: we were talking about his bad skin. Conversation went like this:
Him: “I did a nose strip, I was expecting more.”
Me: “then you must not have done it right, because your pores are disgusting.”
Him: “thanks. You’re being too blunt again.”
And then I commenced damage control. It’s a recurring theme, me being too blunt or dry about something and people getting upset. He’s fairly lenient about things like my sensory things and overload, but he still gets judgmental. Another example: after a six hour dnd session with his loud and rambunctious friends, I was completely overloaded. I felt physically ill. I tried to explain to him that I get social hangovers and just needed to sit in the quiet and lay down, but he kept asking me why I was ignoring him and why I hated his friends. Most violent example: I love my cat. His name is Waldo, and I would give up my life for him. Almost everyone who knows me, knows my quirks, has just come to accept that. However, me and my boyfriend were talking about him coming to my house, and how I wanted him to meet my cat. Conversation went: 
Me: “if I had to choose between you or Waldo, I’d choose Waldo”. 
(Commence him getting very angry and salty about me choosing my cat over him, and how I was hurtfully  blunt about it) 
Then, when I tried to make a joke and change the subject, he I was “treating him like a fucking joke” (I wasn’t)

Sorry. I just want to know if anyone has any advice on how to stop myself from being so blunt, or to maybe better explain how my brain works.",3.8559884049773743,5.710302305288465,4.697630090497738,83.17531108597287,72.82211538461539,7.874886877828053,26.417986425339365,8.583994105835817,1.9210777149321268,1693,59,322,31,34,547,208,416,0.14800000000000002,0.741,0.111,-0.9604,3,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,4,2,3,30,27,5,1,13,0,29,8,3,8,2,74,59,41,0,10,15,0,2,3,2,3,3,5,0,0,16,25,0,5,11,2,0,4,4,13,0,1,16,8,70,14,43,36,2,39,0,2,0,2,45,14,1,8,22,229,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157521469197035,0.0,0.0,0.09303290138828474,0.0,0.0,0.07429766340848074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953975885762964,0.09742104966069598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496270755571973,0.0,0.0,0.08270689300250117,0.086855467324776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757343198338952,0.05663522129495074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216865729141545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037148950201121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828324606268768,0.16006224128082516,0.09741118132459932,0.10039941939401197,0.10420305716980123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429861007281364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507607804761822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877658299026657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920525263301808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435593757142838,0.08589098866587691,0.24270026350505705,0.08912482308087044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172638972482286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914946422269171,0.10720215944631972,0.09945882365022707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674830331580556,0.1531777086585034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562293437197739,0.13616894518046596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385215992941741,0.0,0.06201611812151892,0.09419307646346266,0.09333753019938257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888933460565817,0.07165557610945117,0.17946024438303332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288199778163589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951857844609824,0.0,0.0,0.0997473070077432,0.0,0.0793420373399965,0.0,0.2216500339837154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470694702543923,0.078719766839619,0.07152431785455625,0.0,0.10400173680291544,0.13152005083641458,0.0,0.07419561933019382,0.15534875953885918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935019252628787,0.08120477924167313,0.08553624754787326,0.0,0.0,0.30861628415236925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615545633862807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665797310058325,0.16439679878471733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225136789408935,0.16766816369209833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763737436411743,0.0,0.0,0.06599843969721306,0.30473753230256045,0.0,0.0
autism,kspharm,2020/03/17,"Our experience with sensory overload, SIB/headaches and seizures Hi all, first time posting here and hope this might help someone else who's had to deal with something similar.
Our son is 8, diagnosed at 18 months with ASD. He's nonverbal and has dealt with GI issues his whole life (mostly severe constipation, controlled with miralax).
About 3 years ago, he started having unexplained acute episodes of pain; due to the GI history and him being unable to communicate to us where it hurt, we wound up doing an endoscopy (2 of them actually) and colonoscopy to no avail. Wound up putting him on a dairy free diet which didn't help. 
About 2.5 years ago he started self injuring when these episodes would happen; we noticed that he was hitting his head a lot and took him to his neurologist and got an MRI under sedation. Results showed nothing out of the ordinary, and neurologists didn't prescribe anything.
He's always been sensitive to noise but over the last 2 years it progressively got to the point where he was plugging his ears almost 24 hours a day, including while asleep. The pain episodes could be triggered by birds chirping or just a gust of wind.
The pain kept increasing and we tried everything we could think of including CBD oil and medical THC with no response. Ibuprofen and Tylenol helped a little bit.
About 3 months ago the pain started becoming debilitating; he was having an episode almost every 1-2 hours. He was banging his head so hard on the ground that he split his forehead open multiple times. We decided to go back to the neurologist again, but before we could make it to the appointment he had a generalized tonic-clonic seizure for the first time. 
This was a bit over a month ago and he's had several more since; he was started on Depakote (valproic acid) in the hospital and we've been adjusting the dose trying to get in the right range. Good news is no seizures for more than 10 days now. 
The absolute most incredible thing is that the pain episodes are almost completely gone on the Depakote. His neurologists told us the drug is used for migraines in addition to epilepsy. The only time they came back was a few days before he had seizures again - and his drug level was not in range when it happened.
The drug can have really serious side effects and you must get lab work done while on it, and it definitely isn't for everyone (lot's of people cannot tolerate it). I'm not at all suggesting to put your child on it, for us we just couldn't figure out where the pain was coming from and this confirmed it was neurological. For us and our situation, the drug has been life changing; I am praying that he can stay on it without severe side effects.
We were at our wits end with our child and feeling helpless and hopeless; unfortunately it took the onset of epilepsy to figure out what was going on. I'm not advocating for anything, but I just wanted to share our story in case it might help",8.521111256202662,7.880963648994516,7.8629322277357,73.48449497257774,61.504570383912245,11.251214416296685,37.8172499347088,10.530516587383797,3.872468320710368,2344,100,427,47,28,734,278,547,0.096,0.857,0.047,-0.9823,1,0,5,0,0,1,55.0,18,2,2,7,18,14,0,0,35,0,48,29,5,7,3,88,76,29,0,8,11,1,2,0,0,4,23,3,0,3,24,42,1,2,8,1,1,10,12,10,0,2,30,7,35,5,68,35,13,84,1,3,0,0,61,35,0,11,37,269,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.061424095245939135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223183618744693,0.0,0.1890874511092622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052374306261071465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359481266598312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679983510869722,0.0,0.0,0.06951651150656686,0.10712112122881992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743671321616266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199096948551928,0.0,0.0,0.06658622274993088,0.05422053340088241,0.06599540489206653,0.0,0.07059685403050904,0.15076657185321796,0.0,0.0,0.12178068330923075,0.06489232162451207,0.0,0.0638866592919849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441338849380894,0.0,0.0,0.29197942319767056,0.0,0.05258149055474537,0.0,0.05574954786832947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530328888631126,0.060145523950208474,0.05656985292819085,0.06157114062923681,0.0,0.0,0.03182629010394223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070799739214169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577110323322878,0.0,0.0715448546757754,0.052794295609151866,0.10068385671421072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132203641024344,0.0,0.056385305426836375,0.0,0.12919705127785353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875968134495695,0.0,0.0,0.0625174224764353,0.12397398075071538,0.0,0.06738266847429977,0.0,0.0,0.06569700190806263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130761988050299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891817274349169,0.0,0.06308625043676065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070251813845799,0.0,0.0,0.04201549318682077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340928352134481,0.0,0.13354690670718256,0.0,0.0,0.15072348620906306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060396299463551725,0.07166196405354118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047871616674180516,0.4018600178062193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363732416840496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950226161269556,0.0,0.06028278683809001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655186236459473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032342724662706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375368420762828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566413893938422,0.2133258242654075,0.0,0.052067784010929964,0.07075149861835588,0.0,0.0,0.0533321002265455,0.04845723306353423,0.0,0.0,0.17820785844802103,0.06708974447564847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041817081677824386,0.04033186268286158,0.0,0.0,0.14681220646001192,0.0,0.0,0.060145523950208474,0.13986581526026692,0.08546945337484259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028546945090945,0.054363256833271686,0.0,0.0,0.037125899892347006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027453482039793,0.0,0.060675602924263924,0.0,0.04582385560156403,0.0,0.0,0.04471348864508936,0.0,0.0,0.12160128238403208
autism,ptyfl21,2020/03/17,"For teachers and parents during school closures Hi everyone!

I teach students on the spectrum and with current school closures have compiled a list of free resources/activities/visuals/academic type stuff for different ability levels to send home to parents or work with kids at home.  

[https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1gTxv9nm3oWB2\_jppsSEgeO35Pt5ju0fWhDgxLdfNdOI/edit?usp=sharing](https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1gTxv9nm3oWB2_jppsSEgeO35Pt5ju0fWhDgxLdfNdOI/edit?usp=sharing)

Hope it's helpful!",24.891923076923085,32.689887423076925,12.519846153846158,23.825153846153878,30.538461538461537,9.544615384615383,45.015384615384605,9.888512548439397,5.945995384615384,454,18,32,7,5,106,44,52,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.9051,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,18,3,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440027448772793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231603602867484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653896091251407,0.0,0.4685253744516913,0.23196091093312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186437631715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727160014099827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673508789217058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002209730916346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dremy04,2020/03/17,"A Rain Rant MY FREACKING GOD. I absolutely hate the rain. The tiny pellets of rain always nicking my skin. Giving me tiny touches that are like tiny pringles all over my body. But you know what is even worse? Drizzling! It is just like rain but even worse because the tingling sensation feels just so different so weird. This is really hard to put into words. My god! Rant over. 

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Also, I want to let you all know that there is an old subreddit I made /aspierants So we can all have our rants like this cause our struggles are so different.",2.2251923076923066,5.037856519230775,2.3934615384615405,92.15153846153852,84.76923076923076,5.5076923076923086,23.384615384615394,7.010146845296331,0.9331769230769232,434,16,84,6,13,131,67,104,0.207,0.677,0.11699999999999999,-0.9218,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,2,0,0,10,6,1,1,5,0,9,3,2,2,3,16,16,7,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,13,3,6,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457021833743353,0.15042398059541975,0.1958757558281498,0.2196682739063253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102022046532529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080654507882045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571152310581568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777545984735626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388078251272181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140812712927504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734212698082755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194395104947654,0.17848346208298774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870463187549695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486046013534804,0.0,0.2649608780734673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710590195753942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969887877092487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173448249371216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158127118181204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899118425235545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066291096469342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684618482579268,0.0,0.0,0.2196682739063253,0.0
autism,graveyard_flirt,2020/03/18,"I feel the need to disclose I'm autistic on dates I realise I feel this way, and I feel complicated I feel like this. Right now, I feel like me being on the spectrum means I'm more baggage, and I think I try and warn people off, and then feel guilty about considering it baggage. I don't know.",1.3351366120218555,3.36251073770492,2.8831967213114744,92.4994398907104,80.96721311475409,5.3781420765027335,23.281420765027317,6.42735559955562,0.42634207650273215,229,8,51,2,6,75,37,61,0.077,0.83,0.092,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,14,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,5,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7368860916432243,0.3470466036099892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348802067955132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373311773540969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26458243686817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010259461986278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839190258120024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742988547004676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563646995404254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490887262956347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279770661413068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,oorangecucumber,2020/03/18,"I’m not sure if this the best place to ask but genuine question !! At the moment I (f18) have no children but when I do, I want to be prepared if any of them have autism (anywhere in the spectrum): is there anything i should I should know ? With the spectrum being so wide I want to have more knowledge. Is there anything your parents did when you were young that didn’t work to support you ? Or anything they did that made life easier ?

I’m really sorry if anything I wrote is insensitive, I’m neurotypical and can’t give my self advice.

What are correct terms for things, are there any programs that helped you succeed, is there any programs I should avoid ? Not everyone on the spectrum has sensory issues but for the ones who do, what fabrics typically work or does it depend on the person ?",4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,71.63157894736842,6.908771929824562,29.114035087719287,7.492282038375204,1.7286561403508771,624,25,118,7,12,196,92,152,0.071,0.799,0.131,0.8915,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,2,4,7,5,0,1,7,0,22,1,0,2,2,26,33,12,0,8,10,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,0,15,4,12,22,3,11,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,7,5,87,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969541473696502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334004638382184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379339985709379,0.0,0.1527787798586191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150273254231016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301288249450353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615802259809375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567705769689242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953923252430803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057152776787293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981320405495283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543075125718688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463513341944962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073989728918616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146229999279964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269497328958422,0.17074262695929915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307156294375385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469318828154546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704862044409073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293907040431245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545089080554256,0.15402458154472326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857121788544001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278266223645046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794830300205635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Yormankaaz,2020/03/18,Lets calm down on the hat thing and have some more variation of post. Please,1.4740000000000002,4.165619400000004,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,88.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.5183333333333331,61,1,14,1,2,17,15,15,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382537778633708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778013362150002,0.0,0.0,0.5041214443360575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34969995116456115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,abbiekate1,2020/03/18,"Stimming or not? Hi I am 19 and a female. I'm in the beginning process of being diagnosed with autism. Now my question is I suck on and rub clothing my favorite being very very soft clothing but is this a stim or not or is it spd sensory processing disorder? Also I don't suck My clothes out in public because I know its frowned upon especially as an adult so I do it alot at home to relax myself because I get very anxious in public settings and I force myself to socialise and make eye contact even though it makes me uncomfortable and I've read this is called masking can anyone give me more information on this please thank you

(I hope this post doesn't offend or upset anyone it's not intended to be that way but if it is then I'm very sorry)",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105267,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,73.47368421052632,7.435087719298244,28.456140350877188,8.07648339933343,1.940958771929824,596,24,116,9,12,200,99,152,0.09699999999999999,0.769,0.134,0.7324,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,3,1,5,0,13,2,1,3,0,25,25,17,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,16,3,14,22,2,14,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,8,3,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833837393855894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954271060445395,0.0,0.24191434609445875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210903655974183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664000346003406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557909338842298,0.0,0.0,0.19825913872364145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425688704016095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037904630502007,0.16594577187150175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352098433580596,0.1718160329721709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506963461712717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309415544266833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898887844884875,0.0,0.0,0.1656746052659432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378605608146415,0.0,0.17303472900205502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936458092497569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926403140732098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995974917733106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709325898908416,0.0,0.1373097558081726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,yungwashington,2020/03/18,"Fun at-home smartphone Charades game for adults and children which helps pediatric autism research at Stanford Stuck at home social distancing for the foreseeable future? Spending time with a bored child who is looking for something to do? Want to help pediatric autism research in a fun way? Play the ""Guess What"" mobile Charades game on your smartphone. This game is similar to the “Heads Up” game by Ellen DeGeneres except that this version helps pediatric psychiatry research. Search for ""Guess What Stanford"" on the iPhone App Store ([https://apps.apple.com/…/a…/guess-what-wall-lab/id1426891832](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/guess-what-wall-lab/id1426891832?fbclid=IwAR3OO_K07WHMiGWLzjXMSWxYGRi2Gxro08gLdwNhc6ENysYPJl-MWqzythQ)) or Android Play Store ([https://play.google.com/store/apps/details…](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=walllab.guesswhat&hl=en_US&fbclid=IwAR2S6G9YIQqW0bapANQJxYJmUlZuGexgktwjSU95Imo0VJLl72oPd57Q7a4)). All children are welcome to participate (with or without autism or any other developmental delay). Also, please share the videos if you would like to help create new machine learning models for adaptive at-home therapies. Thanks for helping children all around the world receive free and personalized psychiatric therapy!",21.184288401253927,26.92536620000001,11.035047021943576,39.42510971786837,35.27586206896552,9.410658307210033,40.7680250783699,9.800150414767053,4.743689655172414,1109,40,96,15,11,264,96,145,0.024,0.713,0.263,0.9890000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,8,0,5,4,1,0,2,19,11,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,8,5,0,1,1,7,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,10,23,9,3,14,0,0,1,0,22,8,0,6,5,55,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778080868153396,0.0,0.2920608076414344,0.0,0.09165271849202557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997975982551776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938865360502589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831968793902474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516896134518249,0.0,0.1351919318007546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584504525699904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317841051945834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016809263197635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768173985040058,0.0,0.1479442483602746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738778408199429,0.0,0.1037576212373754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408419739403714,0.3082576056099893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785893268551303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211967077048678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949473825870783,0.10697940202363317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299198453677866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574143890873854,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SushiSquidKid,2020/03/18,"I’m going stir crazy So, having no school was really cool... for like two days. I read manga, beat Pokémon, drew, wrote...

Now I feel like quarantine is making me crazy. I can’t go anywhere, my favorite places are shut down, I can’t go to school (despite my hatred it was something to do)

I need to make myself a structure... how?",-0.137076923076922,2.171659061538463,1.6496153846153838,94.81288461538463,96.84615384615385,3.830769230769232,17.26923076923077,5.6839178017228535,-0.3617384615384616,249,7,51,2,10,81,50,65,0.166,0.71,0.124,-0.4499,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,0,6,17,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,2,9,3,5,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,29,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369247957341654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833868724915354,0.18132859078231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43275414909495546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800662211169505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388527674518001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882038281830192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651871928294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538880321178094,0.0,0.16260317182170875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137574558128257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540253227095236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479446186700632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Phiacat,2020/03/18,"Female ASD specialists in Chicago area? Hello! I am a 23 yo female living in Chicago and for some time now I have been suspecting I have ASD. I've discussed it a lot with my therapist but I'd like to get an official diagnosis. The thing is, I know that the majority of ASD assessments and professionals work off of data collected from mostly males and children. So, I really want to find an office/doctor that is very familiar with diagnosing autism in adults and (more importantly) how ASD manifests in females. Does anyone know of a good contact in the Chicago area that might fit these criteria? Or maybe just have some tips on how I might go about finding one? Thank you in advance!!",3.5033989266547394,6.149923573643413,4.928062015503876,77.40493738819322,76.82945736434108,8.620393559928441,27.752534287418012,9.265573868473778,2.9131307096004773,547,23,96,15,13,182,89,129,0.01,0.856,0.134,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,2,0,23,15,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,3,18,12,6,15,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,7,3,66,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962346441313812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719052760133528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190229739389225,0.1872599370598762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911572894336625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117984628595144,0.0,0.12161275066187405,0.1794806778874899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352013978757847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045423858804365,0.0,0.18895289893022635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192261004999655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497694837024864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540090755832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500194552184595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708443257867664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970088712825786,0.0,0.24845337182856506,0.14216229386554036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477652194034247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656024420411556,0.12621404647941611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557838128512022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,liannus95,2020/03/18,"What's going in with all these hats? I just got here because I needed some advice/insight, but I see lots of memes about hats? What is this hats thing about and what's the connection with people who have autism? I'm generally curious and kinda amused haha",4.131,5.939602699999997,4.625,84.1675,72.0,7.4,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.1223999999999998,205,5,39,3,4,65,39,50,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.8842,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987385648990146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785147571285333,0.0,0.391949079030239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166350261671064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633763669742584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397487855019021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905176887570083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255768538521272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ambroz789,2020/03/18,"Dead chickens and a lack of emotion. My girlfriend and I are weathering this corona stuff at my parents farm.
We drove halfway across the country for March break with her two boys and my two daughters.
One of my daughters and her (autistic) son collected the eggs from the hens yesterday. My dad went to feed the chickens this morning and all the birds are dead.
One of the kids left the door to the coop open and an animal killed them all. My daughter is visibly upset but her son is excited to see the dead chickens and feels no remorse for what he potentially did.
How do I make him feel something? How do I punish someone that thinks they did nothing wrong?",5.195,6.585198023809526,4.94777777777778,84.525,68.76190476190476,7.822222222222222,32.253968253968246,8.167268648758528,2.3390539682539684,525,23,99,7,9,161,83,126,0.192,0.764,0.044000000000000004,-0.9658,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,2,5,2,1,11,0,8,2,0,3,2,20,15,10,4,1,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,10,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,4,3,16,1,12,11,3,9,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,0,2,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260355209358787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406074401419524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560701603763069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514760395617308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449770556531953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208687757785545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136791785580157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25700288059842713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443930525170354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611068425029285,0.17818501601471906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649600781593386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483067262347932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521949161562245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456068136978676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530592098016013,0.0,0.0
autism,rnikkit,2020/03/18,"I feel guilty I (16F) recently got my diagnosis and while it's helped me to recognize and access the resources I need, it's also made me come to a few other conclusions. My two best friends have been incredibly supportive which I'm so grateful for but I can tell they don't really get it. I've found myself thinking that if I had a friend who was also autistic then maybe they'd be more understanding. These thoughts have made me feel really guilty because I feel like I'm mentally betraying my best friends/replacing them. I love them a lot but sometimes it would be nice to know someone who's more like me. Does anyone have advice?",5.653790322580644,6.42617921774194,6.15661290322581,78.52991935483874,67.30645161290322,10.070967741935485,31.62903225806452,10.125756701596842,3.0967612903225805,509,20,98,12,8,165,82,124,0.075,0.67,0.254,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,3,3,9,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,2,0,20,30,10,0,3,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,19,9,4,18,6,4,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,2,5,65,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076270250642094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631260699258419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503310566377245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028715921246402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34529786363810633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171558888801467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396867637632807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495520328537139,0.11752994989052075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038282148647208,0.2542086291800873,0.0,0.08595259066890451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157812318329806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110271312924621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041345005688962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074798653400468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986524711609982,0.14848171722249814,0.3113372039128109,0.0,0.0,0.1652779937568317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657929913541548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219862041618665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078576250766906,0.0,0.16243926951453794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939350124719566,0.0,0.16271009681375634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669030940699385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379385192494554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541492885717817,0.0,0.1306069791346123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070779837968996,0.1712665013041293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686713459136258,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RelativeStranger,2020/03/18,Working from home Last night as I was getting ready for bed I realised I had lots of energy and I was happy. Which is strange because this virus is worrying. Then I realised. I've been working from home last two days. I've not had to work out the normal interactions to get me through the day professionally. I've had virtually no contact at all other than my wife and son. It's amazing how much difference that seems to have made.,2.3538692810457498,4.8625280470588255,3.641568627450983,85.77594771241833,80.29411764705883,6.601307189542485,27.091503267973856,7.793537801064563,1.7428169934640525,344,15,68,6,9,112,63,85,0.073,0.789,0.138,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,10,13,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,7,2,12,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,45,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543476827967534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540774374582143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214984630639667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150114407119804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904474472370156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128058256986754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33545811846550155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749373000507436,0.0,0.1947034412796085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512637653780991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931001068514308,0.2016097635584511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873242137826106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100624655033453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494064746153882,0.208968234103646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,captnmarcy,2020/03/18,"God created me only for me to kill myself The psychological pain I've been experiencing have been unbearable for me. A little background information: I have been diagnosed with ADHD since childhood, and with major depression & asperger's in my college years. Mix all those disorders and you'll get a very sad, dysfunctional person.

They say a support system from family & friends could help ease the pain. I absolutely agree, the problem is, I don't have one. Or at least I *had* one. With my autistic traits & depression symptoms combined, all my friends left me. I'm not exaggerating, ALL of them. Eventually they'll get tired on handling my traits, or i'm too boring of a person for them to develop a friendship with. I don't think i'm made for social interaction, yet humans are expected to be one of the most sociable beings on earth. 

I don't have a good relationship with my family either. My parents *__NEVER__* listen to me. I never felt truly understood and cared for with love growing up in my family. My siblings aren't helping much either. They resent me. I'm the oldest child and yet I am the weakest. I have never been a role model to them and they resent me for being 'childish'. 
If you guys are reading this, i'm truly sorry.

I've also tried getting professional help. I've been to counselors, psychologists, psychiatrists, and got meds, therapies, you name it. Meds did helped my depression. But man, ADHD and autism... I don't think I can handle them, even with professional help. Sure in theory they have diagnosed me, so I know the *why* aspect of my condition. And i never really had the answer on the *how* aspect in handling it. Which is pretty much useless and hopeless.

Now i'm in the point of my life where I don't even have hope and confidence in myself to carry on. Everything I do seems wrong, and people always leave me no matter what I do or who i'm with. I don't need people to sugarcoat this and tell me ""You haven't find the right friends yet"" ""Some people are just toxic"". If people say the world is surrounded with good people, then why does the people around me treats me like trash!? *__I know the problem is me.__* But part of the problem is I don't know how to fix/heal/cure/improve myself. As I said earlier, I don't even have any hope I can improve.

I'm just done trying, crying, and living in this world and with this soul. They say that autism is supposed to be a gift. Well, I suppose the people who say that are not a part of the spectrum. They won't know the struggle of (in my case) being an aspie. Intelligent enough to be in school and grasp conversations in social situations, but never had the sensor to reply and be a part of it. I wouldn't ever wish autism to anyone, even to my worst enemy. It is a *__curse__* and I'd rather fucking die.",2.4928340374967,4.9711471330868795,4.2091018616319005,82.09222158040669,79.51756007393716,6.969646157908636,22.96940190124109,8.07648339933343,1.5025265117507265,2193,72,408,42,56,735,241,541,0.13699999999999998,0.773,0.091,-0.9791,1,0,0,0,0,2,98.0,0,4,11,0,20,33,4,1,31,0,56,9,0,3,10,83,88,31,2,13,15,1,1,1,3,4,7,6,0,6,15,28,0,0,13,1,0,1,20,19,1,3,15,8,68,14,58,61,16,41,1,6,0,2,48,25,1,10,15,297,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554282651113994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171215717352982,0.053806023236835615,0.3503196574078387,0.0,0.04397406033615089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452149043378392,0.0,0.0,0.057565092279758825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592974176914346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516293213701356,0.0,0.07103088921100942,0.0,0.0,0.1670862522990939,0.13126616158898274,0.06711151568856112,0.0,0.07411109044348793,0.0,0.0565883177059268,0.06617420879591236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681568842197289,0.0,0.17084110308837974,0.05849271961131159,0.0,0.0,0.05811626040421637,0.0,0.1828797356881955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062088036598153824,0.0,0.05910215851558155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498788385818229,0.05978126500775941,0.10135355754133736,0.0,0.0,0.10847498703499887,0.05171808774835904,0.0,0.0,0.06402799663403992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671617211082947,0.0,0.0,0.12845282836612526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715416605805902,0.0,0.14215161701797702,0.0,0.0,0.06847034205123252,0.07025814112834464,0.0,0.0456744309410486,0.031591796082074616,0.0648107917650484,0.05709991599912051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836221322022137,0.061187089623024035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365530798815568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507165880663003,0.04794788873940616,0.2493661472070469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314549650608507,0.04918024701494439,0.13761512084605293,0.0,0.07180224679434317,0.2100759742608108,0.0,0.3138114339016247,0.11292505042488148,0.0,0.0,0.06112883013701365,0.0,0.0,0.06578701821903543,0.0,0.18562550790512586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468197397352332,0.0,0.04142571841631262,0.0,0.0,0.0694254459828944,0.0,0.055223108199734285,0.06151072359644486,0.20569514336527184,0.0,0.06544390081799707,0.0,0.05886810927403738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053491121818733584,0.07268557906474346,0.0,0.13183457743694402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238658543410602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760134927415255,0.0,0.0,0.07338047974911993,0.0609455022718685,0.06721114895255889,0.0,0.0,0.056519601219489575,0.0,0.0739494625538602,0.0,0.0,0.08286876889143227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432230130955532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780586746873192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053354963961478936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814112877982613,0.0,0.11669926126981295,0.0,0.07436095478636406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070045204725713,0.0,0.0416418016941983
autism,neverstayhappy101,2020/03/18,"Question for those are/have been in ABA therapy. Hi, I work as a behavioral technician for ABA. I wanted to know if those who have had this therapy enjoyed it and think it is worth it?",3.0674774774774782,4.683971783783786,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,74.4054054054054,9.257657657657658,28.54954954954956,9.725611199111238,2.730917117117118,144,6,30,4,3,48,29,37,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933803442015185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941785868580287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8047954893330163,0.0,0.0,0.2254661802370445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754396846013654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561679277612152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Frozenblade11,2020/03/18,"Please help my mom see sense. Hello! I am an 19 year old male currently in college. And I have a sister with autism. My mother is claiming that vaccines given to my sister in 1998 caused her to have autism. My sister is now going on long rants about how vaccines caused it. My mother refuses to see reason about any statistic I give her, and she take everything she reads off of Google as fact. Can someone here explain (or try) possible causes of autism development? So I can show her, thank you.",3.183567251461992,5.534526210526323,3.8045614035087763,86.58637426900587,76.36842105263158,6.32748538011696,23.18713450292397,7.3871296695380915,1.0338888888888889,390,12,73,5,9,123,68,95,0.024,0.895,0.081,0.6696,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,5,1,12,15,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,15,1,13,14,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,4,0,1,5,46,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338911748453196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.606777277181773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695100983750012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887373301675994,0.11189647513867527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197045107997546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424044333698907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305938505362932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660173588954225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161248411446561,0.0,0.2219626039667543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694213862507007,0.0,0.0,0.2024345375126308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137898566074564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668232902040851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803591787271794,0.0,0.0,0.1812688073215384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336746102569477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678996910659307
autism,Caribou1428,2020/03/18,"Wait, Earth is a hat if you stand on your head! The ultimate hat",-1.4450000000000005,0.5519202142857154,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,96.85714285714286,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.4324571428571429,49,1,13,1,2,16,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Limorgolan1,2020/03/18,"Feel like I may be on the spectrum Hi all, not sure this goes here,

I am 30 years old and if something goes wrong I just break down. I struggle with my emotions and not sure if its due to my depression or if I am unable to control my emotions. I struggle with eye contact and communication, even though I can be quite friendly at times. I found a job which I think I love but I honestly don't know. I need to develop my skills better and be able to control my emotions or I may end up jobless.

I am undiagnosed by a professional, this is just my own/ other people's observations.

How do you guys do it?",2.058782991202346,3.861049951612905,3.93700879765396,86.91414956011732,77.70967741935483,6.767155425219943,26.59530791788856,7.686295010490155,1.4260096774193554,470,19,101,7,11,159,79,124,0.08900000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.12,0.7773,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,5,6,11,0,2,3,0,13,2,1,3,3,29,19,12,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,21,7,11,13,2,10,0,1,1,1,6,4,0,7,6,74,27,2,0.15587704533932462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378605793889046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496587216844974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342566707418883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260220865900641,0.13806079541238886,0.0,0.0,0.10295531833519664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881611770472946,0.11135859233611987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091113457516444,0.12043021855943288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434278184008882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468391527661104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566594758158197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615365069910608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406851192649133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558085400823945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356673774225053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806551648790576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657944250031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200017649656234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259130646473841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382454100651195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987971661421056,0.15314840561489929,0.0,0.09089315866735324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042707909002638,0.0,0.10037970656884447
autism,Cantstandit6,2020/03/18,"1 less talk about trait [rant] Our need for clarification. Ok, so spring break for me started like last week on the 11th (I think) and I got a automated text from my college that it would extend until next week on the 23rd but will continue classes solely online (which I hate because I will easily get distracted). 

However, they DID NOT clarify that the college library would be open during spring break. It was open for early college students but not regular college students such as myself. And having to go there was my routine, away from the house in a safe place, happy as can be. And the one specific computer I used (just like all other computers there) saves data the day before you logged out of you get there early enough and would delete that data if you didnt. 

Had the college texted and clarified me that the library would have been open, I would've still gone. And other students did! Now you could argue ""oh but the coronavirus"" but theres no reported cases of coronavirus here, I actually have a mask covering my face and I keep myself clean. 

But overall, a little bit of clarity in what people say and a bit more detail helps us.",3.7694444444444457,6.176784462962964,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,74.74074074074073,7.653333333333332,25.61481481481481,8.548686976883017,2.0122414814814813,908,32,162,18,20,292,134,216,0.048,0.818,0.135,0.9572,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,4,1,0,11,9,2,1,14,1,20,1,1,1,1,34,31,18,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,9,1,22,6,19,13,6,29,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,16,117,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.1486465193794647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311367059055227,0.0,0.0,0.09285546422987423,0.0,0.12961673882972238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33259731336273746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161853886504173,0.0,0.0,0.09823655591555387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739169494183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591662934915312,0.0,0.08656939580861572,0.0,0.12182763782147547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215202321802571,0.0,0.1503886857909769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020997506885292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576176192535653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539281451615706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124164614592115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883589315767035,0.1526689405937269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294651983404233,0.0,0.0,0.16199859456584342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032188709373164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560247288454164,0.0,0.1591464468274456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113437734526405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781590586846276,0.0,0.12164636279689794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243248232073155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760324484867763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832273476567171,0.13155926640908858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437069072611076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541033972889097,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,EarthySouvenir,2020/03/19,"Advice Hey all,

My girlfriend has high functioning ASD. She's such an awesome person-funny, smart, animated. But she struggles with making and keeping friends. She said today that she sees a lot of posts from people being sad about not being able to see her friends in person- and she doesn't even have any friends to miss. That broke my heart. 

 I was wondering there are any other ASD friends who would like to chat online, or had recommendations for how to do so.  She enjoys playing on her PlayStation, Switch, Stardew Valley, Fornite, and Minecraft. She loves dinosaurs and sharks. She loves all animals. She loves movies. Her special interests include planes, plane-spotting, YouTube and sometimes trains. She likes Last Podcast on the Left.

She'd be interested in finding other ASD/aspie friends to play with on PlayStation, online games, or have a netflix watch party. A netfllix watch party is when you can watch a movie at the same time and type-chat to each other. She's super chill and funny. If you want to chat with her, get to know her, or have are interested in making more friends and acquaintances, please feel free to comment and reach out. Does anyone have any advice on how to make and keep friends as an aspie during this time of social distancing?

Thank you!",4.847012987012988,7.446967813852815,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,72.16017316017316,6.131601731601733,27.883116883116887,7.07126945348624,1.5001740259740255,1019,39,176,10,21,301,143,231,0.036000000000000004,0.657,0.307,0.997,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,1,8,27,0,1,8,0,18,4,1,5,2,38,36,20,0,3,6,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,0,1,7,15,0,2,4,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,7,23,24,28,28,6,17,0,3,5,3,40,11,0,6,7,112,30,0,0.11217296982606964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922825574573945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288443981702958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843394865384566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816332181509774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740891886416446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056718023964687996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252406223633524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066519076137716,0.0,0.058605746965527776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292550933568473,0.0,0.11851690134464606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940897923608994,0.0,0.0,0.06164733063981294,0.09143594193509252,0.0,0.0,0.12187625992970474,0.0,0.0,0.1096040939629076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536544760276314,0.30372145437950937,0.0,0.22462898518886176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776661338331349,0.19589022107795892,0.0,0.12313223595838944,0.0,0.0,0.10743069762056404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670218165621384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877466773603162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143462164624903,0.0,0.0,0.11094193541339442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726754342510592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032737997020542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081792155341804,0.0,0.10632685935401973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616252390484925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164680079784017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796844593647077,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Halo3IsGood,2020/03/19,"Guys.. I think my Grandfather may have the coronavirus.. About five minutes ago, My dad came into my room and stated that my grandfather is really sick. Saying that he's showing symptoms of the coronavirus and he's going to get checked for it tomorrow. I don't know how to feel about..",2.782222222222224,5.519985740740744,3.8718518518518543,83.33333333333336,80.48148148148148,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.458688888888889,226,9,41,6,6,73,41,54,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34089652352681865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398435935571524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444924702293606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092102249116647,0.0,0.21855898181401126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38078299954667344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134863639376336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636424917522984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30582408399597777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997136291396537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641578720302876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,oatmilkfreesthecows,2020/03/19,"""You're being too _____!"" and other sayings that make me mask around my family. This is just a bit of a rant. 

Ever since I was a little kid I can remember being told, specifically by my mother, that I was always being ""too much"" of something. When I get excited I tend to clap my hands and get louder, when I'm upset or nervous about something my voice gets louder, when I'm sad or frustrated I tend to have meltdowns and cry about nothing sometimes and what is a lot sometimes.

""You're being too freaking loud! I'm standing right here!""

""Lower your freaking voice. I can hear you.""

""Look at you! You're being too emotional there's nothing to cry about!""

You're being too loud has been a constant in my life from her, and to an extent my step-dad. But he knows better after I snapped and said, *""THIS IS MY HOUSE TOO. I LIVE HERE TOO WHY CAN'T I BE LOUD. YOU COMPLAIN WHEN I'M QUIET AND YOU GET UPSET WHEN I GET LOUD.""* 

Today's reason my mother got upset with me for being loud? I got loud because I found out a guest I spoke to and came into contact with at a wedding earlier this month has tested positive for COVID-19.

I didn't realize my voice was getting louder, but the instant she told me, ""Lower your freaking voice."" I instantly became aware that my natural reactions to things were to be hidden. It's something that reminds me that I have to keep masking, even around my own mother. 

We are together at home until April 6th. I was reminded why I need to stay out of her way and not speak too much.",2.0925971629569813,4.258979096989972,3.585549532925848,87.71983277591974,79.10033444816054,5.997047630031139,23.019374927920648,7.0983637204850245,0.8988227655403067,1166,38,229,14,29,384,152,299,0.11,0.853,0.037000000000000005,-0.9418,2,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,1,6,0,1,24,12,1,4,9,0,27,2,1,2,1,34,53,19,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,1,16,1,1,12,18,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,15,18,44,2,32,29,6,27,0,1,1,0,26,11,0,3,12,161,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878647571765964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137605972656792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237202054432675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500023867875727,0.12961401784652155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578669898789672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829664432987242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082177385090194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354662342463144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784149685599909,0.10739112980174474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192083142373252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301728891812114,0.0,0.0,0.3721650532277687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899061596516357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380867611372307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190881607548804,0.0,0.0,0.13698961014807476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552584745535132,0.0,0.0,0.06524667880100288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385708126421976,0.0,0.11899094788624234,0.10483397816818957,0.0,0.09969684260290948,0.0,0.0,0.10093346563221504,0.0,0.0,0.07924806634718855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947630181884278,0.0,0.1745491219969804,0.08803109134863017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278345240756835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220663117472313,0.0,0.0,0.13448923798958706,0.10138820728702444,0.11293210754843433,0.09441274908876253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982083248077538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741947122037852,0.2348388081155469,0.0,0.0,0.12654218999123507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788738299111416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253487163498996,0.22688851711433186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423624661586713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425684423759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rsohn42,2020/03/19,"Interview about Applied Behavioral Analysis Hi all! I'm a journalist who is writing a story about applied behavioral analysis as a therapy for autism, and I would to love to speak to anyone who is comfortable talking with me about your thoughts on or personal experience with ABA. I know this is a controversial and sometimes painful topic for people, so I'll be sure to be sensitive in the interview. I would love to feature as many autistic voices as possible in my story, and would be extremely grateful for your input. If you are interested, please send me an email at [rebeccamsohn@outlook.com](mailto:rebeccamsohn@outlook.com) or reply to this post. Thank you!",10.82252976190476,11.22593809821429,10.338214285714287,54.19011904761908,56.41071428571429,13.538095238095238,42.77380952380953,12.745084868956482,6.003298809523809,545,27,79,17,6,177,72,112,0.038,0.754,0.20800000000000002,0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,0,2,16,16,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,10,6,21,9,1,6,0,0,0,2,17,4,0,3,0,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030220039087402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026816895722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181341702466146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880122802489087,0.0,0.0,0.2179315977847936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287282896328944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902339240936988,0.1876912470199115,0.0,0.2359570864559147,0.0,0.2423305394085116,0.20586838376784572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259693403741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259344190899625,0.0,0.0,0.17277345272476485,0.0,0.19790256138257128,0.24582086598082364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065101595809098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580956251098621,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ShadowRunner2049,2020/03/19,"Advise on helping to control fits. Hi everybody :)  
So my 4 soon to be 5 year old Son has Autism, but has never really had any issues with throwing terrible fits before.  Now hes starting to throw some fits and is starting to swing his arms around pretty hard and i really REALLY want to see if i can stop this before it becomes the normal for him.

Can you guys please share some advice with me in order to help guide me so i can be a better father in this regard.

Thank you.",2.056458333333332,4.087314229166669,3.811666666666667,86.73333333333336,78.58333333333334,6.3500000000000005,19.0,7.3871296695380915,0.5105499999999998,370,8,73,5,9,124,71,96,0.075,0.68,0.245,0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,14,15,6,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,3,13,12,2,18,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,3,8,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956485182665184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319199002061258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726922911109763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424679194403254,0.3301425240614163,0.0,0.0,0.17156845300352466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175763594804223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208066896239775,0.0,0.0,0.17377699971816007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600549103664295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247523349634386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961710154973226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006908118909305,0.0,0.0,0.2035599464449207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129428433861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735764248222212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728250198643387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458497028341373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746143408541009,0.0,0.0,0.16218438531600038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859999361396822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442036974509667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492324524751318
autism,FemmeboyAmanda,2020/03/19,"Autistic people living in the Midwest, what are your experiences? I currently live in the Northeastern USA (a NYC suburb), and the Midwest is one of the regions of the county I am considering moving to after I graduate college. I want to be a grad student and work in academia, and I'm extremely averse to white-collar/industry jobs (I'm a physics major). Hence why I'm not too concerned about moving to a poorer region of the country, and why I'm not too interested in living in a higher-paying region of the country. I also find the pace of life here in the Northeast to be too fast-paced for me.

I've been browsing subreddits for various midwestern cities and asking some of my Midwestern friends about the culture in Midwestern cities. And one thing that stands out to me is that people tend to casually chat up strangers in random places: on the bus, in the checkout line, etc. I would imagine that could get awkward for me, as an autistic person who's bad at initiating conversations. However, I also hear that Midwesterners are very hardworking, honest, and down-to-earth and I feel like I would fit into the culture of any decently large Midwestern city (i.e. above 200k people).

I am autistic, Chinese-American, transgender (MtF), and aromantic-asexual. I intend to live single and never get married or have kids or own pets.

Autistic people living in the Midwest, what's it like there? Do you enjoy living there or do you want to move out? Do you feel like you can be your true self in the Midwest, or do you feel like you have to mask all the time?

(Keep in mind I don't want to hear ""muh cornfield"" stereotypes. I've visited a few Midwestern cities and they all felt very un-rural to me. I also define ""Midwest"" somewhat vaguely as stretching from the Great Plains to Western PA and Upstate NY, so if you live in Pittsburgh, Buffalo, etc you're welcome to comment as well.)",6.4666409861325125,7.142183378531076,6.852121212121215,74.59594761171032,65.49717514124293,9.600205444273241,34.73497688751926,9.573946990214177,3.3808237288135583,1492,66,258,28,22,485,187,354,0.027999999999999997,0.86,0.11199999999999999,0.9776,3,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,9,1,1,13,15,0,1,24,0,21,1,0,1,4,44,39,24,0,7,7,1,4,4,1,2,1,2,1,3,9,15,0,1,6,2,0,4,4,2,1,2,2,6,28,13,50,31,11,31,0,0,0,0,26,22,0,8,8,175,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589390723475064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403054168336839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802484483181525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786178409227372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517735202989116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100217020903891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210440863122817,0.0,0.0,0.14282705821228064,0.20179908137081745,0.09040626644540993,0.0,0.08605853531560054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274609279430694,0.0,0.09838714219699657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038093212945207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224539697877956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343710066378252,0.08369179052951617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650644793495851,0.18400300544662554,0.0,0.5820015178232191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507254980578107,0.0,0.0,0.3002245623078655,0.0,0.0,0.07262031006964054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760754189282578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611086879798126,0.08221497051959245,0.09837487416889408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822713406772486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255426713324351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054904177986854936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553801135412338,0.16661015304610494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465918183120884,0.0,0.169925561934341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854800931494717,0.0,0.0,0.13377401774296604,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,x-iNerf,2020/03/19,"School closure.. Sorry if this isn't the right place for it, but I'm kind of new to the whole Reddit thing and I wasn't sure where else I could/should ask. 

I have an 8 year old autistic boy, who's just had his last day of school for a month, due to the Coronavirus.. I struggle most of the time to keep his mind occupied and calm, and I fully expect it to be 10x harder with the sudden change of his routine.. 

Is there any sort of website/activities/help you guys can advise me on to keep him sane and busy over the month? Hes heavily into his numbers, letters and tablets, however I don't want him to just be on his tablet the entire time..

Any help would be great! :(",3.810711430855317,4.1531344676259,4.525419664268586,90.12579536370905,71.23021582733813,7.616626698641088,24.796962430055967,7.3871296695380915,0.8404046362909671,517,13,118,5,9,166,94,139,0.084,0.826,0.08900000000000001,0.5742,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,9,0,12,0,0,0,1,20,17,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,16,4,18,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,11,72,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23475545349703344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613629357509109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259383788129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781152637872565,0.0,0.0,0.11131633255300467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418983034925334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029828310857785,0.0,0.17090668079578858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231387790325082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683957566516323,0.0,0.17974217090539654,0.0,0.14069660118309535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428245145216878,0.0,0.2755442859815935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670356384094706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112054158183102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033611454071846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740423911101494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493721639007637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321783752494787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804448495835004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626787350891386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467149084616833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129542657818625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180725480703903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270798805286826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261406578701205,0.0,0.0,0.1111523471613394
autism,neonp0lka,2020/03/19,"Too many specials interests over time? I’m just wondering if anyone feels like this drives them crazy 

My whole life I’ve cycled through so many different special interests, I’ve kept two long term and that’s yungblud (emotional attachment also) and birds 

Ever since I can Remember I just keep changing

I’ll get into doll customising- it’ll be my whole life for months I’ll spend all my money on it and it’ll be the one think I’ll eat sleep and breathe, then I’ll move to resin craft, same thing, then painting, then it’ll get really niche like a really old game or series and I’ll change again couple months later

My older cousin is the same (was diagnosed with Aspergers but that was when he was a child) , went from trains, to steam engines to one thing to the other, needing to buy the best of everything and collect it all basically

I feel like I have so many things I don’t need but can’t get rid of them incase I cycle back to them (happens too) and then I’ll have to spend all my money on collecting the stuff.. 

I just want to manage it better and I want to avoid them taking over my life so badly that I stop looking after myself, my health can’t keep up with it 

Any advice in controlling them a little more?",3.3043061224489776,5.015319134693879,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,73.9795918367347,7.5122448979591825,22.862244897959183,8.238735603445708,1.1839346938775508,968,26,197,16,20,310,139,245,0.055,0.8370000000000001,0.109,0.8426,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,3,13,11,0,1,8,0,15,8,2,1,4,39,34,21,0,5,7,1,2,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,16,11,1,6,5,1,5,3,3,2,0,3,5,3,22,9,24,24,10,29,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,3,21,123,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110785696464083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066345756854613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770967712684024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792722598506857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717598354980173,0.0946607906147119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897680156620805,0.10026822153002332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398648490495153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715621217165599,0.0,0.1254438372823349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150700794735025,0.0,0.11844949258530328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160077443567106,0.0,0.12752811413215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025513630141805,0.0,0.0,0.10189134233018096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464846564819013,0.1619857983351588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769639608602314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025438580481502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205090150302148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154028567817436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402337510904067,0.16616333296578034,0.11362841525748825,0.0,0.10033055293730933,0.09520383216019092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448238988719469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098471813270675,0.1204963745991958,0.0,0.1681276362786005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896472485160008,0.0,0.1536474502758997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525786852328024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842824814332648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378239699095596,0.0,0.11345376344008425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478397450632316,0.0,0.0,0.1297836873369521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524155018376782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595773352423,0.07264412782988516,0.0,0.0,0.06610805938303804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107478606239048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373935336367276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509687564688074,0.0,0.2531513275655384,0.0,0.0,0.12294697600154768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spaceyspaceyspace,2020/03/19,"Recently proposed by a psychiatrist that I may have autism. Not sure how to feel I just want to first of all clarify that the reason that I don't know how to feel is not because I think having autism is a bad thing - I just don't think that I have it. 

I had an assessment a few weeeks ago to diagnose ADHD - I came back as having enough symptoms to diagnose me with combined ADHD (inattentive + hyperactive), but they couldn't rule out autism as a better explanation, and as such have referred me for a second assessment with an expert in autism. For me, this is frustrating, as I have waited over a year since referral for the ADHD assessment - and I don't think I have autism, at least not to the extent that it would explain the difficulties I had attributed to ADHD. 

The symptoms they listed as suggestive of autism make sense to me; lack of empathy, difficulty reading facial expressions, troubles keeping friends, routines, thinking imaginary play was silly when I was younger. I used to really struggle with making eye-contact but always attributed it to anxiety, and now I make really prolonged eye contact. 

I can relate to some of the posts here, but not very many. How do I deal with this? Obviosuly I need to wait for an assessment, but in the mean time I'm feeling a bit isolated and confused. Thank you",8.769520917678811,7.6142449230769245,8.823734817813765,68.46194500674767,61.30769230769231,12.605802968960864,38.801956815114714,11.698219412168324,4.608719568151146,1044,45,184,27,12,343,131,247,0.129,0.797,0.07400000000000001,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,10,11,1,2,17,0,22,6,2,10,2,54,44,17,0,5,10,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,12,2,0,1,8,5,0,2,5,4,25,6,35,36,8,15,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,8,140,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692138459916029,0.0,0.10496158872403727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852498000348103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058183133259427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104847872241338,0.09886577276420104,0.07218044600883186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472229463628832,0.12927091915899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135427260718945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122073496469139,0.0,0.2403633490763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234716430756334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961199793914434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071782370530856,0.0,0.0,0.09148176285779164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524651208434864,0.0,0.0,0.06507396561585377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711487110301374,0.120047174083928,0.0,0.12898107494342256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779806599839979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340217736099174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184400892122474,0.0,0.15171045295920935,0.12174319244233048,0.11691366088123252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794835950534453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378579914979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159818234861048,0.2461425955014064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901422042254444,0.0,0.0,0.07866504456544747,0.30348437988079896,0.0,0.0,0.06904468401756586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022665343904189,0.0,0.09769903890225362,0.06984013356227499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411367880814734,0.0,0.0,0.07625089966546834
autism,noskillze,2020/03/19,"Found some interesting scientific research, just wanted to share Hello Everyone. Been around reddit for a while, mostly a lurker. First time posting, and posting here. I was inspired and went searching for  info on how Autism relates to intelligence. I found a scientific article on Autism, and it link autism to high intelligence. (link to article below) I found it interesting how it says the genotypes for Autism and High IQ are closely related. That said, the study is saying that as we lose a tiny bit of social interactions, we gain a boost in ability to think, plan, and focus. It gave me a boost to confidence, and thought it could help others!                                   

Here's a link to the Article, 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4927579/",5.912142857142857,8.960660928571432,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428574,70.66666666666667,9.279365079365078,31.13492063492064,9.725611199111238,3.6783777777777775,591,26,90,16,12,186,79,126,0.02,0.727,0.253,0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,27,14,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,10,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,3,6,4,17,4,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,3,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743041597452248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307000775871053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119712516539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898391272577154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042510048457136,0.0,0.5817074682604957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853613282857756,0.37369497536831336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784541648374626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387391287287566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682210245685158,0.2812700431935228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027220615627612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331576343587345,0.0,0.14039595445483244,0.10312031325911583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430834109064824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163937995463854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,_ZellBell_,2020/03/19,"Currently creating an autistic character and I want to make sure I represent autism correctly... Hello! I’m Nico! I’m not autistic but I’m an aspiring character designer and after watching a video of a doctor reviewing the show “The Good Doctor” I realized that show was one of the only shows I could think of representing someone who’s autistic. 

I like to create characters and stories for fun but I’m really passionate about giving others representation. Of course there is always good representation and bad representation. I used to have a friend who was on the spectrum but even then I still want to hear from more people on that spectrum and that’s why I’ve come to ask for your help. 
 
I could list off a thousand questions but basically what I’m asking for is your advice on how to properly represent those on the spectrum? 
For example: What are some common misconceptions about autism? 
What’s something you wish more people knew about autism? 
What struggles do you all typically face? 
How may someone with autism react to certain situations? 

Really anything is helpful. I really appreciate it if you’ve read this far and I hope you all are having a wonderful day! :) 

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autism,LeviathanNypmh,2020/03/19,"I’m taking my first Austim test next week I’m a 24 going on 25 and I’ll be taking my first autism test next week! I’m nervous , scared curious but I’m glad it’s finally happening. Adult autism  testing doesn’t happen often, and as a child I didn’t get tested for it. My therapist actually made a health report before she left and said I should get tested and I’ve been on the journey to get tested and it’s finally here. What is something I should expect?",0.8357607655502406,3.1786273894736823,3.1802870813397126,87.64382775119617,85.6315789473684,5.980861244019139,19.16267942583732,7.348242739294969,0.6436315789473683,362,10,73,6,11,124,59,95,0.040999999999999995,0.888,0.07,0.5334,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,21,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,1,7,1,5,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,37,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.17334769182474358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511556583482776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891844128873271,0.0,0.3021951930363765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784233668057381,0.0,0.10095497027937343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141669076879329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888193932695904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930026796591545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680840407692512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778370669434041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897307972040784,0.0,0.17784522002799452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675332896877535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671212238025989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062497775295068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497872243379074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,marienire,2020/03/19,hats? so i have high functioning autism. i’m on the spectrum. but could someone please explain what this hats thing is? thanks?,1.5530434782608682,3.5873938695652186,0.569217391304349,99.17469565217392,110.30434782608695,3.5791304347826087,21.991304347826084,5.6839178017228535,0.2897721739130441,101,4,19,1,5,28,21,23,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582972371170262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741381137970747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926021980202952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802317170033549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131566387564933,0.0,0.0,0.2981352824825479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,1000tcsheets,2020/03/19,"Star Wars Legos 7 year old son Ok, well I don’t mean to be a chooser beggar here, but if anyone has any spare Star Wars Legos.  I have a 7 year old Autistic son and I am a Full custody Dad who owns his own “solo employee business”. I am bouncing around trying to figure out what to do with him during these times.  I built a little desktop to do online stuff from his IEP but I’m kind of tapped out of $$.  I’ve never posted anything like this but if anyone has any spare Star Wars Legos to give hell even borrow.  I’d be forever grateful.  PM me, I feel silly doing this but he’s been begging and I spent my extra funds on a desktop computer and am stressing about what’s in store.  I won’t bore you with the poor me stuff.  Just a 34 year old single Full Time Dad.  I don’t want pitty, cuz he’s on the spectrum he is amazing!  I’d send videos of happiness and return them if needed.  He has never lost a sock lol so you’ll get every piece back probably color coordinated.  Lol thank you in advance",0.9072857142857133,2.8839195380952383,3.0880952380952387,90.73357142857144,82.19047619047619,5.142857142857143,19.52380952380953,6.1826913282559595,0.015809523809524162,773,20,165,6,21,263,129,210,0.153,0.7170000000000001,0.13,-0.8447,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,8,15,4,1,9,3,18,0,0,1,2,25,28,13,3,5,8,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,1,6,2,5,7,1,0,3,2,19,8,19,21,7,25,1,1,1,0,18,10,1,3,13,99,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066163187704067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244654272146654,0.0,0.12501400858140266,0.1352375396495353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681410589519492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033915319896497,0.0,0.12799586876625033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681334618552613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936989365015859,0.14573176863012538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171751638681622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581972436723121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421853428960577,0.15225984488042646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658343719173375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654811717706168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264386536538208,0.2343341277472276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782311848079797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454936330718897,0.0,0.16379125314259246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401938258090555,0.0,0.347815184382444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398639369620396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716700253538134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031410618222866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960405349056998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659082088182867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934869684736388
autism,Thatonegooseguy,2020/03/20,I have one question... what is with all the hats? I want to know so I can get in on the hat action,-2.8523188405797093,-1.253524347826085,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,96.82608695652172,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-2.014872463768116,72,1,21,0,3,25,20,23,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217352745622767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33843303560482224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41728874942724803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6898480622299679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363220654909166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Singels,2020/03/20,"Why do I seem to always have to do the 'right' thing, no matter what it costs me ? Today I lost my last friend, someone i have known for twenty years. Would you mind if I told you about it ?

Why...

Because she told me about someone I also know and how her house was extremely dirty. Think rotting food everywhere piles of stuff and garbage on the floors, a child's bedroom so full of dirty clothes and all the other stuff I've mentioned you could hardly get in and the bed found under this stuff turned out to be a baby bed. The child is no baby anymore and apparently had to sleep in the same bed as its parents. The room for the other child almost as bad but did have a proper bed, with nice large shards of glass under it.  


She told me that when they were on vacation another friend was asked to take care of the cats.  
She called her to come over to the horror show she found in the house, she had to see that for herself. After seeing that she called her parents and talked to them about it. Apparently nobody ever came over and saw what was happening. Also a neighbour had come when they were there and complained and said they would scream at the children a lot.  


My friend and a group of other friends of her decided to help and clean the house. Very admirable, great of them to help. So I asked what happened  when they came home. According to my friend they were not happy, and were complaining they could not find their stuff anymore. Always nice to have grateful friends isn't it.  So I asked who is making sure this would not happen again ? Unfortunately the answer was nobody. When I asked why not she said she did not think it was her place to judge them. 

So what about the kids, they do not deserve to live in a neglected house, it is dangerous for them? My friend was more concerned about any blowback towards her and they would be fine... Really, how do you know? She did not know, but wasn't going to do anything either.

This is where  I come into the story. I grew up in a very abusive family, so there is no way I am not going to make sure this family will get some help and be checked on the welfare of the children. So I told my friend I would do what she would not and inform the agency that helps families like this. just to check how things are now. They come a few times, check  how everybody is doing and making sure everything is clean and all are healthy. If there are no problems for a time (don't know how long) they would simply stop checking, and if there are the'll help them get it under control. So nobody is coming to take the kids from their home as long as everybody does what they are supposed to. And yes, this is really how it works. No need for panic.  


But she said 'she did not want me to do that, and if I did I did not respect her decision, and that she would no longer be my friend'. I tried to convince her that  someone had to check, and if nobody  wanted to do it from their group I had no choice in the matter. 

But no matter how much I talked to her, try to explain why, she was afraid to what might happen to her friendship with her. So her ultimatum was do what I want you to do or you'll never see me again.

I told her you know me, I am the guy that lost his last friend, a former work colleague because I refused to let people drive home from his house after they drunk a lot of alcohol. I'm the guy who jumps in when he sees a group of people attacking an individual, The guy who sends people away when they park on a handicap parking space when they are not allowed to do so. I am always the guy who takes on injustice, not because I want to be a hero of some kind, but I just can't seem to keep my mouth shut and do nothing. She knows this very well, she has see me do just what I described, and also always the one who says I should not interfere, it might be dangerous. Which I know full well, and also paid the price more than once for being me. But I am me, probably will always be me, and to be honest I want to be me, I do not want to stand aside and let things just happen.

So, tonight I've send her a long text trying once again to explain that this is not an attack on her, it is not me choosing something over her. It is me doing what my body and brain scream at me must be done. I desperately hope she will understand, even if that takes time, and even if it will cost me my last friend. But surely hope it doesn't.  


Tell me, am I just a glutton for punishment, or is this something stemming from my autism. Or maybe I am just a fool who can't seem to bud out of other people's business. Although for the rest I could not care less about what someone is doing, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone do what you want.",4.766728856624322,4.872413465263158,5.020036297640655,88.24473684210527,69.08421052631579,7.983303085299456,25.64246823956443,7.503015589744147,1.0142206896551724,3632,88,797,34,58,1145,319,950,0.111,0.735,0.154,0.9956,5,0,3,0,0,0,96.0,0,8,22,6,54,51,5,2,48,1,113,8,4,12,9,168,190,81,0,31,42,2,1,1,13,17,1,6,11,11,66,41,4,6,24,2,9,14,34,18,2,1,41,13,127,33,107,116,16,82,0,4,6,0,134,36,0,22,31,599,193,2,0.0,0.04872053712765985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394482973816635,0.04117579188325731,0.0,0.0,0.13153476158511576,0.17107588488696565,0.0,0.0,0.02796304514446871,0.04311795941024399,0.0,0.0,0.08156008376975095,0.028752096157070525,0.0,0.033838298799014836,0.0,0.15376678973223495,0.09355998992270842,0.03863364205345607,0.0,0.034333525487793615,0.07519920535113313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045675107458896184,0.0,0.045903576786435564,0.08397634033138479,0.09406076901306756,0.08384926619742275,0.0,0.0,0.1771064171115089,0.0,0.0,0.04611963436156148,0.09849304566477668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035984434245192945,0.042080089348455335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431881251893232,0.03719544082603643,0.0,0.0,0.03695605092838807,0.0,0.11629297513046392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037582982196167465,0.0,0.04972252959808726,0.0901720282789181,0.34946174837081184,0.0,0.06445058935690269,0.0,0.04673894585546055,0.0,0.0,0.045335002039024345,0.0,0.16286126381790167,0.18181162907790846,0.04377305953651125,0.036835489418931416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780951901977626,0.0,0.12374029339156005,0.08168297880793461,0.0,0.2372350932265605,0.044019865686904656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654939120101424,0.0,0.04282020600178243,0.1581895347821432,0.10055499078591387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840960774288385,0.0,0.020089180150409273,0.0,0.03630975890384513,0.14555980672074256,0.0,0.0,0.08977478751002324,0.06991759478125617,0.0,0.0,0.08234386120631271,0.0,0.04131061872774169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724375316768505,0.04151953009183027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03022796924876852,0.0304899972200142,0.031714318753141735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394557985097554,0.0,0.0,0.0875830258494923,0.02786401114931233,0.0,0.0,0.04824552072497162,0.09131790211029887,0.0,0.0,0.11402986508685113,0.0,0.04296170194950477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433437042293693,0.039346335982600115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052685115968929136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351162993774665,0.1173437563632688,0.0327003154584322,0.0,0.0,0.1638367864111955,0.11230245180562592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041149747994507546,0.0,0.13936354507352222,0.0633124493082189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437820435910725,0.0,0.0,0.18829048471482152,0.0,0.0,0.15502064793225798,0.0,0.12366864535351052,0.06610147972834518,0.03594073752495095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195500536958872,0.052696137401545634,0.0,0.0,0.07193229827376987,0.0,0.03897700086117233,0.19645985725294454,0.0,0.08375344750546766,0.04472680820444865,0.0,0.04280742387651781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017850469934747,0.1697757026605344,0.03263918296733773,0.0,0.0,0.07394372938921362,0.0,0.1484178029624074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059871774582697664,0.0,0.0,0.2336840388326843,0.0,0.0,0.02647996504690758
autism,newusername21,2020/03/20,"Advice on what to do with my life Hello. I was diagnosed at 18 and I'm currently 20. I've started studying computer science since and am starting to wonder: is this for me. I've never had a special interest, but I usually feel happy. I find I feel my least happy during exams or stressful times, like those, and I'm not sure if the occupation of a computer scientist will match me... I've always thought I would be happy as a detective. Is it possible for people like us to get through the bureaucracy and stress of university?",3.3608629989212484,5.418733349514563,5.714110032362464,74.47908306364619,74.72815533980581,9.23797195253506,30.861920172599785,9.725611199111238,3.4620062567421783,417,20,74,12,9,147,73,103,0.121,0.6920000000000001,0.187,0.8931,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,17,18,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,10,8,12,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025315370798008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497128573007528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683730439103362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618937703490972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924083204797865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102670832600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564054272354075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306207707207548,0.17023756899414602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437503388435473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078745175123845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964153940090871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412283678859653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663832526613724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991541591597356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420741196441596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138317220022175,0.10159349044779968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095743007722008,0.0,0.1918870409763754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894235511629495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376625870792232,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,handofmeme,2020/03/20,"Can anyone explain Theory of Mind simply? Hey, I just came across theory of mind as a concept and all the videos I watched on it went right over my head. Any help is appreciated :)",1.785,4.337196571428573,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,83.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,20.17857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.1128571428571423,140,4,28,3,4,47,31,35,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,6,3,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146396648594152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227713155946808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724750092261038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342271482840887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828697514137868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576594053518521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811688277375884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189553418532233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GandalftheFright,2020/03/20,"What can I do for my son? My son is autistic. He’s three, nearly four, and is nonverbal. I think? That part is confusing to me because it feels to me like he does speak but it’s in his own language. 

In any case, I’m here to ask what I can do for my son to make it easier to get around in a world that was built around a neurotypical life. I need to know what small things an allistic parent might do that don’t seem like a big deal to them but are actually a big deal to an autistic kid and make them stressed out. I want to know what you feel your parents should have done differently, if you’re okay with discussing it. 
Basically, I’m looking to find out things like that. Anything to make life the best it can be for my son. 

Thanks for your time reading.",2.642735849056603,3.747528572327045,3.6781289308176106,92.29191037735852,74.59748427672956,7.3125786163522015,23.94182389937107,7.793537801064563,0.8214691823899374,589,17,140,8,12,190,90,159,0.027999999999999997,0.816,0.157,0.9691,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,1,3,8,0,2,7,1,17,2,0,3,0,25,34,5,0,4,3,6,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,15,7,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,4,17,6,24,29,3,13,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,4,4,91,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.15038811494103224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479937774599313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126818543538389,0.2743792956435215,0.14407107486579288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939433919193024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172784625362535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177591427006893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101106327854708,0.0,0.0,0.1348617898356391,0.15770697205651926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558442417469627,0.11009547215740588,0.0,0.0,0.14085279795702746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051557123660875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693885087616486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177034326570541,0.2258695612348034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941271346743294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308606783382853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163485253429328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426984148636647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422395260883045,0.16688498638834373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415066455064386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402950096907575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653129354691502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188282561566912,0.0,0.0,0.2047662911658093,0.09874679922675968,0.0,0.0,0.08986217416574198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089745771499434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SugaChainz,2020/03/20,"Schedules So my mum just said that I had to go pick up my sisters with my Nan because she was off out for tea but she only gave me 3 hours in advance to get ready. This is causing me a lot of distress and she’s finally had to say that I can stay home and look after my other sister. I was in bed and needed to get a shower-which I had planned for that night, so I didn’t want to put any clothes on and get them dirty or go out dirty. It makes me really angry because she knew about going out for tea weeks in advance but only tells me things hours beforehand. It completely ruined my schedule, and even though I don’t have to go now, my mood is completely ruined and I’m angry and upset and it’s extremely hard to calm down. Is my mood justified or not?",4.745438233264324,4.056007919254661,5.8251759834368535,85.16100759144237,69.1863354037267,8.894685990338164,28.44789510006901,8.167268648758528,1.6458358868184957,589,17,132,7,9,197,95,161,0.20199999999999999,0.732,0.066,-0.9812,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,0,2,2,0,12,2,0,3,0,25,27,15,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,9,12,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,4,0,0,9,4,22,1,24,18,1,27,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,3,9,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458059704494335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542278334190445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308808882316212,0.0,0.0,0.35332211190823315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128762867270801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457516772824026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640909446828664,0.0,0.3830324125074255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093607825107444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901159634165674,0.0,0.33186211049202186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149116429149394,0.0,0.0,0.1432461971254125,0.0,0.0,0.1124699727951669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493496567768984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581186857402896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629209687318905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938138098291214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794053387093433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027483885887742,0.1339919042946687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795904597016071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726976774412825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193885117010717,0.0,0.16554290901611074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938117190061037,0.0,0.13515442487010595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cardimis,2020/03/20,"What is a good way to react react to ""Well, you don't 'seem' autistic!"" (With rant) I get it that when people tell me and my sibling this, they mean it as a compliment. I don't want to be the person who immediately rounds on someone who just means well, but it makes me want to ask: ""Why is that a compliment? Why does coming off as autistic or neurodivergent in any way have to be so unwanted?"" 

I know why *I* did my best to seem as neurotypical as possible: it's a defense mechanism. The more neurotypical I behave, the better treated I am by other people. I don't want it to be this way - I've been struggling for years just to accept myself as an autistic person. 

As a kid, my first experience with Autism as a term was meeting my piano teacher's son when my mom decided to give him a dvd. I was frustrated that he would continually hit the back button to watch a specific thing (which I do now, how hypocritical of me) and that he ""would not talk to me"". My mom later explained to me that he had ""Autism"". Now, I don't remember exactly what she said, so I can't completely blame her, but she did specify that people with autism often wore adult diapers, so that's what I associated with it. *How horrible it must be to have Autism!* I thought. When I was diagnosed, it was with Asperger's syndrome, so I unconsciously thought that I was still different, just slightly weird. 

In 6th grade, we had to read a book about a boy with what the DSM would now call ""low-functioning"" Autism. At the time, the DSM still categorized Asperger's as it's own thing, so I still didn't consider myself Autistic. The book described what I took as a highly intelligent person, trapped in a body that couldn't communicate. I remember it featuring some kind of technological touchpad to help him communicate. They would hold his hand and 'guide' it to the pad. In all seriousness, I give this book credit for speaking out against the abuse that special ed students go through, and my problem is mainly the way that my school presented it all. It fit into my pre-existing view that this was ""the"" way Autism expressed - and that it was a tragedy to have. I thought to myself: *Man, it must be horrible to have Autism!* 

Interestingly enough, this before 2013, so I must have been diagnosed with Asperger's syndrome only a few years before its removal from the DSM. I only found out years later, and that's probably when the realization set in, that I was, by definition, Autistic. 

This horrible disorder that at best makes you a loser, and at worst a diaper-wearing burden? (I realize now just how harmful this view of low-functioning Autistic people is, but I do have to acknowledge what I was taught for most of my life.) I was one of them?

When I stopped using ""Aspie"", and moved towards ""high-functioning Autistic"" (I didn't want to sound unscientific), I remember it stinging inside. It didn't matter that I didn't wear a diaper and could take care of myself, I was still *Autistic*. 

Since then, I've made a lot of progress in getting more comfortable with the label and educating myself on the spectrum. I asked myself why it was such a hard thing for me to call myself, which was when I had to confront the image of low-functioning Autistics I had and am now working to correct it. I'm even working on embracing my identity as an Autistic person. It's still in progress, since being weird has always brought me trouble. 

I'm so sorry how much of a rant/story of my life this turned into, it's just that I know how it feels to pity people with autism, but not actually accept them.

I have difficulty approaching this sort of thing without it sounding accusatory, so for now I've just brushed it off and insisted that I was. Is there a way to gently make people critically analyze how they view autistics?",5.153737931034482,6.294468518620692,6.129275862068969,76.9448103448276,68.64137931034483,9.551724137931037,31.1896551724138,9.791249743138472,2.9941310344827583,2976,121,562,68,50,987,287,725,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.7881,1,1,0,0,1,0,117.0,1,2,5,9,45,31,3,1,40,0,63,7,3,13,7,103,103,48,0,15,14,3,4,0,0,7,4,4,0,8,68,27,0,3,21,5,1,7,13,14,2,2,36,13,79,17,88,51,16,66,0,2,5,0,44,22,0,8,30,419,147,11,0.0,0.07928692353494231,0.06530234465173225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556811620042866,0.0,0.0,0.04550655540525488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511865035239667,0.0,0.0,0.0514558347924295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388463028972105,0.0,0.14045268883086534,0.05918355987382879,0.0,0.07433084621080246,0.0,0.0,0.1366615818941528,0.0,0.06822739187004738,0.0,0.0,0.05764395788278653,0.07016228173059275,0.0,0.0,0.053428602123745526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358407845334541,0.0,0.06991509901617085,0.07669386037199498,0.0,0.05856041937655487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914421374491841,0.0,0.044198727975972935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545867431782018,0.0,0.0,0.03383576684413684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569204424934298,0.0,0.07337216636598111,0.0,0.0,0.06992381791321409,0.1283877448391059,0.03803105881648668,0.05612766901507103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994541121905881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044853745221560534,0.14140514639521504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968483106247056,0.07355279892652015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453236777926563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689131645493835,0.0,0.06331945839732668,0.13400491480481366,0.0,0.0,0.14578670564882118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674717691683188,0.0,0.07112327606743726,0.04919245204878995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534538926743606,0.10178835515854416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783552191804997,0.2337209720693661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544002468405288,0.0,0.0,0.07214895493624555,0.06403151763820482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693613939324118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274152507394055,0.0,0.06365437100785015,0.0,0.0,0.0677246193720684,0.0,0.12183932326482393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071057255689874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056699430020906175,0.0,0.0,0.07490925639964897,0.0,0.0,0.2672041276901272,0.0559464698253847,0.0,0.06995725486111623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031403082708921,0.053786178044745,0.05848930812202423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782946377125264,0.0,0.0,0.15937632401999555,0.039020441680688814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434839403454868,0.0,0.07278760110497337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577956927147681,0.0,0.0,0.15787995252146822,0.3186985066351134,0.0,0.0,0.1203346917668239,0.0,0.24153245609486065,0.0,0.0,0.06450659335310094,0.0,0.09743424627690804,0.0,0.0,0.1901465953640388,0.0,0.0,0.1292790527974389
autism,Borderpatrol1987,2020/03/20,"I like how all these hat posts show how different, yet the same we all are. We always feel like the weird outsider, and yet looking at these posts, we're all the same, we're all normal, and unique.",6.585750000000001,5.210262074999998,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,65.75,9.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0642500000000004,153,3,35,1,2,46,24,40,0.042,0.835,0.12300000000000001,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,14,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798780134732296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514240421728921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700734479634486,0.2402952633357568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32865648110002943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245722964148073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295608520498545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6442787630550515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,frustratedpotatos,2020/03/20,"Question about disclosing to medical professionals? So kind of an odd story/question. I was on the phone with a friend who was having a melt down while she was doing intake into a hospital. She informed the intake nurse that she had autism and sensory processing disorder. However, the nurse told her in the nastiest tone “you can’t have autism, if you were autistic you wouldn’t be able to tell me.” 
I was gobsmacked with horror. 

I just got diagnosed as an adult not too long ago. And my doctor told me to disclose right away in those situations.
What should I do if that happens to me? What should I tell my friend to do?",4.032857142857143,6.072252663865548,4.817386554621852,81.71952521008407,72.78151260504202,8.793613445378151,27.026050420168072,9.3871,2.472243025210084,493,18,93,12,10,159,79,119,0.10400000000000001,0.843,0.053,-0.7383,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,9,0,16,3,0,0,0,14,20,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,0,17,3,16,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,3,3,73,23,2,0.20985412255879168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602301777515934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716485611927168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129975170025968,0.0,0.0,0.24051100536092299,0.2147945867194815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242655490465277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783951234919728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557330752485676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185307754225504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857142947404103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140595070455592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350846446379897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792142740417629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358848262991441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668435056225068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010492144115554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,plzcometobrasil,2020/03/20,"Anyone dislike hats? I see hats are big on this sub, lol  No hate, but I was wondering if anyone else hates wearing hats? They never sit right and are too much hassle. I have 1 super soft beanie I like and that's it. I've only just recently started to like wearing my hood up. It's frustrating sometimes since I own hats that I like visually and don't want to waste but I never wear them /:",0.468,2.8442198000000047,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.5,5.2,19.25,6.742157984588678,0.2732249999999996,304,9,64,4,10,100,57,80,0.158,0.598,0.244,0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,2,7,3,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,2,11,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,10,4,4,10,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,7,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852659408840595,0.2333790651515155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902740623115098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497548763960209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383330191204297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743843715637324,0.0,0.3513432161984516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732306725792065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489711533959456,0.0,0.0,0.194515822021946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150458761982965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841513762343928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252720756464924,0.0,0.16121801039205855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343456740187406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470087366816957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,EhndlessSl0th,2020/03/20,"That moment when You say something without even thinking about it, like it's lightening fast, and it's super hurtful...making you wish your filter was there, so you could stop feeling like a dick",17.11083333333334,9.020010638888888,13.855555555555556,59.84500000000003,53.72222222222222,15.511111111111116,52.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,5.4817,157,6,26,1,1,47,30,36,0.131,0.57,0.299,0.7458,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,6,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938879519841696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431183510113047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611612182190745,0.2629618146733679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596579619360601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927179885986129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833717741700652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30773766829319793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358556351956998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232825094306401,0.3548232567663045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bendandache,2020/03/21,"I'd give anything to be able to make a connection with people I feel like I'm trapped behind this wall of glass and I can see the world happening, but I can't get in. I have a few friends, sure, but nothing ever lasts that long and the relationships never get that close. I had one group of close friends for a long time but then a new person joined the group who hates me and now I'm on the outside looking in once again. 

I feel ugly, loud, and unlovable. With everything being locked down the isolation is just magnified that much more and I'm so lonely it hurts. 

Does anyone else feel this way? Is there anything I can do to make it better or go away? I'd give anything for an ounce of relief from this pain, it's unbearable.",2.8912863534675597,4.42810380536913,3.6659228187919446,90.8951705816555,74.70469798657717,6.845861297539152,23.826062639821032,7.492282038375204,0.8685834451901555,573,17,124,7,12,182,96,149,0.192,0.685,0.12300000000000001,-0.9302,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,10,0,10,1,0,2,3,22,27,11,0,0,5,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,6,8,6,17,24,3,21,0,2,2,0,9,9,0,1,11,76,18,0,0.15125137257629778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575847647492642,0.15497490526468582,0.3734009765344112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210564342615414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376954773131725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236109540653135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635111363527404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136815525799761,0.0,0.0,0.13593498092677256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943171570948304,0.10805401078996038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371287051439146,0.0,0.15804519900185765,0.29018819749917635,0.08595964062435887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375108925389131,0.0,0.0,0.14932941675071065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619177225982212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232900559014644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389378063884745,0.0,0.0,0.2677054102537991,0.1270130593324987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192293136166994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118716204955838,0.0,0.11665438288219035,0.146079518141147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512977125903426,0.0,0.0,0.16107777548296415,0.10249184447398854,0.0,0.16094212443585335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485865742054043,0.13206686449621768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623873699009157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052776136208765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255262866669174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819589168055733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005629937917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DarthGatsby95,2020/03/21,Looking for gaming buddies During this time of self isolation I'm looking for some new friends to play video games with. If anyone here plays Xbox then feel free to drop your GamerTag and we can get gaming!,5.238461538461539,7.1010748974359,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,69.25641025641025,6.225641025641028,28.384615384615394,6.42735559955562,1.1909076923076922,167,6,31,1,3,48,35,39,0.1,0.6679999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.7424,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,6,6,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682137760855169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395371061599528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29635927828116915,0.0,0.20040899334686024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6442349283240653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704718569643811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40016613183954747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223673353960236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cidoliveira,2020/03/21,"Difficulties on the daily life of autistic people Hello! 

I'm an aspie student and I'm doing a research in college studying the difficulties in the daily life of people in the autism spectrum. The goal of the research is to propose new accessibility options via social design practices with those studies. If there's anything you want to share about the way the conditions of the spectrum affect your day-to-day in your work life, student routine, software usability, public transport and any other things that comes to your mine, please share in this post! :)",8.556462585034012,9.627039612244896,7.998367346938777,66.8097278911565,61.04081632653062,8.574149659863947,38.78231292517007,8.344100000000001,3.619300680272109,454,22,64,5,6,143,65,98,0.043,0.843,0.114,0.7339,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,15,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,1,42,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000134612763534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571995348795435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534370925088345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32244492893523263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297246616006921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144129420698054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466223092543245,0.0,0.0,0.2744132611328509,0.0,0.0,0.2394207158700392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548326838495695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660818312496223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745020918523216,0.19842992822443645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199524088888944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LEGITAMATE-DUST,2020/03/21,"why are you in my quiet zone, can't you see this is my space ? also here's favorite Toque Up north these hats are called Toques, Not bennies, just a warm utilitarian, usually nylon hat that hides messy hair and makes me feel even, they're really comfortable and neutral in terms of looks, people actually leave me alone when I wear it...ahh don't worry I like people they just get on my nerves some times. 

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Peace out, Legit.",6.3342168674698796,6.715491096385545,6.096048192771086,80.92334939759041,65.74698795180723,9.049638554216868,26.23855421686747,8.841846274778883,1.6766645783132532,343,8,67,5,5,107,71,83,0.141,0.718,0.14,0.6024,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,9,10,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,6,10,2,11,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,1,5,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2321094218836312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634313110270906,0.0,0.1902103063402373,0.0,0.2577127429782044,0.2890164388866693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428736742633397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709912489677838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026521134985935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426794962944633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518511206771377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620256316991595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997359307222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587681803810264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297935132694268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237420020769518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953739654841129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386935217785993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26196057817663354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462460134203046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415504393976119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890164388866693,0.0
autism,xxMKCH,2020/03/21,"Just diagnosed (17 y/o female) Hello, I’m 17 (female) and just got diagnosed with ASD  yesterday. I’ve always done quite well in school and I’ve never had behavioural issues, which I think is why people (myself included) missed it. I was actually misdiagnosed with anxiety and depression for years, even though I don’t fit all of the criteria for those disorders. Are there any other girls with ASD here who have had a similar experience? I understand that it is common for girls to be diagnosed late / misdiagnosed and exhibit different autism-associated traits than boys.",5.632596259625963,8.342225108910892,6.778745874587461,66.45038503850387,70.1881188118812,11.61760176017602,30.03410341034103,11.20814326018867,4.558682288228823,460,19,72,18,9,154,76,101,0.078,0.872,0.05,-0.4033,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,2,13,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,0,5,1,10,9,1,7,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.1835017050371357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564658699580786,0.0,0.0,0.12787489563760468,0.0,0.14385148864125172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196015644902148,0.5725755110726283,0.0,0.19646369430882604,0.21551223343046955,0.0,0.0,0.19243208334623046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419985817229667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839409964657668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039423293738946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626682033634774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211937975610246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502945511919435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036453131460513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000563743687635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030837551153565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048961470243255,0.18475014758107225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195758181286891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907219206366286,0.0,0.16967850753134614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109277617536325
autism,Rejearas,2020/03/21,"Does anyone else's autism cause them to not realize they are stressed. For me I am stressed out but I think I am fine and holding it together. Then something like my hair starts falling out, or my eczema acts up and I realize that I am actually very stressed out.",4.000576923076924,5.555729442307693,4.23,87.89000000000001,71.88461538461539,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.5143692307692307,209,10,44,4,4,65,39,52,0.156,0.743,0.10099999999999999,-0.2382,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,13,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2224576248321974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939604183969744,0.2335735848986964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341793445207293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199490720787469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043265435348186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113705165107556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549596669015186,0.0,0.0,0.16135238442685942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7833876823258342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606858011605614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809218315302706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,awesomegodinez,2020/03/21,Autism memes Am I the only Aspie that likes autistic memes?,4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,72.63636363636364,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.2348909090909093,48,1,8,0,1,14,10,11,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404661029884795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8413657893689559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheHungriestGoose,2020/03/21,"This quarantine has made me realise I'm an extravert Hi, 21 M and Irish here. My whole life, I always identified as an introvert. That was one of the pillars of my sense of self. I was the quiet one who liked to stay home and keep to himself. 

Only now I'm realising, that isn't actually the case, and it hasn't been for a while. 

Over time I went from being socially terrified introvert to social butterfly, who loved going out and drinking and chatting to people in clubs and bars, who craved big gatherings with new people. 

Man, when the hell did that happen? I'm autistic, it's not supposed to be this way. Honestly, I think I've rejected this extraversion for a long while because it made me feel like I ""wasn't autistic enough"". 

But this damnable quarantine has forced me to really face facts: I love socialising, I love high-stimulation environments, I love going out and meeting folks, and I love getting energy from meeting new people. What a weird development. 

I miss my friend. I'm lonely. And I'm an extravert. 

As an autist this is really weird to admit. But it's good too - it means I'm my own person, free from pre-conceived steretypes. 

Anyone else feeling similar to me? Anyone wanna chat?",3.834301310043671,6.007549056768564,5.003884279475988,79.58093558951967,73.71615720524018,8.422794759825328,27.60720524017467,9.120678840339163,2.5236321397379906,950,37,173,22,20,313,133,229,0.102,0.7140000000000001,0.183,0.9688,0,6,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,4,17,1,0,11,0,12,9,1,2,1,25,37,16,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,17,12,2,1,5,5,1,3,4,6,0,2,8,3,19,12,24,27,3,18,1,3,0,5,22,5,1,0,10,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.12016309175905432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102459117124432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219927809677346,0.12616750779320132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506263661714367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206265204321982,0.0,0.0,0.10286442883789053,0.0,0.0,0.12723252963043338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452264547968668,0.08796846963800349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513466183971638,0.0,0.06433354110682814,0.0,0.13996219077987598,0.10328073636634584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888886537448213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301000727623951,0.12351556953798926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094490423464915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697468401970496,0.12031617801214847,0.0,0.0,0.10897159245489414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556757850000337,0.2330287505022917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341313346523527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785126646178395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668804451188543,0.09365056895085697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25610124661206024,0.1075177115100783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776830473042536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845782947326634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104353747173985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124672148999753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890065449022109,0.0,0.0,0.07180166254614043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773972154830038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414841806394327,0.0,0.13747708195191707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Han_without_Genes,2020/03/21,"How do you survive quarantine/lockdown/social distancing? My university just announced they will be online for the rest of the semester, meaning that I'll have no contact with classmates until at the very least June, when we have exams. Worst-case scenario the exams will be offline and I won't see anyone until the next academic year, which starts at the end of next September. 

I'm not sure how I'll survive this. I just met some new people right before COVID-19 hit and the lockdown went into place, but I really don't know them well enough to chat on Facebook or something. I've got a couple of online friends but it's just not the same as speaking with people face-to-face.

I've already had one extended period of social isolation, which lasted around three months, and by the end I was such a ball of anxiety and bordering on delusional. And that was over a summer break, so I didn't have to deal with school on top of that. I'm already losing my marbles and it's been what, a week?  I can't do this isolation thing for three months, possibly six, while also managing school.  I can't do this isolation thing for 3 months, maybe longer, while also managing school.",5.600800000000002,6.608492813333335,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000003,67.53333333333333,9.2,30.11111111111111,9.3871,2.641177777777778,933,34,172,18,15,297,132,225,0.10800000000000001,0.862,0.03,-0.9282,0,6,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,2,4,12,4,0,0,13,0,19,0,0,2,1,27,29,20,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,1,1,4,8,2,13,3,26,15,5,33,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,2,20,118,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916043570410595,0.2113191157129939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107453929538313,0.0,0.0,0.09238421025115004,0.0,0.0,0.11761841954953572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242783814028123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619275216867728,0.0,0.0,0.13621409762064507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340453898254423,0.13651946626115247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207871599360786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567167535359127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261192446635034,0.10769873797281224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781301985318904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273637043017011,0.1439218277654615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316380476923022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760623419663156,0.2810308596442675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953067805546519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319636546748505,0.0,0.13804151474619586,0.0,0.0,0.1489500183282071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464205190797619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283321978360886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011497877547552,0.10528576448825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468383377860538,0.0,0.10171555138889254,0.0,0.0,0.09351808511284462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245253568088234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555470056482167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901618129566006,0.0,0.0,0.10598194612532497,0.0,0.11879539156603999,0.12248032129761993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508355860291003
autism,Galaxy-boi,2020/03/21,"Hello, I hope this post doesn't get buried I've created a subreddit called r/asktheautistics, if you could join that would be great",4.9788,6.997975880000002,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,70.2,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.3466,107,3,21,3,2,32,24,25,0.0,0.588,0.41200000000000003,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323882068498543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380891271209423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212343353892054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668534056576928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205798513908052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055465584708657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080562608934386,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lilith_314,2020/03/21,"What is masking exactly?? I read a lot about it but I am still not quite sure what it means. I get the part about “putting on a mask, trying to act normal” but I guess I am confused about what is being masked exactly and how the person would behave in public with no masking. Can someone give me some examples? Perhaps walk me through what your day /interaction 
s would look like with and without masking? Thanks so much in advance!",3.05147590361446,5.433546602409642,3.5261295180722922,88.26100150602413,76.95180722891567,6.077710843373494,27.24246987951807,7.1686216300943375,1.4190975903614451,340,14,65,4,8,106,60,83,0.15,0.813,0.038,-0.8634,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,20,14,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,11,11,4,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,3,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489212848981404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064372940562545,0.22151502606153398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543792699555951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281356640320307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391071994424225,0.0,0.0,0.1963159562150373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153448985099186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974933723268215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624799573209525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250058800185752,0.0,0.0,0.20162635960291095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213368619881386,0.0,0.24560687770930756,0.2309778192729185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195653810018938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184409281067142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763496604187035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125958116918813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567763515967867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259413818133456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280712507285001,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bolticus13,2020/03/21,"2/3 of my workplace was just made redundant and I don't know how to cope. Long post. Hey Guys,

I am just posting this because I am currently going through a bit of a rough patch after two thirds (35 out of 50) of my workplace was just made redundant including the work mates which I would always confide in and would support me during time when I am overwhelmed and on the brink of a melt down and I don't know what to do.

For a bit of context, I am a 21 year old austistic male who lives in Australia who for the past 9 months has been pursuing work relating to my special interest (commercial aviation) as a customer service agent for a major international airline here in Australia (The way I got this job is a long story in itself and will be posted another day), now as you guys probably know more than anyone, a position as a customer service agent in the airline industry is not the ideal job for an autistic individual and because of that I have the habit of masking to the point where while I can function incredibly well at work (infact was promoted to be a business lounge supervisor due to my customer service skills after just 3 months of me working there) I have very little energy outside of work and while I am at work I am very much on the edge constantly as I no longer have energy to put towards dealing with sensory overload and sudden changes in routine. Due to this I have confided in a couple of work mates who know me well and know about my condition and go out of their way to make sure I am comfortable and assist me when they notice I am becoming overwhelmed as a way to function properly. 

This system has worked very well for the past 7 months. I have a code word I can tell my manager when I am becoming overwhelemd (in the lounge I am often alone so it is sometimes told over the phone) and when I say it they will send a staff member up to assist me or take over while I calm down, and when I am obviously on the brink of melt down they allow me and one of my work mates to go on an unofficial break to talk it out until I am good to start work again (honestly I cant fault my workplace they have been great in accommodating my needs). 

Anyway, as you should know we are currently in the middle of a pandemic with the caronavirus and one of the worst hit industry's is the aviation industry and as a result alot of airlines including mine has been required to make drastic cost reductions in order to stay afloat in a time where profits are few and far between. In my companies case this involved  laying off approximately 2 thirds of the workforce who are deemed non essential. Now as I said earlier when I am functioning I am very good at what I do, infact I have gotten more written compliments in regards to my service in my 9 months working there than anyone else has gotten combined , and as a result despite me being very new in the scheme of things. The company deemed me essential to keep at work (though be it with lessened hours) which I am happy about however all but one of my work mates who I confided in, in regards to my struggles were unfortunately laid off and the one who survived is being moved to another area which means I will rarely interact with them. 

With that in mind, ever since finding this out I have been terrified about going back to work. Without my workmates I  don't know how I will be able to function as they have always been there when I need it and especially now when alot of guests are agitated and on edge. I am scared that I will not function to an adequate standard and get fired and what not.

So while I can imagine this is a very unique situation for me to be in, do any of you guys have any advice. I need to work something out soon. Thanks.",10.632823874755381,6.817328546575342,10.176487279843444,68.53825342465754,60.10958904109589,13.606653620352251,42.50978473581213,11.35114627814755,4.600307240704503,2949,120,570,58,28,965,301,730,0.048,0.882,0.07,0.2744,5,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,3,7,20,38,24,0,4,46,0,74,0,0,9,4,82,106,53,0,7,10,0,2,0,5,8,0,2,0,4,29,34,0,2,10,0,2,7,9,6,3,7,17,4,78,18,122,73,11,113,0,2,0,0,37,52,0,4,44,430,107,28,0.0569698762429104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567030372000222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900361057193568,0.0,0.0,0.0948070015914687,0.0,0.0,0.077482938850955,0.11947576507141427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966932416928663,0.05837237059936255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380631829020247,0.0,0.06945661556480864,0.12583750482887265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439269957734797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026657512898422,0.0,0.0,0.06156419729926605,0.0,0.0,0.06303608447841627,0.0,0.03674085717640646,0.05873344086756933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759102138609937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051532514648680514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052069434789690575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029764408991991325,0.0,0.1295091741606368,0.09556725855016476,0.045564014328693565,0.0628094896791396,0.0,0.16922740281499504,0.0,0.06064549261112232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610385239159695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113067623149952,0.0506374436123957,0.0,0.0,0.21916407864488865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709878251889423,0.05030544445900699,0.10083309547503873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781254875004473,0.07605566954096332,0.0,0.0,0.062056896520041725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752333471918075,0.0,0.1818912467710716,0.06054996254206123,0.041879414076513306,0.12672732411431195,0.0,0.055021861477171606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486058169635084,0.0597803017522411,0.0,0.15441705013672724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876838629944233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053854947340885376,0.0,0.1636841805371546,0.0,0.06142316215434623,0.0,0.0,0.05727046080952713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419139827739762,0.045304732191762516,0.05703678459441884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712607033859256,0.06403652784127621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385819402812147,0.056344664320201965,0.0,0.04032357162707579,0.0607223079917117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059557284135360086,0.0,0.0,0.0646487404368773,0.05369343414815162,0.0,0.0428342569460909,0.04579022854349366,0.04979418288524365,0.05245020790020828,0.0,0.0,0.03784825434649077,0.0,0.055972614156798835,0.0,0.06643918595369969,0.0,0.0,0.054437158140512205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055651291042540685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820366856110093,0.0,0.1356601080964681,0.0,0.0,0.15366828164839508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054916927723391,0.0,0.6221212261918514,0.0,0.0,0.08093953107472397,0.0,0.0,0.03668673246967196
autism,DutchOfBurdock,2020/03/21,"All of this social distancing is a dream come true for me! I'm naturally socially distant. Will maintain my distance at checkouts, ATMs, the bar, anywhere you have to queue. One thing that I hated, was people nubbing right up your backside when in a queue.

Now, I don't come across as antagonistic when asking people to distance themselves from me. I can use something they're likely to understand most.

Imagine the common person reaction to Covid-19. Now you know how some of us feel, always.

Take care and stay safe.",4.486158392434987,7.200184755319152,4.676950354609931,80.13388888888889,73.78723404255321,6.73096926713948,29.59338061465721,7.793537801064563,2.224502600472814,413,18,68,6,9,129,77,94,0.07,0.816,0.114,0.5093,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,2,14,17,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,10,4,13,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992436038097895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214999405591835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046540339326312,0.0,0.0,0.3725336138311915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933462033286202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348672350479012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883678271716105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564121563740166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652603980394382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998194420218398,0.1888075557940223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466301397804502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408475221636508,0.0,0.1664678214796474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230477121791998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258137382362756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365654098360914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251076580907033,0.26010338412075257,0.18675711264214828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ssjsketches,2020/03/21,"I Think I’m Autistic And I Need Help Confronting My Mom So, you can see by the title, I think I may have autism. I stim a lot, I have a monotone voice, I don’t understand social cues or sometimes sarcasm, I have trouble understanding the emotions of others, I have problems with sounds and tastes and I have lots of trouble making friends along with obsessive interests. I’m very shy and everybody at school thinks I’m weird. People have asked how i behave to people I’m close with, and some people even enjoy to make fun of me (which I usually just ignore and try not to make a big deal out of) so now on to the important part... I don’t know how to bring this up to my mom. I feel like it would be incredibly odd to just go up to her and say “hey, I think I’m autistic” I’m scared of the reaction, because I don’t want her to deny it, show sympathy or be angry. I really want to know if I have this, because a diagnosis would be very helpful for me. I’ve done tons of research so I’m almost positive this is me. Do you guys have any ideas on how I can bring this up? I’m too young to get a diagnosis by myself.",1.461961499493416,3.1480408212765987,3.5870516717325245,89.27666666666669,79.08510638297872,6.859169199594732,23.105369807497468,7.793537801064563,1.0086008105369806,863,28,193,14,21,295,122,235,0.132,0.7390000000000001,0.129,0.0458,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,11,13,1,2,9,0,22,1,0,6,0,47,51,16,0,7,6,2,1,1,1,3,0,3,0,1,8,13,1,1,10,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,1,6,29,5,31,44,5,15,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,8,4,126,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304986395065352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862341635490892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183346053329586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888614064170892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435624051316852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336463390567474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659468833452838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607643968850448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589470958659492,0.09310204962709437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068643963349884,0.0,0.06808785649519875,0.0,0.0740649853608196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903925088319268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470415426733624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711765427360424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324310564233933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366873734603484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159017663563554,0.0,0.0,0.26097280386508265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052630593251371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663209798249868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411260061860717,0.0,0.2710465587244461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470053593272047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834875984374802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363727043450233,0.1304750383404987,0.13189280284210364,0.1038497464160607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284684831073815,0.0,0.0,0.12889177203338084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340202543109972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848007088269849,0.0,0.0,0.2713395575975127,0.0,0.0,0.14353125087744625,0.21505856632811454,0.1537345624361146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515399308238653,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AffectionateTrain002,2020/03/21,"Any of you guys like Zim? That part in ""Bestest Friend"" when Keef asks Zim if he has video games and Zim just says yes and shuts the door is a FAT mood.",0.6263636363636387,2.1780104242424265,0.5,111.07000000000002,81.12121212121212,4.4,14.030303030303033,3.1291,-1.9127696969696968,116,1,33,0,3,33,30,33,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054213027645307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198724870566236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469938852327051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447056741152228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942043655510213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863600438364025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571632809133113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,the-ashen-firebrand,2020/03/21,"How can I be more direct? I have a type of high functioning autism and I am dating a guy with the same condition. We are awesome together! We cuddle and watch anime and talk dnd together and all. Everything’s great except for one thing...

I was raised in two cultures simultaneously: one where indirectness was encouraged and another with severe guilt tripping (catholic guilt in other words). I grew into these mindsets and I use them on the daily. If I don’t want to do something, for instance, I say “maybe some other time... I might be tired now” or something like that. If someone calls me out for it I feel like a sinner. I think it’s part of the “masking” process that I heard happens for women with autism.

Now my bf is more direct about things and expects similar things from others. He just realized that some of what I was saying was indirect last night, and we had a talk about it. I promised him I would try to be better about this.

How can I be more direct?",3.187058823529412,5.374720860962569,4.033689839572194,85.73524064171123,75.68449197860963,6.966844919786098,24.903743315508024,7.928766900206844,1.4386919786096255,759,26,147,12,17,243,117,187,0.053,0.823,0.125,0.9239,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,1,1,9,8,0,2,7,0,19,2,0,3,1,38,25,13,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,0,2,15,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,6,5,23,6,22,13,8,15,0,0,1,1,17,7,0,8,8,114,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778226401032211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499824486000298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316327985115276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241033281166294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857462979983303,0.12115018249058646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696593860026092,0.0,0.16791390582230362,0.1499617529507679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791738292374875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138232839878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569944870843262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703689921077141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990084332592174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591422277867579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298277605994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364194421166166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26971853522572264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158060457210194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368718892359186,0.2611066720544773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726089035936912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379903785760223,0.10866198683974217,0.0,0.0,0.09888525464167486,0.19491079775491205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513577603450972,0.0,0.16565802265291465,0.0,0.0,0.14646532804676726,0.0,0.0,0.10002449123754596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204669507311467,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,legitautisticmale,2020/03/22,Anyone else getting really stressed out among the pandemic? Any tips for calming down? I'm worried about my parents and I'm very anxious. I've been trying to relax by playing a game and watching some movies but I get too distracted by all the chaos. How is everyone coping?,2.2112087912087937,5.092585615384618,3.418681318681319,83.78346153846157,87.07692307692308,6.048351648351648,28.582417582417587,7.447530270364453,2.2724417582417584,220,11,37,4,7,71,45,52,0.23800000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.09,-0.8619,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,8,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040313325041452,0.0,0.0,0.3389495697703239,0.0,0.20978861425522585,0.3074171612856147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506373571430285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669242746490603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135075730421653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33314886044756936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220750742167192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436844361648376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037013185089004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475569531117824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30469599059381913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dadfrombrad,2020/03/22,"Anyone else LOVE the feeing of alcohol? It dulls sensory input, makes textures not feel weird, organizes my thoughts, and makes it so I can socialize much much better. 

Benzos do the same thing",5.570196078431376,8.220819941176472,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,70.17647058823529,9.239215686274509,28.98039215686275,9.725611199111238,3.2769921568627454,154,6,24,4,3,48,30,34,0.05,0.7190000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.8101,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181186274536709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813773589295267,0.30499801980093705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632648627726934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866502994522655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051086034737812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686587332043252,0.0,0.3973939788027313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376432970806751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034370066903585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977586743535126,0.0,0.0,0.2363166739873345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Habitual-Linesteppr,2020/03/22,"Coping with the pandemic Hi all, 
I’m wondering how you’ve managed to cope with the recent changes because of the pandemic? 

I’m a PhD student with important deadlines coming up but I can’t function because my routine was disrupted. I used to wake up at 4am everyday and then go to the gym till 8 and then work onwards from then - that’s the only way for me to be productive. Without that, I can’t move on with my day. :( 

P.S. I’m not downplaying the effect of the pandemic and I know my problem is waaay less significant than the public health dilemma happening.",2.5827518427518434,4.945442099099104,4.3977067977068,81.5062407862408,78.45945945945945,8.0003276003276,30.81162981162981,8.841846274778883,2.9721099099099098,447,23,83,11,11,151,76,111,0.08900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.03,-0.8068,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,0,5,2,1,3,1,18,14,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,19,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,54,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32689072500165883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836387042051934,0.2309643226482112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291722814180854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238054536444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371003854315913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850023336362913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735345218216475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497243917289633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391971132926875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655761059150345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647392298143177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315722845921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282364887704336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584611152210903,0.29076808125251624,0.19519682132032348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thesausageroll,2020/03/22,"Advice for indoor activities during lockdown? Hi guys, just looking for some suggestions really. I work in a residential setting with young adults with severe autism and behavioural difficulties. The threat of lockdown is imminent and our staff are sorting out who will stay in the house and isolate with the service users if needs be. (I’m gunna stay btw). 
The guys we support have no awareness of corona or the implications of corona and we will not be telling them at present but we have made PECS to explain that the pubs etc are closed. 

Our guys have set routines throughout the day which include day centres, pubs, cinema etc but obviously this is all shut and we are trying to prepare for whatever happens next. 
I would like if possible some suggestions on indoor activities to keep our service users happy and motivated. I can think of baking, video games and YouTube of the top of my head but they will soon get tired of these. 
Has anyone got some creative or alternatives? I’m looking at designing a “lockdown” timetable and preparing a list of items to try and buy before everything gets locked down. Thanks in advance! :)",6.544966996699674,8.519666599009902,6.0768514851485165,75.48019471947197,66.17821782178218,8.95102310231023,34.25874587458746,9.3871,3.3855870627062714,911,42,149,18,15,281,129,202,0.055999999999999994,0.815,0.129,0.965,0,3,0,1,0,0,20.0,7,0,2,4,2,5,1,0,11,0,16,3,1,2,2,40,31,16,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,5,18,1,1,3,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,13,4,26,23,7,22,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,8,7,98,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422528396960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319982229460394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558999947611812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903693784824796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292083931959507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264625534379004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422155268446885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180428786306364,0.0,0.0,0.4384181259219843,0.1305151993749057,0.1571145262168371,0.0,0.0,0.15147206653710993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030145787825793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131186632665496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210604090361927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788037023803905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965520591703753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094376659593444,0.0,0.0,0.15696586405698668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663879074190345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455127333780557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673705334920738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146270642761983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748575676327224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900199364420356,0.13588296853416107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457105293719964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963539788479112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041068430644232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744880066557416,0.0,0.0,0.10484518741204832,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,autismsphynxmom,2020/03/22,"Aaahhhhhh! Here’s how this shutdown is personally affecting my family. There three ways so far. First, I can’t get anything done regarding Katlyn’s financial and medical things like Medicaid. Second, her prescriptions were called in on Wednesday and the pharmacy is 4 days behind on getting them filled. It seems to be all pharmacies, not just ours. Lastly, Katlyn ate the last chicken ramen noodle package last night. I have been trying to find some for over a week and the stores within a 60 mile radius are completely out. I can’t get her to understand why she can’t have them and why I can’t just go out and buy them because hoarders have overstocked everything. I’m at my wits end today and am almost willing to sell my soul for a box of chicken ramen noodles.",4.685625000000002,6.8454529791666685,5.478888888888887,77.155,71.29166666666666,8.688888888888886,29.36111111111111,9.2995712137729,2.880011111111111,615,25,105,14,12,200,103,144,0.0,0.9790000000000001,0.021,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,2,1,19,24,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,3,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,4,0,14,1,16,18,2,23,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,11,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406416376303986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126407742839573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120519138028574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769565990134413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272652324202436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854546403956022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810655734217568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280552487783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520106351334002,0.0,0.17328441656199273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800357378121514,0.15635293939383166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881072419359361,0.0,0.10446629670708818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495012589845364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980272086943594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517426742548326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249791923715807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605001620693966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733826628639936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211851381282575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423512071956376,0.0,0.0,0.1247983145134843,0.0,0.0,0.19135789060282973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459037857929988,0.1474453000708668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317288817089053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,killme024,2020/03/22,"What is autism? A quick google search only shows the symptoms of autism. However, I am curious to know what is autism from a first person’s point of view. I will be truly grateful for answers.",2.54418918918919,5.155634702702706,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,80.35135135135134,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,0.9072756756756766,152,5,29,2,4,47,30,37,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.802,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082846692080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379345331431464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650588707206202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191143181087471,0.0,0.0,0.4537517205131113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989000183142794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,leelee13lou,2020/03/22,Hi please reply Hi so ive been trying to find out whats wrong with me theres something that i cant put a finger on and neither can my therapist or my mum and ive gotten this obsession to find out what it is and i keep thinking its one thing then another then another and at this point i dont know ive thought maybe adhd maybe bipolar (i get moodswings that are quite big but not like bipolar) and now im thinking maybe aspergers see im kind of a hypochondriac i keep thinking i have everything but i know theres something but i cant figure out what we know i have severe social anxiety and we almost comfirmed i had adhd  but idk what happened there anyway ive looked into this an done online test and it comes out that i am everytime but i feel like online tests are always wrong but could people please help me out here maybe ask me some questions give me some tips maybe i dont know anything would be appreciated. Im just asking for tips and things thjs is not me asking for a medical diagnosis in anyway,2.026531100478465,4.127683363636368,3.5601411483253607,88.15073803827751,79.0,6.4766507177033485,22.89019138755981,7.554174236665415,0.9995127272727272,809,26,166,12,20,267,113,209,0.102,0.836,0.063,-0.7055,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,4,0,22,4,1,0,0,48,43,18,0,2,10,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,18,0,2,13,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,5,4,26,3,15,35,3,16,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,5,5,110,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268146939679692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449204570260324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785185158268954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978980369216622,0.07218830145275018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765363895563562,0.0,0.2646531710449436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128634274902567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534207962720407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656726790239742,0.22118811602995106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848083957489813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047713339643701634,0.06741375359648002,0.0,0.0,0.17249421122921446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930136338635482,0.09052267241075786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344588885043408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325028748149161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057883613210877,0.0,0.0,0.16775034969869554,0.0,0.0982657206444776,0.2074402328809094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220309517214978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924210330350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474007261826556,0.0,0.0,0.09506193374523858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394357690663514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542020645163148,0.0,0.0,0.2071669562757965,0.0892046043891012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486201457701404,0.10570942226849027,0.10036786816679727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751959945456653,0.0,0.0,0.10660460764466352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619234736463618,0.0,0.14529223555767376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956402848290844,0.1253826703952092,0.18139417346781594,0.0,0.07491457894403046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406705030207482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703357078095896,0.20634472607671925,0.0,0.0
autism,theguysamtruck,2020/03/22,"I don’t feel like I’m on the spectrum anymore I was diagnosed at three with Aspergers. It’s been a struggle to cope with it and I’ve been bullied in the past for being socially weird. I use to take everything literally, sounds would be overwhelming, and making friends was hard. I also have misophonia, which is the dislikes towards certain sounds. I bring that up, because I started to notice I had misophonia in the fourth grade, and then it got worse in the fifth grade. By the sixth grade, I was having sensory overloads all the time and crying everyday. I also had a new thing where certain visual movements were triggering too.

This all changed by the seventh grade. My team to help me at my school aloud me to use Bluetooth headphones in class and whenever I was dealing with a sound I didn’t like, I would play music. It wasn’t perfect, I couldn’t hear the teacher sometimes, but I could stay in the classroom. 

Now, not only this was the start of my love toward music, but over the years my triggers would weaken over time. By now, as a sophomore, I have two groups of friends, (three, if you count online.) I stopped taking classes on how to socialize a couple of months ago, (provided by my school when I had them.) and I mostly don’t wear headphones in class anymore, because my triggers have weakened so much. It’s honestly a blessing. I don’t recognize the me back from middle school. And sure, I still show quirks here and there from time to time, but new people now won’t recognize if there’s something off with me now. It feels like I’ve been cured from ASD!

I have a theory, if you are still reading. At the beginning of the seventh grade, when I got my headphones, I would listen to music for most of the time in school, so practically five or six hours a day, maybe even more if you included the time after school. Could I have been slowly “healing” my brain with music? Probably not, but it’s awfully convenient how I started improving socially and sensory wise when I started using Bluetooth headphones. Someone needs to look into it and see if we can help people like me. I’ve looked into it my self and there are some music therapy for people with misophonia.

So, how do you guys cope with autism?",5.091780392156863,6.377173068235298,5.316647058823532,82.17724509803924,68.90588235294118,8.39607843137255,30.872549019607845,8.745826893841286,2.4647960784313723,1754,71,327,29,30,554,200,425,0.051,0.82,0.129,0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,4,1,2,25,18,0,2,25,1,39,5,2,10,6,63,63,34,0,13,12,0,3,4,2,5,2,5,0,2,14,21,0,1,2,4,0,2,9,3,0,5,17,11,46,15,53,36,7,58,1,1,3,1,21,22,0,9,37,238,60,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368428193935975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132948233421773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487305597773194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639171134687266,0.0,0.10134306080688156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927937127486746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793401662682884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273526853445689,0.0919749643770519,0.09130765138352458,0.05360800972876727,0.08569704441883655,0.0,0.08436896295367323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054902522184506114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470636090361442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405983723331835,0.11876739706178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844256815597271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296348050272686,0.0,0.0,0.08230568503906979,0.0,0.0,0.07446264677804389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368662570071334,0.0,0.11143233549271413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186025302538191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624404669733107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960620563263762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502252439572371,0.0,0.0554858185956816,0.0,0.0835090848263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634866791256311,0.0,0.06110559768568751,0.0616352851305028,0.0,0.160563074029597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463705971520726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321943733600563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935112513742831,0.17288284410060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962157465548551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314634936961036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206288945163212,0.06623895025277815,0.0,0.08671630927267468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254202906030374,0.07043057248760402,0.06399280454609302,0.08221161794181481,0.0,0.2353419692636959,0.08859896931482715,0.13276563575561484,0.06949526471446764,0.0,0.08689910123810604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783432494882953,0.0,0.1249975879476827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505937236416186,0.0,0.0552237956093866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908211294480476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119992784334858,0.0,0.0,0.2153769653619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847103095861631,0.23619520625022344,0.0,0.0,0.053529037216197436
autism,Quandarylad,2020/03/22,"Do you forget things too Today my partner was explaining something important to him. They got three words in and I forgot what we were even talking about. A bit later the subject randomly popped back into my head but I'll never remember what they were saying.

Do I have dementia or something or is this my autism?? I'm 23. I can't read more than a few words before forgetting the context, can't remember what was said 1 minute ago in a conversation, and forget what I'M saying. I have to write everything that matters down. 

Do you have this? Cause if you do I'll be less worried.",2.451784660766961,4.992860601769912,3.746216814159293,84.97619837758113,80.15044247787611,6.952507374631269,24.46091445427729,8.07648339933343,1.7031834808259587,460,17,86,9,12,150,76,113,0.064,0.9109999999999999,0.024,-0.631,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,15,1,1,1,1,22,21,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,14,0,8,13,4,9,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,4,5,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549817732250454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090959613234868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806658797319685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845995545898606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496976476958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382156075567878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880712333387788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736597436078993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476323094213529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613957902038936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931867493498865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741062090552055,0.0,0.199056125942763,0.3328271557343437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222002927252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819690559088651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139024404672929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983559509107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251576518256365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gamingboxdude,2020/03/22,"Any of you guys good at socializing? I took a social skills/non-verbal cues test and 
i have scored 71 out of 100, which means that it's above average and that I'm good at recognizing non verbal signals, anybody else score good on the social skills test?",5.931733333333334,6.178557240000004,6.0139999999999985,81.63033333333334,66.6,9.066666666666668,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.6882666666666672,202,5,41,3,3,64,37,50,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113615902914826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565956023957544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592328556613366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200603130033151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420930625605155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6796610834457204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692553862404104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,cooked-spaghetty,2020/03/22,"i’m scared my therapist won’t believe me about six months ago, i realized i am (most likely) autistic. i’m 18 and a female with an array of diagnoses, such as depression and ADHD. i have many mental healthcare providers. the problem is, i’m too afraid to bring it up. online self-diagnoses are definitely questionable, but i have been in the mental health circle for years, and i know my way around this stuff. i have been doing research for months and months on autistic traits in women, and even though it is online, the stories are from real people with real experiences as someone with asd. 

i am realizing more and more how hard i’ve been working all my life to mask. it is now at a point where even the idea of going out is enough to exhaust me. (luckily i’m in quarantine???) i have lost all sense of what is truly me and what is my habitual masking. my therapists don’t see that- they just see the depression or anxiety symptoms or something else... idk. i’m very aware of what my therapists and psychiatrists allude to when asking diagnostic questions. this makes me worried that, if i am screened, i will overthink and manipulate my answers in the way that fits the criteria for autism. 

i’m often told i’m not autistic because i don’t have trouble socializing. i try to explain that i DO and that there are so many other factors involved. unfortunately, i feel like i’m seen as a fraud trying to convince myself of what isn’t really there. i’m in this constant dilemma: either i address it to my current therapist and risk being told the same old crap, or i don’t bring it up and continue undiagnosed and alone for way longer than needed. 

is there any advice y’all have on how to address this?  




(p.s. sorry for the long post)",5.536777354382147,6.4387023293413215,6.335100707675562,76.6835383777899,67.62275449101796,9.186499727817091,31.948285247686442,9.339509955726095,2.877112574850299,1374,56,252,26,22,453,179,334,0.153,0.813,0.034,-0.9886,1,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,2,18,13,1,3,13,0,31,6,1,4,2,48,55,26,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,2,1,20,18,0,0,9,0,0,3,6,10,0,1,7,6,31,3,39,45,8,34,0,3,4,0,11,15,1,8,14,178,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663718534350008,0.09483771827901498,0.08603040396269182,0.0,0.0,0.10051620743817496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659984285619838,0.0,0.07424422244324197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639651652468301,0.09073016220978274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916176578341925,0.0,0.0,0.10934393949466377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048783212843096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718083345430426,0.1970106995353847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107417379157937,0.0,0.0,0.1002802653525293,0.0,0.12820335729106658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949351055524617,0.0,0.0,0.049072214343976406,0.06933369558538471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055156671298980775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693918721659476,0.0,0.0,0.10316133203371014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955946402358796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053337031360160256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855042824175825,0.09482903697903396,0.0,0.0,0.08588762825832093,0.0,0.0,0.10594330605870282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647827089081979,0.1967902164319044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195610409150126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239702767010065,0.0,0.0,0.07196254531592879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018393476839706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728337226852286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917451492546998,0.0,0.0929486228935168,0.0,0.0,0.09286529171294894,0.0,0.0,0.21744004785554868,0.0,0.0,0.22093197811232027,0.06217375190346544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716560082216376,0.0,0.15467514911798752,0.0,0.10124600417523924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893190297256356,0.08223152133610752,0.07471507736665882,0.0,0.10864134107923852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111008836855039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087379193109518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450737636916811,0.0,0.0,0.0953527223318386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854739608968628,0.0,0.13178335653244275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007774925764602,0.0,0.23110517194342065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065473408315462,0.09856062949508262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062498060295048126
autism,KaoriiiChan,2020/03/22,"In need of serious advice... I need some serious advice. A friend of mine says he is autistic, I believe him (kinda) when he says he has it but the issue is how he treats me. He's 23 years old and still does things that a child would do and tries to force me to do them back to him(like poke him in the arm or something). He says he enjoys doing said things and they're important to him but the thing is he tries to force me to behave the way he does and I do not have autism. He refuses to take my answers seriously and will have tantrums unless he gets his way, which I don't give in and it ends with him crying and acting like a little kid, trying to guilt trip and manipulate me to get his way. Point blank, all he cares about is what he wants and does not care how the other person feels at all. I feel like he thinks I'm his slave and what he says goes, that is legit how he treats me and I'm older than him by 10 years. I have never in my life had a friend behave this way to the point I want to end the friendship every single day because it's just one thing after the other with him, and he tries to dictate what I say and do and refuses to accept how I am myself as a person. All in all we fight every day because he wants me to act and say certain stuff and I refuse to because I have free will, something he loves to fight with me on. Legit he acts like he owns me and doesn't care at all how negatively he effects me. I just don't know what to do anymore. He's really toxic for my mental health and every time I threaten to end the friendship, he threatens to kill himself. I'm in over my head with this friendship, my question is how do I make this horrible friendship better (if it can be saved), and are there other cases of autism that has been similar to this one?",4.477316247582209,4.1421569734042585,5.354709864603481,87.11272727272728,69.69148936170212,8.006576402321084,25.601547388781427,7.1686216300943375,0.9478127659574462,1386,32,311,11,22,455,167,376,0.11699999999999999,0.737,0.145,0.919,0,0,2,0,2,0,32.0,1,0,1,2,13,25,4,1,14,0,31,5,2,9,7,68,53,32,1,7,9,0,2,3,2,3,2,7,0,4,24,24,0,3,8,0,1,4,7,8,0,2,3,9,42,18,44,46,8,36,0,0,0,1,57,13,0,5,18,204,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936649652394967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594353446721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666362688781134,0.0,0.15848158065279014,0.0,0.0,0.0976362584655083,0.0,0.0766438174567641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650672473497864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519205230064977,0.1117771925684498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751051655848264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026538365994456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219044619509768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763590237019266,0.061909993858176825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390675896564894,0.0,0.0905526525853722,0.0831322659545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889382656235221,0.09211563553168846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045063101018146,0.0,0.0,0.0958765625956338,0.0,0.04762612545085475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121059256384503,0.1270132447300207,0.08685618817212798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821412507926047,0.0,0.05784629070699687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733299968242679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851473445667774,0.06683761273613767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093519877172676,0.0,0.11744625517385054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513365160636719,0.0,0.0,0.1638436139576928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707914682465284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055516680107482216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243360153143124,0.4134935461750151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343035999535316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920686903604842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920508301965482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515761137799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302924830607421,0.055528293887534566,0.0,0.0,0.05053220211208538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534608171826005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533431195284803,0.27514701963809324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560849736714926,0.0,0.0,0.11161252826194423
autism,03249576,2020/03/22,"I am here to vent more than to ever talk about happy stuff. Me: \*fuses of an autistic guy and normal girl result in autistic-nonautistic hermaphroditic-looking guy\*

Others: this ur childhood photo

Me: yes

Others: \*refer to the normal girl\* Is this u

Me: yes

Autistic guy side: \*FUCQ MASK I REALLY WANT TO COME OUT TO ZA WARUDO IM THE REAL ME\*

""mask"": DUDE IM HUMAN TOO NOT A MERE MASK NOW EVERYONE THINKS ME FAKE EVER SINCE I FUSED WITH U

​

\*after dressing up going out as my childhood female past, aka fucking ""mask""\*

Autistic: FFFOISHJRLIKFNKJFNKF I WANNA DIE WHY ZA WARUDO NO RECOGNITION ME

Mask: FIGHT FOR DA SEAT U IDJIT I STILL HAVENT HAVE A CHANCE TO EXPRESS MYSELF

​

Others: \*identity-first language such as ""he's an autistic person""

Autistic: I finally get to be free of the ableism  
Mask: WTF I HAS NO AUTISM GET OFF OF MY PLACE BRO

​

Some online forum: ""you either are or aren't autistic""

Me: LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE \*gets gas and lighter\*  


Yes, my ""mask"" is no mask, she's like my sis when I'm the autistic guy mentioned. I'm too weird even in the autism subreddit and fear of being kicked out for not being autistic enough and kicked out of any other subreddit of being too autistic. I live nowhere.",1.8674147942438781,4.688148845493565,2.630286543802072,88.41059517798539,90.58798283261801,4.457914668013127,22.30358495329462,6.2272716619740125,0.6913267861651105,983,36,172,10,34,307,139,233,0.139,0.778,0.084,-0.927,0,0,0,0,1,1,68.0,0,1,0,0,12,9,2,1,10,3,13,1,0,1,2,25,23,8,1,4,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,0,0,23,5,30,19,4,22,0,0,0,1,18,10,1,2,12,108,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34449989249025176,0.3863453974908552,0.07207255210977896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129557535882596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099943506388851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950949602405784,0.0,0.07000123601678729,0.19173665338168555,0.0,0.10127196967418556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926113065777012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609996576511873,0.0,0.09014968329696232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798022526289604,0.16611633089074251,0.0,0.06023298058777678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197621132654791,0.0,0.11282162218565504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896117142364514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355656730179193,0.0,0.09358555111471964,0.0,0.08899961751353115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076830521711175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117343644569962,0.0,0.09254088113573422,0.11073041174462207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206326563537964,0.06789587375879014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767081400308703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463872180785141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132598310800274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518568556538325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791007719715803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251193374152297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563380689372923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863453974908552,0.0
autism,SapphireWharf74,2020/03/22,"help getting diagnosed? I’m a girl, so that makes it harder to diagnose me obviously but the doctor I went to didn’t run the teen ados, and my therapist can’t run bc she won’t be trained until after summer. there’s a school that could really help me though where I probably need a diagnosis to have a chance of getting in. also I mask so much it’s not even funny and it’s like I’m hurting my chances but I’m scared if I just start stimming openly and constantly my parents will be mad",1.0766577540106963,3.317257343137257,3.4126381461675592,87.11141711229948,83.41176470588233,6.846345811051696,22.998217468805706,8.00094639256281,1.3764784313725489,387,14,81,8,11,133,70,102,0.142,0.73,0.128,-0.536,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,6,0,8,3,0,1,1,13,17,11,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,7,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690997775013061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850677534025696,0.0,0.1688289027846297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292429465601488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643224438976816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396634471434813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095209284080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834664689148535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636600100502335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330579848794193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411472621714579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544310303023326,0.1567905452151827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347947682065052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227983297611495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546291916470174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170245524508569,0.21400285101248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966830929207645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551452262746346,0.0,0.0,0.20775259208142066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602008090782932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hystericalghost,2020/03/22,"Autumn's Gift GA I was looking through remote job postings and found one for Autumn's Gift in Atlanta - but I couldn't find anything about whether this organization is good or not. 

Their Facebook says ""Autumn's Gift provides engaging, stimulating learning experiences to children and adults with unique developmental challenges. These experiences focus on developing the communication, social and cognitive skills of persons facing lifelong neurological limitations while at the same time providing a cost-efficient respite opportunity to their primary caregivers.""

I know there's a lot of questionable autism aid organizations out there and want to know if this is a good one or not before deciding whether to apply. 

Thanks in advance!",12.871384180790965,13.240085686440684,11.380000000000004,48.50214689265536,52.30508474576271,13.968361581920906,49.327683615819204,13.023866798666859,7.050470056497176,613,35,78,18,6,193,87,118,0.022000000000000002,0.723,0.255,0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,5,3,6,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,27,10,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,5,6,15,7,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,5,51,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673832896758174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275440126677425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201747260270901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629690932223806,0.0,0.0,0.2354854434658739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602796450848137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131271931257985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606517745397426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803536461406448,0.0,0.0,0.1825907227261598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910689333476128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752985457898386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056913611229773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405928028502978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079461190301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189321062263129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773238840991275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523476501399336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266775688768772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bubbles2255,2020/03/22,"Apps for my autistic 6 year old? Hi all!  

So my son has no school, as all of our kids don’t at the moment.  I don’t want him to lose any traction with school as he was doing well.  We bought an iPad (we refused to but one unless it was a need) and got ABCmouse, but I’m wondering if anyone knows of any other apps that could help him out?

He’s a very smart kid but he does have difficulty focusing sometimes, also has a speech delay.  Anything that can help keeping his brain sharp will be helpful!  

Thanks so much!  Love seeing this community.  Y’all have helped me understand and help my son more than I ever could have on my own!",2.3082599431818167,4.0275347265625046,3.4216193181818184,91.25690340909092,76.734375,6.217045454545455,21.79261363636364,6.980632752743323,0.4357562499999999,487,13,106,5,11,157,95,128,0.075,0.7040000000000001,0.221,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,15,2,1,0,3,24,27,12,0,5,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,4,3,14,4,13,19,5,8,0,1,1,1,22,3,0,2,5,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300966829126472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125858585772606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375098998145355,0.0,0.13387336932405236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816068391891024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597765716385104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142364055717956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471551219655251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301116029654011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452113519560754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459917668689365,0.0,0.0,0.08940573578592734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819994704153375,0.0,0.0,0.14682679591014972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958993905669693,0.12062659186173764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070732246349207,0.0,0.11023748793039216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292856024054561,0.12963643796850935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089659133989478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497756667473227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693576293675606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422963201901247,0.09595401892952106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627059493322075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642161661272598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476183100894726
autism,EcoSlugg,2020/03/23,"That uncomfortable feeling when your country announces semi lockdown and your life won't change in the slightest The school I work at is closed, all my friends are online, I'll still be able to go to the shops for food, my husband is my best friend and he's on the sofa next to me...why else would I leave my house?

My only issue is having to face the crowds in Tesco as I can't shop at 11pm any more. 

How're you all coping?",3.497,3.982159366666668,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,72.0,6.4444444444444455,23.88888888888889,5.46131890053228,0.2395555555555555,333,8,76,1,6,106,68,90,0.042,0.821,0.13699999999999998,0.8611,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,0,2,7,11,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,3,11,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,45,12,2,0.23524278738960125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997316224383562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468727920387533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488556769777318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651516316883968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118945821559077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844565122816084,0.0,0.3634959879844824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369389724567318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271438592346378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553235203982546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908814546852254,0.0,0.0,0.16615893768900938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501833731600773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789127402557766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380782598513013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187865193884832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227002594418207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125955094770534,0.0,0.0,0.16710972671627314,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SirBoysenberry,2020/03/23,"Weird question, oof So, this is going to be a weird question, lol. I need a but of advice. I've always been really annoyed by inaccuracies in shows, games etc. Currently I'm very obsessed with history (mostly ww2) and crime scene investigation stuff (I cannot give an explanation to why as I don't even know myself XD)

So, my question is, how do I stop being so frustrated by even minor inaccuracies?? It's at the point where people don't even want to watch/talk about shows about the topics with me because I ""suck the joy out of everything"" XD (There's so much joy to be had with a severed arm, KAREN)
I can't help it, and I bet it annoys me more than them, I know not everything is meant to be taken seriously and alot of shows specifically are meant for the entertainment value.

Also, there's the whole worry of the inaccuracies I'm missing (yes that is an actual thing I experience) it leads to frantically trying to fill up the gaps and constantly over analysing whatever im watching. Let's just say it takes the entertainment value out of most shows.

This problem is seriously limiting what I can watch, like I've been forced to throw most crime/historical dramas out of the window🤦‍♂️


(Also, I'm not full of myself, I swear. It's just a weird thing I need help with XD)",3.3965763222284977,5.216257778656129,5.246120835686052,78.90864295125166,73.9802371541502,8.455411255411255,24.69584039149257,9.107695989026183,1.95394688499906,1010,32,200,23,21,346,140,253,0.22699999999999998,0.649,0.124,-0.9738,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,17,18,4,2,16,2,20,1,1,2,0,36,36,13,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,11,0,2,7,8,1,4,6,13,0,0,6,3,18,5,33,25,9,17,0,1,2,0,9,10,1,8,4,130,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.13669392883428666,0.0,0.0,0.13688060500557156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403738605196086,0.11655441832933384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538900387509891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137234773120392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622172060715506,0.27755654756662884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178247784914376,0.13702116541920373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437362279890022,0.07960839499834864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877799239817825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130607182402206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396416645750005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323715751891594,0.0,0.0684340375819547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297194649599736,0.20772909596170225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711103208783528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324170568862004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403377416029674,0.0,0.0,0.4707513926370014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973624556186494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139402406018704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824596153401216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710977309660565,0.0,0.0,0.1603534590613451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053196877680838,0.11258774907895464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612048460913996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510238067282327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557733531318455,0.08262042928713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639676469765754,0.15638980473606814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142253934825023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Adrianzijunluk,2020/03/23,"What is the penalty for making a child abuse false allegation against a therapist? Say a speech therapist is telling an autistic client who are in their late teens not to play with their younger friends because of their age different to keep them safe which can hurt an autistic person, then the person want to revenge his theralist by puting her at risk by lying to the child protection that the therapist had sexually abused him when the therapist did not. The autistic person is doing this to revenge his therapist and put her at risk. What might happened if he frame someone like that?",13.103867924528306,9.652964952830192,10.775188679245286,65.00919811320755,55.132075471698116,14.373584905660374,48.198113207547166,12.161744961471696,5.727592452830187,479,23,80,10,4,144,72,106,0.237,0.687,0.076,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,1,7,0,2,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,9,4,14,10,0,8,0,1,0,0,19,3,0,2,5,56,16,0,0.0,0.31246914659661684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038167921959766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776742967062566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187603600535464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660488149064753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411606960371115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720475338030585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487457610686533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442097468030923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801872049422081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398844445554958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454096972815831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255744674902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486173046453902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172600550795253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525295331872143,0.0,0.0,0.765508087509635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777754575244623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,obviousthrowaway9641,2020/03/23,"What can I do for my client? (Live in care giver) help! I am a live in caregiver taking care of two low functioning people with autism. One of them is nonverbal and attached to all female workers before me, but some are so surprised that he goes to the lengths he does with me. He follows you everywhere to the point you cannot sleep in your room because he is jiggling the door handle all night. This happens throughout the day when I need to use the restroom, shower, break time, etc. Every night at 4 am he is jiggling the doorknob loudly. Is it attention he wants? What can I do for him? He doesn't understand too much verbal communication, only short sentences like sit down, time for bed, time for dinner, stop.",4.1529661579296615,5.986758284671534,4.5125282017252815,84.89290643662909,71.99270072992701,7.025613802256139,27.053085600530853,7.686295010490155,1.5594437956204383,563,20,106,7,11,177,95,137,0.031,0.8640000000000001,0.105,0.8526,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,13,2,1,1,2,13,22,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,12,5,17,22,5,20,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,1,9,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426626290169853,0.0,0.15950402572876046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38223046044268494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208881374715334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640365800927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090535243151903,0.0,0.0,0.15793261259137384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657592149528426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256421154224319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157738555192034,0.0,0.3310391728820207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377954885973617,0.13898995429324848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518135821263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270192846566512,0.14256227885003742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299525023085534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719848631751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758288338514428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671451256872387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409372001673175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279064532914029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831089810920134,0.1951394696783824,0.0,0.16189446520282474,0.0,0.0,0.11056139860565826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DottieAB,2020/03/23,"No hat judgement here! Love them all. People joining the hat craze: ""*Sorry if my headphones/helmet/cool hair/other cranial embellishment doesn't count*""

Me:

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autism,BirdBill888,2020/03/23,"Should I consider having high-functioning autism as a disability? I'm filling out a *job application and it ask me to check all that apply, one of them being ""I have a disability"". I've filled out this application several times and I always get stuck on this.

I am hesitant because if I do so, people might infantilize me. But I'm hesitating to do so because maybe it'll help people understand and make the experience more comfortable—but I also don't want them to know that there's something to understand, so they don't treat me different, or think I'm not capable—although they might treat me like everyone else, I doubt they will.

What should I do? It's not like my autism is that noticable, most people just think I'm an odd-ball, but if you payed close attention you could probably tell :/

I really want to finish this application and this is the one thing stopping.

P.S: Please don't tell me to do what a feel is best, or what I think I should do, or that it's up to me—because right now I can really depend on myself alone for such a click-of-button.",6.092714285714287,5.9439004142857135,7.136904761904763,75.06392857142859,66.28571428571429,11.38095238095238,30.833333333333336,11.038039088145766,3.2836190476190485,837,28,168,23,12,283,113,210,0.10400000000000001,0.823,0.073,0.1392,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,5,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,24,0,0,2,1,39,41,16,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,8,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,1,1,26,5,15,31,4,13,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,10,6,115,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597890918761364,0.0,0.11271551559606008,0.11727945579531775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176671153202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776052205278377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791550964583755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253496075557913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725994338733506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774339437409898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468119810968535,0.0,0.13787351816554916,0.0,0.0,0.07126719664349196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363915386106093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447401312424987,0.14891857514226586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398684600135029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746095734909977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377194755982588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408342616243398,0.0,0.1416005209079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904565157759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604694504883547,0.0,0.0,0.19101909459800187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931453605508647,0.0,0.0,0.15471782441967286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196504287163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058891624122728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036823551302618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923034507431366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850812791122802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783826519793462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463883288163985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363913209040124,0.2709400416539698,0.0,0.0,0.08218751190666268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346224802839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662687545141654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,depressedpikachu21,2020/03/23,Having a hard time finding a job I can keep and stay with. Hi y’all. I have trouble finding and keeping a job I can handle. I’m looking for some tips how how to maybe find something that doesn’t drive me insane with noises and people. I’ve also had issues with managers lying to me. I live in the state of Maine. Any ideas would be great. Thank you.,0.7466095890410962,2.9457861780821943,2.193407534246578,95.5895633561644,84.4794520547945,3.65,18.71404109589041,3.1291,-0.7036835616438362,273,7,58,0,8,88,56,73,0.14,0.769,0.091,-0.3818,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,13,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,8,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535623409308322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210905877860718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326729308318151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141814104350664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402617675017287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930518631745166,0.0,0.20276556062721007,0.3855624862502309,0.3453490594855483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154240707629026,0.0,0.16313638628280705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516854940111525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468113068021229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955717526228662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070640859681552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885608628675234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327936772305253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380025774297514,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Joefish_16,2020/03/23,"Is anyone else really interested in thrash metal? I am really interested in thrash metal. I was wondering if anyone else shared this interest? My favorite bands are municipal waste, exodus, and anthrax.",6.1022727272727275,9.833936727272727,8.366893939393943,49.770340909090955,75.66666666666667,12.996969696969698,29.46212121212121,11.20814326018867,6.063793939393941,164,7,19,8,4,58,25,33,0.065,0.581,0.354,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40772494051919983,0.5974663794064136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871146220009181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37355599496693226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161796356737326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kaykay_3,2020/03/23,"Does this sound like autism to you? Hey, I have a sneaking suspicion I have some form of autism and here is why:

There are times where someone is talking to me and I legit don’t want to speak. I can’t explain it but there are times where I literally can’t bring myself to reply, this is typically to a question but sometimes statements. Also, I suck at picking up a lot of cues, I can’t tell when someone is trying to flirt, I can’t tell when someone is hinting smth at me (although, I don’t think anyone really gets “hints”) and I don’t pick up on sarcasm A LOT of the time holy shit. This may be kinda eh as I’m shy but eye contact is either an absolute no or I’m always locking eyes 100% through the conversation, it can get creepy apparently lmao. As for obsessive interests ima need a clarification on that part, I have no idea how to answer that. So each delay was deff a thing for me, I started talking at the age of 4. I can’t pay attention for shit although i think my therapist said it’s mainly dissociation but Idk but my memory is trash. I tic especially when nervous, though it’s not like everyday it’s weird. I tend to be blind when someone is sad, mad, or joyous. I most times don’t pick it up right away and my tone/attitude is very much NOT appreciated for the situation. If I if this is a thing or not (sorry I’m not too educated on autism just yet) but loud sounds annoy tf out of me, sometimes they hurt most times it’s very uncomfortable for me. 

Sorry for the weird formatting, also I know I cannot he diagnosed here but I don’t want to waste my doctors time with things that are normal. Also my next doctors appointment is 3 months from now so I’m a little too curious and thought I’d come here. Sorry if this ends up being offensive or just plain wrong but thanks in advance for any advice/commenters !",2.321051693404637,4.164666042780748,4.226791443850272,84.94450089126562,77.07486631016042,7.314081996434938,24.96969696969697,8.199878495009871,1.5107622103386813,1436,51,300,26,33,488,192,374,0.215,0.716,0.069,-0.9953,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,24,18,6,2,14,0,34,8,4,4,0,58,55,35,0,7,22,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,18,9,0,1,11,0,1,3,17,13,0,0,3,8,34,5,39,48,11,39,0,2,3,0,14,17,3,15,21,202,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407803262537072,0.0835099039084462,0.0,0.0,0.06825015736569323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017601542233218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429417061466958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645368039056782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186614695975076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545119252877372,0.08782817777039073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889166688368984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487085945502823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744047169491508,0.11329740455090198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055156779685004535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806440604230153,0.1005899092134395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706497565554093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010864326821264,0.0,0.0737782186244432,0.07441775735062046,0.0,0.0,0.10673699481184816,0.0,0.09833425193044487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868315087311203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242932450889698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429499071242031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570929761871685,0.09546802212584783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604197945441466,0.0,0.11281201170561507,0.0,0.0,0.3401483577045339,0.0,0.1985227852014313,0.3370438714967688,0.0710373186641411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133566177277134,0.17544305201697188,0.09240059801909332,0.0,0.11652896637274256,0.20002978876165373,0.12861688173224936,0.09860595844768126,0.07967686631711332,0.3511341952564054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813976497236862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561967026811847,0.1183931799333036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056183219425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973098552111807,0.0,0.0
autism,KesTheHammer,2020/03/23,"To the people posting Hat-pictures - Thank you Hi all

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I love seeing the Hat-pictures between the Corona-virus threads on my feed. It is such a nice wacky thing, and it makes me feel a sense of community.

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So thank you all, you are awesome.",6.441768707482993,6.9871065102040815,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,65.53061224489795,7.34965986394558,34.70068027210884,6.42735559955562,2.097157823129252,205,9,38,1,3,62,38,49,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,4,8,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433693159642061,0.497224232417683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345220782308663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466002411250712,0.0,0.13657248516106696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184429017550018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959508121041238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163040183590015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767374757663776,0.0,0.0,0.13592754324053058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497224232417683,0.0
autism,vaultsepticeye21,2020/03/23,I wish there was a cure for autism. I am a 15 year old boy. And I have I had autism for a long time. but because I have autism people see me as that kid. The type of kid that needs a teacher that follows me into every classroom. The type of teacher that speaks to me like I'm a toddler. And it's not just school where I hate my life cuz of my autism. At home my brother sees me as some stupid animal. And that's because of my autism. People see me as the type of person that still needs help. I mean I'm 15 years old I know how to cook clean read and write. Enter starting to learn how to drive it's just hard for me sometimes because my disability. Now I'm sorry if this seems like a rant I don't intend it to be a rant. I'm sorry if this post offended anyone.,0.09368087354702226,1.9252347964071888,2.0196195843606897,98.07968650933428,84.26946107784431,4.64797463895738,17.607960549489256,5.5289334501034215,-0.6753202536104261,589,13,143,3,17,195,88,167,0.136,0.772,0.092,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,10,0,7,2,0,4,0,24,23,13,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,4,11,5,1,0,4,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,5,20,2,18,20,1,16,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,4,11,84,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109566958773139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656513206791884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202491221173254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037072387711674,0.15470693786536402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503143705766163,0.0,0.15718097619206253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611718076946871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068050602324056,0.15310955843369164,0.0,0.0,0.1386728923594995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069017450562482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237931941716164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32885660451271576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726947243471156,0.13682274158880733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007346970519722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674051022576962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858684847151353,0.3746043069174549,0.14265207007157715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549784330927682,0.3508214000731435,0.11091172558867438,0.0,0.12513930946191146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137192544575733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019508802964265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181688477660495
autism,goolyboogly,2020/03/23,"How hard was/is school for you? For those of you with autism or are a parent of a child with autism, how hard was it for you/them to go to school and fit in? Meaning make friends/dealing with bullies/etc. 

My son is mildly autistic. You can really only notice it when he’s in social situations. He comes off more as really immature for his age and goofy/slightly off. 

I’ve been battling with the idea of whether or not I should homeschool him and save him the ordeal of other kids shunning him/bullying him. We have other forms of social interaction such as church/sports/music lessons. He is 5 1/2 and about to start kindergarten next fall. 

Any advice? 

Thanks for reading",3.7900909090909103,5.8030460230769245,3.996013986013988,87.46262237762241,73.38461538461539,6.573426573426572,24.89510489510489,7.348242739294969,1.0993076923076923,533,17,103,6,11,165,88,130,0.04,0.887,0.07400000000000001,0.7383,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,22,14,12,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,2,24,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,4,65,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255875413455766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270442932596407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092925128456206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926036517556607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083541542034996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617435106280193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347088055627448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108975165023745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470408232458745,0.0,0.0,0.2035022077683669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986856381571576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126962886080699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420853493306292,0.0,0.0,0.207441969850176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868709781923229,0.0,0.2393638922010897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781444817248923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999398172146044,0.0,0.3808797866202676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223245620356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199914440057548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FishPlish,2020/03/23,"Is it possible to have Autism and not show signs during childhood. Lots of people have been asking me if I have autism which made me wonder.. do I really act like I'm autistic? When it was first brought up I was mortified anyone would even think I would be autistic as I never really understood the disorder and how it works on a spectrum opposed to it just being one flat thing. I talked to my mom and she says it's impossible for me to have autism as I didn't show signs as a child. She states I only developed autistic behavior during my adolescence. My therapist told me not to worry about it because whether or not I have it doesn't matter.

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I know I shouldn't worry about it but I can't help but wonder if I have a disorder that has remained undiagnosed for years? Is there a reason why I don't function ""normally"" I just want the answers.

in short is it possible to only develop signs of autism during adolescence? Should I try to get screened? Why do so many people think I'm autistic?  Sorry if this isn't the right place I'm just in a really confusing point in my life.",4.147839861751152,5.482857225806452,5.305826612903228,81.17873991935484,71.21198156682027,8.927304147465438,27.848214285714285,9.354420925462401,2.4081338709677422,866,31,168,19,16,287,114,217,0.076,0.89,0.034,-0.8521,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,1,8,0,26,1,0,3,1,40,41,16,0,9,13,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,13,3,0,1,8,2,0,2,10,1,0,2,8,2,26,1,21,27,1,17,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,8,6,119,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403609693741559,0.15741025088010585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905802410572469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211062386934848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896887599438547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29693750482044595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556265089386089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019013833241913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768144124562372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683067408095664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119404499873118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150082313301372,0.06328869974299411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013375433275467,0.0,0.12257775193403747,0.0,0.13133737636575651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172047467546956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991238975873803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692570517774393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778242925101856,0.1970482386331419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961912430430424,0.0,0.1353460039072236,0.0,0.122461039129621,0.2920829983602612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489677871758085,0.13319290193860348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062994660537656,0.0,0.10301866134182393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450140048719534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412263396945098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041067522388624,0.08606333838144377,0.16601324656616406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237849312330427,0.0,0.0879519348546133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640846173263859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337867871629221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809700832158984,0.09430964171445748,0.2631166269451372,0.0,0.18404881206800552,0.0,0.15741025088010585,0.08342214786821803
autism,Andrew-Black,2020/03/23,Toxic labels. Why does there need to be a label for every damn thing? Also why do people like using Autism as a Insult or to call people dumb or down play their intelligence? Also why do people use incel as a insult also & why do people freak out over NT's & start to bash NT's? It ain't cool then people use NT as a insult.,1.6957619047619057,3.2505963857142888,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,78.0,5.238095238095238,13.095238095238097,5.46131890053228,-0.8917619047619048,257,1,52,1,6,90,44,70,0.259,0.644,0.09699999999999999,-0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,4,1,5,0,0,3,0,7,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,3,10,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,3,29,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519815749807108,0.0,0.31792927492165923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981147277345402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283904745055225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361293474322332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167708555213775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878662657514557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085653280854794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038449764349302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747031133709128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801415610248482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295465260776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,randostudentid,2020/03/23,Shoutout to all those who couldn’t buy their safe same foods this week. I was able to get all I need for now by going to a few stores with rest between but honestly even one store is hard enough.,3.0945528455284546,4.119567073170734,2.691219512195122,100.10967479674801,73.39024390243901,6.442276422764228,20.98373983739837,6.42735559955562,-0.19968943089430927,154,3,38,1,3,45,37,41,0.039,0.818,0.14300000000000002,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,7,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,27,6,0,0.3775093094475365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900680312586775,0.0,0.24934133851500534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564857554652132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972330330641888,0.0,0.2145472402644852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381741908798344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991836955225713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558100780993705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028151970282963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,enderwoman028,2020/03/23,Have any of you checked out that show 'Everything's gonna be okay'? (It's a newer show with a main character who's an autistic girl) I've been watching it and I'm honestly pretty into it. Have you guys seen it and what did you think of it?,-0.1587820512820528,1.93012786538462,2.0861538461538487,95.54217948717951,87.65384615384615,5.7743589743589725,20.2051282051282,7.1686216300943375,0.4200282051282054,187,6,44,3,6,63,38,52,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,2,5,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537157902285388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674719326999561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150243860365349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291734936060771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332873044884811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TokyoGhoulaa,2020/03/24,"Telling my son he has autism? Hello everyone. My son was diagnosed with ASD right before his third birthday and has been in various therapies since he was one years old. He’s now six and in OT and ABA but also in a general Ed classroom. However, he doesn’t really realize he has autism and I don’t really know what age would be the best time to explain it to him or exactly how? I’d really appreciate some advice on what to say and what NOT to.",3.2371428571428567,4.602676670329672,5.42945054945055,79.29054945054949,73.50549450549453,10.474725274725275,27.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,3.1158527472527475,351,13,72,12,7,123,66,91,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.9032,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,12,9,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,5,1,9,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,5,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420679043171481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810060208340904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079041857031847,0.0,0.25996555454996256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514293259580583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670588998996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613975154765925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599391668023608,0.0,0.16786064211826462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760849406729051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155046668376815,0.0,0.1969958998691296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491551730957866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165171140225864,0.0,0.2832879898339051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444680048126696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597229900356592,0.0,0.0,0.1595227590250519
autism,its_nb_d,2020/03/24,"Help dealing with certain sounds? I'm 20 years old, autistic and am very sensitive to certain sounds. I am a student and there is often construction going on around my university campus, so I am pretty used to it, but the sounds of construction are still problematic for me, especially beeping. Beeping is a Very Bad sound for me and I cannot focus on anything but the beeping when it is happening. There had been construction next to the building I live in (literally next door) the past few months, and it will continue for . The construction sounds are very loud, especially to me, and go on all day. Because we live in a commercial-zoned area (apartments) the construction is allowed to start earlier, continue later into the evening, and sometimes go on all night. I can usually deal with the sounds by distraction, music, and going in quieter parts of our home, but I have days where my ears are Extra Sensitive and I want to pull off my ears. My city had also issued a shelter-in-place order, so I am here all day now. Any tips for shutting out beeping noises?",5.718398268398267,7.170773393939393,6.195411255411256,75.83454545454549,67.58585858585859,9.495526695526696,33.334776334776336,9.784248007369934,3.407968542568541,844,38,147,19,14,273,111,198,0.066,0.89,0.044000000000000004,-0.8466,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,12,0,18,2,2,2,5,26,27,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,3,9,17,2,26,23,6,39,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,1,18,105,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932806607480535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147206893267402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279214121918525,0.13283397001039185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458921576673325,0.09096075325665884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886961321295233,0.3076705065011185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985558307363456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392118069532889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195130976072966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001641052544301,0.0,0.1496759206768222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574284712463893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26352111076490203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910287222137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31738604314657803,0.14002920732459706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565772024184056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158650181750564,0.14244365735150086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180642398193794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475785443008514,0.0,0.10561592785284038,0.0,0.11916417501877828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288748063424588,0.16434045968960687,0.3693567439267375,0.08801152538726192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609028003540264
autism,frogiefriend,2020/03/24,"Organising and managing mess? I am a fifteen-year-old girl with low support-need autism, and my bedroom is always a mess. Since I was very young, I have struggled to keep my room clean and any attempts at organisation have failed. I hate living like this; in a bedroom where I can’t find anything and every surface is littered with debris. 

At this point, I don’t even know how to begin cleaning and organising. One of the biggest problems I have with cleaning is that nothing has a designated space. Sure, the floor might be clear and the desk is usable on the surface, but the mess grows again because I don’t know where to put things. If they don’t have an allocated place, they just end up wherever I can fit them.

Does anyone have any advice on how to organise my room? How to get started with cleaning? I hate living like this. I can’t stand it.

Thank you!",4.067788461538463,5.6741018869047615,4.69166666666667,84.44307692307693,71.79761904761905,7.073992673992675,28.399267399267398,7.61054688173877,1.6256789377289378,679,26,133,8,13,217,102,168,0.133,0.767,0.1,-0.6771,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,2,8,13,2,1,10,0,20,0,0,3,2,24,29,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,1,0,18,4,16,26,0,27,0,2,0,0,5,19,0,2,7,87,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967873893177265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448216910089393,0.0,0.0,0.23616194765314236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141293969386135,0.0,0.1428907064369753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584917049115386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195330180665598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379326577156602,0.0,0.0,0.11468740700808852,0.0,0.14629896534446993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587035715925229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071959456538782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428665781654289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433897429578647,0.0,0.0,0.1908557140299517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696632067989905,0.0,0.3066541335983319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420431825471326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661200835126042,0.0,0.1822056920202609,0.0,0.11766277793518723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141656522869407,0.0,0.16414567443351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614977536707598,0.0,0.17455589279838193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363658272964208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229030978045283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152595173750144,0.0,0.0,0.19704431299726347,0.16365339483321542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986413830214122,0.0,0.0,0.11535852400916775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432709659943244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118182960217018
autism,mowglijesus,2020/03/24,"What are your special interests and how have they affected life/friendships etc? For me, I like very different things, World of Warcraft, Elder Scrolls, Kpop, Japanese monster movies and old horror films, the games have given me good friendships and conversations with gamers in the past. I often get made fun of for the others, but not to any major extent.",10.630107526881725,9.89073706451613,8.647419354838714,69.87446236559143,57.38709677419354,11.492473118279571,38.40860215053763,10.504223727775694,4.068692473118279,286,11,45,5,3,85,52,62,0.055999999999999994,0.777,0.168,0.6542,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,7,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267866631810502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574815067787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38159578425793017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876304359918566,0.0,0.0,0.2869852717629048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416757878386041,0.1671607516517561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237574674828805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590364818392248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266278155815556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273140764768849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28231556879457675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SmallTestAcount,2020/03/24,Standard Adult fiction with high vocabulary but doesn’t use abstract and figurative language? i want to know if anyone is aware of any fiction that’s easier for autistic teens and adults to read. I (and most aspies i’ve seen) have issues with abstract language more than neurotypicals seem to,5.508461538461539,8.492039076923081,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,71.69230769230771,7.236923076923077,31.55384615384615,8.238735603445708,2.769264615384616,240,11,37,4,5,74,42,52,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,7,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918111422502183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767767687631884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182210071147345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131485004942905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175403542752369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959417368187224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360352970036716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418740184534325,0.0,0.0,0.23347351362379135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bluegreenyellowred_9,2020/03/24,"Research for Autistic children: Ages 5-12. I am assisting in conducting research involving families with children who have disabilities. The disabilities I am researching are children with autism between the ages of 5-12, as well as kids with auditory processing disorders and kids with cochlear implants. If you or anybody you know are willing to do a quick interview through Zoom today or sometime this week, please reach out! Thank you so much for your help. This research will help many!",8.185461847389561,10.396987807228918,7.0074096385542175,69.46163654618478,62.49397590361446,10.834538152610442,43.95381526104418,10.864195022040775,5.5845598393574285,400,25,59,11,6,121,60,83,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8997,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,14,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,3,5,42,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416865991730744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810535488954877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39966494294572935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638462688079831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022603796840382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916228449067893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32726084361448515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486146412447617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744810938476658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259551546545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914455595637474,0.0,0.2680576475933928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SmartRick,2020/03/24,"Help motivating someone who hates cleaning tips - HELP Hey  all, so during this time of quarantine I've been tasked to help my sister clean her room/help motivate her. She really gets overwhelmed with change and it stresses her out to the point she can't function. So any tips to help would be appreciated",4.860357142857146,7.386820035714287,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,71.85714285714286,8.051428571428572,27.271428571428572,8.841846274778883,2.240497142857143,246,9,44,5,5,76,45,56,0.081,0.578,0.341,0.951,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922831440313945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769698503814686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233239325413148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311721589738807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7847205949444629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213450500078269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000087019360106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983923984016844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821514512242217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653327747510896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633165046049328,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Papatoxicity,2020/03/24,Just quit my job Just quit my job. Realized that my life genuinely lacks purpose and I'm probably not compatible with the lifestyle of today. I can't really convince myself to attempt to get help again but I'm struggling to find the courage to fix my problem.,3.3520000000000003,5.9358422,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,77.0,8.0,32.0,8.841846274778883,3.1655999999999995,210,11,37,5,5,69,37,50,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.3774,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359851963332655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489602735440842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306240485509491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124366215179278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823704890607661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783774596161606,0.2470573722272464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492434999669485,0.0,0.0,0.16540607888530534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699210668701508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244738300773896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nebraska29,2020/03/24,"Is the phrase “duh” ableist? I’ve seen it [argued](https://www.google.com/amp/s/laurensmithdonohoe.com/2017/08/11/we-need-to-start-recognizing-ableism-as-the-serious-issue-it-isguest-post/amp/) that “duh” is ableist because it supposedly derives from mocking the noises people with intellectual disabilities make. However, other sources claim it’s just a faddish expression.

In my experience there’s two way people use “duh:” as an interjection like “well duh!” and after missing something obvious. The tone can vary as well.

I haven’t seen a lot of discussion about it (aside from [this](https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.reddit.com/r/disabled/comments/chf7gy/ are_the_words_derp_and_duh_ableist/) in the context of other words like derp and derr) so I was wondering how it’s perceived. I do see it often used even by “woke” people though.",8.764821882951653,12.369349648854964,6.952996183206108,64.65687340966923,63.961832061068705,9.557506361323156,36.107506361323146,9.928628108626363,4.4320987277353705,688,33,92,17,12,203,96,131,0.046,0.836,0.11900000000000001,0.784,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,7,4,6,0,0,4,1,14,15,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,3,4,4,12,11,1,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,3,3,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6841055237639989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962216286231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425598078542214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440395243111388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423144083099855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419526458788006,0.0,0.0,0.1053636191418414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704101827371305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829221237068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117310571543333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578305057812153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151777979783834,0.0,0.0,0.11172441105302934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508317094529894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419288186004068,0.0,0.0,0.27265701548816523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529103176210324,0.0,0.0,0.2838455287555259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117755989919262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,satanslittlehelper13,2020/03/24,"hi, I jut wanted to invite you all to join our sub from april 1, to april 8, for a songs of individuality contest, in honor of autism awareness month. the rules are, write a song about what makes you unique as a person, post it on our sub, and at the end we will have a vote on it, we would love to have you. :)",11.69772727272727,4.060267560606064,11.22545454545455,73.35818181818183,62.78787878787879,13.806060606060607,37.54545454545455,7.1686216300943375,2.6021454545454548,233,3,59,1,2,78,49,66,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,14,6,1,9,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878888748534237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952620471096467,0.0,0.2923313820793493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495631547105426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823962812417262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194298116081955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583110372693116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31110323696755665,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Plushzombie,2020/03/24,"I think i could be autistic and this confuses me Hello Lifeforms,

i had a mental breakdown a few weeks ago and try to prevent this in the future because this was not fhe first of this kind. Since this really want to work on myself. I am MTF Transgender and read something about Transgender tend to have a higher chance of beeing autistic. I had to admit it never really was a topic for me. I met several People in LGBT-Youth Clubs who happen to also be autistic.

Now i read so much stuff about autistic people and it hit me like a Truck. I have the same feeling again when i discovered Transgender-Transition. It all feels so fitting, but i have so much confusion and doubt. 

As a Baby i did not speak... i did not look my Mother in the Eyes... I did not like sound and always feel and did not feel well in Clothes with unnessary stuff. As an Adult i mostly wear Leggings and Tops. As a kid i got coaching in writing and speaking. If i did something the first time in School i needed to watch other Children do it first and if a teacher asked me something i had issues to answer it at all. Still in 10 Grade i always needed to memoryze the sentence in my mind before spealing it out to the teacher. I stimmed all my life, but because i was a very quiet child most people did not notice or jsut did not care for me. I am now 30 and bought some earplugs and wore them several times when going for groceries. I wore them last week when playing DND and it felt so great. Why didnt i do this before? I dont know. 

Where does my doubt come from? I could also be a Borderline according to a friend who had it a long time. I have some Special Interests, but i am not an expert in them all. I just like to read about it from time to time. My biggest thing is trying to understand people and how they feel. I am not good with routines...

Currently at work everything is ok, but i have several issues in my personal life. Currently found out there are some Hospical in my Country (Germany, NRW) which would diagnose Adults with Autism. I wrote some emails to them...

So i have reached already out to professionals, but i just needed to share my feelings wirh others.

Am i doing a mistake? Am i crazy?",3.33465193005609,5.001114494226332,4.3323167271527545,86.03689145496539,73.80369515011547,7.258040250742329,26.22824150445398,7.957251820313856,1.5553735268888156,1708,60,338,25,35,554,206,433,0.062,0.821,0.11699999999999999,0.9619,2,0,3,0,1,0,51.0,0,0,5,6,23,19,0,4,21,1,40,6,3,1,5,82,70,36,0,10,19,1,7,3,1,1,3,4,0,6,23,21,0,1,13,6,1,2,12,5,1,3,23,14,55,14,49,40,14,47,0,0,3,0,25,21,0,13,27,257,78,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783272430940921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689361865216307,0.1404332501720754,0.1461195033235018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208465119941116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704869891987502,0.0,0.1494290439990601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952177230372597,0.0,0.0,0.07563515372384998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020829531161136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911895537298176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683765106284443,0.0,0.1029053380434848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891234655927723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663772774060175,0.0,0.08430536698577976,0.0,0.0,0.22405746809271726,0.0,0.0962722770255867,0.06783695744706876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990089309472481,0.07364561751204746,0.07022467783363304,0.09680394150071248,0.0,0.0,0.07764456386373135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328860034532649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914340913291864,0.04825464331351925,0.071571773154182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403676693059587,0.12868942754674326,0.0,0.0,0.07770355344045456,0.07373303389066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848552573364041,0.0,0.08865675485548312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909171435899633,0.19531609845539086,0.06771966293662822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999651483925532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348825174199185,0.07666684549532364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348252507140885,0.0,0.11249865787640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886208000344901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975797267114033,0.0,0.07263216720149075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278684339168765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701201861072245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010285678578371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058332908265590115,0.05626109598430838,0.0,0.0,0.2559953560868116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922596181236465,0.0,0.0,0.09140679762563024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244728717060585,0.05178892514266988,0.0,0.1408617398735973,0.0,0.0789461137332288,0.0,0.07922922504376244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278443477130158,0.0,0.0,0.062373262951815875,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kenli0807,2020/03/24,"Do Anyone think being alone is comfortable? I have High functioning autism. I don't know what is friend, I just know friends is not trustable. I haven't shopping or do anything with other people. I think I don't anyone to help me, I can handle myself. I can do project myself and don't need anyone to help.

""I have adapted lonely, and I don't think it's a fear.""",1.207567567567569,3.4870283378378417,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,83.18918918918921,4.781081081081081,20.06081081081081,5.985473137389443,-0.010427027027027249,283,8,59,2,8,91,41,74,0.16399999999999998,0.701,0.135,-0.0305,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,16,0,0,0,0,12,22,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,13,3,3,21,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,41,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398177835468391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857191082143841,0.0,0.19054736306715667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605600971202135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35779261965001125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310408518001928,0.2446471399075359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545095754757642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169269072024942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052883030747767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451070406344462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AwesomeWookie,2020/03/24,"Autistic pokemon team Sorry for the weirdness. I'm already done with all my classes for the week and my dorm is being quarantined so I'm slowly going crazy. I decided to make the most autistic pokemon team ever. 

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Mimikyu: the ""face"" of autistic pokemon since it literally masks. If you aren't a fan of pokemon and are still reading, it disguises itself as pikachu so people will like it more. 

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Clefable: sensitive hearing and so it's rarely seen. Nuff said.

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Alolan Ninetales: It lives on the top of snowy mountains. If it finds out anyone is trapped on the mountain, it will lead them down. This isn't due to it being nice, it just wants to be alone (the pokedex entry is: ""The reason it guides people all the way down to the mountain’s base is that it wants them to hurry up and leave"").

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Quagsire: I just put it here since it is extremely clumsy. The pokedex entry says it swims into boats by accident regularly.

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Goodra: One pokedex entry says it always misunderstands things. I think most of us can relate to this.

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Lopunny: This one is a little weird, so hang with me. Lopunny doesn't like hard touches. If anyone touches it roughly, it kicks them. I personally don't like soft touches, but I've read some autistics don't like hard touches so I put Lopunny on the team.

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I hope you read and enjoyed this. I hope everyone has a good week",3.674403183023873,6.325651490421457,3.9227011494252895,84.818375331565,76.24137931034483,6.314235190097259,29.57869142351901,7.468242284971852,1.9942353669319188,1113,51,196,15,26,345,139,261,0.059000000000000004,0.8240000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9601,0,3,0,0,0,0,166.0,1,2,3,5,10,11,0,0,15,0,20,1,1,3,3,31,32,15,0,7,6,0,8,4,0,2,0,4,1,1,24,9,0,0,4,7,0,6,5,2,0,2,3,13,16,9,24,24,6,22,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,8,9,126,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192909486190475,0.07663963138402882,0.0,0.05778783488793024,0.4514932708817167,0.5063349829874884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712189339277688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107130432043618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282136124734841,0.0,0.0663623034920481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347590050997362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946994761587597,0.05825123529996775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442684028574574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827502323225458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795873379892332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735373585176601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571874567041173,0.06960699022466743,0.06132548587260951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046358311094606634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941220252448678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629555650531624,0.06064092620207578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963255361572133,0.0,0.0,0.20840591855793086,0.0,0.0,0.07140600793157575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606270683455767,0.11045860915719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114899259587538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774341598810906,0.0,0.0,0.05546273625231371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613939131618335,0.04450065667356103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353961288807753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081926636406425,0.055126054658132695,0.11141695366730377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063349829874884,0.0
autism,cidercydercidre,2020/03/24,"CV Building! Hello UK Educators/Parents,

How is home schooling going for you? IS you child between 13-18 and you are struggling to get them focussed on any work? Do you struggle with the subject knowledge to actively help them with the work set?

What better time than to get your child to write their CV... ready for when they need to be applying for jobs, in their not so distant future.

I have made these lesson resources - that I think may be useful to you, feel free to take a look and happy homeschooling!

Link: [https://www.tes.com/teaching-resource/cv-building-lesson-handout-12272250](https://www.tes.com/teaching-resource/cv-building-lesson-handout-12272250)

Big love,

SENSEI x",9.852058823529411,13.983536362745099,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235294,62.82352941176471,6.04078431372549,25.88627450980392,7.1686216300943375,1.3128909803921576,567,16,78,5,10,144,78,102,0.044000000000000004,0.737,0.22,0.9662,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,6,5,4,3,6,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,16,19,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,13,5,16,15,0,8,0,0,1,1,17,3,0,1,3,49,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558829039636206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027335424067694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590456685919535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395243431515929,0.0,0.1302755578032746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440174738005443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364669983291754,0.0,0.22993437912468434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274734245016517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924937916521809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688722417185934,0.2169010808328322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996966117042098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319909789596998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792777631248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723509319832217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468800497832005,0.0,0.0,0.13366469311862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797939740186893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337614354655624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AwareSmile,2020/03/24,"Is there any help available? Emotional abuse gf.me/u/xsi85i —- Please read my attached link, this means everything to my quality of life right now",6.772463768115943,10.761823347826088,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,76.3913043478261,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,3.755127536231885,119,6,18,3,3,31,22,23,0.136,0.649,0.214,0.1027,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,0.0,0.3947512500871425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265666119012351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37477072341312295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994311672722317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331642101737026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532739505346584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36291914060454106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657199442936183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332595530692311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284524840959098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,your-nan-HoMO,2020/03/24,Arse or tits? I was wondering which autistic people preferred,5.091000000000001,8.268980099999999,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,98.0,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,4.152000000000001,51,3,5,1,2,16,10,10,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386244796738695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8425459452730477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HungryLeicaWolf,2020/03/24,"How are you doing with the Coronavirus lockdown thing? I'e been enjoying the ""social distancing""...this is normal for me. BUT i am also having a hard time being focused and productive, more son than is typical for me. Anyone else feeling similarly?",4.557906976744189,7.833477348837214,5.875627906976748,68.25483720930234,77.83720930232559,9.021395348837208,29.53023255813953,9.3871,3.92431534883721,198,9,27,6,5,66,39,43,0.035,0.795,0.17,0.7278,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086116972677173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698369035867771,0.3954098996517909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223778783931945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512744451686653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456991223390741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781093853469101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933861486851065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638113202318363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502693981033856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bespacito1738,2020/03/24,"I can’t I’ve been working with my band on our first album since early 2019. Since music is my special interest, I’ve devoted a lot of time and effort to the album. After countless strenuous weeks of trial and error, the writing process is finally complete. Just as we were about to transition to the rehearsing and recording process, our area was put into quarantine. Now my only passion and source of motivation has come to a grinding halt. I can only work and play video games for so long. I just can’t.",5.066921944035343,6.492690773195875,5.9936671575846825,76.77206185567013,69.10309278350515,8.841826215022092,32.413843888070694,9.23628265651192,3.084800883652429,403,18,70,8,7,133,69,97,0.027000000000000003,0.8109999999999999,0.162,0.91,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,9,5,14,7,1,13,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,8,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672118204655206,0.2759573775518523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831979392621515,0.0,0.22387550193837175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329213417025437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376094544159994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40034683681931466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26458599746112543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435439078041622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347247112721435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111210105150183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832215604042004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LordStretchyArms,2020/03/24,Anybody have experience moving far away from their family for college? I (17f) live in a small town in texas that i h a t e and i dont have the best home life. I really want to move far away from my family for college and live in a dorm. My family wants me to go to the local community college but there is no way thats happening. Im very nervous to be on my own as my anxiety is pretty bad and im not very independent. Does anyone have success stories about moving far from their family for college?,1.9873333333333316,3.614587161904765,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761907,77.38095238095238,8.476190476190476,24.04761904761905,9.150863307647796,1.9706190476190468,392,13,82,10,9,141,65,105,0.14,0.762,0.098,-0.5554,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,2,4,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,18,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,0,52,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767995550093498,0.0,0.0,0.09842169668229454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449470530047137,0.0,0.11752756436029342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771748273652358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231788128843404,0.0,0.16496804892292827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768893531319013,0.5307787815791408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999636491033876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244723787279024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411923679932851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040869178441665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942197277755263,0.0,0.0,0.2485848724154796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488123962073073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432021154884505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017357334989136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228119826482835,0.16604615657530986,0.11172763712322432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,fatrhino13,2020/03/24,"How to Get Teen Son w/ Autism to Wash Hands after Restroom??! My 12 year old son has Autism and struggles with some hygiene functions. A problem we have had since he was a child is getting him to wash his hands after he uses the restroom. We have explained it to him more times than I can count, and remind him when we see it. 
This is something that we cannot monitor literally 24/7 so I am lost at how to help this. He does have an occupational therapist who will eventually address his hygiene issues but not in the near future. 
Please advise. Would love to know if you have any suggestions of things that could help. Thanks.",3.927107438016528,5.856495966942152,4.2447024793388435,86.18159917355374,72.80165289256199,6.823471074380167,26.149586776859504,7.554174236665415,1.3084505785123963,496,17,97,6,10,155,86,121,0.040999999999999995,0.818,0.141,0.9457,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,4,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,15,5,2,3,0,19,24,8,0,4,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,13,2,14,18,2,10,0,1,1,1,23,3,0,2,7,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592377531152676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306789601108456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006515674874464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395871446680647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073739697291817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931721267605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601074714642424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029505413364883,0.0,0.2069414684764076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405992977731981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168948744239644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219397752261482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271293516253573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896694914198997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651718668969585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970171311002575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109768299848486,0.0,0.26622116448219585,0.15232882991203178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369973901548432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803130613992626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287969253969575,0.0,0.0,0.14765402333328553
autism,goertzen5,2020/03/24,Autism and dogs We have a 6 year old autistic boy and we are thinking of getting a Jack Russell terrier. Does anyone have any success stories with a jrt and autism? Thanks!!,2.2486363636363653,5.023149545454551,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,83.84848484848484,4.512121212121213,29.46212121212121,5.985473137389443,1.3647030303030312,137,7,25,1,4,42,26,33,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115582771723366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32034971504389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009308814734439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936490081863546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807522300773208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218037326166381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935645545333225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503411545398645
autism,aestheticautistic,2020/03/25,"Coronavirus (I know, I’m sick of hearing about it too...) I know it’s all people are hearing about right now but coronavirus is really affecting my autism in the following ways:
- Obsessing over germs
- Change in routine
- All my regular foods are sold out, or I can only buy a limited amount. I eat the same foods every day and they’re not even things people would want to stockpile

Anyone else struggling? Any tips?",4.988874458874463,6.863969987012986,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,69.9090909090909,9.28917748917749,28.417748917748927,9.725611199111238,2.796837229437229,327,12,59,8,6,103,61,77,0.149,0.8320000000000001,0.019,-0.8809,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,3,0,5,4,0,1,2,14,13,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,1,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,8,11,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540511577918696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392259279677396,0.20401698016426945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063740492993954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841278592613867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374448627968103,0.1663351405199087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151366491229338,0.0,0.1677630840844704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815416090972359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488344436257671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885693535438747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514360281994022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760827192567819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755825037574398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170043232358154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081583655301162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228324422966908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174432620751237,0.15804832148277825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144567486486115,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ellie_da_Gamer,2020/03/25,"How do you make friends easily? Hello, 
So the title says it all but I would like to give up some context.
I was professionally unofficially diagnosed about six months ago. 
I am homeschooled after a long mess at my old school. It has been suggested that I join a club or some other activity however I physically can’t handle it.
 People are one of the biggest challenges for me especially strangers but I’ve been feeling about lonely recently which is unusual for me (I can go without socialising for days)


Sorry that this was so disorganised but yeah, how do you make friends

Thanks for reading",3.7665290519877694,6.7269154311926656,5.165344036697249,74.20807721712539,78.1743119266055,8.403975535168197,29.266819571865447,9.075114841892004,3.139329663608564,478,22,81,13,12,159,82,109,0.066,0.732,0.201,0.9354,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,1,13,1,0,4,1,14,19,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,2,11,5,12,14,3,11,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,8,61,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046205409662155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886892648081926,0.0,0.0,0.23429179719151935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671667902232585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566837741703792,0.0,0.0,0.22143714480913024,0.13118836363929634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112773902900479,0.0,0.0,0.204280953558514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081671672215069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424961149556146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422216036992853,0.0,0.15641919004377064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003133075589052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089661104897855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279208692120327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835685763537311,0.0,0.23361647742671535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583999255957155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252106629711173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251587752982244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397795297890744,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TimelordME,2020/03/25,"Manners Courtesy and Eiiquite.Really society? But I'm autistic and can' t fake emotion. Society created a large database of things one must do in order to be considered civilized, so to speak. Certain things one must do at a certain time and/or place, in a certain order. 

I have a new friend who was upset when after a long conversation, I was distracted, so I didn't answer the question she had asked and didn't say goodbye. I said to her 'you got upset I didn't say goodbye? Why? you couldn't see I was gone? But I didn't bid you ""fare thee well"" so I am an asshole now who ghosted you?"" One little thing I did after a long, genuine, and truthful conversation was ruined by society's standard you should tell the person you are leaving at ending the conversation. A fake courtesy.

I have severe selective auditory attention. If I'm focused on something I go deaf.  Multiple times I've been walking somewhere thinking, thinking or looking at something when a parent or coworker called out, ""Good Morning!"" I'm so engrossed, that I can't hear them so they think I'm being rude for not answering. Taking great and take offense at my deficit. A totally made up societal standard that you are required to say the greeting back to the giver.

I've done this for years. Walk up to a coworker and ask a question. We converse, they give the answer  was looking for so I about face and I walk off, halfway in the middle of their sentences. It's like a program. I go seek the answer, get the answer, get back to what I needed the answer for.  Apparently, I'm notorious for it which obviously probably didn't make me a ton of friends!

Autistic people, in general, are extremely truthful, honest and direct. We don't fake emotions and are genuine about how we feel. This makes us brutally honest. We tell someone the truth and they get upset because it wasn't the response they are looking for. My wife asks me to tell her the truth how her hair looks.  My response is that I hate it, it's the worst haircut ever and she should shave her head! She asked me?! Why did she get so upset? I was very honest and truthful and told her truthfully how I felt about it! That's not fair, I should not be yelled at and punished because I didn't know that I was supposed to start acting and lying and pretend that I like it, to spare her feelings! She specifically asked me to be truthful too!  I have mindblindness, an inability to take someone else perspective. So I had no way of predicting her answer would cause her to attack! As you probably know this inability to read people's minds gets me in aton of trouble.  The societal courtesy is that one must take others into a consideration!  To not do this is considered extremely rude and even mean.


Autistic' who are known to be truthful, honest, genuine and open with their feeling, are asked by society to be able to remember when to pretend to act certain ways at certain circumstances. We are asked to fake certain emotions at certain times, and say certain made up greetings, at others. But when we don't do something in the exact right order and right time, we are the rude and mean ones who are uncivilized!

I think perhaps courtesy and manners were made by a bunch of controlling fake liers. 

So next time someone gets onto me for breaking one of the societal standards from hell, I might try saying  ""I'm Autistic, that is a fake and discriminatory societal standard. I am unable to conform due to my inability to fake emotions and lie about what I really think and know about things!""

We know society has trained us into thinking and behaving, certain ways at certain times. We are expected to create a ""mask"" we can wear while out in society. My mask is a perfect gentleman,(so they tell me) polite and courteous with excellent manners. Until the mask is gone and broken for some reason that day, then I'm rude for being overly truthful, overly dramatic or expressing my true feelings. Too blunt for getting straight to the point.

So the next time you get in trouble for some societal faux pas, don't be ashamed and guilty like society wants you to feel! Be proud of the fact that you are literally too genuine to be able to act and fake all of the random rules and regulations society is forcing us, against our nature to conform to.  They are going to try to convince you it was incredibly rude and impolite and hurt their feelings. You not doing a fake lie hurt their feelings! They say we are the ones that have a problem?",4.446168961782455,6.454700766310798,5.272054257568723,79.02509515704782,71.58600237247924,8.018629119603899,32.02759296508329,8.716276077567194,2.8354583836195784,3538,167,623,66,69,1150,317,843,0.14800000000000002,0.711,0.141,-0.9440000000000001,2,0,3,0,0,0,104.0,15,14,12,5,31,70,11,6,46,0,80,5,4,11,30,157,150,61,1,13,12,2,9,3,2,8,1,11,0,6,36,51,0,2,34,3,0,11,18,33,1,7,31,25,96,37,98,100,7,85,1,3,5,0,99,37,1,10,33,444,132,4,0.1077738932356954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526391461922105,0.06130418114999926,0.0,0.08287147141283632,0.0,0.06569796499536869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055024597418641664,0.0,0.0,0.05535673801913519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060438792731991535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03475262261264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055145055538312567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045015629277248566,0.24246224784141104,0.04772784021027445,0.0,0.0,0.03559182002119092,0.04874382830175932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190728015320964,0.0,0.051739919354826816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326584256919696,0.0,0.2252296440489911,0.05169326942761924,0.09187558076428493,0.045197814174185134,0.043098313876549936,0.05941054888381031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053202203536107856,0.055303553614387366,0.0,0.06073450522230257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537418174149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845942638306994,0.0,0.0,0.057058495807443814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897932054800769,0.05400887711990862,0.0,0.09537650406695301,0.1810058535387451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529673954650046,0.07193991061282289,0.0,0.0,0.11739736473311847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057165534677975076,0.0544104546423133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995648811811276,0.0,0.0520443488343356,0.11461875812432328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556063274337546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983507712893525,0.0,0.0,0.07471684757094653,0.047052003270279384,0.056300389963711825,0.0,0.05094058235428303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619848517829838,0.051562530322175684,0.0,0.0,0.12073142563815062,0.0,0.05390152919090077,0.0,0.034521357857521806,0.05540475598143303,0.0,0.0,0.0610434058855797,0.09203831595673574,0.051258826220182525,0.2571183768850688,0.0,0.0,0.042940919687926835,0.0,0.0,0.06087691136862995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697470499865305,0.12445441255330265,0.0,0.0,0.03814145817070472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206511017347816,0.0,0.18839826602926046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320037156843068,0.2071714771990702,0.0,0.0,0.21995338344148732,0.0,0.0,0.05149128676771818,0.0,0.07317139904288564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445808556960067,0.0,0.0,0.04446237445731529,0.031783917277851084,0.1283188499830304,0.0,0.0,0.048450836571569934,0.0,0.0972491754884632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382797407852896,0.0,0.0,0.03470142686894975
autism,ineedaninsulinpen,2020/03/25,"Can I really hear electricity? I’ve heard other people on the autism spectrum before talk about how they can hear a lot of sounds that others can’t. My friend says she can hear lights and plug sockets when they are turned on. 

I can hear the heater in my fish tank and when I unplug my phone it feels like I can hear the electricity in the charger, but supposedly electricity doesn’t make a noise. It’s really annoying I can’t sleep with my charger by my head and I hate being in quiet rooms with plug sockets that are turned on. 

Does anyone else get this? And also is it electricity I’m hearing? Because I don’t know what else to call it.",2.4929069767441843,4.601652961240309,3.7869961240310097,87.05863372093027,77.52713178294574,6.7806201550387595,20.82751937984496,7.793537801064563,0.7678263565891474,508,13,105,8,12,166,76,129,0.078,0.89,0.031,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,6,0,13,2,2,2,0,12,28,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,1,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,12,15,2,12,26,1,9,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,3,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689811270983516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472357635343446,0.12415107192066815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386296963624539,0.0,0.1031051572886192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372621187478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603505030216806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024408554326626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612662490727803,0.08656253889614672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361419949398038,0.0,0.06330534880625957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962844647154293,0.12435346214099398,0.0,0.8193917571888677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659083743824143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919662966668776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301281422296472,0.0,0.0,0.08088067010300437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400272738794635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524681821799768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963577632179897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125563983549442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739035606734801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635922702298807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AlfadorsBoggle,2020/03/25,How to mask Does anyone know any good guides on how to mask?  I never learned on my own and I would like to but I have no idea how.  I understand the concept but I don't know how to turn that into reality.,-1.2473333333333336,0.7683721555555572,1.495000000000001,97.7025,94.11111111111113,4.777777777777779,16.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,-0.4421111111111111,157,4,39,2,6,54,31,45,0.066,0.847,0.087,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,15,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313747251758735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971606071551185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000145372779284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875511621555588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38701552581440857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768229321163488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674903666971815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644131237683581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729026994267355,0.0,0.3569001357326959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353797082759066,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sweetieypie28,2020/03/25,Seeking advice on how to express emotions and stress Hey everyone! I’m a young adult female on the spectrum and am seeking advice and helpful tips for expressing emotions and stress to prevent the buildup of anger and meltdowns. I can sometimes feel my stress and emotions build up but feel like I can never do anything about it. If anyone has any tips on how to stop this buildup before it gets to a meltdown I’d really appreciate it!,6.9885365853658525,7.635429560975612,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,64.36585365853658,8.511219512195122,38.351219512195115,8.238735603445708,3.3052507317073165,352,18,59,4,5,110,54,82,0.129,0.7559999999999999,0.115,0.2319,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,9,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,11,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32820510159283944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142004539134228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174229206846356,0.0,0.13819485905561044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428989335385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566707332136353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046753676604125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698243208125995,0.11997163689904697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877382574217699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256220160816063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204376454969428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952057182799995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758242042396388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609040225859206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039982134474546,0.5771013422000639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ijustwannagradu8,2020/03/25,"Females with autism - questions Hello, 

I am a 24 year old female diagnosed with anxiety and struggling with mental illness since I was 10. 

I've never asked a doctor, never even spoken to more than just 2 of my closest and only friends about it. But every now and then I see the topic brought up and I spiral into my questions again. 

I know autism can be different in females. I haven't done enormous research but I know its often over looked. 

My question is, I would like to ask about your diagnosis journey and how you decided or knew to go to the doctor? When did you find out? What are your ""symptoms"" or autism behaviours that you have? 

Let me discuss myself a bit: 

1) I am not a good vocal verbalizer. I can't properly or comfortably express emotions when I speak outloud to anyone. 

2) I hate physical contact of all kinds. It makes me cringe and fall back and my anxiety sky rockets 2hen they do. 

3) I constantly feel like I'm 6 steps behind in social situations. Like everyones in on a play with a script but I never got the script. I don't know how to fork relationships or how to approach people. I've gotten really good at watching others and copying them to the point where my friend said I seem normal. 

4) I don't do well with change, especially unplanned. I always thought it was just anxiety but when my routines have to change I start to freak out and my anxiety skyrockets. 

5) when multiple people are talking or the room gets too loud I get anxious and have to exit the room and regathee myself. I get really anxious if more than one person talks to me. If I'm in the metro or bus and I don't have my earphones with music to block people out I get jittery and anxious and restless. 

6) I've been swaying/rocking side to side and front to back as long as I can remmeebr. It's so soothing to me, especially when I'm surrounded by people in the metro or in a group setting, job I terviews, class presentations etc to the point that my firenf actually had to stop me once because I was doing it excessively. 

7) I've been painfully shy as far back as I can remmeebr. I used to always need to have someone talk for me when I needed something and sometimes still do. 

I can't think of anything immediate off my head.bmy biggest worry is that I'm self diagnosing because thats not what I want to do. I'm just so tired of feeling burned out, and not understanding how to handle situations. I feel like a fucking alien in this world and everything is hard. In a group I either overcompensate or pull back entirely. It's like I understand how to act but I don't truly under. I tried describing this to my friend but he counter acted me with this comment that's been making my mind race ever since and I know it's not how I feel but I'm not sure anyways... I'm rambling but here is the message he sent: 

""I'm just a little curious because to me, a lot of what you're saying is stuff i've always considered ''the norm''? like we all learn to interact by looking at others. We all pick up on stuff others do to try and get them to like us more? We all assess how we're doing in a social situation by how many people are laughing and smiling? Idk that's how i've interpreted it anyways.""

It made me think, but the way he's describing it isn't how it is in my head but I don't know how to put my head into words. It's beyond that. 

I'm turning to you in a desperate plea to find some form of support or story/experience to try and clarify. I can only see my PCP after the COVID-19 situation is over because of new quarantine shut downs and regulations. 

Thank you so so so much in advance.",2.2374242241759994,4.386088806094183,4.180620257738166,83.72674073628008,78.52908587257619,7.0663936729696095,26.1147376450279,8.088419202927124,1.7844589264924318,2826,113,555,52,69,960,319,722,0.10800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.083,-0.9042,2,1,1,0,0,0,71.0,4,7,3,1,45,26,2,2,26,0,49,11,2,16,9,131,104,71,0,7,31,0,5,7,3,1,8,4,2,2,31,39,0,2,24,1,0,13,17,6,1,1,17,14,80,20,90,84,14,89,0,0,5,1,46,47,1,18,34,385,111,6,0.0,0.0,0.060084790761685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369697609960242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840776643503093,0.20867442106766065,0.0,0.043052144557433884,0.0,0.050668004291387264,0.0,0.11512186839387667,0.0,0.0,0.1893783804216894,0.0,0.15013338119511904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722000644456308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026872420412608,0.0,0.0,0.06653679441433412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249873210391588,0.0,0.06432899335962429,0.0,0.12604184473875332,0.0,0.0630089048020218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925952174311276,0.0,0.0,0.06866837082787149,0.04066731962737516,0.05569484348452302,0.051876548088651386,0.05883409771573581,0.05533639141122567,0.06022862993510049,0.0,0.0,0.12452937069463853,0.08797322063622573,0.0,0.0,0.1125502623231156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427096998041179,0.05692175402406964,0.16084253907651416,0.0,0.034992437463320966,0.10328631434896718,0.049244261877450034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055155867824185786,0.0607889963141922,0.18957001552830807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061100099785881976,0.0,0.0,0.06411712345064947,0.16919011702434678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296091356958639,0.0,0.2105646830776009,0.06171070395510109,0.0,0.05448873889454221,0.1034089138445764,0.0,0.0,0.052345790393624934,0.0,0.05826033397785098,0.08219875626238274,0.06242372119013336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204947514197522,0.0,0.062169547628986764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526205305749933,0.09130880480510692,0.14246294545363422,0.05946602808129496,0.0,0.0,0.060326885241042134,0.0,0.0,0.06460881197525407,0.0655715164044233,0.04172236449811487,0.09365562682771247,0.0655162955967468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134292317664878,0.053761759161557114,0.0,0.0,0.11640972242345797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189624885993787,0.20692213010905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888841273792567,0.0,0.0,0.0661046259013876,0.0,0.0,0.05856848760133989,0.04896403728268387,0.0,0.0,0.09812884561692248,0.056052277172854666,0.06423238360975311,0.0,0.0,0.10186497318992137,0.27683526951685444,0.0,0.12552854791143786,0.052169235381698216,0.04740066089463794,0.06089567493252512,0.0,0.04358054377547135,0.0,0.04917098823493537,0.0514764355130095,0.0,0.064367781019339,0.14096901183217458,0.0,0.06987047895198394,0.0580303024491435,0.06399624510883285,0.0,0.14846624287035748,0.0,0.05668665966813227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890491575418031,0.0,0.04888080273472016,0.0,0.07076725046042746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254087879190032,0.06697198708195808,0.0,0.1281959680988327,0.07406279603270305,0.053177908422946965,0.0,0.0,0.036316398604478335,0.04887250013598761,0.0,0.0,0.055360070260431236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625287310261589,0.0,0.04373854590300751,0.0,0.0,0.0396499537580642
autism,Bananerz_in_Pajamerz,2020/03/25,"Picking up on social cues...  This  is a bit ironic, because I was trained to elicit information from  people, as well as use statement analysis when doing intelligence  gathering. Now, I have been unsurprisingly discovered to have  Asperger's, which I suspected in my mid-twenties, and noticed my ability  to either dynamically engage or control a conversation has plummeted. I  now can't even seem to keep a job because I cannot mimic social norms.  One, I feel like it's lying to pretend I'm not who I am, and two, though  I try to adapt to others, they couldn't care less about discriminating  against, and subsequently firing me before discovering that some of my  eccentricities are, in fact, very useful. I have spent the better part  of my life jamming academia into my head, so I need to figure out how to  be stable for long enough to build rapport and solidify my claim that I  am not only punctual, but do my job consistently and I do it well.",11.282628571428573,8.248665377142864,11.489142857142859,57.21885714285716,58.085714285714296,14.342857142857143,43.28571428571429,12.540900571622839,5.4044285714285705,751,32,127,19,7,257,124,175,0.057999999999999996,0.828,0.113,0.7982,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,10,7,0,0,4,0,17,2,1,6,1,29,26,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,6,1,1,0,5,0,2,2,3,2,21,7,24,21,6,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,5,99,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065047623816084,0.0,0.1441297724086941,0.0,0.0,0.14980270811347876,0.1849189213967556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269404022741547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997389847053892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501465764222046,0.0,0.11187378995259784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564353876572654,0.1210049948839707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383258672932528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33616672021468663,0.1505525884864453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196379934554722,0.08275043640482592,0.0,0.0,0.14989583247002447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255930086269201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928400758116428,0.0,0.0,0.1147761663408427,0.12882100442820188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342186584441345,0.0,0.11742665739059682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541970491357284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453228422914193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641483741087373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499779615355,0.0,0.16545949639953866,0.0,0.0,0.2925796050262701,0.0,0.13975611075437788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30458564414004324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kasscraigory,2020/03/25,"Little sister 12 developed eating disorder She has obsessive tendencies. She restricted her diet so much She  lost 40 pounds in 3 months. She is grey, her period stopped, heart rate is 60, her body is shutting down. 
Yes we have seen doctor and yes her eating is being monitored but it seems like it will still be a struggle. 

If anyone can refer me to any specialist to research their work or articles that may help, please do.",3.6591455696202537,6.359846607594937,4.542262658227848,80.08529272151901,76.59493670886077,8.506962025316456,25.064873417721518,9.188382445141503,2.549897468354431,338,12,58,9,8,109,66,79,0.124,0.716,0.16,0.6449,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,1,2,12,6,2,0,0,10,15,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,11,1,4,9,1,8,0,1,2,0,12,4,0,4,5,38,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522141591877925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960139723967726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535401568528622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160032314472953,0.2336289485432608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671242657854958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27048360286436834,0.15299470110512556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151399897556503,0.22877175288536344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916759886341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821911848319744,0.0,0.16779389236408987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505557509406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779503198310587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822849594747152,0.1908316325992601,0.0,0.2386219755951784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617256053986326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Speedbird113,2020/03/25,"The rest of my models So some of you wanted to see the rest of my models so here they are:


https://imgur.com/gallery/EPuhF5k",4.073939393939398,7.425694272727274,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,83.54545454545453,4.751515151515153,11.87878787878788,6.42735559955562,-0.8552303030303023,102,1,18,1,3,29,15,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8037735434125355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949353670022123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lazingonsunday,2020/03/25,"Help with overwhelming emotion? I'm getting back into one of my older special interests (Twisted, a musical that has since ended and will never get a sequel) and it took me so suddenly and intensely that I'm feeling overwhelmed emotionally. The kinda thing where too much happy excitement occurs and I feel overstimulated and want to cry. I'm trying to move my enthusiasm to some of my other special interests or other musicals done by this same group (Starkids) but I'm really struggling here. I really want to start scratching at the walls soon. Can I get any help? Any advice on how to deal with this?",6.1296621621621625,7.810991909909909,7.042871621621622,69.28160472972975,66.83783783783784,10.234684684684686,32.79391891891892,10.411451182825502,3.8965216216216216,486,21,77,13,8,162,78,111,0.053,0.742,0.20600000000000002,0.873,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,19,17,9,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,3,7,6,13,14,3,14,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102246206799452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519503473451354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424444822667182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034865221922118,0.0,0.1909828285659647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957329348221624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167587322172834,0.16407497954496653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873341792880433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903537202614427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972002243962483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483360163752893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688959041102805,0.13617879083658724,0.0,0.14287488333953802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255290196619849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373495661812093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323928037447349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311196765158963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936617098855944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307071686256575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581764027995889,0.1257714129567252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852845443023824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,oliveball,2020/03/25,"Should I get evaluated? Hi. I'm a 23 year old female and I've lately been considering if I should get evaluated for autism. I've sort of always wanted to because I've always felt ""off"" but I always talk myself out of it because I'm afraid the doctor will think...I don't know. I guess that I'm a hypochondriac?

I'm also afraid to talk about it with family because they will definitely think I'm being dramatic. I love my family and have a generally good relationship with them but they're the type of people who believe autism is over-diagnosed and they also will probably think I'm doing it to find an excuse.

My life has come to a bit of a stand still over the past few years because I dropped out of college and have been too afraid to go back because I get so overwhelmed having to work and do school at the same time. I know there are many people who do school full-time and work full-time but I just haven't been able to master that. I can barely work part time and do school full time.

Over the years, I've learned that autism does manifest in females differently. More recently, I was looking into Asperger's and I found [this](https://taniaannmarshall.wordpress.com/2013/03/26/moving-towards-a-female-profile-the-unique-characteristics-abilities-and-talents-of-asperwomen-adult-women-with-asperger-syndrome/) website. I printed the list and went through it, seeing which ones I could relate to and I related to 86.

I'm still scared that I'm just stretching but I would really like to understand myself a little bit better if I could. One of the things I related to most on the list was not having a strong sense of self or identity. It's something I've always wanted but no identity has almost become my identity(at least in my head).

I'm not sure why else to seek a diagnosis, other than maybe I could get some help at school that would make it less awful for me. I don't have the option to not work. But I also have 5 cats and 2 dogs and myself to support. Luckily my mom has allowed me to live in her house for free, but I know that is not going to last forever, nor do I want it to. I need to do something about myself.

I'm sorry for the long post and I'm sorry if I'm being dramatic. I feel slimy trying to self-diagnose anything. This is something I've been struggling with for a long time and I only want answers. Please, any advice you have would be appreciated.",4.3839981645763215,5.8788585224839425,5.456540838176813,79.70698929336189,70.84154175588864,8.249348424594677,25.97669011930254,8.759644201051973,1.8615359926583048,1898,59,363,34,35,627,217,467,0.066,0.825,0.109,0.9738,2,0,3,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,3,7,13,14,0,6,20,1,44,4,1,2,1,74,84,30,0,16,17,1,2,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,19,21,0,0,12,0,1,4,9,6,0,2,9,4,42,9,50,61,11,39,0,1,2,1,16,15,0,10,18,228,61,12,0.07536554118310873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364633459613881,0.0,0.0,0.0754677029650148,0.0,0.0,0.18080938816593603,0.25084067068789073,0.0,0.0,0.05125115239904216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062019418833419965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057951449132583925,0.0,0.22971067193780156,0.08323531906689245,0.0,0.08491115666018538,0.0,0.06665469666071831,0.164559302935845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492074040817225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051975625443625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298887573735295,0.0,0.07874094979858927,0.0,0.07713982491233035,0.0659528929687581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295823896346675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420958497320737,0.0,0.038107082103319714,0.0,0.07236273843089518,0.0,0.06888273927946212,0.0,0.0,0.08263442589277016,0.0,0.0,0.15750153868069672,0.0,0.08566394770787762,0.06321304025050918,0.0,0.0,0.08302364039943706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734678821302729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051593361761135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696171575405462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425679136518053,0.061432974969019824,0.08501561314645811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323291056147463,0.03681979656153792,0.07553607150355382,0.06654915362540721,0.13339226466355653,0.06328807329723454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802034338493786,0.0,0.05030708396274333,0.07640882967023832,0.0757148159356677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826721096271448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588259383397028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790834576230603,0.0,0.10213928236242163,0.05731889017110672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161353678293283,0.07194493684801555,0.10449795369951764,0.0,0.0,0.08272873237179419,0.0,0.0,0.07217935549363541,0.0,0.08125680029919716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828109552687454,0.0,0.07441437975168537,0.08091438646423249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545405434925292,0.3050958050060797,0.0600565787134271,0.0,0.15724539213553884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406022688988207,0.0,0.16873110617350764,0.0,0.0,0.12037403708493792,0.0,0.0,0.07878842725792594,0.0,0.0,0.08552392301252214,0.07103113065053637,0.0,0.0,0.12115193441404368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050069516730154334,0.14487358698888195,0.0,0.0,0.1757850125499929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051168255339279226,0.0,0.0,0.07845818628018007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781019537455342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986461173178883,0.0680056785577052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219468046322266,0.0,0.0,0.16061255434040206,0.0,0.0,0.14559881269678027
autism,Wind2000reddit,2020/03/25,"Is this privacy invasion? So my mom put my computer in the same room as hers, she already did this since i had a computer but i wonder if this is privacy invasion, because whenever she's in her room she will always watch everything i do, she says she does it so i don't watch anything wrong (such as pornography for example) and she thinks i will stay up all night on my PC because my brother also does that, and i also don't like doing things while being watched, i have no problem watching most types of videos on Youtube or browse Reddit or Discord, i ocasionally play Roblox but only when she's not in the room, i don't really know why but i just prefer to play alone, i also play piano and i've played next to her, but only when she enters my room and i was already playing so she won't be like ""hey why do you stop playing when i enter the room"" but i've never started playing when she was in the room, is this privacy invasion or am i ungrateful for having such good parents and yet considering such a thing even remotely bad?

PS: english isn't my first language so there might be spelling mistakes",4.092905405405407,5.2683536396396375,5.341970720720724,81.47619932432436,71.16216216216216,8.613063063063064,30.091216216216218,9.017664075816787,2.5111162162162155,876,36,171,17,16,292,121,222,0.139,0.7509999999999999,0.11,-0.8275,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,18,14,0,0,6,0,24,0,0,0,2,28,28,28,0,4,11,3,0,2,0,4,0,1,6,0,8,5,0,1,4,8,0,3,8,4,0,1,4,5,34,10,14,17,3,29,0,0,4,0,19,13,0,7,14,126,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493172083004972,0.3301559680934329,0.3588849011010213,0.12447214467829495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310109126605658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490268732662795,0.1823792284603913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618171291934969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098803801235297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444323029327301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724248737210847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547028629829124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822115981413116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461657404141004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869298401906048,0.0,0.1751998034955177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115374217553306,0.0,0.15909229970270694,0.14038152653441574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275422138080487,0.0,0.0,0.1661037020311435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431389008515995,0.0,0.1503808150033838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583217093411832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896119664841125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374366759496053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058816618447434,0.1594446776855869,0.0,0.12506522557501662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876394408664574,0.09585221849015037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996619446653203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222564381254068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355486554565513,0.0,0.0
autism,musicfan9389,2020/03/25,"Question: Anyone else with Autism or Developmental Delays that has Incontinence? Hello Everyone,

I'm 27 and I'm embarrassed to bring this up, but I feel alone on days I have accidents and don't know if I'm the only one. I had a brain bleed as a preemie and development issues that affect my nerves and brain signals. My spine, brain and bladder developed different than normal. I had brain surgery to put a shunt in my head for hydrocephalus caused by the brain bleed when I was 18 months old. I am also on the autism spectrum, have learning disabilities, and I’m behind others maturity-wise.

I have to wear Northshore Supreme diapers at night, because I wet the bed and pull ups leak too much. Then, in the day I have to wear GoodNites pull ups when   I'm not at home, because my mind gets too busy and I'm not always near a bathroom. (Since I have an alarm on my phone that helps when Im at home.) I get nervous because sometimes people make comments, like they did in school growing up. (just like with my social skills and me being repetitive and not knowing when to stop talking)

Has  anyone here ever had a brain bleed or something like it? Also, does anyone else have problems with accidents like me due to their brain not always getting the signal on time? I hope I'm not repeating myself, I just feel alone some days if I have an accident.

Thanks everyone for your support and sharing experiences.",5.218340534171247,6.56440325746269,5.497619795758052,80.770396700707,68.66417910447761,8.328672427337,30.150039277297722,8.6894789155246,2.338325373134328,1115,43,207,18,19,354,150,268,0.125,0.742,0.134,0.7744,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,1,12,13,0,3,13,0,17,15,12,3,1,43,36,24,0,5,12,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,6,14,0,2,6,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,5,3,26,9,30,30,2,38,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,7,22,129,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947857853230556,0.0,0.13858180356531466,0.1441930901821811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175502629326545,0.17755845784999452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845608231090966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677080380752839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900947273523507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763881284960724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052679411358856,0.0,0.0,0.07582463734880265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476349475027478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837641110169241,0.0,0.16558823549426274,0.0,0.08475656927192747,0.0,0.0,0.08762180249694282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358071251476346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892395621107313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058077093732734474,0.0,0.17382632368054848,0.08605918608417411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359271991725908,0.0904360782709716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523692562259267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932374583524654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057836983729549464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748792021167565,0.0,0.06916013719647733,0.0,0.06369489625600593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131155033845494,0.0848948387735474,0.0,0.0,0.09092056806967484,0.0,0.058713679533862376,0.0658983080926989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006953665179834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290867202624827,0.0,0.08710332129126545,0.09706352761348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769053838997433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167459782712887,0.0,0.0,0.08832484715429129,0.0,0.06670444609117973,0.08569526645950477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244006840487027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832503405337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964290023943559,0.0,0.07977214162323472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505240719094453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lord_Elooot,2020/03/25,"Is there a subreddit where I can just rant at people? Didn't know where to ask, so I thought I'd ask you guys",0.8339999999999996,1.8237070000000024,2.501000000000001,99.3955,79.0,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.018200000000000216,85,2,23,1,2,28,21,25,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7704598060107853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080141685545875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646294150739105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856775116630849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271376178832685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FTMwantstobeloved,2020/03/26,"autism + eating disorder, how to stop? Seems I'm at the end of the rope. I'm done with my last psychiatrist who sent me to a dead-end that I already tried. I don't have any support in my country, not even my parents help, and I'm using THEIR money. I'm looking for anyone with similar experience and help on recovering. It's a complicated mess and for 8 years I've tried a lot of things...",2.8647967479674783,3.8327450731707344,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,73.87804878048779,8.393495934959349,27.081300813008127,8.841846274778883,1.8939691056910568,304,11,67,6,6,107,59,82,0.127,0.802,0.071,-0.5037,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,11,12,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,11,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380386011744963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668850371489542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082770643031138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472194944640426,0.0,0.0,0.22074367476158155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072263415264812,0.0,0.0,0.3821056569298341,0.0,0.0,0.14247277595852662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110033357904496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916839404637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583041073489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113998106203488,0.0,0.0,0.18338681121493627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951766257461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637201568203785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034113708963687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447823260803253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433064847730434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929024797327622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630203077326787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389085641812493
autism,JuiceAndIce,2020/03/26,"I’m turning 20 in April, I recently learnt in more detail what autism is and I believe I may be on the spectrum But because I’m so old maybe I’m wrong? But at the same time I feel like I do?? I’m confused.
Is it worth going to the doctors? Would that benefit me or do I just not go, how do I truly know if I have it or not? 
Sorry a lot of questions but I’m so confused and I just don’t know what to do and my cousin is pushing me to see a doctor (after this quarantine ends).",-1.445320512820512,0.4005966759259252,1.7444444444444436,97.35269230769232,91.5,4.4341880341880335,19.41880341880342,5.8734145424116955,-0.23234273504273475,363,12,90,3,13,129,66,108,0.067,0.8390000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.3289,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,24,24,12,0,2,10,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,2,12,2,9,21,3,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,8,7,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353141990734564,0.0,0.0,0.2500903649566794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544026420986202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966043992995662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223747791816464,0.15857933519571413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523075740403681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439838494975628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844601253704797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887156246158177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230042163453153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292593761428645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486633515113375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917401813995385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688572714418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484833888870065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943569394089974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144559245156455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576850200905349,0.2426953532231177,0.0,0.0
autism,3rdhardwareban,2020/03/26,I'm bored in quarantine Shall I give my self a circumsicion?,-0.1975000000000016,0.8117675833333351,2.6866666666666674,82.92500000000003,123.16666666666666,8.266666666666667,20.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,2.455466666666668,49,2,10,2,3,17,11,12,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.2732,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6768770823816186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7360960639390404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spacekatydid,2020/03/26,"We’re Amazing People on the autism spectrum, I believe, are the next step in humanity. One where kindness and genuine acceptance is more important than fear and control and our love and energies and minds are so much more important than all these things people tell you you’re wrong for. But it’s so backwards thinking and when you guys finally see how beautiful and big your emotions are and how important that is to life and living it to it’s fullest, well...It’ll be like the fluffiest, warmest, sunshine coming from your heart 💛",15.56965986394558,9.092809163265313,12.9234693877551,60.59057823129255,54.3061224489796,16.331972789115643,54.0952380952381,12.45797560212912,6.476560544217684,430,21,74,8,3,131,70,98,0.055999999999999994,0.652,0.292,0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,4,0,1,6,8,0,1,3,0,6,3,1,3,1,18,10,15,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,6,8,9,4,10,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,0,4,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395017698644936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831164812757911,0.0,0.0,0.23842346595205344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912079841344866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920851052407535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328679908482889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048490261426914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190506927740186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136649756778834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014960101809113,0.10385450851682787,0.0,0.1877096097048304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185927112829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146424273789406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562687409983072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607832105699935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404784872021215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947486036306426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939654881201874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580188954650045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122688165847033,0.13621092074435046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911324806717324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324198560983894,0.0,0.0
autism,ojw1993,2020/03/26,"How are you coping during lockdown? Hi guys, just wanted to ask how you're all doing during lockdown?",3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,77.94736842105263,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,0.0134000000000003,81,2,12,0,2,26,15,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299597252269558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6672184363313942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974547808386099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KajaIsForeverAlone,2020/03/26,"Why isn't there any good resources for adults with autism? I got diagnosed when I was 14 years old, way later than most people. I've showed the signs my whole life but they used to think females couldn't have autism. This resulted in a lot of negative stuff growing up, and even in high school they never took me seriously because ""you dont LOOK autistic though"" I never recieved any accommodations or therapy and I dropped out.

I found out my new job actually cares about people with disabilities, and I know I'll need accommodations, but I've never even had to think about what other people could do to help me out. Idk what kind of accommodations are even options. 

Every autism resource online that ive found is for literal children, as if you just grow out of the disability somehow??? I dont know man... I want to be able to handle my new job but I'm sure as hell not going to do ""picture schedules"" or ""behavior charts""",4.838288677614521,6.284454393258429,5.5275280898876415,79.82045375972345,69.67415730337079,8.398271391529818,28.299049265341395,8.841846274778883,2.1317695764909246,734,26,141,13,13,238,115,178,0.094,0.8270000000000001,0.079,-0.5746,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,0,10,6,1,0,3,0,14,2,0,2,4,38,29,13,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,6,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,6,1,18,4,25,20,3,24,1,0,1,0,8,8,1,7,10,90,24,3,0.1282014084425578,0.0,0.1251060813644391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436270790911496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815038866413074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307098800831678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235839279783412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012173095074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005021918008187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540274635400905,0.0,0.10801521589426187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811324544079475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285981482052252,0.10752925892699193,0.10253437775305556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859307017093378,0.13545182676531142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544402321547974,0.0,0.0,0.13350203872867186,0.14091228264710345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055244614905388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076568947419668,0.0,0.0,0.10899225293211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505971992600863,0.2966304886711053,0.24763543829472626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452581236232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666361436540557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974666969041065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675994074848764,0.0,0.0,0.1208283102557624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466094834175983,0.0,0.0,0.1642925719680031,0.12595723288070942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424364819212489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107248548861422,0.0,0.0,0.07561651228337879,0.10176031073732683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156818306659181,0.1431322941898774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255750378872488
autism,Flapjakking,2020/03/26,"How likely is it that being diagnosed with mild autism will affect employment opportunities. Hey everyone, this is my first post here.  I pretty much want to know what the title says.  Please don't sugar coat anything.  I know that a lot of places don't require you to disclose medical conditions unless it will obviously cause an issue in the workplace, but I want to know about places that do ask you to provide a history.  

Maybe something like government work or critical private sector jobs.  I know they technically aren't supposed to discriminate, but we all know there are people who do and some who don't.

Specifically I'm talking about engineering related jobs.

I know someone who regularly sees their doctor, therapist and psychiatrist that say they are very likely autistic along with a couple of other little things.  They are not planning on officially diagnosing them because they are worried how it may affect their career options.  Is this a legitimate concern?  This person does have their struggles (mostly at school and home), but has held and excelled in a few of their jobs so far without much issue.  I did not think it would be that big a deal for them.

Thanks for your opinions and advice.",7.585966777408638,8.909674855813957,7.413239202657808,69.26610465116279,63.23255813953488,10.04983388704319,34.426910299003325,10.125756701596842,3.7290398671096336,974,41,153,21,14,310,139,215,0.042,0.868,0.091,0.8201,4,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,10,6,7,7,0,1,9,0,22,5,0,5,2,42,36,13,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,4,4,2,1,1,18,9,1,2,7,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,4,21,6,21,28,7,11,0,0,1,0,24,9,0,7,4,115,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591229512457453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761264044837978,0.0,0.11089196924603706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230853061440685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185352730643965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124874015972962,0.0,0.0,0.12229011657210287,0.0,0.2407898751851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141071514460453,0.1038035529675223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334473711267072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089654804738438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898368807436452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476130864376375,0.35313066826908146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911366383930971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738525270349926,0.11888656048783094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008449195530623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916788714829105,0.0,0.0,0.1194953190062736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439599498132136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223489814907681,0.10357280379013284,0.24786146551608304,0.13020712157023095,0.0,0.0,0.1136034101596482,0.12067731480838435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886598469001915,0.0,0.1200479127205214,0.0945233176121704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005047837782358,0.091318056308572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400545774345426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534078548323292,0.0,0.1092076667670458,0.0,0.13772482863923813,0.07880463612746792,0.07600572865302033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787240639379448,0.13992813054062075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143436753214892,0.0,0.08635543471111877,0.12046250142888318,0.0,0.08426293900213791,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,StunningCobbler,2020/03/26,"non-verbal folks.... Hi all!  My son, who is 2.5 yrs old, was diagnosed ASD a couple of months ago.  He is considered ""non-verbal"", although he does vocalize and use a couple of words.  

My question to those of you that are or were ""non-verbal"", What is it like when people try to get you to talk?  Do you try to say the words, but they don't come out right?  

Thank you all so much.

Blessings to you .",0.22370370370370551,2.3259926049382718,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,85.91358024691358,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.4783481481481484,295,6,69,3,9,96,57,81,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.8961,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,2,11,12,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,9,10,3,7,1,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783088396578325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019628761139912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188416754861089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379676599735171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205173814535422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249345719233493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454324095422926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871403498722893,0.0,0.17235195957701566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460218792049027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254210245054904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626441076283824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022393700979627,0.0,0.1864486297992702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844665793393986,0.0,0.2158553626205696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31836014035215954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249449823362406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,I_have_no_names,2020/03/26,"ABA healthcare coverage- Tufts Has anyone here used Tufts insurance for ABA coverage? I just got off of the phone with them and they said that they charge a copay per billing code per day. So if my son received 5 services (codes) a day, it would be 25 copays per week. This can't be right, can it? Are you all paying hundreds of dollars a week for ABA services?",1.7811619718309863,4.302007169014087,2.3304049295774694,94.16208626760564,82.94366197183099,5.240140845070423,22.959507042253517,6.6274283507984215,0.5819985915492967,283,10,58,3,8,87,56,71,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342830517389424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490443309941695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784401876281718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297310540238076,0.3311618461740621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30068207410251513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585154747587976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24730940141055574,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,hakoreh1,2020/03/26,"Question about mild autism Hi all 

I hope everyone is safe and healthy with their families and I truly wish you all the best

Please don't the sensitivity of the message. So I have a question. I'm a divorced dad. I have had my two boys, one of which is 7 and has mild autism but its very high functioning. Normally I can handle his behavior which can sometimes be disruptive. I love and adore him. Though being in isolation with him for over two weeks has presented some challenges. I wanted to know is there like a forum or guide or tutorial or SOMETHING that will tell me tips or advice on how to handle specific situations? I feel like I'm not properly equipped to discipline and yet make him understand what's expected and not expected. He's extremely bright and very affectionate. He's a pleasure to have around. I just need some help here. 

Any tips or helpers would be greatly appreciated

​

Thanks",4.459649122807015,6.808094146198838,5.072374269005844,79.00084210526317,72.4502923976608,9.238362573099417,30.69824561403509,9.725611199111238,3.234764210526317,733,33,134,20,15,235,115,171,0.033,0.6559999999999999,0.312,0.9949,0,1,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,9,14,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,2,2,40,29,16,0,8,9,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,17,14,14,23,5,8,0,0,1,1,19,5,0,10,5,90,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385954102448682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059836558481314,0.19132050488236335,0.10707225048381537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016499574034547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652353748344487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504514185570583,0.0,0.0,0.14843102743098055,0.0,0.07961208381043589,0.11248320577382807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359056100393544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553625517754717,0.16635589224119446,0.0,0.1563846198080715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653109030459216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384545695693633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210590209174134,0.0,0.10509993323135217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674810818084178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542687967358104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669304311634116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283419279537646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527628729422933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769818040155671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212136660376278,0.1557233140865772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761933405188612,0.14495995845026147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469505550787066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076139889694535,0.16391230598073905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598275447919881,0.092868827755745,0.0,0.12629789691191556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106116915830311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118488518091178,0.0,0.19132050488236335,0.0
autism,galeGTTG,2020/03/26,"Hi guys! My team and I are making an app that aims to help people who are on the autistic spectrum (especially teenagers) that might be a bit sensitive to noise. Would you let us know your thoughts on our idea? Our app is called Sirius, and it is very similar to Google maps or other maps you use on your smartphones. It has voice navigations to direct you from your current location to your destination and a simple user interface. What makes it different from other maps is that it can show the noise levels of different types of noise around you (there is a button that lets you choose the type of noise) and create a route that is the shortest AND the quietest, so you can travel at ease. The app is still in the process of development, so we would like to know how much the app could help you. (Of course, it is also available for the general public). 

We are also planning to add checkpoints on the route to make sure the user is on track and allow parent monitoring if necessary. A reward system is also in consideration to encourage users to keep going. Thanks for reading this and have a great day!",7.762883116883117,7.176764552380952,7.5325974025974025,75.06058441558444,63.0,10.493506493506494,32.42424242424242,9.800150414767053,2.890333333333334,876,28,163,15,11,279,121,210,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.9827,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,11,0,3,9,6,0,0,18,0,23,0,0,6,1,32,33,15,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,15,11,0,1,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,18,6,28,25,2,19,0,0,0,0,26,13,0,3,4,120,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36801219159647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655496713108808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746870927252286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663447276941994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247422879887004,0.0,0.0,0.09892773369827812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32053235506966626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717848518974397,0.0,0.0,0.16911963808761654,0.0,0.15188616276925687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056362186691072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316541928361706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634541820285914,0.0,0.0,0.1686048664282815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137156179481541,0.0,0.07494154017219637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071790753193542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272892133569852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127637143387532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032811140628448,0.0,0.0,0.10634547616247904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153437517080714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225022484957686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457392023410348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122643286894135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177929421859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451650799736136,0.13248489782201828,0.0,0.12656776983230905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179362429509589,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,t1lewis,2020/03/26,"Aversions to food with faces? As a kid, for some reason, I found myself completely unable to eat food if it had a face, especially if I did it myself (decorating gingerbread men etc), did anyone else do this as a kid?",7.91,6.309681904761906,8.895238095238096,68.6914285714286,63.28571428571429,12.20952380952381,32.904761904761905,11.20814326018867,3.5316761904761904,168,5,32,4,2,58,31,42,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,2,1,0,6,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886708646388253,0.27647192308543184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291080371362026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27610265525174216,0.2254076897873751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30093090670896466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525571283604479,0.2958538126869126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774293784074677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,indiesoup,2020/03/26,"fictional autistic characters a friend of mine is writing an assignment on autism and shes looking for fictional autistic characters from the early 2000s (2003 ish), do you have any idea on how to locate some? thanks so much c:",6.426016260162598,8.278486073170733,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,66.3170731707317,10.34471544715447,35.61788617886179,10.504223727775694,4.224213008130082,183,9,30,5,3,57,37,41,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323206561697842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671999941101113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365330423779094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991153293025752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493853390261084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43757378352342574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bassplr01,2020/03/26,"What is your quarantine obsession? Lot's of time means a lot of room for new obsessions, mine are:
Tarantino movies
Skateboarding
Making new indie music with the synths in Logic Pro (music record programm)",5.418428571428574,8.873081628571434,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,75.57142857142857,8.071428571428571,25.892857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.780571428571429,167,6,24,4,4,50,31,35,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799965773751347,0.0,0.0,0.22769260401921984,0.0,0.0,0.3715672073175096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6588895209698693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198903137005024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KYGC2160,2020/03/26,"Explaining COVID19 lockdown to non-verbal brother Hi everyone, I hope this is allowed here - I have checked the rules but just let me know if it's not. 

My brother is autistic, non-verbal and lives away from my parents. He usually goes to my parents on Fridays and stay the night and is dropped back on Saturdays. With the lockdown in the UK, he won't be able to do that for three weeks. His support staff have created an image to try and explain COVID-19 to him, but we are trying to figure out, as a family, how to explain to him that he won't be coming home for at least a few weeks. We don't want him to think it's forever but equally don't want him to build himself up every weekend to come home (as you can imagine, his routine is very important to him, and all of his usual weekly activities have been cancelled).

I'd appreciate any advice - at the moment, we're thinking that we show him over whatsapp video call the image that they've created to explain COVD-19 (we haven't been shown it yet so I can't describe it yet) and say he won't come home this weekend of next weekend and will just take it from there, but if anyone has any other ideas, we'd be very happy to hear them.

Thanks and hope you're all keeping well.",5.7733525345622105,5.431914330645161,6.2113133640552975,82.08161290322583,66.98387096774194,8.859907834101383,33.843317972350235,8.192908349453996,2.4526753456221204,966,40,196,11,14,313,139,248,0.011000000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.13,0.9847,3,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,1,1,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,26,0,0,2,2,45,45,18,0,6,9,4,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,12,17,0,1,10,5,1,3,8,0,1,1,2,2,24,6,32,34,5,29,0,0,0,0,33,9,0,4,15,133,36,1,0.12303391987893625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022732256461878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733456906112293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602817746047696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155944177552408,0.09460548995625853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563138821329414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31794848342376675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036613839074565,0.11756418294712805,0.0,0.0,0.11598542992340115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309718955175716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866816953649222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702391596336821,0.2444008867388729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889031980312072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935820105554384,0.0,0.0,0.06761622475048625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581051887931718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864120533900523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084796958063769,0.11545899926007652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732292158855827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784151130768223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113778840701032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961743426070267,0.0,0.0,0.09250619598870814,0.0,0.0,0.1132731032960746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767033593295188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670639108783788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710089612907484,0.2030317381091608,0.14513718728708544,0.0,0.2960711677057173,0.0,0.1106222697509385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,trint003,2020/03/26,"Is it true that 95% of people with autism never get married, have a romantic relationship etc? I read a lot of things stating this statistic. I'm not looking for blind optimism or motivation - just verification of the statistic.",6.784916666666668,8.880468325000002,7.605,64.28666666666669,65.75,10.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,4.726583333333334,183,10,28,5,3,61,35,40,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.9128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,8,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43363048881044136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031393143608771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32650591034249543,0.0,0.0,0.3305558352688252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29987739590369783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695547338070081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889193087020353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174408231426305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583108046852517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cyka-Blyat-Fuckers,2020/03/26,"Diagnosis I am not officially diagnosed with autism yet and I am still doing research but I wanted help with confirming if I have traits of ASD before and try to ask for a diagnosis so I don’t embarrass myself to much. Here are some things about me.


1. Communication is a big problem with me, when me and my parents or friends go out to eat at a restaurant I always have to tell my family/friends what I want so they can tell them, and sometimes when they force me to order by myself I am to quiet and stutter and trip over my words so much that my peers just end up ordering for me. It’s the same with school when I’m trying to talk in a group I don’t know when to talk so I usually get talked over or they get annoyed and tell me to be quiet.

2.Stims, I know everyone stims but when I do it it is usually very violent like swinging my head back and forth or side to side (of course I do have less violent ones like chewing on stuff or fidgeting with what I’m holding). When I start stimming I have to literally force my self to put something down even if it makes me extremely uncomfortable.

3.Textures and clothing are a big inconvenience in my life too. I can’t wear anything scratchy or bumpy, anything constricting like tight belts and elastics are a big no no. My school has a uniform that includes belts if you wear pants, so I had to ditch wearing pants to school. My school also provides and requires that we wear their gym uniform that has an elastic waist band,  that band has made by cry multiple times. I can’t wear low rise shoes like vans, only high tops or higher. Also no clumpy fabrics. I have favorite textures too though, like soft brushes and silk.

4.Noises, if their loud that’s a big no no. People yelling at me or someone yelling at someone near me causes me to cringe and in some cases cry. It doesn’t even have to be directed toward me, just loud upsets me all together.This has gotten even in trouble with my mom when she is scolding  me.

5.Sensory Overload is a problem too, someone sniffling in the back of class while the teacher yells at a kid with a video playing in the background and other classes walking down the hallway and a kid rummaging in their backpack next to me will cause me to curl up and cry as I cover my ears to tut and block out the sound and close my eyes tight to stop everything from being so much. 

6. My obsession over everything cute and anime, oh your talking about how hard gym was how about an Animal Crossing fact, oh you didn’t start your science project yet what about an anime that I’m watching. It often causes me to get kicked out of conversations.

7. Let’s not forget to mention how I can’t read peoples emotions or the atmosphere of a room so I often make people awkward. My friend was once upset about her friend being rude to her and I couldn’t read that and I made a joke and she got upset with me. I also sometimes misunderstand simple jokes or metaphors(are they called metaphors?), like when someone told me about someone had a devil on their shoulder I was trying to look for a plush devil on their shoulder.

I know this was a lot to read and I’m sorry about that I just want to know if I should try to get diagnosed or not, I don’t really want to embarrass myself (as I said before social confrontations are upsetting)

Thanks",4.2666820040899776,5.621558924846628,4.855659509202454,84.44331543967282,70.9478527607362,7.764621676891616,28.92075664621677,8.212053250817874,1.9302591002044995,2617,100,515,38,48,837,290,652,0.16899999999999998,0.736,0.095,-0.9951,1,0,1,0,2,0,53.0,1,4,10,2,46,34,5,8,27,0,47,17,12,10,2,98,77,65,0,13,23,2,5,6,3,2,3,10,1,3,22,36,3,7,4,11,0,6,17,20,0,1,13,19,85,14,82,56,9,67,2,1,3,0,45,37,0,20,28,361,107,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626806722513754,0.05766679750397807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406320218721645,0.0,0.06479024156578518,0.0,0.0,0.10658158337804607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794584878144546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076752249761528,0.0,0.0,0.21358407259349926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283828273256167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068497733343202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091568442465786,0.0,0.07795810139415192,0.061383111631797264,0.0,0.0,0.1373246716328023,0.0,0.0,0.06622330677027624,0.12457261915331633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417757380273808,0.0,0.1448347162006399,0.0,0.039387277288921885,0.0,0.05542904518979258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208311331211148,0.0,0.0711262900267639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645326623728918,0.07322388443119666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523515030530404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708684258914095,0.04895173442931039,0.2031517214457242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058198225945418514,0.0,0.0,0.058920107046061626,0.0,0.13115496351096614,0.0925224259986063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116845433189142,0.0,0.0,0.15284008463059734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370599627016779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380690475144168,0.046962442709492784,0.052709105323079306,0.0,0.0,0.07695431435240113,0.0,0.0,0.14414079628422236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262986721543252,0.0,0.06967004569332781,0.0,0.0,0.20796940960701904,0.0,0.04439816161204201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592433762194469,0.0,0.0,0.2805589374059685,0.0,0.0,0.07229958492653235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064708952392999,0.29360688892904724,0.0533538990043843,0.13708761138903436,0.07758058137579052,0.0981079962712367,0.0,0.05534656881818459,0.057941566417642414,0.0,0.0,0.07933693621656357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228169475041085,0.18172525318495816,0.06380616341093183,0.0,0.0,0.046042751751249215,0.0,0.06809120322689055,0.0,0.04041194235032016,0.0,0.0,0.06622330677027624,0.0,0.1882125038935804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265797057529396,0.05718337311522904,0.16351007996730169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,3L3M3NT4LP4ND4,2020/03/26,"Tell me about your Special Interests! I'm just making s thread because I'm curious about peoples special interests, I have two but I feel one is very...common, almost normal nowadays at least as far as the internet goes.

The second one is so uninteresting it makes me sad which id why I'm making this thread! Because I imagine a lot of people have similar struggles and I wanna make a post to appreciate special interests and let people rsnt about them, and who knoes ou may convince me to get into it as well lol.

Or ask me about my special interests! I'm always excited to infodump stuff.

My main two are the History of Video Games and the History of Medicine. But I also have a vast array of general trivia for no particular reason (nor am I sure how I got it in the first place...)",3.455414585414584,5.373695870129873,5.427402597402601,77.25011488511491,74.06493506493507,8.634565434565435,29.37862137862138,9.265573868473778,2.864962637362637,620,27,113,15,13,214,98,154,0.06,0.7040000000000001,0.235,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,9,14,0,1,8,1,9,0,0,6,1,24,21,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,1,6,1,1,15,12,19,18,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,4,1,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688557099562562,0.0,0.0,0.1348510528610665,0.140311278437024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764360113307507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558706344920769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852629422933455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343414842598648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810071424017198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486651816561973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243266260723442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433607535550923,0.0,0.0,0.4502396678110607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521878192598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285322112655856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35071445401792445,0.0,0.17617945768184298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149817520897455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733767717789387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628568643650547,0.1930377171899436,0.0,0.0,0.15892907195747136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473875418919318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294484019860594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516160388393875,0.0,0.15215975420958025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lilithasherah,2020/03/26,"Best ear plugs rec needed! I'm not sure if I have autism, but I'm extremely sensitive to stimuli and my next door neighbors can be loud. I'm looking for ear plugs with excellent noise canceling properties that are also comfy to wear for long periods of time. Regular ear plugs don't cut it. Thank you!",3.709152542372877,5.709495847457628,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,73.57627118644069,9.465762711864409,28.749152542372883,9.888512548439397,3.042536271186441,241,10,46,7,5,79,48,59,0.065,0.77,0.16399999999999998,0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,7,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,4,6,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30256140317423835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397048480087346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348223605415527,0.3177135068356953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805371365103845,0.0,0.0,0.4023729275145912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565845575278791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483281424081697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061531453215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DP1999-1,2020/03/27,"Going public about Autism Hey Everyone.

I wanted to know your thoughts on being public about being on the spectrum. It's not something most know about me.

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I wanted to know if any of you are public about your diagnosis and if you think it's a good idea to be. (what's your experience like)",2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988506,78.82758620689657,5.935632183908046,21.73563218390805,7.1686216300943375,0.8267839080459773,239,7,44,3,6,77,38,58,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,12,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,10,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821936449413185,0.3164709722727476,0.17711253289279755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488677663684941,0.0,0.25476662658793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801773273318553,0.2184501449538388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940123666334114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294037112857255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272409911651738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050441936298907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688358368403225,0.0,0.20676540759857973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072361557038756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164709722727476,0.0
autism,phietle,2020/03/27,"Am I the only person who's really enjoying self isolation? First off, I do understand why we're self isolating, and i'm not glorifying what's going on or how its negativly affecting but...
I have genuinely not been this happy in months, I don't have to go to any overly stimulating places, I can keep to my routines and do what I want without being called weird, I don't have to pretend i'm not autistic, I can still have friends without actually having to see them, and absolutely everyone respects my personal space. I've been getting completely burnt out from college and work so this prefect for me. 
Does anyone else feel the same way? I wish I could live like this forever if society would just let me.",9.470612745098036,7.32119699264706,9.908823529411766,64.39303921568629,60.691176470588225,14.06666666666667,41.784313725490186,12.745084868956482,5.360675490196078,565,26,102,17,6,192,96,136,0.042,0.768,0.191,0.9557,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,18,0,0,3,0,25,29,9,0,5,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,2,2,15,5,14,23,1,13,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,4,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.1635975328571662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140044853340523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722142233534227,0.1717723195995391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118449386064966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577280344175078,0.0,0.0,0.13385105141427805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467074449497769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004605349522728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019217362922775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476645069258251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425989221478329,0.0,0.0,0.12952226626613622,0.0,0.08758769811071476,0.0,0.19055326198484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846143358760472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901075729117402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142857611456866,0.0,0.08190297701834874,0.0,0.14803378369738124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381279983967426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750172958058634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927626459007445,0.17515355336030233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739780842485827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359151992992488,0.0,0.34978101296115194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388167390463346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452456634482036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988814829615524,0.13306895714293648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512737181673416,0.0,0.19278370736210745,0.3232079822514566,0.0,0.12204770281764188,0.0,0.0,0.1190903406632944,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,meanyapickles,2020/03/27,"Any advice on how to help my younger brother (on the spectrum) with his reading homework? My younger brother is high-functioning, but he has auditory sensory issues which are quicky triggered when/if our dog starts whining or making noise. He had an IEP at his last school and is prone to anxiety that can build to anxiety attacks and outbursts if not quelled.

With Covid-19 and my younger brother doing online school, I'm the one mostly helping him with his homework. I'm ashamed to say I feel frustrated because his difficulty with certain assignments is NOT his fault, but I really want to help him and I just don't know how to get the information he's reading through to him.

Reading is one of his least favorite things to do so he gets extremely anxious whenever the task presents himself. It's like, he reads the words on the screen, but their meaning doesn't quite *click* if that makes sense. He reads the words but isn't absorbing and understanding what they mean.

I can understand doing a minimalist job on homework because high school is super annoying, but when given assignments where he has to answer questions about a reading project, he just repeats whatever his reading says word-for-word if he can which does him no good when the questions start asking him for his opinions and interpretations about the article.

Has anyone ever had this problem, either the person trying to help or the one who has trouble with reading/comprehension? What's worked for you if anything? Any advice is appreciated.",8.821868131868131,8.979005985347989,7.84646153846154,71.22353846153848,60.575091575091584,10.649963369963373,41.276923076923076,10.203070172399654,4.383754285714288,1226,63,201,23,15,378,148,273,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.7821,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,2,3,11,12,3,1,14,0,22,0,0,5,2,51,39,22,0,6,16,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,10,11,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,8,0,3,3,5,25,4,26,36,3,15,0,1,2,0,42,7,0,10,9,132,35,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806157637445374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391466645590905,0.0,0.1393964714128356,0.10292738465208584,0.0,0.06370562266742913,0.0,0.07497505167002046,0.0,0.08517473849515103,0.10364978925751847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107856101619053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973021436078642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241342492969712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046067514069489036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520152093338947,0.0,0.0,0.07641801629471448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442741195826122,0.1925235979153971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950942616886421,0.0904117539768307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050071195593205775,0.07426610179815753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445113192223817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121632104602769,0.0,0.0,0.1984891060562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521371491475866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955297879561657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717913364507895,0.0,0.0,0.2041261556619654,0.09690577547968604,0.6379365037659326,0.0,0.05836684219075581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449072753736249,0.0,0.2766219134454915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897502347172446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052885813101819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185711927148853,0.0,0.0,0.18969563665510455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373852591827182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632853234696691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Crogg88,2020/03/27,"What is the best way to safely reduce anger without hurting yourself/others My little brother (5) has asbergers and has frequent temper tantrums which of these are safe for him to do even if he does it when he’s older? If none are how can we stop them?

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autism,harvestwheat27,2020/03/27,"Does anyone else feel like this? Hello! I am currently seeking a diagnosis, however because of COVID-19 I’m not going to be able to reach a specialist as soon as I had hoped. I am home from college and doing online classes and having a very hard time adjusting.

Recently, some stuff has come up that I feel really bad about. I am having a really hard time communicating with friends. I have never been good at texting friends, and really don’t have much of a desire to talk to people when they aren’t with me in the same place face to face. Because of this, I haven’t stayed up to date with any of my college friends because they aren’t here. I don’t miss most of them either(except for a few, but not that much). I feel absolutely terrible about this. It’s not because I don’t like them or I don’t want to talk. I love them and I really like spending time with them. I feel like a really bad friend for this, and even so I’m still having trouble texting them.

Has anyone else gone through this?",3.3067500000000014,4.910628774999998,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,73.75,8.0,26.0,8.660442795831766,1.78485,785,27,161,15,16,258,102,200,0.105,0.7240000000000001,0.171,0.9109,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,0,8,16,0,0,8,0,21,3,2,0,1,27,34,11,0,3,5,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,11,5,0,0,3,6,23,11,28,30,6,19,0,1,0,1,15,5,0,4,14,112,32,3,0.11707877309694785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961758050812476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372840073290246,0.23992207753423694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551177030466427,0.285480533576063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085299615997168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245642331706807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560858340493634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732942543432708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367941820053576,0.1672821977878091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618190786729925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653856483238027,0.09820012010895396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975916816041548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743955543590348,0.11628563891709415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879509863164035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566816378048496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213273896509124,0.0,0.0902983674897818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116767967310262,0.0,0.12232239893970767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750183000961396,0.0,0.11560116394480735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479039429490267,0.09349925943203916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134027184344956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820696590044764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480872234614886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660224928601574,0.06905609377899312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jackman1857,2020/03/27,"Tips for homeschooling my autistic brother? With COVID-19, schools are shutdown, leaving me to homeschool my fourteen year old brother. We’ve been doing pretty good and using many strategies, but he still significantly struggles with focusing, getting overwhelmed, and reading comprehension. I’ve been reading tons of stuff on the Internet, but would greatly appreciate tips and strategies from people who have/are dealing/dealt with the same situation! I really really want “homeschooling” to be a good thing for him, but we struggle a bit to keep up with what the teachers are asking us to do (already modified). Anything helps!

TLDR: homeschooling tips and strategies needed :)",9.278188073394496,11.858456211009175,7.694392201834862,64.16525802752295,60.28440366972477,9.853669724770645,43.900229357798175,10.125756701596842,5.390072477064217,553,33,69,12,8,166,77,109,0.051,0.758,0.191,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,14,7,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,14,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218345393938274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331404057201722,0.0,0.16281063709204507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901312448669884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098836432693723,0.0,0.0,0.2921445052387463,0.0,0.1920055839728673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673186715039817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547962255601686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440411701207315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656499079478785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913310815604664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274550241769308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207365713665429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717739742648214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484025912492359,0.0,0.22313523774819224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625331468533545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575658051943345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907974275721702,0.0,0.0,0.3641274966144398,0.1993648552341699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570029011977673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948601990451968,0.15041328411975186,0.0,0.0,0.10272063989535234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237141235335802,0.0,0.0,0.1121495737010454
autism,autisticasiankid,2020/03/27,"Sorry if my last post was offensive I really don't want to live with autism
I just don't get why autism is a blessing for everyone else but me.",11.390645161290324,4.8674454838709735,11.345161290322585,68.93774193548388,61.903225806451616,16.270967741935486,40.67741935483871,13.023866798666859,4.6933612903225805,114,3,26,3,1,39,27,31,0.154,0.772,0.07400000000000001,-0.0773,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31415413382826285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593463171332549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964784922334188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065432476770005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320723714385576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601664099680956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091693152863386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209740883999475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181293835958946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393402578349809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,justanunknownautist,2020/03/27,"Who else is on sensory overload and about to shutdown or meltdown because of all the news about the coronavirus? I stopped watching the news because the information about the coronavirus on the local news is so overwhelming that I’m about to shutdown or meltdown if I keep on hearing more information about the coronavirus. Am I alone in feeling this way, or do other people feel this same sense of sensory overwhelm from too much information about the coronavirus on the local and internet news.",15.104137931034481,10.685834126436783,12.945287356321838,53.90344827586209,52.56321839080461,16.657471264367818,55.43678160919541,14.06817628641468,7.556443678160919,407,23,61,11,3,127,48,87,0.092,0.89,0.017,-0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,9,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,16,9,4,9,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,4,1,49,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351337717999899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135802635803949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833813166516532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34304755907984386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823344099019731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015212749131264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937148134140574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351778591198876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836096489425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926325547554875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thetieflingalchemist,2020/03/27,I was recently diagnosed I spent my life feeling different and like something was wrong with me I was only diagnosed in December I was 20. I finally have a name and I can finally see that there are others like me and there is nothing wrong with me or any of us we’re just different.,2.8621052631578934,4.8137587192982485,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,75.84210526315789,10.174035087719297,30.69824561403509,10.355215969177356,3.7256414035087726,225,11,44,8,5,78,38,57,0.109,0.7759999999999999,0.115,-0.1779,2,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,11,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349607769274186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028689417557631,0.0,0.4147005194372597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034821006672767,0.0,0.0,0.4348102328065369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401793839004227,0.19391674597145347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042937540089744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093908308400333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595700849152264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814829800623706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278553003919232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872501637041904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339734772944431,0.0,0.0
autism,JakeMaffey,2020/03/27,"Moving So, I live in a city in England, always lived in a city, for the past two years I’ve lived further from the city centre but I lived next to a high street for most of my teen years (I’m 17), so always been around busy areas, however for a while my grandparents who me and mom live with are considering moving to Wales in the suburbs, and the thought of living in the suburbs is horrible, for one, the type of work I want to do would be much easier to access if I lived in a city, and also, I just like the the busy-ness, the lack of open space (I’m a bit claustrophobic but I’m the opposite too lol), and I’ve lived here all my life, everything I’ve ever seen, everyone I’ve spoken to has been here, moving not only to a different area but a whole different country (though same government) feels impossible, however there are upsides, Southampton (where I live) isn’t particularly the safest city, being high functioning, I’m very social, but I was with the wrong crowd one time, and that means that loads of people know me, and that’s led to me being confronted when going to certain places, and it feels like there aren’t many safe places, everytime a moped goes past it’s pure anxiety, having to avoid walking past large groups of people because being robbed or jumped isn’t the most uncommon thing, so it would be nice to feel more safe, but I don’t know, it’s not my choice at all, and I am grateful for whatever so don’t take this as ungratefulness, just concerns and trying to deal with it if it does happen, a same situation happened a few years ago, when they considered moving to Scotland, which didn’t end up happening",10.83916924664603,6.582974421052632,10.178088235294119,70.03223039215689,60.20743034055727,13.862641898864807,38.99097007223942,11.374738998889045,4.0569836945304445,1290,39,260,25,12,418,168,323,0.069,0.8270000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9075,6,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,1,18,9,1,1,24,1,23,1,0,1,5,50,41,27,0,6,12,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,14,0,3,7,0,0,8,8,3,0,3,6,4,17,6,37,28,12,42,0,0,1,0,7,20,0,5,16,165,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148716665356833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449199387422552,0.13420665122679026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061693411380077966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179138874863576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916060852059651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804374870578281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314173301070303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851428690420284,0.0,0.0,0.07057321988322399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142777309088004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294826441296577,0.0,0.07706001216896169,0.07247876930379041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233001601580658,0.057612997530147675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045832565832380115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139430397401307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041231253825906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864106348504174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696213968746679,0.07879841146692068,0.0,0.6409012639772725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176164675432702,0.0,0.08784634180680277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445076640840287,0.0,0.3428526403437642,0.059283553157478165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857671603323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929464513849993,0.06133436241264025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309551083709773,0.11181855308873928,0.0,0.16851428690420284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064866321584156,0.0,0.08220769762073092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060635207168497116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535771344453047,0.0,0.07923356904337718,0.06402333680318671,0.04702490590042248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054752845137672514,0.0,0.07877871129656043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654079421626934,0.04756667012920748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003756477225297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871071757905981,0.0,0.0,0.11457617301529464,0.08817294364719783,0.0,0.15579873089196658
autism,darkbluesocks,2020/03/27,Rubbing lower back Is this a sign of autism?,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,83.44444444444446,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,35,1,7,0,1,11,9,9,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HaveYouSeenMyBody,2020/03/28,"Would you get rid of your autism of you could? I'm just currius. I know that is impossible, but if you could get ""cured"" from autism for free and with no sige effects, would you do it?

I know that I'm at least very divided on this matter. One hand, it's exhausting to be autistic. I wish that I could understand normal social clue and be able to function normally. I wish that I didn't have my other mental issues that my autism causes. I wish thst I could just act natural around others.
But then, on the other hand, I am scared of who I would be. A lot of the things I value is also very connected with my autism. My morals, my interestes, my common sense. I'm at least pretty sure I wouldn't be me, if I weren't autistic. But what would you guys do?",1.7910046082949298,3.604688658064518,3.1923732718894016,91.89427419354841,78.54838709677419,6.493087557603687,19.45852534562212,7.447530270364453,0.3411751152073732,582,13,129,8,14,190,85,155,0.059000000000000004,0.71,0.231,0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,21,3,2,2,1,34,32,9,0,16,7,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,26,4,15,17,3,8,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,2,95,40,0,0.13829959366434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105981350871121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311595957783293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420717790696737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416838880024942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451165916879202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369383411588463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434884442310658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201167966217813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175773688931574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937346200208175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100847601395783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937153838885785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070040635805364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846201981719605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409790192622921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303457303201864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188010475406216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397475440171775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822329735647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477113122262787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929762533198486,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AwJeezAgain,2020/03/28,"Does anybody else here have parents like this, if so, what helps you? (This is my second account, I only use it to vent when stressed, and or having a bad day.) I am 23 and my father and I rarely if ever get on. I still live with him and my mother, despite having some savings, I still cannot afford to move out and buy or rent my own place to live. This evening was no exception. So my mother, my father, and I just finished our dinner. My parents bought a tub of ice cream for us to share for dessert. As we were waiting for it to defrost, I said that sometimes I like to have ice cream that has been microwaved. My father said: “that is stupid and not safe.”, and my mother called me a “moron.” I told them that it is safe and I have done that before, my mother tried to get me to promise that I would never do that again. Then my father started yelling at me, saying: “You never to listen to us. You cause your mother and I mental health problems. And you would be dead if you tried to look after yourself” I said, “You and my mother do not help mine because you are always trying to control what I do, and it has its effects on me And I am more than capable of taking care of myself.” He then carried on shouting and called me a “cu*t.” and then I went to my room to calm down. My mother then went into room without knocking and said: “Remember you are the one who causes mental health problems in this house.” and I said to her that I go to bed every night feeling guilty and anxious because of what I do and go about my life and do not need reminders of what I do and mistakes I make. Then she angrily said: “You do need reminders, actually.“ Then closed the door and left the room. Am I the asshole? (Surprised that I did not raise my voice once.)",3.784227699530515,4.442985219718313,4.504947183098594,89.10990903755871,71.45070422535211,6.480046948356807,26.05927230046948,5.7366,0.7068990610328632,1343,40,285,5,24,431,173,355,0.10099999999999999,0.83,0.069,-0.9179,4,0,0,0,1,1,46.0,4,10,1,2,11,17,2,1,8,0,31,5,0,6,3,63,56,38,1,10,12,13,1,2,0,2,3,11,6,0,23,28,2,4,3,0,4,5,9,7,0,2,15,15,64,10,39,38,3,37,0,0,3,0,47,14,0,6,20,221,87,0,0.0,0.0,0.0892741433577704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612112651710215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334967160759598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638442551857327,0.11153429033946566,0.0,0.0778452356110122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682860039076168,0.0,0.093272944412905,0.18795633901011102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260588523269984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058998921820636624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800573287589458,0.0936187998460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642224939503571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042361263752012,0.08275154791246174,0.07707831436646555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046256518291544056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559211047931827,0.0,0.1039837149780124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944841538532736,0.0,0.0,0.12263815954535667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055590187812112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939647139775627,0.0,0.06461709911094109,0.08938787748282302,0.0,0.16156220692070536,0.0,0.07682262084965777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061065566321966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184386553364896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723187701117626,0.0,0.13566686721651594,0.1411145511131909,0.0,0.0,0.0858505328208873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742633504197333,0.06199120113779261,0.06957689083782742,0.0,0.0,0.20316193554711887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558019096756552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507361842932134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036323264477377,0.0,0.5221272963177848,0.07275089799492017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047895723489892,0.0,0.06475208889471465,0.0,0.14611677255030153,0.0,0.10479338751881673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878377836079261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741586027372715,0.0,0.1863327136381488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008540220188375,0.07901187904350361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696111857497262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818628019006927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997369775964748,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Chrysopraise,2020/03/28,"Worried about hearing for SSI My hearing for SSI is coming up in a few weeks. I'm very nervous about the whole thing. I still need to get an attorney, but I rather perish right now than make a phonecall. I don't have much hope that I will get approved. 

It's very unrealistic, but I worry that they'll take one look at me, seeing that I am young, no bad physical conditions, and tell me that there's no reason I am unable to get a job. I almost want to not show up if I'm only going to get denied again. I know I have to at least try if I want this.",2.7893487394957965,3.160192504201685,4.490241596638658,89.36376575630253,73.53781512605042,7.294537815126048,23.278361344537807,7.1686216300943375,0.6045369747899159,424,10,100,4,8,144,79,119,0.21,0.742,0.048,-0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,27,5,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,4,15,1,15,25,4,13,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,4,5,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382410335706971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493939302790915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953137630224428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627719231261429,0.0,0.09865451256182814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912943760603199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241284139816468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226009386095434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539986200053346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577086835660175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587186861095375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760773771806344,0.12871389196727345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762826001483707,0.13202210081886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847819244741348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824388246892564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383277950091335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386282359319977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051717045846448,0.0,0.15172425807812234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532468207195247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785539714676355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645787115174753,0.2047743376597488,0.0,0.1392424606455574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380569041991527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525756950747676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Hassaan18,2020/03/28,"I'm autistic but I fear I may have PTSD as well I was diagnosed as autistic when I was 8. I always gathered I was somewhat odd, my behaviours weren't the same as others. I always struggled to hold down friendships, my interests were somewhat left field, I was incredibly shy so I would struggle to speak up, I'd be overly emotional. 

As I moved into my teenage years, my thought patterns became more and more negative. I never found out if anxiety and/or depression setting in was the cause of it. When I was 20 I took cognitive behavioural therapy believing the main issue was social anxiety, which admittedly was true but it didn't seem to get to the root of the problem. 

When I was 21 I got to a point where I was no longer painfully embarrassed about being autistic. I slowly began embedding it into conversations with classmates at the time. There wasn't any negative response but I wasn't getting the emotional support I was after for ages. I had friends but I would be lucky to see them once every few years and we'd text intermittently. I never seemed to make genuinely good friends at school or college. There was a point at college when I genuinely had no one to talk to. 

It was only last year (after I'd turned 22) that the tide began to turn. I began my first proper job working within a studio for a television programme. I quickly realised that this is the perfect environment for me - the people working on the management team were aware of my autism but made sure I was treated the same as everyone else. Everyone I worked with was nice, but more than just nice. They'd constantly ask if I'm okay and they seemed to take a genuine interest in me. I was able to open up to them without feeling uncomfortable. This took a lot to process but had a lasting positive impact in that I believe I have friends now, even if I don't get to see them very often (such is TV life). 

Why do I believe I have PTSD? Despite all the positives that came from this experience, my weaknesses were brought to the forefront. I believed I was out of my depth, any time I got something wrong I'd give myself a really hard time. Even now I get flashbacks to the times I made a silly mistake or said something silly. I get constant flashbacks to times at school when I would be bullied particularly badly. My parents gave me a load of grief a few years ago because I was studying and not working. I was studying 3 days a week but mentally I wasn't ready to work and they just couldn't process that. I've had moments where they've been very unfair and I've become incredibly irrationally angry, and let out a scream or thrown something. One instance I began taking paracetamol tablets, such is how angry I was. It didn't have any impact on me, which is either a blessing or a curse. On the way home from college (2 years ago), one of my classmates threw a sharp object at me which led to my lip bleeding quite badly. Some of them gave me tissues but most of them walked by as though nothing had happened. I was left with some trust issues and a lack of willingness to interact with others. 

I foolishly gave a stranger a lift to a friend's a few months ago on the way home from work. He had told me he just came out of prison. That did make me more vigilant though. 

Is this something worth taking up with a professional? I know Reddit cannot diagnose me but interested to see what people reckon either way.",3.9335362221098182,5.82056978603946,4.7654990726690265,82.63245925363908,72.68740515933231,7.673590737930647,29.502641488225702,8.401726058763845,2.2440480301242056,2695,114,507,46,54,871,296,659,0.18100000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.125,-0.9934,2,0,4,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,8,10,26,37,0,4,39,1,62,7,1,8,6,88,110,40,1,10,24,1,3,0,4,4,6,3,3,0,21,22,0,1,9,2,1,9,17,14,1,4,59,9,78,22,80,39,20,84,1,2,3,0,32,32,0,19,39,359,99,15,0.061711315607916664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411007351609944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269751635241556,0.0,0.0,0.12589743235369674,0.0,0.09441797505751512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691749678141675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305274169847084,0.037618645210863035,0.06815529967711388,0.0,0.27811008081578603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116260994679022,0.0,0.06339452029356893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333760176512881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979869331734358,0.0,0.05315186570662205,0.12527137265809382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155188556735142,0.1388338478858115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151948389150006,0.0,0.05199444498688738,0.11793561328739158,0.0,0.06036550813760187,0.0,0.06944238682590316,0.031203095388928424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249161353085372,0.0,0.06766327231642913,0.19071203742855716,0.0,0.1612080768225707,0.05919911712712095,0.0,0.051760523658382636,0.09871235305523632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457111258733115,0.0,0.05528121744700328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380296237572028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882116078304515,0.061238958528648635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033914925167782585,0.10060591744005434,0.0,0.0,0.13409904994574795,0.06310400127864663,0.043588527234292934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246475371232096,0.0,0.116785477890798,0.08238556472900681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219049147644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925738335794574,0.06558936221922501,0.0,0.0,0.09519114195751396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059213671689181825,0.0,0.0,0.06572053708296767,0.1254515536719759,0.0469342363382041,0.06566519077808325,0.0,0.0685231129407651,0.0,0.0,0.0855657121265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667428021891467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904939474155805,0.14427445110660833,0.0,0.0,0.06563758034500478,0.0,0.0,0.03953384898697848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058701592892207936,0.0,0.0,0.12491029201022555,0.14752778624563104,0.1685389920435733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290691477304483,0.0,0.1900335427882882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902813207304284,0.0,0.0,0.07002926963968785,0.05816218463704001,0.0,0.13919768780749794,0.049601217902554666,0.0,0.0,0.07057226759213693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126210851862985,0.048991891371841116,0.17992182200115162,0.0,0.0,0.05896780664369579,0.13712708458834047,0.0,0.1342483810620841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183659661666493,0.0,0.14695070971278534,0.04950109501149577,0.0,0.05548588396258191,0.0,0.05568486375502422,0.0,0.0,0.05948750607259873,0.0,0.26955943644470964,0.0,0.0,0.13151384407116354,0.0674716360126355,0.0,0.19870031983270028
autism,fishparrot,2020/03/28,"Pedestrian safety and environmental awareness I have a problem where I will get distracted or zone out while walking and step out in front of cars at a crosswalk. This is not too much of a problem on my college campus because it is very pedestrian friendly and where I do have to cross the street, the cars always stop because they are used to students who are drunk or using technology instead of paying attention. Of course, thia causes problems in a real world and I have had several close calls. Does anyone else experience this?

I have been looking into a service dog to help with this, among other things but I have encountered several problems and it does not seem I will be able to get a dog in the timeline needed so I am exploring other options. The thing is, I understand the inherent danger in crossing the street, but I can not always make myself pay attention when I need to in order to stay safe. My understanding is that this is related to autism. However, I have a driver's license (good driver but usually only around town or familiar places) and I do a good job of paying attention when biking on the road. The problem only presents itself while walking. I do not know why I am safer while driving and am wondering if there is some way to make my brain pay attention that same way. Any suggestions? Has anyone has success trying to work on this problem themselves or with a family member?",8.128104291146116,7.798018456273768,8.202588267246064,69.71350760456276,62.15589353612168,11.164475828354156,37.41689299293862,10.608840637214634,4.110724280282456,1126,49,188,24,14,367,145,263,0.109,0.8079999999999999,0.083,-0.4768,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,9,13,1,1,17,0,28,2,1,5,0,55,42,21,0,9,12,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,14,1,2,10,2,4,10,4,8,0,0,2,1,20,5,30,37,3,46,0,0,1,0,6,24,0,9,8,143,35,11,0.10434609074056432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736486129743931,0.0,0.0,0.0709589198835015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592242562651433,0.10691490101421658,0.0,0.09289014341501953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721681682009855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648474659059625,0.10654902523846008,0.0,0.0,0.107192178644117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262793436592928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716776941582434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207049918926736,0.09836820778594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061753086449043,0.0,0.10903305137174478,0.0,0.0,0.17504110049288438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699409851022073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354739419407676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057345882584990675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762443598758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393036516600006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767063829093949,0.1547426082392271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871980804625954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090194558905827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990706995480983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876869552925925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499276204511768,0.0,0.2357627632059019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121904904029246,0.0,0.08723800416776396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864581223844086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084414615555687,0.0,0.0,0.21725592084693035,0.0,0.18024303937911867,0.11492247704607154,0.08609645286762913,0.0,0.16565013983824967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941561168971792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315888430191826,0.07596519681507356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SirGanjaSpliffington,2020/03/28,"My mind managed to compartmentalize my autism while on LSD. I'm 26 years old and this isn't my first rodeo but this is the first time when I took it, I didn't feel autistic. Even though I was tripping, I felt nurotypical. My sensory issues wasn't overwhelming me, I can remember things, social awkwardness gone, I can read a room, more expressive and animated, using more facial expressions and it feeling natural, staying on topic, focus, stemming stopped. Obviously I can't condone illegal drug but more research needs to be done on LSD. This stuff can open so many doors.",5.72192857142857,7.648275704761906,6.048750000000003,75.07312500000002,68.14285714285714,9.821428571428571,33.125,10.125756701596842,3.664642857142857,459,21,79,12,8,147,75,105,0.044000000000000004,0.868,0.08900000000000001,0.669,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,2,0,11,2,1,1,1,15,19,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,7,3,12,0,5,11,3,17,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,52,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308257662253635,0.0,0.0,0.24147048179937566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752813634455188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105657863453699,0.0,0.1999250018473387,0.0,0.0,0.354225686326726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732883132349365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110361139198264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102440510252596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439337866075806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184931188927184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208277543866328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235874025058832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225528766686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193609049449045,0.0,0.17408224359589153,0.0,0.0,0.23836345322549335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833291058119548,0.0,0.204576268122287,0.0,0.12141545400590854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313414104890153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983625936306108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408762358716067
autism,moose_blud,2020/03/28,"[Academic Research] Personality traits and political ideology (Anyone aged 18 or older) Hi All!

I would like to invite you to participate in completing a questionnaire for me on behalf of my masters [**#researchproject**](https://www.linkedin.com/feed/hashtag/?keywords=researchproject&highlightedUpdateUrns=urn%3Ali%3Aactivity%3A6649352070925287424)**.** I am currently a masters student studying forensic and criminological psychology, and getting a large sample size is really important for this so please feel free to share this around.

I am currently looking at personality traits and political views, and factors which may influence this potential relationship such as thinking style and emotionality. There is more information at the start of my questionnaire, and again at the end.

It should take around 25 mins to complete as there is a lot of questions, but please try and stick with it. Participants **must be aged 18 or older.**

Any questions please feel free to email me at [**lpymk4@nottingham.ac.uk.**](mailto:lpymk4@nottingham.ac.uk.)

If you would like to keep up with me and my academic research, you are more than welcome to follow my academic twitter: @ MaisieSKing

# [https://nottingham.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/personality-traits-and-political-values](https://nottingham.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/personality-traits-and-political-values)",12.062224824355972,17.175471693989074,8.958298204527715,46.3572131147541,61.568306010928964,11.35456674473068,36.58313817330211,10.608840637214634,5.80530725995316,1132,51,123,36,21,328,110,183,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9822,2,0,0,0,0,0,95.0,0,3,0,2,7,6,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,2,32,21,16,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,13,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,13,8,26,15,4,20,0,0,2,0,13,9,0,7,12,85,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699540232459201,0.0,0.10666784341888964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967775773354632,0.0,0.0,0.2792711977357841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32892224932879305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644252393393836,0.13892835958733935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586227851151166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195108148700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942132258999373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326438959897026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317200097315039,0.0,0.0,0.13335384279182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739222056074031,0.0,0.5165442175135964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514305034682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048633243707034,0.0,0.0,0.16840524947617722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110238844368327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793661625765232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005073536177485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649531167712836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228528074724826,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BlankMisgivings,2020/03/28,"How Can I Help My Sister? Hi all, 

Reaching out because I need some advice. Background: My sister is 22 yrs old and lives with my girlfriend and me currently, after leaving our moms house after a dispute. She is diagnosed high functioning autism, ADD, bipolar disorder, and has depression and anxiety. (She does take medications).

We are trying to get her on a path to living on her own as she doesn't want to go back to moms, and I truthfully would like my house back to myself. She would like to get an apartment but is not taking the steps to do so.

I would like to know how I can better help her in making better decisions with her own initiative. She spends most of money when it should be saved, eats poorly, doesn't help around the house despite multiple requests, and spends most of her times on her computer or phone. Her behavior comes off as lazy, disrespectful, and unmotivated BUT I know she is NONE of those things.

I have been patient, kind, and supportive, and have done my best to teach her without judgment, but it seems I have not gotten through.

**Any specific advice on how I can be better in my approach? Or ways that I can be more supportive to her goals?**",3.1540562576437026,5.643420950672648,3.920132490827559,85.01116490012231,77.1614349775785,7.283245006114964,24.934569914390543,8.296473431620573,1.7495309417040357,924,33,174,18,22,294,128,223,0.059000000000000004,0.7390000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,5,8,13,0,0,5,0,25,4,0,4,2,44,40,21,0,6,8,4,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,0,5,16,1,0,4,0,4,4,6,1,0,0,3,0,35,12,30,30,9,24,0,1,0,0,28,11,0,6,11,132,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256820602910868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852709662426788,0.0,0.08833821284272794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279741122566526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775866037164781,0.0,0.07039261084487287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118409939775378,0.3063852943861989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099471660954239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945862157961942,0.11720489847648533,0.0,0.0,0.13234458486884956,0.0,0.10105312673719424,0.11817122295343495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181599592354959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066205311981515,0.0,0.06562721796474627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322017797396536,0.12200589008834915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997286345365216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024965223925765,0.12692430127597007,0.0,0.0,0.1222715647600452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924605127480866,0.0,0.20393343651344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770805934756178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632911659411625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704863199974897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562339850326788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121171798631855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512428622039154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620797797403786,0.0,0.0,0.17364596046129138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671659258675924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733451844230831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840008161841615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811026552262686,0.09165883977840948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113139732073936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609080934529276,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ThinkPsych,2020/03/28,"Coloring Book of Historical Figures with Autism and Giveaway Hi everyone, I hope this isn't breaking any rules. I know you're not supposed to do self promotion, but I had emailed the mods a week ago and didn't get any response. If this post is inappropriate, please remove it.

About a month ago, I created a coloring and activity book for children that teaches them about famous historical figures that had autism. I thought that people in this community may be interested in it, and I wanted to share it with you all!

 [https://www.amazon.com/Famous-People-Autism-Coloring-Activity/dp/B0858VT172/](https://www.amazon.com/Famous-People-Autism-Coloring-Activity/dp/B0858VT172/) 

I'd also like to do a giveaway to people here. If you're interested in a FREE digital copy of the book (you can print out the pages), just leave a comment. I'll randomly pick 5 people from the thread at 10PM EST today (3/28/20) and DM them a link to download it. 

I would send physical copies, but I don't have any on hand until Amazon sends me some (and that won't be for about 2 weeks). If folks are interested, I can do a giveaway with the physical copy in the future. 

Thanks and please let me know what you think about the book!",8.875596432552953,10.234843545893721,7.7784541062801935,67.65568561872911,60.40096618357489,9.847491638795988,31.86510590858417,9.851270322608157,2.9153094760312164,982,33,166,18,13,301,116,207,0.006,0.7879999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,2,1,7,8,0,0,15,0,19,1,1,1,1,33,27,14,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,0,7,4,1,3,5,0,0,0,4,3,16,9,25,17,3,22,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,7,11,105,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147241896795553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196387591668053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36216211349481936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696293965887831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274765453591573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631890046785414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512234281753604,0.0,0.0,0.18796963178920406,0.0,0.18152775672857785,0.0,0.08672803580656703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169596415612964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36921315908213975,0.0,0.0,0.3897305869890542,0.0,0.0,0.17001652133749512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851936359392402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343794240881435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374860639437084,0.0,0.14093223818486872,0.0,0.0,0.168269620811354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470677754454183,0.0,0.2847940717219045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610617715334782,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tannerjohngates,2020/03/28,"My son can recall any date and it's day of the week We knew this was possible but not probable. He doesn't show any other obvious savant traits. He is 15 with an \~8yo mentality. Yet, if I show him a picture and ask when it was he get its right, even the day of the week. Funny thing is, we're amazed but he's annoyed (not that we pester him). He answers as if we asked what color the sky is. 

My question is, If he has this ability, could it be only this? 

Is there a site that has a guide or child's quiz for savant memory?",0.4206114239742576,2.1846842389380536,2.722558326629123,93.84004022526148,82.71681415929206,6.232984714400643,18.237329042638773,7.348242739294969,0.12498938053097365,401,9,96,6,11,137,74,113,0.028999999999999998,0.867,0.10400000000000001,0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,1,19,17,10,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,5,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,5,7,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32621352703540096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484562264259103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191501340720523,0.0,0.0,0.3093678371925035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841918614933695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253121394385781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171318501080394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241733554483894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703957299411505,0.0,0.0,0.2585997209860565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686877796760257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483126600073392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934620866990412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384787675822851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,larrynmn,2020/03/28,"Tell me your every day carry for autism I’ll start: 
- keys
- wallet 
- heart rate watch 
- bullet journal 
- Pentel energel pen
- ozark trail pocket knife 
- hearos flesh colored ear plugs 
- iPhone 
- Dunlop tortex Jazz iii guitar pick",7.140990990990992,9.76924832432433,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,65.75675675675676,4.933333333333334,20.44144144144144,3.1291,0.029295495495496038,176,3,25,0,3,49,37,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310545492466427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325015751449869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082969891117987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633367007449322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486719156014952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,alterboy554,2020/03/28,"Suggestion for how to help my niece Hello,

I have a distant family member who came to stay with my family and me a few months ago. She's a sweet girl, 21 y/o and somewhere on the spectrum (higher side? not sure..). I have a 10 & 9 y/o kids, and she seems to be on a similar level of maturity as them. She really enjoyed spending time with us (and so did we). When she got home, she started to call and text me many times a day. At first, I would answer and chat, but she would ask the same things over and over. It's ramped up over the last few weeks and I'm not sure how to handle it. I don't want to ignore her, in fact she thinks VERY highly of me and my family. She carries a picture of us now wherever she goes and often states how much she loves us. So if anything, I really want to help her as best I can. I've been ignoring her calls often as of late..

Can anyone provide suggestions for how I can be helpful to her and also maintain some sort of boundaries?  Thank you",2.0812137681159406,3.187659376811596,3.99185688405797,89.48604619565218,76.0048309178744,7.300603864734299,22.11624396135266,7.865858978985527,0.8055896135265703,749,19,171,11,16,255,123,207,0.040999999999999995,0.816,0.14300000000000002,0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,1,1,2,11,9,0,0,10,0,12,1,0,4,3,40,23,24,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,15,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,1,33,7,28,15,6,26,0,0,0,1,34,11,0,6,12,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138742673175796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027314257098296,0.0,0.1391890798092954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982397640795843,0.0,0.10571370297329452,0.0,0.12009510904685144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481348251086828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623491787014648,0.1469268927487658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284769383029282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633090748397939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092701484389461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274320739600916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25831714496782,0.13572769869471382,0.12885837532908656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471409424335427,0.14491131076859198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594243403103333,0.0,0.0,0.13024082579670973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025375527477954,0.0,0.09443472857870826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459275135944784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169474476624526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092642831559014,0.13692394701113814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421487975440937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827102303541502,0.0,0.0,0.08534478586206481,0.08231359162283143,0.0,0.0,0.14981504949102467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635737600486317,0.0,0.0,0.10599502739879932,0.15154103773478134,0.0,0.10304487966667662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182512167776867,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kiyo1989,2020/03/28,Being moderate on autism gets me so angry! Really! It does.,0.09969696969696784,0.7184056363636415,4.076363636363638,72.36787878787881,129.0,8.73939393939394,12.757575757575758,7.793537801064563,2.354430303030304,46,1,7,2,3,17,11,11,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.7027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269431486897945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340016764172471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321618207274801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,plankerts,2020/03/28,"autistic or just introverted? I have alway been a bit shy. But i’m unsure if it’s because of autism or just a lack of self esteem. When I am with family, or people that i know well, I function like everybody else. But when i am with people i don’t know that well, I’m sometimes almost unable to make a conversation, and I always overthink everything. 

I don’t have narrow interests, I don’t have difficulties expressing myself verbally, and so on. But somehow I feel autistic in some way, even though I can function normally, and read social cues well.

Should I go to a psychologist or is this most certainly something else?",4.773127917833797,6.4197062941176455,6.126330532212888,74.69007469654531,70.09243697478992,9.322502334267039,30.028944911297852,9.725611199111238,3.0761757236227827,495,20,87,12,9,167,75,119,0.078,0.7959999999999999,0.127,0.6545,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,27,19,15,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,1,13,6,8,17,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,9,3,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853627163699312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080556732746827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284242783775222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209412899628884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927429174690657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226459016313895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636653900460752,0.0,0.17450691922769304,0.0,0.0935980820150029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520329504042976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346519521990375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043626927400787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235635559267943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137024931561246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566664121448272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851618819090511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931119662964342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188698156219701,0.0,0.14250809816941207,0.18308029165809755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187139187585386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693312109392528,0.0,0.0,0.4993131854137206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,willw18,2020/03/28,"How do you respond to ""you don't seem autistic""? It's a statement many of us have heard. How do you respond to the people who say this?",0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,84.17241379310346,3.8666666666666663,23.459770114942533,3.1291,-0.17597471264367834,104,4,24,0,3,34,22,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824223000072087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298842776897283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784033222179109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331825780140157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723712672981237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,transrightsbigfoot,2020/03/28,"Any advice for coping with the end of a special interest? I've always wanted to know because I've struggled with this my whole life. For context, the show Steven Universe ended tonight. It's been a special interest (though it has been waning for a few years) for 5 years at least, and it helped me through a lot. This isn't the only time in my life a special interest has ended, but it is the only time I've felt strong enough to try to handle it instead of avoiding it.
I'm wondering now if other autistic people have advice for how to get through it? I feel like I'm grieving and a lot of people who know me don't understand it. I am crying a lot and when I think about it I get to a point of almost crying. Is this normal? I don't really understand what is healthy to do right now, but I want to be able to move on and accept this in a healthy way. 
Thank you if you can help me or give me advice.",3.2799028340080985,3.899305273684213,4.704736842105267,87.36354251012148,72.57894736842105,7.319838056680162,26.19433198380567,7.321109707123232,1.167376518218623,702,22,152,7,13,235,99,190,0.087,0.722,0.191,0.9516,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,7,13,0,2,13,0,15,2,0,1,0,29,31,12,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,14,10,26,27,7,19,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,8,12,106,30,0,0.12455651676599412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651455598623327,0.0,0.0,0.12472535938957335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036409999638269,0.0,0.0,0.08470270262583281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592849652875892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736389698880029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309603105654595,0.12870017787495605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629795173814669,0.08898320046519502,0.11959378916556007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015127825917416,0.11948596059472695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697521529911244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369060083605292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595590273128794,0.06085202249918373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176804891137729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238386533249866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203894057810573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894616874642905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270361119496913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774616856801565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979409409218884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637058475291378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302135154430183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146749059423342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981078657193491,0.12237614531461145,0.0,0.14525981316645092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456569877961709,0.0,0.0,0.2593354533497861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693332147330898,0.0988671653802132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906290279957995,0.0,0.0,0.13507622920744258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042062610297125
autism,Sinvanor,2020/03/28,"Do you think the ""empath"" experience might be someone who is on the spectrum? Also my experiences on it and autism so far as a recent diagnosed. Simply because I have e tendency to speak in a matter of fact way, as if everything I say is just reality, I will preface this by saying my formation of this thought pattern and idea on ""empath"" ability is based on my own experiences, anecdotal evidence and some research into autism itself.

So, I was reading about someone who was explaining that they were super emotional when others are in distress, IE crying with others cry, crying when animals cry and the more I thought about it, the more I think that this ""empath"" experience might actually be an autistic trait, specifically more for those who aren't bogged down by the confusion of social cues might be more reactionary immediately to distressing stimuli.  


In my experience, I'm on the spectrum high functioning. My particular traits are sensory overload, and over sensitive sight, hearing, sometimes smell and balance. I also have issues with certain textures and never realized that if I don't have music to drown out other stimuli I will panic if I'm alone or have a long trip.  
But I don't have much issue with social cues. I have mild issues with sarcasm depending on how it's delivered or if I know the person wouldn't believe x or y, but I read people fine for the most part. I feel most of my awkwardness in conversation is due to my social phobia rather than confusion about what someone is talking about or how to relate to the conversation. I do however infodump like crazy, even on a subject I've already talked at length about and my ADHD coupled with it means I have almost no filter, so while I made friends, I often was seen as a weird odd ball know-it-all.  I'm not ""classically"" autistic in a lot of ways and in others it fits me very well, which might in part be due to having ADHD on top of it.  
I am also  very empathetic, possibly too much so that the distress I feel in knowing others are unhappy, hurt or even in hypotheticals of those situations makes me anxious, sad and angry on their behalf, to the point that I'm not functioning well, which would be much better if I was so I can take care of them better and be there for them when they need a shoulder to cry or or just to talk it out. I also try to fix the problem because I can't stand being unable to have some kinda answer, even if it's not a perfect solution and am still learning that sometimes people just need to vent. 

So, when I was younger, I used to think the term ""empath"" fit me very well, was also pretty superstitious, religious and a bit occultist at the time (into horoscopes and really wanted magic to be real and often tried to think of ways that the magic could be scientifically possible). Being older now and more disillusioned with that way of thinking and far more into any possible science that explains it over the ""magic"" part of it all. I started to think that my ""empath""ness was probably my autism at work. In my experience, autistics have near zero problem with emotional empathy IE when they realize you are hurt or understand why something is hurting you, they show all normal signs of caring, if not get overzealous about the situation and overreact. What they can have issues with is cognitive empathy, the ability to formulate what is happening vs how the person may feel in a given situation, but not a direct connection to it, I would almost call this sympathy vs empathy, but I don't think using it that way is correct. 

  
The thing I've learned the most in recently finding out I had autism and getting a diagnosis is that I'm constantly trying to relate to the world around me and often bring things back around to my state and my experiences, a friend said it was how autistics tend to try to communicate that they understand, but sometimes it can come across as ego-centered, rather than trying to reach out and go ""I know how you feel""   
Most people can do this, but I've noted that autistic persons tend to feel another's pain, (when they are able to see it through the social cues of course) on a for lack of a better term, intimate level. In a way that almost feels overly heightened or unnatural vs seeing how their peers react to the same stimuli.  


Anyway, I think that the spectrum holds a lot of interesting things and I'm always looking for explanations that might fit otherwise unexplainable/supernatural experiences, ways of thinking or experiencing. 

Is there any other explanation do you think? I know there are quite a few very high functioning on spectrum people who don't fit classic autistic stigma or traits, but they fit a few select ones and thus are actually on spectrum. I feel like I fit into that category and 3 people I've recently met told me something similar as 2 just got diagnosed recently and one is currently in the middle of diagnosis.",11.758037865748713,8.213723223439214,11.398105460804254,59.80531653888282,57.72946330777656,14.552577061492725,44.048474417149116,12.491233731153386,5.441087836019403,3905,164,661,94,35,1301,362,913,0.109,0.792,0.098,-0.8115,2,1,2,0,0,0,92.0,0,5,12,8,54,32,0,7,46,0,78,4,1,13,7,178,141,80,1,20,39,0,7,2,2,11,3,5,0,3,59,45,0,1,35,4,0,4,14,15,3,3,19,19,70,17,119,100,30,98,0,4,5,0,45,60,0,42,27,507,129,6,0.043363877117797066,0.0,0.08463377750498634,0.0,0.1042299068342852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026797710320595,0.04491189883295873,0.047853116710602835,0.1733903843208251,0.036082219569775316,0.0,0.0,0.0589778469016198,0.0454708061241079,0.0,0.04898883810622058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720608862134487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03334414481119472,0.0,0.05286843400410667,0.0,0.0,0.04885623994122579,0.0,0.11505547614778774,0.04734212266692819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427936690938703,0.0,0.08842472554501042,0.0,0.0,0.037354140436894286,0.0,0.0468609458647615,0.0,0.03462252732776548,0.04798130523671775,0.23816591401549905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802684494424333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755705027845707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592429558551876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897265663453814,0.3393455415747495,0.0,0.0,0.1534825544663591,0.030979162477466564,0.0,0.0,0.03963379808279428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700564778492378,0.0,0.045311672032048216,0.0,0.024644690686984404,0.0,0.03468205389666604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038346533323864514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048874241102349635,0.0,0.0,0.09163263403403074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926578198292236,0.048952538996729016,0.0,0.1810424856880323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915826400291005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237079993143247,0.0,0.0,0.0383756666676173,0.03641473530742061,0.0,0.0,0.07373283523726124,0.0,0.04103194902354421,0.028945724702153813,0.0,0.0,0.047235974737470515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300111044265257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563231757969257,0.06430753084230938,0.033444895331471984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042487392552550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058768970801959974,0.0,0.04614222263399957,0.05087816652846097,0.0,0.14087655941879326,0.0,0.1503152618607725,0.11359099462964195,0.0,0.0,0.04099288032008334,0.1466587677241565,0.0,0.044116652624031534,0.04675359385529747,0.08298674796441145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612282107991845,0.08675122399759116,0.04935758572093485,0.02778001007719491,0.0,0.17126638878683706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124897736696608,0.06896939116531002,0.0,0.0,0.06911079144557497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622844426689754,0.0,0.17681604711911866,0.11022621708242808,0.06676726234526924,0.12866394984290427,0.0,0.0306931754166274,0.0,0.034630448281676364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032604238891489286,0.104562725498443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642709931155583,0.27785821500469216,0.0,0.06885214927890602,0.025285825470449698,0.0,0.0,0.04143604290418346,0.0,0.14720613041665964,0.0,0.0,0.09028665077778246,0.0,0.07490493372106646,0.0,0.14311896021912754,0.025577138243391737,0.24094159063639475,0.0,0.0,0.11696799996354723,0.0,0.039129154279192994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0315694190030401,0.0,0.0,0.06160890826813459,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,snek_parental,2020/03/28,"I'm not diagnosed but many of my doctors and councilors believe I might be on the spectrum and I do too. So at my job I'm always anxous that I'm going to do something wrong and my manager will fire me. So today I was helping a customer try on harnesses on their crazy puppy and the puppy kept biting me so I would kind of instinctually leave my hand in her mouth or hold her jaw to annoy her as I have grown up with dogs that bite like that for teething or playing and that's how you are supposed to discourage them from biting hands and I would tell her no sometimes especially if she was biting the harness because hey hadn't paid for it and I didn't want to not be able to sell it. 
as far as I could tell it was fine  but then my manager jumped in and told me to go back to the counter and help the other casher. After she was done with the harness she I guess went outside and was on the phone maybe idk I'm scared that's what she was doing but idk what she was doing or if she even went outside she could have come strait from the harness isle. Anyways she asked me to come with her to the office and she talked to me about how I really really can't punish the costumer's dogs and the first thing that came to my mind was ""I didn't punish her"" but my manager was all serious and said that the general manager will also talk to me tomorrow (although she said that another time when I let the ball python touch the floor but no one talked to me about it.) And that was really scary anyways I should have been ok but I pretty much was crying (I've gotten good at hiding it and not crying infront of people over stupid things bc I don't want to seem like I'm so immature to do that) I wanted to show the other casher that everything was fine and I wasn't being fired but I couldn't talk or else I would actually cry so I just clocked out and got enough composure to say that I'm headed out for the day and I left and thankfully didn't break down or anything. 

I cry easily from stuff that is pretty much I did something wrong. I used to break down while writing essays or talking with my teacher about my grades when I was in high school. One of my online kind-of-friends has autism and she has cried at work alot. 

I mean what would a normal person do in my situation? Would they even think to react to the biting like I did? I mean I was fine with it I understand her teeth hurt but I didn't think that I shouldn't say no to the dog or discourage her from biting my hand. I just didn't want the merchandise to be damaged and I wanted to help. I'm always not thinking straight and missing the most obvious solutions. 

Idk where I was going with this I just idk why do I always cry because of stuff like that where I did something wrong like I shouldn't cry right? 

I want to get a psych eval to see if I'm on the spectrum but it costs too much. Anyways again idk where I was going with this but I just wanted to put something out there. You can blame my parents for putting movies on while I'm trying to type this. Also I have ADHD and that's been diagnosed. Also I have anxiety so I do panic alot that's also been diagnosed I think.",2.303834534368072,3.9024442088414655,3.595782705099783,90.52637915742795,76.42378048780488,6.661152993348115,22.293126385809312,7.417985360599375,0.6863284146341471,2475,68,540,31,55,808,252,656,0.171,0.716,0.113,-0.9887,2,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,3,2,34,28,4,2,26,1,69,12,8,4,2,109,116,64,0,22,28,1,6,5,0,11,4,4,0,1,36,36,0,4,8,3,3,13,19,15,0,3,40,11,90,13,74,57,8,58,0,5,1,0,45,29,0,16,19,389,126,11,0.059881777979711365,0.0,0.058435977257876526,0.0,0.07196626033855137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154974486273876,0.14947930892501202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279126540013252,0.04580939625084522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049277601019150435,0.0,0.05598137896519546,0.0,0.0,0.04604539098483503,0.0,0.07300675210772685,0.0,0.0,0.06746625780569995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848880132111365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316569886907273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562145418435622,0.0,0.460441248953293,0.03861879290102282,0.0,0.0,0.1823362324436492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129153717042856,0.0,0.06127984938249186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002354164012678,0.0,0.0,0.061873884061291885,0.0,0.07910269919420151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053817880848830685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093540975892203,0.0,0.0,0.04626451312395218,0.0,0.031285757465157785,0.0,0.13612877760794018,0.050225994297668886,0.047892928154899365,0.0,0.06596652957599597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061455980100549264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041248057828373,0.06326838617331555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410468183167152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942342473494205,0.0,0.0,0.12471531381920994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340615663434135,0.06506172698667408,0.06123317509884001,0.0,0.14627605987723674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060710724054725884,0.060159294638628985,0.13045762232932734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352510339756784,0.060463525383474326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205999070231014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058671428314800864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115488502329485,0.0,0.0,0.07025836420935917,0.06649162791582411,0.0,0.0,0.041514485032127235,0.05228645878403379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184259218630092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039545265533705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508540100308533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051138711206197375,0.11392256729576695,0.0952407866560888,0.059952106218321775,0.060603556251016676,0.04771802412989929,0.05451412167043418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730962739734064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439967299103288,0.059224609595032736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371006183938176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406535242932845,0.10467862670094423,0.05513109579311809,0.0,0.0,0.07956558494291095,0.15347930163671808,0.0,0.0,0.03491754629647195,0.0,0.056760923732248975,0.057219605036833016,0.0,0.08131159301016543,0.0,0.0,0.062339042721205384,0.0,0.051718629753576835,0.0,0.0,0.24723876895062175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111022016234108,0.05403399061194327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435946475577635,0.0,0.0,0.2126914849232154,0.1964139714654644,0.0,0.0
autism,oilgraph,2020/03/28,"My thoughts on me So i was diagnosed this year as an 18 year old. I had once as a fleeting thought, thought that i had when i was 16 but i kept that idea hidden inside me. So when i was diagnosed i was diagnosed with a bunch of other disorders like ocd, borderline and paranoid personality disorders, and a hand full more of them. But only the austism is the one that i keep secret and dont tell anyone else about. I don't even tell my family or friends. Only my step dad and doctor know. Its just idk like it shakes who i am and its always in the back of my head, and like my doctor said she was surprised by how long it took in my life for it to get diagnosed and that im very good at hiding it. Its just it makws me wonder are my actions mine, do i have a choice or does autism take it away from me. Like how different would i be if i once born with all this stuff wrong.

And like im glad ik whats wrong but these certain problems still pop and like idek where i wanted to go with this",2.7691627172195865,3.5252444312796243,4.0448151658767815,91.11752290679306,73.88151658767772,7.522401263823067,23.54533965244865,7.793537801064563,0.8183210742496048,769,20,181,10,15,253,124,211,0.083,0.738,0.179,0.9722,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,1,8,0,16,9,2,2,2,36,29,23,0,4,8,1,1,6,1,1,7,1,0,1,21,12,0,2,7,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,13,2,28,11,19,14,4,21,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,15,124,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902261526138333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480852125477458,0.10962188451342278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051878015838507,0.08226719448360484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343624113805379,0.0,0.11177972471549613,0.24523511288362665,0.21901357337846947,0.09362594989132886,0.0,0.12538917952254364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937477434435036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066458769924139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085879714998223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265868998942759,0.0,0.05589683221064843,0.0,0.060803765495096765,0.0897364872497142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098005893527445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077646821993465,0.23113087280211955,0.0,0.0,0.09509588078633932,0.0,0.0,0.058797825732600624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556881271545021,0.3136136966285121,0.0,0.0,0.09468104373523882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122659447881547,0.2278775298686528,0.07249786098791998,0.16273844246767918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341782492544748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237309988016337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177012073672152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544078248144492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247570273582176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044168705072142,0.0,0.1870245155246802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548096459250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886764282918193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882763330811633,0.06310431465906782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602395951302605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600123000778798,0.2339492407273846,0.0,0.1377935728383502
autism,foxfanatic12345,2020/03/28,"Advice regarding my sister I am an adult in my early 20s who has a degree of aspergers - it doesn't affect me THAT much in my everyday life but I can be a bit shy or awkward. I am used to it. However, I have a 19 year old sister who has never been diagnosed and clearly is autistic - it is causing a lot of trouble for her and our family. I go between my mom and dad's houses at the moment as they are divorced - and my sister lives with my mom. She refuses to see my dad because according to her she has been traumatized by spiders in his house. She has three interests - Overwatch, anime, and cats. She doesn't go outside, shower, brush her teeth, or really talk at all besides one word answers. She has dropped out of high school, quit every job my mom tried to help her get, dropped out of college, and refuses to help with chores or really do anything besides be on her phone. We remind her to do basic tasks multiple times a day such as cleaning up after herself, flushing the toilet, or putting things away but she will not do them. She is gaining weight due to her excessive eating habits and doesn't seem interested in really doing anything. We have all tried to engage with her, she has been doing therapy for years, but she just will never come out of her shell or do anything to help herself or come out of her comfort zone. At this point my mom has nearly given up on her, and I have to say I have considered doing the same at times. I'm wondering what you guys would do if you were in my shoes - how can I encourage someone to try to help themselves when they have refused to do so all their life? Do I just accept it?",7.164064417177916,5.725372975460125,7.631096625766872,76.6414915644172,64.6441717791411,10.72668711656442,34.792177914110425,9.673873057562805,3.1203503067484664,1274,47,252,21,16,422,174,326,0.05,0.8390000000000001,0.111,0.973,3,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,3,2,4,2,6,8,0,1,9,0,42,7,2,4,6,53,53,23,0,2,13,9,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,2,10,19,2,3,4,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,5,4,52,6,48,43,7,42,0,0,1,0,57,21,0,10,14,196,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373576968944158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620754522403879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973835931676664,0.0,0.0,0.06471255763106501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589637178292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905287856583024,0.0,0.18289037769445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846273225692788,0.0,0.0,0.10774751293168032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862550884157547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944217684738881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000757364400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546285307989394,0.0,0.12066337854889883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511250289952602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846202344836531,0.11216110752122704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449827426369773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534482597228703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996420338326774,0.0,0.0,0.09373891737273847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025121397056053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973209932453347,0.0,0.0,0.07803789386924093,0.0,0.16375024207713065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139431977461388,0.0,0.07193499262045094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035304355603517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671749452681197,0.0,0.11291144795435695,0.0,0.0,0.2040214207561814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084420614770203,0.0,0.10743694283932766,0.08459369297760715,0.09664169788294127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899468092793876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532528628019785,0.0,0.0,0.1214002234294266,0.0,0.0705262506880179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380245179030072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622169169968306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168589786296856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292710980660455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512315753365085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541116172608722,0.0,0.0,0.1367237530900935
autism,alicatkittyn,2020/03/28,When you'r emotionally attatched to a show and it finishes im currently crying my eyes out and my best friend isnt answering my calls.,11.496923076923075,7.9375163846153844,11.342307692307696,60.052692307692354,58.23076923076921,16.553846153846155,45.23076923076921,14.554592549557764,6.42796923076923,110,5,20,4,1,37,23,26,0.102,0.6559999999999999,0.243,0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154899881273327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042750588209883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348957341454601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44535282449311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058841407446343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42765780848738616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BIuestuff,2020/03/28,"Crisis Autism text line #741741   for texting someone that cares or just a friendly person to text with, really helped me",10.825714285714293,9.949589666666668,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,57.0952380952381,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.0747714285714287,97,3,15,1,1,28,20,21,0.15,0.623,0.22699999999999998,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112925379043758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874423980252157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33613164156310044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378732122665447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32126108999112635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249025893930972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nadstad,2020/03/29,"What song could describe your autistic meltdown? Mine: probably ""Only Shallow"" by My Bloody Valentine",8.382000000000001,12.789400866666671,5.428333333333337,69.5025,73.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,47.5,7.1686216300943375,5.113000000000001,83,6,8,1,2,23,15,15,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177174442839071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931591413199587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6991156622596152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,seminarstudent,2020/03/29,"Can someone link the “masking checklist”? DISCLAIMER: I am not asking for a diagnosis or any form of medical advice.

Hi,

I found a checklist about masking on reddit somewhere. It had things like moving to a foreign country or having mostly foreign friends. I think it might’ve had something to do with a research study. Could someone please link this to me if you know where it was? Thanks.",3.5722887323943664,6.5380068450704245,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,79.14084507042253,4.676760563380283,31.41021126760563,5.985473137389443,1.773970422535212,310,16,50,2,8,95,55,71,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.8796,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,8,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25309227798401845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612921241921173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213049251116925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679081351932124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839806652128925,0.2001031334983101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233989400855288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265345551515925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609157420549848,0.0,0.27475858681578563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752765285545069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430475794249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389005436806684,0.19939122823312475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384528502837948,0.0,0.0,0.1720684147593419,0.16595705385657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MuricanBeauty,2020/03/29,"Had a guy making out with me for the first time, actually ran to the bathroom to throw up Don't know if it was my tactile dysfunctions, the anxiety, over-heating, or him being on top of my stomach which caused pressure; but it was definitely embarrassing.

Though I almost threw up the second time too, thankfully we've been together a long time, and he was kind about it and slower when trying again.",10.944298245614037,7.633811500000004,10.437368421052637,65.35324561403509,59.0,13.817543859649124,41.12280701754385,11.855464076750405,4.695338596491228,318,12,58,7,3,104,62,76,0.077,0.763,0.16,0.836,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,6,0,7,1,1,2,0,11,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,7,0,5,2,10,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,7,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.26810204033827306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751077365854413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017176708310487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28222885198224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336897220280905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720311596764062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860945573717717,0.15098734639589773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431321119354145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338795881491105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529393699191957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699260560508614,0.0,0.4806011216880138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652724752919436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,papnvleis,2020/03/29,"Imaginary play. Hi all. I am not looking for diagnosis here. Just curious.  

I am wanting to get my eldest (11m)and youngest child (3f) assessed and myself. 

I always read about the inability to pretend play or use toys according to their assumed purpose. 

My daughter loves playing with her doctor kit and plays correctly,  she also loves to be a shop keeper selling imaginary ice creams. She mostly plays with imaginary things or real things instead of toys. 

Is this something that some ND kids do? This is the one thing that confuses me.",4.058392344497611,7.201683336842109,4.422392344497606,78.73856459330143,78.78947368421052,7.244019138755982,31.794258373205746,8.296473431620573,3.099526315789473,427,22,67,9,11,134,73,95,0.06,0.75,0.19,0.9169,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,2,17,12,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,7,9,11,3,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,6,0,49,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062751034976412,0.2146273452629429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401326052236457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476338198731555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660524382017968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656031475134389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478730989190386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580105260557539,0.2935930139050021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985753708960208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140930659253082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277796742188186,0.0,0.0,0.15214012181226366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HusbandReadsMain,2020/03/29,"My husband surprised me today In 2 ways to be exact.

The bad surprise: this morning I had to tell him if he wants to point out the bump on his head to me, to do it with 1 finger instead of 4. I'm pretty sure I learned that as a small child but this man in his 30's...

The good surprise: just now he sent an honest message to a friend that's spiralling, saying that if he continues like this, he's going to alienate all his friends.

How these 2 extremes exist in 1 man I'll never understand...",4.446282051282047,3.976308500000002,5.579615384615387,85.93205128205129,69.76923076923077,7.702564102564103,30.794871794871803,6.42735559955562,1.5314987179487185,380,14,83,2,6,127,73,104,0.02,0.7240000000000001,0.256,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,3,2,2,1,4,14,8,5,0,3,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,9,15,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,5,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300627570181695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257600176785713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659461984836234,0.2311082380009769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28278152526928146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461397004746842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125119254617423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604725127916931,0.0,0.0,0.2803212478658141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911891140935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596913450580384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408323947739154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611778473378422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684482056404154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251947694958202,0.21870927362108056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,onefliwhiteguy,2020/03/29,"Trying to help my high functioning child with basic cleaning tasks. My 8 year old son currently struggles with a few basic cleaning tasks, we have been trying to push the ""clean up after yourself"" thing for quite a while.  We've narrowed it down to what the problem is, but the wife and I really need some advice on how to help him through it...  Whenever he has to clean up, he either just goes through the motions while paying no attention to what he's doing, or he hyperfixates on scrubs one spot with extreme force.  There is no in-between with him, it's almost like he cant control the amount of pressure he uses when doing things like that, wiping counters, cleaning spilled milk, sweeping things up, he just cant control the force he uses when he's trying to do things.

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I've tried everything I can think of, and we really aren't getting through to him in any way.  He loves playing games and stuff like that so I was wondering if anyone might have any advice or things that would help him practice controlling the use of his physical force, maybe something like shuffleboard or stuff like that?

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and everyone have a blessed day!",9.661339285714282,7.710206026785716,8.370107142857147,74.94989285714287,60.16071428571429,11.281428571428574,38.47142857142858,9.642632912329526,3.5522442857142837,946,36,173,13,10,289,129,224,0.049,0.77,0.18100000000000002,0.9867,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,0,4,8,12,0,2,11,0,17,2,0,7,0,34,27,15,0,4,8,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,6,1,17,10,1,3,3,3,1,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,13,9,29,23,4,22,1,0,0,1,26,9,0,8,15,111,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473599324789366,0.0,0.0,0.11002334497159827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904887157596512,0.13350942805056318,0.14943672588539786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682673846601165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697004630084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085990134197824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049897022449286,0.0987480301923544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740484155141538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209394922308427,0.11608834107781195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26839542080352746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991659400153855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038360763428594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165593800672989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147047886369196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529470485728635,0.0,0.07445374018950697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513496642531517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168649540950218,0.10990413826377522,0.0,0.14077671427796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458668470766452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486458407230205,0.2515598122967956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261187828807799,0.0,0.0,0.10115758974620964,0.0,0.0,0.3649783612942843,0.07040308199098011,0.0,0.0,0.06406864896096816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983900337551363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846886238474605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721318820990777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915410495738772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805162464070041,0.0,0.13350942805056318,0.0707555142461368
autism,rural_juror12,2020/03/29,"Looking for something to stim with. Hi everyone,
I’m neurotypical but my 6 year old daughter has autism (is autistic?).  She has a language delay so I can’t really ask her.  She licks a lot of things and constantly has stuff in her mouth.  I think this is her stimming. I want to provide her with a few things that are ok to lick/chew, and are easily cleaned.  She has some of the chewable necklaces already.  Can you direct me to something that would be good to stim with for a kid that likes licking?
Thank you!",1.8141545454545456,4.287603670000003,2.705454545454547,91.85772727272727,82.3,5.636363636363638,25.09090909090909,6.980632752743323,1.0389999999999997,397,16,81,5,11,125,69,100,0.027999999999999997,0.79,0.18100000000000002,0.9418,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,12,1,1,0,0,12,18,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,14,4,13,16,3,5,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,2,5,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27565501995020164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335246270985865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699396790674248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386898496598721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951621424529346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203723083534428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097649072338111,0.0,0.0,0.21236679620293986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621178570900681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002508840451862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846088259017745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859555389418592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997769659494485,0.0,0.0,0.3319054281464913,0.1600585647611017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733557681080028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744721770651034,0.0,0.0,0.16085980526564558
autism,RewindHindsight,2020/03/29,"Getting screamed and stuff thrown at me ""I can see why they fired you""
She's right, my mom is right. 
""I have to live with you for the rest of my life""
Is what she says to me.

I know I deserve all the resentment. I'm lazy, I don't have a work ethic. I'm 22 and have to live with her. It's been a while since I cried, I waited for her to leave the house so I could feel sorry for myself for a while. 24/7 I feel like a clumsy idiot. I can't change, no matter how hard I try. Are there ways of coping with these feelings?",-1.3705911330049254,0.498158689655174,0.7638423645320209,104.3439655172414,91.41379310344827,3.659113300492612,12.596059113300495,4.65589566412798,-1.6954906403940884,392,5,104,1,14,129,74,116,0.201,0.76,0.039,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,3,4,2,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,20,6,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,8,23,1,14,18,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,69,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212852836738894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606493114192508,0.0,0.2210190476732928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052125132675195,0.14374401594764494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512359254267747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024407624929492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216860102616335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057940906947797,0.0,0.0,0.21305167318224208,0.0,0.0,0.1421201302946026,0.0983007359461123,0.0,0.35534312456261824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565398529684786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436634095233235,0.0,0.1600097689983844,0.0,0.0,0.1603378192508112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644247220715006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523741930697705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033659264014414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660795622602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971063439857436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815601626034065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648281960274565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Chungabean16,2020/03/29,"Brain feeling ""fuzzy""? Hi everyone! This is my (24F) first-time posting on here. I'm pretty new to the diagnosis (I was diagnosed with ADHD before, but found autism fits better) so I'm still trying to find more helpful coping skills. (I've been going to therapy for 5 years or so off and on, however, I don't have insurance for another month atm, because I just started a new job).

Something I've always had was that sometimes my head, mainly like my brain, will randomly feel ""fuzzy."" I'm not too sure how to explain it, and when I talk about it to my friends they look at me like I'm crazy. So I figured I'd ask here. I'm not sure what causes it, or how to stop it.  When I feel this way I can't function, and can't do anything but watch TV or browse my phone (which hurts more than helps). 

Does anyone else feel this way? If it is attributed to autism, how do you cope with all this? 

Thank you!",1.956902173913044,3.643874581521743,3.324347826086957,91.71141304347827,77.64130434782608,6.556521739130435,22.91304347826087,7.413659706084162,0.7554630434782612,689,21,153,9,16,225,115,184,0.079,0.8,0.121,0.8458,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,2,14,8,0,0,2,0,13,4,3,5,3,32,29,17,0,1,9,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,8,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,5,6,16,7,17,23,4,18,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,5,11,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739758776181274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589910613036546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146056031132457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739368719853636,0.1427174251186386,0.1146224842376029,0.0,0.13021585051479476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490891520322201,0.0,0.11852416847505515,0.0,0.0,0.1231892697652692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109838374502437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308755453003966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137479298890052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189221661429298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635758426888933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330960343192723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817135987333754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730707326538926,0.1184786410352843,0.0,0.15272254009373967,0.10761387154885499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916080705504726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429500820797686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672415555472105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911111196244667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822224345658102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360985520468122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696717448167193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117867119426923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690512074334737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339978337383815,0.14170637686801632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723101456694144,0.1377597882077633,0.0,0.0985890457268168,0.0,0.11123589536887052,0.11645133848701593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625553352971094,0.0,0.0,0.11195473896673937,0.0,0.12823804381411827,0.15928842336271828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456767979147404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112129557239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969716220751045
autism,colourfulpants,2020/03/29,"Does anyone else have ""controversial"" special interests? Im obsessed with nutrition and psychology. I know that doesn't sound controversial but people get really mad and argue with me because they don't agree with what I'm saying and think I'm personally attacking them because I said something negative about a diet I didn't even know they were trying to follow!

I just wanna talk about what I enjoy without people yelling at me. 
I come off as super toxic for always getting involved in arguments when I don't want to be in them in the first place! I'm just trying to talk about my interests! I know I should probably just ignore it but makes me so anxious when people tell me that I'm wrong when I know I'm not because I've been researching for half a decade.

If any of y'all have been in my place, how did you deal with it?",5.839756097560978,6.201319560975612,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,66.8048780487805,9.730731707317073,30.42439024390244,9.642632912329526,2.7275068292682927,664,23,125,13,10,220,96,164,0.215,0.691,0.094,-0.9734,0,0,1,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,4,2,12,11,3,1,3,0,12,1,0,2,0,27,29,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,6,8,1,1,5,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,6,4,22,5,22,21,0,14,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,1,4,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128690894353753,0.0,0.0,0.10517523527274844,0.0,0.0,0.1747236579237966,0.0,0.10814303171494,0.1584691521065182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759499707810487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284094504970697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322732908222668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944938468343925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534546464241393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919997473977354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215257059628734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155513261247895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160867230442755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706113747801218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33999202370621995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032378618625232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216687728393287,0.13504459965526455,0.3231770421935361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675143267878045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908022246461667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711865987809672,0.12299316308595988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906610523430528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862237450847585,0.13518111155395895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910094949492566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100102355515165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122345672739217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490883252344004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909825067590775,0.0,0.0
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autism,RosesAndRamen,2020/03/29,"Research participants needed for online study! I am a psychology researcher working on a thesis on sleep health and autism spectrum disorder. If you have 15 min to spare please complete the anonymous questionnaire by clicking on the link, the current situation has pushed back my data collection and I am attempting to obtain a sample that is more representative of the population. Thank you so much in advance!",10.26717391304348,11.28673973913044,9.607065217391305,56.90885869565221,57.40579710144928,12.117391304347828,43.33695652173913,11.698219412168324,5.783982608695652,338,18,45,9,4,108,57,69,0.039,0.883,0.078,0.3987,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,7,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,9,7,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,34,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229320860079814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33037738930550986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611330296063184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349376138705919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316354810668784,0.2336433888648838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588626013440626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541867110477374,0.3153285486710917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901026532230326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939727101177776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mliao1,2020/03/29,"How can I be a better friend to autistic people? I'm neurotypical, but at my church service (of mostly youth and university students) I have five autistic friends who have decided I'm their best friend (or one of them) at church. I feel like I'm letting them down, like I'm currently incapable of being the friend they want me to be. But I genuinely wish I could be. I'd love to read your thoughts on any or all of the following:  
1) What are some things you wish your NT friends would do/say/understand?  
2) How can I include my autistic friends in large group conversations? In such a way that they don't get left out with no one to talk to, but also such that I don't get pulled away from engaging with everyone else to talk to just them?  
3) Each autistic friend doesn't seem to get along with the other. They always end up arguing with each other quite bluntly, mercilessly and ungraciously; and I feel I have to rush in to do 'social damage control'. Is it really the case that they truly don't get along, or am I just reading the situation wrong, and they're actually happy to interact in this way?  
Thanks for tolerating me in your space here.  
Cheers!",4.127968385592124,5.5546173656387685,5.004431199792695,82.96634620367972,71.37885462555064,8.689194091733611,27.890386110391287,9.168548406835145,2.1977439232961906,910,33,185,19,17,296,129,227,0.068,0.65,0.282,0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,8,4,8,19,1,0,7,0,20,1,0,3,1,37,38,13,0,5,8,0,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,5,2,0,3,5,3,0,3,1,2,26,16,35,30,6,22,2,1,0,1,28,14,0,6,5,126,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.1111002730403119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091045063134389,0.09473154960775183,0.0,0.0,0.07742127419178027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696495245759634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947757895658635,0.10069025387292284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769141697850464,0.09089922139499866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510629231262477,0.0,0.10083648713498676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878766884991363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513102492598536,0.08133380102533982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157165836768402,0.0,0.2379257683199608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121194456007225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369735173239382,0.11641839140611585,0.0,0.11124181337743624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275323401162667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542941576018201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892861279350975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109250387805245,0.22775976582507604,0.0,0.07293463190762417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053735300233487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364392085736306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797112896881066,0.0,0.11605479332223688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830151458859597,0.0,0.10481693099094047,0.0,0.0,0.07563626576107302,0.0,0.0,0.09038344748168768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118520900862731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715113341746341,0.18073619098739616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26184163234727564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087511549277132,0.1244760898036424,0.0,0.0
autism,stretch3670,2020/03/29,"Taking saying literally My autistic 6 year old was sat to close to the TV yesterday and I said ""don't sit to close to the tv, you'll get square eyes"".
He got really excited and said will I become spongebob. I love spongebob.

My mistake 😂😂😂",1.2796000000000018,3.34870776,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,81.4,7.2,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.6102,188,7,39,4,5,66,36,50,0.05,0.8079999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,6,2,4,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35478734426476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783606182019672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692714838398395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899340959590158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709019464215795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579631161631248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111507790297777,0.2554651038066991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415345454620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686977861437245
autism,palindromeenthusiast,2020/03/29,"Dining hall The Covid-19 pandemic has resulted in a new rule at my school, that each student and staff should wash their hands before eating. I thought this was common sense since everyone takes their plate, knife and fork from the same place. Sometimes the bread is to be taken by hand from the basket and it is rather disgusting that the majority of people skip the hand washing. Me and my friend take responsibility and wash our hands before eating but that leads to us getting to start eating ~5 minutes later. 
How do I tell my other friends the importance of hand washing without being interpreted as rude?

Also, people often cut the queue and when you tell them, that they say: ""Don't worry, everyone will get to eat"". (That logic collapses on itself and is hypocritical)",9.5295,8.88516895,8.645714285714286,68.69928571428571,59.5,11.142857142857144,35.0,10.290406445055957,3.5290714285714286,623,21,103,11,7,195,100,140,0.067,0.7979999999999999,0.135,0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,4,1,5,5,3,0,9,0,11,15,5,3,0,20,18,12,0,2,3,0,5,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,9,8,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,6,13,2,14,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,71,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982354019561613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549982577213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132772339250189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863488290844267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315253513664945,0.0,0.15656591847148366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471223467769884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775439067327314,0.0,0.15654639605173645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915534772782566,0.0,0.15164170881343875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394562392451278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481913200869113,0.0,0.10605446641897864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253155701029619,0.0,0.2619259794495797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895279413837535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023387581425412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444362498673883,0.0,0.0,0.15216540754976832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cariel_T,2020/03/29,Autism as a slut or not? [https://www.reddit.com/r/2007scape/comments/fhiu1e/breaking\_the\_grand\_exchange\_has\_suspended\_all/fltgafb?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web2x](https://www.reddit.com/r/2007scape/comments/fhiu1e/breaking_the_grand_exchange_has_suspended_all/fltgafb?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x),190.25142857142856,237.81904628571425,71.74642857142857,-413.08892857142854,-271.0,7.114285714285713,17.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.524485714285715,312,1,6,1,2,51,7,7,0.465,0.535,0.0,-0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FrancisScottKeyboard,2020/03/29,"COVID Shutdown and Executive Dysfunction I theorize that at times in the last month, my E.D. has lessened due to the state of society at present. Setting aside those who are ignoring the rules, most people on the whole planet for the time being must, by force, accomplish less of their plans, respond to less of their motivations on a daily basis than otherwise they would. This creates a scenario wherein, in a sense, humanity as a whole is moving somewhat more slowly than it has for decades or more.   


This slower way of life for many is far more in tune with the way I think/process information/strategize. Ergo, I am somewhat more on the same wavelength of progress as the rest of society is, all be it temporarily. The latent pressure to ""hurry up and get something done,"" is not as palpable worldwide for the average person. The result? I feel I am able to reach decisions or take steps in a direction in less time than I would have before this COVID isolation mess. The phantom competition with how the world expects me to think, (especially in the American Protestant Work Ethic mode) is further away. So I get more done with my mind.  


Of course, it isn't a total cure for certain executive function problems. And it is only a theory about a once in a lifetime situation. But with less of a certain type of ""noise"" in the world, I almost feel I can hear myself think, and sort things out a bit more now. I've already finished and sent two proposals in the last week that I otherwise may have taken twice as long to gather enough steam to even begin.",7.674362068965517,7.5865741172413825,7.591853448275862,72.91536637931038,63.0,10.698275862068966,36.40086206896552,10.270032843473604,3.735844827586208,1234,53,218,25,16,396,171,290,0.055,0.898,0.046,-0.5574,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,5,5,7,1,1,27,0,23,1,0,3,5,40,34,14,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,12,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,4,3,17,2,51,24,21,41,0,0,0,0,10,21,0,8,13,165,29,4,0.1443489056967108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454457789902855,0.0,0.15929260689924712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356205485774669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228302869486297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157591618982009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29543809479467953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491510064794454,0.0,0.09534109082572463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597428783916858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083269089031798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626917076791074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532724826923754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019579009978892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277442391464306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634713391983525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457512455062191,0.0,0.11521791935822386,0.15342004247395666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372687352835313,0.0,0.10978384739315848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000733559878666,0.1260398966575212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812240800621575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622542179851671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112683985479424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853241264095964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095898998870067,0.2774788506513017,0.0,0.0,0.2525130232047057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100790614934156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291548849070868,0.11578798515813313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223207964275352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508772253437487,0.0,0.0,0.20508264206902288,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bambie247,2020/03/29,Good headphones Im thinking of getting the Beats studio 3 wireless over-ear headphones but im not sure if they are the best headphones I can get. For me personally they need to be soft on my head but also block all outer sounds and still have good music quality. Does anyone have a better suggestion or is Beats a good one to go with?,4.039701492537311,5.422835059701495,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,71.5373134328358,7.151044776119402,26.832835820895525,7.554174236665415,1.4362262686567164,267,9,52,3,5,86,53,67,0.08,0.674,0.24600000000000002,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,4,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,12,11,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,6,6,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470637780667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275580427309676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292655343410087,0.1932145349672312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118018959063166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827788646098865,0.0,0.1241586913528714,0.5497142191511118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420811232340748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719593673959596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198902584994332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803753472913442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907552073022604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446642744382326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590067263674391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998354775394706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,coocooforcocopuff,2020/03/29,"Question about forgetfulness and clumsines I've read that autistic are more likely to be clumsy and forgetful is this true because I bump so many things on accident and my dad gets mad and my tells me things and I forget and he gets mad and I dont know what to do, if this is true then what do you to help",1.0247098214285728,3.2881465156250016,2.3569642857142874,94.44875000000002,83.84375,5.5321428571428575,20.080357142857142,6.868970318607317,0.22024821428571384,243,7,54,3,7,78,43,64,0.185,0.701,0.114,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,10,10,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963383561171351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774780097469209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365493745852228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588494954404372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700798680956328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735312313694166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265408586317409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608058429685552,0.0,0.3221694198378066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815140914190513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279542836842907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dprinternational,2020/03/29,"The TV Show Good Doctor Has the definition of Autism become to broad that anyone with sensory, behavioral, or speech impairment is Autistic. Is this show representative of what the TV masses think is Autism.",10.062571428571427,10.899774828571427,9.103571428571431,60.96392857142863,57.85714285714286,12.714285714285715,34.64285714285714,12.161744961471696,4.7029999999999985,169,6,25,5,2,53,27,35,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35541781538886685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613815797562122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202704483729972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263410868708855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32570053209986843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ideservealotbetter,2020/03/29,What are some recommend careers for someone who has Aspergers/High Functioning? I have been told that the left side of my brain is very strong and I just want to know what possible career options I have. I am hoping that someone can give a list that is more broader than just computer programming or a mathematician. Also is it possible for someone like me to be able to jobs that require more of the right side of the brain to become stimulated?  I feel that as I have gotten older I am heading to the right direction which is engineering but want to know what other jobs there are out there that are not so STEM based. Answers that are based on experiences and lists are highly recommended.,8.000021978021977,7.753705200000002,7.9005494505494545,71.4973076923077,62.384615384615394,11.428571428571427,35.49450549450549,10.914260884657429,3.8446813186813187,556,22,100,13,7,179,80,130,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.8672,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,0,18,3,3,1,0,19,27,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,3,15,23,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,2,76,23,7,0.15714330302355045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566744265362165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355243206721782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35084779316972714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371630379276588,0.0,0.0,0.07945637563666039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074617531311252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127436474618262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320610548208127,0.0,0.15607875715015052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118809612828784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727236993786663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707366585301867,0.0,0.0,0.07677228024247261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543109258878067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683990443313835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994410321076841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015716026730885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296596823724716,0.18537438313176052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rdeyles,2020/03/29,"Noise cancelling earbuds Does anybody have experience with the Sony WF-1000XM3 earbuds?

I have been looking into them and the over ear model. I want to save a bit, so the earbuds are where my focus is.

I want to know if the noise cancelling is good enough on the earbuds to block out noises. Is it good enough for our needs? Or do I need to forget about saving the money and just go for the over ears?",2.3475,4.722419746835445,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,79.37974683544303,4.456329113924051,22.53322784810127,5.148860815047168,0.05508734177215136,316,10,63,1,8,97,53,79,0.098,0.76,0.142,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,8,2,2,0,0,17,15,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,4,13,14,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,0,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826396103544944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265554075385066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350028463143557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532430060250121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713251921723078,0.4342874270120678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227856044920234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174014602357759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839256551296774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053987434384865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Laworderfan,2020/03/29,Depressed.... Ever since this all happened I've been very depressed. I just want to sleep all day. While writing this I'm crying. I just really hate life right now. Just about makes me want to just stop existing. I really could use some advice now. Appreciation for reading and help.,2.018653846153846,4.862821634615386,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,92.26923076923076,5.676923076923077,19.96153846153846,7.1686216300943375,0.9308384615384622,223,7,40,4,8,70,38,52,0.21100000000000002,0.639,0.15,-0.6964,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,16,9,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,7,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225820282250296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845080389163441,0.0,0.2538435470970249,0.14903512614954328,0.0,0.3980781453052355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903580949660536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435376065549374,0.0,0.0,0.2281553597785849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489599652477876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322700856625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425560500673782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115438774672886,0.0,0.29608671440394896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735117809802996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116156719268296,0.0,0.2312587427809713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320313505238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958916192333145,0.0,0.1906749789796596,0.27260792221808083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Neggy5,2020/03/29,"I'm panicking about tonight Hey. So with the whole UK standing outside and applauding at 7pm, it seems my town and city is joining in here in Australia. This is a MASSIVE issue for me being autistic where hearing clapping can give me major panic attacks. It's a very severe case of misophonia and I almost want to stay in my closet all day and weep. I can't handle it. I've already discussed with my parents so that I can stay in the closet during the hour but I feel trapped and can't believe this is happening.

WTF do I do?

/fearfulrant

Is anyone else in the same boat regarding sensory overload from applause and has anyone had to deal with it yet? I'm in a house-house neighbourhood thankfully but I'm scared shitless. I need comforting...",3.04333004926108,5.429606855172416,4.155492610837438,83.71698275862072,77.0,6.901477832512318,29.66748768472907,7.957251820313856,2.2827142857142864,594,28,107,10,14,193,96,145,0.187,0.7440000000000001,0.068,-0.9599,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,18,24,10,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,11,2,16,22,4,16,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,4,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126103425492213,0.0,0.19975528031144726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314071438886904,0.18547193349722071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059314437273265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039426598573153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674012463231638,0.1866191954652554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121535519209878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152695581164108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364671388674813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600715489318086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401780286227295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826396072092698,0.20886776619489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893331805115826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342208170810357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123828731593016,0.2009964669220236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122825252032645,0.0,0.0,0.16478985695741918,0.0,0.20449616996152656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858772139625761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665489805701106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493568756939518,0.10676772529303853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209751818963906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Space_P1nguin,2020/03/29,Is there like a dating website or sub for autistic people to meet each other? I’m generally pretty bad at dating or making friends in general so I was wondering if there was a place specifically for autistic people to meet up.,5.781550387596897,7.158519093023255,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736439,67.37209302325581,9.454263565891472,32.93798449612403,9.725611199111238,3.5292077519379847,183,8,29,4,3,63,32,43,0.07400000000000001,0.74,0.18600000000000005,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31109552722960515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878606665626905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820277411570796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487054713252665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516611395059424,0.0,0.3892752966313928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37905607812736497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040559356425095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Oklahom0,2020/03/30,"Stimming vs Corona So when I'm alone and stim, it's a hand flapping in front of my face. Around other people, I just shiver hard for a second. I don't intentionally change it, it just happens. Is there a way to manually go over to all shiver instead? Our what about ""flicking"" the ears, instead of right in front of my eyes?",2.2469743589743643,4.263792492307697,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,77.92307692307693,5.564102564102565,23.14102564102564,6.42735559955562,0.5623333333333327,252,8,51,2,6,84,50,65,0.066,0.882,0.052000000000000005,0.2255,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,4,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,11,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991835272330828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431095052823899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077279983555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904561623164495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408295981052549,0.0,0.3452646323653192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720480757101284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32915040320762434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059320151758462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jessducks,2020/03/30,"Autism So here it goes. My boyfriend and I get into fights. And when ever we do he likes to blame me having autism for the reason the fight happened. Saying stuff like oh you have a horrible memory because of your autism so you dont really remember how the fight started. Or how I cant control my emotions and that's why I got upset at him saying said thing above.  Then he says stuff like in about done with this relationship and having to tip toe around you and your emotions. (Again, me getting upset about things that he says) 
I've told him plenty of times to stop blaming the autism and what he actually says is hurtful. And he just tells me yeah yeah, I'm done hearing about it. Or says stuff like well it's actually true. I know how much you hate actually facing the fact that it plays a role in most of our fights. 
Now I'm a laid back person. I would like to think. I dont get upset very easily unless my feelings are hurt and then would like the other person to under stand how they hurt my feelings so that way we could try to avoid it. 
I'm just at a lost. Lately sense this whole quarantine thing started we've been fighting more and more. And I feel like if he doesnt want to take the blame for something he has said to hurt my feelings he blames my autism and that's the reason I'm upset in the first place is because I have autism.",2.0009531772575206,4.036632528985511,2.957971014492756,92.76255852842812,78.78260869565217,5.695429208472687,19.67335562987737,6.67199483983844,0.06264593088071324,1062,25,229,10,26,337,136,276,0.203,0.6940000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9836,0,2,1,0,6,0,20.0,3,6,1,3,20,26,6,5,13,2,19,2,2,7,3,46,44,25,0,5,6,0,4,7,0,2,0,9,0,2,20,16,0,3,9,1,0,0,4,16,1,1,8,13,29,10,26,33,5,24,0,5,0,0,40,9,0,4,20,145,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.2471164116647467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514293599720714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490620064222509,0.0,0.1029112968570938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467316896291697,0.06739464209387683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276179501463299,0.19785615142318103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990013135113604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635381985830432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707212471066317,0.06030263324718602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179923668571686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323024698788839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751051381427871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464362333913889,0.0,0.0,0.08333755485336393,0.0,0.0,0.09513638203012376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614512768448701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046389614940464834,0.0,0.09521833409172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886697739746017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214365794745036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062051177978975386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740738702058775,0.08819064860127908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407530821747422,0.17357540041010525,0.0,0.0906249193298792,0.09562025345384452,0.0,0.16058677866394344,0.40275807040444456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498306300330113,0.0,0.0,0.11949188759939584,0.0,0.0,0.07057067114660565,0.0,0.0,0.2898883054953218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346593332234927,0.0,0.07377819801597249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682350733721026,0.054086620470560766,0.0,0.0,0.04922024153512815,0.0,0.0,0.08065752262615658,0.0,0.05730895598426911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696472199263797,0.04978729777235607,0.0670008539021233,0.0,0.0,0.07589486867276428,0.0,0.07616703781088466,0.09424092617451092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992510781255535,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Velsetta,2020/03/30,"Ohio schools closed until May. Anyone else not okay?

I don't mean because my kids are home, I love having them around.
But the pressure of being responsible for everything is immense right now. 

This is the first time in five and a half years that my son hasn't had some sort of intervention, that I've not had some sort of help to direct me on how to help him.

My son has so much potential, and my biggest fear is failing him. I'm just so overwhelmed.",3.4959340659340654,4.925745406593407,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,72.95604395604396,6.958241758241758,25.08791208791209,7.447530270364453,0.9859626373626376,356,11,76,4,7,112,67,91,0.105,0.763,0.132,0.3745,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,3,1,12,1,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,10,2,10,11,3,11,0,2,0,1,9,6,0,5,5,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653422088876428,0.27334095738143377,0.0,0.2374849575830772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262263807362246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228550119665476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397588033023165,0.0,0.0,0.3001943338591128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269173868777037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576252822886837,0.0,0.2675955530830128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407734823684512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905945284170797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610920407561194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782309536974346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699890053906513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555776225769474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179337541871526
autism,magpie_01,2020/03/30,"Coping with autism and social isolation Hi all, 

I’m new to this subreddit. I’m 30, autistic (got diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome 3 years ago) and epileptic. I was wondering if any of you guys have any recommendations for how to cope with social isolation. I lost the majority of my friends due to my epilepsy and I’m not good at making friends even though I crave friendships just like anybody else. I think it’s the seizures and me being seen as “weird”. Does anybody know how to cope with social isolation? I’m part of a support group for people with epilepsy but there’s no autistic person there and no one with my special interests. I just feel so disconnected from people ...

 thank you for reading this post.",3.4610874200426416,6.2070531044776125,4.0816631130064,82.84686567164182,77.65671641791045,7.112153518123669,28.974413646055442,8.192908349453996,2.341238379530917,572,26,102,11,14,181,85,134,0.114,0.752,0.135,0.6055,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,9,10,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,1,24,17,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,2,11,8,19,12,3,6,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,2,5,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128661448920105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211977065875225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322411832323206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935245037022302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257095992198549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272440321869215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629471479418019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263714876241955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314796564325535,0.13649854681703386,0.0,0.0,0.16898785080138012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379450205629968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337961522330398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630395026815252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392201194836755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648319237331212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564884733039653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481648269296336,0.0,0.2366389818728668,0.14902044867973355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345247530270482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071388052090675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521922668369101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936716782574672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712788401352906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093569679648106,0.16768014422167002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850818354851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990440028946186
autism,hobbittity,2020/03/30,"Boyfriends family refuse to believe I'm Autistic - Advice please! I have Aspergers Syndrome. I was diagnosed at 11, I am now 21. I have been with my boyfriend for 2 years, living together for one. I have visited with his family several times, including the last 2 Christmases. They have previously made comments along the lines of 'I don't think you have aspergers' and 'I don't believe in ASD.' It's fair to say that I have my issues with them and they have their issues with me but we have managed to get along so far. That being said, we haven't been able to spend longer than a week together. I am now here during the lock down in the UK and things are getting unmanageable. I am doing everything I possibly can to fit in and behave as they want me to but I'm now at the point where the constant socialisation and busy household is damaging my mental health. My boyfriend is just fed up with arguments and refuses to help. I'm fed up with being the only one having to change my behaviour to make them feel better.
Could really do with some advice.",4.1544117647058805,5.8591938039215705,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,71.74509803921569,9.02156862745098,27.45588235294117,9.516144504307137,2.4965058823529405,832,30,160,20,16,272,118,204,0.048,0.8740000000000001,0.078,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,6,1,7,2,0,0,8,0,27,4,0,2,0,29,40,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,17,2,2,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,7,3,28,1,31,30,1,22,1,1,0,0,17,12,0,1,9,116,32,1,0.15488026911399294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269441292264204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489940518667012,0.0,0.1369790118197595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384278833179547,0.0,0.0,0.16737054868859533,0.0,0.12365929216532445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572002129466502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919639914225346,0.0,0.2920146674594248,0.0,0.07831211769542727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183709632938684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463048354027715,0.0,0.0,0.10381297965115366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32330952359562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624809092205488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676211516572528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655145548390053,0.10338378229858994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608288303883838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990175736902272,0.1177934238334123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001202581525024,0.1464119160398255,0.17460423223797042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922026633037284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473266031521598,0.12316700643826245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749706191829262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289556876839508,0.09924102265707796,0.0,0.0,0.09031193043450028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135239553283647,0.0,0.12423560964942815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973781536032314
autism,Apprehensive_Quality,2020/03/30,"Ways you break autism stereotypes? Autism is a spectrum disorder, and it has been since 2013. Everyone's experience is different, and many of us have exaggerated, polar opposite traits from one another despite receiving the same diagnosis. But autism stereotypes are still very, very prevalent. And while certain aspects of autism are very common among neurodivergents, this is by no means a universal truth. 

For example, autistic people are often thought of as being literal-minded. I’ve never had an issue understanding sarcasm and other forms of figurative language. I also pay close attention to the body language / tone / expression / etc of whoever I’m talking to; I adapted to do this “manually” as opposed to intuitively like allistics, but the fact that I can do it at all flies in the face of most stereotypes. I’m also hypersensitive to social awkwardness as opposed to oblivious. I can’t stand awkward situations and sometimes I even see awkwardness where there isn’t any. When an awkward scene shows up in a movie or show, I literally need to leave the room for the duration of the scene because I can’t stand watching it. The same applies for witnessing awkward situations, or worse, being directly involved in one. Even when I’m just a witness, I handle those situations terribly because I cannot help but overreact to the sheer discomfort.

How is your autism different from common stereotypes?",9.458848878394331,10.258897541322321,9.290271546635186,59.24371900826449,59.12396694214876,12.864698937426212,43.731995277449826,12.28987398476788,6.107733412042504,1143,64,164,36,14,372,148,242,0.14,0.831,0.028999999999999998,-0.9703,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,0,12,10,0,6,15,0,20,2,2,1,5,30,28,19,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,5,2,1,1,6,7,0,2,3,2,12,3,30,23,6,21,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,4,8,118,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178088345586064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260819269718626,0.14279833520074228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603014118225864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126711454939132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284561681475225,0.15607597052271396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187853910370536,0.17989339254171538,0.0,0.0,0.13012740367685785,0.0,0.13321178610295425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127969022654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213826276959604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419670556348324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653147598503223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806681978140573,0.0,0.14834174119730198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375046467069564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009769688279562,0.10503168475311422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845604225505813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944112100867359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851914452426507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126508691512736,0.4592216452753106,0.0,0.13882004365873507,0.0,0.0,0.13468713521206935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875484257704723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109457652781114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811301943037263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417699016235671,0.16380975881281604,0.0,0.0,0.3370923730575324,0.0,0.108094656004081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138780736916804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FishayyMtg,2020/03/30,"energy loss everything is just soooo exhausting I cant keep up with school and Im depressed all the time

anyone got tips how to get my life back together",2.7286021505376357,5.044987451612903,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,77.70967741935483,9.29462365591398,23.23655913978495,9.725611199111238,2.385959139784947,125,4,25,4,3,41,30,31,0.237,0.7020000000000001,0.061,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769587532919136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833890623386211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31742805956173353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312253075628088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925500312403601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947598383286158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39809283476874463,0.0,0.0,0.3275805460179724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603148814287353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729881452416779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490208884058687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MegaAutist,2020/03/30,"the whole situation with video calls provides a nice way to explain the eye contact thing it’s like looking at the screen vs looking at the webcam. it’s not like it’s impossible to look at the webcam, and it might make the other person think you’re paying attention because to them it looks like you’re looking directly at them (the camera) instead of slightly below (the screen), but if you try to do it you won’t be able to pay attention to the conversation as easily as you otherwise could.",21.99875,7.837179708333334,19.477916666666665,40.90875000000001,54.0,23.36666666666667,64.66666666666667,15.903189008614273,8.875391666666664,396,16,72,10,2,133,59,96,0.017,0.875,0.10800000000000001,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,10,0,5,1,1,1,0,13,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,15,9,1,6,0,0,8,0,10,5,0,2,3,49,13,2,0.1837553794947371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201557378422224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763478754720875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671371821523266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693207897351691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7715411940032968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226581426966434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949354190220849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044810959940656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206548745600678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207890905359366,0.11774302746320316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475784065702668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585646713404232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515631892295405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Autismetal,2020/03/30,"""Oh yeah, forgot they might not know that."" Every once in a while, I notice that I've overlooked the possibility that someone might not know something that I know.

For example, when writing a character in a roleplay yesterday, I had said character accept orders to leave a city that she had intended to help defend, even being handcuffed, while her acquaintance (someone else's character) was do determined to help defend the city that she fought the guards while my character watched.

Someone just pointed out that my character could have asked who gave the orders.  I may have overlooked the fact that the character might have been skeptical when I knew that it was a legitimate order by the army general in the city.

This isn't the first time - I notice other examples occasionally.  I think my thought process here has something to do with ASD (I am an aspie), but I figured I would ask about it anyway to make sure.",9.771144578313251,8.772162228915665,8.922981927710849,68.04724397590364,59.240963855421676,12.396385542168677,40.02710843373494,11.45678717892309,4.653315662650601,734,32,123,17,8,231,98,166,0.042,0.883,0.075,0.7391,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,2,0,15,1,20,0,0,2,2,28,33,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,11,2,17,2,13,15,0,16,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,4,8,92,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821758644119621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049572103062492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607260096278042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967989774028467,0.0,0.12715490118298442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837075062796402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231427200278013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488217131325438,0.0,0.0,0.15980034243582214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073891878895072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803003595413146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436422247834455,0.0,0.16072271567827906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426662653632844,0.17013733857044133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355755206878154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836169259999124,0.2323680574029701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142238403390486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670214321535957,0.0,0.11981201275876713,0.08800148363152488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072077978796937,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,yoyohasstories,2020/03/30,"Home schooling First time Poster in this sub. I'm 18 and autistic, I was only diagnosed last year and I haven't been given a lot of coaching. With the COVID-19 outbreak I'm now not only stuck at home with no routine which sucks but I'm also having a lout of trouble with online school. I have a short attention span and extreme issues with tasks that involve reading long texts because it and also because I can't recall differentiate between important and unimportant information. I'm super lost because I feel like I can't really talk to my teachers because I don't want to sound like I'm being lazy and just don't want to do these tasks. 
Is anyone else having trouble with online classes?",3.8720646766169153,6.165979962686567,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,74.0,6.556218905472638,29.07711442786069,7.492282038375204,1.9831860696517416,561,24,96,7,12,182,85,134,0.162,0.726,0.11199999999999999,-0.5921,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,0,0,20,25,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,11,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,2,8,3,13,19,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,8,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771425645368644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116081815565845,0.1775449773987306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225174723598065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587470068983538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475250413197696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761515014451465,0.1237906670810998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739116563626048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476262531547816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808584245106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124564329384814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931089057320384,0.0,0.0,0.1533466045094569,0.0,0.0,0.18915467319397436,0.14731574597022193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357322005617256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332605257768008,0.0,0.11100706745952232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35073552327613866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927522573369794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104047212251208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440907706772204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158609835921783
autism,babrii97,2020/03/30,"When someone walks by you and say ""hey, how are you?"" When someone walks by you and says ""Hey, how are you doing?"" But keeps walking by you how do you respond? Do you say just hi back or do you say good, you? When I respond with good, you? It just seems awkward and sometimes they dont respond because they're too far",0.16819230769230842,2.448822184615388,1.1941346153846162,100.9727403846154,88.69230769230768,3.25,21.971153846153847,3.1291,-0.4875769230769231,242,9,55,0,8,75,34,65,0.024,0.8759999999999999,0.1,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,10,1,0,10,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,13,9,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,12,2,4,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,21,1,0,2,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885437212562066,0.0,0.13386257586716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573627472351125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368370364552276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951853997538508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6985204333202679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991029698656454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721228775971293,0.0,0.21718426217398945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,chankor,2020/03/30,"help? (TW mention of the pandemic) hey guys, i need help. since the whole COVID-19 pandemic, school has been out and will be out for the rest of the scholastic year, meaning i will go back in October. ever since this happened, i had no routine, and it’s driving me crazy. I have not been sleeping at night and usually sleep at around 7-10 am and wake up late and it’s messing me up, i don’t want this to be til September. this has happened to me the summer before and i at that time, with no routine i have not slept one night in 100+ days, however the only way it stopped was when school started and there was a routine being introduced. does anyone have advice on how to start a routine? i’ve been trying to but i’ve been really stressed? or maybe anyone has advice on how to sleep? i think my brain is overwhelmed/overstimulated too. TIA",1.9867121848739482,4.269660577380954,3.154593837535017,90.04726890756304,80.13095238095238,6.0957983193277325,24.763305322128854,7.285733465282438,1.116317507002801,659,25,135,9,17,212,103,168,0.061,0.8690000000000001,0.07,0.5377,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,8,0,21,6,6,2,1,23,31,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,8,0,12,0,22,18,2,30,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,15,93,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729399481925707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953010829675903,0.0,0.0,0.12432321850515993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073866446352724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883674972600933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590199423203072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006639971568864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221368034646744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632661345971893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793695761560177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828114054427326,0.2469942216458917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872165991708847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575377591770227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403029631563947,0.15212604377337166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035529626121406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621149053658231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463434463270393,0.10621448439728423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894670439747628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267813214595444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310493447535008,0.0,0.4192697970576197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976981050110398,0.0,0.0,0.11675845310783875,0.1599751798265821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948575998171142,0.0,0.0,0.08143438584135068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481708110792596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381106864178673,0.0,0.08237257458191599,0.11085222701460012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592064778195291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993371861225552
autism,backpackman77,2020/03/30,"Is constant discomfort something common in autism? I am undiagnosed, but I have suspicions i could be on the high functioning end of the spectrum. 

I am wondering if anyone else experiences the same feeling of discomfort i constantly feel. I am always squirming and adjusting myself, my clothes and skin feel tight (no matter how loose my clothes are), and i am often hyper-aware of the oils and dirt on my skin, causing me to wash my hands often. 

Physically I just never feel perfectly comfortable. And when i think about it, it stresses me out and i start adjusting/squirming more frantically. This could also be an OCD thing, as I strongly exhibit many other signs of OCD. The physical discomfort isn't the only reason i suspect i am on the spectrum, but i am curious about whether or not it could be related.

Thanks in advance for any insight.",5.661731601731602,7.7039487012987005,6.425389610389612,71.85332251082255,68.48051948051949,10.06839826839827,35.56060606060606,10.317481424215053,4.2913177489177485,676,35,109,19,12,222,95,154,0.217,0.71,0.07200000000000001,-0.9792,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,5,8,0,16,4,3,3,2,37,24,15,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,9,21,4,15,18,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,7,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436706723283538,0.1494880112583695,0.0,0.0,0.12217209953748187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256195072984642,0.18407859012219704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455598732969866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882881755354792,0.0,0.4303215946810814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500793616787626,0.0,0.15912170746181736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573783827691902,0.0,0.0,0.3633574668964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898162085293044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214277547033889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856162257917345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663632577154147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471607628650052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830780622931438,0.0,0.0,0.12716129459173614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579510327787925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654029161870616,0.0,0.0,0.11935532559584655,0.11511617763017375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482904332790926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DJ-Sparkks,2020/03/30,Job Interviews Would it be best to mention autism at the interview stage or wait to see if I get the job.,1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.6678363636363644,83,3,19,2,2,27,19,22,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.6369,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131226235888287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567147092812665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7812950149238597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136966149376473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964527057887273,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,abkj2007,2020/03/30,"I have just found out, that I have autism Hello, I've started seeing a psychologist for some time now, and she asked me, for how long I have known, that I have autism.. Apparently, at the age of 25, I have now been diagnosed with Infertile Autism.. I am not upset or anything, I'm just surprised, that it appantly took so long for anybody (including myself) to find out",6.417676056338028,6.2173405915492985,6.7888380281690175,78.00466549295778,65.61971830985915,10.480281690140846,31.834507042253517,10.125756701596842,2.9295605633802824,286,10,57,6,4,93,50,71,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.4738,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,1,9,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441791740987124,0.0,0.2890292050646452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137977740207451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257283609894635,0.0,0.0,0.33898541678481586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472057431792771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463658958828971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882983831731206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027763580371453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434956685532532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,spacechicken122,2020/03/30,"I have diagnosed ASD yet I have impeccable social skills, except I can’t start conversations. So I have diagnosed autism but my use of the English language is super sophisticated  (usually, not when writing online though lol). I don’t have trouble communicating with people at all except starting conversations, I have extreme social anxiety.  I experience mostly all of the autism symptoms at a high level. This is the only reason I wasn’t diagnosed until I was older, and why I don’t receive any help whatsoever from my school. Because I can hold a conversation (I do get extremely drained quickly) they neglect me and write me off as “really really low functioning” (Ik that’s outdated I don’t understand the levels and that wasn’t really a thing where I live when I got diagnosed, I was just diagnosed as having ASD no levels or anything). 
Also when I say I can’t start a conversation I mean like I literally cannot talk to someone I don’t know at all, anything that requires me to say hi or hello, a basic human function to initiate a conversation I am incapable of unless I know them well or they do it first.

I just want to know if this is a thing other Autistic people experience or if anyone else is Like me. I really don’t have a reason for posting this I just thought it might be an interesting read for someone. Feel free to ask questions, I’m not very good at writing out the full picture so some things might need cleared up. 
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autism,SACBH,2020/03/30,"Ideas for lockdown activities Hi Everyone,

Just looking to share some ideas about activities for home during lockdown.  My daughter is 5YO non-verbal sensory-seeking, she normally loves beaches (surf preferably) exploring (mapping) shopping centers, and playgrounds and parks but all these are off limits now.   weekends normally involve a lot of trips to give her enough stimulation.

Fortunately we have a we have a pool but it’s getting colder so that’s good for about 1 hour max a day and the back yard and playground gets about another hour and then she’s kind of going stir crazy and we’ve worn out any wiggles or other videos she likes.

Any creative ideas to share.

Finally my sincere thoughts go out to anyone in containment in a small apartment or (forbid) hotel at this time, it must be unbearable.",5.086233766233769,8.029134671328674,4.979585414585419,77.55421328671329,72.91608391608392,7.722077922077923,33.29120879120879,8.634040054169528,3.252548851148851,650,33,102,13,14,201,105,143,0.039,0.813,0.147,0.9452,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,2,31,15,12,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,3,6,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,7,18,11,4,23,0,0,1,1,13,10,0,4,10,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553979055207,0.17388691904219747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595199506519754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751281764150332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106946449826975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713464285204462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845740271775596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165835117010184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327836732865826,0.15907897676826133,0.1884897013970293,0.13909010032841584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634072880950534,0.0,0.3266177381811859,0.0,0.0,0.561604702731751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268613348694706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101602418616337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925519844670947,0.0,0.0,0.1409824967327305,0.1496677955733682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249558307338822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316502733079412,0.0966966425555422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MegatronThermos,2020/03/30,"Please give me some advice on communicating with this person Hello,

I was recently sent a friend request from Mike on Facebook. We had a mutual friend, Logan. Logan and his wife recently had a baby, so I was visiting them. I asked Logan about this friend request, and he told me Mike has autism and the friend request may be kind of random.

Our conversation can be seen [here](http://imgur.com/a/POLvR2N). Basically, I asked Mike if we had met/why he sent me a request. He responded asking if I knew Brian, my brothers-in-law. I said yes, but that I wont be giving out his info. 

I have talked to Brian about Mike. Brian says he has no idea why Mike is so interested in him. Mike has reached out to Brian on every platform, many times, and been blocked. Brian is very passionate about a specific industry and is trying to become known in it. Mike has lots of pictures of this industry on his Facebook. I'm wondering if Mike idolizes Brian because of his success?

Mike keeps asking me. What could I say to him to help him understand the answer is no?",3.8575529411764715,5.9092633200000035,4.928235294117645,80.68382352941178,73.3,7.7058823529411775,26.764705882352942,8.4952907291091,2.036308823529412,824,30,150,15,17,270,109,200,0.052000000000000005,0.792,0.156,0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,7,1,22,1,0,0,0,28,38,11,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,6,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,4,25,8,22,20,2,15,0,0,1,1,43,9,0,8,3,97,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325905931457198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073916261127244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271280413657356,0.14985430553024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833407024509883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432113836859785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193220492097897,0.0,0.0,0.26032436588543995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094733143745704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317275218365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060377320230325,0.0,0.14129588054455922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535521477598736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756410421650955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847560669504408,0.0,0.14894226244281816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679467159894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290682672962396,0.2158055879783348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905910615103163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911948098959883,0.0,0.0,0.1296535963468168,0.0,0.09212175137936024,0.0,0.0,0.1412537027548396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195499495895073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448706593937137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714546185845218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,madscot63,2020/03/30,Am I in the right place?  I have questions about understanding an adult diagnosed with Aspergers,5.825624999999999,9.532550312500003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,77.125,10.7,33.0,10.125756701596842,4.880725,79,4,12,3,2,24,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455376305721228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586223152916011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917383875166138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748715203111813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569753747882857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BohemianBella,2020/03/30,"Quarentine Birthday video request please! A message from a friend of mine on FB who is asking for anyone willing to make a short video to send to her son: 


As most of you know, Dylan is pretty darn amazing. A miracle even, he fights EVERY DAY to stay alive. He has for over 21 years!! We were told he would never see his first birthday. Then told we would never see his 5th, 10th and so on. Yet, here this AMAZING soul is! About to be 22 years old and has defied so many doctors and science and medical reason, countless times. His birthday is NEXT WEEK! April 1st💜 since of the pandemic and social distancing,  Dylan wont get to do his favorite thing and go to dinner at hooters(to see his hot babes 😂) and unfortunately,  due to his conditions, he cant have family and friends gather. Dylan may not understand this fully and its inevitable that his heart will be hurt 💔.
This year, since a lot of us are home and have time on our hands, I'm asking that YOU friends and family , even strangers, make a quick video for Dylan!! A hello, a happy birthday or anything you'd like!! I hope to show them all to him on his big day next week!! Get creative and have fun!! Please consider participating and feel free to share! Let's make Dylan's special day amazing . Inbox me for any questions!! (And if anyone knows any Hooters girls that would make a video, that would be a huge deal lol)
** For those that dont know Dylan's story, he has cerebral palsy,  hydrocephalus, over 16 brain surgeries, autism,agenesis of the corpus callosum, epilepsy, and many other conditions.
He is fighting for his life every day!",3.9887213114754085,5.891037314754101,4.5273442622950855,84.33331147540984,72.57377049180329,7.109508196721313,25.97049180327869,7.839951260653429,1.4991678688524592,1251,42,236,17,25,397,177,305,0.033,0.77,0.19699999999999998,0.995,1,0,0,0,3,0,54.0,4,3,1,1,8,16,2,0,12,1,29,7,3,5,3,42,50,21,0,6,3,1,3,1,3,8,3,0,1,2,13,17,1,0,7,5,1,2,6,3,0,1,3,6,22,14,32,34,3,35,1,1,3,0,47,10,1,7,23,139,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112298821109347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482296888518702,0.0,0.07933647482925063,0.0,0.1802589887219936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762444016233008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870357546320845,0.0993935489371326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867879919880926,0.0,0.0,0.11299074734903992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735460277596822,0.0,0.16245764992023984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817718388475907,0.0,0.04874733780119007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200553133026589,0.0,0.0,0.2234562948500398,0.0,0.10073955137077097,0.0,0.05479151335934492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026292798212072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424524786011755,0.0,0.0,0.09670618816007978,0.09575598984252996,0.0,0.0,0.10320793568256396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895176036694705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858483681168397,0.06809659858618984,0.047100616517684636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196356931877392,0.0,0.0,0.25741529189515605,0.1954873910749635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712202564142257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487132829241826,0.0,0.20506434347705413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116513284289433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165648169324305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808271454166832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800025641824806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912461185904192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047671205496095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950120780340718,0.0,0.0,0.09827693651061203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275927311254103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404992224200087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243384318861877,0.0,0.0,0.1842460534140113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036527329746536,0.11596827693154815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546671296534505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739450345149539,0.0,0.0,0.1862528987850225
autism,njt_127,2020/03/30,"Women Masking So I’ve not been diagnosed or even officially requested an evaluation but I just need to write this all down somewhere. 

So I’m a twenty-one year old female studying sociology. After graduation, I want earn my PhD in psychology so I can study and treat ADHD and Autism. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and have had a huge obsession with learning about it since I was about 14. Since then I’ve also become really interested in Autism, partially because my dad’s dad is quite obviously on the spectrum, and I love him very much.

Part of my interest also stems from my own interest in psychology as well as from my mom, who is a special educator and very passionate about her work. However, my special needs related to my ADHD never seemed to register as being real and urgent needs, and she could be kind of cruel towards me about my “laziness” and “lack of motivation/caring,” even though she was never anything but loving toward her staff and students. 

More recently, though, as I’ve started to do more research into Autism in women, I’ve started to wonder if part of my interest had to do with me actually identifying with it. However, if I were to ever tell anyone, especially my mother, that I suspect I might have it they would laugh in my face since I appear to be quite “normal.”

That’s why I’m curious about what other people’s experiences with masking are and if anyone is familiar with any Autistic women who are very extroverted and socially adept, like Paige Layle. 

I apologize if what I’ve written here makes no sense!",8.259175257731961,7.628085295532646,9.209676975945019,63.58729896907217,62.02405498281786,12.433539518900346,37.26941580756014,11.729898335038438,4.621085498281787,1235,52,207,34,15,425,165,291,0.067,0.748,0.185,0.99,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,18,16,1,1,6,0,23,6,1,1,5,49,38,31,0,12,9,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,11,18,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,8,0,30,14,41,24,8,22,0,0,0,3,23,11,0,9,11,155,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.10604412090243454,0.0,0.3917928220089157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380323951300758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738978468381866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196613867444236,0.0,0.08942436022240678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624289701737063,0.12001507423758467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676241524672801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059110825762746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354814603409674,0.09829626834418564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062979837935708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316081665466406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308960988296861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961539080410976,0.0,0.07253661647662929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527938884813188,0.0,0.12727044234577026,0.0,0.0,0.07988335427111982,0.24172744417004605,0.1676226503722312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647139535763712,0.0,0.0,0.11402860160803628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353533280247019,0.0,0.07533658674897611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311632144587692,0.0,0.1236877743601771,0.06961539078468626,0.0,0.10729636661889914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892710587860233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269673441375204,0.0,0.0,0.11077316191567647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383129056569422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498046808380796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135311710903725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898700675413617,0.06409509820262284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770542444175294,0.0,0.098055809146609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784561989179194,0.07911147024911562,0.0,0.0,0.0771945044833683,0.0,0.0,0.06997851597375056
autism,jwizzle_,2020/03/30,Life How could I pass the time with a 7 year old (autistic) and keep my sanity?,-0.5564705882352925,1.4707548235294112,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,89.0,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.4379176470588231,60,1,15,1,2,20,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105413210747536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457038420739237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631897673697129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395591237443728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998301104604557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311234745254251
autism,nguij,2020/03/31,"Why do people hate autism so much? I was diagnosed later in life as i am 20 but its very disheartening to hear that you'd throw a fuss about your kid having it, while i know for some it may not be easy and if you don't understand how it works or how to deal with people with similar problems no matter how high or low on spectrum it just makes me feel very sad, while im still figuring everything out i know i am not a problem and many others aren't at all you just have to take a little care and consideration i feel take your time with it, but it really hurts.",8.003865546218492,4.844890058823534,8.367630252100843,77.46119327731094,64.37815126050421,12.209075630252102,32.20336134453782,10.355215969177356,2.719738151260505,443,10,101,8,5,148,82,119,0.213,0.727,0.06,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,8,8,1,0,3,0,11,2,0,4,1,33,22,15,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,3,12,1,13,18,3,13,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,5,5,70,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693342257588394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890216310204671,0.0,0.18609228699961256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477952397738674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854104496241452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101617435219455,0.0,0.0,0.2066442187691176,0.0,0.0,0.19371507001065666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962756390690209,0.0,0.19804509593387049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152428616293624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295026716457135,0.0,0.18376081567126107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238485003289322,0.18588402315877456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478037448500774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542180024135567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508746389613207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174561149252132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464203181345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275706684025405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691050198265142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086960732734587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255923220983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654412085946719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347804036929656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TitusVI,2020/03/31,"Tips for a 35 year old who discovered he has autism? I'm 35 year old. All my life my career life is a misery and many years unemployed. Never had a girlfriend. People always told me my body language is different of what I am saying or different. Now I got the confirmation. Any tips? Should I immediatly try medication because many days I have brain fog and I have a weird feeling in my head. So my most important question is how important is medication should I immediatly try it? Beside brain fog I have a lot of anxiety around people, problems concentrating etc. 

Thanks for any help. (Btw I am in psychotherapy for 2 years but never had any medication.)",2.3259451219512184,5.208350796747965,4.484547764227647,76.6029192073171,85.7479674796748,7.953048780487803,24.76067073170732,8.660442795831766,2.512057317073171,520,21,93,15,16,178,75,123,0.06,0.862,0.078,0.2609,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,14,9,4,1,3,16,19,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,1,8,13,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,10,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836574051425686,0.0,0.0,0.26569227709528753,0.0,0.09962922326040848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159365341907856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938989160028291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466144208816706,0.0,0.2907700926990289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399063630777476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721351784085138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524616638874396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585060005842468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416062254151916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365842083133486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729360417079704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839773034222518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072092274216018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640751800363549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935934118163012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089012772665985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27331891353181564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057674784266026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461706213281942,0.0,0.0,0.14589271973395326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356789625972564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990265536979622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244448796895429,0.0,0.1768416856949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354676228032661
autism,Muse2130,2020/03/31,"Autism and Dating Survey Hey guys,  


I made a survey regarding autism and romantic relationships. The goal of the survey is to better understand how people with autism navigate romantic relationships and to also see whether or not people with autism struggle with dating relative to the neurotypical population. I feel like there isn't enough research that covers the topic of dating among people with autism.  


If you have 5 minutes, I would really appreciate you fill out this survey. You don't have to log in to your google account and all results will be anonymous.  


[https://forms.gle/9TYd2YmR4YHQeMcJ6](https://forms.gle/9TYd2YmR4YHQeMcJ6)",11.094458874458873,13.88211847474748,9.711572871572873,50.625454545454566,56.17171717171718,10.909668109668116,33.334776334776336,10.914260884657429,4.339786724386723,535,19,66,13,7,166,65,99,0.023,0.8420000000000001,0.135,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,20,12,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,14,8,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,4,49,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831924318254167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082695288729459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433215043441895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190695394921558,0.16823229428313818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316961673354375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150472819957857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228239361913223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897720792872087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085930208392745,0.0,0.0,0.5056508240890571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765302343259752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618263149818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515075923267785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728354089247294,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dull_Potato,2020/03/31,"Hello everyone, what do I do? Hey everyone.

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I have suspected for a while I have Aspergers (ASD Level 1 if you want the new terms) but I feel I am too old to be diagnosed. 24 years old and female, Im feeling like I missed the time to be diagnosed. Here in ontario its like a 3 year long wait list and they generally tell adults that kids need it more. Private service for diagnosis is like $3000. Can anyone help me out on information in Ontario about a diagnosis session?",3.29792105263158,5.165146410526315,5.1886184210526345,79.01345394736845,74.3684210526316,8.960526315789474,29.769736842105264,9.516144504307137,2.921131578947369,379,17,74,10,8,130,72,95,0.045,0.7809999999999999,0.175,0.9064,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,9,13,2,14,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674006074235504,0.2318522376521463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334171787337373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38733159339569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364649864078518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929562101767307,0.13631305736405133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278943777165301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610505628432646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796570090854709,0.0,0.0,0.16885880809888254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414814901310574,0.0,0.18428326343937326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004411628590279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677433798194702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126150296535306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125433237620842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318522376521463,0.2457478028889801
autism,potatocakes1989,2020/03/31,"Stimming/Hyperfocusing Hi, just having a little trouble. I normally stim just a few times a day. When I was a kid, it was constant. I'm tactile/visual. It's been more constant lately, and I know some of the reasons are life stressors, but it's starting to feel more neurological, and happens in spurts or when something triggers it. Sometimes I just get those ""creepy"" feelings where you just feel like something isn't right and I stim more. Like right now, I'm in my room and just discovered a bunch of spiders and webs. I can't seem to shrug it off, I have a fear of spiders, so I'm too chicken to just take care of them myself, and my husband just left for work (before the discovery). I'm just stimming now, staring at my screen, and feel those tingly crawly sensations that I get when I'm over stimulated by sensory input. What are your methods for dealing with surprise oversensory/overstimming?",5.388859649122807,6.708237549707601,5.631827485380117,80.06598684210529,68.23976608187135,8.039181286549706,33.54824561403509,8.344100000000001,2.6370736842105247,715,33,131,10,12,227,103,171,0.05,0.8490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8476,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,1,16,6,0,1,8,0,9,2,0,3,0,29,26,13,0,1,10,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,15,4,16,23,6,22,0,0,2,0,7,11,0,3,13,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506217507489888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047262719052606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38256801864956375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415625923893916,0.1824886629476544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918450712586389,0.3580045824995556,0.12645537333615248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495995195046802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652860825865214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727960058013853,0.0,0.19967403308340692,0.0,0.19232096123406126,0.0,0.12502679862188065,0.17295546087722666,0.17740967196705518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734313860557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819948887709333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023296967650843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114248370068385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27254058571290085,0.17506657713468973,0.0,0.12528798862799484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308885301090145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032154598209138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288647705998711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MrBully74,2020/03/31,"Birthday during Coronacrisis is fine Today we (the Netherlands) will hear if the Corona measures will stay in place longer. They will be extended for sure. It’s just a matter of how long. My birthday is in early May and I’d be totally fine with the measures extending beyond that. Just makes it easier. My in-laws (fine people) won’t come. My kids will just text or call. I will order my own gift online. If my wife actually surprises me with a gift, it will be the perfect birthday for this autist!",3.184895833333332,5.496028531250005,4.18041666666667,84.08958333333338,76.1875,7.183333333333334,24.20833333333333,8.167268648758528,1.5891958333333327,393,13,73,7,9,127,64,96,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,3,18,16,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,8,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,3,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3128277902032572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273354187941491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27614065098600393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613030469072103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836922882356331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398139989375087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222412497136098,0.0,0.3349249715873789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34168246883548226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021312223919418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038606552722912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PhysicalVacation,2020/03/31,"Should I get assessed? ​

Hi all,

In my current job, I'm working with autistic teens. Specifically around 16 years old.

Lately, through some self-reflection and simple observation of the kids I work with, I've been having this nagging feeling that I might be somewhat on the spectrum. It seems to me that this was especially prominent as a child. Hear me out.

\- I was a very VERY picky eater

\- Hated showering, specifically washing my hair. I never really grasped it until I was around 13/14

\- Did not care about my appearance

\- Clumsy and very poor at ""hands on"" tasks

\- Somewhat rigid beliefs

\- Very shy but rebellious

However, I seem to have out-grown most of these things. I've matured A LOT in the past few years (I'm 25 now btw). Am I overreacting? Or should I legitimately get checked out. I just feel so confused because I have some of the characteristics but not others. Social situations aren't great for me but I've always been able to make and maintain friends. I'm in a long term relationship and we plan to get married. So relationships and romance aren't a problem, but I have been called weird, creepy and eccentric before numerous times, especially as a teen.

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I obviously know you can't diagnose over reddit, but some insight from some adults or teens who got diagnosed later in life would be very much appreciated!",5.050435374149657,7.438490261224494,5.48,76.55333333333334,70.87755102040815,8.585034013605442,31.258503401360546,9.23628265651192,3.016360544217686,1074,48,187,24,21,343,156,245,0.10300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.081,-0.3615,4,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,0,3,7,10,2,2,10,0,21,6,2,1,3,51,38,18,0,4,10,0,4,0,1,4,4,1,1,3,10,13,0,1,8,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,8,5,21,4,28,24,12,26,1,0,0,0,13,12,0,15,13,121,31,3,0.11121058888426293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253611884623476,0.24099325318561124,0.27026607619984644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800200424206305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677929427644797,0.0,0.09463202009359857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355844534007938,0.0,0.11338660716472282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575281350604295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246283048839732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592102510218808,0.0,0.17430882793272695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889452672113816,0.12261006685276775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097974325238784,0.0,0.0,0.1253424162119725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035934939225787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061118431242631915,0.0,0.1254503882537409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785513278167997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841787156943008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945472657411072,0.0,0.0,0.07423393164462078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797686034257035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175257888429288,0.0,0.08577246206287761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669680539937985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616309083045697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641351424414504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124435094913745,0.0,0.0,0.2387971061213031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024838866852419,0.11601689833449685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500536144692895,0.0,0.11336519028780813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388337366519039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484778871027899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588019137229175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192526643892888,0.0,0.0,0.07900081155570632,0.0,0.27026607619984644,0.14323194611816828
autism,freyakelda,2020/03/31,"I'm looking for some inspiration. Hi everyone. 

I work for a university which typically runs a ""summer school"" which involves young people with autism coming to stay at the university in student accomodation. It's whole purpose is to give them an insight into university, to meet new people and increase confidence. We normally give them money to shop for themselves and cook their own meal, for example.

This year we are unable to run this programme. Instead, we are looking at ways of connecting digitally and how we can offer a similar or better experience.

Do you have any recommendations on what you'd like to do if you could attend? For example, we are thinking of tasking the attendees with cooking their own meal, taking photos/documenting the process and then we can chat to them about what they did. We have funding to access various online programmes, if you know of something we could use. 

If you have any questions please just ask. 

Thank you!",7.043560157790928,8.853385698224855,7.358121301775148,67.39248767258384,64.79881656804733,10.130374753451676,35.976824457593686,10.317481424215053,4.192218540433925,769,37,119,19,12,250,110,169,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.9551,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,8,6,6,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,15,4,0,2,0,32,27,10,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,16,4,0,5,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,21,4,24,23,6,17,0,0,2,0,29,5,0,6,6,90,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778128666797586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703164516320294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611260013478749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569344671952704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909164989790522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408360197269335,0.0,0.17820986890359675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34953294448825645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012297675435318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900537977992358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059755634415552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595341418200064,0.0,0.0,0.1785005955100265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526054167546968,0.0,0.0,0.19998215446836365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408658207745756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437885682259586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025332425923762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418276883608407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697889441164726,0.0,0.0,0.16772956978975326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673546872603585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734756209518014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460833413628002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034007411527077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263134669839716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173198372413966
autism,Hyperus102,2020/03/31,"Emotions I have never really felt like I had general emotions, and not in the sense that I had trouble identifying them, I really do not feel anything.

I have been diagnosed about 3 and a half years ago.

There is stuff I can feel, I can love, that is most likely because to me, love is more than an emotion, It is quite complicated to explain.

I also feel releases from stress situations, like winning a clutch in Counterstrike, a game I play with passion and try to be the best at.

I have found that I can get overmanned by rage, when playing online it happens far too often, but it is the worst thing I experience, because I can not control it, it is like I am on autopilot. 

But unless that is happening, I don't feel happiness, hate, or really anything, I am not unhappy either, I just live to understand me, my envoirement and the universe. I see, I hear, I can sense touch and that is it.

I have an uncanny ability for empathy, I can feel and sense what others do when they talk to me, I can read everything about my opposite, what they want to say, how they are going to react, how they feel.

I know how emotions feel, I know how they act, what they do in humans heads.

I do all of that semi activly, It comes naturally but its like my brain always asks for reaffirmation before comitting it, I did not need to learn interpreting humans or emotions, Its like its part of my program.

I follow a strict moral compass, I put the human life and dignity over everything else, I follow rules and laws very strictly, just like my moral compass. I have crossed a red light only once ( I really wanted to get that bus, back when I was 11, I am 17 now) and I still feel bad about it, 6 years later.

​

Are there people here who are like me in atleast some of these regards? I am thankful for any feedback, be it questions or own experiences. Thanks in advance.",5.292576267115064,5.854987875690616,6.227266394427098,78.44928537112659,68.03314917127072,9.610569300984867,31.48498678837377,9.653516015845867,2.8640964208503483,1449,57,281,30,23,481,186,362,0.105,0.79,0.106,-0.1473,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,7,5,21,24,2,1,12,0,39,7,2,6,2,59,72,24,0,3,15,0,10,8,0,0,2,2,0,3,28,11,0,1,17,4,0,8,7,6,0,1,7,15,52,18,31,63,9,28,2,0,2,3,20,9,0,7,19,211,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544337571486155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806107938271297,0.07081692621140362,0.0922148110439471,0.10341590405090176,0.05787656471718373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400737638009341,0.0,0.07956477478858973,0.0,0.0,0.06544303179881783,0.07106187826101007,0.1037624634632364,0.0,0.07242089756693007,0.0,0.0893159135253221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950090134641818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331326726989439,0.0,0.0,0.09545619903230604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638313631156097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109706652990502,0.478676929617076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297971034256105,0.1665045032179646,0.0,0.0,0.34426652284634857,0.0,0.08171731791120887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331686165440482,0.0,0.0,0.08893115149426106,0.0,0.04836901007456256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052198302867062,0.09059937142200558,0.0,0.0840268294606722,0.0873456729094201,0.0,0.0959232432774921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354659541445254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060114511556872224,0.3326369439618244,0.0,0.07515219105095998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536271331169908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310672847731556,0.06564077024853927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063756535664004,0.0,0.06472869977002127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921639987065724,0.0,0.05900338135827394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555735186558887,0.09534077762169764,0.09052315672438263,0.08513133479366798,0.0,0.2180902336104277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768153876390823,0.0,0.0,0.0678202987034739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566529878270563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679676009367673,0.0,0.09749127385412193,0.0,0.09742864527026383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840683032970632,0.0,0.15671258199462226,0.0,0.0,0.056542174951075816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778295127007764,0.0,0.0,0.08860074521802487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070223263467006,0.1003981647070511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341590405090176,0.10961391385152937
autism,Iamtwofaced,2020/03/31,"I'm a 30/f NT with a daughter AND a boyfriend with ASD. What is the best advice you have for me as a parent and a girlfriend? I am an extroverted NT looking for guidance; 

As a child is there something you wish you parents would have done differently? 

As a significant other, is there something you wish the other person would do to make things easier for you?",4.509999999999998,5.634988732394369,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,70.12676056338029,7.933521126760564,29.69295774647888,8.238735603445708,2.0657188732394367,284,11,55,4,5,94,44,71,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.9292,3,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,15,5,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,9,12,1,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212431891496265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813835908031144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271272425933299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246638815727326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255362189322955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511012748253302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827737814041349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981736659655504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347163026759814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442486789896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999776599450808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308856545304719,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,eminemenemen,2020/03/31,"Advice on writing an autistic character? One of the main characters in my WIP is autistic. I want to write a realistic portrayal of autism. I just don't know much about autism other than the diagnostic criteria and stuff from some documentaries I watched about it, so I wanted to ask for advice from some people that have autism because you guys can tell me more accurate and personal info. Thx \^\^",6.7101369863013725,8.188997000000004,6.914958904109592,71.48997260273975,65.30136986301369,10.771506849315069,33.77808219178082,10.793553405168565,4.020229589041096,323,14,54,9,5,104,59,73,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,12,8,5,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628629296701241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692422689915347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755628742318732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851664932168929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582779419205513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171403894734825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515708426014056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966378736426355,0.2514715618080428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296925000672418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172576568185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397411698850029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,erin_mouse88,2020/03/31,"Parents with autism, how do you handle the sensory overload of a baby? First time mom to a 6 week old and I'm really struggling with physical and auditory overload. 

I was fine for the first 2 weeks because my husband was off work so I got enough time ""off"" to be alone in a quiet space. 

Since then days are up and down, sometimes I get multiple 1.5-2hour stretches to recoup. Other times he wont sleep more than 30-60 minutes. And lately afternoons he won't sleep at all, just cranky, fussy, noisy, whingey and i cant cope with the noise and physical demands.

Nights are bad (very slowly getting better) because our son has infant dyschezia, he spends hours grunting and whining and crying trying to poop.  

I'm being pushed to the edge with the overload. Hubby helps as much as he can on his lunch break and after work, and takes half of the night, but he copes a lot better with the noise than I do (and can often sleep through a lot of it).

Any tips on how to get through all this? Reccomendations for bluetooth headphones that dont block out all the noise (need to be able to hear his real cries). Other products that might help?

We did have a slot for a daycare that we could have sent him to from 6 weeks if I was struggling, but now thats not going to happen.",4.5933811764705865,5.494990324000003,4.682894117647058,87.6813294117647,69.75999999999999,7.162352941176473,27.105882352941176,7.048011613610866,1.1691435294117647,991,31,202,8,17,308,155,250,0.084,0.86,0.055999999999999994,-0.4342,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,0,6,7,7,0,2,15,0,22,5,4,2,3,37,34,20,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,8,19,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,3,6,2,14,3,38,21,8,33,0,1,0,0,21,11,0,5,18,130,22,2,0.11923395817280252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234904215866891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108318026415126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955537466853004,0.1453678284251042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109054931180182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519861344550408,0.0,0.26194580851495525,0.07689603904220736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974131097034087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320055203859312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284068782218007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868844658354472,0.0,0.06776340617724805,0.0,0.09536228858016002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543819543601532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438533652087484,0.0,0.15984001763851968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742143094834664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450109828458104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027368947836453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264883872351759,0.0,0.13964537074560307,0.0,0.0,0.0876506784920719,0.0884104691771349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378598523067111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251159817917149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239520016327902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571434803612487,0.07638432676548829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863156233026843,0.0,0.3579602025342773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792543343731775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929844310009197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964909769676488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085788395939593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095203087676202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838050268283616,0.0,0.0,0.286926867494206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736074832387766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CravingHumanFlesh,2020/04/01,"Happy autism acceptance month! Autism facts wanted! During this month, I try to combat all the fear mongering done by a specific organization and spread happiness and education about autism through “facts of the day” on my Snapchat!

I need 29 facts (ill do more if enough of y’all respond!) for each of the 29 days in April after today! Give me your favorite facts about autism!",4.275819327731092,7.180434102941183,3.989747899159663,83.76029411764709,75.61764705882355,7.415126050420167,24.420168067226893,8.418075326091056,1.7671697478991597,301,10,54,6,7,91,52,68,0.094,0.723,0.183,0.8429,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,12,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,12,4,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32971592972545993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26159469256804924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641305395184149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876509154721406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452202612138159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442383906267494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080773160115525,0.0,0.0,0.18954383350098736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230406150212336,0.0,0.0,0.17355363459647935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507751508769663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Carol_Danvers2020,2020/04/01,"Suggestions for stim toys? I want to get more stim toys, but my mom says I already have too many (really I don’t have that much, just a little basket full, nothing compared to some others’s collections that I’ve seen). I’m especially interested in chewelry, and I’ve been eyeing Stimtastic’s stuff for MONTHS. I do have one chew necklace, but I want a few more. 

Does anyone have tips for how I can satisfy my stimming urges with more common items? Any suggestion about any kind of stim item helps, really.",4.969808541973492,6.371456731958768,5.507069219440354,80.26072164948455,69.30927835051546,9.25419734904271,27.259204712812963,9.606745405546679,2.413460677466864,401,13,76,9,7,129,68,97,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,1,0,9,13,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,8,2,9,11,9,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712257528128264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292223251451291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925610034105135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183099068839845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646794352706972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224974799569405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520713983449829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261075047742225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454139213279829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835012976972942,0.19321240286428734,0.0,0.1779441807764552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226600784587395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402817524079602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101435535761493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924982388825021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771042587647992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855500960248369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,reddit-lordy,2020/04/01,"Help to understand autism needed please guys x Hey We think we missed my daughters autism diagnosis when she was younger and we are just starting to put the pieces together now...

So many things make sense now but I would like to read to understand more however when I go online it is a mass of sometimes useless info, does anyone have any decent resources that they know of that explains things from symptoms, to signs of what other people experienced and how we can help / techniques, she is currently studying at college so the faster we can learn the better to attempt to help her 

Tia x",6.837732634338138,7.868355761467887,6.071847968545217,79.26486238532111,64.77981651376146,8.797378768020971,33.002621231979035,8.841846274778883,2.7420290956749684,474,19,83,7,7,144,80,109,0.043,0.7759999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9505,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,5,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,21,18,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,2,12,16,2,11,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,0,8,56,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974011471517409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368325032316825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173903457140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982551411710498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678459233901263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346721513155336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132064565323447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293182342721522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039193958485196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716604124731901,0.20833441051699847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236808749468106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246075799209204,0.0,0.0,0.2255660997018189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657401182752286,0.0,0.0,0.20554541459146095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323467262486145,0.0,0.14544674243015396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135825892122141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730365927044348,0.13166957045440325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278442703404173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459740624853044,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Loeli_fox_furry,2020/04/01,"I want to clean my room but I have special interests that take up space (advice?) Well since I have a lot more time than before I want to clean my stuff and make my room a far more liveable and enjoyable space to be in, unfortunately my main problem with cleaning is finding a place to put everything.

I have a few ‘special interests’, which take up a lot of space in my room. Main problem is plushies/soft toys, I have a lot, we talking like ok the 200-500 range. I can’t throw them out or give them away because they hold emotional value but I don’t know where to put them. Another one of my special interests is furries (and the fandom) meaning I have fursuit heads and wip costumes hanging around as well

On top of all those things, I’m also super into art and have loads of supplies and sketchbooks that I use regularly but don’t have a proper place for. I know where I could put things but I just don’t know how I can create a system where those things are also easy to use and put back.

Any advice on this? Or anyone else have the same issue?",3.921242138364778,4.931781721698116,4.616339622641512,87.13872327044027,71.40566037735849,7.351446540880502,26.86918238993711,7.554174236665415,1.3083763522012581,823,27,172,9,15,264,115,212,0.045,0.711,0.244,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,4,2,11,14,0,0,11,1,19,1,1,4,1,39,32,17,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,10,12,0,1,5,2,0,6,4,2,2,1,0,1,25,12,24,30,10,32,0,0,0,0,7,23,0,5,3,123,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917959333593105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875532221140586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974407911283966,0.12296235794887478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199426846267276,0.12015163616944273,0.0,0.1043905256372515,0.0,0.0,0.11017413133695617,0.09016938601401757,0.0,0.07148352822760702,0.0,0.09978370024586952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936263937514462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979596858548216,0.1319071065513396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539003294190412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717789461282813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249107288382544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034750653721835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223939755343551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933369873087528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728965364643813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990829958331005,0.0,0.0,0.07827515861938446,0.0,0.0,0.12773573483346307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794616572698748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503349627222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244131362079127,0.0,0.4715340151367968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700264695914156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342401304267799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633705821196655,0.09425299715570512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371654975775905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837804269499766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255825786785997,0.0,0.0,0.13833162400542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108702602255121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,depressed192,2020/04/01,"I’d give anything to be normal Or dead. Not that I have anything of value to give anyway. 

I’m just tired of being stupid and lonely and ugly and worthless and sad. I have no friends and this virus is only making me more lonely. At least at school some people would be nice and pretend to care. Now I’m stuck at home with my fucked-up family, too much homework that I’m too stupid to do and nothing to distract myself.

 If this lockdown is going to last forever then I have nothing to live for. Nobody would even notice that I was gone, much less care.",3.779196428571428,4.8177428125000015,4.5146428571428565,87.63035714285715,71.76785714285714,6.314285714285715,23.82142857142857,5.985473137389443,0.5450857142857144,433,11,87,2,8,139,72,112,0.25,0.627,0.122,-0.9461,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,1,0,0,12,1,0,1,0,17,23,10,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,7,4,14,15,6,8,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,62,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045124506444726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772817553000227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220439046361944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744209968515777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294649067608894,0.0,0.0,0.35497732218879025,0.10515149585031718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559079170388146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508165193263324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337661848475882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235027166524923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720229243385085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812809476257609,0.3550645961164555,0.2106472296281828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407165371954405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827001835441915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725076962041395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265401276855714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628667141487271,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mmann98777,2020/04/01,"How do u guys deal with stimming/minimalize it? Hello everyone, I'm a 21 year old male and although I have been able to suppress my autistic traits enough in public to where it is unnoticeable due to alot of therapy growing up, I still often stim and even flap or jump repetitively when I am at home. I would say my autism manifests itself as constant repetitive thoughts and actions and stimming is how my body naturally deals with external and internal stimuli or stress. while I am self sufficient it has definitely had large negative impact on my ability to learn and be productive. Now that I have moved out of the house and live with roomates, I want to improve and minimalize my stimming in order to feel more in control of myself and in reality. I understand this is a part of who I am and I will never be able to rid of it, but I would really like to hear ways all of you are able to deal with your own stimming or repetitive movements! Thanks everybody! :)",6.643962450592884,7.0362894239130425,7.351027667984191,72.15247035573125,65.08695652173913,11.25612648221344,36.29249011857708,11.022393298168332,4.179789130434783,770,36,140,21,11,256,119,184,0.045,0.847,0.10800000000000001,0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,0,18,1,1,3,2,34,25,20,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,3,8,15,0,2,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,3,19,2,28,17,6,28,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,5,13,108,27,1,0.4429784842790997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401641122774707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595674568386898,0.16561267911469096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566913661717802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257172995775245,0.0,0.09752770367891984,0.0,0.0,0.14109497505152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466107722190299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620611480479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642298215938042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481145126632809,0.0,0.0,0.1703792318094342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213897057041427,0.0,0.13038603912016575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693867472271622,0.0,0.0,0.11388410527778653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549438007497307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990084351203426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459445338051817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174247568510676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404105637357549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792106325464152,0.0,0.16914345235787984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594502409595408,0.1688615009102879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722514511358315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371874153662035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870933957348619,0.11720523395650735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978613703883675,0.0,0.0,0.09508787341854502
autism,AdviseThrowaway_,2020/04/01,"Not being able to identify social clues and not being able to text/hold a conversation sucks I want to try and taking to other people but i usually end up killing the conversation coz I don’t know how to hold it. Usually people message me first then expect me to be able to hold a conversation. It usually ends up me asking a question to attempt to keep it running but they ghost me. Also sometimes don’t know how to reply to a text then I try changing topic and ghosted. 

Wish I was normal and understand people normally",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.58823529411767,8.062745098039215,28.0,8.841846274778883,2.580717647058824,417,17,72,9,9,144,56,102,0.107,0.846,0.047,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,0,23,15,11,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,10,0,13,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,8,52,14,0,0.4412048776919504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761046042910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748900078715198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557875297301058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605177100595592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509621452505226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307210558107327,0.16270927574170216,0.0,0.16164977485008253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881914023151223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058759093166841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475014583158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499176035221794,0.0,0.0,0.14545430187228314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057705313327733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969943366935747,0.0,0.0,0.15310327920101427,0.0,0.0,0.4859248398220707,0.0,0.08674468936230763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691212784070233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sukkj,2020/04/01,"Autism online test How everyone. Could anyone send me the link to that test we were all doing last year? It had a polar plot on it and  a shaded area overlay with numerous vertices. 

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Thanks",3.4352702702702693,6.268038945945951,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,78.45945945945945,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,1.0840324324324329,159,5,27,2,4,49,34,37,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808637312389863,0.4271262570554797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457857675065472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806541905736429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358853318753057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865296667057307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236255544791096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271262570554797,0.2263625753421884
autism,BubbaDouchegai,2020/04/01,"Depression due to having to function 'normally' Having to self-isolate for two weeks feels like it's opened my eyes to the root of my depression. For the first time in a long time, I didn't want to die. I didn't wish I'd never been born. I managed to go down a dose on my antidepressants like it was nothing. But as a key worker I'm having to go back into work again, albeit less, and it's miserable. 

I suppose I've always suspected my depression was due to an incompatibility between me and society but now that's been confirmed I don't know what to do? Am I just doomed to be depressed? Trying desperately to find a fix in therapy and pills until I inevitably kill myself?",3.2801270053475946,4.9364033897058865,5.196524064171125,79.82708556149733,73.92647058823529,8.180748663101605,27.06951871657754,8.841846274778883,2.139994117647059,535,20,105,11,11,184,87,136,0.242,0.7190000000000001,0.04,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,1,7,0,13,3,1,1,1,17,20,7,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,6,2,13,2,22,13,1,21,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,15,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801689714388702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678473529948135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128579945248284,0.0,0.18461944810750372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994541493885465,0.12708307750202755,0.0,0.0,0.16258622346937504,0.15131126899409758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219546857444035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196806490772405,0.0,0.09776248089536638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381398401024442,0.0,0.0,0.15742510227189369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719803524540722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429227160489674,0.17068813858853105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557576783898966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034301985950706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074556095763561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077413709373985,0.0,0.1737705292624614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492283140415104,0.0,0.14269086048163246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456218716791005,0.0,0.0,0.12950443462684014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tanooki1212,2020/04/01,"my thoughts about my autism... i hate autism because of the world. first of all, when people think of autism, they only think of low-functioning autistic children. because of that, many elementary schools puts high-functioning people (including myself) in a communist/preschool-like ""special"" class for low-functioning people A.K.A. ""developmental class"". now, i can't imagine myself as an elementary school student waiting in a bus stop because i had to get on a smaller bus that's full of low-functioning autistic kids i barely know (i still ride this bus until around 11th grade). and also, i was just wondering why autistic people had zero personality compared to the non-autistic people on the regular bus. now, let's move on to another annoying thing about autism, their lack of handling constructive criticism. for example, in r/autism, the users' scores are hidden, which means they refuse to allow their number of downvotes being shown on here. and even worse, when you want to downvote something, a message pops up saying ""Please reserve your downvotes for off-topic comments and submissions."". WTH? the point of downvoting is so you can show your dislike for a comment or a submission, not for something that is off-topic! and finally, let's talk about the probably-least disadvantages when it comes to autism, the shows autistic people watch. most of the time, the watch shows for little kids like ""Thomas the tank engine"", ""My little pony: Friendship is magic"", and, probably the most shocking of all,""Paw patrol"". frickin' Paw patrol! that show is a nick jr. show and yet, the autistic fanbase  take the show one step beyond by having an adult fanbase, draw crabby fan art, and even go as far as acting like a baby. i'm not even joking, there are some frickin' Paw patrol fans who act like babies! i know this may not be about autism, but still! well, just goes to show you how bad autism can be. and that, my ""friends"", which i don't have, is my thoughts on autism.",7.900732600732597,8.611943102564107,6.829995929995931,75.86487179487182,62.418803418803435,9.534717134717136,34.663003663003664,9.362217197678863,3.194243956043956,1563,63,261,25,21,473,192,351,0.084,0.868,0.048,-0.9212,0,0,2,0,0,0,85.0,0,5,4,1,25,11,2,0,23,0,22,0,0,2,1,38,38,20,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,5,12,10,0,3,9,9,0,8,5,4,1,3,5,3,24,7,44,27,6,38,0,0,2,0,22,17,0,6,16,166,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208670227503404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074650512362947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250934797426037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614678588521534,0.21058606108493672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991929172608378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281696605255565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261429620533323,0.0,0.097947902088574,0.0,0.0,0.08896584955511544,0.0,0.06016196440684138,0.0,0.06544331460023367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136883766440136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166400002545405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656862863332358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355006494515583,0.0,0.16877178283520142,0.2308243326786693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674566050579613,0.0,0.12543386299530918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238793964534055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802971223647412,0.08757798962979679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789897716849654,0.10054594573355186,0.0,0.1264018902688976,0.1088554933486652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415291351088895,0.0,0.0,0.11575917484917145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157318347277373,0.0,0.2330791573873301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729867297403087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392045170538784,0.09627190353080384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657968120507978,0.0925545036206174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765016141078875,0.14756900632082134,0.0,0.18283503426323816,0.06714583080822291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791940405727898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353512807280173,0.0,0.10390641887368916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487701085203423,0.0,0.0,0.11734933000184475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,chrisc10196,2020/04/01,"People on the lower end of the spectrum, did you get a diagnosis? Not sure if I should... As per title.
My best friend has made multiple comments about me potentially being autistic. usually along the lines of 'that's the autism in you coming out', or something similar. We have a great friendship and I'm not afraid to bat back an opinion if I don't agree on it. In fact with this one, for quite a while, I did.
However, the more and more I think about it, the more probable (I feel) that to some degree I am.

Now, really, whether I am or am not doesn't matter. My understanding is it can't be 'fixed' so being armed with the knowledge won't help.

I'm not a big talker, and came from a broken family (who doesn't nowadays) and adopted into a family who loved to pretend I was fine and perfect when I really wasn't but I never knew how to communicate that I wasn't. To be honest, I always thought I was normal.

So I suppose my question is,

For people that are maybe on the lower end of the spectrum or deliberated getting tested later on in life (18+), did you and why?

I'm mainly thinking about my career. I'm 23 and working in a corporate environment. 
I'm probably going to be getting a new job soon and it feels like it's something I'll need to bring up, when they ask me 'tell me about myself'. Do I get a diagnosis to confirm this? Is this a bad decision? What ramifications have you experienced from this if you've mentioned it (good and bad). 
For reference, I work in IT.

Thanks",3.1938391304347817,4.5290652100000015,5.1909565217391345,81.07786956521744,73.56666666666666,8.15072463768116,26.71014492753623,8.716276077567194,1.9468362318840569,1153,41,234,22,23,399,161,300,0.076,0.838,0.086,0.4464,4,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,4,1,5,12,14,0,1,20,0,29,3,1,2,4,52,54,24,0,6,12,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,18,17,0,0,11,1,0,4,12,3,0,1,11,3,30,11,36,36,6,29,0,0,0,1,17,13,0,9,13,171,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230867845899198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261819057455067,0.0,0.0,0.1037862105696912,0.2253942966257312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416462525278491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543736083796078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626762980383125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390927343101501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448181196697944,0.0,0.1364932096287445,0.09642502149521526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428011139199901,0.0,0.2820721155939849,0.0,0.07670849174711901,0.11320928129303512,0.0,0.1488086462420647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046982261939833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394026938209933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533570165140756,0.06594118380588249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181876013869215,0.1277150913767823,0.0,0.0,0.13559891853552067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008106333223568,0.1040998042987165,0.13035814750228164,0.0,0.0,0.1322452710958619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914614666705814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714711692450134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910483003376726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120109429744294,0.1435608214807622,0.0,0.0,0.17293482809803035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781822980211687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721082894465166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797269781581833,0.12426536933537714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297100510020402,0.0,0.10715380022037993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051206594611956,0.0,0.0,0.14865412744968398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179249665658914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965244804906385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,smellybumbumhead,2020/04/01,how does one know if he has autism hey im 13 and im wondering if im autistic or not but getting mixed results so im wondering how to find out?,-3.0813725490196084,-1.6531677647058842,0.8494117647058843,99.06568627450982,109.0,4.6196078431372545,20.37254901960784,6.42735559955562,0.3289372549019607,112,5,29,2,6,41,25,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,14,5,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159658965116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792194794515664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244708641977382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8472281366859165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776399477205112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328732655526639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252948203648277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,upwiththemoon_,2020/04/01,"What are legitimate foundations dedicated to autism awareness i can donate to? Or show support to? My niece is autistic, with autism awareness month I would like to donate to a reputable foundation. Thank you!",4.3638095238095245,7.686367142857144,4.2164285714285725,75.22273809523813,91.85714285714286,6.904761904761906,31.54761904761905,7.793537801064563,3.4046190476190485,170,9,24,4,6,52,27,35,0.0,0.7120000000000001,0.28800000000000003,0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055378377545496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256918684165023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052065417306205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491010477881329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788560562820293,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ion1icon,2020/04/02,"Parent of newly diagnosed autistic child Today our fears, worries, suspicions, questions and unease were put to rest, so to speak. Today, coincidentally World Autism Awareness Day, we were told that our 4 year old daughter is autistic. For 2+ years we have treated her as if she was on the spectrum. Early development learning, occupational and speech therapy, psychologists, home therapy, etc. Anything and everything we could do for her, we've been doing and pushing for long before this diagnosis. Because we wanted to make sure that, if this day did come, we wouldn't have failed her by losing all of this time. And her development has been remarkable so far. We're so lucky to have her in our lives. Strong-willed, sense of humor, playful, and so sweet. Today we finally have support. We have relief. We have answers. We can now focus. We can create a plan. And today our daughter has all of the love and support that she's had since day one. Today is not about a label or a diagnosis. Today is about opportunity. It's about unique strengths and making others aware of the qualities and quirks that make my daughter and everyone else who is autistic not sufferers of a disorder, but warriors in this world.",5.385936073059359,7.6494486210045665,5.8581963470319645,74.73240867579909,69.63926940639271,8.336986301369862,30.43150684931507,8.998388855275968,2.8328739726027403,964,40,159,19,18,310,130,219,0.040999999999999995,0.823,0.13699999999999998,0.9405,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,14,0,0,5,9,17,0,2,7,0,25,2,0,3,3,41,34,20,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,11,22,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,8,3,22,12,21,24,4,26,0,3,0,1,31,6,0,5,17,113,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337855070758667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917204330866504,0.0,0.09655710351801693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774687935179244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059889913083496,0.0,0.0,0.21954195232266924,0.0,0.0,0.11517263269676885,0.0,0.0,0.13004980560231827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947920702917405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655230923408847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842824487993123,0.10198215034584154,0.0,0.0,0.12768859064577254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430404542374343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382259817162994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019867379035204,0.10041996993991238,0.0,0.12694718047915102,0.0,0.0,0.10241374723258798,0.0,0.2272321804586704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190707490765276,0.0,0.07689219229007377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259982572316141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140716334422428,0.12711564815664747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386597811943934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575354665346566,0.10694689115168177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25953236342835323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616697647603592,0.0,0.6453544026481485,0.10842824487993123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692927254649449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523726585378327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461456897437037
autism,unusually-so,2020/04/02,"Questions/resources Hello!
I am a 22 yr old woman who suspects she may have autism.
I know that it’s a lot harder for women to be properly diagnosed, as most studies done on autism are based on the male brain.
I’ve had a hard time (especially with everything going on in the world currently) finding resources or potential psychological help for an adult woman looking to be tested.
Has anyone else had a similar experience? I would appreciate any insight/info on this.
Thank you in advance!!",4.814333333333334,7.309896599999997,6.235277777777778,70.39625000000002,71.8888888888889,8.944444444444445,32.361111111111114,9.516144504307137,3.6414444444444447,394,19,62,10,8,133,72,90,0.044000000000000004,0.851,0.105,0.7469,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,11,2,1,0,0,9,15,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,12,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,4,3,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724201636548612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182243366961111,0.2670532847228708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909569564395288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645409473532541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667220199526573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177286694711182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342436222382871,0.2549528814339211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382173869498808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481259455724507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347945063531025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469940701543746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323921328438086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218869336551702,0.0,0.0,0.22158415534557985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734945622515923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399594219032977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197946101098453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851489618760657,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sidekicksunny,2020/04/02,"This would be better/easier if I had... Hi and hello, parent of an autistic child here. Trying to navigate parenting in general to my children. My oldest is autistic and is very antisocial and sometimes seen as ‘weird’- but a wonderful, brilliant, sweet child. I do not want to change a thing about her but worry she will have to “mask” and change herself to adapt to a world where being different is seen as a bad thing. 

My question is: what thing(s) could your parents, caregiver, teacher, etc have done to help you be happy, accepting of yourself, and not worried about fitting in with the norms? How can I help guide her when I can never fully understand her? 

Thank you for your help, advice, and kind words

-a mom doing her best",5.248970588235295,6.840090661764705,5.418411764705883,80.43835294117648,68.85294117647061,8.381176470588235,30.511764705882353,8.841846274778883,2.56267,574,23,102,10,10,181,93,136,0.057999999999999996,0.6509999999999999,0.29100000000000004,0.9924,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,1,6,8,0,0,7,0,18,0,0,1,1,23,24,13,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,17,6,17,14,2,8,0,0,2,0,23,5,0,3,3,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285925211952075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206602642647585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342176322221845,0.12929686409271718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930809697156986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672414978390985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274179307216948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496073946808399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630451455840254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556264137235519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939726139653531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223873235094948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122084641359014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275395742260715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869939786478832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163770929864041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445897735028412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459595104463054,0.0,0.0,0.29137473385256696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925624581475574,0.0,0.0,0.1521932880448909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062550194117384,0.08622910994054535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854134245238144,0.0,0.2969345545971928,0.0,0.10385214471252498,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,undercoverpotato007,2020/04/02,Need some help about panic I panic a lot and I want to stop my head has a permanent black bruise and people hate me because of it what tips do you have for cooling down when your overloaded,3.306153846153848,4.688828333333333,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.35897435897436,7.2512820512820495,23.256410256410252,7.793537801064563,0.93808717948718,151,4,32,2,3,48,35,39,0.275,0.637,0.08800000000000001,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251420576508132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559996033452285,0.3072753977882892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068452686421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454300123758183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220046448791328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7025733468106349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075693835059164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503155705542666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659653289044722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TayChanAdorable,2020/04/02,"Autism and Relationship Help So I think I might be autistic and can't get testing yet due to the virus thing. I'm currently in an almost 2 year relationship with my boyfriend.

I figured while we're waiting and it being Autism Awareness Month, I could send him videos or articles about autism so he could understand me more.

I asked him via text and he left me on read longer than usual, so I asked him to give me a response since this topic is important to me. He immediately replied with ""No, I don't care to learn about autism"". I've already had a hard time being patient with him being unemployed for almost 6 months now but this conversation really struck a nerve with me.


I don't know how to go about this since I can't see my therapist in person anymore and my family wouldn't care to be a mediator for us.



Tldr; Boyfriend of almost 2 years told me he doesn't care to learn about autism while I'm waiting to be tested. Unsure of how to tell him or what to even do.",4.073571428571427,5.1852335000000025,4.9210204081632645,84.71683673469387,71.14285714285714,8.253061224489796,26.244897959183675,8.634040054169528,1.651310204081633,770,24,161,13,14,250,110,196,0.085,0.897,0.018000000000000002,-0.9019,3,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,0,18,0,0,2,0,29,35,15,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,2,6,2,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,2,24,3,26,23,1,18,0,0,1,0,21,4,0,6,12,100,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026883870628422,0.0,0.14792502971667285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293935214437602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506331095248975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100118566896641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140524478185658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853727720418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263682924147894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003441878601545,0.12859082008671074,0.07618242766249389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008045781556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984938382131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366913988159147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564327681056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220348347726225,0.0,0.0,0.21399127651591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704532822633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408402910732534,0.0,0.08587442362532713,0.0,0.0,0.2878342433943003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681870462226647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177137444390446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716364528625188,0.0,0.0,0.1556397739860206,0.08905537133073865,0.08589238807612237,0.0,0.0,0.07816432327171934,0.0,0.0,0.12808837332395884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954843923847404,0.16124294305470072,0.0,0.14763466277632856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264471714273547
autism,alie104,2020/04/02,"Looking for students to interview!   

**Are you an** **autistic university student or recent graduate in the Netherlands?**

***Would you be willing to do an interview?***

As a master’s student of Global Health at Vrije Universiteit Amsterdam, I am currently conducting research on the employment of autistic university students and recent (in the last 5 years) graduates. One major aim of this research is to look into the job interview experience of autistic students and graduates entering the employment market, and the role of career advisors in this step towards obtaining a job.

This research takes place as part of a much larger project, called the IMAGE Project. For the past two years, members of research teams in Amsterdam, Finland, Germany, France, and the U.K. have been working to develop materials so autistic students and graduates can get the jobs they studied for, rather than graduating to unemployment or underemployment. This has been done through interviews and focus groups across all five countries. For more information on this research and its impact, please visit [*www.imageautism.com*](http://www.imageautism.com/).

If you are an autistic student or recent graduate in the Netherlands who is interested in doing an interview, or  wants to get more information, please reach out to Alex Barry at: [**a.s.barry@student.vu.nl**](mailto:a.s.barry@student.vu.nl)  
 

The lead researcher, Dr. Mitzi Waltz, is also holding online events about the content and form of the resources we are making. If you would like to join one of these co-creation events in March or April, please contact Dr. Waltz at: [**m.m.waltz@vu.nl**](mailto:m.m.waltz@vu.nl)",8.432976190476193,12.574251424603176,6.603333333333339,63.75000000000003,68.48412698412699,8.996825396825399,37.17460317460318,9.424239791934726,4.76666507936508,1357,71,164,34,28,399,144,252,0.011000000000000001,0.925,0.064,0.8864,9,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,1,4,1,5,4,2,0,0,21,0,19,3,0,2,1,28,26,19,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,2,7,2,42,19,7,34,0,0,2,0,20,18,0,7,13,125,15,37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288448862827308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413872228061872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144454266242269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808020582787414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749909420482926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004500050638012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202344149433203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506310653394172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689629661668637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707535973310515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422446763055473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376781954207076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913054533610712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286101775474867,0.13475186473218265,0.0,0.0,0.14748070233987226,0.464849290683745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181312906957525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613370657192127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789144985732352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325900488915254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276514855218097,0.0,0.0,0.20055005160857886,0.0,0.0,0.1818030322748056
autism,capledbetter,2020/04/02,"Autism Research Survey by an Autistic! :) Hi everyone, I hope you're having a wonderful day! I know that autistic people have a ton of reservations about research studies and the like, but I am autistic myself and a senior studying Psychology at university, and I'm working on my own study to understand anxiety and other social experiences of adults in the autism community (the link is below). 

I've been trying to learn more about autism for years and this project is so personally important to me, and your voices and what you have to say are important to me as an autistic. So if you would like to take some time to complete this survey for the project I'm working on, that would be wonderful! And if you have any questions, please feel free to DM me and I'll do my best to answer. Thanks so much for your time, and stay safe and happy! :)

[https://universityrochester.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_byF3k2H2k218xEx](https://universityrochester.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_byF3k2H2k218xEx)",7.379195893926432,10.237863005988027,6.2322027373823765,71.62690119760481,65.64670658682634,8.364242942686056,29.892643284858856,9.04235418022936,2.7202355859709155,810,30,126,15,14,243,100,167,0.011000000000000001,0.713,0.276,0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,0,3,5,8,0,0,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,28,23,18,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,6,11,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,14,9,23,19,6,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,7,7,88,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458883511940075,0.0,0.14015487020061174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226721002052047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920918178114695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815505877240835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506465863364515,0.0,0.17921417934383366,0.0,0.0,0.09263629687945704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503006446867185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196850747452145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068722469124147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790139479096302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346801629533575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701449347339255,0.15997158757556604,0.0,0.20110916368973447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523672200154627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569565617601862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675915193831066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527709533582294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377508456767264,0.0,0.0,0.16867481799128475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366202436320397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438731676074465,0.0,0.0,0.19072769248426247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973660704456414,0.26675759429101953,0.0,0.0,0.2602937379829678,0.0,0.0,0.11798099892740943
autism,tacoswithcolors,2020/04/02,"How can I learn to handle fruit textures? Hi, the last few years I don't really have that much ""trouble"" for the lack of better words with my autism but I still struggle to eat any other fruits than apples.

It's not that I don't like the tastes of the fruits, I actually like the tastes a lot, but it's the textures that I can't deal with.

I was wondering if other people also have/had similar issues and how they learned to be able to enjoy fruit.",5.69709677419355,4.863401935483875,6.255397849462367,83.34309677419357,67.27956989247312,9.160430107526883,27.20215053763441,8.238735603445708,1.5106189247311828,352,8,76,4,5,115,61,93,0.052000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.121,0.7281,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,7,0,7,7,0,2,0,15,8,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,9,4,10,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,53,16,2,0.2660239538753452,0.0,0.2596010045656462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127392598023062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090541098531648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235276568995436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425901537286496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722089177673696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776598926528229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684502815255507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599317329491013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616405247820304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555821520681796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844275140776065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704217567851957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124470732020008,0.0,0.0,0.2781059965833701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884916301556906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131070435779058
autism,MushroomKitty,2020/04/02,"How do I make my little brother understand this? So I love in a house with two floors. My little brothers room is right above mine, which means I can hear every little movement he does. (He is 9 years old and diagnosed with Aspergers/autism) He likes to sit on his chair while is playing on his computer and hit his foot heels against the floor repeatedly, for hours. As you can imagine this makes a lot of noise and gets extremely annoying. I’ve confronted him about it several times, explaining to him that I don’t like the noise he is making, it makes me irritated. My mom, my dad and my older brother has also confronted him about it. I’ve tried everything to make him understand that I don’t want him doing that as it makes so much noise. When I confront him about it, he says it’s not him. (bullshit, I only ever hear it when he is in his room) so he must not realize he is doing it. I live with this and I’m forced to listen to it unless I go out of my room. Me moving rooms is not possible at this moment and he can’t move rooms either. I’m so sick and tired of this, tired of being pissed everyday. Please can someone help me with this? Any parents on here who have advice? I’m begging you. It’s driving me mad.",2.821626506024096,4.326715690763057,4.193210843373496,87.17415361445784,74.82329317269077,7.710923694779116,24.498192771084337,8.395991825355821,1.437603855421686,953,30,202,17,20,315,132,249,0.129,0.802,0.069,-0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,13,10,6,0,4,0,20,8,3,7,2,34,41,19,0,2,5,6,0,2,0,1,4,4,5,0,21,12,0,0,6,1,0,5,6,6,0,1,0,4,33,4,28,38,3,36,0,0,0,1,36,18,1,1,14,131,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559096624101815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459593609629377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044080210180013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006118205056494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351579160667276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699947302299656,0.09966386402145708,0.0,0.10631082429813793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061801293779199615,0.0,0.06722655337753072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26664134843361303,0.0,0.07928684583486342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649116448879847,0.13649000734538874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558038522039425,0.3556709592823725,0.1044516473530793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056536003457038,0.10676074049071596,0.0,0.4737542860138274,0.0,0.0,0.12885176029842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853903603662687,0.0,0.251445679595945,0.08695626959499686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412475556942952,0.0,0.0,0.0899643673384988,0.0,0.0,0.13134630463269018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298461649610957,0.0,0.1333534485773023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101844324093982,0.0,0.09406842462500904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336332754864059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002261671748045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689754607706182,0.2719123722344723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080310691740041,0.0,0.11555148929169773,0.24628673270371526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977011280859599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617445156620292
autism,geo1999,2020/04/02,"Building an Alexa Skill Related to Autism I am a web developer looking to expand my skillset to custom Alexa skill development.  I also have a son with Autism.  I'm looking for ideas of Alexa skills to create that will help me build a portfolio as well as perhaps provide a benefit to some community.  I'm not looking to make any money off of building my initial Alexa skills but figure that if I'm going to put time into something I might as well try to bring value to someone.  Does anyone have any ideas for custom Alexa skills that might be helpful for Autism, particularly with children?  Thanks!",8.131101190476187,7.866023241071431,7.915000000000003,71.56333333333335,62.125,9.966666666666667,36.52380952380953,9.2995712137729,3.3774059523809536,481,20,82,7,6,154,67,112,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,4,21,13,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,4,1,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733980400363572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505843803587845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288276395205276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123310446531888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047100711430394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469896447450655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159779407324441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641554937480366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298425374233132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39090738713812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521603784831825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610928372799196,0.1418399784155413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962705650136972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074341170497865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508953416697208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313148391865853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CJ_Hunter45,2020/04/02,"Diagnosed in mid 30s... as autistic, socially stunted my whole life... so what's next Hi there,

I had to see a new psych due to the beer bug and he came back with a diagnosis I didn't think I had but he showed me the test and I scored 12 / 14 on it for probably autism. I have to take a longer test now to confirm. 

Since I spent the first 30 years of my life not knowing that I have autism, is there anything I should know or do?",-0.14021739130434696,1.818311500000004,1.5936521739130465,100.02308695652177,86.17391304347827,5.419130434782609,18.98260869565217,6.742157984588678,-0.17676000000000025,326,9,83,4,10,106,69,92,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,11,0,10,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,7,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731699713903445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937186874693629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288140906494762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557037369112985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429160472244185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769083763818323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558913441681196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331564951128695,0.2679305073829429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716232456225164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075566316984764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839917271985905,0.0,0.0,0.2568109990928377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942007359194166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142662832731505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812709470556607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223471724977195
autism,Flor1nT,2020/04/02,"Be awere! - I can learn, I can work!  How can each of us be involved in the campaign ""I can learn, I can work"" 

\- Find an object that represents one of your strengths 

\- Make a video or photo with you holding in hand or using this object 

\- Share on social media the photo or video with # AutismDay2020 or #Luminate Blue for autism # from home \* Or, you can just take a picture with the campaign image and share it with # AutismDay2020, #Lightblue for autism # from home",2.9079869281045734,5.5542752235294115,2.669803921568626,92.74300653594773,79.11764705882355,4.718954248366012,22.38562091503268,5.82211442006289,0.2603464052287583,354,11,67,2,9,105,51,85,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,0,8,1,1,3,0,19,11,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,13,9,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,5,0,48,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674097238410034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869563962243903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952971610949618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982574849342339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982450119466816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998120139296445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35193364147193296,0.2526922552165718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259985177190821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,tiiamisu,2020/04/02,"Happy autism awareness day to all my friends on this subreddit and everywhere around the world! Just wanted to make everyone's day a little brighter as it is not always easy to be 'different' but it sure as hell is awesome!

Take some time today to appreciate yourself twice as much! (:",5.630961538461541,7.591062480769231,5.591538461538463,78.12846153846156,68.42307692307692,9.046153846153846,32.230769230769226,9.516144504307137,3.200907692307692,227,10,39,5,4,71,44,52,0.11,0.5720000000000001,0.318,0.9358,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,5,3,8,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106883132087595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579107074997421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736886665569028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269395617523404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27683824766258364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238356369980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084105136377954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29037384456030146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933892124399453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297628315115044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730560655314319,0.0,0.2178321028859844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893706839063238,0.0,0.2746190689647424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088335746484465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheMagicPandas,2020/04/02,"Parents at home with kids on the spectrum: how are you getting by? This [article ](https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/coronavirus-front-line-home-special-children/story?id=69872230&cid=clicksource_4380645_16_post_hero_bsq_hed) really hit home. 

My 5 year old preschooler is feeling so much grief right now. He doesn’t understand what is happening but his routine is gone. Everything he loves to do is closed or it would be irresponsible to bring him. We can’t even go to the park because he wouldn’t understand why the playgrounds are closed. I worry about regression. We are trying to do our best but I work from home and have two babies. We have to self quarantine because it is the law in our state and I have a newborn. My child is hurting and it’s out of my control. 

What is everyone doing to help their kids during this time?",7.115672268907563,10.725638382352944,5.2912184873949615,74.42941176470593,69.58823529411765,7.121008403361344,25.890756302521005,8.192908349453996,1.8156256302521008,684,22,108,11,14,197,92,136,0.091,0.8,0.109,0.5720000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,5,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,21,1,0,2,0,21,31,8,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,7,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,1,15,2,15,26,2,15,0,2,0,1,20,7,0,1,4,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566526888293914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864107968664708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045735671080205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714884702381911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098790019669428,0.0,0.0,0.1461008997573509,0.13741515359965614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730998609262786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798830630219743,0.0,0.17379128079078726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520748190523302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248452282032444,0.0,0.6134779373772737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368081688500044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379967058838968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239785997086747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044106952138165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977549318244242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795058077654127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057433225635362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950629657458465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915624160547096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380792467757838,0.0,0.14935944438882304,0.31834509258556537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379669545220283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131180001494066,0.1552756686734028,0.0,0.10861458165608026,0.0,0.0,0.09846150692035116
autism,Octavia_the_Pirate,2020/04/02,Today is World Autism Awareness day and in 2020 it’s a little different. This time the whole planet is having to deal with an unexpected change in routine. Now they can experience a tiny bit of Autism for themselves.,5.842916666666667,7.7044981250000015,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666667,67.75,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2985833333333336,175,6,30,3,3,55,36,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35746343595790864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463723689930299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111621194964188,0.3375609284063677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342089568482996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028460183790625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32816599458918905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092422444364035,0.0,0.31036073526676256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655584609002268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,themonkinizer-,2020/04/02,"Hi My mom just dropped a bombshell on me.
All my life I have unknowingly had autism. I was born with fas and a red green deficiency and in hindsight, it was obvious.
I wasn’t given any special treatment as a kid school or otherwise, but I’m glad I wasn’t told this for so long.
Still not sure if it’s Asperger or another form but it is minor.",1.2445238095238091,3.2087669444444487,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,80.94444444444444,7.447619047619049,25.563492063492063,8.418075326091056,1.713799206349207,268,11,60,6,7,92,56,72,0.037000000000000005,0.875,0.08800000000000001,0.5279,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,3,14,10,9,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,7,3,5,3,2,6,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,3,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454006846675465,0.3783985866372779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548897358818469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193543124934994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42264091615527694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652148094873252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881873844205742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34011114440184465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448221267067375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,confusedcurly13,2020/04/02,"Please help me understand my sister. Hello all, I hope this doesn’t come off as rude and please forgive me if I use any incorrect terminology. 

My 17 year old sister is low functioning and nonverbal. Growing up, nothing was out of the ordinary and she spoke and progressed normally and then one day around 3 years old it was like a switch flipped and ever since then she hasn’t spoken, and I’ve seen her grow up and progressively get more violent and I struggled to understand then and I do now. Growing up, she would constantly cry and hit me and my parents and she would always bite me even if I was just sitting down watching TV.

She lives in a group home now, I’ve gone to visit her and I bring her musical toys when I can and she enjoys those for a few moments, then she pushes me away and starts mumbling and flailing her hands. 

I know there is stigma around the topic of a “cure” for autism, and I know it’s a spectrum, but for years I’ve been trying to find out if it’s a possibility that she will one day be able to speak, write, read, etc. I always read about most nonverbal children growing up to be verbal, and my parents and I have been so hopeful throughout the years, but she is nearly 18 and I’m concerned about her future. This might be a dumb question, but why are some autistic  completely nonverbal and will they always be nonverbal? I’ve spent just about my whole childhood trying to understand, Googling things all the time, reading research, etc. and I still struggle to understand. I think the inability of effectively communicate is just so hard. For example, she’s absolutely terrified of stairs and I have only seen her use them once or twice after lots of crying. I can’t ask her why she’s afraid of stairs, so is there any better way to understand?

Sorry for rambling, I’m really bad at this. But if someone could give me some insight or advice or explanations, anything helps.",4.528258077072792,6.166201100817437,5.147943752432855,81.49964237057222,70.68937329700273,8.294628260023359,28.910957571039315,8.841846274778883,2.294279953289218,1512,58,286,28,28,486,193,367,0.107,0.802,0.091,-0.8661,2,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,2,4,20,14,3,3,12,0,28,1,1,3,3,73,54,44,0,10,14,4,2,1,0,5,0,2,1,1,9,29,0,0,13,5,1,9,3,8,0,3,10,7,46,6,38,33,11,52,0,1,3,0,37,17,1,15,25,200,55,4,0.08647286726516405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450028509216209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585705828475,0.0,0.0,0.11760903004256143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115980179343448,0.15395837035697255,0.08084045791389723,0.0,0.08124410530834568,0.0,0.0722012321923333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647822395301639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448871831799783,0.09066515611237708,0.09344644946474326,0.0,0.06904154814998413,0.0,0.18997276847550454,0.11153569132841913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288021014161025,0.05711451328360639,0.0782196591064215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903463409228229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517850411007026,0.08295265377378734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746270406748773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159218803160556,0.0,0.08673933643359556,0.17177413723999505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950464527761716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042246275032518515,0.0,0.0763571260515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735161394498459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173404697443796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847250499917073,0.08297304832705191,0.0,0.1814774557856373,0.09209078146831318,0.11719250558853984,0.06576651217179222,0.0,0.0,0.1920357714481292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984248188493816,0.0,0.0974851650544155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686940158234936,0.0,0.25948880415338105,0.0,0.055396733034378434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153124938769771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326817981871281,0.0,0.0,0.0967992952654346,0.061205940523688364,0.0,0.06905734349951635,0.0,0.0,0.1808004322758751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057448730630331214,0.055408321722171625,0.0,0.0,0.050423024298694906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117418801289924,0.0,0.0,0.4501065222624647,0.0,0.14936958643186804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863813705442587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605662542541002,0.09654386817743406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285568775481105,0.0,0.0,0.22274276557778672
autism,maalco,2020/04/02,Maybe there is a genetic advantage to autism during pandemics? Literally a shower thought.,7.302142857142857,11.471643500000004,7.368571428571433,54.701428571428615,78.28571428571428,11.371428571428574,42.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,7.205400000000001,75,5,8,3,2,24,13,14,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7845955817201202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6200078815186675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dizzyexplorer22,2020/04/02,"Relating to my nephew with asperger’s. I’m lost. Hello everyone, my husband (28) and I (25) just took in my nephew (15) and sister (14) after my mom passed a few weeks ago. They were raised together, but since puberty he is absolutely annoyed by her existing. I understand he doesn’t process emotions like other people, but he’s downright nasty towards her. Tonight the four of us were having a discussion and he kept talking over her, I asked him not to. It seems okay for him to express himself, but the moment she does he’s angry. We calmly explained that we all need to treat each other the way we want to treated. He didn’t want to talk after we asked him not to interrupt her. As my husband is talking, he just gets up and leaves. How do we get him to treat her like a human?",4.090809384164223,5.163643277419356,5.13126099706745,83.37143695014663,71.06451612903227,8.217008797653959,29.574780058651037,8.575989854853784,2.1849354838709667,608,24,121,10,11,200,98,155,0.08800000000000001,0.768,0.14400000000000002,0.759,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,0,1,1,3,9,1,0,6,1,8,0,0,1,1,27,22,9,0,3,7,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,0,26,7,19,16,3,13,0,1,0,0,41,4,0,1,8,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682899813545445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35496700243789897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613843315169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355494978000975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140917619439892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837688445135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010230345575542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185501591646504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724297666891994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223492475904295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077087694130933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316176251997027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283170509179124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704533244253105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577811143109543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109295975634698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763985398923395,0.22836537546411534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395611419137204,0.15069356601790596,0.1522856856626218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LtErikson,2020/04/02,Does anyone else not like the puzzle piece symbol? I constantly see the puzzle piece symbol on Instagram and I don’t like it because it reminds me of Autism Awareness.,4.399892473118278,7.131386193548387,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,74.16129032258064,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.9778946236559145,136,5,21,2,3,43,24,31,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.4973,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823783237867892,0.4137876739178781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461806082027129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364137645176056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534081191528965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373612864533053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945972485716248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218127601457027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,adustyoldcrow462,2020/04/02,"Being autistic is slowly learning to not be yourself until people like you. And when I do mention I have autism, they’re like “Wow! I could hardly tell.” Like some kind of compliment.",1.9182352941176468,4.7510237647058835,2.6796470588235297,87.96241176470592,90.76470588235294,3.896470588235295,21.50588235294117,5.6839178017228535,0.4301952941176471,144,5,24,1,5,45,30,34,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32822994979720754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682649092977111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280974551474593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025281777974919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850050222344627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593195761345435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,GreyAreaInbetween,2020/04/03,"When should I tell someone outside of my family that I grew up with autism? I’ve never told any close friends (at least the ones I had) that this is what’s going on with me.  I think that may have affected my relationships as a whole and think if I went ahead and did so, that would change.  What do you think?",4.232500000000002,4.39943225,4.478125000000002,91.454375,70.25,8.275,23.8125,8.07648339933343,0.8081687500000001,240,5,57,3,4,75,50,64,0.027000000000000003,0.914,0.059000000000000004,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,14,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,9,1,8,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984676888663048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27977123659856085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249316144616011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432670713422024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503028076849936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397341297149285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920982309096373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839388049020394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408220521556035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115599470193945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083797202080779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25270974860089435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516374932704976,0.0,0.2952681905674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786991504012512,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,VanillaPepper,2020/04/03,"Are “online assessments” just trash? Note: I’m an undiagnosed 23 yo. (Diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety a long time ago). 

I first suspected I might be autistic when I was 8, because my mom had tried to describe autism to me as “they just kind of feel different... like an alien living in their own world.” (In retrospect, I believe this was a paraphrasing of something one of my autistic cousins had either written or said directly, or something their parents said, because I don’t think my mom on her own would have emphasized this.) I said nothing in response, but this was a lot like how I felt, even back then. 

Throughout adolescence, I constantly felt this sense of being different, of being completely overwhelmed and dumbfounded by small talk and social conventions, and I was aware that I went way overboard with my special interests compared to others (my sister and others frequently bullied me for it). 

But as I got older and would do quick research, I always dismissed that I might be autistic. Because all of the mainstream sites and assessments seem to endlessly assert that imagination, creativity, and abstract thinking are incredibly difficult for people on the spectrum. The tests will ask you if you “Have difficulty visualizing images in your head.”

Well I literally can’t stop visualizing, I get totally lost in vivid daydreams. And actually a lot of times it isn’t images so much as just these abstract sensations or waves that somehow represent my ideas. I never think in words, unless I’m visually imagining a conversation where i’m actually with another person. 

I also am a great reader, writer, and critical thinker. I love the arts. I listen to all kinds of music, my favorite being avant-garde jazz. Not only that, but I have to know every player of every instrument when I listen to jazz. And then look through their wikipedia to see what else they have made. 

So I always said “Nope, must not be autistic.”

It wasn’t until these past few months or so that I did more extensive research. I found out that there are lots of people on the spectrum who have very vivid daydreams to the extreme, who are very creative, who love to think critically. 

I found out Tim Burton and Jerry Seinfeld are on the spectrum. 

I don’t know for a fact that I am on the spectrum, I just know now that it seems to really match my experiences.

But I looked at another assessment today and it was more of the same. “Do you like to read fiction?” Stuff like that. 

I’m not trying to diagnose myself and I hope I’m not being too assertive about my own placement on the spectrum (I don’t mean to upset anyone) but it seems to me that these websites are pretty shitty? 

They may have seriously delayed me in terms of finding answers and understanding myself. And I’m actually pissed about it.",6.781155080213902,7.856312231372553,7.049821746880572,72.04510695187167,64.92156862745098,10.103386809269162,34.86631016042781,10.161004565491616,3.7514117647058822,2218,99,370,50,33,718,255,510,0.087,0.802,0.111,0.9422,3,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,4,6,2,22,19,1,2,19,0,44,6,2,2,6,87,86,40,0,5,20,5,3,4,0,7,2,6,0,1,32,21,0,2,24,4,0,1,12,6,1,2,22,14,57,13,58,50,16,45,1,2,5,2,32,20,1,16,27,281,89,4,0.0,0.0,0.2359718692432845,0.0,0.09686962137266687,0.0,0.07145004943200953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445850865250735,0.1341369690972356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690393825163964,0.061661379224851987,0.0,0.0,0.056359770347672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535329693063528,0.0,0.0,0.06197903808915858,0.0,0.14740525076030386,0.0,0.0,0.0908124281896018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845111297745863,0.0871036388874772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636215055614807,0.0,0.16842679172967512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733379663752108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323778451492971,0.0,0.1358236792504473,0.0,0.0,0.07884559030430703,0.0,0.0,0.04075550013848353,0.0,0.1547838057054742,0.0,0.07367004596761502,0.06856120958066914,0.0,0.17675493215592664,0.0,0.0,0.04211194892926022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446590103429606,0.08886553139195602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272234093338454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005736176207315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099142581760457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787207188767175,0.13289255954997325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751499627225124,0.0,0.07117427759077799,0.07133147122401443,0.13537310849654888,0.0,0.08798813101200254,0.2055783809781923,0.14549542821086428,0.07626888456137138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780073065329637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710149363002396,0.0,0.18880345227487666,0.06433686367469825,0.0,0.05925277223720471,0.0,0.06216630995860147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734113473834574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461894885024069,0.061302516681085786,0.0,0.0,0.08950053525579346,0.0,0.07694506432485554,0.1117604951994192,0.07037977854483107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200263371076266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062521091593086,0.0,0.051636601041680205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066891598320682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423047284060351,0.22013492020438996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216501413683774,0.0,0.12410486816914755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738805032022609,0.0,0.0,0.0922716070787216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478595850505912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658961252327152,0.0,0.0,0.09400097971159607,0.0,0.07640259706200622,0.0,0.0,0.10944883325948934,0.0,0.0,0.08391098046125356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330124904526567,0.0,0.06397922594323477,0.0,0.0,0.07247213532293559,0.07472015793258463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451668332786898,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Captain_Stairs,2020/04/03,"On Monday I was diagnosed as being on the Autism Spectrum. I'm 34 m and functioning. Where do I go from here? After years of struggling with life and social activites, I learned that I'm autistic. I've known all my life that there was something different with me but couldn't figure out what. Are there some resources that could help me understand other than a search engine? I just restarted therapy and am getting comfortable with my new therapist, which feels like its going well so far. I'm still adjusting to this new reality...",5.11992424242424,7.228266585858591,5.207967171717172,79.76528409090913,70.01010101010101,8.586363636363638,30.556818181818183,9.188382445141503,2.8671303030303035,428,18,74,9,8,134,76,99,0.019,0.8370000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.924,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,19,16,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,8,3,12,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929507126396213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279264492740089,0.0,0.2346202625982637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354566629947672,0.16042766293496075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732476068493428,0.0,0.2552483549898233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051966786121715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172306020374375,0.10971000934303493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337681780938918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289134287390027,0.0,0.17287936474086552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793360904530723,0.0,0.0,0.2347617286842781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568070585989816,0.2607346438007905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337777270292609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190886789335205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461103892486538
autism,scotcan13,2020/04/03,"Useful resources for understanding autism Hello everyone!

I hope everyone here is well and staying safe. I was wondering if I could ask for some advice. Does anyone have recommendations of youtube videos/vloggers/bloggers/instagrams/pinterest pages or anything similar that you feel explain autism well? Could be anything to do with autism--from explaining the actual diagnosis to discussions about daily life.

I work with young people who are newly diagnosed with autism and I feel the information we hand out post diagnosis is not very interactive, mostly written, and not particularly engaging. Is there any content you feel would be useful to  a young person recently given a diagnosis? Is there anyone you look up to or admire who speaks about issues that may affect an autistic individual? 

I hope this is ok to post here and value any and all input. Thanks so much.",6.857577962577963,9.807706608108113,7.108108108108107,64.37826403326406,67.37837837837836,10.229521829521827,32.33056133056133,10.389873798559362,4.281345530145531,710,31,100,21,13,229,99,148,0.013999999999999999,0.774,0.212,0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,1,15,3,1,3,1,36,31,9,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,6,10,9,15,22,5,8,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,9,3,71,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.14638970765678594,0.0,0.0,0.1465896248760358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402609976013727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097832338555554,0.0,0.2468935729571919,0.0,0.14024062034205312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954415380086566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522586427927998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127618492891666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668507473107085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755115653531005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979907856399787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156573163426195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595764790003888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259719845480955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027580575779217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399917332701014,0.1309843657106221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873393415606806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811838325697674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989243376292064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381105506345406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616739323600673,0.0,0.25912376057731346,0.0,0.1237753020381661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697569351094887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268120946058115,0.10921025044586588,0.0,0.0,0.10656395515247563,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,whyohwhyohio,2020/04/03,"Need some insights from the community So I've got two kids (7 and 5) who are not on the spectrum and I've been dating my girlfriend who has two kids (10 and 7) one who is on the spectrum (I think Asperger's) and one that I think is slightly on the spectrum. 

My girlfriend definitely struggles with dealing with her 10 year old, she can get very ugly and mean to everyone around her. I have a hard time with this because she is very disrespectful to me and mean to my kids. I try to be empathetic and be patient with get, but it's really hard sometimes because my girlfriend always just gives her whatever she wants. She will threaten to take things away when she's being ugly, but show never follows through. 

I'm not sure how to deal with the differences with my kids because they see the situation as very unfair. Her 10 year old will get tablets and phones to play all the time and nobody else will get them. She will get lots of breaks (tablet time/music) while doing school work, especially now with schooling from home. 

I try to explain to them that she is different just like they are and she needs different things. But it's hard because I don't really believe what I'm telling the kids, I don't think she should be given whatever she wants to avoid a melt down and try to keep her in a good mood. 

I've tried to talk to my girlfriend about it but she takes the stance of she's been dealing with her for her whole life and I've just started and I'm just not educated on autism etc. 

I get that she needs different things but it's hard. 

So now to my questions:

Am I being unrealistic with feeling like we shouldn't be giving in to everything she wants to calm her down?

How do I explain to my kids in a better way why she gets all the fun stuff?

Should I just match what she gets with all the kids to make it more fair?

Am I just in over my head?",4.350318302387269,5.007950535809023,4.845576657824932,87.18131989389923,70.16710875331565,8.047915119363395,27.54684350132625,8.109356740369918,1.4889489442970818,1460,47,317,19,25,465,161,377,0.079,0.8320000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.7768,3,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,4,2,15,11,0,2,15,0,30,2,1,3,5,70,66,25,0,9,14,0,5,2,4,7,1,0,1,7,18,25,0,2,10,2,0,1,7,2,0,4,4,6,51,8,49,49,8,29,0,0,1,0,54,13,0,3,15,211,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736860527696915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207520173824039,0.0,0.0,0.07606842377669612,0.0,0.0,0.1974198208703121,0.0,0.0,0.091218799263513,0.0,0.07160615440674344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504112519926931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383609493033227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763510459498455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029635754806598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736465361431967,0.07276529971582904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093787447522613,0.057840759067487015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384031452570142,0.15533625723902988,0.0,0.06790883384764124,0.06475437561818521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901116716114132,0.0,0.08309251016232931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121357945783649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196459952732531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718732818765838,0.07910992532846227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883277043760012,0.0,0.0,0.05404415596286331,0.0,0.0,0.17638724972602085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010153116859814,0.06244449424067165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991637682790048,0.0,0.1097267197998934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906983055889985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373533312504164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638799545763291,0.06451789392102616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100702469288484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007555109500664,0.0,0.05730679664373042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464124165792458,0.09268450774449616,0.0,0.0,0.07630769268874894,0.0,0.12174983282218445,0.06507586529487759,0.07076617961910224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136682299973806,0.15563555096783274,0.0,0.0,0.14163242856445482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198771985234996,0.0,0.15818029455478633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041155007123973,0.14326414652248012,0.0642655227340251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305749426969069,0.09039351039303213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894281873448234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427643347697653
autism,koa_lala,2020/04/03,Problems driving alone after getting my license. I was recently diagnosed and at about the same time I got my driver's license. Does anyone else have experienced problems with driving after getting your license? My lessons went really well and I am totally able to drive. Yet when I drive my own car with somebody else or alone I freak out and I shut down. It's really bugging me and I'm afraid to drive like this on the road. does anyone know a way or has experience with getting through this?,3.1622340425531914,5.884600755319152,4.018553191489364,82.99400000000003,78.68085106382979,6.7387234042553175,29.612765957446808,7.908726449838941,2.324126808510639,397,19,70,7,10,127,61,94,0.134,0.8140000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7761,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,3,1,12,2,13,8,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,7,47,15,0,0.1866906472554969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867104152067301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610768826696031,0.19128663019324849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948707715707724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32674848699871234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119121603226847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261927614244747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29261447345606795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931356512541333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260029734940254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912076201401954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35727547260174103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919761823821045,0.0,0.1843344916373019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886081774109588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481863460570653,0.0,0.0,0.1678573125280924,0.1730641003794041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TympanicCobra33,2020/04/03,"I have a question and any advice would be helpful! I like this girl that goes to my school and since I have autism/Aspergers I am very shy, awkward and afraid to talk to her! By the way I am in year 11. I need some advice that I can practice over my isolation period so that when I go back to school I am less afraid of what she or others will think of me!

Thanks for your help 🙏",1.25677700348432,2.6831640853658563,2.649303135888502,96.9328048780488,78.87804878048779,6.149128919860628,19.031358885017426,6.868970318607317,-0.13063972125435575,293,6,72,3,7,95,59,82,0.084,0.772,0.14400000000000002,0.71,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,2,10,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,51,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612604988788895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049768296913725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148027654217916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413225339846846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639055588536946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530456894921033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500146648068832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438980916597216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777177438452549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523330449130133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896991955350285,0.0,0.21729007608825895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122830705089252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473635195973246,0.0,0.1873370090131136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676576468413287,0.0,0.0,0.15198534398436514
autism,Happydaytoyou1,2020/04/03,"Question for caregiver dealing with physical outbursts Hello,

I am a caregiver who works with a client (older teen) who has outbursts when family leaves for work or chores/errands and will grab and cling onto caregivers, ripping their shirts or stretching them out, pulling them down...we’ve tried calming him, calling family, physically restraining but his separation anxiety is horrible. I’m stuck because I want him to be able to be independent with staff but with safety concerns idk how long I can keep him under circumstances. Any ideas or resources?",8.155115207373273,10.612760978494627,7.101105990783412,67.81451612903228,62.8709677419355,10.475576036866359,39.09216589861751,10.608840637214634,4.9750811059907845,453,24,63,12,7,138,72,93,0.114,0.813,0.073,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,19,11,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,11,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,3,41,12,3,0.2482058553891333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878849300606022,0.0,0.18987680000338555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513039856817566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534459294305835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558893382236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679727814108732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801941990137778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061676864003654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628141627607685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965437143661212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780473626143599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851548314897294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146398244300478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613936376815188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lexi-Lynn,2020/04/03,"How to prevent child from turning on shower / bath faucet? Hello, I'm hoping you lovely people could help me with a situation. My friend is frustrated because her 10-year-old absolutely loves bath time, which doesn't sound so bad.. except he sprays water everywhere, turns the faucet any showerhead on and off repeatedly, runs through the house dripping wet, and by the time he's done, she goes through a few towels sopping up the flood. 

Does anybody know of a device that we could purchase or rig up that could prevent unauthorized access to the shower? It's just one handle, not separate ones for hot and cold; the kind that you pull out to turn the water on. Unfortunately she is a renter, so anything permanent such as drilling holes will not be acceptable. We did try locking the bathroom from the outside and checking in with him regularly to see if he needs to use the restroom, but that had disastrous results. 

I can't find anything on Google. Any help you may be able to provide would be so very appreciated. Thank you!!",8.47984126984127,8.175306428571433,7.70163492063492,73.50864285714286,61.43386243386244,10.522962962962962,37.41851851851853,9.888512548439397,3.6115350264550257,821,35,145,14,10,255,131,189,0.059000000000000004,0.7979999999999999,0.142,0.9426,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,4,0,0,6,9,1,0,14,0,16,4,0,3,0,31,28,12,0,7,7,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,6,9,2,2,3,2,2,2,4,2,0,2,3,5,13,7,26,16,1,14,0,0,1,2,20,9,0,4,3,93,19,0,0.1476039467531605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007514906943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429309430130327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324313011791428,0.08997799593042448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35354922251981674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916920848913505,0.15105008452420407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490733326142848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403844311407085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787162830196056,0.0,0.0,0.14660402394773195,0.0,0.17031513686790584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370679663612669,0.08111926895884572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643664957513197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944645623465032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488551246104806,0.0,0.20004050868021692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232999160851776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762123521486048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659130205134906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589388295464264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213809670252894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021339086786553,0.4816521255814179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274824183557112,0.0,0.12178871440719193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485360880932296,0.0,0.0,0.09505210232354658
autism,biggiebunches,2020/04/03,"I (23, F) am really having a hard time with a friend (26, F). Maybe some perspective needed. My friend is convinced she’s autistic and she keeps asking me what I think. I am not a mental health professional. I cannot tell her one way or another. I am a little frustrated because just in reading as many studies as i have, she is lacking some key symptoms about autism that pathologically come with having the disorder. I know everyone autistic has different experiences but this is not what I am referring to. I am referring to the fact that she doesn’t have key aspects that are integral parts of autism. She has borderline personality disorder and doesn’t treat it and it makes me feel an emotion I can’t identify (I’m so sorry it’s hard for me) but it’s a bad feeling and I want her to treat it so she can feel her best and function effectively. I know it can happen that autistic women are dx’d with borderline first, but I feel she is neglecting to treat her borderline because she is convinced she has autism because she’s said she feels it is easier to have. It is so not easy( i can’t say easier because i do not suffer with bpd). I also cannot dx her and she keeps asking me how I feel about it and if I think she is. I don’t, but I think maybe its internalized allism. I don’t know how to know if it is allism. I don’t know what to do.  I want to help her, but i feel she is taking something that is not hers. It is causing me distress. I’m sorry if I made mistakes. I just want perspective. I want to be a better friend to her because i love her a lot even though I cannot explain that sometimes. I’m sorry if i said something bad or offensive. Please let me know so i can apologize. Can i maybe have perspective?",1.9940151515151496,4.00936165909091,3.9569318181818174,85.6918560606061,78.7159090909091,7.448484848484849,24.87121212121212,8.391295532112219,1.6795746212121214,1352,50,281,28,33,459,136,352,0.11199999999999999,0.687,0.201,0.9866,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,13,19,2,1,10,0,46,5,0,6,1,69,83,28,0,11,18,0,9,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,22,12,0,3,20,1,0,1,15,8,0,2,3,12,62,11,21,78,6,6,0,2,0,1,38,2,0,9,2,203,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157726815656859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385399588302626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673505407939907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946619013772688,0.27280766552831937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939301749404028,0.07916006704918117,0.0,0.0,0.1127286536074546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194648553468963,0.0,0.07710079590868575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935138734079022,0.2051614043579127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068129175238076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911733389349074,0.0,0.0,0.08552604476647448,0.0,0.08755325058167941,0.0,0.0,0.31679559398364715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613306894439548,0.0,0.0,0.2074544634478632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914914397785856,0.0,0.16035813937207308,0.0,0.0,0.09513983158628353,0.0,0.0,0.05999344221123345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911265088728352,0.0,0.0,0.29513827017625816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152512100224416,0.0,0.0,0.08970771430090288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609411185623154,0.08078192854837876,0.08469197498318634,0.05974540938667941,0.09074421432946246,0.26975998120246825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020017973878856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636696431605324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065103319965667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692539862183737,0.0,0.0,0.07815247958746141,0.0,0.09824982078576333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952941143922978,0.0,0.05733931666615316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027986446564153,0.07117811961389359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781093627789245,0.08852292161473638,0.3005811971352559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930301634013231,0.067296763869525,0.0,0.07823148121657797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205393519484494,0.08793839479486718,0.0,0.052191196107787635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111699203962136,0.07104505374885788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,9d-8p,2020/04/03,"Should I take my concerns seriously? I apologize if this kind of post isn't allowed, or if this isn't the right place to post. I couldn't think of anywhere else to ask. 
(I'm posting from mobile, so I apologize if it's a wall of text.)

I have a 13 month old son who I think may be showing early signs of ASD. For clarification, I'll list the things that are happening that led me to think this. 

My son does not respond to his name. On very rare occasions, he'll turn his head when I say his name, but will not do it for anyone else. He also doesn't make eye contact when someone is speaking to him. He'll look at their hair or at an object behind them. He's only ever made eye contact with me once or twice when I speak to him. I didn't think much of it until my friend (who also has a kid) pointed out to me that most kids respond to their name around 8-9 months old, and that most one year olds make eye contact when spoken too. 
I don't think it's his hearing, because when I say something like ""Do you want some milk?"" or ""Are you hungry, its lunch time!"", he'll turn and look at me or at whatever I'm holding in my hand. Also, when I ask something like ""Can I pick you up?"", he'll turn and raise his arms to me, signaling that he wants to be picked up. He understands me, but doesn't respond the way other kids his age do.

He's also stopped talking as much as he used too. He used to say 'mama' or 'mum', 'yeah', 'yes', 'hi', 'what', and other words as well. Over the past 2 or so months, he stopped saying all the words he learned all together. He only babbles now. I've heard him say 'mum' once in the past 2 months, and that was it. 

He does this thing with his hands where he'll interlock his fingers and shake his hands up and down. He also runs in circles until he's dizzy all of the time. He also doesn't mind making a mess with his food, but if he has food on his hands for longer than 2 minutes, he'll stretch his arms out and get extremely stressed out to the point of crying until I wash the food off his hands.  I'm not sure if those are just things he does or if it's a cause for concern. I just thought I would mention it. 

My son was always a well behaved baby. He rarely cried, the only time he would cry when he was a tiny baby was if he had a dirty diaper. Since about 9 months old though, if more than 3 people were in the room with him or if there was a lot of noise (such as a lot of people talking), he would get stressed out and cry uncontrollably. The only way to stop was if I physically take him out of the room to a quieter place. 
He's not a fan of being held. I always thought it was just him being independent, but now I'm thinking it's because he doesn't want to be crowded. 

I've heard that early intervention is important, but I also heard that accurate diagnosis will be difficult if the child is younger than 18 months old. I also don't want to seem overly concerned if there is nothing to be concerned about. 

Again, I apologize if this isn't the appropriate place to ask such a question. I just want to know that if my son does have the early signs of ASD, that I do everything I can to make things easier for him and take steps from there. 

Thank you for taking the time to read my post!",4.32715976331361,4.054312396449706,5.174964497041419,88.06138165680473,70.00591715976331,8.239289940828401,26.959171597633137,7.645422480735847,1.194363431952663,2484,68,574,25,40,812,256,676,0.07400000000000001,0.858,0.068,-0.8537,1,0,2,0,0,0,81.0,0,4,3,0,39,15,0,4,31,2,51,19,13,13,5,117,105,63,0,24,36,6,7,2,1,13,1,11,2,4,35,20,5,5,14,2,0,4,15,7,2,2,17,23,64,8,81,67,11,83,0,0,5,0,101,34,0,31,41,353,99,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455503464487255,0.08988548818474866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037766810341514516,0.05534221038266559,0.0,0.04808259476072862,0.15148324715829722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585106261039092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548573721365725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373208711160593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890668834662618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902410606535898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885741726696667,0.0,0.0,0.048542970876248925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959364633562042,0.0,0.04172993952489755,0.0,0.05643862558388115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776309369415211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543242887195759,0.0,0.0608760363625707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056245728659898464,0.029683868838602682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277557869257817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907138280087321,0.0,0.0,0.0918390272212976,0.0,0.05110795307396273,0.1442151079804338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453724868895693,0.0,0.25867367237814176,0.0,0.07941083497987922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182647035717089,0.0,0.28338527306169475,0.1150431435789534,0.03660028189531291,0.16431582362171185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312212534387827,0.07489096211415801,0.0,0.16929476452205933,0.0,0.10211858094107294,0.0,0.206916257642398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060506384553159764,0.0,0.05402713727580508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612639757600711,0.0,0.21476462190437612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917097029564056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467971529008225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045764633529323584,0.08316295452748229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354706575290457,0.12374231999241532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090616156725452,0.0,0.1624427745630468,0.08682643639461987,0.0,0.04972747226852518,0.0,0.0,0.14353407498464718,0.20765425408663515,0.053067027371459116,0.08575981639011733,0.1259805407575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625033737479132,0.0,0.05622893892401302,0.0,0.09329895188327278,0.0,0.0445659862432834,0.15928992068588446,0.08574524974425579,0.0,0.0,0.09712748554160497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151068350749984,0.0,0.0,0.03478229247402412
autism,oksocks,2020/04/03,"stop defending your autistic child today, i (17 f) got into a verbal fight my older autistic brother (20 m) and he ended up hitting me in the head and kicking me when i was on the ground. i did not fight back but left the house in tears. my mom defends his actions (one again) even though my little brother agrees with me. stop defending your autistic children if they do something that is inappropriate.",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,5.0315789473684225,81.5493859649123,70.84210526315789,6.64561403508772,31.08771929824561,7.1686216300943375,1.9864192982456144,318,14,56,3,6,101,59,76,0.132,0.845,0.023,-0.7627,0,0,1,0,2,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,2,2,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,13,0,6,2,0,17,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,8,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474445820261564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358353391929765,0.0,0.0,0.17586819160918124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295967776755756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732688566623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072387255700692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893020942313279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668715323988928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31185108493612484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043079458335495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049869179725448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452256852485333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616079827525917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523919186714436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,madtempix,2020/04/03,"I heard my sons voice today and cried As a dad whose amazing, wonderful son is non-verbal, hearing his voice is the most beautiful sound to ever touch my ears. Angelic. I love him. That is all.",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578948,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.10526315789474,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.3660315789473685,150,5,30,3,4,49,33,38,0.055,0.611,0.335,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,7,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,2,6,2,2,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417117409358618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637420465740288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532203152049922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629304812698065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38116429722850204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360837667726277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,reasonably_doubtful1,2020/04/03,"Is it worth seeing a psychologist to find out if I'm on the spectrum? I don't know if I'm on the spectrum, and I'm wondering if it's worth seeing a psychologist. How helpful is to be professionally diagnosed?",4.028992248062018,4.970667558139539,7.013953488372092,70.30527131782948,71.09302325581395,10.38449612403101,32.93798449612403,10.504223727775694,3.675021705426357,167,8,33,5,3,62,26,43,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403325259846506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631917495298652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635076510647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183858245619205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333097121824558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309340992033037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kksnitch44,2020/04/04,"A cry. A rant, a plea, a cry.

My younger brother has been diagnosed with Severe Autism, ADHD, bio-polar disorder since birth.
Let me tell you he is genuinely a beautiful human being. I always adored him and loved him since he was a child, always pushed him, encouraged him.
Today..
I am 20 female. He is 15.
He's taller than me, he's strong, has facial hair.
And he seems crazy.
No one in the house feels safe anymore.
He doesn't know how to talk properly yet only broken words. He harms anyone, everyone. Beats anyone anytime. He harms himself to seek attention, to get things his way. He damages things everyone loves. He jerks off anywhere. He screams like a wild beast it is so very traumatizing, I feel really scared.

He had scratched my skin deep to leave scars. He had pulled hair off my head, I've a bald patch. He has punched and kicked me so bad that I've had bruises.
Emotionally - I want to kill myself every-time I hear him screaming, I lock myself in my room for hours till its all silent. 
I feel unsafe. 
I feel suicidal.
I feel hurt.
He has ruined my mental health, physical health. 
I don't know what to do anymore..
Sometimes when he keeps howling and screaming for hours I get very disturbed and tend to harm myself alot trying to stop myself from killing me. 
It's unbearable sometimes. I just want to feel safe and live or just die so it can all stop hurting.
With quarantine in my country I can't leave my house also for work, I honestly just can't live with him howling and hurting everyone. 
I can't live alone. In my culture a woman cannot live alone
Writing this with him in the next room screaming and banging his head because he didn't get the cookies he demanded today. Were out of stock. It's all killing my ears.",2.308432364096081,4.733244849557521,3.120171934260433,89.9438230088496,79.85545722713864,6.116173619890434,23.845006321112514,7.33818517376401,1.0610001011378,1360,48,270,19,35,429,182,339,0.264,0.64,0.096,-0.9963,0,3,0,0,0,1,55.0,0,1,0,3,11,28,4,2,13,0,25,13,8,1,3,41,44,16,5,2,4,1,10,1,0,0,3,6,2,3,10,13,0,5,10,0,0,2,8,19,0,1,7,16,43,9,28,35,4,26,0,5,0,2,42,12,0,3,12,143,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179622397237284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754529712817725,0.0,0.0677367444069233,0.1409589173128563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680047002493379,0.11845223970209573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072324342338497,0.051633999419256615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860839481647256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597149029186292,0.08790806327615804,0.0,0.09707666950042756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527917314575578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242811271665589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569694788571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276104492937632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385888012874698,0.18007008708354602,0.09546613529348363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683025847136276,0.19547116130321607,0.2720280803274773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528768031132853,0.2811330705620716,0.0,0.0931008129932196,0.0,0.0,0.17937592676381353,0.0,0.08661428254820602,0.0,0.04138147649470916,0.0,0.299176257738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289504580729715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536043184911864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008231671779214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057396763520988735,0.06442024475486118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542627392398801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480221152948429,0.0,0.0,0.07711018626110266,0.0,0.09568997780907096,0.0,0.14013395088185726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754633614837766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416305538568951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265104131121593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808084772907674,0.07403392144208379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254546321066283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057657235335224,0.0,0.0,0.057507595188875126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397772498475182,0.09991973214890013,0.0672330863010296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166459790893838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AshamedComplaint,2020/04/04,"How to deal with one sided conversation from autistic father? My father has some level of autism, undiagnosed. He has been told by a number of people that they think he has it but he is in denial. 

Anyhow, I have accepted he has autism and learned to work around it as much as possible. 

The one thing I find very difficult and incredibly annoying are his phone calls. He will try to talk about a single topic for hours on end with zero input from the other person. I can literately not say a word for 20 minutes during the conversation and he will just keeping talking. He seems to have zero sense that I or anyone else has completely checked out of the conversation and want him to stop talking. 

How does one politely and tactfully get someone with autism who has a penchant for long conversations to stop talking or realize they are boring others? 

I usually lie to him and tell him I have to do something or get going. If I flat out told him I want to get off the phone because I am not longer interested in talking he would get very offended.",6.496933333333331,6.884139359999999,7.1350000000000025,73.59333333333333,65.4,10.266666666666667,32.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.1946666666666665,832,31,151,18,12,275,117,200,0.109,0.858,0.033,-0.9566,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,2,0,9,0,19,0,0,2,0,37,31,15,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,4,0,5,3,1,17,2,31,25,3,16,0,0,0,0,36,9,0,7,6,108,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243494283233353,0.1354510483326013,0.0,0.11768300943997533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058582592489866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134987518395094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860562953362654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628889928585486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568614351236832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110433303834962,0.0,0.11708695766231687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082530580703588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626908823946633,0.0,0.07513037944418888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018703102015727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750242026759293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698983910090185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717971845194813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687395308775926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164848366968346,0.11542898003686385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903181389561598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512804956852306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034682800023927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200975792694064,0.10177140825506514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210445692204536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312731345258533,0.11554566318650045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782555301680849,0.08470624926939156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526390503818429,0.0,0.08975281999019226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559588836732712,0.21815209457263726,0.15594597032920854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624070590521228,0.0,0.0,0.09390867822438796,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CalmingWave,2020/04/04,"I can't seem to do anything right This is just , like, a rant but I can't seem to do anything right.

I posted on here and it was automatically removed when I hit post. I think it was cuz there were two links in the thread.

Then I tried making the thread again without the links, and right when I clicked on post, it said the thread was automatically removed again.

I tried a third time and it said I have to wait 14 minutes before making a thread.

I just made a reddit account and I can't seem to do a bunch of life tasks and I need help with lots of things and apparently I can't even seem to post a thread here correctly.

I hate that I don't know how to do many things and I don't know how to get the answers that I need..",0.5216854838709679,2.502161374193552,2.119737903225808,97.11960685483874,83.64516129032259,4.907258064516129,18.074596774193548,5.985473137389443,-0.5794435483870966,563,13,138,4,16,183,71,155,0.05,0.91,0.04,-0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,0,11,0,16,1,0,6,1,33,34,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,1,10,0,1,2,7,1,0,2,7,3,17,1,14,26,2,18,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,5,7,93,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517954412722426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125206677449544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635405539134483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683074550079185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290809525436832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763380705158508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370509658427233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234715225202124,0.06387408321455869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115242717181682,0.0,0.123711524475662,0.17454299954903615,0.1325521703121542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388751607199592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008599275086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349596267986009,0.2487317319584968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760915144786121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371874789093258,0.08377438601952032,0.0,0.0,0.0762368859149225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753087766373002,0.0,0.12771622846748826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260309106304776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,-adamskaa,2020/04/04,Overstimulation What do y’all do when you are overstimulated to regulate yourself?,7.181538461538462,11.308042923076925,8.72961538461539,44.052884615384635,81.30769230769229,11.830769230769231,37.269230769230774,10.125756701596842,6.404107692307693,70,4,9,3,2,24,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Averaoxi,2020/04/04,"I hate when one person thinks they can speak for the rest of us Sorry, but I'm gonna say that it isn't ok to not want to be autistic (also it's something you are, not something you have, christ). It's your brain, and constantly saying ""lol wish I were normal LMAOOOO"" isn't gonna change anything because you can't get rid of it, because your ENTIRE existence was formed as a result of how your brain developed.

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autism,Nesser324,2020/04/04,"My baby brother Hello, I’m not sure if this subreddit is the best to ask this question, but here goes:

I have a 4 year old brother, he doesn’t really play with kids his age only with adults or 8-9 kids. When he’s in a room with many kids he ignores all of them, even if one approaches him he simply ignores him and play alone. Yet if it’s an adult or and older kid he plays along quite nicely.
He also doesn’t talk, only a few words here and there. He is very energetic, and talks to himself in the mirror quite a lot (in his own made-up language).

Although he doesn’t talk much, he is obsessed with letters, he’s even memorized the whole alphabet (in portuguese and in english) and could recognize letters since he was like 2.5-3.
He’s also likes numbers but he’s not that good pronouncing them.

Are these autistic characteristics or something similar? I’ve read about Hyperlexia, and he definitely has a lot of it’s characteristics. 

We had a doctors appointment to see what’s up but this whole corona mess made us cancel it :(

Thank you for patience in reading all that!",4.936994609164422,5.709252726415095,5.789299191374662,80.52726415094341,68.90566037735849,8.698652291105121,30.23719676549865,8.841846274778883,2.3165555256064696,846,32,167,14,14,278,128,212,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.9295,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,2,3,10,14,0,1,10,0,12,1,0,1,3,36,17,20,0,4,11,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,10,13,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,1,12,10,19,13,10,15,0,0,1,0,40,8,0,9,8,102,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677504388761364,0.0,0.2266604791129713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248533624253656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872220611009107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314870001229263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450523381336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872041720685653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886466295836365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384705652864867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409637625912477,0.0,0.2681902246495721,0.0,0.14367778783939658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417757116022078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487071100946039,0.0,0.09603043394769002,0.2155628185050373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587543610146302,0.30146483511659644,0.283508714626124,0.0,0.09078690289724316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129293095050344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722894540097245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909990576696704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335656594093256,0.0,0.0,0.34171787483587496,0.0,0.13047305905257886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046690732786926,0.0,0.0,0.11693054743377132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164417215762368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126046213331908
autism,elanonymouso,2020/04/04,My autism makes me feel weird I have mild autism but some days it feels super bad. I don’t know if it’s my adhd but I’m slowly feeling more insecure about it. There are so many times where I’ll just make random sounds or just stuff my face in my pillow for long periods of time. Is this normal? How do I not feel insecure about my autism?,-0.02916666666666856,2.223568861111115,1.4605555555555585,98.84000000000002,89.55555555555556,4.866666666666667,13.555555555555555,6.42735559955562,-0.8264277777777775,266,4,62,3,9,85,54,72,0.182,0.73,0.08800000000000001,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,18,13,6,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192200156177001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177909935317927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713009904225542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372157424116799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597615617737428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350626856541881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35460281879280275,0.26929394677091245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602482632119009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30406791556894563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30976681632908404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NotthefreakinPooTea,2020/04/04,A cool kid There is a boy who is friends with my son who also has autism. He is kind of hard on himself and I thought it might be nice to see if we could get him some YouTube followers. If this is okay to post...his YouTube channel is YoshiPro64. 🙂,-0.03955974842767064,2.0393443207547186,0.768207547169812,105.28803459119499,86.92452830188678,4.2880503144654085,23.927672955974842,5.46131890053228,-0.0984440251572325,191,8,49,1,6,58,44,53,0.031,0.785,0.184,0.813,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,13,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,5,5,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,4,0,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951421743769482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946693969786279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513969589839466,0.0,0.1928219010035905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306108989084969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843257418597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915210047961963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35346348120985016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940980455758315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299740479123365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,a_worthless_prick,2020/04/04,"How do I know if I have autism? When I was in kindergarten I was diagnosed with autism. This made that my education had adaptation, they done me adaptation in primary and in secondary, but I think I've always been able to do the same as others without the adaptation but they didn't proved to do that so I never knew. Anyways, it isn't much of a big deal but I've always had this question of ""am I really an autist?"" I mean, I know it's a Psychological trastorn and it doesn't go away, but idk, maybe the person who diagnosed it to me got it wrong cuz I'm socially akward or idk. The question is, how do I know if I'm an autist?",1.1310139860139865,3.1120168333333367,3.2987878787878806,89.49702797202801,81.42424242424242,7.0918414918414925,22.275058275058274,8.139509932561175,1.1357533799533799,490,16,110,10,13,167,75,132,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.7839,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,4,2,26,27,15,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,10,0,15,0,12,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,2,80,26,0,0.18712965218509398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31141372252376953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758144681593614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929224545673781,0.0,0.3798653158392742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149860421288584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063500937413158,0.0,0.14966467747147566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852468893321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770666015032376,0.0,0.0,0.18799688755469876,0.20383905016691892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756182576978518,0.0,0.14432592394227242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339439436086126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192560741601735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198800469183688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075511460992234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199051251560242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038630696921992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459689855946,0.0,0.0
autism,Booyah_7,2020/04/04,"I hate having an autistic son I hate having an autistic son

I hate having an autistic son because now that I have him I can't worry about bad hair days, keeping up with the Kardashians, or being shallow.

I hate having an autistic son because I can't  brag on social media about him walking early, talking early, or being in the gifted preschool class.

I hate having an autistic son because he is the sweetest, most innocent, and most loving person that I have ever known. And I realize that no one else may ever see it.

I hate having an autistic son for forcing me to be a more compassionate, more loving, and better person.

I hate having an autistic son for making me love him more than I thought was ever possible to love another human being!

I hate having an autistic son because he is a gift that I can't fully understand. And I know that few people will ever know how truly wonderful he really is.",8.799310344827587,7.00031798275862,9.303994252873569,67.0966810344828,61.70114942528736,10.76896551724138,37.8419540229885,9.188382445141503,3.669588505747127,715,28,116,9,8,242,82,174,0.155,0.644,0.201,0.855,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,8,0,13,0,23,5,1,2,4,24,43,7,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,2,2,21,6,11,35,6,12,0,0,1,4,24,3,0,6,8,94,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886044185815893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871957640614215,0.2298880178956775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338269598832128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080257987945866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875855659762683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34112539326685704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7446531483561427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380009196169255,0.0,0.0,0.10362726887424367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34036428924775314,0.0,0.06293240384059044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388633627006088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536164397447168,0.16464272174317687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628614867020653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060397963114173336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512868103578904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610623846264647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577841788901764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484751735012384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814844897870148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224226745211423,0.0,0.09574556919126358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lucy_Snow_66,2020/04/04,"Autism and isolation For how long can a person with severe autism go without any social contact?

We talked about autism in one of my classes and one person said that hypothetically some people depending on their condition can live without any social interaction if they are provided with essential products, so I was interested if that would actually be possible...",9.35893442622951,11.17634649180328,9.314877049180328,55.44149590163936,59.491803278688536,12.657377049180331,39.84016393442623,12.161744961471696,5.892013114754097,300,15,40,10,4,98,49,61,0.08199999999999999,0.871,0.046,-0.32299999999999995,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,5,1,9,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,4,1,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.20558679969610055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865302047224875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973051982794715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602842784811768,0.1864392853299012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855154285863392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460543747069158,0.36790368650513744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375025479790005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039859965158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23800091982175536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295098994014872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933125864126947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061631831900844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965630339340796,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sproutcomics,2020/04/04,"Social skills deteriorating with age Has anybody else had this experience? I was a decently outgoing and social child. I was fine public speaking in front of small groups, I had a good circle of friends, and was a slight class-clown. My social skills really started to deteriorate after age 12 to where I only had a few friends and started feeling really out of place. Now I am 21 and I have one friend (my girlfriend) and my social skills and anxiety are abysmal. I can't keep eye contact for the life of me, and the loud noise of most social gathering places tends to make me overwhelmed.

Im considering trying to get tested for ASD, and I'm wondering if anybody else has had a social experience like the one I described. I know most autism is detected at an early age and part of me thinks im just overreacting to all my signs. A large part of me wants to be diagnosed just so I can have an explanation for why I am the way I am.

I have other reasons beyond social to suspect ASD, particularly stimming, and my obsessive nature. I tend to get absorbed in one topic, usually for about 1-2 months, that I get totally engrossed with to the point where it consumes most of my thoughts and it's all I want to talk about. Before I cycle back to a previous interest or find a new one.

If anybody else would like to share their social experience I would appreciate it.",5.5773629300776895,6.28649853207547,6.742241953385129,74.48841287458383,67.45283018867924,9.85793562708102,31.81465038845727,9.916854025145753,3.0834284128745844,1081,43,203,24,17,365,143,265,0.023,0.84,0.138,0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,0,2,15,0,22,3,1,2,3,40,39,15,0,6,5,0,1,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,6,14,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,8,4,29,9,34,28,9,25,0,1,1,0,21,11,0,7,14,140,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580431801855023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614331992202724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319585393805594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730749881039096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155735708331033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524293340808285,0.0,0.0,0.043493803184942885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078619829693013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937425400094214,0.0,0.13482416941811295,0.0,0.0,0.07214867629914927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583061400805032,0.0,0.0,0.07645766098625548,0.0,0.0,0.04727380607255386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060757780631037775,0.08404910040685888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057418366558518064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865956439488187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307770952766838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315486777380265,0.06542134402004747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863004412901372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974314400928434,0.0,0.08131578161291872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021197900724973,0.08844188325861302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7014844997926981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121769416039922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691388332566728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551175173694919,0.0,0.06828949674464127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840127095035801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473780240807488,0.0,0.10147249822131288,0.0682778975020471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761878987815883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328396234807576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221089347770404,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,XLucie_GreenX,2020/04/04,"Is it normal to not feel anger? I don't think I've ever been angry in my life. If someone does something that should normally make me angry, I just cry instead. Does anyone else get this?",1.5402631578947386,3.830484868421056,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,81.89473684210526,4.852631578947369,20.026315789473685,5.985473137389443,0.09234736842105297,147,4,29,1,4,48,34,38,0.23399999999999999,0.6970000000000001,0.07,-0.7942,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,8,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452533462124773,0.27039720318439103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289882258782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618821343651941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045496777597615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871307077280224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334359997267185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787709601704415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640069632921488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615560340474973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171328304405574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360199973081868,0.20316346381265374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909675618339656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Nokonoko2000,2020/04/04,"...Isolation? So with all this talk of isolation it’s made me realise how little I already go out. Everyone I see online is so accustomed to being out and about and so after a week are talking about going “crazy”. 

I basically already practice isolation every day, I have no social life, my social life consists of my Instagram and that’s all, and a few YouTube videos I’ve created that no one watches. 

I live alone and I’m trying to tackle an ongoing problem. I had some support workers allocated to me, that came around three times a week. The problem is, anxiety and general disinterest in the interaction. The idea of the interaction and knowing it will purely be a chore in my mind and I’ll be thinking about leaving the whole time makes me not even answer my door, a habit I’ve become quite used to... partly out of fear of the unknown, because of the familiar feeling of dread I anticipate from interaction with strangers and just lack of motivation.

Everytime a workers is allocated to me this cycle happens of me avoiding them overtime, until eventually they give up. Yet when they aren’t there and I encounter general issues that I need my support workers for, I freak out and know I need to engage, yet I never seem to be able to keep motivated and engaged with them. It’s just that massive feeling of dread. 

Same goes for social circles, I long for social relationships, yet the thought of actually going out and practicing that, just reminds me of the feeling of needing to freeze because social interaction confuses me, the feeling of needing/wanting to go home immediately, the trapped feeling of being out and not in the comfort of my own space because it would be “rude” to leave. If I do go to these events, it mostly ends with me finding an early escape... has anyone else dealt with or knows how to deal with this and build myself back up? I feel this genuine worldwide isolation period could be a good time to focus on self improving skills... I was meant to have a speech pathology appointment online, but I couldn’t engage in our scheduled time last week for the reasons mentioned above... even online interactions led me to feel this discomfort, I suppose it’s just a case of “pushing through it” but I don’t know how.",7.048920863309353,7.566323896882497,7.525751558752997,70.8155913669065,64.22781774580335,10.22116067146283,37.543309352518,10.078955797065145,3.976413985611512,1783,87,301,37,25,587,210,417,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.9146,1,7,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,4,7,23,17,1,6,24,0,23,3,0,10,4,89,57,27,0,10,10,0,8,0,0,2,3,1,3,1,19,29,0,2,21,1,0,8,8,10,0,2,6,11,40,7,64,40,10,47,0,0,2,0,22,16,0,6,23,224,59,5,0.08572069547744554,0.0,0.08365103342700568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878078850550612,0.18918983807897266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557609741238457,0.0,0.0,0.059937903383274274,0.0878309825197705,0.0,0.07630959281773729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591392359940053,0.0,0.15676362099696226,0.09467177342183314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804163937235773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844100018226629,0.0,0.0,0.055282757086750574,0.08837427305413892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160864163200809,0.0,0.07592309294262488,0.0,0.0,0.1132354218234388,0.0,0.07222338304302818,0.08190979800840101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645961418405707,0.3034007147647685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834716270504842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223110205637181,0.2435852333701739,0.07189845237563107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580252791376088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598484680217497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676823123512164,0.0,0.08947013514258847,0.0,0.07619249276839822,0.0,0.0,0.18843940977818935,0.06987380780293713,0.0,0.1815316788385643,0.0,0.0,0.12109412455571875,0.0,0.08591465650312209,0.07569294458252789,0.0758601180245641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111099470046615,0.057219229863304036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865534662087965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906824286006122,0.06611308486545663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058086561724552975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282715978128016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404625747823867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117451120923313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813515171248525,0.0,0.0920319468680383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683082959996675,0.07803690171849884,0.08942538037199851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369072698876337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454965878321068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377980959650732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492636041196724,0.0,0.06805265711449092,0.19993770752188386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819872537495401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403515829338245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627991395808992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570409523804947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060893522620273165,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cyclone619y2j,2020/04/04,"How do you know if it's autism or social anxiety/ social ineptitude? I know for sure that I have social anxiety, I often find myself overthinking in social situations about how to stand or talk.

I've always had difficulty making friends. Although, it got much worse in my teen years, it was ok during early years( but still not good). 

I never like the things that other did and I hated popular trends like social gatherings, parties, or dancing. I just didn't want to blend in with others because I didn't feel like belong.

Is this just me isolating myself? Or is this possibly autism?

I've been socially isolated for a long time, so it's likely that I'm socially starved and stunted.",4.9553488372093,6.792419612403103,5.9975891472868215,75.03917441860466,69.93023255813954,9.191007751937986,28.403875968992253,9.642632912329526,2.885290852713179,546,20,93,13,10,181,87,129,0.149,0.713,0.139,-0.523,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,0,2,1,10,0,0,3,2,23,18,12,0,2,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,1,12,9,9,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,6,11,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623304436341316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694934610168445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050134963431047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058477925649814085,0.08262294150919354,0.0,0.0,0.10570527796430268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935366993452891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970047367532754,0.09249873403153652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418396758801586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271203672366627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600999152116374,0.0,0.0,0.10234977994518556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719966350758665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501868944458876,0.0,0.08919917162909984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303820355192758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999947095010772,0.0,0.8252598299538603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923610993323435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900213156552443,0.0,0.0,0.0929579676789057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683510032936941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743853325202911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821547866548819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786087979216107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895422886658638
autism,MonstercatDavid,2020/04/04,"First time being here and it’s kinda odd because there are people that are quite different than me and idk So here’s a little bio.

I’m David.

I’m a furry (please don’t question it) and I really like cars. Cars are definitely my special interest and I’ve been into it since I was 3.

(I once got my mom really pissed when I saw an extremely rare P1 GTR on the road in our neighborhood)

Anyways...

I am surrounded by a lot of autistic kids at my school. It’s a normal school but there’s some pretty low-functioning kids.

These kids really make me question my autism and just how it works.

There are things that I can place that I have because of autism.

I’m better with it now, but I still struggle a bit with eye contact. Usually I feel a bit 
uncomfortable looking into somebody’s eyes. 

I suck with social skills. I absolutely love talking to people, but I have trouble with conversations and I interrupt a lot and try to talk about something completely different during a conversation I can’t join in.

Also I have tons of thoughts in my head. Some very random, and sometimes I’ll randomly mumble something.


If there’s anything you guys would have input or relate to my autism, I’ll be glad to hear! I’m just not used to being around other people or being in an autistic community.",2.80952380952381,5.087425746031748,4.3319841269841275,82.70607142857143,77.25396825396825,7.374603174603175,24.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.7777428571428575,1016,36,192,20,24,338,146,252,0.09,0.7929999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8307,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,5,17,10,2,1,11,0,19,5,4,3,0,40,33,18,0,3,9,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,12,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,6,25,6,24,23,7,21,0,0,4,1,17,13,2,12,7,127,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871175743641544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157734435692402,0.10988424650041637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049092987187404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916914739071483,0.2695203743580123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294203405784488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579287817631914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241297119605777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499463346505762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987230781295754,0.0,0.0,0.12222108723234985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668098942234962,0.0,0.13912138932852516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060304614664783776,0.12371534094981168,0.0,0.0,0.10365518632585588,0.0,0.0,0.20988181598273192,0.11140584631800632,0.0,0.08239451590156867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456679943207548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094111228200888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314553552082569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567250264640495,0.0,0.1289643908815957,0.13549570593224078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557882981192986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765532312960242,0.1312894237058703,0.0,0.0,0.2372288659831888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498477269691513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021075687145263,0.0,0.0,0.12582749918958416,0.0,0.19005418988878012,0.12208140085596117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857618183630136,0.0,0.0,0.1290421509497638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842642825365184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200542085607286,0.0,0.0,0.0979944286590254,0.07197654818620706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380496932261196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660910749502027,0.1359473603108584,0.10184766113934468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986290800505417,0.0,0.0,0.08768542201327897,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dragon_Girl928,2020/04/04,"Autism or ADHD? I had 3 evaluations (Cases in 16+ Females?) I have done a variety of psych evaluations from two different sources and have come up with mixed results from all of them that contradict each other. 

A little on my background leading up to the first eval, I was in a psych ward and was terribly deprived of sleep when my psychiatrist in the ward suggested that I may have autism. I the results were that I didn’t have autism, I have social pragmatic communication disorder. Due to this I didn’t get access to any services so I moved on with my life. After that, I heard people talking about how they were getting treatment for adhd and I found I could relate a lot to what they struggled with and through research I found that I met almost all the criteria for adhd inattentive type. I went back to the same place of my autism evaluation and they said that I had significant challenges but everything they already diagnosed me with was the issue. As you could imagine the place frustrated me and my family due to the $5000 we shelled out to get these tests and how all of them indicated issues but nothing lined up enough for a official diagnoses that would give me any help.

Then I was evaluated by my school and the results were that I likely had ADHD and met all the criteria. I felt finally seen that someone had given me an actual, heard of diagnoses with clear treatments. I have just started on a non stimulant med now and it hadn’t been working yet but it’s been a week and a half so I don’t know if it will work for me or not. 

I was wondering everyone’s experience here with diagnoses and wanted to hear especially about people like me for are from an usual group for diagnoses and have gotten multiple diagnoses or have been evaluated multiple times.",6.801991150442476,7.117787510324487,7.3455737463126844,72.58827212389383,64.75221238938053,11.26377581120944,34.649115044247786,11.00357731598739,3.925323185840707,1422,60,259,38,20,469,174,339,0.046,0.9129999999999999,0.042,-0.0937,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,6,5,12,7,1,1,20,0,34,8,1,7,5,58,56,27,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,3,7,4,0,0,16,23,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,4,0,3,31,6,42,3,45,20,8,31,0,1,1,0,20,13,0,8,16,200,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.0881915367953764,0.0,0.4344457229603367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049604412989656,0.0,0.09972944674265374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291421010552984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949167249101182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784880098506602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431183306668108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503634338729886,0.0,0.09442111244735307,0.10357590443418843,0.0,0.0,0.09248350665518656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338002338497328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635578867370751,0.08122190886247374,0.08840266173388404,0.08519612882606284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867727691862864,0.09899979373258794,0.0,0.07687168547071854,0.0,0.19817984007562747,0.0,0.0,0.14164933112098074,0.08669453281837906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185754575990696,0.0,0.06057547769860608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886529883076744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966693315168013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638335027311918,0.08830389169341522,0.09057802730995428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683235043444961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038462774334027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960527688823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671584734162667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253072646700183,0.0,0.18884222489470612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596593021069181,0.0,0.0,0.09146284552504494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043880494158188,0.09212444124096926,0.07657320568861033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639668555255721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447804438096842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263882675903226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269753692010843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882818150845414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953368450844392,0.0,0.053304654359297945,0.0,0.07249220113882007,0.0,0.0,0.08377717537433214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800624715841563,0.13158602438376252,0.0,0.0,0.06419876863149637,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,henloglop,2020/04/04,"Autism unaccepted by mother My mom has been my rock since birth. Her and I endured abuse from my dad and we have been free from him for long time, but financially we are struggling and she is also mentally ill and hurting. I have recently found out about my autism and have been trying to confide in her and it just seems to stress her out. 

She told me that she cannot handle me talking to her about my autism because she has money and our livelihood to worry about. She has said hurtful things to me when I needed her the most a few times in my life, and I will remember them forever, and I just know that this is gonna be one of them. She told me she isn’t ready to accept my autism... 

I don’t know I just needed to vent and share, I need some positive thoughts and advice because I feel like such a burden.",3.5038353413654626,4.552557596385544,4.164036144578315,89.84717871485947,72.43373493975903,7.220080321285143,24.074297188755022,7.492282038375204,0.8440176706827311,635,17,139,7,12,202,96,166,0.158,0.725,0.11699999999999999,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,3,0,2,0,9,9,0,2,3,0,17,2,0,0,0,33,30,14,0,3,4,3,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,15,0,0,9,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,8,2,38,5,19,19,3,10,0,2,0,0,26,4,0,3,7,104,43,0,0.0,0.19514526790271544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094516051939678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131712352743514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080196072642725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327842084304052,0.11766334078771168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058754740032065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526343915299593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181032130035726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633409024650106,0.08046521392252623,0.0,0.0,0.1457563337405223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659811585054664,0.0,0.0,0.1928973181747236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663739580864414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160652655222444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262363035124186,0.0,0.18657557493763496,0.0,0.15666958345320794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499387687121017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624342689849545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866590374042916,0.1721825823598088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238145277990515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942087547810976,0.0,0.0,0.13075521183736075,0.1920784463809967,0.0,0.0,0.3147601708519716,0.0,0.11182203587236697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726315882368592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aspiecat,2020/04/04,"From the Parent of a Young Adult with Autism My son is on the autism spectrum. He was diagnosed at age 8.5 with Asperger Syndrome, which was no surprise, and we handled life and its challenges - as well as delights! - along the way. Most parents wonder how life with be for their children...it's only natural...however my wondering changed gears a bit as the way he saw the world and navigated it became more and more apparent. It was a delight to see his creativity and his passion for his interest areas, but heart-wrenching to watch him flounder in social situations and be rejected year after year after year for being 'weird'...for being, well, 'different'.

He turns 21 at the end of April, and I couldn't be prouder of him. I count myself lucky to be his mum, and I have great hopes he will be okay navigating the adult world. One month ago, I accepted a new job within my company, which meant moving to another state with my husband...and leaving him behind in the family house to continue attending university, which is only a 20-minute walk from our house. He was shaken and full of fear about how his life would change, but interestingly it was mostly that I wouldn't be around as I had been for nearly 21 years of his life. He knew his routine would be totally, completely changed - and there was little he could do about it. His girlfriend, also attending the same college and living at our house, was a great help in keeping him rational and calm, but I still worried right up to the day hubby and I drove across two states.

In the past month since we left, he has set up a bank account to pay household bills and does grocery shopping regularly on Saturdays. My in-laws and we share putting money into the bank account so he can pay the bills and buy groceries, but it's all about the responsibility, right? He is teaching himself to cook and even today purchased a new vacuum cleaner when the old one broke last weekend. He has taken care of his FAFSA application for the coming year and helped his GF with hers (I usually do it as he's show no interest in it before). He keeps food and water out on the porch for a stray cat hubby and I were befriending, and ensures the home security system is armed every night and disarmed every morning. He has signed up for his summer classes and has everything set up to pay what he owes after the FAFSA stuff takes care of its end. He's looking at potential part-time work so his grandparents and we don't have to keep financing the house (we don't mind, of course!) and has reached out to employers in the area (it's very regional, but he may get something).

What's best? He's LOVING it. He was so nervous about this 'enforced' growing up, but he's rocking it, and he and his GF are really loving living by themselves and being responsible. She's just lovely, and is helping guide him when he has questions, which means he's leaning on me far less.

He still has his moments. He is a huge germaphobe so the COVID-19 thing is really disturbing for him, and he has a high sense of his own mortality and doesn't like to take risks, so there are days when he's not sure if he can handle being a grown-up tomorrow. I tell him all adults feel that way at times, and it's just something to balance with rationale. He hates loud noise and crowds, so doesn't really like to go out anyway, which is challenging as his GF is a little bit more social...so he's learning about compromise in a relationship.

I am so proud of him. He's had so much to handle over the years (his dad's and my divorce, moving to a different country, navigating a new extended family that is VERY huggy (we're not LOL), and he's been a sheer trooper over these past seven years. He's grown so much and his maturity is such a wonderful thing to see - and something I didn't necessarily think would happen, at least this seamlessly.

If you have younger kids on the spectrum - there is a light at the end of the tunnel for the most part...we just have to wait for an opportunity to come along that will help them navigate a change in their life. Don't give up hope (and I admit at times I almost did) and see where life can take you and your child.",7.279634920634919,6.467548677777781,7.431675485008823,76.13111111111114,64.07407407407408,10.72663139329806,33.73015873015873,10.01380297108016,3.1005714285714285,3279,117,639,61,42,1064,358,810,0.064,0.787,0.149,0.9974,12,1,3,0,1,0,107.0,7,3,3,6,35,37,1,4,48,2,72,15,1,3,4,113,111,69,1,10,13,5,1,2,4,7,7,1,3,5,30,60,3,5,13,5,15,12,12,7,2,4,20,9,65,30,103,71,19,115,0,2,6,4,105,51,0,14,46,420,95,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242807314027029,0.0,0.059224721314957825,0.0,0.0,0.04729787359156702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201821538688405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265118700808346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032765406565823,0.0,0.06206855409802677,0.0,0.12914105601805806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060361673396998,0.0,0.25026835758666743,0.10189558200856176,0.06201193320663979,0.0,0.0,0.04722210886675292,0.0,0.0,0.07628668098515648,0.0,0.0,0.060030471140971375,0.0,0.12358692857150802,0.0,0.0,0.051757792440041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571535432367719,0.0,0.0,0.03906441608596355,0.0,0.09966366498737336,0.0,0.05315530599485895,0.0,0.1115124320703848,0.06655405955661031,0.0299052605157675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151782209485233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03090058517935005,0.056736839660405984,0.033613209561248365,0.0,0.0,0.13041414572847615,0.0,0.0,0.052301328384826686,0.0,0.0,0.05839299632295392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008657403772801,0.15857337498955662,0.06248946212300666,0.05932680390073351,0.11748776246468727,0.0,0.272979469535042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586918376425991,0.1577111751182818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821070046050878,0.0,0.0626255364332057,0.06426072435376788,0.0,0.2506532597857604,0.05779007720008185,0.11855674966279466,0.10445143875753538,0.0,0.0496665243054626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014079092568378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442575148727549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059719133169033524,0.0,0.09441722773228912,0.12572258872271602,0.08695609593866101,0.0,0.0,0.1713665187599606,0.0,0.05550315164761145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620622538428165,0.0,0.08015575266718365,0.08996418767483036,0.0,0.0,0.1313460423270727,0.1280955635747382,0.11292032664148348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059456606478616475,0.06625542951965166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366853561260135,0.0,0.0,0.06349911022118288,0.0,0.10101824150168873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413916416303841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892498121019455,0.0664809499050225,0.0,0.12058083668190167,0.0,0.1365970875561228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446582471466967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770635714250815,0.0,0.0,0.05574303645381333,0.0,0.13340801818503994,0.0,0.05169494177074418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858601913702562,0.03789743814557063,0.0,0.0,0.0689753230229223,0.0,0.05606211582379873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643322843365433,0.057775629264586965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065139363638947,0.0976008922801001,0.0,0.14083856752548585,0.0,0.0,0.1063561030831206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924192177975375,0.04305793528325628,0.0600641593425524,0.0,0.1260437696759301,0.0,0.0,0.2666100480460765
autism,emelsie,2020/04/04,"Why do I headbang or hit myself when I have a meltdown? It happens automatically when I have a meltdown, it’s been like that since I was little. I know it’s common in autism, but why?",1.0444736842105264,3.21155318421053,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.94736842105263,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.3476105263157896,143,5,30,1,4,50,26,38,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531990888669191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950662356536693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951327360409783,0.4003161798474581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33039808585980546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7208151789274324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dprimordialbeast,2020/04/05,"Success with CBD? Anyone had any positive experiences with CBD? If so, what product/brand have you used? 

Would esp like to hear from any parents who found that it helped with their children (meltdowns, anxiety, etc.). 

I’m reluctant to try it, but trying to keep an open mind. 

Thanks so much.",3.1596855345911976,6.033205377358493,3.217264150943397,87.72954402515724,80.13207547169812,6.552201257861638,25.81446540880504,7.793537801064563,1.6734427672955985,227,9,42,4,6,69,45,53,0.049,0.767,0.184,0.8377,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,9,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,7,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34205464398651675,0.0,0.1923953465954731,0.0,0.0,0.17585330860895612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804868452199512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460133857662383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757546689848671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345662004687805,0.0,0.1685738649804633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354305353005907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228692606407442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394137174036857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488003016846224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792588605296491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154564677567605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34150138180727896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721359614510904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865702370592956,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,drlenguy54,2020/04/05,"Does Anyone Else Have No Desire For Friends? I've read numerous posts on this subreddit and r/aspergers that are vent posts about how lonely people feel, and how they want friends.  I do not relate to this sentiment. I would gladly trade those who feel lonely my acquaintances, because I feel as if I have no desires for those as well. I feel restricted by others. They take up the time I have on Earth, and I'd prefer to have control over that time on Earth. I also am almost never interested in what others have to say, and even other autistic people bore me. This isn't really a problem for me, but I feel that my feelings are uncommon. I feel really separated from people. My lack in cognitive empathy of a Theory of Mind might be able to explain this. I just feel much more withdrawn from other people on the spectrum. I feel like between everyone I talk to is a brick wall, and I have a great amount of Social Ahedonia. Even has the Depression medication works at its fullest, and my mood has greatly improved, these traits are still there.",5.844901430228063,6.760813281407039,6.330753768844223,76.9388983378431,66.93969849246231,9.74116737533823,30.38306919211442,9.851270322608157,2.9251496714340943,829,30,150,18,13,269,120,199,0.096,0.779,0.125,0.7956,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,10,14,0,0,7,0,18,1,0,3,1,35,30,13,0,8,4,0,9,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,11,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,10,21,8,27,27,4,16,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,3,5,114,38,3,0.1234052673841528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357254943128795,0.0,0.0,0.0986871477420119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628783227038392,0.12644327979486575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522670559109891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840950073420036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628877597046114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799278110129383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103089265881412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301603048887456,0.0,0.0,0.1179190214021102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615766999255098,0.0881607476767771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906852069219901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721094858997866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028958020306852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431782399694292,0.0,0.13091348712188988,0.12460414117069485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071707071940366,0.0,0.0951777499000757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422146969277257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363762675747691,0.0,0.0,0.11808217464123455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343866260209907,0.0,0.15811314851751218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813682174862792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579612930637027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855160594206687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278540309786372,0.0991884794149348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391720762114302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278762402340154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095615575517068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984050440530424,0.0,0.0,0.0876635612796092,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thisaccountisironic,2020/04/05,Messed my same food up today ☹️ It’s been ages since I had it and I was so excited to finally have it but I overcooked it 😭,-3.3580000000000005,-1.9164941333333336,0.91,99.225,107.0,5.066666666666666,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.11880000000000025,96,3,26,2,5,36,25,30,0.066,0.8540000000000001,0.08,0.0921,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316880329693398,0.0,0.0,0.5868991030073979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014947148255476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600644220687558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Admiral_XS,2020/04/05,"How should I bring up that I think I'm autistic? *I am posting again with a title that makes more sense

I have thought about it for a while, and it makes sense to think that I'm autistic. I am 13 years old, and Male.

How should I tell my parents that I think I'm autistic. I am afraid that they will dismiss my concerns, because > am 'smart' they are great parents, and this is likely an illogical fear.

Also for those of you that got a diagnosis as a teen, what was the process like, it is hard to find information about it.

I likely won't get a diagnosis for a while due to covid19, and the possible discrimination is one more reason, however small to hold out.

Thanks for reading this, and have a nice day.",3.251258741258741,4.620298601398601,4.168111888111891,88.33370629370633,73.47552447552448,7.158041958041958,26.98601398601399,7.686295010490155,1.2928657342657344,552,20,121,7,11,178,82,143,0.034,0.875,0.091,0.8271,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,0,6,9,0,2,10,0,15,0,0,5,0,21,28,11,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,14,7,15,21,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,10,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255438205744293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628832982049785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302738572774655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466321122062432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435538881794704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966663021590072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257187765669405,0.21031864545284984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088761201584735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27959384366115403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25467370422176144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017535811104853,0.0,0.12926703029067727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236430266596571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505842409795026,0.18269975502373628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908162240587673,0.0,0.0,0.19613778106056326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673666908225362,0.17563041406075766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667027596916212,0.0,0.15144578414359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284614822583267
autism,LyricalWillow,2020/04/05,"I’m so proud of my son My son is on the spectrum.  He’s gifted academically but struggles socially/emotionally.  He also has extreme anxiety....and I mean extreme.  We live in a three story house and he will not be on a floor by himself.  

We’ve been in lockdown for three weeks now.  His schoolwork only takes about two hours a day so that leaves him with a lot of time on his own.  My husband and I are trying to keep him busy but it’s not easy.  

Anyway, this past week he’s tried a new food (he eats five things: cornbread, pizza, corn, strawberries, and chicken). So it’s a huge deal for him to try something new.  

He has gone outside to play, which never happens.  He’s even gone outside without anyone being with him. Again, it’s huge.  

There are other examples but I don’t want to bore you.  Suffice it to say, he’s making a lot of unexpected but healthy decisions.  

Yesterday he had a online therapy appointment.  at these appointments, my husband and I spend about ten minutes with the therapist, explaining behaviors or concerns we’ve seen from the last time we met.  Then the therapist spends the rest of the time with our son.  

Yesterday I mentioned how brave he was being and explained about the new things he’s trying.  

I don’t listen in to his therapy appointments, but I happened to be in the next room when his therapist asked him what changed.    His reply?  “Right now there are a lot of things that scare me,  but I’m also bored.  I have to find the things that scare me less and make myself do them.  Because doing nothing is scary, too.”

I am so proud of my tadpole.  His actions are the equivalent of someone terrified to fly who not only gets on a plane but also goes parachuting.   

Most people don’t understand why this is such a momentous break through.  I know this sub will understand, so I had to share.",3.4238541666666684,5.380702161931822,4.305886363636365,85.08987121212122,74.25568181818181,7.534242424242425,27.64242424242424,8.344100000000001,1.9605349242424244,1419,56,276,25,30,457,187,352,0.07200000000000001,0.835,0.09300000000000001,0.7391,0,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,3,1,1,2,22,10,0,3,21,0,26,3,0,3,1,42,48,25,0,1,12,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,19,12,3,1,8,1,2,3,8,5,0,5,8,3,36,5,39,34,7,40,0,0,1,0,43,14,0,5,22,191,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376972799261981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927745402409287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262430509338407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039686594097049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481110342586024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389694077072408,0.1021447914063872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138125482039252,0.0,0.11144911322334243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543990769170868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055525228351112,0.0,0.1198051870505449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517640257902903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752282227449749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757160852462024,0.11432240052426808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806484072341918,0.0,0.0,0.05445053050887417,0.08076157546923933,0.0,0.10490901270133844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748745271806715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526970345817289,0.0,0.0,0.13227031118526597,0.0,0.0,0.10792469599490953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641485501869784,0.28706967344459355,0.10537029220377342,0.0,0.0,0.09506775618414426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070615989869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458090626102346,0.06868802445543784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461184194462519,0.0,0.0787905893319635,0.19838818835846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394824097104392,0.0762748787452187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357755777418412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449412423616306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266080429542829,0.345110650488445,0.26329137119925594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331906721809467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690691061141974,0.0,0.09678454779882052,0.20628682676174484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843861346526005,0.0,0.15894836098335732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940224275227818,0.0,0.0,0.09550739824069772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Anam123,2020/04/05,"Need some advice Some background info on brother: 
My brother has autism, he is 21 years old and is lower functioning. He’s able to go to the bathroom on his own, change his own clothes, shower, heat up his food , and other similar activities but he can’t be left home alone, or use the stove or drive. 

Over the last 4 to 5 years he has progressively gotten angrier and aggressive and self injurious. Each year it’s gotten worse, he will stay up all hours of the night banging door and yelling at himself in the mirror. He yells about various things that happened throughout the week/month that angered him. Throughout the day, at least 3-4 times he will have a tantrum where he will go around the house banging doors, yelling and screaming at himself in the mirror. When he’s not able to release his frustration that way because we are somewhere he can’t be loud, he resorts to biting himself on his hands. His hands are all tore up because of the constant biting. He has gotten more and more defiant now too, he will yell at us for trying to get him to calm down and if he’s biting himself too hard and we try to restrain him, he will lash out physically then too. He constantly says “he has bad dreams in his head” and when we try to get him to elaborate he gets angrier. We have taken him to a psychiatrist who wasn’t much help, she prescribed him olanazapine which didn’t do anything other than have him sleep at night but his behaviors got even more aggressive. We took him to Kennedy krieger and even that didn’t help much, my sister is a BCBA (board certified behavior analyst) who worked at Kennedy for a while and had already attempted the methods that they recommended before we took unit here and it didn’t help. This has been really hard on him and hard on our family. We are unable to get proper sleep throughout the night and it’s very frustrating hearing him thrash around the house throughout the day/night. He has broken doors, microwaves, and other house hold appliances throughout his tantrums. My parents are getting older and they can’t deal with this much longer especially because he seems to be getting worse. Part of me thinks this could be neurological but i don’t know. I feel like we haven’t gotten any help and that’s why I’m turning here to see if anyone else has experienced this with autistic loved one. Any advice would be really helpful.",7.0438751492410026,7.212340603104214,6.559478935698451,78.92976249360399,64.2549889135255,9.687907214736484,33.75413610779464,9.367010060515213,2.909489783387344,1896,74,355,31,26,588,221,451,0.131,0.797,0.07200000000000001,-0.9798,3,1,1,0,2,0,41.0,10,0,2,3,14,12,7,0,18,0,41,8,5,1,2,55,69,29,0,5,8,4,6,1,0,6,1,8,6,1,20,32,1,2,5,1,0,5,10,9,0,1,14,16,42,3,46,43,16,50,0,0,1,1,72,24,0,7,20,223,62,1,0.16511429265370345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134777582018872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550430566199556,0.091103863885173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228338101487173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772587626099756,0.08458955256404471,0.06793749710225003,0.14698672672468022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893176876861537,0.15097821039936116,0.0,0.07025005090300643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087334514126857,0.0,0.0,0.17842989243155238,0.0,0.06591516360585438,0.0,0.0,0.1064850591970179,0.08511279279085375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689659022544476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090564330677896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778275301590905,0.0,0.041743373747553165,0.05897884183160069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982842903984704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587962092113425,0.0,0.09383825757546706,0.0,0.06602849165642763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300501184767226,0.0,0.22186496169820508,0.0,0.0847274498686418,0.0,0.09304790398099644,0.0,0.27668157476465977,0.0,0.08281154906409803,0.0,0.08130215926122113,0.28577958757963384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045371248565338716,0.06729509301192264,0.0,0.0,0.08969858104307442,0.0,0.0,0.040333251572763566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451104780617697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658963265569739,0.0,0.182067005091719,0.06121507792355781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098971570131336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662983746322057,0.0,0.05594285894681508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166994101639947,0.08940134433680126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577644386706099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565275636033385,0.0,0.0,0.0657873569127335,0.07515692538639493,0.0861251086634961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523353622118653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799493340657817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054847299632110144,0.05289928585478276,0.0,0.0,0.04813973593017134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344805448098248,0.16815264948756278,0.08979846832226357,0.0,0.0,0.09930608203788274,0.07130286755742203,0.0,0.06811829180345688,0.0,0.06553002003540064,0.06622236301310007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449498361730901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010258577681527,0.0,0.1682655703227824,0.05864622807035065,0.0,0.0,0.1594922864763823
autism,Sexiarsole,2020/04/05,"Is there a guide for learning how to communicate better in a relationship? My marriage has hit a major rough patch due to a lot of other external factors. I am learning after 7 years of marriage that I have have never truly knew how to communicate with my wife. She has told me several times in the last year that I don’t validate her feelings and she doesn’t even like talking to me any more because I will just “try to give solutions”.

I’ve recently started suspecting that I’m on the spectrum due to a number of reasons.

I’m realizing that maybe I am missing out on a lot of cues in conversation and responding in ways that don’t work because I don’t acknowledge the emotions she’s feeling.

I’m looking for step by step resources that I can immediately put into practice to try to be a better communicator with my wife.",7.912962962962961,6.729339648148147,8.914907407407409,67.21458333333334,63.012345679012356,11.803703703703706,40.62037037037037,10.9516,4.522281481481481,661,33,120,15,8,228,96,162,0.042,0.856,0.102,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,3,1,21,26,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,4,16,3,26,21,4,22,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,2,11,84,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300089825190222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308315489079715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381664172349815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505181200351614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627261284926292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933327443038736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339731414297009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583724843205854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340091029079768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054308302961273,0.0,0.0,0.3250688653802236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206604574993272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744983212944146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218874370690933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196564921318606,0.188767224607452,0.2052558150002186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597902709479616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531821576497732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536632737615818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114786183039332,0.0,0.0,0.18268072032448127,0.0,0.25959739449907643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174981644211774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918134550243152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462273543601316
autism,pricelessppp-1,2020/04/05,"Standards on Friends? When you get to a certain age is it all right to have some standards on who you have as friends? Either I'm gonna be stuck with the aggressive person who tells people to go to the gym or someone who can't control their emotions. Pretty much I like to be around ""adults"" is that understandable?",3.837903225806453,5.617037951612903,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,72.70967741935483,6.250322580645161,28.529032258064518,6.742157984588678,1.2773122580645166,251,10,50,2,5,77,47,62,0.053,0.7340000000000001,0.213,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,2,5,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,11,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,10,9,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502788989731633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153283296146398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162505906821893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43442428057307214,0.0,0.1468868011489812,0.0,0.15978133747776396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735337905097952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066741244332397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949107326075628,0.2454852078537021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860258158984506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009652674465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382134772182551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573336033007695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926821440141008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lilsammywinchester13,2020/04/05,"I love everyone wearing masks Anyone else loving the masks in public thing? I don’t have to worry about smiling, frowning, etc. 

it feels like eye contact is way easier. 

Just in general, it is ironically making me feel less anxious about being in public (haha I only go out once a week for food right now)

Anyone else feel this way?",3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,76.14285714285714,6.73968253968254,23.198412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.4723460317460315,261,8,44,4,6,87,50,63,0.095,0.6779999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,5,5,2,1,0,7,12,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,8,11,2,10,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135083888760609,0.0,0.2642967156708653,0.3872914950942088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157589393137336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107772454408627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059098978197988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668174388425643,0.13501669614927495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285311859669435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740912432986968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923324738702196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411472721059929,0.0,0.1261543503564357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127146516624436,0.0,0.14373775586044796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613990601116033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555860642670533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000278245218116,0.15159885117371172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919316495747844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MJ_mot,2020/04/05,"I want to be a teacher When I was younger I hated going to school, it was like a constant pain, like a constant reminder of something that I didn't know, I just knew that I wasn't like the other kids, and the other kid knew too, they used to bully me.

I was part of the generation to whom therapists suggested to parents to don't say to their children that they have Autism if it was ""low"" because they thought that in that way, us, the children, will be ""normal"" by copying the other neurotipical children.

For me, that was very harmfull.

In my mind a constant question was asked: Why I can't be like the others?

Teachers used to put me less work at the beginning, then they started to put me ""special"" work, it was especially maths of high school level, but I was still bored.

They told me that stiming was bad, that I had to eat everything in my plate. Once I trow up in the plate and they tryed to make me eat it.

Elementary school was horrible, but at 12 my therapist said ""you feel different?"" and I obviously said yes, then she said to me ""you know you have ASD no?"" and I said ""I don't know what that is"", ""You have Autism, you didn't know?"".
I felt like when Hagrid said to Harry that he was a wizard.

For me knowing that I wasn't doing that thing because of me was a total relief, then my mother told me that they tried to use ABA therapy with me at the beginning and that the teachers only knew that I was of high IQ (they did the tests to me without me knowing anything).

In highschool (12-16 or 18 years old, in Spain) the teachers just don't liked me to be in their classes, they had to endure a queer, Non-Binary and autistic 12 year old person that used to correct them (especially to math teachers), so at 15 years old they decided to put me in the special education program, it didn't went well...
Special Education was, for them, do an elementary school level, and by that time I had a university level of math, the other subjects didn't mind me.

And that's how I ended up being an online student at the age of 16, and that same year I graduated of all High School doing some tests.

Then I knew. I wanted to become a teacher!!

And the reaction of everyone was: ""You can't teach...you have Autism""

But I started to study.
The teachers still don't understand somethings about me, like my stiming, but in a few years I'll be an engineer and a math teacher, and I like to think that being a teacher I would try to help more lost children.",4.950624575695862,5.108481024439918,5.813366598778003,82.53444229463679,68.69450101832993,8.66479293957909,30.623285811269522,8.447377352677275,2.11790177868296,1897,70,393,26,30,625,192,491,0.057,0.872,0.07200000000000001,0.7244,2,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,1,6,14,3,11,20,1,0,32,1,48,4,0,6,4,57,86,26,0,5,9,2,2,8,0,2,1,6,0,7,33,13,2,0,17,0,0,5,14,7,1,0,40,8,69,13,57,37,8,55,0,2,0,1,45,23,1,4,34,280,102,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058044272104910234,0.0,0.06594067743275714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889375549199841,0.08599492867336997,0.07790033508108757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286697406373221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369403328632194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434977115563075,0.0,0.0,0.062473049430159425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739918859285994,0.06339228484124412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566460125449185,0.0,0.06772463461840714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008665014817474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963868209123715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727810501433115,0.2235722121246507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258505624683826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756785962416919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699725428489915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047082641618765714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244042920906935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910929670794166,0.0,0.0,0.22204376401523868,0.07511744332027892,0.0,0.053645024742643516,0.07505418344589758,0.0,0.07832073931408842,0.07638250124846306,0.0,0.0,0.06158841701492705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272138668249335,0.07901531148734152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354745542724193,0.056092240914927455,0.0,0.3569257874578947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860253516591044,0.0,0.0,0.09985003264923943,0.0,0.1126586397349413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066288782977367,0.16379307828202005,0.0468603013042161,0.04519596207215509,0.0,0.05599688904902899,0.04112950948404672,0.0,0.0,0.13479837718571988,0.0,0.14366584814462405,0.0,0.0,0.07342939355069385,0.0848448867464754,0.24367827623289404,0.0,0.05819873903818836,0.08320670813659979,0.05598737775473688,0.0,0.0,0.06341941086654629,0.06538662583659421,0.06364684134633371,0.0,0.0,0.0679931960999032,0.0,0.10270059957574253,0.0,0.0,0.05010602046346682,0.0,0.0,0.2271110474022949
autism,Yeah_Im_Anxious,2020/04/05,"I’m concerned about my evaluation. Hello, I am 17 and am having an evaluation on the 10th over the phone because of Covid-19.I am concerned as I don’t know what to do if I have autism and I don’t know what to do if I don’t. I am also concerned that the evaluation is over the phone as I have not found any information on the reliability of an over the phone evaluation. I also do not know what to expect and it is causing anxiety.",5.363333333333333,4.768228666666668,7.425555555555558,73.885,67.8888888888889,10.311111111111114,32.44444444444444,9.888512548439397,2.860711111111111,340,13,73,7,5,122,41,90,0.022000000000000002,0.978,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,1,0,14,20,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,13,19,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534526966385089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272707459509096,0.0,0.2556657815174149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372816344775307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433204231483223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366438347915588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510107059282222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FayeFergy,2020/04/05,"I don't have any friends I'm not really sure if the people I thought were my friends are actually my friends.
I'm autistic and I see the way people seem to make friends and hang out with each other (obviously not right now!!!), and I've never really had that. But I thought I had made a group of friends from a pole dancing/aerial arts group. Of course, everyone was super sad when it had to close because of lockdown. Everyone was saying how sad they were and how much they're going to miss each other (and me)...and then I saw them posting screenshots of group video chats. Nobody invited me. This wasnt a one off, and it kept happening. 

 When things were going relatively well, I thought they liked me, I felt I could rely on people if I was struggling. But seeing the way people talk to each other just really rubs my face in how different I am. 

I felt so sad and upset that I've just deleted my Facebook and stopped posting anywhere other than here. It has been 4 days since I was in contact with anyone that isn't someone I work with. I don't have anyone to talk to.",4.160434108527134,5.134756423255811,4.983255813953491,84.86434108527133,70.81395348837209,7.779844961240313,28.286821705426355,8.021203637495839,1.7205100775193802,841,30,171,11,15,273,116,215,0.162,0.797,0.040999999999999995,-0.9701,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,11,15,0,2,6,0,21,1,1,5,3,41,39,19,0,3,8,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,2,6,3,0,3,7,6,1,1,20,7,24,9,20,18,4,21,0,4,3,0,16,7,0,3,8,115,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.116787906266425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138475510367152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673624809008518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295424943735393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555268819292828,0.0,0.0,0.07718204053546836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503744044804047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871382265598306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298181980368312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623124208514571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603088085000095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058303545344169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846834628802949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324167626118495,0.07988561264749677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797668000328515,0.0,0.0923026105229019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109652263824799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318770397377051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292357886766328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300052751008048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022038697937604,0.0,0.0951722944210078,0.0,0.0,0.19073483120539486,0.10894983588188403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989984053362344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140229656310908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005568879265474,0.0,0.1251128327313393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279455977342742,0.0,0.0,0.1923843670061025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950836550006922,0.0,0.0,0.2850315297253401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899887439910063,0.0,0.0,0.10760438065136288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712659309565432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,sociallyawkyward28,2020/04/05,"Anyone who is related to a person with autism, what is the most offensive question asked about them? Mine is: Who's fault was it? ( In question of what parent is responsible for the dope brother God gave me)",4.755384615384617,6.498013256410258,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,70.28205128205127,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,163,6,30,3,3,52,32,39,0.145,0.754,0.10099999999999999,-0.4503,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415730089493316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229843301612682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836231672155943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016665037380604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7740505086332378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Melisanotaku,2020/04/05,"Any nurses/healthcare professionals with ASD here? Basically I want to become a nurse and am hoping to study Nursing Science at University. I just want to see if anyone else with ASD works in nursing or similar occupations and how they find working in it. Do you find any barriers in your work caused by having ASD, or not necessarily?",7.042540983606558,8.28461649180328,7.960778688524588,65.14969262295085,64.40983606557378,10.69016393442623,34.92213114754098,10.686352973137794,4.088078688524591,270,12,44,7,4,91,47,61,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,17,7,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,10,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32524896808610804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721336244113513,0.2450288229090388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411310153613904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456642910302175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997721153268044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43714216794875776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237521561316216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056488819253692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821038154931497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222937845261401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,please_dont_pry,2020/04/05,are there any treatments or therapies for touch aversion? I'm so tired of my partner if 5 years still not being able to touch most of my body. I'm so deprived of touch even though my body seems to reject it. I'm willing to do anything. please help,1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,79.98039215686275,4.864313725490196,23.925490196078428,5.6839178017228535,0.2971066666666662,196,7,42,1,5,61,37,51,0.217,0.6970000000000001,0.085,-0.8309,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,25,4,0,0.2613479413979451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772556215338414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506708748273415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805972924343172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261785046220418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517601614087422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868815583410917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379213503064685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871280359729752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988741476874918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567730254875053,0.0,0.0,0.3003810128016512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682995056314361
autism,kidadok,2020/04/05,"This quarantine is getting the best of my boy. In our town we have been out of school for 2 or 3 weeks now and the first week and a half was great. But due to major change in routine my 7 year old NV son is having the worst time. We give him milk with honey and melatonin every night to get to bed, starting Monday hes been having meltdowns untill 2am every night. Are any other parents experiencing this? I can feel his pain and were trying to experiment to help him, I just wish I could speak his language. I wish he could tell us. Any advice?",2.0848214285714306,3.921907839285717,3.4226428571428578,90.47235714285715,77.75,5.551428571428572,20.128571428571426,6.2581,0.017104285714285794,426,10,91,3,10,139,83,112,0.062,0.797,0.141,0.8541,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,0,0,16,21,7,0,4,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,4,15,2,13,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,1,13,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324757310172638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272109343578657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531752501448614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672567727387178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667651397004892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150788001060706,0.0,0.0,0.1634152093157736,0.0,0.0,0.08446976628869901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142099822847742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456227856015696,0.16025767719184456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418251873473093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111975750202174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354605625241355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529972944688385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776195756192928,0.0,0.18549862644506476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907205906406142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824482294944973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460164390602901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741311921295323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342171405805075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009507327202565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680084058672826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842179204648739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758015747189843
autism,gracewren-,2020/04/05,"My struggles as a 21 year old woman with aspegers Hello my name is grace and since many women and girls are under-diagnosed I would like to seek some help from anyone else that has the same experiences as me. My main issue that I face on a daily bases is understanding my true intentions when it comes to romantic relationships with other people. For instance, I have a best friend who’s been one of the most supportive men in my life. He chased after me for months but I just didn’t feel the same way. I feel like my feelings have changed and I finally told him I liked him too. However when I start to think deeply about it I cannot decided if those feelings are genuine or if I’m masking my true feelings to protect him from myself. If anyone had any advice it would really help!",6.142659498207884,6.152366993548392,6.504731182795703,79.10154121863802,66.16129032258064,9.727598566308245,30.125448028673834,9.444778638647367,2.4775232974910395,624,20,122,11,9,202,106,155,0.011000000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.203,0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,6,0,13,2,1,1,2,30,25,12,0,5,6,0,5,3,1,2,1,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,5,22,9,17,19,6,12,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,6,11,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726771934810987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094440326997938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506456902276906,0.1649010151494112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889554188718206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025211270854715,0.1386346902174168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633496881059056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344438757238142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742921494992768,0.0,0.0,0.4068779475763938,0.11497484731349042,0.0,0.17630079798323886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434106520498725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574802641158933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679784933209284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367596886083113,0.2358799849516763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316687648059255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845996715297578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688783981815934,0.0,0.10905642542210682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115748322369946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310163870039883,0.0,0.0,0.17278824657688507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313039643658628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139134461643298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824837697391806,0.0,0.0,0.18263165975116788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031232069885707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537841027706613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754316542890108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774587994678624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286528832544117,0.0,0.0,0.10363943359925556
autism,nachogirl7875,2020/04/05,"what do you guys think of autism speaks [removed]

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autism,super_nova_91,2020/04/05,CBD oil So my mom ordered CBD oil and it came today and I tried it and It works. For people who have tried CBD oil how does it make you feel?,-2.867083333333333,-1.5039218749999996,-0.6037499999999998,108.89041666666668,111.5,2.1333333333333333,8.458333333333332,3.1291,-2.5413916666666667,108,1,29,0,6,35,22,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40692812987282345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113535788739647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989774002685446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749209366650334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41669608099651945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466594747008512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372466169457916,0.0,0.0,0.48311510556991494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901881856525816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Omegalega,2020/04/05,"Link between PTSD and Autism? I’m not very well educated on this subject but I’ve watched a few documentaries on people with autism and I noticed a strange trend. The child seemed normal for the first couple years of their life, and then suddenly around age 3 or 4, overnight, their parents woke up to what they describe as their child’s previous personality was “gone”.

What are the reasons for this happening in autistic children? Why is there a sudden drastic change in functioning? This looks like a lot like they experienced a severely traumatic event, does it not?",6.186176470588232,8.395600117647056,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,67.43137254901961,9.02156862745098,34.318627450980394,9.516144504307137,3.41866274509804,460,22,79,10,8,140,79,102,0.129,0.81,0.061,-0.8034,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,1,3,3,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,9,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,3,6,3,13,6,2,14,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,3,9,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773881093129625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497935305484324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24577766893418554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438354413455766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893985841245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964248685097088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689382760569764,0.21703862341066646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865294975732398,0.0,0.0,0.1888431783912232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176358531544575,0.0,0.2528913828793212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664410914705096,0.0,0.0,0.1539938710841939,0.19395144097792355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596528524370324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838203504114826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221473585155406,0.0,0.25093861815845714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327682130259956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971752351674246,0.0,0.20043373723703312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304155567110832
autism,everyideaistoolong,2020/04/05,"My mom is on the spectrum, I am NT, looking for some guidance Most of the resources out there seem to be for parents of autistic children, but I can't find anything on NT children with autistic parents. Any links would be greatly appreciated.

My mom explodes into screaming fits, hits herself, breaks things. She often can't talk about things, any hard conversation is met with sarcasm and often escalates. I (22f) have no way of knowing how to handle these things or what is normal. A couple of years ago we found out she is autistic, but sometimes I still feel angry at her for breaking down because of the hurtful things she screams. I was interviewing for new jobs before coronavirus lockdowns started, so I could move out. I am now layed off from my current job. I'm not even sure if this is the right place to be, honestly, I have no experience with autism and nothing to compare my mom to other than TV shows. Is this normal stuff?

Anybody have any thoughts?",6.795484848484848,7.413117033333336,6.328484848484853,78.83590909090913,64.77777777777777,8.101010101010102,36.919191919191924,7.686295010490155,2.8270555555555554,766,37,135,7,11,237,118,180,0.14300000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.046,-0.9494,5,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,19,0,0,1,1,32,29,8,0,5,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,10,10,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,5,18,3,29,19,2,23,0,1,1,0,17,12,0,7,7,100,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318953976626915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605008721382109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105078045008752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783867949392698,0.0,0.1086548419577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195012803769933,0.14128663011773884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433808479243797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490538705136515,0.0,0.0,0.064563934389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670640767812428,0.0,0.0,0.14000556739422246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407787493402935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438521889269955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669485736861134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534253766308885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017512128356053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722749647664334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486471886127639,0.0,0.13571433302226066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332386212180413,0.0,0.0,0.2502183084275761,0.12252206283446587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835694159757865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334089422732469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904661928907797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624424103503612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628874100900592,0.0,0.09037968643898774,0.0,0.10197345222364766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617457680939747,0.0,0.0,0.12034637673027718,0.0,0.0,0.102632438812828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33932642591630024,0.0,0.0,0.10137164985390867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135443147604856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070735978829204,0.0,0.0,0.08222821648203374
autism,Unturned_Fighter,2020/04/05,"I drove on the road today! I'm old enough to the point where I have been taking driving lessons the past month or two. Today was my first lesson on a public road with **actual people!** I drove twice, first to an old Safeway and then to a Library/Fred Meyers. Then I drove my parents to an errand at Fred Meyers just now.

I love it, and I'm definitely going to continue these!

>!tell no one i have no permit yet!<  
>!stupid coronavirus ;(!<",1.7058620689655155,4.250178724137932,2.9938045977011503,89.09415517241379,83.59770114942529,5.319080459770115,21.34367816091953,6.742157984588678,0.5909043678160915,347,11,67,4,10,112,57,87,0.052000000000000005,0.852,0.096,0.6876,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,5,0,8,1,9,7,1,24,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,12,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21321231651005149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575602858432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716907705389537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417150092907188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719353024964292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174394665581065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585318278911403,0.0,0.14805280790945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426045508556355,0.0,0.20857107410294745,0.15147174630725693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065413415571419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642754348685896,0.0,0.1909677354201424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142012713433976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343057376990726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Tstephe,2020/04/05,"How did you know that you were autistic This isn't intended to be offensive, but how did you know and when?",0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.27272727272728,6.56969696969697,20.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.0547696969696978,85,3,19,2,3,27,17,22,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sarkarielscall,2020/04/05,"Anyone have issues when other people cross your personal boundaries? I've been having some issues with people trespassing on my property lately. I realized that I have a big issue with it because my personal boundaries are very important to me ( I do NOT like random people touching me) and I extend that to my property boundaries. So when a random person is trespassing it triggers my anxiety real bad. 

Does anyone else have this same issue?",6.687692307692307,8.910259820512824,7.482564102564106,64.57076923076926,66.17948717948718,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,4.0970615384615385,358,15,46,9,6,119,51,78,0.099,0.852,0.049,-0.5963,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372784633523813,0.0,0.0,0.22617959872865326,0.1657179786155863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504307608298494,0.09859296285806196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153654838925325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351099464245787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.675242813728316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244561993126893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901619903441062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363828108505236,0.4236657629639901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409134703591706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344940695683197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Alexthetallgaybean,2020/04/05,"Penguins anyone? I have many special interests but the one I like most is penguins, to the point where I am drawing the 17 species of penguins.",5.206666666666664,6.833583185185188,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,69.0,6.881481481481483,39.425925925925924,7.1686216300943375,3.0392370370370365,114,7,20,1,2,35,21,27,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396602541547376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771074450269644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750562888644016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843524165734301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361915445626275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,genxer_smash,2020/04/06,"On Quarantine with 7 y/o, non verbal son. He won't stop hitting Me, his mom, a few months ago we were at mcd's play area and he randomly hit a kid. At school they distance him, he takes a dedicated teachers assistance attention all day. At home he's not as bad as some kids but I can't persuade him to stop hitting and I often resort to yelling. Alot.

What can I do.",-0.4411538461538456,1.7392605256410292,2.1263589743589755,93.71030769230772,91.17948717948721,5.684102564102564,21.902564102564106,7.1686216300943375,0.7736471794871802,283,11,65,5,10,97,61,78,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.7507,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,9,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,1,9,4,4,10,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,4,5,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906865365564551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738044404449987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148508568712954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32893642886184665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840628667717794,0.2617473357005745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318785317692201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483214947673046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655947620094634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Gundhams_Harley,2020/04/06,"Suggested ear defenders? While I haven’t been going out very much lately (quarantine), I have still been having issues with noise sensitivity and would like to have a pair for now and when I eventually do go back out. Suggestions are very much appreciated.",5.8610000000000015,8.616530155555555,6.628611111111113,67.57625000000003,69.66666666666667,10.722222222222225,26.805555555555557,10.686352973137794,3.5628888888888888,207,7,34,7,4,68,36,45,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.7490000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,6,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371759085352473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505939011093351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193745161011433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479404844831576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069111872572005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534865503519108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463253467946775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090004498660177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911116442029366,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,xshrekisherex,2020/04/06,Looking for friend :) Looking for a friend on the spectrum so we can relate I would like a girl prefably I like gaming animals and chilling in general and laid back and very humourous,3.1838235294117645,6.140048264705883,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,81.05882352941177,6.9294117647058835,32.029411764705884,8.07648339933343,2.9970823529411765,147,8,24,3,4,47,26,34,0.026000000000000002,0.561,0.413,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,4,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728902925835033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483778616099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467649284681536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59604034403405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282333637277896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521053261110625,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wolehtrab,2020/04/06,"Is it bad that I want my brother to move out? I'm Sixteen years old and currently still live with my Dad. (Divorced - Mom moved away last year) I also live among my brother, he's 20 and has lived with my dad for the last 8 years of his life. He has mild ADHD, but generally seems like a freeloader to me. He leaves his stuff everywhere, steals my things from me constantly, quite literally forgets to turn stovetops off (burnt down a part of the house) jerks off onto anything and doesn't show affection to anyone; although, I try my best to turn the other cheek and go on with my life, going to friends houses, looking for apartments, working when I can, but it's gotten worse as he got older.

Should I feel bad that I want him to move away?",5.256258503401362,5.507144013605443,5.389523809523811,85.51380952380953,68.04761904761905,8.165986394557821,29.258503401360546,7.793537801064563,1.6527360544217684,578,19,120,6,9,182,97,147,0.15,0.753,0.09699999999999999,-0.8599,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,5,0,6,3,1,1,0,18,18,10,0,3,2,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,4,0,0,2,2,18,3,25,15,2,26,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,1,12,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505413453370159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001724841437665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875865470598188,0.0,0.10308047573273332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353767384000005,0.0,0.2091781364000916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145540759193164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135364408325956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633365520974508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677760125755598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237928456875035,0.0,0.10018397235941086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28907252596286137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042115326005374,0.0,0.1326350442204378,0.0,0.0,0.17695340744979576,0.0611969963172339,0.0,0.3318276054993202,0.0,0.10518906539916847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670608446164982,0.0,0.39940307255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314420642391077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564722720817113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323223145826418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403439858520413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003490230949053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339574852471473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321892886669853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504510687134448,0.2724995541357129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776629541280495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119269032412357,0.0,0.1276533267939426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419950905895587
autism,frgonzo77,2020/04/06,"Got diagnosed with autism right before the quarantine. Learning to deal with it and the quarantine. Hello,

I'm a 42 year old male who, as mentioned in the title, got diagnosed with Autism right before the quarantine started, about two weeks before. I already got a weighted compression vest and weighted blanket to help deal with my sensory issues and to help me calm down. 

My partner is also autistic so it makes it easier for me to express how I feel to someone who understands how it is to live with autism. I openly stim in front of her, the first person I ever did this to, and trying to express everything during this time. She is very helpful to help me.

I am posting this for ideas and whatnot on what I can do to make my transition to understanding autism now, and what they do calm during the quarantine. 

Thank you",6.253935483870965,7.175386038709679,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,66.03225806451613,9.55483870967742,32.91935483870968,9.642632912329526,3.1937612903225805,656,27,114,13,10,210,88,155,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.9589,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,0,8,0,8,4,0,4,1,22,19,11,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,11,12,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,16,3,25,15,0,17,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0,8,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397505373758748,0.10433548164122183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330568349958212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690142523760434,0.0,0.2648452306219295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180160799069323,0.0,0.0,0.11725652828817568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596871111929077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109763004612365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130423418625115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498007034709344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472828713596369,0.0,0.13617504667123126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520593150755408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741772555659942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369045721240319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139199191198142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495260168244215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228384931771468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105453982144858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923461601615386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201177153664223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607713626938369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857943638410877,0.0,0.12744860706634653,0.2716442792249272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076500414436483,0.0,0.0,0.1046538298908836,0.31775057120585704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840173311972447
autism,Navoko,2020/04/06,"Stonks. When you have a special kind of autism and can see if your crush likes you or not, only judged by her  facial expression. Stonks, she doesn't like you. Not stonks.",0.8527272727272717,3.4138560909090927,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,94.15151515151516,3.852121212121212,12.66060606060606,5.6839178017228535,-1.2726921212121207,133,2,29,1,5,38,28,33,0.102,0.746,0.152,0.4195,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774079227024754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417840249979543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217087263561564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418505529842604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Notborntodrown,2020/04/06,"How would you feel about a Special Interests sub? (Asking for Opinions) Hello, how interested would people be for a sub dedicated to special interests? There you could post your accomplishments, the most recent thing you're obsessed with, or a cool new fact that you learned.

I keep hearing about how families don't care, or how people are too busy or indifferent to whatever you're super excited about, and I have experienced this as well. But I don't want to create a sub where one's not needed, so I wanted to ask all of you. What do you think?",5.699052197802197,6.8013520096153846,6.429285714285713,75.43,67.36538461538461,9.78901098901099,30.241758241758237,9.957137785484203,2.949691208791209,435,16,80,10,7,143,71,104,0.08199999999999999,0.682,0.23600000000000002,0.953,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,0,2,12,11,0,1,5,1,9,0,0,4,2,25,19,11,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,10,10,12,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,5,2,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266559833684091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265616188305746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821921249542112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151183782901705,0.0,0.11538033966358947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718809483964444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028268454006275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920090182617795,0.0,0.22038850691019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462827959405528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316398126713303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854411552620875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253113053454393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160011022239128,0.14621572292641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691861932952607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517131580505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242009980155007,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,holy_rakshasa,2020/04/06,"School at home, lots of background noise For obvious reasons, I'm currently attending school from home. This means a lot of background noise from my younger siblings and parents. I understand they can't lessen their noise, but I'm really sensitive (especially under stress) and am having trouble working (and feel five seconds away from screaming at all times). I try to get away; someone comes near. I try to calm down for five minutes; someone's on a call in the next room. I feel incredibly irritated and frustrated. I have noise-canceling headphones but they don't do enough, even playing music, and I can't focus with music playing anyways. Does anyone have any tips? 

Thanks so much.",6.540894308943088,8.421897073170733,6.048943089430896,76.03650406504067,66.07317073170732,9.043902439024393,35.61788617886179,9.444778638647367,3.5949447154471548,552,27,90,11,9,170,84,123,0.128,0.784,0.08800000000000001,-0.8012,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,3,8,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,2,18,17,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,4,0,3,0,3,10,4,19,17,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,3,59,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456676206980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177995651910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165700483735738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202878571581634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512374203468384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474310145796538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407664926674032,0.0,0.1112741913053419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703690474904238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801968571928798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379823782471311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864578018743402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351543717458535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238463315738764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917192224383333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706825937113866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792750064680497,0.1732173126474884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34100539075177383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28549161987104804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298414876741166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510641640927073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823739938299264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287629081718741,0.0,0.0,0.17538533163125675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264964916866257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Takumivk,2020/04/06,"Please help my friend's Masters research study on the relationships between obsessive compulsion tendencies and unhelpful thinking styles in autism. Taking the survey will help a lot! Hey Reddit!

I have a friend who is currently doing a research study on the relationships between obsessive-compulsive tendencies and unhelpful thinking styles in individuals who self-identify as being on the autistic spectrum and who do not identify as being on the Autistic Spectrum.

I really want to help support her research, so figured r/autism would be a great place to get some data from! All I ask is all participants be over the age of 18 and answer as honestly as possible!

The online questionnaire can be completed in your own time any time up until Tuesday 30th June. You will confirm your consent in taking part prior to the start of the questionnaire and you will be able to opt out at any time. All data will be kept confidential and stored securely in accordance with GDPR.

Interested in taking part? If you are please visit this link to the research survey! https://cccusocialsciences.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_22V7b5IFamADBJz

Many thanks in advance to everyone that participates 😊",9.426142191142187,11.269800984848487,8.46717171717172,61.48486013986015,59.35353535353535,11.950893550893552,38.96814296814297,11.661520659325953,5.371382595182595,977,47,134,29,13,304,117,198,0.009000000000000001,0.807,0.184,0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,2,1,9,0,1,14,0,19,0,0,0,3,23,31,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,8,32,18,8,28,0,0,0,0,19,16,0,3,10,97,15,4,0.14638307708707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909102421762506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684841681353166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534798712712085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987530326565328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619040447710084,0.0,0.0764791160392957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138785926615803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943524728458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444965743105625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840946443383884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31703721511714883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293915950622325,0.3213693212571376,0.0,0.16502492495418178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377674753489144,0.0,0.0,0.31432128490843164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527094743646759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036106953917938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661137811604658,0.0,0.0,0.33018556911227875,0.0,0.0,0.1347698701951227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759273021560885,0.0,0.0,0.2560714482929867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863405315207055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398633802699696,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bonkmultipletimes,2020/04/06,"I’m trying to learn more about autism, how would you all describe or explain autism? Also if you all have any good sources I could look into for learning more about the topic, I would be delighted to learn and educate myself.

A bit of backstory, I’m a member of a school organisation, we strive to make education better for students with differences (I’m not really sure on the actual term), whether that be autism, ADHD, ADD, etc. This year our focus is on autism, unfortunately I don’t know too much on it so I am reaching out to learn more. 

Lastly, (I am extremely very sorry for not knowing and for asking) is the phrase “autistic” considered derogatory? I hear it used a lot as an insult so I’m not really sure on whether or not I should be using the word. Sorry for asking this, especially since these kinda questions can be uncomfortable. 

Thank you all very much!",5.65218181818182,6.6726366424242425,6.493939393939401,75.22090909090913,67.42424242424242,9.636363636363637,28.93939393939393,9.800150414767053,2.7227575757575764,686,23,125,15,11,227,102,165,0.098,0.821,0.081,-0.2029,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,3,0,1,7,6,1,0,9,0,15,0,0,4,5,40,30,12,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,13,5,21,22,12,9,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,6,3,90,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.14979129100932131,0.0,0.18447400986643914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227517914557864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043834753544262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28699864094592226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575595007051736,0.1675793727388104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255515987398645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037208156198965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119014292003956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287463114525146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300269201361032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687162806681891,0.12512084369731374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889913162956435,0.0,0.0,0.13049797498777874,0.0,0.0,0.10246068650499668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567645739522205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719521840969169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666869169202889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553475334302245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697461079017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34365547774720023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28933890960843484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141319755416542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421463850316193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651448879115703,0.0,0.2533028118456814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808025540665527,0.0,0.0,0.09884727377077876
autism,beingrightmatters,2020/04/06,"New Upstairs neighbors autistic child and their parenting. A new 4 person family has recently moved into the two bedroom apartment above me.  Their kids are between 4 and 6, the youngest is the one with autism.  I am not a parent, so I don't really know how to navigate this.  The child screams at the top of it's lungs from 6 in the morning until 10 at night, and with this screaming comes jumping up and down in place, stomping and throwing itself onto the ground.  I have PTSD from a car accident that killed my fatherand almost myself, so loud noises not only wake me up but make my heart race so I can't fall back asleep.  I can't have normal conversation in my home, watch television, sleep, talk on the phone, my whole life feels under siege to this child and it's parents.  Can anyone offer advice or resources here? I don't know what to do, I have no rights here, no standing, and no sanctuary in my own home, and the child's parents dont do any form of parenting that affects this child's behavior. Thanks.",5.826515151515152,6.133305035353537,5.922777777777778,81.98750000000003,66.82828282828282,8.822222222222223,30.641414141414145,8.59863814320734,2.2330929292929302,799,28,155,11,12,253,124,198,0.08900000000000001,0.883,0.027999999999999997,-0.8608,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,0,12,0,15,6,5,3,0,24,21,15,1,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,7,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,6,10,3,0,2,0,5,17,1,24,21,3,31,0,0,1,0,19,18,0,2,6,105,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199680313708253,0.0,0.0,0.12501394064374025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489868211448465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729432217245756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599787375850148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754266088762918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463170672349367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176924792077101,0.0,0.06312523520662866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794157932935262,0.0,0.0,0.2504588414012834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812217141523875,0.0,0.13722277239142894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818150890733707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833348116000501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269016632915304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115159265619546,0.0,0.11715830064805348,0.12232130617481825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459800471580113,0.09495002566777007,0.0,0.0,0.6931263657596896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900958298479632,0.13043614735320488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593678202264826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997871636837174,0.0,0.1232690871435498,0.0,0.0,0.10661669794837532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493486871789786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034544674516446,0.0,0.1149402331247153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195513844847135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393846573096042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NovaRiven,2020/04/06,"I think i have autism Never been diagnosed but it would explain all the difficulties in my life, from what ive read i relate a lot. where can i be diagnosed? anything online people know of?",2.289594594594593,4.83780491891892,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,80.8918918918919,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.5186270270270272,150,5,28,3,4,50,32,37,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,8,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696582315609706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.665190201002094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008803935518047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314548054925557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27858751226966216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273218257597835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717669664108206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277753744592725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099684045317376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277922831585074,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,privlaged-and-white,2020/04/06,How do I get a diagnosis? I’ve been doing a lot of research on autism and I think I have it. How do I get diagnosed?,-2.7038888888888906,-1.0201459259259202,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,100.85185185185185,5.662962962962964,17.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.34248888888888906,88,3,23,2,4,34,19,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625430078746855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791361554054338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711959282395029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551352911272382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NoetherFan33,2020/04/06,"How can I break cyclic behavior? Hello,

I'm an adult male with a high-functioning form of autism. I'm stuck in some pretty self-destructive behavior patterns that have ruined my life, and no matter what I try, I always seem to rebound into them. How can I break out of these cycles and forge new, more productive ones? I'm looking for practical, concrete implementation steps.",6.016521739130432,7.704975000000005,6.209391304347829,75.12365217391306,67.1159420289855,9.577971014492757,29.74202898550725,9.888512548439397,3.0461281159420293,301,11,51,7,5,96,55,69,0.11599999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.065,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,8,8,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759427394862104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778779066324341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25261947076238106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003367543364942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454215541623865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235356645253475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638596340034949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325592028257198,0.3731079826569839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428215449297241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,LauraTheToaster,2020/04/06,"Showering Is hard (wanting advice) I'm terrible at asking for help, so I figured I'd try to reach out to a community that understands me.

I'm 21 and was diagnosed at around 17. So I've been spending the past couple of years realising that the world doesn't experience things the way I do, and that it's okay for me to stim to take care of myself.

I'd say I'm pretty good at handling life, but my biggest obstacle is showers. It's too loud, especially how everything just seems louder in a bathroom. I really dislike the feeling of water on my skin. I don't like the feeling and smell of wet hair, and it just makes showering so miserable that I end up crying at the end of it because I'm so sensory overloaded.

I want to be able to shower, but it's so overwhelming that I avoid it, and I know I shouldn't. I was just really hoping that someone had some kind of advice, or maybe could relate to what I'm experiencing.",5.25396518375242,5.111706872340427,7.018007736943911,75.1877272727273,68.04255319148936,10.666150870406193,31.984526112185684,10.436869588844218,3.2274936170212762,724,28,146,18,11,254,110,188,0.136,0.755,0.109,-0.882,4,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,8,1,12,5,2,2,0,28,29,14,0,5,6,0,6,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,14,7,1,1,6,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,10,15,6,24,22,1,16,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,4,5,92,29,0,0.16855922450298166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294282467063209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500534464385029,0.1575801210875529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275213874685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718573632642137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458082497670154,0.18650757586485986,0.18515439318510707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108406472672485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985868837623671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149016222174128,0.16488326554323654,0.0,0.0,0.17045721709344375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413794802748616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099595674884927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298169510838825,0.0,0.0,0.16741734302654832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552849372754506,0.0926357415822897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905836515494685,0.08234952283685544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251459123956924,0.0,0.16934039691288671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090885266190386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714853294545992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596671084446006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404506079665365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534499873457809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281968392601802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673555937192404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198325891097588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144406489194362,0.0,0.0,0.1754760972679334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988411956615508,0.13379446662437955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854661414866272
autism,Optimus_Pyrrha,2020/04/06,"Would apes make good service animals for individuals with autism? As someone with autism myself, I'm not saying that anyone with the disability is automatically an animal. I'd like to think that there is this bridge that can connect apes and autism to a developmental level. I have this image in my mind involving a non-verbal individual communicating with a mountain gorilla through sign language while occasionally petting it because he/she likes the texture of its fur.",9.289629629629632,10.610623641975312,9.811950617283953,53.56977777777779,59.49382716049383,11.912098765432098,39.65679012345679,11.602472056035307,5.243022716049382,389,19,56,11,5,131,65,81,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,11,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797037990532269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438489273685328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33551841389772913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390859850860116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670169470113972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40390690953966735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318112544351422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389362708864964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256317135038145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841632531874121,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,socialzombie05,2020/04/06,"Just want to vent a little bit. Hello everyone!  I'm 19 years old, I live in the UK and I live alone.  

Sorry for the wall of text!

Before the virus I would go to asda around 10pm to do some shopping.  It was quiet, I didn't have to worry about any new rules and I got in to the routine of going most Wednesday nights to stock up my cupboard.  I'd struggle to go outside but I pushed myself to do it for my health and wellbeing.

Now?  I can't go outside.  The last time I went outside was around 2 weeks ago and when I did I had a massive meltdown in the middle of the street and sobbed all the way home without any shopping done.

I can't even think about going to Asda.  There's too much to keep track of with the arrows on the floor and the 2 meter apart rule.  I also have a habit of touching things on the shelves especially if I want to see what it is properly and I can't do that, I also have to stick to going in one direction.  I find that very difficult!  I'll sometimes forget things I need or want to put things back once I add up the amount.  My brain hurts just thinking about it.

I don't want to go outside.  Even though we are allowed to go out to do one form of exercise for an hour and go shopping for essentials, I'm scared.  I'm scared of all the police around, I'm scared of being stopped and having to explain myself and I just don't like the atmosphere and the change.

I'm very lonely, my sleep schedule is horrible (it's 4:20am while writing this), I'm depressed and I feel hopeless.  I've been crying everyday.

Is anyone else in this kind of situation?  Feel free to share your experience or advice. :)",1.6238191244239637,3.4838593273809515,3.176382488479266,91.59442396313366,79.23809523809524,5.883102918586791,22.148233486943163,6.828538100315305,0.4861310675883255,1258,38,274,13,31,414,174,336,0.166,0.78,0.054000000000000006,-0.9916,1,3,0,0,0,1,35.0,1,1,0,0,20,14,0,4,20,0,26,4,2,1,2,48,55,21,0,7,8,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,13,19,0,2,6,4,4,12,7,10,0,2,9,5,29,5,50,44,8,50,0,5,1,0,6,20,1,5,18,176,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923197409659953,0.08374626417802654,0.0,0.0,0.09784746408887288,0.0,0.15110302475777218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849229061119866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605901960978341,0.09680065983487714,0.0,0.25230796893880875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264533668732916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039114848959747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314207966962732,0.0,0.0,0.10546518982577384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994187624337424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377619884431817,0.0,0.0,0.08137105952703902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668058399169853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892162379371442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479950963456625,0.0,0.0,0.09027477851986844,0.0,0.09241454257047438,0.0,0.0,0.09553865696210326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634831159189202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832301672103458,0.0,0.07556017695453164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004223596253108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476598880557656,0.0,0.09303870778282974,0.0,0.10113729290364012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397359750341915,0.0,0.09838102976958447,0.0,0.07700962128002134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046155645078907175,0.0946886303716003,0.16684606662083445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944989340811182,0.07005191250252048,0.0,0.09124440966924828,0.0,0.08865825734540764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913547446038098,0.10061264386549798,0.1280372219725623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949733296504192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837574520398076,0.0,0.0752842326849242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619370234447376,0.09454308982749944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343805345520388,0.1057568723566914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789852142779837,0.0,0.09876563763094924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829469953265385,0.12107135267466425,0.0928210714663057,0.0,0.0550890513197734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590330941653666,0.2228948836097598,0.07498974738773803,0.07578203502896426,0.0,0.0,0.08757914284720887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107039486565856,0.0,0.0,0.09594380748028652,0.0,0.06711223078923904,0.0,0.0,0.06083871314091601
autism,plumbeck,2020/04/06,"Was anyone else really talkative as a child? Bit of backstory. I'm a 25yo Female and I've been put on the waiting list for an autism assessment. Alot of the symptoms have clicked with me and I had somewhat of an eureka moment, however, there's a few things that didn't seem to click.

When I was a child, I was really talkative to other people. I was constantly being told off for speaking in class (when it wasn't appropriate) and it always came up on my school reports, even when I was a teenager. Although, I was nicknamed 'Hermione' by my parents as I often spoke like an adult and was very serious.

I've noticed alot of people saying they were very shy as a child or didn't really speak much. I just wondered if anyone experienced the opposite?",4.304445828144459,5.811604986301376,5.589103362391032,78.63167496886676,71.05479452054793,9.144707347447072,29.02615193026152,9.573946990214177,2.7792,592,23,110,14,11,198,92,146,0.033,0.948,0.019,-0.1891,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,14,0,15,1,0,0,0,16,22,13,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,16,7,12,1,18,5,6,12,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,8,6,81,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938566424029638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787363673865844,0.19626649730682655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091239330003592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908315947052426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699843503640905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600161681767641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651753956722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358207687867746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408119256706911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808192903793192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212694566719574,0.0,0.0,0.265594502143123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256152571532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681371665781432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232893588868845,0.0,0.19385970147690826,0.0,0.17438071306465516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909469192704293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725788302736396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830350599414033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160990483941042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772874174136632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,robo-baby,2020/04/06,"What is the first step in getting diagnosed? Hey y’all, I’m 18F in the USA and I think I may be autistic. I want to see someone to find out if I am right, but I don’t know where to start. Thoughts? Tips?",-1.8284057971014496,0.024704130434782808,0.4826086956521749,105.25768115942031,94.65217391304348,3.936231884057971,18.536231884057973,5.46131890053228,-0.7483507246376808,154,5,42,1,6,51,37,46,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.1754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,6,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799529153450195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421451066953942,0.31841818556018403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558013125017715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573055787258665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196891064827714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983049853505523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31718182148070123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649637502770981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398655521743771,0.0,0.2971886003964026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207987403823182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,XxbubbleslucyxX,2020/04/06,"I’ve been trying to avoid my secret stress reliever for months now. Tonight I caved because I can’t sleep. Sometimes I play music box lullabies when I’m stressed, sensory seeking or can’t sleep. 

While living in uni I either avoided it or turned it down low so no one could hear. 

It’s 2:25 in the morning, my sleep patterns are fucked and sometimes you just do what you gotta do to revert for comfort reasons. 

I’m partly ashamed.",2.888735294117648,5.141438976470589,3.4078676470588256,89.5541544117647,76.88235294117645,5.661764705882352,28.27205882352941,6.6274283507984215,1.3342058823529417,343,15,66,3,8,107,64,85,0.23800000000000002,0.682,0.08,-0.927,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,5,1,0,7,4,3,1,0,10,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,8,3,7,10,2,9,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,2,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718942538062853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349023133353176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772536907215325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166716052249155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975391276205767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344636732967992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302686952663976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818021640419007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765761442613286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771449006096727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802660858871096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44042695137583976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052024075231125,0.2091049604093963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,amamiyahibiya,2020/04/06,"what stims have you been using to reduce anxiety during the coronavirus self-isolation/quarantine? i've noticed myself pressure stimming even more than usual. i'm curious if anyone has started picking up new stims, or if you've noticed an increase in your other stims? i personally think that stimming is a really good way to relieve stress during this situation",8.798809523809524,10.226598047619053,8.90805555555556,59.24875,60.58730158730158,11.37936507936508,41.14682539682539,11.20814326018867,5.537130158730159,299,16,38,8,4,98,52,63,0.10099999999999999,0.738,0.161,0.6063,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737361096348973,0.0,0.0,0.17126333883333295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177639958202675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054387677203282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365584948450788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577172843281908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386666030721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569108008398419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551926835036765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753157424076301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336533433781454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28057072711788206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694362570482415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154407619665305,0.26975986783940953,0.0,0.0,0.19441697124415333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FentonBlustery,2020/04/07,"Getting called pedantic I doesn't upset me, but does anyone else get labelled pedantic? Often I encounter people who expect others to understand ""what they mean"" which is completely at odds with what they say.

Even if I can hazard a guess what a person ""means"" I am always aware that my guess could be wrong. So I ask for clarification - and end up being criticised.",7.331567164179107,7.882892567164178,7.145485074626865,73.66658582089553,63.62686567164179,9.088059701492536,30.182835820895523,8.841846274778883,2.4803761194029854,290,9,48,4,4,92,56,67,0.12,0.856,0.024,-0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,15,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,1,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719533183960572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449781593464925,0.21174222702362214,0.0,0.0,0.1931943079750592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110176194073052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166735882574737,0.0,0.0,0.16499701338368974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084497657732373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263353794186245,0.0,0.18303478249915006,0.0,0.0,0.13649352259868608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593716963329887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455307041967444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502152417798704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326839307958394,0.1804429688580572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643401628286336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513489737075964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594454319947535,0.0,0.0
autism,ZeroDayStrike,2020/04/07,"On Autism ... CMPML, Department of System Failure!

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Bell's Inequality is just a strange and backwards way of saying : Pure chance cannot be defined.

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Remember that Lilith does not have a cui bono motivation.

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(Mind Science : From logical trivialism to even worse ...)

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(Within the Autism concept lies rejection of their version of empathy, which isn't Love-based. They feel not.)

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Remember the Holy Oath of the CMPML :

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I swear to eternally Work to banish the Evil Snake so help me God.

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Amen and Amen and ...

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autism,Stormcloud_53,2020/04/07,"Question Hello,

I am a parent of a child who is about to be assessed for Autism. She will be 6 in the fall. We’ve been on the wait list for 12 months (normal wait time in my area). The appointment is over the phone first, then a video call, if need be an in-person appointment will happen.

I am wondering if there is anyone who has been through this process, if they could give me some idea of what to expect? 
What questions should I prepare for, or ask? 

Thank you in advance.",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.1025000000000027,94.1925,75.66666666666666,6.0500000000000025,22.416666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.3280666666666665,368,10,81,3,8,114,69,96,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,16,23,5,0,8,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,1,14,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,8,4,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635918770640289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872316391287014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389016624862781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679985544974614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990082092225041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443795293312646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689208543572454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641149538830392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674647231579827,0.0,0.0,0.1734800777533067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923337490987425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597874418296868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042868522791098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241826319936146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154010480762049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364252961111709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372212954851603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,octopus_or_squid,2020/04/07,"Hearing issues and autism  Hi, I'm a journalist reporting a story about the challenges that autistic children with hearing issues face - in terms of learning sign language, getting a diagnosis, access to interventions for autism, etc.  The issues could be anything from hypersensitivity to sound, being hard of hearing or deaf. I've spoken with researchers and clinicians, but would like to get in touch with someone (or the parent of a child) who has experience with this.  If you're interested, please DM me a little about your experience. Thank you for reading!",8.995508771929828,10.430024147368425,8.471315789473685,62.528377192982475,60.157894736842096,10.12280701754386,38.99122807017544,10.125756701596842,4.406122807017544,454,22,64,9,6,144,69,95,0.012,0.838,0.149,0.9223,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,5,2,1,0,0,14,12,6,0,3,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,17,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,2,43,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664249550639007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257498187282532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518624689296312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248515669941999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350536087117874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874545636285222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614409572286657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199296407021822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811221546548102,0.16642267059479238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843754927349179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226969317021055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609188924955828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406910457775271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287372667037707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795499241764405,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,garlic_moon,2020/04/07,"What could I give to my ''very autistic'' brother for his 18th birthday? (some kind of dj thing?) trigger warning: bad English (not a native speaker)

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This is my first post here, so I apologize for anything (long rambling text, possible grammar mistakes..). It is so nice there is so many people here giving good advice and supporting each other!

I am somewhere on the spectrum (like a lot of my family), but my younger brother is ''very much'' on the spectrum.. I know we are all different and unique, but he is that kid who even the most experienced professionals sometimes can't handle..

He doesn't talk (although he is very loud and I am sure he understands everything), has lots of anxiety and agression (bites himself, sometimes others, to the point of bleeding), energy, and a certain rythm in everthing he does. Things get 'too much'' easily (duh..) and he can destroy pretty much everything in seconds. He is the most amazing kid though in my opinion and I really want to give my brother something special for his birthday, but it is very hard to come up with something that he 1) even will look at 2) doesn't break and maybe 3) stimulate him in a positive way.

Popular items have always been slime, play-dough, balls/skippy balls,.. and he loves food but it triggers him too much, he can't stop eating so you have to lock fridges and stuff like that..

He has some kind of music player, which is loaded with various songs, and he likes to press the buttons all the time. In a way, I think he is ''mixing''. He used to do that with these music-playing toys/books as well when he was little and it can keep him busy for hours.

My idea was to get him some kind of ''dj thing'', if you get what I mean. I have never been into this kind of music, and have no idea if what I look for exists. Like those synthezisers for kids from my childhood, that play random tunes (he broke mine I think lol). But then a thing that overlays the sounds and where you control the way they go, start and stop them,... (I once saw a band that had one of these but I have no idea what that is called.. sorry, I guess I am a 26 year old grandma)

Of course it has to be operated in a intuitive way, and ideally have a ''volume-lock''..  I can imagine since electronic music is so popular these days, there must be some kind of ''toy mixing table''? What would be the correct term and does somebody have ''autism-related experience'' with that?

Also I thought about getting him some music ''off that nature'' before (on a memory card, to put in the thing he has now). Just to see if he would like it. He has strong dislikes and likes with music, and I think it is the voices that sometimes really turn him off or on. He enjoys only a few calm, darker voices, male and female (folk/pop, childrens music), and some classical music.

So he has never been exposed to ''edm'' and I somehow think he could like it. Maybe you guys have any recommendations about where to start looking - genres, artists... Ideally stuff thats not super hardcore and that has little to no lyrics.. I think the ''looping'' shape of that music could be calming if you understand what I mean? Please share if you have any personal experience!

Any other ideas for a present are also very much appreciated. I don't care how cheap or expensive things are (obviously I can't buy him a yacht but I am willing to spend all I can if it possibly makes him happy)",5.078914141414142,6.090688614197532,5.43172278338945,82.35070707070709,68.72222222222223,8.298316498316499,28.924803591470265,8.507472789574589,2.0399771604938275,2634,92,506,39,44,839,302,648,0.052000000000000005,0.772,0.17600000000000002,0.9981,1,0,2,0,0,0,123.0,1,6,2,6,27,38,1,0,27,2,65,4,0,7,10,109,101,52,0,16,18,3,2,7,0,5,1,6,0,7,48,32,2,4,16,8,4,3,13,4,1,3,8,14,54,34,58,81,23,50,0,1,5,1,62,22,0,22,26,349,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058098845330605386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509245988484777,0.04947141432373866,0.12883917357050614,0.14448893253834325,0.12129454069544487,0.0,0.04548299637208204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892648958100103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049642533362418126,0.0,0.0,0.05059191948737397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071031473357806,0.0,0.060618447064221564,0.0,0.0,0.05121531270234507,0.0,0.0,0.06668396137385635,0.14241020215410627,0.0,0.0,0.038343627315957036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211793551736451,0.0,0.0,0.10405913474745407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083742045813681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853907876826431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068688382617724,0.1163170121345618,0.056048986286803784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057248614650359,0.07189335494586561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242513641082406,0.17110427720250015,0.033789709125252164,0.04986812539322515,0.0,0.0,0.06549650663270877,0.05886990636455409,0.0,0.06329107009965901,0.05326010033692627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058551306975883274,0.0,0.0,0.2684703289078994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284643351634498,0.0,0.30956673904415083,0.032674973540282704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332734467842914,0.1191792791652827,0.0,0.05261590135806617,0.14978195460500865,0.0,0.0,0.10109321668066172,0.0536605580077758,0.0,0.03968674756473817,0.06027814963565741,0.1194612984992262,0.1295280891855405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853173401077572,0.0,0.09171089216159473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238813646120765,0.0633177516864779,0.040288321209026534,0.04521829026298458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121868713932808,0.0519139087134192,0.0,0.06526385668510806,0.056204296487820084,0.13405340633697752,0.056941560416876036,0.0604872213118542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059768807106214975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761769317316475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047378024947078164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049181881338602663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154289669894436,0.17640787199629254,0.06655512792180794,0.08416526566559106,0.0,0.0,0.0994142682751152,0.0,0.0,0.1361237527530426,0.0,0.0674689541905815,0.056035737500775784,0.0,0.0,0.0477877652542005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369959991276397,0.1904821688029706,0.058414343650815985,0.047200716096050775,0.03466875273421964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467008665548217,0.0,0.12378973249949078,0.0,0.05135012556310623,0.0,0.2452834617369972,0.035068164274303634,0.1887707954668605,0.0,0.0,0.05345728411215296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447040850888192,0.0,0.14448893253834325,0.03828714149218737
autism,Voshi_The_Weirdo,2020/04/07,"Anyone got some good memes? I and my friend run an autism, add and adhd positivity and support Instagram account and we are looking for memes to post but it's hard to find em. If you finds some please leave the link to them in the comments, I would be appreciated. Thanks -Felix🐝",3.0812727272727263,5.242660036363642,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,75.9090909090909,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,0.9949272727272728,222,7,45,3,5,72,46,55,0.045,0.654,0.301,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,7,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,5,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144647581264232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295892251151627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783054348327478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215805102167972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219468193486424,0.2092735956731214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439617819359398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770604115865556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197286993433064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872243665406249,0.0,0.0,0.2505981787053022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969289375902001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090159224989574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858759258777265,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Idiotnationbillie,2020/04/07,"strong smells and issues with food the other day in my kitchen there was some boiled egg left uncovered, even though i said to my parents please don’t leave it out because the smell is too much, and it often makes me either throw up or have a panic attack. i came down at lunch and the egg was being crushed up while someone else was preparing another strong, unpleasant smelling food. parents got annoyed at me because i couldn’t cope with all the smells at once.. later on at dinner my dad got angry because i have a very limited diet and didn’t want to try something new due to issues with textures and how food looks. now i’m just sat here wondering if i was being an asshole or if i should have just forced myself into eating new things 😢",5.736870748299317,6.107128809523811,5.630340136054425,83.78727891156463,67.02721088435375,8.165986394557821,29.258503401360546,7.793537801064563,1.7639605442176869,593,19,115,6,9,185,99,147,0.158,0.777,0.065,-0.9245,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,2,1,7,0,14,11,0,2,1,28,24,12,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,11,11,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,10,6,12,2,17,10,4,21,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,7,7,78,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488674040424707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571920628615704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526874623321521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803343210836618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911034020607686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413857689991842,0.11542605242191528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126215382339888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501239066272394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101960215515945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884340290166362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630556173329567,0.1501256821008475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603076239676258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223174291845793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157326537241863,0.0,0.0,0.26689724583513097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715004262306353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621165828011324,0.306850170051692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167277796773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143443860212692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707377884449345,0.1063725479213843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179619312713576,0.0,0.13575455427694127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381059286866006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400743358055718,0.08149818542559527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984303715666145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,strawberriessecond,2020/04/07,"He’s only sticking to his comfort foods The title says it all, my bf is only sticking to his comfort foods (mashed potatoes, strawberry milkshake, mushroom stew, sunny side up egg, and sweet tea) and won’t eat anything else. He’s normally a super adventurous eater and a wonderful cook but recently he’s been super stressed. I begged him to at least try some of my dinner and he did but he needed to be held after. How can I help him? Can you guys offer and any advice or insight?",3.43531914893617,5.388188436170214,4.683989361702128,82.40875,74.21276595744679,6.827659574468084,27.707446808510642,7.645422480735847,1.7882170212765955,379,15,69,5,8,125,69,94,0.03,0.743,0.226,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,1,3,0,7,7,0,1,1,16,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,5,7,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,6,8,5,3,5,1,0,0,0,15,3,0,3,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130214393100509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400616971692915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636406588944315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231733548265982,0.18918515547501816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476925915955033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423916374514266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179688810799066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792333103474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189079228994896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444786044593395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223610066524714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800966349076112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25941860475764794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537570697834197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559514673265945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kittensnotcops,2020/04/07,ADHD and Autism Hi! So I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child and have had feelings that I might be autistic as well. Does anyone have good resources on autism and ADHD?,1.535,4.132263030303033,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,85.36363636363637,4.512121212121213,20.37121212121212,5.985473137389443,0.1856121212121216,132,4,25,1,4,42,25,33,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8456594058601702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400452908165927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806580298060775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052584326517536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185967679865731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967314697039596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882308711366924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108908242858219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,QishengLi,2020/04/07,"IRB Approved Research Study - Earn a $10 Amazon gift card while helping to create more inclusive technology! Have you ever taken any **online quiz** to quantify how your experience with autism **(undiagnosed preferred)** affects your life or compares to the experience of others? Do you feel that participating in online communities is an important part of your experience with autism? If you answered yes to either of these questions, we would like to invite you to join our **IRB approved interview study**!

I am Qisheng Li ([https://homes.cs.washington.edu/\~liqs/](https://homes.cs.washington.edu/~liqs/)), a researcher (Ph.D. student) at the University of Washington. My colleague and I are studying how we can improve the design of online tests and their discussion on forums, like Reddit, to better support communication within the related communities.

📢Our interview will take about **30 min** (remotely), and you will be compensated with a **$10 Amazon gift card**! To sign up for an interview slot, please fill out our survey below:

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We will go through the survey results very soon and let you know if you are selected for the study! Feel free to reply or send me a private message if you have any questions!",7.046704008401893,11.153168482233507,6.0471276037108375,63.80700507614213,79.91370558375634,7.590337826010853,29.635743042184487,8.326086129247049,3.3565936985821807,1049,45,134,24,29,317,126,197,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,5,11,1,4,5,5,0,0,12,1,14,1,0,4,1,31,21,12,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,21,6,28,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,26,7,0,7,6,95,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612912972595683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991122485713706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378016119784126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637797162544549,0.0,0.0,0.19427951278105066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918410112367292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877148326786295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558207535942914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645189796298745,0.13569740002344052,0.1877166065162944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804319416974276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108859683169752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43042837093461817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180112616461576,0.0,0.0,0.1444475226491208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585160392531612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647388307493902,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Uncle-Hermie,2020/04/07,"I’m struggling, hard Big emotions and stuff warning

So the past couple days I’ve been getting burned out because of doing stuff online with my friends. It’s really awful cuz it’s so painful to the point I’m nearly crying and also I’ve never had this happen so often before. I don’t want to shut myself off from them for good because they’re a big part of my life, but I’m also getting really frustrated with them. I almost never get to talk if I’m in a voice chat with them and if I try to I’m either ignored or ridiculed for something any of them could get away with. I’ve also been constantly fighting the urge to completely remove my online presence.
The beginning of my day was pretty fun but now I’m going to bed a mess again and I’m really questioning what’s worth it and if I should just give up. I’m really struggling and I don’t know what to do at this point.",2.967681498829037,4.234139573770491,4.596381733021079,85.39045081967214,74.02732240437156,7.195784543325528,24.00039032006245,7.7094869923839395,1.160160343481655,694,20,141,9,14,234,101,183,0.183,0.73,0.087,-0.9451,0,0,1,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,10,11,3,2,7,1,10,2,0,1,2,30,28,19,0,6,8,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,9,11,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,8,0,0,4,2,14,3,25,22,2,23,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,7,9,92,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319831862209723,0.0,0.0,0.31621207763362746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963159239466971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383468393255127,0.0,0.0,0.16069362230551146,0.0,0.11215593743849048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819453003094748,0.14243386015719842,0.0,0.10523518304396966,0.14583919283169358,0.1447810745817842,0.17000602111910473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482623429839859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183184408914296,0.0,0.2754496836801927,0.12643890436674052,0.07490754533759797,0.11055137675045486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655430047714566,0.0,0.11807095958963952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243631641813594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309742938613756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331154041844526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024930066415034,0.0,0.0,0.1427314493508234,0.12582232696375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491957460612063,0.0,0.0,0.1340925799617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765122567548747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377493985648453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146955777856298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755814012693882,0.3017692796074468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593947935723164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948661623074784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777417199877754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FetisFlinger,2020/04/07,"This might sound crazy but I really think I 'beat' my autism. Something just 'clicked'. My posture improved, I feel super comfortable talking to people, I feel really alert, alive, and full of this random energy. It's like I'm always thinking about things am and ""aware"" of reality. I legitimately *want* to talk to people and *want* be outside which is a completely new feeling for me. 

Was I depressed or something? No idea how this is possible but I really feel fundamentally different lately.",3.308793103448277,6.476144620689659,4.734051724137932,74.0348706896552,85.55172413793103,7.957471264367817,26.790229885057467,8.59863814320734,3.0253609195402302,390,17,61,11,12,129,63,87,0.086,0.634,0.27899999999999997,0.9687,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,19,15,7,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,10,3,7,12,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,3,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759642813810876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858287062884672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631304140889877,0.0,0.0,0.19788326035693152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830664308003703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381016429040076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136520673638883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253154055053826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092405024931628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292422907070066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626129838613999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352065942772916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36400452195079697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29161958958280354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044659715398761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582930788112465,0.2427204464453228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342670030918274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kantex_Art,2020/04/07,"Recent positive diagnosis Welp, results are in and it turns out I'm not crazy or dumb or 'just not trying hard enough'.

I have ADHD and ASD.

My physiologist has suggested adhd meds because it seems I struggle with it. (I do, keeping a job or even getting past the interview is impossible.) but the only thing he didn't tell me is, what do I do now?

I think this is common with people diagnosed in adulthood like me but I feel lost. Do I go to a support group? Do I just ignore it and continue like normal?

I'm just scared of what this complicates in life.

Thank for reading through if you guys do, any help would be really appreciated!",2.941098181818184,4.926764128000002,4.889818181818182,80.24490909090913,75.72,8.065454545454546,26.56363636363637,8.841846274778883,2.1617200000000008,496,19,97,11,11,170,87,125,0.084,0.7070000000000001,0.21,0.9492,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,1,2,4,0,15,2,0,1,0,25,27,9,0,3,11,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,12,4,10,23,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,5,7,67,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42474812627147995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017054760884174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077222889484784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935944964002745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259123231177707,0.0,0.11671692786208045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935114060414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923249783981844,0.0,0.10042977596132288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497314005102732,0.0,0.0,0.15829967416078386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844665186326048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535987137628314,0.15707017360605538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248172521698157,0.17266558539779694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929025490752194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628773071998468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731407129198396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439780566420365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869205967105524,0.12251018496424206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767603030832499,0.0,0.11320654106360635,0.0,0.17448225739602027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692002239985713,0.0,0.0,0.16087240691627755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847382547636393,0.0,0.0,0.20053123063557268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544544983396895,0.16269311151684435,0.0,0.0,0.1173999210227546,0.1132302232410322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997617568546892,0.19221243634073287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125531477208967,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,aporeticeden,2020/04/07,"Feeling like an “alien” I am currently trying to figure out whether or not i have autism (18F). One thing i read was that a lot of people with autism feel like theyre aliens in a human world. This was what really made me believe i do have autism because over a year ago i made a self portrait that was literally my head split open with an alien inside. I told my teacher that this was because i felt like an alien trying to navigate another species’ world, and the way she reacted to it made me never explain what i meant by the art to anyone else, because i knew it would confuse them or freak them out a little. I’m just wondering if other people with autism agree with the idea of feeling kind of alien in the world.",11.482916666666668,6.282940902777781,10.392000000000001,71.85300000000002,60.11111111111111,13.464444444444444,41.3,9.888512548439397,3.868068333333333,566,18,116,7,5,180,86,144,0.035,0.871,0.094,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,12,0,9,1,1,4,1,32,22,5,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,4,16,4,17,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,6,7,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887119360191613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427350997231224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954154183978528,0.16051848168589225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864986557602361,0.0,0.0,0.17650415075750087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087079411609373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763867184416665,0.22383837850975985,0.15041985288631965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078015780654253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768520527456767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313911033505624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296110609763544,0.15701623528282674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318822203828615,0.0,0.4447114222280466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082720354158427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615805979718272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172190710750087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670415014836267,0.0,0.10036153196825573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343237738762004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040791089993271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496970207357872,0.0,0.21272609653749408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435080931495172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698929908282679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128801608602708,0.0,0.0,0.10088503402519987
autism,MothyFaery,2020/04/07,"I was diagnosed at age 10. There is so much I don't understand. My mom never helped me. She only cared about the benefits you get from being on carers allowance. 
I feel like I could function a lot better if I knew and understood more. Can anyone point me in the right direction? I read some Tony Atwood books and was frankly horrified by his cold view of autistic people. 

What even is sensory overload? 
Why do I wear out so easily and what can I do to prevent it?",2.316328502415459,4.568546478260871,3.9162318840579746,85.19205314009663,78.78260869565217,7.567149758454105,24.352657004830927,8.515128840125781,1.8258946859903376,364,13,71,8,9,121,74,92,0.063,0.774,0.163,0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,11,2,1,1,1,15,17,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,14,4,9,11,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,3,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808300633840087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872451080400366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26367587320157737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064835388365912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624894232104623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708131862296784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076383434187058,0.18475505955948002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351159940348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334460710710795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634653487822112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198657626018487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028875031904329,0.0,0.0,0.19011224661199125,0.0,0.19946031896185729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668884221239086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929151685741102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444753647087943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586856176016847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208563371362238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922799404290604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333603832777208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jordanmchale,2020/04/07,"Does non verbal diagnosis change after he starts speaking? My new boyfriend’s son was diagnosed with non verbal autism and age 3, but he started speaking at age 5.  He is 6 now and his speech skills are that of 3 year old and progressing quickly (per the school’s test and that sounds about right). Is he still considered non verbal or does that change once they start speaking?  No insurance to see a doctor right now.",6.323544303797469,7.111271734177219,5.508708860759494,83.7093924050633,65.83544303797468,8.851645569620256,29.7240506329114,8.841846274778883,2.1482789873417723,333,11,64,5,5,100,57,79,0.040999999999999995,0.9590000000000001,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,6,7,0,16,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,13,29,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418989369859135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199165279831608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378023599326268,0.3655550175106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172128618318355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191666918227425,0.2224323879173392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567358971485146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113806106925989,0.16643685132674158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44350313750226056,0.0,0.16679834368775198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450099035109947
autism,Wiredawn,2020/04/07,"How the inability to generalize is catastrophic to self-confidence. I'm not sure if this has been posted prior. If so, my apologies.

Currently, I'm in the last quarter of my graduate studies in public health; health policy, to be specific. As such, I'm often required to read and interpret absolutely insane amounts of scientific literature to piece together arguments, papers, and presentations. As an individual with autism spectrum disorder, this is a special kind of hell. I have a very limited ability to come to general conclusions from oceans of highly specific data, be it as simple as sensory data, or broad meta-analyses that synthesize conclusions from thousands of RCTs, C-RCTs, case-control, cross-sectional, prospective cohort/retrospective cohort study designs.

Suffice to say, my exclusion criteria is far, far, far broader than my inclusion criteria. Any request or requirement to generalize seems to me little better than if someone simply asked me to lie. 

Don't even get me started on how this affects me in my nascent search for employment. I often find that the moment I see a requirement within a job post for which I do not meet even one of the long list of the criteria, I immediately disqualify myself from the candidate pool. I do not know where the threshold is for me to actually reach a point where I would feel comfortable applying, but I would say if I don't meet 95% of the requirements in the job post, I bin my prospects. Anything less than that would, again, seem like I'm fabricating my qualifications.

I do not know where I'm going with this. Perhaps, I'm just reaching out to the community to see if this is a shared sentiment. I'm sure it can apply to many other areas (dating, anyone?). I think this has always been the biggest challenge for myself and this inability to generalize has been consistently inimical in my desire to bolster whatever shred of self-confidence I might possess. 

Hope everyone here is weathering the viral storm to their benefit. Much love.",9.312753150481841,9.331706825352112,9.77909562638992,58.229962935507814,59.61971830985915,13.783543365455891,42.06449221645664,12.936686537176746,6.077056338028169,1613,83,245,56,19,544,198,355,0.065,0.8270000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9554,4,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,9,14,13,1,0,19,0,25,3,0,3,2,52,47,18,0,10,13,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,14,7,0,5,10,2,0,2,6,1,0,3,3,5,29,12,51,38,4,34,1,0,2,1,11,20,1,13,10,173,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.12067650545074855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289688809720343,0.0,0.0,0.08409456215844095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646751185267516,0.0,0.10176348487755936,0.0,0.11560749902446862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936919989318253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652406792962343,0.0,0.0,0.13869771473405068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172763793672594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335548335835026,0.0,0.0,0.11816456750000415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252734298857099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302504487857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460841519966233,0.0,0.07028009945189237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628943518225985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065594360150906,0.0,0.1228245046839834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454313789357157,0.0,0.0,0.12877519085100184,0.13592306352722314,0.10080122866089418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041512289318335,0.12394204935728945,0.0,0.10943718889347656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160999757207524,0.0,0.0,0.12537409941786345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311860919615693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090597342960816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379673263313532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690078574353995,0.0,0.35530272079672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369570240425146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668234963055928,0.0,0.0,0.1970855856007634,0.2251549134490842,0.2580133671944053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477861265875264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752876829223873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310039099872054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923776862157303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203429701558256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353831674343664,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,usagikaychan,2020/04/08,"Anyone else unsure of who they are because of masking for so long? 20F

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t know how much of who I am is genuine, and how much is from masks that I convinced myself were real. I think that not knowing I was autistic as a kid, and trying to actually change who I was by “becoming” the people I masked as, did so much damage to my self identity. I genuinely have trouble knowing what parts of me are really me and what parts are leftover from me masking. It’s so stressful and scary and it just feels like nobody really knows me.",3.9152631578947386,4.868635043859649,5.183289473684212,83.28177631578949,71.3684210526316,7.805263157894737,27.407894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.7083894736842098,441,15,88,6,8,147,72,114,0.13699999999999998,0.818,0.045,-0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,16,19,12,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,15,2,13,14,5,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.17919228146641053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839542099541834,0.18814632045027527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193657645960654,0.20280025691174086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942517365704227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339578414111454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284671612178594,0.13118230016210233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036637250369746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971028507882553,0.0,0.0,0.16250304466345436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40495824892173343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976976699939866,0.0,0.12730300126549735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358572345426684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090063483811095,0.2352707645407484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156174494655714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103427205886036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765999093669605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466985703739428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,esanarv,2020/04/08,"Celebrate autism awareness month by participating in research Help us understand parent’s experience-seeking resources for their children. Once completing our basic questionnaires, you will be entered a raffle for a chance to win one of 3 prizes, $50 Fandango card, $50 Amazon card or $50 Visa card. We are highly encouraging parents who have a child between the ages of 3-17 years old to diagnose with Autism Spectrum Disorder, who are Caucasian or Mexican descent and live in California. The Alliant International University Institutional Review Board has approved this study. If you would like to participate, please use the following link, https://alliant.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_0rHNKaZGhNhCXAx , on facebook at Autism Services Research Study or on Twitter at @autismsrs. Please participate and share! 
If you have any questions, feel free to contact me at 619-356-1438.
Thank you, 
Elizabeth ",11.256099290780144,13.336242978723405,9.349787234042553,55.93333333333334,55.38297872340424,11.940425531914894,44.0354609929078,11.645159339076185,5.96538865248227,744,40,95,20,9,225,105,141,0.017,0.733,0.249,0.9862,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,4,1,3,0,7,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,15,13,7,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,8,18,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,6,5,52,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133041992781822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512494730549907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985706071843213,0.0,0.0,0.22422053102359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892152478157563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113345088113282,0.20670453189094012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557988218933848,0.0,0.17275381336465828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615808008097545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529139942705654,0.20835034654984952,0.13257081090586112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344704094508353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295082120051305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191617126922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801191406610816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036682682077144,0.235330980065966,0.16897025196705312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897713056188188,0.0,0.0,0.12598582523586285
autism,Lovania7,2020/04/08,"What's your worse triggering noise experience? Here's mine. I was in homeroom, playing Pokemon and all of a sudden I heard a noise. Glancing in the direction of the noise, I found the source. One of the dudes was saying ""I can't hear that crap."" The dude playing the noise explained to his friends that it was a dog whistle. I would've ignored it, but my headphones broke prior to the situation. Without brushing it off as an option, there were no options. I couldn't say crap to them. I was as far from the window as possible, they were right beside it. Even if I was close enough to them, I still wouldn't be able to speak up. They'd just belittle me again. They never knew how to do anything other than belittle actually effective teachers and those who break down easily, only talking to each other as rational and decent human beings. I couldn't ask the teacher to leave the room or to get them to knock it off, either. There's no way I could've just walked out, as they'd figure it out by the next day. They're not so dumb as they are insensitive.

I kept looking at my computer's clock, hoping the final five minutes of class would end. They wouldn't, though. I was starting to lose my mind. I couldn't even focus on my game, which has never happened before. When could I get out of there? What felt like hours later, the bell finally rang. I packed everything up ASAP, saved my game once instead of the usual ""15 just to check"" routine, and got the hell outta there.

I figured lunch might help me feel better anyway. The food didn't, but a lucky scenario did. My friends were all out sick or hanging out with their other friends during lunch, meaning I could let everything out of my system. I really don't like breaking down in the view of others, and I always sit in the spot that is out of the view of people not sitting with me. I could finally have a meltdown and get rid of most of the stress. However, the headache wound up tormenting me the rest of the day.

And as soon as I got in the car after school, my mother had given me some new headphones, which I could've used earlier if she'd considered everyone around me likes playing stupid crap that I have no positive feelings about. Guess I can't be too mad at her though. My little sister is the one who decided to climb on me without considering the fact that I need headphones.",4.3998051948051975,5.592495906926409,4.939264069264072,84.58603896103897,70.45021645021643,7.851082251082251,27.41991341991342,8.199878495009871,1.7118822510822511,1847,62,365,26,33,590,241,462,0.107,0.759,0.134,0.9218,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,10,4,23,24,7,1,32,0,39,8,3,4,5,74,63,26,0,13,14,2,3,3,3,4,2,6,2,1,22,19,3,2,11,5,1,4,18,11,0,3,20,14,57,13,67,26,8,61,1,2,4,0,33,29,5,12,25,266,79,3,0.09647521405772384,0.0,0.09414589220340136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027510656428836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793908809485313,0.08588339444453064,0.09019130194737453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820933014278522,0.0,0.0,0.08532448685894513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851380408273852,0.0,0.0,0.12443706374381235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544840429451997,0.09968468557193456,0.0,0.12744193801142564,0.0,0.0,0.09218620138662566,0.17341140327473767,0.09437127149062603,0.0,0.0,0.09756153396685208,0.0,0.09263133482929664,0.3170516439870849,0.0,0.0,0.11665821178624078,0.10578009261782992,0.2236095331916449,0.0,0.15121295243262967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432008372098022,0.0,0.10627832499638913,0.0,0.0853127131769579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873457784804093,0.0,0.06466530237265915,0.0,0.0,0.09582165587844124,0.0950086523948844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021533217659001,0.0,0.0986524427697554,0.0,0.1413987493119342,0.09669350943396612,0.0,0.0,0.08101488190494227,0.10793108712655528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508979078700538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234495626358717,0.09741246420625102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153514879080361,0.1488152651792148,0.0931763629120599,0.10260248463782994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027429543611043,0.13074820368735607,0.0733737476305426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688376606532337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087613081828047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618044925144197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823893056736822,0.0,0.15344192490051484,0.0,0.09763806719227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844218275389576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828565306525858,0.0,0.07704523056861266,0.0,0.11051203174739913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754312264344082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957281596059453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332360936141561,0.10625381836900473,0.0,0.0,0.07657753436743935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599732725120735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831648523294148,0.1370664481149813,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,supermomeigen,2020/04/08,"Be careful with dealwithautism.com A few years ago, i thought I may have Asperger's as I thought I had many traits that fell under the spectrum, and my parents had mentioned that when I was younger i tested for being on the spectrum, and the results had implied that I was in some form. I took a test on some website, and I payed 1.95 for results. Earlier I was checking my bank account, and turns out that the site mentioned in the name has been charging me 1.99 a month for a while now. This isn't a spectacular amount of money, but it's still predatory as I never agreed to a monthly payment. After a quick google search, I noticed that the website was genuinely strange in the fact that they had a services page, with cleaning and other ""services"" being mentioned within it, being centered in the United Arab Emirates, and no mention of said tests. I've emailed their support email to try to get them to cancel my charges, but hoping to warn someone about this site before someone else gets their money taken away.",12.203660714285707,7.987362937500002,10.410267857142859,69.27937500000002,57.64583333333334,12.221428571428573,47.74107142857143,8.418075326091056,4.5148071428571415,812,39,143,6,7,249,117,192,0.076,0.858,0.066,0.0719,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,16,0,17,0,0,2,2,22,28,12,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,0,2,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,14,1,20,3,26,9,6,26,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,4,11,109,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936341716743812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901063791020877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217760391624096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063005134890349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903025192803514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114300304500241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009706373782054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514239186679328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230139044063345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605813957449205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036699244986855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246761474541697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247297991037665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34288637473137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159008057601898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296145904123695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32127289428411465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248087087313402,0.13737650914497793,0.22008930829705808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303012091599351
autism,EeveeAnti,2020/04/08,"Anyone else who can't stand others singing? I'll make a few points on why I cannot stand this at all.

1. It's just annoying. Ok, I guess if you are doing something like washing up dishes or making food it's a bit more understandable. But singing for no obvious reason just annoys me.

2. Usually, the people who sing a lot can't sing very well at all. Don't get me wrong, there are good singers out there who sing a lot. But it's irritating either way that I have to deal with hearing it.

3. It can encourage others to join in. We all know that the more people that are singing, the louder it gets. I hate that, it's not just annoying now, but it's loud. Two heavy dislikes of mine are involved now.

Now, something to clarify: this is mainly about public singing. If somebody wants to sing in their own house, or in a private place, I can accept that. But if they're on public transport, or in a shopping centre... now that just annoys me. If you're listening to music through headphones... that doesn't mean you can start singing in these places. You're wearing them so no one else has to hear it, yet by them singing, we have to hear something much worse.

Thank you for reading all of this. I really appreciate it. I understand that singing is something that makes people happy, but they don't have to do it considering it makes others irritated like it does for me.",2.1678174115074498,4.445336808118082,3.1724149241492405,90.1950088834222,79.44280442804428,6.081235479021458,23.69017356840235,7.242747475848597,0.9190228508951752,1069,37,220,14,27,341,137,271,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.1278,0,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,2,3,4,0,14,15,5,0,9,1,21,4,1,5,5,41,40,13,0,5,18,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,32,4,2,0,6,13,1,1,9,6,1,2,0,5,21,9,28,40,14,25,0,0,0,0,21,14,0,10,9,154,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070739152367462,0.11826589009635301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260134990745429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899743990696275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010086293367702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284447237724756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957158608185455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206089211894433,0.0,0.0,0.09681247121242463,0.0,0.0,0.12715293813219894,0.0,0.0,0.12287137031341512,0.0,0.113957652430431,0.0,0.0,0.3902749046076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318420644946996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343420592395305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278101735132125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625931499317187,0.0,0.0,0.3081866082455914,0.0,0.0,0.12573095846890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485018051548295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821452894990291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400621397309793,0.0,0.24118776459429964,0.0,0.10911332224413003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154555886926102,0.0,0.07394379628437844,0.11867545901251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554372249401831,0.0,0.0,0.08169795129739416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626723669716164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127528212847526,0.2403216447279737,0.0,0.0,0.12712361804575853,0.09523717962545664,0.06808027407302204,0.0916184790273104,0.0,0.0,0.1037803554553769,0.0,0.10415252567441902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762727691299425,0.0,0.12619841063123774,0.0,0.0
autism,sneason,2020/04/08,"What are some good memoirs from the POV of autistic people? I've  been diagnosed with so many things but I think I have been having an  epiphany that I might be on the spectrum. I feel no shame. Just a thirst  for knowledge. I want to read about autistic people, how their  perception differs from ""normal"" people.

Thanks Reddit,

You're the best.",3.0853348214285745,5.8605813281250025,2.725714285714286,91.805,79.46875,4.9071428571428575,23.205357142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.5275919642857145,271,9,50,2,7,80,52,64,0.099,0.7140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,7,2,1,1,0,12,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,8,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27400234049738725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650052000214056,0.0,0.27278795338131745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201711387642745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899349602785947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470862136310463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769797725878034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25581696058533826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430297004635154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116493760676185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403805355455572,0.0,0.0,0.1734594392186915,0.16729867324348438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400017211700448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,themusicguy2000,2020/04/08,"Advantages of online exams * You can wear headphones in the exam

* You can listen to music in the exam

* You can stim without annoying/distracting anybody

* You aren't in the sensory hell of a freezing cold gym with buzzing fluorescent lights

* You don't have to wait in/outside the exam room before it begins

* You can take the exam in whatever space you're comfortable",2.3535142469470856,5.230479059701494,3.869036635006786,78.17213025780192,94.22388059701493,6.615468113975577,25.49389416553596,7.686295010490155,2.485340298507463,295,13,45,7,11,97,44,67,0.087,0.828,0.084,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,0,7,1,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,10,11,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,1,30,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712819983863988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047827789342829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471717116894292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dieby3s,2020/04/08,"I feel unappreciated (vent/rant) I've just sat an exam that, along with some other assignments I've done over the year, make up my final grade. My formal exams were cancelled because of coronavirus, so I was told last-minute that I had to use my mock exam as my formal assessment instead. Of course, this whole coronavirus situation is very challenging for everyone, and especially for us autistic folk. Furthermore, I am mentally ill and was pulled out of school a year ago, during the study for these exams, because of my complex needs. I've really had a tough time over the last few years.

My parents were just reading through my exam paper and saying that I hadn't written enough and I wasn't going to get enough marks etc etc. They haven't told me that they're proud of me for getting this far or for trying my best or anything like that. This is all that they said. I am very very hurt. A year ago I didn't think that I was going to get to this point at all. I've been working really hard to make it here. I feel unappreciated. I just want them to tell me they're proud of me.

Sorry for venting",4.633455657492352,5.6288343944954145,5.3963486238532115,82.25889602446486,69.73394495412846,8.382140672782874,26.45993883792049,8.648137234880735,1.7195146177370033,870,26,175,14,15,283,118,218,0.10099999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.075,-0.5646,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,5,6,8,1,0,7,0,17,1,0,3,2,24,35,8,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,14,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,17,5,27,5,27,18,10,19,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,10,114,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103720841958988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025985165364372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200383761549682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084077963119098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275878190128738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576492599373499,0.2780955389281499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913418007703835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608083619209956,0.0,0.0,0.13657751767738469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541570033390154,0.0,0.14171358133957734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168606887489338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346926642012868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325672883748785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091086594238713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644568049612726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256450533322731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244638752538664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843901174501455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786002821799925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471070132747973,0.0,0.15974250874927734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859634157135387,0.09914812432610663,0.0,0.126179741699894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401421290152436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395656514732238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897316012212722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988796299588576,0.0,0.0,0.07270013915081112,0.0,0.0,0.2382683601540767,0.0,0.08464747316752935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997103418157956,0.10768086473917612,0.0,0.30861465256125953,0.07353770243914612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919737556953102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076631321027856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211515032580211
autism,aevigata,2020/04/08,"I’m going to lose my mind [Vent/Advice] I’m currently a thread away from a meltdown because I cannot find an answer as to why I seem to have so many physical deformities. 

I seem to have literally all of the physical defects of Rett Syndrome (small hands, feet, head, cold hands and feet, poor muscle tone, severe scoliosis, childlike appearance/no bodily pubescent development), with only *very* mild speech and motor issues. I also have aerophagia and bruxism, and some muscle spasms, possibly one seizure before. 

I have many, many autistic traits. I am not officially diagnosed with autism, I’ve been happy with a self diagnosis (hate doctors, can’t afford it anyways). Violent meltdowns are definitely part of the list. 

I speak just fine. I work 10hr shifts as a manager in food service. Yeah, I trip/stumble about 8 times as often as my coworkers, but I can still do my job (at the cost of pretty severe muscle pain). 

Why am I so physically deformed? Every single source I can find on the entire internet basically claims that Rett Syndrome is ALWAYS very severe, and that they are completely nonfunctional. I cannot find answers ANYWHERE. I’m at a breaking point.",5.217047619047619,7.646484990476187,6.041904761904764,72.52476190476193,70.52380952380952,8.857142857142858,31.190476190476193,9.444778638647367,3.3304761904761904,928,41,148,22,18,304,139,210,0.085,0.857,0.057999999999999996,-0.6486,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,2,0,10,1,16,9,5,0,1,22,23,13,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,8,1,0,7,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,1,5,17,2,22,22,4,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,3,87,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202219319869255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985904578464457,0.1039024173728945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173201238715042,0.0,0.0,0.07612001369709842,0.0,0.10625576014208746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092454283991842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267411219773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781044257509036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520894206556934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423886456742018,0.0,0.15099413416888266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096689084864091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292717160738984,0.0,0.12328395444729015,0.12815335327120536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033255807481736,0.1239148920932082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969836157305635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797978416944855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608380040173872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461561131283142,0.09496978673477824,0.1328712183395401,0.0,0.0,0.13522278885387665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804316394943258,0.14077294095874812,0.0,0.12703838368848075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273551729634912,0.13026736309408168,0.4232050104636109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972189444208243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281310359991225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606279375228406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253527509028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090734961940383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Cali_Steeler_Mom,2020/04/08,"First time poster on this sub and still very new to reddit so I apologize in advance if this has been asked before! But long story short my daughter who is almost 2 was recently Diagnosed with Autism, I have been reading everything I can about the spectrum to try and understand what she going through. Her pediatrician and early interventionist keeps pushing me to place her in ABA but i have read so many controversial things on the subject. I dont want to do it if its going to make her feel as though I dont except her for who she is or like im trying to change her, I just want her to have the happiest life possible. As of right now she is Non-verbal so I thought maybe it could help her communicate her needs to me better?

Im just asking for any personal insight on the matter and honestly just any advice in general would be so appreciated! Thanks in advance everyone!",4.455168690958164,6.053821210526322,5.6183625730994144,78.21016194331986,70.81286549707602,9.004228520017994,28.358524516419248,9.466822959209583,2.563562843004948,701,26,133,16,13,233,109,171,0.028999999999999998,0.787,0.185,0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,0,4,0,17,2,0,1,0,28,30,16,0,7,9,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,1,22,4,24,23,0,23,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,4,9,96,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372743223246406,0.0,0.0,0.14066929248727106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106089264364426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626575535086145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953716847920827,0.0,0.0,0.12424214136428065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486080137314907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216094388552802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258309225585586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292803701853649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423357685640105,0.12625334691702006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103033572803114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194912519264213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967475413051832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416002292553603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30348256383584205,0.0,0.0,0.12486407099744745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922437773403804,0.06863087822134799,0.0,0.0,0.12431937607930095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937707341035334,0.14242352141651302,0.1411299028593965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416329937353874,0.0,0.13567536446913925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266072754640092,0.14677051589973625,0.0,0.0,0.15836881443601072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810337637885741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387059329923072,0.0,0.0,0.11996818427207948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218660410549716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293340661746854,0.0,0.0,0.09332791667020107,0.0,0.13801977290726442,0.11152452821484686,0.08191435665113829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075185790989774,0.0,0.0,0.1462434540903385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590977684938905,0.1657161500725488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979215609672336,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,theaspieguitarist,2020/04/08,Dose anyone else obses over criptids ghosts and demonds Mothman is the best hands down. Sally is mediocre. And the goat man's bridge belongs to Ryan and Shane.,3.1463793103448303,6.273391137931036,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,85.89655172413794,2.9000000000000004,24.49137931034483,3.1291,0.2054758620689663,129,5,21,0,4,37,25,29,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827170045345216,0.5608205932787202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57440579075561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457237295221037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,peachtealottie,2020/04/08,"Could my celebrity crush be a little bit on the spectrum? I posted this in r/asperger but it got buried and hardly anyone commented on it because people down voted it into oblivion just because I didn't name-drop, so I'll try it again here and hopefully more people here will respect my decision to respect privacy and not accidentally misdiagnose people.

I'm trying to deduct if he is or not and I've observed a few possible indications, but I am not too sure.

**Possible Indications:**

\-I've seen a couple clips of him doing what looks like the 'flapping' stim- once when he was happy and another time when he was upset

\-He said he doesn't like strong perfume and prefers natural scents

\-He's absolutely notorious for being clumsy and breaking things; has a bit of difficulty with hand/eye co-ordination, sort of stiff dancing but has improved after a lot of hard work

\-He couldn't tie his shoelaces until grade 10 (it took me until grade 6, so I feel a little better now lol)

\-He's 25/26 and still doesn't have his driving licence (once again I feel better since it took me until just last year and I'm in my second year of uni)

\-In 2015, one of his... coworkers said he has trouble relating to people

\-named his original stage name after the genre it was from

\-named his dog after his stage name when he was obsessed with that genre (hyperfocus)

\-learned to speak like the people tend to speak who hail from that genre and still does when he speaks his 2nd language

\-Amazing concentration （hyperfocus)

\-Has trouble receiving physical affection (though he has come a long way)

\-Somewhat picky about food, will go to another country like Italy and eat dried ramen noodles even though he's a millionare lol

\-one time a coworker was being noisy next door, and he remembered the exact time and exposed them about it lol

\-Got in trouble for saying some things that might be insensitive to others or being blunt or sounding cocky maybe without realising it (another of his coworkers is known for this and maybe I'll do another post about him soon too, he's an even higher possibility of being aspy I think actually)

\-Sometimes sensitive and doesn't understand someone's joke about him

\-He has a very high IQ but at the same time a little forgetful and naive and not good at on the spot, quick lateral thinking but better at taking time to research/study things. He's quite creative, having written many lyrics for songs since teen years. Has 2 albums out.

\-He likes to block out the world with his headphones and read books, go out in nature etc. (lol same)

\-He LOVES collecting these so called 'art toys' and in the past, he also went through a stage where he collected merchandise from the mascot of a messaging app

\-He also said he's not good at multi-tasking and needs to focus on one thing at a time

\-His country has one of the highest rates of autism/aspergers

**Possible Rebuttals:**

\-Good spokesperson (ok but tbh I've also been praised for my public speaking too so IDK)

\-He can be very diplomatic sometimes, but tbh that can be picked up I think

\-His personality type（？） Ok. Honestly I have some serious reservations about the MBTI test because I took it 4 years ago and got INTJ (typical aspy mbti lol) but since 2018 I've consistently gotten ENFP and guess what he got?? Well, it turns out he used to be an INFP but converted to ENFP as well!! And that was AFTER I became ENFP!!! ：o

\-I notice he always gives good eye contact in interviews (he's actually helped lead me by example in this lol)

\-Can do sarcasm (another thing I picked up）

\-Sometimes he says white lies, but I think he's not very good at it and contradicts himself sometimes lol

\-he had a girlfriend (but the weird thing is that he dumped her because she had too many guyfriends(???)

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Someone made a post on Quora, mentioning some above (affirming) points and also my friend said we're similar somehow, so it made me wonder about him, so this is not my conjecture alone but other people's as well and the post was written by someone who worked with aspies on a regular basis. Unfortunately I can't find it any more because someone who's been posing as his cousin said he doesn't have it and must have reported that post.

What are your thoughts? Am I becoming more neurotypical because of his influence on me or could he actually be a closet, undercover aspie?

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*Disclaimer: I'm not a psychologist/psychiatrist in any way shape or form, so I'm probably totally off but doing this just helps me to accept myself and I also just find it fun. I don't want to stir up any quarrels or place a label on someone falsely, so I won't mention who it is... Maybe someone will guess anyway. His company may sue me if this is registered somehow as 'defamation', if not, he and his coworker's fans will have me dead in a matter of seconds!!*",4.263550884955748,6.602740686946905,4.976734513274337,79.50842035398232,72.9933628318584,8.19256637168142,28.22477876106195,8.947974472352879,2.5227560176991144,3847,153,681,83,80,1238,411,904,0.092,0.78,0.129,0.9932,0,1,0,0,0,0,485.0,0,1,1,9,51,40,1,2,37,9,69,5,1,9,4,133,116,77,1,11,36,1,4,5,2,8,1,13,2,1,46,39,2,2,17,7,0,11,19,8,3,6,32,23,57,32,93,63,16,99,1,0,4,1,96,42,0,23,40,427,103,11,0.0,0.0,0.14187599062275694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042958707644766406,0.0,0.0,0.050192096863451066,0.0,0.19377552922868774,0.0403243306730428,0.0,0.0,0.09886762354984824,0.2540835685804464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033885811368062985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772521957102662,0.053522557096106885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858230788590788,0.1058160740634756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049485199484312924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041745788616794455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738605093300638,0.05362236695966247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042409490576192865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049588803825074315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404802675326111,0.06401749022744141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900776498500205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858692169025886,0.0,0.05860053644434465,0.0,0.03744168083972347,0.0,0.0,0.04648924062378393,0.05508423087305133,0.2032384565803945,0.15503820179853334,0.0,0.10677288399734174,0.0,0.0,0.05158878261793968,0.08682500498616624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496621798587386,0.05120284560217785,0.0,0.04813377773826232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395030612872477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183806156944145,0.14571519921544926,0.0,0.04288741355034945,0.04069593959063919,0.0,0.0,0.041200725246665,0.04373891700458708,0.09171197893661814,0.0,0.09826588026617436,0.1460600117006061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141060579951877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035934016384961666,0.0,0.0,0.05153996918208046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517439640670828,0.0,0.10322106175379678,0.13135663161463254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046262536545683235,0.20158501544809104,0.04231521677935063,0.05063255633116207,0.0,0.045812327539078886,0.21853484315633115,0.23206637031472185,0.0,0.05225031611839661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051545384706825605,0.048475191998725686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548980866587204,0.0,0.2304926669011947,0.07707797826268024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026499383514833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637056586140085,0.0,0.19172093516889568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740375534080371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567493449252058,0.0,0.03643745107921816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931763052997124,0.12421016972532542,0.09522749012226946,0.03847347624642816,0.1695517625748339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152945366844276,0.06580513893876745,0.05271282405400453,0.0,0.050450731755628336,0.0,0.04185567507245019,0.0,0.11995886782196005,0.02858418890229817,0.07693388274697452,0.0,0.0,0.1307196831274065,0.04492483133760652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671571331003644,0.05255505576489723,0.07056193916079298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483195600217192
autism,PicturePolaroid,2020/04/08,"Grounding Techniques during meltdowns What do you find useful?

For me i find it rather difficult to calm as I also have BPD so my emotions are explosive, going into a quiet room can go either way of me calming down or becoming more agitated because nothing feels right or in its correct place emotionally or situation wise.

Disney music can help a little, cute things.. If im left alone with them long enough as well as reminded by anyone nearby that they are here and care but don't prod too much at my bubble I can relatively bounce back as if nothing ever happened.",6.329399198931906,7.376588028037382,7.0237650200267066,71.93121495327107,65.91588785046729,9.104939919893187,32.10814419225634,9.23628265651192,3.017313484646196,457,18,75,8,7,151,89,107,0.049,0.815,0.136,0.7548,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,17,14,13,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,10,6,13,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,5,3,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724269583524324,0.0,0.13685539889210402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966052292613975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159109880074396,0.0,0.10432139378394427,0.18900350653844847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553665365199112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448200968278518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38500430929005497,0.0,0.1768266533642164,0.0,0.0,0.1548000491997968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865302400737812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312825839072695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945182247418714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133278972542574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147071783568102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485354769735893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593704952728465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152072634979873,0.0,0.1514477630959493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580281408155422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284144193420628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879808459845115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614707476571862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236122529618369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369349380494888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478043984898179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583780745645366,0.0,0.0,0.15386956967390347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,PigeonTheWise,2020/04/08,burning skin Does your skin get very sensitive for no reason sometimes? Even a light touch feels like a burn.,2.6273333333333326,5.632448400000005,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,90.0,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.5366666666666666,88,3,16,1,3,25,18,20,0.11800000000000001,0.763,0.11900000000000001,0.0094,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839137104627285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289760521451833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182243456891967,0.31341094666330777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920526074246075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143291079455587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510618162974859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338904723568744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619775779959469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,euclidcactus,2020/04/08,"hiding my neurodiversity for my family's sake Hello everyone. I hope this is the right sub for this, I just need to say it to someone.

My little brother is low-functioning and I've been one of his primary caretakers since middle school. My parents were overwhelmed trying to afford basic stuff and care for us at the same time, so I always tried to be a perfect child so that they only had to worry about him.

I've had ""odd"" behaviors my whole life. I remember self harming out of stress as a child, and I still do it now. I sometimes feel crushingly overwhelmed when I can't be alone for extended periods of time. I have trouble 'reading the mood', I infodump often, and certain stimuli make me feel like I'm going to freak out. 

I'm constantly hyper self critical and monitoring myself for any 'abnormal' urges or actions, and it makes me highly anxious and depressed.

None of it's enough to ""interfere with normal functioning"". I don't know if I qualify for any kind of diagnosis- I don't think I want to know. It just sucks that I have to keep everything a secret from everyone I love. The only one who's seen my full spectrum of emotion is my one close friend.

Thanks if you read all this.",4.558356997971603,5.9560735172413874,5.8047667342799185,77.75220081135905,70.29310344827586,9.251926977687628,30.026369168357,9.627879704456738,2.8995037525354967,944,38,175,22,17,316,142,232,0.121,0.758,0.121,-0.0358,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,1,1,9,18,1,3,7,0,15,2,0,2,3,36,34,14,0,6,5,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,12,11,0,2,7,2,0,2,4,8,0,3,5,4,30,9,28,27,6,18,0,3,1,1,17,9,1,5,8,119,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306016593848649,0.0,0.0,0.1049253732875684,0.0,0.0,0.17150476538403406,0.0,0.0,0.14245720431026848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285674418908645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626939517843115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860981936622748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418456242347639,0.0,0.1302950976005576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098807230379166,0.11333062639008287,0.0,0.11887593853791915,0.0,0.1275199848134949,0.090085926693025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742461370222516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166558489806897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323166432086112,0.0,0.12524583824783234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208355045872316,0.0,0.13131383485042886,0.13860261901711846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906822002236185,0.06160613249832447,0.1263854139354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381025096513947,0.0,0.16834557328600566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350161602147174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235513107770704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25634604547528345,0.1918095955058485,0.0,0.0,0.14001922265507394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25226842111247083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284681578832176,0.10768878451492986,0.0,0.10027984973932047,0.0,0.12762001927735825,0.0,0.0,0.2630997823809912,0.0,0.0,0.10431129428942902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068441937270983,0.0,0.1247162095060271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070369163526906,0.0,0.1444472225593022,0.0,0.14435442938270818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609601718350615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079984346308412,0.0,0.0,0.14705994852897905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122736204537398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168287726265506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437709791178268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407862428169493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280607584601917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RexIsAMiiCostume,2020/04/08,"Helping my brother find a job-- advice? My younger brother (16 years old) is autistic (""high functioning"") and wants to get a job to save money for school. He is very smart, but has a few issues that may prevent him from getting a job. He is afraid of cheese/intensely disgusted by it, has difficulty communicating effectively when stressed (he gets stressed easily) and is very photosensitive (we don't know why. Sunglasses help but don't completely solve the problem). Does anyone know what kinds of entry level jobs would not involve being around cheese and would be in a relatively low light environment? One idea I had is a sushi restaurant, since sushi restaurants generally do not have cheese, and most sit-down restaurants have low lighting (""mood lighting"", I guess?) Thank you for any and all advice",8.928244680851062,9.417675822695037,7.77027482269504,70.74562500000003,60.276595744680854,10.737943262411349,37.483156028368796,10.411451182825502,3.9500560283687953,645,28,107,13,8,197,101,141,0.142,0.745,0.113,-0.7548,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,1,2,12,1,3,7,0,18,0,0,1,1,27,26,8,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,1,3,7,4,10,20,3,9,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,3,3,59,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713914845562089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443189814582977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709654301797874,0.0,0.0,0.12361789858301032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455956704052634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215203284163611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691866455993056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176512414204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529737300900606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615446774652136,0.1467168440104251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675991645574688,0.0,0.1449373490785281,0.551202132042297,0.0,0.0,0.14460489946115967,0.1526314254004773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571381648426004,0.0,0.09409745788386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132873554104155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053721055252066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486926903450388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181351929813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784679475535968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291537549123132,0.08190525223786832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530265194620827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728920115232185,0.0,0.0,0.08942349981183421
autism,fiddlerisshit,2020/04/08,Is giving instructions in a firm tone considered scolding? Was just giving instruction to a child earlier and an autistic person came up and berated me for scolding. Is speaking in a firm tone considered when giving directions scolding?,8.620000000000001,11.322506384615385,8.23897435897436,59.14769230769232,62.07692307692307,12.37948717948718,43.769230769230774,11.855464076750405,6.833984615384615,195,12,23,7,3,62,27,39,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,17,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554661259194034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8944272494377399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713737805814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,_-_Jackal_-_,2020/04/08,"Autism Insta account I'm a 15 year old guy who wants to start a autism based Instagram account, I would post stuff about my experience with autism (my stims, special interests and stuff like that), but also things about autism in general, maybe some memes 

Do you guys think I should do it and would you follow me?

[View Poll](https://www.reddit.com/poll/fwyx9m)",6.385781250000001,8.622637265625002,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,66.96875,8.870000000000003,25.3,9.3871,1.99250375,291,8,53,6,5,84,50,64,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,10,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,4,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765746120026172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954243920079714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647004476631344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464298864239066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357474400725176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462361224329044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473934689568228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609350620623778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372589557914771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558976304562535,0.15036060795891104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384085065133148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33339136302754496,0.0,0.0,0.1511133012594185
autism,el-in-hell,2020/04/08,"Fav representation? Hi, friends! 

I’m just curious what your favorite autistic characters are, whether it’s a book, tv show, podcast, whatever! Can be a character with an official diagnosis, or just someone you suspect is autistic.

Here are some of my favorites:

• Holly Gibney (The Outsider, TV show)
• Shaun Murphy (The Good Doctor)
• Abed Nadir (Community)
• Moss (IT Crowd)
• Newt Scamander (Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, movie)
•Gregory House (House)
•Christopher Boone (The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime)
•Lars Lindstrom (Lars and the Real Girl)",4.380652173913042,7.685900000000004,4.352499999999999,74.09875000000002,92.47826086956522,7.952173913043477,34.01086956521739,8.278499904357787,4.246834782608696,448,26,63,13,16,138,76,92,0.022000000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.196,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31553424280511105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817592988522945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817379676286726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585678514764841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7114197929454439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508863499965672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120182893236465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Marthis09,2020/04/08,"What was the diagnosis process like for you? I am curious how the process of getting a diagnosis was for you? How long does it go on for, and is it very expensive? All out of pocket, or does insurance cover it? I am in the US and in my 30s. I had fully intended to pursue a diagnosis, but with COVID-19 I am feeling like it may not be possible... I am assuming many things are being held over video call and not sure if any diagnosing of anything will be going on. Just curious though how the process was for you. I am assuming you are having to see a therapist several times over the course of months? This is what I am expecting.",3.224047619047621,4.763751880952384,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,73.84126984126985,9.801904761904764,30.06031746031745,10.125756701596842,3.1787041269841265,491,22,101,15,10,170,74,126,0.02,0.882,0.099,0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,20,1,0,4,2,23,26,10,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,13,3,18,16,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,5,5,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473381890789011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178295090566837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123702633200476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990826396305468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37920629526031946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955126285685354,0.15478400580559706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131974131316706,0.0,0.2462690170624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170107963199414,0.0,0.0,0.1917398321079432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196621552154898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729382448961078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442548446488749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726522650849935,0.0,0.0,0.24476738541134385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420220167522413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156230466402324,0.14394119112948087,0.0,0.21287018097592866,0.0,0.12633786853547851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606187693981981,0.0,0.0,0.17876956797622934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Kill-My-Spirit,2020/04/08,Tried stim dancing today! I just found about about this and I’m so happy. I put on a playlist of good Dan music from summer camp and let loose! I feel awesome and I bet if my neighbors saw me they would think I was crazy but that is okay. Happy vibes.,-0.7882547169811325,1.3666055283018892,0.5748820754717023,102.74081367924528,97.49056603773585,2.6500000000000004,14.172169811320755,3.1291,-1.5648471698113204,195,4,45,0,8,61,44,53,0.057999999999999996,0.6759999999999999,0.266,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,4,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228007137561622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302162112259413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526062282889578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411998997828344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30796565850351343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027579804409965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297690393694225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547295197829625,0.0,0.0,0.20447394933322385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394178272395012,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SPACECAT223,2020/04/08,"This girl I’m talking to told me she has high functioning autism. I don’t have it so I’m not totally educated on it. 

She told me that and I told her I wasn’t judging her, as long as she’s cool that’s what matters, and she is! I like her thus far. 

Can you guys tell me more about it? 

I hope this isn’t offensive, if it is, I’ll delete but I’m just curious. 
 
Not judging anyone or anything here.",-1.5459469696969703,0.4099629659090915,1.3495454545454564,98.44848484848488,95.47727272727272,5.206060606060606,18.696969696969692,6.816661863887847,0.06317878787878772,303,10,77,5,12,105,55,88,0.025,0.852,0.12300000000000001,0.6979,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,12,15,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,16,3,5,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,3,2,50,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115130322652334,0.0,0.21319669678770967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565250375534486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737270212890049,0.0,0.2573199877610153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657098616805096,0.0,0.0,0.2292732722930449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823471674162944,0.2264430184846264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7426719564093246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,rosetacks,2020/04/08,"ASD question mark I've suspected I'm high functioning for a long time but I'm hesitant to ask my therapist about it for some reason

 I'm a female, and from what i understand high-functioning females are under/mis-diagnosed a lot.

Im diagnosed adhd, ptsd, bpd, and bipolar (oof?) Could ASD symptoms overlap with any of these?",2.5982488479262718,5.326463709677423,4.422350230414747,79.13209677419357,81.25806451612901,8.704147465437789,29.82488479262673,9.23628265651192,3.448817511520737,258,13,45,8,7,87,47,62,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637811885740954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941153182631102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165351618389026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581986617556273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368110482275114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161548086346666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43320150012506253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214423293093433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142440784292166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428929753014222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396417685747411,0.0,0.2296543327805049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078094954197213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308037419459191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238028487130298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195410089557314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134191217491216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ok_byside,2020/04/08,"I’m not sure if I belong in this sub, but I feel like I do So I’m new to this sub, and I hope everything is okay as far as the post goes. I’m not looking for a diagnosis, rather looking for input on the subject from people who have some more experience and knowledge about it.

I’m 20(f) and I’ve always thought there was something a bit “off” about the way I am and how my brain works. I’ve thought many times that I may be on the spectrum, and for all I know I could’ve been seen by a doctor at a young age, but my mother is the type that would’ve ignored something like that and likely would never tell me. 

I’d like to go to a professional about this at some point, but I’m in between insurance and have little time for what it takes to get diagnosed. 

I can go into more detail about my experiences if needed, but for now I’d just like to hear about some common traits/ behaviors/ and problems that real people have, and not just from various articles. Tell me about what it’s like to be you. 

Again I apologize if this is any way breaking the rules. Thanks 😊",4.1504633204633175,4.369529837837838,5.211402831402832,85.94270270270272,70.44144144144144,8.324839124839125,27.118404118404122,8.192908349453996,1.4854133848133846,832,25,184,11,14,275,119,222,0.037000000000000005,0.835,0.128,0.9634,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,14,12,0,0,11,1,15,3,1,1,3,42,35,20,0,8,13,1,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,5,16,10,31,26,8,26,0,0,3,0,7,11,0,8,15,122,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325463529242186,0.0,0.0,0.09255964046583227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485971456452017,0.0,0.0,0.15194405836335198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086729628099873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381490431987431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931461294548356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122327120286655,0.26628389278296377,0.0,0.0,0.06882143432058993,0.09723719299655054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111199022216093,0.0,0.15470918856593746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534061489908219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351881941251337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480263627147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39897957086616426,0.1364182324357063,0.0,0.0,0.2285966670391103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379944346934227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092402905006864,0.10497661918592076,0.13145613193336075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872342515411045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866818520570975,0.0,0.13035599944229256,0.0,0.0,0.13023913144587182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549232679250539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209568647288014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828230404860286,0.0,0.10233797223870753,0.0,0.2379327234354764,0.12531203533567567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611267678814927,0.15873396791379507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607596919056488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908988632666928,0.0,0.0,0.19337763917707085,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ash_not_ketchum,2020/04/09,i got a weighted blanket!! i love it so much! it allows me to have pressure on me while still keeping my temperature regulated.,2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,4.738333333333333,75.34,84.83333333333334,6.533333333333335,33.0,7.793537801064563,3.0013500000000013,100,6,17,2,3,35,21,24,0.084,0.723,0.193,0.5962,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36111306988791947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013220297543728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075045868662489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319111365644829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36057574698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549816441175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FrenchKisstheDevil,2020/04/09,"How much weight to give the AQ test? Does it happen that neurotypical adults might score extremely high, like over 33 or so, on the test? Or is that a strong indicator? I know it's a lot harder to diagnose in adults, and that you guys aren't neurologists and can't diagnose anyone anyway, I was just curious how ""accurate"" these tests are.",4.489692307692309,6.166329353846152,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,70.84615384615384,10.123076923076924,25.30769230769231,10.355215969177356,2.610138461538462,268,8,53,8,5,88,50,65,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.8368,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,2,0,10,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,5,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,1,35,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896974720185336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507223642219999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741421046449884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260253217094422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26862711041332266,0.2399074226187796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866406315429967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909797325994786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325422212223786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064737449340564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878037019441613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943482796593426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036718349892563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,swedefromtwitter,2020/04/09,Any help? Hi I'm 18 and have low spectrum autism and ADHD even tho my autism is low it still gives me depression to face the fact that there's something wrong with me I may never live a normal life I take anti-depressants but I still may feel like this any help on how deal with it?,2.075499999999998,3.587035550000003,2.8566666666666687,95.955,76.83333333333334,6.133333333333334,18.666666666666668,6.742157984588678,-0.1929333333333334,223,4,52,2,5,70,47,60,0.12,0.736,0.14400000000000002,0.5439,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,12,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,6,0,6,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741269351328641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31022605512985524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351568478784421,0.39291731322921664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065518472708112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533213596230588,0.16295175004680162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188103628903484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057757352532445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111087335155524,0.11143613073355198,0.0,0.2014128505901325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592161274080872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348554375540094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559936058486506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643153462595418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149972308569186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493870496248779,0.0,0.0
autism,Intuitivetati,2020/04/09,"Best website for teaching reading? I need a website that will teach someone how to read. Starting from identification of letters and their sounds... basically the whole 9 yards.

We're trying [ASDreading.com](https://ASDreading.com) right now, but I'm not really liking it.  He is a teen, and his school as academically failed him.  I believe that he can learn how to read, but as I've said before, he needs a website that will teach him everything from the beginning. He is highly motivated by working with electronics, and visuals are also a plus.",6.441702127659575,9.14128481914894,6.5669680851063825,68.90875,67.82978723404256,8.955319148936171,31.96276595744681,9.516144504307137,3.369387234042554,439,19,69,10,8,140,68,94,0.081,0.845,0.07400000000000001,-0.1587,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,12,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,11,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,45,10,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645242128486279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506321195688535,0.23179008601195125,0.21590357515461425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489911307749304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736769090090505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051051178228984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30509609669280485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173645484046802,0.0,0.13179751313142754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569443829480305,0.19569872800887125,0.0,0.0,0.20821228230130884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431648696286595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456185285310246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396788687455753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296929987906993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977571656895705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,earth_roamer,2020/04/09,"“I think you have autism” I was just hanging out casually with a friend, we were talking and basically they ended up saying “I think you have autism”. It really got me thinking because it’s something I’ve silently wondered but have never brought up to anyone. 

I just joined this sub and I don’t really know what I’m doing. I guess if anyone has any resources for me to look at, I’d be interested in doing some research. Again, I’m not really sure. 
And apologies if this isn’t the right place for this; I’ll delete it if so. 

ALSO: to be clear, I am not asking for a diagnosis. I just want some good resources to look into",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428572,71.85714285714286,7.822222222222222,26.698412698412696,8.167268648758528,1.644450793650794,486,16,98,7,9,165,80,126,0.023,0.845,0.131,0.8986,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,0,3,28,27,9,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,3,14,5,14,21,2,13,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,7,3,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585138122882161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479414371140055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771954314258078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853058442501881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083105208695788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556115008591866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314172000993212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625475200282375,0.15853199134081464,0.0,0.21835802692418116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893470688546368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329041884101914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528769280181833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070942487396943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809480542986784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927596692147456,0.0,0.15762986464955656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525968889776108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681688088384546,0.0,0.0,0.15931906400046114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810277465083967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691333709950733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149575407553659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lilly008,2020/04/09,"Could i please have an opinion on this I am a female who was diagnosed with mild Autism at 4 years old after  my school brang it to my mother's attention. However, when i turned 17 my mother told me that when i was tested, they said that i had something, but that i wasn't autistic and that they only said  autism because it was the only thing that would get me support from the government. Can doctors actually do something like that?  

 I also  did an adult autism test, and i know its not a formal diagnosis but i answered all questions honestly and got 20 which on the likelihood bar was just above borderline indication and on the lower end of strong likelihood. 

No tendencies
(0 - 7)
Common result
(8 - 12)
Slight tendencies
(13 - 15)
Borderline indication
(16 - 19)
Strong likelihood
(20 - 30)",5.849387755102043,7.065825401360545,6.518510204081638,74.51041836734696,67.0952380952381,10.233741496598645,31.706802721088433,10.355215969177356,3.447805986394557,622,25,110,16,10,204,100,147,0.036000000000000004,0.7959999999999999,0.168,0.9707,2,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,8,0,13,3,0,1,1,18,21,9,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,13,5,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,2,16,5,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,8,72,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.19695147562032464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139887906267555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303026519442647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114034013208678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048474913570861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065757989377474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787564908179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544490548126964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614173889872649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091739785026923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860119464970726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178073011975224,0.0,0.0,0.3069930621382239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215425560562658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260894886867492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839623942001029,0.0,0.0,0.2042570414935304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107485268811348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902790801873044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134083146192172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285183846048232,0.0,0.0,0.21952696370922425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337024474715704,0.0,0.0,0.12996827985807008
autism,tacticallybald,2020/04/09,"My son is self-harming his cheeks with his nails (repetitive behavior) My son is five years old. For a while, he's been using his nails on his cheeks. It has become a tick or an OCD type of behavior. It is very repetitive to the point where he has broken skin. Even with the cut open, he still taps it repetitively. When it scabs, he still does it, thus not allowing the wound to heal. I'm afraid of a potential infection to his face. We hold him, watch his favorite movies, and that seems to work at times. If he is playing, I will shadow him at all times to prevent the behavior; except for when I have to use the bathroom, kitchen, etc. 

​

I will not deny the fact that he is testing my patience. I will tell him, ""no."" and even raise my voice, but that only makes it worse at times. He cries and gets very sentimental. Other times he listens, but you can tell he has the urge to want to do it. I'm here because I'm tired of raising my voice at him. It's not his fault. I know he can't understand me and he wants to communicate his little issues with me, but he can't. I hate when I raise my voice and he cries because I'm not being patient. I feel like such a horrible father. I want to learn tips and tricks to help him. This has become such a bad habit for him that he gets anxious if he doesn't do it.  I don't want him to hurt himself. Please help.",1.5470130932896886,3.3852035212765976,2.8251063829787237,94.12615384615387,79.39007092198581,6.182433169667213,21.129841789416254,7.1686216300943375,0.3697180578286967,1051,29,241,13,26,339,138,282,0.128,0.76,0.11199999999999999,-0.8691,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,0,1,11,9,3,1,13,0,22,10,4,5,2,40,41,16,0,6,11,3,2,1,0,3,5,4,1,0,15,11,1,2,5,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,7,36,2,27,36,2,24,0,1,1,0,41,9,0,4,16,145,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726598109227345,0.153939322429737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431209480585466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577886922208812,0.15445519203031782,0.2798330413151785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783207989968656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086518817901056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129018234584034,0.16735195364024086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405706615991523,0.09050565955904494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323781030544834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507779448244502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983207966958555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356217152044122,0.0,0.0,0.13222895863729864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696242016441764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061893170879425224,0.12697427519231955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456496871045208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293734386117986,0.0,0.0,0.09635164219471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906496090405948,0.11976074799610086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533164930480275,0.13216281503865834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023457906480388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146112409859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549027522775034,0.14560878030339433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188627813879833,0.0,0.2188348518325106,0.0,0.2090611051776914,0.29889455766079176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223009469169002,0.0,0.12910550589162836,0.0,0.0,0.153939322429737,0.08158267232702715
autism,worsethanfallout76,2020/04/09,"How can I help my girlfriend when she has meltdowns? Idk what I need to like specify but if needed I will tell yall, triggers, stuff like that.",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,81.41379310344827,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.4912666666666663,112,4,24,1,3,35,26,29,0.040999999999999995,0.723,0.23600000000000002,0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813012254941561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100668107456383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223716361764958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804307466921702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668169507754269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,nonut90,2020/04/09,"What suggestions do you have on how I can bond with my son? My son is 8 years old he was diagnosed at about 2 1/2 years old to be on the severe end of the spectrum.  He’s really smart, but he’s non verbal and seems to just be very defiant. When I say non verbal, I mean he can ready above his grade level but refuses to use words to communicate. 

He has a lot of negative attention seeking behaviors, but I have no clue how to help him communicate or how I can help him. I try to play with him or play near him and he gets really physical towards me.  I just want to try to bond with him I want him to know I love him, sometimes I feel like he doesn’t know.  

I was just wondering if any of you could give me ideas on what I can do to bond with him or things I could try to focus on. I think if I can bond or find a way to communicate with him a lot of his destructive behaviors would also calm down.  I just want him to be happy. 

His ABA therapy is very hands off and he’s found a way to do as little work as possible. He’s very smart like I said. He finds weak spots in therapy and exploits them. His speech and OT are great but he doesn’t get it enough.  He also has an amazing teacher with two amazing Paras. He has incredible problem solving skills and is very self sufficient albeit just very lazy at times. 

I apologize if I have said anything offensive in here. Just wanted to give some back story.",3.0162244897959174,3.865266948979592,4.599931972789118,87.01887755102041,73.38775510204081,8.729251700680273,24.8843537414966,9.107695989026183,1.6329088435374142,1089,32,248,23,21,367,143,294,0.107,0.691,0.20199999999999999,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,2,15,16,2,0,7,0,28,4,1,4,0,58,48,25,0,11,17,2,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,12,0,1,12,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,6,40,12,40,37,4,24,0,0,0,1,44,14,0,12,10,157,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749062382971672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121384216589596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617642525646521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805239523138978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672223267571468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628956755030293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275168555875743,0.10820474282144836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529500626479448,0.07481267299506518,0.0,0.0,0.19142611603378715,0.0,0.0,0.11482112474620455,0.0,0.0,0.1094247562392618,0.20091576951024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545522539186932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147740658595952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038450084001175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182172143906184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510379915523625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232274039413657,0.1049579106437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806002649737704,0.0945147527643796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407182276822275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977405796663385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805714502005707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020381349723834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341738538746164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992272229683624,0.08327830863200658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533402670573053,0.10924679751263468,0.11830487439144567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357170472089797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395150829514869,0.0,0.06957195096769253,0.06710096114850975,0.0,0.0,0.061063632488677425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329596832853626,0.0,0.10229715897212606,0.0,0.0,0.09044528424981248,0.0,0.4320287862065109,0.2470685359482224,0.16624524348125688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356541136161445,0.07623810431403827,0.0,0.0,0.07439076364958995,0.0,0.0,0.13487372649626692
autism,Pissed_Misanthopist,2020/04/09,"Better social understanding of animals? I was diagnosed with Asperger's before the DSM-V was released. I read somewhere that some people with ASD may have an easier time understanding animals than humans, whereas for NTs it's typically the opposite. 

I was having a fairly light-hearted chat with my mother about pets. We've had a husky for a couple years, but Loco, our Jack Russell Terrier, was put down a couple months ago, sadly. My mother has always preferred smaller dogs to bigger dogs.

My mother told me she misses how Loco loved her, and that Kevin, our husky, doesn't love her like Loco did. She always says he's ""too big"" for her. She's not mean to dogs in any way, she just has a bias for small dogs.

I told her Kevin does want to love her like Loco did, but that she doesn't let him, and that she kinda pushes him away. 

She was impressed. I could tell she hasn't considered that before. Maybe I'm right, maybe not.

But yeah, call me the Dog Psychologist haha.",4.424924012158055,5.890601553191491,5.2758662613981775,81.15500000000003,70.70212765957447,7.924620060790273,23.53495440729484,8.418075326091056,1.4288741641337386,764,19,143,12,14,249,113,188,0.124,0.78,0.096,-0.6824,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,9,2,18,4,0,1,0,21,29,6,0,3,6,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,5,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,10,1,27,8,16,16,1,14,0,2,0,3,32,7,0,3,6,87,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673089208595573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791862833594185,0.0,0.0,0.0972219046136131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432143184665096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433073776817945,0.0,0.0,0.12644196778917274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598445389831174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141468611072603,0.3163787168251278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451076628294393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511066715682806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941561112279824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619260484552105,0.0,0.13969210765552972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870976764502507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28725748663838163,0.15573208150232656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411424054038916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911474777962392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372049797212585,0.0,0.0,0.1430048682291987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209233618229373,0.0,0.11369244422092632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457360158963259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495874241668098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336472899952582,0.0,0.0,0.2732206224832846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976656697706299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432515682494107,0.11347989879937898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206553230027953
autism,Patman_For_Sure,2020/04/09,A question  I think I am partially autistic. But I've already developed so many coping mechanisms at this time that I don't even know if I still am or if I ever was.   Can anyone please help me out?,3.0945528455284546,4.119567073170734,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,73.39024390243901,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.1717739837398367,154,6,32,3,3,53,34,41,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765497370392202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859211453241996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537557378395,0.3086571090041087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871559948882866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752806947850945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34594810058455977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745620493247547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822495493452153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725023382045719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864289096768816,0.0,0.0,0.1989707585672846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheMuseCourt,2020/04/09,"How to Deal with Multiple Incompatible Needs [Looking for Advice] This is a problem I've been dealing with for years now but have never really known how to deal with. I live in a large family, eight in total, with a majority of us having different needs. I'm one of two diagnosed autistic dependents in the household, the other being non-verbal, along with several children with OCD, ADHD, and some that show traits of autism but haven't had a chance to be diagnosed. Even our parents show signs of autism and the like.

The problem is, everybody has different needs that usually conflict with one another. Some people are easily overstimulated and require quiet and calm, while others are often understimulated and need more noise and light to function better. Situations such as these leads to conflicts where neither person is in the wrong, but somebody has to give in and allow themselves to be uncomfortable (at the very least) or deal with meltdowns (at the most) so the other person can be happy. In such a tiny home with very little money, this can be very difficult to deal with, especially at times when leaving the situation isn't always an option.

So my question is, does anybody have advice on how to deal with these sorts of problems? How do you deal with incompatible needs? Thank you for your time, and I hope you all have an excellent day.",8.851648351648354,8.668598836734699,8.617142857142856,66.849010989011,60.63265306122449,11.456828885400315,35.580847723704856,10.891193690592663,3.9663218210361073,1085,41,178,24,13,350,143,245,0.10400000000000001,0.777,0.11900000000000001,0.7514,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,4,0,4,13,12,0,0,16,0,24,2,0,7,3,56,34,21,0,9,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,9,21,0,3,2,2,1,1,4,5,0,4,2,3,9,7,41,27,9,22,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,10,10,138,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559128404317322,0.17171258753054214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731069999238845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921294271663572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777054995163018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566627737975146,0.6340624446443575,0.0,0.17835317847323506,0.0,0.18359110889460567,0.0,0.0,0.0768873425194477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058031051911712775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282708898089787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428382701009038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352916871709653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881312760273542,0.08726533154336635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303161597902528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042924217305590866,0.08805933357644184,0.07758245831005249,0.0,0.07378071756921163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257373512806315,0.06776345772532176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907313893584875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755872177773488,0.0,0.0,0.06091142933246444,0.15343285298149803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522119862409879,0.0,0.0,0.09842390223949243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628570578014599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925739121388977,0.0,0.0,0.19751783549451601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089017225734735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246436404328073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582697188426229,0.0,0.10568540048081336,0.0,0.09676596175172113,0.21748241804276305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606169777102082,0.0,0.056579301166491625
autism,Researchgeanology,2020/04/09,"How can I respond to an Aspergers adult doing attention seeking behaviours? So I have previously had a conflict with the person in question, because of accusations of something that I do not recall happening, they also lashed out at me in front of the members of a peer group which was humiliating for me to deal with. So I’m not fond of them.

This person is approaching 40.. they seem really insecure to me. Lately our peer group has been partaking in once weekly video chats. Throughout the video chat, this person will just partake in attention seeking behaviours constantly, during the chat I.e making noises, rolling their eyes, laughing etc when we are all talking. But they won’t talk too much. I think that they are doing it because they don’t know how to socially engage. Although I don’t actually understand why this person feels that they cannot talk and that this is the appropriate manner to engage??

As an example, last week this individual pretended to have issues with their laptop, not hearing us and turning their webcam off and on. The leader spent a good 20 minutes trying to rectify this issue. Tbh I’m pretty sure their sound and webcam was on. Sorry but I just don’t believe this person.

Throughout this time I left the room and waited until they were done, another person in the group signed off - so they don’t only irritate me. It frustrated me that we were wasting this once a week group chat rectifying issues that weren’t there.. I did not get to chat to the other people as much.

Their behaviour does make me feel uncomfortable. I feel that it is disrespectful and rude for this person to be making noises/faces when others in the group are talking.

When I am sitting in the group chat and this person is making faces, rolling their eyes, making noises it’s just so awkward. I am not used to this, I don’t know how to respond to it. Everyone in the group ignores it, wereas I’m sitting thinking “ok why can’t..... just talk? Why the need to behave like a toddler?.” In some ways I feel frustrated because it’s expected that I just ignore and accept this behaviour. The problem for me is that I don’t know what to do, where to look or how to respond. Come on now, what 40 year old with a high IQ sits and makes faces, loud noises for attention?

I feel like I’m forced to deal with something that I have no experience with dealing with or skills in dealing with. Why would the leader just put this out there for us to “face” but then not tell us how to respond to it? This leader does a lot for us and is a great help, but I think it’s slightly unfair for them to expect us to know how to handle people who have completely different behaviours to our own experience.

I mean honestly what am I supposed to do when this 40 year old man is sitting making faces etc? How am I supposed to react to that? It’s odd!!

I want to clarify for reference, that I do have mild Aspergers with social anxiety, my typical behaviour is to sit there and not say anything unless I have anything valuable to contribute.. I don’t make faces etc and this would be true for the rest of the group. This person does NOT have severe Autism.

I obviously have my own difficulties also.",5.136170796797562,6.423345478688525,5.901574532977506,78.01813000381243,68.80327868852459,9.01868089973313,29.268013724742666,9.350609893011278,2.599562714449105,2522,92,461,51,43,825,243,610,0.10400000000000001,0.818,0.078,-0.9484,2,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,9,0,16,1,29,22,3,2,27,1,55,7,7,17,4,103,93,41,0,7,21,0,5,2,0,4,0,4,1,11,47,26,0,4,21,9,1,4,20,8,0,0,10,12,60,14,77,77,11,50,0,0,3,0,71,22,0,6,20,335,107,1,0.0,0.0,0.05671455262643176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295350737146328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609415413778513,0.044459929248525334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956519331908054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628414579839422,0.0,0.0,0.06547881644803051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500633063081356,0.060935368260084034,0.0628046545651304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396674448415609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060720692092785765,0.0,0.0,0.15257773687622567,0.059474649108819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445000382220048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553401266490654,0.0,0.1137006473275532,0.0,0.0,0.1469304348543456,0.04151934115306486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030364132191804963,0.0,0.0,0.048746421818864176,0.0,0.06407503834631356,0.0,0.0,0.05139334545499639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550294222452288,0.0,0.03895511114382747,0.06140460698348734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197953379019952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776000946939428,0.04737373332401052,0.06555936754826851,0.0,0.06314511902262912,0.0,0.0,0.05678680624632779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048804283179930415,0.0,0.0,0.04940964337924418,0.0,0.0,0.31035246216371004,0.0,0.0,0.0633072811845421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544648512770699,0.043093584497243535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219696305987091,0.12378704063940887,0.0,0.0442011772791993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058307763806367,0.4567156966920447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912665819034797,0.0,0.0556108497514098,0.0,0.058424403561111164,0.06510519489138797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037231726857354326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621757742796575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290822824298382,0.0,0.06565652907834107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848747988288805,0.0,0.08948378592177217,0.0,0.06505807696404152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477530337474962,0.0,0.0,0.23356428023847384,0.0507974860820274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171854658129766,0.0,0.0,0.033888934693056726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945814579743715,0.0632154366804995,0.0,0.06050264041090594,0.3495425622698429,0.050195086769611784,0.0,0.0,0.03427936211054497,0.04613117472508925,0.1398556904399822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097689641197273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825703820209198,0.0,0.0,0.07485186718770293
autism,Emkayyyy02,2020/04/09,"What made you realize you have autism? I was diagnosed with combined type ADHD as a child and have been medicated for most of my life. However, I’ve recently been questioning whether that diagnosis was completely accurate. Many symptoms of ASD and ADHD overlap and I’ve been questioning all of behavior lately. I know everyone is different, and no one displays symptoms for ASD or ADHD quite the same... I’m just really confused right now. I know I need to seek out a medical professional, but for the time being I can’t. If anyone would like to share their experience I would appreciate it it so much, thank you!

(Edit for clarification)
I just wanted to clarify I am not asking for diagnosis, I would just like to hear your journey if you would like to share. Thank you :)",4.326293706293708,6.7969143566433585,5.946153846153848,72.02384615384621,73.26573426573427,10.274125874125877,30.58041958041958,10.389873798559362,3.921472727272727,615,28,106,21,13,209,90,143,0.038,0.764,0.198,0.9805,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,1,1,5,8,0,1,4,0,15,6,0,1,1,32,25,11,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,1,17,7,16,14,4,8,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,7,7,77,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729169317562877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171602438282088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226247867225644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375276157303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313320743730006,0.0,0.13704310398806505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533706731935487,0.0,0.12830790541229248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783636703419645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417349061565274,0.0,0.14796371573927733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264814961368724,0.19224682539043916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411475122999907,0.0,0.13298421236839622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427681115443363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642389721841013,0.09725973762700027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888313088592226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938773484343659,0.13951378378529114,0.0,0.0,0.08402986263020304,0.0,0.12951301208079016,0.0,0.0,0.11201713267594697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266846923179344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415245564999551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764853732906826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736654547977545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727131908291141,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,H0bags,2020/04/10,How can I get diagnosed? I'd rather not go back to therapy just to ask if I can see a psychologist because I ghosted her a while back (she was unlicensed and wasnt taking me seriously when I asked to see psych) and she's the only one my insurance will cover. My family say the psychologist at that facility is very nice but the therapist kept saying it wasnt necessary. Is there any other way I can get diagnosed? I dont want to see her again.,3.2371428571428567,4.602676670329672,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,73.50549450549453,10.474725274725275,27.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,3.1158527472527475,351,13,72,12,7,126,62,91,0.017,0.938,0.046,0.3253,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,0,10,21,7,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,5,13,1,5,16,0,8,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,5,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703700494369544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492837122435875,0.0,0.0,0.2872902631585692,0.0,0.11387746187392063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37921583522753616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189395822258637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610756363430974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520072048558704,0.0,0.10616826002009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265870903486549,0.14207719813477032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971171498019036,0.0,0.0,0.446589444127016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045764892545765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136331775648048,0.2169004651206705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541375703933549,0.11018520370509148,0.14828084804633834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Dravaek,2020/04/10,"My brother is autistic and I need some help Hello, my brother is on the high end of the spectrum, and has a lot of issues that are difficult to deal with; one in particular is that he does not shower. He is 14 right now, and still wets the bed, so it is very important that he showers to clean himself, but he refuses to get in the shower. He claims to not like the shower, and he starts throwing a tantrum and gets yelly when he is being told by mom or dad to get in the shower. I am wondering if there is any advice I can recieve that could potentially help persuade him to take a shower without argueing about it and him yelling about it. Im just trying to look out for him and help him, and my parents arent much help cuz they just yell at him when he starts getting loud and yelling.",8.051058201058204,5.278685234567902,8.076455026455028,78.37833333333334,63.93827160493828,10.985537918871252,36.72310405643739,8.841846274778883,2.9275104056437384,616,22,132,7,7,201,95,162,0.048,0.858,0.094,0.7771,8,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,2,0,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,26,25,16,0,3,8,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,6,13,1,21,22,3,16,0,0,1,0,29,8,0,5,8,91,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879894369751278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746871634114067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791835597060342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808673773417735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116541411017032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299583774293427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609968304034025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631343178887023,0.1825086614791203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865881955875001,0.1802950558067796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439174604992176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505759152586598,0.0,0.0,0.14685686172914567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231029901674,0.0,0.0,0.12698333557404762,0.12808407725896356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705268882249772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180666276585095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751850484131396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445316745888635,0.0,0.13794990898031775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987853206143252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505990048535255,0.0,0.11727871454131795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252809677050074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651461859171418,0.18732851209355336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,The_force_of_nature,2020/04/10,"Feels like I have lost myself through masking I am really angry and confused. I feel like I have lost myself through social masking. I copy and mimic to get by in life, my career, my job, heck, to even learn. I feel like I do not even recognize myself. I am trying to take time to invest in my interests. But damn, life will return to this after this and I cannot go back to mindlessly being a parrot. I feel like I have not been just/fair to myself. But I mean, what choice do I have when I cannot even find work in my field. Please help me make sense of this. I need a purpose to continue. Please help me find one.",1.345052083333332,3.1992117343750017,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,80.09375,5.8291666666666675,18.479166666666664,6.816661863887847,-0.004814583333333289,474,10,105,5,12,156,69,128,0.10400000000000001,0.726,0.17,0.7609999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,1,2,0,13,2,0,1,0,18,25,6,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,3,4,25,5,16,20,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,1,10,73,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477850475901882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29577193314211864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018991911343896,0.42655068444358896,0.0,0.0,0.2728579849699255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798679488435202,0.0,0.08483290734602693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010348020357627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812626612255445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086595657816665,0.29170081218820776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258890884873173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963809296329562,0.0,0.0,0.16259749895824047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106809347880872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114841200861664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277046681100032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562542500056584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521607588127367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223157198845267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703984629173467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134372697969296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866947494971813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Hackerman6942069,2020/04/10,"Should I look into getting diagnosed? I am a 15 year old and was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 7. I definitely have the hyperfixation of ADHD and the complete distractibility. On top of this, I notice I have an extremely hard time following directions. Someone can point out what to do seemingly pretty clearly, but I cant. It causes me a lot of anxiety and makes me feel stupid. I avoid eye contact as well, which I learned was a symptom, and get overwhelmed by noise or talking to too many people at once. I hate being in group calls because it makes me feel very overwhelmed and anxious. I also don't hang out with more than one friend because it is overwhelming. I haven't been to a birthday party in years and have never had one because I feel too anxious. 

I know you guys cant diagnose me, but I just want some assurance. I feel so stupid all the time.",4.067788461538463,5.6741018869047615,5.183333333333334,80.91807692307694,71.79761904761905,8.264468864468865,30.18498168498169,8.841846274778883,2.5110360805860816,679,29,129,13,13,224,107,168,0.158,0.7040000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.8290000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,7,11,3,5,8,0,18,5,1,3,4,34,32,13,0,2,4,0,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,5,7,21,3,18,25,4,18,0,3,2,0,7,9,0,4,7,94,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169821983200177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546237036736728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088590861186594,0.2979680221866092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411738570245854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346616483642413,0.0,0.0,0.13547449576066756,0.0,0.0,0.13827102511012512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015585881597935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667248585153138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188821126210314,0.0,0.13780107693188273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057943555207413,0.0,0.0,0.11813631563086902,0.13020170543501286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247641222915323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074386612797847,0.0,0.0,0.11211751459700424,0.0,0.0,0.17605847931232446,0.1337030622540082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017120399196756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014338115348447,0.13838322748132298,0.14044520853229828,0.17872718228011025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142723733108772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466684192655515,0.0,0.0,0.13416680448078605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200563016981061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173935793955353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137071193140621,0.0,0.10599812023729872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379763423760345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088127294972587,0.07778475250884942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857368928506985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984954227691654
autism,TheAspieChameleon,2020/04/10,"F1 Fans, do you think Kimi Räikkönen is autistic? The way he answers interviewers makes me think he’s autistic, but I can’t find any posts anywhere talking about it. What do you guys think?

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autism,dialupinternetsound,2020/04/10,"How can I help my son? My 4.5 year old was recently diagnosed with autism (level 1). He is a wonderful, loving kid and we only struggle with a few issues related to his autism at the moment: auditory sensitivity (which can cause meltdowns), trouble transitioning, and playing with others (mostly just parallel plays). From your experience, is there anything we as parents can do to help to make things easier for him? 

I love hearing about others' experiences and perspectives because obviously we dont all think the same way. I'm trying to understand how my son thinks so I can address things in a way that will work for him and cause less meltdowns. Any help is appreciated!",8.154840613931523,8.631004909090912,8.607626918536011,64.13793388429754,61.892561983471076,11.872963400236127,37.120425029515935,11.491704259439757,4.635336717827627,538,24,87,15,7,179,85,121,0.037000000000000005,0.753,0.21,0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,0,11,3,0,5,2,24,20,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,10,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,14,18,5,9,0,0,0,2,18,3,0,2,4,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233822484371732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594136114909325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007013029179512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394014194629966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676693880691304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360724086796272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231847019841805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618670482089136,0.0,0.33218006093253705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242059969918191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981897682857495,0.0,0.11026890606159416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334430208917553,0.0,0.0,0.1256381968096871,0.0,0.0,0.18342943278394214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311007524402182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726976202890058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949635725082603,0.21170049618080428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215652144579126,0.0,0.0,0.17197375978101614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622481103868833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914686706961475,0.12026388471131655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638012605296313
autism,markko79,2020/04/10,"I can't imagine my life as a normal person I'm a 59 year old male with a mild case of autism... just enough to interfere with interpersonal communication and dealings.  I also have trouble understanding other people's verbal communication and intentions at times.  After reading an article describing adult autism, I visited an adult autism specialist at age 45.  I discovered I had autism and ADHD.  Well... suddenly all of the socialization problems I had up until then made sense.

During my second grade standardized testing, I scored at the 8.2 grade level in areas like reading comprehension, language skills, map reading, math, and so on.  The teachers thought there was a scoring error, so they retested me.   I scored at the 8.4 grade level on the second test.  I should have been placed in a special group, but none existed in my school district.  So I remained in age-based grades through high school.  Elementary school was OK, but I was bored most of the time, which led to some behavior problems.  Junior high and senior high school was excruciating and stressful; the classes were fine.  I just hated dealing with my fellow students and their cliques and the jocks and drug use and everything.

All of the teachers knew I was quirky and different, but there were no diagnostic tests available in the mid-1960's to diagnose me.  Some wanted to place me in special education, but realized the school district's only special education classes were reserved for intellectually impaired kids.

Early on, I knew my sports skills were poor due to awful eye-hand coordination. Phys Ed was my worst class throughout the grades.  I absolutely hated Phys Ed classes.  I liked dodgeball for a while, but quickly discovered I was an easy target for the other team and a poor ball thrower for my own team.    I was always the last one picked to be on a team, which was humiliating and demeaning. 
 When that happened, any smidgen of enthusiasm that I had disappeared.  With a little encouragement from my parents, I tried to play Little League baseball, but quit after two weeks.  The other kids taunted me relentlessly for my poor batting and ball catching skills.

I had a handful of friends, but never participated in traditional sports with them. However, we made up and played elaborate outdoor games like one called Trail.  Trail was a running game where one team of kids would be chased around town by a second team as dictated by a set of rules.  A game of Trail could easily last four hours and require ten miles of running.

I was in junior and senior high school band and held the ""1st chair, 1st trumpet"" position. I was also in the marching band; somehow, I found marching easy.  That was my best and favorite class.  I also participated in music competitions and won several awards for the school.

I found early on as a kid that I had a knack for electrical skills and biology/health care. I intensely studied those disciplines on my own. I aced biology, physics, chemistry, and shop classes. I wired my first new house at age 14; it passed the electrical inspection on the first try and required no rework.

I became an Emergency Medical Technician at age 17 while in high school and formed a new ambulance service at age 18. I procured a 1976 Cadillac ambulance and found 25 volunteers to take the EMT course. I recently retired from that ambulance service after 38 years of service, which included roles as chief, assistant chief, policy writer, infection control officer, preceptor, field paramedic, and critical care registered nurse. That ambulance service is now licensed at the critical care level and has four modern intensive care ambulances, 4 full time critical care paramedics, 20 part-time critical care paramedics and nurses, and a handful of basic EMTs.

I went to nursing school at age 31, where I completed an 8-semester nursing program in 5 semesters.  I've worked as a medical/surgical nurse, a school nurse, emergency nurse, post-anesthesia care nurse, long-term care nursing supervisor, and 911 EMS ambulance nurse.

My social skills are still awkward, which makes new people (and patients) wonder if there's something mentally wrong with me. As I interact with them, they soon realize that I'm just quirky. Retirement is OK and relaxing, but I'd rather be taking care of people in an ambulance or hospital during this COVID crisis.",8.647037525652301,9.476047101583113,8.056642040457344,67.30226883611846,60.833773087071236,11.434347698622105,39.1399589563178,11.163134312431914,4.762591638815596,3485,169,543,89,45,1097,371,758,0.115,0.741,0.14400000000000002,0.9798,4,0,2,0,0,0,112.0,1,0,5,21,23,37,2,2,49,3,36,7,2,8,3,94,68,59,0,9,14,1,2,3,2,2,5,0,0,8,17,41,0,6,11,21,4,8,5,10,1,12,34,2,60,27,83,28,13,103,0,0,0,0,37,51,0,7,46,340,77,48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455437465446792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886636671823504,0.04469475587607195,0.0,0.0,0.036527692874696635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047817281256831407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637003982558906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484849651599177,0.0,0.4928894912631842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631861729853285,0.0,0.06024536422084412,0.04288664680770756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075455429544727,0.0,0.05451907327535136,0.0,0.056120206010402386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622917513007513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550142350359273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048275117076826336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137902982003084,0.0,0.17668548638982798,0.041499679146316415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047499543155583496,0.0,0.0,0.10606387005767326,0.0,0.05709598751329272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837615214131039,0.0,0.0,0.05289794939734166,0.061979305756647576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756895160426563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794013045162435,0.07872655487062595,0.10767205386369047,0.0,0.04753563039473924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165189207278898,0.035854836943081274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054111694255884135,0.054131568767724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041427923502606934,0.15563335778718634,0.0,0.0,0.052628792258050686,0.0,0.0,0.056364317996842175,0.0,0.10919497890098714,0.040852287569787114,0.0,0.0,0.059643580751190514,0.058167554610546526,0.0,0.11171658528916087,0.04690141788417758,0.1122404120208048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051443630161462216,0.0,0.0,0.1027950188609081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057131968406109235,0.16118706767850793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053036575409403056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543619281760223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606820807011561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095103094431152,0.0,0.04135203608060692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042896458429763334,0.0,0.06152976298278805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077321823078294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264330243892935,0.0939640473897057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293722105660122,0.0,0.052471248443288175,0.05591867495259905,0.0,0.04639207020098047,0.0,0.0,0.03168219592440265,0.0,0.04308652118800742,0.0,0.048295774354767514,0.049793867273048964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058251069472449186,0.03910478602242733,0.0,0.0,0.03815723017691193,0.05872835891757176,0.0,0.06918073661641044
autism,themagicalworldofmei,2020/04/10,"Glasses problems!! Irritating me I'm having issues with wearing glasses, the fact that I can feel them on my face all the time just now is starting to make me queasy a bit like the feeling of nails on a chalkboard or tags in clothing. Is there any way to avoid this? I cant see without them. I wear contacts occasionally but they are £40 for 30 pairs :/ any suggestions?",3.4288127853881254,5.2062228630137,4.349520547945208,85.54884703196348,73.7945205479452,6.510502283105023,29.97488584474885,7.1686216300943375,1.6661159817351603,291,13,58,3,6,94,60,73,0.131,0.828,0.040999999999999995,-0.7575,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,6,3,3,1,2,12,12,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,1,9,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347055414747031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34894259708764674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321926404242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336005632005397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615033859776084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334903851299936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058334705679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546960053255931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622890017194935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863731728135499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253699724615204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30810257272307345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,FUalumni,2020/04/10,"My Autism Got Me Into A Lot Of Trouble - Help Long story short: Two coworkers are acting inappropriately around each other, flirting, sending demeaning messages, gossiping about everyone - taking things way too far. Been happening for months.

I like the one coworker. I do not like the other.

The coworker I like, I called out on the behavior. I did it because I care about his career and family - I don't want him to screw up his life. So I told him to knock it off. The conversation was just between him and I.

He goes to HR and files a report, tells everyone on staff I'm making false accusations, and blows the lid off the whole deal like he's some kind of victim. Even though I only talked to him once, he says I'm harassing him and jeopardizing his career.

The coworker I don't like has told me they know where I live, and they have friends who owe them favors.

Because I have no social skills, I do not know how to confront this on the fly or such a mass level. No one is talking to me; the coworker I originally called out on the behavior has manipulated everyone to rally against me. All I wanted was a comfortable work environment and to tell the coworker I liked he was taking things too far with the coworker I didn't like.

Now, I fear my job is at stake. Help me navigate this.",4.551106684373615,5.807634338645421,5.832397078353258,78.08377932713593,70.15537848605578,9.721204072598496,28.28707392651616,9.994966539143718,2.7416107127047367,1013,36,198,26,18,340,141,251,0.095,0.755,0.15,0.9373,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,13,20,4,1,17,0,17,2,0,4,1,28,32,11,0,2,4,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,7,0,3,9,1,37,13,28,23,5,25,0,0,0,1,34,18,1,3,11,138,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935106684230357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497607187170125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086083738243503,0.0,0.12524061568521866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663966197493445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113274965512034,0.0,0.0,0.3521283550201689,0.0,0.0,0.11579989080972054,0.13822589439596494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490364297143457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824405462328263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862444668668897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467024499590546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189687309743147,0.0,0.0,0.12791594265844536,0.13501612139115873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676348031452699,0.4200840349174349,0.0,0.10846741460545273,0.10870697287800206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443171436965178,0.0,0.0,0.0819947217434625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804740564760127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308175083505022,0.16647520342435312,0.09342315395789227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976849965859522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521695977983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847164320861602,0.1974636247713854,0.21473008888151968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321502932505766,0.0,0.12068683244104618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23475223668011255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999400310952214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490501480551493,0.09750237672127708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714324148543466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942687576118769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gunvald11,2020/04/10,"I suspect I have ADHD or Autism. Any inputs? These are my ""issues"", any input?

* defensiveness
* selfishness
* lying
* self-esteem
* rumination
* cataosprhi thinking
* blaming others
* not listening
* worrying
* perfectionism
* afraid of criticism
* any remark is taken as criticism
* lack of empathy
* anger outburst
* forgetfulness
* love routine
* special interest mean hyperfocus, everything else everyday stuff, boring
* neer finishing things
* problems with social interactions
* dislike touch
* Sensitive to sounds
* 90% of time daydreaming",8.240802204531537,9.72806056338029,7.551941212492348,46.417232088181294,126.46478873239435,11.375627679118187,41.11512553582365,8.18289091462,7.913110961420699,424,27,34,18,23,132,65,71,0.355,0.523,0.122,-0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,3,3,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29339181978954826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980418295081056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393581443682485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194045643774708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548039519006988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033310262266512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592460856351763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335954597216084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25467649381209123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885555119391414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794656811095059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218636100586367,0.15642598140917974,0.0,0.0,0.14235174097298275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479216414731255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Anxious-Debate,2020/04/10,"Am I welcome here? Okay, so, basically

I'm a 19 year old girl. My boyfriend is autistic. My best friend is autistic. My mom is not.

When I'm with my boyfriend, he often points out little things that I do/say and says that they're very autistic things to do/say. He says he genuinely thinks I'm autistic too.

My best friend was diagnosed more recently. After her diagnosis she texted me straight away like ""hey maybe this is something you should look into, it sounds like you"".

I asked my mom what she thought. She said she'd been suspecting it for a while too, but didn't want to burden me with an official label that might be detrimental in the future.

I did some research on my own, and I do really honestly think that I might be autistic. A lot of things made sense after that. 

But I haven't been diagnosed. Don't think it's going to happen anytime soon either, with the world as it is now.

A while ago I followed some autism related Instagram accounts, and also joined this subreddit. Problem is, I'm feeling increasingly guilty about doing so. Because I haven't been diagnosed, I feel like I don't have the right to exist in these spaces (yet). I don't belong here (yet).

So, even though I haven't been officially diagnosed, I'd like to ask... Am I welcome here?",2.8392882187938286,5.022036540322581,3.7934431977559626,87.07049088359051,76.74193548387099,7.2162692847124825,25.298737727910236,8.18289091462,1.5911183029453018,994,36,199,18,23,319,135,248,0.040999999999999995,0.802,0.157,0.9751,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,2,18,14,0,0,8,1,30,4,0,1,0,29,49,14,0,3,4,2,2,4,2,3,4,4,0,1,16,8,0,0,7,0,1,3,8,2,0,0,10,7,30,12,20,33,9,29,0,0,1,0,23,12,0,6,18,136,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035845065925857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053816073742234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168187264088026,0.0,0.10636941450171457,0.0,0.0,0.06901493982133007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376247514293533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459644210836024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477757696352577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449002155368752,0.08088096704099408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493957733669746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434281161213909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011583431798134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124492715046432,0.11347138087186913,0.0,0.0,0.09507226053474864,0.0,0.0,0.09625152101838982,0.0,0.10712696700612767,0.0,0.0,0.11373989334718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020688835233936,0.0,0.2651925659961433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880031569007933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702496571673673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833166377288307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725285611283521,0.0,0.11178635927273672,0.0,0.0,0.09668516882461213,0.10769358859585054,0.36013310932704434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715859812370802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564546010406955,0.21763120109729125,0.11123336679339224,0.08988022869532744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341440325286708,0.06677726283825257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290688188724508
autism,ItsAndy4271,2020/04/10,"How do you know whether or not to tell people that you are autistic? How do you know whether or not to tell people that you or your child is autistic? 

I have made a video about a few awkward situations when I have told people 😬😬😬

I would love to hear your thoughts!

https://youtu.be/viYv9U7s2y8",5.2786842105263165,6.570697175438597,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,68.47368421052633,7.1035087719298255,28.285087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.1958456140350868,237,8,49,2,4,68,33,57,0.028999999999999998,0.882,0.08900000000000001,0.643,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,14,14,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,9,1,4,10,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,3,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921679389083638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849290228341179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396270449981785,0.24528708180853226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391465842184286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291382278323718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531520663435465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057974721500265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477027362221652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841475933038066,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Tricky_Peace,2020/04/10,"Advice on Pica Hi there 

My 5 year old non - verbal son has developed a Pica habit, pulling old paint and mastic from Windows and eating it. I’ve tried all kinds of ways of preventing this, by supervising, putting objects in the way, telling him off and explaining why it’s bad for him, but nothing has worked. Any suggestions?

Thanks! X",3.631904761904764,6.1140663968254,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,75.50793650793649,7.374603174603175,27.96031746031746,8.344100000000001,2.137584126984128,265,11,49,5,6,83,55,63,0.053,0.8809999999999999,0.066,0.4295,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746980886000926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652573944215526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029059758729843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486633000280873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306098230322555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233177839640034,0.0,0.5100032111230524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442955125620521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124043574752511,0.2237340199790401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499009600072945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857853324173815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928172769293766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691659502413512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649261392732616
autism,supernerd1325,2020/04/10,"Hi, I am autism. I was diagnosed when I was 7. I am 14 now and really like fortnite and tiktpk",-2.005714285714284,-0.14806204761904596,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,98.04761904761904,6.609523809523811,16.523809523809526,7.793537801064563,0.7263523809523806,71,2,17,2,3,27,15,21,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7832448383276764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770067002075308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943616805858652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,lv0316,2020/04/10,"Do you ever feel possessive about your interests? And like you don’t want other people to enjoy the things you love so much? I feel like I want my interests to stay my own. It’s ok if some people online like it, but when it becomes very popular or people I know suddenly start to jump on my bandwagon, I feel like it is making my world close in on me, and I feel infiltrated. I was wondering if anyone else feels this way?",3.864689922480622,4.7655564767441865,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,71.44186046511628,9.454263565891472,24.79844961240311,9.725611199111238,2.093277519379845,331,9,68,8,6,113,57,86,0.016,0.7120000000000001,0.272,0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,19,16,8,0,4,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,15,10,7,15,3,12,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,5,8,46,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004084370081942,0.19055746739933666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053991980951313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536159339024344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822865645752982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701828618856415,0.2657268749841579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102209196730421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634397884238501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785331205607065,0.0,0.12414242920301333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367159668289308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38680327293297706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163689613515928,0.1982288727823133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355618625213036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345215545156046,0.21939047001021744,0.14762147662525302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168629631374596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NinetyEightFins,2020/04/10,"Females with ASD? I'm 22, and just recently discovered I'm on the spectrum. Hoping to find another early 20s female on the spectrum to talk to about everything. USA, I'd that matters.",2.5924285714285698,5.345171028571432,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,81.57142857142857,8.071428571428571,31.607142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.521714285714287,146,8,24,4,4,50,27,35,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533407158041083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885546257364901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951461591388701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294059898507537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268784408280199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474943219209871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,apnorthern,2020/04/10,"Body awareness and safety ‪My daughter is autistic and struggles with managing her physical safety (body awareness, in particular). Does anyone have resources that I can use to help her learn? I’m honestly at a loss.‬",4.801621621621622,8.328850783783786,4.836540540540541,73.56724324324324,81.70270270270271,7.284324324324325,34.42702702702703,8.238735603445708,3.838496216216216,177,10,24,4,5,55,31,37,0.057999999999999996,0.6779999999999999,0.264,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401409052737823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7629677915472141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30054624776567834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020027807339816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590375662663615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966214854225589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AB_AC,2020/04/10,"Teletherapy is such a blessing! Is any of you facing trouble with life coming at a standstill because your/ your child's occupational therapy suddenly stopped? I mean, it's taken so long to come up with a routine.. and now it's just almost hit pause! Thankfully, there are some therapists our there that are providing respite for this ridiculous situation. Teletherapy has become the need of the hour & thankfully, several organisations have risen to the occasion. I follow this page on facebook called Autism Connect Association which has been a blessing in my life. I just wanted to share it with you guys. They've been bringing on some really good & qualified therapists on board to hand out tips for parents, about parenting & become their child's therapist in the interim. Here's the link: [https://www.facebook.com/AutismConnectAssociation/live/](https://www.facebook.com/AutismConnectAssociation/live/)",10.499941972920695,13.750586666666667,8.573629916183112,56.424545454545495,58.219858156028366,11.084719535783368,36.22243713733076,11.022393298168332,4.843306382978723,764,33,101,21,11,229,98,141,0.051,0.8059999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9251,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,4,1,0,9,8,1,0,9,0,9,4,2,0,0,17,20,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,6,20,16,3,17,2,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,5,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502170171701358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382937429822677,0.0,0.091695089952382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219655457640977,0.2978379884857597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768561400905455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230358159181014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309648935898482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351173091474872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278917573372956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904814348117076,0.0,0.0,0.11906523741016692,0.11932820175478975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468791141109576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998135121882837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29944532882617714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638126539802543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232960010580526,0.0,0.0,0.151564596483337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127313754572706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482831241433459,0.15420005723765393,0.4696751391951106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953148903060081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,blessthatcough,2020/04/10,"Communication tips? My boyfriend has autism, Asperger's I believe but he doesn't even know himself which kind he has so I can't be sure. He has troubles with initiative and planning, so he usually doesn't schedule our meet ups, doesn't text me first, doesn't call me.
I'm having troubles with this, it makes me feel unwanted when I know he doesn't mean it that way. I talked to him about it and he wants to make the change, but he doesn't really know how.
I was wondering if some people have some tips? We already thought about making a note in his calendar and we have already discussed that I can make the call as long as he tells me when he's available, I now call him when I'm walking my dog at night.",3.945379310344826,4.7859826068965505,4.469137931034481,88.84715517241379,71.20689655172413,8.006896551724138,28.29310344827586,8.238735603445708,1.6320896551724138,558,20,123,8,10,177,84,145,0.09699999999999999,0.87,0.033,-0.838,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,3,0,16,0,0,5,1,27,30,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,1,20,2,11,27,2,14,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,4,9,74,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532856600009249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803457137095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903525550157058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933437369382648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105725685746604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809369367892952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136156697063532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668978695995545,0.2639132547880947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165819970134474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273957542807105,0.0,0.0,0.1743647400422799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021621611157207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097339137981067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025458723441894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086545109770558,0.0,0.0,0.12865937138645506,0.13990950629635862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707885438050753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762960919387617,0.0,0.09441429092171784,0.12705726953172675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359066375310622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,stamwisegamgee,2020/04/11,"Advice for an essential worker with autism? I’m female, 26, I live in New York, and I am currently working as a cake decorator/bakery associate at a grocery store. I am still considered essential. I also have been using this time to properly self-diagnose my autism to the best of my ability. I’ve been having panic attacks every day about going in, but am scared to quit for obvious financial reasons. My hours have been getting cut so I’m also not making as much money. They gave us a $2 raise, but it still doesn’t seem worth my mental and physical health to be in a dangerous environment for $13.80/hour maybe 16 hours a week. I don’t know if I’m strong enough for this. I cried for like 2 hours before I had to go in today. I also have hypertension from being a stressed out person in general and asthma and I’m scared of what would happen to me if I got the virus. I guess I just need advice on what I should do. Is this worth it? Are there any other people in similar situations wondering what their breaking point will be for being an “essential” worker? Are there any services for people like me if I just can’t do this anymore but I haven’t been laid off?",3.940956195244056,5.1028513659574495,5.567984981226534,79.76411764705884,71.51063829787235,8.933667083854822,26.1639549436796,9.325443323948027,2.178974968710889,921,29,180,20,17,314,137,235,0.115,0.799,0.086,-0.8299,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,6,11,11,3,4,10,0,28,2,0,3,1,27,45,16,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,0,4,2,5,7,0,0,7,0,23,4,30,31,3,25,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,6,13,125,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306175496137946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830949990563669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048884504524866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170248409854448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424266426962012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004097795407511,0.0,0.12383430042785845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961806670647946,0.07610059481037909,0.0,0.0,0.11976807750920793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192611489335388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942055531288901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061650418704016725,0.0,0.13412486730650364,0.0,0.0943758218735538,0.0,0.12999091274488805,0.0,0.10434749940773323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254290699957379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648271016274456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485001800531526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529821961764655,0.0,0.1041966502618586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876628548674271,0.0,0.11854741594606555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891680350331595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674398384965888,0.08749591494760453,0.0,0.1139656694965706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844822442896382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361345173519334,0.10303353147757133,0.0,0.0,0.1115486638334298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550811320210234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132422155606645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362782780415945,0.0,0.0,0.1074232717557452,0.12310031185265352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326375657191229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847078827398872,0.0,0.1351692348992566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880707145070006,0.0,0.1118507269007962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194013636014058,0.1019145910933101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465292601700308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796656627552674,0.08590580804007411,0.0,0.0,0.0838242073243609,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,K4rumK100,2020/04/11,"I am in a very weird situation that I don’t want to be in. I am not trying to offend anybody with autism, but I have a group of online friends that have believed I am autistic for five years. I have not done anything about it, but I today I told them that I wasn’t and none of them beloved me. By the way I am not autistic ( I have been tested ) so how do I make them believe me.",3.2698795180722904,2.8900458674698832,4.674361445783133,91.11612048192774,72.25301204819277,7.121927710843375,27.443373493975905,5.6839178017228535,0.7428091566265063,289,9,71,1,5,97,51,83,0.068,0.84,0.091,0.1765,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,14,0,0,2,0,10,17,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,17,1,10,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435386095823287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143284214355309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899837905173364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063570324127065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198475143578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064510948977559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584243576698652,0.2605126679671298,0.0,0.1851000196357528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249509095836112,0.16080610154203126,0.21640351250334147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556681651164247
autism,robotgoldfish123,2020/04/11,"Should I pursue a diagnosis? (This is literally my first post on reddit please be kind)
I am a 15 year old girl and I have always struggled with things like social interaction, sensory overload, eye contact etc. I have a sister whos autistic and a few friends with autism who's traits i strongly relate to. Basically i have always had pretty much all the traits seen in girls with ASD/aspergers.
I don't need advice in terms of the traits of autism/whether i am autistic, that can be decided by a professional. My question is (since it will most likely be a long and difficult process to get diagnosed): is it worth it to get an official diagnosis? How can it help me, such as with accessing adjustments to make stuff more accessible? And are there any reasons its not worth it (social stigma perhaps)?
Sorry this is so long. I'd appreciate any guidance anyone can offer as i don't feel comfortable talking to the ppl around me about this rn",4.7461878009630825,6.61372678089888,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,70.51685393258427,8.905939004815409,30.130016051364365,9.424239791934726,2.87762632423756,749,31,135,17,14,246,117,178,0.064,0.802,0.133,0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,10,0,21,2,1,3,1,21,28,8,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,2,13,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,13,6,19,21,7,11,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,2,8,92,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639523575530479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921226192038884,0.0,0.0,0.22819186614547565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731545051297633,0.0,0.0,0.14935948297405374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029283937943854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711868926568592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084834445387787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271330667341714,0.0,0.0,0.12962616146223094,0.0,0.1753159116915959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245918016176293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471671389503954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393734960447698,0.0,0.0,0.2969594670374381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199423654335308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333736681802288,0.12440650380635784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605654635562926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417170092864246,0.0,0.0,0.1606865509972238,0.17069224834813293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795163527385866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250545056711145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878908175323862,0.0,0.0,0.34206050132587923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878156109287929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539974620150384,0.1920675880547399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485494816693905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114653615073596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804461045466757
autism,PDXgfx74,2020/04/11,"Does anyone else seem to have a brain that will... not... stop...? As an adult who may have undiagnosed asperger's syndrome I've often wondered if there are people out there who have the same problem. It's so rare that I have a moment of peace in my head that when it happens I wonder if something is wrong. It's not like something/someone is talking to me, it's more like once one thing gets done being thought of there is no moment to reflect on it. It just jumps to the next thing, often not even close to being related to what was happening or being talked about in the first place. Anyone?",4.505593220338984,5.363877991525428,4.862500000000002,86.47222457627122,69.9322033898305,7.255932203389831,26.614406779661017,7.1686216300943375,1.1810305084745758,465,14,94,4,8,147,77,118,0.107,0.8640000000000001,0.03,-0.7952,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,0,15,2,2,0,0,20,22,6,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,0,4,2,14,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,9,8,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621001021035646,0.1803939233968332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965408025825081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407099145959366,0.180170154752145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470752511530654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628574236675225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149756253501022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198390369487464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113779448085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806880003253437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202770966434847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724144156868788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749778773394388,0.11930257940318224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205759753108945,0.0,0.1839448681907786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846531346956792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027809853503916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917477524097586,0.13553932472838084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719375589226458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830201650329646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339324247132521,0.0,0.0,0.13977170085395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818583735810033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924935955892799,0.0,0.0
autism,HellishFriend,2020/04/11,"Coping with holidays Hi, I was just hoping to share my experience here and possibly gain some tips on how to deal with holiday celebrations. I am very easily overwhelmed by festivities, but my family absolutely loves Easter, so I’m going to be surrounded by celebration all day. I will also be receiving gifts. I am grateful for these gifts, but due to my autism, I do not like sudden surprises or knowledge being withheld from me. My family insists on getting me a surprise gift rather than just telling me what they’re giving me. I feel bad for possibly spoiling the holiday but a lot of it is just too much for me. Does anyone relate?",7.216134453781509,7.608718680672273,8.29378151260505,65.87915966386556,63.87394957983194,12.178151260504205,35.48739495798319,11.765960540728905,4.631181512605041,509,22,85,16,7,174,87,119,0.068,0.664,0.268,0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,20,16,8,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,15,7,16,11,4,8,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,4,4,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779966350741148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563266487465344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858444698089652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354527471559886,0.2294695484062255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947806992920381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772532529812086,0.41965602616431896,0.0,0.11254281299805567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628852982359085,0.213518405319863,0.12649698055368852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107152809539635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874103317111823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922901373848466,0.2008865639431288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362144110240925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501849574132367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945441726408892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365128373536885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KU_psychlab,2020/04/11,"VOLUNTEERS NEEDED FOR RESEARCH SURVEY We are looking for volunteers to complete an academic survey. The purpose of this study is to obtain information concerning teaching and moral development. As a participant in this survey, you would complete some survey items about your teaching techniques and outcomes.  **To complete the study you must be a K-12 teacher who works with at least one student with an Autism Spectrum diagnosis on a daily basis.**  The survey will take no more than 20 minutes of your time to complete.

[If you are interested, follow this link!](https://kusurvey.ca1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_ezX20AS97HivP49)

please contact Dr. Anna Pope at **arpope@ku.edu, if you have any questions**",7.1792966360856285,11.306945339449545,5.214642201834863,70.61896636085629,77.25688073394495,6.943363914373089,33.87217125382263,8.021203637495839,3.643472905198777,578,29,70,11,15,166,78,109,0.02,0.93,0.049,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,12,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,17,8,4,6,2,0,1,0,11,4,0,4,1,54,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833550003383996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8531460349201387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082517867276045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083654121609053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784557065849734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329879474147696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788177236090898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294975748438416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861834549701054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480953135114676,0.0,0.0,0.14450678652321747,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,treemangle,2020/04/11,"""IMPLYING"" Is it me, or is this 'implying' phrase the basis of neurotypucal communication stuff?",9.933999999999996,12.017955733333334,11.500000000000005,39.33000000000001,58.33333333333334,16.666666666666668,41.66666666666667,14.554592549557764,8.071666666666667,76,4,10,4,1,27,13,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SilvercreiWolf,2020/04/11,"Does anyone else get this? I've been diagnosed ever since I was around 5 and so I've learnt a lot about autism, but I still don't know everything. I get really irritated when people ask too many questions, or when the questions that are being asked can be really easily answered. Does anyone else here get like that? Kinda out of themselves and angry for no reason?",4.050761904761902,6.19052188571429,4.974285714285717,80.17904761904764,73.0,8.095238095238095,21.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.6020952380952376,292,7,52,6,6,95,55,70,0.161,0.75,0.08900000000000001,-0.7536,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,14,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,5,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426190276204529,0.35552574199387404,0.0,0.15444450141309507,0.3243828623950541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609054442660707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303647720094797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986030577151306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569332829827062,0.0,0.0,0.15592326020258754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719269446288964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534656658201174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475933940882109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474965404845597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589347396383387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027738271640702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870108575147744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228660367270334,0.17837848507086154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351422558609075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855079085295888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CrimsonHartless,2020/04/11,"My Girlfriend Doesn't Understand my Autism, and it got to me today Earlier today, my gf was going home for mental health reasons. She couldn't understand why I was focusing on a video game instead of saying goodbye, and I tried to explain to her that I was trying to focus on something else bc my brain couldn't handle the emotions, but she got angry with me, saying 'I get it' and then thinking I was mad at her bc I had to explain it more than once.  


I don't struggle with social awareness as much as more typical autistic folks and could tell she doesn't at all get it. She thought I didn't want to say goodbye or that it was her fault I was struggling to process things. Along with my recent DID diagnosis, I'm feeling more and more that people just straight-up don't understand me, which hurts.  


She also doesn't understand that I can't keep my emotions inside. When I'm getting fidgety and my voice is getting angry and I'm not looking her in the eye, it's just all the stress from the past few weeks, from the lockdown to literally catching caronavirus three weeks ago, and that I can't just process and keep down emotion like other people. Does anyone else struggle with this kind of thing?  


(For context, DID is a mental disorder that is incredibly complex and incredibly stigmatized. She seems cool with it but, like with the autism, she just isn't understanding how it's affecting me)",8.370282051282054,7.012675714814818,7.893703703703704,75.46089743589745,62.22222222222222,10.52991452991453,37.80626780626781,9.265573868473778,3.3632079772079773,1113,46,208,15,13,352,133,270,0.131,0.8109999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9726,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,4,8,1,24,3,2,3,2,48,49,19,0,4,8,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,19,17,0,2,13,2,0,2,12,7,0,1,13,8,33,4,30,33,8,17,0,1,2,0,21,6,0,2,11,146,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548053092848035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711607740338279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742700852727453,0.09880526466616542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764922482530913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699254799413993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051862655643704,0.0,0.08438768225610252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611119581234906,0.3254167064967812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048758563748908884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152550104708702,0.0,0.054804131210742575,0.0,0.15424984282028406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250196473975584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096728458475985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032317032756757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142514401138345,0.0,0.10041836182826708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422292648910036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097800687132653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194360143148244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088810252875045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269618949757844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205458922843096,0.13370664600543086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991474391099354,0.09521427720759497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300581255587583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778743567269345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829956855168334,0.0,0.07423752751915648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046173068184413,0.3024328031243191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428520836646768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281293443956242,0.061789284623247925,0.0,0.07655568234044903,0.0,0.0,0.1828111978394012,0.0,0.0,0.13094104833932427,0.0,0.0,0.5019419312916465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056877680393304327,0.0,0.1547027477033713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701425116342908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ActualisedDave,2020/04/11,"Reporting from the Social Care front line Follow our Social Care diary navigating the COVID-19 crisis. By sharing our experiences we’re hoping we can help others through this difficult time – especially those connected to adults with learning difficulties and complex needs, and their circle of support.

[https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUGeVy53oHw4D9sY4LyFZkg](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUGeVy53oHw4D9sY4LyFZkg)",22.581875,27.30635177083333,13.26666666666667,28.445,31.29166666666667,13.06666666666667,45.16666666666667,12.45797560212912,6.900616666666667,367,14,28,8,3,92,42,48,0.142,0.588,0.26899999999999996,0.8034,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680775047898706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725122517078437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867314795974994,0.0,0.0,0.27670047031634976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656926801260592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679702042338145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161380487590013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244674270991571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,_DirtHour_,2020/04/11,"A bad day overall First, I had to get my hair washed... which is a big sensory issue for me. Normally after I get through all that, my mom would wrap me up in a towel and give me a Popsicle, as is tradition and comforting. Of course, we don't have any. Then, I couldn't find my (stuffed) flamingo, and he is very important to me, sensory wise and I've just had him forever. My mom doesn't full get it, that I can't just grab *any* stuffed animal after thrashing about under running water while she tries to shampoo my hair.

Then my brother couldn't remember to keep his volume down while playing games. I've only reminded him one hundred times, but he just ""forgets""

On top of all this, I haven't been able to sleep. I've tried lots of things, but I'm always up at night.

I'm hoping next week will be better. Currently wrapped up in my second favorite hoodie, holding my stuffed flamingo (he some how ended up tangled up in a blanket in the reading room), and my hair is in soft curlers which feels nice.",4.049616204690828,4.9849756567164185,4.920728500355367,85.35503731343286,71.03980099502488,8.130916844349679,30.27754086709311,8.418075326091056,2.142628713574982,781,32,160,12,14,254,123,201,0.011000000000000001,0.865,0.124,0.9640000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,6,0,17,6,4,1,2,27,26,13,0,5,5,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,6,1,2,3,3,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,6,23,6,28,18,5,33,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,3,14,104,30,1,0.17612471095365712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654986856986804,0.0,0.0,0.2395416860443434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705677691221244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576799421568846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358586813130853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599421732113475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905394581361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097479504347348,0.14981158916383044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760536765817501,0.16895487140430224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174931578121128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838284395991536,0.0,0.15654773553725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973493097353344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125502656372568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731062819049624,0.1652811102148825,0.17256482191767286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934666228554405,0.13395077916369014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761723728017508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951496405000635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762519061135582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700943194001995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269973531448416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239154235215743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453213318086624,0.0,0.0,0.14127661944822922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511394139665455,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,EinsamePanda,2020/04/11,"difficulty getting stuff done. there are a few items i have trouble getting done and i was wondering if there are any government, volunteer, or whatever organizations that can help people with what they consider a challenging task. 

whenever i see long paragraphs and run on sentences my brain turns off. making it difficult for me to comprehend a number of important things. example is when i moved to a new state, i made 3 attempts to go to the  DMV to update a driver's license and gave up. never did get a new one even after a couple years there. (moved back to home state and my old DL is still valid so don't currently need help with that, just using it as an example).",6.256328125,6.925930726562503,6.967187499999998,73.60906250000002,65.953125,11.0875,33.1875,10.9516,3.8189500000000014,535,22,97,15,8,177,95,128,0.062,0.846,0.092,0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,3,1,15,23,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,1,9,1,15,17,2,21,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,12,70,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690714642965473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321909504942233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191243819445916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021913385721995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518546096690709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354731461161892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694532890998602,0.0,0.0977024633558708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046013102234866,0.0,0.1724433625884632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521381304383812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266880955458773,0.114753666132028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654339105970869,0.0,0.1274717596465008,0.1325903701558656,0.3320704615459793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803944092518648,0.0,0.1164931077685059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191832476236876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699288529258366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729042685955806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679994752127825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142117601270483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699263578319086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847815772996276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864329710573368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070672507937908
autism,awesomejdo,2020/04/11,"Where to go for a diagnosis as an adult? I'm a 22 year old male, and all my life I've felt different. I've always been incredibly awkward and had terrible social skills (I have gotten much better over the years however). People constantly ask my brothers and friends if there's anything ""wrong"" with me, or if I ""have"" something. A part feels like if I did, I would have been diagnosed long ago. I would like a definite answer, and would like to to the proper steps towards getting a diagnosis",4.592345864661652,6.033629978947372,5.726015037593987,78.18210526315791,70.26315789473685,9.218045112781953,30.413533834586467,9.606745405546679,2.898984962406016,388,16,73,9,7,129,66,95,0.053,0.782,0.165,0.8627,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,8,0,10,2,0,0,1,16,17,9,0,6,4,1,2,3,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,2,8,5,8,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,9,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473978235701507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640241327501443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221741649665838,0.0,0.18428564864846467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743414061765391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302253844044297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007814198888046,0.0,0.2059540977500622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967253039939032,0.14082643249997567,0.18927130727251884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229860300071596,0.0,0.10298989082619174,0.0,0.11203091342568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923550698006296,0.2889165548384678,0.0,0.0,0.17444978493333144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490985810487686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684995803802805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134676096150112,0.0,0.1366619390924436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009445312042003,0.0,0.15175677151881414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200967070008976,0.21552569088873846,0.0,0.25388460243493216
autism,Noahendless,2020/04/12,"Is calling autism a disability offensive? Regardless of your answer, I'd appreciate it if you could give examples of ways to be an ally to autistic people in the comments.  I'm trying to help a friend be an ally.

[View Poll](https://www.reddit.com/poll/g06zcn)",6.279666666666667,9.139183577777775,6.890833333333332,65.69625000000002,68.77777777777779,9.833333333333336,31.25,10.125756701596842,3.9273333333333342,211,9,31,6,4,69,37,45,0.064,0.7509999999999999,0.185,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470061205677817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951903573299536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382154800650535,0.0,0.0,0.4199432419377729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934240679279493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034905273330355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29721310792903965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34747678927558395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,crafter004,2020/04/12,"Difficult time... So I have Aspergers syndrome, and turned 16 in the beginning of the year. A couple of months ago, the girl that had been my crush for a few months became my first girlfriend. I was just taking my first small steps in the world of relations and then suddenly: GLOBAL PANDEMIC, ENTIRE PLANET IN CHAOS! Now it's very diffiult to see her, especially because my mum takes the stuff very seriously. And this is also the time that I need someone like her the most, to keep at least some structure in this weird part of my life. We secretly met a few times during outdoor sport activities, but I hate being sneaky, it makes me feel like outcast. I convinced my mum to let me go to her house once, but I would love to see her more.

Any ideas/tips/thoughts?",5.144489795918368,6.185847700680274,5.314428571428575,83.14307142857143,68.59183673469389,8.873197278911565,28.305442176870752,9.120678840339163,2.1482821768707483,600,20,119,11,10,189,101,147,0.106,0.8009999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.3698,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,10,0,8,2,0,1,0,15,22,8,0,2,3,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,2,4,3,19,4,15,15,7,23,0,0,2,1,12,8,0,2,15,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967939304159794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350329429884418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148269015816894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029321819478098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683437607914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537794686398173,0.12062974244607495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872552312506839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596394648811143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670893519423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194835509229492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008570506634164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726652436535063,0.11926698026918045,0.1649876327896407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239784687379926,0.0,0.11271174029561283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695562223282293,0.0,0.0,0.1252035281536958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982461204579392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285305046296985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691104699292014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306993383192138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329809079640026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391525306673124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405167167470114,0.2953813825266002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836652902865706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786454172694482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199494457310568,0.0,0.0,0.10873681048035956
autism,AristotelesRocks,2020/04/12,"How do you guys deal with the changes due to corona? I’m having a really hard time with all the changes in my life due to corona. Working from home doesn’t work for me at all, my house is an absolute mess, I’m unable to maintain a good day/night rhythm, I don’t know how to separate work from private life, I lost many of the things I used to do when I didn’t feel well. All the insecurities about my job (not sure if I’ll be fired due to how the corona virus influences my field of work), finances and the situation in general are making me feel super anxious. I try my hardest to use any coping mechanism I know, and I feel bad for complaining because I’m healthy and I still have a job. But all the changes are just too much for me. 

How do you experience this, as people on the spectrum? I’m sure everyone in the world is suffering mentally from all the measures that have to be taken, but I do think all the changes are especially hard on us...

PS It breaks my heart to see people in hospitals and care facilities who don’t have any visitors anymore, people in vital professions working around the clock and so on. One of my family members is really sick too, so I don’t want to give any impression of not understanding that others have it far worse than me.",6.737457013574662,5.610714643137257,7.423137254901963,76.77950226244344,65.31372549019608,11.297134238310713,33.73303167420815,10.560738912317856,3.2506923076923067,994,36,207,22,13,332,134,255,0.107,0.807,0.087,-0.6331,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,0,7,14,14,0,1,16,0,22,4,1,8,8,39,42,16,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,7,0,1,0,7,6,1,1,3,7,24,8,35,37,7,21,0,2,1,0,8,12,0,1,8,135,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142206945468304,0.0,0.0,0.11862559108182227,0.1041365946983888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347657805196682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767466297319333,0.06400998141361418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705944190063192,0.0,0.4443248289596202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771944085837663,0.1082553887119011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033663323352753,0.0,0.10271489130596002,0.09898922657329284,0.0,0.15928082029778526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073021943690688,0.0,0.08807308553406562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397130948363656,0.0,0.0,0.18812743954334776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443125180495547,0.0,0.0,0.10532842525562104,0.0,0.0,0.12116149768218536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840222050718332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541583794235075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483360606143368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462519689726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009155217438583,0.10645843586127067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582019052512953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719064612785106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853993769070313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115400332149965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839142314243412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453759031887613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367526973785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802984995972915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385700816040982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793165525892234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976055592562158,0.06728286741645803,0.0,0.0,0.061229171957907925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712913998641119,0.0,0.0,0.1093137511456158,0.12630790460470215,0.18138095086762093,0.0,0.0,0.061934580602322084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441196994880664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822239038641145,0.0,0.10700891208495274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,a-re-kku-su,2020/04/12,Lost my 3 year old fidget spinner Quite sad about it. I lost in a month ago inside an uber while I was on the way to a dental appointment (im scared of dentists).,1.2247619047619054,2.6626112857142914,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,79.0,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,0.0308095238095234,125,3,29,1,3,42,31,35,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25986858010263325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166630192175345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6400373646691958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339974505869323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076220203811741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118116598239578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935042212683909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326966983802459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878537633144388
autism,pastelimperfection,2020/04/12,"How do I explain things to my mom? A couple months back my mom was giving me grief for something, and when I asked why she was talking how she was, she replied with 'it's been ten years'. I didn't get it. She 'explained' that it had been ten years since I'd been diagnosed with ASD and I'm still 'like this' and 'not cured'. How do I explain to her that that's literally not how it works ??? She won't take what I say seriously. As a side note, she also said it makes sense that I'm trans and gay because she said some like 80% of folks with autism are in some way a part of the LGBTQ*+ community, and completely dismissed my identity because of that (and because she thinks it's a phase, but y'know...).",4.232500000000002,4.39943225,4.744444444444444,89.545,70.25,8.066666666666668,27.805555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.2990888888888883,540,17,125,6,9,172,84,144,0.026000000000000002,0.9279999999999999,0.046,0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,5,0,23,25,14,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,14,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,10,3,18,2,11,14,3,9,0,1,0,1,20,2,0,2,8,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396087068145105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829316193666224,0.0,0.0,0.1384232504573624,0.0,0.3292131432464581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874615747333606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918724170798016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271516744069427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940523285549716,0.17269031812631475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893355679406514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589606463736215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016386453464832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216713967690866,0.1436891902270702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949426841245816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424779707207033,0.1431580770960765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891330959007473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858717220524933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376314771569232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535164124326482,0.144692193308414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959640972498695,0.11534869916446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289044634846795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624388555664816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105574061638864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185225124237116
autism,Xyrker,2020/04/12,"I hate walking around without slippers or socks Every time I forget to wear them and end up walking barefoot, it's like I'm walking on coals or pins, no matter what surface I walk on. Does anyone have any recommendations for good socks or shoes/slippers?",6.685624999999997,7.461854645833334,6.383333333333333,77.795,65.04166666666666,7.2333333333333325,34.75,6.42735559955562,2.250825,205,9,35,1,3,64,38,48,0.155,0.716,0.129,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360692546544217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076311322351703,0.0,0.0,0.3319890398022308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263557915952484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303075510446021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31421176161944325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127981330533845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368193689108213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219600858007645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174599715758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594936744133431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,niftybugz,2020/04/12,"How do you feel about training for recognizing emotions in facial expressions? I was reading about an AI company that is developing tools that are aimed at helping train autistic kids to better recognize facial expressions and body language. What are your thoughts regarding therapies such as these? Do you wish you had something like this when you were a kid (or now)? If you had the ability to create an AI algorithm or software tool to help autistics (or the NTs in their lives) what would you build?

I’m not autistic myself but this struck me as a typical neurotypical “solution.” As in “here’s how autistic kids diverge from NT kids, let’s develop a tool to help them more closely match their peers.” Not denying that this has great practical applications, because these skills are important in the very cutthroat, NT world we live in. I just wonder how much input people on the spectrum had in creating and implementing such a tool.

My thoughts are that this could be very helpful, but if it’s treated as the only solution, with no comparable training for NT kids to better understand their autistic peers, it’s just perpetuating the idea that there’s a right and a wrong way to be in the world.

I apologize if this has been asked before. I tried searching and found some discussions on similar topics, but not with this angle.",8.127848251333727,8.634790821576765,7.575023710729108,71.41395228215771,61.9460580912863,11.201066982809722,37.96117368109071,10.914260884657429,4.339328156490812,1072,50,180,26,14,336,140,241,0.038,0.7879999999999999,0.174,0.9843,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,7,4,3,13,6,0,0,15,0,20,3,3,3,0,36,29,21,0,6,14,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,17,8,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,1,19,5,27,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,26,14,0,8,3,129,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667986659893872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564448802378454,0.0,0.1335099310256088,0.0,0.0,0.27752974133571195,0.0,0.17427999064374322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527149565642115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649083621937514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933310906075831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203221972624316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729822691343523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206657502798269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712045450193614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044038430191873,0.0,0.07665317770307466,0.0,0.2770902924632825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533919657650757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932915128103967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877436817377978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694197418523406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399132848139006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078891202389208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942826927159836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491213780459857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652447149518532,0.0,0.0,0.16333792841967773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891706335753306,0.0,0.1245395318946122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804266989632692,0.0,0.1701508310761278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114569137522084,0.1715449890973789,0.0,0.0
autism,Unrenowned,2020/04/12,"Did anyone else “counter-bully” in an effort to protect oneself? Hello, I am diagnosed with Aspergers, I didn’t speak in my first few years of schooling and was bullied and excluded. I was a small kid so I stood no chance against other kids and I resorted to mean behavior in an effort to make people leave me alone, and now that I’m grown up I feel really guilty about it, has anyone else experienced something like this?",3.8353439153439126,5.9601728518518575,4.801869488536156,81.24555555555557,73.56790123456791,8.085361552028218,27.62081128747796,8.841846274778883,2.350977425044091,335,13,61,7,7,109,62,81,0.184,0.7290000000000001,0.087,-0.8057,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,9,1,11,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445034490389422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301395347364942,0.4837753419419353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961208227839445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944222653290289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936707487158585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008060509500286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499703051359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533476640907064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758250504907614,0.0,0.0,0.2571558772205007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636653133052555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123627490063216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389214273899684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174277140923512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202514788256408
autism,callison29,2020/04/12,"How do I speak to my boss? Help!! I thought I’d come here with my little problem! I work in a care home and recently we have been told to wear masks for our whole shift. 

The issue is, I have autism and I have massive sensory issues, I cannot cope with things touching my face or my ears and especially the material the masks are made from. 

I can wear one for 5-10 minutes when I’m close and personal with residents but I just know I couldn’t wear one for a long period without a complete meltdown. 

I don’t know what to do, I’m scared to talk to my manager and I wouldn’t even know how to go about wording the issue. 

Help!!",0.5899675324675329,2.665149143939395,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,84.07575757575758,6.195670995670996,21.549783549783545,7.447530270364453,0.6717601731601732,485,16,112,8,14,162,80,132,0.047,0.8809999999999999,0.073,0.4792,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,7,0,13,5,5,4,0,27,24,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,4,3,18,1,16,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,72,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890534519440252,0.0,0.0,0.15115354552954804,0.18397899858970385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589756648995354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099724751587041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352302954042115,0.0,0.17601267057444356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494413728270443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893043802779566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586898965339545,0.0,0.15528715186660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660357995755301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378086659187305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321533639628268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790295587150594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732573791846889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567803089986184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410377047405083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657576498867478,0.0,0.0,0.13930512600628914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767096563934586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590816305709668,0.0,0.16914869577797714,0.0,0.12774566773069995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ShrekIsAnOgreL,2020/04/12,"Can someone guide me here? 19m So I was at work today and I went for my lunch and I was about to sit down and realised this girl was sitting where my bag was, I asked her can I get my bag then asked her can she move her feet and then I realised someone was laughing at me when I said that, I was abit triggered and said you laugh at everything you weirdo and he says mate you have autism shut up infront if everyone, I probably deserve it, I do think I have yspraxia and dyslexia, i think i aspergers, I obviously regret saying that to him but I was telling the truth. I was abit embarrassed when he says that it was infront of a bunch of people including my brothers what should I do? I'm not questioning whether I do have autism! :(",1.5935999999999986,3.740697826666669,2.7846666666666664,92.90899999999999,80.73333333333333,6.133333333333333,25.333333333333336,7.3011,1.0927333333333331,574,23,125,8,15,184,84,150,0.08199999999999999,0.865,0.053,-0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,19,2,1,1,2,19,28,15,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,7,7,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,12,5,32,3,11,15,1,16,0,1,0,0,22,7,0,2,5,90,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363937102227526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599342882081726,0.1749360587948972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169495753169644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687882198223892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494363360050216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986225086577268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804904509536552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703075003361252,0.4643730185402816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32984732814240625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012994664879436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494437137940933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450247640126327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043960160761266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170524197578907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Allah_A,2020/04/12,"What's worse? [removed]

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autism,antiWorkHomeless,2020/04/12,"I am 30 years old and have never had a job. I do not believe it is possible for me to get a job. How do you overcome self-limiting behaviors? Note: I do not have depression or a physical illness. I was diagnosed with autism at 17 but I never view myself as autistic and never went to learn more about the condition.

Since I was 13 years old, my goal in life was to get a job (and date but that's another subject). I never knew how people got a job though and so I recreated it. Anything and everything was like a job to me. School, boy scouts, church (I am non-religious but damn I learned every single thing in these classes because they gave out real-valued items that I sold for $100+ dollars, all hail the all mighty dollar), lemonade stands, video games, eating well and exercising.

In fact, the main struggle is that, unlike school or the vast majority of hobbies/activities (even video games), I was never forced to get a job. And so I got carried away in my little bubble world of pseudo-jobs. In fact, I honestly do not believe I have been ""unemployed"" in a sense that all my philosophy regarding any activity was the economics of the situations. Food economics (higher calorie meals tend to give a biased dopamine reaction), game economics (played Eve Online and learned many things regarding human behavior), and the economics of churches providing free donuts (going back to the food bias), and school economics (the grade bias).

That continued until I turned 30 and I have still never had a job. Most of my time has been spent being in limbo of inaction and playing video games. I have sold most of my video games however so I just watch YouTube videos for the most part. The sea of the internet has an infinite quality that gets overwhelming.

I still live with my parents, have no friends, never had a relationship, no college degree, and cannot drive a car.

Because the first step always seemed to be something forced onto me and then I would take up responsibility for it. I was an AP honors student. I had an unweighted highschool GPA of 3.9 (it was the hardest thing ever). I did 5 years of college and had a GPA of 3.8. I studied constantly because I could not read well and had to re-re-re-read things. I couldn't tell you why I was doing school except that deep down I felt it was my job, the why didn't really matter, and I need to take responsibility for the current situation. I never did any executive long-term planning for a career because I felt like, action wise, I was already having a job.

I did not graduate college because my failed long-term planning led to an identity crisis and created a nervous breakdown.

So how do you get over your own self-limiting behaviors?",4.873580386513158,6.429911697265631,5.8205962171052645,77.32991365131579,69.72265625,9.217598684210527,30.85649671052632,9.616208734778699,3.01254609375,2127,89,387,49,38,701,255,512,0.067,0.838,0.096,0.9399,15,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,4,1,6,17,17,1,3,36,0,48,8,0,5,14,67,71,34,0,4,12,1,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,17,21,4,0,7,14,6,7,18,6,2,2,33,4,51,12,48,33,13,53,2,3,2,0,18,18,1,6,29,269,68,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767672855972108,0.0,0.0510296245576598,0.0,0.0,0.08340998476517887,0.06430752299925138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046753622009762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057619466664909434,0.04715727610994365,0.0,0.18692422267454334,0.0,0.0,0.1381908103895073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627354143974827,0.0,0.048965240826070136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052821525736620786,0.06224640421321015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275362787729169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040506419287126214,0.055474486712823234,0.051671298411149015,0.0,0.055117452855948434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776856963318533,0.0,0.0,0.05216537704209507,0.14831558633316413,0.0,0.0473816895201708,0.0,0.1602061652141341,0.05883119336158815,0.034853989806933064,0.0,0.09809885369235398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085835710564456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331762361524685,0.05992330955493325,0.061466545418114686,0.05415355197100411,0.10854630815665227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217674159887609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547377065825015,0.3783981079844356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128706374134924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809724034396507,0.06641200774076657,0.0,0.04251695970758323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913785556327723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268874928699658,0.06980443826470235,0.03928814527903195,0.0,0.0,0.06584308280248115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482679438048372,0.0,0.05583050621397472,0.12795649608324705,0.0,0.0,0.0507309720988507,0.13786998507968876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721312007473994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795288622198273,0.0,0.0,0.06411310975105827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222171415500363,0.0,0.05360318151899207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297380379451107,0.0,0.06025423097420734,0.0,0.035760720814093615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667070122666181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028207603946924,0.05685146506366706,0.11067756229711342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356549424919134,0.0,0.0,0.11847923588439685
autism,GopnikWeeb,2020/04/12,"Locked in a closet when I was younger. I used to be locked in a very very small closet when I was a child. Almost every single day. I was on track to be kicked outta the school system by the time I was 13. I remember those times so vividly, it's like it was yesterday. I remember dragging my arms along the staples in the wall, I remember crying myself out every day.

I was put into the system just before all of the reform came about. I'm still in highschool and it's funny to me how the people who were put in the system later have no experiance like this. Just me and one other guy who went to the same school and was in the system already, no-one else at my current school was in as early as us.

I was in before him though, he doesn't remember the cursive book. When I was finally able to start getting my act together, I remember this one cursive book. They had me write in it every single day for months all I would do is cursive. It's the only reason I know cursive today.

I'm the one who has been in our school system's special ed system the longest at my school and I don't have anyone to share them with. I'm not even a senior. I've just been in since the day I've started school.

And I feel very alone realising that not a single other person who goes to my school has experienced those things. The other guy I mentioned who came in at a similar time, I mean he was 3 years later than me. He wasn't there when they restrained children by jamming a knee in their back, being locked in a closet for entire days to the point where you talk to your hands, your one viewport being a glass window with bars on the outside.

He showed up a year after they introduced the ""timeout desk"" in the corner rather than being locked in a closet.

I don't wish this on anyone of course, but I wish I had someone my age who could relate to the stuff I've seen. But like I've said, no-one does as no-one else was there. I was one of the first students to be in any form of special ed in my area.

And now that the old school is being demolished, I don't know what to feel. Relief that it's gone, but I loved that school despite all of its flaws, upset that the place that made me who I am today is gone, I don't know. But I think that this is enough time in the past for me, so I should go.",4.272862068965516,4.167079866666668,5.295589080459774,86.57625000000004,70.125,7.7873563218390816,24.88505747126437,7.0983637204850245,0.8807816091954028,1776,40,390,14,29,587,201,480,0.03,0.912,0.057999999999999996,0.9279999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,3,5,1,20,9,0,1,36,0,44,5,3,4,3,51,70,21,0,6,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,5,5,33,13,1,1,13,4,0,9,9,1,0,6,27,7,53,8,60,33,9,85,0,0,2,1,33,35,0,1,38,273,86,16,0.06625910071205643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663489182558566,0.06862444563845027,0.07311856527266858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505846060557689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265980763739426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050949158517368816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276322898519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515655191775108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052902500366482,0.0,0.07278251084451741,0.2136581924031955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057983785545320826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070195292564307,0.0,0.0,0.06846336320962733,0.0,0.043763511115851535,0.0,0.167478450244465,0.0,0.0,0.06481411462099365,0.0,0.0,0.06700518436646921,0.0,0.0,0.07258360611080172,0.0,0.05635995721719792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03461764537851909,0.0,0.03765657387623678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121385389182036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924280677848737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711254919437193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980142532063953,0.06269596317177963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217558519640993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288738203966936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952778021686139,0.0,0.22449440720747002,0.050393031840947816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325180900317884,0.045935717634918105,0.05785489100911264,0.06922665771339319,0.0,0.06263626700692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332173942040665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812539096963421,0.0,0.0,0.3752932233350868,0.0,0.06302757795855472,0.0,0.0,0.6035197259264514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481021281166715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614112101441652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379706503542662,0.0,0.05291460341901788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585081796434798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325655530222423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401960232152937,0.04245615631106052,0.06509923003376608,0.0,0.15454485786709302,0.0,0.125611760003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970153988871206,0.057226589008309924,0.0,0.16401209190550087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142285018160031,0.0,0.0,0.15238939166506596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047068564079373015,0.0,0.0,0.08533737693722898
autism,Card-Details,2020/04/12,Reading others emotions I was just really curious to know if anyone else shares the same ability as I do? I’m able to read all people very easily and have used my knowledge on other humans to become quite a likeable and somewhat popular person. (I am on the spectrum but it’s on the mild side),4.8224137931034505,5.880851413793106,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,69.34482758620689,9.248275862068963,30.017241379310345,9.516144504307137,2.9749172413793112,234,9,40,5,4,81,48,58,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,7,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,30,7,2,0.26502421387149194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853110924588484,0.27154862622396203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926984223260646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213937235252804,0.2981165693214561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565037696180624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837344202379405,0.23140892109211736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818858739276365,0.5301918663752382,0.0,0.16978129773892145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288958286708928,0.0,0.2186727320249962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,birchmark,2020/04/12,"Australians who went through / are going through ABA themselves or have / have had children doing ABA therapy, was your experience positive, negative or mixed? Hi

I'm an Australian adult and I have ADHD but I have been told by my psychiatrist who treats my ADHD that I also probably have Autism (but he can't do the assessment).  I've hung around in these communities for a while and seen people talking about ABA, and I took the opinions with a grain of salt and did my own research, and developed my own opinion based on a mix of what I found and based on my own experience working with children, which included working in inclusive support roles in childcare and OSHC (before and after school care).  

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I also noticed that ABA is one of the most recommended treatments here in Australia.  I've been assuming it is the same as other stuff I see about ABA (including documents and training stuff made for ABA itself) but I thought it may be a bit different to ABA in other countries, so I thought I'd ask if there are any Australians who have been through it / are going through it OR have children in it / had children in ABA therapy in some point, and whether your experience with it was positive, negative or mixed?",10.252212389380533,8.334689265486729,9.409840707964602,67.8517522123894,59.0,12.756814159292038,44.723893805309736,11.407655852321104,5.125932389380533,978,50,169,21,10,310,123,226,0.033,0.905,0.062,0.7468,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,9,0,25,0,0,1,0,34,40,24,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,19,14,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,16,3,16,3,29,22,7,18,0,0,2,0,16,12,0,11,2,132,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193603779522908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250721736912084,0.0,0.14396122624633098,0.16144782158091242,0.09035404544330852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827970680973622,0.1242126119970007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305994234078652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505623814872887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546665553140982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881762698635386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899079581809932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568169344103574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102263776990574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572186953128706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126984167042284,0.0,0.0,0.09003404731533061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211317614660527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256021630450939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325298618941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344683921224243,0.10587771373398504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042016154637369,0.0,0.15077577897561312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679337805285932,0.0,0.0,0.30388974995819457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096294800971715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696001296217713,0.147620010203165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316894367844752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934573653716201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144782158091242,0.0
autism,OlduvaiMan,2020/04/12,"Any parents of severely autistic kids struggling during this pandemic? My son is 6, non-verbal, and what would be categorized as ""low-functioning"" on the spectrum. He's been mostly pleasant and amicable during the first few weeks of the quarantine, but lately he's been screaming and becoming violent during most of the of the time he's awake (which is about 19-20hrs a day). Any parents in the same situation that have found some helpful remedies when living under a shelter-in-place order? I know each and every person is unique, but thought I'd reach out as I'm struggling with my current situation.",10.33681818181818,8.779117227272732,9.831818181818182,63.75772727272728,58.54545454545455,12.436363636363636,42.90909090909091,11.20814326018867,4.9854,485,23,77,10,5,157,79,110,0.14800000000000002,0.79,0.062,-0.8936,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,12,9,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,3,1,12,6,6,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,7,49,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596439150817151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108395919308888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311794237813327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084570995422556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238370939707647,0.0,0.20931749682695602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795960836511616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491640439728037,0.0,0.21534917369810644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857262699324366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239548571779361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669089674107387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156683295411058,0.0,0.0,0.4291704740041175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991507460573927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515572586973742,0.1113182502605092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531324889157597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561344629392852,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bryterlu,2020/04/12,"What are the benefits of getting diagnosed with ASD as an adult? A bit of background, I am a 25 year old female. Since childhood, I’ve had a hard time with some social cues, general anxiety (I was diagnosed with OCD at 19), and sensory issues (I’m very sensitive to sound and large crowds. I have vivid memories of getting physically ill in loud, crowded spaces as a child). I also have some social anxiety and have a hard time making friends/meeting new people. I get very excited about certain topics and often don’t realize that I will be using a loud voice or shouting when talking about something I’m interested in. People will get upset with me sometimes because they’ll be talking about something and I’ll often interrupt or change the topic without even realizing I’m doing it if I have something to say. I also can’t multitask at all. If I’m reading an email or a post on reddit while someone is talking to me, I will have no idea what it is they said. My parents have called this “selective hearing” since I was young. 

I know nobody here can diagnose me so I don’t really know why I just listed all of that for you, but lately this has been something that I’ve been thinking a lot about. Are there benefits to getting diagnosed as an adult? Where would I go to even get diagnosed?",5.186416686196392,6.2066203625498035,6.293334895711273,76.24005858917275,68.4820717131474,9.411858448558707,33.09139910944458,9.627879704456738,3.269515397234591,1025,46,184,22,17,343,141,251,0.055,0.898,0.046,0.4621,1,0,4,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,16,6,0,1,13,0,29,6,0,2,3,35,47,19,0,3,8,1,2,0,0,5,6,8,0,3,9,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,11,21,5,27,34,6,19,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,10,10,128,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188595740039732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486103571302284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170077631855873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050244918890567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335359329883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070738745699296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136642282152069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370538500257712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172893685996601,0.0,0.05752379756130384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134060985961287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140786056859994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426136278703032,0.0,0.10564396434293344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125213042141896,0.0,0.11417687489406365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605084035502203,0.0,0.0,0.06756295013721961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775574407209577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062099267773654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123891953181928,0.0,0.0,0.14034186597797368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693764400585632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012441160413562,0.0,0.06484202606671377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962802842123438,0.08049160254656723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674550423218379,0.0,0.0,0.20635540995939175,0.08576060293514659,0.3116863207295293,0.10010592948403002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406250946404603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485559065716531,0.0,0.0,0.11804057303918958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741875275369397,0.0,0.1670287973867197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133235138106516,0.0,0.0,0.09756931131784667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719014576446032,0.0,0.0,0.06518025260985869
autism,zebra-eds-warrior,2020/04/12,"What was your experience getting diagnosed as an adult? I am currently working on a diagnosis, but a therapist is sure I have autism. I am worried about what it is like to be diagnosed as an adult",4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,6.428947368421053,71.53096491228072,71.63157894736842,11.382456140350875,36.35087719298246,11.20814326018867,4.874445614035088,156,9,29,6,3,55,28,38,0.07200000000000001,0.769,0.159,0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625591163958874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31927260701133625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052560161045185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594579459330759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761924965848825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789646084530734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376162223357485,0.33146546732582693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lizfromtheinternet,2020/04/12,"Question to undiagnosed/ late diagnosed people with ASD I plan to talk with professionals about me potentially having ASD once I move out of my mums (I graduate school this year), so I don’t have a diagnosis and I don’t feel comfortable talking to anyone about my suspicion. 

I would like to talk to my mum about this, since I literally have no one- I can’t even bring myself to talk to my siblings about this. But I don’t know how to bring it up. 

And teachers asking me, why I don’t participate in lessons/ not talk and not being able to say that I may have/ may not have ASD is frustrating.   

**So, for all people who got diagnosed pretty late or are undiagnosed- how do you deal with people? How do you explain your behavior?**

**And how to talk with family members about potentially being on the spectrum?**

I never planned to talk to them about this, but maybe I should. I probably should at least with my mum and my siblings.",1.3846927374301643,4.079023268156426,3.089550837988829,85.66480670391063,90.06145251396649,6.662882681564248,21.685139664804467,7.839951260653429,1.4496938994413413,731,26,142,17,25,241,96,179,0.032,0.9279999999999999,0.039,0.2937,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,3,13,3,1,0,2,0,21,2,0,4,2,33,28,14,0,3,6,3,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,10,1,0,1,1,2,27,2,30,20,2,12,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,4,5,110,34,3,0.12575614739387367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793162223386357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756502198122196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964906602918191,0.0,0.25527968491735026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306074931918049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185517037524396,0.0,0.06358608667179012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057867911357493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911228980029596,0.0,0.2837168236250309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061438101428282085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633895283219787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365888283951766,0.0,0.0,0.09699089349072793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133926192737819,0.08521562006876411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615504352818209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279392120506469,0.13558639657815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408756657275062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000633588977237,0.0,0.12727193496288536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402678465238216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7075461940189747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347536290550665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893335589884723,0.0,0.0,0.08098283584440495
autism,KratosAKAGodofWar,2020/04/13,"Do you guys also sometimes have to laugh (mostly out of awkwardness) in a situation that it is not found funny by others? And do you also sometimes you have to laugh at something that is on your mind in the same kind of situation? Also people will look at me and give me comments.

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(Minus you after sometimes in my title)

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autism,froggle1988,2020/04/13,"Autism in women I have a 28 year old younger sister who I admit, I often struggle to understand. Our relationship is often strained. 
She’s, by all accounts, very good at her job, but she can be super difficult to get along with because her views are very rigid on what is RIGHT and WRONG so social interactions often seem to be a struggle for her. Many times in my life I have had to defend her for being ‘weird’/‘strange’ even though most of the time I agreed with this judgement. 
I’m not looking for any kind of diagnosis - she’s never been given one for ASD, but my mum, dad and I have wondered about it amongst ourselves. I’ve looked at traits  online of autism in girls/women and she certainly has some of them - although not all. Her degree was in English language, so that typical ‘maths-loving’ narrative doesn’t fit, and she is a child speech therapist, so certainly shows understanding of others at least in that particular way. I was wondering though, if there are any women here that either have ASD, or someone who knows a woman with ASD, who could explain... just, anything really! Especially if they only found out as an adult. And if it was worth ever talking about them on this. Sorry, this post is super muddled and I apologise if I’ve said anything offensive - I don’t mean to. I think I just want to understand my sister more!",4.910116038126816,6.523935133858267,5.372503108164114,80.35502900953172,69.70866141732284,8.18201409034397,28.32905097389142,8.6894789155246,2.187168503937008,1060,38,193,18,19,339,155,254,0.085,0.7879999999999999,0.127,0.9077,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,2,16,13,1,4,6,0,23,1,0,0,6,49,42,20,0,6,12,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,13,11,0,1,12,1,2,0,5,7,0,1,8,5,28,6,34,30,7,21,0,0,3,0,33,13,0,13,6,143,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652867475329626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136187247145268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912118771133653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362990829379302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572768039567948,0.11740605935372668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231236771295322,0.0,0.0,0.06781198225171041,0.0,0.0,0.10886500790914616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288004686461382,0.0,0.0,0.13516042653982946,0.07133136096143043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916773059219395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798845848116166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159069415763613,0.0,0.14138366283522022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010509640977253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361969176849983,0.0,0.08795174016432454,0.09871414833224623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243067265164231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314932845447344,0.0,0.0,0.13935012914240308,0.0,0.11084332481168237,0.12346376973824805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815953809972493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230858751558272,0.10997399332604756,0.0,0.0,0.1452937015472051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137763735431797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432346115552464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070078076106955,0.0,0.08316672283054746,0.25504379534658045,0.0,0.15136779298801553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053602406756697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418720508478276,0.0765558350344558,0.1030243967437539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815120060335605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190930981759914,0.0,0.08358304886134417
autism,Th3_PC_6am3r117,2020/04/13,"Can anyone help me find the kind of friends i am looking for here in my intro? Hello M/20 I am from Kentucky but I moved to Jackson Michigan pretty recently. My name is Brian and I am autistic. I am looking to make new friends here in Michigan during and after quarantine. Ive been through a lot of sad crap so I'm looking for a loyal and wholesome friendship.  Im mainly a PC Gamer and I currently like playing Destiny 2, Doom Series, Halo, Crysis, Minecraft and etc. I play on my gaming laptop. I am also a computer Nerd so if you have any technology issues I may be able to fix your problem. I would like to make friends near me because I was and still am the guy who got discriminated all his life and never had any true friends at all. If you got any questions or wish to get to know me more just DM me.",2.1107272727272712,4.031054375757581,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,77.96969696969697,6.096969696969698,27.363636363636363,7.0316486544052195,1.390563636363637,632,27,127,7,15,213,108,165,0.107,0.67,0.223,0.9686,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,7,16,1,0,6,0,16,2,1,2,4,27,27,14,0,5,5,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,3,23,11,18,19,6,12,1,2,3,0,15,5,1,6,8,88,24,3,0.1477580590543764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181620664422684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014416409901569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331587043681396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007194135882701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478929392460284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504818911276004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566300395827925,0.0,0.07719748736692343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635123556271986,0.0,0.0,0.14630370895278472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903911237793743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596040591889619,0.15422102490384013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538672808824032,0.0812039650492091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436588683505103,0.14437424821223674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722386673627315,0.0,0.0,0.12561861792983642,0.0,0.0,0.1972593035578568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704343296942894,0.0,0.0,0.11396012413813708,0.14270565417346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503230660394006,0.0,0.14138450735328395,0.0,0.0,0.16552284216130095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589325765113248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799977682769085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991447582996086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049630857664088,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MissMelina,2020/04/13,"Good Foundations So a friend reached out to me about a woman she knows who supports a certain organization I shall not name.
She wanted to ask me how to let her know that they weren't a good Foundation bc they call autism a disease and seek a cure. 
I wanted to give her, in addition to a way to convey the message respectfully, good organizations to support instead. 
I told her about the Autism Self Advocacy Network already. Do any of y'all know good organizations/foundations that help build skills with autistic children? Or advocate for them in the right way? Just overall healthy, genuine ones to support?",6.384256756756757,8.128821693693695,6.405033783783788,73.85457770270273,66.29729729729729,9.153603603603603,36.39752252252253,9.516144504307137,3.6347198198198174,492,25,84,10,8,156,76,111,0.061,0.715,0.225,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,6,10,0,0,10,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,15,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,14,10,16,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,1,0,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345189166475947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688769942892666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694195784235978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604982178820005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233961118644825,0.12143677527635813,0.0,0.0,0.15078125072871815,0.0,0.5273400600772711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105354351583161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591458327421431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072706318151994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650914566795996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342307475284863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397288084668807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350975509254681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019209863169253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854175157917931,0.2495241244717322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CallMeFisterRoboto,2020/04/13,"What's your experience with drugs? I've tried a couple of drugs (speed, cocaine and weed) and every time it seems like my experience is different from what neurotypical people report to feel (still pretty good though) and I'm curious about what other people with autism feel.

Edit: I'm not endorsing the use of drugs, to be clear. Drugs are generally bad.",3.791934065934068,6.703299446153848,4.732967032967032,77.66846153846154,77.61538461538461,8.021978021978024,21.59340659340659,8.841846274778883,1.892648351648352,284,8,49,7,7,92,49,65,0.049,0.7609999999999999,0.19,0.8402,1,0,5,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,1,12,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355029172580076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795675463242266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955543777747462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.752805872435088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673384833464886,0.0,0.0,0.3174957723430827,0.0,0.0,0.16411442851471175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611868716768047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928526060249487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250188285979937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510428435934538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774004532197188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960265660488818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594462135244215,0.0,0.09463089038763063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101822616637592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401639147738078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,regrettingall,2020/04/13,"I eventually shut down while talking about special interests- is this normal? Some context- I'm not very good at emotional regulation, I feel things very much to the point where I just shut down and can barely communicate. And my special interests are incredibly niche- I enjoy world building and character making, but only if I can talk about my own creations. I've also had a lot of negative responses to special interests, so I can't bring myself to talk about them very often, that might factor into it.

I can have two responses when talking about my special interests, which is extreme excitement that someone is actually listening to me, or devastation that I'm being brushed off. So while talking about special interests, I'm overwhelmed by emotion and either way, end up shut down or at least unable to communicate.

Is this something that's normal?",7.736842105263157,9.176192684210527,8.115631578947372,63.9504210526316,62.94736842105264,11.343157894736846,38.88421052631579,11.20814326018867,5.06847947368421,696,36,103,20,10,229,95,152,0.063,0.7120000000000001,0.225,0.9695,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,12,14,0,1,2,0,13,0,0,1,0,20,20,14,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,13,13,20,17,6,20,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,7,4,83,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15029694223289444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316616530307205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464934871718086,0.1364120471278777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787488063254436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291809210314683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093849766624527,0.0,0.0,0.10280656356600798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633861405885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321913728062885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018050415495514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713575229828473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559445996758275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049686047167255,0.11856868105838968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189592531196181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232107585981436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045079544040804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812368311556012,0.0,0.12225036047557584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Mitsalt01,2020/04/13,"Help! Autism getting worse over time. Hey so my high functioning autism is getting worse for the last year I need help.

It’s like I’m stuck inside a brain that doesn’t want to work as I know it can and it’s causing me physical pain",1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,82.06122448979592,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.0072334693877551546,184,5,43,2,5,57,40,49,0.214,0.618,0.16699999999999998,-0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884210160088217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654122361736865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699703126428007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635350248450475,0.2729770250031136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199076019126486,0.21060212614921314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622418894985668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915745262556805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749187949127969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065482913233436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239049230389815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880929468277901,0.0,0.5265924346283248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637872160245268
autism,scootmcdoot,2020/04/13,"r/DisabilityArt r/DisabilityArt shares creations of all kinds by people with disabilities of all kinds! Do you face extra challenges when you create? Does art help you through pain or mental illness? Do you want to express yourself around others who can relate to your experience? 

I made the rounds last year sharing this sub, but I thought now in quarantine would be a great time to spread the word again. We're a small sub, but we've already had submissions of all kinds, and the community has been incredibly supportive. From r/autism we've even had sensory artists! Come check us out, and maybe post your own creations! We'd be happy to have you.",5.220252100840334,7.554568042016811,4.916546218487393,81.00860084033616,70.26050420168067,8.121344537815126,29.54705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.446528739495798,523,21,94,10,10,160,87,119,0.031,0.738,0.231,0.9743,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,7,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,1,3,17,17,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,11,9,14,8,5,12,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,1,6,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650739239954735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665892332048422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119965985915302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376251790179247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236004635632707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830532881923202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063162653164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920797968143006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543220033272198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846148396396224,0.0,0.15253945976092512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770710327849098,0.0,0.0,0.18800159237850614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858739552245216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912412671660626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973538569054355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792229645144691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123578260623706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856375912439646,0.10911953581104256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509956412942267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037667944657116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329348626545825,0.0,0.0,0.12050837649649394
autism,TheAngelian,2020/04/13,"Executive dysfunctioning and online classes Hello, how are you All doing? I have a problem, and that is, I cant ""focus"" on online classes. Theres so much to do at home that the classes take a low priority, but that can't continue cuz I have my finals this year. How are y'all doing It?",1.4312643678160877,3.6440794827586234,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,81.75862068965517,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.4404045977011493,222,8,43,4,6,80,43,58,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,1,8,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084309365613338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655595076810927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411884220394717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441090361200871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489674547492327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988840373516932
autism,Cords9836,2020/04/13,"Working from home actually improving mental health? Hey, so this obviously won't be applicable for everyone, however I was talking to a friend with autism for my university assignment on how people's mental wellbeing is changing due to COVID-19 and they said that their mental health has actually improved now that they have to work from home since there aren't as many sensory triggers at home as there are in their work place. It wasn't something they had noticed before, however they're finding they're a lot calmer working from home (even if they're not as motivated). 

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I was wondering if anyone else had experienced this?",11.627699115044244,10.051813893805312,10.558513274336283,59.61635398230091,56.079646017699105,14.349734513274337,45.608849557522106,13.023866798666859,6.083631504424777,522,26,82,15,5,166,76,113,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.8992,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,3,1,12,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,8,1,15,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,2,53,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.24855213562793785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798460253345673,0.1547452329463775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904668167652482,0.1304860046865919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836620118569294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472032271396833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638530139966723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411404130322403,0.0,0.0,0.1216892032876457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163963779821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839095776562133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707360158713644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109731805757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826914622264387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911378253100578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850191379287872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449897970615834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828905067073609,0.0,0.1330545424194584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113982997419495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534594658263548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804091306789264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235979650947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381065741751584,0.3708517684101491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547452329463775,0.0
autism,FloralFlo,2020/04/13,"Autism in television Why is there so much hate spewed about shows like the good doctor where a autistic doctor has these amazing abilities to understand anything and everything or having a photogenic memory only when it relates to his ""specialty"". I believe that a community where other people of Autism talk about the show as if its ""Hollywood autism"" which I do agree there are some parts that are extreme but alot of the show is accurate with the behavior and thinking. I feel like we forget alot of the time that just because we have Autism doesn't mean we understand eachother, we are so vast that even within our own community its difficult to comprehend eachother. I find this to be annoying when it comes to stuff like this and how the show will get hate from some of the community even though there is a small part that can see and agree to what its portraying. I know for a fact I'm not the only one who is able to memorize information, map it out and attempt to come out with almost every outcome as of its blueprints laid infront of me. I will agree its annoying thats television makes it seem like we all have this ""gift"" even though shows like Atypical received tons of flak for making him look bad or being extreme even though some may also act like that. A character of Autism can't be judged based on our own ability or how we handle things but based on the vast variety that we have within our community. Sorry for the reading and grammar. I'm using phone and am new to reddit. Anyone else feel the same way?",9.603294429708221,7.689895944827588,8.856896551724141,71.29545092838198,60.24137931034483,12.647214854111404,37.48010610079575,11.362043627235082,4.087190981432362,1224,44,225,27,13,387,158,290,0.086,0.8029999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.6362,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,10,0,0,1,22,14,4,0,19,0,23,2,0,5,2,55,43,25,0,1,8,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,27,20,0,0,11,6,0,4,3,6,0,1,0,4,19,8,34,37,13,22,0,0,2,0,17,13,0,12,10,168,46,3,0.11557880790516985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115735480792816,0.0,0.0,0.09242833092429116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081538982843221,0.11842414717045638,0.09511151095329323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650347687078542,0.07045576853528145,0.0,0.0,0.13021773758367028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912181792649952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659961476874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655126325606717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535485028666537,0.0,0.0973801305332154,0.0,0.10387477998061112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168802360629304,0.08256952346119112,0.0,0.0,0.1056369365386736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060385156791074875,0.0,0.0,0.0969420204714571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282202889036936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351909017772578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387958045882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970570893737415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542995035217055,0.0,0.0,0.1258992048973159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496372247838184,0.0,0.0,0.11162673289195132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783191914396022,0.1758057831848666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503211717773806,0.0,0.08012779267235462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561008517203035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210134586171607,0.10521860588042176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938101287346346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323100830638982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289786774674427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678542428295068,0.0740582332379143,0.34066677582350763,0.0,0.06739493234965664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406432302697337,0.0,0.09982298079780684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917410779644414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429189700084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bakeadin90,2020/04/13,"Anyone have any advice/resources to share on helping our son through lockdown. We’re at a bit of a loss our son (4) has been really struggling to adjust to lockdown. 
He has been crying for her keyworker for weeks now, and crying about it being able to go to the park. We run a pub, so have a fair bit of space for him to run around in- and a small smoking area which thankfully gets a little sun in the afternoon. 
We’re running out of stuff to do to keep him entertained he mostly just wants to go out to the park and has been having quite a few meltdowns as we can’t take him. Going for walks has been tough as we are situated around quite a few busy takeaway restaurants and are very close to the high street, so there’s still quite a bit of foot traffic. 
We’ve a limited supply of arts and crafts and have been waiting forever(understandably) for more to turn up. 
Has anyone got any tips/advice/resources or anything they can share? 
It’s his fourth birthday in two weeks and we still haven’t worked out the best way to tell him he we can’t go out to the play centre to see his friends. 
Any suggestions would be really appreciated.",5.9540291426635035,5.791052427312777,5.879030837004407,84.01374110471029,66.5770925110132,8.922941375804811,28.91528295493053,8.384062270229773,1.7739965435445613,899,26,187,11,13,282,125,227,0.064,0.816,0.12,0.9182,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,7,0,1,7,10,10,0,1,16,0,24,1,1,0,0,28,37,12,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,19,0,3,1,4,0,8,3,3,0,1,6,1,15,7,41,28,8,34,0,1,1,0,26,19,0,2,6,121,19,1,0.12217092742766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249241260211268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084950614594374,0.0,0.10053626363531896,0.21751605430273666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821085098808851,0.0,0.4001370322746572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26839805414897755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943889554725227,0.0,0.0638292671618773,0.0,0.2777302139490703,0.0,0.09771125119051836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818885974021371,0.1290802924766909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859113371274308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244736473675892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38983145890807297,0.0,0.0,0.1565316489510939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735441163655036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732524118989248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951317209167024,0.0,0.0,0.1277195794996165,0.1398564827663737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918573330660854,0.0,0.10678277547337776,0.11247857579363348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288688677634442,0.11934324396676248,0.12718424404136236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080380990239796,0.07205957833641759,0.09697359560348856,0.19599629749145775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889418902160608,0.0,0.0,0.08678672158946142,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,raliah17,2020/04/13,"Possible alternative to low/high functioning label??? Hi everyone! I’m currently going to school to become an occupational therapy assistant (COTA) and have expressed a special interest in working with people diagnosed with autism!! I have recently heard a lot of things about how damaging or offensive the label of low or high functioning can be, and I was wondering if there were any other terms that are more acceptable? 
In my work experience, I have heard them used in more of an educational or professional way to describe more of their overall functioning to give an idea of what kinds of things to consider in their plan of care or intervention. However, I want to hear more of your guys’ point of view and possibly some alternatives/tips for using or replacing this label so I can be a better, more sensitive therapist to my future clients and what they need. Thank you guys!!!

Edit: typo",8.811068917018284,9.308102329113924,9.255400843881855,59.97433895921239,60.518987341772146,14.11082981715893,39.07454289732771,13.205437297517054,5.962440787623067,720,34,112,28,9,241,103,158,0.051,0.825,0.124,0.9039,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,4,4,4,10,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,3,0,22,23,12,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,13,7,25,17,8,13,0,2,1,0,14,7,0,9,4,82,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503213022235512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705792447995084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659955829073192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747331881768764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676474349206704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475847655636192,0.0,0.15108293615952526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481636899871607,0.08777819121958881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30586199359054433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407775718037552,0.0,0.0,0.3263724010316625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435663459183176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083718456596352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130890934729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452362723539933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707703307313823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600633187408407,0.3482411017942327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250195280761875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631288674345842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219793797344782,0.17662843779847512,0.17932977802759706,0.20522106353535347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667925387649869,0.0,0.0,0.091099334947791,0.1225961943009203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674957664424501,0.22488466446070499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Covid19MadeMeJoin,2020/04/13,"What is it like to be a woman with Autism? I am asking this question because it is really hard to find scientific studies that focus on women with autism. Since it hasn’t been studied enough, most articles and journals just say “Men and women express their autism differently but we can’t conclusively tell you how women express it.” 

I am trying to self diagnosis and think that I match up with some of the descriptions I find online. However they are really limited because of the lack of research. So I have come to reddit to ask for anecdotes from women who have been diagnosed.",6.650674603174608,7.706413194444441,7.253068783068786,70.54166666666669,65.2037037037037,10.245502645502649,33.02116402116402,10.290406445055957,3.625860846560848,467,19,77,11,7,154,75,108,0.068,0.9159999999999999,0.017,-0.6526,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,1,0,20,16,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,15,13,4,3,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,3,1,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156669279853255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710409508639642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915037192502324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564390457819464,0.0,0.2322706834352047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970966226347575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063817104125491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914956609637013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861133035820753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490424201604503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848399234124674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679291730583752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319218576343153,0.0,0.0,0.18390033564385025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943121265981851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244975516843494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093652881050693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,alibeaaa,2020/04/14,"Weighted blanket So i got my first weighted blanket a while ago, and after a while i got used to the weight and it didn’t feel like i had much weight on me, so i went up to a heavier one, and now i feel like it isnt heavy enough either ): how do i make it feel heavy again like it felt in the beginning? Should i take a break from it every now and then? Any tips?",0.5926607142857172,1.9692930875000023,2.1421428571428582,100.06000000000004,80.625,5.071428571428573,18.92857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.6516428571428571,277,6,71,1,7,90,50,80,0.037000000000000005,0.855,0.107,0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,3,0,13,16,10,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,8,9,3,7,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,13,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833404959632306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612329443358323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124735630469744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314837409571405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671950218221285,0.22297258741140685,0.14983803947920155,0.0,0.0,0.13274098257330535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496241562277993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872294154839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416845736278467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471896798589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574744789138382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733453916810835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478210469549126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7601356841018008,0.0,0.14466528876410525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,katpiss_evrdeen,2020/04/14,"Is anyone else really good at lying? I can just make up really believable lies almost instantly that can fool most people, well I thought it was just a me thing but I read recently that quite a lot of people with autism can lie really well so i thought it double check that with actual people with autism if it's a thing.",3.8100000000000014,5.407093750000001,5.073875000000001,81.48362500000003,72.4375,9.495,20.6125,9.888512548439397,1.840160000000001,256,5,50,7,5,85,42,64,0.1,0.7909999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.1361,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,5,3,6,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1914583273337538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964612690629508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718432702529032,0.2010252869857148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104493630601613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389601165501388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455932300867246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679824202895333,0.0,0.0,0.13096189720732193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40805138738234575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867786919601733,0.1962484096820096,0.0,0.3770632307448076,0.0,0.1937192058081556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606869007987392,0.0,0.0,0.3115143320525097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528063031851306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MoscaMye,2020/04/14,"Advice for being more organised, please Hello, 
I'm not sure if it's appropriate for me to post here. I haven't been diagnosed (and I know it's cringey and poor form to claim you're something when you are not, or not confirmed to be). My goal for 2020 was to pursue a diagnosis... Or find out for sure that this isn't my situation.. but that has been put on hold for an indefinite while. ... I hope you can look past that in this instance, because I don't know where else I could get help for this problem, help that doesn't exasperate the problem. 

I feel like I hit a lot of points for women with autism, and for the most part I don't mind my kooks - I get over excited about things I know to be boring (Dewey decimal system, I'm looking at you) and talk too much about them, and I'm always teaching myself little nonsense skills. 

But there's one thing I absolutely hate about myself. It makes me very unlikeable and I wish it could be different. I am chronically unorganised. I struggle to see mess initially, until it has overwhelmed my space and my life and at that point it just becomes too much to handle and I'm stuck with inertia, because I don't even know where to start. 

My life is peppered with moments of intense organisation. I desperately want to be organised (like my sister!) So I cling to self help books or organisation guides. And I go hard (I may have accidentally clung to the little book of hygge this week... But apart from the fact it wants me to wear trousers I feel like that's a safe obsession).  Once I used to schedule my days weeks in advance into half hour blocks, every waking hour had a task and I followed it rigedly to the letter until I caught sick and missed a day, then it fell to nothing. 

And it's always like that. I go big, I make charts and calendars and lists and it consumes my life. I get a fluffy ""I've finally solved it. I'm good at life now"" feeling and I'm happy until it falls in some small way and I throw the baby out with the bathwater because I failed. It's not just tidying, exercise is the same - my last big failure was a modified  Fly Lady system which included waking up at 5 every morning and walking for ten kilometres everyday (at least), I've also latched onto really restrictive eating patterns in the past (700 calorie days for example, with the walking. I do love long crazy walks... I am currently invested in crazy long walks... But lockdown is boring and I don't see that as detrimental right now). 

I need to find some balance between ""my day is split into half hour chunks. On Wednesdays I move the fridge. I sparkle my sink with olive oil. I own three different mops for different jobs and days. I rotate my hobbies so I can be interesting. No I don't really feel like sewing today but it is Tuesday so I must"" and ""I am an unlovable disappointing human hovel. I can't find my petticoat, but it's probably three days worth of laundry under that pile there. I should have popcorn for dinner"" 

I can't ask for regular advice, because it will inevitably tell me to make a schedule and I.... Do that very intensely. 

... Does anyone have any advice? Or at least can commiserate?",3.614656862745097,5.4070221584967335,4.743403921568628,82.85551764705885,73.33006535947713,7.902535947712419,27.10928104575164,8.608573733854374,1.9844364967320272,2459,91,481,46,50,807,296,612,0.126,0.76,0.114,-0.8143,6,1,1,0,0,0,92.0,0,3,1,4,20,27,1,3,21,0,46,14,3,4,4,92,87,45,0,12,17,1,5,5,0,4,8,0,1,3,34,33,2,5,11,3,3,14,15,13,0,6,7,10,68,14,70,67,13,85,0,4,4,1,17,33,0,12,39,316,102,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186162548293129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596361749940578,0.12410178158759028,0.0,0.0,0.05071234504114471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214332750386992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971589160339288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818365645984686,0.08236025967308606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908129199568207,0.0,0.0,0.2885613355200263,0.0,0.0,0.075690245884056,0.0,0.23373942017710456,0.0,0.0,0.0652595250669106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630701860109586,0.0622963540924757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925490676093682,0.0,0.1256623039137188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082583752172538,0.15982536418430898,0.0,0.08169131452675356,0.20447570902530066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688428455077965,0.0,0.084763355951966,0.06254847663373714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938457658146819,0.0668029550973919,0.07362561321919421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995456701612112,0.0,0.0,0.07406803128728408,0.22031879245775784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400241141075166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393396004976027,0.06078712531722825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069307530250572,0.18216353585918205,0.149483909798383,0.0,0.1319899013932104,0.12524544170439364,0.0,0.0,0.06339948265068268,0.06730524021580013,0.0,0.1493346050095933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529769111643339,0.0,0.0,0.07925952830901299,0.10963979055334652,0.055295095771454514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155501332430493,0.0,0.0,0.07941804270028721,0.050532742064887066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075552731262282,0.14237714824410924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185899876337907,0.14099158923113025,0.0,0.07142052830619068,0.0,0.08040254122733227,0.14271299539414567,0.0,0.07496668072502513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554702521651354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368512017906881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885039844539776,0.0,0.0777961295388997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382342082740045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741010605480292,0.0,0.0,0.05278330708588956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779601183841428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056874968063945,0.0,0.0,0.05993912734459742,0.06518027893535984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908626400019868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068669045623434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644073163688597,0.0,0.12306142855077548,0.08797043146912954,0.05919274885654208,0.11963627358586472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575551968338292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RenziumZ,2020/04/14,"Exercise So, just to be clear, not on the spectrum. This question is purely one that I cannot seem to find an answer for anywhere. 

Is exercise or physical exertion hard for anyone on the spectrum? Things like noise or light sensitivity are more well known, but I’d like to know if anyone with ASD might have trouble exercising or becoming physically exhausted

Again, just a question I was unable to find an answer for, I’m just a dumb Neurotypical person wanting to know more, hoping I’m not offending anyone.",5.827902735562311,7.642046531914897,6.845015197568389,69.90500000000003,67.72340425531915,10.052279635258358,32.577507598784194,10.290406445055957,3.7874911854103344,410,18,67,11,7,137,62,94,0.11900000000000001,0.726,0.155,0.4096,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,6,0,8,4,0,0,2,26,15,6,0,3,10,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,2,2,4,11,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,9,3,46,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402141804965237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231772411115482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836140413953267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799214613964368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084370091373164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306656713763269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505268968791812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226268831226817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422056646633295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832404943249203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701794732820887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104744966261727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942077409000664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378007967313537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886881455999203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,the_kuro_cat,2020/04/14,"My friend needs help with a diagnosis My friend is 19 and is looking for someone to look at him and see if he’s autistic. He researched recently and he thinks he’s autistic but his family aren’t very open to helping him. He came to me, I’m 17 and I was diagnosed when I was 13, for advice on where to look when trying to get diagnosed. He just wants closure on what’s going on and why he does certain things. I believe he could be but I’m not a psychologist or anything so I can’t diagnose him.
Any advice on how to look for someone who diagnoses adults? What should he search for?",1.0907056579783827,3.3249560743801676,3.0581818181818186,89.71496503496503,83.29752066115702,6.367705022250477,24.183725365543552,7.61054688173877,1.2415767323585505,459,18,98,8,13,154,73,121,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.8464,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,1,21,22,13,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,11,3,16,16,0,12,0,0,5,0,19,7,0,2,3,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484945884139705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563511598453156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572879897893194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844498973118348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608464405018193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228383505392177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709572640071319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306869745041002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257607325822204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173050809473975,0.0,0.07347482551315332,0.0,0.07992485233257733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852638211809053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723844789356717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427742777795757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885790865850675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206612148295986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383154039244215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934301730914297,0.0901118098243048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548042931790834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603677549447727,0.08294885998600217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268992140085899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,stevatoo69,2020/04/14,"Sexual orientation. Any other people here part of the lgbtqa community ?
I feel like people on the spectrum are more likely to be part of this community myself included ..",5.654022988505743,8.915670034482762,7.711034482758625,56.995747126436825,72.79310344827587,10.763218390804601,26.90804597701149,10.504223727775694,4.284025287356323,137,5,18,5,3,48,24,29,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292860780699882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048247684523302,0.2408731766081533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294469042646403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7302410537301056,0.0,0.4675002385029181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,NoNameIsAvailable1,2020/04/14,Is it just me that get incredibly frustrated by emojis? I get so annoyed by them! They dont show how someone is feeling well enough for me to understand why cant people just use words!,3.4493693693693714,5.160716459459461,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,73.5945945945946,8.176576576576577,28.54954954954956,8.841846274778883,2.296322522522524,147,6,29,3,3,49,31,37,0.185,0.727,0.087,-0.7221,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034260081618799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355673684232278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404915321873848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596839212682142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386404226014926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916584639143143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583475861027359,0.0,0.2972975733942588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30949721490474896,0.0,0.3106071132642083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MedbaySystem,2020/04/14,"My autism got worse? Im not sure how to really describe it, honestly.

When i was young, i got diagnosed with Aspergers, and i dont remember much of my childhood (aside from trauma, and my make a wish cruise (im fine now) ) but i dont think i showed many symptoms.

My father died 3 years ago, and my autism got a lot worse since then. I never had meltdowns, or my weird thought processes until then. It might be caused by the depression or something, but i had therapy for it, so its not bad coping mechanisms.

Im just curious what everyone else thinks, or if they had similar stories? (Its also worse now, but that's because of the pandemic and how much my life changed, but its like that for almost everyone rn)",4.985920634920634,5.564566957142862,5.816666666666666,81.06611111111113,68.71428571428572,10.222222222222225,31.26984126984127,10.25414643259724,3.0830317460317462,554,22,112,14,9,182,91,140,0.172,0.7240000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9069,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,4,2,30,16,20,1,2,11,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,15,4,9,6,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,12,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345827633962055,0.0,0.12816673195506378,0.0,0.0,0.10235614034242543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686900134774743,0.0780234854401707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148430527964788,0.13539986677633933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024038204547004,0.12991043491694562,0.13283676593417115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000142262564569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692192051127064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446060339129181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071036369677463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147639586909516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040540404791772,0.06253102732874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881526765385348,0.0,0.0,0.08543647537123032,0.1297650465906643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578059116263289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817950329830285,0.0,0.09871627004274193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819957410358494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499137958588848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058773230747114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853544217087118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206321051903852,0.13303397442265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463714140179851,0.0,0.0,0.16402578817573008,0.0,0.1016123281875513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471858986382775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913081105310103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242344414331595
autism,publicintegritynews,2020/04/14,"Help us investigate discrimination against people with disabilities at hospitals and medical facilities Hi all –- a few weeks ago we published a story about how the national stockpile only had about 16,000 ventilators available in case of an emergency like the pandemic –– nowhere near the amount needed to treat patients with COVID-19. Now, hospitals are in the tough position of rationing what little supplies they have. Some states allow hospitals to refuse to give ventilators to people with disabilities. 

We’re asking people who’ve experienced or witnessed such an incident or who know about official rationing policies to [fill out our form](https://publicintegrity.org/health/coronavirus-and-inequality/have-you-witnessed-discrimination-against-a-person-with-disabilities-we-want-to-hear-from-you/). 

The Center for Public Integrity is a nonprofit investigative newsroom based in Washington D.C. We won’t publish any submitted information or share it outside of our newsroom without your consent. Any questions? Reach out to us through our page u/publicintegritynews or to our reporter at lwhyte@publicintegrity.org.

[https://publicintegrity.org/health/coronavirus-and-inequality/have-you-witnessed-discrimination-against-a-person-with-disabilities-we-want-to-hear-from-you/](https://publicintegrity.org/health/coronavirus-and-inequality/have-you-witnessed-discrimination-against-a-person-with-disabilities-we-want-to-hear-from-you/)",21.660000000000004,25.587853040935677,14.33397076023392,22.752184210526337,33.21052631578948,14.325380116959064,49.26374269005848,13.348371206891418,7.692424093567251,1254,55,109,32,10,337,119,171,0.05,0.852,0.098,0.774,0,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,8,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,10,0,5,1,0,2,1,22,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,28,7,5,16,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,6,4,67,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216443298536666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663947265199865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282896426280846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164158865880146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376007966030575,0.4639977414312141,0.0,0.09198102647044633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541691236280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704266237658045,0.13753849320167116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824275892360574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017528129161928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043680671923108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854098209319793,0.3594665531119977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372675058115468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301367417896278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282186504655834,0.0,0.11007601302010313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322828816506008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JustNicked,2020/04/14,"Difficulty Understanding song lyrics. I don't know if it's only me, but It's very difficult for me to understand song lyrics.  
It's not with every song, but many.  


Maybe it's the same way like the hearing difficult with background noise, which I also have.  
Therefore I use shazam frequently. I'm curious how it's with you guys.",3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,76.14285714285714,8.644444444444442,26.37301587301588,9.2995712137729,2.5459968253968253,261,10,49,7,6,86,43,63,0.14300000000000002,0.759,0.098,-0.4365,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,14,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054313227380168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235861552686266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273067992184162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108268737749885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156282675332913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473337882068415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796001269588587,0.2770605470551408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974498677899112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741985301849137,0.0,0.23818749768497685,0.0,0.22754941038204546,0.0,0.21890327879041616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Merrymir,2020/04/14,"Not asking for a diagnosis, but asking for advice I've been diagnosed with ADHD for about 5 years, though I was pretty certain I had it from a much younger age. Recently, when discussing some of the things I associate with my ADHD, someone suggested it sounded more like a sign of Autism - mainly, my tendency towards forming special interests, which I have been calling ""hyperfixations"" for years in relation to my ADHD-sourced hyperfocus. Since then, I've been wondering more and more if this might be true. I stim a lot, which I have always attributed my ADHD because it doesn't ""look like"" the other stimming I've seen from Autistic people. I have also always had a tendency to react to certain stimulus - mainly, loud noises and being touched without expecting to be - in a way that felt different than other people, and I always kind of thought of my reactions as PTSD-like symptoms even though I don't have PTSD. 

I also am extremely empathetic - I would even call it empathic - but simultaneously find it very hard to recognize when people are being mean or rude. I've noticed this mostly at work, because my co-workers will discuss politics and the actions/attitudes of certain people and I am always completely shocked; I just don't recognize it. I just have a hard time perceiving the behaviors of others in a malicious way, even when it seems clearly so to those around me. 

I guess what I'm looking for is any advice you can give me. I'm not sure if it even matters to have a diagnosis, but it's started feeling very important to me recently. From listening to a lot of Autistic people, I know there are very many ways to be Autistic that aren't necessarily reflected in the stupid ""am I Autistic"" quizzes I can find online. Are there resources where I can learn more about Autism from Autistic people? Do y'all know of any diagnostic resource that doesn't just work within the narrow framework of ""typical Autism"" (the Autism that you see in the media, which tends to be male-centered and cisheteronormative, which as a gay trans man I don't know if I can relate to)? 

TL;DR I'm sorry if this is against the rules because I know we're not supposed to ask for a diagnosis from you, but I'm not asking for that. I'm asking for your input on whether, at my level of ""functioning"", it is even needed to get a diagnosis, and if there are any resources made by and for Autistic people I can go to to learn more about it, understand how well my experience fits, and any other diagnostic resources that aren't for the ""typical Autism"" shown in most of the media.",11.903100507146153,7.99215212240664,11.304785615491015,61.70700783771325,57.85892116182571,14.445550945136011,45.65744582757032,12.161744961471696,5.462638635315814,2041,91,353,45,18,672,213,482,0.043,0.8590000000000001,0.098,0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,5,0,2,26,14,2,0,24,0,44,3,0,4,6,70,78,32,0,8,19,0,5,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,31,12,0,0,17,0,0,1,12,3,1,0,10,12,39,11,65,59,14,31,0,0,4,1,18,16,0,15,13,264,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463877998420444,0.14082399399454612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524583598476552,0.23982446170777566,0.0,0.0,0.19600139008234316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414485051415365,0.3368117677758872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177345945122484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715385389844746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554903149710361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313501967278799,0.0,0.07528287118679465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796055441942104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048430190432839,0.0,0.0,0.036433527416508564,0.0,0.06918477272564469,0.0,0.13171521048282336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764612974110099,0.0691223941086741,0.040950915356878295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937747819447259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909550968382516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503492427774634,0.15839971522410906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105608327385806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101728216088872,0.0,0.0,0.1225183603711605,0.0,0.06818084644407076,0.0,0.07305317114299456,0.0,0.07848978215398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643971180768191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052969231011102035,0.0534283892173996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203589307891522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496804525114932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733065523272989,0.0,0.0,0.1684585168354624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422926235871165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741906454986055,0.06559680389432374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059605220403746814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061052561559575065,0.0,0.0,0.08066045789235024,0.051001395979538094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791164537251387,0.07489346289057086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787060593024242,0.0,0.1415887206134282,0.05720417783025215,0.042016258662806005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501252583806348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836049862638007,0.0,0.17158338441947826,0.0,0.0,0.06478672866850356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945912437279432,0.07814133395687395,0.15737222534613732,0.0,0.0,0.05118630255421505,0.0,0.0,0.09280301790651696
autism,ProfessionalAttempt3,2020/04/14,"Does anyone else obsess over other people's behaviour? So a bit of background. I was only diagnosed with ASD a few months ago. I am having a hard time explaining things to my family. It's causing a few arguments. Anyway my sister has been really different with me for the last few days and I don't know why. My parents said not to worry about it but I've been obsessed with finding the reason why, and why there's been a change in her behaviour. Is this a normal thing for ASD? How do I explain this to people?",1.2901132686084154,3.757764864077672,3.4526456310679627,85.59670307443366,84.8252427184466,6.5401294498381874,20.23381877022653,7.793537801064563,1.129550809061489,403,12,77,8,12,137,71,103,0.078,0.904,0.019,-0.5326,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,8,0,10,1,0,3,0,15,14,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,9,0,12,9,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583095679284698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248745237157343,0.18298691630081132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497440546162026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346148231521497,0.1889249078910019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517600001382455,0.0,0.0,0.1812654438671339,0.0,0.18658890258484548,0.0,0.0,0.15628561698600216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918931949533312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835908590884027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632283425850057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998187303967668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814858468961693,0.1455749697115929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254911187859046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498062266512834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582600720165186,0.0,0.0,0.19830344665043492,0.0,0.0,0.24762412128668934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440954996094055,0.1836206218681611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988031767410147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372949831956545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041374680724073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834500332067614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136716732018374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,crazeemm000,2020/04/14,High school students trying to make fun 12 grade autistic girl. (Fail) My name is emma and some under classmen were trying to get really close to me if you know what i mean... well some thing they did not know about me would be i am really great at dealing with that kind of person... i went along with what they were trying to do so i could get evidence of them. And exposes them to the school. And it worked. Very very well. PS. Don't mess with us because we are a force to be rectend with.✊,0.8817011701170117,3.099030653465352,2.01071107110711,97.00060306030605,84.04950495049505,5.2568856885688575,17.102610261026097,6.574015621080383,-0.33049306930693056,380,8,86,4,11,120,71,101,0.013999999999999999,0.85,0.135,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,4,2,4,7,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,20,19,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,0,14,5,15,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,0,58,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165155999828692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623694686807115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882809775873424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913852363440897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019326006125003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935167312853818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907311165280143,0.201317951828559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225954406084293,0.0,0.0,0.1995130125121008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992670599588665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467171065789566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707318241954115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168219273669068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37305725607960255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031680493864933,0.0,0.0,0.3022494513939475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32936249923839683,0.1697895187612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334137643097946,0.0,0.0,0.1301103550257279,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Manthinn,2020/04/14,Depressed with autism I cannot have in real lofe friends because I cannot talk to anyone I do not understand how normal people do it like talk to people and become friends I just don't get it,16.82125,6.243936625000004,14.760000000000002,60.48500000000002,57.75,17.0,52.5,8.841846274778883,5.383749999999999,155,5,31,1,1,50,27,40,0.08,0.7070000000000001,0.212,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983189343990828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549758620493507,0.2998390165411691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383365954376975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195044994009679,0.0,0.1418421500366579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326361418929036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600223910707965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764335142711165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090146871792486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364262343678104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826303266158829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,horseshoekrab07,2020/04/14,"Analyzing myself: am I autistic? Hi my name is Marie. I’m a white, straight female, please take this into consideration as you read my post... also I’ve never posted on Reddit before but I have browsed it. I’m pretty familiar with the memes and stuff but please excuse me if this post comes off as weird or isn’t in the right place :( 
I saw a video about how women aren’t diagnosed with autism very often because they learn to mask their autistic traits. It was interesting I saw this because for a while I was wondering if I could be autistic, but myself and other people shrugged it off because I’m good at being social. Sometimes I like it but usually I don’t because I feel really alien. I’m always wondering if I’m doing things right, or if everything thinks I’m weird. 

Things about me that I’ve considered in regard to potential autism. 
	⁃	since I was a kid I’ve liked to do things by myself. I’m a little bit of a control freak, I like to have things my way. I didn’t like to play with other kids, I felt like they didn’t understand how to play right, so I would just play by myself. Because I had a really bad childhood however, sometimes I took refuge in being social in hopes of attention or praise which I lacked from my parents. 
	⁃	I really don’t like people. Next year in college I’m gonna try to be friendly but only in hopes that it makes me happier and it makes people like me more. People seem to annoy me more and more as time passes. I also have bad sensory issues and I don’t like that people don’t understand that. I don’t like having friends, it’s too much work. 
	⁃	For a long time I’ve always considered myself really empathetic. I’m super sensitive emotionally, and imagining situation that could upset me genuinely upset me in real life. But applied in real life, I rarely feel things like guilt. I haven’t done many things that I consider bad. Actually, I think everything I’ve done is fine according to my own moral compass, but i have done some things I know I shouldn’t tell other people. Some things I have my own philosophical reasons for... and some things I don’t really know why I did... either way, I know they are things that most people feel guilty about, and I never realized this until recently, but I’ve never truly felt guilt before. I’ve felt pressure. I’ve felt like I SHOULD feel guilty. I’ve pretended to feel guilty. But I’ve never actually felt bad for something I’ve done. In my opinion, I’ve never treated a human being bad before. I’ve never harmed a person before. But I don’t know, a lot of people have felt guilt and I haven’t. It makes me feel weird. It makes me feel weird that I usually pretend to feel things just so other people don’t think differently of me
	⁃	It seems I gravitate toward autistic people. My first love/boyfriend who I didn’t get over for 3 years after we broke up was autistic and I was later in an abusive relationship with a guy who also happened to have autism, and the few “friends” I’ve had also showed signs of being on the spectrum. (Friends being people I talk to at school.) sometimes I talk to an autistic kid who I just click with! I mean I actually enjoy talking to this person and it’s awesome, but sometimes I can see where they have some trouble understanding things like empathy and can’t see things in a subjective light. Usually they’re pretty objective which I’m not a fan of. but I can tell when other people are autistic pretty easily, and I can see where they might have flawed or “irrational” (what some might consider irrational. I don’t intend this as an insult) logic pretty easily too. So surely I’m not autistic then if this is easy for me? I don’t know :( not that it would be a bad thing it’s just a little confusing. Sometimes when people refer to autism in a negative light I get defensive but maybe that’s because I was close to a lot of autistic people. But that makes me pretty empathetic? Maybe I’m being closed minded and autistic people can be empathetic? If autistic people can be really empathetic then I think my likelihood of being autistic is increased. 

My therapist says I have complex trauma disorder which is a personality disorder so I’m thinking that’s just what this is and not autism, and honestly I don’t wanna put a label on it because I feel like it’ll change my own opinion of myself and my capabilities. I just want to get this off of my chest and maybe hear someone else’s opinion too.",3.7057722111213987,5.5330151153402545,5.069049498838479,80.46962912422636,73.16378316032295,7.975625842714883,25.475396786718,8.678591145306115,1.9157666195558587,3503,115,654,67,71,1168,290,867,0.138,0.6779999999999999,0.184,0.9923,5,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,1,1,6,5,27,56,3,7,27,0,80,4,1,10,7,154,148,63,0,17,35,1,15,13,4,8,3,2,0,9,64,29,0,2,42,8,0,5,31,25,0,1,25,26,96,31,76,101,20,71,2,1,7,0,40,35,0,31,39,442,160,5,0.0,0.04503480713609186,0.11127478652753993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121584099209664,0.06325356767995721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041707540211766,0.16219082250204375,0.0,0.12937246476974046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149631308620777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020880129915915,0.032741647803603134,0.0,0.0,0.04263066380441933,0.06069466905557161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857864109195423,0.0,0.039711630363693004,0.08712390533990129,0.0,0.0,0.1555868485695592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031751894287044016,0.0427553484515573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832061895010087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296780472385684,0.0271538526981064,0.2189693414689135,0.0,0.0,0.03233069257205963,0.0,0.0,0.11746356869501873,0.0,0.059574874018532425,0.0,0.0,0.031880398890469605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763518445394685,0.033611499927302044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283924539891144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550362565334681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967183580291783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444459080682346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369418765732703,0.2414025232507005,0.07619061132352142,0.0,0.033637035883138225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462829808593562,0.034304878727313984,0.0,0.12685752001428893,0.038535466084017776,0.1145563569343492,0.041403272312662026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064372499507824,0.03837855943926352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027941210123916232,0.0,0.17589069982023184,0.0,0.04042332351794045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028907786674588574,0.0,0.0,0.04220483139208935,0.0,0.0,0.4216138232208013,0.09956476835835153,0.039711630363693004,0.08344559847979978,0.0,0.0,0.10920721273688004,0.1933456218769358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820984640446367,0.0,0.0,0.03801958751345277,0.0865258131607197,0.14609839155014187,0.03907989254325619,0.03752959990959311,0.04080776539515623,0.0,0.09737920780637097,0.0,0.03022652225900433,0.0,0.03846744249626724,0.0908654770183524,0.06920448139730295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03144168710764108,0.04272404758935147,0.0,0.07749139282939435,0.03220515794880758,0.029261417381731807,0.18796085616861635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351155675108079,0.0,0.0,0.035823316989755466,0.0,0.0285782645298219,0.0916513107144996,0.0664436099513425,0.0,0.0,0.044131728790004265,0.3535236753363568,0.12177412876613705,0.0,0.0,0.044327058917363486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422297326840845,0.02580582082875666,0.0,0.0,0.11870707048367744,0.0,0.0,0.12558562758322706,0.0313616545228029,0.02241887090412265,0.06034002893532023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034297482776415485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243893255669528,0.027671224294616745,0.0,0.0,0.054001434713443736,0.0,0.0,0.04895348816591407
autism,reid4544,2020/04/14,"My Mother is Anti-Vax I'm on the Autism Spectrum and it's absolutely infuriating that no matter what scientific evidence I bring to her, she still believes that mercury preservatives in vaccines cause Autism. She also was the same person that tried to put me through a strict gluten-free diet and gave no logical explanations to support her reasoning. It's put a strain on my relationship with my mother and I have no clue as to how to convince her otherwise. What do I do in this scenario?",4.005785024154587,6.677623467391302,5.327101449275363,75.07683574879229,75.19565217391305,8.43671497584541,29.78743961352657,9.150863307647796,3.0580685990338163,397,18,68,10,9,132,63,92,0.133,0.804,0.063,-0.7568,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,3,0,10,9,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,12,2,12,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741912809520365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039964421802025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29213729596354315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483102418407628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571762262364261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923907039164923,0.0,0.3053184252219193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271067794391807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227118270806703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930758153674889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,guitarsnake18,2020/04/14,Anyone overly apologize? And then they hit you with the “don’t be sorry just do it” and then you really just wanna say sorry for that too?,-0.4628571428571426,1.5951784285714297,2.186857142857143,89.35814285714287,104.0,5.097142857142859,9.17142857142857,6.742157984588678,-0.5458228571428569,108,1,21,2,5,37,22,28,0.10400000000000001,0.846,0.049,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733320758262584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504257782504889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108658602002057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8751793661153875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,logictoinsanity,2020/04/14,"A really cool chart made by @the.autisticats on instagram This is just mine for example, [here](https://imgur.com/a/iWkSQ1z) is the blank. More color means more difficulty in the area/more obviously autistic behavior. Sort of a cool way to explain how the spectrum isn't just a linear 'more autistic to not autistic' thing. 

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autism,DexDragonlord,2020/04/14,"Is it okay to call myself autistic? Some months ago I made a [post](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/ehix29/what_are_the_numbers/) where I asked what were the chances that my psychiatrist was right or wrong about a possible autism diagnosis. After doing several sessions (about 2 months and a half) with my psychologist she 'prediagnosed' me (that's what she said) but I still have to wait to have my actual diagnose due coronavirus social distancing (I'm having online appointments). After understanding a lot more of my condition I see myself as an autistic person, but is it okay to call myself autistic? 

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P.S.:Sorry for my bad english, I'm not a native speaker but I hope you guys to understand.",9.631678571428571,10.549559858333335,8.59904761904762,63.94500000000001,58.75,12.523809523809526,37.14285714285714,12.031772070788634,5.010285714285715,573,24,85,17,7,178,83,120,0.061,0.856,0.084,0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,2,8,1,0,1,0,14,18,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,17,3,13,14,3,9,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,4,7,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1793662062521197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629311707057729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183194389712864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346867644652204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37536890314576665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865572079074725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199487416044136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255886145918512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626360210544746,0.0,0.17391980479779198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934212250764424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049057773198874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721141176951427,0.1760334398766462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696762597466482,0.1748397105790616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646800412452213,0.0,0.0,0.2076462211389386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736504804115486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057535484404072,0.0,0.0,0.14678612516683573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826929271653203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096083822473035,0.0,0.0
autism,lizzieley,2020/04/14,Sarcasm confusion Not only do I not always understand when people are being sarcastic sometimes I think everyone is being sarcastic. Am I the only one ?,5.366410256410255,8.827645384615387,7.759230769230768,54.86910256410261,75.92307692307692,11.158974358974357,35.5897435897436,10.504223727775694,6.1521435897435905,124,7,13,5,3,44,20,26,0.299,0.701,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30730563084902657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352903159960365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026226022099435,0.5617723044765676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25604149036915225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36526906922989133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664673367302244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844774033490114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BlueMargareth,2020/04/14,"Does anyone else feels annoyed when non-autistic people (even specialists) talk about autism? This happens a lot to me. I always feel they don’t understand anything at all. That’s why I don’t trust psychologists and when I want advice for any of my autistic issues I look on the internet for opinions from other autistic people. 
Most of my classmates don’t know I have Aspergers and as some of them want to study psychology the topic of autism often arises and I have to hear plenty of stupid things about it. It’s super annoying",4.284355555555557,6.702103080000002,4.791333333333334,80.50122222222225,73.2,7.2444444444444445,26.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.8956777777777776,428,15,73,7,9,136,70,100,0.08800000000000001,0.812,0.099,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,14,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,11,2,16,14,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,5,2,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768866800946844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387787085646066,0.0,0.0,0.1584506097646303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292171130011127,0.2387399820408845,0.1917423174193259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039032415364074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464482038954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538968470860184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356274976456797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060445372874123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626122760082707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431954857425053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280528237746661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566455260746185,0.0,0.0,0.19809154312647845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32307106684988657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727967063652293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479740620742768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425652278084936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748634182905962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102497354796498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,couchpertater,2020/04/15,"What are the options if an autistic child won’t tell if they’ve been sexually abused? If this belongs somewhere else let me know. 

The child is 8, autistic, the state is Florida. 

The child was sexually abused by an uncle. He didn’t tell his mom until a few months later, and he would only say that his uncle had touched his privates and told him not to tell.

She called the police, who took her statement and turned it over to CPS.

CPS came to question the child, but he wouldn’t talk to them. They said unless he told them what happened, or his abuser confessed, the case wouldn’t go anywhere. The abuser was questioned and of course denied everything. The child doesn’t like talking about the incident and is refusing to speak to anyone about it. He doesn’t know who to trust, because he feels like he can’t even trust family, since it was his uncle that did this. An uncle that he loved and trusted and is now terrified to even hear the guy’s name mentioned.

Are there any special services or accommodations available in the state of Florida that can be made to help him feel secure enough to tell his story? I feel like cps should have done more to try and get him to talk. Right now it looks like since he’s not willing to talk to anyone, even though he told his mom what happened, the case won’t go anywhere. This doesn’t seem right. A man who sexually abused a child is walking around free right now.",5.772271657754011,6.231668567272727,5.350823529411766,85.51188235294121,66.96363636363637,8.070588235294117,28.540106951871657,7.724431198458867,1.5318149732620319,1116,34,225,11,17,341,136,275,0.10400000000000001,0.75,0.146,0.9367,0,0,0,0,5,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,11,11,0,0,19,0,30,1,0,1,0,37,52,17,0,7,9,2,4,4,0,7,0,4,0,8,17,10,0,2,10,0,1,5,11,0,0,0,15,9,17,12,24,28,3,19,1,0,1,1,62,6,0,9,10,134,34,1,0.0,0.5232163513848647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060059774857420235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350903937328413,0.0,0.0,0.07862240729056956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383828691894516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018331279007234,0.1010131153573257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903807392646676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737789782388609,0.0,0.0,0.09125687218535547,0.0,0.1750010934192632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937519275569281,0.0,0.08325905217344598,0.0,0.133969832743198,0.12618985747456862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046142898793806925,0.0,0.10038715564235988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744944253534677,0.15619994821686933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954164389320136,0.0,0.059198192777472576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707534451508458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031190005726726,0.0,0.17259230969591327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416550175880249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971111512997184,0.08356933152971806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068756923331981,0.07049517927178739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717038500812728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787441312979034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262711757828988,0.08401135083453733,0.07023461050301757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040206799766657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611635626755445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839490455861201,0.3087779020927089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677271807939838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317703563769617,0.09812537483797604,0.059962630139445125,0.0960654326798728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273910212368222,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Andwhy99,2020/04/15,"What are some subtle signs that I'm autistic? I'm new to this thread. I'm a year old male and I was wondering if I was on the Austism spectrum. What are some subtle signs? I dont mean to sound rude or anything, I would just like some advice. Thank you very much in advance.",0.009926108374383348,2.2215632931034506,1.2724630541871915,100.69741379310345,88.48275862068968,4.0039408866995085,18.630541871921178,5.288315135182226,-0.6332492610837437,213,6,50,1,7,67,42,58,0.055,0.846,0.099,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,2,4,9,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973190632758684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524117288146016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359483956651801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985223466318032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341176651070218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548101551897198,0.0,0.0,0.29624065845215763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218603565584587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823947374219042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308344480413025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33263438034262105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789139204544472,0.0,0.0,0.1975233387511419
autism,heythereanny,2020/04/15,"Serious questions from a mom. (My child isn5 and has autism) So my daughter is 5. Shes (mostly) non verbal. I say mostly because her doctors classify her had non verbal but she has outbursts that absolutely break my heart and make me hopeful all at the same time. (Example: she had a fever for 2 weeks straight and would not take medication we tried everything. And she screamed mom no at me when I tried to get her to take it... that was in january. Nothing since)

I've had a few wavering feelings about some seemingly superficial things: my mom bought me a phone case that says ""Autism is a journey I never planned, bit I sure do love my tour guide""
And a couple hoodies or shirts that say something to the effect of ""autism mom"" on them. 
How do you guys, whether you have autism or are a carer of someone wit autism feel about these things? Let me say I am NOT embarrassed of my child having autism, and I'm her biggest advocate, but as she cant tell me how she feels about it, I'd like to get some input if that's ok? Is it right or okay for me to ""out"" my child when she cant speak for herself? I will say that there have been times that I've had to explain to new friends she meets at the park or wherever we go that she doesnt talk, etc. But I'd like input.

And my next question is for the folks with autism specifically,  I want another child, but I dont ever want my kiddo to think that the reason I (hopefully one day) have another baby is that she wasnt enough. Bigger picture i always saw myself having at least two kids so autism or not, I'd want another child anyway, if your parents had children after you, how did you feel?

Maybe I'm over thinking it.

Sorry for any formatting issues, posted from mobile",3.7912173913043503,4.926958440579714,4.6018550724637715,86.6488695652174,71.84057971014494,7.722898550724637,26.5536231884058,8.109356740369918,1.4982440579710137,1342,44,280,19,25,433,183,345,0.037000000000000005,0.857,0.106,0.9768,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,5,1,2,13,12,0,1,12,2,33,6,2,6,4,57,57,27,0,8,15,6,4,2,1,2,3,7,0,8,17,11,0,0,12,0,1,2,10,3,0,2,11,12,49,9,32,43,11,27,0,0,1,1,52,12,0,16,13,188,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078919464292614,0.0,0.0,0.06449852778051568,0.298362880919378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781723712319144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354725967243086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494528747100962,0.0,0.0611678191977408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707889300426813,0.0,0.0,0.1111587976488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800126490289242,0.10577835381882048,0.0,0.0857936308807622,0.0,0.0,0.08524146297901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182793585115898,0.06775799648986876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732777790670527,0.0,0.09910623364110673,0.0,0.05390316365967654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391244492918407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123929586021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884069439011358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899457513328162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969864540548664,0.0,0.09267392283813984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560221189359292,0.0,0.06331043694908949,0.0,0.09528554833265684,0.0,0.0,0.0955473598397336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443299236716228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315107702224849,0.09160285125084147,0.10086978976756564,0.0,0.0,0.09100728848150058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427009962275218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531525117686588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908362436270402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124984378080503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751747758265847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099795995910881,0.0,0.3771267031417204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634423003864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845758568262629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036270224752114,0.07301707931774386,0.0,0.10617232422633792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939122613037441,0.0,0.14262476630679005,0.0762336166280375,0.08289957855909028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602292688494585,0.12154696545242942,0.0,0.0,0.1106109227269386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878840705024613,0.0,0.09265075369000757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782787248466174,0.0,0.07607973471917649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737587230147571,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,novaspirit1234,2020/04/15,"First time in public since COVID started I found out in a couple hours I'll be showing my face to public(with a mask on), for the first time in a month, hopefully I can blend in so I can avoid talking.",17.176428571428573,5.474179976190476,14.837619047619047,63.49071428571429,58.76190476190475,17.752380952380953,53.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,5.4271619047619035,157,5,35,1,1,50,31,42,0.065,0.8640000000000001,0.071,0.0571,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,8,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320300979159029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104916159466266,0.0,0.3290195414239609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29804471234028024,0.2955159375328845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951903491135865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482272475897877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123964320823449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119096534451745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995526134262234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,badschema,2020/04/15,"Any medications people have found help with sensory sensitivities? I need to find a medication that will help me out with auditory sensitivities. This issue seems to be getting a little worse with age for me, so my expectation is that I’m going to need medication to succeed in med school or whatever it is I wind up doing.

I tried clonidine but I got unlucky with that one, heart palpitations.

Any other things, anecdotally, that have helped folks?",5.597035714285717,8.216634775,7.009642857142861,65.16250000000002,70.0,10.071428571428571,30.17857142857143,10.290406445055957,3.7167321428571434,362,15,59,11,7,123,58,80,0.025,0.895,0.08,0.5034,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,0,13,15,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,12,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,40,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484588081210757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696720464191764,0.0,0.0,0.2003003835624069,0.0,0.0,0.0954433284571684,0.0,0.10382187204654547,0.0,0.14610675409583135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164779685399222,0.3673418470680964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067159355765675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309444195319285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291750596919872,0.5520959306004631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270911423622192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378943287226245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664806454068506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848830136646044,0.0,0.1663060012512007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136519734339575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402846706984272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861676352828844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MitsyTurtle,2020/04/15,"ADHD + Autism Anyone struggling with these two commorbid disorders at the same time?
How did you manage? I seriously need tips",4.288030303030304,7.6929602272727315,4.9700000000000015,72.49166666666669,83.0909090909091,8.387878787878789,25.51515151515152,8.841846274778883,3.1184060606060613,103,4,15,3,3,33,22,22,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832915049154671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811841095489461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608847741520943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981800934312487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204017564193366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344897931084731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928302111310897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Xd_Rogue,2020/04/15,"Movies!!! I don’t know if i’m autistic, i don’t have a formal diagnosis, mainly because my dad refuse to admit it to himself. i have sensory issues and i don’t really “socialise” and i don’t really understand what people are feeling (who knows maybe i’m just an apathetic asshole) but that’s beside the point. my question is. does anyone have trouble understanding what movies are conveying, like for example i will watch a video essay and go “i didn’t pick up on that at all” or watch a movie and they talk about something that i missed but there’s no dialogue i missed because i’ve been paying attention, idk i’m just curious",2.1091986062717747,4.733371447154475,4.049436701509872,81.67847560975612,82.4959349593496,7.416724738675959,25.045876887340302,8.418075326091056,2.1448657375145186,500,20,92,12,14,169,81,123,0.153,0.7709999999999999,0.077,-0.8306,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,21,25,8,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,2,3,13,1,7,22,2,5,0,2,2,0,8,4,0,3,1,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105296133821918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982518027050348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407983633941144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236937082337787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903047372142946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553331148339944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888760914166504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195152428821939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457665566187463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959760079359396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125709478338055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404475421929464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134361076041641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833030267748915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966266006242331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093428027881787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,j_nonweiler,2020/04/15,"Please complete my questionnaire for autism research! Looking for UK parents of children age 4-15 to participate in my Master's Dissertation research about autism, ADHD and visual behaviour. 1/25 chance of winning £25 gift voucher. 

[https://kclbs.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_0eMpnQaQ6A2t36t](https://kclbs.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_0eMpnQaQ6A2t36t)

Thank you in advance!",15.152399999999993,19.69845404,10.052999999999999,45.25150000000002,48.6,10.6,44.5,10.686352973137794,6.0470000000000015,322,16,31,7,4,88,42,50,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.9133,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,8,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701465671796698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41016592187495066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32850960572687776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343814790952338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294202973458199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601645453029489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,TheCrowsNestTV,2020/04/15,"What was your first gaming console? Mine was the PS1. It was 2002 and my family had just moved to where we now live and my Dad found his old Playstation, so he hooks it up and lets me play. That startup screen immediately followed by the N. Sanity Beach Theme is something that will stay with me forever, and in a good way. At the time, I could never pass the first Boulder Level, but nowadays, it's very easy for me to pass.",4.0500392156862715,5.076688376470589,4.511470588235294,87.94995098039217,71.11764705882352,7.549019607843138,24.75490196078432,7.793537801064563,1.0461372549019607,332,9,71,4,6,105,68,85,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.7869,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,10,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,1,10,2,8,2,0,18,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,7,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072032389391854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880227046164355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489840123692853,0.0,0.2893769637773586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213653384917961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26987823182449683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330480524311144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050742811154644,0.0,0.0,0.2035529962942432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769418508658005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318012913549754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813058460923107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538951008000298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177633753252191,0.0,0.20948908098300112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Bicentennial_Douche,2020/04/15,"How to support daughter with hearing sensitivity? My 5 year old daughter is on the spectrum. She was diagnosed about a year ago. She has challenges with sensory integration and with auditory load. Now, we use hearing protection when we are in a loud environment, but I feel that she does get overwhelmed during normal days as well. So how could we help her and reduce her auditory load? She can't wear hearing protection all the time, as she wouldn't hear at all then.

Ideally there would be small noise cancelling earbuds that would cancel our some of the ambient noise, while still allowing the person hear what is being said to them. Has anyone seen or used anything of the sort? Quick googling brought me to Nuheara IQBuds Max, but they seem to be brand new so there's not much experience about those. Also, question remains how well those would work with a 5 year old.

If you have challenges with sensory integration and/or auditory load, what advice would you give to parents who are trying to help their child who is going through these challenges? Is there something you wish your parents had known when you we dealing with this as a child?",6.921840659340661,8.32785178846154,6.1456318681318685,77.46365384615385,64.76923076923077,9.019780219780221,34.087912087912095,9.23628265651192,3.076421978021978,924,40,160,16,14,281,130,208,0.022000000000000002,0.851,0.128,0.9643,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,5,5,3,5,18,8,0,1,9,0,21,2,1,6,2,40,38,19,0,10,5,4,1,0,0,5,1,7,0,3,10,12,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,5,9,23,7,23,24,4,22,0,1,1,0,40,4,0,6,16,115,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107612833642524,0.09761913000267566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806688848991517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700193061064027,0.0,0.09062345652538092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879258173789961,0.0,0.0,0.07102148698692612,0.11353399530787593,0.0,0.1117745134510992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637109216922607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772333946917716,0.0,0.0,0.055682487247662005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753574489970612,0.10564189364601896,0.06258655101032705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205941520415813,0.0,0.14762887496029728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095451468577015,0.0,0.0,0.10635936990078687,0.0,0.0,0.1078990763187121,0.0,0.0,0.23111523515013266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456146513259686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615686491393036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336515535021712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475405266355746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025362503543986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847795722751553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794593307824711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496849639662995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642147481477753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476761715025987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022520975418805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803112400624068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663826595357128,0.0,0.0,0.08017228042726653,0.0,0.0,0.31291843983666434,0.0,0.0,0.2127505855547236
autism,Butler1182003,2020/04/15,Question My friends invite me to hang out with them after quarantine and I'm super nervous is there a way to be less nervous about this situacion,3.25416666666667,6.018497035714282,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,78.64285714285714,5.161904761904762,30.76190476190476,6.42735559955562,1.8201761904761908,119,6,20,1,3,37,26,28,0.124,0.621,0.254,0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904156315850201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71107883532541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038446171681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Satan_lord_of_evil,2020/04/15,Any advice for someone who is just realizing they have autism/looking for a diagnosis? FYI I've been doing research for months and I'm going to see a specialist in a while to get it confirmed.,4.115175438596488,5.846960868421058,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,71.89473684210526,8.224561403508767,31.08771929824561,8.841846274778883,2.7502350877192985,155,7,28,3,3,53,32,38,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.368,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503364966537647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133932536822125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077468191730303,0.0,0.2619112160289338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38699725335872376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678454282145351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672371395959982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904760247822845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mcummings2,2020/04/15,"Am I possibly on the spectrum? Hey Everyone, I need your input as to whether or not I might possibly have Asperger's. I have struggled with social skills my entire life. It all started back in pre-school. I wouldn't talk or play with the other kids. I never spoke a word until one day, I finally went up to this little boy (don't remember what I said) and he was like ""she talked!"" and got excited.

It was always hard for me to make friends in school. I was very shy, awkward and very anxious. Middle school through 10th grade was horrible for me. I finally got my mom to listen to me that something was wrong, and I finally went to the doctor. I was prescribed Lexapro for social anxiety. After a month of being on it, it changed my situation around. I was finally starting to talk and make friends at school. 

It can still be very awkward for me in social situations. I don't always make eye contact and I don't always know what to say or how to respond. I struggle to see the world from another persons perspective and it's also hard for me to feel empathy. I struggle very hard when it comes to emotional situations and conflict. I don't know what I am feeling and I usually just go blank and it feels like I can't talk or move. I very often say things bluntly and without thinking, like I have no filter. I often upset my girlfriend because I say the wrong things and then I feel horrible afterwards. I'm also not the best at picking up on social cues/non-verbal behaviors. I also have a very hard time standing up for myself or someone else. 

I perform the same behaviors over and over again and I have a strict routine. I DO NOT like change and I struggle to adapt to it. As an adult, it is taking even more of a toll on me. It's been very hard for me to maintain and make friends. I never even thought of the possibility of having Asperger's, until my girlfriend mentioned it. She has a few friends that are and has asked them for their input. They all say it sounds like it's a possibility.

What do you guys think? And do you have any recommendations on what I should do next?",2.799811985898941,4.818680487922709,4.193590547068808,84.92579905992952,76.2463768115942,7.180989685337512,27.372764068416238,8.098718942377014,1.8444073116594848,1638,67,324,28,37,541,190,414,0.13,0.7959999999999999,0.075,-0.9475,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,3,3,14,21,0,7,16,0,36,3,1,6,4,62,65,34,0,3,11,1,9,5,6,3,2,8,0,5,25,22,0,1,10,1,0,5,13,9,0,1,15,19,54,12,53,45,6,47,0,0,2,0,41,19,0,8,27,235,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568835899194568,0.15158739564764515,0.0,0.0,0.04129595462493401,0.06367680222686324,0.046455440045820834,0.06860341439514847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405926631730137,0.056770876873367,0.0,0.0,0.0466947629820141,0.0,0.037018178289328935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372848717351633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284807101451875,0.052310315468401175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03916342857765421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062155923530306474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050729016964497865,0.06830889449663723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021827399244598,0.0,0.0,0.05802656548186005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228201326030465,0.04338286849033079,0.0,0.2660906976564362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766790148553394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451214589277556,0.0,0.09713671144389646,0.0,0.0,0.06012856723969698,0.0,0.0,0.2719941071819077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674715367834066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289276935636106,0.14833897160651827,0.06086368862634251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214106098242742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442098944353218,0.0,0.07112188835101897,0.04847113948387792,0.0645424281205512,0.0,0.04502776915772109,0.09367170574049573,0.0,0.06458309056980338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114970076205268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023847726549056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738390377837125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879104041105555,0.0,0.0577646010208751,0.19316790949136828,0.0,0.2458329604316224,0.04839098504885159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047766582389309,0.0,0.2476111910620046,0.05145318226245229,0.046750059235641205,0.0,0.0,0.0859647508946532,0.0,0.048496087802823946,0.0,0.0,0.25393718304558804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045658607106814256,0.19523794303516312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068768775702574,0.07782189986107332,0.0,0.048209885267493466,0.03540998378674325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688142104292423,0.3507388009539353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125877448959959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058537969494634974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278931430880975,0.0,0.0
autism,flowerpower2112,2020/04/15,"Amanda (Mel) Baggs She went by some other names too. A true friend who lost her way and none of us knew how to help her. I’ve been sad for her for a long time and now I’m curious how she is feeling about her next steps. RIP my dear, I’m so sorry I couldn’t help more",-2.2896357012750457,-0.5023763934426224,0.20743169398907213,105.64735883424412,99.81967213114756,3.3668488160291434,10.05646630236794,5.033348758259628,-1.9476571948998176,204,2,55,1,9,68,48,61,0.102,0.64,0.259,0.8692,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,9,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,3,6,4,3,7,0,2,0,0,12,0,0,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766382668232035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090870825941496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41800814772374506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759478518934548,0.0,0.0,0.3403846202559164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316204593628164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490531209858572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181822749357246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750769403931751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475054791649654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905708407279945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,highway240,2020/04/15,Is it likely for someone who has autism that their kids would have it? What is the chance that someone who has autism has kids who also have autism?,4.9848275862068965,6.083604896551733,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,69.0,5.8000000000000025,21.396551724137925,3.1291,-0.37508275862068974,118,2,25,0,2,33,17,29,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877072555378371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368566547202905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8215662070062726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34439944341325224,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wtf_ever_man,2020/04/15,"How to get ""diagnosed"" as an adult? My son is on the spectrum somewhere and I've found myself wondering through the years if something was there in me.

So I am wondering what all needs to happen to take the test or have the discussion with someone legit who can do this kind of thing with adults?

I imagine it takes a specialist, maybe over several meetings.  Is there a service i should be looking for specifically?  I'm from Minnesota if that helps.",4.4788403361344535,6.527145388235298,4.8327731092437,82.04176470588239,71.58823529411767,8.621848739495798,32.14285714285714,9.23628265651192,3.0314033613445384,358,17,66,8,7,113,70,85,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.4836,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,19,7,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,13,15,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,5,1,50,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267056267857315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621490292202123,0.0,0.0,0.12491426853806825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114258400234396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025648892622285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489746687222117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077475939164532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019729405367524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772816542937276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701028059278073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257955125898325,0.1840625905892357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595307319041541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884027828023586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185641998760405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539656424131899
autism,Cold_Movie,2020/04/15,"I think I have autism When I was in elementary school, I had lots of friends and was in the ""popular group"" sort of. Back then I would cry, like alot when I got in trouble or even if the entire class except me was bad and got in trouble. If I did something and went home waiting consequence the next day from the teacher I would get that sinking feeling in my chest, and become so stressed out that I would repeat rhymes in my head over and over at night as to not fall asleep and wake up to tomorrow.

Back when I was 8 or 9 I was a little chubby in the stomach, but I was by no means fat. I still told myself that I was fat, and it ruined my life. Like I would just having fun or whatever and suddenly I remember ""I'm fat"" and my heart would fall into the pit of my stomach, that feeling. It was the worst and made me sad and depressed, but only when that thought entered my mind. Other times and days I could be as happy as anyone.i remember going to the doctor's and being super stressed out that my BMI would be over 50 percent which I thought was fat, I almost didn't even want to know what my BMI was so I wouldn't have to deal with the stress if I was over 50 percent.

I am good in school and really good at math, but not at writing (I love reading). In elementary school we had writing workshop where we wrote. I hated it so much that I tried not to fall asleep so I wouldn't have to write tommorow. That went to the point that I wished I could switch lives with my pet dog so I wouldn't have to deal with the stress if writing workshop.

I got older and by 7th grade I despised writing but it was bearable, and u no longer worried about my weight. All of a sudden me walking would feel awckward and unnatural, as if I was walking differently than before and wrong. I felt that way until 8th grade. At this time my speech got worse, I didn't speak as clearly and slurred my words somtimes and couldn't pronounce others properly (still like this now). I so had trouble with friends, I lost almost all my friends from elementary school (I still spoke to them but had no real conversation and never got invited to do stuff, they would make plans infront of me.) 

I also used to walk with my head down looking at the ground which I heard autistic people sometimes do. 

Idk if I have autism or something different but I was wondering if anyone here knows.",5.356690225563909,5.306061486315791,5.5587030075187975,85.42467105263158,67.82105263157895,8.301503759398498,30.22744360902256,7.7094869923839395,1.7369654135338344,1846,63,389,18,28,585,215,475,0.155,0.743,0.10300000000000001,-0.9798,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,2,3,23,29,2,4,15,0,47,17,13,3,4,104,82,56,0,23,22,0,5,3,3,11,6,4,2,0,22,31,5,1,13,1,0,10,13,16,0,0,37,10,64,13,58,28,8,62,0,4,1,1,22,27,0,17,27,279,86,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600176035000256,0.0,0.0,0.058299749258901176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097481384919948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211436489743468,0.060870173115939626,0.0,0.0805145951818228,0.06203428167095714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641272206787252,0.0,0.08007948724209009,0.09403159244819356,0.15031764088198465,0.06279043553181403,0.0,0.0,0.15233426791265475,0.0,0.07461834525102935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630224320118774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058441260891368,0.0,0.06999740802734665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897184697234627,0.0,0.038088316262712994,0.0,0.04143191945857527,0.1222935744834896,0.29153217663704073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760559610311663,0.0,0.0719756890870274,0.14963708702987685,0.0,0.0,0.08638928946572083,0.0,0.0,0.07312670801254456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013012879239861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514928793720707,0.10684878900194417,0.07306701394207699,0.06437385263744196,0.0,0.06121936767334615,0.0,0.0795812078652483,0.061978722512755824,0.06579695342268745,0.06898168975882857,0.048662689654413206,0.0,0.0,0.07941171288076929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361029630588589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053591400678325234,0.0,0.056226561220581665,0.0,0.07753216549290527,0.06841364269516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055445300025691605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054110763174878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891600861899602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292178610095644,0.08297850203246869,0.04670292497055422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516764009038756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951230980684455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224713148539228,0.0721019992341086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465903251671186,0.0,0.33403624345515737,0.0,0.08345541448073927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046712694962156014,0.0,0.11575218125906606,0.08501955229558253,0.0,0.0,0.06966104034711536,0.0,0.04949571180824477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296397103129746,0.0,0.0,0.04299952249920979,0.05786626014537929,0.0,0.08877506643365676,0.0,0.1351618758522341,0.0,0.0,0.0838337686078315,0.0,0.07905917185665648,0.0,0.07403557841428694,0.0742934250634188,0.41430024141373306,0.07970695581339844,0.0,0.0
autism,AutisticUnit2,2020/04/15,Urges to eat clay Strong ones. It is my special interest so I work with it every day but lately I have urges to eat it. Have put it in my mouth before. Am I developing “pica”? Should I be worried?,-1.3845993031358894,0.5159481707317077,1.6601393728223002,93.59243902439026,103.8780487804878,4.2940766550522635,15.613240418118465,6.1826913282559595,-0.3183686411149829,149,4,33,2,7,52,30,41,0.066,0.7829999999999999,0.151,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,23,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646048837068969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005441016993136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363814114374676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261998030440505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507775207803226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071520227496152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126016647300145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263832910515001,0.31579596134272425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,saltyblonde32,2020/04/15,"Organizing and sorting objects Just curious, how do you prefer to organize and sort objects? Imagine you are organizing a shelf of books, for example- would you order them by some feature like size, color, alphabetized by author's name, etc or would you prefer to sort them by genre?",6.297599999999999,8.644334160000003,6.9849999999999985,67.2475,67.4,9.8,34.5,10.125756701596842,4.1668,228,11,34,6,4,75,37,50,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,4,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960483176937136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611032116096426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7593098944842113,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Daihaotian,2020/04/16,"Just got banned from ASDirect on Discord without any explanation So I joined the community a couple of months ago and thought they were all decent folk, but for some reason the admin there really strongly objects to people repeating topics.  I've been having a very serious ongoing issue at work, and I got an email from HR yesterday that was extremely upsetting, so I went on there and the admin just started saying ""We've already talked about this and at least 2 dozen people have tried to support you with it"".  The next thing I know I've been banned, admin has blocked me, and I wasn't given any sort of warning or explanation for it.

That's probably the most upsetting thing that's happened to me.  I'm used to NTs rejecting me, but for an autistic community to do it, the people who I thought would be most empathetic and understanding, is extremely traumatising.

Edit:  Apparently someone on there didn't like me, and made up some lies about me sending inappropriate messages to women.  I haven't seen the messages so I can't say if it's true or not, although I hadn't DM'd any women in well over a month, and I can't provide any context or defence to it, but I never said anything remotely inappropriate to any women.",5.7156896551724135,6.995995568965522,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,67.44827586206897,9.765517241379312,33.46551724137931,9.978442167317967,3.5173310344827584,980,44,171,23,16,328,134,232,0.163,0.7609999999999999,0.076,-0.9690000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,11,10,1,2,12,0,17,0,0,3,3,40,33,19,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,12,9,0,4,5,0,0,2,9,5,1,1,16,4,18,5,27,15,6,18,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,9,9,120,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253126698255726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600119551379504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806695602046166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633239597306312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641909020278708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261270421934704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250097267124711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475496589747956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769120557902402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906441939982075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376418385964214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256744178449364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903038326837633,0.0,0.15034463313798216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940167182346221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524167502004478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056285319170143,0.14534807126583765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447169641810186,0.22484026569711374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977918279815256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005977433122096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042076923979873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362485389465167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878349380240727,0.0,0.0,0.22445805706159425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597841858802192,0.0,0.0,0.14716727382095254,0.0,0.12209506938739105,0.0,0.11664197877589982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710525517437454,0.13104794964810526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627204072559887,0.0,0.10291632906449684,0.0,0.0,0.10042254303155138,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,CyberSkooma,2020/04/16,"I need some advice (Meltdowns) Hey everyone. I have an 18 year old autistic stepbrother who's been having some insane meltdowns lately since everyone has been stuck in the house. He wakes people up just to argue and yell at them, screams at and degrades his Mom and everyone else in the house, threatens violence, threatens to run away, etc. It's been so bad and consistent lately that the household has been on the border of calling the police multiple times in the past 7 days. We know risks with law enforcement, so we've showed some major restraint because it feels extremely incorrect morally to call them, but his meltdowns have become violent and destructive and are not sure what to do in these kinds of events. Obviously, he has had meltdowns his entire life, but nothing along these lines. We've tried buffering him down offering to play card games with him, Magic(MTG), tabletop games, video games, cooking together, etc - anything that we can to try and calm him down. It's not working. He has been prescribed medications in the past, but always ends up rebelling against them because he thinks we're ""poisoning"" him, and will dump the pills.  


I am nearly begging for any suggestions that people in this sub might have and what our correct actions could be going forward. Thank you in advance for your time.",9.54664539007092,9.135175348936171,7.964946808510637,72.83791666666669,59.3404255319149,10.897163120567377,40.00886524822696,10.125756701596842,4.123375886524824,1057,48,173,18,12,317,149,235,0.151,0.812,0.037000000000000005,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,2,3,2,3,15,6,1,9,0,22,6,1,0,3,33,29,14,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,12,14,1,0,3,7,0,5,2,10,0,0,7,3,18,5,30,18,6,32,1,0,0,0,30,17,0,4,12,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778111237028636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880616158284626,0.0,0.0,0.08892403538779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760766806049003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228571257304792,0.0,0.1091825164137516,0.15942509749875386,0.1444186152262471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670494225784626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440445038439246,0.0,0.0,0.08433199184706816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923658117871718,0.0,0.11581813195377268,0.0,0.2916729544667021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748519492434105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611823069064621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431622081512622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301768304793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617063142239752,0.07186449992057857,0.0,0.2950150791962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236251286034568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173101929569708,0.0,0.138719988362608,0.0,0.1531492702860154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695988322297316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547162888764804,0.0,0.13721486942396802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496581563838323,0.18131064957091725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816937015096767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324356585046592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038996487697134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378832067261884,0.0,0.0,0.15249913362857634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756040734830378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951977828991064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420775837300566
autism,Zara02,2020/04/16,"ASD/ASC input wanted: How are you feeling in these Corona times? I’m actually feeling better with the less traffic, social distancing going on and having less of a FOMO.... because there is hardly anything to miss out on. And since I was on the verge of having a burnout I’m happy to be working from home (and less things to do work wise).... I’m almost fine.

Fear of having to go back to work sucks but that’s all actually.

So that’s my side but, in general, how are you -really- feeling during these Corona times?

[View Poll](https://www.reddit.com/poll/g2pz1o)",2.480175824175824,5.343380314285717,3.6304761904761915,83.41978021978025,83.95238095238095,5.516483516483516,21.41025641025641,7.010146845296331,0.9125091575091586,443,14,77,6,13,143,70,105,0.049,0.85,0.102,0.5081,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,5,5,7,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,16,20,8,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,4,16,18,4,13,0,1,1,0,3,8,1,1,3,52,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.3976606941158359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402592488511126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766866873093397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667096709156605,0.0,0.12420394541441608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020008029718254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292750941567831,0.30906595929149666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159133607805454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689537829190256,0.1825197392341854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043775938084108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305272955492432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854388369870776,0.0,0.0,0.2076971928378846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536226833558146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761621433661026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017687083345187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449966943579808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,melind64,2020/04/16,"We need to do something about a dangerous sub that HURTS PEOPLE WITH MENTAL DISORDERS There is this subreddit [r/antipsychiatry](https://www.reddit.com/r/antipsychiatry/),   which I think the name is self-explanatory. They deny the existence of   mental illness as a whole and keeps brainwashing vulnerable people   saying that the medications and psychiatric labels ruin your life and   are not backed by science, and that doctors are out there to harm them.

A   person with a mental disorder may refuse treatment because of them,  which can impose a  great danger upon himself and others. That subreddit  is against science  and it's full of scientologists. They're no  different than anti-vaxx. I  hate to see more posts about people  quitting medications and opposing  psychiatrists.",11.622868663594467,12.734309927419353,10.25566820276498,53.08564516129036,54.564516129032256,12.892165898617511,40.294930875576036,12.28987398476788,5.688360829493088,637,28,81,18,7,199,87,124,0.29600000000000004,0.675,0.028999999999999998,-0.9862,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,1,5,7,3,0,8,0,8,5,0,0,0,19,13,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,9,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,8,1,16,12,3,5,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,1,1,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396925456030035,0.0,0.0982790290524879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684419802439874,0.3695472335847442,0.16501686729895387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774709034557912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917268997145065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259077294217962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330092969424305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138753963733176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248270661418753,0.4874195562606618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954357663505145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353117208570924,0.1407722506078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440547266932386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714787342686906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282096760713849,0.0,0.0,0.128472530126247,0.0,0.16818901285355733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411605978864618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330412125616352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999786232019854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jump-asdfgh,2020/04/16,"Echolalia I have recently been experiencing what I believe to be echolalia. I’m 17 years old and have been diagnosed with ASD since the age of 12/13. 

I often repeat what people say in a different voice after they’ve said it (but 99% of the time i don’t realize i’m doing it). It gets me into a lot of trouble and can come across rude, although i don’t mean that. I think I do it in an attempt to make conversation less awkward. It’s only come along in the past year and is causing me problems and making me feel isolated.

Can anyone help me shed some light on this please?",5.0827838827838825,5.094083529914531,6.056776556776558,81.40846153846154,68.40170940170941,9.07887667887668,30.38949938949939,8.841846274778883,2.223816605616605,451,16,94,7,7,150,81,117,0.107,0.846,0.047,-0.6890000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,6,0,12,1,0,3,0,21,23,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,6,11,0,14,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,9,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446371108790889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330535977033324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249601576117388,0.0,0.35637277156025543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995243323482204,0.0,0.2161183801862328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459158644719306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807266582248322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864986103112803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585985476556135,0.0,0.0,0.2761532728708763,0.0,0.0,0.2253246231563154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170584531268708,0.0,0.0,0.1573217713215101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974655278348256,0.14340650286847514,0.0,0.0,0.2270635505513403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793132052397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424334803725694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967655019813132,0.164498585665009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111174801421156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254367658291152,0.0,0.0,0.12061821793646214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664143594707703
autism,Yoshemo,2020/04/16,"Slapped myself for the first time since i was a kid I was in a public restaurant at work and someone was whistling along with the radio very very loudly and before i realized what was happening, i was slapping myself on the head. I'm 28 and haven't done this since i was a 9 or 10 years old kid so i was pretty surprised. Now i have a headache to deal with x.x sometimes autism sucks",2.337414104882459,4.203800354430385,3.0013019891500896,93.64582278481014,77.10126582278481,5.5269439421338165,23.943942133815554,6.1826913282559595,0.4531106690777578,304,10,65,2,7,95,53,79,0.036000000000000004,0.884,0.08,0.484,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,7,0,10,1,1,0,0,8,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,1,9,1,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,5,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212930211206871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797966994195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560756694702506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284842056880246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128058829946995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568116828905726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625778821616632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545773502913675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139913443526673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120219660712273,0.0,0.2474872524000569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591312045036114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129375587439071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217291117989307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114211927605152
autism,Puggage,2020/04/16,"Has anyone had experiences with integrating major perception/sensory changes due to a diet change, or supplementing after eating crap for years and can offer me advice? Basically most of my life I ate poorly with no nutrition, never went outside, had no energy, and everything was quite dull, I was depressed, numb, slept 12 hours a day and always tired.

Started supplementing Vitamin D, and a few other things, was strange for a few weeks but now the world is really vivid and my sensations are really intense. It’s not necessarily bad but I’m not used to it. For example before I had quite a poor sense of smell, now I will smell a coffee from across the room and it will be really intense. I will get alarmed and ask what the hell is that strong smell, because it’s different. Except it’s like that with everything. 

Overrall, this is a good thing, but I am used to feeling numb. I could go outside in cold weather wearing only a t shirt fine, now I seem to be very perceptive to the smallest temperature change and will shiver as my body temp fluctuates through the day. I am assuming this will settle down with a bit more time as it has been a rollercoaster. Mentally I feel better as I was quite depressed, now I feel what I would imagine is normal but I keep getting freaked out by senses as it’s like every sense changed at once and is amplified, which is probably true as my brain has what it needs. I feel like I need to throw out my whole idea of what normal is for me and start again to understand what is normal, which is pretty daunting.

Maybe I just need to wait and will get used to it, but my lifestyle was so bad I rarely even felt hungry, now I get ravenous and it’s so intense for me as I’m not used to it. This applies to every sense, touch feels really good before I could barely feel it, smell is insanely acute relative, food tastes very strong when before I had to eat everything with hot sauce to even experience it, even colours are more vivid.

Most of the senses I’m happy with the change i.e. vision but some I don’t like which are:

-	Smell: I will suddenly smell burning, and to me it smells like a bonfire, but it turns out to be something really insignificant.
-	Hearing: I will hear things and be like what the hell is that, it sounds like it’s in the room whatever it is, and it will turn out to be something benign.
-	Temperature: I shiver if it drops slightly, I feel like I am in an oven if it increases, as if I have a fever when measurably I do not.
-	Energy: I feel like there is a tension inside me that is somewhat restless, and I don’t like it. It’s like a nervous energy, but I think it’s just normal energy, I felt like exercising. I have never wanted to exercise in my life and the feeling is uncomfortable.

My main question is. Is there anything I can do to learn my new “normal” or will it just be a case of waiting and getting used to it?",4.464272486772488,5.589833502645504,5.484281746031744,80.99023214285717,70.23456790123457,8.985696649029983,28.107980599647263,9.321569398390272,2.328199329805997,2264,79,447,47,40,747,237,567,0.102,0.727,0.172,0.9918,1,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,6,18,36,3,4,26,0,63,21,6,5,3,96,108,42,0,15,21,0,13,12,0,11,9,3,3,0,46,28,6,3,20,2,2,4,10,15,0,0,15,28,49,21,58,74,13,41,2,3,3,0,5,14,3,12,34,309,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008616399599676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116362463410579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299441315753067,0.0,0.05060006029351877,0.0,0.05748374702438081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268119387975846,0.037483014413073036,0.0,0.15696737278817832,0.0,0.0,0.0543818651209468,0.06712986679847945,0.06830021819537757,0.0,0.0686418595354868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252350961555937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818763996246553,0.0,0.0,0.0793104050862888,0.0,0.105920462430036,0.0,0.0,0.06424273045961795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583682866466106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218383585795249,0.0,0.10361396695277324,0.0,0.16578656181509,0.1202957309542248,0.0,0.0,0.2798153577503537,0.13178287749823786,0.11807782131729187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435252612884713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062685493254572,0.0,0.03494551384496119,0.10314781106232476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654559930726701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860473972238913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055410246302415,0.0,0.0,0.06941339418634511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054654089126861434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686274507811523,0.3604839828015223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061773785106689585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619662689951031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677954440134454,0.0948479384621762,0.059386286245363025,0.0,0.0,0.3012299451308568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548358732505412,0.0,0.046765018975842065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255623633696664,0.06629534864622437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888155162225597,0.19620278904147775,0.0,0.0,0.19695656543144965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597711305589331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467419657691234,0.0,0.0,0.08704420762189084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255132084765374,0.0393995535294373,0.0,0.0,0.0358546258616888,0.07067235408584775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337643600420977,0.0,0.06401203092470709,0.0,0.2655329936629978,0.0,0.10146943350470496,0.03626769960115499,0.0,0.0493226230604126,0.0,0.0,0.057000752869145424,0.0,0.06865007247952194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367989406322882,0.0,0.0,0.03959678457543505
autism,Homorodeanwheelchair,2020/04/16,"Back with the autism age difference friendship Just want to know when some specialist worried about an autistic late teen playing with the younger children, at what age usually they get worried? Like 19,18,17 and 16 looking are a bit same except the number are differences. Like as an 18 myself, when i still go out play with the children, their parent dont mind and still accept my autism. Usually over what age can the specialist get worried?",9.908291139240504,9.495363594936707,7.796044303797469,74.34571202531647,58.620253164556964,10.937974683544304,41.268987341772146,10.125756701596842,4.2456810126582285,360,17,59,6,4,105,57,79,0.07400000000000001,0.728,0.198,0.8426,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,10,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,10,10,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,13,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709691673658014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946506376502348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725581189039405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089589904283923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863022897407566,0.0,0.10132846789874576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979856025157244,0.0,0.20112315759669064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742106766616385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972187659015793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002589896192586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979741507474153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847712971201747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927308343112376,0.0,0.10516229496871114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431979856654547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Rollsworth,2020/04/16,"Does anyone repeat words a lot? I get a word, phase or something stuck in my head and I can't stop saying it. 

I recently started watching Doughnut Media and I can't stop saying the hosts catch phase, now its the song from The Little Mermaid, plus I had the Pokemon phones ringtone stuck in my head for ages. 

My girlfriend calls me a parrot.",2.2660127931769734,4.7151506119403015,2.9368869936034123,91.05432835820896,80.19402985074628,4.4255863539445635,23.004264392324096,5.288315135182226,0.2672831556503201,269,9,51,1,7,84,47,67,0.066,0.872,0.062,-0.0577,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,5,4,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,7,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532806073520274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560406173085298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943029956484095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310049046332207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146773141855244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513142646498857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317604527509973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475823107347103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988079939240463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303721191256693,0.0,0.0,0.17747994448326815,0.0,0.0,0.4192712676608472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ROTrestoration,2020/04/16,Are there any resources for adults seeking autism diagnosis? Are There are many reasons why I believe I may be autistic. I think the reality of it is had I grown-up in Today’s times I likely would’ve been tested at a young age. I brought this up with my family doctor last visit but he had no idea what direction to go in. Do any of you know of a good resource in Canada?,1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,3.3351785714285747,88.29419642857144,82.24675324675323,5.927922077922077,22.61201298701299,7.1686216300943375,0.8333909090909088,292,10,61,4,8,99,61,77,0.039,0.9009999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,7,14,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,2,11,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686048524344887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534595717065594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27739975051920224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554928878195487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540265209939363,0.2273181409859361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059478153429721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894512643843627,0.22091691223601045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240634642282914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747710448147557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786529915571043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365823223482585,0.0,0.0,0.15803354065750685,0.0,0.2568946188897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455277526538774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925243437481438,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MarcoVanz00,2020/04/16,"Any autistic psychonaut out there?  I would like to hear how you guys feel during a trip. For me is really...strange! I don't think words could explain. To make it short, at the peak the only place I can feel comfortable is in my bed under the blankets. Then suddenly I ""come down"" and start to feel super energetic and also, I don't know how to explain it...a bit more ""normal"".",0.948666666666668,3.3841462666666686,2.764000000000003,90.08866666666668,86.33333333333334,6.0,20.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.7487333333333335,290,9,60,5,9,96,56,75,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,18,18,6,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,10,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963234850538071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676703260582386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998396256313741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365811005809489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928052752102786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166040944966068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719402948834459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30954324245759235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509369130779418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417696623494993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332670293183884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690923676286553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088787964447176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869440558905658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439411897744546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598049785758482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950988987190016,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Lucky_Owl_444,2020/04/16,"Autistic daughter (17) needs current documentation of her Autism for state services (Vocational Rehab). Should I consent for a new Psych eval? Also, seeking advice re guardianship when my daughter turns 18 years old. In March, just as K's spring break was winding up and COVID19 was just getting started, the Special Education coordinator from her school called to say that it was time for her to be evaluated again. Her recommendation was not to ""put K through that again"", and waive the school psychologist meeting for evaluation. Her reasoning was that things were basically the same as they have been all through high school, and the evaluation wasn't necessary. I was at first inclined to consent to the evaluation, but then decided to waive the appointment, considering the Special Ed. Coordinator's opinion.

Yesterday our caseworker for state-funded services for Vocational Rehab called to let me know that she (the caseworker) needs a current evaluation before K qualifies for job search assistance. If I understand this correctly, there's no need for an official evaluation, a simple declaration of Autism, signed by a doctor will do. The only problem is that when K stopped taking medication for ADHD, she stopped seeing the ARNP for the Child Developmental Specialist who diagnosed K when she was 5 years old. She hasn't seen the Child Developmental Specialist in years, the ARNP more or less had taken on the role of K's ""Autism doctor"". 

I'm looking for advice and/or personal experience with this situation, feeling like I have dropped the ball, letting an important thing just skip right past my attention. K has a new PCP, she sees a therapist for severe Autism related anxiety and OCD, and she has several medical specialists for non-Autism related health concerns, but she does not have an official ""Autism doctor"". Should I try to get an evaluation through the school before the school year ends (May 15), or would it be better to see if the doctor who did her last evaluation can see her? 

Also, I'm asking to hear from parents of young Autistic adults about the process going from advocating for my minor child, as mom, to being my 18 year old child's guardian. Last year at age 17, K's PCP suddenly, without warning or notice, refused to allow me access to K's records. I called the clinic to ask for the results of K's lab tests and they said they couldn't share information with me because we didn't have the appropriate paperwork in her chart. The doctor's staff were (in my opinion) antagonistic and unwilling to explain to me why at age 16 I could no longer advocate for my daughter. It became such a battle to get correct info and direction from staff that I asked my PCP if he would see K, and he was happy to, and things are working out nicely.

K turns 18 on July 31st. She will be applying for SSI at that time, so a new evaluation will be asked for. 

Any advice or shared personal experiences are greatly appreciated.",11.144801512287335,9.222069113421554,10.5558034026465,60.34822306238189,57.29867674858223,14.039319470699438,43.982986767485826,12.658619537138044,5.616157655954631,2367,111,391,64,23,770,256,529,0.057999999999999996,0.8640000000000001,0.077,0.8785,4,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,2,0,3,3,14,11,1,0,35,0,44,12,0,3,3,61,75,29,0,13,15,5,1,1,0,8,12,3,0,7,17,14,0,3,9,1,0,2,9,2,0,1,18,11,40,9,68,40,4,56,0,0,7,0,54,14,0,10,38,246,57,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132257849393121,0.1983702135699812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822654316628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601587710987351,0.0,0.051765066085743834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303802441194106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124917218803413,0.0,0.11515925794528573,0.0,0.0,0.05984595832020419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072867030501304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402658952285142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868057570974065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346300184218813,0.059215843465555563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993287308474087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238261109238866,0.0,0.0,0.034214465919306665,0.04834131486379352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755751151656779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060596363587677,0.0,0.038456712736726656,0.0,0.0,0.07460310105089757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203277461194932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192685160519789,0.07626562143428406,0.0,0.0,0.07149389556383018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714905150902846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037188010895888975,0.11031526490011896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838817426339226,0.0,0.033058675843900376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056823233567341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633475739228393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925076690699852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052265852033858,0.0,0.1960596167597847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703932248505323,0.21301538582425966,0.0,0.0,0.05146379901181067,0.0,0.0,0.07513619027772754,0.0,0.06459580356163397,0.0,0.11816842027447992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474817574212809,0.0,0.06802401988665781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695729409480264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778724414163685,0.06436680798444455,0.05381151050664309,0.0,0.3424130583588613,0.26960917134110673,0.0,0.0,0.15288888777588944,0.0,0.0,0.0760605376973473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789504745533621,0.0,0.0,0.11314527576476888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050877159099903466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785665968155565,0.1348648345036197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891433808432002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594144793635716,0.14720451933754486,0.0,0.07044372836775087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061058938205327214,0.0,0.0,0.06522856863321516,0.0,0.04926237838750608,0.0,0.0,0.09613738380341212,0.0,0.0,0.26145195800607
autism,WQuarry,2020/04/16,"Is this Selective Mutism? Hi everyone. I am a sufferer of High Functioning Autism, and am currently at the stage of moving up to college/apprenticeship in education. As such - especially as a high achieving student - I'm being asked quite a few questions on my autism, and I am simply trying to better understand the correct terminology.

Sometimes, when I'm having a meltdown, I'll only be able to hear and understand my friends. It's strange, because I've been told after that teachers have been trying to talk to me, and I haven't even realised that they were there. On the other hand, when it's my best couple of friends that I usually depend on, I can hear and converse with them somewhat normally. It doesn't always happen; only when it's a more severe meltdown.

Am I alone in this, and if not, is it correct to describe it as selective mutism?

Thanks in advance,

Will",6.701341463414633,7.276902060975613,7.282829268292687,72.05851219512198,64.97560975609754,9.974634146341463,36.52195121951219,9.888512548439397,3.775921463414633,694,33,118,14,10,229,98,164,0.06,0.8190000000000001,0.122,0.9015,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,5,6,6,0,0,8,0,17,1,1,1,2,17,27,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,3,12,5,22,20,4,19,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,4,6,89,24,2,0.15806203550089568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370459976315854,0.0,0.0,0.13152027562240887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776666638695668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963531497625735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587635460554634,0.13979302562547208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489263589377751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439848372978132,0.0,0.0,0.15103504852082755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442366730763204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397737359855535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35629480321668106,0.0,0.0,0.3340024374292696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799492925161832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486723504309366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404266010930727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177065653957193,0.16811843099572651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856510954633098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632739474616836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704427685212874,0.0,0.14552228598502134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103504852082755,0.0,0.2146274932812056,0.0,0.0,0.32909630662701683,0.0,0.0,0.17408300126806256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,they4get,2020/04/16,"suspecting recently ive taken a note that i am not like everyone else. reading through checklists of autistic traits i find myself checking off most. when talking to my mom she doesnt really like to acknowledge it or anything, she mostly avoids it. from a young age ive been ""selective mute"", but when i line it all up in my brain maybe autism makes more sense. im not asking for a diagnostic or anything along those lines i just need some clarity, is this normal? if no, how will my mom ever see that?",3.7753061224489777,5.60330423469388,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,72.9795918367347,8.16530612244898,27.556122448979593,8.841846274778883,2.1687102040816333,397,15,77,8,8,128,76,98,0.096,0.866,0.038,-0.3442,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,2,2,21,12,7,0,3,7,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,12,2,10,9,5,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,6,8,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482648389573387,0.0,0.1978215814762046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362205303530099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676835228448004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914083253145683,0.0,0.2021971049849895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934026193194123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285691004370468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675847599262115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124760296251876,0.0,0.2125850957209444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956571117460771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690200672775986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732741763859747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166169736307427,0.0,0.13555921898844106,0.0,0.2089338506213624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862133753734715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700796287748377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,10bitTalent,2020/04/16,"DAE mimic body language in books? While reading, I will mimic the body language that the author writes.  Does anybody else do this?

Some examples:

""...he shoo'd the fly away with his foot..""


""..she nodded in agreement..""


""..he tilted his head in greeting..""


""..she brushed the imagined spider away in disgust..""


I am slowly coming to the conclusion that I am on the spectrum, but would like to find more commonalities with others.",2.5808447488584503,5.512952369863014,2.785239726027396,85.9289098173516,93.7945205479452,4.077168949771689,23.89155251141552,5.985473137389443,0.9177497716894982,325,13,52,3,12,99,52,73,0.0,0.95,0.05,0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,0,5,4,4,0,0,10,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,11,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968303711689824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587383932392067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775964748073255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313807199125525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087465765442604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416594191187413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713536091302558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917387929408958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644744058505793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782420187835247,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,JohnnyGeeCruise,2020/04/16,"Is it possible to have the disorder without the sensory issues? So, to put it briefly, I relate to the problems with socializing. Reading other people, understanding subtext, social codes and social cues, taking things literally, etc.

I however don't experience any problems with things like for example sensory issues. I don't mind any textures, smells, strong light, loud noises, touch, etc. I'm fine with all of that.

I have ADD, and my therapist, when doing the evaluation, suggested I might have symptoms of high functioning autism. We didn't look further into it tho. I don't really have special intrests either.

So basically, what I am asking is: Is it possible to have certain traits of the disorder and not others? I figured they go together",6.061110340041638,8.600498816793895,7.159888965995838,64.94116585704373,68.46564885496184,10.565163081193617,35.57321304649549,10.637119530657019,4.845207633587786,599,31,86,19,11,201,86,131,0.10300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.073,-0.6025,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,0,2,20,21,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,5,11,5,13,19,4,6,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,2,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912593448710444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314651860838566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223363614264083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136676037284178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755801834110742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992030301148058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857780060529432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935514691158342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870216413686422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808939770499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918066852818418,0.14199093989389522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749151594349316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170666197349937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691178447922604,0.0,0.14136674443857875,0.0,0.0,0.14066283477775465,0.0,0.09008783478885164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43004776087072055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616299039059566,0.10573233337607653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327620790332167,0.18684971009545695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639535508276735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555726943850682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Reaper02367,2020/04/16,"I have questions about how your diagnosis was discovered Hello! Sorry if this is unacceptable;

One of the major ways of helping a child with ASD is early intervention. I have an 8 month old daughter and I just want to keep an eye out for behaviors that could be ASD. 

What, in retrospect, were your or your child’s earliest indicators that they had ASD and how early did they begin?",5.656666666666666,6.970561333333336,6.5787777777777805,73.54400000000003,67.6111111111111,10.204444444444446,29.677777777777766,10.355215969177356,3.1662911111111107,304,11,55,8,5,101,56,72,0.066,0.885,0.05,-0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,2,0,14,13,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,0,8,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29037966496279777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437760860671077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232674926410646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29029668108407297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38163514739599896,0.0,0.24644812740166536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074199540763889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071250961341357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451584869909596,0.28868297098780177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Callofthewind,2020/04/16,"today i worked up the courage to tell my best friend i have autism... and it went really well! he was very sympathetic, understanding and sweet. were as when I've tried in the past with other people there always like ""well i know this person and that person with autism and you're nothing like them...."" and its just very irritating so i never tell people.. but I'm glad i told him and he can understand why some of my behaviors are strange compared to the norm, just felt like sharing maybe ya'll can relate :)",3.381569301260022,5.700792701030928,3.6978694158075602,87.74710194730815,75.59793814432992,6.785337915234822,21.087056128293238,7.793537801064563,0.7978691867124854,400,10,79,6,9,124,70,97,0.039,0.6659999999999999,0.295,0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,7,11,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,13,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,9,11,8,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,7,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617012415232655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435307584237545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866914653735846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572091701134728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654272076804793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574680199939308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648245023642997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354862467207493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855850169971962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769529952805048,0.2435726044589935,0.3067736221251243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253763128634907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070837289323018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651303772963785,0.16785861867430962,0.0,0.11926726579210105,0.0,0.0,0.3657538563548072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988954162489217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158938535448396,0.1628463030765234,0.15851334555250576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788863739847595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,itsaboutyouandme,2020/04/17,Emotionally paralysed. Stuck. Prefer to push everyone to arms length . Don't want to exist or be a burden.,1.7681578947368417,3.9654256842105298,3.651973684210528,77.34006578947371,107.94736842105264,6.110526315789473,20.539473684210527,7.1686216300943375,1.7665684210526318,84,3,13,2,4,28,17,19,0.304,0.696,0.0,-0.6276,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7077174601824551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011869149478706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710933707954874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,8laz3d,2020/04/17,"For anyone who's got a spare second :) > I have afew questions, and I'm not sure what kind of subreddit this is so please feel free to remove this post if it's not allowed. It largely revolves around the late onset of autism; is that a thing? Can 21 year olds see psychologists? And how? 

I've never seemed to have issues speaking to people or in social situations but more and more recently I've found that my head just grates away when theres some noise or someone makes a tiny comment. This comment or noise bounces around in my head over and over and over and makes me want to literally just smack my head against a wall to make it stop. My head starts throbbing and I just convince myself that whatevers happening in physical reality is so much worse than it is and I don't know how to control it. This along with the fact that I literally can't function without a set routine is what has led all of my friends at university to make implications that I'm different. 

I want to make it clear; IM NOT ASKING ANYONE TO DIAGNOSE ME. I just want some advice. I don't know where or how to share my story and how I feel, but I hope this subreddit is the place.

Thankyou for taking the time to read this (if anyone does :)",4.848688271604939,5.576890995884773,5.3866229423868335,83.4937615740741,69.08230452674897,8.544135802469134,28.76774691358025,8.660442795831766,1.9557080246913576,964,33,198,15,16,310,133,243,0.036000000000000004,0.838,0.126,0.9585,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,0,9,0,13,6,4,12,5,60,36,24,0,6,16,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,21,13,0,2,7,1,1,2,8,0,0,1,2,4,18,8,31,34,6,26,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,11,9,133,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120443372235823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405186255627839,0.0,0.0,0.20414325878138212,0.10719153808693684,0.0,0.10772676000640934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860083901944291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163773952809283,0.0,0.11979520204120048,0.0,0.0,0.10033966009558598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595099148396575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125718673329495,0.08858596219437366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917040045691361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139337991975853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706965890006856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388316227700587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385237875545806,0.11967515666898725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940065213101925,0.12602817606051436,0.0,0.12934137293983916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826819020367244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428822693541269,0.0,0.08843279130554656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120316287882026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794907447036536,0.0,0.11979520204120048,0.12586214967487025,0.0,0.0,0.10981249904504713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844534057727233,0.0,0.11469093880016723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321282864794045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136910336084307,0.1043820759210884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288825431268005,0.0,0.11688133898600335,0.09715096982705193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115687459093272,0.0,0.0,0.09586081905817988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806560841927214,0.0,0.08620998286856822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617494947846777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685911570823673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288815731552406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105280617844359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168482441640526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383722289602604
autism,Shao-theyre-lesbians,2020/04/17,Are posts about trying to figure out if you have autism not allowed? Just trying to understand the rules,4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,75.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.6876105263157894,85,2,14,1,2,25,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884313244542696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6925021304071397,0.0,0.0,0.5309196179022025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Chaserly,2020/04/17,"Having trouble at work and need advice. Bad title but in September I was hired for a full time job that starts in June (pending). 

However, we have been having placement interviews and I’m bombing every single one of them. The managers apparently give me “good feedback” but always choose someone else.

I’ve tried my best, but no matter how much I prepare there’s always someone better. 

When I was an intern in another program (I came in through a diversity initiative) I didn’t have to do numerous interviews only 2 (1 hour) and I was placed. Do you think revealing my diagnosis for this job will help me? (My recruiter/placement guy wants to know where I’m going wrong in these interviews).

TLDR: Do you think telling my employer that I have ASD will help in the interview process?",3.5751264367816056,6.320425455172418,4.618620689655174,79.16678160919544,77.20689655172413,7.728735632183907,29.666666666666664,8.648137234880735,2.8356114942528734,621,29,105,14,15,202,100,145,0.07200000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9195,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,1,3,4,6,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,17,26,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,17,3,13,18,4,17,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,5,70,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293877104194982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945162006635469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855746295607445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477674584107974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572525607610946,0.15652077442674164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241324733994406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478406295848182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910980262267745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697713798558272,0.10057946481954937,0.1484389624371274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752339345146596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724638913188906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428558198858246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351242484512643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726130933807042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009762689235882,0.131225364483923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992342907307428,0.13459812328799053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849021158149782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29990215915861057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252644310381759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468471011984242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679798189268224,0.0,0.0,0.10319605247395207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015499811717142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438495288133612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884054047660748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349533072255015,0.0,0.0
autism,PickleLord222,2020/04/17,"Special interests subreddit I created a subreddit called r/sharespecialinterests for people to talk about their special interests. I always find it makes me happy to talk about my special interests so, my hope is that that’s what it will do for other people.",6.384333333333334,9.269846933333335,7.153055555555554,63.81625000000002,68.55555555555556,10.722222222222225,33.47222222222222,10.686352973137794,4.718222222222222,212,10,30,7,4,70,31,45,0.0,0.574,0.426,0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679629491364696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288386879856525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29433858411086217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34281740333770144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198582300200856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496409723582294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44652375988724796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176868575601761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ThatOmeChicken,2020/04/17,"Autism at work tips? I've been working at the same workplace for over a year now. Its a pretty professional place, but everyone is so casual with everyone. I always feel like the odd one out, I've never taken an interest in a lot of popular things. My coworkers make jokes about how weird I am, and I just play it off as being raised in the county side or homeschooled. Its never to the point of being singled out, but I still feel like I miss a lot of social outings or cues. My question is for adults who have been living and working with autism there entire lives, how do you do it? I'm only 21, and at times I just feel like I can't move forward. I never informed my employer about this as well, so no one knows I have autism. I didnt want it to interfere with me getting the job.",3.7920327498588406,4.528442782608701,4.9964426877470345,85.30952569169963,71.48447204968943,8.090570299265952,25.81648785996613,8.296473431620573,1.4838770186335408,612,18,129,9,11,203,100,161,0.091,0.754,0.155,0.8969,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,12,11,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,3,3,31,23,13,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,2,1,2,4,3,15,9,23,17,4,21,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,5,11,96,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634114659449205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901748968479937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303211404961187,0.3254186927473899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932894188468848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506755082608195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344604007092454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254072127316493,0.0,0.2681509772994825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817399973203364,0.0,0.0,0.10135285721009203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137946703096553,0.0,0.0,0.35131983073323364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205778337470055,0.1154794282104585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863810049959898,0.0,0.14353572378868953,0.0,0.0,0.1544735479937039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009299621360993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547794342732717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212577994135712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087423440181673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853779564051135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955782129829955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652034535257096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316190058474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777851355317678
autism,mellycakesss,2020/04/17,"26/female undiagnosed and confused I am almost certain I’m on the spectrum. I’ve made about 5 posts on here and deleted them right after they posted. I’m just so confused and I feel so lost. Ive felt like I’ve had to pretend to be someone else my whole life in order to “fit in”. 

I just don’t know how to feel/think/act because I’m not diagnosed but I’m like 99% sure. But again... not diagnosed so I don’t know how to go about my day. I feel paralyzed...? If that makes any sense at all. 

I don’t have my next therapy appt until next week and I’ll bring it up then.",-1.0320161290322574,1.0083791048387098,1.6115322580645175,97.31229838709677,92.62903225806451,4.712903225806452,18.233870967741925,6.322622252153567,-0.20815161290322548,435,13,105,5,16,149,78,124,0.057999999999999996,0.8420000000000001,0.099,0.6816,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,11,7,0,2,1,0,8,3,0,4,3,26,22,14,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,4,3,12,4,15,17,2,21,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,4,10,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297929116732828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426374686179124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139148078810583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178467580956482,0.0,0.0,0.3709374333532403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264879526038924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771837460702785,0.0,0.17545098187432806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385057325415742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008490052781691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290687255424735,0.17854684881236385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947311553661948,0.0,0.0,0.17290504806704246,0.12197475479630478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886742365448349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500127017583308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605177883952825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482788263319375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222236038208644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896949758819436,0.0,0.0,0.11708702404958067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657625874232616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401329373972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,jedijustyehmet,2020/04/17,Extreme flexibility Is hypermobility and extreme flexibility common with autism? I've particularly noticed this in sitting positions. My cousin is able to twist his legs in these contortionist knots that look impossible to replicate. And it's a normal sitting position for him. He can even get his legs behind his head with no effort at all. I want to suggest jiu-jitsu classes for him. I just wasn't sure if this is common or unique to him.,5.361535714285715,7.922642225000002,6.7146428571428585,67.27750000000003,70.5,8.571428571428571,31.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,3.194107142857144,358,16,58,8,7,121,59,80,0.053,0.8690000000000001,0.078,0.2354,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,2,11,8,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,12,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,2,40,14,1,0.37904859353732256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503580211389751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803724546949414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38901321249117604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183053527436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713871420298517,0.0,0.4315493360594039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35724881355308313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357268127873112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,woooowaperson,2020/04/17,How can I get tested? I think I have autism and I don’t know how I can get tested. I don’t want to tell my parents because I don’t know if they’ll believe me. Is there a way I can get tested without them knowing?,-0.7659183673469414,0.8595871020408197,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,86.14285714285714,3.92,20.00408163265305,3.1291,-0.6490930612244901,164,5,41,0,5,57,30,49,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.168,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,17,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,2,16,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,28,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271746449207996,0.0,0.0,0.3377020127353893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698021029873573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941843944959306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328235077435897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198416865725976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920599673143672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767932013432792,0.2379180229513623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889366753538406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,inmy-WitchHut,2020/04/17,How did you get diagnosed with autism? What tests did the doctor do on you? Sorry this may come off as insensitive but I don’t know another way to word it. I want to learn about autism because I may have it I guess. I also want to learn about so I can make the decision to bring it up with my doctor(s).,0.43595982142856826,2.5531651406250013,2.3569642857142874,94.44875000000002,85.09375,6.1571428571428575,18.517857142857142,7.447530270364453,0.26884196428571405,235,6,55,4,7,78,44,64,0.044000000000000004,0.9,0.055,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,16,16,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,12,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,40,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699061905016007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28452380471466937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540643628681598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337355121864965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540453947753435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554562801502041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176402865339094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989117651823199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912144968253802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112165638765154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30374308175861786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32008690001493423,0.21537718035976536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,wiickeramp,2020/04/17,Nothing to eat My mom didn't get anything I feel safe eating minus one pack of crackers. I have to go a week on this? I've no lunch or breakfast foods. Bruh,-0.2794117647058805,1.8166284117647078,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,88.41176470588232,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.6208588235294119,122,4,28,0,4,40,31,34,0.069,0.841,0.09,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530654328895739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293461180628777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549299574278774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718583357822629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066820609066393,0.0,0.1747725504164358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36016751482679005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950768532774394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083857136383562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466766024314671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sambo_wambo,2020/04/17,"Bruh i'm bad at titles Does anyone else feel dehumanized from the people acting as if life in quarantine is a terrible existence. I do because I've always existed like this I have issues functioning in a ""normal"" lifestyle, it feels terrible to just hear others act like this is the worse thing ever. it makes me feel as if I live a hollow existence. it reminds me of Plato's Allegory of the cave. even though I experienced what others enjoy in the ""normal"" world.",3.873409090909093,6.231544068181822,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,74.22727272727272,8.945454545454545,25.772727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.8123818181818185,370,13,61,10,8,128,62,88,0.16699999999999998,0.745,0.087,-0.8176,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,10,5,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,3,10,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854878048934528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587127331781014,0.2284085079614455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186129397524147,0.13589033447086785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950793276002565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186221564681132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472369601538652,0.20164445372953532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381460745191945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512477282717409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326711997150607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745541902849158,0.2178154992838764,0.0,0.196842982274642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880123784153715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368297335466869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545450822980669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809854757417815,0.0,0.21901836699425944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717514571087066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,ohhayabbie,2020/04/17,"Do you have a parent on the spectrum? I've just started a group for anyone who has autistic parents themselves. Thought we were a little under represented and struggled to find an active group to join myself:  r/ChildrenOfAutistics.

Please join if you think a bit of community might help you, and hopefully we'll get some interesting topic/conversations going!",8.65451612903226,10.172213322580646,8.155000000000005,64.20250000000003,60.935483870967744,10.070967741935485,36.467741935483865,10.125756701596842,4.093535483870968,294,13,42,6,4,93,52,62,0.036000000000000004,0.695,0.26899999999999996,0.9245,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,6,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789425547254858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777574293276558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253249431628426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292236208656014,0.0,0.14459102267025922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053032689600564,0.0,0.0,0.2526934492086439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549926338776073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698961917352158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649998566532982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792734245366069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007763533553428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659718487560952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630201164832604,0.0,0.2019786493514426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,The_Orange_Mage,2020/04/17,"Autism and mirror touch synesthesia I have been trying to solve a puzzle in my life for a long time. I have so many autistic traits and score very high on the Aspie and have been unofficially (preemptively) diagnosed by a psychiatrist with autism. But I have always felt what other people are feeling. I always thought that this was impossible and have been trying to validate my experience.

Apparently, people with Autism Spectrum Conditions can also have mirror-touch synesthesia, a condition where a person literally feels what other people are experiencing. (Study for these findings here: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4973977/ ) This explains my unique experiences with other people and with my aversion to watching things where people get hurt on youtube or movies.

Does anybody else have this unique combination of brain chemistry to validate my new suspicions of my own condition?",10.970416666666665,12.81088576388889,9.251388888888894,57.232500000000016,55.944444444444436,12.233333333333334,38.91666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.437075,746,33,95,21,9,227,90,144,0.062,0.879,0.059000000000000004,-0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,14,3,1,0,0,18,20,9,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,10,0,16,14,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282520801050815,0.2764068110587038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541568971147407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858178202941407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453498651203413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875011587268696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249433519890631,0.0,0.0,0.1679641026958757,0.0,0.15947616241264032,0.0,0.1518067883410692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867771919206403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548729307849925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780692331051054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731701251890092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698784847943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839311494392206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041449485928358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757428822254801,0.14502676094084674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103453870752266,0.0,0.0,0.13185998009295102,0.096850671419456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255336703889689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370448376925225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,MacAttack218,2020/04/17,"Should I get tested? Was wanting people's opinions on something.

I'm 30 and I wouldn't say I am completely typical for someone who is autistic. 

I am very sociable and I tend to be good with people, though I'd say most of this is me pretending to be sociable while at the same time still enjoying the company, it's a strange thing and I find it hard to explain.

I do have traits that are typical and I could go into detail if people like.

The reason I want to get tested is to understand myself better, it wouldn't be for getting any kind of support or help.

I live in the U.K so paying for healthcare isn't an issue.

So what do folk think? Should I or should I leave it for people more deserving and wanting of support?",2.0191836734693887,4.100784081632656,3.8369727891156487,86.25505102040819,78.93197278911566,6.9210884353741475,25.465986394557824,7.957251820313856,1.6243414965986398,568,22,113,10,14,191,90,147,0.03,0.773,0.19699999999999998,0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,20,0,0,1,0,27,34,12,0,10,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,14,7,17,24,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,4,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989175540606301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429197448103016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943177162073747,0.0,0.0,0.12902235346058527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769707181725206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532838739412594,0.0,0.0918395113863605,0.1355402099760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447595057181582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831531314638712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866567364286486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827879725094622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110828574266992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894831410497502,0.0,0.14269344142241056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481250871773999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614901398675086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570174349391237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692093018319518,0.12440555307177985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905187123973405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667575689179896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073581144667633,0.10354507193792548,0.1587685990121957,0.0,0.09422872803322836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822856487547025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333475700295933,0.28594295324327984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Scxence,2020/04/17,"Weird Meltdowns I'm unsure if this has been discussed, but, my meltdowns have never been angry ones. Its more internalized anger, and crying. A lot of crying. No violence or yelling, I just hide somewhere and cry my eyes out. I know it's not a shutdown because shutdowns just make me feel entirely blank and overloaded haha. Is there a name for this, or a term?

Note: Not asking for diagnosis if this seems like it. My neuropsychologist has officially diagnosed me looong ago. But I've never quite found anyone with meltdowns like mine.",3.761358950328024,6.788022268041242,4.27177132146204,80.14227741330836,78.89690721649485,6.8262417994376765,26.343955014058107,8.00094639256281,2.0411525773195875,428,17,72,8,11,135,70,97,0.26,0.623,0.11699999999999999,-0.9532,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,1,6,2,1,1,2,24,13,9,0,2,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,3,8,3,5,10,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,6,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446925714131268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455092760794158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454663528498134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685662838417533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6857685592660776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121845137413933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522227618782597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281723476055395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436703885987197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333557906498434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692029385017005,0.0,0.0,0.13890924181966666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32100112199900754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101483484389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134136121037876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894476188786399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Used-Special,2020/04/17,"How I suggest to my autistic friend that she may NOT have a boyfriend actually? I unfortunately do not know which autistic disorder she has but I could observe very slight problems with speaking, severe ones with writing and she is very quickly extremely invested into relationships. For example when we got to know each other, she approached me and straight up asked if we wanted to be friends, which is cool ofc. She proceeded to text me as if we were very close friends and immediately suggested to meet up sometime. Normal things but paced really quickly. 

She has told me about a boyfriend a couple days ago. I didn’t pay attention at first, but when I reached back out yesterday she sent me a picture. I found him on Instagram and she was mentioned nowhere on it. 
When I asked her when they met, she told me they met Monday and also got together that day. That actually assured me very much in my concern and I don’t believe they are together by his understanding.

I feel like I need to let her come to this conclusion naturally. Just suggest some things so she might reevaluate if she misunderstood something because I don’t believe they actually are in a relationship on his end. However, I don’t want her to feel like I’m suggesting he wouldn’t want to be in a relationship with her but I’m am 99% positive that in this case they actually aren’t in a mutual agreement. How do I go about this best? Any advice is appreciated!",5.363666666666667,7.02957821851852,6.195000000000004,74.69250000000002,68.66666666666666,9.992592592592594,34.611111111111114,10.241411754978122,3.810755555555557,1149,57,209,31,20,378,146,270,0.054000000000000006,0.768,0.17800000000000002,0.9896,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,5,3,14,10,0,0,7,1,25,0,0,2,1,50,48,22,0,11,10,0,2,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,13,17,0,0,8,0,2,4,8,1,0,2,11,4,47,9,30,30,4,34,0,0,0,0,48,15,0,6,17,155,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.4109056660394956,0.0,0.0,0.10286670492127167,0.09331376101491692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418280910360537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715858732090083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968228041091115,0.0,0.0,0.08094462067083158,0.0,0.06417041672765543,0.0,0.0,0.23720205342426104,0.1104723076155923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906790905950676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404795975665821,0.11647707786986262,0.0,0.13577834720388118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064628745477488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323623329946866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064533623194977,0.1504070096646598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954093631232715,0.0,0.11542096631508313,0.2439894668223612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982624987095756,0.0,0.16838492710770964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570511745465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764369733506288,0.0,0.102857288660108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167274916364588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738411760337839,0.07805491368548954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314032322413252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133234448979983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007272921935902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674373983997178,0.0,0.0,0.3390554205560555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892291555432233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104047583720404,0.1041127777506957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987080908440744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117623612607255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958773632115816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474286118698642,0.18626944232754944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,paxromana96,2020/04/17,"[Conversation] What are you working on? Hello friends!

My partner and I have been at home for about two months. We've poured ourselves into our hobbies! They can't stop telling me about their WoW guild and their new friends online, and I can't stop telling them about the software I'm making.

What are you working on these days?",2.9021198156682004,5.705808935483872,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,80.61290322580646,4.188018433179724,26.599078341013822,5.288315135182226,0.5293013824884789,262,11,51,1,7,75,45,62,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,4,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,11,3,8,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,5,33,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791577401512267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023192309791476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611702611304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737976138919569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782319626822227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25146496755184805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353584930295833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551460909298282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543416329532427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791019054551785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,kmonie360,2020/04/17,"I’m looking for a react native/node dev to help finish an app for people with sound sensitivities (paid). Had a dev on upwork back out, but we were so close to done.  

I’m a dad with a son on the spectrum. Would love someone with first hand noise sensitivities to help me finish it and give some feedback.  

We’re a non-profit and would prefer to work through upwork. 

Thanks!",3.322072072072072,5.001801567567568,4.368648648648648,85.70855855855856,73.86486486486487,6.014414414414415,21.792792792792795,6.42735559955562,0.3298360360360362,292,7,59,2,6,95,53,74,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,0,5,2,1,1,0,14,12,4,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,2,13,6,1,8,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,4,35,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298279763602677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058682633377702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542356987223664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28672254278703674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006793607774472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099233981821856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697599129182251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072127064295057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324854440808137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751777737065902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175954946639438,0.0,0.0,0.4246457899342182,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Stmpkscully95,2020/04/17,Wrapping arm around neck when nervous. I do not know if I am autistic; but I am thinking about getting tested. I have anxiety and am hypersensitive so I’m not sure if those stem from being autistic or not. Ive been under a lot of stress lately from getting a new job and I’m in school; but I know when I’m nervous or stressed I wrap my arm around my neck like I’m hugging myself. I cannot speak for myself since I don’t know but is something like that common?,1.5849713631156952,3.457962938144334,3.211271477663228,91.23576174112259,79.41237113402062,5.135853379152349,24.179839633447884,5.82211442006289,0.4347764032073309,363,13,78,2,9,120,57,97,0.16399999999999998,0.731,0.105,-0.5702,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,2,0,11,5,4,0,1,20,21,12,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,13,4,9,19,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,7,52,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582840458034792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859423945759689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650668514056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215110709264456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35739325665114235,0.0,0.2445259250201482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180567851115545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429004433775112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935775101079512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938274388010606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931432770877329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668800839995608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966184492113178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043030954517444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889741957717544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,old-tek,2020/04/17,"Anyone else end up with a traumatic past as a special interest I've had lots of special interests in my life most were very ok.  Then I went through hell for 4 years(or 7) where I was hurt and taken advantage of a lot which I couldn't see because I didn't understand my feelings.   Now I'm stuck endlessly fixated on the past or things that would have been different.  It's my only interest now, and I want my other special interests back, like sailing.",6.468764044943825,6.254590483146068,7.129528089887638,75.65114606741574,65.51685393258428,11.614382022471911,38.0247191011236,11.20814326018867,4.363294831460673,359,18,69,10,5,119,69,89,0.13699999999999998,0.598,0.266,0.8384,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,1,0,4,1,8,1,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,2,9,10,9,6,3,12,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,8,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609121612277705,0.2357952551266358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695567083084518,0.0,0.14028503741730486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043674147973795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224398314217214,0.0,0.2038267654170868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636058076082775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635879366639216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254753832182753,0.11242983390278644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912963848840199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502414199000169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393700158799026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833837174584921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288806498850765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395733185828901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988125019843136,0.1357365642879861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133327021391776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347766232234556,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Adeneth-o_Naru,2020/04/18,"Question, is it childish? / am I childish? So Im 17 years old and have Autism. And eventhough I was diagnosed young which is usually a sign of having a stronger form of autism I never really got behind on other kids because of my autism. I kept up easily with school work, and I wasn't the best socially but never bad either. At this point it even takes people a time to figure out I have autism and some never find out. I blend in. Except for one thing. I still love some kids things a lot. And i mean a lot. There is nothing better than stuffed animals, I wish i still had play dough to get me through boring times, I love colouring books and I still watch the movies I watched as a kid or read kids books I used to read when I was younger sometimes. Heck I even watch My little ponies now, I have never watched that when I was younger. Now most of my friends say this is either because of my autism or cuz im just more of a carefree spirit (which I'm definitely not I stress about absolutely everything) and cuz i love kids so much (going to college to become a teacher soon). But sometimes it just makes me feel like im acting childish or that my interests are childish. 
My boyfriend also has autism but a way lighter form of it (got diagnosed at 21) he still has stuffed animals too and sometimes he makes them come to life for me and its the same to me as when I'm watching a movie or a show, when he makes them act sad I get sad, when he makes em act happy ill get happy.
Is my feeling right about this? And is it because of my autism?
I feel so childish because of it I hide it from people a lot. Only a handful of my friends know and they thing its just me or my autism but they love it. But except for my parents I hide it from all of my family members and most of my friends.

I don't know why I feel like it's childish that I like play dough, colouring, stuffed animals and kids books/series. They give me comfort and it calms me down when I'm stressed out.
But I'm so self conscious about it and always scared that if people find out they'll think im childish and will treat me like it or think that they won't take my opinions and me seriously anymore.",3.043870456047585,4.3216680764045,3.753962326503636,91.46010409781893,73.85393258426966,6.5836087243886325,26.121943159286186,6.923569853693429,0.9298473231989424,1694,58,371,15,34,537,187,445,0.10099999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.21,0.9962,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,7,3,28,29,0,3,16,0,23,9,1,7,5,82,57,45,0,2,21,1,5,4,3,3,4,1,0,7,29,23,0,1,14,7,0,5,8,8,0,1,8,13,58,21,45,46,16,42,1,2,7,4,30,13,1,16,27,249,87,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615206893495774,0.06401171062312419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629363548399276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423312378738866,0.1875826342680664,0.08496285938196609,0.0,0.0,0.08073302127736594,0.06803810789721343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626816356455392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616414380332466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162274217231153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913949442273656,0.0,0.07252251709304282,0.0,0.15559196237834602,0.10991725051833803,0.0,0.0,0.1406247866135337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783071906578209,0.0,0.12057784994447784,0.0737980213987243,0.043720946977804584,0.0,0.12305548961897232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378628828904154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323893036042334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455715202284725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054337754035550224,0.15033595030573305,0.07710381474317309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620875470963092,0.27772839390370035,0.0,0.20540480885083484,0.0,0.0,0.08379904512384727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655221428652365,0.0,0.2373318479079576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381616521462125,0.0,0.0807248264894361,0.0,0.05212958622624614,0.05850853772332296,0.0,0.0,0.08542137789404762,0.0,0.0,0.1600001966486147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727234749953016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617892069312932,0.0,0.1539011267307748,0.0,0.0492831645993985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656975819645942,0.0,0.061177621024525765,0.07702009533143904,0.07785700910789778,0.0,0.0,0.08025450187640333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842018712171063,0.0,0.0,0.2282564549291511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457447751925577,0.0,0.1762455261500714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568318855625323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153326112891391,0.098586948725499,0.0,0.0,0.08971670602199197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644259968992619,0.08472724565730412,0.0,0.0,0.061063250862647175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941712928174171,0.0,0.08846541024770033,0.0,0.0,0.05600577064986095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954023359321042
autism,Id0lsenpai,2020/04/18,"New here Hi everyone! I am new here. I am 24. I am not formal diagnosed, but I was told by my special edu teacher that I may have Asperger's. Some of my special interests are high end audio, music, and photography. I prefer my routine schedules. I get a little bit irritated if I don't know if there is going to be  a change in my schedule. Also sometimes I feel like items more than people. I also fear talking to people because planning of what to say and stuff. Anyways I hope to making some friends around here.",1.7693048128342248,4.181941313725496,3.9910695187165786,82.96435828877007,81.94117647058823,6.062032085561497,26.91978609625669,7.348242739294969,1.7301058823529418,402,18,74,6,11,138,73,102,0.073,0.731,0.196,0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,15,17,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,15,6,10,13,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,6,6,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238861581472377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387284228132713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190629528241042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132347221499915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066186592336116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824184854874016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729921950475294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866330151233582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197850448973151,0.09875774774539724,0.13953394421701046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090082449851305,0.0,0.10204466183193499,0.0,0.11100270699908146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636230651913665,0.0,0.19399307360223736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073406847229755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542163766310603,0.19575816051726494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037509128431318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772752383097736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081534407138796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532329491705074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317273251204012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359033909482687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569877765147325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866330151233582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Sunbakedstone,2020/04/18,"Blame! main character Killy and Autism [wall of text warning] **\*\*TLDR: I read Blame! and it is very good read 10/10 imo. MOST IMPORTANTLY: I think the main character of Blame! is an accidental mascot for autism, and learning about Killy has really helped me feel positive towards my own autistic traits.**

*I am not a skilled or studied writer by any means, so I appreciate critique and apologize if this en’t great. This story has become my special interest so I have this indefatigable enthusiasm about talking and writing about it, and I’m not entirely sure how my enthusiasm is going to come across. Also I do understand Autism is different for everyone- I’m definitely being subjective here.*

*For reference here is the trailer for the Netflix movie which I find pretty entertaining:*  [*https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROwSo4mZNB8*](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROwSo4mZNB8)

**Gentle spoiler alert here: I don't go into explicit detail. but I reference some points in the story that I feel don't give away the full plot or outcome of the characters.**

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I finished the **Blame!** manga for the second time last night and the experience was so perfect. It’s an iconic and bleak  sci-fi story that can be difficult to follow sometimes due to the scribbly nature of the graphics and the stoic silence of the main character. I followed the story with a highly detailed synopsis of the story as I read ([https://tsutomu-nihei.fandom.com/wiki/Killy](https://tsutomu-nihei.fandom.com/wiki/Killy)) which helped me understand the story better  as manga can sometimes seem too busy or jumbled for me.

I’m thrilled by what the story of Blame! demonstrates to me towards autism. I really don’t think it was the author’s intention, but as a masterpiece of art it has really achieved a realism of the human experience that just happens to fit with my understanding autism. Also, in non-autism related themes  I  also find Killy a champion for the lonely, a champion for those in situations where their endurance is being stretched to its limits, and a champion for those who don’t have a lot to say.

I’ve read some of the Blame! manga and watched the Netflix movie a long time before, and I started reading the manga again because when I started researching Autism for self-interest a lot of traits would make me think of Blame!’s main character, Killy. **He has a steady focus towards one goal/interest, lives in a world of numbers and patterns, is exceedingly intelligent, acutely sensitive, and as a result, has an almost stilted way of relating to others.**

Killy’s world, *The Netsphere*,  is hostile and is built by numbers, so in regards to self-preservation it would make sense that his understanding of math and patterns would be higher than most, like a person with autism might have. This is more of an environmental conjecture: the story consistently refers to hours as unit of time even if years of time- so the story is detailed with stats like ‘*2244096 hours later*’, and we see on one occasion him talking to a machine in binary. (In our growing and learning culture –ever expanding up- who’s to say we won’t soon be ruled by binary speaking machines, and number languages? In that world would a brain with autistic traits be reasonable next step of evolution?)

In the movie he talks slowly, with a mechanical cadence and with the constant singular focus of achieving his goal. We, as the viewer and the reader, know that he is not stupid, and that his slow and awkward speech is really indicating an intelligent and active mind. His entire existence is obscured by a permanent HUD display which is adding to the visual stimuli of his dangerous environment, and yet still, he has the sharp reflexes that allow him to hit targets with no time to aim. He is sensitive too: in the manga we see him hear and locate Cibo’s cry to him from kilometers away, allowing him to fire just centimeters from his target in a bid to stop Sanakan. Perhaps the same sensitivity is akin to the primal, almost-preternatural senses of ancient hunters.

With autism the sometimes crippling amount of care and emotion an individual may feel for others is poorly communicated by them in spoken word. Some of them may speak a little slowly, like Killy, and only as frequently as their interests allow. This could mean 10 or 20 words a day. But faced with the opportunity many autists would lean towards the most valuable gesture in their eyes, and choose to do good towards others even if they can’t communicate the feeling well. To a person who operates easily in social culture, an autistic individual may only show their immense care by the subtlest hints; tiny to the untrained eye but powerful when fully considered.

Killy's sensitivity and deep sense of obligation to people is subtle through the manga, and he shows his care through his actions and reactions, but not words. In the infinite face of searching for one extinct gene, Killy didn’t turn down opportunities to help those who asked. He derailed his progress helping a handful of fishermen find safety within Touhou Industries even though he only spoke with them a few times, and he did this even knowing that none of them had the net terminal gene. We see him awkwardly try to comfort a dying man by mimicking the man’s words back to him. In the movie, rather than answering the Electro-Fisher’s greetings politely and being social, he just wordlessly hands a bar of food to the nearest child.

We see him cater to Cibo, his scientist travelling companion, by working hard to help her achieve her goals as well as making sure she is ok and surviving in battle. He doesn’t speak much with her, but doesn’t ever leave her side by choice and when separated he will search for a way back to her. The only time we see real emotion from him is when she is seemingly lost to him, and each time his reaction by fury or despair is given so much power due to his usual silence. Eventually we see what looks like unconditional love as demonstrated by his many-year, dogged pursuit for Cibo’s rescue, and so I’m haunted by the image of him pondering through decades old digital records searching for any sign of his old friend.  When his companion was with him he never would have been able to tell her so clearly that he cared as he showed by this many year pursuit. Such is the difficulty of some relationships for people with autism- sometimes we feel bound to our obsessive actions and emotional reactions for those most important to us, as our only way to be able to interact because we just don't know better, and really don't know what to say.

Thank you for reading this if you have, and I hope everyone is keeping safe.",7.280459091860223,8.916543871186445,7.151481481481483,69.73705482318479,64.10169491525423,9.996652019250892,34.31366394643232,10.168813456921066,3.788803933877381,5368,233,848,123,81,1706,501,1180,0.06,0.7709999999999999,0.168,0.9993,5,2,0,0,0,0,198.0,14,2,9,18,46,44,4,3,85,1,78,10,7,10,7,178,136,87,1,13,24,0,10,4,3,12,0,9,0,6,42,68,2,5,32,15,1,10,18,11,2,5,10,30,87,33,170,104,24,102,0,3,11,1,116,45,0,28,48,595,129,16,0.10061655368703247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075294448649533,0.0,0.0,0.1206945324476404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842270679582481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703144773051083,0.0,0.09453256428337738,0.07736791909611875,0.0,0.061334917238527666,0.05556153925308952,0.04280863821415868,0.0,0.0,0.08898716521867336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616067490344828,0.0,0.0,0.20517056445142487,0.0,0.0,0.04333612590142698,0.0,0.05436537492506418,0.0,0.040167065437803684,0.0,0.055261279817912616,0.032444676664165416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221204871098509,0.05256144173057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977012042003894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291256954593386,0.09101343321633068,0.0,0.09614342887564097,0.0,0.09842229630886104,0.0,0.0,0.12718688183334378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794256087107906,0.0,0.06083296805229412,0.0,0.03886804989422418,0.0,0.0,0.04826028328815735,0.057182706169730174,0.08439239151262666,0.0,0.055465052823795734,0.0,0.0,0.044487443067085686,0.0,0.045066334499173855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670108429683408,0.0,0.16860288757622982,0.053153456601239615,0.0,0.049967470283636295,0.09908703772041187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471630798421063,0.0,0.0,0.11059245311237942,0.04100796018373088,0.0,0.053269201235550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831233158609373,0.05042210985574554,0.04442313014318327,0.04452124189736351,0.04224628208526174,0.0,0.054917427015909716,0.08554059586270564,0.04540518401753935,0.0,0.10074349632965693,0.10200939304608776,0.0,0.1096009237186367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336913157990438,0.050797018334315325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396474404901564,0.0,0.038800844508610016,0.0,0.05350342315803671,0.047210909841503834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558014756842464,0.0,0.1022705711328144,0.1913085575863567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697548495209973,0.08785449371812229,0.0,0.0,0.047557582689244725,0.0,0.0,0.05118160370185472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019313458662262,0.057261832931384316,0.1611438518150416,0.05172528742681103,0.0,0.05401226198291011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200214829170277,0.0,0.0,0.2405350992583336,0.09159753158319796,0.10496500915056058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056548611006283625,0.0,0.10256590554254304,0.0,0.0,0.19902468871018225,0.0,0.07121691457024132,0.0,0.04017625487308251,0.042059972096698366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948299111020264,0.0,0.0,0.1213076618494831,0.043971651388294127,0.046317102187351696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670653732641678,0.04942762656968162,0.0,0.2346812863671985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415601765472528,0.054720958820385066,0.0,0.2094907616431,0.06051466274800025,0.0,0.055407459443316175,0.041509597104873834,0.0,0.11979710550253775,0.0,0.0,0.09046636532696743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662502471076522,0.0,0.0,0.2144253387279384,0.0,0.0,0.09719064259673307
autism,spartix12,2020/04/18,"Research and Presentation regarding Children with ASD, community help appreciated :)  

Hey everyone,

I am a medical student doing research on the link between children diagnosed with ASD and Gastrointestinal issues. I have endless amounts of articles discussing Gut symptoms and what may or may not be effective in treating these symptoms. For example feeding problems, specific diets, abdominal pain etc.

What im looking for out of the community is some information directly from the parents of children with ASD and those with ASD themselves. I am focusing on ASD and the gut which may involve nutrition, feeding, constipation etc. but any information may help.

1. Do you have any support groups? Facebook, blogs, any networks that are helpful for you to discuss with others.
2. What are common issues around feeding your child/self?
3. Any facts that you might be worried about and constantly researching in hopes of finding more information? (ie community noise/fears)
4. Any criticism towards Healthcare, and what you might like to see improve in regards to treatment, diet, etc. 
5. difficulty controlling diet.
6. therapies that work for Gut issues such as probiotic, miralax, nutrients etc.
7. difficulty living with gut issues/constipation/diarrhea 

Thank you, and if anyone would like information directly from me regarding the research and presentation please reach out. This will also be presented directly to an audience of physicians so any help from the community will definitely help me!",7.2136099585062246,10.870799190871372,7.411923651452284,59.092723651452296,69.53941908713692,10.826954356846473,42.005145228215774,10.53366545652748,6.257928331950207,1219,78,151,42,25,393,142,241,0.067,0.755,0.179,0.9849,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,0,3,5,8,0,0,8,0,21,16,4,2,1,41,26,15,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,9,6,0,0,3,12,18,6,1,7,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,6,34,14,7,14,0,0,2,0,24,9,0,10,7,108,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331754244870845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42510049925839094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284930502590876,0.0,0.0,0.09274766866692756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258810174414507,0.11685350845150674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574664245361784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647799215110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995542306771727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723826593401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522415753046293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491685486755945,0.0,0.0,0.10348025072844558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125388068848606,0.3262294874096571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018000777753873,0.0,0.0919981864053743,0.0,0.08749003777281845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495647928820358,0.0,0.22104985846587896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108612974140653,0.0,0.1156862732514776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143649907955396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969197431692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302278875621227,0.0,0.10868876694134637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822908906870035,0.0,0.216578385507682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592051228840782,0.11914582222348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584868152203944,0.10580598588604116,0.0,0.07401077703869499,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thepizzadeliveryguy,2020/04/18,"Stimming in my dreams for first time I've only recently started to realize that I'm autistic after masking it my entire life. I've always stimmed, but, it was either only when I was alone or a modified ""fidgety"" version of it when around people. Even when I was alone, I was never really fully conscious of it. It was just ""some weird stuff I do when I'm alone"", even though it was really pronounced and would look quite stereotypical to an outside observer. 

As I've recently learned more about autism and started coming to terms that those traits actually fit me quite well, I've become almost eerily aware when I'm stimming. It's always just been something I did unconsciously. I've recently had dreams where I stim the way I do when I'm alone but in public. It's really interesting to me. It's like my subconscious mind is trying to integrate the side of myself I've been repressing with my more social ""masking"" personality that people know me by. 

I doubt I'll stim quite that hard in public, but, I've noticed myself doing more and more ""authentic"" stims here and there around people I trust. Before now, I've always just sort of squirmed a bit and rubbed my hands or shook my leg up and down with almost imperceptible rocking when in public. I'd also just look around a lot while rolling my head around. If anyone seemed to notice, though, I'd stop and tense up.

I just found it really interesting that I went through my whole dream just sort of going about my day with people doing full on ""stereotypical"" autistic stims like hand flapping, finger twiddling and twirling, and strongly rocking.",8.036781561461794,7.669536538205983,7.7807620431893705,72.78549522425253,62.35548172757475,10.448588039867113,33.43044019933555,9.827888789773867,3.1363303986710966,1282,44,225,22,16,409,150,301,0.083,0.789,0.128,0.9524,0,4,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,29,11,0,3,6,0,16,6,5,0,1,48,30,27,0,2,13,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,17,0,2,6,5,0,4,1,4,1,1,12,7,25,7,33,17,12,42,0,0,2,0,5,16,0,11,23,147,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.09065278471721187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860432124071323,0.3848476403790941,0.0,0.07428864288112068,0.23188994601489674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495482039138635,0.0,0.0,0.3307874060205526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259598170170876,0.07904738281077546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141802435624536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002140401030237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991002945746285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271344293528973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790170191726562,0.0,0.10185531985541504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279475654121304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321628399420611,0.0,0.09533776955684298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105303708461356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561496704907929,0.09076827521385067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601795206002073,0.0,0.0,0.07897658637485833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379815666714073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164687635961861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115246980438912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141302703541776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576086753990979,0.08111292587539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964179758840604,0.0,0.0,0.2380454090280023,0.0,0.27516983519504473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456873946044355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469544859375732,0.0,0.07151563404087331,0.0,0.0,0.13150408290199322,0.0,0.0,0.07766494927275255,0.0,0.0,0.10634333014578047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253907070510006,0.0,0.05416821889191035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630700698615469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373626798488793,0.0,0.0,0.08352437393272498,0.08611522737206229,0.0,0.1037147108259102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659904267839706,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ibbomem,2020/04/18,"Getting the diagnostic research Ive been diagnoses with a personality disorder last year and in currently being treated for it. It's a non-otherwise specified personality disorder with 4 traits of borderline and 2 traits of obsessive personality disorder. Apparantly its being misdiagnosed easily with girls and my current psychologist almost immediatly thought it was not a personality disorder but autism. Months later, I am finally going into the diagnostic research for autism. Unfortunately there is an 8 week waiting list, so a bit more waiting and even more time for my mind is to wonder. Can anybody tell me about the diagnostic research for autism? Also, how big is the chance of another misdiagnose, is the outcome of these tests accurate? Im a little nervous. Thanks! :)",8.22146153846154,10.824980530769231,9.721538461538461,48.51846153846157,62.92307692307693,13.507692307692313,42.230769230769226,12.516099999999998,7.020907692307693,639,38,83,27,10,223,87,130,0.111,0.804,0.084,0.1848,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,11,0,11,1,0,1,0,17,18,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,15,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,59,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201229482980712,0.0,0.0,0.11341344324084045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487106885907164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483076420350528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439443660884017,0.0,0.0,0.6501522588836595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367080589627028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535693334243472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409512304104546,0.0,0.0805996030104155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318999111004014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560226972347327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214094818310433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431978227720149,0.0,0.1131994113608809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953271917802355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239569752116758,0.13056884848410835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258927873711404,0.08269641200184515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375949015197648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537977952566199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132746284482496
autism,JoplinIsFree,2020/04/18,"Am I the only one? I don’t get songs stuck in my head. I get NOISES stuck in my head, and I can only satisfy myself by constantly repeating the noise over and over again. 

Yesterday’s was tapping pens on ceramic mugs. The day before was nails on the floor. Today’s is that ridiculous 1 minute long scream from nyan neko sugar girls. Sometimes they’re physical and created with the help of my body, other times it’s just video clips like for today.

Am I alone here?",1.9588043478260888,4.438679880434783,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,81.71739130434783,6.723478260869566,20.069565217391304,7.908726449838941,0.950631304347826,367,10,73,7,10,118,68,92,0.12300000000000001,0.768,0.109,-0.0926,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,7,4,3,0,0,5,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,9,1,11,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,10,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713585694838885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948300251382168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25432546251331456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474268700235271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766172047934864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392466686177792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699626826063418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534685810864604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185939820424033,0.0,0.0,0.2026244010532217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155150757541234,0.3482722425996553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264495363677889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350973900890106,0.0,0.434058914051609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,faequeenn,2020/04/18,Stimming getting more frequent when stressed Does anyone else stim more when they're stressed?  Like nowadays I'm stimming a lot more than I used to and I think it's cause of the stress that comes with the lock down.. anyone else?,3.873409090909093,6.231544068181822,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,74.22727272727272,4.4,26.90909090909091,3.1291,0.27783636363636344,185,7,37,0,4,51,34,44,0.18899999999999997,0.7559999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.7173,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580066621659066,0.4041489963122421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259856671326815,0.0,0.16988697993963706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725879547013608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295028680379917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030389540156155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635139711136292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766881200233855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6777421891963402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263701759603123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703341694336238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HoogachagaKaLadyGaga,2020/04/18,"HELP : Research on children with special needs during COVID-19 Hi fellow redditors!

We are a group of students from Politecnico Di Milano and we're doing a survey on children with special needs and the assistance they require during this global pandemic. Wasn't sure where to post this. Hope some of you might be able to help.

If you have or know about any child with special needs, you can really help by filling out this small survey:

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdi5Dm-sntdY8m0q2MPO3IqBxJYOtWwZCuZ8IMyf8Oz4QPQbw/viewform?vc=0&c=0&w=1

Thanks a lot. Be safe and dont forget to wash your hands! :)",11.345760368663598,14.595885849462366,7.481751152073734,65.08548387096778,56.096774193548384,7.894930875576037,29.414746543778804,8.418075326091056,2.2605649769585248,516,15,69,6,7,141,68,93,0.018000000000000002,0.695,0.287,0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,1,1,2,7,0,0,4,0,9,2,1,0,1,22,15,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,7,14,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,6,0,44,9,3,0.20977764741774865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545879866659106,0.0,0.14265599382611754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585784043120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42182860542327305,0.0,0.0,0.20835653735710136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528830886136104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834545411490765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254093302349948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666424024320256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009089983285066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343889325994693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771295007474693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931350732264713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,RedBlack42,2020/04/18,"Is nihilism, hating people, this line of thought common for people who have ASD? This hurtful thinking stems from depression, but, I am autistic, and I can't stand people because they are so the same, predictable, I can't understand people, some people; Neuro-Typical......I guess?
Or that they cannot get to me, connect to me. How do I stop thinking like that?",4.051818181818181,6.454265696969702,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,73.84848484848484,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.8732909090909096,280,12,47,3,6,88,50,66,0.138,0.8109999999999999,0.051,-0.5559,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,5,14,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292744691892944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781489252884706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392743122257352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402178457603549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528925856423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334379066435009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653317740337404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7558772779443683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230805420516896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794482857060279,0.0,0.1731154060249838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270083123290421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,R452991,2020/04/18,Anyone struggle with narc tendencies Anyone struggle with narc tendencies,13.714,18.8715144,9.55,44.405,55.0,12.0,50.0,11.20814326018867,8.547,64,4,4,2,1,18,5,10,0.365,0.635,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559537794882591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8312132067482568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,12062019,2020/04/18,"I hardly ever just like something If I see a movie or hear an album I like I can't just be like that was good I will want to watch/ listen to it again. I obsess completely I have to know all the background information about it and know everything about it. For example about 2 weeks ago I watched rocky horror picture show (1975) for the first time and I have been obsessed. I will spend hours watching my favorite clips, watching other live performances, googling information about it and rocking so hard and long in my rocking chair that my knees hurt. Things that I like I obsess over for a very long time and can't just drop it.",3.9812195121951253,5.838970414634153,3.980983739837399,88.4285487804878,72.4959349593496,6.871219512195122,26.121138211382114,7.554174236665415,1.259527479674797,503,17,100,6,10,154,75,123,0.11800000000000001,0.738,0.14400000000000002,0.3167,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,3,5,0,9,1,1,0,2,17,15,8,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,9,15,5,12,10,1,13,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,2,14,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667176331614975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896738960725167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028268720100535,0.0,0.0,0.17912238762991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952864116953836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671674892765796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570760754183972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463110077271067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627517384783072,0.0,0.21336001133524324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906551512962225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894812160576096,0.0,0.1759898729906619,0.3527571191696343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882019656512278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534346446913644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324093156712895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324325731208416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164447410590703,0.117555190395635,0.0,0.159870364220572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,KnownDiscount,2020/04/18,"I'm 21 and I like to repeat lines I heard in films or trailers or ads I've seen Especially trailers and other similar ads. I have downloaded hundreds of trailers for this, and ads. Sometimes, with a film or something, I'll loop like a 15 second bit of it and just listen to it over and over again. For like hours. (I did this with large parts of Gravity, one of my favourite films and now I know like all the dialogue)

Sometimes, I'll do it for a song, just listen to a 20 second snippet of it for a whole day. Sometimes murmur it to myself over and over again. 

Obviously this is something I hide from most people IRL.

Any one else go through that?",2.221157760814247,4.2003963511450415,3.440019083969464,89.84313295165397,77.85496183206106,6.198727735368958,24.65712468193384,7.1686216300943375,0.9727094147582696,506,18,106,6,12,164,73,131,0.013999999999999999,0.905,0.081,0.8074,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,18,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,10,9,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,5,8,4,22,8,5,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,4,10,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854448819050671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242216355177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139004092184095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019162665173815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578537492347238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063460757629048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196557058103823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981319155658389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27610763732430377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062149149293744,0.0,0.14124185344684573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136851097645806,0.6044873462162493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745907860533934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,alwaysdelightful,2020/04/18,Reading comprehension I am looking for tips on how to help my little guy with reading comprehension. He can decode just fine but telling me what he just read is a struggle. Any helpful tips or tricks? Much appreciated.,4.700384615384618,7.699315384615389,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,74.64102564102564,6.976923076923077,32.82692307692308,8.07648339933343,2.8052,176,9,29,3,4,56,34,39,0.1,0.6579999999999999,0.242,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,18,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816992862486418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486216514074216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33151492418152323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478558073084945,0.0,0.0,0.20766656496488875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179119637281466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7420895089030708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25852773192819634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614782056351095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,dokesa,2020/04/18,Please help! Any tips? I have autism and thats probably why I cannot wear anything without a singlet under it. If I don’t wear it it feels uncomfortable and I hate it but this means I can’t wear so many outfits I want and I really want to wear those outfits so does anyone know any tips on how to get used to it or will I have to deal with this for forever?,-0.18897435897435955,1.8924365128205167,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,87.71794871794874,5.51794871794872,18.923076923076927,6.937597516519254,0.08778461538461535,280,8,67,4,9,94,51,78,0.057999999999999996,0.831,0.11,0.4006,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,6,4,4,2,0,15,14,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,9,13,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403102314843371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495649075987812,0.0,0.20590603129657284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579611867325008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189652644150031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651647157904428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130727268018877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703599742303184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771417088543367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375118914522068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536792373961532,0.0,0.2725580254584607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466147341086145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697746218874596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029445218265118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610584883215667,0.0,0.0,0.2951671616915699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22578056423034304,0.0,0.0,0.24119880664187598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,curlyboy69,2020/04/18,"I have no access to healthcare . How do i get tested ? A bit of a big wall of text here but here i go  -

Hi. American here who is about to graduate and recently lost a job that was providing healthcare to me. So I'm graduating college in May and i've consistently been self reflecting on my life as a student . 

I never found any class easy. I tried my best honestly and sacrficied any attempts at a normal college life to study a ton, I could never remember things easily and concepts take a while for me to make sense of them to what takes my friends 1 or 2 hours would usually take me me significantly more. When the tests came around I always did below average or right below it when I get lucky. I honestly hated myself quite a bit, even talked to professors to get more tips , but nothing changed . What annoyed me was how it was so intuitive to everyone else around me. Like why don't i get it ? 

In context of communication and social life. I have about 3 friends that I talk to. I had friends in the past that I really loved but i just feel strange contacting them again so many relationships have dwindled .  People have trouble reading me and I have trouble reading some basic social cues . Aside from this I've watched some documentaries and read blogs on parents raising kids with autism and it's been  crazy because thats how I used to act. 

If I could describe how live has felt for the past 20 years that ive existed is very lonely. I feel like maybe 2 or 3 people have ever been on the same page as me that entire time . Now I don't want to go self-diagnosing  , but at the same time I have no idea how to get tested , especially without healthcare. 

I would also like to add I was born on a farm in a third world country, so i never got tested there haha 

Does anyone have any advice for me ? Thank you so much .",3.2048661126500453,4.982932778393356,4.465880886426593,84.47712234533705,74.4016620498615,7.6942197599261295,26.43776546629732,8.447377352677275,1.79010352723915,1427,52,288,26,30,470,193,361,0.087,0.754,0.159,0.9868,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,4,26,19,2,0,15,1,29,4,0,7,4,53,53,32,0,7,10,1,3,3,3,3,3,0,0,2,15,13,0,0,7,4,0,4,8,6,0,1,14,4,41,13,42,34,12,40,0,2,1,1,18,18,0,8,21,195,56,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088644252694243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437854694779128,0.07739019302492872,0.0,0.0,0.18974609975494944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503342867222932,0.0,0.0,0.1655938623606918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566968767621326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760626671776464,0.0,0.20308152076500655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637649302244163,0.0,0.0,0.0983902413089954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851880537588144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440126747797077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139201834227998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769633612492954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143097533154089,0.08413115463574003,0.0,0.08887322888612295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405538365067327,0.06644500788665578,0.08930236519655027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197858509639796,0.21557349066932396,0.0,0.2429644771479001,0.0,0.1057172974415921,0.0,0.07438707700266567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182624690348448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159424711557393,0.0,0.0,0.1049948281227867,0.0,0.0,0.092296191563473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708312271691747,0.1363171843810694,0.0,0.08212785957862655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152933212596238,0.0,0.08394344489266903,0.0,0.062083631457710814,0.09429561898032522,0.09343914133285153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837165788911377,0.0,0.21520075008655606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112819416248198,0.0892437839687396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032744924221348,0.0,0.1775735181879504,0.1289602166241718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892556690772797,0.27909981912308185,0.0,0.05958337285629368,0.0,0.0918342818494352,0.09985589609193987,0.1053600506767456,0.07942841239543914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940554730024875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896200979265131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979155700473084,0.14951278138324586,0.0,0.08562936587923957,0.0,0.0,0.061790451345633414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846754646945056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631463972185404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032913923134419,0.102435286169662,0.0767414261715992,0.0548585893352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392534712874422,0.0,0.0,0.0896564929911618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321405767099752,0.0,0.0,0.05989416940989557
autism,fioranij,2020/04/18,"Autism Art Museum? My son has ASD and is majoring in Art History. I’ve seen so much wonderful original art posted here, I’m wondering how amazing it would be to open an autistic art gallery and/or museum? Does anyone know if that’s already a thing?",2.8968750000000014,5.494069937500001,4.624833333333335,79.00350000000002,78.79166666666666,9.673333333333334,28.35,9.888512548439397,3.531369999999999,199,9,36,7,5,67,43,48,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.8975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510364839805789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242622621252472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837559626353525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482204256736772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384358098073596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465640275971634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113346503387844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899420288452783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259724760575113,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,DJSparksalot,2020/04/18,"Need help/advice on resources If this is the wrong sub or if there is a better one to post this in let me know.

My youngest brother is 17 almost 18 and nonverbal. Due to the crisis he no longer can go to school and I'm worried about him. Our dad works too much and is pretty disengaged and our mom just plops him in front of a screen. Wondering if there's any online resources (free or paid) to help special kids engage?

Or resources I can direct our mom to so she might be more inspired to connect with him so he's not just on youtube all his waking hours? 

Unfortunately I was kicked out at 18 so haven't lived with him since 2011 so I can't tell you that much about him as a person as I don't see him often enough, and since he doesn't speak english I have no way of connecting with him unless we are face to face. I know when he was a little kid he was really bright and curious and seemed to have at least some desire to communicate with those around him.  He was and is interested in words/letters (things like logos), but he seems to think of them as more of an art to be imitated and admired rather than communicated or expressed. Now he seems to have a fascination with cooking and cooking videos.

I just want to make sure he has at least some stimulation and joy in his life because I doubt our parents are doing much in the way of engaging him or providing him with stimulus in lieu of his school.",4.810982905982911,5.178019150349652,5.418554778554778,84.51407148407151,69.03496503496504,8.593317793317793,27.427350427350426,8.515128840125781,1.6394893550893554,1111,33,238,16,18,359,159,286,0.048,0.8079999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,5,1,1,2,17,14,0,1,9,0,26,6,3,2,2,56,40,29,0,7,15,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,20,2,0,8,4,2,2,7,2,0,1,5,4,31,13,45,31,11,23,0,0,3,0,42,14,0,18,5,165,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319793562411844,0.0,0.0,0.13524337509725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184563138596516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023229617209792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233150168391526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944985455113533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955338767202813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675787758863513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105613633958906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330071838396125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845121098379355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381083013067788,0.09539707991273624,0.06598363752617667,0.13536589627570927,0.11926071408769627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015379505556786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327762861249665,0.0,0.3163619681535281,0.0,0.0,0.2978545691456487,0.10014549671398933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152035065324024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996847326231205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117929439268071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935042761046034,0.13740487412666766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652308280105647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337645625814644,0.10762556806271373,0.3688614576485034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344654186715013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272927287929514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804865004515905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972805804376634,0.08654118294773594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966206073711081,0.2144091497953436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646712763813574,0.09832550264708527,0.13716028461605456,0.0,0.0,0.14766722945106756,0.0,0.0
autism,Deberria,2020/04/18,How to stop being bored when watching the original trilogy I notice how when i watch older movies its really slow and its hard to sit down and concentrate,6.284137931034483,7.705632758620695,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,66.24137931034483,11.317241379310346,28.29310344827586,11.20814326018867,3.6394,126,4,21,4,2,41,23,29,0.184,0.742,0.07400000000000001,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001420281422461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356471738705233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576719241317747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667776951869611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thevape420,2020/04/18,"Help me please my son can't take having a show paused and we don't know why Sorry if this is the wrong forum, I don't know if anyone will even read this but I have to find someone who can help.

I am very upset so hopefully this makes sense.  My son, 12 diagnosed ASD at 2, has an utter meltdown if we pause a show or ask him to come and sit down after a bathroom break before we unpause.  This has always been a problem.

Today it escalated way further than normal.  Normally we would ask, he would yell and scream terrible things at us and either not watch the show or just wait until the show was started and he would hear it and come down.

Its all my doing as I stood my ground and asked him to come sit down and then we would restart the show.  That resulted in a full meltdown.  Swearing, hitting, throwing things, etc.

He has never been able to describe what is the big issue with a paused movie.  He won't care if we are like, ok lets have a break.  We can pause it as he gets up and goes for a break.  He will even ask for it to be paused so he can grab a snack or use the bathroom.

But reentering that room with a paused screen is an impossible task.

Why would this be?  Is there some sensory thing going on that I just don't understand he can't describe?  Does anyone have some ideas?  I don't know how to get information out of him as around issues like this he just refuses to engage.

I am sorry, I am just very upset that a paused movie would lead my son to be so upset to the point of violence and I am unable to help him.",2.2516110304789554,3.709365830188681,3.466163522012579,91.99624092888249,76.23270440251572,6.527527818093858,21.03580067731011,7.1686216300943375,0.35746889211417443,1186,28,267,13,26,385,157,318,0.114,0.799,0.087,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,8,0,0,1,12,13,0,3,20,1,42,2,0,5,2,67,66,28,0,14,15,3,1,2,0,9,1,3,1,0,20,24,1,2,7,6,0,6,9,7,0,0,4,6,27,6,32,48,6,34,0,0,2,0,35,16,0,10,8,180,47,2,0.09981901677325926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305741829006448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959155487120967,0.0,0.0,0.08886008778870085,0.3732692244248532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493863125606567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017721401890717,0.0,0.0,0.25795573311114856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131420085106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735229424676284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113245896676272,0.13185903832633894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123277295679673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430263277208586,0.0,0.05672944756238747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125032865286284,0.0,0.20071974854563915,0.0,0.0,0.09914280645854487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268351992452925,0.0,0.20837023943310515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645737633773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207170759595563,0.0,0.09753305908424567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666299688035187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698657938272699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560288570758347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957130532887886,0.09436123520826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955133181993327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998460292168201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457632898702973,0.0,0.0,0.22347843394878691,0.07065241383777268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505147798357785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989459580011512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461675636977072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391511676766214,0.1200699867868615,0.08621158130293638,0.0,0.16472228546212458,0.0,0.07923168932182632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014227356599594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254513934093215,0.10913642498978762,0.0,0.0
autism,Onikaan1059,2020/04/18,"How do I teach my son through mimicry during the pandemic? Just a confused father who has no idea what he's doing.

My son is in second grade and has autism. He primarily learns through mimicry and has very little understanding of concepts. Mostly intricate concepts. He understands math, but not story problems. He can read and spell but doesn't understand the concept of what he's reading. Sometimes with a story he can understand. 

His school has sent a Chromebook with a learning program. While it's nice, it doesn't help me actually teach him anything. I was wondering if anyone has worked with with kids who learn primarily through mimicry and how would I teach him new information? I've tried making learning the concepts of *fewer and more* by using his hot wheels (favorite toys) but he's not taking it in. Any advice or resources would help greatly.",5.5290223325062025,7.930437296774192,5.199354838709677,79.02210918114147,69.58064516129032,7.607940446650125,33.213399503722094,8.384062270229773,2.8480868486352366,691,33,114,11,13,212,95,155,0.062,0.8859999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.1273,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,4,0,37,24,13,0,4,8,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,1,10,2,13,20,2,6,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,5,2,72,17,14,0.0,0.0,0.15307016449546534,0.0,0.0,0.1532792048858444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666838929985642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096783190179832,0.0,0.1290802489818302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172935802285646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102763750955101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707287604546593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572122909274027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470351134541042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514938237265216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009131739520645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313799632226315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874803091622686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513594806304784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793721980743865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649585667515056,0.0,0.0,0.653176209013502,0.0,0.13547440353268,0.0,0.12942375626487376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010512481406734,0.1141940322712622,0.0,0.0,0.2228539479390196,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SierraTangoOscarPapa,2020/04/19,"On the subject of lies and truths What lies or truths should I keep in mind to avoid going mad? As a college student, I didn’t have to deal with my mother’s constant attempts to get me to interact with the family. Now, I have no choice. Being isolated with so many people is awful. At school I only had to deal with my roommate who was barely there anyway. At home, there are many things I hate. What should I tell myself to be able to keep going. I don’t care if they are lies or not, but please label lies or truths. I need to know what I should stop believing after this madness is over.",1.97578512396694,3.8625958347107456,3.13305785123967,92.1923140495868,78.25619834710744,5.722314049586777,19.264462809917354,6.574015621080383,0.02734049586776877,460,10,98,4,11,148,80,121,0.233,0.6940000000000001,0.073,-0.9509,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,3,1,3,1,15,0,0,0,3,24,24,8,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,14,4,20,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,71,20,3,0.19069839521834744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485178845713865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442972330691047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206077218384984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932033438633634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977347528930834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963204071558164,0.0,0.21675658529765846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882751848674124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128603900075186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33900299146411145,0.0,0.0,0.1048028508181212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866764829094661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255101716884507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140044372381266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503472276235155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322062560771835,0.0,0.0,0.2093295722964323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299695686239265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594323973114292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667880279284533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669154019076573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,threatlevelmidnite99,2020/04/19,"Women With Autism For women who were diagnosed with autism later in life, what were the signs and symptoms that led to your diagnosis? And at what point, if at all, did you think to bring it up to your doctor (if you’re the one who brought it up)?",4.989733333333334,5.002587040000002,5.07,88.39833333333334,68.6,8.266666666666667,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.9110666666666668,192,4,43,2,3,60,34,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,1,10,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,11,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,1,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359536872911591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396318483346309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033826287390545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910538204072758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060351666481992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44643566717048905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752190276776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Project-Deadly,2020/04/19,Who else laugh at your own dark thoughts. My thoughts are so dark I don’t want to say it out load,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,0.5,111.07000000000002,81.72727272727272,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-1.1267090909090909,76,2,22,0,2,22,20,22,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.6326,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076593504799572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38807525371491214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7748311199727654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878336098201807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Thejurassicgame,2020/04/19,Should I feel shamed because of my Autism? I know it is not a bad thing but I constantly feel like if I meet a new person they would not want to speak to me. I even asked a girl I liked out knowing she would reject me if I did it that soon. I did it just so I could tell her I am Autistic so she wouldn't reject me because of my Autism. Luckily she is wonderful and understood immediately. But i've been asking myself this question for nearly 4 years now: Should I be ashamed of my Autism?,1.1881553398058244,3.133470582524275,2.861951456310681,92.8892378640777,81.03883495145631,6.061747572815534,20.97961165048544,7.1686216300943375,0.4095871844660191,382,11,87,5,10,126,65,103,0.136,0.693,0.171,0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,23,22,7,0,9,7,0,2,2,0,5,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,3,23,2,8,11,0,7,0,2,0,0,13,2,0,4,7,66,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42094174168465903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797835400184254,0.27448046078029825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432909969030146,0.0,0.17975200955574655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869957022435326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276700809430395,0.1608365171312289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745665972825004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199792164811621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174368239574244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657923254050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522027687018765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967779476638508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495697164089618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327904792856589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414934661113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198589450993603,0.0,0.0,0.1449795840311735
autism,meatloafgrasshopper,2020/04/19,"Mom of high functioning 7 yr old. Need help. Hello everybody! What a great sub. I have felt so lost and not a whole lot of access to information on Autism. So grateful I found this sub! I have been struggling with a few things with my son that I would love some advice on.

1. Self harm. My son punched himself in the face very hard when he loses a video game or pretty much anything doesn't go his way. How can I help him not hurt himself? Sometimes he peels his skin as well. Also he recently plays with his nipples and belly button a lot ( is that weird?).

2. 4th of July last year was a nightmare for him. I bought him noise canceling headphones and he still couldnr handle it. We sat in the car with his headphones on and it was still overwhelming for him. How can I help him this year? Or should i just not do 4th of july?

3.We are planning on disney next year. He loves Disneyland and talks about it all the time but when we actually get there he complaines the whole time and is overwhelmed. Should I just skip it or how do you guys deal with theme parks?

4. My husband has a hard time understanding some of my sons struggles and is a lot more short fused with him. Although he is very patient he sometimes yells and then all hell breaks lose ans my son understandably has a meltdown. I'm in no way trying to bash my husband. He is a great father and really puts in a lot of effort. He just doesn't understand fully and thinks he needs to ""toughen up"". I've heard this is common for a lot of dads. What can I do to help him get more on the same page?",1.3096862745098043,3.6104088285714298,2.33307656395892,94.83703781512608,82.93650793650794,5.229691876750701,20.058356676003736,6.522977012572876,0.07056676003734852,1211,34,264,12,34,382,170,315,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.6424,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,0,5,16,18,1,4,18,0,25,4,2,3,2,53,43,25,0,5,10,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,12,18,0,0,7,3,1,3,6,12,1,0,9,6,32,6,32,31,17,34,1,6,0,2,51,12,1,10,16,170,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.09466548424749582,0.0,0.0,0.09479476424041763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757699197402954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982903994993931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100010639569572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931425680173275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636389392090807,0.0,0.0,0.10136499873764557,0.0,0.055131689658438704,0.0,0.0,0.21390257887368846,0.0,0.09605283655686754,0.0,0.0,0.17379962118456466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600887630824261,0.10249392062399693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038487081570774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790741916853121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705351957618133,0.10589532206098384,0.4123622245423774,0.17510640414317366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136142008866306,0.0,0.0,0.07131179315774977,0.14385990386850742,0.0,0.0,0.10316874869327022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179322245710384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869166678248402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097519493654722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214559207647397,0.0,0.0957833627884009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120014768638556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188611570372816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494088780804355,0.0,0.0,0.2028269411572307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797108384978561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444757991140365,0.062158592587963524,0.0,0.0,0.1696978428701299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586183451056328,0.0,0.0,0.30296519081142603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600829606517749,0.0,0.1540003329664339,0.0,0.0,0.08722153797564568,0.0,0.0,0.2166111797790067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891145955075552,0.0,0.0,0.18740926074547146
autism,Tabitha_is_myfurbaby,2020/04/19,"I fail to realize what is appropriate but I am not diagnosed on the spectrum? I have schizoaffective disorder though... I’m not sure how to see if I have autism. My mother told me she had me tested when I was a child but the doctors said I didn’t have it. 

I am diagnosed schizoaffective and I have had a very hard time with that. It has gone into remission though. I just fail to pick up on social cues. I’ve gotten taken advantage of by ppl before including men. I don’t know how to socialize in a friendly way I am usually too quiet. Or on the flip side sometimes I talk too much and reveal to much about myself that it’s inappropriate. 

I also expect people to accept everything I say about politics or controversial topics and a lot of the time I rub people the wrong way. 

I do act childish sometimes but I can take care of myself I drive a car, go grocery shopping, take care of my cat, graduated college all in my own. 

I understand sarcasm. 

It’s hard but I think I might be on the spectrum. I have a first girl cousin who is on the spectrum and I relate to her a lot. I have come a long way though.",1.7700363636363647,3.8848453511111103,3.9221919191919214,85.1583181818182,79.93333333333334,7.290909090909091,23.560606060606066,8.296473431620573,1.5399333333333338,864,30,177,18,22,296,125,225,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.7765,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,0,0,15,0,21,3,0,3,2,32,37,18,0,2,10,2,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,3,8,7,0,0,6,1,1,6,4,3,0,1,9,7,33,6,24,26,6,25,0,2,1,0,15,10,0,6,6,131,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087759114448612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733955090534553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722514387211065,0.0,0.0,0.10866218796696436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560677199259753,0.0,0.0,0.14457235376862335,0.129114087449736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337040797253692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729831969485276,0.0,0.0,0.09745881191877527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169074111987374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260011207033193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932563581686797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163378024556417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144868308621326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338192209557492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854612232543356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490521851212212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999216364425565,0.10031505020752536,0.0,0.0,0.10052071501004826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571765582464937,0.0,0.0,0.2495199753651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188895570464411,0.0,0.18968970472936306,0.10139005029125472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082820601376779,0.3718085503045955,0.0,0.14711156985725052,0.0,0.0,0.12053633225125646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132071710092275,0.0,0.0,0.13893018001877566,0.10408229968000524,0.0,0.3003825405534549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791904428624946,0.0,0.0
autism,SpoopsNSparkles,2020/04/19,"Unconscious breath-holding. Anyone else?? Hi all! Hope you’re all safe as possible during this difficult time. 

I have a habit of holding my breath without knowing it. Especially when doing everyday tasks and when straining to listen to something quiet or distant. I only really realise that I’m holding it when I’m having to gasp for breath due to the lack of oxygen. 

Does anyone else have experience with this?",4.326351351351352,7.380443189189191,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,76.56756756756758,7.483783783783783,29.52027027027027,8.472884824447931,2.965789189189189,332,15,49,7,8,108,54,74,0.109,0.815,0.076,-0.3626,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,2,12,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,10,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487488610708841,0.511044821248357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182367920365532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166550847183083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439444806948547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476936435566548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705440512487094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966705099598002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811419240757264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976117088278022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198725953081186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541726488475698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039636581262802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Zoofyz,2020/04/19,"Is there a guide for what i should get people for their birthday? Im extremely bad at b-day stuff and i was wondering if someone knows of guide what to gift people.
Like age 1 to 4 candy
Age 5 to 7 gift cards.
Thx in advance.",0.19530612244898293,2.0595566938775534,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,84.10204081632655,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.1407028571428568,174,5,41,2,5,59,39,49,0.076,0.706,0.218,0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121676633074856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249342730924732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222317646252226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767422960735688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168038957390535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039631085126908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483600330929172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29552019756265346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992697029394354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782370773454145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,StotheG888,2020/04/19,"Can I tell my bf he may have autism? So I have been dating this amazing guy for almost a year, whom I love deeply, but have always analyzed his behaviors. 

Due to past trauma, I can’t help but analyze people to make sure they aren’t a threat to me.. for a while I thought this guy was a borderline and narcissist but it didn’t seem right... 

Anyway he’s always told me he doesn’t understand why people don’t like him or why it’s unacceptable to do such things or how he can’t understand or interpret people’s emotions... so he is aware.. but he doesn’t know why. 

After reading about autism, I realized he fits the profile. He’s always hated me analyzing him but I rest want to help him. He said past ex gf just used him and didn’t understand him.. but I do!! I want the best for him... 

However I don’t know how to tell him:( without him getting angry. But I think he can benefit from this information. Have support online etc (no family relation) he’s 30 btw. 

Thanks guys ! 

TL;DR my boyfriend doesn’t know he has autism but I want to tell him he may so he can read about it, how should I tell him?",0.8424000000000014,3.098358217777779,2.814222222222224,90.91600000000004,84.6,6.622222222222224,20.11111111111111,7.839951260653429,0.8297111111111115,849,25,186,17,25,284,111,225,0.076,0.735,0.18899999999999997,0.9743,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,2,0,6,0,26,1,0,5,1,41,47,20,0,4,13,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,13,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,1,30,8,15,37,3,9,0,0,0,1,43,2,0,7,8,112,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044696468047198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753289447745742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157503699473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240697866740414,0.0,0.0,0.12301081361011836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397862052244668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762586575561704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276354521069966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889589784932216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786011278630928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818497835237005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388576318878483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995477557713994,0.0,0.07362440497475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058279467377455,0.2293990942082059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206545979890064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941934204458852,0.10491813370400692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004106568512635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251642402403361,0.10395404219220286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856193347064636,0.10154707389368506,0.0,0.0,0.07327672538843877,0.07067415294509928,0.0,0.08756385569982228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539394106452836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34447060882446884,0.0,0.09526158407905592,0.0,0.0,0.195168882814664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985788814010814,0.0,0.0,0.10632280673036572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710279421599936
autism,eilsey00,2020/04/19,"Survey on Autism and Pet Ownership (gift card raffle!) Hi there! I am an animal lover and I am hoping to learn more about how autistic people can be impacted by having a pet. I have a survey I have attached here that I would really appreciate you taking. It's about 30 minutes long, and I am able to give away 15 Amazon gift vouchers to 15 lucky winners who complete it. I am also hoping to run some interviews over phone or Skype (also compensated) to get a better understanding of animal experiences, so please leave your email on the survey if that sounds interesting too. Thank you very much in advance!

[Click for Survey](https://edgehillpsychology.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_85PFBQk1KdeGPxH)",8.285500000000003,9.960007883333333,7.7633333333333345,66.12000000000002,61.83333333333334,10.333333333333336,29.166666666666664,10.411451182825502,3.1959166666666667,566,17,87,13,8,178,89,120,0.011000000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.27,0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,2,9,7,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,0,13,17,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,7,15,15,3,8,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,6,1,60,15,2,0.22010635624183444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520379471287176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679716714738589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946661853425878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307773268208923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153062515029229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499648658152355,0.21114607321566475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372305515040028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306085041116145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478719893092367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180349759968904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259403344325592,0.0,0.0,0.2416106824552681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410057679538836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549258731984398,0.0,0.0,0.20264436060589466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913847931531825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161079530192464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563572403143253,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Pepsiposh,2020/04/19,"Handwriting Anyone also have major struggles with improving your handwriting? Everywhere I look online they say stuff about how autistic kids have issues with handwriting but once we grow up if we practice we can improve it, but it just isn’t working for me. I’ve got those lined sheets sheets that kids are supposed to practice on and I’ve been writing on them every day but the only improvement I’ve seen is I can space my words better so they don’t all merge into each other. Do you guys have any tips if you’ve managed to improve your handwriting?",4.4993333333333325,6.750507695238099,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,72.04761904761905,7.333333333333332,27.857142857142854,8.167268648758528,2.0364285714285706,448,17,78,7,9,139,73,105,0.016,0.823,0.161,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,3,3,3,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,1,1,18,14,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,13,1,10,11,3,7,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,2,1,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290294988341923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475801341446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025362402851005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532925738978661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470069568697747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412996347483443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290557649320536,0.0,0.0,0.2835754836380682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892134681547056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049916638418303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500068993109697,0.0,0.217815847220934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277523225316644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994016105887681,0.3278530696357195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849853471039628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,anonymous2020202,2020/04/19,"Are you formally diagnosed with Asberger's/autism? Does having a diagnosis help you in any way?  I have a lot of reasons to believe that I am probably autistic.  I believe that I was misdiagnosed with OCD.    I think a diagnosis would have helped me a lot when I was in school, but now that I'm an adult and I have slipped through the cracks all this time... I'm not sure whether or not it's worth talking to a professional about it.  I'm curious about others' experiences.",4.220549450549452,5.830337868131871,5.42945054945055,79.29054945054949,71.41758241758242,9.595604395604397,32.78021978021978,9.957137785484203,3.3313472527472534,370,18,74,10,7,123,61,91,0.055999999999999994,0.879,0.065,0.1823,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,15,13,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,1,10,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343061543320244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083971935725992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900145908967395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974432277933677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070149227038516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30245918077259715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836313084456531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432585472609129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319768701064945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834138812967444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264595195388594,0.0,0.0,0.18134632089187036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456939061358012,0.0,0.0,0.1315619327419391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790881466608123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027531027905312,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Osixotin1,2020/04/19,"Does anyone else struggle with video chats? I am having quite a bit of trouble with my boss. It’s a long story, but she decided to take disciplinary action about my actions during a phone call and Zoom meeting last week. This is the first time any employer has taken disciplinary action with me, which has been a major struggle.

She was not okay that I kept looking down during the Zoom staff meeting and that I wasn’t very responsive. Part of it is because I was frustrated with her but another part is because I really hate video chats. Even with my family.

To me, they are exhausting and overwhelming. I’m hearing impaired so that is an issue but there is something about video chats that makes me so uncomfortable. I have a hard time looking at the screen and I don’t want to sit in my chair. I want to be walking around constantly moving positions.

Well, I emailed my boss about certain issues I am having with her and instead of responding to my work email and talking out some of my concerns, she emailed my personal email on my day off and wants to set up a Zoom meeting to discuss my “grievances” as she called it. 

One, I’m ticked that she emailed my personal email
Two, I’m frustrated that she didn’t acknowledge anything that I said and put blame on me (which is what she does and something I brought up in the email)
Three, I’m freaking out about a Zoom meeting because I get flustered and hate them with a burning passion.

I just want to quit my job and hide away. I was planning on leaving before all this COVID stuff and now I feel backed into a corner and Zoom is coming after me.

So, who else hates video chats?",5.009159953970077,6.179725531645572,5.0978941311852735,84.09641542002305,69.0,8.150517836593787,30.81933256616801,8.438071523408619,2.2580240506329115,1292,52,248,19,22,404,161,316,0.182,0.763,0.055,-0.9932,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,15,15,5,3,14,1,23,2,0,3,2,44,46,20,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,17,25,0,1,3,8,0,8,4,11,1,4,10,7,44,4,40,35,6,37,0,1,3,1,37,16,0,1,11,173,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740906052904364,0.11424491485418095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618126697719711,0.11163345980625876,0.0896576187273216,0.09698973663118604,0.0,0.0,0.10236331234764752,0.08377680779274192,0.0,0.19924706386734034,0.0,0.092709513127296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894657768628933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250287309852285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938518789839869,0.0,0.11773762610880245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702645611397296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906879955660072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202962526596245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196129172257744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027095686935714,0.0,0.055089039889375836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267390159903646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922546073549324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759894507619256,0.32270049297841674,0.0,0.0,0.12279600889548098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743365606897198,0.10811733217870388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880983328546525,0.0,0.11536367231589345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641845273092534,0.18298326725411332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272582423465895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579796640610447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738282058054176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596723418276924,0.0,0.0,0.19026410739593008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952612715948323,0.0,0.23176619093701126,0.0,0.0,0.06979697868683184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363761518211992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775203370845668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277990637155058,0.12472314720085405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191780207012214,0.08757091043489887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706073299006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642956758435504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989621483521656,0.2570491469057704,0.0,0.08739414355101656,0.0,0.0979602836453376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931782815009501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,South_Operation,2020/04/19,"Is this stiming, if not, what is it?  sometimes I just zone out, always/mostly out night. I  completely loose track of time either thinking about a certain thing or  person, creating an imaginary scenario and conversation, or just  thinking about something random. I normally end up doing this for about  an hour, sometimes I also do some odd things like pick at my skin or move around in bed/couch/chair.",8.437916666666666,8.606464736111112,7.491111111111113,73.415,61.361111111111114,9.977777777777778,36.05555555555557,9.516144504307137,3.4584888888888887,319,13,52,5,4,98,58,72,0.069,0.835,0.096,0.228,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,19,6,6,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,11,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,6,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681219009068973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908797666927127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580391772270368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797831964589345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423664499277942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023576109863465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615734720344857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095534752855626,0.2411332327413837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148916976683284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946568432851996,0.4868134960980313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270059595157889,0.3153916755186241,0.0,0.0,0.1435073435180234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,thedevilgamer0,2020/04/19,"I think my sister might be autistic Hi. This is my first ever post on Reddit so please bear with me. 

I think my sister might have a form of autism. I don’t know which one, I can’t tell. She is 8 and behaves much differently than other kids her age. She gets frustrated very easily, if someone doesn’t explain something right she begins to cry and get very upset. She can’t read very well and her math skills are below par. If there is too much noise in a room she begins to panic and covers her ears and cries. She yells a lot and overall just doesn’t behave quite like other kids. There are many other things that make me think that she might be autistic.

She’s beginning to get behind in school because of the way she acts. I think my family should get her tested for autism and dyslexia so if she does have it we can get her any help she needs. It doesn’t affect the way I think of her or anything like that, I love her very much. I just want her to be able to live the best life she can and for some people with autism that means getting medicine or therapy or other forms of treatment. 

My mom freaked out when I mentioned it to her. I guess she doesn’t think autistic people are as good as people with typical brains? I really don’t know. She said there is no way my sister has any form of autism and I’m horrible for even mentioning it to her. 

So what I’m asking is, is it a good idea to get my little sister tested? I just don’t see what harm it can do. Any advice, opinions, or questions are welcome.",2.965340300107183,4.282054562700964,3.729987942122186,91.40061964094322,74.11254019292605,6.4695069667738485,21.31846195069668,6.816661863887847,0.2959098606645232,1183,26,257,10,24,376,149,311,0.083,0.807,0.11,0.8269,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,4,14,13,1,2,7,0,33,4,2,2,1,49,63,22,0,6,10,5,0,2,0,4,1,3,1,2,19,14,0,0,12,1,0,1,10,5,1,2,1,4,46,8,28,55,9,20,0,0,1,1,43,8,0,15,9,175,65,5,0.0927203048644202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906052088090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915896046761602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630091062144036,0.0,0.08668096872711765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652143724659504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730423956698812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103506524674586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369780216693129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968729840724014,0.0,0.0,0.0811401636179624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124088689692779,0.08387082408750128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740845153036328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886784395148612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390977268154264,0.0,0.0,0.1555387852704148,0.0,0.0,0.10214186918775957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062148465890476526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046699382376332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191330941605764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549109339092185,0.09059691494650543,0.09293010397223632,0.08187372791001522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882748748625075,0.08368369518253402,0.0,0.061891523481967275,0.09400383610521856,0.0,0.10099959388614772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508477297861435,0.0,0.10859290043589907,0.0,0.0,0.2044802778310844,0.0687509312022506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282967819648178,0.0,0.0,0.10878730005268708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284175445353735,0.0,0.0,0.10177905135615166,0.0,0.0,0.08880042180055611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386796148677864,0.09861945739123057,0.09274539629572316,0.0,0.05939900153524441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918263373907618,0.08819824266223174,0.0,0.0,0.09383789862362048,0.07388607843860398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856161342286122,0.07138062058887439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104163326436994,0.0,0.10603374926715944,0.0,0.06159925056936481,0.3564685648518063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306015847876069,0.05468883810929817,0.2207911866792943,0.0,0.0,0.08336668933407819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,throwawaycptsd111,2020/04/19,"Autism or Asperger's? So this is for my fellow autistic people that were diagnosed with asperger's before that got wrapped up into autism spectrum disorder.

When you disclose your diagnosis do you say you're autistic or you have asperger's?

Although asperger's was my initial diagnosis I say I have autism because it has a different cultural connotation. Like asperger's is typically viewed as ""weird person who is a jerk and likes math/trains/etc too much"". I mean, certain aspects of that are true for some people. But I think it makes it clearer for people that this affects my life if i say i have autism. Like ""i cant go to concerts because I'm autistic"" makes more sense to most people than ""I cant go to concerts because I have asperger's""

No disrespect to anyone that prefers asperger's, of course! Just my preference. I'm curious to hear what other people have to say.",6.147141292442497,7.24567025301205,6.858105147864188,72.77194414019715,66.34939759036145,10.373713033954001,36.7776560788609,10.436869588844218,4.175609638554216,706,36,121,18,11,233,93,166,0.07400000000000001,0.828,0.098,0.593,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,15,2,0,3,2,19,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,1,13,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,8,17,5,16,22,4,5,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,5,4,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801874478352058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825158808030095,0.0,0.13145443276100122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567979211174233,0.0,0.1614028101811294,0.1770519496055647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722904003832072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559353711921422,0.0,0.12355489861130815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411459892477502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911655727699468,0.2264191116768639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623842471735784,0.0,0.0,0.16827827114516755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356345213125905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354984740602491,0.13488939521324225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914072366130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989870544735068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,mandiotoeacho,2020/04/19,Why do people not like people like us It seem people don’t like people with autism,1.382941176470588,3.89186994117647,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,84.88235294117645,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-1.954388235294117,67,0,13,0,2,21,11,17,0.327,0.6729999999999999,0.0,-0.652,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076267593669364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7712547090588151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531903805141165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345446154066477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096041584311113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,BadAngel4Head,2020/04/19,"Hi everyone! Hi everyone, I'm part of a newly emerging discord community called ""Aspies for freedom""!  
This server is super friendly, and I'm sure many of you will feel welcome and at home. :)

Anyone here is welcome to join, and you may enquire about more information in the comments!

Link to the server: [https://discord.gg/UG9Dn3](https://discord.gg/UG9Dn3)  
Hope to see some of you soon! :)",6.395714285714284,10.030982539682544,5.713650793650796,70.12857142857146,72.80952380952381,6.7746031746031745,29.63492063492064,7.957251820313856,2.5580539682539687,312,13,44,5,7,95,47,63,0.033,0.631,0.336,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,10,7,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,1,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039591177935336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978520278304446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574519360015485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748917183660204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253619401297394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925927085777507,0.28971780362381216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957317744379513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158760074606237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324422277666708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749179957116801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,bobquez,2020/04/19,"26 Year old brother with complex autism. My brother is 26 years old and lives with complex autism. When I say complex I mean it. He is non-conversational, but can speak very well. He uses movie lines to speak 99% of the time. He is physically very strong, highly intelligent, and very opportunistic. 

He has developed a horrible fixation on cell phones. He desperately wants to open youtube and watch videos. This is to the point that he can't go out in public because he will take strangers phones, we cant have cellphones in our house at all because he will steal them and lock himself in the bathroom until the phone dies. 

He was arrested today after breaking through a window on our second floor, jumping out, running to the neighbors house, breaking in and tried to steal their phones. When we got him out of handcuffs to bring him back inside, he though the officer had a phone on him and lunged toward him. Its almost like he feels no remorse whatsoever. This is becoming a dangerous situation for him.  

What can we do to make the phone obsession go away? Is there medication a doctor can prescribe? Where does someone live if it's borderline not safe at home because we can't keep him inside? This is a plea for help, we are desperate to find a solution and reddit is the only place that I know to turn to. Thanks.",5.01885611205433,6.80324994758065,5.202139219015283,81.01399830220714,69.68548387096774,8.285568760611206,29.98811544991511,8.841846274778883,2.428408064516129,1049,42,194,19,19,330,149,248,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.092,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,7,0,2,1,7,9,1,1,15,0,22,3,1,2,1,35,36,13,1,2,3,2,1,1,1,2,2,3,3,0,9,18,0,2,7,1,0,5,5,4,1,1,3,5,20,5,33,31,1,38,0,0,1,0,43,20,0,2,12,119,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822796310496754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969391489826024,0.1061448865919732,0.0,0.25244524773853644,0.15245526445057286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432645999507079,0.0,0.0,0.14129065087416715,0.12080047090048042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979759727757356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616682858499828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690358309540284,0.0,0.11040387145878697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252586648284776,0.14584772833041038,0.13846621948823054,0.0,0.0,0.3185611954392889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269704278588753,0.0,0.0,0.07586363657369273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743978259150235,0.0,0.243785184670694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214333380657212,0.0,0.0,0.15036694478026633,0.0,0.13906162548094456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897012850013806,0.0,0.0,0.10498628054788413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442232991860794,0.0,0.13049321424470128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977561795349236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516368986836812,0.0,0.0,0.11696155729814466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378953363928646,0.0,0.0,0.12708946075795166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562442619740706,0.0,0.08049272494894569,0.0,0.13084657733494964,0.0,0.0,0.09372067034374007,0.15014879645341767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922296613126115,0.0,0.3416944538757564,0.08142006500885164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411529481734115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778755254555734
autism,lolibuu,2020/04/19,"Advice for dating people not on the spectrum when they don’t know you are. Lately my boyfriend has been getting mad at me for the same three things. First is my hyperfixation on cats. I love talking about cats. My cats, your cats, stray cats, everyday I apparently annoy him to death about cats without even realizing it. Second is me not picking up on his social cues. He says every other person in his life have always known what to do without him telling them as far as how to react to certain situations and his emotions. I always ask him just to tell me what he means but he doesn’t understand that I just don’t get it. Third is my lack of eye contact. He thinks I’m always just staring at his body or face cause I find him attractive, but I just can’t stare in his eyes that long. He feels like I’m never paying attention to him because of this.
 I just don’t know what to do. I try really hard to stop doing these things, but we live together, I can’t keep it up all day. I won’t tell him I’m on the spectrum because I feel like at this point it looks like an excuse. Do you guys have any advice I could try, I love this man. If I was neurotypical I know we would be perfect, so I just need to find a way to tone this stuff down. I appreciate any advice you might have, I love this subreddit.",2.7891986496090984,4.14962840671642,4.137142857142859,88.13166666666667,74.63432835820895,7.0450604122245934,23.20966595593461,7.62386473244151,0.8559546552949541,1015,28,221,13,21,335,146,268,0.053,0.804,0.14300000000000002,0.9812,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,4,2,2,12,11,2,0,5,0,25,8,4,4,4,47,45,11,1,5,15,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,3,19,3,0,2,13,0,1,0,12,2,0,4,2,9,44,9,32,38,3,24,0,0,5,3,39,14,0,3,12,151,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272577418593628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786613614444263,0.0,0.0,0.1518277543956225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043612483236966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610018057536502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399845870568035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467725128165808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912940793590303,0.0,0.0,0.07199367915554135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255714530741218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737321640363054,0.0,0.09405513292631552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128894167543592,0.15950045378417155,0.0,0.0,0.20406002854318894,0.09495448387623584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664666945221885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053365180614194,0.0,0.0,0.10000072616637637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992240287477201,0.0,0.0,0.18405078440473585,0.0,0.12592623802967334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884928330550824,0.16361389259258224,0.0,0.09857347668209418,0.09879118346416364,0.0937431218514831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022578665825452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160043724623547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842436204695468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277402882137863,0.0860978082608602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739186782379556,0.09747312785059804,0.0,0.0,0.10552872463433087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715145901162497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877458514321172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547952317781624,0.0,0.11379519932283702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933297060643898,0.0,0.0,0.12779241906871458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972591484164248,0.2927149801574015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483272459831646,0.0715295505699104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158217797751952,0.0,0.0,0.11621329159708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860862308872999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152193486255818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930047199518803,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,doodlewastaken,2020/04/19,"Autism and creativity? I’m autistic (duh) and I consider myself to be quite creative. I’m good at writing and at any given time I have at least five story ideas spinning around in my head. But this post isn’t about me. To cut an awkward interaction short, according to my neurotypical stepmom (she owns an ABA clinic, and also has done *research* on autistic people, she studied nuclear medicine in college, so not there), autistic people aren’t creative. Ignoring all of the other bs in what she said, I’m pretty sure that’s not the case.

So I want to know, in what way are you creative? Sorry if it sounds kinda wishy-washy, I don’t know how else to put it.",2.1654129464285745,4.712172929687501,3.555401785714285,85.85656250000002,81.421875,5.8446428571428575,25.549107142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.361732589285714,517,21,97,7,14,169,90,128,0.057,0.773,0.16899999999999998,0.9441,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,4,1,8,2,1,1,2,19,16,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,2,12,2,16,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,1,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714625289837286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914208701489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083280200776539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394844054389736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549424889840286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628544298274836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017273220084664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418086213328124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722329063828403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244809465169701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412712173202864,0.23808316307004826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352554199077165,0.0,0.2489097988916593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260725646221224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619669912172063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205617209685418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136459340198502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803146007386552,0.18575472267227205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,gshhpy,2020/04/20,I have to move to a house that I havent even seen the interior of aoon and Im terrified. Anyone have advice? Change is terrifying.,-0.08722222222222342,2.2464379629629683,3.212870370370372,84.05041666666669,95.29629629629628,7.1444444444444475,17.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.1802666666666672,103,3,22,3,4,37,22,27,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795958315058476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161827161617713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109361575097131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565722841916581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44822739626971503,0.0,0.0,0.419600381979502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128684746252492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,fabluous,2020/04/20,"I think I might be on the spectrum. But I'm too scared to bring it up with others in case I'm wrong and I look stupid for thinking there's something ""different"" about me",2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,2.8566666666666687,95.955,76.77777777777777,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.29417777777777765,134,4,31,1,3,42,31,36,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.8555,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852484412238111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096436053690418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911683940486096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691669569191202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838693685217707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725395845891353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40315263141466856,0.0,0.0
autism,Amygct,2020/04/20,"A question about a symptom which might be related to autism. My psychiatrist recently said it’s possible I have mild autism. I am analyzing myself a lot what might be autism and what’s not. I wonder if the following is related to autism. 

I have trouble learning new information. I just can’t concentrate on it. Often when I read something I just don’t know what I am actually reading. It just makes me feel super dumb. My psychiatrist says my IQ is above average, but I think he might be wrong. Actually, I have this whole my life.. But there are periods that this is worse. I also just forget very simple things. 

I suffer from severe anxiety and depression which is why I got professional help. I’ve been fighting against for a long time, but it only went worse. Autism might be reason why it’s so hard for me. It’s also possible that what I wrote above is related to anxiety and depression of course.",3.1788711322679357,5.660868872832371,4.816973818429108,78.65270316218974,77.03468208092484,8.926079564773886,26.93947636858212,9.478462496947786,2.8355810268616115,717,29,133,21,17,241,99,173,0.254,0.713,0.032,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,2,0,5,0,22,2,0,2,0,29,32,11,0,1,9,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,17,3,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,5,4,21,1,10,19,2,9,0,3,0,0,8,1,1,9,6,95,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.2389523179553174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581796046942812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732058454276396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109013362686061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190539528344258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792020886189716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967519648774836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206371797850005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728553120614159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647747842412606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834863778551657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408747198081196,0.0,0.0,0.08172443930047478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195248344427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824577459194865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093115199521967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760478028928264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371520757000515,0.0,0.244930649095322,0.0,0.0,0.12588068510485925,0.1208870199195592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164610519073458,0.09736299366967784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831352876491315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425428340353176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725392662050747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813385085855504,0.0784496054596953,0.0,0.0,0.07139119611223282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010193810789685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349586918920387,0.22095202152813093,0.13669117079649554,0.0,0.0,0.13277249032944016,0.0,0.0,0.24953772798578175,0.0,0.13386038294344366,0.0,0.0
autism,cleanmachine2244,2020/04/20,"One benefit of being an autism family during the Covid epidemic? Many of us are already used to being isolated from our extended families. 

Sorry, couldn't help myself. Just listening to my sister call my wife about a family get together they had. We  only hear about them afterwards. Been going on for about 15 years too.",3.5830295566502457,6.682139913793105,5.341428571428576,71.52500000000002,80.89655172413794,10.210837438423647,23.802955665024644,9.957137785484203,3.6603714285714295,257,9,39,10,7,87,51,58,0.096,0.8540000000000001,0.049,-0.2163,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,8,1,10,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565613957225491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740096689388815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6575200736300951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214678020803698,0.0,0.1321309179931067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203608822246,0.0,0.15583490746738074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357110331066168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754302133875198,0.176821119719607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602564620150901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796600047994636,0.20079898304433505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971762952863032
autism,good_news_everyone10,2020/04/20,"Does anyone else have trouble pronouncing words? I’ve found that I can read just fine, but I can hardly form a coherent sentence when speaking, It’s like my tongue instantly goes numb and my brain shuts off the moment I try to say something out loud. I will also obsess over how certain words are pronounced.",5.9593103448275855,7.300125793103452,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,66.93103448275862,7.868965517241381,30.017241379310345,8.07648339933343,2.0821586206896554,248,9,44,3,4,75,51,58,0.125,0.736,0.14,-0.0247,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,1,1,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,3,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552199064275507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315339921926305,0.32700146651315465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562710398663064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928568327433634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666044504672446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34992569785190725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589097055166685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591798293946485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192310715191359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537966800829887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569318700876644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667830645663635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,HankMardukas51,2020/04/20,"Question for the Autism Community **Here's the questions:**

How often are people with autism as literal as the main character in the Netflix show *Atypical*? 

**Here's the context:** 

The IDD community is one that I've always been somewhat tied to (e.g., grew up with a couple of kids who were on the spectrum to varying degrees, I did Best Buddies in college, currently have a couple of friends on the spectrum, etc.), so I've gotten to know a decent amount of people with IDD.  I'm aware that not picking up on social clues is often associated with autism and that everyone's autism ""shows up"" differently, but have never met someone as literal as Sam from *Atypical*, especially given how high functioning he is. 

For example, when Sam is bringing chocolates to the girl he likes, his dad says ""Go get her"" and Sam reacts like his dad is a goon and replies, ""I am... that's why we're here."" That's just one of the few examples I've seen so far (I've only gotten through 2 episodes so far), but I'd like to know whether this is true for some people on the spectrum or if the show plays it up for some type of endearing, family-related comedic effect.

Thanks everyone!",2.7028437132784973,5.235939108108108,4.067140618879751,83.09480023501764,79.0900900900901,7.2842929886408125,27.67019193106149,8.321376580360154,2.227807442224835,910,40,170,19,23,299,126,222,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.9813,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,16,0,13,0,0,5,2,30,25,18,0,1,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,7,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,2,5,9,34,17,8,19,0,0,1,0,16,13,0,9,6,107,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115115591741825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802303927008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753991177561784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723403547960329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918953703497854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241898875571669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106073781780214,0.0,0.08862806889562955,0.0,0.09640833128261857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792302741887802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645556622256731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862747325876056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083412528005225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299001630077744,0.1290162011027637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35281376617058663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800634025598557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490175219235695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292304723209484,0.1437324545542629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617849629134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530705544845582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,SweetSugarKookies,2020/04/20,"My mom is always saying that she doesn't know how I would make it into the ""real"" word I'm a 19 year old who has mild autism. Everyday I'm learning something new. But everytime I made a mistake or will get frustrated my mom ( a narcissistic )  will always says that I will never be ready for the real word. This makes me so upset because she makes me feel that I'm worthless.  She's been saying this as long as I could remember. I think she forgets that I have autism and it will take me some time to figure things out. I'm also 19 years old.  Therefore, my brain is not maturally developed yet. I'm still learning.  I'm sorry but I just need to rant.",2.0309147869674185,3.899626421052631,3.726484962406016,88.08616854636593,78.02255639097744,6.5385964912280725,22.36152882205514,7.492282038375204,0.8531709273182955,506,15,106,7,12,169,84,133,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.8701,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,5,0,13,1,1,6,1,32,29,9,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,17,0,7,20,1,13,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,2,11,65,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223616438482076,0.25463232678926584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932731725257212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080920804242425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216563722951655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736620187235302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994114980870888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840900210159093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354085947618648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478129085655733,0.3064050931203642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584057600388164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345460730862462,0.118010361045109,0.1477775309526255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211154677569161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34831662371873723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332993888394174,0.0,0.0,0.3650378931588677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779419037296708,0.0,0.17128161094795305,0.0,0.0,0.12219358632672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504410359344047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016527145398734,0.0980423109328657,0.0,0.0,0.08922107136282224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869356050093484,0.0,0.0,0.19706620596022514
autism,XDr3bELXD,2020/04/20,"Is it weird to get emotionally attached to bizarre things So a few years ago when I was like 8-9 (r/teenagers, wahoo!) I went to therapy. I remember I was making some clay structures once and the therapist said I couldn't take my models home because it was all the clay they had for the day.

I was fine with that until I made a little clay rock with eyes and a smiley mouth and I got so attached to him that I called him Bobby and when the therapist told me I couldn't take Bobby home I got so upset she eventually let me take him home and it was honestly the best day *ever*.

(I honestly have no idea where Bobby is now but I am determined to find out because he is a rocky boi.)

Another time I got so attached to a snow leopard onesie that I refused to let my mum throw it away even when it was like 4 sizes too small so we just kept it for another month until my mum got rid of the onesie in secret.

So... is this like normal???",2.0545192307692304,3.4817408205128224,3.867740384615384,89.04007211538462,76.69230769230771,7.131410256410258,22.95673076923077,7.865858978985527,0.9679807692307696,720,21,160,11,16,243,107,195,0.051,0.8320000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,15,9,0,1,11,0,17,2,2,2,2,25,31,17,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,11,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,16,2,26,7,17,11,4,21,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,16,108,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088693552063038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234074375805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752850238058835,0.0,0.0,0.15251042900037035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127683975171875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773340785336784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613486014038992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407122025670599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262240300317443,0.11315330948143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433226011671704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535565759139915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001915334192528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764338693805257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121418316397613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558310713397837,0.0,0.18334160060792645,0.12537552753675404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183655288109341,0.08350020149469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984762376804986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256407036367425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321940820138592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417053940698129,0.0,0.11899159399300355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821619301331307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305415234488206,0.29048402064455364,0.08310588502419124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294243082417051,0.0,0.0,0.11953122498207334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596198184084028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055545554693487
autism,gutzzzy,2020/04/20,"Niche special interests The things I love to talk about do nothing but annoy anyone else. Nobody I know shares ANY of my interests. I feel like I'm going to explode. My special interests are primatology, anthropology, paleontology, so on. I just have an intense connection with nature and I'm constantly trying to learn more. But even when I do get to infodump to someone about this stuff... I just get sad. I'm ashamed of talking about any of my special interests, because I know they aren't actually listening. The way my family and friends have ignored my special interests my whole life has gotten me so timid. I feel like a student who isn't allowed to talk about school, if that makes sense. It's so weird and isolating, and I'm usually a person who likes isolation, but not this. This is terrible, and I think only other autistic people can understand. I'm honestly trying not to cry just because I can't share my passions with anyone but myself.",4.295533707865168,6.710712752808987,5.7195365168539345,73.87121488764046,73.15730337078651,8.944382022471911,31.911516853932586,9.516144504307137,3.50380786516854,762,37,128,20,16,256,103,178,0.14400000000000002,0.598,0.258,0.9667,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,12,25,1,2,5,0,11,3,0,2,0,27,29,14,0,1,10,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,3,20,18,17,28,2,6,0,1,0,2,12,1,0,1,6,85,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.1536057695459269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214083261472086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201241848898656,0.16128127898977868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190674762001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010020971314016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290334701085225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149270311909922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396532712428902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838858019931225,0.0,0.15917863384503544,0.22490207728039527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161165902491057,0.0,0.16447651179188716,0.0,0.08945758513431694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301268953847973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111180671821004,0.23070219201880965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206526367366984,0.0,0.10506987751260248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510355182226058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971452716076053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091256571704418,0.13744104428869358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930350328662513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333697836980451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019246859404775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795514838047152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045737016649302,0.1008595532391042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373698881108666,0.0,0.0,0.16386543152500244,0.0,0.0,0.17336071872899464,0.0,0.0,0.12494173480269186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175738428988629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,fugnuggetino,2020/04/20,"Need some help with awkward situation! Hi all - I'm hoping that someone can give me some advice on how to deal with a neighbour situation in the best and most thoughtful way for all involved.

My mum lives next door to a family with an 18 year old son who has severe autism (C). He visually stimulates and loves to watch the world go by from the windows, usually on the front of the house. We know this because when she moved in, her neighbours were very open and explained the situation. We've all been happy to wave to him when he's out front and he is eager to hold a short conversation from time to time when he's had a good morning at college.

More recently, C has been watching from a specific back window that looks directly onto Mum's back garden. He just stares and watches her for the entire time she's in the garden. Last week, she was taking the bins out and saw he had his eye pressed up at a small hole in the garden fence to watch her (she has since taped over the hole). Her dog has been barking and upset lately and she didn't understand why, but saw C teasing the dog and blowing a kazoo at him through the window (Mum only has 25% hearing).

Mum herself has severe depression and anxiety, and being in the garden is one of her coping mechanisms - but it's becoming unbearable for her. Other neighbours are upset with the dog yapping incessantly at times, this young man (and often his father) are staring and watching her in her own space for hours at a time... I just don't know how to approach the situation. I don't know whether we are being unreasonable or whether it's even appropriate to bring up?

We have also in the past had to go to her house to install strong bolts on her garden gate as he was coming into her yard while she was out and moving garden furniture around, even taking it out of the garden and leaving it in the road. I'm not sure if a passive solution is possible here, though!

If you have any advice, I'd be so grateful. I don't want to upset anyone and feel free to call me out if I'm being a butthead about anything!",6.567263836408088,5.9545942004890025,6.980258946432543,78.1300194487664,65.43031784841075,9.783551900422317,32.28284063125139,9.095868883498916,2.594255745721271,1624,56,319,24,22,531,209,409,0.07,0.8440000000000001,0.086,0.8322,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,1,0,2,18,15,1,4,30,0,33,2,1,3,4,66,58,34,0,6,11,6,2,0,3,0,0,1,13,1,10,32,0,2,7,8,1,9,5,6,0,1,14,14,32,10,60,40,9,65,0,1,11,1,55,33,0,9,22,217,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980093009941887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102222774166634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889823449688041,0.0,0.07750632794429188,0.0,0.0,0.07084237975771925,0.0,0.08337429037449445,0.09019256344324524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558112294015627,0.0,0.06176118584955916,0.11189536748056801,0.0,0.0,0.10632470645832368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345478395592518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727461114487928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445216564349702,0.08726317063671264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338362922631039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551154186395293,0.0,0.05122832474681027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971913702506794,0.11516023505485425,0.08497890616254156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785257846601244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419029690737227,0.0,0.06790986109182742,0.0,0.0,0.10062947363631483,0.09977567798996742,0.2338097156381557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704158147804207,0.08258591889410112,0.11428866232811205,0.1072788286245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946372866608783,0.0,0.08507977500560772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144148667340722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536537358372748,0.0,0.07512439962889039,0.0,0.0,0.10775052808501796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063139139919036,0.0,0.06865422432609268,0.07705524951637285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671741800503332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421836842724682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003715323613577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891608513293465,0.0,0.08380949647123022,0.45553292397038503,0.0,0.0,0.08584456877983675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548896497068167,0.0,0.15235378127555493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995422825403325,0.08043344706267999,0.2953903582842369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547334573949596,0.0,0.0,0.1115850661972038,0.08359616534133202,0.059758697918961615,0.08041978512183053,0.08126944262944487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142177237122598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524406880027941
autism,Miserable_Leader,2020/04/20,"College students asking questions for essay please help Hiya im a college student writing an essay on Autism about helping Autistic individuals process information, how to help reduce sensory overloads, ways of helping individuals with Autism not hurt themselves mentally or physically as a result of this. 

(i understand some of these questions can be considered patronising, however its just the criteria 

If you could could you answer these questions 

1. What helps you to breakdown information?
2. How would you like someone to talk to you when helping? (breaking down instructions or instructions)
3. Do you think you need information or instructions broke down to you and whats your opinion on that ? (e.g do you not like it)
4. What things could help you not have a sensory meltdown ? (e.g an object)
5. If having a sensory meltdown would you prefer it if people left you alone or if you'd want someone to help, how would you want them to go about that?

I'd really appreciate it if you helped but if not that's totally fine. Thanks a bunch",4.7989075391180664,7.826421237837843,5.365206258890471,73.93913229018494,74.45945945945945,8.435277382645804,32.43954480796586,9.134995656068208,3.5431621621621625,839,42,133,21,19,269,105,185,0.028999999999999998,0.812,0.159,0.9513,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,16,1,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,4,1,45,21,17,0,16,16,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,18,4,19,13,3,9,0,2,0,0,35,5,0,15,3,95,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828567378609975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676963092053897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735588393873702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490738354221405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6889645993302318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226267637496825,0.0,0.1233648943224054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408798614515885,0.0,0.0,0.11159311338374213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509541414069398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468423527910142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917786818885282,0.0,0.0,0.1253667547596205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38381933457589584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316495839971515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353716491303627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917965525089892,0.0,0.10514794131340928,0.0,0.0,0.07587512397303567,0.07318026410122233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188951881199801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472639141320858,0.090653476606725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433915537448083,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Big_PapaPrometheus42,2020/04/20,"I just found out I am on the spectrum. Hi everyone. I'm posting here for advice and also to vent. I've always known that I was different and when I was younger I thought I had a learning disability. But my parents told me it was just an excuse to help me in school. I'm now 20 and in college, and my sister brought up masking to me. (I had never heard of it before)  that started a conversation with my parents where they told me that I was diagnosed with mild autism. I feel confused and I wanted to asks for some help/advice to make sense of myself and start figuring out why I do certain things. I think it is empowering to put labels on things in order to understand them. Anyway thanks for reading.",2.4322258592471364,4.4902819007092205,4.038581560283692,85.42615384615388,77.51063829787235,6.60796508456083,26.448990725586466,7.61054688173877,1.5321648663393344,552,22,109,8,13,184,87,141,0.018000000000000002,0.9129999999999999,0.069,0.6908,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,27,26,9,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,2,22,2,22,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,5,82,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326382824123855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361102460232613,0.14162145732430895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911562334127427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448291192919859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275115296825333,0.0,0.17782456139980005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263502777303215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605909858316702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866173900428288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281652370775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361096308668127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127005138202846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37797771396021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300619011590742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109972861349948,0.0,0.0,0.1702477690354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225321719162526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093929277314094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669886727983814,0.0,0.0,0.2261489066315317,0.10905838334695524,0.0,0.13512114605274347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252700555460643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718598263272148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038937835322886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358057012459833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,AWordBully,2020/04/20,"I easily get overwhelmed by stress and information, making me an anxious mess. Sometimes get the feeling of being punched in the stomach and then on the nose, and trying my best not to cry or bleed. Meltdown? I easily get overwhelmed by stress and information, making me an anxious mess. Sometimes get the feeling of being punched in the stomach and then on the nose, and trying my best not to cry or bleed. Is that a meltdown?",5.364599156118143,7.183320164556964,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,68.87341772151899,7.2919831223628675,33.41983122362869,7.793537801064563,2.5736818565400847,339,16,57,4,6,107,36,79,0.14800000000000002,0.608,0.244,0.816,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,4,9,0,3,6,4,2,0,16,11,10,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,6,2,10,9,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962439722545768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680870569788249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852788164541507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734808698860705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665013829588162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412616790175414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468974875540224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017791976555948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381340081185385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,Ranza27,2020/04/20,"So how are you all dealing with quarantine? It's pretty much there  on the title. Since I've been completely inoperative and barely surviving online school, I wanted to know how much of a struggle it was for other autistic people",6.428571428571428,8.125159,7.289047619047621,67.73928571428571,66.14285714285714,9.40952380952381,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.2903238095238105,186,7,28,4,3,62,38,42,0.054000000000000006,0.825,0.12,0.4228,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439813656578245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382318731071199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803019485586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823471078313478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274465379165448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337711613441104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33203035143172555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138779556164794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34297618993064555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350768083219064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
autism,quinnie55,2020/04/20,"I had my first full 2 hour siezure-like meltdown and I’m really traumatized from it I get meltdowns semi often but its normally just me crying into myself, stimming with my hand or rocking and i don’t want to move and I can’t hear. Its really manageable and can appear pretty normal to other people. Last night I was having a pretty bad time adjusting to new medicine that makes my emotions really overexaggerated and uncontrollable. I had already had a few small overloads with crying and not being able to hear that night. Idk how else to describe it but i felt short but happening like electricity. Something small happened with my partner as we were about to sleep and it completely overloaded everything, i got so confused and frustrated and overwhelmed and I had to jump up with my pillow and go into the closet (place to meltdown normally). I started crying into the pillow, and then it turned to screaming, then hyperventilating and Then I found myself not able to control my body. I couldn’t actually stop crying/wailing and moving my limbs to hurt myself. I luckily got to move my body back enough to knock the door open to signal my partner I needed help and they held me while this happened. I was completely delirious, unable to control my speech, my movements, how much I was drooling, everything. I felt like i was blankly viewing my body’s reactions from a distance. I was kicking and pulling and flapping and trying to hurt myself and making “bbbbbbbbb” sounds with my mouth.  From like 4-6:30am it was going on like this. Ive never lost control of my body like that. I can barely even remember that time period, it feels like i was under anesthesia. I feel so fucking embarrased. I know im autistic and that is good but it’s hard to not hate yourself when everyone else does. I cant stop thinking about special ed kids that went through the same thing that assholes would make fun of in high school. I feel so immeasurably ashamed. All i could say was “im scared” over and over again. It was so scary. It was so so so scary. I cant stop thinking about it. Is this normal? Is there something wrong with me? Is this what other people experience?",3.302629739947303,6.0476933768472945,4.019419177454463,83.06234906633064,78.28571428571428,6.633887043189371,26.43693435674189,7.8205782467293705,1.8496642914423191,1725,69,303,29,43,548,204,406,0.183,0.6859999999999999,0.131,-0.9822,0,0,2,0,0,4,41.0,1,0,1,5,19,23,3,5,7,0,31,9,8,8,2,79,64,41,0,9,9,0,7,6,2,1,0,6,4,3,27,32,0,7,11,1,0,10,9,14,0,1,23,15,51,9,42,37,6,47,0,4,1,1,9,16,1,4,27,214,78,2,0.14703965408538186,0.0,0.07174474583111584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113095732792146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565322088877373,0.06138598465541977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32665581594331444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416827976203426,0.0,0.2473762126384813,0.05869959953081496,0.0,0.2422742333438299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433769608643036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228327632720265,0.08269990992483968,0.0,0.07596563442366272,0.0,0.04855915237969469,0.0,0.0,0.07025134536226284,0.1321497599203133,0.07191649819650421,0.0,0.0,0.11152150072925904,0.05252257912925443,0.14118112681893036,0.0,0.0,0.06253592732489184,0.0,0.08061069560487863,0.0,0.06796789541825779,0.03841107521084769,0.0,0.08356602394688062,0.06166494279884097,0.1176010437001121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950400207526824,0.0,0.06585932426453865,0.07258560834785176,0.0,0.0,0.1657243766707759,0.0,0.04927879033527358,0.07767773378920566,0.0,0.0,0.07240222019566299,0.0,0.15740899084486193,0.0,0.15882805854353613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040404574233081365,0.05992847160039455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155084431789128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025557600388457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722516632542776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344198232704289,0.05404553217609727,0.054514020185809434,0.05670302296889348,0.07100590708887064,0.0,0.13798675461979265,0.28813528305811265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193878212375307,0.0,0.07681257136208228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495921899146847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129605135893367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328363220561802,0.0,0.0,0.058465917334133435,0.07360617250725955,0.07440599000344197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357292218252655,0.0,0.0,0.11319830942246553,0.0,0.0,0.052037711985289725,0.0,0.0,0.18439760222287566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048843306268688894,0.09421707313690296,0.0,0.0,0.08574000475876131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991513659379367,0.07996846007265739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336389882281549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815361623220283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222637574424028,0.0803823895353804,0.0,0.0
autism,SullenTerror,2020/04/20,"So i havent masked in 4 years, and i feel great So basically title, i (m24) masked in elementary, middle, and high school, as well as 3 semesters of college. I actually didnt know i was atypical until i was 20, and never really knew what masking was.  Now i live at home, kinda isolated but mostly happy, and i just love not havinv to mask around people. I was constantly stressed trying to resemble 'normal' and hated myself for it, but since my diagnosis, i can finally feel like being myself. 
Post end, just wanted to release a bit thanks yall. Sorry this aint a meme",4.305067567567569,5.533211792792795,6.2987274774774775,74.61673986486487,70.7117117117117,9.153603603603603,26.487612612612608,9.516144504307137,2.4377828828828823,443,14,81,10,8,155,82,111,0.10099999999999999,0.71,0.18899999999999997,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,1,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,20,17,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,6,2,14,6,12,10,2,14,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,8,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.19242229921926415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553479856633095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527291731611656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308492218383188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464573370281095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994034390868705,0.14086767358221874,0.0,0.2160044900505259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739510637370416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990511759657446,0.0,0.19467752637106836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833481198811865,0.1977907653003272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836669616485048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633372139256484,0.0,0.1741163239059786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796548108894542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207979240794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319760983873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670196060097406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888469402810936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632056772068892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995598633222618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311192984641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073037999016892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258726190016242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153974159060346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387440763719025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163037239582611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772913223032298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269794763258012
autism,alwaysn00b,2020/04/20,"What is your de-escalation strategy for when food/smell/etc sets off your gag reflex? I’ve noticed once my gag reflex is engaged, I’m unable to have a ‘normalize’ until I throw up or sleep- even hours later. What’s your strategy for getting back to normal?",4.0368,5.82200568,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,72.2,8.200000000000001,26.5,8.841846274778883,2.1590000000000003,204,7,37,4,4,68,39,50,0.11,0.8320000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971434142689927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186726138370952,0.1887267877068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34551466987365104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928594264218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813936770050053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599237603176229,0.0,0.3253138028531056,0.0,0.3043008924478258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594364986316273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0